CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY THE Joseph Whitmore Barry dramatic library THE GIFT OF TWO FRIENDS OF Cornell University 1934 DATE DUE Cornell University Library PR 6015.11612 1895 An imaginative man 3 1924 013 625 854 Cornell University Library The original of tliis bool< is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31924013625854 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN AN IMAGINATIVE MAN BY aU-l ROBERT S: 'HICHENS AUTHOR OF THE GREEN CARNATION NEW YORK D. APPLETON AND COMPANY 1895 F to UN I I I \^ Copyright, 1895, By D. APEI^ETON AND COMPANY. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. PEOLOGUE. A TALL, thin man, of about thirty-eiglit, stood in a prettily furnished bedroom one night of early winter, watching a woman who was prayiag. His eyes were dark brown, bright, and restless ; a mous- tache and a short, pointed beard scarcely hid the lines of his mobile mouth, which smiled rather cynically. The man was clad in a loose smoking- suit, held a cigar-case in one hand, and a silver candlestick in the other; slippers were upon his feet, and the fourth edition of the Pall Mall Ga- zette was tucked under his arm. He stood watching, and the woman, in her white nightdress, knelt on, whispering her prayers. The fire on the hearth flickered over her small figure and her dark, low-bowed head. " I wonder why she is prayiug ? " Henry Deni- son thought, still looking at his wife, and drawing his brows together in a slight frown. " Is it because 2 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. she believes in a God, or because she wishes to sound me ? We have been married three months now, and we have never threshed out that very- vexed question, reUgion. On the Sundays of our honeymoon, being iu Italy, we always went to the most interesting church, architecturally, that we could find, to hear Mass. Travellers always go to hear Mass, as they go to hear the opera-. But these are private prayers, and they interest me. I wonder what she is praying about ? " He moved a step forward, as if to go softly out of the room, then paused again. " I wonder whether she is a Pharisee ? " he thought, "and for a pretence makes long prayers. Or perhaps she fancies that I have gone do-wnstairs. She cannot see ; her eyes are blinded by her hands. These private prayers are fascinating. Everything that is strictly private is fascinating. Only when one has made it strictly public does the bloom van- ish from the peach. The Bluebeard's chamber of the soul is, after all, the only room worth looking into. But the worst of it is that one can generally find the means of entrance to it much too easily, and often it turns out to be only a barely furnished and respectable attic after all — the sort of room a Christian mistress gives to a Christian housemaid. I have not quite got into Enid's Bluebeard's cham- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 3 ber yet. I wonder if there are headless creatures there— bizarre moniuneiits of her mental crimes. Let lis hope so." And he smiled to himself with the curious whim- sicality at which many of his acquaintances won- dered. Since Ms Eton days, Henry Denison had always been dubbed an odd fellow. In mute mo- ments, when he was alone, he often thanked the Unseen for that. To be thought odd by the ordi- nary seemed to him a tribute, offered, involuntarily, by the less to the greater. He was a man who con- sidered it almost criminal to be what men call " a thorough good feUow," an expression which he con- sidered to mean an ingenious relater of improper stories. Mercifully, however, this last iosult had not yet been offered to him. Sometimes he had waited for it with dread, but it had never come. His personaUty guarded him from it, and for this he was thankful. Now, while he was smiling, his wife rose from her knees, with a sigh that parted her pretty, rosy hps. There were tears in her big, dark eyes. Denison noticed them at once ; he always noticed everything at once. To do so had become a sort of profession in his case. "Were these tears caused by the uplifting of her heart ? " I thought I heard you go out, Harry," Mrs. 4, AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. Denison said ; and a blush stole over the whiteness of her cheeks. She looked very yotmg, and very httle, in her elaborately -frilled nightdress, with her long hair streaming in a flufiEy flood over her shoul- ders. " Ton have been watching me ? " There was just a suspicion of petulance in her tone. " Yes. Why not ? All intelhgent people watch those whom they love. Passion is a private inquiry agent, with a staff of detectives to dog the mental footsteps of the adored." "I don't know," she said doubtfully, slipping into bed, where she lay looking hke a dear little dark child, adorably pretty, and a tiny bit frightened and puzzled. " Ought passion to be so thoughtful ? I don't think so. Detectives are always reasoning." She glanced at him with a curious babyish pathos. "You are always reasoning, Harry. I sometimes fancy " She paused and hesitated. " Yes, dear ? " said her husband, twisting his cigar-case round ia his hand a little impatiently. " I sometimes fancy that if you loved me a httle more you would reason about me a httle less." " Such an idea is ia direct opposition to aU my theories." She moved her head restlessly upon the piUow. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 5 She wanted to ask a question, and yet slie was half afraid. Denison saw that in a moment. "Ask!" he said, putting the candle he had taken in his hand down upon the dressing-table, and sitting ia a chair by the bed. " Ton wiU never go to sleep if you don't." " WeL, then, Harry, I — well, you talked about detectives just now." "Yes." " Was there a detective following my prayers ? " He smiled at her uneasy penetration ; it pleased him. " Did you hear his footsteps ? " « I fancied I did." " Did they alarm you ? " "Not exactly. But — Harry, I wish sometimes you were not so dreadfully clever." " Then your wish is gratified ; I am not." " Oh, but you are. Now, don't be angry," and she drew her arm out from under the coverlet, and laid her small hand in his gently. " Don't be angry with me if I say this. Sometimes I think things over, you know." " Yes ? That sounds a little vague." " I think them over, and cleverness seems to me a sort of disease." 6 AN IMAGIKATIVE MAN. Her dark eyes met his rather anxiously. " You mean that the stupid are healthy, and that the intelligent ought to be doctored, dosed with denseness, plastered with ignorance? Would you put genius in splints, Enid, and feed talent with the water gruel of mediocrity ? " " Not that, of course, Harry. Still " " StiU, something ought to be done for the poor sick thing. I am not sure that you are not right. A clever mind is rather like a dog with the distem- per. The worst of it is that the dog may get over the distemper, but the mind never quite gets over its cleverness. It must labour on, a prey to a per- petual malaise." " Now you are being sarcastic," she said, draw- ing her hand bacfe into the bed again. " I dare say I am silly." " No ; you are wiser than you think. There is truth in what you say. But you must confess, Enid, that there are not too many dogs going about with the distemper. That should be our comfort." " Should it ? " "Certainly. It is a most consoling reflection. And another consoling reflection is that the world is fuU of veterinary surgeons. The silly of society act as vets, to the brilliant, my dear, and if they AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 7 cannot always cure they can at least often kill. And that is the next best thing, isn't it ? " Enid looked rather piteously doubtful. He won- dered whether she did so deliberately, because she thought it suited her, or whether the expression — which often decorated her pretty face — ^was not perhaps due chiefly to the shape of her arched eye- brows. Nature is sometimes an artist against whose handiwork our minds rebel in vain. We may be as merry as grigs, but if our mouth turns down de- cisively at the corners we can only seem sourly sin- ister to the outside world. Having wondered for a moment, and decided that the shape of his wife's eyebrows probably ex- pressed correctly her mental condition, Denison changed the conversation. " Do your prayers make you happy, Enid ? " he asked. " I have never happened to see you praying before. And you got up with tears ia your eyes." "Tears often come into my eyes when I am serious, Harry. They do not mean that I am un- happy." " Perhaps you are hke the schoolgirl who once told me that she always cried in church. She re- garded it as part and parcel of the religious cere- mony. Tour tears were not the raindrops of eti- quette, I hope ? " 8 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " No, Harry." "I am glad of that. Etiquette is one of the seven devils that afflict society. I vdll teU you the names of the other six on some more reasonable occasion. But it is near midnight now, and to- morrow we start for Egypt. Go to sleep and dream that seas are always calm, and that the de- stroying angel, seasickness, passes over our cabin door. Good-night." He bent down, kissed her forehead, and went softly out of the room, leaving her puzzled. "When he went softly out of her presence he nearly always left her puzzled. "Have I found a riddle that I shall never guess ? " he asked himself two minutes later, lean- ing over the lamp to light his cigar. " I doubt it. If only I could — if only I could happen upon some enigma that would continue to fascinate by continu- ing an enigma. Whj are things so straight-for- ward? Even women are hardly difficult to read. Study their vanities and you can classify them. Teach them to be jealous and you will teach them to reveal themselves as they are. It is tiresome." His cigar-end glowed like a red-hot coal now, and, with a pufE, he sank down in his easy-chair. Cadogan Square was silent. Only occasionally he AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 9 heard a cab turn the corner of Pont Street, and rattle up to one of the red houses above which the stars shone in a clear sky. He was able to reflect quite undisturbed. The fire twinkled at hun with endless geniality as he stretched his toes to it, and the warm, dark room, with its oak -panelled walls and its many bookcases, wrapped him and his medi- tations up cosily. He pulled at his cigar, and his restless brown eyes roved over the broad mantelpiece, on which stood in an unblinking row the cabinet photographs of a number of women, and of two or three men. "My enigmas," he thought on, with a slight pursing of the lips that met each other firmly, some said cynically, over his large white teeth. " My enigmas ! The riddle I have puzzled over, the acrostics I once fancied it impossible to solve. I have guessed them all." His eyes lingered on one photograph of a little dark woman with delicately-cut features and great, imaginative eyes, that peered out beneath black curving brows with the wistful expression of a plaintive dreamer. It was the photograph of his wife. " I have married you to guess you," he said to the photograph. " That was carrying the pastime 10 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. rather far, wasn't it ? Don't let me guess you just yet.' He sighed. " People prate so mucli about being able to have faith," he thought, " as if it were beautiful. They talk of the pleasure of reading a soul like an open book. No open book is worth reading. If only men and women were more incomprehensible than they are. I have never yet met with a human being whom I could not thoroughly understand after a certain period of study and detective duty. Yet I have married Enid. That was rash. But I do not quite understand her yet. What a mercy that is. Misunderstanding keeps love alive." He struck the ash off his cigar with meditative little finger, and again ran his eyes over the photo- graphs. " To think that all those people really puzzled me in their time — really gave my mind a lot to do. I should like to invite them in a bunch to dinner now, and sit, as host, among the ruins of my Car- thage ; drink a health to the mysteries that are gone, and make a neat speech of farewell to vanished misunderstanding. It would be amusingly original. One would have the table decorated with simple daisies growing in their own grass, and each guest should be presented with a bouquet of dancing AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. H daffodils, symbolical of my war-dance above the graves of my illusions. I should preside more in sorrow than in anger, and there should not be a single complication either of thought, or of emo- tion, from one end of dinner to the other. "There would be too many women, though. Most of my enigmas have been women, naturally. The novehsts are preposterously wrong when they say that every simple-minded young female, with rosy cheeks and bright eyes, can hoodwink the most subtle man who was ever born to misery ; but wom- en are certainly more complex than men. That fact accounts for the female preponderance among my photographs. I wonder why I keep them there. They have nothing to conceal from me now. I suppose I must try to think of them as ornaments, to look upon them as an anxious hostess looks upon the tall, grim men who line ball-room walls, and refuse to dance. The^ furnish my li- brary to some extent, and if they refuse any longer to dance for me it is because they are aflB.icted with wooden legs. It is strange how those funny folks, whom the world agrees to dub sages — on the same principle, perhaps, as men name a suburban villa ' Myrtle Grove ' or ' Primrose Bank ' — will have it that from time immemorial man has always busily employed all his leisure-time m beating himself to 12 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. death against tlie problems and the mysteries of life. The average man cuts mysteries as dead as he cuts an enemy. He refuses to see them. He looks upon them as bad form, and does not admit them into Ms society. Therefore he Kkes people, as a rule, and takes httle notice of the speechless crowd of beings in nature and in art who are so silent and so full of things hidden. What are they to him ? They cannot dress hideously, and go out into the Park. They cannot make fools of themselves and create a scandal. They are dumb, and often they are lovely ; that is all. Yet they have fascinated me strangely from the first, and although I try to find man more beautiful, woman more mysterious, I fail — I usually fail utterly. "Shall I fail with Enid? Sometimes lately I have feared so. She interested me more six weeks ago than she does now. Yet she interests me stiU. I have studied %er among Koman ruins, and on Yenetian lagoons ; while I have kissed her, when I have quarrelled with her. As she slept by my side I have pursued her dreams. I have waked myseM deliberately in order to see her wake in the morning and hear what her .first words would be. I have drawn her on at night with arguments, and strange statements, of anything but fact, to reveal herself fully to me in the ex- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 13 citement that the dark hours often bring in their train. " Yet she is still, to some extent, a riddle. " If I could know what she prays for I might know what she is. Our secret desires are our souls. I am afraid of guessing her, and yet I am always trying to guess her, laying plots for her, poor child ! seeking in the most underhand ways for the right clue to her character. She evades me with a clever- ness that does her infinite credit. Perhaps she has an instinct to warn her against fully betraying her- self, for she loves me, and no doubt she desires to keep my love. And I believe loving women are as full of instincts as hfe is full of bores. " ^Nevertheless, I, too, have an instinct that tells me some day the soul of Enid will be laid quite bare to me. I shall understand her. It is only a ques- tion of time. Ah ! what it would be to me to dis- cover a being with a soul that I could never under- stand ! How I, bored and cold, and modern as I am, could love it." For a moment his eyes ghttered with a fire of excitement. He got up restlessly, threw his cigar into the fire, and turned the staring photographs with their faces to the wall. "You tire me," he said wearily, "very much." 14 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. He paused in front of the flame witli one foot resting upon the fender edge. " Shall I ever get rid of this absurd tendency of mine towards follies brought about by the workings of the imagination ? " he thought. " If the world knew of my desires, of my hidden sensations, surely it would call me a child instead of a cynic, a child — or possibly, being a kindly speaking world — a mad- man. Then it would laugh at me. As matters stand it is rather inchned to fear me sometimes. It thinks me odd, but not in the way ia which I am odd. "Why am I really so detached from people, so swiftly moved, at moments, by inanimate things, by a sound, a scent, the patter of a shower among slip- pery laurel leaves, the pose of a figure in an old pic- ture ? Even colours often strike me as more sug- gestive than words expressing thoughts. There is a life iu scarlet that many men lack. There is a pas- sion in deep orange colour that passes the passion of a thousand modern women. Sometimes I have fan- cied that I shall fall in love with an echo, or be enthralled by an orchid with a history iu its lustrous, spotted petals. Sometimes I have dreamed that I shall beat out my life against a stone personality, that will conjure up fancies, and own no voice with which to dispel them. We lay love's castles in ruins with our tongues, even with our movements, with AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 15 those endless repetitions of gesture, and of attitude, that men call tricks. The disembodied sound has no tricks. The statue and the picture have no words. They suggest and leave us to realize if we can. In their impotence hes their power." A coal falling iuto the grate snapped the thread of his meditation. "Eiddles!" he murmured, "Eiddles! Those who are dumb can never tell their secrets. And we, in society, do everything with a view to what we call conversation. What a masquerade of ma- niacs it all is ! Yet, if a sane man got a card for the masquerade, made the dancers unmask and showed to them their real faces, the ball would break up in confusion, and the hostess, Mrs. Grundy, would deny to him the sacred name of ' gentleman.' And, stripped of that name, one is but a convict — a mere number." He ht his candle and turned out the lamp. " It is absurd to have an aun in hfe, I suppose," he said to himself. " But if I had one it should be to send Mrs. Grundy into hysterics in the midst of the preposterous puppets whom she calls her guests." As he went out through the hall he paused for a moment. A nimiber of trunks with labels affixed to them lay there in confusion. He bent down and read on one of the labels : 16 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. Baggage. P. & O. S. N. Co. LOKDON TO ISMAILIA. " To-morrow we start for Egypt. Shall I find my everlasting riddle there, I wonder ? " He smiled to himself rather drearily, and* went up the carpeted stairs slowly to bed. CHAPTEE I. " Mt wife is yery sea-sick, thank you," Mr. Den- ison said to an inquiring passenger on the deck of the Peninsular, as the dull gray swell of the Bay sent the ship swinging down into the depths two days later. " She has a wholesome horror of con- ventionality, or fancies she has ; but she is obhged to conform to a general rule on this occasion. She is so normal now that she has actually been unorig- inal enough to request the stewardess to have her thrown overboard without unnecessary delay. I hear that fifteen other ladies have done the same since breakfast this morning. The stewardess must be getting terribly ennuyee." The passenger, who was an elderly lady with a pinched face and an ascetic eye, looked at Mr. Henry Denison with a strong disapproval, such as she always displayed when she suspected latent orig- inality in anyone. She paused for a moment as if she meditated making some able rejoinder, but find- ing that nothing came readily to her hps, she turned 18 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. on lier low heel, and lurclied indignantly towards the companion. " She will tell everybody that I am a brute," thought Denison to himseK, as he tucked his rug round him, and turned the first page of his novel. "Why will people take everything so seriously ? " And then he concentrated himself on the sub- tleties of passion, as elucidated by the last new woman. The voyage soon flitted by. At Gibraltar, Mrs. Denison had sufficiently recovered herself to buy fans, with red and yellow bull-fights taking place upon them, oranges and mats. At Malta she was as piteously lively as ever she had been in her life. As the ship drew into the harbour, and a flock of small green boats put ofE to it from their home beneath the shelter of the bat- teries, she stole her Kttle gloved hand through her husband's arm, and became sentimental, with the gentle ease that was peculiar to her. She slipped into many moods in the course of a day, drawing them on and off as she drew on and off her gloves, but her abiding gentleness of personality coloured them all, extracted the salience from them. The gloves were precisely the same — only the buttons were different. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 19 Henry Denison was beginning to find this out with a good deal of definiteness. " Harry," Mrs. Denison said. " l^Tow I am well, this seems Hke a second honeymoon, doesn't it? How beautiful it all is ! " " I think Malta very ugly from the sea, Enid." " Do you, Harry ? I don't. But, do you know, I think places are nothing in themselves. It is only what we feel in them that makes them beautiful or the reverse. My Aunt Fanny declares that Lucerne is hideous, because her boy was drowned in the lake there, you know. I feel so happy to-day that Malta looks to me like a Paradise." " Rather a rocky one, my dear. Where would you like to go when we land ? Malta is famous for three things — its importunate beggars, its nougat, which you buy at the 'Sick Man,' in the Strada Keale, and its orange gardens of San Antonio. The guide-books also make mention of the Chapel of the Knights." " Oh, let us drive to the orange gardens, Harry. Never mind the chapel. We saw so many in Italy." As they landed, she added, with a romantic accent : " I should hke to buy a httle nougat, too, dear." It was very cold when the Peninsula/r stole into 20 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. the bitter lake at Ismailia in the gray of the early morning. The Noah's Ark like village, with its play box trees, nestling in the white embrace of the desert, was scarcely awake, but as the great ship slowed down to a pause, and the puffing tender bustled out from the landing-stage, the sky flushed with a rose that gradually deepened to a fiery scar- let, the barren sands glowed hke the pavements of heaven, and the first glimpse of Egypt that Mr. and Mrs. Denison caught, as they hurried up the com- panion, was a vision passionate and effective as the sunrise of Joy on sorrow. Its passion was quickly tempered by boxes, how- ever, and a sense of owning luggage and beiag in danger of losing it clipped the fluttering wings of fancy, and transformed the live dove into the clay pigeon. After breakfasting at the hotel, the Denisons strolled out up the gleaming white road, turned to the right among the date palms and apricot trees, and wandered in a desultory manner towards the sandy shores of the lake. It was a most dehcious day, hot, but not yet in- temperately hot, clear as it can only be clear in Egypt at morning. Hoses were flowering in the smaU sand gardens of the Arabs. Here and there, beneath the trees, a pale blue robe glided quietly AX imagixatint: max. 21 away, the bare feet of its owner TnaTHng no sonnd upon the soft and shiftmg floor. A delicate and drowsT languor seemed to hang npon the air. It played around the minds of the Denisons with a fairy lightness while they walked slowly on, breath- ing a balmy sweetness that entered, as if by open windows, into their sonls. Mrs. Denison became softly reflective. In all their Italian wanderings she had never succeeded in losing the fear of her husband's smiling cynicism, which she at the same time considered Godlike and most alarming. But, then, she was one of those women who think that a deity must have a good deal of the bogey about him, and who vaguely con- fuse Providence with the personahty of the scare- crow, frightening human sparrows away from sin by dint of an immovable ugliness that imphes illim- itable power. Her secret fear of her husband had spurred within her the actress instinct that lives, although perhaps dormant, in every female bosom, and she had, almost unconsciously, kept his curiosity about her at bay by the use of Httle subtleties of insincerity, defending herseK against the scrutiny of his incessant cross-examination with an ability which had fanned the flame of his curious affection for her. She was very lovely, and he had not yet succeeded in fully understanding her. Kature had 22 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. gifted her witli mysteriously dark eyes and a pretty trick of vagueness. The beauty and the vagueness caught Denison, and he appropriated them eventu- ally at the altar. The beauty appealed certainly to his artistic sense, and to the body which he believed himself to despise. But it was the vagueness which hooked that wayward fish, his mind. In it he found a riddle. He spent his time in trying to guess it, no doubt because the guessing of it would, as he knew, slay what he chose to call his affection for Enid. His mistake lay iu supposing there was a riddle to guess. Mrs. Denison's eyes were much deeper than was her soul. She did not correspond, men- tally, to her physique. Many of us do not, and that is probably why the ugly word "hypocrite" originally came into use. The face is as often the shutter of the soul as the window, and the visible sometimes rudely gives the he to the invisible. "What was visible of Mrs. Denison frequently con- tradicted what was invisible of her, but the world had no time to heed the squabble. Mr. Denison had time, but at present the cotton-wool of novelty filled his ears and rendered him partially deaf. This morning, however, Mrs. Denison took the cotton-wool out. Egypt, with its clear geniality, its bright softness, its drowsy warmth, laid the actress _ AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 23 instinct before mentioned to sleep. The little wife was lured iato forgetting the subtleties of insincer- ity which had stood her in good stead for so long. She had never understood her husband, but then she was so perfectly accustomed to not understand- ing people and things that comprehension would merely have confused her. The bewildered are never more bewildered than by their unwonted moments of iatelhgence. She had never under- stood Harry, but she did not know this, and to- day, for the first time, the desire stole into her mind that he should understand her. And so, under the date palms, where the sun kissed the shadows on the sand, she became softly reflective. She changed once again those buttons on her gloves. They had wandered to the shore of the lake, where the wooden bathing huts hover on their piles above the still waters. Beyond the warm gold of the farther desert stretched away beneath the fiery sun. A number of goats were pattering about, their vague activity only emphasizing the sweet silence that environed this land created for lotus- eaters. " Shall we sit down, Harry ? " Mrs. Denison asked, looking up at her husband. " Yes," he answered ; " movement seems an in- 24 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. suit to Nature on such a day and in such a place as this. We have no business to worry the peace." He spoke in an unusually gentle voice, and she noticed that his expression was curiously happy. This fact gave her courage, fitted wings to her mood, which now fluttered onward less feebly than usual. They sat down on the sand, and let the sun have its will of them. Denison had no wish to talk. His mind was bathed in dreams, a very un- usual occurrence when he was not alone. For the keynote of his character was an intense conscious- ness which scarcely ever left him. But Mrs. Deni- son had no idea that he was dreaming, or that the silence was magical. She wanted to talk, and be- lieved that she had something beautifully definite to say. "Harry," she began, with a gentle abruptness that was rather epileptic, " there can never be per- fect love without perfect frankness, can there ? " This conversational plunge acted the part of a cold douche to the dreams of Denison. They shiv- ered and vanished. He looked at his wife in some astonishment, and answered : " Many people say so, Enid." "Yes, and so it is true. My father says that AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 25 the mass of opinion on any subject is always sure to be on the right side." "Does he?" " That is such a comfort, because then things can't go far wrong. I often think of it when stupid people say that England is going to the dogs." " I am glad the notion comforts you, my dear." Mrs. Denison felt encouraged. She thought she was encouraged by her husband's words, but probably the sunshine waa really the factor that brought about the feeling. She leaned against her husband's shoulder, and he was unusual enough to put his arm around her waist. This action gave to her a terrible self-confidence which usually she lacked. She moved serenely on towards her doom. "I knew you would agree with papa, Harry," she innocently remarked, leaping at a conclusion that was founded upon no premisses. " He thinks you very clever." " Your father is full of sound sense, Enid." " Yes. But I wanted to talk about frankness." " Do so, dear." " I wanted to say — no, don't move, I like your arm there, Harry — that I wish our love to be quite perfect." " And is it not ? " 26 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Not quite, yet. You see perfect love casteth out fear, and I am a wee bit afraid of you, Harry." He smiled indulgently, a thing he had scarcely ever done in his life before. It was a new experi- ence to him. "Are you going to cast your fear away this morning ? " he said. Enid was dehghted. "How quick you are at guessing," she re- marked, with happy haste. " That is just what I want to do. I think I am afraid of you because you don't quite understand me. I fancy you are a little puzzled, sometimes, at things I say and do, you know. You love me, of course, but I think you study me too. You are always watching and observing. It has made me a little nervous of you, afraid to be qaite myself." A hght of interest had flashed into Denison's bright brown eyes. "You suspicious person," he said "And so you want me to understand you fully ? " " Yes, Harry dear." " Do you beheve that is possible ? Do you be- lieve that any human being can completely under- stand another ? " " Oh, yes, I think I can quite understand you." AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 27 Denison's indulgent smile became once more cynical. " I am glad you feel that confidence," he said. "Well, put me iuto an equally enviable position with regard to you. It is not fair that I should be handicapped in the race for matrimonial happiness." "I will try," Enid answered, and for the first time she faltered a httle. "It is difficult," she added, after a moment's pause. "A confession of faith is always difficult, but perhaps less diflSicult than a confession of failure. You have understood me from the first. Let me understand you at the last." But now Enid faltered still more obviously. The position seemed to her to have changed ia some subtle way, and instead of feehng like a happy wife on the way — led by her own acumen — to greater happiness, she felt like a nervous wit- ness mounting into the box to give an account of herself, full of dates. She began to experience Mrs. Cluppins's need of a smeUing-bottle contaimng half a pint of salts. But her husband did not act the part of the worthy Mrs. BardeH. He only watched her rather quizzically. " You have given me your heart," he said, as she was silent. " Give me your soul. I assure you I wish to have it." 28 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " I want you so much to understand me," she said at length, lowering her eyes. "But I don't know how to make you." " I am beginning to think that perhaps I do un- derstand you. Your wish to be imderstood is a key to unlock the mystery." She let her pretty head fall upon his shoulder, and murmured : " Everyone wants to be understood, Harry." " Especially women," he said. " But they dress their souls up in feathers and flowers all the same, and follow such strange fashions in feeling that I often wonder why the ladies' papers do not devote a weekly column to the description of the smart shops at which customers can buy modish thoughts and becoming sensations." "I should not read it, dear, for I think I am very simple. I have wanted to tell you so for a long time, especially since the night you saw me praying. You wondered what I was praying for." "Yes." Her face flushed as she said : " I was praying that you might give up studying me, and have more time left to love me in." His face contracted, but she did not see it, and he bent down and kissed her. " There is so httle in me to study," she said. