CORNELL UNIVERSITY LIBRARY GIFT OF Nixon Griffis Cornell University Library arV1003 Nova et vetera : 3 1924 031 205 812 olin,anx Cornell University Library The original of tliis book is in tine Cornell University Library. There are no known copyright restrictions in the United States on the use of the text. http://www.archive.org/details/cu31 924031 20581 2 NOVA ET VETERA INFORMAL MEDITATIONS FOR TIMES OF SPIRITUAL DRYNESS. BY GEORGE TYRRELL, S.J. SECOND /impression. LONGMANS, GREEN, AND CO. 39 PATERNOSTER ROW, LONDON NEW YORK AND BOMBAY 1898 t ,v / 908094 mibil ®betat : Carolus Blount, Censor Defufatus. Jniprimatur : 4- HERBERTUS CARD. VAUGHAN, Anhiep. Westmon. [All rights reserved. 1 PREFACE. There is less apology needed than might perhaps appear at first sight for offering to the public a book which is hardly more than a record of private musings. Doubtless it contains little or nothing that has not been said before, and said better ; yet in many cases the truths are said in the writer's own way; and so far he can claim to bring forth from his treasury old things and new — old, because truth is eternal ; new, because its expression is infinitely variable. To give a new edge to truths and truisms blunted by use, it is not needful that they should be clothed in language either gorgeous or elegant ; but only that their expression should be such as we are not accustomed to ; such, as to make us stop and listen. Since, then, each indi- vidual has his own individual language and accen- tuation, it is always helpful to hear from others truths which, formulated in our own way, pass through our ears without friction and therefore escape our attention. For this reason, it does not seem altogether presumptuous or unreasonable to flood the market with meditatioD books, provided iv PREFACE. the authors can claim personality of manner, and disclaim all pretence at novelty in point of matter. A new gospel is not worth listening to ; while to say the old things in the old words is tiresome. These meditations are called "informal," because the author has presented simply the substance of the thought in each case without the formalities of preludes, acts of the will, practical suggestions, colloquies, and the like, which can be easily supplied by those who are helped by method, and which others will gladly dispense with. As regards the work of the practical understanding and the will, it is plainly more in accordance with the mind of St. Ignatius Loyola that it should be the spon- taneous outcome of our own reflection, rather than an explicit suggestion from without. Hence the points for meditation should rather address them- selves to the receptive understanding and intellectual memory. It may well seem to some that these meditations are often abstruse and philosophical, rather than devotional; but here again it may be said that the error is on the safer side. For certain minds it often happens that the points of popular meditation books do not offer sufficient matter for the mind to lay hold of; and without some such purchase for the intellect the attention soon wanders for sheer lack of interest. Most of these thoughts are within the compass of even the least reflective, PREFACE. V and the few that may seem more difficult will find a key in familiarity with those that are easier. St. Ignatius was instinctively an opponent of the theory which, on a misunderstanding of a Gospel maxim, divorces intelligence from will in the work of sanctification. " Sanctify them in Thy truth," was our Saviour's prayer for His disciples, "Thy word is truth." Holiness that rests on any other basis cannot hold out against the tempest and the flood. God's sayings kept and pondered in the heart, the utterances of reason and of revelation, of common sense and of Catholic faith, these are the daily bread and manna of the soul : " The words that I speak to you, they are spirit and they are life." The wisdom which is hid from the wise and prudent and revealed to little ones, is nevertheless real wisdom ; and does not leave them as it finds them in their ignorance and littleness, but gives them understanding and a quick-minded intuition as unerring as instinct. Nor is there any connection between sanctity and stupidity. Divine love is but an opening of the spiritual eyes to beauties hitherto unsuspected. As hereafter, so also even on earth, man is perfected by vision. No doubt this highest intellectual perfection is compatible with great deficiencies in the lower wisdom which wins the admiration of the world ; but it is, nevertheless, the truest and only essential enlighten- vl PREFACE. ment. A clear understanding is a great grace, for it will go more than half-way to kindle love in the will ; whereas good-will without understanding is a lion let loose. If the intellect needs the control of faith, faith is perfected and served by intellect. Therefore let no man sunder what God has joined together. As for the disorder in which these thoughts are presented, it may be said that no particular advan- tage was to be gained by a logical classification. Had there been any pretence at following the seasons of the Church, or at a complete treatment of ascetical theology, a little violence might have been used with improvement. But they have been recorded as they occurred from time to time, spontaneously, and unsought for, in no way as parts of a whole. It would be vain to look for order where none can possibly exist ; and their very dis- order is more in keeping with their purpose. For in hours of dryness and weariness, we naturally turn from the monotony of method to seek relief and variety in the unexpected, as one might occasionally fly from the geometrical precision of a Dutch garden to the freedom of some pathless wilderness. Where the Latin has been quoted, the appended translation is often free and unauthorized. The same reflections and thoughts are no doubt repeated over and over again; yet always with PREFACE. sufficient variety in the setting to give them another chance of striking home. Nor, as compared with other meditation books, have we much reason to fear the charge of vain repetition ; though it must freely be admitted that there is one leading thought or another which runs as a strain through the whole collection, and binds them together with a unity of spirit or ethos. The spirit of devotion to the Sacred Heart, the idea of the Benignitas et Humanitas Dei Salvatoris nostri, is one which it is the work of the Society of Jesus to evolve into greater clearness and distinctness, purging it from all admixture of foreign elements inconsistent with its unity and purity. Prior to the Jansenist controversy, there lived side by side in the minds and writings of many holy persons principles of piety and asceticism really, though unobservedly, antagonistic to one another. It was that controversy which first called for their careful scrutiny and assortment ; and showed that many of them were logically based on a mis- apprehension of the relation of nature to grace, and on the false supposition of an entire and fatal divorce between them. The clear expression of the mind of Catholic Christianity as to Jansenistic principles was but the signal, so to say, for the eradication of the tares. The work of their detec- tion and severance from the wheat, lurking as they do in the most unsuspected quarters, is a delicate vii! PREFACS. and tedious operation still far from its completion. For in the other extreme, there is current outside the Church a low humanistic conception of Christ, which uses and thereby renders suspect the very words and phrases of Catholic truth. We have, therefore, to steer a difficult course. Still, much as these meditations and reflections insist on the humanness of Christ and His Church, no one will be likely to find fault with them as neglecting to give due emphasis to the Divinity of our Saviour and to the mystical aspect of the Catholic Church. "And how am I to use this book?" one may ask ; " in what order shall I take the meditations ? " In any order whatever. They only pretend to furnish raw material for thought, and in no way to prescribe method or order. Those who desire to have the preludes, colloquies, acts of the practical understanding and of the will, fixed for them, will find plenty of excellent books more suited to their needs than this, which is directed to another need. For they aim rather at guiding the stream of our thoughts and affections in an orderly way and to a definite end ; whereas it is the purpose of this little book to set the stream flowing where, for one reason or another, it has run dry. G.T. March 7, 1897. NOVA ET VETERA. I. REMEMBERING CHRIST. Jesu dulcis memoria, dans vera cordi gaudia. " Sweet is the remembrance of Jesus, giving true joy to the heart." Love or charity is that joy which the heart derives from the contemplation of what is lovely or fair. There is no substantial difference between the beatitude of the saints on earth and in Heaven. This joy is to see God as He is — videhimus eum sicuti est; a contemplation of God under the aspect of His goodness, beauty, and truth. We may truly say that charity is knowledge, the gustus or appreciation of the lovableness and beauty of Christ. He is the Summum Bonum — " the Sovereign Excellence ; " that Fulcrum, quod visum placet — "that Beauty whose Vision is joy." Though not to all, but only to the little ones, does He reveal Himself. Natural wit or science cannot reveal Him. He must reveal Himself. There is the dry, barren knowledge of a violet which the soulless botanist can attain to : and there is the joy-inspiring sense of its beauty which the child or the poet B THE PRESENCE OF CHRIST. experiences. It is the lingering memory, the con- templative pondering on the beauties of the Spouse that sets the soul aglow with passionate love. Such remembrance is " sweet " to those who taste Him with a mind taught by the Holy Spirit " to relish what is right." Gustate et videte — " Taste and see." Dans vera cordi gaudia. There is the false joy of pride and self-satisfaction arising from continual self - remembrance and self- contemplation, — the "fool's paradise," in which we dream our dream and hold it true; and there is a bitter sadness where there is a full sense of one's own smallness, and life's unmeaningness. And there is the true joy which springs from the remembrance of Him whose infinite fulness is the complement of our infinite emptiness ; who made us nothing in our- selves that we might be everything in Him. II. THE PRESENCE OF CHRIST. Sed super mel et omnia, ejus dulcis praesentia. "But sweeter than honey, His presence." If there is sweetness in the merely imagined or remem- bered presence of the Beloved, much more in the Real Presence. But what is the special gain of presence, seeing that His beauty and lovableness may absolutely be contemplated by memory as well as by sight ? This seems ultimate and incapable of analysis ; unless it be that beauty, like all possibles, is altogether ordered to realization — good to be actualized or realized ; good, if only it were ; and it THE PRESENCE OF CHRIST. pleases, as possible, only with a derivative and depen- dent pleasure. Yet this does not touch the case where the beauty is known, not merely as a possible, but as actual, though absent. Is it not that its actuality, which is its crown, must also be contem- plated and not merely remembered or inferred ; or is it that a sense of physical nearness satisfies the unitive appetite of love, which desires oneness in every possible order, and that locaHzed beings seek local presence ? Qui amat intelligit — " He who loves knows." Bernard never asked why ; but spoke as every lover has spoken, and felt as every lover has felt, and as God the Lover of all, when He says : " My delight is to he with the children of men." " Father, I will that those whom Thou hast given Me should be with Me;" or when He was made Flesh and pitched His tent among us in the mysteries of the Incarnation and the Eucharist, and became Emmanuel — God with us; or pledged Himself to dwell in our very heart and flesh, together with the Father and the Holy Spirit : " We will come and make our abode with Him." Cor meum et caro mea exultaverunt in Deum vivum — " My heart and my flesh rejoiced in the Living God." In the contemplation, therefore, first of His beauty and goodness, then of His Real Presence, our soul finds its highest joy, and is most perfectly united to Him by charity. THE PENITENTS HOPE III. THE penitent's HOPE. Jesu, spes poenitentibus. "Jesu, hope of the penitent." The "friend of publicans and sinners " drawing all to Himself; . veiling His justice in the cloud of mercy, sent for the salvation of the lost, to call, not the just, but sinners ; in no wise casting out those who come to Him burdened and labouring; the Lamb of God taking upon Himself the sins of the world. Sinners feel no need of hope and encouragement, except so far as they are penitent, sorrowful, fearful, and downcast : to such the Baptist, that great minister of penance, cries out : Ecce, Agnus Dei, ecce qui tollit peccatum mundi — " Behold the Lamb of God, who taketh away the sins of the world." IV. CHRIST AND THE SUPPLIANT. Quam pius es petentibus. " How pitiful to those that pray " " More willing to hear than we to pray, and wont to give more than either we ask or deserve; " pitiful to all who ask, even when they ask unseasonably or ask amiss, and He denies their request. Pitiful, when He seems silent and austere and suffers us to clamour after Him in vain, that we asking more largely, He may give more liberally. Pitiful, when in our folly we ask, not for the Bread of Life, or THE TREASURE SOUGHT. the Fish, but for a stone or a scorpion. Pitiful, when He refuses to promise us an unearned seat in His Kingdom ; but pledges us instead a share in His chalice and His baptism of blood. Pitiful, as He would have us be, when He says, " Give to him who asketh of thee, and from him that would borrow of thee turn thou not away." " Freely ye have received, freely give," " good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over." THE TREASURE SOUGHT. Quam bonus te quserentibus. " How good to those who look for Thee." Many seek His gifts and graces; few seek Himself, the Grace of graces. " What reward wilt thou have ? " He asks of Aquinas. " None, but Thyself, Lord." Dilectus mens mihi et ego illi — " My beloved for me, and I for Him." He has promised that none shall seek vainly Him who came to seek and to save them. Quarite et invenietis — " Seek and ye shall find." But how? "If with all your hearts you seek Me, ye shall surely find Me ; " i.e., if we seek Him as the necessary and all-sufficient Good ; or as the Magi sought Him, not for their own sakes, but for His ; not to get, but to give ; not to be honoured by Him, but to adore Him. Quam bonus ! How good to the half-fearful disciples who followed Him shyly, when He turned round to encourage them : " What seek ye?" -'Master," they say, "where dwellest Thou ? " It was He they sought. Venite et videte — THE TREASURE FOUND. "Come and see;" and they abode with Him that day. How good to her who sought His Sacred Body in the early morning before it was yet day, for " they that seek Him early shall find Him." " Woman, why weepest thou, whom seekest thou ? " " They have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid Him." "Maria!" " Rabboni." Quam bonus te qucerentibus. VI. THE TREASURE FOUND. Sed quid invenientibus ? "But what art Thou to those that find?" Invent, quern diligit anima mea, tenebo nee dimittam — " I have found Him whom my soul loveth, I will hold Him and will not let Him go." Qui invenit me, invenit vitam — " He that findeth Me, findeth hfe." This is that treasure hid in the field which when a man hath found, pm gaudio illius, vadit et vendit omnia—" for joy thereof he goeth and selleth all." It is hid to all eyes — oculus nan vidit — "for eye hath not seen it " — save to those which God has opened : Aperi oculos meos et considerabo mirabilia de lege tua — " Open my eyes and I shall see the wonders of Thy law." For our eyes are holden so that we are blind to our treasure when it is often close to our hand. We walk with Him in the way, and converse with Him, and gaze in His face, and all the while beheve Him far away. We seek the living among the dead. CHRIST'S VISITS. VII. CHRIST'S VISITS. Quando cor nostrum visitas, Tunc lucet ei Veritas, Mundi vilescit vanitas, Et intus fervet caritas. " When Thou dost visit our heart." Christ, " the Shepherd and Bishop of our souls," makes His periodic visitation of our hearts in times of light and consolation. It is not always visitation-time, yet the effects of each visitation are to carry us on to the next. So Ignatius bids us remember that we may not waste such precious moments basking in the sunshine which is given us, not for present enjoyment, but for future use. As of old, God from time to time "visited His people" through His prophets, so He comes to our soul from time to time. Tunc lucet ei Veritas — " Then Thy truth shines therein." This is the first effect of His visitation. Scrutabitur Jerusalem lucernis, illuminabit abscondita tenehrarum, et revelabit consilia cordium — " He will search out Jerusalem with torches, and bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will reveal the secrets of hearts." He lightens the darkest corners of our heart ; shows us our most secret motives ; holds up to us a truthful mirror from which we cannot turn our gaze ; humiliating though the contemplation be. For we need now and then to be disillusioned about ourselves, to be purged from the poison of self-contentment by the bitter hyssop of self-knowledge. Mundi vilescit vanitas — THE SOUL, AS A VINE. "The empty world grows contemptible." This is the second effect of Divine visitation ; in the dim light many a shadow seems real and substantial ; a painted Jezebel looks young and fair. But daylight discloses the hollowness and unreality of such beliefs. Living in the world, we cannot so withstand the effect of universal example as not gradually to become more impressed with its importance; less alive to the unseen, true, and only realities. The same inward light that shows us ourself, shows us the world as it is, not as it seems. Et intus fervet caritas — " And love glows within." But all would be to no end did it not also show us the King in His beauty and lovableness. Indeed, He, so seen, is the light in which self and the world are revealed in their ghastly nothingness. It would be a deso- lating and bitter knowledge did it stop short of this, which sweetens and consoles. VIII. THE SOUL, AS A VINE. Repleti fructu justitiae. " Being filled with the fruits of justice which are through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God."^ The fruits of justice are "love, joy, peace, ' &c. They are the outcome of grace or justice turned to good account, not stopping short with the foliage of good words and pious conversation — " Though I speak with tongues of angels and have not charity," &c.; " Let us not love in word or in tongue » PhiUpp. i FAITH AND PRACTICE. [only], but in deed." Nor again, stopping short at the blossom of good desires and velleities, which are, so to say, good works in promise, and inchoatively. " Through Jesus Christ ." He is the gardener of the Householder who has taken my soul as a wild vine and set it in the richest soil and sunniest corner of His vineyard, and watered it with the dews of actual graces from above, and from below with the streams of living water beside which it is planted ; and has digged round the roots by sorrows and humiliations designed to soften and loosen the affections ; and has pruned and trained the branches in lateribus domus sues — " over the walls of his house," "to the praise and glory of God," i.e., of the Householder and Lord of the vineyard ; that He may glory in this tree which by its fertility does credit to Him and His care ; that He may not be disgraced by it and say, " Cut it down, why cumbereth it the ground ? " IX. FAITH AND PRACTICE. Qui autem faclt veritatem venit ad lucem. Faith, in those who have faith, does not vary directly with evidence, but, as Aquinas teaches,* according to the Divine lumen fidei whereby the believableness stands out more brightly and clearly to one than to another. Even in the natural order, given equal knowledge of the proximate future, one man's foresight is clearer, stronger, more efficacious than another's. Children and savages are little > C. Gent. iii. 38. to THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD. affected by what they know mentally ; but much, by what they see or imagine vividly, i.e., they fall short of human strength and dignity in this respect. In an age and country of faith the imagination is much helped by externals and by the publicity of religion, which is sensibly felt on all sides. Even when practice is dropped, faith will remain in an individual so environed ; for it is not tempted by opposition, it is supported by the imagination, and costs nothing. But here and now it is all other- wise, and faith does not long survive charity. Even for ourselves the impossibility of picturing the other world when once we find that our childish imaginings were but symbolic, makes it very unreal and so fai ineffectual as a stimulus to action. But in proportion as we act up to our knowledge it becomes real to us. We thereby embody it in conduct, as a noumenal cause is bodied in its phenomenal effect. This principle is at the root of the power exerted on us and on our faith by the lives and examples of believers. X. THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD. Erat Lux Vera quae illuminat omnem hominem. " He was in the world, and the world was made by Him, and the world knew Him not " may be well applied to the world of intellect and knowledge, which is the highest creation of the True Light. He is in that world creating and causing all that there is in it of light and truth ; and yet when He comes to it from without as a Teacher, and as the Truth HELP FROM THE MOUNTAINS. taught, it receives Him not : Hie est heres, it says, venite occidamtis eum et hereditas erit nostra — " Here is the Heir : let us slay Him, and the heritage will be our own." Men want to have their reason for their own heritage ; they will not have this Man to reign over them. XI. HELP FROM THE MOUNTAINS. Levavi oculos meos In monies unde veniet auxilium. " I have raised up my eyes to the mountains whence cometh my help " — (i) to the Mount of the Beatitudes for light in the midst of darkness, from Him who is the Way and the Truth, whose " word is a light to my feet and a lamp to my path ; " (2) to the Mount of Thabor, for hope in discouragement ; hope in the " glory that is to be revealed " beside which the sufferings before me are light, momentary, and not worthy to be considered ; for if we suffer with Him, we shall also reign — "it is good for us to be here ; " (3) to the Mount of Olives, in temptation, to the High Priest " touched with feeling for our infirmities," "tempted in all as we are," "tasting the weakness of the flesh," and overcoming it by the willingness of the spirit "resisting even unto blood" in His agony and conflict; (4) to Mount Calvary for pardon and forgiveness when I have fallen ; or when in terror for the sinful past, to the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world -, (5) to the Mystical Mount Zion whither He has ascended to the right hand of God to plead His wounds for me " ever living to make intercession," ti HEAVEN AND BARTIt. and to shower down in torrents upon the thirsty earth the living water that springs from the five "wells of the Saviour." XII. HEAVEN AND EARTH. Auxilium meum a domino qui fecit coelum et terram. " My help is from the Lord who has made heaven and earth ; " (i) not as though I were nearly self- sufficient, needing but a supplement here and there ; now and then; nor as though God and I were fellow-workers on a footing of equality ; nor as though God, being chief labourer, needed me to aid Him in occasional straits ; but because my helper is my Maker, who works in me every good wish or good deed ; whom of myself I can only hinder, and can help only by not hindering; (2) "Who made heaven and earth," and therefore rules them in all things; from whom all power is derived. "Thou wouldst have no power against Me were it not given thee from on high." By whose sole permission, for whose sole glory all that befalls me is ordained. He has made heaven ; though He is heaven, and He is not made. He has made Himself our heaven by offering Himself to us as our reward — " I will be thy exceeding great reward." He who has given the end, shall He not give the means ? He who has given Himself, " shall He not freely give us all things?" (3) "He has made heaven and earth," heaven first in the order of intention; and earth, whose sole end is to be subservient to Heaven. DIVINE WATCHFULNESS. 13 (4) " Heaven is My throne and earth is My footstool." Heaven, the place where He dwells in His fulness, and satiates the Blessed with His presence ; earth, where He is but visible as to His feet, in those who represent Him to us, the last and lowest members of His Mystical Body. Thus when ascending to His throne, He is said to have left the vestiges of His feet on Olivet. And again, in every creature we see some vestige or footprint of the Creator. But m Heaven alone, shall He Himself be seen "as He is." Agam, heaven and earth, throne and footstool, are one, being linked by Him who rests on both- Christ is Jacob's ladder connecting earth and heaven, by which angels ascend and descend, and the commerce, broken off by sin, is renewed. Finally, He has made heaven and earth ; for heaven is the spiritual man, " the second Adam from heaven, heavenly ; " born of the spirit, and spiritual : earth, is the natural man, " the first Adam ; of the earth, earthy;" born of the flesh, and fleshly. Yet, He has made both ; each in its order " very good " and He has wedded them together and said, Crescite et muUiplicamini — " Increase and multiply." XIII. DIVINE WATCHFULNESS. Non det in commotionem pedem tuum. " He will not suffer thy foot to sHp ; " for we are walking, as it were, in dim light over a raging river on stepping - stones ; or picking our steps from tussock to tussock, through a 14 DIVINE WATCHFULNESS. treacherous quagmire. And which of us can be ever so continuously watchful over every step as to escape destruction ? There are times when we look back on past hair-breadth escapes, and the seeming chancefulness of our safety ; and feel that perseverance for a day, let alone for a lifetime, is impossible. Then, we must remember that there is another watching our footsteps more anxiously than ourselves, of whom it is said : " He that is thy guardian will not slumber : " i.e., will not for a moment blink, or take His eyes off us : though we should take our eyes off Him, and " slumber and sleep " and forget Him, through fault or through frailty. It is not enough to remember the presence of God if we forget that it is the presence of One whose attention and observation is concentrated on us, scrutans renes et corda — " searching our inmost heart." He is the Watchman who by night watches the Israel of our soul. " Unless the Lord keep the city, the watchman watcheth in vain." He is the nurse and faithful spouse of the soul who sits with us through the long night of our delirium, when others lie dreaming and heedless. He is the Father who watches the footsteps of the wandering prodigal and sees him when yet a long way off. He it is who seems to slumber within us when the frail vessel of our soul is storm-tossed and water-logged, but whom in their fury, no less than in their calm, the winds and seas obey. " Behold, He that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor slf-ep." MAGNIFICAT. ij XIV. MAGNIFICAT. Ecce enim ex hoc beatam me dicent omnes generationes. " For behold from henceforth all generations shall call me Blessed : for He that is mighty hath done great things for me." Mary's humility is not blind to her great gifts, Fecit mihi magna — " He hath done great things for me ; " and beatam me dicent — "they shall call me Blessed." But they were God's doing and the fruits of His blessing. She lifts her eyes and looks into future ages and sees every altar, shrine, picture, well ; every church and sanctuary where she, the little maid of Nazareth, shall be set up and worshipped and loved, blessed among women, blessed of all times and nations. She hears Gabriel's Ave re-echoed a million times daily, age after age, " to the last syllable of recorded time; " and then on, into eternity, when the ora pro nobis shall have been forgotten together with the remembrance of sin and sorrow, and the troubled dream of mortal life ; and when saints and angels will mingle Ave, gratia plena into the harmony of their unending Tersanctus. And she hears Salve Regina and Ave maris stella, Regina Cceli and the Litany of Loreto, and Bernard's Memorare, and the undying rhythm of the Holy Rosary, the fifteen Mysteries, and the Seven Sorrows — all this she sees and hears when, inspired by the Holy Ghost, she cries : " Behold from henceforth all generations shall call me Blessed " — Blessed, not as the primal l6 EXAMPLE OF THE SAINTS. source, but as the recipient of blessings — " for He that is mighty hath done great things for me and Holy is His Name." Et misericordia ejus a progenie in progenies, timentibus eum — " And His mercy is towards them that fear Him ; " for, the proud and unbelieving who do not fear His wrath, feel no need to cry for mercy. Our very fear is the most effectual appeal for pity; as when a little dog crouches in abject terror at our feet and disarms our anger. XV. EXAMPLE OF THE SAINTS. Spiritus quidem promptus est, caro autem infirma. (Collect for St. Callistus.) " O God, who seest how through weakness we fall away," Apart from our sins of malice, our infirmities tend continually to weaken charity and separate us from God. Spiritus promptus, caro infirma — "The spirit is ready, but the flesh weak." There is nothing sustained in our love, which now and then flames up and forth- with begins to dwindle. Repeated experience of this tends to discourage us by a conviction of our own fickleness. But if we know it, God knows and sees it too, " who remembers that we are but dust ; " "all flesh is grass, and its glory," its fervour, its aspirations, " are as the flowers of the field. The grass withereth, the flower fadeth." "Mercifully restore us to our love of Thee." "If we confess our sins," if we frankly acknow- ledge our fault, He will have mercy, and restore us not only to our former love, but to a greater. For GOD IN MAN. 17 by such relapses and renewals we progress like the incoming tide. Our hearts are in God's hand ; He alone can make us sorrow for coldness and wish for restoration ; and this very wish is an earnest that He is ready to fulfil it if we do not resist. " By the example of Thy saints." God uses the ministry of creatures for our conversion, which thereby become graces and sacraments in His hands. The love of a Paul, an Augustine, a Bernard, a Francis, may be, through His grace, the means to rouse us to wonder what it was they saw that we do not see ; to long to enter into their peace and serene joy. For this is even natural, as when we see one rapt in the reading of a book whose meaning is to us incomprehensible ; or at least uninteresting. Converte nos Deus Salutaris noster et averts iram tuam a nobis — " Convert us, O God our Saviour, and turn away Thy anger from us." XVI. GOD IN MAN. Diliges proximum tuum sicut teipsnm. If our direct end and happiness is to get to love God, and to unlove all that is distasteful to Him ; the love of our neighbour is but the same thing viewed on another facet. If amare et amari — "to love and to be loved " — expresses the deepest yearn- ing of the human soul, nothing should conduce more to our joy in life than this truest charity. " As thyself" is no equation, but an identity; God does not here implicitly bid us to love ourselves first and then our neighbour equally, but He says : " Die to C iS GOD IN MAN. thyself, forget thyself, and let thy neighbour take the place of self; " Non considerantes quce sua sunt, sed qucB aliomm — " Not considering our own things, but the things of others." When the virgin loves Christ as her Spouse, it does not mean that she has another spouse, but that He is to her as a spouse and infinitely more. Identified with others, we shall "rejoice with them that rejoice and weep with them that weep," as He did who came to minister to others and to give His Life as a ransom for many. " The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, therefore hath He sent me to preach the Gospel to the poor, to heal the broken-hearted ; to preach redemption to the captive and deliverance to the slaves, to pro- claim the acceptable year of the Lord." This is to " put on Christ ; " to sanctify ourselves ; to "praise, reverence, and serve God " in our neighbour, and "by so doing to save our souls." Nor does such charity grow without laborious exercise. We must begin by services rendered from a sense of duty and with no sweetness. Then, since all love what they labour for — even as God loves the troublesome souls, or mothers their crippled children, or scrapegrace, thankless sons — love will waken in our heart ; and habit will make easy and pleasant the movements which were stiff and jarring, while the rust of self lay thick on our affections. Such charity means the extirpation of all carnal and sensual and worldly love from the soul ; and the less we distinguish it from the love of Christ our Saviour, the better. When we look on our crucifix we should see through and beyond to the wounds of Christ's Mystical GODS BOUNTY. 19 Body; and when we look on human suffering, sorrow, weakness; we should see therein Christ crucified. XVII. god's bounty. Oculi omnium in te sperant Domine. " The eyes of all look to Thee, O Lord," like the anxious eyes of a dog waiting to be fed by the scraps from his master's table ; yet not presuming to snatch. Et tu das escam illorum in tempore opportuno — " And Thou feedest them at the right time," for the dog does not know the tempus opportunum — "the opportune moment," as his master does, but is continually on the strain not to miss it when it arrives. So we should abide God's own good time, who gives us the hunger no less than the food. Si tardaverit expecta eum — " If He tarry, wait for Him." Aperis tu manum tuam — "Thou openest Thy hand." God's open-handed- ness towards us contrasts with our close-fistedness towards Him and His. " He fills," to overflowing, " the hungry with good things ; " " good measure pressed down running over." He fills every living thing with abundance ; much more those that live the life of grace with the Bread of Life. XVIII. THE PROOF OF GOD'S WORD. Ignitum eloquium tuum vehementer. " Thy word is tried exceedingly as in the fire." The true doctrine of life is that which will " console 20 THE ATTRACTIVENESS OF CHRIST. US in our lowness" — Hcec me consolata est in humilitate mea, which will go with us " through fire and water and lead us to refreshment." Where is the philosophy, outside that of the Man of Sorrow, which has " good news for the poor," the maimed, the halt, and the blind. HcBc me consolata est in humilitate mea; and, "therefore, Thy servant loveth it." XIX. THE ATTRACTIVENESS OF CHRIST. Ecce totus mundus post eum abit. " Lo, the whole world is going after Him," which is true, not of all men, but " of all sorts and conditions of men ; " old and young; male and female, Jew and Greek, ancient and modern, &c.; every form and variety of humanity finds its aspirations and ideals realized in Him who is " the Man " — par excellence. None other has ever been so "run after:" Speciosus forma prce filiis hominum — " Fair to behold, beyond the sons of men ; " albeit those who run, are weighted with the cross before they can follow Him. And that other greater world which runs not, stands amazed, and says : " Lo, the whole world is gone after Him! " for "darkness has blinded their eyes" to the " King in His beauty." Non est species ei, they say, neque decor, et cum vidimus eum non desideravimus — " He has no beauty nor comeliness. We have seen Him, and see nothing to desire about Him." " But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things and need not that any man GIVING TO THE POOR. 21 should teach you." He has anointed our eyes that we may see Him "as He is," and healed our fevered palate to " taste and see." His Name is as fragrant spikenard poured out, whose odour iiUs the whole world. Trahe me post te, in odorem curremus unguen- torum tuorum — " Draw me after Thee, that I may run in the wake of Thy unguents." XX. GIVING TO THE POOR. Abiit tristis, " He went away sorrowful." It is as making us selfish and indifferent to those who have not, that possessions are an impediment to salvation. Hence it is not enough to sell all, unless we give all to the poor, and follow Him who is the Friend and Servant of the poor; so that having given them our possessions we should then give them ourselves. Non qucero donum tuum, they say to us by the mouth of the Poor Man, sed te — "I seek not your gifts, but yourself." How hard for those who have riches, talents, influence, friends, precious boxes of spikenard, to enter in the Kingdom of Heaven. The news that all these gifts are not for themselves but for others, sends them away sad ; and sadder as their possessions are greater. Blessed is He of whom it is written : dispersit, dedit pauperibus — " He hath scattered His gifts to the poor," and blessed are those who rise up, leave all, and follow Him; and make a great banquet for Him and for His friends, the publicans and sinners. ST. ANDREW. XXI. ST. ANDREW. O Bona Crux ! quae decorem ex membris Domini suscepistl. " O good Cross, which hast won beauty from the touch of God's limbs." As the garments and belongings of the saints become relics worthy of veneration, so all that Christ used, or even touched, became full of quasi-sacramental virtue: poverty, labour, sorrow, and shame, or in one word, the cross. Qucs decorem ex membris Domini suscepisti. Electa digno stipite, tam sancta membra tangere. We forget that the cross was to the ears of Jew and Greek what the gallows is to ours, a word of infamous association. How lovable then must He be whose love could make so lovable, a thought so unlovely ! Who could make St. Andrew cry out : " O cross, long desired, tenderly loved, cease- lessly sought, and at last made ready for my thirsting soul." " Take me from among men, and restore me to my Master." Such is the aspect of death to the saints. Mori lucrum — " Death is gain." It is true also of that death, "precious in the sight of the Lord," by which the saints die daily, which lifts them up above earth, nearer to Heaven ; takes their erring heart from all base affection, and restores it to its Master who made it for Himself. Each cross or sorrow is a step in Jacob's ladder. And yet when so lifted up they draw all men to themselves, and thereby to Christ ; and being themselves nearer to God, they NIGHT AND DAY. as are truer mediators between God and man. It was the tasting of death and sorrow that made Christ a compassionate and sympathetic High Priest. " May He through Thee receive me, who through Thee redeemed me." Through His Cross alone, and in union with it, do our crosses save us, — all making one mystical body of suffering, whereof Christ's suffering is the head, and our sufferings the members; just as there is a mystical body of prayer and of praise and of grace and of glory, whose head and plenitude is hidden with Christ in God; whose members and branches are still growing day by day towards the fulness of perfection predestined from eternity, " Filling up in our body what is wanting." Peter and Andrew, the two first called, were both crucified. Hcbc est vera fraternitas — "This indeed is the real brotherhood," for the true sheep of Christ are branded with the sign of the Cross, sj'mbolized by the cross in Baptism, traced tam in fronte, quam in corde, on the brow, that we may glory in the shame : on the heart, for it is not suffering, but sufferings loved and borne for His sake that mark us His. xxn. NIGHT AND DAY, Nox praecessit ; dies autem appropinquavit. " The night is past, the day is at hand, let us cast away the works of darkness and put on the armour of light." Night, the time of dreams and unrealities, when we are alone and unobserved of men ; a time of preparation for the day when light shows us 24 NIGHT AND DAY. surrounding realities, which before were veiled, and brings us into the converse of men and under their observation. " The things which appear are but temporal," but the hidden realities, which underlie appearances, are eternal. The only solid utility of life's dream, is as a preparation for the dies Domini — "the day of the Lord," which is to bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and to render to every man according to his works ; and " in the brightness of His coming," to dispel all the doubts and darknesses which make human life so full of sadness and mystery. " While the bridegroom tarried they all slumbered and slept." No healthy subject, none but a somnambulist would go abroad in the day in night-clothes. We are therefore to get ready to rise from sleep, to cast aside the works of darkness as a night-garment, and to clothe our- selves as those who "walk in the light even as He is in the light." Our works cover our natural nakedness and characterize us. In them and under them are we seen. All dreams, illusions, ambitions, attachments, which tie us to this unreal life, which make us believe in it, or which arise from our belief in it, are works of darkness. Surge qui dormis — " Rise, sleeper," lest the day come upon you suddenly, " as the lightning that shines from east to west," " as a thief in the night." " But put ye on the Lord Christ," for this is the " armour of light," the garment of those who walk as in the day. " Put ye on," i.e., be so united with Him, transformed into Him, that He may own us to be His, and may not be ashamed of our nakedness CHRIST, OUR SERVANT. 25 " before the angels of God." " Put ye on," not a "putting on," or pretence, or material following, but that true " imitation of Christ," which grows from an inward personal love of Him, and sympathy with His ideas and tastes. XXIII. CHRIST, OUR SERVANT. Filius hominis non venit ministrari, sed ministrare. "The Son of Man came not to be served," yet Mary and Joseph served Him ; and the devout women, and Martha, and Nicodemus, and others. Yet it was not for this, as for an end, that He came, " Lord and Master " though He was. It is no man's vocation to be served ; and if we are served, it is to free us, not for our own leisure, but for a fuller service of others. He came "to serve;" to kneel and wash the feet of sinful man, to be " an eye to the blind, a foot to the lame," to be a physician, a guide, a shepherd ; and when He had given His labour and all else, at last "to give His Life a ransom for many." If it is great love to die in the service of another, it is far greater directly to give one's life for the life of another. Ecce quomodo dilexit — " Behold how He loved us." 26 THE SECOND COMING. XXIV. THE SECOND COMING. Videbunt Filium hominis venientem in nubibus. " Then shall they see the Son of Man coming." He comes in two ways : as Redeemer, as Judge. He comes first in the obscurity and darkness of this life by secret inspirations, knockings, and warn- ings ; not forcing Himself on our wilfully averted gaze, yet found readily by those who watch for Him betimes, " who follow the star " with great joy ; anticipating them, waiting at their door in the dim morning of their conversion. But for many, His voice is first attended to in the final trumpet call ; He is first seen when He flashes forth to Judgment from the East. "Then (and not till then) shall they look upon Him whom they have pierced." Then shall He " come in power," with the ministers of might to force His way and to tread down His enemies with everlasting destruc- tion ; those, namely, who would not admit Him when He came in suppliant meekness to the door of their heart. Then shall He come " in Majesty," He who in the crib and on the Cross and on the altar, has emptied Himself of His glory, so that there is neither form nor comeliness about ■ Him, save to the anointed eyes of faith, or to the eyes of those who have seen Him transfigured even in the day of His earthly humiliation. THE HOLY NAME. ^^ XXV. THE HOLY NAME. Nil canitur suavius Auditur nil jucundins Nil cogitatur dulcius Quam Jesus, Dei Filius. "No smoother song." No rhythm runs more easily or sweetly ; no melody more simply ; no voice so rude or feeble, but finds it within its compass, without strain or effort. In ore mel mirificnm — " A wondrous honey to the lips," says Bernard, echoing David's Quam dulcia faucibus meis eloquia tua, super mel ori meo — " How sweet Thy words to my mouth, more than honey to the taste." From the abundance of a loving heart the mouth of the lover speaks of the beloved, naturally, easily, in season, unaggres- sively, as do the saints ; nothing forced, or stilted, or violent, or tasteless. " Nought more gladly heard." To hear of Him gladdens us; it is not a theme which wearies or palls. For when our affection is fixed on another, we lead others to speak of him by a thousand subtle little artifices. In aure duke canticum — "A sweet strain for the ear." Like some sweet, familiar song laden with the purest and best associations, which we ask to hear again and again. Yet it may be that, through the bad taste of the singer, we would rather miss the melody altogether than hear it ill- handled and profaned. " No sweeter thought." Cf. Jesu dulcedo cordium. It is the thought that banishes all bitterness, and 28 THE HOLY RELICS. uproots every radix amaritudinis ; the cure for pes- simism and cynicism with regard to ourselves and others, which makes us think gently, wisely, and, what comes to the same after all, justly of human nature, with its rents and wounds and weaknesses ; with its wonderful " obediential " capacities to be raised from nothing to everything ; from the mire of bestial degradation "to the right hand of the Majesty on high" crowned with glory and honour, "all things being put in subjection under its feet." The lower, the meaner, the more revolting, seem the depths to which humanity may and does sink ; the better we appreciate the genuflection at the Homo /actus est. XXVI. THE HOLY RELICS. Si quis mihi ministraverit honorificabit eum Pater meus. The Holy Relics speak to us of the honour which God Himself pays to His saints : Gloria hcec est omnibus Sanctis ejus — "This is the honour due to all His saints ; " and : " If any man serve Me, him will My Father honour, and We will come and make Our abode with him." The power of God's spirit seems to linger and brood over every fragment or relic of those whose death was " precious in the eyes of the Lord," every hair of whose head was named and numbered. If the King Himself so honours them, can it please Him that His subjects should neglect them so hghtly ? Again, these relics speak to us of the future resurrection and glorifi- cation of those bodies which were the shrines of THE HOLY RELICS. 29 grace, and of whose archetype it is said: "Thou wilt not suffer thy Holy One to see corruption," and therefore they remind us of the sacramental sanctity of Christian flesh and blood, never to be violated by any blot of unchastity under pain of sacrilege against the temple of the Holy Spirit. Lastly, they speak to us of the power of Christ which is to raise us from the dead, and to spiritualize our mortal clay, changing the body of our humiliation into the fashion of His glorious Body by that power whereby He is able to subdue all things unto Him- self. For to Him, as man, all power in Heaven and earth, over spirit and matter, is given, by whom, as God, " all things were made," in whom God in the beginning created Heaven and earth. As the winds and seas obey Him, so every power of nature ; even the strongest, the most dreaded, the most inevitable law of decay, destruction, and death. " When He shall have put all things under His feet," every rebel force, physical, spiritual, or moral, then " the last enemy that shall be destroyed is death." O mors ubi victoria tua? mors ubi stimulus tuus ? — " O death, where is thy sting ? " Through Christ its sting of reproach and shame has been taken away, since dying He has sanctified death, and ensured its final overthrow. Beati mortui qui in Domino moriuntur — " Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord." 30 THE SENSE OP SIN. XXVII. THE SENSE OF SIN. De profundis clamavi. " From the depths have I cried." Heaven and Hell, i.e. — Holiness, which raises us above the world and above ourselves, and Sin, which pulls us down and ties us to earth — are opposed as height and depth. Tu solus sanctus, tu solus altissimus — " Thou only art holy. Thou only art most high." Here David, out from the depths of his sinfulness, from beneath the " floods and billows that have gone over him," cries up, as to one too far removed to hear with the ears of justice, yet trusting that mercy will be less hard of hearing. " Let Thy ears be attentive," as though it would need some strain to catch so feeble and distant a sound. " Attentive " as their ears who listen with bated breath for a sign from one buried in some mine or cavern whom they seek to rescue. This Sense of our own lowness and distance from God makes our voice carry more surely than if we deemed ourselves within easy talking distance. In vocem deprecationis mece — " To the sound of my depreca- tion." Not supplication, but deprecation; — the prayer for deliverance from the justly merited punishments of God ; from the gathered thunder- storm of wrath ready to break over our head if we do not cry aloud to God to spare us. It is not a cry for pity as to a passer-by ; but a cry to an offended God to save us from Himself: Averte iram tuam a nobis — " Turn from us Thy anger." God's FEAR OF GOD'S SCRUTINY. 31 mercy is understood only when we consider the all-destroying force of the indignation which it fetters and restrains ; when we cower beneath the uplifted rod or tremble in the fierce glow of that " consuming fire." XXVIII. FEAR OF god's SCRUTINY. Si iniquitates observaveris Domine, Domine quis sustinebit. " If Thou, Lord, wilt search out faults, who can ever be saved ? " " Take this white robe," says the Church to us at our Baptism, "and see that thou carry it spotless before the tribunal of Christ." And yet after all she has done for us — even for the very best of us — after all her teaching, guidance, instruction ; after absolutions, and bless- ings, and Eucharists, and anointings ; the most she can say of us at the end, when the priest turns away from our grave with the final De profundis, is : Si iniquitates observaveris Domine, Domine quis susti- nebit. It is only through God's uncovenanted mercies that there is hope for us at all. " Enter not into judgment with Thy servant, O Lord," no, not even on the expressed terms of the New Covenant of mercy, " for in Thy sight shall no man living be justified." A microscope with a strong light will reveal roughnesses and rottennesses where weaker vision sees all smooth and sound. We may well distrust even our seeming innocence and wonder anxiously how our purest actions will appear in the brilliant white light of God's presence: 32 MARYS CROWN. Dies Domini revelabit — " God's day will disclose it." In manibus tuis sortes mecB; God meantime holds our lots hidden in His own hand. Were they in the hands of blind chance we might tremble, but in God's hands they are safer than in our own. " Into Thy hands, O Lord, I commend my spirit," the hands that made me and fashioned me ; that have sustained and borne me up ; that were nailed to the cross for me ; that have touched me and healed me ; in which my name is graven never to be obliterated, even were I to be lost for ever. XXIX. MARY'S CROWN. In capite ejus corona stellarum duodecim. " On her head a crown of twelve stars," that is, the choir of the twelve Apostles enthroned around Mary in Heaven, as of old they circled her about on the day of the Church's birth at Pentecost. They are, before all others, her crown, as St. Paul says of his spiritual children, " Ye are our joy and our crown." She has borne them in Christ Jesus; they are the choicest trophies of her tears and prayers ; of her sorrows and sufferings. And this, in proportion, is true of every soul, whether called or chosen. Each of us is called to be a star in Mary's crown. Let us not disappoint her of the jewel for which she has paid so great a price. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. 33 XXX. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. Ubi thesaurus, ibi cor. Collect : " O God, who didst wonderfully reveal to Blessed Margaret Mary the unsearchable treasures of Thy Sacred Heart." The grace of seeing the treasures of the Sacred Heart in such a light as will move us strongly, is not within our natural powers, but is a revelation kept from the wise and prudent and given to babes. It means seeing God as our Treasure, or Summum Bonum; seeing our happiness to consist in a personal absorbing love of Him in omnibus d super omnia — "in all and over all," who has so loved us. To " dwell continually in that same Heart " is to be there in thought and affection at all times, and to be " had in everlasting remembrance," by Christ our Lord. XXXI. BLESSED JOHN BAPTIST. Regnum coelorum vim patitur et violenti rapiunt illud. "A reed shaken by the wind," is he who is carried hither and thither by the fashions and speculations of the hour ; by the contrary impulses of universal human respect ; or by his subjective feelings, passions, and moods. " Clad in soft raiment," is the delicate, sensitive, enervated, effemi- nate type, so common among the cultured enemies of Christianity, the dilettanti humanist or philc- D 34 HOPE, NOT FRESVMFTIOH. sopher, whose taste is revolted by the hard-lined definitions of Catholicism ; its severer doctrines of Divine justice; its practice of mortification. Oppo- site to both types we have the Baptist dominated by a single idea, usque ad mortem — " even unto death," — a man of one love, and one work, and yet withal, so gentle, so humble, so tender, the " friend of the Bridegroom." XXXII. HOPE, NOT PRESUMPTION. Qui Mariam absolvisti Et latronem exaudisti, Mihi quoque spem dedisti. Qui Mariam absolvisti — " Thou who didst pardon Mary." While we derive hope from the freeness and fulness of Mary's pardon ; the rich and abundant graces showered upon her ; the height of contem- plative love to which she was raised from out of the mire of sensuality; still we must not forget the intensity of her sorrow ; the profusion of her tears ; the depth of her humility ; the sincerity and finality of her conversion. We must also remember that her sins were sins of frailty, not of malice, or un- mercifulness, or selfishness. Else perhaps she may be an occasion to us of presumption rather than of hope. Et latronem exaudisti — " And didst listen to the thief." Here too there was a free and instan- taneous pardon of one whose whole life, probably, was passed in sin or forgetfulness of God. Hodie : mecum — " To-day : with Me." But then, what humility 1 Nos digna factis recipimus — " We receive A CRY FOR MERCY. 