wbF- k3H -2-f | &t~\ 7S~ Digitized by the Internet Arehive in 2010 with funding from Duke University Libraries http://www.archive.org/details/charlottetemplet02rows m TALE OF TRUTH, By Mits. RO-W-SON, lf*1Z OP THE XZW THEATRE, PHILADELPHIA •; AUTHOR OF VICTORIA, THE INQUISITOR; FJX.LE DE CHAMURE, $rt, TWO VOLUMES IN ONE. She was her parents' only joy : . They had but one — one darling child. ROMEO AND 'JULIE'?, tier form iv as faultless ; and her jnindj Untainledyet by art, IVas nchle, just, humane and kind, And virtue it'afm'd her heart* Bui &h ! the cruel spoiler came-..;**,,: for.. I. FIFTH AMERICAN EDITION, HARRISBURCH, PENNSYL. VIUXTED FOR MATllEW CARET OF PHIL AEELPEIAj by 'John ivrzTir. J 8 02. < : IT raj y be a Tale of Truth, for it is not unnatu- ral ; ?.nd it is a tale of real distress. . Charlotte, by the a rtifice of a teacher, recommended to a school fro\n humanity rather than a conviaion of her in- tegrity, or the regularity of her former conducl As enticed from her governess," and accompanie? a young officer to America. — The marriage cere . mony, if not forgotten, is postponed, and Char- lotte dies a martyr to the inconstancy cf her lovei and treachery of his friend — The situations are artless and affeaing — the description natura' ttnd pathetic- We should feel for Charlotte, i: such a person ever existed, who, for one error scarcely, 1 perhaps, deserved so severe a punish ment. If it is a fiaion, poetic, justice is not, wc think, properly distributed."- Crit. Review April 179 1 ,/><# ,f Charlcttte Temple, whom he had once feen and danced with at a ball at Eortfmouth. At that time lie- thought on her only as a very lovely child, fhe being then only thirteen ; but the improvement two yea?s had made in her gcrnm, and the. blwfh of recollection, which, fuifu&d- her Gheeks. as l]ie paffed, awakened in Lis bofom new and pleafmg ideas.. Vanity led him to think, thai plea- fure at again beholding him, might have oc*. cafioned the emotion he had witneiTed ; and tjie fasae. varsity, led him. to wifa to fee her again*! <* She is die fw.eei.eft girl in the world," laid he, ashe entered the inn. Eelcour flared, 41 Did: you not notice her ?" continued Mon- travaik r r"'fhehad oa a blue bonnet, and with' a pair of lovely eyes of the fame colour, lias conti-i:wed to mafce ; xac feeldeviliiii odd about :h.e heart ," €"H A RL O T TE,: 1 i£ Poh," faid Belcour, " a\ muiket-ball from our friends the Americans,, may in lefs than two months, make you feel; wotfe." 46 I never think of the fiature;" implied Montraville ; " but am determined to make the moil of. the prefent, and; wouldV willingly compound with any kind Familiar*, who would inform, me who the girl is, and how I might be likely to obtain, an interview." But no kind Familiar at that time appear- ing, and the chaife, which they had ordered, driving; up to the door, Montraville and his companion were obliged to take leave o£ Chichefter and its fair inhabitant, and pro- ceed em their journey. But Charlotte had made too great an im- prefTion on his mind to be eafily eradicated : having therefore, fpent three whole days in- thinking on her, and endeavoring to form fome plan for feeing her, he determined to fet off for Chicheiter, andtruft to chance either to favor or fruitrate his defigns. Arriving at the vergeofrthe town, he difinounted,. and fending the fervant forward with the horfes, proceeded toward the place,, where in the midfl of an extennve pleafure ground,, ftood the manfion which', contained th# lovelv Charlotte Temple. Montnwille leaned on a broken gate, and looked eameftiy aHhehoufc. The v/ailj which furrounded it, wte ?