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 29 "And so mueli in you to love," he answered. " From this moment I shall give up studying you, and sink the detective in the husband." Enid pressed his arm, and looked up into his face with her beautiful dark eyes. Men spoke of them in Hyde Park. " I thought you were going to say the lover," she whispered. " I wiU say so," he replied. And he did so. Eut all the time he felt inclined to seize Enid by her soft white throat, and cry : " Tou fool, why have you allowed me to under- stand you ? " CHAPTEE II. The afternoon train that runs between Ismailia and Cairo rattled heavily through the desert in the sun. The windows of the carriages were closed in order to keep out the sand, which, nevertheless, fil- tered in surreptitiously, and spread itself in a gritty veil over hats, clothes, cushions, woodwork, every- thing. Mr. and Mrs. Denison sat opposite to one an- other. Enid, shrouded in the voluminous gauze trappings that the travelling Englishwoman so tena- ciously affects, was engaged in reading one of those Christmas numbers which give the lie to the old carol, and make that festive season come not once, but twice a year. Denison leaned back in his cor- ner with closed eyes, as if asleep. The other occupants of the carriage were a lady of thirty-eight or forty, and a tall boy of about twenty, whose dead white face, glittering dark eyes, and frightful emaciation, showed him to be one of those sad travellers who will not face death at home, AN IMAGIXATIA^ MAN. 31 but who seek tlie destroyer in some foreign conntry far from all ttey have known ia the days of health and hopefuhiess. The occasional conversation of these two people proved that they were mother and son. They talked ia snatches, mieasily, nnhappily. The mother strove to interest the boy in- this strange desert, new to him, called his attention to the pass- ing camels, to the cnrions scrub that does duty for woods, to those antique, biblical figures of Arabs that so absolutely recall conventional pictures of patriarchs. Her remarks proved her intelligent, odd, an impressionist in words, and a woman who had the unusual strength of mind to sti-ike against the three-and-six-penny tyranny of the guide-book. But the son took very httle notice of her remarks. With a sinister expression he stared out of the win- dow, occasionally passing a silk handkerchief wearily over his thin face, and moistening his dry lips with his tongue. The shadow of despair lurked behind the glitter in his eyes. Denison, who usually noticed everything, was to-day preoccupied. His eyes were closed, but he was not sleeping; he had merely closed them to protect himseK from any remarks which Enid might have to make. She was one of those women who are apt to be talkative at the wrong time, l^ow VFOuld have been quite the wrong time in her hus- 32 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. band's opinion. He was revolving the scene of the morning — ^the scene by the sand-hills of the Suez Canal. So he had made a mistake. He had been taken in with an abominable completeness, snared by Na- ture's drawing of a pair of eyebrows, ITature's paint- ing of a pair of eyes. There was mystery in the face of his wife. There was depth in it. One would even have said that there was thoughtfulness — a, sweet variety of reflectiveness, seldom found in the faces of the masqueraders who dance so frivolously upon the crust that covers the volcano of eternity. Dark beauty generally suggests a certain amount of mystery, as a sunset sky suggests infinity. To judge Enid by her eyes she might well be infinite ; but to judge Enid by her eyes would be to do her a grave injustice. That was the devil of it. Her sudden desire to be understood had made Denison aware that there was practically nothing in her to be mis- understood. In some women so frank a statement of simphcity as that made by Enid would have im- phed a subtlety masked by that very statement. But it was, unfortunately, impossible for Denison to believe that she had been giving an impersonation for his benefit that morning. There is a difference between absolute naked IS^ature and the most per- fect art of imitation — a difference discoverable by AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 33 the acutely observant ; and Denison knew, to his in- finite vexation, that his wife had not been playing a part. The truth had been in her. She was not one of those women who love foothghts — who dance with sad hearts, or play tragedies with merry ones. She was no mimic of voices not her own, no imper- sonator of moods that never seized upon her own soul. She was, as she had said, a simple woman. And those who deny that any woman can be simple are wrong. There are female simpletons as well as male. Denison knew that he had married one. As he sat with his eyes shut, and felt the rough touch of the sand upon his eyelids, he realized it fully. " Yes," he thought ; " she is merely one of those women with convictions instead of thoughts, be- hefs instead of desires, a country parish woman masquerading as a London beauty. Her mind is really gray wool, which she is forever knitting into a pattern to be seen in every shop. And I thought her a strange being because her eyes are strange, and she has a graceful trick of vagueness. I dare say Joan of Arc was vague, too. A tiresome mar- tial being, whose hallucinations led to battles. I have classified Enid at last, without further hope of a blessed mistake. Her httle vagaries will all be painfully plain to me now. I shall never hold my 34 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. breatli again, never hope that she will be incompre- hensible at the eleventh hour. The parish miad will always put its ugly head above the shallow waters that I have been fool enough to believe un- fathomable, and stocked with strange monsters. Of course Enid has her moods, Kke all women; but there will always be that awful groundwork, that fatal foundation, upon which I shall feel that I can safely build. Yes, that is the devil of it ! " Just at this not very cheerful moment in his reflections the voice of the dark boy in the opposite comer intruded itself upon his mind. The voice said, "I think it's a horribly ugly country, and I hate this hot sunshine in winter. Probably Jim's out hunting now. I wonder whether there was a meeting to-day, and where it was. Sy- well, perhaps. Hang this sand ! " Cessation of speech was followed by an angry sigh. Then the mother's voice said : " "We shall soon be in Cairo, dear. And I know you wiU like Mena House. They have a lot of horses in the stables there ; good ones, too. Lord Shafton told me so." "Lord Shafton knows a good horse," said the boy, more cheerfully. " He's a thorough nice fel- low." AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 35 Denison felt himself smiling at the British de- duction. It struck him, as it had often struck him before, that he had the mind of a foreigner. He never felt more utterly detached than when he was with his own countrymen. For the moment he forgot the simplicity of Enid in listening to the rapid expression of a nature new to him, and yet so old and customary. The minds of British boys always seemed to him as much alike as the articles exposed for sale on the sixpenny stall at a "village bazaar, where you may see five himdred things, all slightly different, but all obviously worth the sum of threepence, squatting in a brotherhood of cheap- ness before the appraising eyes of intent bump- kins. The fact that he had his own eyes shut gave the conversation to which he listened a peculiar dis- tinctiveness. The voice of the boy was as the voice of all British boyhood ; the voice of the mother as the voice of all motherhood, or so each seemed at first. " I wonder when I shall be able to hunt again," the boy went on with fretful retrospection. "I used to have such jolly runs with the Pytchley. I hate to think of anyone riding Zoe, except me." " Nobody will ride her. I gave orders that she was never to be mounted till — ^till you came back." 36 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. In saying the last words the voice of the speaker became suddenly lower. " That's good of you, mater," the boy said, al- most with vivacity. " Poor old girl. To think of her exercising in a horse-cloth, and us out here in Sahara, or whatever they call it. Everything is deucedly brutal." " You'll get to like Egypt, Guy, in time." "Not I. No fellow likes his prison, and I never cared for what people call picturesque places. They are always places where there's nothing on earth to do. I know all about them. Give me a sporting country, and let artists and poets go hang. I hate chaps that maunder by the yard, and couldn't sit a horse over a bullfinch to save their souls." The tone of his voice suggested that he beheved himself to be engaged in a heated argument with somebody. The mother changed the subject. " You can go to the races," she said. " They are in December." " Yes, that'll be something to do." He paused, then suddenly remarked, in a curiously sinister man- ner, " Depend upon my making the time a merry one, if it is short." Denison opened his eyes. His silent comparison of this boy's mind to the sixpenny bazaar articles AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 37 seemed to him entirely inappropriate. And he wanted to look at him again. He did 80, and was struck by the remarkably vivid expression upon the thin face, whose yellowish whiteness was such a keen contrast to the dark eyes and curly black hair. The whole mask was iQumi- nated by an intense determination, that even slightly contorted the aristocratic young features, and gave evidence of considerable, even of unusual, charac- ter ; but it was a determination that was altogether the reverse of high-minded. There was none of the elevation of strength about it, only strength's bizarre brutality. A concentration of mind was apparent in the expression that was supremely unboyish, and, consequently, to Denison, immediately attracting. British boyhood was not generally like this. The mother was probably cut to the heart. She winced for a moment, as an animal winces from the stroke of a whip. But she was one of the clever women who understand that in concealment of pain lies sometimes paia's opiate. After a minute of silence she said quietly : " We shall have to be out here four months at least. Spring in Egypt is delicious, and Cairo is very gay in spring. Yes, I dare say we shall be lively enough, and you will see what a really cosmo- politan society is like." 38 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " I didn't mean that, mater," the boy said sul- lenly. "And you know it. However, it doesn't matter what I meant." And after that he began again to stare out of the window in gloomy silence. Denison had gained an impression of him by this time that was very definite. Among the many curious problems over which he had pondered in the long hours of thought in. which alone he felt him- self to be really and fully living, one often recurred, partly perhaps because it was morbid, the problem of what direction the average mind would turn in when full in sight of death — of death not immediate, and whose approach had not yet drawn all power of action from the body. Would the average mind become paralyzed, as the rabbit before the snake, and merely remain motionless ? Would it, on the contrary, proceed quietly on its usual way? Or would it execute a violent turn, and, if so, towards what ? Of course, Denison knew it to be generally accepted as a fact that approaching death almost invariably brings with it a strong desire for the con- solations of religion, but he was, by temperament, averse to receiving generally accepted things as facts, and he certainly was disinclined to receive tliis. He had gained a very definite impression of what this boy, whom he did not know, was like now, but AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 39 he found himself wondering what he had been like, or seemed Kke, before this visitation of sickness had come upon him. Was his nature merely intensified by illness, forced on more violently ia an accustomed direction, or was it changed ? Was it about to enter upon a new path ? That it meant to step out with an unnatural vigour was obvious. As weakness steals upon the body, something invisible often digs spurs into the emotions, lashes the imagination into a blood-tinged foam. The body falters, but the feelings gallop, until the noise of their impetuous advance attracts the attention, perhaps appals the serenity of the healthy who are standing by. Den- ison thought he could hear the faiat beginning of the rush of this boy's miad, just starting, it might be, upon an enthralling onward course, that would, he fancied, become eventually headlong. "Do you think you could buy me an orange through the window, Harry ? " he heard his wife's voice saying plaintively. "I am so thirsty that I cannot resist being vulgar." "It would be vulgar to resist," he said, as he complied with her request. It seemed to him at the moment that his wife was always asking him to buy oranges through the window when he was engrossed in something really interesting. Poor Enid ! As a matter of fact, she 40 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. had never eaten an orange in her husband's presence before. She was very happy that afternoon, because she believed herself at last fully understood. The desert sands looked fertile to her, the camels models of beauty and grace. And when, towards sunset, leaning from the window, she caught sight of the Pyramids far away, soaring, as it seemed to her ex- cited imagination, to the rose colour of the exquisite sky, she pronounced them " lovely," and was aston- ished when Harry smiled with his usual air of slightly amused sarcasm. CHAPTEE III. A FEW days later the Denisons were driving in an arabeeyah over the Kasr-el-Nil bridge of Cairo en route to the Pyramids, wbere tbey intended to spend tbe day, returning in the evening to the Con- tinental Hotel. The sun was bright upon the crowded river. Few clouds had come over from the Suez Canal to spread irritation through the hearts of tourists. The usual motley throng poured along the road that skirts the Nile towards the won- derful acacia avenue that leads to the desert — strings of camels with their bouleversee expression, squatting women on trotting donkeys, bearded men in tui'bans walking hand in hand and gravely discoursing, im- pudent brown donkey-boys full of Eastern blandish- ment. The clear air was alive with voices, and the Denisons contributed a desultory chatter from their carriage, as their coachman skirmished through the mob with a perpetual shout of " Oo-ah ! " "I feel hke Mrs. Brown," Mr. Denison said, as he glanced about him. " Turkeys are so much en 42 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. evidence. I wish one could travel without being a tourist. One's sense of degradation is so terri- ble. But one might as well wish to go iuto soci- ety withotit being bored. To visit the Pyramids and the Sphinx for the first time is as humiliating as a new birth would be. By the way, Nicodemus asked very stupid questions sometimes. There are obviously so many ways of being bom again when one is old." " I think it is very exciting," said his wife. "It is too much like coloured prints. Camels seem to make everything Bibhcal. And then, Enid, do you not feel a cold terror at approaching one of the wonders of the world ? You go to see it and take your personaKty with you. That is the mistake. You try to feel breathless before it, and know all the time you are thinking that the lunch at the hotel is certaia to be bad, or that the sun is iuartisticaUy hot." " Oh, Harry ! But it is easy to put up a parasol." " A parasol won't shield you from the glare of a really bad lunch, my dear. I am absolutely dreading the Sphinx. I have heard about its ' de- faced majesty' for years. Its glorious ugliness was a kind of household word in my family, and household words make family life ungrammatical. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 43 Hundreds of thousands of toui'ists have been over- come with awe by it. I feel certain that my nerves will play me a trick when I see it, and that I shall burst out laughing, to my eternal disgrace." "In Punch it looks wonderful," said Mrs. Denison. "But in Pwnch everything looks wonderful," he replied, concealing a smUe. " I believe it is like a hve thing," she went on — " a live thing with a secret." " The Sphinx and the riddle ! " Denison said. " Conceive a stone face that suggests, Why does a miller wear a white hat ? " " Oh, Harry, you will spoil everything if you go on like that." " It was flippant and unfair. We ought to give the Sphinx a chance of duly impressing us. Be- sides, the facetious tone of mind should be the peculiar property of the lowest forms of humanity. It degrades its possessor to a level far below the beasts of the field. Yes, we will do our best to enjoy the Sphinx. At any rate we shall not be so bored by it as the unfortunate creatures who stay at the Mena House Hotel. It is amazing that any- body can deliberately elect to keep house with one of the wonders of the world. Apart from the in- decency of the intrusion, the perpetual effort to be 44 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. up to the mark must be so terrible. Never ask me to stay at the Pyramids, Enid. I could not talk Sphinx for a week." " Yery well, Harry." And then they drove out of the acacia trees, into the clamorous atmosphere that rustles round the great Pyramid. " We will lunch &st, and then visit the wonder of the world," Denison said. " Our minds wiU be less preoccupied after we have fully tested the hotel cook." "Wien they came out from lunch into the sun, a huge party of personally-conducted tourists was making for the Great Pyramid in a shouting pro- cession, and the Denisons, perched upon donkeys, and attended by an ostentatious suite of explanatory Arabs, followed in its wake at an uneasy trot. They drew up uuder the Pyramid, surveyed its dusty bulk, commented on the daring travellers who were crawHng up it hke flies, and then rode on towards the Sphinx. Henry Denison was in his most sarcastic mood. Sight-seeing always roused him to cynicism. He declared that great achievements drew out the dregs of human nature, and iustanced some of the remarks made by the personally-conducted tourists beneath the Pyramid. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 45 " Even a serious and intelligent man like myself," he said to Ms wife, " is influenced to the most petty actions and remarks by anything stupendous. Do you know, Enid, that all the time I was looking at the Pyramid I was repeating under my breath, ' This is the house that Jack built.' It was only by an effort that I prevented myself from quoting the whole imbeeility by heart. Did you hear that old lady say, ' It's a comieal-lookin' structure ' ? Structure was the word, Enid; and her husband replied, 'What a strange people these Egyptians must have been!' I am quite in the mood to laugh at the Sphinx." His wife looked openly shocked. " Please don't, Harry," she said. " It would be such bad form — wouldn't it ? — with these Arabs here. You see, it belongs to them in a way, and they might be hurt." " Ah, well, we mustn't depreciate their property, must we ? So this " — as their donkeys sidled round the edge of a deep sand basin — "is the marvel? Shall we dismount to respectfully observe it ? " He helped Enid off her saddle, and they stood looking in silence. In the distance confused ex- clamations and shouts of laughter rose from the approaching tourists. But here, for the moment, they were undistui-bed. Denison had dissuaded all 46 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. their attendant Arabs, except two, from accom- panying them beyond tbe Pyramid, and these were crouching in their pale blue robes beside the medi- tative donkeys, too much bored by the Sphinx even to explain it, or point out its supposed merits. Till the tourists arrived, the Denisons could enjoy a sense of solitude. They gazed at the couchant monster, which seemed to take no sort of heed of them. Mrs. Denison had her guide- book in her hand, and she now began to refer to it. " The Arabs caU it ' Aboo-el-H61,' the Father of Terror or Immen — " she said ; but she was inter- rupted by her husband. " Hush ! " he said in a low voice, laying his hand upon her arm. She was silent for a moment, wondering. The sun was very hot over the sand, and she put up her white parasol lined with pale green. A lizard ran over the base of the monster with careless impu- dence, paused for a second or two to enjoy the warmth, then disappeared into the shadow. Mrs. Denison began to fidget with one of her long gloves. She glanced at her husband. He waa standing by her side, apparently ab- sorbed in contemplation. She thought he had turned very pale. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 47 "Do put up your umbrella, Harry," she said; " you look as if you were going to have sunstroke. Well, dear, what do you think of it ? I must say I agree with you about being disappoiated in things. It is much uglier than I expected. I liked it better in Punch" She gaiued no answer. Her husband did not appear to hear her. His eyes were fixed. She thought he began to look strangely unJike himself. "Harry, Harry," she said, "are you ill? Harry ! " " Don't iuterrupt us," he answered in a peculiar voice, low and level. Mrs. Denison became seriously alarmed. She really feared sunstroke now. She caught at the white umbrella which her husband carried, with the intention of putting it up, but at this moment one of their donkey-boys created a diversion, and effec- tually roused Denison from his extraordinary ab- straction. This boy, tired of sitting in the sun, or driven by thoughts of "backsheesh," had risen from the ground and joined them. He had picked up some small stones out of the sand, and now, idly swing- ing to and fro on his bare, brown feet, he lifted up his arm and aimed one at the Sphinx. As the stone flew through the shunmering air, 48 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. Denison tmned suddenly round. His face was dis- torted witli anger. Witli one fierce bound lie leaped upon the amazed Arab, struck him with his closed fist on the side of the head, and rolled him over iu the sand. The boy sprang up, and, with a shrill wan of terror and a burst of tears, tore off ia the direction of the Great Pyramid, causing con- fusion in the ranks of the approaching tourists, iato the midst of whom he bolted as if pursued by a demon. Mrs. Denison shrank away from her husband in absolute fear. His excitement seemed intense. His face was suffused with unwonted colour, and his breath was laboured and irregular, while his fin- gers worked as if they were at the boy's throat. " Harry ! Harry ! " she cried piteously, on the verge of a flood of tears. " "Wliat is it ? Oh ! what is it?" " How dared he ? How dared he ? " Denison exclaimed in a choked voice, looking after the Arab, who was now evidently relating his tale, with a frenzy of gesture, to the camel-drivers and donkey- boys who attended the tourists. " Why, Harry, he only threw a stone, and not at anyone." " Enid, you don't know what you're saying," he began, and then a change came over him. He ap- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 49 peared abruptly to recollect himself. The flush died out of his face. One of his habitual cold smiles hovered on his lips. " Is it the lunch, or the sun, or both ? " he said. " The boy aggravated me. He interrupted my magnificent meditations on — the miller and the white hat. Here he comes in the midst of the condemnatory tourists. "Well, a five- piastre piece will heal his wounds, no doubt." He felt in his pocket, produced the coin and held it out to the boy, who was still crying and ex- citedly gesticulating, giving a dramatic and violent pantomime of the Englishman's brutal assault upon his person. At the sight his tears ceased to fiow. He ven- tured gingerly forward, and, when he found the money actually within his grasp, became all smiles and affectionate geniality. Bursting into conversa- tion with a vivacity overwhelming, he helped Deni- son upon his donkey and ran along at his side, entertaining him with a thousand energetic compli- ments, and declaring in a shrill voice that he loved the "nice man" better than his right eye (his only good one). But Enid was not so easily soothed. The outbreak had been so inexphcable, so en- tirely unlike her husband, that she was still in a nervous flutter, and disinclined to let the affair rest. 50 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. As they rode on towards tlie hotel she tried to probe the matter to the bottom. " What was it, dear ? " she asked. " It is no use your pretending to me that you are f eehng well. I am sure the sun has affected your head. We ought not to have started directly after luncheon." " I am perfectly well, Enid, I assure you." " ISTow, Harry, you can't deceive me. I under- stand you too thoroughly. You are iU, and you are afraid of telling me." Denison's cahn threatened to be disturbed. " Do allow me the luxury of a mood sometimes," he said. " 1 am as well as I ever was in my life. It is extremely tiresome to have stones whizzing past your head when you are conscientiously trying to be orthodox." He paused ; then, with a light laugh, and in a less irritable tone, he added : " But for this wretched boy, I might for once have done the right thing, and trembled before the Sphinx, like a true British tourist." " Then you do admire it ? " " How can I tell ? I might have thought it fine, d,lthough, as you say, Punch has improved upon it. Here we are at the hotel ! ]S"ow for backsheesh and tea." As they sat down in two rocking chairs on the AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 51 veranda, they noticed not far from them the woman who, with her son, had travelled with them from Ismailia to Cairo. She was sitting alone ia a bee- hive chair, and Mrs. Denison's feminine eyes quickly gathered the fact that the white gown she wore became her, and that her thick, straight eye- brows and vivacious eyes were marvellously pictur- esque beneath the shadow of a large white hat. She was reading a French novel, and occasionally looked up from it to cast an expectant glance down the road. Mr. Denison, too, observed her, and, as he sipped the tea which had been brought out to them by a Swiss boy in a white linen jacket, he remarked to Enid : "Our fellow-travellers are keeping house with the Sphinx." " Yes. How handsome she is ! " " Enid, you are not a true woman." "Wby, Harry?" " You can admire your sister women." " It is only men who think women live in a per- petual atmosphere of envy." " And only women who think men live in a per- petual atmosphere of selfishness. Why are the sexes so unable to observe each other's virtues? They are like colour-blind people. They see what is not and ignore what is. They insist upon it that 52 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. shining white natures are dull gray, as the impres- sionist insists that trees are mauve, and seas are scarlet. No women are envious. I^o men are selfish." " "Win you have some sugar, Harry ? " " 1^0, thank you." They sat silent for awhile, enjoying the sun- shine. The