35 the due of our deeds." What fear! Nonne et tu times Deum? — " Dost not thou fear God ? " What faith ! Domine, . . . in regnum tuum — " Lord, when Thou comest into Thy Kingdom." What con- fidence ! Memento mei — " Remember me." How many get the grace of dying on the cross beside our Saviour ? Here again there is ground for reasonable hope, but not for presumption or deferring repentance till death. Is there any instance on record of one being saved who trusted to a death-bed repentance ? Mihi quoque spem dedisti — " To me also Thou accordest a hope." If my faith, humility, fear, love, contrition, is so far behind theirs, what hope can I draw from their case ? This — that these graces and the grace of repentance is itself from God, and not refused to those that ask it. For to wish for it, and ask for it, is from God, who thereby shows Himself willing to finish what He has begun. " He that comes to Me, I will in no wise cast out," and " no man comes to Me except the Father draw him." XXXIII. A CRY FOR MERCY. Miserere mei Deus. " Have mercy upon me, O God." It is no cry to a pitiful onlooker for dehverance from an evil for which he can feel pity alone ; but a cry to one who is justly wroth with us, and whose hand is raised to strike. Sana animam meam — " Heal my soul," we cry, not as to a physician, but as to a destroyer who 36 A LILY MID THORNS. can spare as well as strike, quiapeccavi tihi — "because I have sinned against Thee." Miserere, as coming from the sinner, means parce — " spare us." This conception is obscured by the growing tendency to ascribe all moral evil to infirmity, and to deny malice and responsibility. XXXIV. A LILY MID THORNS. Sicut lilium inter spinas sic arnica mea inter iilias. " As a lily mid thorns, so my darling among the daughters of men," Mary's soul is a lily from the spotlessness of its purity, the fragrance of its charity, the grace and delicacy of its form. A lily hedged round with thorns, cruel and unsightly. For love of this lily the Son of God has entangled Himself amidst the thorns, mingling with "the sons of men, whose teeth are spears and arrows, and their tongue a sharp sword," that at length, rent and bleeding, He might grasp for Himself, if no other, at least this one full fruit of His Incarnation and Passion. And this in a measure is true of each single soul which by purity and charity, fair and fragrant, bears some distant semblance to the Immaculate, and may, through and with her, be culled and gathered into one bouquet of passion-flowers. It has been sought through thorns and briers, at the cost of piercing pain and copious blood-shedding. And further, if we regard the virtue of loving purity, and pure love as a lily which we ourselves should covet and apprehend, let us be sure that it can be SOWING IN TEARS. 37 reached only by those who will struggle forward to it through the thorns of difficulty, perplexity, and painful mortification: who grasp it with bleeding hands. And those who would preserve it when grasped, must hedge themselves round with thorns, with safeguards and precautions, with the thousand little weapons which, weak in themselves but strong in their multitude, keep the world, the flesh, and the devil at a safe distance. XXXV. SOWING IN TEARS. Qui seminant in lacrymis, in exultatione metent. " They that sow in tears shall reap in joy." The Son of Man is the Sower who, at His Incarnation and Nativity, went forth to sow the seed of the Word of God. And He sowed in tears, a Man of Sorrows and acquainted with grief. But at the end of the world He will send forth His angels to gather His elect from the four quarters of the earth, to reap and bind in sheaves the fruit of His tears ; and then He will return Home in joy and triumph, " bearing the sheaves in His bosom " — veniens veniet cum exulta- tione portans manipulos in sinu suo. In whatever work we do for God, whether our own sanctifica- tion or that of our neighbour, this law holds true. We sow in tears, in weakness, in discouragement, in pain, in adversity ; and what our tears might water in vain for ever, God in His own good season, often when hope is at its last gasp, fertilizes, blesses, fructifies with abundant and joyful increase. 38 OVERRULING PROVIDENCE. Thus what Blessed Monica sowed mid the rain of her tears, she reaped in the sunshine of great joy. The wounded, hfeless Body which Mary laid in the ground and watered with her tears, she received, glorified, into her bosom with the joy of Easter. The dead in Christ whom we have sown in tears, we shall reap in joy. He who has left father or mother, or lover, for Christ's sake, albeit with tears, shall receive an hundred-fold in this world and in the world to come life everlasting. XXXVI. OVERRULING PROVIDENCE. Ipsa me deduxerunt et adduxerunt. " Send forth Thy light and truth ; it is they that have led me and brought me to Thy Holy Mount and to Thy Tabernacle." It is they, and not I myself. Whether in the external history of my vocation, or the internal history of my spiritual training, I can do nothing, have done nothing but stand in my own light. It is almost in spite of myself that I find myself where I am, and what I am, such as I am. " All we like sheep have gone astray ; we have turned every one to his own way ; " for we have no power of self-guidance, errantes et vexati — "wandering and harassed." As one who drives sheep through the crowded mazes of a city must run before them and block this way and that; and almost force and frighten them into the right path ; so does the " Shepherd and Bishop of our souls" deal with our waywardness. We can look GOD WORKS QUIETLY. 39 back on the past and see how design has ruled everywhere : even when we felt most independent, most self-determining, we were but as clay in the hands of the potter. XXXVII. GOD WORKS QUIETLY. Post ignem, sibilus aurae tenuis. "God was not in the rushing wind," not in those reformers who force their way on by violence, sweeping all before them by the impetus of their self-will, uprooting rocks in their onward rush. Such winds may be His messengers of wrath, by per- mission rather than by mission — at least, so far as they have slipped the guiding rein, and carry on for self, what was begun for God. And "God was not in the earthquake," in those radicals who are so keen to see the rottennesses of the present system ; so blind to its strength ; who are zealous to pull down the old fabric before they have so much as planned the new ; who trust in logic and legislation rather than in affection and discipline : men who love the excitement of cataclysms, the thrill of a social upheaval, the shock of city crashing to the ground. And "God was not in the fire," in the heat of violent anger and animosity, "breathing forth threatenings and slaughter ; " in the controversial spirit of personal rancour and fierce indignation. Ira interdum movemur et zelum putamus — " Often we are stirred by anger and call it zeal." But at last there came sibilus aurce tenuis — "the whisper of a 40 FAITH, FIRE-TRIED. gentle breeze ; " and God was there; whose whisper- ing grace is so weak to all seeming, so easily resisted and turned aside, so quickly outclamoured and drowned by the tumult of passion ; and yet so powerful and subtle in its influence, winding its way quietly round every obstacle ; using every little chink and crevice as a door to the ear of our heart ; stealing in among us " in our midst when we know Him not ; " known to us only when perhaps He has vanished, and we remember " how our hearts burned within us while He yet spake with us on the way.'' We must do His work in His own way, whether it regard ourselves or others ; not rushing forward blindly to our goal ; nor shaking the foundations into ruin ere we have planned the new structure ; nor heating our soul with fierce, blinding indigna- tion against ourself or others ; for God is not in the hurricane; not in the earthquake; not in the fire; but in the whisper of the gentle breeze. XXXVIII. FAITH, FIRE-TRIEU. Suadeo tibi emere a me aurum ignitum, probatum. •' I urge thee to buy of Me gold, fire-tried and approved." Those vendors who force their wares on us are usually self-interested, looking to their own profit. God persuades us to buy, solely out of love for us ; for He longs to give, yet will not give gmtis or unasked. Hence He persuades us, He makes us want His wares and ask for them. " He is more willing to give, than we to pray," and His THE NATURE OF SIN. 4T first gift is to make us willing to pray. How does He persuade the Laodiceans ? By rebuking them lovingly, quos amo arguo et castigo — " Whom I love I rebuke and chasten ; " by showing them their state of delusion, in which, being poor, blind, and naked, they fancy themselves rich, and clear-sighted, and clad. Bonum mihi quia humiliasti me ut discam justi- ficationes tuas — " It is good for me that Thou hast humbled me that I might learn thy justifications." And what is the Aurum ignitum, this gold tried and approved by fire ? Faith, in its widest sense ; the faith that has been through the fire of temptations and come out pure and purged of its dross. We are, then, to pray not merely for faith, but for the perse- cutions and temptations by which faith is purified ; nay, we are to purchase this tried faith as the reward of merits and good works. Such a faith is God's richest gift. " Lord, increase our faith." XXXIX. THE NATURE OF SIN. Quoniam iniquitatem meam ego cognosco ; et peccatum meum contra me est semper. Tibi soli peccavi et malum coram te feci. " For I acknowledge my iniquity." We are willing enough to acknowledge our weakness, but not so willing to acknowledge our wilfulness. " The serpent beguiled me," we say, or "The woman whom Thou gavest me." God knows every excuse and allows for it ; so that we need never excuse ourselves before the all-knowing and all-just. It is our faults we must acknowledge, not our frailties. 42 THE NATURE OF Sm. Peccavi nimis mea culpa, mea culpa, mm maxima culpa, i.e., I did wrong and did it wilfully and inexcusably. " If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just, to forgive us our sins." It is not as a declaration or publication that sacramental con- fession is necessary for forgiveness ; but as an acknowledgment of guilt. It is impossible to forgive one, in the strict sense of the term, who excuses himself for the injury he has done us; or who does not acknowledge, at least inwardly, that he is. inexcusable. Peccatum meum contra me est semper — " My sin is always before me," i.e., he is haunted and dominated by the thought of his sin. Coepitflere ; he has entered on a life of weeping and penance. This peccavi colours every action, and gives it a reparative value. If our sins are always before us, God " will cast them behind His back; " if we continually remember them, God will forget them : " Their sins and iniquities will I remember no more." If we remember our debts, we shall forget our debtors; if we remember oiir debtors, God will remember our debts. A steady, unbroken gaze on our sinfulness and wilfulness, will provide us with a sombre background against which the mercy and loving kindness of God will shine out more brightly. The more one grows in intimacy with Christ, the deeper is the sense of sin and our regret that, even to some extent unwittingly, we should have offended Him, and must daily and hourly pain Him by our gross ways and ignorant inconsideration. Tibi soli peccavi — " Against Thee alone have I TRANSLATION OF THE HOLY HOUSE. 43 sinned." Sin is often an injury to our fellows, always an injury to ourselves ; in itself and in its undying effects it is a disturbance and source of further disturbance to that moral order, which is the chief and formal part of the universal order. It is humiliating, degrading, miserable. Yet all these ills vanish in comparison with the principal malice; namely, the injury to God, the contemptuous defiance of One so great, so powerful, so terrible in His wrath ; so infinitely good to all men and to me ; so evidently good in Himself. Malum coram tefeci — " I have wrought evil in Thy presence," i.e., in the very face of God, advertently, knowingly; in the very bosom of God, where He carries me, nourishes and cherishes me. Filios enutrivi et exaltavi et spreverunt me — " I have nurtured and reared up children who have scorned Me." Not in the thought of God's dead, passive presence, but of the all- attentive presence of One, cui omne cor patet, omnis voluntas loquitur et quern nullum latet secretum — "to whom each heart lies open ; each wish is eloquent ; each secret revealed," do we find a continual restraint for good. XL. TRANSLATION OF THE HOLY HOUSE. Domum tuam decet sanctitudo. Consecrated by the mystery of the Word made Flesh ; itself the tabernacle in which He dwelt among us with Mary His Mother and Joseph her spouse, what might not its walls tell us could they but 44 ST. LUCY. speak, and echo back to us Gabriel's Ave, and Mary's Fiat and the converse of those thirty years. In a far truer sense, however, was Mary herself the House of God consecrated by the indwelling of the Incarnate; as even we are each of us consecrated by every new access of grace, every Eucharist and sacrament. What has been the converse of our heart as compared with Mary's ? Should we wish it to be revealed ; or to be closed and sealed up for ever in silence ? Ne reminiscans — " Remember not, Lord, our offences." XLI. ST. LUCY. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. All are not able or called to minister to the richer adornment of God's visible sanctuaries. It suffices if they do not themselves defile them, and if they honour those whose privilege it is to beautify them. Nor are all able or called to adorn the sanctuary of God's spirit with the grace of virginity, though none shall defile that temple with impunity. It was this love and passion for the beauty of God's spiritual sanctuary (Domine dilexi decorem domus tucE et locum habitationis glorice tuce — " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy house and the dwelling-place of Thy glory "), which inspired St. Lucy with a love of virginity, such as compelled her to give away her dowry, and to refuse marriage at the risk of being denounced as a Christian. Is this faith in God's mystical indwelling, this admiration of chastity as ST. MARTIN. 45 in itself beautiful and befitting, the root of our care for holy purity, or is it rather with us a matter of blind duty and a fear of mortal sin without any sympathy with the motive of the law that binds us ? XLII. ST. MARTIN. Desiderium habens dissolvi et esse cum Christo ; scio quia manebo et permanebo vobis omnibus ad profectum vestrum. " Lord, if I am necessary for Thy people, for their sakes I do not refuse the labour." As he in vision beheld our Lord clothed with the garment bestowed upon one who had begged in His name ; so in the needs, weaknesses, and dangers of Christ's flock he by faith beheld Christ beseeching him not to desert Him but to help Him. Nor does he say "for Thy sake," but "for their sake," loving them not with a derived extrinsic love, but for that which they are in themselves, that which God has made them. " If I am necessary." Which of us is so necessary that God could not effect His purpose without us, or by more efficient instruments ? Yet love starves unless it can minister, and believe itself necessary to the beloved. Wherefore God has taken to Himself a mystical body full of needs ; He has made His extrinsic glory dependent on us, that we might be able to exercise oar love by service. For our sakes He makes us necessary to Himself, willing from each a service that He will take from no other. Non recmo laborem. " Better to be exiled with Thee on earth, than to possess Heaven without 46 The spirit Of gladness. Thee," says ^ Kempis; but Martin's place with Christ was already prepared in Heaven. " Better," he seems to say, " to wander with Thee on earth, than even to be with Thee in Heaven, if Thy people have need of me ; " better to be away from our Lord and to be with those whom He loves more than Himself, and to whom He has transferred all that debt of love we owe to Him. XLIII. THE SPIRIT OF GLADNESS. Gaudete in Domino semper ; et iterum dice, gaudete. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus. Gaudete in Domino semper — " Rejoice in the Lord always." Severe austerity and gloom, or a tiresome seriousness in those who make profession of greater piety, is a grave scandal to the young and buoyant and healthy-minded, who thus begin to regard Christ's yoke as onerous and depressing. There is no small charity in the gaiety of the saints, in all that makes religious life easier and brighter for others ; just as there is no small scandal or gain to the devil in any outward sadness which has the contrary effect. There is certainly no harm or hypocrisy in suppressing the appearances of inward trouble, heaviness, and depression, which we are in some degree subject to at times. The professional grumbler is often interesting at the moment, but the depressing after-effects more than counterbalance this slight advantage. Our likes and dislikes are much and foolishly intensified by sympathy. What THE SPIRIT OP GLADNPSS. 4> was bearable while we but noticed it ourselves, becomes unbearable when others have noticed it to us. There is of course a criticism which is but the outcome of a just judgment, and neither proceeds from, nor results in, any aversion or bitterness of heart ; and is compatible with the wise, kindly temper of a soul which, conscious of its own frailty, can " make allowance for us all ; " which is surprised at nothing, scandalized, embittered by nothing. Gaudete semper, need not therefore mean that blatant, silly praise of everybody and everything, which well- meaning ignorant people suppose to be a laudable sacrifice of common-sense, truth, and reason in the interests of charity. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus — " Let your restraint be manifest to all." Our joy is not unrestrained, but tempered by sorrow, and directed by charity. We rule it and are not to be ruled by it. So restrained and clipped, it strikes root deeper, and does not dissipate and expend itself faster than it grows, or lead to the violent reactions of those who give way to wild extravagances of hilarity. It is, therefore, quiet and, one might say, " well-bred," never unkind, or selfish, or inconsiderate; being chiefly for the sake of others, it draws and does not repel. \Ve like to feel that those who rejoice with us in our joy, would be the first to weep with us in our sorrow. 4? ST. STANtSLAVS. XLIV. ST. STANISLAUS. Properavit educere ilium de medio iniquitatum.. " God hastened to withdraw him from the midst of iniquity." " Hastened," as it were to the aid of one in imminent danger, ne malitia mutaret animam illius — " lest wickedness should alter his mind." Some would shrink from the suggestion that had Stanislaus lived, his fervour and childlike enthusiasm might have chilled and died away. And yet this is to misunderstand the grace of final perseverance, or death at an opportune moment. For any one to continue long in virtue, without grace, is not possible. Fascinatio enim nugacitatis obscurat bona et inconstantia concupiscentice transvertit sensum sine malitia — "The spell of trifles blinds us to the real good, and our inconstant affec- tions pervert the rectitude of our understanding ; " the judgment is bound to be blinded in no long time by the universal example of worldliness. Strive as we will, we must feel and think with the crowd ; and what to our calm solitary reason is mere nugacitas, or trifling, fascinates our imagination when prized, worshipped, and pursued by millions. And besides this, the fickleness of our affections and emotions forbids us to rely on the long continuance of our firmest resolves and most faultless innocence. Hence, not from any merit, but in His free goodness, quia placens erat Deo anima illius — " for that his soul was dear to God," He snatches that pure soul away from ST. STANISLAUS. 49 even the first touch of corruption, that He may have it faultless before Him, without sign of past rents closed up ; without the seams and scars of forgiven sins. Ne malitia mutaret intellectum ejus aut ne fictio deciperet animam illius, XLV. ST. STANISLAUS. Cani autem sunt sensus hominis, et setas senectutis vita immacnlata. " O God, who amongst the other miracles of Thy wisdom didst bestow the grace of matured sanctity upon tender youth." ^ A miracle, because wholly outside the ordinary laws and workings of grace, according to which sanctity increases gradually on the principle : habenti dabitur — " to him, that hath, shall be given " — in proportion, that is, to the use of graces already received. The offer of so great and heroic a love at so early an age, before one could possibly have climbed up to it by the ordinary methods, altogether un- usual. It is most untrue to say that we have all, even remotely, grace to be as St. Stanislaus. Even supposing perfect correspondence from the earliest dawn of reason, few would come anyway near to him in the longest lifetime. That we are only what we are, as compared with what we might be, is no doubt due to our want of perfect correspondence. So, for example, in point of mental excellence : genius, general or particular, is a gift which can be cultivated, or let run wild, or lie idle ; and one with 1 Collect for St, Stanislaus. r. 50 ST. STANISLAUS. less ability may use and cultivate it faithfully to its utmost capacity, yet he has not half so much to educate or draw out of himself as another. "Mature sanctity in early youth," ^ suggests a monstrosity rather than a miracle— an old head on young shoulders. Far be such horrors from the God of beauty and proportion. The sense is, that the liberality of God's grace can perfect love, in a moment, beyond all the results of protracted corres- pondence to ordinary graces ; as in the case of her who passed from many sins to much love at one glance from God's mercy. "Thou hast pierced my heart with one glance of Thine eyes." Conversus Dominus respexit Petrum — "The Lord turned and looked on Peter." " We may hasten to enter eternal rest." * As the Universal Church hastens to her rest by so much as she hastens to fill up the number of the elect, the fore- ordained measure of fruit to be gathered from the Tree of Life; similarly, each predestined soul can hasten or retard its entrance into rest, as it is eager or remiss in attaining the degree of sanctification requisite for its peculiar predestined place in Heaven. Yet for some the longest life is needed for the completion of their allotted task, being called to a greater fulness of merits. > Collect for St. Stanislaus. " Ibid. ST. STANISLAUS. 51 XLVI. ST. STANISLAUS. Et complexans eos, benedicebat eos. " He took them up in His arms and blessed them," can be applied to Stanislaus, not merely as a child in years, but as a child in heart ; gifted with that straightness and singleness of purpose, that absence of guile and duplicity, that faith of mind and pliability of will which facilitate God's mastery over us. Also, with that improvidence as to the future, that concentration on the present, that blind confidence in the power and good-will of others, which characterizes childhood. Wherefore God took him up in His arms and blessed him. Took him up above earth and nearer Heaven, even while yet on earth ! above harm and danger, as a -child who runs in terror to its mother's arms is lifted up to safety, altissimum posuisti refugium tuum, non accedet ad te malum — "Thou hast set Thy refuge very high so that evil cannot come nigh to Thee." Took him up, that He might embrace him and have him nearer to the Divine Heart. Took him up, that he might be carried forward swiftly and not lag behind and get lost, or, hand-led, totter along with slow uncertain steps, like most of us who so try the patience of God and hinder Him in His course. Took him up, as the good shepherd carries the lambs in his bosom, while he can only lead slowly and gently those that are with young. Took him up, finally, to His embrace in Heaven, that he might 52 PERSEVERANCE. behold the King in His beauty, not looking upward from below, but face to face, sicuti est. " My father and my mother have forsaken me, but the Lord hath taken me up." XLVII, PERSEVERANCE. Initio cognovi de testimoniis tnis. " From the beginning I have known about thy Testimonies." Some have known and loved God from the first ; others, with Augustine, must for ever lament : " Too late have I known Thee ! " Some can say: Spes mea a juventute mea — "Thou art my hope from my youth ; " others : Delicta juventutis mece et ignorantias meas ne memineris — " Remember not the sins of my youth and my ignorance." But all can pray, " unto old age and gray hairs, leave me not, neither forsake me." XLVIII. GOD, OUR FIRST JOY. Introibo ad altare Dei, ad Deum qui laetificat juventutem raeam. " I will go unto the altar of God, the joy of my youth." Ci. Dilexisti justitiam . . . propterea unxit te Deus, Deus tuus, oleo IcbUUcb prce con- sortibus tuis — "Thou hast loved justice, wherefore God hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness beyond all thy companions." The oil of gladness, that is, the superabundance of Divine love, the refreshing and fertilizing overflow of that river of ANXIETY. 53 living water of which it is said: Fluminis impetus Icstificat civitatem Dei. Here was the secret of the joyousness of a Stanislaus and many another,— a fountain of love in the heart " springing up into everlasting life." Even early death can be but a joy to one for whom it is an ascent to the altar of God, the source of all joy, XLIX. ANXIETY. In nihilo solliciti sitis. "Anxiety under no circumstances," excludes spiritual as well as temporal anxiety, and must be reconcilable with the precept of vigilance. Solicitude, therefore, is anxiety concerning what is out of our power, after we have used reasonable means for the best ; e.g., anxiety as to not only probable, but as to merely possible temptations ; as to the secrets of the future ; as to extraordinary graces. Here the improvident spirit of childhood is in place. Also, vigilance and care- fulness can be without worry and solicitude, which imply fear as to the results, a distrust of God's fidelity, and that perturbatio timoris — "or timorous agitation," which is so insulting to God, as though He were laying nets and chains for us ; or as if to keep from mortal sin were as difficult as to balance oneself on a tight-rope, where a moment's inadvert- ence may prove fatal. Spiritu principali confirma me — "Confirm me with a princely spirit," with worthy conceptions of God. 54 OUR LADY'S EXPECTATION. L. OUR lady's expectation. Magnlficate Domlnum mecum et exaltemus nomen ejus. " Magnify the Lord with me," she says, "and let us extol His Name together." If Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost and the babe in her womb leaped for joy at the advent of Mary, what must have been the inward exultation of Mary at the near advent of Jesus ? As a great joy draws nearer, our desire is agitated and intensified, and we are drawn towards it almost violently and with a sense of pain, seeking relief in fruition. " As the stag gasps for the water- springs, so my soul gasps for Thee, O God; my soul is athirst for God, the Strong, the Living, when shall I come and appear before the face of God ? " So the saints have watched for His coming, "as they that watch for the morning." Expectans expec- tavi Dominum — " I have waited and waited for the Lord," not with dread and awe as for a coming Judge whose sentence is yet doubtful, but with hope and impatience, longing to enter into His rest and to see Him as He is. " I long to die," says St. Paul. As Christ draws near with the day of our death, does our expectation get more impatient ? is it fear or hope that increases ? " The world received Him not,"' but the reception that Mary gave was more than He could have from a thousand worlds — a most abundant reparation and consolation. So those who expect with great longing His Eucharistic advents and receive Him warmly and reverentially, COD'S PEACE. 55 console Him for the neglect of those in whose midst He is unknown ; or if known, uncared for. LI. god's peace. Pax Dei quae exuperat omnem sensum castodiat cord* et intelli* gentias vestras. "The peace of God, which passes all under- standing, keep your hearts and minds." Opposite to solicitude and anxiety is this Pax Dei, which is, first of all, a condition for communion with God whose whispers can be heard only in the stillness of the soul. But when the heart is full of din, And doubt beside the portal waits, They can but listen at the gates, And hear the household jar within. Secondly, there is that positive peace which God makes by His Presence, which is God, or which God is ; for as He is subsistent Truth and Beauty, so also, subsistent Peace. Not the peace of lethargy, the slumber of nirvana, but of the highest activity, like the still, motionless, energizing of God, when the soul lays hold of God by clear vision and love, and steadies itself, mind and heart alike. Irrequietum cor nostrum — " Restless is our heart," says Augustine, until God has sunk to its very centre to give it ballast. So with the mind in regard to the chaotic problems of human life and history. With the dawning conception of God ; light, order, and peace are born, to grow and strengthen into perfect day. Custodiat corda et intelligentias vestras. There is 56 CHRIST, OUR SUN. the vacant peace of a heart that loves not, and of a mind that never ponders ; and there is the tumult of a heart torn by the conflict of a thousand vain, wild, disordered loves, and of a mind struggling in the brambles of inextricable confusions whose common underground root is unsuspected. And there is the peace of the heart whose many loves are gathered up and converge into one ; and of the mind whose problems fall into one, whose solution is faith in the goodness of God, in spite of all seeming. Qua exuperat omnem sensum — " Which passes all understanding." This is verified primarily of the peace in patria, but also in due measure of that peace in via — " which the world cannot give ; " for of that too, if we are to believe the saints, Nee lingua valet dicere . . . expertus potest credere, holds true : " Tongue cannot tell, experience alone teaches." To those who have never tasted it, its flavour is wholly unimaginable : Gustate et videte — "Taste and see for yourself." As the draw of a powerful magnet fixes the uncertain and fluctuating needle, so the draw that God, once tasted, exerts on the heart, brings all its sprawling, groping desires to converge upon Him steadily. LII. CHRIST, OUR SUN. O sol salutis intimis Jesu refulge cordibus I The prayer of the Samoyede sun-worshipper at dawn and sunset is, " When thou risest, I arise ; ATTACHMENTS. 57 when thou settest, I also sink." Compare Keble's "Sun of my soul, Thou Saviour dear; it is not night if Thou be near." So with the soul whose "life is hid with Christ in God, of whom His light and warmth is the very life." It rises when He lifts upon it the light of His countenance, and sinks into sadness when His face is turned away. Surge illuminare Jerusalem, quia venit lumen tuum, quia gloria Domini super te orta est — " Arise and be enlightened, O Jerusalem, for thy Light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee." LIIL . ATTACHMENTS. Funiculus triplex difficile rumpitur. In matters moral and spiritual one attends too little to the strength of an accumulation of indi- vidually insignificant and unnoticeable affections. Thus one feels an awe or a strong love in addressing an assembly whose single units affect one in no such way. Nor need we seek any further reason for the difference than the multiplication of slight effects into one accumulative sum total. So with the little attachments which may in the course of time fasten us to a place ; none of itself is inordinate or repre- hensible, or needing to be combated ; each holds us, as it were, by a single hair ; but the cumulus holds us like a hawser. The only cure for such a multiple attachment would be the breaking of each of its constituent fibres. But these are each ordinate, or may even err by defect and not by excess. Therefore 58 THE WEAK CHOSEN. the resulting tie is natural, and in no way culpable ; provided one be animo paratus to give the wrench when necessary and to endure the pain. LIV. THE WEAK CHOSEN. Virtus in infirmitate periicitur. Peter, the Rock, the firm one 1 Yet his natural character was warm, impulsive, and therefore un- stable, unreliable. Prudence, self-possession, and a certain emotional temperateness are the usual allies or conditions of steadfastness and constancy. But the work is more evidently divine as it approaches the perfect simplicity of creative energy which draws aliquid ex nihilo sui et subjecti — " some- thing out of nothing." " Hath not God chosen the weak things of this world ? " Suscitans a terra inopem et de stercore erigens pauperem ut collocet eum cum prin- cipibus populi sui — " Lifting the needy from the earth and the poor from the mire, to set him with princes; making the barren fruitful." And all this, that no flesh may glory in His sight. Nor is this in conflict with the truth that grace does not destroy, but perfects and supplements what is good in our natural character. LV. INCREDULITY. Nisi videro . . . non credam. In spite of the assigned reason for his scepticism based on the insufficiency of the motives, we find the actual source of St. Thomas' unwillingness to INCREDULITY. 59 believe, in a wounded self-love irritated at the (perhaps unfeelingly displayed) superiority of others who enjoyed a favour which he had missed ; whence an impulse to claim superiority in prudence and caution, and to throw ridicule on their credulity. In this he was aided by the natural rebellion of the imagination against anything hitherto unexperi- enced — a rebellion conquered only by experience which makes us realize what we may perhaps believe firmly enough. If ever any one " wished to believe," it was he ; but this very wish also con- tributed to make him hypercritical rather than credulous. It was too good to be true. So too the other Apostles had received the report of the holy women as deliramenta — "ravings." Our Saviour punishes him by giving him his own way when he would fain not have it ; by distrusting his trust. The very gentleness of the rebuke is incisive and severe, cutting to the very heart, and searching out its secret ulcer ruthlessly, and yet with an intent to heal. " Because thou hast seen Me, thou hast believed" — i.e., not that he could ever have faith in the fact now made visible and apparent, and removed from the realm of faith ; but that his faith in Christ as a Prophet, needed to be experimentally restored and confirmed. Blessed are they who trust Him for His own sake : Scio cui credidi — " I know whom I am trusting ; " and in the spirit of Peter's : Domine ad quern ibimus ? — " Lord, to whom shall we go ? " — even as we trust the word of those whom we love and worship without any experi- mental proof of their veracity. 6o SERVING IN FEAR. LVI. SERVING IN FEAR. Ut sine timore de manu inimicorum nostrorum liberati servia- mus illi. "That saved from our enemies we may serve Him without fear." Servite in timore, et exuUate cum tremore — " Serve God in fear and rejoice with trembling." " Work out your own salvation with fear and trembUng." Without fear indeed, so far as the enemies of our soul are concerned; namely, the powers of darkness, whose assaults are restrained and tempered to our strength by the guiding hand of God's supreme providence ; the world, of which it is said, " Fear not, I have overcome the world ; " our own frailty and change- ableness — the most frequent source of anxiety and fear — of which it is written : Non ego, sed gratia Dei mecum — " Not I, but God's grace in me," and Omnia possum in eo qui me confortat — " I can do all in Christ who strengthens me." What we have to fear is, before all, the just judgments of God ; first of all His proximate judgments in the present withdrawal of richer grace ; in the rod of temporal chastisement, trouble and affliction of body and soul ; and secondly, the torments of future punish- ments, temporal or everlasting. Without this fear we can have no true reverential love of God. If we do not feel His majesty and His wrath, we cannot feel His humihty and meekness ; or understand what a love that must be which brings the Almighty RETURtJING TO GOD. 61 down so low. That the fear of God's judgments is not only a preamble to love, but its outwork and safeguard, which can never be too strong, is the doctrine of St. Ignatius, in his meditation on Hell. Lastly, there is that fear which is but love under its reverential aspect; which follows it step by step; the craving for union, viewed as a dread of separa- tion ; the same aspiration which can be expressed as : Fac me tuts semper inhcerere mandatis — " Make me ever cling to Thy commandments," or as: A te nunquam separari permittas — " Never let me be separated from Thee." LVII. RETURNING TO GOD. Erravi sicut ovis quae periit : quaere servum tuum, quia mandata tua non sum oblitus. " I have strayed like a lost sheep ; seek me, for I remember Thy commandments." Erravi — "I have strayed : " no doubt, by following my own will and judgment in search of seemingly richer and better pasturage ; led on heedlessly from desire to desire, delusion to delusion, till I find myself abandoned wholly to my own guidance, yet knowing not where to turn : threatened not only with hunger and want, but with exposure to the attacks of ravening wolves. Silly as a sheep is, it is better fit to guide and protect itself than is the soul of man self-governed. Dominus regit me et nihil mihi deerit ; in loco pascuce ibi me collocavit — "The Lord shepherds me and I shall lack nothing ; He hath set Me in His pastures." 62 RETURNING TO GOD. Qucere servum tuum — " Seek Thy servant." If it can do nothing else, the sheep can at least bleat and cry aloud. But man cannot even, like the prodigal, "come to himself; " cannot feel his spiritual destitu- tion ; cannot send up a single cry for mercy, except aided by God's preventing grace. God must seek us, not only before we seek Him ; but before we can ask Him to seek us; or wish to seek Him. Tu enim prior excitasti me ut qucererem te — " Thou first didst stir me up to seek Thee." Nor is there in us merit, claim, or exigency that sends up a silent appeal to Him ; our only exigency is of punishment ; except it be the fact of our exceeding unworthiness, which will throw out the freedom of God's mercy into clearer view. Miserere mei ; sana animam meam, quia peccavi tibi — " Pity me and heal me just because I have sinned : my sinfulness is my merit." Quia mandata tua non sum oblitus — " For I have not forgotten Thy commands." Forgotten they were, with a wilful forgetfulness in the moment, when absorbed in present dreamings, I went astray : Such sleepy dulness in that instant weigh'd My senses down, when the true path I left ; but not perished and uprooted from memory so as to be beyond recovery. Even this lingering memory of past happiness was the work of grace lurking in my soul and solicitous for my salvation. " Coming to myself," I " remembered the days of old and thought upon the eternal years ; " I remembered " how many hired servants of my Father have bread in abundance and to spare, while I perish here with PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. 63 hunger;" I remembered the commandments of that loving Wisdom, whose " ways are ways of pleasant- ness and all her paths are peace ; " I remembered how it was with me in the days " when His light was over me and His lamp shone round my head." Yet I remembered, only because I was reminded ; and I was reminded, because He was crying out to me and seeking me, that I might cry to Him to seek me. LVIII. PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. Rogate quse ad pacem sunt Jerusalem. " Pray for the peace of the Church." We must love Holy Church first of all for the sake of her Divine Spouse, " who loved her and washed her in His Blood ; " who came from afar to seek her as His bride ; to toil for her as Jacob for Rachel ; who gave His Heart's Blood for her as He slept on the Cross; whose passionate love for her is the theme of the Canticles — the Divine epithalamium. " Her founda- tions are on the Holy Hills. The Lord loveth the gates of Sion above all the tabernacles of Jacob. Glorious things are spoken of Thee, Thou City of God." We must love her intelligently for her own intrinsic beauty, the King's daughter in comely array. Nigra sum sed formosa . . . idea dilexit me rex — " I am dark but beautiful, wherefore the King hath loved me." Lava ejus sub capite meo et dextra illius amplexabitur me — " His left hand is under my head and His right arm embraceth me." Finally, for our own sake we must love our spiritual mother ; 64 PRAYER FOR THE CHURCH. for all that she has been to us, done for us, given us. " If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, may my right hand forget her skill." Storm-tost as she is, beaten with winds and waves, all but lost at times, it is for us all to pull hard and labour in rowing ; or if we can do nothing else, to cry aloud : Domine, salva nos, perimus — " Lord, save us ; we perish." True it is, that His promise of victory stands firm; but this victory is promised through human labour and prayer; and most blessed are those who shall prove to have had the largest share in the final triumph. A hundantia diligentibus te — " They shall have abund- ance that love Thee." God gives various measures of grace, some more superabundant, others less. Diligentes me diligo — " I love those that love Me," before they love Me, and after; before, that they may love Me ; after, because they love Me — crowning My own work. If He loves those that love Him as represented in the last and least of His members ; much more those to whom He has given grace to love His Mystical Body in its entirety; to say: Domine dilexi decorem domus tuce et locum hahitationis glorice tuce — " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy home ; the shrine of Thy ■ glory," or, Zelus domus tuce comedit me — "Zeal for Thy Church hath devoured my heart." Date et dabitur — " Give and ye shall get " is His law, who gives us whence we can give, and the wish to give it. We gain more in praying for others than for ourselves; still more in praying for Holy Church; for which reason this work of charity ranks high for the obtaining of Indulgences. We should widen HELPING OTHERS 65 our hearts and interests, and fear nothing more than a narrow self-concentration. The very essence of selfishness lies in forgetting that we are parts o£ a whole, — nemo sibi vivit — " None lives for himself" — that- we are members of one mystical body ; that our work is subordinate, not paramount. LIX. HELPING OTHERS. Tu aliquando conversus confirma fratres. "And thou in thy turn confirm thy brethren." He must stand firm himself who would confirm others — firm as a rock, or if he would share the firmness of the True Rock, he must with one hand hold firm to that Rock and stretch out the other to draw struggling souls out of the surf. And the greater the strain upon him the more firmly will he need to cling; else he will himself be destroyed. He must cling by heroic faith, and hope, and love, who could afford to understand, and feel for, and remedy the doubts and delusions of others without being himself troubled or beclouded ; and to encourage others in the face of despair itself, without himself despairing and losing heart ; and he must himself have found a treasure in the personal love of Christ, who would effectually persuade others to sell all for its sake. And again, his love of God must needs be strong who could afford to pour out upon men that personal love by which alone they can be brought captive to Christ, and yet not suffer his own heart to be torn away from the Rock. Nor F 66 THE TEARS OF JESUS. dare we save ourselves by leaving others to their fate, or prudently moderating our pity, or by not attending to their doubts, and fears, and un- happinesses, except so as to leave ourselves a wide margin of safety, an easy grip upon the Rock. Our Rock is a living Rock, who holds to us more than we hold to it. Date et dabitur is the law. The more we dare for His love, the tighter our hand is grasped ; and the speciously prudent servant who hoards his strength is condemned as "wicked and slothful," and loses that which he hath. Freely Thou givest, and Thy word is, "freely give." He only who forgets to hoard has learnt to live.^ It is not by gathering up our affections to ourselves, by refusing to face doubts and difficulties, that we are to help others, but by strengthening our own grip on the Rock of our Truth, our Strength, our Love, till we grow incorporate with it ; as did he, the weakest of men, who merited to hear, Tu es Petrus — "Thou art the Rock," and Confirma fr aires — " Strengthen thy brothers." LX. THE TEARS OF JESUS. Et lacrimatus est Jesus. " Jesus wept." "Why ? Even the Jews can tell us, "Behold, how He loved him!" "For Jesus loved Mary, and Martha, and Lazarus, their brother " — and this, though by His delay He had suffered him to die, that He might "rouse ' Keble. THE TEARS OF JESUS. 67 him again from sleep." There are many wise persons who feel it weakness to compassionate troubles which must come to a speedy end, or soon issue in joy or gain. Our Lord was not so wise here ; nor His Mother, when she wept over the grave that she knew was so soon to yield back her Son, victorious over death. No doubt His love for Mary and Martha wept with the weepers ; but apart from this, there was the sorrow every unspoilt human heart must feel, when the eyes that have looked into ours are dulled and fixed ; and the hands we have clasped are cold and rigid ; and the tongue is still, and the familiar voice silent, and the heart that loved us beats no more. Moreover, it may be truly said that as He willed of set purpose to taste every bitterness that our soul can know, He could not spare Himself this, perhaps the greatest of all, the rending of the heart-strings by death and separation; that He might be "touched with a feeling for our infirmities, tempted in all points as we." Not as though God who made us could not feel for and know our least sorrow, or as though to have experienced our weakness in His assumed Humanity could make His love more delicate in our regard ; but that we might not be bewildered by the mysteries of Godhead ; that we might know and feel that He has known and felt as we do, not only in a higher way, which helps us little ; but in the same way, which helps us much ; that in labour, in weariness, in hunger, and thirst, in grief and separation, in disappointment, in fear, in agony, in death, we might approach with confidence to our 68 NATURAL AFFECTION. High Priest who has been in labour from His youth, who sat weary by the well, or slumbered in the storm ; who hungered in the desert, and thirsted on the cross ; who knew grief, and separation, and disappointment, and fear, and agony, and death; who has surely borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows. LXI. NATURAL AFFECTION. Magnus autem factus est fletus omnium, et procumbentes saper coUum Paula, osculabantur eum, dolentes maxime in verbo quod dixerat quoniam amplius faciem ejus non essent visuri. "And there was great weeping on all hands; and they fell on Paul's neck and kissed him, sorrow- ing most of all because he had said they should see his face no more." Making all due allowance for differences of national temperament, there is here a large residue of feeling which certain Christian stoics would consider very human, very natural, and therefore very wicked ; and certainly St. Paul seems to have been " consenting unto their deeds." LXII. HOLY CHURCH, GOD'S HOUSE. Bomine dilexi decorem domus tuse et locum habitationis glorise tuEe. " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy house ; the dwelling-place of Thy glory," was said by David with reference to the Temple of God's glory which it was his heart's desire to build (Si introiero in tabernaculum domus mece; si ascendero in HOLY CHURCH, GOD'S HOUSE. 69 tectum strati mei; si dedero somnum oculis meis et palpebris meis dormitationem et requiem temporibus meis donee inveniam locum Domino, et tabernaculum Deo Jacob — where the vehemence and efficacy of this dilexi is manifested) ; and yet said by him pro- phetically, in the person of Him, the true David, who left the throne of His glory, and vowed a vow that He would not return into His rest, nor give sleep to His eyes, nor slumber to His eyelids, nor relax the strain of His thought, until at the cost of His Heart's blood He had established in His Mystical Body a place for the Lord, a dwelling for the God of Jacob. It is of this His Spouse that our Saviour says, " Lord, I have loved the beauty of Thy house," loved the ideal of it before He went forth to realize it ; and loved the realization, with the joy of sated desire. It is the indwelling of God's glory, the true Schekina, that constitutes that inward beauty of the King's daughter, of which it is said, ideo dilexit me rex — " wherefore the King hath loved me." Hence the Daily Sacrifice seems equivalently to say : Memento Domine David et omnis mansuetudinis ejus — " Remember David and his obedience unto death." It is the pleaded memorial of the meekness, the obedience unto death, of David, i.e., of the Beloved. " This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." " I have loved the beauty of Thy house," i.e., of the Holy Catholic Church, the Bride of the Lamb, who is now being prepared and purified for the marriage-feast. Every priest and minister, and in a measure every Christian is, like the Blessed Baptist, 70 OUR LADY, GOD'S HOUSE. by office a " paranymph " or " friend of the Bride- groom." Each has a care of the beauty, the spot- lessness, the honour of the Mystical Body that he may present her to Christ immaculate, " not having spot or wrinkle ; " despondi enim vos uni viro virginem castam exhibere Christo. He felt this love who sang, " If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning;" or. Propter Sion non tacebo et iropter Jerusalem non quiescam donee egrediatur ut splendor Justus ejus. Qui reminiscimini Domini, ne tace- atis, et ne detis silentium ei, donee ponat Jerusalem laudem in terra} LXIII. OUR LADY, god's HOUSE. Hie habitabo, quoniam elegi earn. Domini dilexi decorem domus tucz — that house in which the Word was made Flesh ; where first He pitched His tabernacle amongst us ; full of grace, overshadowed by the Holy Ghost ; the mercy-seat ; the Ark of the New Covenant which is Christ. Tota pulcra es Maria et macula non est in te — " Thou art all fair, O Mary, and no spot is in thee." Ideo dilexit me Rex et introduxit me in cubiculum suunt. LXIV. THE COMMUNITY, GOD's HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuse. Ecce quam bonum et quam jucundum fratres habi- tare in unum — " Lo how good and joyous for > Isaias IxU. OUR SOVL, GOD'S HOUSE. 71 brothers to dwell in unity." The beauty of every Christian household or community where God dwells and is gloriiied, is the beauty of peace and charity and mutual reverence, which constrains men to give glory to Christ and say, " See how these Christians love one another." On such an household the Psalm says, God's blessing descends like the dew on Hermon, or like the sacred oil poured upon the head of Aaron, and running down in its abundance over the ephod. " For there the Lord has promised His blessing, and life for evermore." Propter fratres meos et proximos meos loquehar pacem de te; propter domum Domini Dei nostri loquebar pacem tibi. Pax huic domui, et omnibus habitantibus in ea — " For my brethren's and kindred's sake I will wish thee peace ; and for the sake of the Lord's house which is in thee." " Peace to this house and to all that dwell therein." " Let Thy angels dwell in it to keep us in peace, and let Thy blessing be upon us always." — Angeli tui sancti habitent in ea qui nos in pace custo- diant; et benedictio tua sit super nos semper. LXV. OUR SOUL, god's house. Domiae dilexi decorem domus tuse. Applicable first to one's own soul, which is by destiny the house of God, the dwelling of His glory ; which is beautified and adorned by all those virtues of peace and purity and humility which make it a fit nest for the Dove ; and where our passions, affections, emotions, well ordered, yet strong and 72 OUR NEIGHBOUR'S SOUL, GOD'S HOUSE. vigorous, make harmonious melody in our heart to the praise of God ; where there is nothing excessive, discordant, ill-attuned; but, variety without con- fusion, unity without poverty or monotony. Such a love begets a consuming zeal which drives forth violently all that could profane the house of prayer and worship, and make it a den of thieves. Applicable also to our body, which is the temple of the engraced soul, of which it is said, "Whoso Jefileth God's Temple him will, God destroy." Chastity is the white robe which beau- tifies and becomes that flesh which is sanctified by a^ thousand titles; by mystic union with the Word made Flesh; by repeated Eucharistic transfor- mations ; by its destiny to a glorification - and spiritualization through His power who will change this body of our humiliation and make it like to His glorious Body. And in due measure, as far as weakness permits, not only chastity, but modesty, cleanliness, and every honourable treat- ment is due to this flesh which God has made His very own, spiritualized, divinized ; nor can it be irreverently dealt with, without irreverence to the mystical, and sacramental, and physical Body of our Lord. Peccat caro, mundat euro ; regnat Deus Dei caro. LXVI. OUR neighbour's soul, god's house. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuse. Applicable to the souls of others, for whose sanctification true charity is zealous ; and whose THE TABERNACLE, GOD'S HOUSE. 73 hurt or scandal is a scandal and hurt to our own soul : " Who is weak and I am not weak ; who is scandalized and I do not burn?" Those who have felt the pang of seeing, in some charge dear to them, the first innocence of childhood •giving way to the first stain of sin, and gradually clouded over and obliterated, may in some weak way realize the sufferings of our Saviour's Heart over souls that are wrested from Him, and in which His Father's image is cast down and defaced and the abomination of desolation set up in the sanctuary of the Indwelling Glory. LXVII. THE TABERNACLE, GOD'S HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. Applicable to the love which saints and holy souls have had for the earthly dwelling-places of the Eucharistic Presence; to whom it was ever joyful news to be summoned into that Presence ; who if compelled to be absent in body have ever been present there in spirit. And as saints have honoured that Presence with the gold of charity, the myrrh of purity, the incense of holy aspirations ; so the wisest of this world have loved to bring their gifts from afar and to cast them at the feet of the Giver of all. 74 HEAVEN, GOD'S HOUSE. LXVIII. HEAVEN, god's HOUSE. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. Applicable to the love of hope and to our longing for the Vision of Peace. Quant dilecta tabernacula — " How longed-for are Thy tabernacles, O Lord of hosts." Quemadmodum desiderat — "As the hart pants for the streams, so my soul for Thee." Defecit in salutare tuum anima mea — " My soul has fainted for Thy salvation, saying, when wilt Thou console me." Deus, Deus meus, ad te de luce vigilo — " O God, my God, I watch for Thee from the dawn." LXIX. EARTH, god's house. Domine dilexi decorem domus tuae. If Heaven is His throne, earth is His footstool, where He is revealed by His traces and footprints. The skies and clouds are telling His glory, and the firmament showing His handiwork ; and all the works of the Lord, sun and moon, land and sea, hills and valleys, and all they contain, "bless the Lord, praise Him and magnify Him for ever." In Him all things live, move, and are ; and He is in all, though distinct from all, as the mountain from the thick mist that cloaks it, betraying its barest outline and no more. It is no small grace to feel God in nature, pressing on us on all sides, moving in our every pulse, and thinking with our every thought. LONG-SUFFERING. 