%h j 8 C HA RLOT'TL and perhaps the Argufies, who guarded the Hefperian fruit within, were more watchful than thofe famed of old. " 'Tis a romantie attempt," faid he ; " and fliould I even fucceed in feeing and converfing with her, it can be productive of no good : I muft of neceffity leave England in a few days, and probably may never re- turn ; why then fliould I endeavor to engage the affections of this lovely girl, only to leave her a prey to a thoufand inquietudes, of which at prefent fhe has no idea ? I will return to Portfmouth, and think no more about her." :.. The evening was now clofed; aferene ftill- nefs reigned; and the chafle Queen of Night, with her filver crefcent, faintly illuminated the hemifphere. The mind of Montraville was hufhed into compofure by the ferenityof the furrounding objects. ** I will think on her no more, 'Maid he, and turned with an intention to leave the place ; but as he turned, he law the gate which led to the pleafure grounds open, and two women come out, who walked arm-in-arm acrofs the field. - "I will at leaft fee who thefe arc," Hud he. He overtook them, and giving them the com- pliments of the evening, begged leave to fee them into the mere frequented parts of the towii ; but how was 1 he deli ghted 7 v, hen, wait- CHARLOTTE. r ing for an anfwer, He difcovered under the concealment of a large bonnet, the face of Charlotte Temple.. He foon found means to ingratiate himfelf with her companion, who was a French teacher at the fchool, and, at parting, Hipped a letter he had purpofely; written, into Char- lotte's hand, and five guineas into that of Mademoifelle, who promifed flie would en- deavor to bring her young charge into the field again the next evening. C H A R'L O T T E. v U - CHAPTER II. DOMESTIC CONCERNS. JyJr. Temple was the youngeft fon ; of a nobleman, whofe fortune was by no means adequate to the antiquity, grandeur, and, I may add, pride of the family. He faw his elder brother made completely wretched by marrying a difagreeable woman, whofe for- tune helped to prop the finking dignity of the houfe ; and he beheld his filters legally proftituted to old, decrepit men, whofe titles gave them confequenee in the eyes of the world, and whofe affluence rendered them fplendidly miferable. " I will not facrifice internal happinefs for outward {how," faid he : "1 will feek Content ; and, if I find her in a cottage, will embrace her with as much cordiality as I fhould if feated on a throne." Mr. Temple poffefTed a fmall eftate of about five hundred pounds a year ; and with that he refolved to preferve independence, to marry where the feelings of his heart fhould direct him, and to confine his expenfes with- in the limits of his income. He had a. heart m C H A R^L'O TTE, open to every generous feeling of humanity, and a hand ready to difpenfe, to thofe who wanted, part of the blefiings he enjoyed himfelf. As he was univerfally known to be the friend of the unfortunate, his advice and bounty were frequently folicited ; nor was it feldom that he fought out indigent merit, and raifed it from obfcurity, confining his • own expenfes within a very narrow compafs. " You are a benevolent fellow," faid -a young officer to him one day ; " and I have a great mind to give you -a fubje<5t to exer- -cife the goodnefs of your heart upon." " You cannot oblige me more," faid Tem- ple, "than to point out any way by which I can be ferviceable to my. fellow creatures." ** Come along then," faid the young man, *' we will go and vifit a man who is not in fo good a lodging as he deferves ; and, were it not that he has an angel with him, who com- forts and fupports him, he mult long fincc have funk under his misfortunes." The young man's heart was too full to proceed ; and Temple, unwilling to irritate his feelings by making further enquiries,followedhimin fdeuce, till they arrived at the Fleet prifon. C H A RL O T T E. 13 The officer enquired for Captain Eldridge. A perfon led them up feveral pair of dirty- flairs, and pointing to a door which led to a miferable, iinall apartment, faid that was the Captain's room, and retired. The officer, whofe name was Blakeney, xappcd at the door, and was bid to enter by a voice melodioully foft. He opened the door, and difcovered to Temple aicene which ri- vetted him to the fpot with aitonifhment. The apartment though fmall, and bearing ■ftrong marks of poverty, was neat in the ex- treme. In an arm-chair, his head reelinedup- on his hand, his eyes fixed on a book which, lay open before him, fat an aged man in a Lieutenant's uniform, which, though thread- bare, fhould fooner call a blufh of lliame in- to the face of thofe who could negle£t real merit, than caufe the heclic of confuiion to glow on