tea was very good, and their tour of inspection had been tiring, and inclined them to lethargy. Endless comedies, too, were being en- acted before their eyes — comedies of sight-seeing in which haK the nationalities of the world seemed to play parts. The white-robed Pyramid Arabs were reaping their harvest from English, French, Italians, Russians, Germans, and scenes of protest, indigna- tion, fury and fear succeeded each other in rapid succession, the sun and the sand providing a glow- ing mise en scene, and the Great Pyramid an impos- ing backgroimd. Occasionally the babel of demand and expostulation was interrupted by a wail of alarm, as a saddle slipped and a stout lady, or elderly gentleman, bit the dust. The Denisons sipped their tea, and watched, nntU the sharp gallop of a horse struck through the uproar. The tourists who were lounging about in the wide space before the hotel scuttled for safety, and a reckless rider dashed up, his animal white AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 53 with foam. As he threw himself out of the saddle, and stumbled up the steps on to the veranda, Deni- son recognised the dark boy who had roused him to interest in the railway carriage. The boy made for the place where his mother was sitting, flung himself down beside her, and be- gan to talk excitedly, gesticulating with his crop. His thin face was violently flushed and his eyes shone unnaturally. She laid her hand in his, and seemed trying to soothe him, and presently she got up, put her arm through his, and went with him slowly into the hotel. One or two men smoking on the veranda ex- changed smiling glances. Denison turned to his wife and began once more to talk. Evidently two or three times he tried to force himseK to say something and shied away from it. That was obvious from the unexpected, though adroit, turn he gave to more than one of his sen- tences,- begun to express a desire or an intention that was lost in a commonplace, and alien, finale. At last, when their arabeeyah came round to the door, and he was paying the bill to a pretematurally pale Swiss waiter, who told them that he spent his winters in Egypt and his summers at Zermatt, Denison remarked in a casual way that was not free from a suspicion of elaboration : 54: AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " They serve you veiy well at tliis hotel, Enid." " Yes, indeed," said his wife, who had enjoyed her tea after the sun, the sand, and the fracas. " Do you thiok — what do you say to our paying a little visit here ? " " Do you mean to-morrow — ^for the day agaia ? " " 'No ; I thought we might stay for a couple of nights or so." " But we have our rooms at the Continental ? " " That is easily arranged." He spoke with a certain amount of pressure. "We might engage our rooms before we start," he added. "But I thought you particularly objected to staying here, Harry ? You said I must not propose it because of " " I was only joking. That fatal facetious tone of miae was upon me. This hotel is charming. Shall I take rooms ? " " Yes, deaf, if you like. But " He had vanished through the doorway before her sentence was finished. Mrs. Denison, left alone, glanced round instinc- tively to find a reason for this new departure of her husband. As she did so the handsome woman in the big white hat came slowly out, alone, and sat down once more ia her beehive chair. She still AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 55 held the French novel in her hand, but her eyes were staring straight ia front of her. She was not reading. "How young she looks to have a grown-up son," Mrs. Denison thought. " How young ! " And then, suddenly, a very faiut awakening of jealousy stirred ia the little wife's heart. Had she found the reason she was seeking ? Her husband's manner had been adroit, but furtive. CHAPTEE lY. I^BXT day found Mrs. Denison, still puzzled and a trifle suspicious, installed at the Mena House Hotel, with her husband. It was early iu the sea- son, and the hotel was by no means full. A few in- vahds had already settled there for the winter, as well as several EngHsh and Americans who were resting after their long journey out, before starting up the Nile. Denison took them ia with his observant eyes duriag the first day, and decided that he didn't want to know any of them, with two exceptions. He had never loved his kiud, and never even fol- lowed the humane fashion of pretending to love them. The interest that he took in men and women ha,d been, was still at rare intervals, keen, but it was scarcely kindly. Their foibles attracted him some- times, their virtues seldom. It amused him to ob- serve them under circumstances of excitement, ter- ror, or pain, at a climax of passion or of despair. He often said : " "We are only iateresting when we are not our- 56 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 57 selves. Wten we are ourselves we are as God has made us. And God lias made us very dull." The virtues of human nature scarcely appealed to him at aU., but human nature's vagaries occasion- ally stirred him from the languor of cynicism in which he was plunged. He liked people when they lost their heads, when they became abnormal. Anything bizarre attracted him unnaturally, but the bizarre is not a prevailing element in m^odern hf e, especially in modern tourist life. Travelling humanity reeks of the guide-book. Travelling conversation repeats itself with a parrot-like persistence. In Cairo the battle-cry is the bazaars. At Mena House the stream of talk flows everlastingly around the Pyramids and the Ghizeh Museum. The chatter at ixMe cPhote, in the great cool room with the domed roof and the lattices, was of Egypt's details, its temples, tombs, and donkey -boys, its dancing girls and der- vishes, its dahabeahs, and its mummies. But who, among all the chatterers, felt the solemnity of the land, heard its hollow echoes, hstened to its whisper- ing voices of the past, saw the shadows that crept across its sands, the ghosts that had their dwellings among its ruins. Denison would have liked to be alone in Egypt. Since sohtude was impossible, he arranged with the head waiter that he and Enid should be placed at 68 AK IMAGINATIVE MAN. dinner next to the dark boy of the railway jonr- ney and his mother. In their faces he seemed to read mnisTial sentences, sentences that promised a serial story, whose interest might deepen as it pro- gressed. He knew instinctively that they woidd not bore him. The boy, in mind and body, was in a condition of turmoil. His shattered health had ob- viously reacted on his brain. There was nothing of the breezy British sanity, which Denison was so weary of, about him. The shadows in his eyes, even the movements of his thin hands, of his drawn mouth, revealed a curious inward excitement that was driv- ing him forward at an increasing pace. Amid the chattering crowd he moved, to Denison's thinking, in a detachment full of secret horror. Tet his vivac- ity was incessant and wild. The impression Deni- son gained of him, before he spoke to him, was of spring suddenly seized by the hands of autumn, covered with dry, rustling, dead leaves, but struggling from its shroud, and stretching out violent hands after the flowers and the pomp of summer. The rustle of those dead leaves was very loud in Deni- son's ears. He wanted to take them up in Ms hands as the miser takes up gold pieces, to let them sHp through his fingers, to feel the dryness of them, and note the fading mystery of the hues with which they were dyed. He wanted to do this merely in AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 59 order to solace for himself the ennui attendant on public meals in a strange hotel. So he arranged that Enid and he should sit cheek by jowl with Mrs. Aintree and her son. At their first dinner he sat between his wife and Mrs. Aiatree. Enid's attention was soon engrossed by one of those born tourists, who live for ever in their boxes, and talk for ever of different railway- stations and hotels. He heard her skipping from one country to another with the laboured agility of anxious politeness — now in Buenos Ayres, now at the lakes of KiUarney, plunged in Japan, or im- mersed in the wilds of Wales, bridging continents with a sentence, and circling the round globe with an agitated epigram. Then he turned to Mrs. Ain- tree, hoping for something better than an iacorrect summary of all the geographies ever written. She congratulated him on exchanging the air of Cairo for that of the desert. " I feel a different creature since I have been here," she said. " There is little to do, but so much to breathe. The air is like champagne, and yet even the teetotalers approve of it. I suppose they try to get as near things forbidden as they can, like so many of us." " Is anything forbidden in the East ? " Denison asked. " I thought the charm of sinning had van- 60 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. ished because the veto on it was removed. In Lon- don even virtue seems sinister, but out here vice is decked in a gay blue robe and an orange-coloured girdle, and dances openly to a pipe instead of cling- ing to the skirts of secrecy." " London is rather like Mr. Stiggins," she an- swered. " It preaches in public, and drinks pine- apple rum in private." " But the world is beginning to mark the red nose and to suspect the bar-parlour. Yes, I am afraid London will have to give up its ostrich-hke attitude at last. Its head has been in the sand long enough, and Paris and Vienna are beginning to sneer at the large view of tail feathers that cannot be ignored. Even a city should not keep on telling the same lie for ever." " The Arabs cannot be accused of sameness in lying. Untruth is really a fine art with them. The pitch of perfection to which the dirtiest donkey -boy has brought deceit commands my homage." "Beasts! They're always trying to do you," broke in her son. " What would an Enghsh groom think of them ? " "Does an English groom ever think at all?" Denison said. " If he is worth his salt he thinks of his horses and his harness on week-days, and of his sweetheart AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 61 on Sundays," said Mrs. Aintree, helping herself to some boiled Nile fish. " I believe in the reverse of that," said Denison, not at all because he meant it, but merely for the sake of elucidating his companion. "It is much better to think of one's sweetheart all the week, and to devote a short Sunday to the grooming of the tiresome necessary horse, and the pohshing of the tiresome necessary harness." "The old doctrine of the pleasure-seeker," she replied, with a certain light impertinence that was rather invigorating. " And a jolly good doctrine too," put in the boy with a sort of angry, determined eagerness, looking hard across his mother at Denison with an expres- sion that seemed suddenly to claim him as a " pal." " A short life and a merry one, that's what I say." " But the so-called merry life is often so short that it is hardly worth calling a life at all, Guy," she said, not in the least as if she were trying to preach at him. The relations between them were, as Denison began to note, scarcely the usual ones of mother and son. She wore a curious air of youth and emancipation — of youth that was nevertheless not young because it was happy, but rather because it contained an ineradicable elasticity, and might even 62 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. be grief -stricken without losing its tendency to leap instead of hobbling. The dreary sobriety of the for- ties had not settled, Kke a mist, over her, although she had just passed her thirty -ninth birthday. There was an acute ionJiomie, tinged with the instinctive appreciation of drama that vivifies the mind, m her personahty. It marked her a dehghtful woman of the world. She had obviously not followed the pitiable example of so many women, who relapse upon maternity as on a feather-bed, in which they sink down until the outline of mind is entirely con- cealed by a bulging mass of fluff and feathers. Motherhood, in her case, was an ornament that she wore with a grace, not a pair of slippers down at heel ia which she shuffled through life. In secret she might cherish it as a valuable jewel. In pubhc she had the manner of thinldng no more of it than she thought of the earriags in her ears, or the bracelet upon her arm. And this pleasant attitude of her mind had not been without its effect upon her son. He did not f aU perpetually into the filial pose be- fore her, a pose that is often beautiful, but that may become too habitual, and, Hke any habitual pose, induce a constraiat that eventually tends towards cramp. He looked upon her apparently as a com- panion rather than as a lady who, having brought liim into the world, was bound to occupy all her AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 63 spare time in pointing the showman's staff at the panorama of life and crying, " That's what you are not to look at — and that — and that." Before dinner was over, Denison knew that the boy seldom practised the art of conceahnent upon her, and that she possessed the particular knowledge not one mother ia fifty possesses — the knowledge of what her son, her own flesh and blood, was really like ; what he thought and did, what made him so think and so act. Mrs. Aintree had never learnt the fatal lesson that weighs down so much virtue with chains, and renders so much goodness wholly inoperative. She had never learned how to be shocked. This unusual ignorance — many called it unfemi- nine — had, from time to time, set the tongue of slander wagging against her. But somehow she was apt to forget that slander had a tongue, or to ignore the fact if she remembered it. In reply to her remark on the dwarf -like stature -ef merry lives, Gruy Aintree exclaimed, with the wild vehemence over apparently small things that set him apart from the rest of this hotel world : ""Well, mater, and how are we to help that? You can't say. Why's one horse a roarer and an- other a Derby winner ? " " That's a question I can't answer, old boy. But 64 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. I can tell you this — that the roarer shouldn't try to race." There was a sort of edge on the tone in which she spoke the last words that made them cut, but hke the surgeon's operating knife, not like the assassin's dagger. She added quietly : " And some lives are merely short because they are merry. They are illustrations of the imbecility of selfishness." She turned again towards Denison. "I often think," she said, "that selfishness is the village idiot of the mind's market-place. It goes about chuckling, but its poor silly tongue is hanging out all the time." " I think the mind's market-place is as full of village idiots as life is full of maniacs," Denison replied, giving cynicism the rein. "I remember once going to hear the music in St. Paid's Cathe- dral, which is said to be so beautifiil. I sat beside a maniac who joined in the anthem at the pitch of his voice." " And what did you think of the music ? " " I could only hear the maniac." " Ah ! " she said, her dark eyes sparkling, " that's just it. When one goes to a cathedral one must choose one's seat carefully. To sit down beside a maniac is " She paused. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 65 " Tes," he said, with a smile. " You allow me ? Well, then, maniacal." "I don't kaow anything about village idiots," cried the boy, with restless impatience, " but I know I mean to enjoy myself out here." He agaia darted at Denison the strange claim- ing look that seemed, haK-defiantly, to ask for sym- pathy. " I suppose we most of us mean to do that," said Denison. "How are you going to set about it?" " I have set about it," young Aiatree said, with a laugh that caused a member of the travelling spinsterhood, who sat immediately opposite to him, to express by a sudden look of angry purity her subtle sense of outrage. " I have set about it. The grass shan't grow under my feet." " My dear boy, it can't out here — ^unless you irrigate the soU," said his mother, easily creating a diversion. And then, during the rest of dinner, they talked, in a more correct and hotel spirit, of the natural features of the country in which they were. When the rustle that always attends the rising up from table dJ'hdte stirred in the great room, Denison found Gruy Aintree immediately at his side. QQ AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Are you coming out on the veranda to smoke ? " the boy said. Denison assented, and turning to Enid, asked if she were going to the public drawing-room. She went away with Mrs. Aintree, who said to Guy carelessly : " Put on your coat, Guy." "All right, mater," he answered, going to fetch it. He came out on to the veranda a moment later, hastily buttoning it with an air of disgust. Deni- son was already ensconced in a rocking-chair with a lighted cigar between his hps. Aintree threw himself down at his side. " All this wrapping up is such an infernal nui- sance," he exclaimed, through an angry breath. " Getting into this beastly long thing is like getting into one's coflBn. They'll make a regular Molly of me between them." " The wind is cold tliis evening," Denison said, looking up at the amazing brilliance of the stars. " Out here it is summer by day and winter by night." " Cairo's the place at night," Aintree said, and again he laughed in the pecidiar manner that had so outraged the spinster at the dinner-table. " You have just come from there, haven't you ? " AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 67 He Kghted a cigarette. " Yes," answered Denison. " Well, then — ^you know what I mean. Eh ? " Denison began to feel bored. He feared that they were drifting toward the eternal after-dinner subjects, to the discussion of which male humanity has dedicated itself since dinners were first in- vented. In this wonderful Eastern night of stars it seemed inappropriate to talk as one talks in a London music-hall when surveying one of those ghttering ballets that so elevate the mind and uplift the heart. He answered, rather dryly : " I have only been about Cairo by day, as yet." The boy glanced at him, and nodded his head sagely. " Oh ! I forgot, you're married. Beg pardon." " Marriage locks no doors for me," said Deni- son, rather languidly. Aintree burst into a fit of coughing. When he recovered from it, he exclaimed, with his wild- est air : " I'll wrench the locks off every door I can, before I— before I am hung up." " You mean before you marry ? " " If you like " he hesitated ; then he added in a hard, bitter voice: "No, I don't mean that. 68 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. There are other ways of getting hung up besides being married." " Yes." " Look here," the boy burst out. ' I daresay you'll think me a queer fish, but I'm sick of keep- ing everything to myself ; and anyhow, I don't much care what anyone thinks of me now. I've had nobody to talk to lately but the mater, and you can understand things, I'm sure. I shall be hung up, hung up to dry, and rot, before long. They pretend I shan't, but I know better. Look here, I'm only twenty. I haven't had a chance of very much fun yet — man's fun, I mean — and now I'm to be killed off out of the way. What would you do if you were me ? " Denison had half turned in his rocking-chair, and taken the cigar from between his lips. He began to be more interested. " What would you do ? " the boy repeated, lean- ing forward and gazing at his companion with hungry dark eyes. Denison did not answer for the moment. He was not silent because he was seeking for conven- tional words, such as elderly men who have been foolish and are glad of it, think it their duty to address to young men who are going to be foolish and are glad of it. He was merely absorbed iu AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 69 contemplation of a new phase of life. The phi- losopher in him was putting the microscope to his eye, preparatory to observing the insects struggling in the world of a water-drop. At last he said : " Should I wrench the locks off as many doors as possible ? Tou mean that ? " "Ah!" The word came in a long-drawn breath. Denison returned to his cigar. " It is difficult to say," he went on. " The word ' pleasure ' means such very different things to dif- ferent people. But I suppose we all of us, at some time in our lives, want to see what the thing called 'life 'is." " Rather," said Aintree, and there was a des- peration of determination in his voice ; " and I will see it. Damn it ! — I will." There was almost a sob sounding through the last words. He struck his hand down sharply on a bell that stood on a httle table by Hm. A waiter ghded up. " Bring me a brandy -and-soda. A stiff one, d'you hear ? " The man hurried off to get it. "I don't care what the doctors say about my wearing myseK out, or anything else. I've got a certain time to do things in, and I'll cram them all 70 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. up together. Did you know I was going to ride in the races ? Of course you didn't ; what a fool I am!" The waiter put the brandy-and-soda down be- side him. He took a long pull at it. Then he laughed again. " I'm a lightweight now," he said, looking down over his own emaciation with a sort of dreadful appraising glance. "I ought to win. Don't you think so ? " Denison roused himself from his abstraction of hard contemplation. " You ought to stand a good chance." He considered whether he should, for once, be utterly conventional, quite untrue to himself, whether he should return this boy's strange confi- dence with a sober and platitudinous eloquence of warning and rebuke. But he could not bring him- self to say the usual thing. He scarcely ever could. Instead he added : " Then you have been to Cairo at night ? " " Yes. It's worse than London. You ought to go." " I don't know that I care for anything merely because it is supposed to be evil," said Denison. " Several virtues are quite iaterestiug." " What's the good of virtue ? " Aintree an- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 71 swered, almost savagely. "I suppose the mater thinks I ought to be running after it, but she scarcely ever says so. She's not a bit like most mothers." The words were spoken as if in a sort of reluc- tant praise. "She can understand a fellow," he went on. " Women can't, as a rule. They wonder too much what they're looking like to care what you're feel- ing like. At least, girls do — English girls, and French." The frown on his young face deepened, tUl it was a scowl, and abruptly he became silent and moody. Denison did not disturb his silence. He liked it too much for that. He could hear now, ia the stillness, the gallop of this human mind, speeding, like Mephistopheles and Faust upon their black horses, towards the abyss. Under the stars he could hear the thud of the hoofs, the cries of the rider urging on the steed, the dull sound of the whip plied on the smoking flanks. And the stars were so quiet, watching all. CHAPTEE Y. Mes. Denison and her husband occupied ad- joming bedrooms. Denison had engaged them, and Mrs. Denison had said nothing, asked for no explanation. A reserve of uneasiness, that did not yet amount to fear, had kept her silent. That night, after leaving the veranda at about twelve, Denison went to bid her good-night. He came in softly, but Enid was still awake. " You have finished smoking ? " she said, as he bent down to kiss her. " Yes, dear. Good-night." " Good-night, dear Harry," she answered rather wistfully. " You are sure you feel quite well ? " "Perfectly. Just as the genial tourist should — all breezy heartiness and contentment. Sleep well." He turned out the light and left the room. Then, going to his own room, he quickly began to take off his evening suit, and to draw on a gray Norfolk jacket and trousers. He put on 7a AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. ^3 boots, took a stick, and came very softly to his door. " There is no reason why she should know," he said to himself as he opened it with caution. He shut the door quickly and walked gently down the corridor, past pairs of boots and shoes resting demurely on the mats. The hotel was asleep. People go to bed early in Egypt. A drowsy Arab in the haU let him out, and he stood in the empty veranda in the dim moonlight. The great rude outline of the Pyramid towered in front of him, black and enormous. The acacia-trees shiv- ered in the wind, which was cold and almost win- try, but exquisitely pure and clean. In the mud village, that stands back on the green plain at the desert foot, the pariah dogs were howling drearily and persistently. Ifobody was stirring. The greedy Bedouins ia their white and blue robes, the snarling camels, that look as if they were fashioned in some leather-like material with a rough map on it, the bedizened donkeys in their finery of beads and tassels, the twisted, impish beggars — all doubt- less rested, recuperating for the morrow's orgie of gain. Long ago the Mena coach had rolled back with its load to Cairo. Long ago the Victorias and the landaus, filled with amazed and ecstatic travel- lers, had departed in peace and dust. There was a 74 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. holy silence that glorified things, and seemed to bring back again the lost, antique years. Denison turned up the collar of the Norfolk , jacket, and stepped out into the white road. He was strangely moved, and could not com- pletely analyze the feehngs that swept over his mind and heart, as the desert wind swept over his body, and kissed his hands and his face. There was an exultation within him, a sense of escape. He thought of his wife sleeping between the trans- parent white walls of the mosquito net, and he felt like a prisoner at large. As he went through the night up the road, along the base of the Great Pyramid out on to the rolling uplands of the sand, he was communing with himself. " How mad Enid would think me if she knew ! How mad everyone would think me ! I suppose I am really absurd in allowing my imagination to drive me, as other men and women allow their vices to drive them. If I were creeping out now to com- mit a murder, or to keep an assignation with a woman, all the world would be able at least to guess at my feelings. But to keep an assignation with a stone! Lunacy in that — rank lunacy! Lunacy always in a riotous imagination that spends itself in acts rather than in written words ! " AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 75 He stood still on the sand and listened. There is a wonderful live silence in the desert at night. The vague immensity that seems to the mind the counterpart of eternity becomes embodied under the strange stars, and presses softly round the Bedouin tents, the wandering caravan that tracks amid the billowing dust, the solitary human who, like Deni- son, gives himself to it even for a moment. The desert silence is the most wonderful of aU sounds. He stood and listened, and presently, from the village in the green plain, the howl of the pariah dogs came to him again. He started. He felt as if they knew his secret and howled against him. Then he went on softly in the sand. " "What a masquerade my life is, and has been always ! I am for ever drenching the fire, and it is for ever bursting out again. My imagination is my vice, and I hide it so cautiously ; yet it creeps through everything I feel, and colours all my sensa- tions. A himgry love of mystery in a man of the world, a ravenous desire to be drawn and held at bay at one and the same time, by man, woman, any- thing — ^how dare one show it ? One might as well pretend to culture and devour Mrs. Eadcliffle's novels in one's club reading-room. And so one becomes a cynic, cavilling at everything because one thing must always be repressed. The cursed 76 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. world in which nobody dare go his own way quite calmly, quite fearlessly, and with no punishment coming upon him ! JSTow I am my real seM, and I am afraid because the dogs bark down there in the Tillage. And if she knew, Enid would prate about sunstroke, and pay two guineas to a specialist for my sake. An impassive being, all power, all serene severity, terribly detached, yet near, with a watch- fulness that never wearies, and a sleeplessness that never droops to slumber ! Men come to see it from the ends of the world, stay five minutes staring, think it strange, exclaim at the cleverness of the men who made it, and go back to the ends of the world cheerfully satisfied. I cannot do that. Yes- terday, as I stood there with Enid, I asked myself, ' Did men make it ? ' And my soul answered, ' No ! ' A mad answer, but something in me said it all the same. And so I am here ! (One would think those dogs knew there was something moving in the night near them.) I have spent so many hours with hving mysteries that I have at last un- derstood, why should I not spend one alone with a dead mystery that I can never understand, with a soul of stone that I can never fathom ? To look upon that great spirit of the sand and the old years take me away to where I want to be." His pulses were quickening aa he drew near to AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 77 the deep hollow in which the Sphinx reposes. In his eyes there was a flame that would have alarmed a well-bred Londoner. " That is the terror of all art," he thought — " of all art that appeals to us vitally. It catches us by the hand and translates ' us, but to some heaven so vague, so chaotic, that our eyes are filled with tears because we are there, although we would be there — or beyond — always. At private views I have stood before a Burne-Jones picture, in a frock-coat and a hat from Scott's, and been snatched away until my throat was fuU of sobs, yet I felt that I was no- where, had been nowhere. And so it is with those awful, indefinite regions that music creates for one, and peoples with beings whose faintest shadows one can scarcely see. As one hstens, the horizons melt away, the perspective enlarges, there seems to be a flood of light, illuminatuig — nothing. It is as if windows were thrown open to a glad great land. One knows that it is there. One flies to the win- dows. One leans out, and there is nothing. Only, perhaps, a voice as of a wind below, a murmur as of reapers gathering in magical harvests, a stir as of the wings of passing birds, an up-borne scent as from hidden flowers, nestling in some stream- haunted hollow far away. That is why the eyes of people fill with tears when they gaze upon, or listen 78 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. to, what is perfectly beautiful or wonderful, and what is not sad. There is always the exquisite sense of an exquisite disappointment upon the heart. I felt it yesterday, and I must feel it again and alone." He had reached the edge of the sandy cup now, and the huge couchant figure about which he had laughed in the carriage only yesterday met his eyes once more. The clear moonlight bathed it magic- ally. The infinity of the desert solitudes brooded around it. And it kept its watch with the ineffable calm patience that has never tired through so many thousands of years. In the pure night, under the penetrating stars, it stared, silently, across the sands into the sleepy spaces of the shadowy night world. Denison stood before it alone. But he felt that he was with a living presence, with a great enigma that he could never understand, never draw near to. In this night hour he could be himself, could give a rein to the strange impulse that so often stirred him, and that he so often and so rigorously repressed. His hf e was, and had always been, a starved life. He was afraid of himseK, afraid to give the rein to the horses that might gallop to the abyss. Even that dark boy in the hotel was more courageous than he. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 79 " If I could only find a riddle that I could never guess," he had said, sitting in his library ia Cado- gan Square, and then he had turned the photo- graphs of the riddles he had guessed with their faces to the wall. And that action, fanciful, even childish, had nevertheless symbohzed his life ia a sense. He ran through thiags with a terrible swiftness, drew people out with a surprising facility, knew them, and tired, despite himself. His imagiaation was so luxuriant as to be a curse to him, and his keen vision, his inevitable detachment from every- one, iacluding himself, posed him in the weary seat of the scornful, sneering at the world and at his own impulses. He possessed in an eminent degree the foohsh modern fear of all strong feehng, and so he struggled perpetually against his own nature. He turned his imagiaation, like the photographs, with its face to the wall. He had done with it. He knew it. No more of it. He treated it as a saint might treat the secret vice that whispers to him, " Come ; come and be a sinner I " When it rose and shook him, struggled in his heart, shone in his eyes in tears that others could not have imderstood, im- pelled him to behave unlike the puppets whose an- tics he analyzed, he beat it down, he refused it har- bourage. 80 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. But then, sometimes, as tlie vice drives tlie saint from the hermitage in the rocks to the streets of the city, his imagination ran riot, and swept him unre- sisting with it, through fantasies that men might have called madnesses. Once, in a house where he was staying, he had spent a whole night in the darkness, with a picture that had laid a spell upon him. Only to be near to it, only to know that it was there, had been enough to wake in him a joy that he himself could not understand. At dawn he had stolen softly up the stairs hke a guilty thing, and fallen upon his bed, weary with emotion. Once he had crushed a violin in hifi arms, as one might crush a woman, driven by an over-mastering desire to tear forth the mysterious voice that breathed out aU the essence of all the divinest joys and sorrows of the wayward world. And then he asked himself, " Am I mad ? " and, with a shudder, he drew on cynicism, as a man draws on a domino, and danced decorously at the masquerade of Hf e. To-night the domino was thrown aside, the mask had fallen to the floor. Furtively he had stolen out to be himself where no one could see and wonder. The Sphinx lays a spell upon all. It is too strange to leave no impression upon anybody. But AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 81 to Denison it had seemed, as lie stood before it, first, in the burning afternoon and near to the clamour- ing tourists, the Something he had waited for, wanted, all his Uf e. The immensity of its gaze, the terrible, unrelenting passivity of its attitude, drew him as the hidden vice draws the holy man till he faUs. Had his wife refused to stay at the Mena House, Denison would have forced her to come there. This watching mystery governed him. He knew that it was a madness. He did not care. Life is so full of madnesses that the world, strange officiating priest, lifts on high and solemnly consecrates. Ifow he stood in the moonlight, gazing at the blurred face, till a definite life seemed to flicker into its eyes. He felt that there was a soul behind them and had been, nnguessed by men, through all these ages, a masterful, unreadable soul, profoundly thoughtful, prof oimdly grave, sternly elevated^ — a soul that he wanted to worship. He watched the marred, majestic face, and wove wild legends round about it as the night wore on. He even ceased to stand outside, like a detective, and observe his own mind's procedure. He im- mersed himself in the tremendous dignity that 82 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. seemed to sweep tlie ages togetlier and put them aside as nothing. And as he gazed, till the moonlight faded, and the gray -tressed dawn slipped over the sands, a fan- tastic passion woke in his heart. He trembled while he acknowledged it, as the madman may tremble when the first faint delusion slides into his brain and, half aware of its monstrous absurdity, he has yet no strength to drive it out. "With the sun, Denison was at the door of the hotel. The pariah dogs still howled from the village that was set in the green land beyond the acacia- trees. They seemed to utter his secret to the waking world. CHAPTEE YI. Within the next few days a certain intimacy sprang up between Denison and the Aintrees — an intimacy from which Enid seemed deUberately to exclude herself. The little wife, having resolved that Mrs. Aiatree was the reason that had drawn her husband to Mena House, was iuchned to hold rather aloof from her, not precisely prompted by jealousy. At least, Enid would not admit such a thing, even to herself. In her own mind she thought that Mrs. Aintree did not suit her. She had no leanings towards Bohemia. When in Lon- don she hked to go into what is called smart society, the sort of society that still continues to regard the talent that manifests itself in brilliant and unceasing work as something to be loftily patronized, or light- ly wondered at. Enid really believed that you must be dirty before you could have genius. Her mother had brought her up in this faith, and, amid the scepticism of a cynical age, she clung to it de- voutly. Mrs. Aintree, on the contrary, was gifted 84 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN, with an intellect that marched at the double, and to a music that continually varied. It kept in step with the rapid footfalls of the many movements of a flying century, rushing, as it seemed, with a passion- ate resolution upon its death. Not horn in Bohe- mia, Mrs. Aintree had always looked upon it as a land created for her to make holiday in, much as English Alpiae climbers look upon Switzerland. "When she was tired of the society of Northampton- shire squires, of hunting talk, and what she called mangel-wurzel jokes, she packed her boxes, took her ticket, and was soon revelling in the intellectual scenery that she loved, looking upon the mountains of effort, listening to the tinkling sheep-bells of the poets, breathing the exquisite atmosphere of enter- prise and of assertion that is a tonic to the souls of the ardent. Enid instinctively felt that she and Mrs. Aintree would not be quite congenial companions. Their outlook was different. One liked a narrow path to walk in, bordered by discreet rows of well-kept garden flowers, and box hedges cut into fashionable shapes. The other desired breadth, space, rolling downs, a tangled wilderness of struggling plants, all forcing themselves upwards to sun and air. Enid was passionately orthodox, Mrs. Aintree was pas- sionately unorthodox, but from temperament, not at AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 85 all because she thought it daring to be so. The pioneer who clears a path through the forest to get at a tiger's lair, merely in order to wear the tiger's ekin at an evening party, and be written about in the papers, was an abomination to her. She moved because there was a divine restlessness within her, not because she saw her neighbours trotting along and was afraid of being left behind. And her restlessness shook hands with the restlessness of Denison. He himself was surprised to find that he hked his grip. He was in a strange mood of excitement wliich he had to continually repress. At night he might indulge it, but when the sun rose over the sands the gray hood must be drawn over it, the gray mantle wrapped round it. The cradle in which his mon- strous passion lay must be rocked softly, and a lullaby invented to send it for the time to sleep. Mrs. Aintree and her son were the lullaby that Denison sang by day near the cradle of his passion. He plunged himseK into their lives with a curious desperation. Enid noticed it with an increasing uneasiness. She now began to regret that little scene at Ismaiha on the banks of the bitter lake. She had desired to be understood. She had wished her hus- 86 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. band to give up studying her, and had fancied that when he ceased from dissection he would make over the spare time thus gained to love. But he seemed now farther from her than ever before. He no longer watched her. If she prayed, he had no sort of curiosity as to the nature of the silent petitions she put up. And with the death of his curiosity had there not come another death ? Enid shuddered and thrust the question away from her mind. She would not thiak it. But day by day she saw her husband exploring the minds of Mrs. Aintree and her son — ^roused to an interest which she could no longer awaken in him. She began to hate the Mena House, but at first she did not say so. If she were sitting amid ruins she could not feel quite alone so long as she had dignity for a companion. Enid and dignity were much together at this time. The intimacy between Mrs. Aintree and Denison had been estabhshed with some abruptness one morning when they were lounging on the veranda. Enid was indoors writing a letter to her mother. She wrote letters to her mother perpetually. They were all about nothing, but her mother happened to be the sort of woman who likes that sort of letter. She rephed from Grosvenor Square in the same straia, which comforted Enid greatly. Nothingness, AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 87 written at length, is wonderfully helpful to many people. It sustains them amid the excursions and alarums of a too definite world. They turn to it in their troubles as paupers turn to tea, and find its warm weakness infinitely solacing. Most of the people who were staying at Mena House had driven into Cairo or gone down to the goMioks. Gruy Aintree was among the former. His mother and Denison had the verandah almost to themselves. Denison had come out and found Mrs. Aintree lounging in a low chair with a book in her lap. She was not reading. He sat down by her. " I thought you were going into Cairo with your boy," he said. She smiled rather thoughtfully. " No. I made up my mind not to be maternal to-day. I checked the natural impulse." She stopped ; then added, " Guy was glad, I think." " Had he been anticipating a maternal mood ? " " I don't know. Probably not. When he ex- pects the usual sort of thing from me he seldom gets it." " He is an enviable son. Most boys expect it and get it from most mothers." " Yes. I often think that the tragedies of life, the tragedies of feeling in families, for instance, are 88 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. brought about by tbe prevalence of tlie usual sort of tMng in life. There is a traditional attitude of parents towards their children, and children towards their parents, and traditional attitudes are generally ugly and ungraceful. Few mothers know their sons, and the knowledge that they do not is their cross. But it is their own fault for being what is called motherly. We teU our secrets only to those who, we feel, have secrets of their own." " Do you mean that the guilty never confide in the innocent ? " " Eather that the knowing never confide in the ignorant. The ignorant cannot understand, and have a lust for being shocked. The mother who can be shocked will be deceived by her boys." "Tou are certainly what Clapham would call original," Denison said, as he struck a match and lit a cigar. "Clapham is a gigantic place," she answered; " I could not name its boundaries." " I don't know that anyone could. I have no children, but if I had I could never be paternal. To be properly paternal you must have a double chin, sit in a library, send for your children and have scenes with them — a most boring profession." " Yes, and one that would bring in a large in- come of heartache. But you exaggerate amusingly. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 89 Keep the double chin if you like, Lut leave out the scenes. And yet it is that double chin of the mind that scares youth. My boy has no father. Perhaps that is one of the reasons why he treats me like a man." " If he had no mother, could he treat his father like a woman ? " Mrs. Aintree put up her parasol. The sun was getting very hot. She shifted her chair a little way back into the shadow. Then she said : " I don't quite know why it is, but though a woman can be both female and male ia mind, a man must be either one or the other. He never com- bines the two." "Men are fantastically rigid. They think it manly." " There is something manly in rigidity, in the stone character. You may chip it, you cannot pierce it. But that may be the reason why a man can seldom be father and mother. I am often con- sidered to be no parent at all to my boy. In ITorth- amptonshire we always hunt together and shoot together. I have led him over many a stifiE line of country. And in return he allows me to follow him after aU his foxes — all." Denison glanced at her curiously. " But you are not in Cairo to-day," he said. 90 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. "No." " And you said just now, ' Guy is glad, I think.' " " I said lie allows me to foUow liim. I do not wish to ride by his side and be ia at the death. There are family relations that create itnpossibih- ties. One cannot fight with them. One can only recognise as few as possible." "I see." " Of course I know," she added rather impetu- ously, " that Guy goes into Cairo too often." " Do you teU him so ? " " As seldom as possible. "WTien he comes back he describes to me aU he has done." " You are sure ? " " I am sure." Denison did not speak for a moment. He was distinctly interested, and found Mrs. Aintree, as he had anticipated, a very unusual woman. Then he said: " If so, I can hardly understand in what sort of way you receive his confidence." " I receive it as a comrade." " But comrades vary in character, do they not ? " " I receive it as a human being who does not shrink from anything that is human, even when I find it in my own son. Mr. Denison, I suppose I am talking to you rather strangely, but why should AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 91 I not ? Guy has taken an abrupt boyish fancy to you, and I can see that you understand how it is with him. Poor boy ! People who talk nonsense would say that he is not himself now, and he is not what he was. But how can it be expected that he should be ? Life has suddenly changed for him, and he has changed with it." " He has changed then ? " " A year ago he was just a natural boy, appar- ently strong and healthy — strong enough and healthy enough to think little of vice. The absolutely sound body is rather inclined to despise the vicious. It sees their innate weakness. The reaUy wicked are always gone at the knees, depend upon it." Denison only smiled sUghtly. She continued, leaniug forward a little under her white parasol, her great eyes sparkling with eagerness beneath their thick eyebrows : "He disregarded vice, guided much more in ways of virtue by sanity of body than by religious principle." "I see." "But — ^his father died of consumption. Guy caught a chiU out hunting. The disease of his father manifested itself immediately in him. In the sum- mer he got much better, but the autumn taught us both that there was a weird we had to dree. The 92 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. leamirig of that lesson lias twisted tlie boy's whole nature. It has waked np m him the scoundrel that sleeps in almost every man. You have seen that. The whole hotel knows it to some extent, but the whole hotel does not understand the tragedy of my boy's soul." The tears started suddenly into her eyes, and she did not look in the least ashamed of them or amdous to hide them. " Some of the people here pity me," she con- tinued, " and some condemn me. They pity me for being, as they think, the victim of an openly dissi- pated son. Or they condemn me for acquiescing, as they think, in what they call his sins against the decalogue. But which of them pities Guy ? Which of them imagines that I am my son's confidante ? I suppose almost every mother in England would look upon me as a sort of monster." "The mothers of England have very strange ways of looking at life," said Denison. " I cannot see things as they do. I only know that my boy feels suddenly an awful loneliness of soul, an awful sense of being dragged away from all people and things. And my motherhood makes me determined to be close to him at any cost. If he will sin, I teU you that I would rather sin with him than allow him to feel that — ^that I was, like so many AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 93 inotliers, a saint, standing far away on the steps of an altar, praying for him perhaps, loving him and pitying him, but not with him. If we cannot die with the ones we love, at least we can go with them right Tip to death. The loneliness of death itself is little, I think ; it is the loneliness of the life just he- fore it that is so appalling. My son shall not be lonely." There was a note of strong, almost imwomanly, determination in her voice. She looked Denison full in the face, then she added : " Try to understand him. He wishes you to do so. It would be a good action." " I think I do understand him," Denison said. " He is attempting to pour aU the wine of life into one tiny cup. What a pity he cannot learn the les- son I have learnt, that the ordinary wine of life, the wine all men drink, is not worth even sip- ping." " Isn't it ? " she said. The question a little surprised Denison. " Tou " he hesitated. " As a woman I have never drunk it. I have never had the wish to drink it," she said, immedi- ately graspiag all he would have said, and showing neither surprise nor angry dignity. "It has gen- erally seemed to me that men are only anxious to 7 94 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. drint the dregs, but I supposed that the dregs must be pecuharly delicious." " It has been a legend to humanity that they are so, and, like most legends, it is false." " Guy does not know that, and if I tried to teach it to him he would cease to regard me as his comrade, and begin to regard me as his mother. But you — you might try." " To make him beheve in early youth what so few of us can even believe in old age ? It would be no good." " It might be. Because I choose to be the con- fidante of all his sinful and impure secrets, do not suppose that I am blind to the tragedy of this new way of life of his. I know him absolutely, and I know that if I began to preach — ^however carefully I might do it — ^in his present condition he would become immediately more hard, more resolute in his course than ever. I should not shut sin out of his hfe ; I should only shut myself out. And that I will never do — ^never ! But you have lived, and —got tired of it ? " " Horribly tired," said Denison. " I wish you would show to him all your fa- tigue," she said. " I cannot, because I have none. I love life intensely — all the life, at least, that is really alive." AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 95 " And I hate it intensely, all the life that you would call really alive." " What do you mean ? I mean my fellow-crea- tures." " Of course — ^people." « Yes." " As a rule I hate them." " But they are so wonderfully various." " I find them so amazingly similar." " Perhaps just on the surface. They have httle tricks and so on " " It is when you dive below the surface that you come to the real root — ^monotony, the mental tricks that everlastingly repeat themselves. "Words are supposed to express minds, aren't they? "Well, everybody says the same words over and over again. Men and women always talk about the weather." Mrs. Aintree's expression and attitude elo- quently told him that she was arming herself for the combat, but suddenly Enid appeared through the door. She had finished writing about nothing at all to Grosvenor Square, and had even dropped her letter into the box. She now came for- ward, looking deliciously pretty and delicately piteous. " Good-morning, Mrs. Aintree," she said. 96 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " What a lovely day, isn't it ? The weather seems to be always fine in Egypt." Denison felt that his wife had given him the victory. CHAPTEE VII. This conTersation between Mrs. Aintree and Denison on the veranda eventually led to various developments; but just at first it merely induced Denison to resume once more the shght interest in humanity which he had fancied entirely dead in him. Mrs. Aintree and her- son began to partially engross his mind during the day. To some natures there is something very seizing in a direct appeal. Mrs. Aintree had treated Denison with a quite un- exampled frankness, and her frankness certainly woke him out of the cynicism that was so apt to put people and their affairs aside with a smile or a sneer. He resolved to try to penetrate a httle way into Guy's life. The boy had from the first taken an odd fancy to him — a fancy quite unaccountable, and springing, doubtless, partly from the ill- health that took, subtly, more hold on him from day to day. This fancy made Denison's task rather an easy one. In the clear, starlit evenings, when the crowd of 98 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. tourists had melted away, when the Great Pyramid had a sileiice of the stars round its summit, a silence of the sands round its base, they often sat smoking together, the boy closely wrapped up, his throat muffled in silk handkerchiefs. One evening Mrs. Aintree and Enid joined them on the veranda. The weather was excep- tionally warm, and almost everyone was out, dis- cussing expeditions, the charges of the donkey-boys, the temples, the tombs, and the grand tour of the Nile. The Denisons and the Aiatrees were gath- ered in their rocking-chairs round a small table on which stood a tray with four tiny cups of thick coffee. Guy Aintree was looking singularly pale and haggard, and his cough was troublesome. " I wish we could go out shooting jackals," he said presently to his mother. " In a week it wiU be bright moonhght. Said told me there were a lot about the desert towards Sakkara." " Perhaps we will," she answered gaily. " What do you say, Mr. Denison ? " "I am a bad shot," he repKed, rather dryly. "But I suppose here if you miss your jackal you hit your Pyramid. It would be a new sensa- tion to bring down a Pyramid at, say, twenty paces." "Mind you don't pepper the Sphinx by mis- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 99 take," cried Aintree. " It's disfigured enough al- ready." A slight shade that could scarcely be observed crossed Denison's face. He answered with some constraint and a sort of singular effort : " I think its blurred appearance becomes it. I fancy that the monuments we often speak of with regret as splendid ruins owe half their artistic value to the decay that has overtaken them." " I dare say it is so, Harry," said Mrs. Denison, sipping her coffee with an air of childlike romance. " Still, if I were the Sphinx, I should prefer Time to leave my poor nose alone." Directly she had said the words, she noticed that the unwonted irritation she had observed in her husband's manner on the first day of their visit to the Pyramids was stirring in him again. He showed it by various slight signs, by the way iu which he fidgeted with his coffee-cup, by an obviously checked desire to make some too definite rejoiuder to her innocent remark. He wore somewhat the air of a man who would hke to defend an absent person from an attack and is held back only by prudential motives. Enid had not the intuition or the intelli- gence to put so subtle an interpretation upon his demeanour. Her attention was for the moment at- tracted, but that fact could not- render her acute. 100 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. She only looked rather piteously at her husband, and began once more to dwell vaguely on sunstroke. It seemed so appropriate in Egypt, she thought, ter- rible though it would be. "The Arabs have no sort of reverence for their marvellous monuments," Mrs. Aintree said. " They would think nothing of playing backgammon in a temple, or pitching stones at the Sphinx." Enid stared more apprehensively at her husband. " They ought to be taught to behave properly," he said, pulling hard at his cigar. " Who is to teach them ? " Mrs. Aintree asked. " The English tourist who scratches the inscription ' Jones ' on every stone that lies in his way ? I am afraid the task would be a hopeless one." "Nevertheless, I attempted it the other day," Denison said. " I knocked a Vandal down, and so far I was meritorious, but when he got up I gave him five piastres. He had thrown a stone at the Sphinx." Mrs. Aintree smiled. " You have done an unfortunate thing," she said lightly. "You have created a precedent. Every Bedouin that lives will pelt the Sphinx now in hopes of piastres. There will be nothing left of it by the end of the season." " It has lived so long that it will die hard — ^like AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. IQl a government," Denison answered, smiling with concnrrence in her chaff. Enid smiled too, cheerfully, and dismissed all thoughts of sunstroke from her mind. To-night she was feeling rather happier than usual. Harry had driven her into Cairo during the afternoon, and had escorted her round the bazaars, seeming willing to linger amid their marvels just as long as she pleased. He had bought a number of pretty things. Indeed, at that moment she was wearing an exquisitely embroidered Zouave that he had given to her. It fitted her slight figure beautifully, and this fact gave her renewed confidence in his affection — ^why, she did not know. Perhaps it was because she felt serenely that Mrs. Aintree could never have got into it. Enid was seldom logical iu her mental processes, and, moreover, the conclusions to which she leapt were quite as often wrong as right. Erequent discovery of this fact, however, did not check her ill-advised agility, and she still felt it to be her duty, as a pure-minded and true woman, to trust implicitly iu what she called her intuitions. To-night, then, her intuitions, and the fact that she felt she was looking her best, led her to a pleasant confidence in the abiding strength of her husband's affection. She glanced at Mrs. Ain- tree and told herself that she had been absurd to 102 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. believe tliat Harry could be really interested in a woman with a grown-up son. Many women fancy that it is impossible to possess a child six feet high and charm. Guy Aintree stood six feet Lq his boots. His measurements reassured Enid, and, sit- ting beside her husband, she softly stole her hand into his under the protecting coffee table. Denison was bored by the action. The course the conversation had taken since dinner had greatly irritated him, and the fact that it had been able to irritate him alarmed him. He moved usually in a calm that had its root in contempt, and had learnt to be almost entirely self-centred. He generally disagreed with the remarks of those around him, heard their statements with amusement, and their deductions with derision; but he seldom felt in- cHned to preach his ovm gospel, and, even when he did, was easily able to stifle the iaclination. His control over himseM was so perfect that he could rely upon it implicitly. Since he had come to Mena House, however, he knew that there were moments ia which he had great difficulty ia re- straining himself from words and actions which would certainly cause surprise and perhaps alarm to those about him. The links of the chain armour that concealed his mind were slightly loosened. He could only accomplish by thinking that which he AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 103 was usually able to accomplisli instinctively. Even Enid, who boasted that she understood him, had twice been moved to alarm by his momentary ex- hibition of his real self — once on the day of their arrival at the Pyramids, and once to-night. To his irritated fancy the touch of her soft hand was an attempt to soothe him, made in all good faith, as one soothes a cat by stroking its head, or a baby by the utterance of babbling imbecilities. He felt that she expected him to promptly purr or coo. He would have liked to scratch or scream. But he merely pressed her hand gently, and sipped his coffee. Guy Aintree's project of jackal-shooting was en- tirely distasteful to him. The days he gave to the world, not willingly, but of necessity, and with the resignation induced by long custom. But the nights had been his own hitherto. When he had kissed Enid and drawn the white veil of the mos- quito net round her bed, when the hotel was quiet and the stars watched over a sleeping world, he kept what he had come to look upon fancifully as a tryst. That even one night should be taken from him seemed to him monstrous. During the day he oc- cupied himself with the Aintrees, and found it pos- sible to be distracted from himself and his own un- quiet thoughts by the curious pathos and tragedy of 104 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. the relations of this mother and son. But at night the closing of bedroom doors shut them and all humanity out of his hf e, and he* gave himself up to the world of imagination, of silence, of mystery. And now it was suggested calmly that even the night hours should be taken from him. He felt an acute resentment, and the knowledge that it was entirely unreasonable and absurd did not certainly lessen it. Mechanically, he continued to stroke the hand of Enid, however, and she sat happUy serene, thinking alternately of her husband and her em- broidered Zouave, dehghted with the Idndness of the one and the fit of the other. She was only observ- ant by accident, and she very rarely had an acci- dent. Mrs. Aintree, on the other hand, was observant habitually and quite naturally. ]S"othing escaped her notice, and now, Denison, glancing towards her in the semi-twilight, found her eyes fixed upon him full of a deep consideration. She did not hastily with- draw them as he looked up, but she changed their expression. They became immediately alert and challenging, and she turned the conversation into another channel with the consummate ease of a really clever woman. But Denison felt that he had been watched, and by someone who could not be diverted, like Enid, by an unmeaning pressure of AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 105 the hand from analysis of his moods and the possible causes of them. A slight sense of fear overtook him for the moment. Then he pulled himself to- gether, banished it with vigour, and became — so Enid thought rapturously — quite himself again. But the evening was not to end ia perfect amity. Enid and Mrs. Aiatree went indoors at ten o'clock, and soon afterwards young Aintree also got up. " I want to have a drink," he said, looking at Denison and drawing his brows together ia a frown. " Come and have one." Denison was one of those abnormal men who never swallow liquid when they don't want it, from a sense of politeness. He could not bring himself to see any close connection between breeding and brandy, and the sort of good fellowship that is bap- tized in unnecessary whisky and soda, brought up by hand on gin and bitters, fostered ia the bar, and made perfect by a deliberate drunkenness, seemed to him unusually imbecile. "No, thank you," he answered. "I am not thirsty." He glanced up at the boy as he spoke, and noticed how haggard and sinister Guy looked. For the moment an unusual sense of pity smote him. " Go to bed," he said ; " you have been doing too much." 106 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Bed ! " cried Aintree disdainfully, " at this time. "What do you take me for ? My dear fellow, I feel inclined to begin now. I shan't be ready for bed for another two hours at least. Come along." He had assumed suddenly a violent vivacity, stretched his thin, pale Kps in a smile, and stuck his hands deep into his pockets as he swung to and fro on his toes and heels. " Go to bed," Denison repeated harshly. Aintree ceased to smile, paused a moment as if on the point of saying something violent in reply, then turned round and made his way into the hotel. Denison was left almost alone. There were only two or three other men dotted about smoking. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes. He wanted to feel thoroughly the largeness of the night after the pettiness of the day. He wanted to detach himself, to get away in thought from the tragic trivi- alities that had swarmed around him ever since he had got up that morning. Trivialities, he called them silently — ^Enid's unintelligent devotion to him, per- petual adoring misunderstanding of all he said and did, Mrs. Aintree's strange attitude towards her dy- ing son, Guy Aintree's mute and lonely despair, shuddering like a beast in the far comer of a cage whose bars were gilded. Tet in the day-time these trivialities still had some power to interest him, and AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 107 even now, as he sat with closed eyes, he could not shut the wliite weary boy out from his mind. He mused on the young life that had armed itseK in such a passionate antagonism agaiust the edict that had gone forth — ^the edict of death. Aintree was beating liimself uselessly, hopelessly agaiust an un- yielding enemy, that received the shock of his encounter with an indifference so total as to be deviUsh. And then Denison, for the first time, perceived the similarity between the boy's position and his, the similarity and the strange dissimilarity. Aintree and he were both uselessly and silently fighting sometliing. The one was fightiug against death, the other against hfe. Could the positions be reversed, would a change of mind come inevitably with that other change ? If Denison were given death to dwell with, how would it affect him ? He asked himself the ques- tion, and, with a cynical certainty, answered that he would welcome the companion whom Aintree strove to turn from with horror. And then his mind stole out iu the night, up the white road, past the shadowy bulk of the Great Pyramid, beyond, across the irregular uplands of the sand. The triviahties fell away from him. A peace came to him. 108 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Mr. Denison, where is Guy ? " said Mrs. Ain- tree's voice at his side. Denison started up. He had been sitting there abstracted for a long while. Midnight had struck. Mrs. Aintree repeated her question. She had come out wrapped in a cloak and lookiag rather pale. " Guy ? " he said, collecting himself with an effort. " He left me soon after you went in. Probably he is in bed." He looked at his watch. " I had no idea it was so late," he said. " ^o, he is not in his room. And to-night he is so in that I resolved to sink the comrade in the mother, give him good advice and pack him ofE to rest. Where can he be ? " She spoke in a perfectly calm voice, but her eyes were fidl of excitement and restlessness. " I will go and look for him," Denison said ; " I think I can find him easily." " He went to the bar, I suppose ? " she said simply. " Yes." They passed in together. Her bedroom candle was burning in the haU ; she took it up, and they walked through the long and dark passages in search of the boy. Presently they found him, ly- ing huddled on the floor, his face turned to the AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 109 wall. Mrs. Aintree did not say a word ; her ex- pression scarcely changed. Denison was watching it. She knew that. The condition of the boy was sufficiently obvious. When Denison bent down and took hold of him, he muttered a word or two, apparently of angry protest. Denison easily lifted him up — he weighed httle — and, with the assistance of Mrs. Aintree, got .him upstairs to his room. To reach it they had to pass down the corridor in which the Denisons' bed- rooms were. As they did so, Guy stumbled help- lessly, and Mrs. Aintree said suddenly in a sharp voice : " Hold him up, please." " It is aU right," Denison answered. They walked on slowly, and Denison left the mother and son in the latter's room, and returned softly toward his own. Just as he was opening his door, he heard the voice of his wife calling to him, and he found that her door was slightly open. He went to her. She was sitting up in bed with a flushed face. Her eyes looked strained and staring, and fixed themselves on his with a hungry inquiry. " Harry," she said, " how late you are ! Why were you going to bed without coming ia to see me?" " I thought I should disturb you," he answered. no AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. He stood beside her bed looking particularly cold and grave. The last episode of his long day had been especially distasteful to him, and he was not in a mood to speak to anybody. He longed for loneliness and silence, and his attitude seemed mutely to express an intense desire to be gone. Something had spurred Enid's mind into un- wonted activity, and she noticed this. " "Wliy are you in a hurry ? " she asked, twistiag the edge of the sheet imeasily between her httle fingers. Denison resigned himself, with a deliberateness that was not without a veiled impatience. " I am ia no hurry," he said, sitting down beside his wife. " Do you want to talk ? " Her dark eyes again searched his face rapidly, but for a moment she did not say anything. Then she lay down, turning towards him, and burying one flushed cheek in the pillow. " I heard you just now," she said. " Going to my room ? " " 1^0, going into the next corridor with — ^with Mrs. Aintrae." Denison shuddered with a keen repulsion. He guessed immediately what was coming to put an intolerable finish to a day that he told himself had AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. m been specially intolerable. Enid was going to be monstrously like all other loving wives ; she was preparing to play the scene that ought to have been luissed off the stage of life as utterly obsolete liow many decades ago ! He sat without maldng any reply, giving any explanation, frozen ia a sudden ice of contemp- tuous reserve that seemed almost to deprive him of the power of speech. Enid waited for him to speak ; finding he said nothing, she continued, with an increasing display of excitement : " Two hours ago Mrs. Aintree got up and left the drawing-room, telling me she was going to bed, and now I hear her vsdth you when it is nearly half- past twelve, and you go to your room without bid- ding me good-night. I — I " She buried her face in the pillow and began to sob. Denison suddenly sprang up. He was seized by a violent repulsion from liis wife, from the Ain- trees, from everybody. He yielded to it on the instant. " Grood-night," he muttered, hastily going out of the room. In a moment he was in liis own room. He locked the door and hui'ried to the window, throw- 112 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. ing it wide open to the stars and tlie silences of sky and desert. He could have caught the soft wind in his arms, like a child, and fondled it. He could have knelt to the stars and worshipped them. He could have prayed to the silences and wished for no answer. But soon the pressure of the walls of the room behiud him — the imagined pressure — ^became un- bearable. He went out iuto the night, driven by the strange passion that held him in its grip more tenaciously each hour that he lived. CHAPTER VIII. Two days afterwards Mrs. Denison said to her husband, in a surprise that verged on agitation : "But I thought we were going up the Nile, Harry, by the Prince Abhas ? " " When I was in Cairo, yesterday, I transferred our tickets," he answered. There was a ilush of colour in his face that was not natural to him, but he spoke very quietly, and his manner was serene. Mrs. Denison said nothing for a moment, her expressive eyes were shadowy with tears, and her lips trembled piteously. " "What will Sir Everard and Lady Taylor think of us ? " she uttered at last. " They took their berths on purpose to be with us." " They will survive the disappointment, Enid. And they are very dull companions. Sir Everard wants me for his picquet, that is all." "But we have been here more than ten days already," she protested with trembling obstinacy. "We have seen everything. And we never ia- 113 114 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. tended to come here at all — it is throwing all our plans out." The flush on Denison's face deepened, and he turned to look out of the window to hide the angry excitement in his eyes. " I hate laying out a tour in England, and stick- ing to it," he said. " Could any proceeding be more limited ? Before you have seen the places you mean to visit, you arrange how long you -will spend at each, and perhaps you omit altogether the very ones you would like the best." " But we have been here so long already," Mrs. Denison reiterated, squeezing her hands together as if she meditated wringing them shoidd the tragedy of the conversation deepen. "I have been inside the Pyramid among those awful little bats, and I have been carried up it, and I have seen the Tem- ple, and the Arab go down the hundred feet of wall into the tomb, and the Sphinx till I am tired of it." Denison suddenly threw open the bedroom win- dow and leaned out, making no answer. His wife, after standing for a moment as if in hesitation, seemed to come to a portentous resolu- tion. She tightened the clasp of her hands, straight- ened her httle figure, and walked across to the wiudow. " Harry," she said, " I must speak out. I must AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 115 say it. I think — I am sure I know why you are determined to stay on here." Her husband drew back into the room. The flush had died out of his face now and he was pale. " What do you mean ? " he asked, staring at her with a gaze that expressed dogged defiance. " What do you mean ? " Enid looked down steadily. " I mean that while Mrs. Aintree is here you are happy," she said in a low voice. There was a silence. The defiance died out of Denison's eyes, and a smUe, that might almost have been a smile of rehef, hovered on his lips. " What a fool I am ! " he thought. " For once I actually fancied that she was going to show some cleverness." Then he answered : " Enid, like all women you jump to conclusions without much thought, and sometimes you jump to right ones. This time you are in error. I find Mrs. Aintree fairly amusing. She may be labelled ' bright ' without deviating far from the truth. But I know so many bright women, and she is much like the rest. I have a certain fancy for her son. It is strange, but I think I really pity him, and I am not given to pitying either myseH or others. To be 116 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. pitiful in a pitiless imiverse is to lie down on one's back like a dog, and expose one's self defenceless to a beating. But Mrs. Aintree and her son are noth- ing to me. I wish to stay on here because I find the air marvellously invigorating. The years are dropping from me. Many people spend months here." He paused, but his wife said nothing. She stood with the air of one who Kstens without agreeing. There was a mute but rigid disbelief in her attitude and in her expression. Denison did not fail to ob- serve it. " You do not believe me ? " he said. " I am not quite a fool, Harry," she answered, " although sometimes lately you have thought me so. No ; I do not believe you." He laughed lightly without anger. " To be so downright is a merit which I appre- ciate," he said. " You might give your sex a lesson. Nevertheless, you are wrong." Suddenly Mrs. Denison burst into violent tears. She sat down in an armchair, and sobbed — ^terrible, long-drawn sobs, that convulsed her pretty, slight figure. She had made her little effort at dignified and acute composure, but it had been too much for her. The previous tension rendered the breakdown the more piteously complete. She was a sorry AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 117 spectacle of disordered jealousy as she sat tliere witli the tears rolling over her soft cheeks. Denison was by her side quietly in a moment, trying, rather coldly, to soothe her. This grief of hers, bitter though it obviously was, seemed so far away from him, almost as if he saw, in a dream, some woman weeping in. another world. " Enid, this is ridiculous," he said. " Jealousy is always undignified, but when it is founded on air it is preposterous. Don't cry. Tou have nothing to cry about. I am as much yours to-day as I ever was." Still sobbing, and in a shattered manner, Mrs. Denison convulsively ejaculated one sen- tence : " Then where were you the other night ? " Denison changed colour sUghtly. He had not been prepared for this. " What do you mean ? " he asked. " When ? " " After you left me on the night when I heard you talking to Mrs. Aintree in the corridor, and told you I had heard, I went to your room. I was very unhappy. I thought perhaps I had been un- reasonable and unkind. I felt I could not sleep until I had spoken to you again. You were not in your room. I waited there till half -past one o'clock. You did not return. Then I lay down on 118 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. my bed, witli tlie door open, listening. And, after a long while, I fell asleep." Slie sobbed again. Her husband looked at her in silence. " "Well ? " came from her unevenly at last. " I was out walking," Denison said, meeting her eyes steadily. " Walking ! In the middle of the night ? " " Yes." "Alone?" After a moment of apparent hesitation, he an- swered : " Quite." Mrs. Denison put up her handkerchief to her eyes and dabbed them forlornly. " It is very odd," she said. " I suppose I have the right to enjoy the moon- light and the stillness if I wish," her husband went on, with a definite cahn that seemed rather strained. " Oh, yes." He paused, as if expecting some more explicit comment on his explanation, but nothing came. The sobs were subsiding. That was all. He turned to go, but just as he reached the door Mrs. Denison suddenly put down her soaked handker- chief and said in a more even voice, and with a less seized demeanour : AN" IMAGINATIVE MAN". HQ " I have noticed the change in you, Harry, though I have said nothing. Since we have been here you are an altered man. Tou have something perpetually on your mind that keeps you abstracted. Generally you are so cool and observant ; now, in- stead of watching other people, you are often think- ing that other people are watching you. I don't know why, but it is so. Tou are restless. How can I help seeing it ? How can I help being wretched about it ? " A slightly anxious expression had come into Denison's eyes while she spoke. He was very un- pleasantly surprised. The gates of a fool's paradise suddenly shut upon him. He felt for the moment like a man who has got his back against a wall and his face to an enemy. Then he said, with a rather elaborate assumption of airy ridicule : "The fanciful woman is an eternal wonder, even to those who know her best. I can only pray that your imagination may become less Ywid, Enid. Otherwise, hke Pilate's wife, I am likely to ' suffer many thiags ' in the future because of you." He turned away, on the last word, and left the room, saying to himself, as he went : " So even she has begun to notice something." That • knowledge alarmed him, although Enid was, as usual, jumping to a wrong conclusion, and 120 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. plunged deep down in misunderstanding. She looked upon surfaces of things, and was misled about all that dwell in depths. "When Denison had told her the truth about his night errand, he had, ahnost instinctively, trusted in her instinctive mis- apprehension, her instinctive stupidity. To tell the truth was to be thought a har. So he had not hesi- tated. And even now he was not seriously alarmed because of what his wife might say or think. Her cloud of suspicion concealed his real mental move- ments, his excursions of the heart. Those might be undertaken with safety in the night created by her unfounded jealousy, the thick darkness of her fool- ish sorrow about a chimaera. Enid herself had given into his hands the weapon of defence with which he could guard against her discovery of the truth. Why, then, was he afraid ? Because he realized thoroughly for the first time the upheaval in his own heart. By the outward he was enabled to measure accurately the inward. Enid had given him information about himself that previously he lacked. He began to know now thoroughly how it was with him, and he was greatly moved. He went into his bedroom, locked the door, and sat down. The broad sunshine of a typically fine Egyptian afternoon rolled in upon him and filled AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 121 the room witli dancing waves of light. His face looked gray in that environment of glory. From below rose the shrill cries of the Pyramid Arabs, loudly claiming their booty of arriving travellers, the grating snarl of bored camels forced to receive their living loads, the braying of donkeys and the noisy chatter of French, English, and American voices, bartering and bargaining, refusing and con- senting. A piercing cry occasionally arose from an unaccustomed camel rider, whose nerves were not equal to her daring, and this wail was invariably succeeded by a shout of joyous laughter, proceeding from the lower level of donkey -back, and emanat- ing from more cautious friends rejoicing in her dis- tress. Denison listened drearily. He felt so far away from it all, and so much afraid because of that. These sounds of normal existence recurring day by day, as regularly as the sun rose, and the moon drew the tides of the sea, were such a mere and inappropriate accompaniment to his low-breathed song of Hfe. But it was not so with others. And therein lurked a sense of fear. If he was abnormal, was he not, perhaps, mad ? How many other men and women, conscious of vital, root-and-branch dif- ference between themselves and all those they think they know, have asked themselves that question ? 122 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. His real interest centred not in the plain, obvious facts, and definite accomplishments of life, but in the suggestions, vague and inexplicable, given to him by the inanimate creatures of the world, by that great society of breathless beings vsrhom man thinks himseK above, and whom he sometimes him- self creates. They touched him as men seldom did. They uplifted him as no loving woman, no faithful friend had ever uplifted him. They hastened to the birth thoughts, desires, yearnings that seemed to indicate the dawning in him of a soul, the birth of a strange greatness. For their enforced and immense reti- cence, their everlasting and dehcious reserve, never to be broken through nor brushed away, prevented the complete knowledge that destroys imagination, and, too often, destroys with it love. Denison knew that he was not natural. Gen- erally, however, any abnormal feelings that from time to time attacked him were not long sojourners, did not become painfully definite, or concentrate themselves and tend towards producing any con- tinuous series of acts. But now it was different. His inherent tend- ency, always known of by him, sometimes given the rein for a moment, generally held strictly in check, had suddenly turned the tables upon AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 123 him, gripped him, governed him, shaken him as a tempest shakes a tree. Like a Phaethon, it sprang up to drive his chariot of the sun ; but he had no Zeus to hurl a thunderbolt for him, a"nd he himself was still in the chariot, and must be driven in strange places by day and night. The peeuKarity that he had always been con- scious of, and had sometimes wondered at, was no longer vague and indefinitely slight. It had given birth to a passion that was ahnost a fury. Denison was in love with that stone mystery of the sand and the old years, with that everlasting wonder of which men have chattered through the ages. It had taken possession of him, and driven him to acts that would only be explicable to the world were they undertaken for some living being' s sake. Night after night he had crept out into the desert to be alone with that stone incarnation in which a wonderful soul had surely taken up its abode. During the day it began to torture him to think of the irreverent tourists surrounding it, com- menting, dispraising, of the greedy Arabs lounging before it, indifferently flinging stones in its face, counting over their gains beside it. For he was jealous, as a lover is jealous of his mistress — ^jealous of a stone image! He laughed to himself in the sunshine with a sort of horror, as he acknowledged 124 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. it. Over and over again he had had to keep guard over his tongue when visitors iu the hotel discussed that silent personality, spoke of its rough ugliness, of its wounds dealt by time and by man. Over and over again his irritation had deepened into an excitement that threatened to become imgovem- able. Once, even, he had nearly struck his wife that evening on the veranda, for a chance word of contemptuous comment. And then, like a lover, he was beginning to grow uneasy during all the hours he was forced to spend removed from the being he worshipped so vainly, so madly. When Enid pottered round the Cairo bazaars, buying a scent-bottle made of a hollowed amethyst here, bargaining over a length of Persian embroidery there, spending hour after hour amid wonders that recalled the Arabian Nights, Denison endured pain that became almost physical. And as they drove home in the after-glow of the Eastern evening down the long, straight road bor- dered by the murmuring acacia-trees, his heart was stirred by a rapture of eagerness, the expression of which he only curbed by a violent effort. As the green of the cultivated plain melted into the ste- rility of the desert, and, peering sideways past the dusky coachman, he caught a glimpse of the neutral tinted sands beyond the springing vegetation, he AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 125 pressed his tands together, and a sigh burst from his lips. His longing was so near realization. When his wife spoke of leaving the hotel, and of their settled journey up the Nile, he understood partially the violence of his crazy passion of the imagiaation ; and that day, in. Cairo, he stole off alone and transferred their tickets to a much later date. He felt in that moment that he would have fallen to violence rather than leave the hotel and the desert hollow in which the wondrous being crouched. And now this scene with his wife, in which he learnt that she was at least consciously endeavouring to get upon the track of his secret, brought him to a full sense of his true condition, and of the way in which it must be regarded by the world. He leaned his head upon his hands, and he asked himseK how it would end. For he was no longer completely master iu the house of his soul. The strange love of that which cannot articulately express itself, which had caused him to worship certaiu flowers, to dream for days about a picture, to go his way haunted by the memory of a statue, had seized upon him like some steadfast wild beast. Could he combat it? Could he wrench his soxd away from the teeth and claws ? He sat there alone and asked himself the ques- 9 126 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. tion, and lie answered that lie could — ^but not at once. He must give way a little longer, wander a little further down the paths of fantasy. For a few days, or a few weeks, Enid must endure — ignorant- ly — ^the presence of that mighty rival hewn in stone. But if she learned his secret, she would believe him mad, the victim of some terrible delusion of the brain. She would summon doctors, would rush to her friends. The story of his passion would be carried on the wings of rumour far and wide over the world. He shuddered at the thought, shuddered in the glare of the sun. His beautiful, reverent adoration, so full of awe, so pregnant with worship, so mystical, necessarily so untainted by impurity, would be a theme for more than wonder — for pity, for the ridicule even of the children who beheve in the fairies. At all costs the secret must be kept, and Enid had unconsciously pointed out a way of safety. Mrs. Aintree and her son should be his passion's shelter. He would make himself indis- pensable to Gruy, whose illness of mind and body became more apparent day by day. Denison had no desire to inflict unnecessary pain upon Enid. Her only fault was stupidity, which is, after all, the cardinal sin of creation. It would be cruel, and grossly insulting to Mrs. Aintree, to ad- mit or encourage Enid's suspicions of an iatrigue. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 127 They were founded on air. They must be dis- persed, if possible, into air. And in their place should stand the pale and tragic figure of the dying boy, claiming Enid's pity in the loneliness of his journey towards the unknown, looking to Denison for the sympathy which he, of all men, was perhaps the least fitted to extend to a traveller who was leaving behind the conditions which he so hated and despised. CHAPTEE IX. From this time Denison became more deliberate, more guarded, acting bis part in a drama witb a careful attention to nuances, an observation of light and shade, that at least did credit to his cunning. The assumption of a difficult rdle pleased bis intel- lect and distracted his mind. Insensibly, almost, he slid into greater happiness. He was playing with the fire of two women's intuitions, and it was neces- sary to be very careful lest the flame should touch him. Enid's intuitions were generally wrong, it is true, but Mrs. Aiatree backed up hers with an acuteness of observation that was not to be trifled with. Like Sister Anne, she stood in a watch- tower, and afar off perceived the coming of an emo- tion into a heart, the riding of a feeling into a mind. She loved and studied men and women, as Denison hated and studied them, but love assists penetration quite as much as hate sometimes. Denison under- stood and feared her humanity. Fortunately, how- ever, she was much occupied with her son. He was 138 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 129 the central figure in every picture she looked at. Denison could only be a shadow in the background. He meant to be a subtle shadow, ever on the alert. If he must be a victim to the distortion of his own soul, at least the sacrifice must remain unsuspected. No smoke should rise from the altar, no flame should gleam to the eyes of any watcher. And so, against a background of stone, the drama of flesh and blood, of pulsing hearts and unquiet minds, be- gan to play itself out. Sometimes Denison, looking upon that back- ground, thought of it as typical. What life has not its background of stone ? Guy Aintree's was death, Enid's his indifference, his And the same strange motive power prompted each to beat against the rock, uselessly and more dangerously than any sea that is thrown back from the cliff, clouding the air with spray. What creeping, punily-agitated ants they were — ants in the sandhills at the foot of a great mystery ! He laughed bitterly, looking at himself and at them from the distance of his in- humanity, noting the incessant activity that led to so little result, the perpetual impatience that could never lead patience captive, the striving and strug- gling that merely filled the atmosphere with a faint dust thrown in the face of the great sunshine. And sometimes he asked himself whether the great sun- 130 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. sMae was not typical too, whether it had not a mystery and a meaning. But that was only in his less natural moments, when impulse fainted, and he was like the average man in. the street rather than like himself. You cannot beat yourself against sun- shine, and so you ignore it, as you ignore an enemy who is too weak to fight, or a friend who is too in- different even to grasp your hand. That at least was Denison's attitude of mind just then towards the perpetual glory that lay mo- notonously upon him. Its presence was often fan- tastically inappropriate. Feeling called for dark- ness, and Nature, with an unyielding prodigality, bestowed light. In brilliant light the ants toiled ceaselessly. But there was always the background of stone. That rested Denison, as the cool touch of marble rests the hot hand of a worker. Its immo- bility was profoundly peaceful. He grew to love the unyielding, to worship the incapacity for re- treat, pursued by no human being. Men and women are perpetually giving way, giving up, at the least — giving. Surely, every act of generosity, or of timidity, degrades the donor. To satisfy is to change desire into delight, to transform an ardour into a peace. To Denison peace with plenty, a con- dition of things much desired of the majority, seemed as vulgar as a city feast decorated with hun- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 131 gry aldermen. A life in ■which, turtle was the pre- dominant feature was no life to him. He turned from the green fat, after which most men hanker so busily, with a loathing that was perfectly genuine. He turned away, and supposed himseK inevitably original for so doing. Yet, after all, he was only pursuing the old, the original search men devote themselves to as instinctively as a stream runs on to the sea— the search after the unattainable, peace. Only he was pursuing it in a peculiar way, in a way that at least dowered him with sohtude. He was ia truth very solitary. Apparently Enid had resigned herseK. Wheth- er her resignation was one of fear, or of suspicion gathering materials for action, was not apparent. That it was a resignation of piteous smiles the mere fact of her being Enid assured. StiQ, there were the smiles. They played in a watery way about Deni- son, and drew the sting of the sense of his own cruelty from his soul. He had his desire. That was necessary. But he did not vsish Enid to suffer, and he sought to lull her into the gentle frivolity, the simple, ianocent, and not ungraceful pettiness that seemed to satisfy the restrained exigence of her nature. Little details gratified Enid. Her day was a slate on which she kept calculating small addition sums. The totals were never large, but she did not 132 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. demand large totals, or even hope for them. Her mother, in Grosvenor Square, was also arithmetical, and also easUy satisfied. A plump and quite stupid husband had been a sufficient joy to her for five- and-twenty years. She worshipped his double chin. It was a pillar of cloud to her by day, a pillar of fire by night, leading her always to lands flowing with Tni1¥ and honey. Society admired her wor- ship, and called her an admirable woman. Denison felt now, often, that had he a double chin, Enid would have been prepared to worship it. The knowledge could only irritate him. But it was his duty, and his safety, to give his wife plenty of units to add up on her slate. So Enid learned to play golf, went to tea-parties in Cairo, shopped in- cessantly, was encouraged to lunch at the Ghesireh Palace, to ride in the desert. Denison drowned her in details with a dexterity and ingenuity that kept him infinitely bored and irritated. It was the price he had to pay for his strange moments of hap- piness. And Enid accepted the details with an ap- parent mild voracity, watching her husband all the time. Mrs. Aiatree, at odd moments, had begun to watch him too. Denison knew that well, and dreaded her eyes far more than those of his wife. She had, at first sight, grasped the fact that he was AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 133 an original man, set apart by some circumstance of mind rather than of body, from his fellowmen, but she had not yet decided fully what that circum- stance was. At first she idly wondered, scarcely caring definitely to kaow. Denison was only an acquaintance, encountered ia a land ia which to be very definite, very practical, seemed almost a siu against nature. But her acquaintanceship with him deepened rapidly into friendship, more especially after the midnight scene between husband and wife. She was drawn to Denison by her boy's initiative ; he to her by his desire to use the Aintrees as a cloak to cover his one-sided intrigue with a lifeless per- sonality. But there was another foundation for their friendship, for each must, under any cii'cum- stances, have had some interest for the other. Denison had not yet taught himself to walk en- tirely in another world — a world of sUent beings, dumbly expressive. He made excursions thither. He told himseK that really he dwelt there perpetu- ally, but an original woman could still give him mo- ments of forgetfulness, moments even of eagerness. The detective walked still, in changing disguises, through his nature, watching, summing up, tracing out clues, drawing deductions. His intercourse with Mrs. Aintree might be only a game to wile away an hour. Yet now and then he lost himseK 134 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. in the game, and more than an hoirr glided by be- fore he marked its flight. And then he sneered at himself quietly, or wondered at himseK, as a Phari- see might have wondered if, by accident, he had smitten his breast, and, forgetfully, owned himself a sinner. Mrs. A in tree found Denison increasiugly origi- nal as she knew him better, but the main fact of the man eluded her perpetually, and she was aware of it, and puzzled by it. She believed ardently that every nature is based upon a main fact, some per- vading virtue, or some pervading sin, the keynote of the Symphony, the key colour of the Kaleidoscope. "WTiat was Denison's? She could not tell. He chose to hide it. Only sometimes he was injudi- cious iu this, that he allowed it to be seen that he was hiding it. She could hear the rustle of the covering cast over the mystery, the creaking of the cupboard door as it was shut upon the skeleton. Then her eyes rested on him for a moment with a quick curiosity, and he understood the sensations of the undetected crimiaal, who intrigues to keep possession of that agony, the fear of detection. But the curiosity of Mrs. Aintree as to the secret of Denison's nature was only occasional, as his interest in her flew strongly at moments, and often fluttered feebly to the ground. She was mainly concentrated AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. I35 on her son's condition, mainly devoted to tlie paint- ing with colours of the black shadow that stood always by him. As Dension threw a sop of details to Enid, so she threw a sop of details to Gruy. The boy was ravenous for what he called " life." He howled after it hke a wolf after a flying sledge, was unwearying as a wolf in the chase. And Mrs. Ain- tree still preserved the curious attitxide towards him for the adoption of which she had given Denison the reason. The hotel was inclined to stand aghast at her conduct. Tourists and travellers scanned her with an acrid surprise and condemnation. At first two or three ladies, even an occasional elderly man — entrenching himself in the gray for- tress of age with rudeness, miscalled frankness, as companion — ^ventured to condole with her on her possession of a scapegrace son, or to advise her as to the best measures to be taken for his improve- ment, and repression. They never repeated the ex- periment. She dismissed their pity and their pro- jects with a qidet completeness that struck home to their vanity, and left them her polite foes. The impression grew that she was too original to be correct, and murmurs of heredity diverted the stream of pity from her towards her son. If the sins of the fathers can be visited upon the children, no doubt the mothers can also bequeath undesirable 136 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. legacies. Tendencies are sown in the seasons of cMdhood by those engaged in the mysterious pro- cess called "bringing up." Poor boy! He had probably never had a chance. Guy Aintree's lack of a chance was much dis- cussed in the sun on the veranda, on the golf-links, and in. the avenue of acacias, and Mrs. Aintree became conscious that she was hardly au mieux with those around her. She only wondered, as she had wondered at iutervals all her life, why people are so fond of brutality of feeling, so devoted to violence of thought. Perhaps it was because civil- ization denied to them violence of action. The butcher is sometimes a mild man compared with the passionate vegetarian. However, their violence meant httle to her. It only led her to put them aside, and perhaps concentrated her more upon Denison than might otherwise have been the case. With Enid she believed herself to be good friends. Enid had borrowed her sun spectacles, and had recommended her to a Persian merchant who sold cheap turquoises ia the bazaars. Such advances meant much from such a nature. They talked together about the monotony of the Egyptian weather quite naturally and pleasantly, and Enid had even once spoken of her mother iu Grosvenor Square. Her efforts after Christian charity were AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 137 meritorious. Mrs. Aintree merely thought that Enid was slightly more subtle than the other women in the hotel, or that Denison had given her a hint as to why matters stood as they did between mother and son. Enid was really actuated by two opposing mo- tives — a desire to make the best of things, and a desire to gauge the attractive powers of Mrs. Aintree. The little wife had her moments of vio- lent and childish jealousy, but they were only mo- ments. She was not a very vain woman. Still, she could not help feeling that she was very pretty each time she glanced at Mrs. Aintree. That a face whose original smooth contours had been roughened by thought might possibly be more beautiful to some men than a delicately iSnished mask, all dimples and daiaty colour, did not occur to Enid for a moment. In personal attrac- tions Mrs. Aintree could not compete with her. But Enid had read in books of emanations from the mind, of strange, nameless fascinations that some women send out from them as the spider sends out threads. Such women can spin a web that never parts with a once caught victim. Was Mrs. Aintree one of these ? Enid gazed at her in the sunshine on the veranda, and tried to feel certain one way or the other. But the sun seemed to get in the way 138 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. like a broad golden creature, all sparkle and sliiin- mer. It was impossible to be certain. One afternoon the two women drove in to Cairo together, lunched at Shepheard's, and went after- wards to see and hear the howling dervislies. Guy Aintree had gone out riding early in the inoniing, saying carelessly that he might turn up if he found himself in that direction. Denison remained at Mena House. He declared that he had important letters to write to England. The two women left him cutting quill pens in a determined manner. As their arabeeyah rattled along the straight road, the tassel on the fez of the brown coachman dancing merrily in response to the energetic movements of his head as he threw hoarse " Oo-ahs " to right and left of him, Mrs. Aintree said : " Your husband seems to have a sort of horror of sight-seeing." Enid sighed softly, spreading her parasol to the sun. "Yes. Harry is not like other people. And he never even pretends to be like them." "Your voice sounds regretful, Mrs. Denison. Would you wish him to be imitative, and of set purpose ? " "Oh no," said Enid, with a plaintive loyalty. " He is right, and they are wrong. I am sure of AN IMAGIXATIVE MAX. 139 that. Yes, of course. But — ^but — it makes things pleasant to be like other people, I think." Mrs. Aintree simled, indicating to her compan- ion an immoderately fat Turk on an immoderately thin donkey, as if the acute contrast caused her mirth. " It is best to be a monkey if you are among monkeys ? I am not sure that I think so. At any rate, insincere imitation is surely despicable. I sometimes wish that young men, and young women, too, could spend a year — ^the year before their debut into the world — ^in the study of their own natures, their own desires, and what the gratification, or otherwise, of those desires would be likely to lead to. It might induce them to strike out a line for themselves without a slavish regard for the preju- dices of others. Young men are nearly all cut on a pattern, although they are not pattern young men. From the age of twenty -three to thirty they are as much alike in mind as in coat-tail, to aU appearance. And young women are equally afraid of themselves. Why should we be so much ashamed of our own souls ? " "I don't know, I'm sure," Enid said rather feebly. "Ifow, your husband is that rara avis, an origi- nal man. He knows what he wants, what are the 140 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. necessities of his nature, and he doesn't care whether they are necessities to other people or not." " But he doesn't always know what he wants," Enid remarked, rather abruptly. A sudden idea of being adroit, even crafty, seized her. She would sound her companion. She stole a glance at Mrs. Aintree's dark and speaking face, and eager flashing eyes, and went on : " He changes his inind very cu- riously sometimes." " Usurps the prerogative of women ? " " Yes. When we first came to Egypt he could not bear the idea of staying at Mena House." "Eeally!" " It was because of the Sphinx." Mrs. Aintree looked decidedly puzzled. " Harry felt he should hate the Sphinx because it is one of the wonders of the world. 1 was quite afraid he would be rude to the Arabs about it." " And now he does not hate it ? " Enid looked up sharply, but Mrs. Aintree's face wore an expression of serene unconsciousness. " I don't know. I have never asked him. But he is very fond of Mena House — Yurj fond. He cannot bear the notion of leaving it." And again Enid ran her eyes over her compan- ion's face, and again she was baffled. No signs of guilt started to the view. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 141 ""WTiat is the great attraction to him?" said Mrs. Aintree. " I wonder," Enid answered. " Or perhaps your husband does not seek for great attractions in hf e, and so is content to live for a while in the sunshine, hke the liiiards who find the warm stone a paradise." "I don't think Harry is at all like a lizard," Enid said decidedly. Mrs. Aintree could not resist the conclusion that her sense of humour was undeveloped. After luncheon, as they drove through uniin- ished-looking roads towards the mosque of the der- vishes, Enid made one more timid excursion into artfulness. " You are clever at reading character, I suppose, Mrs. Aintree ? " she began. " I don't know that I am. Probably the average palmist could beat me at it. Why do you ask ? " Enid fenced the question. At least she thought she was fencing it when she replied : " It is very easy to make mistakes about people, especially about men. Men say much more than they mean." " Some men — ^yes. Others mean more than they say, and do more than they mean. They are the species who act the part of fire and sword to the in- to 142 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. nocent villages in the plains of Society. Great men are those who do what they mean — no more." Her reply threw Enid into a confusion, and checked all continuity in her mental proceedings. Her intention had been to cimningly convey an im- pression that Harry was a man about whom it was easy to make mistakes, that a polite sense of his du- ties towards society often kept him dancing — ^met- aphorically — against his wiU, that he practised an assumption of interest in the affairs of those around him, which he was very far from really feeling. In fact, Enid had set out to shp iuto Mrs. Aintree's mind the idea that Harry was not to be trusted, ex- cept, of course, by his wife. But she could not get any further, and Mrs. Aintree was obhged to won- der what she had been going to say, and what was the cause of the pretty silence that now overtook her. So they drove on towards the mosque. The approach to it is very dingy and dirty, and the dust created by the carriages preceding theirs billowed round them ia waves that nearly choked them. At last they turned into the open space before the build- ing, whose walls and cupola suggested a huge mud- pie, fashioned by giants, and set to bake in the sun. The troops of beggars promptly fell upon them, dogs ran between their feet, filthy hands grasped their gowns, and a huge ape of threatening aspect AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 143 strained at its cliain and snarled furiously behind its tattered muzzle. It was with difficulty that they extricated them- selves from the mob, wolfish, one-eyed, twisted, scrofulous, deformed beyond the dreams of panto- mime grotesques. Their manner of doing so illus- trated plainly enough their differences of character. Mrs. Aintree entered the long covered passage that leads to the courtyard, with the sparkhng eyes and buoyant step of one emerging from a successful combat, bracing, even amusing, one that woke up the energies, and set the pulses beating. The little new experience amused her. Her dress was not dis- arranged, nor waa her large and daiing hat awry. Enid, on the contrary, stumbled in with the shat- tered demeanour of one iu fuU flight — every detail of her toilet seemed to have suffered in the turmoil. Her cheeks were flushed with fright ; childish tears stood in her eyes. The advances of the ape had completely unnerved her. The filthy hands of the Arabs had patted her into a condition approaching hysterics. A sudden protective instinct was born in Mrs. Aintree as she noticed her distraction — was bom then and endured long afterwards, when the occasion for it was much greater. That combat with the beggars was one of the prophetic trifles that life throws to us from time to time, and that we 144 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN, seldom heed, preferring to pay cliarlatans to gull us at ten-and-sixpence an hour. Mrs. Aintree stopped Enid in the courtyard and, with deft hands, put her to rights, while the poor, pretty child brokenly inveighed against the mal- treatment she supposed herself to have undergone. Instinctively she clnng for a moment to the older woman. It was only for a moment. Then she re- covered herself, and they entered the oval building with its white stone walls and high arched roof pierced with lattices. A few people were there, and, gladly dropping the chairs they had carried with them, they sat down beyond the circle of mats and waited. CHAPTEE X. Denison congratulated Mmself on the departure of Ms wife and Mrs. Aintree. The shining hours of the day were his now, his very own. As the arabeeyah rattled away down the httle lull and dis- appeared iato the shadows of the acacias, the quill pen was thrown aside and fell upon the floor. Those important letters would certainly never reach England. England ! The very name meant nothing to him, as he glanced out of the window across the hot white road to the hunched and hooded figures of the Ajabs lurking at the base of the Great Pyramid — a misty island hidden ia the dark winter of an angry cloud-arched sea, hidden from the sun- shine, hidden from this bright sky, this ardent, hv- ing warmth. "What had he to do with it ? He leaned from his window and pictured it with the sea-birds screaming from the storm-wrack, with the black and white waves roaring on the rocks. The sound of rain beating on a thousand window-panes of 143 146 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. dingy town houses sang in his ears. The lurid glare of torches fighting the fogs leapt to his eyes. And then he stretched his hands out, as if he would grasp the sunshiae and shake it through his fingers like golden sovereigns, and he asked himself if there was any England at all. It seemed impos- sible. Beneath him, in the road, the camels were lying doubled up, wearily regarding the desert with their heavy invalid's eyes. The donkeys stood together ia patient coteries, striving in vain to free their heads from the tightened reins that forced them to look spirited and alert. In pale blue and white groups, camel-drivers, donkey -boys, and the vendors of images and spurious coins and curiosities, chat- tered of women and of money — as apparently they wUl chatter so long as Egypt lasts. The dry, thin air stood still in the sun. Denison thought of it as a brown, scorched sentinel erect at his post. Was there indeed an England ? Surely not. He took his terai hat and his umbrella and went out into the morning. The Arabs knew him now and had ceased to worry him, reserving their swarthy blandishments for the strangers from Cairo, on whom they fell like hordes of wolves, fighting with their closest friends, with their relations, tus- sling even with their fathers and grandfathers for AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. I47 the possession of the unhappy tourist. He passed through them unheeded, and was soon in the desert. Its monotony was beautiful to him, as at first it had been wonderful. Long ago, at some London con- cert, he remembered sitting in the midst of a forest of ladies' hats, stifled by the sickly heat created by humanity ia rows, and hearing a great singer de- claim the words : " In deserts all is silence." Then the orchestra told in the music of Felicien David the great monotony of the wastes of sand. The caravan bells tinkled. The night came with its marvellously bright stars. There was a far-off sound of dancing, and a voice sang of darkness and of dreams. And the forest of ladies' hats rustled. Plumes and flowers nodded. There was applause. The conductor, scarlet with exertion, turned in his frock-coat and his bright blue tie, and bowed violently with an iacreasing smile. And Denison got up from his seat and went out, striving to keep in his soul the bells of the caravans, the far-off sound of dances, the darkness and the dreams. In the street the cabbies shouted to him, '"Ere you are, sir ! " and tiny filthy boys offered him matches, saluting him with the unholy title of " Major." A lady in brown plush and a red bonnet asked him to come and buy her a pair of gloves. And the bells died away, and the caravan was gone, and the stars 148 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. faded, and the dances were over. Only the omni- buses passed in scarlet and green processions, and the rain began to drip from a gray sky. A horse fell down, and a policeman, with a surly exclama- tion, pinned its head in the gutter. A piano-organ played Mascagni's "Intermezzo." Denison sighed and bought an evening paper, in which he read of a great fire in Putney, and of a murder in a back street near Drury Lane. Now he was in the desert, and the weird music of David sounded once more in his ears. He wandered among those strange-looking hillocks that somehow suggest unfinished building operations, and descended into the narrow clefts of sand, from which all view is blotted out, in which only silence and sunshine dwell. His progress was an aimless one of hesitant footsteps. Sometimes he stood stUl for awhile. In one of the sand valleys he sat down and basked in the warmth like a human lizard, empty of thought as an animal that is completely at one with the earth and the scheme of creation. But, wandering in haK-circles that diminished per- petually, he drew gradually near to the Sphinx, until the back of the mighty stone head rose out of the sand to his eyes. Then he stood still again, gazing silently. There was a monstrous dignity in that ugly shape, a dignity so overpowering as to be AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 149 sinister, serenely sinister, as are all supreme mani- festations of win. Denison's thought flew to Frank- enstein and his live monster. Why had he breathed into his creature the useless gift of which men are go fond, which they cHng to with exultation, and part from with cowardly murmurings and with tears ? The truest greatness lay in the creation of an enormous and powerful silence, a silence that may be felt that embraces and soothes, and is rest to aU unquiet souls. He drew nearer, treading very softly in the sand, as men tread when death is ia a hou^e, or a great sorrow or fear. And the sinister power of the presence seemed to increase with each forward step, sucking him in towards it, as a tide sucks ia a twig. His eyes grew bright and eager, and the breath fluttered ia his throat. This solitary procession was a march to a glory, to an ultimate realization full of all satisfac- tion. But as he reached the Sphinx the vile uproar of tourists fell upon his ears, excitedly screaming to one another from their donkeys, laughing, peal upon peal, chaffing the radiant donkey -boys at the pitch of vulgar voices. Denison turned hastily and fled, and, in a mo- ment, his mind was shaken and changed. The joy 150 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. in Ms solitude left him, and a sarcastic determina- tion took its place. He would be as tlie other people, as Enid, as Mrs. Aintree. There were om- nibuses, and dirty boys, and fires, and murders in Egypt, as in England. That mob of tourists per* sonified them all. The miud that sought romances, dances, and dreams in the daylight, was the mind of a fool. He hastened to the hotel and ordered a carriage. " To the Mosque of the Howhng Dervishes ! " he cried, feeling a grim satisfaction as he said the words. If he could not have the extreme of silence he would at least have the extreme of sound, a noise not entirely unmeaning, not entirely purposeless. The rattling of the arabeeyah pleased him in his present mood. He carried on a shouted conversa- tion with the merry driver, whose brown throat was wrapped in a shawl with fluttering edges broken into a fringe. As they neared the bridge, and the crowd of natives was tinctured with a throng of sight-seers pouring towards the Pyra- mids, he amused himseK by scanning the people and noting their humours. The gravity of the Turks, perched behind grand Kussian horses, seemed as great an assumption as the wild, unseemly gaiety of four portentously fat AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 151 elderly Frenchwomen, who giggled in shrill soprano voices under their hats covered with flowers, and played with their fans like young girls. Hand- some Englishwomen in straw hats, shirts, and neat habits, cantered past, attended by officers, or es- corted by grooms, bringing a breath of London and of the Eow with them. Two Americans, with chin beards and hats shaped Hke sugar-loaves, trotted past on small donkeys, conversing nasally -with jerks. One of the donkeys bucked, and the word " Sphinx " was broken up into two syllables. Denison frowned and leaned back in his car- riage, withdrawing himself into an abstraction that lasted as he flashed past Shepheard's with its thronged veranda and its multitude of dragomans. " What a grim-looking man ! " said a young girl to her brother, who was too busy returning the arch glances of a languorous Italian in a white gauze veil to make any reply. When the carriage drew up at the mosque, Denison, still in a dream, mechanically got out and made his way into the courtyard. A huge dervish, with a matted mane of dirty black hair, handed him a chaii- to carry in with him, and he paid for it and took it up in his fingers, not feeling any weight. But he did not enter through the arched door im- mediately. He was listening to the sounds that 152 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. reacted Mm from witliia. The proceedings had just begun, but he did not know that. A high, hoarse voice, peculiarly piercing in quality, was intoning through the silence words that conveyed nothing to Denison and yet affected him as he stood there. The intervals taken by this voice seemed infinitesimally small, shrunken to less than the semitones of our scale. Falling downwards by these diminutive steps, the voice paused, snarling, at last, then mounted, or rather scraped, its passage up again to a shrill and piercing note, driven through the nose with intense force. A pause fol- lowed, and then a deep, thick growl — ^fourfold, it seemed to Denison. The growl died away in a ragged mutter, and the solo voice began again, louder than before. Denison's mind was in an Italian church at Eome, listening to Mass said by an angry priest fighting with a bad cold. A shrouded man at the door touched his shoulder and pointed, telling him to enter. And he did so, walking gently and carry- ing his chair. The oval chamber contained a semi- circle of staring travellers, broken here and there by an empty space. Within, upon a floor of mats, knelt five or six robed figures, swaying gently back- wards and forwards with an absolute regularity of motion that immediately fascinated the eyes. In- AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 153 side the circle was the man of the crying roice, an old sheikh with piercing dark eyes and whitened hair. Two others stood near him. Without looking round for his wife and Enid, Denison sat his chair down and gave himseK up to the strange ceremony, lost instantly ia the passion of the gazer. The voice affected his nerves inti- mately, as intimately as if it had ghded a rough hand over his bare body. 