75 " Heaven and earth are full of Thy glory," i.e., per- meated with it, as a crystal with the light which gives it all its beauty. " He is nearer to us than we think," just because we don't think. Yet those who love to ponder the footprints of His glory will at last be constrained to confess, " Surely the Lord was in this place and I knew it not." Custom and wont have held our eyes, so that we know Him not ; or at least heed Him not, as we do not heed the air we breathe ; so that men will deny Him to His very face. He who wrote the Benedicite, or the Laudate Dominum de ccelis, loved the beauty of this earthly house of God, and the dwelling-place of His glory. LXX. LONG-SUFFERING. Quserens me sedisti lassus. "Thou hast sat wearied with searching for me." He has sat down not in despair, but to gather strength to continue His search. While there remains to us the grace of life, it is evidence that He is still seeking us. If death overtake us before we are found, then only does He turn back. In so dealing with us, He gives us a pattern for our conduct to others " not to be weary in well-doing," nor even to give up the most incorrigible, nor to refuse another trial, nor to " cast out those that come to us." For no case can seem to us so hopeless as our own seemed to all, but to Him ; and all our present hope is that He will continue to the end to press His graces upon us regardless of our reiterated refusals. Again. His weariness should 76 HARDNESS OF HEART. help us to "bear with the weariness and heaviness we have to encounter in our work, which is always, indirectly at least, the quest of lost or erring souls; or that weariness which we have so justly to endure in seeking Him, from whom we have strayed. LXXI. HARDNESS OF HEART. A facie frigoris ejus quis sustinebit. Emittet verbum suum et liqnefaciet ea ; flabit spiritus ejus et flusnt aquas. "Who can stand out against His frost? He shall send forth His word and thaw them ; His wind shall blow, and the streams shall run again." When the sun withdraws himself, the waters are frozen into solid ice. We forget that their fluidity depends every moment upon his influence; and that of themselves, they are hard, dark, and cold. When the heart resists grace, time after time, and shuts out the sunshine which struggles in at every open chink, God withdraws Himself, and there follows the ice-age of obccecatio et obduratio — of judicial blindness and hardness. The wish to be better; the feeling of remorse or dissatisfaction ; of the need of God ; every vital spark from which the flame of charity might spring up again is extincL There is no hope except in the free mercy of God^ who will not be angry for ever, and who will turn to us that we may turn to Him ; as the returning sun draws round to itself the averted sunflower. Emittet verbum suum et liquefaciet ea — " He shall speak the word and melt them." It is by "the BEFORE COMMONtOlt. ft word of His power " by some message to the soul from within or without, that the hardness of our heart is relaxed. It was by sending His Word into this ice-bound world of sin that the soil was softened under the influence of the second spring. Jam hems transut imber abiit et recessit. Veritas de terra orta est. Etenim Dominus dabit benignitatem et terra nostra dabit fructwm suum — " Now the winter is gone, the rain is passed and over. Truth has sprung up from the earth. Yea, God shall give His blessing and earth shall yield her fruit." We perceive the light of fire before we feel its warmth. Flabit spiritus ejus et fluent aqua — " His breath shall blow and the rivers shall run again." As under the soft, warm wind the ice and snow are converted into streams and torrents, so the breath of the Paraclete draws tears of compunction from the thawed and penitent heart. Cmversus Dominus respexit Petrum . . . et eoepitflere — "God turned and looked on Peter, and he began to weep." Till He turns and looks upon us, our heart goes from bad to worse, from hardness to hardness. When He turns to us, then we "remember the word which He spake," and the ice is dissolved into tears. Lxxn. BEFORE COMMUNION. Domine non sum dignus ut intres sub tectum meum. ' My house is full of noise and tumult and worldly comforts and appliances, and the door is shut and barred, and the importunity of the midnight visitor 78 LOVE'S AtiCMBTYPE. is hateful to me. Tantum die verba, say but the word and my soul shall be healed. Change the inn to a cave ; shatter the door and ruin the walls, "that the King of Glory may come in." Let Joseph go before to prepare the rude resting-place, and let Mary follow, and in the very midst of my soul bring forth her Firstborn. Mater Divince gratice, ora pro nobis. LXXIII. love's archetype. Ego et Pater, Unum sumus. " Consubstantial with the Father," not merely similar, not the exact counterpart, reflexion, replica; but the same substance in no way distinct or distin- guishable, held in common by two, as though two men had one body between them and one soul, thinking, willing, acting, not alike, but identically. This is no barren or fruitless dogma to those who have dwelt on the mystery of Love with its craving for union, absorption, identification, and its conflict- ing demand for distinctness, or " otherness," its protest against extinction. It is in the mystery of the Trinity that Love finds that archetype which the pantheist or Buddhist seeks in vain. " That they all may be one as Thou, Father, art in Me and I in Thee." "I in them and Thou in Me, that we all may be perfect in one." For what is it Love wants? To give itself wholly and entirely; and yet to be itself and distinct ; to efface every divergence in thought, will, interest, nature, place, time, and yet to be other, and loved by another, as other. And it seeks, LOVB-S ARCHBTYPM. 79 not only to be absorbed and to give, but to absorb and receive; for union or identity is a mutual relation. Yet it seeks not that the other should cease to be other, though all of that other's should cease to be his ; — "All mine is thine, and all thine is mine." " He shall take of mine and give it unto you." Personality is of the very notion of love, on the part of both subject and object ; and union is no less so ; distinctness and yet fusion. It is not, therefore, such a union with God as pant heists or quietists put before us, that we really crave for ; — the union by which a drop is absorbed and dis- persed in the ocean, losing its separateness and individuality ; or by which a wave or ripple on the face of a pond is smoothed out as a disturbance of its former lifeless tranquillity. No doubt there is something that touches a responsive chord within us in such an aspiration as : God, in pain and anguish, make me one with Thee One with hill and sky-line, one with surging sea. Sick with the sense of our own feebleness, transi- toriness, nothingness, as compared with the quasi- eternity, infinity, inexhaustible beauty, power, and goodness of Nature, there arises some vague longing to be incorporate with the Whole, the All, which our fancy personifies ; a longing to be ourselves the world-soul, and not the soul of a miserable little parasitic frame of humanity. This, rightly analyzed, is no desire for extinction, but for the greatest imaginable fulness of personal existence. Further, so interpreted, this is an aspiration rather 8o LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. of the love of desire, than of the love of friendship. It is self-love crying out for its bonum satidtivum, for the boundless, the eternal, the all-beautiful, for the life, and food of life, which its natural exigencies crave for — and yet vainly, being made for God alone, non ad hac natus — for even " heaven and earth shall pass away." "They shall perish, but Thou remainest ; they shall all wax old as doth a garment, and as a vesture shalt Thou fold them and they shall be changed, but Thou art the self-same and Thy years shall not fail." And yet this love of desire is not the strongest or highest craving. More imperative is the demand for friendship or society in beings who can know and reflect. Sine amico non potes bene vivere — "Without a friend thou canst ill live," Amare et amari, is the soul's desire according to Augustine ; to love others, and be loved in return. It is only so far as our imagination in some way personifies Nature (as a whole or in certain manifestations), that we can feel drawn towards her with sentiments of love or worship, aad a desire of self-subjection. Let every conceivable perfection and attribute that we find in Nature, be concentrated eminently in one being, yet until that being is known to be intelligent, self-loving, personal, our love in its regard is but a kind of envy which grasps at those perfections and would have them our own — eternity immensity, might, form, beauty. But in a person there is something we cannot even wish to appropriate, since distinctness is of its very notion ; while at the same time there is an intense desire to surrender LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. 8i all one has to this other, saving only one's distinct- ness, and to receive a like surrender in return, so that all, as far as conceivable, should be in common, should be one possession of two possessors. " All mine is thine and all thine is mine." " Thou in me and I in thee." Then indeed the amicus becomes, not the ego but the alter ego, in so far as all possessions, goods, actions, thoughts, interests, are perfectly common and indistinguishable. Personal love seeks to bind to itself a person and not to a thing; and the only conceivable bond is fusion and community of possessions and attributes. It cannot desire fusion of personality, since that which is essentially distinctness is destroyed by fusion So far as friends have the same human nature, like thoughts, loves, cares, and interests and so forth, thus far are they united. It is in the Mystery of the Trinity that we find this union carried to its infinite perfection, where, between Three Persons there is, not a likeness, but a numerical sameness of nature, thought, will, and operation ; and withal, a distinctness of person between the three possessors of this one possession, which in order of origin belongs first to the Father, and is by Him com- municated to the Son, and by both to the Holy Spirit. Our notion of friendship or personal love might seem at first sight to postulate only a dual personality in Divinity; or perhaps, on second thoughts, an indefinitely multiplied personality. For it is only the limited nature of human affection which makes friendship dual in so many cases, though not in all. Jealousy, which brooks no 82 LOVE'S ARCHETYPE. rival, rests on the beliet that what is given to another is taken from me, and that love as it is extended, loses in intensity. If love claims a surrender of all, there cannot be two claimants and recipients of that all But if these two claimants are already so united as to have but one possession and interest, then what is surrendered to one is surrendered to both ; and the two are one in the love they give and the love they take This explains why friendship or personal love is not always or necessarily a relation between two, but might exist between any number of persons. It even gives a dim indication as to why an at least triune love is more perfect than a dual love ; and why a triune love, if perfect, should be all-sufficing. For if a friend is the dearest possession, then, in the most perfect act of friendship I communicate ny friend as the chiefest of my goods, my alter ego. So Christ, when He gives us Himself, gives us His Father to be our Father. ' We will come and make our abode with Him ; He gives His Mother as ours. His Spirit as ours." ' Behold thy Mother." " I will ask the Father and He will give you another Paraclete." Again, all love seeks sympathy If I see something beautiful I want another to enjoy it with me ; and this points to a trinity of persons as satisfying the highest ideal of personal love ; the Father loving the Son, in sympathy with the Spirit, the Father and Son loving the Spirit ; and each giving Himself with the othei, and each Person singly loving the other two as one, and rejoicing in their union and friendship. Hence in this notion UNION WITH GOD. 83 of perfect identity of the common possession ; of an infinite perfection shared by three perfectly distinct personalities, we find carried as it were to infinity what our vague instincts point to, as the requisites of personal love. In the Hypostatic Union, on the other hand, we have a type of the unitive power of non-personal love. Between the Eternal Word and the Sacred Humanity the relation is not that of person to person ; but of person to thing ; there is no room for amicitia any more than between the soul and the body. We know experimentally that the love of want {amor concupiscentialis) tends to draw the object into a quasi-hypostatic union ; to absorb it ; to make it " mine ; " to eliminate its definition, to erase the lines which bound it and mark it off as "this." " Separateness " is wholly repugnant to this love. LXXIV. UNION WITH GOD. Ego in eis, et tu in me ut sint consummati in unum. In the natural order our highest union with God is by perfect selt-tradition, by likeness of thought and will and operation, and yet by the maintenance of personal distinctness in its purity. Hence I believe pantheism is opposed to the testimony of our inner consciousness in confounding a craving for union, with craving for absorption. In the order of grace there is not merely a likeness, but a same- ness of being and operation ; a mystical partici- pation of the Divine Nature. As the operations of the Three Persons are from one principle, and are PERSONAL LOVE. one operation, and yet truly the operation of each Person; so analogously the love that God works in us by grace is the operation of the Holy Spirit and ours at the same time. It is we who love and it is the Spirit who loves. As the Eternal Son uses the Sacred Humanity as an instrument whereby to render to the Father the love of a human heart ; so in some way our soul becomes the instrument of the indwelling Spirit. " God has sent His Spirit into our hearts crying, Abba, Father." The cry is at once His and ours. To the Eternal Son we are bound by a double bond — by the indwelling of His Divinity and of His Humanity, the participation of His two-fold Life. " He that eateth My Flesh and drinketh My Blood, dwelleth in Me and I in Him ; as the living Father hath sent Me, and I live by the Father, so He that eateth Me, the same also shall live by Me." He as the deified Head; we, as the members of one Mystic Body quickened by one indwelling spirit, are joint- holders of a common possession, with one end and perfection to which all aspire and conspire, namely, that communicatio beatitudinis or bonum Divinum, which is the bond of charity. LXXV. PERSONAL LOVE. Hoc est prseceptum meum ut diligatis invicem sicut dilexi vos. Personal love, founded on community, likeness, sameness, is not of its own nature acquisitive or grasping. It is founded simply on the recognition PREPARING GOD'S WAYS. 85 of a common end or interest, of which the two are the conjoint adequate subject. It does not seek to despoil the other of his goods or excellences ; but at most that the recognition of oneness and the consequent affection should be mutual. In truth the analysis of concupiscential or want-begotten love is far easier than that of personal love. Personal love seems to be ex plenitudine essendi, a certain self-diffusion and overflow; whereas the love of want is ex defeciu essendi, from our empti- ness and indigence. LXXVI. PREPARING god's WAYS. Parate vias Domim. " Get ready a way for the Lord." " Every valley shall be exalted." All the depressions and empti- nesses of the heart, must be upraised, filled in, levelled. There is the valley of despondency and discouragement ; of acquiescence in a low state as inevitable ; of affections for all that either drags us down, or excludes that which draws us upwards; in fine, whatever is wanting to the fulness of any virtue, or makes a void or hollow in the soul. "Every mountain and hill shall be made low." Pride is of course the chief barrier in the way of Christ's royal progress ; whether through the world or through any particular soul. Even kings must cast their crowns before Him; must throw open their gates " that the King of Glory may come in." Mountains must sink back into plains to make a 86 PREPARING GOD'S WAYS. pathway for Him at whose bidding they rose. Pnde either (o) overrating the extent of our gifts, whether absolutely or relatively, to others, or (;8) overvaluing what we truly have got, or (7) forgetting our position as mere instruments of Divme manifestation, mere recipients of bounty. "The crooked shall be made straight." A short distance may be a weary uncertain journey if the road curves and winds about ; or if it is rough and stonv , or marshy and unsound. Our want of straightness simplicity sincerity, makes Christ's progress to His Kingdom within us almost impos- sible. Where is the man with a " single eye " who follows his conscience in all simplicity ; or if through frailty he slips, freely confesses his fault without twistings and excuses; who hates all compromises all modos vivendi when it is a question of God and his own soul. Quis est hie et laudabimus eum ? fecit enim mirabilia in vita sua — "Who is he; and we shall praise him as a hero." "The rough places shall be made smooth" — a refinement on the foregoing essentials; implying a delicate consideration for our Lord's feelings in little things , a politeness or polish, so to say, which shuns small rudenesses, all that would jolt or jar. There is a rough love of God, often very intense, strong, durable ; the love of many a martyr and confessor ; the love of Peter in his youth {cum junior esset). When we consider the spiritual and moral refine- ment of the saints, let alone that of our Blessed Lord we must acknowledge that as the heavens are above the earth, so are His ways and His thoughts GODS PACE. 87 above ours Seen and magnified in the strong light of His holiness, all our smoothness is broken into ridges and ruggedness ; and what is fair and whole- some to our sight, is loathsome and rotten in His. And yet He not only bears with us, but delights to be with us ; not as though He did not feel our offensiveness, but because His love for us finds food and exercise in the very enduring of it : — as we read of some rare human love, which cleaves more tenderly to the object of its passion when stricken down with some hideous disease; a love that " exults as a giant to run its course," and enjoys the encounter and easy overthrow of obstacles ; like his who says, •' For whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do account them but refuse," or again, " Gladly will I spend and be spent for you, though the more I love you the less^ I be loved " Yet to us the thought of what our love cost Him should be matter of continual and growing compunction, as we get to know His lovableness and, by contrast, our own coarse repulsiveness more and more. Then we understand somewhat how the holv souls revel in the purging fire. LXXVII. god's face. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus. "Show us Thy face and we shall be saved." " Turn not away Thy face from me lest I be like them that go down into the pit." We must turn our back upon God before He will turn His back 88 GOD'S FACE. upon us; but He must turn His face to us, before we can turn our face to Him. The disciples on the road to Emmaus looked in His face, yet they knew Him not till He looked upon them, till He showed them His face, in the breaking of bread. Our eyes are holden, veiled, and mist- clouded, till the sun itself disperses the film and bursts through upon our gaze. The honestas, the decor, the speciositas, of the Son of Man, moves us in no wise until viewed with the eyes of the heart. To see His face, this is charity; this is the beatifying vision already begun. It is the delectare in Domino of David ; the delight of beholding the face of the Beloved. For ever fixed in no unfruitful gaze. " This is life eternal, to know Thee ; " nor does the Vita cBterna inchoata, the life of charity, herein differ from the life of Beatitude. Love is but the property and effect; whereas knowledge, heart-knowledge, is the substance, the good whose possession delights ; quod visum, placet — "whose vision rejoices us." All true personal love, which rests in the person, and not in some ulterior good to be derived from the person, is of this kind. Its object is bonum honestum; not bonum utile — "beauty, not utility." Contemplation is its proper act and exercise; Elegit bonam partem qucs non auferetur — "She has chosen the good part, which shall not be taken from her." As bodily beauty delights the eye of sense, so the eye of the soul feasts its gaze on the spiritual beauty of Christ, and lingers GOD'S FACE. Sg over every line and point. Jesu dulcis memoria dans vera cordi gaudia, says Bernard, sed super mel et omnia ejus dulcis prcesentia; whether as present to memory only, or to intention ; whether in its image or its very reality, it is the Divine Face which is the cause of inward joy and sweetness. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus : it is the true aspect of God which saves us and quickens us. As art refines our observation and taste, and makes us love nature more tenderly for new beauties, to which our uncultured eye was dim and obtuse : so our soul has to be schooled into the right reading of the Divine beauty which the crowd presses upon, but which few discern or touch. Hence St. Paul always prays that in his children the knowledge of Christ may abound ; " whom to know is to love." Surge arnica mea, speciosa mea et veni, Ostende mihi faciem tuam, sonet vox tua in auribus meis ; quia vox tua dulcis et fades tua decora. Revertere reverters Sunamita, ut intueamur te. Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus. " When that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away." For here we see in a riddle or through a darkened glass ; there, face to face : here, I know in part ; there, I shall know, even as I am known. Ibunt de virtuie in virtutem ; videbitur Deus deorum in Sion. They shall go as it were from vision to vision, from weaker to stronger light, till the last filmy veil is left behind, and they are face £0 face with the sun in his splendour ; videbimus eum sicuti est — " We shall see Him, not as He is said to be, not as He seems to be, but as He is." go TIMES OP VISITATION. " Show US the Father, and it sufficeth us," this is our all-sufficing Good. LXXVIII. TIMES OF VISITATION. Vox clamantis in deserto. The voice of one calling out in the desert, crying with the loud cry of God's extraordinary graces as contrasted with the persistent whispers of daily promptings. Neglect has deafened us to the latter: grace must now cry with a loud voice, Lazare, veni foras — " Lazarus, come forth ! " " Cry aloud," O Lord, " and spare not ; lift up Thy voice as a trumpet, proclaim to Thy people their iniquities, and their sins to the house of Jacob." " Crying in the desert," through which the King must pass in His royal progress, the desert full of waste places, hills and hollows, windings and turnings — our wild, uncultivated hearts. And crying, " Prepare the way," for the fruit will answer to the preparation, even as seed needs a favourable soil. We must break up the hard, frost-bound earth, and "make broad our furrows," and pray for the God-given rain of penitential tears. And yet as it is He alone that can call us to get ready, so it is by Him alone we can answer the call. The work is " begun, continued, and ended, in Him." THE CONCERT OF CREATION. 91 LXXIX. THE CONCERT OF CREATION, Cum quibus et nostras voces ut admitti jubeas deprecamnr. Te Deum laudamus. "I praise Thee, O God," sounds feeble and presumptuous Praise must be in concert, fulness, and harmony, if it is to be at all. Even, " We beseech Thee," " Our Father," is immeasurably more efficacious than " I beseech Thee," " My Father." More efficacious because it is the act of the body whose bond is charitj' or of the individual as bound to that body by charity. It is then, not I who pray but Christ's Mystic Body, or Christ. But it is in praise that we feel our weakness and isolation most of all It is as though a conqueror were hailed by my one feeble voice in a myriad-throated silent multitude. He whose own Heart is full of praise cannot rest till He has communicated the flame of His enthusiasm to all around Him His mission is to send fire on the earth and to see that it be kindled to draw all hearts into sympathy with His own " We praise Thee ; " and in this concentus, not only must all mankind unite, Reges et omnes principes ierrce, juvenes et virgines, senes cum junioribus — " Kings and princes, youths and virgins, old men and boys," but the angels of God ; — Tihi omnes angeli, tibi cherubim et seraphim Laudate eum omnes angeli ejus. Cum quibus et nostras voces ut admitti jubeas deprecamur — and every single creature living or lifeless; — sun, moon, and stars ; winds, seas, storms, mists, dew. 92 THE CONCERT OF CREATION. frost, cold, mountains, hills, valleys, streams, rivers, trees, shrubs, harvests, fruit, flowers, fish, reptiles, birds, insects, brutes, cattle, omnis spiritus laudet Dominum. Confiteantur tibi Domine omnia opera tua; all must lend their voice in due measure to perfect that chord of praise which swells up continually to God's ears from the whole as whole; the universe invisible and visible, the heaven and earth of the beginning. " Heaven and earth are full of Thy glory." Filled with this sense of lonely nothingness, insignificance, solitary unmeaningness, a helpless single string in the many-stringed harp of creation, David cries aloud to men and angels, heaven and earth, to the great all : Magnificate Dominum memm — " Oh, magnify the Lord with me, and let us praise His Name together." This is indeed, To know my spirit a note Of this great chorus, one with bird and stream And voiceful mountain — -nay, a string, how jarred And all but broken ! of that lyre of life Whereon himself, the master harp-player. Resolving all its mortal dissonance To one immortal and most perfect strain, Harps without pause, building the world with song.* As in harmonized music the varying parts are bound together by their common relation to the melody through which they are related one to another ; so in the concentus of creation it is through man and in reference to man that the voices of all other visible creatures are heard ; and it is as harmonizing with the voice of the Son of Man, I W. Watsoa. THB IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. 93 high above all, that our praises are acceptable. Through Christ and in Christ, God has hypostati- cally assumed this concerted praise of creation and made it a Divine act. Per ipsum et cum ipso et in ipso, est tibi Deo Patri, in unitate Spiritus Sancti omnis honor et gloria. LXXX. THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION. Tota pulcra es Maria. "Thou, O Mary, art altogether fair," i.e., from the very first instant of existence, with an unbroken, ever-growing fairness. The totality of our aspect in the eyes of God is to be measured, not only by our present state or appearance, but by our whole past, in which before the eternal gaze the present is em- bedded, as in its setting or frame, or as a text in the midst of its commentary. So regarded, of no soul but one can it be said, tota pulcra es, not even of the " greatest born of women." What can be said of me? Even allowing my soul a certain present pulcritudo, yet in the midst of so much past unsight- liness is there enough for the Divine gaze to rest upon with pleasure, or not rather more than enough to make it turn from me in loathing ? Tota facta es — " Thou art all foul." And yet not tota. For as God for the sake often just would have overlooked the corruption of Sodom ; so for the sake of that one present little spark of love which He has kindled in my heart, and which I have not yet extinguished, ^4 tdv^ itt Ttin wttj^-PR&sS. He will look upon me with love ; and for love of that little beauty will endure my manifold unsightli- nesses, and " count it as nothing though He should give all His substance for love." For the love of God, is the one and sufficient beauty of the soul, the perfection of its knowledge, the perfection of its will. It is its highest assimilation and likeness to God, who alone fully knows and loves His own goodness. What we love we become. To love the Beautiful is to be beautiful. For love is but a greeting of self in some other disguise, whether it be our love of God or His love of us. A ve gratia plena ! Hail, full of love, full of I eauty, tota pulcra es et macula non est in te. There is finitude, but there is no fault. There is finitude, but com- pared with ours it is infinitude, fulness. " Behold, O God, our defender, and look upon the face of Thy Christ." Behold, O Christ, our defender, and look upon the face of Thy Mother, our Mother — tota pulcra, whose love costs Thee no pain, the only rose without a thorn. LXXXI. LOVE IN THE WINE-PRESS. Et domus repleta est odore unguenti. Even as vervain must be bruised if it is to yield its full fragrance, so the heart that is full of sweet ointment must be broken that the whole house may be filled with the perfume. This was the inward "contrition" or bruising, typified by the outward act of Magdalene when she broke the GOD IN THE DARKNESS. dS alabaster over the feet of Jesus. Yet every sorrow, however small, will cause love to exhale its sweet odour. LXXXII. GOD IN THE DARKNESS. Ignis, grando, nix, glacies, spiritus procellarum, quae faciunt verbum ejus. " Fire, hail, snow, ice, stormy gales, which do His bidding." Destruction, temptation, affliction, disease, death, all bear part in the praise of God. Even by sin, though not by the sinner, God is praised. Here heat and cold and wind are considered in their excess and intemperance, as ministers of God's chastising love or con- suming justice. " He makes the winds His messengers, and the flame of fire His minister." ' He rides upon the wings of the wind " — not the heat that warms and cherishes, but that which scorches and burns; not the cold that cools and refreshes, but which chills and deadens; not the breeze that soothes and invigorates, but the gale which uproots and devastates. It is a higher thought, a higher faith and confidence and love, which, with Job, can praise God for His chastise- ments, "The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord." 96 St. STEPttEti. LXXXIII. ST. STEPHEN, Plenus gratia et fortitudine faciebat prodigia. "Full of grace and fortitude he wrought wonders." Christian fortitude is the courage which braves the extremest dangers, not from any other motive, how laudable soever, but solely for the love of Christ. It is the strength of a " love stronger than death," and which " many waters cannot quench." " Greater love hath no man than this, that a man should lay down his life for his friend " — a love which finds its archetype in God, who, "when we were yet sinners," saw enough in us to die for. Even the weakest and most cowardly creatures, poor nervous feeble birds, become terrible and reckless of their lives for love of their brood. Small wonder if in Stephen and many another, the personal love of Christ has wrought " signs and prodigies ; " boldness of speech in the very teeth of emperors {loquebar de testimoniis tuis in conspectu regum et non confundebar — " I spake of Thy testi- monies before kings and was not ashamed "), and resistance usque ad sanguinem — " even to blood." " I see the heavens opened." Here is the source of that " grace and fortitude " — a clear unclouded view of the world beyond the veil; a faith that rends the heaven and lets our sight rest on the reality and "substance of things hoped for," which dissolves the world around us into a misty dream, a continual " passing away." " And Jesus standing at the right THE INCARNATION. 97 hand of God," for this is in epitome the substance of the Christian revelation — the Incarnate, obedient unto death, exalted and crowned with glory and honour, and given a Name which is above every name, the pledge of our exaltation ; for " if we suffer with Him, we shall also reign with Him." If Christ Himself was helped to endure the Cross by the foresight of the joy to follow (proposito sibi gaudio smtinuit crucem), it was fitting that Stephen should be encouraged by a vision of the joy of his Lord into which he was to enter. LXXXIV. THE INCARNATION. Qui propter nos homines, et propter nostram salntem, descendit de ccelis. Had He come as God Incarnate into an unfallen world, He need not have laid aside the finite glories that were His birthright ; He need not have passed through weakness, huraiHation, pain, and death, to the recovery of what was His, had He not been stripped of it by sin. That the Son of Man should have also been a " Man of Sorrows," "emptied of His glory," "obedient to death," this was the effect of mercy, occasioned by sin. Et propter nostram salutem. We need not, however, suppose that antecedent to the forevision of the Fall, an Incarnation had been decreed; but may believe that God, casting about, so to say, in the infinite resources of His Divine intellect and power, for an order of things which should manifest H 98 THE INCARNATION. His attributes, chose that in which His mercy and generosity would be displayed more fully. He chose, rather than the contrary, that world in which the race, engraced and elevated, would cast away its privileges ; in which iniquity should abound that grace might superabound ; in which His good gifts would be despised, squandered, abused, not merely by some, but by most; in which His richest schemes of mercy would be thwarted by man's perversity; in which He would gladly spend Himself and be spent, though the more He loved, the less He would be loved ; in which, in a word. His labour should be largely in vain. His love largely unreturned. For plainly this is the showing forth of a far more prodigal and wonderful love, a love of the undeserv- ing and unthankful. Had all men used His graces, what should we have known of His tender mercies, fulness of compassion, longsuffering, and great goodness ? We should have known Christ, but not Jesus; the King, but not the Saviour. Descendit de ccelis. His whole Incarnate Life was a descent, a coming down from the highest to the level of the lowest and least, sin only excepted. It was a continual self-suppression and elimination oi all that could difference or distance Him from the weakest and most helpless child of Adam. He thought His birthrights of bodily glory, power, impassibility, not things to be grasped at and clung to ; but rather emptied Himself of them all, and put on the likeness of sinful flesh, the garb of a servant, that He might be accessible to all — the friend of publicans and sinners. The Pharisee — a separatist THE BETTER PART. 99 by name and profession and practice — stood high on the pedestal of his legal perfection, and thanked God he was not as other men. Christ " exulted in spirit, and gave thanks," that He was as other men, and hid Himself from the wise and prudent, and revealed Himself to little ones. Venite ad me, quia mitis sum et humilis corde. He is altogether approach- able ; not severe, or magisterial, or dictatorial ; not one to stand on His dignity and keep His distance, but always ready to yield, to come down, to accom- modate Himself, being made all things to all men, that by all means He may gain some, if not all. LXXXV. THE BETTER PART. Maria autem elegit earn optimam partem, quae non auferetur ab ea in aeternum.' The application of these words (" Mary hath chosen the best part, which shall never be taken from her "), and of this episode to the feast, is, at first sight, strange. No doubt it means amongst other things that there is a higher and a lower service of God, of which the latter may be inter- rupted by sickness, death, and a thousand con- tingencies ; which of itself is the accidental and separable embodiment of our love, but not its very essence; which is anxious and distracted, and easily corruptible and corrupting. The former is the one thing needful; the quickening principle of the other. It is independent of life, 1 Communion for the Assumption. THE BETTER PART. or death, or any other creature; uninterrupted, " which shall never be taken from us ; " unfailing, for "charity never faileth." Such was pre-eminently the service of Mary; one prolonged Magnificat continued from time into eternity without respect to life or death. The Magdalene sat at His feet and heard His words; His Mother kept all these sayings and pondered them in her heart and uttered them in her song. The life of praise is the highest life, the final and everlasting life ; and there is no death to that life : " He that liveth and believeth shall never die ; " for the life of praise is the eternal life. Martha flits here and there, comes and goes, but Mary sits, ever fixed in one unbroken gaze ; and passes, unmoved, from life through death into fuller life; as it were, in a dream. Yet this highest life is also the most active and productive, and likest that of God, whose still gaze on the face of His Son is the cause of all movement and production. Fruitfulness is the greatest of graces, for which Mary gives thanks, saying, Beatam me dicent omnes generationes ; all generations shall bless the great Mother of Life ; the womb that bore our Life, and the breasts that fed Him ; that have borne and fed us and "all generations." Great energy works tranquilly ; the most divine and universal causes are likest God in their fruitful rest ; furthest from solicitude and perturbation about many things. Mary knew no travail pangs. Even by the Cross, when with Jesus she tasted all the sorrows of all our race, she stood, motionless — Stabat Mater. It is rather faith and philosophy, than sight INCONSTANCY. and experiment, which assure us that the highest life must also be the most fruitful for others ; that efficiency follows excellence. Those do most, who seem to do nothing; those do nothing, who seem to do most. God and Nature work silently, secretly. The Kingdom of Heaven cometh "without observation." Those who reap and bear home the sheaves get all the credit ; those who plough and sow ; the fostering sun, the rain, the generous soil ; God the all-giver, all-mover, are forgotten. We talk of unknown saints, but what of the unknown pro- genitors of science, and art, and progress, and of all our greatness ? Which of those who have entered into their labours, knows or thanks them ? The effect of the best and greatest work is felt only when its author is untraceable — or rather its authors, for it derives from a confluence of imper- ceptible streamlets. "To be," is more than "to do," and does more. The fruit of Martha's minis- trations might easily be computed ; but the whole world is still filled with the odour of Mary's spike- nard, with the influence of her silent love. LXXXVI. INCONSTANCY. Pono animam meam pro te. "I will lay down my life for thee." We say such things in warm moments of love and friend- ship, and mean them from the depths of our heart ; though in the chill and darkness of depression and failure we deny our friend and desert him. We do 102 THE SEVEN DOLOURS. not value present love less, because it is frail and changeable ; nor does God despise the bright flame that now leaps up in my heart because He foresees it will sink and flicker even to extinction for a time or for ever. LXXXVII. SEVEN DOLOURS. Omnis enim figura ejus amorem spiral et ad redamandum pro- vocat ; caput inclinatum ; manus expansse, pectus apertum. " His whole form breathes out love and pro- vokes love in return ; the head bowed down ; the hands outstretched ; the heart laid bare." (i) Caput inclinatum. Apart from the very beauty of posture which makes the crucifix a noble theme of art, there is an exhaustless wealth of beauty which we read into it in the light of faith. It is an eye-word which ever clothes itself with richer and fuller meaning, so that at one glance we take in more food for mind and heart than the ear could receive in an hour. The head inclined speaks to us of the infinite gentleness and condescension of Him who bows down to listen to our cries and prayers : Memento mei, Domine, dum veneris in regnum tuum. Inclina, Domine, aurem tuam et exaudi me. Fiant aures tucB intendentes, in vocem deprecationis mece — of a tender pity that in the midst of torments is self-forgetful and intent only on the sorrows of those who stand by the foot of His Cross ; of obedience to the Divine love continued from birth till bowing His Head He gave up the ghost. Amorem spirat et ad redamandum provocat. It all breathes love and GOD'S ATTRIBUTES. 103 invites to love, to a love that drags us down and takes all the stiffness and pride out of us ; which is at the feet of all, girt about for their service, which is wistful and watchful for the needs and sorrows of others. (2) Manus expanses, speaking to us of the width and comprehensiveness of His love, inviting all, embracing all ; pardoning, tolerating, overlooking offences. This is easy to say, but hard to believe ; and because the invitation is only half believed, it is little heeded : Expandi manus nieas tota die ad i>ot>ulum incredulum — He is ever stretching out His hands to those who cannot believe that He means it. (3) Pectus apertum. If His Heart, laid bare to our eyes, and cleft and broken with grief, does not breathe love and provoke a return, we may put our crucifix aside and pray God to create a new heart in us and renew us with a right spirit ; or turn to Mary for grace to read the crucifix with her eyes : Fac me tecum pie flere, crucifixo condolere. LXXXVIII. god's attributes. Considerate lilia agri. We shall never get to love God by meditating on His attributes, unless we are first trained to love those attributes in their finite manifestations. Men cannot love or praise God for His mercy or liberality, or truth or justice, who are not lovers of these things already. If I do not know what love is in its highest manifestations, in father, mother, brother, friend, lover, it is vain to tell me that God loves as all 104 THE GRACE OF LONG LIFE. these and infinitely more. Infinity is at best a negative notion, and affects our imagination and our heart but little. It is all important that the co-factor§ it multiplies should be as full and rich and concrete as possible. Considerate lilia agri, says Christ. A man must be taught to see a glory in their array greater that of Solomon, before that "delighted with their beauty," he " can know that their Lord is more beautiful by far; for it is the begetter of all beauty that hath made them all." ^ LXXXIX. THE GRACE OF LONG LIFE. Ut sis longaevus super terram. " That thou mayest live long upon the earth." It is almost a truism to say that we never elect twice on precisely the same premises, and that any given individuated choice once made is made for ever. For even were the two elections to follow each other without interval, there would in the second case be the new circumstance of having chosen just before. Furthermore, the basis of knowledge and experience on which we choose is widening every hour of our life and giving more deliberateness and importance to our choice. We put little confidence in the piety of children; and we have good hope for their reformation if they are vicious; for we know on how slight and partial a view of good and evil their decision rests, how imperfectly they reckon the cost on either side. • Wisdom xiii. GOD, OUR HAPPINESS. toj Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem ; for, ceteris paribus, it is a more honourable salvation to have been tried long anc* variously, and at that last and fullest review of the whole question, which is flashed through our mind in the moment of death, to have chosen God, than if in early childhood we had been rapt away lest malice and deceit should alter our first good purposes. Tanquam aurum in fornace prohavit eos et invenit eos dignos se. XC. GOD, OUR HAPPINESS. Salus tua sum ego. For one who has the faith, the greatest happiness and substantial peace of his soul is the grace and favour of God. This sounds unreal; because we do not notice or attend to permanent and habitual comforts. To tell a ma,n that he enjoys the air he breathes more than music he hears, sounds non- sense ; but deprive him of both, and which will he ask for first ? Unconscious as we are of the presence of grace when we have got it, and alto- gether miserable as we may be at the same time about other things ; let us but lose it, or think we have lost it, and what other happiness can console us, or what other misery concern us ? We mostly love God far more than we think; and it is only real or fancied separation that first opens our eyes to the extent to which He is entwined and woven into our life. io6 TREE OP KNOWLEDGE. XCI. TREE OF KNOWLEDGE. At ubi venit plenitudo temporis misit Deus Filium suum. " When the fulness of time had come God sent His Son." It is natural to expect that our reason should carry us but a little way in the knowledge of good and evil, since " good " has reference to the end, and He alone knows the bearing of each action for good and evil, whose wisdom reaches from end to end. We may see a little way ahead to proximate ends ; and we may see clearly how certain actions can never possibly be conducive to any good end. But God's gaze stretches infinitely beyond all this ; to the last consequence in time of the least of our thoughts. Surely He alone can tell us what is good and evil ; and here, if anywhere, we are as children and need revelation and faith. This was the casm belli between God and Adam. Would he obey blindly, leaving the reasons to God, or would he aspire to be as God, knowing good and evil for himself, measuring things by his own little span? But not satisfied to know that the fruit was for- bidden without also knowing the reason of the prohibition, he put faith to the test of experiment. God had said that to eat was to die. Adam would taste and see for himself. From that moment he was left largely to his own dim light to find out good and evil by bitter experience, and through devious and uncertain processes of ethical evolution. He became in a sense as God, deciding for himself; no longer GOD, ABOVE ALL 107 taught by faith as a little child. But it was the sorry independence of the prodigal son, provoking the Divine irony : " Man hath become as one of us, knowing good and evil." Driven from the light of Paradise, he wandered from darkness to darkness into the deepest sloughs of moral degradation, till in pity, God gave him the light of the Decalogue, embodying little more than what sound reason ought to have found out long before. After which he had to learn the humiliating truth that to know what is right, is but a cause of greater condemnation, if there be not the motive power of personal love to make us wish to do right. In God alone are light and love identical. Men and angels were made to be governed by a love outside them. And so when "the fulness of time had come," and man had reached the depth of his humiliation, " God sent forth His Son, born of a woman," to be our light and our love. XCII. GOD, ABOVE ALL. Diliges Dominum ex toto corde tuo. To love God above all things else, taken col- lectively, is needful for salvation, but compatible with all manner of venial sin. To love Him with our whole heart, and alone, is perfection and beatitude. He is loved alone when all else is loved only in Him and for Him as He loves it Himself. This, far from lessening the extension or intension of our natural affections, increases both, indefinitely, and in a higher plane. In proportion io8 GOD'S DOINGS INSCRUTABLE. as this reference of all to Him, from being habitual and implicit, becomes naturally explicit and actual, does one approximate towards the life of vision. It is in Purgatory that this perfect chastening of the affections is attained and the soul thereby proxi- mately disposed for its final elevation. When we say that man's task in life is to get to love God, we do not speak of substantial love (super omnia), which is requisite, due, and possible from the outset ; but of perfect love, toio corde, which is not the precept, but the finis precepH, the end which the precept aims at. XCIII. god's doings inscrutable. Quam Investigabiles vias ejus. "For My ways are not as your ways, nor My thoughts as your thoughts" — and yet our ways seem at times so clearly the best, the only prudent ways; and our thoughts self-evidently good and high. Is all chaos, and is there no guide to what is absolutely and objectively right and true ? Is God so unknowable as to be beyond all our calculations ? May black be white with Him, and white black? " As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways." The higher does not deny, but includes the lower. What is impru- dent can never be prudent, what is false never true. But what is truly prudent to limited foresight and for the conditions seen, may be infinitely short- sighted for eyes reaching from end to end and disposing of all things sweetly. Wherefore if God's GROWTH IN GRACE. 109 plans are other than mine, it is not that mine are bad, but that His are better. If, as they say in the schools, He does not answer My prayer formally. He answers it eminently; for He is even "more willing to hear than we to pray, and is wont to give more than we ask or merit." " Put yourself in His place," is the advice we give to one who is at a loss to understand the conduct of another. When our imagination and reason can lift us into God's place, then, and only then, can we expect to understand His ways. The presumption that our predictions and calculations of His movements are right is simply infinitesimal ; and yet pious credulity, noting only its successful guesses, forgetting its countless blunders, goes on posing as God's secretary and confidential agent. "How incomprehensible are His judgments, and His ways past finding out. Who hath known the Lord's meaning, or who hath been His adviser, or who first gave Him anything, and he shall be rewarded ? " A stronger faith and better taught is that which is led blindfolded and does not see, nor ask to see how God works all things round to the good of those who love Him. XCIV. GROWTH IN GRACE. Filioli mei quos iterum parturio donee Christus formetur in vobis. " My children, with whom I am in travail anew, until Christ be formed in you." Under one aspect, spiritual birth, or regeneration, or, as Protestants would call it, conversion, consists in the develop- GROWTH It} GRACE. ment and fiUing-in of an idea, the idea of Christ. Our childish conception is but notional, a mere framework or skeleton, waiting to be clothed with flesh and nerves, and to become a living reality. " This is life, that they should know Thee." When Christ is thus fully conceived and formed in our minds, our heart is at once subdued to Him (Tibi se cor meum totum subjicit ; quia te contemplans totum deficit), and we become "enthusiasts," men possessed by God, dominated by an Idea which lives and speaks and loves back. And to generate this idea in the minds of men is the painful and laborious task of the Apostle. First of all it must be the form and clothing of his own mind; and then he must prepare the mind of others to receive it ; he must raise them gradually from height to height, till at last they are proximately disposed for the full truth. And when it is expressed and brought forth, it still needs careful watching lest it be corrupted, or perverted, before it has hardened into the substance of the formed mind. It is because he has begotten in them the very form and fashion of his own soul that St. Paul calls his converts, filioli ; for the sons are sharers of the father's nature and orm. So our Saviour: Ecce ego etfilii quos dedit mihi Dominus. SHORT LIFE A GRACE. in xcv. SHORT LIFE A GRACE. Consummatus in brevi, explevit tempora multa. That a short life may be a great grace, far from being opposed to, is altogether consonant with the view which makes length of days a grace. For it is not a privilege to be cut off soon, except it be " lest deceit should ensnare his soul " — which is at best a negative grace ; or else because life, though short in days, is full and long in spiritual experience and insight. Human life is the hfe of the spirit, not of the animal ; it is measured not by years, but by the amount of spiritual activity. Cani sunt sensus hominis, it is thought, and not grey hair that entitles old age to veneration. Explevit tempora multa — the wares of the world have been passed over in rapid review, tried in the balance, one after another, and found wanting. And God has revealed His beauties in as fast a succession and has grown in lovableness, taking root in the heart and shooting up into an overshadowing tree, like the Prophet's gourd, in a brief night {Sub umbra illius quern desideraveram sedi). The writer of Ecclesiastes is intent on this theme, tasting ever more deeply of life's chalice, and forced to cry out after each brackish draught, Mi-cha-el ! Who is like God? All is vanity, save to love God. Happy is the man who remembers his Creator in the days of his youth, albeit, that the God of our childish choice, the world of our childish re- iia NATURE SAVED /N GRACE. Iiunciation, are at best but shadowy ideas waiting for their body and fulness ; but happier he who at the close of long years, perhaps after many wander- ings and follies, knowing well the weight of every word, can say : What is like God ? Happiest of all he who can say : " Thou hast been my God from my youth, and unto old age and grey hairs, forsake me not, O Lord my God I " XCVI. NATURE SAVED IN GRACE. Remittuntur ei peccata multa, quoniam dilexit muUum. " Many sins are forgiven her, because she hath loved much," and her sins were many, just because she loved much — too much. It is usually the same gift which damns or saves us, according as it is ill or well used. Like every grace, it is in resurrec- tionem and in ruinam. Mary's gift was a power of passionate love. Her love of the Master was not another love succeeding the old; but the old love cleansed, restrained, lifted up, intensified. Mihi quoqtie spent dedisti. Everywhere it is the same; good and evil ; better and worse ; best and worst, treading on one another's heels. Greater force, if it swerves, means great ruin. XCVII. THE MINUTENESS OF GOD'S LOVE. Capilli capitis vestri omnes numerati sunt, nolite timere. " The hairs of your head are all counted. Don't be afraid." As the miser to whom every farthing SEPARATION THE PROOF OF LOVE. 113 is as dear as his own miserable soul, gloats over each and says, " Mine, mine, all mine," so in God's no less incomprehensible, hungering love, every several hair of our head is known, weighed, numbered, and hoarded up as avariciously, as the foolish lover treasures next his heart the very straws trodden by his mistress' feet. NoUte timere. XCVIII. SEPARATION THE PROOF OF LOVE. Veni separare hominem. As love makes for the most perfect attainable oneness, so separation is the mortification of love — not its death, but its discipline and mortification. Its death perhaps, if it be worthless; and always the death of what is worthless or impure in it ; therefore it is the purgation of imperfect love ; the death of false love ; the exercise and renewal of true love. Et tui ipsitis animam gladius pertransibit ; for even Mary's love had to know the sword of separation. Our Saviour came to kindle love upon earth, as it had never been kindled before, between man and man, and between man and God ; yet He came to send, not peace, but a sword; not union, but division and separatioQr 114 UNANIMITr. XCIX. UNANIMITY. Idem sapiatis, nnanimes ; id ipsum sentientes. Nihil per con- tentionem, neque per inanem gloriam. " Let us all think and say the same thing," must not be understood of a wooden, unintelligent uni- formity imposed from outside ; but of the natural offspring of that unifying charity which should bind all members of the same body together; whether that body be the race, or the Church, or some closer corporation within the Church. Individualism bids us not to care a fig what others say or think, to "live and let live." So long as others do not interfere with us, let them do and believe as they please: Quid ad nos; ipsi viderint. Toleration, as at present misunderstood, means the indifference of systematic egoism. But unifying charity instinc- tively, and often consciously, endeavours to break down every wall of partition which severs soul from soul by diversity of belief or sentiment. The con- troversial spirit, or proselytizing instinct, is but a perversion of the deepest appetite of the rational soul, and points to the essential solidarity of the race. Union, in belief and thought, is the founda- tion of agreement in sentiment ; which, in turn, is the only lasting basis of union and co-operation in action. Hence the stress laid on unity of faith by Christ and His Church. And the same principle is implied by the insistence on obedience of judgment as a condition of obedience in will and execution. UNANIMITY. 