the cheeks of him who wore it. Befide him fat a lovely creature, bufied in painting.a fan mount. She was fair as the lily ; but forrow had nipped the rofe in her cheek, before it was half blown. Her eve§ were blue ; and her hair, which was light brown, was flightiy confined under a plaha muilin cap, tied round with a black ribbon ; a white linen gown and plain lawn handker- chief compofed the remainder of her dreis ; £nd in this fimple attire, ilie was more irie- vol. I. B 14 CHARLOTTE. fiftibly charming to fuch a heart asTemplc"s, than the would hare been, if adorned with ail the fplehaor of a courtly belle. - When they entered, the old man arofe from his feat, and fhaking Blakeney by the hand with great cordiality, offered Temple his chair ; and there being but three in the room, feated himfelf en the lide of his little bed, with evident compofure. i* This is a ftrange place," faid he to Tem- ple, "to receive vilitors of diftincYion in ; but we muft fit our feelings to our ftation. While I am not afhamed to owft the caufe which brought me here, why ihould I blufh at my fituation ? Our misfortunes are not our faults ; and were it not for that poor Here the philofopher was loft in the father. He rofe haftily from his feat, walked towards the window, and wiped eft' a tear which he was afraid would tarnifh the cheek'cf afailor. Temple call his eye on Mifs Eldridge ; a pellucid drop had ftolen from her eyes, and fallen upon a rofe (lie was paintins/,. It blot- ted and difcoloured the flower. " 'Tis em- blematic," faid he mentally : " the rofe of youth and health foon fades when watered by the tear of afilicTion. n CHARLOTTE. 15 • " My friend Blackeney," faid he, addreff* ing the old man, " told me I could be of fervice to you : be fo kind, then, dear Sir, as to point out fome way in which I can re- lieve the anxiety of your heart and encreafe the pleafures of my own." " My good young man," faid Eidridge, " youknownot whatyou offer. Whii e depriv- ed of my liberty, I cannot be free from anxi- ety on my own account ; but that is a trifling; concern ; my anxious thoughts extend to one more dear a thoufand times than life : I am a poor, weak, old man, and muft expecl in a few years to fink into filence and oblivion ; but when I am gone, who will protect that fair bud of innocence from the b'lafts of ad- verfity, or from the cruel hand of infult and dishonour?" " Oh, my father!" cried Mifs Eidridge,' tenderly taking his hand, " be not anxious on that account ; for daily are my prayers offered to hearen that our lives may terminate at the fame inflant, ami one grave receive us both ; for why mould I live when depriv- ed of my only friend I ' ' Temple was moved even to tears. " You will both live many years," faid he, " and I hope fee muqh happinefe. Chee'rly, my friend, cheerly ; thefe paffing clouds of adverhty will ferve only to make the funfhme of profperity 16 CHARLOTTE, more plcafing. But We are loHng time : you might ere this have told rnc who wert your creditors, what were their demands, arid other particulars necelTary to your libe- ration." 44 My ftory is fhort," faid Mr. Eldridge; ** but there are fome particulars which will wring my heart barely to remember ; yet to one whole offers of friendfhip appear fo open and diiinterefted, I will relate every circum- ilance that led to my prefent painful filiation. But my child," continued he, addreffmg his daughter, " let me prevail ou you to take this opportunity, while my friends are with me, to enjoy the benefit of air and exercife. ■Go, my love ; leave me now ; to-morrow at your vifual hour I will expect you." Mifs Eldridge impreffed on his cheek the ldfs of filial affection, and obeyed. CHARLOTTE. 