'Now and then the other voices broke in with the snorting growl that seemed to come from some wild animal, forced to utterance by a fierce, imperative impulse. G-radually more dervishes slunk in furtively from the courtyard and dropped on their knees, immediately falling into the swaying motion that was now becoming slightly, almost imperceptibly, more pronounced. The long hair of some of them shpped from beneath their turbans and hung upon their lean shoulders. One man put up a hand and tore the covering from his head as if its weight were unbearable. And still the high voice screamed its way up and down the scale till it was Hke a small sharp knife hacking at Denison's brain. Once or twice he caught him- self shaking his head and moving his hands as if to drag the little knife away. The swaying figures commimicated to him a desire of monotonous move- ment that impelled him to imitate them. He re- 154: AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. sisted. But presently it was as if someone took hold of him by the shoulders and shghtly pushed him to and fro. He glanced at some tourists near him, but they were sitting upon their chairs appar- ently quite unmoved. One of them was smiling with an expression of calm superiority. Another put his hand into his waistcoat and looked at his watch. The third, an elderly lady in a large black bonnet, glistening with bugles, and flowers that might have been made of spar, fumbled in a pocket at the back of her gown, pulled out a handkerchief, and sonorously and repeatedly blew her nose. Denison looked away and instinctively shrugged his shoulders. 'Now a small, exquisitely made man, clad in a straight, lemon-coloured robe that almost touched the ground, stole into the circle with ex- tended arms, and began slowly to spin round. He remained precisely on the same spot. If his feet had been set in a plate they would not once have left it. The dervishes, of whom there were by this time fully forty, stood up, and a strange excitement seemed gradually but surely overtaking them. They stole glances at one another, glances sinister, furtive and bizarre, as if each man were conveying some warning or watchword to his neighbour. The howls that broke from their lips at regular intervals came with increasing force to Denison's ears. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 155 Short and hard they struck him like a blow on the face. He waited for them with a growing anxiety, trying to calculate precisely the moment of their emission. Now the shout was on a high note, now it was hke a violent and prolonged snore — a noise so malignant, so evil, that each time it came Deni- son felt as if he witnessed the commission of a crime. He was no longer merely an excursionist who had paid to be present at an exhibition of world- vsdde fame. He was no longer a looker-on, in mind. As the uproar grew, as turbans were cast frantically to the ground, and manes of hair were shaken furi- ously out, as the swaying bodies swung forward and back till it seemed that the brown necks must be broken at each hideous motion, as the cymbals clashed and the tomtoms were beaten, Denison was seized with a frenzy that at &st filled him with pleasure. The wild, unmeaning din came to him as one great combination of all the sounds of Hfe pushed to their extremity, to their ultimate note. AH the useless words, all the angry outcries, all the passionate reproaches, all the unceasing quarrels, all the whispered threats, all the sneers, and refusals, and wails, and oaths and defiances that go to make up the huge symphony of the human music of the world were concentrated in this oval chamber, with 156 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. the white walls and the lattices, through which peered at intervals the dark eyes of veiled faces. And the man ia the lemon-coloured robe, spinning with a velocity that rendered him merely a flash of pale, uncertain colour on the surface of sound, was an emblem of the fretful, spinning globe, whirling through space everlastingly, environed by everlast- ing uproar. The nasal voice of the old sheikh stiU strove to be heard, screaming up and down that alien scale, but it was drowned as much, Denison found himseK fancying, by the passionate motions of the dervishes as by their maniacal shouts. And he swam in the uproar as a bather swims in the sea, resting his body grandly on the yielding vehicle that supports him, rising and dipping, sinking be- low the surface into the depths and darting upward to shake the ripples from his hair. He could have shouted, too, at the pitch of his voice, and imagined that he did so. In reahty he remained absolutely tense and still, as a man just mesmerized, to whom no suggestion has been made. Had this orgie of sound ceased at this moment, Denison would surely have remembered it with a passionate exultation. But it was prolonged be- yond the lunits of his mood, and the sensitive nerves shuddered from delight into irritation. And as he gradually lost his pleasure in the ceremony. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 157 the ceremony approached nearer and nearer to its climax. Every detail of it was monotonously ac- centuated. The old sheikh's voice grew more nasal and piercing, the clash of the cymbals, the thunder of the tomtoms, more perpetual. The half-circle of devotees, partially veiled in flyiag hair, gave themselves up to the very madness of motion. The man m the lemon robe whirled almost to the point of invisibility, and the air seemed to swell with noise like a bladder that is filled with gas tUl it bursts. What had been passion became brutality. An anger took hold on Denison, a gradual hatred of this frightful tempest of sound, a gradual hatred of all sound. Often something abnormal, some- thing exaggerated, leads us by its extravagance to hate the normal, the unexaggerated seed from which the unnatural flower has blossomed under the fostering care of over-cultivation. So now this exaggeration of sound led Denison to hate the very idea of utterance, to hate it till the perspiration burst out upon his face, and he was carried away by an intensity of useless rage. Silence, silence — that was the only blessing. And these madmen prosecuted their frantic devotions in the land of that great silence! And travellers came to listen and to enjoy. What a sacrilege! What a sacri- lege ! It was a crime, he thought, a crime against 11 158 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. the spirit of the desert, tlie spirit of the great spaces that are the very homes of sileiice. But the uproar increased steadily, unvaryingly, until he felt as if he must take some action, do something to stop what he so hated and despised. Mechanically he stretched out his arm threateningly. It was seized by the elbow. He turned abruptly, recalled to himself iu a moment. Mrs. Aintree stood at his side. Her hand was upon his arm. Her eyes were looking steadily into his. " Win you come with us ? " she said. " We are going." There was a watchful expression on her face, such as Denison remembered to have observed on the faces of the keepers in a lunatic asylum he had once visited. It had seemed to him then to render all the men alike, as aU men look ahke in an audience shaken by some simultaneous emotion. " "Will you come ? " she whispered again. " Your wife is waiting outside. She is frightened." Without a word he followed her into the court- yard. Enid was there in a state bordering on hys- teria. Her pretty face was flushing and her Hps were trembling. When she saw her husband she caught hold of him with nervous violence. " Oh, Harry, do take me away ! " she said. " I am deafened and terrified ! Oh, they are all mad- AN DIAGINATIVE MAN. 159 men ! They are mad ! Let us get away from that hideous noise ! " "Yes, Enid," he answered quietly; "we will find the carriage." They walked out into the sunshine, which blinded them after the twilight of the mosque, and were immediately beset by the importunate beggars. The man with the ape made towards them with greedy agihty. Enid screamed, and Denison, turn- ing suddenly, struck the fellow a passionate blow. All his nervous agitation found a vent in it. The man fell back, showering noisy exclamations upon them. They made their way to the carriage at last. The horses were whipped up, and they dashed off, pursued by a faint din from the beggars and from the rehgiou^ enthusiasts within the mosque. As they drove away they did not notice another carriage that met them. It contained a sohtary figure — Guy Aintree. When it stopped among the beggars, he struggled from his seat with diflBculty, stumbled across the sunlit space, and, with his hand on the wall, made his uncertain way into the mosque, just at the moment when the excitement of the dervishes culminated in frenzy. CHAPTER XI. That evening, soon after the tahle-Wlidte was finished, the boy was brought home to the hotel by an English stranger, pale, bruised, almost uncon- scious with fatigue and injury. The Denisons and Mrs. Aintree were sitting on the veranda when the carriage drove up, and in a moment they knew that something was wrong. The boy essayed to get out, but fell back on the cushions, and the stranger, a tall, stalwart Yorkshireman, fairly gathered him into his arms and lifted him up the steps. Even his mother could not restrain an exclamation when she saw him, and for the moment Denison beheved that he was dying. He was carried at once to bed, and attended by the resident doctor, while the York- shireman, having gruffly told his tale, departed in much relief to Cairo. The boy had stumbled, drunk, into the mosque, and had seized hold of one of the dervishes, who, frantic with excitement, promptly attacked him with the fury of a wild animal. When he was rescued by the bystanders he was bleeding 160 A\ niAGIXATTVE 31AX. I131 from a wotmd in the hea>i, and was Tmconscious ; bnt, on examination, it was discorered that no seri- 011= injniy had been done to hhn. TTi.^ debanch, however, followed by the sli'X-k, completely pros- trated him for the time, and he was kept in Lis room for seveial days, lebellioTii and despairing. This aeddent pnt an end to one of his dearest hopes, for while he was inTaKded the Gb^ireh race-meeting came ofi, and he was, of coiir?t. imable to ride. But this accident had other effects, from the moment when she saw him caxned, half tipsy, and still stained with blood, into the hotel, Enid cor- <^Ted a violent dislike of him, which she neither tried nor wished to combat. Many women are at their best in hours of sorrow, of tragedy, of d^ra- dation. They can bend in a passion of pity to the ereatnre which is lying in the dnst. But there are others who shHTik instinctively from the mnd in the roads of life, and can only walk happily over smooth-shaTen lawns, and bask in the snnshine. The care of the wonnded seems to them a low and hideons office. The ngliness of illness, the scars of the body, the dissipations of the mind, come to them as insults, as deformed and ragged beggars breaking into a drawing-room during a party. Enid was one of these women. Slie had seen 162 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. Guy Aintree, with blood dried upon liis face, strug- gling from the filthy embrace of drink. In her gentle way she hated him from that moment. The very thought of him was odious to her. This hatred broke Denison's chief weapon of defence in his hand. When he spoke to Enid of the boy's condition, of the sorrows that stood round his youth like enemies, she answered that he had brought them upon himself, and was unworthy of any sympathy. " I hate to think of him, Harry," she said one day. " When is he coming down again ? " " In a day or two, I suppose," Denison answered coldly. She turned suddenly upon him with an appeal. " Can't we go before then ? " she asked. " We have become so intimate with these people. I shall have to talk to him, to sit with him. Ah ! " She shuddered with disgust. " And he will always be horrible to me now. I shall always see the — ^the dreadful blood on his face ; and he is so awfully ill. I have never been accustomed to invalids, Harry dear ; mamma thought the sight of them so danger- ous to a young girl's imagination." " Imagination ! " Denison interrupted sarcastic- ally. " Do you lay claim to the possession of that monster, Enid ? " AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 163 She looked puzzled. " Why, everybody has one, of course, dear," she answered. " Really ! Then there is nothing more to be said. But do learn to control yours. Poor young AiQtree won't do you any harm, and as to his mother, I thought you Hked her." Enid hesitated. " Yes," she said at last, uncertainly. " She is kind and — and amusing ; stiU " "Yes?" " Still, she rather frightens me, I think. She stares so, and she does not agree with little things that are said, like other people." " She is not a fool, Enid ; and to be observant is not a crime." " Of course you defend her, Harry;" his wife said with a half-hearted bitterness. " I am sorry for her," he answered. " Her position here is a difficult one. You ought to wish to render it easier*" And then he walked away, leaving Enid in con- siderable agitation. For once he wished that his wife were as other women and did not think her so ; for he, like many men whom he despised, or wondered at, held to the belief that sorrow will inevitably bring out the pity 164 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. and sympathy of the female sex. This lack of Christian charity in Enid more especially vexed him, since it struck a blow at his own happiness. Had she been normal— as he chose to name it — ^his position would have been rendered additionally secure by this last and most notable escapade of Guy Aintree's. It would have roused ia Enid — it should have roused, he told himself — a sisterly feel- ing, prompting her to generous desires to help and console Mrs. Aiutree. But then, too, the character of the other woman fought against him. She was so self-reliant, so calm ia difficulties. She demanded so little of any- one iu her sorrow. Had she been a trembling, shrinking creature, she might have more easily claimed Enid's pity. Why was she in a sense so masculine ? The opposites in the two women — Enid's feeble- ness, Mrs. Aintree's strength — ^barred Denison's path of safety. Had the one been stronger, the other w^ker, the present conjunction of circum- stances must have drawn them together. Mrs. Aintree must have come to Enid for sympathy ; Enid must have been roused to a protective chival- ry ; and Denison would have won without effort, without question, the right to stay iu this place that so strangely held his soul. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 165 How monstrous the petty, fighting details of different natures seemed to him in his great selfish- ness ! Here, under his eyes, was a minute repro- duction of the mighty civil war that fills all life with silent battle, four natures ia a state of violent revolt — Guy Aintree battling furiously against in- evitable death, himseK iaclined to thrust a poniard into the throat of life, and these two women, the one feebly attacking, the other strong in defence, a defiant figure, bravely hand-in-hand with sorrow. For the scandal of Guy's last escapade had roused the proper feeling of the hotel inmates to boiling-point, and it was obvious that when the un- fortunate invahd reappeared, he was to be shunned. His conduct was, naturally, regarded as shameful, and the very cause of it, his illness, rendered it the more reprehensible in the eyes of all. To be well and wicked is not right, of course, but there is something youthful, almost healthy, about it. Yig- our sowing wild oats, with a strong hand and a swinging step, can be tolerated, even excused. But to be ill and wicked ! All Mena House cried out against it — all Mena House, that is to say, except certain men of the class that accepts vice at any time more cheerfully than virtue. These thought the whole affair a charming joke, and longed for fresh developments, scenting " fun," as the properly 166 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. constituted dog scents ofEal. Meanwhile, the chief culprit being for the time invisible, his mother was forced to bear the brunt of the hotel's righteous wrath. Young girls looked at her under their eye- lids, as if she were mysteriously improper for own- ing such a son. Elderly ladies stared at her and thought of heredity if she took a glass of mn ordi- naire at dinner. Denison almost found time to pity her. Eut she presented a serene front to Puritanism, smiled at misconception, and brushed malignant comment from her mind as easily as you brush a crumb from a tablecloth. When Guy did at length reappear he looked more haggard than ever. There was a sud- den hush in the great dining-room as he walked slowly in to lunch. Pretty girls lowered their eyes ; mothers seemed to expand like hens covering a brood from peril. The air trembled delicately with condemnation, and Enid drew in her under-lip. Dennis noticed the little silent scene with a con- tempt that he did not try to conceal. He hated these people, not so much from their ill-bred dem- onstration of virtue, as for their entire lack of im- agination. Not one of them understood, or even tried to understand, the boy's desolation. Not one of them sank into his mind for a moment, looked at things with his tired and morose eyes. And AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 1C7 then Denison said to himself that this general lack of imagination was one of the greatest evils that afflicted the world. Cruelty sprang directly from it. Selfishness blossomed from its earth, and bloomed, an everlasting flower. War, patriotism that slays patriots, intoleration that mocks devotees of diverse religions, greed that battens on others, chicanery, the vampire that drains the hfe-blood of the honest, what were they all but the puppet vices of stupidity, the stupidity engendered by this wide- spread lack ? The unimaginative are the maniacs whom Mrs. Grundy clasps to her capacious bosom, and welcomes to her drawing-room full of antima- cassars, photograph albums, and palms in brass pots. The cry of the children voices this deficiency, the shriek of the hare overtaken by the greyhound, the sob of the outcast woman of the streets, the laugh of her sister who sees her through the carriage win- dows, enthroned among the saints whose heaven is a moneyed chastity. And, thinking thus, Denison turned from his wife's drawn under-lip Avith a movement of unmistakable disgust, and devoted himself with an unusual alertness to the Ain- trees. Since the episode in the mosque of the dervishes, he had seen but little of Mrs. Aintree, who had been often invisible, shrouded presumably in the twilight 168 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. of the sick-room. ISTow, as he sat with her ia the veranda, or strolled with her upon the goK-links, a conviction dawned in his mind that she began to re- gard him with a curious intentness, mingled, so it seemed to him, with a certain veiled uneasiness. Only so self-conscious a man as himself could have marked it, and at first he was doubtful of it, inclined to laugh at a voice falsely crying " Wolf ! " within his suspicious mind. But with each fresh hour of intercourse he grew more sure that the voice uttered a warning to be regarded. He strove, at first in vain, to track the stream of her new manner with him to a source. "Was it far away, or near ? The stream was narrow, and fiowed surreptitiously, yet he began to hear its distinct and continuous murmur, to listen and to wonder. He became watchful, too, and a constraint sprang up between them. When two people walk together, each patiently intent upon analysis of the other, intercourse stum- bles rather wearily on its way. The theatre requires its performers as well as its audience. Mrs. Aintree and Denison were both seated firmly in the stalls waiting each for the other to draw up the curtain. So no curtain was drawn up, and the stalls held im- patience, but impatience far too well-bred to stamp a foot, or murmur a remonstrance. Denison felt certain that some injudicious action on his part was AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 169 to blame for the presence of this audience expectant of his performance, but he could not at first recall it. He looked backward on the short stretch of road they had travelled together, and he saw no milestone. His mistake lay in searching the distance instead of the foreground. But he found the clue, or, rather, Mrs. Aintree gave it to him, one morning on the links. They were not playing, so nibhcks, putters, and the other iastruments that seem to have been handed down to us from the times of the Jabberwock, did not encumber their freedom, or interfere with their enjoyment of the cloudless and radiant weather. Under their white umbrellas they sat, as usual, in the stalls, silently expectant. At some distance from them Enid and Guy Aiatree drove or putted, joined in a game, the former unwilling, the latter tense with the determination to win. Mrs. Aiatree withdrew her eyes from their sunlit backs with an expression that seemed to demand the accompaniment of a sigh. She did not sigh, however, but only said to Denison : " He is so devoted to all games and sports. The drawing of a badger, a run across a stifE line of country, a day in the stubble, are perfect happiness to him. I am afraid your wife will not get much conversation out of him. I know he will be too ia- 170 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. tent on beating her to bind up her wounds with words." " Silence hurts no one," Denison said, speaking his thought, and unconsciously haK out of that stall in which he had been sitting. " I wish there was a ' little more of it in the world." " Surely there is plenty in Egypt ? I never understood how wonderful silence can be until I took my first expedition into the des- ert." " With a donkey-boy ? " " No ; I was on horseback. Guy was with me. We rode for miles — ^it was near Abbaseeyah — and saw nothing but the sand, and, once, some moving Bedouins on the horizon." " One ought to ride quite alone to know what the desert really has to say. These Easterns live in the midst of the great silence, and their only object is to kill that which they ought to cherish. I have never been so in hate with noise as in this land of deserts." He spoke with a certain gathering irritation. She was still in the stalls, and thought she saw the curtain move, and a certain hopeful flare of the f oot- hghts. " They do talk a good deal," she said lightly. " They are destructively talkative. But they are AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 171 more. The exhibition at which we assisted the other day is a disgrace to Cairo." " You mean " " The howling dervishes. I can perfectly under- stand the impidse that moved your son when he brought all that trouble upon himseK." " Ah, but Guy was not in a condition to be moved by reasonable impulses," she said quietly. " Reasonable impulses may spring up in a very hazy, or very excited, mind," Denison answered, " or even in the mind of a maniac. G-reat lunatics have moments of a luminous insight that never binghtens the pettifogging sanities of the normal. The world owes a debt of gratitude to many of those whom it delights to dub insane. Your son may not have been himself that day in the mosque. He may not have been able to reason or to argue, but he acted more rightly and sensibly in my opinion than the people who sanction the insanity of the dervishes by paying to be present at it." " All ! " she cried quickly, " then you were going to anticipate him ? " For a moment Denison glanced at her, puzzled. Then he had discovered the source of the stream. " I see " he said slowly, and paused. She looked at him, saying nothing. The dark eyes were full of eagerness as they met his. 172 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " You noticed the effect— the effect that hideous uproar had upon my nerves ? " He realized what he had not reahzed before — that Mrs. Aintree and Enid had, of course, been present in the mosque during the whole perform- ance. Until Mrs. Aititree's hand touched his arm he had never thought of them. The strange scene before his eyes, the strange music in his ears, had entirely taken possession of him. And since that moment he had tried to put the mosque, and the horror of sound that it contaiaed, out of his miad altogether. "Where were you and my wife?" he asked, regarding her latently. " Precisely opposite to you," she replied. The curtaia had been rung up. Now she hoped for the performance. Denison sat for some time in silence ; he per- fectly understood now what had caused the slight change in Mrs. Aintree's manner towards him. She had had an opportunity of watching and ana- lyziughim when he had been entirely unconscious of her presence, entirely self-absorbed. His reserve curled up, as a sea anemone curls up when an in- trusive finger touches it in its pool. He wondered what he had looked hke, how much of his real self he had childishly shown, while she sat observing AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 173 him across those turbulent fanatics. The detective heard the footfalls that dogged his down the street, and stopped to look behind him. He was followed bj a woman. Should he ask her what she wanted ? " I did not see you," he said rather lamely. " Nor did Mrs. Denison notice you," Mrs. Ain- tree said. " She was intent on the dervishes ; they frightened her horribly, I think." " At first they pleased me," Denison said, feel- ing a strong desire that she should express some opinion — allow him to have some idea how his un- consciousness had affected her. There was a con- siderable excitement, and even anger, in his mind ; he hated to be observed closely in such circum- stances. He almost hated the woman who had observed him. There was a look of keen, uneasy suspicion upon his face. "At first they pleased me. There was something grand in the fury of sound." " Yes." " But I confess they got on my nerves at last," he added, like one asldng a question. She said nothing. He wished that she would speak. " You noticed that, of course ? " he added at last. " Yes," she said ; then she glanced down, and 12 174 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. pushed the pointed toe of her boot into the grass hesitatingly. " Mr. Denison, I think I quite under- stand now the strong attraction you have for Guy," she said. " "What do you mean ? " Denison asked in some astonishment. "I began to understand it that day in the mosque. You are vexed at my having seen you ; I know that. I could not help it; you planted yourself right in front of me." She glanced at him with a smile half depre- cating. " Very few people can see what is right in front of their eyes," he said. "Am I to be blamed for not being one of them ? " " Hardly." " You sound a little doubtful. But — as I have said — I understand now the influence you have, or at least could have, over Gruy." " Whence does it spring, Mrs. Aintree ? From what seed in my character do you imagine the flower to have grown ? " The question was distinctly defiant, so defiant that she might almost have been justified in resent- ing it. Eut she seemed absorbed, and answered gravely and directly : AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 175 " Erom your rare capacity for emotion." " You are flattering me." " E"o, no." " Eren if I were more emotional tlian most men, I fail altogether to see why that should at- tract your son, a JSTimrod, a sportsman to his heart's core." " Do you ? I don't. My boy is a mass of nerves now. His mind is a furnace, heated red hot by disease. It burns the good people in the hotel. You can warm your hands at it. How I wish you could put it out ! But you are not afraid if it, because " " Yes ? " " Well, there are coals of fire in you as well." " What are they heated by ? " " How can I teU ? I can only see a Uttle way, note an effect without, perhaps, divining a cause. One thing I can tell, though." " And what is that ? " "Your fires scorch people; and, if you had your will, would bum them all up, myself included, I verily believe." " Mrs. Aintree," Denison said, and he had never spoken to her so gently, with so httle sarcasm, and so much strength of feeling, "you may exclude yourself, and your son, from the holocaust." 