115 Yet were all this to be understood of mere assentatio, it would mean the death, instead of the keenest life of the soul ; the uniformity of blind traditionalism, the superstitious transmission of dead formulae from mouth to mouth, and mind to mind. Whereas the keen, healthy appetite for being in intelligent sympathy with every other mind, spurs us on to the most intense activity of thought, that we may get to understand ourselves and to understand others. When we hear a statement which sounds strange to us, we are not indifferent, but sharply interested to know how the speaker understands it ; what he has to say for it ; whether we can in any way accept it, or interpret it benignly ; or whether we have not after all been wrong ourselves ; and if not, whether we can get the speaker to see where he is wrong and to accept what we believe right ; or whether we can at least use the same words as he, though in a dif- ferent sense; or hold the same truth, differing only in our expression of it. And it is only when agreement is evidently impossible that with great reluctance we agree to differ as a dernier ressort, regarding our disagreement as a misfortune in itself, and apart from all ulterior consequences. Such a union is necessarily of slow growth, even between individuals, not to say among masses of men ; but it is none the less that goal for which our radical social instinct is making through devious ways. Nor is discussion ; conducted in obedience to this spirit of unifying love, in any way hostile to peace and concord ; or to be confounded with agressive controversy and intolerance. For far from emphasizing or fostering ii6 UNANIMITY. divergencies, it is as loath as possible to admit their existence, and hopes against hope that they may be more apparent than real. The controversial spirit is also begotten of a perverted desire for union in opinion and sentiment, but is egoistic, narrow, intolerant, unyielding; forcing others into agreement with itself; giving nothing, exacting everything ; dogmatic, indocile ; harsh and impatient ; exaggerat- ing differences; condemning, ridiculing, despising; indignant, not grieved. Yet as the perversion of what is good, it is better than the pseudo-tolerance of individualism — that growth of a cold, systematic selfishness and independence which suffers every man to go his own way, caring nothing whether it be to Heaven or to Hell. Nowhere, perhaps, has the true spirit been more happily embodied than in the proem to the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius : "It is presupposed that every good Christian will be more ready to agree with his neighbour's state- ment than to condemn it ; and if he cannot see his way to it, let him inquire of him in what sense he takes it ; and then if he means what is wrong, he is to be set right gently; and if that is not enough, one must try to get him round by every reasonable means." It is one thing to go about the world getting others to agree with oneself; another, to get them to agree with the truth. The contro- versialist prefers self to truth. STIGMATA OF ST. FRANCIS. fi7 c. STIGMATA OF ST. FRANCIS. Domine, quinque talenta tradidisti mihi ; ecce alia quinque snper- lucratus sum. " Lord, Thou gavest me five talents ; see, here are five more ! " Our wounds and sorrows are of all the talents committed to us the most precious. Lifted by them above the earth to the side of Christ crucified, we may draw all men unto ourselves, and through ourselves to God. Few saints in the calendar draw so widely as the loving St. Francis Assisi, with his wounded hands and feet and heart, and his gentle, sensitive spirit formed for the acutest suffering and compassion. CI. THE LIFE OF PRAISE. Homo creatus est ut laudet. " Man was created to praise." A life of praise ought not to be a very sad or gruesome prospect. It means a life devoted to the study of what is highest and most beautiful, a life of ever-growing apprecia- tion and love, as our taste becomes formed and refined and sensitive to more exquisite and subtle beauties than before. It is a life by consequence of absorbing enthusiasm ; for no one is content to love alone, but must drag every one up to his own level and into sympathy with himself. A saint who is not a propagandist is unthinkable. Genitori, Geniio- que, laus etjubilatio, this is the whole duty of man upgn Ii8 OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS. earth as in Heaven. Laudamus te, benedicimus te, adoramtis te, glorificamus te, gratias agimus tibi propter magnam gloriam tuam. Surely not a wholly un- attractive vocation, or a very disagreeable task! There is something that we have got to understand and love, and praise, and get others to praise. CII. OTHER people's BUSINESS. Et viso illo, prseterivit. "And when he saw him, he passed on." No doubt this good priest would have done something for the wounded man had he been in his district, but the interference would perhaps be keenly resented by the parish priest. The levite not being in Holy Orders would by no means trespass on the special preserves and privileges of the priesthood. But this outlandish Samaritan knows nothing about rights and privileges and jurisdiction and prescrip- tion, and, on the mere title of common humanity, thrusts himself into other people's concerns instead of minding his own business. Vade tu etfac similiter; — though similiter requires true parity of circum- stances. It is well to mind one's own business; yet not so as to forget St. Paul's words : " Con- sidering, not each his own concerns, but the concerns of others," RATIONAL PIETY. lig cm. RATIONAL PIETY. Sanctifica eos in veritate ; sermo tuus Veritas. " Sanctify them in Thy truth, Thy word is truth." Sanctification which does not rest upon clear, simple, solid truth, cannot hold out against the tempest and the flood. Every plantation which truth has not planted, shall be torn up by the roots. Sermo tuus Veritas, i.e., God's utterances, through reason and revelation — common sense and Catholic faith ; intelledus qucerens fidem, fides qucerens intellectum, are the rocks about which the roots of sanctity must wrap themselves. Of two evils, better to have the foundation without the superstructure, than the loftiest pile unfounded or ill-founded — the loftier, the worse. Some well-meaning persons think it a profanation to bring to ascetic teaching the touch- stone of reason and consistency ; or to suppose for an instant that the maxims of holy people can ever embody pernicious and soul-destroying fallacies. Ignatius of Loyola thought far otherwise. A man may be an admirable artist, though an execrable art-critic ; and conversely. CIV. THE SACRED HEART. Benignitas et humanitas apparuit Salvatoris nostri Dei. It can hardly be doubted that in some special way it has been intrusted to the Church of our day 120 RESTRAINT, THE CONDITION OF GROWTH. to develope, by the ordinary tedious processes, the idea of the human-heartedness of God. Her bitter conflict with Jansenism and her zeal in promoting the devotion to the Sacred Heart are from one and the same seed of fire. There is yet much straw and stubble to burn up, much dross to purge away, before the pure, fine gold can be separated and secured. The impurities of rigorism and maniche- ism, which cling like parasites to the truth, cannot be shaken off in a moment ; and the most earnest apostles of the benignitas et humanitas of our Saviour, will at times commit themselves to utterances at discord with their gospel, so that we find the anti- Jansenist often tinged with Jansenism. But all this is strictly in accord with those necessary laws which govern the conception and birth of truth. It is only after many, but ever-lessening oscillations between vicious extremes, that the needle at last comes to rest and points true to the pole. CV. RESTRAINT, THE CONDITION OF GROWTH. Omnis autem disciplina in praesenti quidem videtur non esse gaudii sed moeroris ; postea autem fructum pac^tissimum reddet. " I came that they might have life, and might have it more abundantly;" — for if self-abnegation, restraint, mortification, is the condition on which we follow Christ, it is only because without them we cannot enter into that fuller life of the intellect, heart, and affections, by which we recover a hundred-fold in the present, whatever we seem to SILENT PRAYER. sacrifice. Only through Him can the human faculties receive their full expansion and develop- ment. Without the cross the downward path to selfishness and cruelty is only too easy. Our power of loving is lost by reckless dissipation, and the mind loosed from the rock of faith, drifts out into the darkness. Nonne Deo subjeda erit anima mea. Shall not my soul, therefore, be subjected to God ? CVI. SILENT PRAYER. Scit enim Pater vester quid opus sit vobis antequam petatis eum. " He feedeth the young ravens that call upon Him," and "the lion-whelps roaring for their prey, begging their food from God, ... all wait for Thee that Thou mayest give them meat in due season." If the blind, natural cravings which He Himself has implanted; if the brute cries of pain and hunger ascend up as a prayer in the ears of God ; shall not the very needs of man's soul be eloquent without words, before Him " to whom all hearts are opened, all desires known, and from whom no secrets are hid," and from whom alone come all our good desires and prayers. " Lord, Thou knowest my desire," says David, "and my groaning is not hid from Thee." " Your Heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of these things." Doubtless the externation of our prayers and desires is natural, and is expected from us so far as possible. But it is not always possible; and then it is well to remember that every God-given desire of our heart, THE FOLLY OF DIVINE LOVE. however latent and remote from present conscious- ness, still more every felt need and hunger of spirit, rises like the incense of an unceasing prayer before God's mercy-seat, "the Spirit Itself helping oui infirmities, making intercession for us with groanings that cannot be uttered." CVII, THE FOLLY OF DIVINE LOVE. Neqiie mittatis margaritas vestras ante porcos. By love, St. Ignatius tells us, a man gives himself so far as it is possible; and in seeking to be re-loved he seeks that another shall make to him a like self- offering. Thus love is unitive in that it tends to obliterate the lines which divide me and thee, mine and thine : " all mine is thine and all thine is mine." But love is of itself indifferent till we know the nature of the lover, or, what is correlative, the motive of his love. A self-offering is valued according to our estimate of the self which is offered. That God has so loved us, and given Himself to us, will move us just so far as we have learnt to realize what He is in Himself who has done so much for us. Wisdom and self-respect forbid us to reveal in its fulness an affection we may feel for another ; but tell us rather to deal it out gradually as it is valued and asked for ; lest we seem to force a return, which is gratitude rather than love — a puzzled sense of obligation for a costly gift hardly understood or cared for. But God's love of the soul is too passionate to be so politic- NO WASTE OF GOOD DESIRES. 123 He flings Himself at our feet, a pearl before swine ; and we receive His protestations of love with embarrassment or indifference — perhaps even a certain sense of annoyance : " What have we to do with Thee, Thou Jesus of Nazareth ? Art Thou come here to torment us ? " We prefer to live among the tombs. CVIII. NO WASTE OF GOOD DESIRES. Quod egredietur de ore meo non revertetur ad me vacnnm. Every drop which the sun's heat draws up from the earth, falls back to earth in fertiHzing rain, yet not necessarily, if ever, on the same spot. God's winds carry it hither and thither, resolved into vapour, broken up, dispersed in a thousand direc- tions. Yet sooner or later it returns whence it came. And so of every good desire or prayer or effort elicited from our heart by that love which is the one secret cause of all good. It is an energy set free that can never be ultimately lost or destroyed. It may fail of the end to which we direct it, but only because it cannot fail of that higher and wider end to which it is directed by an all-seeing eye, an omnipotent and unerring hand. CIX. PEACE. Et in terra pax. "And on earth peace." Internal peace of soul is undoubtedly the very finish of sanctification, and 124 PEACE. the final fruit of the Incarnation. " Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." " Peace I leave with you, My peace I give unto you." Martha's unrestful solicitude is rebuked : and the peace of Mary commended. Ignatius tells us that in men of good-will, all disturbance of heart is from some evil source. Peace is not only com- patible with the sword, with tribulation, temptation, and external conflict, but needs these as conditions of its exercise. Else it is latent. It is therefore self-possession ; the being master of one's soul in the midst of suffering, and anxiety. It is not the peace of inactivity or death ; but of a strong govern- ment holding a mighty people in sway. Who does not know the awful power of the statesman or general who keeps calm, self-possessed, recollected, when all around are panic-stricken, clamorous, distracted ; who moves quietly, noiselessly, surely, to his end, with the momentum of weight rather than of speed. It is the imperturbable calm begotten by the sense of power and security, even Hke the everlasting "peace of God which passeth all understanding ; " the calm of an intellect stilled by faith, where doubts and difficulties are but as cloud-shadows flitting across the unruffled surface of its placid depths; the calm of affections and passions not deadened, but strengthened by the domination of Divine Love : the calm of a con- science clear as the purest crystal; the calm of outward bearing and conduct where every move- ment has been brought into subjection to the law within. Peace is therefore the child of true magna- nimity. ONE BREAD AND ONE BODY. 145 ex. ONE BREAD AND ONE BODY. Unus panis, unum corpus multi sumus, omnes qui de ano pane participamus. " For we being many, are one Bread and one Body, all who eat of that Bread." To eat at the same table and of the same dish, to break bread with another is, especially in the East, a pledge and symbol of brotherhood, of a common parentage and source of life. In the Eucharistic Communion it is no symbol, but an ultra-reality. Two brothers do not live by the same life in so high a sense as two souls who Hve by the indwelling of one and the same Christ, one and the same Spirit in both. The symbol indeed is broken and divided that it may be distributed among many; but those many are united and merged into one another by assimilation to the one indivisible Reality; the one Bread and one Body. We being many, draw to ourselves the symbol and absorb it. The Reality, being one, draws us to Itself and absorbs us. There is no embrace of souls so close or so loving as that whereby both are melted into the soul of Christ; no kiss of peace more infinitely tender — or else more infinitely treacherous. Let a man prove himself, and so let him eat ; lest, not discerning the mystical union of Christ's Body, he eat to his own damnation with hatred in his heart. 125 FAITH. CXI. FAITH. Super hanc petram sedificabo ecclesiam meam. Jacob laid his weary head to rest on a pillow of stone and beheld Heaven's secrets in a vision ; for God was in that place though he knew it not. And he called it Beth-el, the house of God. It is on the hard and seemingly comfortless rock of faith that our thought-wearied intellect must repose, if we are to wake inwardly to the vision of angels ascending and descending upon the Son of Man, that ladder which restores commerce between heaven and earth and whose foot rests in Bethel, the Church of God. CXII. god's vengeance. Donee ponam inimicos tuos scabellum pedum tuorum. " Till I make Thy enemies Thy footstool." God triumphs over His enemies by the power of love, which turns them into friends, and servants of the servants of God ; ministering to His wounded feet ; supporting and giving rest to His little ones — to His lowliest members; beneath the feet of all by the voluntary abjection of enslaving love. " From the moment she entered she hath not ceased to kiss My feet." GOD'S GARMENT. lay CXIII. god's garment. Si tetigero tantum vestijnentum ejus salva ero. Heaven and earth " shall wax old as doth a garment, and as a vesture shalt Thou fold them." For they are the very garments of God ; not His substance ; no part of Him, as pantheism would have it. Yet there is nothing more nearly enters into our personality, than our garments; so nearly are they related to us. Who does not feel humbled by rude and shabby attire ; and exalted by that which is becoming? Our garments hide us, but they also reveal us, as our words do. They are a language in themselves, a self-utterance. They reveal our very outline and movements; and are instinct with our life. So everywhere Scripture represents Nature as the garment of God ; as the guise in which He has chosen to walk and talk with man upon earth. It is God who shines in the sun, moon, and stars ; who rages in the storm ; who consumes in the fire ; who thunders from the clouds ; who clothes Himself in glorious apparel ; girds Himself with strength ; robes Himself in light ; veils Himself in the clouds. " Hast thou an arm like God ; or can'st thou thunder with a voice like His ; compass thyself with beauty, and be lifted up on high, and be glorious as He, and put on the garments of splendour ? " Nature, then, is the garment of God ; and by the light of natural reason, and the impulse of the natural heart, man can draw near from behind. w8 BLESSED MAKGARET MAttlT. and touch with trembling hope the fringe of His vesture, and be healed of his infirmities. But grace calls such men of good-will to behold the very face of God, and to fall at His feet, glorying in their infirmities. CXIV. BLESSED MARGARET MARY. Simile est regnum coelorum homini quaerenti bonas margaritas et inventa una pretiosa (Margarita), vendidit omnia qu£ habuit et comparavit earn. "The Kingdom of Heaven is like to a man seeking goodly pearls, and having found one of great price, he sold all that he had and bought it." Blessed Margaret stands as representative of the human soul (Psyche) which God sought through all the long days of creation, as the goal to be reached through many labours. When He had breathed the immortal spirit into its prepared habitation of clay, God rested from His labour. Invent quern diligit anima mea. He had found what He could love, and what could love Him in return. Again when that pearl of great price was lost. He sought it afresh where it lay hidden away in the dust. He sold all that He had ; He emptied Himself of His glory ; and having given all He had, it only remained that He should give Himself; and so He took the very Heart of His bosom, and gave that too. " Behold this Heart which has so loved man." tHE HOLY HOUSE. 129 cxv. THE aOLV HOUSE. Adorabimus in loco ubi steterunt pedes ejns. "We shall adore in the place where His feet have stood." Were we to adore in every place where we find God's footprints, our life would be as continuously one of adoration as theirs, "who always behold the face of the Father." But we need to school ourselves into the habit of observing the vestiges of God in all around us. He is in our midst and we know Him not. CXVI. OUR TIMES. Loquere ad cor populi hujus. "Speak to the heart of this people." Cor ad cor loquitur — " It is the heart that speaks to the heart." We must speak from the abundance of our own heart if we are to reach the hearts of others. Else we may enlighten or interest, but we cannot move. To speak to the heart of this generation we must know its heart, how it thinks and how it loves, its lights and its shadows, its depths and its shallows, its strength and its weakness, its greatness and its smallness. And where it is most wanting, there our own hearts must be most full, great, deep, strong, enlightened. To know it, we must observe it, and study it. It is not enough to know truth; we must know error as well— 130 ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. the pathology of human mind. We come to the task mostly as a physician who has never seen the human frame, or its morbid state, except in a diagram. He talks learnedly of what he has never seen, never handled, never felt; and no one listens to him. CXVII. ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. Discipulus ille quem diligebat Jesus. "The disciple whom Jesus loved, who also leaned upon His breast at supper." Even were the first designation not distinctive, but common, the second cannot be so explained ; and since they are here connected, it follows that quem diligebat Jesus, is true of St. John in a peculiar sense, not common to all — as indeed the definite article everywhere seems to imply. Were the epithet self-concealing, St. John would have said, " another disciple," or " one of those whom Jesus loved." We can hardly doubt that amongst other reasons, St. John's privilege of special close- ness to the Sacred Humanity was the reward ot special chastity and purity of soul, as in the case of the one hundred and forty-four thousand virgins who follow the Lamb whithersoever He goeth. Yet there are also good grounds for thinking that in this case, as certainly in the case of Lazarus, our Saviour makes His own, and thereby sanctifies, the relation of human and natural friend- ship — one which is capable of indefinite elevation on the one hand, or corruption on the other; and ST. JOHN THE EVANGELIST. 131 which, though in some respects less sacred and divine of its nature than the relations consequent on parental, filial, fraternal, or conjugal love; yet in point of its freedom and the purity of its founda- tion may often be a truer image of the Divine passion for the human soul, or of that one love by which the Three Divine Persons are knit together. That our Saviour should have loved the twelve equally is a preposterous supposition, quite adverse to the whole doctrine of God's freedom in distribut- ing His graces. " Is thine eye evil because I am good," i.e., Am I to complain because God is more generous to others, and to forget that He has been generous to me beyond all desert ? What He loves in us are His own gifts and likenesses; and these He imparts alike in no two cases ; so that He loves no two alike. It is only from an idea that fraternal love is wholly extrinsic, that the unnatural and unworkable notion could have arisen, that Christian perfection bids us regard all with strict equahty of aifection. For indeed if, in each case, we love not our neighbour at all, but God only of whom he is the mere representative, the fetich, the arbitrary symbol, then it is always one and the same act of love ; and it is indifferent whether God bids us love a stock or a stone, or a brute or a man. God wants us not only to love Him, but also to love what He loves, and for the same reason that He loves it ; to love in sympathy with Him, as far as we can at all see with His eyes. What He loves in each is His own image, which indeed is common to all, in so far as all have reasonable souls; and His own 132 ILLIBERAL JUDGMENTS. likeness, in so far as many have supernatural grace as well. But over and above this, He imparts His image and likeness with endless diversity in both orders, by natural and supernatural gifts. To see God in others is to ascribe all that is good in them to this Divine indwelling, which is more in some, in others less. They are lovable because God loves them and " has done great things for them ; " more for some ; less for others ; much for all. St. John was the apostle of love, because, beyond others, he understood the love of God. It was his to reveal the majesty and glory of the Eternal Word; and thus to find in His greatness a measure of His meekness and lowly condescension, and of the force of that love which could compel one so high to stoop so low. Even the human beauty of Christ's love perishes with a merely humanistic view of His being. cxvni. ILLIBERAL JUDGMENTS. Quid est homo, ut immaculatus sit? There is nothing more illiberal than the way in which we allow our likes and dislikes to be ruled by the principle, Malum ex quocunqm defectu — "Good, demands every perfection ; bad, but a single defect ; " so that ten good points in a character are blotted out of sight by a single fault, or even less than a fault. We seem to take a man's goodness as a matter of course, and no thanks to him ; as the mere negation of blameworthiness. It' may be partly that we notice what is peculiar and rivet our attention on GOD AT OUR MERCY. 133 it ; whereas what we find in every one is too ordinary to strike us; just as the ordinary benefits and blessings of daily life, in themselves very great, and in number beyond reckoning, escape our observation and elicit no gratitude. It is the function of the best poetry and art to re-sensitize our attention, and to teach us to observe the beauties of those ordinary things and persons which are continually before our irresponsive, use-worn gaze. It is the function of charity to open our eyes to the image of God in others ; to reveal them to us as they are in His eyes, finite and faulty, needing like ourselves much patient compassion ; and yet full of goodness, if not in act, at least in capacity. CXIX. GOD AT OUR MERCY. Factus sum sicut homo sine adjutorio. The Infant Saviour at the breast of His Mother or in the arms of St. Joseph tells us how God comes to us in weakness; throws Himself upon our mercy; makes Himself needy and dependent that our love may have room to exercise itself in His regard. In every grace which He offers us, He exposes His honour to the insult of refusal; in the Eucharist and other sacraments, to profanation and sacrilege ; in His Church and in His "little ones," to perse- cution, neglect, and contempt. He trusts Himself into the hands of Judas, no less than into those of Joseph. 134 CONDITIONS OF PRAYER. cxx. CONDITIONS OF PRAYER. Nihil solliciti sitis, sed in omni oratione et obsecratione cum gratiarum actione petitiones vestras innotescant apud Deum. " Be distressed for nothing, but in all prayer and entreaty, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." Here are all the requisites of successful prayer — " Ye ask and ye receive not, because ye ask not aright." First, we are to ask " without anxiety ; " not but that we are to care about having what we ask for. We must want it intensely, and the more the better; else how can we pray with fervour? The prayers that our Saviour heard and blessed were like His own, " strong crying and tears unto Him that was able to save Him," in His agony and conflict with the horror of death. It was no listless, half-hearted cry that was uttered by the Syrophoenician woman ; or by the blind man at Jericho ; or by the Centurion; or by the leper ; or by Mary and Martha. Anxiety means fear as to the result. We are forbidden to fear, when we have done all in our power, i.e., when we have used all reasonable means ; and foremost amongst them is strong, earnest prayer, by which we draw down from Heaven rain to fertilize what we have sown in the way of efforts, which else were sown in vain. Even were our judgment at fault, yet when this happens in good faith after our best reasonable efforts, we have no ground for anxiety as though such error had not happened with God's CONDITIONS OP PRAYER. 135 permission, and could not be woven into His design for our good. Far from energetic effort and impor- tunate prayer betokening anxiety, it is rather anxiety which unnerves, disheartens, and causes apathy and diffidence in the long run. It is no small faith that can go on praying in spite of reiterated repulses; that is lashed into energy by opposition, instead of being discouraged. It is faith of the credo quia impossihile type ; hope, which hopes for the hopeless, because it is hopeless. Prayer is one of the engines by which the Kingdom of Heaven is to be stormed. God loves the violence that storms at Him and will take no refusal — Fervent love And lively hope with violence assail The Kingdom of the Heavens, and overcome The will of the Most High ; not in such sort As man prevails o'er man but conquers it Because 'tis willing to be conquered — stiU Though conquered, by its mercy conquering.* The will to pray is always from God, and it is a pledge of His willingness to hear if we but pray aright — that is, with confidence and pertinacity. Never yet has a prayer fallen to the ground that went up from a desirous heart. It may be after many days that the bread cast on the water returns ; but in God's scheme there is no destruction of force; every good effort, every good wish is fruitful in the event. Cum gratiarum actione — " With thanks- giving." This is the last condition for successful impetration; inseparable from hope and the sense * Gary's Dante, Par. xx. 136 LAZARVS RESVSCITATVS. of dependence on God alone. To acknowledge that all we have received in the past is from God, is to proclaim that we look to Him alone for the future. CXXI. LAZARUS RESUSCITATUS. Domine, si fuisses hie, frater meus non fuisset mortuus. " Lord, hadst Thou been here, my brother had not died." Here is the great lesson of hope. As long as there was a spark of life, there were natural reasons, however slight, for hoping that that spark might be fanned to a flame; and so our Saviour lingers that this last spark might be extinguished, nay, till putrefaction had set in, that " the glory of God might be revealed," that He, and He alone, might be manifest as the Resurrection and the Life. " Now Jesus loved Mary and Martha ; " and so, like a true lover. He tries their hope and confidence to the very extreme. cxxn. CONSERVATION OF SPIRITUAL ENERGY. Mitte panetn tuum super transeuntes aquas, quia post tempora multa invenies ilium. " Cast thy bread upon the water, and after many days thou shalt find it," i.e., alms wasted on the most worthless and undeserving, will in the end return with interest into the bosom of the giver, " good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over." There is no waste of matter or force in physical nature, except to our seeming ; all is collected up again to the minutest fragment and CONSERVATION OF SPIRITUAL ENERGY. 137 stored away in her treasury for future use. So in God's supernatural or moral Providence no good desire was ever in vain or fruitless. It is like the Divine Word which shall not return empty, but shall, accomplish all whereunto it was sent. If our prayers or well-intended efforts seem misdirected and fruitless in the present ; yet their force is indestructible, and after many days the wasted bread shall be recovered again. If it delay, wait for it, for coming it shall come, and will not tarry. The only remedy to the pessimism engendered, not by the wickedness and weakness of the world, but by the present disappointing results of a scheme of salvation professing to be divine, and by the unsatisfactoriness of a solution purporting to be from God, is to be found in this virtue of expectant hope. The bright side of Christianity is all in the future ; its dark phase in the present. Expecto resurrectionem mortuorum et vitam futuri sceculi. Redemption and light is in fieri, not in facto esse — only in process of becoming. We are in this respect, like the Old Testament saints, " saluting the promises from afar." Our eyes have seen the day-star rising in the east, "setting forth as a bridegroom from his chamber ; " but He has yet to run His course, before all His enemies shall be under His feet. There is really no human or natural basis for even a modified optimism ; nothing but a Credo quia, impossibile. Hope is the light that shines in the tearful eyes of the saints ; like the first glimmer of dawn reflected in eyes that " watch for the morning." Deus, Dem mens, ad te de luce vigilo. 138 MARY AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. CXXIII. MARY AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. Et incarnatus est de Spiritu Sancto ex Maria Virgine. As in the beginning it was the Spirit that brooded over the abyss, and brought form out of the form- less, order from confusion, life from death, light from darkness ; so in the beginning of the new heaven and earth, the same Spirit — Digitus PaterncB dexterce — " Finger of the Father's right hand," was instru- mental in realizingthe Incarnate Word conceived and uttered by the Eternal Father : Dixitque Deus : Fiat Lux, et facta est Lux — "God said : Let there be Light, and Light was." And as It began, so It continues to develope the seed sown, " which is the Word of God ; " and to work out day by day, and in each single soul, the Mystic Christ, i.e., Christ and the Church, " unto the stature of the perfect man." To judge of this new creation, we need to go forward to the end and look back upon it with God's eyes: "Viditque Deus cunda quce fecerat ; et erant valde bona. Igitur perfecti sunt cceli et terra et omnis ornatus eorum — " And God saw all that He had made ; and it was very good. And so the heavens and the earth and all their furniture were perfected." In the finished Christ the labour of the Holy Spirit will come to an end. " The Spirit of God shall come to rest upon Him." Of that finished work it is said, " This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." " I saw the heavens opened and the Spirit of God in the form of a Dove descending and resting upon Him," GOD MADE MAN. 139 i.e., as a dove in its finished nest. "And God rested the seventh day from all His labour that He had wrought." Ex Maria Virgine. As Mary was co-principle with the Holy Spirit "in the beginning" of the New Creation, so also is she in the process of its evolution and its consummation. Her office throughout is the same : ancilla Domini — " God's handmaiden." The Holy Ghost is ever coming upon her, and the power of the Highest overshadowing her, and that Holy Thing which is called the Son of God, the Mystic Christ, being born of her. She is mother and the nurse of redeemed humanity ; she is ever standing with helpless man in her arms, and her foot upon the serpent's head ; Michael and his angels fighting for the "Woman and her Child," against the dragon and his angels. CXXIV. GOD MADE MAN. Et Homo factus est. Here we adore the humiHty of God, the mystery of the Divine descent, which is measured by its terms whence and whither. The term whence — the majesty of God — is lost in the infinite heights beyond the furthest travel of our thought ; the term whither reveals new depths the more it is investigated. Quid est homo quod memor es ejus aut filius hominis quoniam apponis erga eum cor fuum — " What is man that Thou shouldst remember him, or the Son of Man that Thou shouldst set Thy Heart on Him ? " To this we may seek 140 SEEING IS BELIEVING. an answer by the consideration of St. Ignatius in his " Exercise on our own sins," i.e., by considering the physical insignificance of any man compared with the whole race, and with the world he dwells in, which is daily dwarfed by widening views of the material universe. But still more striking is the deepening knowledge of human weakness and wickedness, of what man can be and often is. That God should have allied Himself with something so detestable and loathsome, and should have found a jewel in such mire, gives an ever-growing meaning to the genuflection we make at Homo foetus est. cxxv. SEEING IS BELIEVING. Affer manum tuam et mitte in latus meum, et noli esse incredulus. " Reach hither thy hand and thrust it into My side, and be not faithless but believing." Modicm fidei quare dubitasti ? Why do you doubt My love, My wisdom, My power ? Is it because, unless you see signs and wonders, you think that My arm is shortened ? and unless you see the solution of every problem, the exit of every event, you think that My devices are exhausted ? or unless you actually behold and touch the wound love has inflicted on Me, you deem that My love is spent and cooled ? " Reach hither thy hand and thrust it into My side, and be not faithless but believing." Palpate et videte — " Handle Me and see." WORDLESS PRAYERS. 141 CXXVI. WORDLESS PRAYERS. Desiderium pauperum exaudivit Dominus, prseparationem cordis eorum exaudivit auris tua. "The Lord has heard the desire of the poor; Thine ear has caught what his heart was making ready to say." We are anxious in praying to find words adequate and fitted to our thoughts and desires; but how needlessly! This is an anthro- pomorphic fallacy which figures God as needing information. True, He may require some exter- nation or utterance, for our sakes. Yet what matters it whether the words be those of the Pater and Ave; or a striking of the breast, or any act, even internal, which says, "Lord, Thou knowest my desire, and my groaning is not hid from Thee " ? He hears our very wish, the very state of a ready heart : Cui omne cor patet et omnis voluntas loquitur — " For to Him every heart lies open, every wish is eloquent ; " — even our most deeply buried, barely subconscious, or interpretative intentions. CXXVIL HOLY INNOCENTS. Princeps pads. "The Prince of peace." He comes to send, not peace, but a sword — a sword for Rachael's heart, for His own Mother's heart ; a sword for the helpless and innocent ; to break many a heart, that the thoughts of many a heart may be revealed. Ui ST. TttOMAS Of CANtERnURY. Peace therefore is the issue, or last event; but strife is the road to it. There are those who calumniate our Lord as indifferent to all this heart- breaking which salvation involves from the neces- sity of the case. Comprehending the measureless glory and joy to come, He must be — some would think — insensible to sorrows which, compared with that joy, are infinitesimal. But compared with our littleness and weakness, He knows that they are overwhelming and crushing. Sicut pater castigat — " He chastises as a Father." He does not afflict us willingly ; what He could spare us, He has spared us, and has borne it Himself; the slight remainder that we must bear, afflicts Him more than it afflicts us. " If one member suffers, all the other members suffer with it," but most of all, the Head. He who gives us our tenderest feehngs, feels more tenderly for them and with them, than any fellow-mortal, however sympathetic. He can console and compensate as none other ; nor is any pain so shght, not even that of the humblest sentient creature that crawls upon the earth, that He should be indifferent to it. cxxvni. ST. THOMAS OF CANTERBURY. Reddite quae Caesaris sunt Caesari, et quae sunt Dei, Deo. In Henry II. we have a good example of how the lust of power can lead a man from God to the love of riches and honours ; thence to the stiffness and in- flexibility of pride; and thence to all sin, even sacrilegious murder. Also, we may notice how secular ST. THOMAS OP CANTSR^ORY. 14} governments are always trying to make the Church their tool ; to subject her to their own ends as supple- mentary to the police ; forgetting that her power over men, which they desire to utilize, falls with her independence of temporal control. This conflict is carried on no less in the microcosm, the little world of our soul, where nature first endeavours craftily to make such concordats with the spirit as to bring it gradually into complete subordination, and eventually to destroy it. But here, too, nature overreaches itself. Like k Becket, our sense of our other-world dignity as Christians should make us firm and even in- dignant against the encroachments of the secular power, rights of investiture, royal " placets," and the rest; ready to resist usque ad sanguinem, every curtailment of " the liberty of the sons of God," with a non possumm, or a non serviam, or a Reddite CcBsari qua sunt Ccesaris, et quce Dei sunt Deo — " Caesar's to Caesar, and God's to God." Also, opposed to the growth of pride and stiff-necked in- flexibility of Henry, we have the process of gradual humiliation in k Becket, who, under God's chastise- ment, passes from the loss of honour and riches, to disillusionment, and contempt of the same ; and so to humility and perfect flexibility in the hands of God ; and thence to the very highest sacrifice of heroic virtue. 144 EARTH'S RENEWAL. CXXIX. earth's renewal. Rorate coeli desuper, et nubes pluant justum : aperiatur terra et germinet Salvatorem. " Shed your dews from above, O ye heavens- and let the clouds rain down the Just One ; let the earth break and the Saviour bud forth." Heaven and earth co-operate in the birth of the New Spring; the Spirit coming down like the dew upon Mary, a daughter of earth, from whose fertilized womb appears the first harbinger of the world's renewal, "as a tender plant and as a root out of the dry ground." Emitte Spiritum tuum et creabimtur, et renovabis faciem terrce — " Send forth Thy Spirit and they shall be created, and Thou shalt renew the face of the earth." Jam hiems transiit — already the winter is past, the winter of earth's sin and darkness and frosty hardness ; the dead, stubborn, fruitless soil is loosened and quickened by the soft, warm rain; "the fig-tree hath put forth her blossoms, and the voice of the turtle-dove is heard in the land." The winter was past in that moment when the earth opened and the Saviour budded forth ; but the spring had only begun, and summer was yet in the distance; and autumn, with its harvest-homes and golden store, still further off. But from dawn to sunset, from the beginning to the fulness of the renewal, there are the same two co-operant principles of life — the dew from heaven and the fruitful earth ; the Spirit and the Virgin-Mother of Divine grace, — the second Eve, EARTH'S RENEWAL. I45 Mother of all living. In every act of sanctification, whether it be first conversion, or increase of grace, Christ is born again of Mary and the Spirit, t.e., His image and likeness, how distant and defective soever, is multiplied in those to whom He has given " power to become the sons of God : " Ejm divini- tatis esse consortes qui humanitatis nostra fieri dignatus est particeps — " To be consorts of His Godhead who deigned to be a sharer of our manhood." And so that first "tender shoot" of salvation sends forth from its root new fibres, and spreads secretly underground, till the whole face of the earth is renewed and covered with what seems to surface- sight a multitude of single growths, but what pene- trating faith knows to be " one body and one spirit," one living, many-branched whole, one mystic Christ, the fruit of Mary's womb. Rorate cceli desuper — " Shed your dew from on high, O heavens." The Divinity rests upon the Sacred Humanity, as the dew upon the leaves and in the flower-cups ; not mingled with it, nor absorbed, yet giving it a glory and brilliancy which is not its own, but from on high, — Desuper. There alone does it rest, firmly and for ever, in such sort that the jewels and their setting are but one Holy Thing (illud Sanctum quod ex te nascetur). On all others the diamond fringe hangs trembling — a rude touch, and ichabod — " the glory is departed." K 146 FEAR NOT. cxxx. FEAR NOT. Et timuerunt timore magno. " And they (the Shepherds) were sore afraid." Such is the natural effect on man of any revelation of an unknown, uncertain power, until he has received assurance that its possessor is well-disposed towards him, and will use it for his help and not for his hurt. Then fear gives way to confidence. Before the Incarnation had made God's love visible and tangible, men would not, perhaps could not, believe in it, or trust Him. If they trembled and were sore afraid at the brightness of His angels, much less could they endure His very face and presence, and live. " Speak thou unto us ; but let not the Lord speak to us, lest we die." But now, it is not Moses, but God Himself who speaks to us with human words and broken utterances ; who touches us with a human hand ; upon whose human face our eyes may rest undazzled. Quod fuit ah initio ; quod audivimus ; quod vidimus oculis nostris, quod perspeximus et manus nostrce contrectaverunt de Verbo Vitce — " We have seen ; we have heard ; we have handled That which was from the beginning —The Word of Life." " Fear not, for behold, I bring you glad tidings." This was the new evangel, that the dispensation of fear should give place to that of love, that man should be fearless not only before the angels, but before the God and King of Angels, in whose sight FEAR NOT. 147 the angels tremble and veil their faces. Not that they should think less of the power and majesty of God, but that they should have an irresistible assur- ance that that power is for their help and not for their hurt ; that it is wielded by mercy and love ; that His thoughts towards us are not of affliction but of peace. " This shall be a sign." This is the symbol of the Gospel spirit that banishes fear or purifies it into reverential love and chaste familiarity. " You shall find the Babe," for He comes not in mature manhood as the first Adam, but as one born of woman, in the humiliation of infancy, dependent on others for food, shelter, clothing, and protection — He who " feeds the young ravens which cry unto Him" and "shelters us under the shadow of His wing," and " clothes the grass of the field," and " is the protector of all them that call upon Him." This He suffers, that He may become one of us in every- thing, and eliminate every line of separation, sin only excepted, which could hinder our free and ready access to our Emmanuel {i.e., God, one of ourselves) — " wrapped in swaddling-clothes," i.e., tied hand and foot, so as to be able neither to fight nor to flee ; " entirely at the mercy of His creatures. " Laid in a manger," i.e., passive, to be taken and put here or there, "like a dead body or an old man's staff." "In a manger;" in that which by its nature was never intended, and could never be fitted to be the resting-place of the " Son of Man ; " but " not having where to lay His Head," He must perforce seek shelter in our rough hearts rather than 148 FEAR NOT. be altogether unloved and left out in the cold,. If there is nothing else in that place, there is at least room for Him. Keble notices that the angel choirs were silent till they heard the sign, and then it was that their praises broke out like a pent-up flood : But when they heard the sign where Christ should be In sudden light they shone and heavenly harmony, i.e., it is the revelation of " omnipotence in bonds ; " of the tyranny of infinite love over infinite majesty, that banishes fear and gives birth to peace on earth, wherein and whence God is glorified in the heights. " Fear not, for . . . there is born to you this day a Saviour " and not a Judge, i.e., a Judge reluctantly and in the last extremity ; a Saviour primarily and by preference ; " longsuffering and slow to anger ; " putting off the evil day, age after age ; hoping against hope that man may turn to Him ; one who, in a sense, mourns over loved lost souls for ever and ever. "O Absalom, my son, my son; would God that I had died for thee," and " How often would I have gathered thee under My wing and thou wouldst not," and "O that thou hadst known and in this thy day, the things of thy peace." It is in the Eucharist that this mystery of condescension culminates — the Babe, wrapped in swaddling-clothes, laid in a manger. Hoc erit signum vobis. Here is the sign of God's good-will that banishes fear. CONTROVERSY. 149 CXXXI. CONTROVERSY. Fortis ut mors, dilectio. " Love as invincible as death." Diligite inimicos vestros — " Love your enemies." The shortest road to victory over the enemies of God is that of personal kindness ; and as regards their opinions, a sympathy not of approbation, but of comprehension ; a glad insistence on points of agreement, a calm steadfast- ness against error — free from all heat, bitterness, and personal estrangement. Rationes modeste afferantur eo animo ut sims veritati sit locus non ut in ea re superiores videantur — " Let the reasons be adduced quietly with a mind to truth, and not to victory; " says St. Ignatius Loyola. Nothing, could be further removed from the narrow, sectarian, unchristian spirit of controversy, such as disgraces the pages of many Church-papers, periodicals, controversial tracts and treatises. Nescitis cujus spiritus estis — " Ye know not whose school ye are of," Christ would say to such as would bid fire come down from heaven to destroy their enemies, and the enemies of God. He who had come " not to destroy men's souls, but to save them," bade another fire come down upon His enemies, the Pentecostal fire, which He came to send upon earth, and was straitened till it was kindled ; that love which even the heathen Akbar saw to be " the net of truth and the noose of God." And was not Allah called In old Irdn, the Sun of Love. And Love The net of Truth ? 150 HOPE. CXXXII. HOPE. Etiamsi occiderit me in ipso sperabo. Perhaps in the rapid narration of Job's many afflictions we are apt to miss the lesson of his protracted longsuffering, and to regard his successive blows collectively as one. We should space them out, and consider how, after the first, he gradually reconciled himself to God's will, and was full of confidence that He who had afflicted would presently heal and console him ; and lo ! instead of consola- tion, comes another blow harder and seemingly less deserved than the first. Will he still hope ? will he still say to his friends, " Wait, and see the deliver- ance of God " ? And so although, time after time, his hopes of speedy deliverance are frustrated, we find him as hopeful as ever, even though death, which to the Oriental mind is the culmination of evil, stares him in the face. " Though He slay me," i.e., though He cut off my last hope, "yet will I hope in Him," — hoping, because it is hopeless. CXXXIII. HELL, A MYSTERY. Justice, the founder of my fabric moved ; To rear me was the task of Power divine, Supremest Wisdom and primeval Love.i Power, Wisdom, and Love are appropriated to the Three Divine Persons, and yet, taken essentially, • Gary's Dante, Hell, iii. HELL. A MYSTERY. 151 are almost integrating parts of our notion of perfec- tion. Power alone : or Wisdom alone, or Love alone is wanting and worthless. Wisdom with Power, but without Love, were attributes of a Demon. Love with Power and without Wisdom, were futile and mischievous ; Love and Wisdom without Power, were ineffectual and helpless. May we say that the Three Divine Persons, or personal and relative perfections, are in some analogous way very com- plementary one of another ; or rather, must we not say so ? Hell, as Dante boldly affirms, is a monument not only of the power and the wisdom but of the love of God, i.e., of that same Spirit which brought day out of darkness, and order out of ruin and confusion. Gimtizia mosse 'I mio alto fattore, he says: justice was the motive, iniquity the occasion ; but given the occasion, not only justice, but wisdom and love demanded it. We must not regard Hell as an arbitrary, but as a strictly necessary conse- quence of sin ; or, at the most, determined in some way by the free-will of God, as to the particular mode of punishment. To understand the justice, wisdom, or love, which made Hell, is most certainly beyond our present ken. To our Hmited view. Hell, as we conceive it, may seem unjust, unwise, un- loving; and attempts to justify it from reason, valid or invalid, may sometimes only irritate and disgust us. There is a certain presumption in the notion of any man seeing in his fellow-sinner such an abyss of iniquity, as could demand eternal and immeasurable torments; nor do I envy the man, intellectually or morally, who could find repose in 15* HELL, A MYSTERY. any rationalistic explanation of so great a mystery. Here, if anywhere, we must fall back upon the very notion of faith, as an heroic clinging to God in spite of crushing difficulties ; in spite of all that may appear most contrary to our rooted conviction as to His goodness and mercy. It is just the way we ourselves should try the faith of one to whom we had already given abundant proof of our good-will ; or as, for example, God tried the faith of the Israelites in the desert time after time — hiding Himself from them for a moment, to see if perchance even yet they had learnt to trust Him. "He who made the eye, shall He Himself not see ? " and He that made the human heart, and bore a human heart, with all its tenderness and compassion, and fierce indignation against cruel injustice, shall He not be fair, and just, and kind, and tender ? He who makes my very soul revolt against my own silly understanding of the doctrine of Hell and predestiny ; shall He not prove true, and just, and wise, and loving, beyond my wildest dreams of goodness ? Eventually I shall surely see how all that was revealed was true ; but so far short of the whole truth as to make my present judgment on it worthless and vain. I am content therefore to wait patiently and trustfully as for the answer to a riddle, which now puzzles me hopelessly because I am on the wrong track for its solution ; the more I reason, the faster I stick in the mire. When I hear the answer I shall laugh and say, " Of course ! How could it be otherwise ? " ETERNITY OF HELL. 153 But soon as in this Heaven his doubting eyes Were opened, Gregory at his error smiled.* We should insist much on the latitude of Hell and its " many mansions." Hell, in the case of unbaptized infants, means the privation of a super- natural bliss which the soul never dreamt of, and in some sense does not care about or miss. For many doubtless it means much more ; but as to these, it is as certain that Hell involves neither cruelty nor injustice, as that there is a Hell. If Hell, as I conceive it, is cruel or unjust, it is as certain as faith that I misconceive it. CXXXIV. ETERNITY OF HELL. Tanquam vas figuli con&ingentur. When the potter casts aside some fair piece of his handiwork as flawed and worthless, it falls to the ground, and is shattered in an instant. In that same instant its destruction is completed and perfect ; nor is it more destroyed for that its frag- ments lie there a year or a century, or an eternity. One vessel indeed may be flung aside with more passionate disdain and may be more completely shattered than another; but in regard to the irreparability and finality of their doom all are alike.* We necessarily but falsely imagine eternity ' Gary's Dante, Par. xxviii. ' "Duratio poenae respondet duration! culpse, non quidem ex parte actus, sed ex parte maculae, qu4 durante manet reatus poenas; sed acerbitas .poenae respondet gravitati culpa. Culpa autem quae 154 ETERNITY OF HELL. as time without end ; whereas it is not more false to compare it to an indivisible second. When we leave the material order, we pass into a spiritual and timeless world, and the state in which we are then found is of its own nature final and unchanging; it is the end of a process, of our spiritual and moral fieri or evolution. It is in the state itself, and not in its duration, that the results of that process are summed up. It is in the kind and intensity of the pain, and not in its length that we are to look for the adjustment between delict and penalty. (So Aquinas, Summa, I. -II. 87, artt. 3, 4.) The work of retribution is as complete in the first instant as after the lapse of ages. For in truth, there no first instant, no lapse of ages in the " now " of eternity ; in that duration which is said to be tola simul. Else, as has been objected, the justice of God would be eternally unsatisfied ; the balance of the moral order never set right. The impossibility of a redemption from Hell would doubtless be evident to us did we understand what is meant by man's final state, that, namely, in which the process of his moral evolution ends, the completion of that dictio or self-utterance to which his spiritual life may be compared ; and which when once said, can never be unsaid or revoked, est irreparabilis de se habet quod perpetuo duret ; et ideo debetur ei poena aeterna. Non autem ex parte conversionis habet infinitatem, et ideo non debetur ei ex h^c parte poena infinita secundum quan- titatem." (Aquinas, Sum. I.-II. 87. 