176 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. He said notliiiig about Enid's fate. "Would she perish by fire? Mrs. Aintree, womanlike, won- dered. She only said, with obvious warmth : " Thank you." When they returned to the hotel, Denison was conscious of a certain novel sense of happiness. He laughed at himself as he analyzed it, and knew that, after all, he was only a human child, a sort of big boy, baby enough to be glad that he was even partially understood. Perhaps from that morning on the links Enid had slightly more cause for her jealousy than ever before. CHAPTEE Xn. The moon made Egypt a white fairyland. In Cairo the minarets pointed hke silver fingers to the sky. The Nile was a broad path of glory on which the shadowy boats lay in magical flotillas beneath the great waU of the Ghesireh Palace gardens, and beyond the river the road to the desert was an en- chanted avenue, on which the weird forms of the sentinel acacias moved as if in. some mysterious and sinister dance, executing silently strange figures in- vented by their dancing-master, the breeze. All along the river-bank the Arabs were chattering, singing sad and almost tuneless songs, as they smoked their cigarettes, laughing, playing like chil- dren, heedless of the silver mystery of the river. And the pariah dogs in the plain beyond the acacia- trees howled unceasingly, with the unrelenting per- sistence of machines made vocal. Sometimes Denison, as he listened to them, told himself that their senses were more highly devel- oped than those of their human masters; that, 178 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. perclied upon the hard mud walls of the houses, they could see a thousand tenants of the night, invisible to the eyes of men, walking spirits, crouching de- mons of moonlight or of darkness, cloud nymphs and star fairies, perhaps the horrible mouths that come by night to whisper in the ears of men sug- gestions of nameless crimes to be done only in the darkness. On the walls the dogs stand hour after hour staring into the night world, and howling with a terrible insistence, as if to call attention to some- thing that is happening near them in the spaces of the gloom. What is it that they see ? What is it that they hear? Some bizarre wickedness of the night? Beyond the acacia-trees lay an ocean with bil- lows of silver, with shadows in the hollow bosoms of its waves — a silent ocean that held itself under moon and stars in a holy calm, motionless, grave, serene. When the breeze travelled softly over it no responsive movement came from the wave crests. When the breeze paused to whisper or sing to it no deep voice answered, ascending from hidden places drowsily, hoarse and weary with mystery. The desert is more silent than a painted sea, more serene than the lake that hes in a mirage by phantom for- ests and ghostly lawns. Its silence and its mystery- press upon the heart like some soft weight, even as AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 179 a dream presses upon the soul of a sleeper, until he turns in Ms sleep and stretches forth his hands as if to push it from him. Denison felt the soft heaviness of the silence, but he loved it and yielded to it, shivering when a voice brushed it away and set him violently free from its tyranny. " We're going to-night, old chap," the voice said in his ear. " The mater's game and Said's all ready for us. There's some use in a night like this when you can see to pot jackals. Are you coming ? " The voice was Guy Aintree's. Denison turned and looked at him. Never before had he been so struck by the weird and almost phantom-like ap- pearance that illness had gradually given to the boy. The moonlight accentuated the sharp whiteness of his features, painted a black shadow in the hollows beneath his eyes, hardened the thin straight line of his dry mouth. Even Don Quixote could hardly have been so lean as was this young, tall figure, quivering with an unnaturally eager life. Yaguely, Denison, gazing at him, thought of the valley of dry bones, and of a picture he had once seen in which they gleamed through a purple haze pierced by pale tongues of flame. The words of the boy seemed strangely at issue with his appearance, for he talked slang and looked as vague and ethereal as a figure seen in a vision on the stage. While he 180 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. listened to him Denison almost expected that he would fade away into darkness. "What are you staring at?" said the boy. " Anything wrong ? " " !N"o," said Denison, with an effort ; and smihng to himself bitterly at the irony of the question and his reply. " I^^othing." "You're coming, aren't you? It will be the deuce of a lark, even if we don't get one of those prowhng beasts." " Yes," Denison answered ; " I will come." There was something about Guy that compelled him strangely, despite his indifference to human suffering and human sympathy. Ever since he had recognised the resemblance between the boy's posi- tion and his own, he had set him apart from the rest of the world. The fact that Aintree, like him- self, was in a perpetual condition of revolt, linked them together in his mind, even — ^it sometimes seemed — ^in his heart. So now he yielded to the boy's obvious expectation, although it fought with his own f eehngs. Aintree welcomed this wonderful moonhght merely because it helped him to see something that he could kill. His dark eyes were gleaming with a passionate, sick eagerness. He was on the eve of an expedition that woidd help him for a moment to forget, would deafen his ears so that AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 181 they could not hear the horrible, soft, unceasing march whose grim music was stealthily coming upon him, like the band of a destroying army, with far-off drums and trumpets to wake frightened foes by night. The gradual crescendo of that march kept Aintree awake writhing ia his bed from mid- night till dawn. Each night he heard it louder, and the sweat burst out upon his face, and he clenched his thin hands in the sheets, mattering curses under his breath. Only sometimes fear and horror utterly over- came him, when the chill of the dawn penetrated into his room and rested, like a veil, over the bed, and he prayed for a moment. But through the fragmentary words of the prayer came the steady steps treading to the music, and the petition ended in an oath. To-night he would be free from the crowd of phantoms that thronged and hustled each other round his bed. Activity would drug his ter- ror — ^the terror that he was too proud, boy-hke, to speak of to anyone, even to his mother. A feverish wild joy took possession of him — sadder, surely, than any grief. He pulled out his watch eagerly. " Go and get your gun," he cried to Denison. " Oh, here's the mater ! " Mrs. Aintree came out upon the veranda. 182 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. dressed for the expedition in a short tailor-made gown, a small soft hat, and a close-fitting jacket with a belt round the waist. She wore strong gloves with gaimtlets. A small flask hung at her belt. Behind her, in evening dress and wrapped in a cloak fluffy with white fur, was Enid. She went up to her husband. " You are not going, Harry ? " she said. " Yes," he replied. " But you don't care for shooting." " Jackals are not partridges, Enid. The moon- lit desert is not a stubble. I care for shooting here." " I will come, too," she said suddenly. " I will go in and change my dress." But her husband did not acquiesce. On the contrary, he said decisively : " I advise you not to, Enid. You know the very idea of a gun going ofE frightens you to death. I shall never forget your agony in the third act of ' Carmen,' at Naples. You wiU only be miser- able." " I would rather come." " Aud a night expedition will be too much for you." " "Why ? It is not too much for Mrs. Aintree." Denison cast a glance at the latter, who was AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 183 talMng to her son and to Sai'd, a brown Egyptian boy, graceful and lithe as a young panther. " Mrs. Aintree is much stronger than you are," he said. " She is accustomed to shooting. She does more than walk with the guns when she is at home." " I know," Enid said disdaiufully, " she shoots, too. I shouldn't care to do that. I don't think it's womanly. Do you ? " " I don't know what is distiuctively womanly and what is not. But I would as soon see a woman bring down a jackal as see her embroider an anti- macassar, that is a crinkly nuisance to the head and a terror to the eye. But that has nothing to do with the matter of your going or not going. Mrs. Aintree is strong and hearty. You are fragile and dehcate. I advise you not to come." Enid stood for a moment in mute hesitation. The ready tears had come into her eyes. " I might grow strong and hardy too if I did more," she said at length, in a trembhng voice. Denison could not help smiling. " Fairies cannot bear heavy weights," he said. " You were born to be dehcately pretty, not to go shooting jackals. Now I must fetch my gun." He spoke as if the matter of her going or not going were settled, and she did not venture to 184 AN IMAGmATIVE MAN. protest. Only when he came out again she whis- pered to him : " I shall not be able to sleep till yon come back." He kissed her, telling her that she must sleep, and then went down the steps and across the open space in front of the hotel to the road where the donkeys were standing. Enid watched him and the Aintrees. Tliey mounted. Mrs. Aintree glanced back and waved her hand. The donkey-boys screamed " Oo-ah ! " There was a noise of galloping feet on the hard road, and in the moonlight the httle cavalcade — looking like inked-paper figures moving over a white tablecloth — passed swiftly across the moon- washed space between the hotel and the Great Pyr- amid. Then the silent desert took them, and Enid,' standing on the veranda, saw only the shivering acacia-trees and the bleak form of the Pyramid, heard only the howhng of the pariah dogs. She stared at the trees until she too shivered. Then she gathered her cloak over her white shoulders, sat down in a low chair, and remained motionless. Tears were stealing over her face. She had never before felt so lonely and deserted as she did to-night. And as she sat she thought of her mother comfortably ensconced in the dignified com- fort of Grosvenor Square, able to glance from the AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 185 curtained windows and rest her eyes npon the re- spectable railings that hedge the Square garden, able to hear the firm tread of the policeman on his beat, and the comforting roll of the wandering hansom on its way towards Oxford Street or Picca- dilly. Poor Enid! this foreign land, drowned in the moon — ^this coimtry of wide sands and stone mysteries, seemed hateful to her now, desolate, sin- ister, fuU of sombre influences and weary deeds. There was something in it that she wanted to strug- gle against but could not combat, something that had come weirdly through the night, like the Erl King, to steal the thing she loved from her. For, though her woman's mind found the enemy in Mrs. Aintree — at least, in lonely moments such as these — she felt somehow that Egypt was responsible for her misery. She did not definitely tell herself that place influences people, but she saw Mrs. Aintree and her husband drawn together by a shadowy pale hand, boneless, phantom-Hke, rising from a misty space and from a silence — ^the pale hand of the desert, the desert that was embodied and moved with them through the moonlight while she sat alone, watching the shivering acacia-trees. Denison thanked heaven for this — in all the desert there seemed to be never a jackal that night. 186 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. Said was in despair. He confounded himself in Eastern apology and explanation. His gestures be- came increasingly dramatic as Guy Aiutree's face was seen to grow more and more grim under the moon. He related a thousand tales of jackals. He even spoke of one great and wonderful night when he had hidden behind a rock near the dead body of a camel, and had seen a huge gray wolf steal out of the shadows of the desert, to be shot in the midst of its hideous meal. Insistently he claimed to be beheved, swearing by his right eye, and mentioning freely the name of Allah. Guy Aintree only asked him where the devil the jackals were hiding. He had not come out expectant of wolves. Said could only accentuate his despair as the night drew on. He could not accomplish the impossible. They rode and paused. They were led to hkely places. Once a shadow crossed the moonlight. Aintree raised his gun, fired, and stretched it dead in the sand. Exultantly Said hastened forward, his robe floating gracefully out behind his heels. But his triumph was quickly changed to moujming. The lean body of a wandering dog was their only bag. Aintree was inclined to curse and to swear, but his mother made hght of their disappointment, chaffed him, and said they would come out an- other night and have better luck. The boy AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 187 would not be pacified, and turned to Denison for sympathy. " Isn't it an infernal sell ? " he said. " Hold up, you brute ! " as his donkey stumbled among some loose stones. "Aren't you sick? All this bother for nothing." " For nothing ! " Denison answered, glancing round him. They were right out in the midst of the desert, as a ship may be out in the midst of the sea. The absence of any very definite features in the landscape created a superb white monotony that seemed to Denison own brother to Eternity. When he thought of Eternity he always thought of it as something limitless, flat and ethereally white, with no days and years to stand up in it like forests and mountains, no moments to break it into details. Time would slip into it smoothly and soundlessly, as they seemed to have shpped out into the desert. Why would men for ever seek jackals and carry guns ? Here was silence, absence of all motion ex- cept their own, and an atmosphere that was sacred in its thin perfection, pure with the purity of a perfect statue, sweet as one note of a nightingale. He felt that had he been quite alone here, he could have been content to lie down in this wide land- ocean and sleep away to death, give his soul to the air and the moon, and let the dust of his body 188 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. mingle witli tlie dust of the desert, filter down into the sand, and disperse till no two particles remained together. That would be to become one with Na- ture, and to become one with Nature would be to live at last. But Guy insisted on sympathy, and he strove to give it. " Very provoking," he said ; " we can only do the usual, tiresome thing — -hope for better luck next time." The donkeys' heads were turned towards home, and the little beasts carefully picked their way over the rough ground and the perpetual small hills and hoUows which give to the desert its aspect of roUiag waves. Guy rode on in front with Said. Their voices sounded noisily in the night, one angrily arguing and scolding, the other blatant ia protesta- tion and false promises and predictions. Instinct- ively Denison puUed in his donkey to a slower pace. He met Mrs. Aintree's eyes. They looked weary and more unhappy than usual, abstracted too. She was listening to the louder of the two voices, and Denison noticed how lined her face was, and that there were gray streaks here and there in her boldly done hair. As his donkey, obedient to the rein, hung back, she woke out of her painful reverie and looked at him, and then forward to the black figures AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 189 that cut the moonlight in front. She, too, tugged at her beast's hard mouth. " Yes ; let them get on," she said in a low voice. And she sighed. "If I could help him to be happy," she added. " If I could help him to do the greatest thing ia aU the world." " You mean ? " " To submit." "I sometimes think that only the feeble can learn that lesson." " Would it not be timer to say — only the strong ? " " Priests would say so." " Priests often speak the truth." " Only one thing speaks the truth," Denison said in a low voice. « What is that ? " " The thing that never speaks at aU. Phi- losophy, ethics, religion, divinity, purity — ^you can find them all in silence." She looked at him with a strange quickening interest. The voices of Guy and of Said had died away, and the desert, purged of them, resujned its enigmatic peace. " But you do not also find submission in si- lence ? " she asked. " Submission may be one of the world's greatest 13 190 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. sins," he said ; " for it gives tlie rein to tormentors. It makes slavery, cruelty, all wrong, easy and effort- less. I do not find submission in silence. There is nothing conquered in that which makes no sound. No statue, or picture, or scene, submits itseK. You may chip it, paint it out, destroy it with a town or a railway, and it merely passes away. It is no longer there. It becomes a memory at once, and has aU the tender beauty of a memory for ever. But when a man or an animal submits, he is just as he was, with only an added ugHness, a servility in his demeanour, or a muzzle over his mouth — some- thing about him to rouse contempt." " Unless he submits to God," she said. " Possibly that submission may seem beautiful ; but it must, of course, be crowned by a rehgious belief. If you lack that — and many people lack it — ^there can be no beautiful submission for you." " Then life is one long battle ? " " Or one long indifference." " I wonder which it is to you ? " she said nyis- ingly, and rather as if she were expressing a thought that had often been present in her mind. " It does not matter much," he answered rather bitterly. " Few things do really matter that men excite themselves about. Indeed, excitement about AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 191 anything is regrettable and absurd. I should wish to live in a state of pitiless calm." Mrs. Aintree looked him full in the face. " And yet," she said quietly, " I think you are the most excitable man I have ever met." " Really ! You are labouring under a delusion." " You wish to be a trickster as well ! " He was silent. Nobody had ever been able to read him so rightly as this woman. Yet he did not actively resent her penetration so far as it went. He wondered how far that was. " You think you understand me very well ? " he asked. "I don't know that I understand you at all. Perhaps I see a little more clearly than your — than most people." " You were going to say, than my wife." Mrs. Aintree flushed red in the white moonlight. " I will not deny it. Forgive the awkward in- advertence," she said frankly. " And yet Enid boasts that she understands me better than I understand her," said Denison. " The mistake is natural enough." There was silence for a moment. Only the soft, quick patter of the donkeys' feet in the sand broke it. Denison gazed mechanically around him at the silver monotony, but, for once, he scarcely heeded 192 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. it. His miad was vigorously at work, and served to obscure his sense of sight. The rein hung loose- ly on his donkey's neck, and even once, when the beast stumbled, he did not tighten it. "I suppose all mistakes are natural," he said at length. "We are put into this world to make them. "We begin as babies, when we believe the back garden to be the world, and the nursery night- light to be the moon. We continue as men and women when we think love can satisfy, and peace be attained by personal effort and accomphshment in one direction or another. Wlio knows whether we are not making the greatest mistake of all when we dream in old age — of the mind, not necessarily of the body — ^that death will be release, and the grave rest ? And what do our mistakes teach us ? " " Mine have taught me a good deal," said Mrs. Aintree. " And mine have taught me one thing." "What is that?" " They have taught me that articulate humanity is the greatest mistake in all the universe." " Your assertion is sweeping." " They have taught me that everything in the scheme of the world is on a higher plane than man, even that man himself can create, can give birth to — ^things infinitely above him." AX IMAGINATIVE MAN. 193 " How SO ? " " To music that is of lieaven. To silences tliat are beyond all music." She looked at him rather questioningly. "I will show one to you," he said, and there was a thrill of f eeliag in his voice. During their conversation they had covered much ground in the sand. Now they were already neariug the Mena House. Having reached the top of a little hill, they could see a good distance before them, and Sai'd and Guy were visible in the moon- light, riding at a slow pace towards the Great Pyramid. " You are not in a hurry to be home ? " Denison asked. " No," she answered. " Then let us make a detour P He turned his donkey to the right, and she fol- lowed. They rode iu silence towards the Sphiox. At first Mrs. Aintree had no idea what object her companion had ia view, and was most completely puzzled. What could be out there in the desolation of the desert? She marvelled sUently, until they were quite close to the sandy bed of the Sphinx. Then it flashed upon her. She glanced at her com- panion. TTis expression was now supremely uncon- scious, and she found herself tliinkuig, " I believe 194 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. he lias forgotten that lie is not alone." She had no wish to disturb him, and so they said nothing until they pulled up the donkeys in the sand before the great mystery. When Egypt lies under the moon in winter, nocturnal expeditions to the Sphinx are quite the fashion. Shouting parties of tourists — screaming as only youth and eockneydom can scream on fine nights — race over the sands to, as the guide-books say, " view " it. And it is accustomed to gaze down on men and women, rowdy with dining, frivolous with wine and cigarettes, idiotic under the baleful spell of a new experience such as conduces so gen- erally to the loss of heads. The practical joke at such times comes into its proper kingdom, and the night is kept awake by a shrill and giggling vivaci- ty that seems peculiar to those engaged in globe- trotting. To-night the stone face watched a man and a woman, who returned its gigantic gaze in silence, with a gravity bordering upon awe. l^o laughter broke from them, no banal comments aiming — with a terrible inaccuracy — at the himiorouB. When Mrs. Aintree and Denison drew up their donkeys, the latter simply looked at his companion to indicate that he here proved his recent argument to be true. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. I95 That silence — ^the silence of three personalities — ^was one that might be felt. It lasted a long while. But the silence of the Sphinx was so tre- mendous, so crushingly powerful, that Mrs. Aintree, who was really an intensely emotional woman, pres- ently found it becoming intolerable to her, hke a nightmare. It pulsed, and each pulsation seemed to strike upon her heart with an increasing force. She felt as if it were coiling round her like a great soft serpent embracing her to death. Perhaps the long night expedition had tired her, strong though she was; perhaps her conversation with Denison had excited her unusually. But suddenly she felt as if she were losing all control over her nerves, as if a horror of night and of this stone monster were creeping upon her. " Say something to me," she suddenly cried to Denison, with a sharp note in her voice. " Even you hate silence," he answered with a,n effort ; " then let us go." " 'No ; I don't hate it." The coming of sound had braced her ; she felt suddenly that she had re- gained command of herself, and smiled at the trick her nerves had played her. " Let us stay a few minutes longer," she added. " I asked you to speak because the silence seemed too intense, actually un- bearable. Don't you understand that a thing may 196 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. be so impressive as to seem like a danger? If I had not spoken then I must have cried out." " That is the condition to which incessant cackle has reduced us all," he replied sardonically. He might have said more, but at this moment voices became audible, and Guy Aintree and Said came up at a hand gallop. Guy immediately burst out in his most reckless manner : " What the deuce are you two star-gaziag for ? Said guessed you would be here, paying homage to this ugly old beast of a Sphinx." A sudden wild notion seemed to strike him, and he shouted to a boy who was carrying his gun : " Here, you — Hassan, or whatever your name is — give me the gun ! " He seized it ; cried : " If I can't pot a jackal, I'U make a bag of some- thing," and aimed at the Sphinx. As he pulled the trigger a hand knocked the gun up. There was a report. Aintree turned angrily in his saddle. " What the devil do you mean by that, Denison ? " he exclaimed. " Upon my word " Denison laid his hand on the boy's arm, but not harshly. " It is no use to fire smaU shot at a stone," he AN IMAGINATIVE JIAN. 197 said, " and no fun either. Let us be getting back now." Guy met his eyes, and something in their ex- pression soothed his sudden anger. " "Well, it was only for a lark," he said. " You know that." " Of course. Come on." When they reached the Mena House, Mrs. Ain- tree went up to bed wondering. Denison was so strangely unlike other men that she almost began to fear him. Or did she fear for him? Perhaps she hardly knew. CHAPTEE XIII. Deitison repented his curious falling away from his aecTistomed path of reticence — regretted it direct- ly he was alone. He took himself rather bitterly to task for an access of emotional weakness — so he called it — such as he was rarely betrayed into. Boys give out their hearts under the spell of moonhght. That is only natural. But that a reserved man should twaddle about all his ioimost feelings to a compara- tive stranger, merely because the night was fair and bland, was a degradation. As his bedroom door shut upon him, and he saw the mosquito-net, the jugs and basins, his coats hanging on the hooks, his boots standing in a row — all the little details that recall the stale fact that no man can be a hero to his valet or to himself — ^the spell of the magical night lost its power over Denison. Eomance fled on swiftest wing, and he undressed with the solid conviction present in his mind that he had made a fool of himself. All that was so exqui- sitely sensitive in him curled up, and his nerves 198 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 199 positively tingled as fancy told Mm he had revealed far more of his inner man than was in fact the case. " She must think me mad ! " was the bitter con- clusion he eventually arrived at. He resolved, al- most with a silent violence, to erase the impression from her memory. itfext morning he came from his room encased — as to his mind — ia triple armour. iNever before had he been more decisively on guard. Every sense seemed on the alert, unnaturally ahve and keen. Mrs. Aintree and Guy were already basking in the sun on the veranda. Enid was, of course, writing letters to Grosvenor Square — ^letters rather plaintive ia tone and not at aU favourable to Egypt, which was described as increasingly dull, dreary, and im- proper. As Denison came out, Guy, who had been lean- ing back in his low chair, smoking a cigarette, sprang up with a feverish eagerness. He looked frightfully exhausted, but seemed to be on wires, and thrust his arm through Denison's. " You've got to do something for me to-day," he said, and his voice was thick and hoarse. He cleared it with a tearing impatience, and continued, "to make up for your infernal impertinence in knocking up my gun last night." 200 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Well, what am I to do ? " asked Denison, more hail-fellow-well-met than usual, in order to cover the discomfort he felt on meeting Mrs. Aintree's observant eyes. " You've got to make a night of it in Cairo." " My dear f eUow •" " Now, no preaching. I suppose you think you must play the saint before the mater. You don't know her." Mrs. Aintree looked at Denison, and her glance seemed to say, " Don't refuse him." In reality she said lightly, " Mr. Denison has no need to play either saint or sinner. Every tourist explores Cairo at one time or another. Probably you know the dirty city by heart," she added to Denison. "I know the mosques," he answered, smiling rather cynically. " I'll show you something worth fifty mosques ! " cried Guy. " Look here ! " He whispered some words into Denison's ear. Mrs. Aintree appeared not to notice ; she occu- pied herseK in moving her chair a little further back so as to be less in the sun. Denison forced himseM to laugh, in the proper, improper manner of the seasoned man of the world, at Guy's communication, and the boy, thus encouraged, whispered some yet more ardent details into his ear. AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 201 " Ah, old chap ! " the boy cried, " I see you're game. Tou'U come ? " " I will." Guy gave a shout. " I knew you were a well-plucked one," he ex- claimed. " We'll drive in early, dine at Shepheard's, and then do the town. I'll put you up to every- thing in no time. I " A violent fit of coughing checked his chatter. He sank down into a chair and put his hand to his side. " It hurts you ? " said his mother. " Like the very devil ! " The cough tore him again. He struggled with it. Denison had the feehng of watching a combat. When it was over, Guy lay back for a moment. The sweat stood on his thin face and his lips worked. There was a screaming terror in his eyes, as if his mind were piteously calling for help. Then he shut them, moved to the action by a vague feeling that they told too much. Denison saw Mrs. Aintree clasp one hand on her dress. The fingers clutched and tore the material, but the expression of her face did not alter. She appeared calm and tranquil. Guy opened his eyes again and sat up. " That's all settled," he said, making an effort to resume his former vivacity. 202 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. " Wliy not put it off for a day or two ? " his mother asked carelessly. " It seems a pity to cram all your expeditions up together. You were out last night." The boy turned on her almost fiercely. "No, mother; I'll not put anything off," he said. " Last night was an iaf emal failure. To- night we'll make up for it. We shall find plenty of jackals to-night." He burst into a peal of laughter. Denison echoed it with deliberation, plunging himself into imitation of the men he hated. Mrs. Aintree should forget his sentiment, forget that she had ever thought him strange, unlike the rest of the male world. He would be to her as all the other men she knew — eager to run like a dog in the gutter, eager to ex- plore' every dung-heap that can be found in a city. Even Guy was rather surprised at the ardour with which his scheme was backed up. " I didn't know what a rare old sportsman you were," he ejaculated, as they went in to lunch. " You're the right sort to go round the town with, and no mistake. They needn't sit up for us to- night, need they ? Ha, ha ! " And again Denison echoed his laughter. That evening, towards sunset hour, the two women stood on the veranda to see them off. As AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. 203 they were getting into the carriage, Mrs. Aintree found a chance to whisper to Denison : "For God's sake keep him as straight as you can ! He is desperately weak." Denison's ear caught the wail of a terrible de- spair in her voice. He looked into her face. It smiled gaily. " Women are brave," he thought, as the carriage rattled off. Enid had noticed Mrs. Aintree's aside. She flushed with anger, and turned hastily into the hotel, leaving the other woman gazing after the retreating carriage. Then she sat down and calculated how many days there were yet to be endured before the steamer started that was to carry them up the ]!^ile. A week had to elapse. She was fully resolved that Harry should not transfer their tickets a second time. But she sobbed quietly to herself as she thought of a whole week more of jealousy and sus- picion. How she longed for G-rosvenor Square, private views in Bond Street, accustomed things! She felt certain that the sun and air of Egypt had played havoc with her husband's nature, and that, once he was nicely settled in Enghsh fog and frost again, he would revert to her as naturally as a pendidum swings back after it has swung forward. Poor Enid ! she was for ever attributing emotions 204 AN IMAGINATIVE MAN. whose meaning she could not grasp to trumpery facts that she could. Her efforts after penetration were indeed a groping in the dark. ISTo wonder that she often bruised herself by coming into con- tact with those strange foreign bodies which inhabit obscurity. As their carriage drove away from Mena House, Denison and Aintree relapsed into silence. Their farewells had been rather noisy, not wholly free from a forced hilarity. Denison undoubtedly had as- sumed a gaiety which he was very far