4. ad. 3.) THE FEAR OF HELL. 155 cxxxv. THE FEAR OF HELL. Perfecta caritas foras mittit timorem. Perfect love casts out fear ; but while love is yet a tender sickly plant growing to maturity, it needs the prop of fear. And even though the support of fear is no longer needed when love is self-staying, yet in the scorching noon of temptation, love may flag and grow weary in well-doing, and drooping earthward may be saved from destruction by fear. Normally the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, i.e., of perfect love. It is a prudent and supernatural self-regard which first wakes the soul to a sense of its own misery ; which urges it to arise from its state of stagnation, and which brings it at last to the embrace of its Father, and to a love which is altogether pure and "extra-regarding." St. Augustine Hkens this self-regarding fear to the needle which enters the texture, not to remain itself, but to draw the thread after it. Yet in truth this simi- litude is defective ; for though when love is perfect and mature it needs not to be supplemented by fear, yet fear remains as it were in abeyance and inopera- tive, though ready to operate if love should grow cold. It is then no longer called servile or slavish ; so that perfect love casts out, not fear indeed, but the servility of fear. For indeed it cannot but be that the saints who ponder most deeply the great- ness and goodness and justice of God, should be most possessed by a sense of the terrors of His 156 THE FEAR OF BELL. punishments ; whereas the fearlessness of hardened sinners is notorious. Yet where such hardness has not yet supervened, even a dim-sighted, feeble fear will stir the sinner to seek safety in obedience to God's law, whose first and sovereign precept is love ; and thus it is that it draws love after it. The fear that we now speak of has for its object, not precisely the loss of God, which is indeed the supreme calamity of the soul from a self-regarding point of view ; but rather the positive pains consequent on, and con- nected with such loss. Suffering in any faculty or appetite is caused not by the absence of its proper perfecting object, but by the presence of one which is violent and contrary to its nature and inclination ; which is corruptive of it. Difficult as it is to determine the mode of that punishment which is called " eternal death," we must hold firmly that the unchanging final state of the soul which dies in actual sin is one of violence ; and that as each faculty has its own proper repugnant or corruptive ; so the whole soul. The prospect of losing God is a deterrent only for those who love God, and in proportion to their love. As a sanction it is weakest where it is most needed. Therefore it is in the positive pains of eternity that a sanction is provided for the many i.e , for average, untaught human nature whose task of getting to love God is yet far from accomplished, A self-regarding dread of Hell is therefore a great outwork and safeguard of Divine love wherever it is kindled ; and where love it is extinct, it is the normal prerequisite of its recovery. Fear is a thing, therefore, to foster WHOM TO FEAR. 157 continually ; and the absence of which points to a dimness of faith and a shallowness of judgment not compatible with solid devotion. CXXXVI. WHOM TO FEAR. Timete eum, qui potest et animam et corpus perdere in gehennam. In weighing the words of our Saviour relative to eternal punishment, we must remember that they are words of God Himself, Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Love and Mercy, Infinite Power, who created man for unspeakable bliss, and yet who created Hell " for the devil and his angels " and for all their adherents. They are the words of the " Friend of publicans and sinners," " meek and lowly of heart ; " who forgave the Magdalene, the adulteress, the penitent thief; of one so moderate, calm, temperate in all His state- ment ; so devoid of rhetorical flourish and exaggera- tion. They are the words of Him who was made Man and died on the Cross to save us from Hell. Ad quern ibimus ? — "To whom shall we go," save to Him who has the words of eternal life and the words of eternal death ? And what does He say ? " I say to you, My friends ; be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that, have no more that they can do ; but I will show you whom you shall fear. Fear ye Him who, after He hath killed, hath power to cast into Hell. Yea, I say to you, fear Him."^ And elsewhere : " Rather, fear Him who can destroy both body and soul in Hell."^ Here we notice that > St. Luke xii. 4. * St. Matt. x. 28. 158 WHOM TO FEAR. He enjoins fear of Hell as an urgent duty, and enforces His utterance by three-fold repetition ; that He urges this duty on His friends, those who are in His grace and love, whose love has cast out the servility of fear, but not its substance ; that He bids them regard all sufferings and privations, and the torments of martyrdom as not worth considering in comparison with the pains of Hell ; that not only the soul, but the body also, is to enter into a violent unchanging state of destruction or corruption called " everlasting death." Elsewhere we learn, as the just enter into unchanging life, light, and perfection, so the wicked enter into " everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels." The fire spoken of is some destructive agency which acts on spiritual beings as the fire we are familiar with does upon the substance of the body — in some analogous way, dissolvent and disruptive. In St. Matt. ix. 42 — 47, our Saviour says that we are to cut off the right hand or foot, to pluck out the right eye, rather than they should cause us to stumble into Hell, where the worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched. The " right hand " stands for that which is our means of work and subsistence and defence ; our fortune, ability, influence, credit, occu- pation, trade. If it is an occasion of sin, we are to "cut it off" — a sudden, painful process, needing heroic courage — and to " cast it from us " — an ener- getic and complete severance, no paltering delays, lingering regrets, backward glancings. And why? "It is profitable for thee" — an appeal to our supernatural self-regard ; as when He says : " What WHOM TO FBAR. 1S9 does it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul ? " And what makes it a profitable sacrifice, a good bargain, to go through life maimed, helpless, beggared ? Hell-fire, " where the worm dieth not and the fire is not quenched ; " where the state of absolute corruption of soul and body is final, unchanging, unprogressive. And similarly as to the right foot. Better to be lamed in the race of life ; to be outstripped and forgotten in the rush of competition, than stumble into that abyss of evil — the only absolute misfortune. And better, finally, to pluck out the right eye ; that which is dearest to our tenderest affections, dearer than life itself, father or mother, or son or daughter, or lover or friend, rather than that it should cause us to see amiss and to turn aside from the straight path that leads to life eternal. " He that loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me." " This is a hard saying. Who can bear it ? " Many of His disciples hearing it go back and walk with Him no more. From the beginning it has ever been so. Disbelief in Hell was the first heresy : "Ye shall not surely die." At all times it is the policy of the spirit of error to divorce the sense of God's mercy, from the sense of His justice, and to present as incompatible, what are but two aspects of one and the same Infinite Love. That they are so, we cannot see, but we can believe ; and we can see why we cannot see, and why we can believe. " Lord, to whom shall we go ? Thou hast the words of eternal life." i6o VNCLOVDED SIGHT. CXXXVII. UNCLOUDED SIGHT. Si oculus tuus fuerit simplex, totum corpus tuum lucidum erit. " If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light." The "conscience argument" and its ally, the "aesthetic argument" for Catholicity, appeals only to those whose sense of right and moral beauty is clear. If I find a key that fits an infinitely complicated lock, t cannot in prudence doubt that it is (directly or indirectly) the work of the locksmith. Catholicity is the key that fits in thus exactly with the complicated wards of the highly developed conscience and moral sense, and that opens out the secrets of the human heart. It is therefore evidently from Him who makes and perfects the conscience and the heart. But when the still, clear waters of the lake become turbid and ruffled ; when the heart is full of bitterness, rancour, or pride, weighed earthwards, tempted, depressed; then our sight is clouded to the truth ; Christ no longer speaks clearly to us, nor is there remedy save in the prudence which tells us to wait patiently till the day break and the shadows flee away. Experi- ence teaches us at least to recognize our transitory states as such ; to distinguish the normal from the abnormal, the healthy from the morbid. OUR GRIEVANCES. i6i CXXXVIII. OUR GRIEVANCES. Intra lua vulnera absconde me. " Within Tiiy Wounds hide me." The cure for self-concentration and all morbid dwelling on our own wounds, our own grievances, injuries, sorrows, temptations, scruples, is to fly from ourselves and hide away in the wounds of Christ's Mystical Body; to concentrate all on the sorrows, wrongs, and trials of others, to minister to them, pouring in oil and wine. Thus losing ourselves we shall find ourselves, et sanitas tua citius orietur — and we shall be healed the sooner ; for the more we dwell upon His wounds, the more He will dwell upon ours. CXXXIX. MAN-WORSHIP. Illic (in cedris Libani) passeres nidificabunt. Monies excels! cervis. "In the cedars of Lebanon the sparrows shall nest." " The very finest tree in the whole forest, with the straightest stem, and the strongest arms, and the thickest foliage, wherein you choose to build . . . may be marked, for what you know, and may be down with a crash erelong."^ A warning against giving to the greatest saints, lights, and pillars of the Church that blind confidence and implicit faith of which God is so jealous. It is the error of little and weak souls {passeres) to fly to * Vanity Fair. L 162 NATURAL tClNDNSSS. the cedar instead of to the mountain. " I saw Lucifer as lightning fall from Heaven." " How art thou fallen, O Lucifer, son of the morning." Melius est confidere in Domino quam sperare in principibus — " Better to trust in God than to trust in princes " — and therefore the stronger and wiser souls take refuge in the Rock alone, nor are they surprised, however grieved, at the crash of the cedar, knowing how its strong heart can be secretly rotted away by pride, while its ou+ward seeming is unchanged, CXL. NATURAL KINDNESS. Domine, quando te vidimus esurientem ? "Lord, when saw we Thee hungry, and fed Thee ? " The just seem to have been as unconscious as the unjust, of the identification of Christ and the needy. If they had seen Christ in the person of the poor, they would not ask, "When saw we Thee ? " It is as much a revelation to them as it was to Saul when he heard the words: "Why persecutest thou Me ? ... I am Jesus, whom thou persecutest." They acted from what some would contemptuously call "natural motives" of kindli- ness and human sympathy; even as Abraham when he " entertained angels unawares," and not as angels. Do we forget that natural kindness is a God-given instinct ; that it is God within us crying out to us, and to whom we may either hearken or turn a deaf ear ? Perhaps our best and purest acts are those we do most directly, most instinctively, CHANGEABLENESS. 163 with least self-consciousness and self-praise. Whence comes this devil's doctrine which gives us a God of nature, and a God of grace at enmity with one another ? Many millions who have never heard the name of Christ, will hear : " I was hungry and you fed Me;" and they will say: "Who art Thou, Lord ? " and He will say, " I am Jesus." CXLI. CHANGEABLENESS. Charitas nunquam excidit. " Love never falls away." Fickleness and in- constancy is a defect of will, and supposes an unchanged judgment as to the facts. It is the shilly- shallying disposition which makes one incapable of decision, or of adhesion to decisions once made. But if our knowledge progresses, our resolutions and affections may reasonably be modified in accordance with them without our incurring a charge of inconstancy. Thus, when we are young, and our intellectual horizon is altering every day, it is rational to expect frequent changes in our affections and tastes. We outgrow those whom perhaps once we revered and looked up to and admired ; we come to comprehend, and then to transcend them ; and though we love them still, it is rather for what they were to us, than for what they are to us. This is not inconstancy, but pro- gress. Here and there, there may be one who so transcends us, as ever to reveal new aspects and depths of mind and character, and who improves i64 WERCY Atfb TRUtn. indefinitely on acquaintance. Quis est ille, et lauda- bimus eum ? If it is not so with our Saviour, it is because we do not study Him more and more, but try vainly to subsist our mature aiTections on the imperfect and crude idea of our childhood or youth. The idea or aspect of Christ which fires my love to-day, will not appeal to my maturer mind of a year or even a month hence. There is not, and ought not to be an end of my education in this matter ; for I have come into this world for no other work than to learn how to know and praise God. CXLII. MERCY AND TRUTH. Misericordia et Veritas obviaverant sibi. " Mercy and truth have met together," that is, they met together in our Saviour ; and in us, so far as we are like-minded with Him. In us sinners truth, pure and unadulterated, is often hostile to mercy and tenderness ; for the simple truth is not always the whole truth, " and a truth that is half the truth, is ever the blackest of lies." To tell out our measure of the truth would many a time be treason against charity. Also, mercy at times may be hostile to truth ; for there is a blind, lying, pseudo- charity, too weak to bear the truth, and therefore compelled to blink it ; too narrow to love, in spite of defects and stains, and therefore ready to lie to itself and to others. It is only in their highest perfection, in their production or expansion to infinity, that they meet and coincide. The whole JUSTICE AND PEACE. 165 " truth as it is in Christ," includes all the hidden motives ; the excuses of blindness, surprise, weak- ness, imperfect consent ; the subsequent sorrow. It also throws back the light on us who judge ; bids us look at ourselves, our need of great mercy, and makes us cast down the stone with a neque ego te condemnabo — " Neither do I condemn thee." And again, perfect pity and mercy is that which can pity even when there is no excuse ; which can take a man at his average, and love him for any little percentage of good there is about him, and still more, for the good and happiness he is yet capable of. Mercy, in Christ the Saviour, has met Truth in Christ the Judge ; for Truth in its fulness is the friend of Mercy. CXLIII. JUSTICE AND PEACE. Justitia et pax osculatse sunt. "Justice and peace have kissed one another." To embrace is more than to meet. It is a sign of absence and estrangement ended, or of broken friendship restored. Justice bids us seek our due, and render to others theirs ; an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, quid pro quo. Justice, untempered and supreme, is fatal to peace. Peace, if dishonour- able, the peace of the wicked, which is no peace, is fatal to justice. It was in the Incarnation and Redemption that God's wisdom devised a recon- ciliation between His love of justice and His love of peace, and that He might not forgive gratis with hurt to justice, He paid the debt Himself. Justice, i66 FEAST OF THE HOLY LANCE AND NAILS. the rights of God, or of our neighbour, are the only limits of that meekness which should characterize the peace-making " children of God." "Truth has sprung from the earth, and justice has looked down from Heaven " — not that these predications hold exclusively of either subject, since it is equally true that Justice sprang from the earth, that is, took flesh in Mary's womb and grew to perfect Manhood ; and that Truth looked down from Heaven, and, seeing our misery, came down and " dwelt among us." " The Son of Man, who came down from Heaven ; " here the double nature, origin, and sonship, is asserted of Him who " sprang forth from the earth " and " looked down from Heaven." CXLIV. FEAST OF THE HOLY LANCE AND NAILS. Durum est tibi contra stimulum calcitrare. " His hands have made me and fashioned me ; " His hands have ever been stretched out to bless me, feed me, heal me. upraise me, support me ; and I have resisted Him, fought against Him like a peevish child against the loving hands that dress or tend it. I have taken those hands, that might have struck me into Hell, and have bent them back upon the Cross, and nailed them there, rigid and helpless, that I might free myself from His pestering love. And yet in vain, for I have but opened two fountains of mercy, and love is victorious still, and I have but graven my name in His hands for ever. Quam speciosi pedes ! — How fair are the feet of Hira VICARIOUS SUFFERING. 167 who brings glad tidings of peace, soiled though they be, cut and way-worn ; the feet of the Good Shepherd, as He returns bearing the lost sheep in His bosom ; the feet where penitent love sits, and ministers with tears and spikenard. I thought to fetter these feet with nails, and so to escape the pursuit of love, and I have but lent them wings. "What have I to do with Thee, Thou Jesus of Nazareth ? Art Thou come to torment me before my time ? " So do we resist vainly the spell of grace. Durum est tibi contra stimulum calcitrare — " It is hard for thee to kick against the goad." The Sacred Heart was the central spring of all His actions, the recipient of all His sufferings. Here, as in their source, were all the riches of His goodness gathered up and treasured, as streams in the ocean ; and in piercing this cistern of living waters by our ingratitude, we have only succeeded in letting loose upon ourselves a deluge of grace and mercy. CXLV. VICARIOUS SUFFERING. Vere languores nostros ipse tulit, et dolores nostros ipse portavit The unity of a family makes the honour or disgrace of one shared and felt by all. As the mother loves her son far more than herself, and more truly than he loves himself, his dishonour or his sorrow is felt far more keenly and heavily by her. Now Christ the Second Adam has welded the whole race into one family, whereof He is the Head, and a Head who loves each member with a love I68 INTUITIVE VISION. infinitely " passing the love of women." Thus the disgrace of our sins, our sorrows, fears, temptations, in some cases our eternal loss, though not His personally, were more than His by reason of our corporate union with Him, and of the boundlessness of His tender love. In this sense He has borne our sins and carried our sorrows, and been " afflicted in all our afflictions." CXLVI, INTUITIVE VISION. Deum videbunt. "They shall see God." Purity of heart is rather the condition than the cause of spiritual discern- ment. In the pure heart God's face is mirrored without cloudiness or distortion. But it is the mind that gazes into that mirror and reads its secrets. Many hearts have been as pure as those of Augus- tine, or Aquinas, yet have lacked their insight. Many minds may have been as keen, and yet fruit- less, through the distortion of the medium. To say that every saint is a sage is untrue a priori, and still more by experience. Instance the Cur6 d'Ars, than whom none had a purer heart, or was favoured with more frequent and brilliant flashes of Divine light ; yet here and there his reason, not naturally acute, allows him to adopt unquestioningly certain tradi- tional rigorisms and spiritual fallacies quite alien to the teaching of his inspirations. For they who intuitively, or by inspiration, apprehend those Divine truths to which others climb laboriously by slow INTELLIGENT LOVE. 169 reasoning and weary elimination of errors, are rather likely to be wrong, when they proceed to give reasons for what they got without reason, and to entangle themselves in fallacies. To them applies the old monition : " Give your opinion, but don't give your reasons." CXLVII. INTELLIGENT LOVE. Da mihi tnum amorem et gratiam nam hsec mihi sufflcit. " Give me Thy love and Thy grace, for this is enough for me." An intelligent love of God is indeed all-sufficing. But it involves more than the love of a Deity enthroned far away beyond this earth. It must be the love of an all-pervading God, ex quo, per quern, in quo omnia, a recognition of His immediate causation, indwelling, presence, wherever there is any vestige of the good, the beautiful, or the true. It is a universal recta sapere, the perfec- tion of " taste " in its deepest, highest, widest sense. As far as one fails to appreciate any created or finite goodness in nature, in art, in human character, so far is he out of sympathy with God — negatively, no doubt, but none the less truly. Religion and revelation reveal God to us in His most mysterious and lovable attributes, and secure that love which is needful for salvation ; but religion, if it supple- ments and " informs " nature, does not destroy or supplant it ; and the " natural revelation " should not be neglected, seeing that, as part of the present order, it is a grace. To the discerning, every purification and elevation of the natural taste, every 170 PEACEABLENESS. new appreciation of hitherto unappreciated excel- lence, is a step upwards, a new remove from the wisdom that is from beneath, towards the wisdom which is from above, which is chaste, peaceable, modest, easy to be persuaded, consenting to the good, full of mercy and good fruits. It is by this fellowship of " taste," that in the natural order we work out, evolve, and perfect our radical participation of the Divine Nature, and become, metaphorically, sons of God in the image and likeness of their Father. CXLVIII. PEACEABLENESS. Si fieri potest, quod ex vobis est, cum omnibus hominibus pacem habentes. " As far as lieth in you live peaceably with all men," i.e., see that the fault is not on your side. There are those whose contentious and quarrelsome spirit makes it impossible to be at peace with them, since peace is a mutual relation. Again, there are crises where peace would be dishonourable to God, and a wrong to our neighbour. But apart from these limitations, the precept holds. It needs, however, a wide, comprehensive mind, an experi- ence of human nature, a certain penetration of character, and, above all, a diligent, industrious love of peace to carry it into effect. Contentiousness, a desire of fighting about trifles, a lust for petty victories and superiorities, is the direct antithesis of magnanimity, or Christian big-mindedness. ATTRACTIVENESS. 171 CXLIX. ATTRACTIVENESS. Si exaltatus fuero a terra, omnia traham ad meipsum. " If I be exalted from the earth I will draw all men to Myself." There is doubtless an exaltation of soul which comes from suffering and from the cross, which " draws " men by a spell. An uncru- cified Saviour had never exercised such a strange spell over the heart of man. This is indeed the mark of a genuine spiritual advance and approxi- mation to the cross, that others are more drawn to us, and we to them. It is not the senseless self- annihilation of the fakir or dervish which attracts, but that which results necessarily from a loving devotion to the service of others; the self-sacrifice of the Good Shepherd who gives His life, not for nothing — as it were despising God's good gift — but for the sheep. It is from the foot of the Cross that Mary attracts us to herself most powerfully. The Cross of Christ is the very centre and nucleus of attraction, and each one as he nears it becomes himself magnetized with its mysterious influence. There is a pseudo-austerity and spiritual exaltation that lifts us above our fellow-sinners, and makes them shrink from us in awe. But the more we compare ourselves with God, the wider and deeper our grasp of His fulness, the more infini- tesimal does the difference between saint and sinner, or sinner and sinner, appear. 172 FREQUENT COMMUNION. CL. FREQUENT COMMUNION. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie. As to the objection against frequent, or daily Communion, drawn from the danger of over- famiharity, it ought also to tell against frequent visits to the Blessed Sacrament, and frequent attendance at Mass. A'Kempis notes how differently men would behave were Mass celebrated in but one place and once yearly, like the Jewish Pasch. Familiarity, as such, is no sin, nor obstacle to grace. A child is familiar, perhaps not too respectful, with its mother, whom it sees daily and hourly, but is abashed before a stranger, whom it neither knows nor cares for. Nor is this bashfulness identical with reverence ; nor yet is true reverence incompatible with perfect ease and familiarity. Again, it is rightly said that our Lord veils His glory under the Eucha- ristic species, even as He veiled His Godhead in the likeness of sinful flesh, precisely to secure this facility of access. Did we at all fully realize what Communion is, we should never dare to approach it. The early Church (as the Eastern Church does still) communicated infants and the unconscious ; and in truth we are all infants and unconscious in this regard. We come because we are told, and receive we know not what, and we know not why, except that it is our daily and familiar bread, not a luxury, but a plain necessity ; it is the medicine of our constant and chronic infirmities, the ordinary, and WOkTHY FiiAtSS tyi not the extraordinary remedy of our spiritual ills. It is a mistake to look for extraordinary effects from ordinary means ; their effect is conservative, preser- vative, or if progressive, it is only by the slow, insensible increments of ordinary growth. CLI. WORTHY PRAISE. Ut digne laudare mereamur. " That we may worthily praise Thee." One may sound the praises of God loudly enough, and beau- tifully enough to charm the ears and subdue the hearts of men, and to lead them to praise Him and love Him, and yet lack that inward consecration of purity and holiness and gentleness without which one is a profane and unworthy instrument for so sacred a strain. " Who art thou that thou shouldst take My law," or My praise, " upon thy lips ? " " Lord, I am a man of unclean lips, but munda cor meum ei labia mea qui labia Isaice prophetce calculo mundasti ignito — ' cleanse my heart and lips as Thou didst cleanse the lips of Isaias the Prophet.' " CLII. RESTRAINT. Modestia vestra nota sit omnibus hominibus. " Let your self-restraint appear to all." In an applied and fanciful sense this may be usefully understood of that self-restraint which is so pleasing in good art. Whether in oratory, or poetry, or i'74 COSMIC nNTttVSlASM. painting, or conversation, the impression of a restrained fulness, of power kept back, and but hinted at in the work before us, always pleases ; while the idea of a complete exhaustion of resources, still more that of a strain wringing out the last drops of energy, is distressing in the extreme. How agreeable a flatterer he is who lets his compliments seem to leak out by accident, and instantly checks the leakage by some brusquerie. How persuasive a speaker he is who gives a notion of overmastering feeling kept back for the most part, but now and then victorious, whose eloquence seems to break from him, and not to be wrought up deliberately. This manifestation of self-restraint includes the notion of seeming ease in production, and goes beyond it, as though the difficulty were to hold back, and not to do far better. In art, if this is not true and natural, it must at least be simulated, on the principle, ars est artem celare. Else we shall have effusiveness and vulgarity. CLIII. COSMIC ENTHUSIASM. Primogenitus omnis creaturae in ipso condita sunt universa in coelis et in terra. From the Positivists we hear of the enthusiasm of humanity; from the Evolutionists, of cosmic enthusiasm — something, I presume, more wide- reaching and universal. Vague, intangible thoughts, yet they bear witness to a tendency of the human mind which the Catholic religion alone can rightly COsMiC ENTHUSIASM. 1^5 explain and satisfy. They imply a revolt against a narrow egoism and self-isolation which is really the logical issue of modern philosophical negations ; a self-assertion of that irresistible instinctive impulse towards universal good which is in every man just because he is essentially part of the organic whole, and moved by the Author of that whole, not merely to his own isolated good, but more principally and fundamentally to the end and good of the entire body of humanity. This movement, although con- sciously recognized, cannot be rationally accounted for so long as each views himself as the centre of all. There is no logical path from this narrow egoism to altruism. Such altruism is only egoism grimacing. But when we conceive the ego aright, we see that such egoism is but another name for altruism, '^he two above-named enthusiasms, as con- ceived by their advocates, are far too intangible and unreal to move any one to action, except perhaps some positivist philosopher in a moment of exalted confusion, when, roused by the common instinct of benevolence, he analyzes it into cosmic zeal. The only workable enthusiasm which addresses itself to the human imagination and the human heart, is the enthusiastic personal love of the Incarnate God, the Author of the cosmos, the pleroma of creation, the anakephalaiosis — " summing-up," of humanity. To know Him under these philosophical and mys- terious aspects, is but for the few ; yet as our love of Him grows more intelligent, so it becomes more extended to all that is bound up with Him, namely, that cosmic glory which is to be realized in the lyb HUMAN tlESPECr. liberation and exaltation of humanity to life and incorruption, through its union with the Divinity. This is that " one far-off Divine event to which the whole creation moves," and for which " all creation groaneth and travaileth, expecting its deliverance." CLIV. HUMAN RESPECT. Tradetur gentibus ad illudendum et flagellandum et crucifigendum. " He shall be delivered to be derided, scourged, and crucified." Our Saviour counts derision among His sufferings, no less than scourging and crucify- ing. It means that He keenly felt the mockery and jests of the ignorant canaille; as well, no doubt, as the false and absurd accusations on which He was condemned. Wiseacres tell us that it is folly to care what men say or think about us, for we are not better for being praised, nor worse for being blamed. Truly we are not more praiseworthy or blameworthy. But it is better to be praiseworthy and praised, than praiseworthy alone. The good opinion, the praise and love of our fellow-mortals, even of the meanest, is a possession to desire, a part of our happiness. This is because man is not alone, nor made for solitary and unsympathetic happiness, but for a common joy shared by all. God intends that we should live and desire to live in one another, in the thoughts and affections of others ; that we should be mutually attractive, draw- ing and being drawn, first to one another, and then, in our unity, to God, our common centre and point RETROSPECTION. 177 of rest. It is, therefore, a fundamental, God-given instinct of charity which makes us value the good opinion and love of the least of our fellows. Like every other desire, it may become inordinate and interfere with higher good ; but it is no part of humility to be self-sufficing, thick-skinned, indif- ferent (i.e., insensible) to what others will say of us. For this reason our Saviour was deeply pained by the display of contempt and dislike even in the , most ignorant and despicable rabble. Still more rightly may we feel acutely the dislike or contempt of those whose judgments we value highly. We should dread the justly-merited contempt of the high-minded and noble, as in some sort a reflex of God's own mind. It is said of Dante : " He feared nothing so much as the censure of noble minds." CLV. RETROSPECTION. Scies postea. "What I do, thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know hereafter." It is superstitious folly to attempt to divine the future ; or so clearly to under- stand the present as to read the intentions of God's inscrutable Providence. But it is a fruitful matter of contemplation to look back, and see what came from what ; how what we knew not at the time we knew afterwards; how the most perplexing turns led us straightest after all and brought us nearer to God ; how our wisest suggestions or predictions, had they been realized, would have been disastrous ; M iyi GOD'S VICTORY. and thus we shall learn to avoid the presumption of impertinent prediction, and also to hope for good out of all, without troubling as to how it is to come about. " Lord, what Thou dost I know not now, but I shall know hereafter." CLVI. god's victory. Quia te contemplans totum deficit. "To Thee my heart surrenders, fainting as it gazes on Thee." This is the end of God's weary conflict with the soul through the dark night of life. He cannot bless Jacob until with the touch of grace He has maimed and thrown him. When our soul, as the day breaks, at last sees God full in the face; when its narrow and crude conceptions have been exploded one by one; when through blunders and errors it has at last stumbled on the truth, and caught the face of the Father, Lover, King, and Spouse, then its subjection is perfected, its task is done, and it is ripe for Heaven. Many of us wear out God's patience with our inattention and wilful stupidity, until He leaves us and sits down weary. Quarens me sedisti lassus. CLVn. UNEQUAL AFFECTION. Amice, non facio tibi injuriam. Two copies of the same beautiful picture ; two roses ; two anythings precisely similar, do not excite UNEQUAL AFFECTION'. 179 more love than one. But two beautiful objects, in no way similar, elicit more love from the soul than either singly. Here, what is given to one is not taken from the other. Given two friends wholly dissimilar, I do not love one less because I love the other. Thus the love of a child, a parent, a friend, a brother, are so wholly different in their motive as to leave no room for jealousy. If, however, two friends could be precisely alike they would be loved with one love, though perhaps neither so intensely as if he had the scarcity value of being the only one of his kind. This is the force of Dilectus mem unicus — " My Beloved is but one," and of Hie est Filius meus unigenitus — "This is My only-begotten Son." Christ had His favourites, Peter, James, and John. "He took with Him the three." "Of course," said the rest, "always Peter and James and John ! " To such jealousy He would say : " Friend, I do thee no wrong. May I not do what I like with My own ? " He loves most those whom He has made most lovable ; that is, those who love Him most ; for he is most lovable whose soul is likest to God by agreement in thought and likings, in a word, who loves God most, for the love of God is the beauty of the soul. We, too, have a hke liberty, nay, a duty, of loving most whom God loves most, for whom He has done great things, from whom He expects great things, and towards whom He Himself — so far as our love is reasonable and pure — has drawn us strongly. Charity requires then that we should not hurt others by an undue i8o SELF-CONFIDENCE. show of preference for some; but for a certain show of preference we have this warrant of Christ's example. These three He favours in two ways : by a fuller and more special admittance to His secrets ; by a more liberal share of the load of His , sorrow, a deeper draught of His bitter chalice. We are willing enough to sit at His right hand and at His left, as favourites in His Kingdom, but the condition, Poiesfis bibere ? stands in the way, and cools our ambition of preference. Even in the natural order God's richer love is shown in gifts which mean greater suffering as well as greater bliss. Sorrow and joy, height and danger, light and dark- ness, cross and crown, all go hand in hand. CLVIII. SELF-CONFIDENCE. Dicunt ei : Possumus. " They say to Him : We can." Like all beginners, they are full of confidence in their present fervour : Tecum paratus sum et in carcerem et in mortem ire — " I am ready to go with Thee to prison and to death." It is by many a bitter fall that we learn to be thoroughly disappointed in ourselves, and, if we escape the danger of sullen discouragement, to believe thoroughly in grace : Sine me nihil potestis — "Ye can do nothing without Me." Then we confess : " Lord, though none should forsake Thee, yet would L" Our Saviour does not harshly rebuke this childlike presumption, but looks ahead to the SINS AGAINST LIGHT. i8i time when humility will fulfil the vows made in pride. He does not say, " You can," but " You shall indeed drink of My chalice." CLIX. SINS AGAINST LIGHT. Qui ambulat in tenebris, nescit quo vadat. "He that walketh in the dark, knoweth not whither he goeth." In some ways — not in all — it seems less an insult to God to sin full in the light, than to befool ourselves culpably into some excuse beforehand. Certainly we do ourselves a graver moral harm, and make recovery more difficult by the stultifying of our reason. For reason and truth is the root of moral recovery. He who sins in the light, knows and acknowledges his fault in the very committal of it. He of the " second class of men," tortures his mind into the belief that he is doing God's will. Were it not better to say openly : " I know the will of God, but I prefer my own," than to sin against truth as well as against goodness ? CLX. DESPERATION. Abiens laqueo se suspendit. It is erroneous to say that Calvinism would warrant one's living recklessly. For there are many mansions both in Heaven and Hell. If I knew for certain that I were to be lost, faith tells me that every mortal sin sinks me deeper in Hell i82 FROM NATURE TO GOD. for ever; as in like manner, were I certain of salvation, every good action is a new Heaven inherited. It were worth fighting hard and suffer- ing long, merely to lighten the load of my damna- tion. Hence recklessness is never reasonable. But that laziness and impatience of the yoke, which is the secret motive of so much desperation, feeds entirely on this fallacy, which suggests that as soon as we cross the line of mortal sin, all reason for restraint is gone for the time being. Hence we often observe that a fall is followed by several in quick succession. CLXl. FROM NATURE TO GOD. Qui non diligit fratrem suum quern videt, Deum quem non videt quomodo potest diligere ? " If a man love not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen," i.e., if a man is void of natural affection, how can he pretend to supernatural? If he has not laid the foundation, how can he raise the super- structure ? If he has not that which is first, how can he have that which comes after ? Can he scale heaven without a ladder ? Can he support the ladder in the air, and not on the earth ? If he does not know what it is to love as a child, as a brother, as a parent, a husband, a master, a friend, how can he pretend to that love which contains all these loves eminently — the love of Him who is father, spouse, friend, brother, child, all in one. The love of God postulates that all these relationships should appeal INTERTWINED DESTINIES. 183 to US and mave us ; if they do not do so in those near to us, it is evident that they do not do so in God. If human fatherhood means nothing to me, I shall not be moved by the fatherhood of God, which I can only know as the natural relation intensified ; and so of the rest. Every new kind of natural love teaches us a new way of loving God, md a new aspect of God's love for us. Father Thou art to me and mother dear And sister too, kind husband of my heart. CLXII. INTERTWINED DESTINIES. Confirma fratres. "Strengthen thy brethren." In keeping with God's universal economy, this commission, which is given to all, is especially given to him who stood most in need of confirmation — strong in love, if you will, but impulsive, weak, and faltering. He was best fitted to save others who knew best by bitter experience that unassisted he could not so much as save himself, whose sole reliance was in that oravi pro te, ne deficiat fides tua — " I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not." It seems strange that one should be more animated to keep straight for love of the souls of others than for the love of God, yet indeed it is but the love of God cloaked in another form. The firm and intense feeling that the fate of another is mingled with one's own; that if I am unfaithful another will be weakened, for whose soul I shall t84 INTERTWINED DESTINIES. answer — all this is hard to analyze. It is not, however, strange that the love of our brother whom we have seen should at once derive from and yet be far more intense than the love of God whom we have not seen. For it is not pure " separated " perfections that move us, but partici- pated. In their purity we cannot apprehend them save by analogy. Hence I love that which is beautiful because of its beauty ; yet far more intensely than I love beauty in general. Perhaps the above sentiment of intertwining destinies is part of that God-given instinct which governs all men as parts of whole moving to a common beatitude. Nemo sibi vivit — " No one lives for himself," i.e., was intended to live for himself. This notion is most foreign to modern indivi- duahsm, yet in principle.it is essentially Catholic, and necessary to the dogmas of original or corporate sin, and of the Atonement. We believe that God would have spared Sodom for the sake of ten just men; that a Religious Order has a certain corporate merit which is affected by the conduct of single members; that in some sense the sins or merits of a father reflect upon his children, or, at least, that his piety can win for them many extra graces which else they would not receive ; and that there are other bonds of union, such as friendships of all sorts, relations of superiority and subjection, of priest and penitent, of teacher and taught, which entail a like intertwining of fates, is plain enough a priori and a posteriori. When such a bond exists* each can help the. other by his own fidelity to grace, GLEAMS IN DARKNESS. 185 can bring a blessing upon him ; and if perhaps we may not say that contrary conduct would produce a contrary effect, at least it deprives another of help that may have been needful for his salvation, and certainly was needed for his greater perfection. CLXIII. GLEAMS IN DARKNESS. Mane nobiscum, Domine, quoniam advesperascit. " Stay with us, for night is falling." Remain with us, for the darkness is coming on ; that dark- ness and black night which recurs in our soul, if not as regularly, yet as surely as that night which inevitably follows on the day. He is with us, then, and we may hear His voice, though we can see His face but dimly, if at all; nor can we discern His movements. And yet at such times, perchance in the Breaking of Bread, He flashes in upon our sou in a way that we never knew in the time of light — a sudden recognition. Dominus est — " It is the Lord ! " and then He vanishes, leaving us in dark- ness, but in peace and joy. CLXIV. RESOLUTIONS. Simile est regnum coelorum fermento. Philosophers rule the world more than states- men or soldiers. Thoughts elaborated in an easy chair have been the ferment of revolutions in after- generations. So separate are cause and effect that l86 MANY-SIDEDNESS. few see the connection ; and philosophy is regarded as a harmless pastime. Thus too we ourselves are governed by our ideas, notions, and theories. No revolution was ever conceived and realized in a moment. The conception precedes the birth by years. Our own moral theories and resolves seem equally ineffectual when judged by their immediate consequences ; but our actions of to-day are really the fruit of theories and resolves of long ago, which in their day seemed just as ineffectual. Those who make radical resolutions and expect to keep them at once, are as foolish as those who believe that such resolutions are useless. Thought is the slow- working leaven of conduct. CLXV. MANY-SIDEDNESS. Omnibus omnia factus sum ut omnes facerem salvos. Many-sidedness is not duplicity. The obsequious man, the assentator, agrees with everybody about everything, and acts to suit his company. The many- sided man is of so wide a mind that he can see an element of truth to agree with in most statements ; he is of such broad sympathy that there are few phases of the heart and emotions with which he cannot feel; he so approaches the full Humanity of the God- Man that there is scarce any type of character whose goodness he does not embody. In a word, he has a phase or side corresponding to every character ; and which is not assumed, but is really his own. As the polygon may indefinitely approxi- THE ALTAR. 187 mate to the circle, yet never be coincident ; so even the most catholic-hearted and catholic-minded of God's saints must fall short of His sympathy and comprehension who alone can say, Homo sum, et nihil humanum a me alienum duco. CLXVL THE ALTAR. Et turtur (invenit) nidum sibi, ubi ponat puUos suos, altaria tua Domine virtutum, " The turtle-dove hath found her a nest where she may lay her little ones — even Thine altar, O Lord of hosts ! " The turtur here is the Holy Spirit shedding abroad Divine charity in our hearts, prompting us to love others and to help them, making within us a continual, wordless intercession for their infir- mities — gemitibus inennarrabilibus ; and the pulli are our little ones, the pusillus grex that God has in one way or another given into our charge, and for which we must render account : those who are unfledged, who cannot fly of themselves, or even feed them- selves. Where then shall we house them and lay them for safety ; where shall we find food for them, and protection and warmth ? A Itaria tua, Domine virtutum. We build them a nest in the corner of the tabernacle and leave them there. i88 THE BODY OF OUR HUMILIATION. CLXVII. THE BODY OF OUR HUMILIATION. Qui reformabit corpus humilitatis nostra2 configuratum corpori claritatis su3e. " Who will reform this body of our humiliation, conforming it to the body of His glory." Even in this life we may dare to hope and pray to be delivered from the humiliations of our animal body, by some little degree of configuration to His glorious Body. We may ask it out of reverence to His sacred Eucharistic Body which we handle, or at least feed upon ; that Body which was tabernacled in the womb of a Virgin and nursed at her breast ; which St. Joseph nursed in virgin arms, and clothed and carried and gazed on ; the Body of Him whom the virgin Baptist heralded ; on whose Heart the virgin St. John reclined ; whose heavenly bodyguard are the hundred and forty-four thousand virgins ; whose altars on earth are served by virgin priests. And yet it may be that His grace and love is enough for us ; and that without the humiliations of the body our pride would endanger our love. Bonum est mihi quia humiliasti me ut discam justificationes tuas. Pritts- qtmm humiliarer ego deliqui — " It is good for me that Thou hast humbled me." Nothing keeps us closer to God than the fear of being separated from Him ; and this sense of continual danger, so trying and harassing, is needful for us. And there are those who have to help others and feel for others, and who need to have felt all, that they may pity all. WHO TOUCHED ME? 189 And there are those to whom God gives His revela- tions in abundance, and to w^hom, lest they should be puffed up, He sends the messenger of Satan to buffet them, that their infirmity may be the instru- ment of His might. For these and other reasons He endures an indignity in the temple of the Holy Spirit, preferring the greater and more substantial glory, to that which is accidental and non-necessary — a spiritual luxury or refinement, a gratia gratis data, but not necessarily gratum faciens. CLxvni. WHO TOUCHED ME ? Quis tetigit me ? " Who touched Me ? " She touches His garment from behind, stealthily and secretly, full of natural shame which forbids her to cry out for help before a mixed crowd, and to make known her humiliating ailment. Why. does not the All-knowing, All-pitying spare her shame ? Why does He constrain her to come and fall down at His feet before all, and tell Him the whole truth ? Because she touched Him, touched His Heart. We can imagine the look, the tone which turned " Who touched Me ? " into a tender call to a closer embrace, clearer recognition, higher faith ; the call of the Shepherd to the timorous, startled sheep ; the call of the Spouse to His darling : " Thou hast wounded My Heart, My sister. My spouse ; thou hast wounded My Heart with one glance of thine eyes. . . . Arise, My darling. My fair one, and come ; My dove, hidden in the clefts igo GOD, ISr HOMAH AFFECTION. of the rock and the crannies in the wall; come, show Me thy face, and let thy voice sound in My ears ; for sweet is thy voice and beauteous thy face. Come back, come back, O Sulamitess ; come back, come back, that we may gaze upon th§e ! " " And when she saw that she could not be hid," crushed down by the power of self-abasing, self-pulverizing love, what was shame before became a joy and alleviation. No bar between us and those we love ; we must tell them " the whole truth ; " we cannot endure to be loved on false pretences, any more than to be honoured on account of an imagined excellence which we have not got. CLXIX. GOD, IN HUMAN AFFECTION. Ecce, quern amas infirmatur. " Lo, he whom Thou lovest is sick." We should imitate this delicate art of persuasion. Those whom we love, whose infirmities are a grief to us, are loved still more deeply by Him who has moved us to love them and pity them, using our heart as His instrument. So Augustine, considering how as soon as he was born, God had prepared for him the milk in his mother's breasts, and had given to her the desire to impart it, and to him the instinct to draw and receive it, gives thanks to God as the principal cause, more than to mother or nurse who were but instruments of the Divine Love. So it is God who has procured and prepared for us all pure and orderly affection of which we are the object. Our SEBMtNG AbANbOi^MEiiT. i^i friends are but the instruments whereby God Him- self loves us — at least in the natural order. So, too, all true excellence in them which excites our love is a partial aspect of the Divine Beauty which they mirror. It is God in them that we love, it is God who loves us in them. Whom I love purely and rightly, God loves; whom I pity, God pities. Hence I can say of such, Ecce, quern amas infirmatur. CLXX. SEEMING ABANDONMENT. Lazarus mortuus est; et gaudeo. " This infirmity is not unto death, but that the glory of God may be revealed. ... I am glad for your sakes that I was not there," i.e., our Lord will allow His dearest friends to be the victims of infirmity, to be tempted, and even to fall : for the glory of God in their resurrection ; for the help of others ; for their own greater eventual gain. Not that He tempts any or fails in sufficient grace; but that, knowing their infirmity, He stays away, withholds extraordinary and effectual graces, and suffers that to happen over which He Himself weeps in sympathy. Strange mystery of grace ! yet even reason can see how so seemingly perverse a course may be the straightest path of a love, wider and deeper than we can understand. Could we witness His grief over such falls, we might well say, " Behold how He loved him ! " and we might puzzle ourselves with the thought : " Could not He who opened the eyes of the bUnd have caused that 194 run MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. this man should not die ? " little dreaming of God's nobler intent. Let us rather say with the sorrowing sister, not in complaint, but in wondering submission and unshaken confidence : " Lord, hadst Thou been here, my brother had not died; but now I know whatsoever Thou asketh of God He will give it Thee." CLXXL THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. Anima Christ!, sanctilica me. " Soul of Christ, sanctify me." Sanctification oi the Christian soul is conformity to the Human Soul of Christ — a " putting on Christ ; " a conformity of thought, will, affection, passion, imagination. Chiefly it lies in a likeness of understanding and of will or affection ; in seeing things as Christ sees them : feeling, tasting, loving according to His feeling, love, taste. And this principally with regard to God and to man ; between whom Christ, by reason of His perfect knowledge and ardent love of both sides, is the great Mediator and Peace-maker. Those who would share his mediatorial office must strive to know God and man, more and more deeply; nor that, under any merely speculative aspect, but under those aspects which most beget love. He was made Man. that He might know what was in man, and be touched with a feeling for our infirmities : that, knowing all. He might excuse all and pardon all. As in virtue of His true Humanity He knows human nature experimentally, so by His Divinity He knows the Divine Nature experimentally, as no THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. 193 merely human priest can ever do. Taught by the Holy Ghost, we can at least ever draw nearer to this double sympathy of the God-Man, and so fit ourselves better to share His mediatorial office. God can and does use the corrupt priest in the ministry of reconciliation, in Mass and in absolution, but it is only as one uses a dead instrument, to be cast aside and destroyed as soon as it has served its purpose. For more delicate work He uses those instruments which adapt themselves best to His guiding hand, which work with the least friction. Nor is it only by prayer and sacraments that God sanctifies and purges the soul, but by all natural and intelligible means as well : by the ministry of the Word, the Logos, in its widest sense, By the instrumentality of the human heart and mind. He speaks to the heart and mind. The sacramental character is to the priest what the vow is to the monk. He who has not besides, the mind and heart of a priest, is as a monk with the vows, but without the virtues of chastity, obedience, and poverty. We must, then, observe in our Saviour (i) His deep knowledge and comprehension of the nature, the mind, the love of His Eternal Father, (2) His sympathy with the Divine interests and the Divine will, (3) His comprehensive and experimental know- ledge of sinful man, and (4) His consequent sympathy with the interests of humanity. (i) "O Just Father," He says, "the world has not known Thee," has not known or believed in Thy fatherhood, in Thy paternal love, " but I have N ig^ THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. known Thee." " No man hath seen God at any time but the Only-Begotten, who is in the bosom of the Father," who is eternally being born in the very heart and focus of Divine love, " He hath declared Him," revealed the unknown. This was the great work of our Saviour's Ministry, of which He says : " I have finished the work which Thou gavest Me to do, and now I come to Thee." " I have mani- fested Thy Name," I have made known Thy true nature. Thy fatherhood, " to the men whom Thou gavest Me." " For this came I into the world, that I might bear witness of the truth," I, "the Word made Flesh," Eternal Truth translated into human language — the Father's Logos and image. " He that hath seen Me," he that hath looked on the crucifix, " hath seen the Father," so long dreaded, distrusted, unloved, misrepresented, slandered. In this we must follow Him after our fashion; studying and pondering the character of the All-Father as displayed to us in nature and in revelation — two chapters of one book. We must know Him, not speculatively, but appreciatively, by tasting and feeling, and seeing with the inward senses His sweetness, graciousness, and beauty. We must know Him, not with hearsay knowledge, but with the familiarity that comes of continued converse ; we must live in sinu Patris — " in the bosom of the Father," if we would declare Him to others and bring others into sympathy with our own love of Him. (2) From the knowledge and love of the Father grew that hunger for justice, that thirst for the glory THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. 195 of God which found utterance in the words, " My meat is to do the will of Him that sent Me, and to perfect His work ; " "I have a baptism to be baptized with ; how I am straitened till it be accom- plished." Zelus domus tucB comedit me — " Zeal for Thy house has devoured Me." Here is "the great High Priest " and archetype of every priest ; sanctus, innocens, impollutus, segregaius a peccatoribus et excel- sior coelis f actus ; lifted up above all and yet drawing all to Himself; mitis et humilis, speciosus forma, et adspectusummeamabilis; exalted, yet lowly; crucified, yet not austere or repellant ; " segregate " and yet mingling with publicans and sinners ; mingling the very substance of His Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity with their weakness and corruption, as the sunlight which fills, illumines, beautifies the crystal; sinking all limits and differences so that He is hardly felt among us, so much is He one of ourselves, and His life interwoven with ours: " There is one in the midst of you whom ye know not." And yet segregatus and unlike us, because sanctus, innocens, impollutus, excelsior coelis factus; as a hidden leaven changing the mass of humanity, un- holy, guilty, defiled, earthly, into His own nature : sanctifying, forgiving, cleansing, raising ; and withal secretly, imperceptibly, " not with observation." (3) As God, and the Maker, Mover, Quickener of every living creature, animal and spiritual. He knows " what is in man." Yet to know it experi- mentally it was needful He should become Man, for now we approach Him, not as one who knows the human heart speculatively, but as one who has felt. igS THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. This was the end of His mortal hfe of labour, sorrow, temptation, suffering. For our sakes He sanctified Himself as a victim and was baptized with blood. As one who descends into the slums to study and understand and ameliorate the life of the oppressed masses, so the Eternal Son took on Him the likeness not only of flesh, but of sinful flesh, abandoning His birthright of bodily glory, and in the form of a slave and sinner became the friend of publicans and sinners. Though perfect in obedience and all virtues. He willed to go through the discipline of learning and acquiring ; to take the laborious paths that we must tread; to be "perfected by suffering," to " learn obedience " in His Passion. He would not use any one of His privileges or powers in His own behalf. The Son of God hungers, yet He will not turn stones into bread, but waits till the angels come at the will of His Father. He is as one who cannot bear to be in a better condition than those whom He loves and who are in want and poverty. So far as His privileges or gifts raise Him above them and separate Him from them, He hates those gifts and would gladly be stript of them, and would become anathema for His brethren's sake. He is not able to contain Himself, but, leaping from His throne and casting away the baubles of royalty, He flies to their embrace : " I am Joseph your brother." The priest's vocation demands that he should strive earnestly to know the human mind and heart in all its phases. Here, if anywhere, know- ledge is power. We can lead and manage others iust so far as we discern their character, and no THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. 197 further. As far as we fail to get on with any one, so far we do not read him aright. Some seem to have a natural gift of discernment — many- sided men with a strong, sympathetic affection ; but we all have a root of it within us which we can develop. As a fact, we are too self-engrossed to observe others or to interest ourselves in the study of man — man's highest study, if we except the study of God, of which it is the most efficient instrument. For example, the contentious man is so keen in defence of his own ideas and in refuting those of others, that he never knows the mind of others ; whereas the more others find us in agreement with them, the more they will open out. As with ideas, so with tastes. Sympathy lays bare the soul of others ; and confidence draws confidence. Poverty of imagination, which makes us incapable of putting ourself in the place of others, is another obstacle to this study. Savage natures are for this reason brutal, cruel, wholly unsympathetic ; while the over- cultured and imaginative are so sensitive as to shrink from the thought of the suffering around them, unless they are really kind and loving, as well as sensitive. We don't listen to others, or look at others, or think about others, because all our faculties of observation are centred on self If another tells us the history of some illness of his, we are either bored and heedless, or else bursting to break in and cap all he says, by instances from the history of our own interesting ailments. And so everywhere. No doubt that true self-observation and self-knowledge which poisons self-love is the greatest igS THE MEDIATORIAL OFFICE. aid to the knowledge of others. Here, at least in ourself we have one sample of humanity submitted to our inspection ; here alone we can look intuitively into a human mind and will and heart. Here we can learn how often to know all, is to pardon all — Tout savoir c'est tout pardonner. Blessed is the man of the widest internal experience, if he will but use it, digest it, ponder it, apply it; who has been darkened, troubled, tempted, fallen, raised, en- lightened, pacified, time after time; year after year; who knows every movement of the soul not by hearsay, or conjecture, but by experience. (4) And from this profound and comprehensive knowledge of humanity, with its actual depths and its possible heights, there grows up a pitying love in the hearts of those who, like the spirits of the dead, "watch with God the rolling hours; with larger, other, eyes than ours, to make allowance for us all." We need not fear those who look us through and through, so much as those who look just below the fair-seeming surface. This last is the half-penetration which breeds cynicism in him who knows little of God, little of himself, and therefore little of his fellow-men. The Christian cynic is a square-circle. But every true Christian is indeed a priest, a mediator, a vicar of Him who could with one arm reach to the height of Heaven and with the other to the depths of Hell ; who could embrace and draw together in a kiss of peace the Creator and the creature. In the bosom of the Father and in the bosom of Mary, He lived with the life of God and with the life of man ; and thought with the mind of ST. JOSEPH. 199 God and with the mind of man ; and loved with the love of God and with the love of man. CLXXIL ST. JOSEPH. Quis, putas, est fidelis servus quem constituit Dominus super familiam suam ? "Who, think you, is that faithful servant whom the Lord hath set over His family ? " The character of St. Joseph as conceived by the faithful is almost entirely constructed a priori. With the developing conception of the Divine Child and His Mother, the conception of the Spouse's and foster-father's dignity has grown pari passu. Still the occupant of the office, unlike Christ, or Peter or Paul, or John Baptist or John the Divine, is historically almost a blank, little more than a name. Holy Church therefore asks herself : who or of what sort must have been that faithful servant whom the Lord set over the household of Nazareth ? She assigns to him all the characteristics becoming the pure and loving spouse of God's Mother, of the nursing father and protector of the Sacred Humanity. She blesses him : Cui datum est, Deum quem multi voluerunt videre et non viderunt, audire et non audierunt, non solum videre et audire sed portare, deosculari, vestire et custodire — "To whom it was given, not only to see and to hear, but to carry and fondle and clothe and protect that God whom many kings and prophets longed to see and saw not, longed to hear and heard not." She bids her royal priesthood learn MEDIATION. from him the pure and reverent handling of the Sacred Flesh of God ; and to commend the keeping of their chastity to him to whose keeping the innocence of Christ and His Mother was entrusted, that they too may minister to Jesus and Mary with chaste hearts and holy hands. Thus the idea of his office and official virtues and prerogatives steadily developed into this helpful form, although his per- sonality to some extent lies hidden for ever. CLXXIII. MEDIATION. Videbitis angelos Dei ascendentes et descendentes supra Filium Hominis. " Angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of Man " — not ascending from Him and coming down to Him, as it were, ministering to Him ; but using Him as Jacob's ladder by which Heaven and Earth, sundered by sin, are linked together again and bridged over, and commerce resumed. Descending with messages and ministries of peace on earth to men of good-will ; ascending with the interest on graces well used, with glory to God in the highest. He is such a ladder who so bridges over the gulf between God and a sinful soul, that the angels may pass and repass as of old before the bridge was broken. Beati pacifici — " Blessed are the peace-makers." ST. JOSEPH. CLXXIV. ST. JOSEPH. Qui deducis velut ovem Joseph.' " Who guidest Joseph as a sheep." St. Joseph is eminently docile and leadable ; like a sheep following the shepherd who goes before. He pauses at times, timid and in doubt : till the shepherd "calls him by his name: " "Joseph, son of David, fear not to take unto thee Mary thy wife." The sheep follows blindly, it knows not where nor why ; it does not interpret, foresee, prophesy. " Rise and flee," says the shepherd, suddenly, without previous intimation or hint, in the dead of night. And following his shepherd's call he rose and fled. Nor is he told for how long a stay he is to prepare himself; but only usque dum dicam tibi, i.e., till the next call. " Keep Thou my feet. I do not ask to see the distant scene; one step enough for me." Here it is that one so often breaks down, impatient of suspense and uncertainty ; diffident of God's all- controlling goodness. We must have some glimpse forward, whether by presentiments, prognostications, dreams, coincidences, or more commonly by a vain attempt to see God's future plans written on the face of the present. For all such matters as are beyond human foresight and control, we must be like St. Joseph, improvident as a sheep, and as faithful and ready at a call. To him we may apply : Dominus pascit me et nihil mihi deerit. In loco pascuce 1 Introit for the Patronage of St. Joseph. 202 OVR OWN NAME. ibi me collocavit. Super aquas refectionis educavit me ; animam meant convertit. . . . Nam etsi ambulavero in medio umhrce mortis non timebit cor meum ; quoniam tu mecum es ; virga tua et baculus tuus ipsa me consolata sunt — " Our Lord shepherds me, and I shall want for nothing. He hath set me in the place of pasture ; and hath led me by refreshing streams and hath restored my failing life. For though I should walk overshadowed by death, my heart will not fear, for Thou art with me ; and Thy very rod is my con- solation." As in life, so in death's dark shadow, he is led on by the Good Shepherd, out into the light again, a light that knows no shadow ; to pastures and waters of refreshment, to the bread of angels, and the clear crystal river of the water of life. Qui regis Israel intende ; qui deducis velut ovem Joseph. CLXXV. OUR OWN NAME. Proprias oves vocat nominatim. " He calleth them all by their names." This expresses a minuteness of personal knowledge got by close intimacy and observation. What more indistinguishable to an outsider than one sheep from another ? One's own name to those that know us is a summary of all they know about us. It is an idea whose content is ever growing and modifying. What must it mean on the lips of God, my Shepherd, whose eyes have never been turned an instant from the scrutiny of my inmost soul; before whom my future life, my eternal destiny, is THE SMOKING FLAX. 203 already, as it were, a fact of the past ? It is this awful knowledge of its full meaning that makes our name so potent a spell in God's mouth, which makes His call irresistible. Those who know us can so far rule and control us. How can we, then, resist Him, when He calls us by our name ? " Jesus saith to her : Mary. And she turneth and saith to Him : My Master." CLXXVI. THE SMOKING FLAX. Arundinem quassatam non confringet, et linum fumigans non extinguet. God would have spared all Sodom for the sake of ten just, and He spares many a sinner for the sake of some little seed of good not yet dead, some last smouldering spark that may yet be blown into a flame. We contrariwise condemn wholesale for one defect, pressing rigidly the principle. Malum ex quocunque defectu; not even taking a man on his average. We root up the little wheat with the tares, or it may be even we root up far more wheat than tares. So in dealing with systems, enterprises, movements, we have no idea of sparing to the last ; no faith in the self-righting, self- developing power of the good and true ; in the self-dissipating tendency of the false and bad. It were diviner to imitate God, who fans and fosters the expiring sparks of light and love wherever He finds them ; who " will not break the bruised reed nor quench the smoking flax." 204 THE TREE AND ITS FRUIT. CLXXVII. THE TREE AND ITS FRUIT. Numquid coUigunt de spinis uvas, aut de tribulis ficus ? " Do men gather grapes from thorns, or figs from thistles ? " " Whatever of dignity, whatever of strength we have within us, will dignify and will make strong the labours of our hands ; whatever littleness degrades our spirit, will lessen them and drag them down ; whatever noble fire is in our hearts, will burn also in our work ; whatever purity is ours, will chasten and exalt it. For as we are, so our work is; and what we sow in our lives, that beyond a doubt we shall reap, for good or for ill, in the strengthening or defacing of whatever gifts have fallen to our lot." ^ CLXXVIII. THE CIRCUMCISION. Deus Filium suum mittens, in similitudinem camis peccati. " God sending His Son in the likeness of sinful flesh." He came not only in the likeness of flesh, but in the likeness of sinful flesh, with all the outward seemmg of a sinner, sin only excepted ; circumcised as one subservient to concupiscence ; presented and redeemed as one whose life was forfeit by sin, and as defiling rather than engracing the Mother that bore Him ; baptized with the baptism of repentance, living under the bondage of the law in the " form » Sir F. Leighton. NATURAL AFFECTIONS. zoj of a servant," rather than in the freedom of the sons of God ; esteemed as one " stricken, smitten of God and afflicted." And all this that He might suppress whatever could distance Him from those whom He was not ashamed to call " brethren," his friends, the publicans and sinners ; that He might be "as other men are," "even as this publican;" in no way a Pharisee or separatist ; becoming all things to all men that by all means He might gain some. CLXXIX. NATURAL AFFECTIONS. Quicunque enira fecerit voluntatem Patris mei, ipse meus frater, et soror, et mater est. " He that doth the will of My Father, ... the same is My mother, My sister, and My brother." Words which show, not how little an apostle should care for his mother, his sister, and his brother, but how tenderly he should love those who do the will of His Father in Heaven, those who have one enthusiasm with himself, idem velle, idem nolle. The love a man has for his wife, his child, his mother, his friend, are all different in kind and motived differently. They do not exclude or take from one another. Rather, so far as any one of them is noble and full, it raises the tone of the affections in general. So the love of his God is a distinct affection crowning and perfecMng the rest, but not draining their strength as it might do were love homogeneous. It is true that in some sense the love of God contains superexcellently the motive Visioii Aiib LoV^. and perfection of every other love, yet it does not contain it formally. If then the apostolic vocation ever requires us to forsake all, it is to be understood as to the external service of God, just as a man must leave his father and mother and cleave to his wife, so far as his new duties are incompatible with his former duties. Christ did not leave His Mother in affection, when He left her in fact for the business of His Heavenly Father. We must never suppose that Christian sanctity lessens or warps any ordinate natural perfection of the heart or mind. CLXXX. VISION AND LOVE. Videns eum cecidit ad pedes ejus. We are told continually to love God, to set our affections on things above. Yet few teachers ever state or face the difficulty that love is not directly under our free control. In both the natural and supernatural order it is God's gift to a large extent. Spiritus ubi vult spirat — " The spirit breathes where it chooses;" and all we can directly do is to avoid putting impediments in its way, or else to secure the conditions of its presence. As tastes can be trained, so the affections. It were the part of a more skilled teacher to lead us to see God in so fair a light as might kindle our love more brightly. Videbimus eum sicuti est; seeing God as He is, or as He sees Himself, is the cause of loving Him as He loves Himself. Charity is knowledge; not any knowledge, but "real" as opposed to PkOM EARTH to tiEAVJSli. i&f " notional ; " the knowledge of intimacy and appre- ciation. The same beauty is presented to the eyes of the poet and to the eyes of the sot, yet to the former it speaks a thousand things, to the latter, not one word. A primrose on the river's brim A yellow primrose was to him And nothing more. The dry cold light of the lower intellect, how keen soever, can never reveal to us "the King in His beauty." This is wisdom's part. As the just alone can appreciate and understand the beauty of justice, and the merciful that of mercy, and the heroic that of heroism ; so in general it is only those who are in sympathy with goodness who can discern and appreciate goodness. Thus does the moral character determine our power of apprehension. CLXXXI. FROM EARTH TO HEAVEN. Pleni sunt coeli et terra gloria tua. " Heaven and earth are full of Thy glory." The Ascensio mentis in Deum, must be through creatures ; from broken lights to their source. " They come as broken lights from Thee, but Thou, O Lord, art more than they." David uses this method when, in his Psalms, he leads us from creature to creature, and bids us praise the Divinity whose power, wisdom, and love, each shadows forth. We have in this life no other view of the Divine attributes save in their effects. God must be sought, known, loved 2o8 FilOM EARTH TO HEAVESt. in His works, or nowhere. Hence it is primary to teach men to read those works aright, to " taste " them, and see how gracious must be their Maker. As to the works of physical nature, it is partly to science and partly to art that the duty of teaching men to observe and to admire belongs ; while to ethics belongs the office of forming the moral taste by which we are drawn io love that word which God speaks to us in the human souls of the great and the good ; and above all in the Sacred Soul of the Incarnate, that inexhaustible treasure of moral beauty. Our power of loving grows as our sense of the beautiful is deepened, widened, purified, and refined ; and this in turn depends primarily on our moral purity and appreciativeness. Which then comes first ? i.e., if it is only the good, who have an eye for goodness, and if it is only those who love goodness who are good, where do we begin ? Perhaps the case is analogous to that of advance in truth. We start life with a few natural principles and necessary experiences by means of which we are in a position to acquire more if we use them properly. Every new truth and experience thus gained gives us a new perceptivity, i.e., makes us sensitive and responsive to reasoning and evidence that otherwise would not have appealed to us. Similarly we start with a certain inborn potential sense of goodness and beauty which is strengthened and expanded by exercise, by every internal or external act, until we become sensitive to goodness and beauty lurking everywhere. GOD m THE STORM. 209 CLXXXII. GOD IN THE STORM. Ventus et mare obediunt ei. "The wind and sea obey Him." Without weakening our belief in the efficacy of prayer to determine and modify the ordinary flux of causes and effects, we may insist very profitably on the identity of God and of Natura naturans. For it is dangerous as well as false to view God as it were in conflict with the forces of nature, or to forget that when He stilled the waves it was but as when one who speaks refrains from speaking; or who labours refrains from labouring. It is He who rains, and thunders, and storms ; and it is He who at His own will, is at peace and rest. Vox Domini super aquas Deus majestatis intonuit. . . . Vox Domini con- fringeniis cedros. . . . intercidentis flammam ignis. . . . concutientis desertum. We are wont to think that when things run their natural course undisturbed, God is dormant, or heedless, or impotent, as though outside our own will there were any other origin- ating force in creation than His will. CLXXXII I. EPIPHANY. Invenietis cum qusesieritis me in toto corde vestro. " If with all your hearts you seek Me, you shall surely find Me." The whole-hearted desire for light will make the seeker scan the skies night after night O 2X0 SPIPHANY. for the sign of its coming ; it will make his vision keen to catch the first glimmer, while others, like Herod or the priests, will be listless and dead, and will slumber on right into the heart of the day. First graces as a rule are small and hardly noticeable save to those " who watch for the morning." The Wise Men follow the clue, promptly, diligently, per- severingly. Promptly, like Matthew, who arose and left his money-table; Hke the Apostles, who left their half-mended nets and their father. How many lose the light by procrastination ! If we take our eyes from the star for one instant we may never finds its locus again. Diligently, i.e., as one who loves, and therefore is ready for suffering and sacrifice, who is paratus omnia respuere propter dilectmn — " ready to contemn everything for the beloved." They leave home and occupation, perhaps reputa- tion ; they enter on a tedious uncertain journey ; they have no eye whatever to temporal or selfish gain ; they are ready to make rich offerings of their best, and, by adoration and homage, to offer them- selves, their service, and labour to the new-born King. Such souls as these God would draw out of the darkness of Hell itself, could they be found there. Perseveringly : Usque dum veniens staret supra ubi erat puer. To begin well and zealously is common enough, but how few survive the death of novelty or the monotonous day by day routine of journeying, or the encounter of perils and oppositions unforeseen and even foreseen; or the sudden and unaccountable withdrawals of special guidance 1 ADORATION. Such souls following the first glimmer of faith, are led through the windings, as it were, of a dark subterranean labyrinth, from light to light, strength to strength, into the full brightness of noonday to appear before the face of the God of gods in Sion, usque dum veniens staret supra ubi erat puer. Intrantes domum, i.e., entering the Divine household as sons by adoption : Jam non estis hospites et advenee sed estis cives sanctorum et domestici Dei — " Now ye are no longer guests and strangers, but fellow-citizens with the Saints and of the household of God." Invenerunt puerum et matrem ejus — "They find the Child and His Mother." Those who seek shall find, and finding Christ find all. Qui me invenerit inveniet vitam et hauriet salutem a Domino — and that " all " includes Mary — puerum et matrem ejus, for who shall separate them, the " Woman and her Child " ? " Neither life nor death, nor any other creature." CLXXXIV. ADORATION. Procidentes adoraverunt enm. "Falling down they adored Him." Falling down, an expression of lowliness and comparative nothingness ; a fainting, or deliquium, in the con- templation of that which overwhelms and subdues. When the Queen of Sheba beheld the glory of Solomon, " her heart died within her ; " and Aquinas cries out. Cor meum te contemplans totum deficit — " My heart faints as I gaze on thee." High as was their repute for wisdom and learning, 4t4 OBLATIOH. these Magi fall down to adore a speechless, and seemingly mindless, Infant as the Incarnate Wisdom and Light of the World. Great as was their wealth and barbaric magnificence, they adore this child of poverty as the Giver of all, ex quo omnia per quern omnia. Powerful and influential as they were in their own land, they deemed it prudent to leave their concerns in order to do homage to a helpless unprotected babe, and to cast their crowns before His feet as King of kings and Lord of lords. It was a veritable Sume Domme. et suscipe — " Take, O Lord, and receive." CLXXXV. OBLATION. Apertis thesauris obtulerunt ei munera. "Opening their stores they made Him presents." A treasure is what we keep close, under lock and key; something hidden away, something men do not suspect us of possessing. Its value is some- times relative and personal to ourselves alone; sometimes relatively to the common estimation of some class of men larger or smaller; but never relatively to God. Gold has its value because men find it hard to procure ; but God can create it at will, for with Him to will is to have. Or because it is beautiful ; but God is subsistent Beauty. Or because it is useful ; but God needs it not. Myrrh is anti-corruptive, but God is a Spirit. Incense is fragrant, but what is it to the fragrance of Mary's soul, whose name was as ointment poured out. Yet THE EVANGELICAL COUNSELS. 213 to the Magi these things were treasures, and they had carried them from afar and had opened them out and given generously. Gladly Thou givest, dearest Lord, Gladly Thy gift should be restored ; Freely Thou givest, and Thy word Is ; Freely give. He only, who forgets to hoard. Has learnt to live.* Gifts, says Loyola, are the utterance of love ; valued for the love they betoken, but not for them- selves, Non queer donwm tuum sed te — " I seek not thy gift, but thyself." It is only in a soul, that a soul can rest ; its appetite is not for a thing, but for a person, amare et amari — "to love and be loved," as Augustine says. It was these three faithful, loyal, loving hearts, and not their gifts, that were to the love-seeking, disconsolate Heart of God, at once gold and frankincense and myrrh ; rare, fragrant, incorruptible. The indwelling Spirit of Love works this alchemy with poor flesh and blood, and turns our dross into gold, our corruption into sweetness. Cor mundum crea in me Deus — " Create a clean heart in me, O God." CLXXXVI. THE EVANGELICAL COUNSELS. Aurum, thus, myrrham. "Gold, frankincense, and myrrh." Gold. A symbol of the first religious vow, sc. poverty. » Keble. JI4 THE EVANGELICAL COUNSELS. Our gifts, like those of the Magi, are reparative. We are of one spirit with the Wise Men who sought Him from afar, when " His own received Him not." The vvorld has turned aside to gold- worship, to get and to hold ; to hold back from God and from His poor ; to hold back the wealth which He has given us that we might have where- with to give. " How hardly shall they that trust in riches enter into the Kingdom of Heaven." Not only for love of the lot which He consecrated by making it His own, but in a spirit of reparation, we give Him all that we have or might have had, and strew our garments in His path, and follow Him naked and emptied of all. Ecce nos reliquimus omnia et secuti sumus te — " Lo, we have left all and followed Thee." The spirit of economy shelters itself at times under the title of poverty, because they materially agree in doing with as little as possible; but. in motive they are extreme contraries; the miser spares that he may have more ; he adores money so as to forsake all else for its sake. Poverty despises money and flings it about recklessly like the dross that it is. Yet not all recklessly ; for the counsel is not merely, "Go sell all," but "give to the poor ; " find out those who are in need of whatever you abound in — talents, or wealth, or cheerfulness, or influence, and give liberally, with no thought for the morrow. Myrrh. God lovingly provides us with many pleasures which touch us through our senses, and which He designs as a condiment to the solid food pf reasonable life, a medicine for weariness, Men THE EVANGELICAL COUNSELS 215 live on the medicine and poison themselves; and fall into disease, death, and corruption. Chastity, with its attendant virtues of self-restraint, modesty, temperance, is the great antiseptic, the myrrh that embalms our carnal nature, and keeps it pure till God touches it into new life and immortahty. Here too the offering of religious is reparative ; for Christ's love they give up what is lawful, seeing so many unwilling to give up what is unlawful. Incense. It is easier to forsake lands and possessions, husband or wife, child or parent, than one's own will. Et fortasse laboriosum non est homini relinquere sua, sed valde laboriosum est relinquere semet- ipsum. Minus est quippe negare quod habet, valde autem multum est negare quod est?- This is the soul of all acceptable sacrifice, as it was of the sacrifice of Him who was obedient unto death. It gives it its fragrance, like the incense that was laid upon the show-bread. Of the obedience of Calvary it is written : " Let my prayer be set forth in Thy sight as incense, and the lifting up of my hands be as an evening sacrifice," Never was the world so mad after false liberty, independence, self-guidance ; never was greater need of reparation by the practice and love of obedience for its own sake, and for His who for our sakes chose rather to be subject than to command. » St. Gregory. 2l6 COLD, FRANKINCENSE, AND MYRRH. CLXXXVII. GOLD, FRANKINCENSE, AND MYRRH. Ecclesiae tuae, qusesumus Domine, dona propitius intuere ; quibus non jam aurum thus et myrrha profertur, sed quod eisdem mune- ribus declaratur, immolatur, et sumitur, Jesus Christus Filius tuus Dominus noster.^ " Look favourably, O Lord, on the gifts of Thy Church, wherein we offer not unto Thee gold, frankincense, and myrrh, but where that which they signify is sacrificed and received, Jesus Christ, Thy Son." Christ is the Gold of Divine Wisdom, that thesaurus inestimabilis quo qui usi sunt facti sunt amid Dei propter dona disciplines commendati. He is the treasure hidden in the field, the gold of divinity wrapped in the earth of humanity, " which when a man hath found he goeth and selleth all that he hath and buyeth that field." Again He is fine gold tried in the fierce fire of His Passion, and purified from the sins of all mankind which He bore in His own person, as Head of the mystical body, answer- able for the Jeeds of its members. He is the wealth of the Eternal Father, His alms to us poor mendi- cants ; for " God so loved the world that He gave His Only-Begotten." He gave, that we might have something to give ; that we might be able to present an offering through which, and with which the other- wise worthless offering of ourself and our all is acceptable. This is that treasure which the Church of Humanity lays on God's altars day by day. Christ is the frankincense. He is that Prayer which * Secret for the Epiphany. GOD'S PLANS UNSEARCHABLE. aiy is set forth in God's sight as incense, and the lifting up of whose hands on Calvary is as an evening sacrifice, winning pardon for the sins of the day that is past, and protection from the perils of the instant night. It was for the priest to offer incense, Fungi sacerdotio . . . et offerre illi incensum dignum in odorem suavitatis ; but in the archetype. Priest and Offering are one. As He is the Lamb, so is He the Bread, and the First-Fruits, and the Incense ascending for an odour of sweetness, an emblem of acceptable prayer ; and of that priestly intercession which is continued unbroken in Heaven and re-echoed by every Mass on earth. — Christ is the Myrrh, the author of incorruption and sweetness, " I am the Resurrection and the Life;" the "Healer of the Nations," the physician of soul and body. When Christ is mingled with art, letters, science, philosophy, ethics, politics, corruption vanishes; when He is driven away, putrescence follows. CLXXXVHL god's plans unsearchable. Surge in instanti et fuge. " Rise at once and fly." If the guiding star had not failed the Magi, apparently without rhyme or reason, they need not have inquired the where- abouts of Christ, and Herod would have heard nothing to excite his jealousy; and the infants would not have been slaughtered, nor the flight into Egypt been necessary. How ignorant and presumptuous to divine and predict the ends to which God's Pro- 2i8 GOD'S PLANS UNSEARCHABLE. vidence is working ; beyond affirming that all is in His hands and that all makes for good in the last event and issue, how or when, who can say, unless he has been "God's counsellor from the beginning"? Many pious people are addicted to a certain sort of sanctified necromancy, and see omens everywhere, and can foretell precisely, in spite of countless failures experienced, what will come out of what. In instanti — " Rise at once." Just as we should have managed the star better; so here we should have given St. Joseph timely warning a day or so before- hand. And why not ? Why this suddenness ? Perhaps because the anticipation of trouble only increases trouble ; perhaps because St. Joseph's will was so well balanced and indifferent that such warn- ing was superfluous. But in truth we are not told, and can but guess idly. Such sudden calls are frequent in God's dealings with great saints ; while we ordinary souls are led by ordinary paths. " Get thee up out of thy country and thy kindred," was the call by which Abraham was wrenched from the surroundings of home and turned into a wandering exile ; even as here, St. Joseph's tranquil, unsuspect- ing slumber is rudely changed for the bustle and anxiety of sudden flight into the darkness. Such, for many, is the summons of death, coming as a thief in the night : Ecce sponsus venit. Beatus ille servm quern cum venerit dominus ejus et puhaverit januam invenerii vigilantem — " Lo, the bridegroom cometh. Blessed is that servant who is found waiting when his Master knocks." OUR CHARGE. 21^ CLXXXIX. OUR CHARGE. Accipe puerum et matrem ejns. "Take the Boy and His Mother." They are treated Hke inanimate creatures with no will or move- ment of their own ; committed absolutely to the hands of one whose wisdom was to theirs as the light of a star to that of the moon or the sun. So Jesus and Mary are in some way committed to the care of each one of us ; their honour, their safety is largely in our hands ; they are made dependent on us for much love and affection, which we can yield them ourselves, gain them from others, or deny and hinder. In the persons of their children they are still more closely committed to us ; and God only can tell how the sanctification of thousands may be bound up with and dependent on our own. In the sacraments again, in the gift of His Spirit and of His graces, He puts Himself at our mercy, and makes the success of His Cross and Passion dependent on us. Accipe puerum et matrem ejus. Let us take as an awful trust from God the Divine Child and His Blessed Mother — the trust of St. Joseph and St. Michael. Those to whom the care of "the Child and His Mother " is entrusted are not always called to open fight and resistance. Their "care" often means flight and retirement to the solitude and obscurity of Egypt, where their labour for Jesus and Mary is of an ordinary and unheroic kind ; preparatory, it 220 THE COST OF OUR PRODUCTION. may be, to sterner championship later on. Usque dum dicam tibi. For ever, if necessary; but in all cases without anxiety or care or thought for the morrow. cxc. THE COST OF OUR PRODUCTION. Recordare Jesu pie quod sum causa tuae viae. "Remember, good Jesu, what I have cost you. Think what a troublesome child I have been and am ; all the annoyance I have given ; and if labour is the foundation of the right of property, think of all the labour you have put into me, however poor be the results. Think how deeply I am yours." The very hardness and crabbedness of the material used, gives a value to a carving artistically hideous, which in more tractable matter would be inexcusable. We forgive in mother-o'- pearl what in metal were unpardonable. God may be more glorified in the little — perhaps in the nothing — that He gets out of some, than in the hundred-fold he gets out of others. He will not throw away lightly what He has laboured at so long. The way that mere resistance and difficulty fires our energy and determination is not mere perversity, but has its roots in the nature of love, and finds its archetype in God. tHREE HARDSHIPS. 22I CXCI. THREE HARDSHIPS. Fuge in Egyptum et esto ibi usque dum dicam tibi. " Fly to Egypt, and stay there till I bid thee." Fuge — "fly" — "a hard word" to those whose first impulse is to stand and resist, especially where they are sure of success, and clear as to the benefit of the immediate issues. To the cowardly and timorous the message is often, " Stand, therefore, having your loins girt about." In Egyptum — " To Egypt " — from home and friends into an alien land, uncongenial in every way. A type of that world which is our " house of bondage," from which God has delivered us with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm ; and to which He bids return as freed-men, to be there, as the Holy Family in Egypt, in it, not of it. Non rogo ut tollas eos de mundo — " I ask not that Thou shouldst take them out of the world." Why ? Because, Vos estis sal terra, vos estis lux mundi — " Ye are the salt of the earth, the light of the world." Yet the salt must be mingled with the world, as the leaven with the dough. Usque dum dicam tibi — " Till I bid thee." We like to know how long disagreeables are going to last, that we may have the relief of hope, or else make up our mind for the worst. Suspense is a heavy cross, which they bear best who trust God most blindly, and take no thought for the morrow. 424 THE SSNSE dF SEC'ORIT'^. CXCII. THE SENSE OF SECURITY. Nolite itaque amittere confidentiam vestram. " Do not, therefore, lose your confidence." It is hard to conceive a man who is in any sense devoted to his profession or occupation, or to some cause with which his substantial happiness is bound up, throwing the whole thing up for some momen- tary gratification, how intense soever. It would surely be the result of no slight deliberation carried on for days or weeks. So it is morally impossible for one who lives habitually for God and God's service, who is, as St. Thomas says, dedicated to God, to apostatize or sin mortally in a moment under any pressure of temptation, however great — there is not sufficient time for the deliberation proportioned to such a change. For "full delibe- ration " is relative to the importance of the step taken ; indefinitely less being requisite for a venial than for a mortal sin. No doubt, the fatal step is always the act of a moment, but then it is a moment which closes a period of absolute coldness and indifference to the service of God; of wavering allegiance ; during which the wish to keep even from mortal sin has been growing weaker and weaker. There is but one step over the brink of the precipice ; but there is many a step before one gets to the brink. Some speak as though a soul in grace lived on the brink habitually. GROWTH A MYSTERlr. 443 CXCIII. GROWTH A MYSTERY. Quis autem vestrum cogitans potest adjicere ad staturara suam cubitum unum ? " Which of you can add one cubit to his stature, by his own devices ? " The Kingdom of Heaven is as though a man should sow seed and rise by day and rest by night, and it cometh up he knoweth not how. So of the growth of faith and charity in each man's heart. At most we can secure negative conditions. We can remove stones and weeds and all that hinders God's work. But the process of growth is a mystery, and all positive directions and prescriptions fail. God gives as He chooses, enough to all, more to some ; and when and how He chooses. This law holds even in the natural order to a large extent. Who can force the understanding or the affection in their growth, or do more than prune and correct ? We rise and rest, and rest and rise, and it cometh up we know not how. CXCIV. WHERE IS THY BROTHER? Quos dedisti mihi custodivi, et nemo ex eis periit nisi filius perditionis. "Those whom Thou gavest Me I have kept and not one is lost." There is not a soul that has not in some measure received a similar trust from God, or on whose labour or prayer or co-operation 2i4 a&ROb. with grace the salvation and sanctification of certain others has not been made dependent ; souls of which we shall have to say one day to God : " They were Thine and Thou gavest them to me." Shall we be able to say also : " I have kept those whom Thou gavest me, and not one is lost save the son of perdition," i.e., save those who were lost or injured by their own fault alone, and not through any fault of mine. Some, of course, are given to us in a more intimate and explicit manner than others; committed to our charge ; commended to our prayers ; thrown into converse with us. But these are few compared with the many whom perhaps we have never seen or heard of. Vce soli : Woe to him who appears alone before God, or if not alone, yet with but a few stragglers of his neglected flock ; who answers the question : " Where is thy brother ? " with : " Am I my brother's keeper ? " Ecce ego, says the Good Shepherd, et pueri mei quos dedit mihi dominus — " Behold me and my children whom God has given me " — " of those whom Thou hast given me, not one is lost." CXCV. HEROD. Turbatus est et omnis Jerosolyma cum eo. " Herod was disturbed, and all Jerusalem with him." To " men of good-will " the tidings of the Messias' Birth was an evangel, "good news" of peace. When the Magi saw the star, gavisi sunt gatidio magna valde — "they rejoiced exceedingly;" MEEKNESS. 225 but Herod is disturbed, harassed, and agitated. So according to the disposition of the soul, the approach of grace, the call to higher things is for some a drop of water falling on a sponge, which receives it noise- lessly, unresistingly, and drinks it in ; for others it is the same drop falling noisily on the resisting, impenetrable rock. Herod clings rigidly to his possessions and dignities with a will resolute to hold out against God Himself if need be. "And all Jerusalem with him," i.e., official Jerusalem, which hung upon his favour obsequiously. Ut et ego veniens adorem eum — "When you have found Him, tell me, that I may come and adore Him." Here he shows himself the true child of the Father of Lies. In his dealings with pure, single- hearted souls, he must deceive them, if at all, under semblance of good. True heavenly wisdom, like that of the Magi, is unworldly, unsuspicious, "thinketh no evil;" it goes like a lamb into the midst of wolves, trusting in the promise: Angelis suis mandavit de te — " He has given His angels charge of thee " — a promise verified in this case. CXCVI. MEEKNESS. Obsecro vos per mansuetudinem et modestiam Cbristi. " I entreat you by the meekness of Christ. Meekness is more than the mere control of the passion of anger. That the instinct of justice should be approved, checked, and governed by reason, is a matter of precept. He who fails in this, and follows P 226 MEEKNESS. his instinct blindfold, is " overcome of evil." " Be not overcome by evil," but, on the contrary, " over- come evil by good." For this is the highest and noblest triumph. Just vengeance in due place and season is a remedy for wrong, a victory over evil ; but it is the least glorious victory. Hence even God falls back upon it as a last resort, deferring, age after age, the final judgment ; willing that, if possible, none should perish, but that all should come to repentance ; that every rebel will should be self- humbled, rather than coerced reluctantly ; that evil should be conquered by good, rather than by evil. It is His glory to bring good out of evil ; and when we have most reason to despair before His just anger, to turn round upon us and overwhelm us with love ; running forth to meet us when yet a long way off; falling on our neck and kissing us, receiving us home to the dignity of sonship, seating us at the Eucharistic Feast in the Kingdom of God. This is a Divine victory, that the rebel heart should be humbled and broken by love rather than by fear; that it should yield freely and not on compulsion. " If then thy enemy hunger, feed him, ... for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire upon his head." So " when we were yet enemies, Christ died for the ungodly." Man's Maker looked down upon the sinful multitudes of Adam's race, harassed and scattered as sheep without a shepherd, and moved with compassion, forgetful of just anger. He said: " Whence shall we buy bread that these may eat ? " Bread in the desert there was none to be found, only " the husks that the swine did eat ; " and so LIFE'S LAST LESSON. 227 " He gave them Bread from Heaven " — Bread pre- pared and perfected on Calvary ; and said : " Take, eat, this is My Body which is broken for you ; this. My Blood which is shed for you." Felix Culpa qucB talem et tantum meruit habere redemptorem ! — " O blessed evil overwhelmed by so great a good 1 " Had there been no sin, what should we have known of the free, generous mercies of God, who heaps coals of fire on our head, the fire of charity, of the multiform gifts and graces of His Holy Spirit. CXCVII. life's last lesson. Domine, ad quern ibimus ? " Lord, to whom shall we go ? " Life's last lesson ; the final result of our spiritual education We are led on step by step from lower to higher, " seeking rest and iinding none." As our tastes get refined our sufferings increase ; as we become more enchanted of the ideal, we grow more disenchanted with the real : so that, for many, life seems one huge bitter disappointment, which gradually evolves itself like a mist rising from the earth, slowly thickening into impenetrable darkness. And yet is it not all in perfect harmony with the purpose of life as revealed by Christ ? that purpose being to teach man to know himself and to know God ; to know that his spiritual hunger is not for the true, the good, the beautiful, or for the more true; but for the living, subsistent Truth, Goodness, Beauty. And this he learns pro more suo, almost experimentally. " Taste and see." 228 LIFE A DREAM. He has to taste each proffered finite happiness and find that its flavour quickly cloys, and but whets the appetite for something better; and this again in its turn sends him to look still higher. He who is true to his higher self and refuses to lower his ideals for the sake of avoiding the pain of conscious discord, will indeed suffer ; but with a purgative and salutary suffering. If standing in the midst of his shattered idols he has learnt to say : Domine, ad quern ibimus? he has at once reached the lowest depth and the loftiest height.^ CXCVIII. LIFE A DREAM. Moram autem faciente sponso dormitaverunt omnes et dormi- enint. " While the Bridegroom tarried they all slum- bered and slept." We should not look on life as we know it, and as it appears to us, as if it were a reality, something substantial and propter se; or forget that in a true sense it is but a shadow of an unknown substance ; a vague hint of a truth yet to be revealed, a dream in a night from which we are not yet wakened. What wonder if it is discon- nected, bizarre, fantastic, mutable, and dream-like in every way ! We know as much of the good which God is bringing out of evil, as a child who cries under the doctor's knife knows the purport of its suffering. Apart from all revelation, the chances of our seeing ' For all this see St. Augustuie, Confess, x. c. vi. " Non dubia sed , . . responsio eorum species eorum." CONVERSION. 229 the right explanation of life's problems are just infinitesimal, the certainty that we do not, all but absolute. That on such an inadequate view we should be dogmatic pessimists is ridiculous: whereas, by analogy, we can see clearly why the most bene- ficent and wisest scheme, viewed imperfectly, must appear faulty and unsatisfactory. CXCIX. CONVERSION. Erravi sicut ovis quae periit quaere servum tuum quia mandata tua non sum oblitus. " I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek me, for I do not forget Thy commandments." For silliness, if for nothing else, our soul is well likened to a sheep ; the silliness which makes us follow those nearest to us blindly for better or for worse ; the silliness which draws us away into danger on pretext of good, in search of better pasturage than that which our Shepherd judges fit for us. Dominm regit me et nihil mihi deerit in loco pascuce ibi me collocavit. Lost and bewildered the sheep cries out, bleating for its shepherd and for its fellows ; but the wandering soul, separated from Christ and the body of His flock, cannot so much as cry out or wish to be saved until Christ comes to seek it : Libera nos jam invocanies te ; libera etiam eos qui nondum te invocant, ut invocent te et liberes eos — " Save us who call upon Thee. Save also those who as yet do not call upon Thee, that they may call upon Thee, 130 CONVERSION. and Thou mayst save them."^ The faintest wish to be better, the feeblest troubling about our spiritual state, is the first distant echo of the Shepherd's voice " calling us by our name." It is an earnest that He has begun to seek us, and will not rest till He has found us and borne us home on His shoulder rejoicing. Quia mandata tua non sum ohlitus — " Because I have not forgotten Thy commandments." For already Thou hast begun to seek me. That the knowledge of Thy commandments should once have been given me ; that it should remain in the treasury of my memory; that it should be drawn forth thence into the light of actual con- sideration ; that it should move me to the love of that forgotten wisdom "whose ways were ways of pleasantness, and all whose paths were peace," and to a remembrance of the "plenty and to spare," which the very slaves in my Father's house are enjoying while I perish with hunger — all this is " preventive " grace ; the call of the Shepherd seeking me. Or again, we may take it as the plea of one who has strayed, as David did, rather through surprise and frailty than through malice or a slow-growing indifference ; who habitually loves God's law, Quomodo dilexi legem tuam Domine, tola die meditatio mea est; or who at least has in him the first root of recovery in an unwavering faith ; " For though he has sinned," the Church pleads in her prayer for the dying, " he hath not denied the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost." Aug. Conf. i. 10. THE NAME OF GOD. 231 cc. THE NAME OF GOD. Serva Pater in nomine tuo quos dedisti mihi. " Father, keep in Thy Name those whom Thou hast given Me." His finished work was the decla- ration of that Name or Nature ; to reveal God as Father, " My Father and your Father," " the Father Himself loveth you ; " to be Himself, as Man, a created word or expression of the Divine goodness, love, and pity, " He that hath seen Me, hath seen the Father ; " to drive from men's minds all harsh, cruel, narrow, unworthy conceptions of their God and Maker. " I have manifested Thy Name to the men whom Thou gavest Me out of the world," to those who were chosen to be guardians of this fuller and truer revelation. " Keep them in Thy Name," let them not depart from this saving knowledge, for their own sakes and the sake of "those who through their word shall believe in Me." " While I was with them , I kept them in Thy Name." He was with us in order to show us the Father — that "unknown God whom ye ignorantly worship," to show Him forth in His most perfect created image, in the Sacred Humanity, in the soul and heart, in the birth and life and converse and death of the Son of Mary. "And now I am no longer in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to Thee." He fears to leave them orphaned of His guidance and help. Like St. Paul, He is divided between two desires, to be with God and to be with 232 THE NAME OF GOD. his children. So He prays : " Keep them in Thy Name ; " and the answer to that prayer is alluded to in the words, " I will not leave you orphans, I will come to you ; " and " Satan hath desired to have you . . . but I have prayed for thee . . . and thou in turn confirm thy brethren." The Holy Spirit abiding with the Church of Peter, is Christ, still on earth, keeping us in the name and true knowledge of the Father. It is for us to keep in God's Name those whom He has given us ; to fight against the Devil and his angels, who through the mouths of their agents, willing or unwilling, bad or good, conscious or unconscious, have been calumniators of God's good- ness from the beginning. It is their special delight to play upon the natural bent of those good people who are inclined to strictness and rigorism, and to drive them over the borders of reason and faith; and in the minds of all, to raise up phantoms of the imagination, gross, anthropomorphic caricatures, and perversions of the truth, so that the Name of God may be a name of terror or depression, or dreary monotony. Be it ours to see that that Name is written in gold on the hearts and affections of men ; and that no breath of heretical rigorism may ever tarnish its brightness. Serva eos in nomine tuo quos dedisti mihi. FORGIVING AND FORGETTING. 233 CCI. FORGIVING AND FORGETTING. Averte faciem tuam a peccatis meis. " Turn away Thy face from my sins." We turn away from what pains us, from the defects and faults of those we love. Indeed, this is all the difference between charitable and uncharitable criticism, that the latter dwells not reluctantly but with a certain satisfaction on the blemishes of one whom we dislike ; being anxious to draw others into sympathy with our dislike. When God has forgiven He would fain forget, were it possible to do so. He " casts our sins behind His back," saying, " Their sins and their iniquities I will remember no more." He is to us afterwards, all that He was before, and even more. But the condition of this full-hearted forgiveness is first, that we should turn our eyes upon our own sins : Peccatum meum contra me est semper — " My sin is ever before me ; " not with scrupulosity, or sad diffidence, but as on the scars whose healing is a standing testimony both to God's infinite pity and power, and to our own weakness, misery, and malice. Pride turns our eyes away from our own sins, and on to the frailties of others weaker than ourselves, and hates to contemplate the more perfect types which condemn us. Another condition is to forget, as far as possible, the wrongs others may have done us ; or at least not willingly to recollect and brood over them with morbid satisfaction ; and in general not to dwell on the seamy side of men's characters, but, 2H GOD'S IMMANENCE. without blind optimism, to lean towards the larger, gentler, kindlier view. Omnes iniquitates meas dele — " Blot out all my iniquities." God writes His law upon the eternal rock ; our transgressions He writes upon the sand, whence they may be easily effaced by the rain of contrite tears, or the breath of our sighing. Men would harshly condemn us to the utmost penalty of the law ; but He who made man and "knows what is in man," writes His indictment on the dust ; and if we do not condemn others. He will say, " Neither do I condemn thee ; go, sin no more." ecu. god's immanence. In quo vivimus et movemur et sumus, " In Him we live and move and are." All movement and change of which our senses are cognizant has free-will for its ultimate present cause; that is to say, whatever of this nature does not proceed from the free-will of man proceeds from the free-will of God. This we say and know, but hardly realize. If we meet men going here and there as it seems independently on separate quests, it has little interest for us; but far otherwise, did we know that, perhaps without mutual recognition, they were all messengers of one master, working out some one end through their instrumentality. So we gaze stupidly into the world, forgetting the common Mover of all the stir and movement we see ; forgetting that all is " toil co-operant to an end." The cloud that flits across the sky, the GOD'S IMMANENCE. 135 sunbeam which strikes through it, the bird that flutters about and chirps, the fly wandering aim- lessly on the window-pane, (and since even free acts do not escape His providence) the loiterer on the roadside, the labourer in the field, the children at their play, each and all at the same instant are unconsciously working out a common result in accordance with a plan conceived from eternity. There is no casual coincidence in the present collocation of all these appearances and facts, disconnected and independent as they seem to us ; for before God every pulsation of a gnat's wing is a link in the chain of history on which, it may be, the fate of an empire depends. In nothing perhaps are we more dependent on what seems chance than in the current of our thoughts. Nothing is too trifling to divert them from one channel into another: a sound, a scent, a flash, a feeling, and an associated image or impression is called up before us and starts us off on a new line. And yet how much depends on the direction of our thought ! How much we do every day, and how much we omit to do in consequence ; and how much depends on our doing or not doing ! The greatest events in our own life, the greatest events in history, could each be shown to have been determined in some points of its antecedents by less than a breath, or a passing shadow. It is no small gain to be able to see God "labouring" continually within us and without us, with a wisdom which reaches from end to end, disposing of all things sweetly ; to see in every 236 PENITENCE. incident and accident of each hour the hand of God, and to remember that each is a grace directed to our salvation. As far as the thread of our own Hfe is concerned, we can follow it with the assurance that every other thread by which it is crossed or intertwined is not only designed for the working out of the final plan or pattern, but also for the finish of this detailed part which concerns our own soul. Surely there was more reason, not to say more faith, in the barbarians who said, " He shines," " He thunders," " He rains," than in us who intercalate such a chain of passive momenta between natural effects and their originating free active cause, as to weary us before we arrive at it. Thus we come to view the working of Nature as passive and mechanical ; to put God outside it as a directing and occasionally interrupting cause ; to forget that His free-will is the first and immediate mover in all. ccni. PENITENCE. Asperges me, Domine, hyssopo et mundabor. " Thou shalt sprinkle me with hyssop and I shall be clean." Sprinkling the people with the blood of the Covenant signifies the application to each, of the benefits of that Covenant purchased by the blood of the sacrificed victim. So we are sprinkled with Christ's blood whensoever His blood-bought grace or forgiveness is applied to the cleansing of our soul. Lavabis mc — " Thou shalt wash me : " an act Penitence. 237 of mercy and piety. " Thou gavest Me no water to wash My feet." Super nivem dealbabor — " I shall be whiter than snow," whiter than whiteness, for purity of soul is positive and susceptive of indefinite inten- tion. Auditui meo dabis gaudium et IcEtitiam — " Thou shalt grant me to hear joy and gladness," that glad hearing that fell on Magdalen's ears : " Thy sins are forgiven thee ; " or which greeted the paralytic, "Arise and walk;" or the adulteress, " Neither shall I condemn thee;" or the robber, "To-day shalt thou be with Me in Paradise." Et exultabunt ossa humiliata — "And the strength that was humbled shall exult." Our humbled self- reliance turned to reliance on grace, is changed from seeming strength and very weakness, to seeming weakness and very strength. " When I am weak then am I strong." The picture is that of the quiet gladness of convalescence, born of a sense of slowly returning strength after prostration and weakness, where every movement is fresh, novel, and joyous, every exercise of our new life a delight — as " a strong man exults to run a race," for the mere pleasure of outpoured energy ; or as the lame man followed the Apostles, "walking and leaping and praising God." Et nunc resumptis viribus post tempestatem, reconvalesce in luce miserationum mearum — " And now that the storm is over, take heart, and grow strong again in the daylight of My tender Imitation, 238 ONE GOD. CCIV. ONE GOD. Unus Deus et Pater omninm. "One God and Father of all." It has been said scoffingly, that man has made for himself a God in his own image and likeness, "in the image and likeness of man created he Him." If we put " conceived " for " created," nothing could be truer, nothing else could be true. Our highest conception of God must be a piecing together of the choicest materials from our store of experience. In that store our best treasures are examples of humanity in its noblest phases. Above these we cannot go in the proper conceiving or realizing of spiritual and moral excellence. We know there is a higher, but we do not know that higher; that is, we cannot mentally picture it or realize it, or be emotionally stirred by it. The purely spiritual will which follows reason can be guided in its choice by the intellectual notion of the infinite, but the feelings as a rule are not enlisted in its service. It is a natural consequence of this, that according to the width of our experience and the depth of our appreciation of what is good and best everywhere, especially in human character, will be the realistic conception we form of God and the consequent love specified by that conception. No two of these conceptions are ever wholly the same, while the conceptions of different ages and countries differ widely according to the "image and likeness of ONE GOD. 239 man," in those ages and countries. Still, as under all variations of race there is a constant humanity, so there is an unchanging element in man's notion of Divinity as being the Fulness of Beauty and Goodness, whatever be his notion of the good and )>eautiful. Nor is one aspect false, because another is fuller. Clough writes : Yet oh, when crushed and dead The sympathies of outward things have fled, Remember that which lives and cannot die, Ours may not be one home, nor ever will, Nor yet one land or sky. But brother, brother, we have one God still. But how largely this must be modified by the previous thought is evident. There are those whose concept of God contains so little that is true, and so much alloy of extraneous and unworthy matter, that we can hardly feel that we worship the same God at all. Perhaps the closest union of mind and heart is approached by those who advance hand in hand, growing daily to a clearer light and more perfect love of God ; for it is an agreement in truth and taste about that in which all other truths and tastes find their adequate object and satisfaction. So far as two have one God, i.e., conceive God in the same way, there is a spiritual bond between them that can be largely independent of place and time. Yet it must be the knowledge and love of a Person in whom both live and move and think and feel and are ; who holds each by the hand across all stretches of space and time, and hnks them together. 240 DARKNESS. CCV. DARKNESS. Memor fui nocte Nominis tui Domine. " In the night I remembered Thy Name, Lord." In the daytime the measureless universe, the "kingdoms of infinity" are hid from us, and earth with its coloured variety seems everything. At night earth is dark and its beauty lost to us, yet we become conscious of the infinite hanging over us if we but look upward and think. So in the daylight of temporal consolation and prosperity, earth is all to us and Heaven is hid, but in darkness and temptation we find ourselves forsaken and alone, the day gone like a dream, nothing to be seen unless we raise our eyes to the infinite whose glory is hinted to us in those bright stars which, if they do not enlighten our path, at least assure us that there is light if we but wait for it. CCVI. SHUT OUT. Amen, dico vobis, Nescio vos. " Amen, I say unto you, I know you not." " One knocked at the beloved's door, and a voice asked from within, ' Who is there ? ' and he answered, ' It is I.' Then the voice said, 'This house will not hold me and thee.' And the door was not opened. Then went the lover into the desert, and fasted and prayed in solitude. And after a year he returned SURVIVALS OF GRACE. 241 and knocked again at the door. And again the voice asked, 'Who is there?' and he said, 'It is thyself.' And the door was opened to him."^ We cannot get admittance into the penetralia of God's Heart, until we have put off self and put on Christ — seeing as He sees, loving as He loves. Till this conformity is perfect, the lines of our personal demarcation are not yet obliterated. His ways are not our ways, nor His thoughts our thoughts ; the two Egos, created and uncreated, are morally distinct and opposed. But when love has broken down every barrier, the only distinctness is psychological, metaphysical ; while in affection there is that moral, union by which I becomes thyself. " I in them and Thou in Me, that we may be perfect in one." This- union is the fruit of prayer and fasting in the soli- tude of our mortal life. Fasting, which withdraws our affections from lower things ; prayer, which fixes them on higher ; solitude, which disencumbers one for this all-important discipline. Then shall we call upon Him and He will hear us, then shall we knock at His Heart and it shall be opened to us. CCVH. SURVIVALS OF GRACE. Super flumina Babylonis illic sedimus et flevimus cum recor- Jaremur Sion. " By the rivers of Babylon there we sat and wept, as we thought upon Sion." As life lingers long in the boughs and branches of a tree after ' Persian Apologue. g 242 COLLECTIVE PRAYER. they have been severed from the root and source of renewal, so it seems that the love of the things of God survives the love of God, for whose sake they were first lovable. The old associations of happiness still cling about them ; they have come to be loved, in some sort, for themselves, just as the house loved as the home of some dear friend retains the fragrance of friendship long after that friend is departed or turned away. The emotional habits cannot be destroyed in an instant and may long survive the ideas and purposes that occasioned their growth. The beauty of the Sacred Humanity, of the Mystical Spouse, of the Virgin Mother, is not less because we are personally estranged from God. These lingering natural loves are, under God, a grace to lure us back. So the fallen prophet could not resist the surviving love for God and the cause of God which lingered in his heart. He could not bring his sinful lips to utter a curse on Israel, but broke out into praise and blessing : " How goodly are thy tents, O Israel. . . . Let my soul die the death of the just, and let my last end be as his." Yet he died in the ranks of God's enemies, fighting against Israel ! CCVIII. COLLECTIVE PKAYER. Sic ergo vos orabitis : Pater noster. "Thus therefore shall ye pray: Our Father." Christ would have no solitary prayer, but bids us link all souls of men with our own, as He does on COLLECTIVE PRAYER. 243 His Cross, and come as one undivided person before Our Father. What I do And what I dream includes thee, as the wine Must taste of its own grapes. And when I sue God for myself, He hears that name of thine And sees within my eyes the tears of two. Though personally many, and to our eyes dis- connected, yet before God all souls are one thing, i.e., elements of an organic whole, each a distinct note in the great chord of everlasting praise whose richness of symphony is impoverished if even one be missing. Singly we are dear to God, but in- definitely more dear in union with others. And so in prayer we are heard more readily when we come to Him grouped round with "those whom He has given us," than when we come alone. Hence the superior efficacy and dignity of public prayer and worship. Where two or three are gathered together in His Name, Christ is with the assembly in a different and closer way than He is with each singly. For this reason the faithful, who are all grouped into one mystical body — the Church, love to group themselves still more specially into subordinate gatherings, into Orders and Congregations, and confraternities ; knowing well that whatever ties men closer to one another, ties them closer to God. 244 ST. PHILIP. CCIX. ST. PHILIP, Jesus dixit ad Philippum : Unde ememus panes ut manducent isti ?' "Whence shall we buy bread that these may eat ? " If we knew nothing more of St. Philip than this one incident, it would be a key to the whole man. He is the apostohc-hearted man in quick sympathy with Christ's pity for the starving multi- tudes in the desert ; earnest for their relief, and yet aghast at the scantiness and nothingness of his own abilities and resources. The command is distinct : " Give ye them to eat ; " and its very impossibility is a call upon his faith and blind confidence in Him "who knew what He Himself was about to do." Two hundred pennyworth would not suffice even were it at hand ; nor will all the accumulated ability and efforts of all the apostolic men in Christendom avail for the feeding of the multitudes except our little be put with faith into His almighty creative hands, and miraculously multiplied and distributed.. Then, let us glory in the results if we can. ccx. GOD, OUR LOVER. Dilectus meus mihi et ego illi. " My beloved is mine and I am his." It has been said above that the various lovable relations in God are best appreciated by those who have known and tasted their purest counterparts on GOD, OUR LOVER. 245 earth : his paternity by parents, his friendship by friends, his brotherhood by brothers, his spouse-ship by spouses. In illustration of this, it may be noted how far more fully and truly the following noble utterances of human love might ascend from the heart of man to the Master and Spouse of man's heart : I lived with visions for my company years ago, , And found them gentle mates, nor thou:^nt to know A sweeter music than they played to me, But soon their trailing purple was not free Of this world's dust. .... Then Thou Thyself did'st come to be, Beloved, what they seemed. Their shining fronts, Their songs, their splendours, . . , Met in Thee, and from out Thee overcame My soul with satisfaction for all wants — Because God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame. AlsO! And looking on myself I seemed not one For such man's love ! More like an out-of-tune Worn viol, a good singer would be wroth To spoil his song with ; and which, snatched in haste, Is laid down at the first ill-sounding note. I did not wrong myself so, but I placect A wrong on Thee. For perfect strains may float, 'Neath master-hands, from instruments defaced. Also; I think of Thee I My thoughts so twine and bud About Thee as wild vines about a tree. . . Yet, O my palm-tree, be it understood I will not have my thoughts instead of Thee Who art dearer and better 1 Rather, instantly Renew Thy presence. . . • • 246 MARY OUR TEACHER. Because in this deep joy to see and hear Thee And breathe within Thy shadow a new air, I do not think of Thee — I am too near Thee. St. Theresa at times seems to have realized this last line. The whole sentiment is that of St. Bernard, whose love was fashioned on the type of the Spouse in the Canticles : Jesu, dulcis memoria, Dans vera cordi gaudia, Sed super ntel et omnia, Ejus dulcis prcBsentia. i.e., I will not have my thoughts instead of Thee. And perhaps St. Augustine would have said : Open Thine heart wide And fold within the wet wings of Thy dove. CCXI. MARY, OUR TEACHER. Venite filii audite me ; timorem Domini docebo vos. "Come, my children, hsten to me, and I will teach you the fear of the Lord." So says Mary to her children. She is ready and waiting, she calls us ; but it is for us to come or not to come. We come by meditation, by odd moments of reflection ; Vacate et videte — by the leisure that is always at hand for a tranquillized heart. Audite me — " Listen to me.'* We can sit at her feet and hear without listening or attending; like children with their roving eyes and restless fingers. And she must needs be very patient with us and sigh over our inattention ; and FAIR LOVE. 247 repeat the same thing over and over again to deaf ears: "Have ye not known, have ye not heard, hath it not been told you from the beginning ? " Look up to Heaven, dear Lady, and sigh, and touch our ears, and say to us, Ephphetha ! Be opened ! Timorem Domini docebo vos — " I will teach you the fear of God." This is Mary's lesson ; that fear born of a sense of the dread majesty of God, which is' the beginning of wisdom, the strength and backbone of perfect love ; the love of One whose greatness and power and justice is the infinite, and only adequate measure of His humility, meekness, and mercy. If we would have a silent lesson in this love, Ecce ancilla Domini ! — " Behold ! the Handmaid of the Lord ! " let us kneel with her children at her knee and look up into her face : " For ever fi::ed in no unfruitful gaze." ccxn. FAIR LOVE. Ego Mater pulcrse dilectionis. " I am the Mother of Fair Love." The same difference exists between Catholic and Puritan worship, whether we look at the outward and visible, or the inward and spiritual. We worship God in the beauty of holiness and set Him forth radiant and attractive with all that speaks to human affection. They strip Him of all that they conceive to savour of the " natural " and accursed, and leave Him incomprehensible and unlovable, because un- knowable; repulsive, because inhuman. Our God is altogether human and lovable speciosus fflrma. 248 FAIR LOVE. prce film hominum. " He that hath seen Me hath seen the Father " — so truly is the Sacred Humanity the image and analogue of the Divinity — inade- quately, of course, but so far as it goes, most truly. We can say nothing of the Man-Christ that makes Him lovable, approachable, adorable, gentle, that is not true a thousand times more of the. Father. And even w^ere the Father no more than we know the Saviour to be, what more should we need ? Would it not suffice us ? There is a true dilectio which is not pulcra ; which apprehends God substan- tially as the supreme good and rest of the soul ; but which is not delicately appreciative of the beauty of holiness — an utilitarian, serviceable, solid piety — excellent so far as it goes, necessary for all, and the essential basis and recipient of that polish and. grace by which it is transformed into pulcrO, dilectio. And there is a dilectio which is not merely unattrac- tive, through lack of this finish and refinement; but which is rough, uncouth, repulsive to others — " Holy horrors" with their stilted, rigid pietarianism, a scandal to the young and buoyant-hearted, repell- ing them from God; walking slanders on that "easy yoke and light burden ; " well-meaning, no doubt, and therefore saving themselves ; but as far as others are concerned, soul-destroyers, who were better cast into the sea with a mill-stone round their neck than that they should scandalize one of these little ones that believe in Him. " Suffer the little ones to come unto Me, and forbid them not," was the sentence pronounced on the well-meaning but forbidding piety of certain disciples. MOTHER OF MERCY. 249 There are some Saints who shone bright with this "fair love," such as Bernard, and Francis, and Philip, and Francis of Sales ; who drew to them- selves thousands whom a sterner sanctity would have repelled. Bashful children nestled by their side, and the timid birds of the air were lured to ithem. But Mary is the very Mother of this bright attractiveness ; clad with the sun, borne up by the moon, circled with stars, she is all fair, iota pulcra, and not a dark or gloomy spot about her ; macula Mon est in te. And she is the Mother of Fair Love in our souls, for " we are her offspring," and she fashions our spiritual being with labour and prayers and tears ; and when she has given birth to the iirst spark of fair love within us, she still nurses it, -fosters it, mothers it into the more perfect likeness of Fair Love Incarnate, the blessed fruit of her ■womb, Jesus. ccxin. MOTHER OF MERCY. Mater misericordiae. " Mother of .±he pitying heart." She could pity all, because she had tasted human sorrow in its bitterest forms, if not in all its forms ; the sorrow of forebodings of sorrow, the sorrow of labour, of €xile, of perplexity, of separation, of helplessness, of martyring grief, of blank desolation. Sorrow must .sour or sweeten us, as we take it. It is God's intent that it should teach us pity. Many have a tender pity for Mary's seven sorrows, and they do well. Yet to such she would 250 MARY, OUR LIFE. say: "Weep not for me, but weep for your- selves." It is for her children and in them that she is pierced with a thousand swords of sorrow. From the foot of the cross she looked out into the future and back upon the past on all the sorrows of her children, and made them all her own and heaped them up with the dying agonies of her First-born, and took them all into her world- wide heart of pity; she, the great Mother of humanity. Mater misericordicz. CCXIV. MARY, OUR LIFE. Vita, dulcedo et spes nostra. Our Life. Living, means self-moving, self- evolving as opposed to what is dead, passive, moved from without, pushed along in spite of itself. Spiritual life is spontaneous or nothing; for it lies- in love and willingness, and both exclude coercion of any sort. Life may be in us to some degree, yet one limb paralyzed, another weak. If we need to be chafed, spurred on, frightened on in any matter, it means, so far, a low vitality, a poor circulation. Amans volat, currit, et Icetatur, . . . fatigatus non lassattir, arctatus non coavctatur . . . sed sicut vivax flamma et ardens facula sursum erumpit — "The lover flies, runs, rejoices; unwearied by weariness, un- repressed by repression, leaping up like a living^ flame or a glowing torch." Here love and vitality are identified in their manifestations. This is the life of grace whereof Mary was full, gratia, plena; MARY, OUR SWEETNESS. 25V which she receives as a reservoir from its fountain ; which she dispenses in streams to the four quarters of the barren earth, restoring it gradually to the fertility of Paradise, Emissiones tuce Paradisus. She is the second Eve, Mother of all living; Mother of the life of the engraced soul and of the glorified body. In the Resurrection she will be hailed as I\[other by restored humanity, Mother of body and soul. CCXV. MARY, OUR SWEETNESS. Vita, dulcedo et spes nostra. Our Sweetness. " Taste and see," for as the fruit which to Eve seemed sweet proved bitter death, so much that seems sad and bitter if but tasted is found sweeter than honey — dulciora super mel et favum. Nigra sum sed formosa — "I am dark, but beautiful." Mary has a shadow of grief shrouding the beauty which is within. To the gross and carnal mind, non est ei species neque decor — there is no form or comeliness or sweetness about her. It is a taste which grows with increasing discernment ; a matter of supernatural culture. As she herself grows sweet to us, she will sweeten all that is most bitter to us ; the chalice of the Passion, which we must taste, and of which she has drunk so deeply. It is she, our Mother, who stretches it out to us as the healing' medicine of our souls. As she stood by His Cross, sweetening His chalice, so she will stand by ours. Never are we so near to her as when we are near the Cross. And when we come to the dregs, to the- -252 OUR CRY TO MARY bitterness of death itself, she will change our " Why hast Thou forsaken me," into " Father, into Thy hands I commend my spirit." " O death, where is thy sting ? " Even in daily littleness she will isweeten our bitterness of heart and of manner and ■of speech, and pluck out of our soul every radix junaritudinis, every seed of cynicism and disappoint- ment and sourness. Life taken ill turns to acid and jmelancholy; taken wisely, its very hyssop purifies, tnellows, sweetens us. Vita, dulcedo, spes nostra, ■salve ! CCXVI. OUR CRY TO MARY. Ad te clamamus. " To thee do we cry," even as a lamb bleating in search of the ewe, or a child crying for its ■mother in the dark, because they fear to be alone, and unprotected against the unknown vague terrors with which darkness and solitude are haunted. To our Mother we may say: "Though I walk •through the vale of death's shadow, I will fear no «vil, for thou art with me." Also, the child cries because its mother is dear for her own sake, some- thing it wants to have near at hand, and therefore well worth crying after. Also because it wants food and warmth, and a thousand things which it is hers to provide. Mary is simply mobbed with a houseful of troublesome children climbing about her, hanging on to her skirts, clamouring and crying, one for this, one for that; mostly selfish. OUR EXILE. 253; insatiable, unthankful, certain that they can get what they want if they cry loud enough and long, enough. CCXVII. OUR EXILE. Exules filii Evse. " Exiled children of Eve." Mary, with her Divine- Son, shared our exile from Paradise, not of necessity, but from free sympathy, divesting themselves of the heritage of the sinless children of God ; bearing the burden of sinful flesh, torn by the thorns and briers of the accursed soil; feeling themselves outcasts, exiles, wanderers, in a way that we, born to it, and cleaving to it by corrupt affection, never feel our- selves; and all this, that they might bind us fast to themselves by love, and lead us after them to brave the piercing smart of the cherub's flaming sword which guards the gate of Paradise ; the anguish and cutting grief inseparable from an ardent love ; the sword of Mary's sorrows, the lance of the Sacred Side. For it is only through much tribulation, through fire and sword, that we can follow them, and so re-enter Paradise. CCXVIII. OUR ADVOCATE. Advocata nostra. " Our Advocate." We call an advocate to our defence because he knows the technicalities and ways of the court, the windings and tortuosities of -254 EYES OF PITY. the law, as we cannot. He is well practised in such .cases. He has a persuasive tongue, and can make black seem white, and twice two five. Mary knows God's ways, the windings of the Divine Heart ; she has the persuasiveness and tact of a mother and of a woman. Let us leave it all to her, however crookedly she seems to go about it, and keep in the background and hold our tongue. But she is a truer advocate in that she pleads not for glory, nor for a fee, but for love of both sides, and a longing to find a modus vivendi and reconciliation, to show that justice and mercy may meet and kiss one another. And from the poor — and we are all poor — she will exact no fee but love — provided they themselves are -quick to advocate the cause of others in distress. CCXIX. EYES OF PITY. lUos tuos misericordes oculos ad nos converte. "Turn thy pitying eyes upon us." To look -away is a sign of displeasure, as from something loathsome ; or of contempt, as from something hateful; or of indifference, as from something of no interest. We pretend not to see a troublesome beggar; but he insists on being seen. Aspice in me, he says, et miserere mei — " Look upon me and pity me." God is only pretending not to hear, that He may get us to cry out louder and become more -obstinate and fixed in our purpose ; and Mary is full of like artifices — all women are. But Mary's eyes are everlastingly rivetted on the MARY'S WELCOME. 255 blessed face of God. Is she to turn them thence upon such as we are : from light to darkness ; from power to weakness ; from beauty to sickly deformity? It is in Him that she sees us; for we are in Him, with all our vileness ; in the centre of His unbroken thought, in the core of His undying love; and He is in us as the soul of our soul and hfe of our life. She cannot but look on us when she looks on Him ; she cannot but look on Him when she looks on us. And seeing Him in us, and viewing our wounds and weaknesses as His, the eyes she fixes upon us are eyes of mercy, the Mother's eyes that washed the bleeding Body of the Crucified with a flood of tears. Could we but turn merciful eyes upon our fellow- mortals, and see Christ in all, and all in Christ; could we but view them as Mary views them, with a larger, kindlier gaze, our cry to her would never be in vain. Has she not good reason to be deaf, to turn away and " look on us no more 1 " ccxx. MARY'S WELCOME. Et Jesum benedictum fructum ventris tui, nobis post hoc exiliura ostende. "And after our exile show unto us Jesus, the blessed fruit of thy womb." Nothing frets us more in our keenest moments of enjoyment than the absence of some dear one who would "enter into our joy " and double it, casting back to us the reflex of our own gladness, as mirror answers and re- answers to mirror. Thus every new soul that reaches 256 MARVS WELCOME. the Vision of God augments the bliss of all the rest ; ^ and if there could be fretfulness or impatience in Heaven, it would be in Mary's tranquil heart, so' does she long to have each and all of her children in sympathy with her ecstasy. Magnificafe Dominnm mecum — " Magnify the Lord with me," she cries ta them, et exaltemus nomen ejus in idipsum — "and let us praise His name together." As one who shows some beauty to another, and rejoices in his joy, so will she hurry us by the hand into the presence of the Blessed Fruit of her womb, Jesus, watching our eyes as they brighten with that same joy with which her own soul is replenished. "Jesus, the blessed fruit of thy womb." How proud and eager the mother is to show her babe to every one ; how greedy of praise on its behalf! Shall not Mary have a mother's pride in the Blessed Fruit of her womb, the pride of authorship, in some sort ? Under God, did she not conceive and fashion those sacred limbs day by day ; is He not bone of her bone, and flesh of her flesh ; her very Child, albeit her very God ? " From their fruits ye shall know them." May not this tree be proud of its fruit, without trespassing on His right who made the tree and fertilized it ? Fecit mihi magna — " He- has done much for me ; " for He fitted the tree to the fruit. His name is none the less holy — sanctum nomen ejus — because hers is blessed for ever — Ex hoc beatam me dicent — " From this time all shall call me blessed." Ex hoc, i.e., for all eternity Ave, Ave, Ave shall mingle without discord, rather in sweetest * Cf. " Ecco chi crescera li nostri amori." {Paradiso. v.) SELF-STUDY. 257 concord, with Sanctus, Sanctus, Sanctus — each hymn gaining in meaning and melody from the other. " After this our exile." For everything has its after save one alone ; darkness and brightness, ' sorrow and joy, labour and rest. Yet the bright and joyous and restful, if they come and go, will one day come not to go. Post hiemem cestas, post nodem redit dies, post tempestatem tranquillitas magna — God is the Summer, the Day, the Calm, that has no after. What it is to be welcomed home by a mother after a long absence ; an absence full of peril, un- certainty, anxiety! In the welcome with which Mary received her risen Son from the dead, we see what is in store for us. " This, my Son, was dead and is alive ! was lost and is found." clemens ! pia ! dulcis Virgo Maria ! CCXXI. SELF-STUDY. Pravum est cor omnium et inscrutabile ; quis cognoscet illud ? " The heart of man is perverse and unsearchable; who shall fathom it ? " To live in the objective world, i.e., in the Non-Ego, does not mean material- mindedness, or a life engrossed with persons and causes ; but is compatible with a life of pure con- templation. In other words, a contemplative life is not a life of self-contemplation. There is a due self-reserve which excludes self from the inward monologue of the soul, whether as direct subject or as ultimate point of reference for every other interest R 2S8 STAR OF THE SEA. There is also an excessive self-reserve, gotten some- times of a semi-consciousness of some deep-seated rottenness, which we shrink from adverting to explicitly lest we should destroy our present pre- carious peace. We are like one who suspects or even knows the growth of a tumour, yet dares not to look; so different from the hypochondriac, whose fear keeps him always searching and imagining. We must not suppose that diary-keepers have no self-reserve, or " know themselves " better than others do. They nearly always write for an imaginary reader. Not one in a million v/ould dare to write himself down on paper, I do not say as he is, but even as, underneath all varnish, his con- science records him. Perhaps it is more for one's peace, as a rule, to live in the objective and leave the dark and pathless subjective world to God's mercy and, almost, to chance. The verdict on ourself will astonish us even more than the verdict on others, when the last shall be first and the first last; and the straight shall be crooked and the crooked straight : when our strength shall be revealed as weakness; our weakness as strength; the mountains as valleys ; the valleys as mountains. Let us therefore "judge nothing before the time," least of all ourselves. CCXXII. STAR OF THE SEA. Ave, Maris Stella. " Hail, Star of the Sea ! " A star is not seen nor searched for in the daytime, but in the dark BOVNTIFULNESS. 259 uncertainty of night. It is trouble that brings out the brightness of Heaven and cloaks the world from our sight and affection. Mary is the star of the evening of life and life's hopes ; the star of the morning that follows life's darkness. Radiant, high, heavenly, something beautiful to behold for its own sake, apart from all uses : sicut rosa inter spinas — "as a rose mid thorns," a diamond set in a field of ebon blackness. But on the trackless sea the star is a guide : and Mary is our star. It is not by principles and rules and ethical reasonings, but by personal devotion and loving imitation that Christ and His saints guide " the little flock." They all shine as stars in the firmament of heaven, but Mary is of the first magnitude. Darkness adds to the terror of the storm at sea ; but morning allays our fears : and the morning star wakes our languishing hope. CCXXIII. BOUNTIFULNESS. Dei Mater Alma. " Bounteous Mother." Bountiful to her Divine Son; bountiful to us. Giving herself, her labours, her sufferings, " full measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over," with that true spirit of poverty that hates economy, parsimony, thrift ; the thriftless generosity of the saints who have flung money about like dross, and torn the clothes from their own back ; who have " dispersed and given to the poor ; " and followed Christ in nakedness, with 26o VIRGINITY. no thought for the morrow. Non omnibus datum est — " It is not given to all ; " but when there is this spirit of bounty, the treasury fills faster than it is emptied, the cruse never runs dry. Gratia plena — Mary is full of grace — as full as ever, rather fuller, for all the torrents of grace she has poured upon this wasteful desert. If we do not hoard our money, we hoard our services, our discoveries, our knowledge, our means of helping others, perhaps with a seeming of prudential self-regard and care for God's glory. CCXXIV. VIRGINITY. Atque Semper Virgo. " Always " — ante partum, in partu, post partum — as was befitting the sanctuary of the Incarnation. For ourselves, semper virgo may be taken ex parte ante, or only ex parte post — always, from the first ; or always, from a certain date onwards. The first is a singular grace to be trusted only to the truly humble : too dangerously beautiful an ornament for ordinary human vanity. The second is the grace of those who, having risen, go forward to the end without stumbling. The former alone follow the Lamb everywhere, and sing the unknown song of those who never knew evil experimentally. Yet Magdalene may sit close at His feet with her broken box of spikenard. GATE OF HEAVEN. *6l ccxxv. GATE OF HEAVEN. Felix coeli porta. " Blessed Gate of Heaven." We do not stop at the gate, but go through it into the house. Every creature of God is a gate of Heaven, opening out to us some vista of that Infinite Perfection of which it reflects some gleam or sparkle. But Mary is a very universe in herself of the artistic triumphs of nature and grace ; no side postern, but a wide and stately entrance, opening direct upon the throne of God. We may indeed pause, and wonder at the beauty of this gate ; at the Divine workmanship ; at its wealth of device and symbolism ; and so prepare ourselves for the inner glory of which even such an approach is not worthy. But we may not rest, even in the very crown of creation, but we must pass through, upward and onward, to Him before whose feet even Mary must cast down her crown to receive it again. Diligit Dominus portas Sion — " The Lord loveth the gates of Sion." He loves all His creatures so far as they reflect Him, and reveal Him and lead up to Him, so far as they are gates of glory, windows of Heaven. Above and beyond all mere creatures is the " Door of the Sheepfold " the Sacred Humanity, through which man passes in and God passes out ; God's word to man ; man's word to God. But of mere creatures Mary is par excellence the Gate; God's fullest created word. Felix. Blessed in being a blessing to others^ 262 THE CROSSES OF OTHERS. For this is the greatest of graces, as it is a closer likeness to that Supreme Self-Diffusing Good. Blessed, in making the way to God — of itself hard, narrow, and ill-formed — easy, wide, and manifest to human blindness and frailty, " giving Hght to them that sit in darkness and the shadow of death, guiding their feet into the way of peace." CCXXVI. THE CROSSES OF OTHERS. Nemo sine onere, nemo sine cruce. "None without burden, none without cross." To look at the burdens as they are known out- wardly, God might seem strangely unequal in dispensing crosses ; but this seems less clear when we know all that lies within, and when we consider the burden relatively to the back that has to bear it. Children are crushed to earth with toy-crosses. What measure can we possibly apply to the enjoy- ment or suffering of others? Certainly not the occasion which gives birth to it ; certainly not external manifestations of it; not even the energy put forth to secure joy, to ward off suffering. " The heart knoweth its own bitterness," and God, the heart's Maker and Mover. No one else. CCXXVI I. INTUITION. Revelasti ea parvulis. "Thou hast revealed them to little ones." Gur clearest moments of insight are often those A JEALOVS GOD. 263 when, through weakness and weariness, our mind is least under control, when concentrs^tion and voluntary attention is least possible ; when reason slumbers, but intellectual vision is still awake and alert. It looks as though intellect were a clear pond which when least ruffled reflects heaven more deeply and truly ; receiving passively in a moment what reason, with its bustling activity, misses after hours or years of searching. Reason is to the mirror of the mind what the motor muscles are to the eye. They do not see or give light, but bring light and vision together. But the Hstless gaze takes in the whole as whole, while attentive scrutiny accumulates a host of unconnected details. God spoke to His " seers " of old in such moments of spiritual rapture and abstraction, when, under the influence of music, or other tranquiUizing agencies, the mind was stilled to a burnished sea of silver. It is generally observed that the moment of passage from sleep to waking, or from waking to sleep, is one of brighter intuition ; that children and simple folk divine many truths that sophisticated minds muddle over vainly ; and that truth, like happiness, is coy, and flies from those who seek her directly or too anxiously. CCXXVIII. A JEALOUS GOD. Deposuit potentes de sede. "He hath dethroned the mighty and raised up the lowly." iEschylus was sent to unteach that low conception of God which figures Him ,264 THE GRACE OF UTTERANCE. as envious of man's bliss and prosperity. , It is not prosperity, but the pride- and independence '_ which prosperity breeds, the insolence of elation, that brings curses in its train. He but antici- pated ; Deposuit poientes de sede, et exaltavit humiles. The oldest calumny against God is that of envy; " God knoweth that . in the day ye shall eat thereof ye shall be as gods." The devil must paint God in his own colours, green and black; as thirsting for pre-eminence and fearing eclipse. Like any successful slander, it has a shadow of truth about it. " I the Lord thy God am a jealous God ; " jealous for our happiness, which can be found only in the love of Him ; and which is imperilled by being based on any good less stable ; jealous, since in some mysterious way He, the self-sufficing, has become , dependent on our love and hungers for it all, and will not give that glory to another. Perhaps the recognition of calamity as, not merely the penalty of pride, but as a positive means to the higher beatitudes, is more distinctively Christian. Beaii ,pauperes is an advance on Vcedivitibus. CCXXIX. THE GRACE OF UTTERANCE. Domine, labia mea aperies, et os metim annuntiabit laudem tuam. "Lord, Thou shalt open my lips, and my mouth shali give forth Thy praise." How dis- "appointing it is to bring some one to share oux enthusiasm about , a landscape, or. poem or work of art, and fo; find that he lags ibehjnd, our THE GRACE OF UTTESANCE. '. '265 own eager interest, that the words of sympathy are but formal, faint, perishing in the birth ! This is the aggravation, which Augustine describes ^ at his own inability to make others see God and His Kingdom as he himself saw Him. The defect here is largely due to one's impotence in expression ; and not only to the untrained and unprepared condition of the mind we would speak to. This he observes some- where, commenting on Domine, labia, ntea aperies, et as metim annuntiabit laudem tuam. It were the art of arts, the poetry of poetries, to set forth God as David, or Isaias ; Augustine or Bernard. No doubt the recipient mind, too, has its impassable limits which no training can stretch. " May God make this world to you, my child, as beautiful as it has been to me." So William Blake, in his poverty and old age, to a little child. This is analogous to the prayer and longing of Divine charity in the heart of those who have seen God's beauty revealed in the higher and more beautiful realms of grace. They long for sympathy, they are restless to make others partners of their joy, to carry them with them and make them see as they see, feel as they feel. " May God make Himself to you as beautiful as He has been to me," is the embodiment of their love, the term of their endeavour. 1 Doc. Christ, i. 29. s66 ENLIGHTENMENT. ccxxx. ENLIGHTENMENT. Deus lux est et in eo tenebrae non sunt uUae. " God is Light, and in Him darkness there is none." That we must civilize before we can Christianize is a proposition which shocks certain well-meaning persons. It also seems out of harmony with facts. It is, however, only a less usual form of the truth that the Ascensio mentis in Deum is per scalam creaturarum — it is by the ladder of creation that the mind climbs up to God. As regards the knowledge of God all are here agreed. Only so far as I know what wisdom, power, goodness are in creatures, can I ascribe these attributes, magnified to infinity, to the Fountain of Being. Other faculties and a wider knowledge of creation would enlarge and fill in my ideas of the Divinity. Although in outline the con- ception of the Divinity is the same for all intelligent monotheists, yet in point of colouring and detail no two men wholly agree. But man's development is not merely in his conception of God ; but still more in his aifection towards God, which, however, is largely conditioned by certain conceptions. To purify his- affection and to acquire a "taste" for God is the end of man's temporal probation. This process is no less dependent on the use of creatures, which are the instruments of our education. Specu- lative knowledge in general and "taste" are not convariants. It is a sensitive perception of goodness and beauty and a schooling of the appetites, affec- ENLIGHTENMENT. 267 tions, and emotions into responsiveness to such pure stimulus that constitutes moral progress ; the- recta sapere, relish of right. We mu?t be trained to- discern and relish the lovableness of finite sharings- of the Divine goodness, before we can raise our affection to their source. He who does not love order, peace, harmony, gentleness, generosity, justice, truthfulness, restraint, and all beautiful and noble qualities as revealed in creatures, how can he be moved to love God for the sake of such attributes in their infinitude ? How can they appeal to him ? " If he love not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen ? " If these qualities fail to affect him when they are visibly present, how shall their distant archetypes, known only by inference or faith, stir his heart's love ? According as our " relish of the right " is more or less cultivated shall we be disposed towards the subsistent Rightness. The most barbarous and crude ideals find the realization of whatever good they contain in God and in Christ ; but what gods and what Christs are these — the magnified images of their worshippers ? One may have, and often has, the condition without the effect ; but never the effect without the condition. Civilization and culture may be pagan or agnostic; but Christianity is never stably founded in barbarism and darkness. If facts^ seem ever to have been adverse, it was either that the darkness of those times was really light ; or the light of that religion really darkness. For " God is light, and in Him is no darkness at all." i68 ECONOMY OF TRUTH. CCXXXI. ■ ECONOMY OF TRUTH. Ut det illis in tempore tritici mensuram.* " That he may give them corn in due measure rand season." He is the true doctor or teacher who follows God's own economy ; who is a faithful and foresighted dispenser of truth, i.e., of the corn of the souls; who metes it out with regard to times and persons and capacities ; who considers the Zeitgeist, and the psychological climate of the country. Sucli is the Church herself, the teacher of all times and nations. She has yet " many things to tell us, but ■we cannot bear them now." " How can we sing the Lord's song in the land ■oi strangers ? " i.e., to those whose tongue, whose conceptions, whose sympathies are foreign to our own. What do they know of Sion or the songs of Sion, that we should waste our breath upon them ? By Babylon's waters we may sit and weep, when ■we remember the City of God; but to hymn its glories in the hearing of the profane would be to cast pearls before swine to be trampled underfoot. ^'As for our harps, we hanged them up on the willows that were therein." The like economy may be observed with regard to all that we hold in any way sacred or dear : the economy of silence in terra aliena. * Mass of Holy Doctors. NOVELTIES. 269^ CCXXXII. NOVELTIES. Omnis scriba doctas in regno ccelorum similis est homini patri- familias qui profert de thesauro suo nova et Vetera. " Every scribe skilled in the Kingdom of Heaven is like to a householder who brings forth from his- treasure old things." Many seem to think there is here a full stop, but there is not. So far as he brings truth from his treasure he brings forth what is old ; rather, what is not new, for it is eternal,, neither old nor new. Yet truth may be new to us,. though old in itself; as the New World was there long before Columbus found it. And even the oldest, tritest truisms, can be clothed anew according to the current fashion of the hour, so as to be hardly recognizable. He who despises either the old or the new is no scriba doctus in regno ccelorum; he knows but one half of that kingdom, its "con- servative " aspect, or its " liberal ", aspect. "Who bringeth forth from His treasure old things and new," i.e., old and new are not criteria of truth, of the treasures of Divine wisdom. A thing is not true because old, or false because new, or false because it is old, or true because it is new,. Yet in the practice of controversy all these propo- sitions are denied repeatedly. s^o STEADFAST PEACE. CCXXXIII. STEADFAST PEACE. Funda nos in pace. " 'Stablish us in peace." Peace of soul may be founded on the sands or on the rock ; nor can one tell which while calm endures. It was when the windy tempest of affliction blew and the rain descended and the floods came and the storm beat against her on Calvary, that Mary stood — stabat juxta crucem — like Mount Sion, the City of Peace: Sicut Mons Sion non commovebitur in csternum. What trifles upset us and cast us into the blues ; what trifles elate and excite us ! Doubtless this surface agitation is compatible with calm in the depths; but it is not a good symptom. What is it 'stablishes the rocks and mountains, but their weight ? Levity or lightness is the symbol of unsteadiness. And what is weight, but a strong draw to the centre? Funda nos in pace, i.e., enlarge our heart, that it may be drawn more forcibly, more irresistibly to God, our Centre. CCXXXIV. "memorare." Auxilium Christianornm. "Help of Christians." "It is not good that man should be alone," says God ; " I will make him a helpmeet for him." And so He made Mary, .a helpmeet for Humanity, — mother rather than "MEMORARE." 271 bride. It is not good for a foolish, wayward child to be alone. His mother must take him up in her arms, cover him with her mantle, nurse him at her breast, and tread his enemy under her foot. Only in Mary's arms is Humanity safe to slumber and be at rest. And as of the race, so of individuals. But to help others is the condition sine qua non of being helped by God and His Mother. It is also the measure. It is vain otherwise to reiterate our invocations : Detis in adjutorium meum intende ; ad adjuvandum me festina — " O God, incline to my aid ; haste to my help." " You shall cry unto Me, but I will not hear, you shall call, but I will not answer." We are ready enough with our Memorare; but perhaps our Lady might answer: "Remember, my child, that it is a thing unheard of, that those who had recourse to thy aid, sought thy help, or implored thy intercession, were assisted. The confidence which inspires you to approach me is baseless and delusive. I am deaf to your petition and will neither hear nor answer it." For Mary and all the saints are bound by the inexorable law of the kingdom of grace, and that law is the law of Christ: Date et dabitur. Alter alterius oner a portate et sic adimplebitis legem Christi — " Give and it will be given you. Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ." 378 ST. AUGUSTINE, ccxxxv. ST. AUGUSTINE. Agnos in sinu leyabit, foetas ipse portabit. He carrieth the weakly in His arms, and gently, leadeth those that are with young. Some are too weak to walk at all or to guide themselves, and if God does not carry them they must perish. Others need his gentlest leading because they are burdened with others whom they are bringing forth to Christ. Of all souls these are the dearest to Him. Less encumbered, their strength would enable them to leap and run, but for His sake they are content to move slowly and laboriously, as those who carry some frail burden. He will not let such be left behind, but will slacken His pace to theirs. He will not hurry nor drag them on roughly. Such are souls of "distinction," men like Augustine, whom God foresees pregnant with the spiritual life of millions. CCXXXVI. INTERCESSION. , Amice, commoda mihi tres panes, quoniam amicus mens venit , de via ad me. " Friend, lend me three loaves, for my friend , has come to me and I have nothing to give him." And will God, can God be deaf to us when we importune Him in behalf of our friends in their sudden necessities ? We have nothing to give them, no bread for their hunger. They come to SIMPLICITY. 273 US in the darkness of night, houseless and helpless ; they cast themselves upon our love. We must rise and open and welcome then, whencesoever or whenever they come. We must go out in the chill night and knock and beg and borrow at the gate of Heaven, where the "Giver of all," reposes with His children in the rest of eternity. To be importuned by a friend for a friend, is such music in His ears, that He will not answer us lest we should desist. Not till He is sated with the melody of our pleading love, will He rise and give bread in abundance — not three loaves, but food for a multitude if need be. "Much more will your Heavenly Father give." Lord, my friend hath come to me on his journey and I have naught to give him. Lend me bread. Panem nostrum quotidia- num commoda nobis hodie. It shall be all returned. Returned ? Is it not for Thyself, Lord ? CCXXXVII. SIMPLICITY. Vitam praesta puram. "Grant a pure life" — a life dominated by one single, simple love, consecrated habitually to God, so as to serve Him even as we breathe the air, unconsciously, without knowing it. " Lord, when saw we Thee hungry and fed Thee ? " We often love God best when we are least conscious of it ; our whole spirit is saturated by His influence, as a crystal with light. Inchoative love expresses itself in definite acts and services, consciously rendered, s 274 SACRAMENTAL UNION. but the formed habit of perfect love is only felt when something discordant presents itself, as the atmos- phere is felt only when it is fouled or disturbed. Our habitual love of our parents or brethren is not conscious till separation or death, or some other crisis, puts it to the test. The purest love is the least reflex, the simplest ; and love is life. " Grant a pure life." CCXXXVIII. SACRAMENTAL UNION. Corpus Tuum quod sumpsi, et Sanguis quern potavi, adhsereat visceribus meis. " Let Thy Body which I have taken, and Thy Blood which I have drunk, cleave to my heart." May it cleave to our affections, which are the inmost receptacle of the heart into which Christ is received to be assimilated and worked into the very fibre of our soul ; His thoughts and feelings and ways and tastes intertwining with ours, as the vine with the elm, till none can tell which is which, or where one begins and the other ends, till their separation becomes a moral impossibility. CCXXXIX. FORGETFUL HEARERS. Ne obliviscaris verborum quae viderunt oculi tui. " Let not my heart forget what mine eye hath seen." We pray for light, and cry out. Domino, ut mde.nm — " Lord, may I see," and when we get it, we COLLECTIVE PRAISE. 275 neither feed nor trim nor fend the flame. The devil comes and takes away the seed out of our hearts ; rather, from beside it, for it has not half an inch of earth over it. Light is to be fostered and fed. It is truly a seed; something with indefinitely fruitful contents ; not given for a moment's admiration, like a shooting star, but for use, like a lamp. " Thy word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." It is a thing to carry and keep, not to leave behind after its first use. Here Mary is our teacher, who kept all God's sayings, and pondered them in her heart. CCXL. COLLECTIVE PRAISE. Iter para tutum, ut videntes Jesum, semper coUaetemur. " Secure us a safe journey, that we may ever rejoice together in the vision of Jesus." The end of a pure hfe and a safe journey is the vision of God, Vita cBterna, ut cognoscant Te Deum verum, et quern misisti Jesum Christum. CollcBtemur, i.e., a sympathetic rejoicing in a common good ; the joy of that whole mystical body whereof we are members ; of one living organism which sees itself with a million eyes, yet with but one vision; loves itself with a million hearts, yet with but one love ; where the blessedness of the whole is more desired by each part than its own share in that blessedness. CoUcstemur, i.e., in one song of many parts, like Dante's heavenly eagle, which poured forth from its one throat the collective praises of the countless souls whereof it was composed — 276 COLLECTIVE PRAISE. Methought I heard The murmuring of a river, that doth fall From rock to rock transpicuous ; making known The richness of its spring-head ; and as sound Of cittern, at the fret-board, or of pipe Is, at the wind-hole, modulate and tuned ; Thus up the neck, as it were hollow, rose That murmuring of the eagle, and forthwith Voice there assumed, and thence along the beak Issued in form of words such as my heart Did look for ; on whose tables I inscribed them.* I saw, and heard an utterance from the beak Whereof the outward words said " I " and " Mine,'" Albeit the inward thought was "We" and "Our."* Even so the joy of every member of the mystic Christ is diffused throughout the whole, from the heart, into which it is all poured back again, as into a very ocean of joy, in the sound of whose swell its tributary streams are silenced. It is of this joint praise that the Church sings in her Prefaces : Collaudare, benedicere, et predicare ; and cum quibus et nostras voces, tit admitti jubeas deprecamur. He is less than man, or more than God, who would care to sit at a banquet alone — " a brute, or else a god," says Aristotle, who himself never guessed that even God's self-sufiicingness would not make solitude happy, or that the essential beatitude of God required the friendship of Three, or that love in a personal subject must rest, not in abstract truth or goodness, but in a personal object, i.e., must be a fellowship in joy and praise. 1 Gary's Dante, Pay. xx. * Ibid. Par. xix. THE SECRET OF POWER. 277 CCXLI. THE SECRET OF POWER. Dedisti et potestatem omnis carnis. " Thou hast given Him power over all flesh, that He should give eternal life." It was by taking flesh that the Eternal Son acquired power over all flesh; and we, just so far as we are human, have power more or less over all flesh. Human character, in the fulness of its possibilities, or as it is in the Divine ideal, is only participated in various aspects, shades, and degrees, by individuals. It is by stealing an attribute, or quality, in its higher perfection from this quarter and that ; by running through the history of earth's greatest, that we can to some extent piece together the full humanity realized in Christ, who alone had power over all flesh ; not over only this or that class, or temperament, or disposition. CCXLII. god's glory. Sive ergo manducatis sive bibitis sive aliud quid facitis, omnia in gloriam Dei facite. " Whether ye eat or drink or do anything else, do it all to the glory of God." The imma- nence of God in all goodness and righteous- ness, His permeating presence, will become more habitually sensible by active obedience to the Divine instincts of our reason. It is God who gives us the perception and love of right in every depart- 278 THE CHALICE. ir.-2nt, however trivial soever ; but being free instru- ments, we can choose the less perfect or the base — being deaf, so to say, to grace. For beyond the limits of obligation, the region of supererogation in ethical, ascetical, and moral refinements, stretches almost out of our sight. The artist, or poet, or musician, should recognize that " the best " is the most Divine ; it is the cause of God. As Nature, with all her limitations, strives blindly to realize the Divine ideas as perfectly as possible {i.e., the Ideal), so should art do, consciously and freely. Not only in fine art, but in the useful arts, and in all practical matters, the best is the most Divine, the most God-pleasing, It is God uttered, rather, uttering Himself, most freely and graciously. For it is He who works in us and through us to His own praise and glory. At best, we are poor instruments, monochord, trichord, at most, decachord ; but we make ourselves still worse. CCXLIII. THE CHALICE. Calix meus inebrians quam preeclarus est. "My overflowing chalice, how glorious it is!" The Chalice speaks to us by a better symbolism than the Host of the extravagance and prodigality of Divine love. It is the very outpouring of the Sacred Heart. To shed one's blood for one's country, for one's friend, to pour out one's life, is the proper act and embodiment of love in its extremity, and delirium. It is as feeding her little ones with her MILK FOR BABES. 279 heart's blood that the pelican symbolizes the Divine Love. Love is truly an inebriety, however purism may fear the figure. It is reckless and improvi- dent, "giving and not counting the cost, fighting and not heeding the wounds." It is doubtless the inebriating character of wine that made it, more than any other cup, an apt symbol and sacrament of the Sacred Blood, "that wine which maketh glad the heart of a man." For love is like a fire which begets love : and it is God's love, poured out to the last drop, and squandered upon us, that, once com- prehended, inebriates us, communicates to us the Divine passion, or enthusiasm. For if every lover seems little better than a fool or a drunkard to those for whom love is a mystery, is it wonderful if God's extravagances should seem mere inebriety to our cold, narrow hearts ? CCXLIV. MILK FOR EABES. Perfectorum autem est solidus cibus. " Solid food for matured minds." A child who had no one to instruct him might be reasonably alarmed at the loss of his milk-teeth, as if it were a sign of premature decay. Normally, in our first stage of spiritual growth we are simply breast-fed, wholly dependent on others for our beliefs and bents ; then, when reason first wakes (that is, spiritual reason, for each kind of reason develops independently to some extent, one quite dormant, while another is active and mature), we begin to be self-feeding. 28o CAUSE OF OUR JOY. leaving the milk of babes for solid food ; and we imagine that this is a final state till, to our dismay, our milk-teeth drop out one by one, and we seem to collapse into infantine helplessness. Our first inde- pendent theories and schemes of spirituality are provisionally useful, no doubt, but they must give way one by one, to be replaced by those that are sounder, better rooted in fact and experience, and our wisdom-teeth are the last to appear. They say some never cut them. This is the law of progress in every science ; both for the individual and for the race. It should not surprise us to find it prevailing in the science of the saints. CCXLV. CAUSE OF OUR JOY. Causa nostras liEtitise. " Cause of our joy." As Aaron's rod that budded, so is the country in full spring glory compared with the black waste of two months before. And all this life and beauty is the response of bountiful mother- earth to the call of Heaven, to the softening rain and the fostering sunshine. We may well contrast what is, with what would have been, had not Mary responded to Heaven's call ; had not the Holjr Ghost come upon her and the power of the Highest overshadowed her ; had not the heavens shed their dew from on high and rained down justice from', the clouds, and loosened the closed earth and let salvation bud forth. All this Paradise which the Church has made on earth, with its wealth of GOD'S INDWELLING. 2»i ■flower and fruit, its fragrances, its songs, its rich :river&, is from the fiat of our Alma Mater — "Our Bounteous Mother ! " Virgo concipiet et parict. She lis im very deed, Causa nostrtz IcBlitia — the cause of <©iir -spring gladness. Magnificate Dominum mecum et simtil exaltemus ',nomen ejus. She invites us to cast all our personal /graces and favours together into one great heap with hers and those of her Divine Son and of all the saints ; to forget all distinction of " mine and thine," and, as one soul, to join her in hev Magnificat ,anima mea Dominion. CCXLVI. god's INDVi^ELLING. Si quis diligit me, Pater meus diliget eum ; et ad eum veniemus ■ et mansionem apud eum faciemus. " If any man love Me, My Father will love 'him ; and we will come to him and make our abode with him." After all, Patmore has said -nothing stronger than this ; if anything can be ■censured as too strong, in the face of such extra- vagances of Divine passion as the Eucharist reveals. ■*' Spiritual " is such a chill, ghostly word with us, "that we forget that the superhuman spirit includes all and more than our complexus of body and soul. Man's spirit is a broken-winged, lame affair apart from its framework ; soul and body are more truly parts of a whole, than man and wife ; one indeed is principal, but each helpless without the other, fruit- less, lonely. Superhuman spirits are all and more 283 GOD'S INDWELLING. than body and soul together. God's love is a passionate, feeling love in an eminent sense ; not a mere intellectual valuation, as abstract theodicy- would represent it. " If any man keep My word. My Father will love him," for, so far, there will be in him the image of the Filius Dilectus, of the Only-Begotten, whose aspect draws from the Father that sigh of sated love, which is the Holy Spirit. The " word "' of Christ is " spirit and life ; " it is the living impress of His mind on our mind, and of His heart on our heart. It is " kept " by those who are studious, not to lose, but to foster and develop it : " putting on Christ " ever more closely. In them the Father sees once more His reilex, and is drawn to those, whom He draws, that they may draw Him still more. " And we will come to him." We, Father, Son,, and Spirit. Such is the spell, the fascination our poor, feeble spirit, when once it is magnetized by love, can exercise over the Immovable, Immutable,. Self-sufficing Three, who are to each other all in alL Trahe me post te — " Draw Me after thee," He says toi her — et in odorein curremus ungucntonun tuorum — - " and we will follow in the fragrance of thy un- guents," as a bee is drawn by a flower, and follows its fragrance like a silken clue. Dum esset Rex in. accubitu suo nardus mea dedit odorcm siiavitatis — " While the King Wd.s reclining, my spikenard- breathed forth its sweet odour." God was at rest from all eternity until He made the soul of man,, and then His repose was gone ; the odour of its; GOD'S INDWELLING. 283 sweetness roused Him from that slumber, and He came forth — tamquam sponsus procedms de thalamosuo ; exultavit ut gigas ad currendam viani — " as a bride- groom from his chamber, rejoicmg as a giant to run his course." Not even its darkness and dis- figurement could conceal from His piercing gaze that ineffaceable presentment of Himself, however begrimed by sin. Nigra sum sed formosa, foul in fact, but fair in capacity, ideo dilexit me Rex, where- fore the King is enamoured of me ; as Should a high King, leaving his arduous throne, Sue from her hedge a little gipsy maid. For far-off royal ancestry bewrayed By some wild beauties, to herself unknown. If these " wild beauties," traces of royal ancestry, our unknown possibilities and capacities — " some power of growing king-like " — exert such a charm over the King of souls, much more will the fairness of the soul win Him when she has already learnt the manners of the Court of Heaven when, like Esther, purified, anointed, and clad in queenly tire, formosa valde et incredibili pulcritudine — " fair and graceful beyond belief," she is brought nto His presence. " And we will make our abode with him," and be at home with him ; with no wish, no intention of ever departing; holding quiet, familiar intercourse ; insensible, because so habitual ; sinking into the heart as water into a sponge ; settling down softly as a dove into its warm nest. Hcbc est sedes mea in sceculum scsculi ; hie habitabo quoniam elegi earn —"This 284 MORE THAN A BROTHER. is My resting-place for ever and ever. Here will I dwell ; because I have elected it." CCXLVII. MORE THAN A BROTHER. Ecce rogavi te et audire me noluisti ; rogavi Deum meum et audivit me.' " I asked thee to hear me, and thou wouldst not; I asked my God, and He heard me." God is more sympathetic than any saint, even than the tenderest of them all. There is one that cleaveth closer than a brother. Pater meus et mater mea dereliquerunt me, Dominus autem assumpsit me — " My father and my mother have forsaken me, but our Lord has taken me up." CCXLVIII. THE FINDING IN THE TEMPLE. Et ipsi non intellexerunt verbum quod locutus est ad eos. (i) " His parents knew it not," and " they understood not the saying." We think we have a right to understand God's doings, to see some coming issue, spiritual or otherwise ; not content with the assurance that all is co-operant to final good, we fancy that we can follow the workings of Divine wisdom. Far nobler is the faith that believes, but does not ask to see. If Mary and Joseph were treated with seeming inconsiderateness, if they received enigmatical explanations which they, with their spiritual insight, could not understand, are we ' Scholastica to Benedict. See Brev. Rom. A CLEAN HEART. 2S5 to be impatient because God's " wisdom is inscrut- able and His ways past finding out " ? (2) God does not willingly afflict them, but " is a Father who pities," while He chastens. Although He knows it is for our eventual good, yet He feels for our present sorrow. Are we not too philoso- phical as regards the sufferings of others, and wont to excuse our indifference on the score that it will do them good in the end? Did Mary feel the sword of compassion less keenly because she foresaw the future glory of Easter as the issue of Calvary ? (3) How could they fail to find who "sought Him with their whole heart" and sought Him in His Temple ? If He strikes unwillingly, how willingly He heals ! " I have forsaken thee for a little moment, but in great mercy will I gather thee." " Heaviness may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." And so after three days absence. He returns with them, hand in hand, to Nazareth, to console them for many years. CCXLIX. A CLEAN HEART. Cor mundura crea in me, Deus. " Create in me a clean heart, O God." Create,. i.e., Aliqtiid ex nihilo stii et subjecti. A clean heart is- altogether the free gift of God ; for we cannot have unless we ask, or ask unless we desire, or desire unless we are moved. We can resist of ourselves ;. in not resisting we are said to co-operate, as a beggar who does not refuse an alms may be said to- ■286 WATER AND WINE. co-operate in his own enrichment. Yet he can only credit himself with not being a fool, but remaining sane as God made him. Our power is wholly destructive, or rather our weakness. Our whole strength and constructiveness come from God as principal cause. Putting aside all theological perplexities con- nected with it by curious and idle minds, there is great spiritual strength in St. Augustine's doctrine, that nothing is entirely our own but our sins. Every good wish, hope, regret, every natural virtue, facility, propensity; every higher taste; every happy accident of birth, constitution, temperament, education, circumstances ; all my labour, endeavour, success, perseverance — all this is in me, but not of me ; God's doing, not mine — not I, but the grace of God in me. My sole " originality " is my negligence, resistance, sinfulness. If I have any faith, or any hope, any love of God or of my fellow-man, I am sure it is none of my doing ; the work has nothing of my stamp about it. But show me meanness, or v/eakness, or selfishness, or pride, and at once I can say, " That is mine ; my effigy and superscription." CcEsari qucR Ccesaris sunt, quce Dei Deo — " Csesar's to Caesar, God's to God." CCL. V^^ATER AND WINE. Nuptiae factae sunt in Cana. " And there was a marriage at Cana." ^i) Between the austerity of the Baptist and the WATER AND WINE. 287 " Humanity " of our Saviour there is no real incom- patibility or difference of principle. John in the desert, girt with his leathern girdle, clad in rough hair-cloth, fed on locusts and honey, solitary, far removed from human life and joys and cares ; and Christ at the marriage-feast, eating and drinking like others, attractive to all, " friend of publicans and sinners," charged with gluttony and wine- bibbing — both are animated by one principle, one spirit, one wisdom, who is justified in all her true children, who, however seemingly diverse, on closer scrutiny show the features of their common mother. She is manifested in the darkness no less than in the light ; she knows that there is a time for penance and weeping, and a time for praise and rejoicing. And the Church, filled with the same wisdom, manifests, in due place and season, a like unity and variety of conduct, and merits from the captious world the reproaches of both Christ and of His forerunner; the sensual and frivolous are scandalized at her severity; the pharisaic and rigorous at her "humanity" and indulgence to human weakness ; the former find her too heavenly ; the latter, too earthly. (2) Christ has not come to destroy human nature, but to fulfil, to perfect, to elevate. He promises it " an hundred-fold in this life, and in the world to come life everlasting ; " and it is through the cross of self-abnegation that this hundred-fold present perfection is to be secured, even as the fruitfulness of the vine is increased by pruning and training. He who knows what is in man, and needs not that 28S WATER AND WINE. any should tell Him, being Himself Man, and '• holding nothing human indifferent " — He knows that pleasures and enjoyments are in some degree as needful for us as the air we breathe or the food we eat ; and this is true even of the merely animal relaxations of the senses and the body, still more of the pleasures of perception, of thought, of affection. All these He touched, used, sanctified, and blessed, that they might be to us sacraments and graces unto life eternal. Thus at the very opening of His Ministry to man we find Him with His Blessed Mother and His disciples, sanctifying by His pre- sence the marriage-feast of Cana — not merely tolerating, but by miraculous intervention furthering and approving harmless mirth and conviviality. (3) Et Mater Jesu erat ibi — "and the Mother of Jesus was there." She was there formally, as His Mother and the Mother of His; to care for His interests and for theirs ; to mediate between the two; watching with an anxious eye that nothing might be wanting to complete the happiness of those around her; that the cup of their joy might be full to brim and running over ; in readiness, by the side of her Divine , Son, to whisper in His ear, and tell Him all their needs : Vinum non habent — " They have no wine." And she was there in the interests of Jesus, that all might be according to His will ; that nature might have no blemish unfitting it to be a receptacle of grace ; that the water might be pure and fresh and un- defiled, nor unworthy to be divinely changed to wine; that the mirth and gladness might be so WATER AND WINE. 289 chastened by reason as to be apt matter for super- natural merit ; that the marriage itself might be a fit emblem of the union of Christ and His Church, and a means of grace to both bridegroom and bride for perseverance in the same sacred relationship. Mater Jesu erat ihi. This is Mary's mediatorial office ; she turns to Jesus with, Vinum non habent — " They have no wine," and to us with, " Whatsoever He shall say unto you, that do ye." (4) And so everywhere it is by the presence of Mary that life's feast is hallowed, and Jesus and His disciples brought into it as welcome guests. It is through the presence of Mary that Christian art and literature have been spiritualized, retaining all that was truly beautiful in pagandom, and purging out all that was " earthly, sensuous, devilish." Where Jesus and Mary, the Woman and her Child, have found entrance, all impurity has fled away like a mist before the sun ; and where the door has been shut in their face, corruption, decay, dishonour, death, have slowly eaten their way in. Where they are not, wine is but water ; the noblest efforts are cramped and paralyzed, shut up in the limits of the finite and the realistic. What was made " to gladden the heart of man" proves vapid or even poisonous if aught be there which would bring a blush on the cheek of the Virgin Mother of Jesus. Let them but enter, and the cave becomes a royal palace ; water turns to wine : the weakness of man's puny conceptions is strengthened, ennobled, sub- stantially transformed by the infusic n of the Divine elements of faith and purity. 290 WATER AND WINE. (5) " Seek ye first the Kingdom of God " does not forbid our seeking in due turn and measure those things which " the Gentiles seek ; " but only our seeking them as the Gentiles seek them, i.e., first, as the chiefest good. "Your Heavenly Father knoweth that you have need of these things ; " and even if He who made us, with all our senses, passions, affections, and desires ; who moves in our every movement, and thinks in our every thought — even if He could possibly forget these natural needs of ours, there is our Incarnate Lord pleading for us with His all-human Heart, beating in unison with our own, throb for throb ; and if, again, even He could forget us, there is Mary ever at the side next His Heart, to lean over and whisper in His ear : "Vinum non habent — 'They have no wine.' Their heart is sad, their spirits drooping ; they are lonely, afflicted, poor, distressed, neglected — vinum non habent." And there are ministering angels ready at her beck and call to perform the will of her Divine Son. (6) We " have need of all these things," of health and sufficiency, of friends and companions, of the bright sunshine and the flowers and the birds, woods and rivers, mountains and valleys ; of all that speaks to us of the goodness, kindness, beauty,. and grace of divinity ; of all that will help us to bear up against the sadness inseparable from our mortal state, to sweeten our bitterness, and smooth our roughness. All are graces, good gifts helpful to life eternal, to be sought, not before nor counter to God's Kingdom, but in order to it. He who taughi MARY'S FIAT. 291 US to pray, Sanctificeiur nomen tuum; adveniat regnum tiium ; flat voluntas tua, bids us to go on: Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie. CCLI. Mary's fiat. Quella, ch' ad aprir I'alto amor volse la chiave.* " She who turned the key which unlocked the deep love," i.e., as Eve stretched forth her hand at Satan's bidding and unlocked the flood-gates of sin, sorrow, and death, so Mary at Gabriel's word, by hex fiat mihi, opens "the windows of Heaven and the fountains of the great deep," and deluges the world with the cleansing flood of Divine love, till then, pent up and longing to burst forth, longing to "rend the heavens and come down" in torrents upon the earth. In Mary with her Babe at her breast ; in Mary broken-hearted by the Cross of her Son ; in Mary clasping her risen Jesus ; in Mary reigning by His side in Heaven, we see the great all-Mother ot humanity, a conception dimly shadowed in the dark gropings of the pagan mind, in Cybele and Gara and many another, but fully realized in the one true religion of humanity where, "taught by God,' the human soul can express its deepest yearnings, and recognize them as implanted by Him who can satisfy them beyond what eye hath seen, ear heard or heart conceived. Those childish dreams of un taught sinful humanity, mingled with much that ^ Purgatoyio, *. 292 MARY'S FIAT. was fair and noble, more that was foul and de- grading; but in the reality which the Catholic religion gives us, in the great Mother of God and of man, we find verified the eternal principle that whatever is really beautiful is also either true or less than the truth. It is Humanity that she bears, in her womb, suckles at her breast, tends and nurtures and protects. It is Humanity that she holds in her arms, and about which she casts her sheltering mantle, as she stands. Queen of the whole earth, with her foot upon the destroyer's head. It is by the Cross of Crucified Humanity that she stands weeping; it is risen and glorified Humanity that she welcomes from the dead ; and it is with ascended Humanity that she reigns for evermore. " Show thyself a Mother." Prove it in the deed and event, for title and office is not enough. " Let • us not love in word and in tongue [alone] but in deed and in truth." She has already proved her motherhood in affection when, knowing what it would cost to be the mother of suffering humanity, she said. Fiat mihi, and presented her heart to the sword, and took her stand underneath our cross. For the sinful children of her adoption she sacrificed the sinless and Divine fruit of her womb, seeing that to us He had transferred all His rights, making her debt of love to Him, payable to us. And to each of us singly she has shown herself in fact, what she is in title, no less evidently than she whose mother- hood was indicated by Solomon's judgment. The pretended mother's affection is inordinate to the ST. PAUL. 393 prejudice of justice, and eventually cruel and selfish, like all unruly love. It is, therefore, for a con- tinuance of maternal protection that we ask, and which we ask in vain unless we endeavour to fulfil its correlative condition : Monstra te esse fihum — " Show thyself a child." Is there any trace of our mother in our features ? Anything to show for all the trouble she has taken about us, for all the affection she has wasted on us? Who would suspect that we hailed Christ as brother ? Or that we recognized in every fellow-man the son of our common mother ? CCLII. ST. PAUL. Saule, Saule, quid me persequeris ? '' Saul, Saul, why dost thou persecute Me ? " It is a prominent feature in St. Paul to identify Christ and Christ's. As he persecuted Christ in His little ones, so they are the recipients of his penitential love and passionate devotion. Like Magdalene, it is upon the feet of Christ he expends his tears, his spikenard, the service of all God has given him ; for the Head has made all his debts of love, pity, and reparation payable to the feet. There is the place for penitents to sit. Paul does not turn from a life of immorality to a life of morality, by a sort of ethical conversion. Morally he was as correct as any good Pharisee could be. But he turns from personal hatred of our Saviour to personal love : and this is the essence of Christian sanctification. It is de facto a morally 294- PRAISE, AND THANKS. perfect life,, but formally it is a life of love which never thinks of reason or of the rules of right living ; but as the brutes live blindly according to Divine reason, so the love of Christ carries all morality with it instinctively. CCLIII. PRAISE AND THANKS. Bonum est confiteri Domino et psallere nomini tuo Altissime. " It is good to give thanks to God and to praise His name." Two distinct duties, praise and thanks- giving : thanksgiving for what God is to me ; praise for what He is to Himself. Ad annuntiandimi mane misericordiam tuain — "To tell Thy mercy in the morning," i.e., in the early morning of life or of spiritual life, when all is bright and fair and full of hope, before the shadows have fallen and experience has tempered our sanguine expectations ; or else, in the morning of repentance which follows the night of sin, when the light of grace dawns upon us once more ; or, generally, in all times of special favour, consolation, and blessing. It is good at such times to see in all our joy only God's mercy and free forgiveness, and to say, Uiide hoc mihi? — to "announce it" to ourselves and before God in the silence of our heart. Et veritatem tuam per nodeni — " And Thy truth in the night." It is a good thing to praise the justice of God in times of darkness, temptation, and calamity; when His ways are hidden, perplexing, obscure; to say, "Just is the Lord and terrible," " It is the Lord ; let Him do as seemeth good to ALL MEN LOVABLE. 295 Him." For if He afflicts, it is in truth and justice —He, Who made the darkness and the light, And dwells, not in the light alone, But in the darkness and the cloud. CCLIV. ALL MEN LOVABLE. Ut diligatis invicera sicut ego dilexi vos. "That you should love one another as I have loved you." Although in individuals the capacity for happiness, in spite of a certain specific agreement, differs both in kind and degree, yet each does possess radically a capability of being indefinitely happier than he is. This happiness-capacity is what appeals to that purest kindness, or amor benevolentice, which takes delight in the contemplation of happiness for its own sake, as an end in itself; which loves a man rather for what he can be, than for. what he is. The " happiness " in question is the true happiness of a spiritual creature, and in the last analysis means its final perfection or spiritual beauty. This love, therefore, is not inspired by the present excel- lence or lovableness of our neighbour, but by his perfectibility, as the sculptor loves the rude block for what he knows it may become under his chisel, or as God loves chaos in the physical or the spiritual or the supernatural order, and broods over it and says, " Let there be light." Because we are poten- tially lovable, God loves us, and makes us actually lovable. In all cases He loves His own ideal, which He purposes to realize in us. 2g5 LAZARUS. It is greater skill which deals with more difficult and stubborn matter, and detects a possible beauty latent in that which is crabbed and deformed. This skill carried to infinity exists in the Divine Artist who from nothing can draw forth all things " by that power wherewith He can subdue all things unto • Himself." And as we love most what costs us most, so God's special love is for His specially difficult subjects in whose perfection He is most glorified. In their case what He loves is not merely the possibility of such faith, such happiness; but of such faith in one by nature so sceptical and narrow- minded ; such hope in one so pusillanimous and despondent ; such love in one so weakly selfish ; such light in one so bewildered, confused, and darkened ; Nam virtus in infirmiiate perficitur. Our charity, therefore, is more akin to God's when we love others, not because they are lovable, but in order that they may. become lovable. CCLV. LAZARUS. Nemo illi dabat. " And no man gave unto him " (sc, to the beggar Lazarus). Christ's suffering and poverty had no interest for the Jews. He lay at their doorstep, covered with sores, unknown, despised, neglected, hungering in vain for the crumbs of their faith, love, and kind compassion. Their temporal ambition, their legalist self-sufficiency, their world- liness caused them to forget God and His needs ; LAZARUS. 297 even as we, when all goes well with us in body and soul, cease to enter into His passion and poverty, or that of His members. Canes veniebant — "The dogs came." Our very animal nature, with its wants and pains, should create in us a sympathy for the bodily wants of others, were not its impulse of pity so perverted and destroyed by reflex selfishness that even the dumb beasts put us to shame in the matter. Sed et lamicB nudaverunt mamntam; lactaverunt catulos suos; filia populi met crudelis quasi struthio in deserto — " Yea, the sea-monsters have bared the breast and given suck to their young ; but My people is as cruel as the ostrich in the desert." The very Gentiles and pagans (canes), Pilate and the Centurion, had more pity for our Saviour than the Jews; and it was the Samaritan who bound up his wounds and poured in oil and wine, when priest and levite passed him by. Some who have far less claim on Him than we have, take more pity upon Him ; and the compassion which pagans, agnostics, and even bad Christians have for the temporal infirmities, pains, and sorrows of their fellow-men, shames us who profess to see in these afflictions the very wounds of Christ's Mystical Body. "The poor man died and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom." Christ, the true Lazarus, the " poor man," ascends into Heaven to Abraham's bosom, the bosom of the Eternal Father from which He came forth. And in Him all His poor and needy members have been carried up, cum 298 LAZARUS. Lazaro quondam paupere} to the bosom of Abraham, to be comforted, while the merciless are tormented. Even on earth, wherever the Spirit of Christ has made itself felt, the poor, the afflicted, the suffering, have been raised up from the mire to share such honour as the Cross itself receives from time to time from the great of this world. The Maundy was not a fruitless ceremony in the ages of faith. But the spirit of paganism is altogether inhuman — dead even to brute-instincts of pity. Goethe tells us that " before the Queen's [Marie Antoinette's] arrival the very rational regu- lation had been made, that no deformed persons, no cripples or disgusting invalids should show themselves on her route." ^ If there is not more religion, there is at least more humanity in our own century, and no European potentate in these days would risk his popularity by such a "rational regulation." The King Himself never seemed so glorious to enlightened eyes as when thronged with the blind, the lame, the lepers, and the afflicted of all sorts, pressing upon Him to touch him, et virtus ex illo exibat et sanabat omnes. Perhaps godless humanitarianism with all its follies may, like the pagan philosophies of old, attune men's ears to the fuller music of the Gospel, and prepare the way for an intelligent return to Christ on the part of those who have left Him in ignorance, because they never knew Him. ' Burial Service. * Goethe's Atiiobiogmphy. OUR LATENT CAPACITIES. 2gg> CCLVI. OUR LATENT CAPACITIES. Ut resuscites gratiam Dei quae est in te. " Stir up the grace that is in you." Dante compares Nature to an artist, C'ha I'ahito deW arte, e man che trema,^ who has in his mind the true pattern of the Divine idea, but whose hand shakes in the dehneation of the same : so that. Ideate poi phi e men trainee,^ the perfect type (which art tries to bring out), is never fully realized in Nature, but shines more or less imperfectly through the veil of matter. It is for fine art to seize and apprehend from these shadowings the ideal they derive from, and to bring it out into clearer light, as when one takes a deep but obscure author and in- terprets and illustrates him. So man's own task of self-evolution, moral and intellectual, is but a work of fine art, to which he is constrained by his Maker.. It is the apprehending and bringing out, each in himself, of that ideal hinted at in his own character, circumstances, gifts, and opportunities — seeing what God expects of him and fulfilling that expectation. Indeed, all human co-operation with God's designs' for society, for humanity at large, is art in the truest sense — the correction of Nature's trembling ' Resembling thus the artist in her work, Whose faltering hand is faithless to his skill. (Gary's Dante, Paradiso, xiii.). > . . . More or less it shows Th' ideal stamp imprest. 300 FEEDING THE HUNGRY. lines to the true pattern which we perceive she is .aiming at. CCLVII. FEEDING THE HUNGRY. Esurivi et dedistis mihi mandacare. " I was hungry and you gave Me to eat." God •not only gives all living things their being, but •" opens His hand and fills them with plenteousness," preserving that life as lovingly as He gave it. Do we reflect how from our first breath God has prepared and given us every morsel that has crossed our lips ; putting milk, as Augustine notes,^ in my mother's ■breast, giving her the desire to impart it, and me the power to draw it, ere I knew what food was, or that I needed food ; caring for me thus tenderly, ere I knew Him or could know Him ; and this, in order that I might live to know Him, and, knowing His love, to love Him. What then shall I say of the food He has prepared for my soul, "filling my mouth with good things so that my jouth is renewed like the eagle's ; " of the Living Bread, the flesh of the Incarnate, the corn of ■God ground and crushed on Calvary? He, who feeds all, and who has so fed even me, His thankless .and perfidious creature, He it is who comes to me hungry and thirsty in the person of His minimi, His little ones, dependent on my compassion, desirous to be fed with the crumbs from my table, which is loaded with His own bounty. Sitio — " I ihirst," He cries to me from His Cross; Da mihi » Conf. i. FEEDING THE HUNGRY. 3or bibere — " Give Me to drink," from the well-side ; ubi est triticum et vinum — " Where is the wheat and the wine ? " from the starving multitudes, the parvuli in plateis?- If they are to follow Him mto the desert^ there to be fed with the Word of Life, they must have, in due measure, the meat that perishes. We cannot hope to evangelize the multitudes until we feed them, still less if we show ourselves indifferent to their temporal needs and welfare. It may be,, but it can hardly be, that he who is callous to the miseries of the body and of the natural affections, is full of pity for supernatural ills. " If a man love not his brother whom he seeth, how can he love God whom he seeth not ? " If he is insensible to- the natural and visible, how shall he be sensitive to the invisible and eternal ? " Come ye blessed," He will say to those who' fed Him, " come and sit down with Abraham and Isaac and Jacob in the Kingdom of God." The Eucharist on earth is after all but the foreshadow- ing of that Eternal Banquet which celebrates the marriage-supper of the Lamb. And if to those who fed Him not, He will say, Ite maledicti — " Go, ye accursed," what will be their doom who have robbed the poor of their wages, or sweated them and ground them down to a starvation wage ? Or still more, what of those heresiarchs and others who have robbed them of the Bread of eternal life, of the Word of God and of the sacraments. Nor is the crime confined to the persecutors of religion,. but is intensified in its ministers, who througb » Thren. 302 CLOTHING THE NAKED. negligence, culpable ignorance, avarice, sloth, have starved the flocks committed to their care. CCLVIII. CLOTHING THE NAKED. Nudus fui et operuistis me. " I was naked and you clothed Me." It were no ■despicable matter for gratitude that God has clothed housed, and warmed me all my life through ; still it is our convention that He is not to be thanked for such benefits as air and light, which, being shared by all, are no mark of special regard ; or which, being showered upon us continuously, mark no point where, more than at another, the debt of gratitude falls due. That God should have clothed the spiritual nakedness of mere humanity with the garment of grace was a sufficient mystery of love ; still more that in Baptism He should restore that white robe forfeited by ancestral sin ; but most of all that, after we have rent and soiled and cast off this fair garment. He should restore it to us, not once, but again and again in holy Penance ; that after our mad outbreaks He should bring us to sit at His feet " clothed and in our right mind ; " that finding us by the wayside wounded and stripped of our garments. He should treat our fault as though it were our misfortune, and should draw nigh to us in compassion; that He should replace the befouled rags and tatters of the returning prodigal with the best robe, the ring and the sandals, the insignia of sonship. I was naked and He clothed me. His garments HARBOURING STRANGERS. 303 were torn from Him that my sins and spiritual wounds might be covered and healed. In Christ, as He hangs naked on His Cross, I see the naked- ness of the members of His Mystic Body in whom He cries out to me, cold and shivering and shame- fast. Do I , cover and clothe Him in return, excusing and hiding the faults of others ; or do I, by detraction, strip the garments from His bleeding back and shame Him before others ; or still worse, by calumny or calumnious exaggeration do I, with my own hand inihct such wounds or aggravate them ? Venite benedicti — " Come ye Blessed," He will say to those who have clothed Him. He will "cover the multitude of their sins" "in the sight of His holy angels," and will " clothe them with the stole of glory;" and they shall not be ashamed of the record of sins that are long blotted out by works of mercy, or of wounds that gleam like rubies, bright witnesses of the mercy pledged to the merciful. CCLIX. HARBOURING STRANGERS. Hospes eram et collegistis me. " I was a stranger and you brought Me in." We were strangers to God by nature, yet by grace He called us to adoptive sonship, to the household of the Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost. We were strangers and worse, by our racial fall, and yet again He did not wait till we knocked, but came forth to seek us in the desert and to " open 304 HARBOURING STRANGERS. the Kingdom of Heaven to all believers;" to pour out on us the Spirit which works within our every good wish, which emboldens us to knock and to seek and to cry out : Abba, Father ! And if the Jews were, by vocation, the due recipients of the Gospel Church, it was to us Gentiles, strangers and aliens from Israel, that it was absolutely decreed. We were strangers, yet He brought us within that great enclosure and home of mercy. And He has sought me, who by so many sins have so often estranged myself, and brought me in again and again, wishing that I should be at home with Him, one of His household. His familiars, not a servant, but a friend and confidant," for the servant knoweth not what his master doth." Quid retribuam? What return shall I make when He comes to me as a stranger in all those from whom I am separated or alienated in any way whatsoever ; by difference of temperament, character, tastes, sympathies, opinions, beliefs, education, birth, and so forth; who are likely to feel strange with me or ill at ease, and wish to be back in their old surroundings. Do I emphasize differences, or do I merge them ? am I sympathetic or antipathetic ? am I affable in the old scholastic sense, i.e., one who can be spoken to easily,^ who is approachable, unstarched ; a man to whom (as Newman says somewhere) you could speak in your shirt-sleeves ; or am I stiff, patronizing, vulgar ? There is no harder cross than loneliness and isolation,, the sense of being out in the cold, not wanted,, perhaps to some extent " boycotted ; " and there is no greater charity than that which lightens it. VISITING THE SICK. 305 Venite benedidi. " Strangers and pilgrims on earth," though they be, those who harbour the stranger, shall before all others feel at home in Heaven. Mary will be ready with her motherly welcome, nor will they feel shy or strange when she leads them by the hand to show to them the blessed fruit of her womb, Jesus — no stranger to them. lie maledicti. They who have shut the door in the face of the stranger shall be driven into eternal banishment ; to wander, like Cain, as vagabonds, through the dark night of chaos, in that "outer darkness " made deeper by the glimpses of the interior light ; colder, by contrast with the house- hold glow which they have forfeited for ever. " Depart from Me, I never knew you," that is : "you are strangers to Me, and strangers you shall be for ever." CCLX. VISITING THE SICK. Iniirmus fui et visitastis me. " I was sick and you visited Me." Every hour of good health that we have ever enjoyed was of God's kindness and preservation. He is our chief physician and healer. If ever we have recovered from illness, it was He who gave the physician his skill, and the drugs their virtue, and who ordered all these means to our recovery and, in our bodily nature, worked with them to bring about our cure. If others felt for us and sympathized with us, it was He, who felt for us more, who filled them with the milk of human kindness — He, who has made human 3o6 VISITING THE SICK. hearts the instruments and conveyors of His own loving compassion. " He who made the eye, shall He not see ? " He who formed men for pity, shall He not pity ? Pity for bodily ills is not the highest component of charity, but it is essential and in a -way, the first, the most fundamental in order of genesis. Christ came to redeem the whole man, soul and body ; soul principally, yet body first ; in order to the soul. Circuibat benefaciendo — " He went about doing good," refers primarily to His works of bodily healing. And in His Church He observes a like economy, "knowing whereof we are made, remembering that we are but dust ; " insisting before all else on the corporal works of mercy ; on the anointing of His mystical body with the spikenard destined otherwise for selfish luxury. Are we then grateful to God for our bodily health and vigour, or has it made us hard and unsympathetic for the weakly ; slow to believe in their sufferings ; quick to condemn them as pusillanimous, hypochondriacal ? Or if vfe have had the grace of sickness and infirmity, has it taught us and mellowed us, as it ought ; or has it simply been received as a grievance to be shaken off as soon as possible ? Moreover, and far more, is God the physician of souls "who forgiveth all thy sin, who healeth all thy diseases," "by whose stripes we were healed ; " who drew near in pity and bound up our wounds, pouring in the wine of His Passion-blood, the oil of blood-bought grace. Think, too, how He has nursed us through our sickness of soul, our noisome VISITING THE SICK. 307 diseases; with what patient watchings night and day through our hours of unconsciousness or dehrium when we knew Him not, or mistook Him, or hated and resisted Him. And even when it was not His will to heal us of our bodily or spiritual ills, at least He visited us and consoled us with the assurance that He afflicted us, not willingly, but loathely, as a father who chastises the son of his love. I was sick and He visited me. Quid retribiiam? He comes to me sick and infirm in the person of those who are ailing in body ; or who are labouring under spiritual weaknesses and vices. He does not ask me to heal Him; for that is not always in my power ; but simply to visit Him ; to part the burden of His sufferings by compassion ; to dispel the sense of weariness and loneliness — often more oppressive than pain itself. Still more does He crave my ministry and consolation in His spiritual ailments, in His ignorance of things human and divine. His weakness, waywardness, viciousness. He who has borne with my stupidity, and forced His light through my wilfully closed eyelids, and sought me out when I fled from Him, and kissed my ulcerous sores into health. And am I to be unfeeling, fasti- dious, impatient, austere, rigorous, with my fellow- servant ? Even if we may not extend to the wilfully vicious the sympathy of approbation, we should at least feel the sympathy of comprehension, of a knowledge of the human heart and its pathology, which should forbid us to wonder or be astonished at any depth to which man can sink, as though we ourselves were not borne up, in spite of ourselves, 3o8 VISITING PRISONERS. by the invisible arms of demerited mercy. Much more do sins of frailty claim our tender forbearance, under penalty of being subjected to the like our- selves. Venite benedidi — " Come, ye Blessed." Die animce mece; salus tua sum ego. He will say to my soul, " I am thy health." Sana me Domine et sanabor, salvtim me fac et salvus ero — " Do thou heal me. Lord, and I shall indeed be healed." Then only shall soul and body enter into a state of perfect and unbroken, unbreakable health through close union with Him who is the fountain of their being, preser- vation, growth, and health. CCLXI. VISITING PRISONERS. In carcere eram et venistis ad me. " I was in prison and you came unto Me." Here first He deals with an affliction which is due to the sufferer's own fault. Also, as in the case of the sick, with one which it is not always in our power to remove or cure, but at most to alleviate by practical pity. We were in prison, in the bondage of Egypt, and He came to us, the true Moses, and led us out with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm; and through the blood of the Passover brought us into freedom and sonship. He came to us. He taber- nacled with us, He was not ashamed to share our nature, non horruisti virginis utero ; nay. He did not shrink from the likeness of sinful flesh, laying aside VISITING PRISONERS. 309 the bodily glory and immortality which was the con- natural birthright of the Incarnate, and mingling with sinners as one of themselves ; tempted in all points as we ; chastised, though personally sinless, beyond all others. Have we not as children, and at all times, felt a loyal love towards those who came to us and stood by us when we were in disgrace ; who went bail for us ? And now it is God that comes to us and takes us up, when the mother that bore us has abandoned us, despaired of us, forgotten us. Pater meus et mater mea dereliquerunt me, Dominus autein assumpsit me. What love was hers whom He championed against the self-righteous world ; sham- ing her accusers out of His presence till she was left with Him alone to hear : " Neither will I con- demn thee; go, sin no more;" thus making Himself a partaker in her disgrace, and heedless of His own repute ! So, in general, has He everywhere cast in His lot with those whom the world despises, the poor, the weak, the ignorant, the sinful. He has come to us in this prison-house of a world ; into the prison of Mary's womb ; into the prison of flesh and blood ; into the prison of the grave and of Hell ; into the prison of the sacred species and of the tabernacle of the altar. Quid retribuam ? What return shall I make when I find Him in prison, in disgrace, forsaken, outcast, exiled, when I meet Him in the person of those who are under a cloud through their own fault ? " Come to Me," He says, " all you that labour, and are burdened, and I will refresh you ; " and 3IO VISITING PRISONERS. relying on these words we often try to come and cannot ; we seek and find not ; we knock and the door remains closed. And why ? Because we do not come to Him where He is to be found. Where, then, is He to be found ? " Lo ! " He says, " I am with you all days, even to the end of the world." He is with us in His Vicar to teach us ; in the sacraments, to heal and strengthen us; in the Eucharist, to be worshipped and adored by us ; in His brethren, to be pitied and loved and served by us. Pauperes semper habetis vohiscum; the poor ye have always with you. There He is to be found — in our midst, and we know Him not. " Have you not known, have you not heard, hath it not been told you from the beginning ?" Have we not known and heard that " new commandment," which was from the beginning, — new, because like truth or God, it ages not: the commandment "that you love one another as I have loved you." It is in the prisoners that we are to find Him and to come to Him ; in the sick, and the naked, and the stranger, and the hungry, and the thirsty. Else, in that day, when we shall so want to come to Him, He will not say to us : " Come ; " but : " Go," for " I was in prison and you came not unto Me;" "I know you not," for " I was a stranger and you brought Me not in." " Go now in outer darkness. Go into everlasting hunger and thirst and cold and naked- ness; for I was hungry, thirsty, cold and naked, and you had no pity for Me." FliOM GOD'S FEET TO HIS FACE. 311 CCLXIL tHoM god's feet to his face. Ostende faciem tuara et salvi erimus. " Show us Thy face and we shall be safe," Here we see but His footprints ; His feet ; the members of the mystic Christ, but not the head. The members we have always with us, and can do good to them when we will. Let us so serve His feet that we shall one day see His face. Mary rose from the anointing of His feet to the anointing of His head. While we see but His feet we are not yet safe. We may turn away in disgust ; for they are soiled, cut, and bleeding. But when once we see His face we are safe for ever : Ostende faciem tuam et salvi erimus. This is life eternal, when the veiling clouds of created heaven and earth shall be rolled away from before the face of the sun. Signatum est super nos lumen vultus tui Domine, dedisti Icetitiam in corde meo — " The light of Thy face is sealed upon us ; Thou hast gladdened My heart." ccLxni. SHEEP OUTSIDE THE FOLD. Nolite tiraere ; scio enira quod Jesum quEeritis. " Fear not ; for I know you seek Jesus." May we not say this of all those outside the Church who are in good faith, who seek Him where He is not to be found, in graves and the abodes of death, instead of among the living ; who know but 3ia GIFTS THAT COST. a dead Christ, a past Christ, a human Christ, and yet love what they know and as far as they know ; and hasten in the early morning to do honour to His sacred ashes ? If their little light kindles so much love, can we doubt but that sooner or later He will manifest Himself to them in His risen glory, were it even at their last breath ? All genuine goodness is not only ex Deo, but also in Deum ; it derives from Truth and leads to Truth. For such let us have no fear. Nolite timere : Jesum quceritis. CCLXIV. GIFTS THAT COST. Pie Pelicane Jesu Domine. God often likens His Divine affection for our weakness and feebleness to that of the mother bird, who gathers her brood under her wing for warmth and protection. Yet since Nature's best symbols are defective, legend tries to give us a better one in the pelican, which not merely feeds its nestlings with its life-blood ; but draws that stream from self- inflicted wounds. Many will give; but few will suffer in order to give. " Greater love hath no man than this," that he should pour out his blood for his friend ; and yet it is but a miserable echo of the passionate cry of the Divine Lover, which forced the Blood from His veins. Calix mens inebrians, quant prcsclq,rug est / GOD'S LOVE NOT BLIND. 313 CCLXV. god's love not blind. Dico tibi Petre quia in hac nocte ter me negabis. " I tell thee, Peter, that this very night thou shalt deny Me thrice." If God should for an instant raise the veil of the future and show us one whom now we love and venerate and toil for and all but idolize, fallen, degraded, hateful, and estranged from us for ever, we should understand better the tenderness of the Divine love which is so often shadowed and saddened, but never chilled by the clouds beyond our horizon. He loves us and labours for us no less although He knows that His love and labour will be in vain, although He sees "within the green, the moulder'd tree." Tanttis labor non sit cassus. CCLXVI. VANITY AND PRIDE. Quid habes quod non accepisti ? " What hast thou that thou hast not received ; and if thou hast received, why boast as if thou hadst not ? " The malice lies, not in glorying in God's gifts ; but in forgetting that they are gifts. St. Paul glories in his graces and labours and successes ; but he says : Non ego sed gratia Dei mecum — "Not I, but Christ in me." The " thorn in the flesh " was left with him as a continual reminder of the products of his originality. That was his own entirely. Mary says : Fecit mihi magna — " He has 314 THE HOLY SPIRIT. done great things for me." She knew and con- fessed herself Blessed among women ; she knew the measure of her greatness far better than we know it. Yet gratitude and humility are the only emotions stirred by this knowledge. How much pleasanter and more humble is the frankness of vanity than the prudery of self-depreciation. It is no harm to think that God has given us more than He has done, just as it is no harm for a beggar to be enraptured with the magnificence of some shabby garment he has received ; for he has perhaps never seen anything better. But however little we think our talents, it is great harm to credit ourselves with the origination of them. Indeed, it is the implicit supposition that we are answerable for them that makes pseudo- modesty shy of claiming too much. A man ought to speak as simply of his mental and moral gifts as of his stature or complexion or weight. Even were they the greatest on earth, their greatness is but relative to something very small. CCLXVII. THE HOLY SPIRIT. Veni, Sancte Spiritus. " Come, Holy Ghost." It is the taming effect of passionate love which makes God IrLimsQli mansnetus, meek and ready at our beck and call. We can say to Him, "Go," and He goeth; "Come," and He Cometh; "Do this," and He doeth it. "Behold, I am in your midst as one who serveth," He con- fesses. The priest's power over Him is simply THE FIOLY SPIRIT. 315 dominative ; often t)'rannical. Yet all can bind Him, banish Him, determine His mo%'ements largely. Ecce Rex tuus venit tibi mansuetus — " Lo, thy King comes to thee submissive" — Come augel al richiamo, like a hawk to the whistle, free by nature and made to soar ; but drawn to earth by an invisible chain. (i) " Holy Spirit," i.e., the sigh of satisfied love with which the Father looks upon His image in the face of the Eternal Son : " He shall see of the travail of His Soul and shall be satisfied." " This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." And as mirror answers mirror, so that love and satisfaction and sigh returns upon itself from the Son to the Father and back to the Son, intertwining with itself and weaving a new personality — the Spirit of Love. (2) Spirit, i.e., the quickening principle — Domi- num et vivificantem — bringing life from death. Emitte spiritum tuum et creabzmtur, et renovabis faciern terrcs — " Thou shalt send forth Thy Spirit, and they shall be created, and Thou shalt renew the face of the earth," turning winter into spring. "The words, that I speak they are spirit and they are life." " The spirit quickeneth, the flesh profiteth nothing." " What is born of the flesh is flesh ; what is born of the spirit is spirit." The flesh is corrupt nature giving birth to works of corruption, whose wages is death. The Spirit is the Paraclete dwelling in our heart and will, making us both receive and love the "words which I speak unto you," and giving birth to the works of grace, whose reward is Eternal Life — a greater Gift in the same order ; as we read : ■