2i i y her ; but offered to releafe me immediate- ly, and make any fettlement on her, if George would perfuade her to live, as he impioufly termed it, a life of honor. " Fired at the infult offered to a man and a foldier, my boy ftruck the villain, and a challenge enfued. He then went to a coffee- houfe in the neighborhood, and wrote a long$ affectionate letter to me, blaming himfelf fe^ verely for having introduced Lewis into thg family, or permitted him to confer an obliga- tion, which had brought inevitable ruin on us all. He begged me, whatever might be the event of the enfuing morning, not to fuffer regret or unavailing forrow for his fate, to encreafe the anguifh of my heart, which, he greatly feared was already infupportable. " This letter was delivered to me early hi the morning. It would be in vain to attempt defcribing my feelings oil the perufal of it ; fuffice it to Fay, that a merciful Providence interpofed, and I was for three weeks infen- fible to miferies almoft beyond the ftrength of human nature to fupport. " A fever and ftrong delirium feized me, and my life was defpaired of. At length, nature, overpowered with fatigue, gave way to the falutary power of reft, and a quiet (lumber of fome hours reflored me to reafon, though the extreme weaknefs of my frame prevented my feeling my diftrefe fo "acutely as I othcrwife fhculd. 22 CHARLOTTE. 11 The -Rrft object that ftruck me on awak- ing, was Lucy iitting by my bedfide ; her pale countenance and fable drefs prevented my enquiries for poor George : for the letter I had received from him, was the firft thing that occurred to my memory. By degrees the reft returned : I recollected being arrett- ed, but could no ways account for being in this apartment, whither they had conveyed me during my illnefs. " I was fo weak as to be almoft unable to fpeak : preffed Lucy's hand, and looked ear- neftly round the apartment in fearch of ano- ther dear object. \ Where is your mother ?" faid I faintly. u The poor girl could not anfwer : flic fhook her head in exprefiive lilence ; and throwing herfelf on the bed, folded her arm's about me, and burit into tears. " What ! both gone," faid I. " Both," fhe replied, endeavoring to f" cheer me with her fmiles, and blefs me by her duteous afFeclion. A lady once offered her an afylum in her family ; but fhe would not leave me. * We are all the world to each other,' faid fhe, c I thank God, I have health and fpirits to improve the talents with which nature has endowed me ; and I trufl, if I employ them in the fupport of a beloved parent, I (hall not be thought an unprofitable fervant. W'hile he lives, I pray for flrength to purfue my employment ; and when it pleafes heaven to take one of us, may it give the furvivor fortitude to bear the feparation with due refignation ; till then I will never leave him.' vol. 1. c 26 CHARLOTTE. " But where is this inhuman perfecutor ?" faid Temple. " He has been abroad ever fmce," replied the old man; ''but he has left orders with his lawyer never to give up the note till the utmoft farthing is paid." " And how much is the amount of your debts in all ?" faid Temple. " Five hundred pounds," he replied. \ Temple ftarted : it was more than he ex- peeled. "But fomething muft be done,'* faid he : " that fweet maid muft not wear out her life in a prifon. I will fee you again to-morrow, my friend," faid he, fhaking El- dridge's hand : " keep up your fpirits : light and ihade are not more happily blended than are the pleafures and pains of life ; and the horrors of the one ferve only to encreafe the fplendor of the other,' ? " You never loft a wife and fon,'' faigl EI- dridge. " No," replied he, "but I can feel for thofe that have." Eldridge preffed his hand, as they went toward the door, and they part- ed in filence. When they got without the walls of the prifon, Temple thanked his friend Blackener CHARLOtT E. 27 for introducing him to fo worthy a character; and telling him he had a particular engage- ment in the city, wifhed him a good evening. " And what is to be done for this diftreff- edman?" faid Temple, as he walked up Ludeate Hill. " Would to heaven I had a fortune that would enable me inftantly to difcharge his debt ; what exquifite tranfport, to fee the expreffive eyes of Lucy beaming at once with pleafure for her father's deliver^ ance, and gratitude for her deliverer : but is not my fortune affluence," continued he, ** nay, fuperfluous wealth, when compared to the extreme indigence of Eldridge ? and what have I done to deferve eafe and plenty, while a brave worthy officer flarves in a pri- fon : Three hundred a year is furely -fuflici* ent for all my wants and wifhes ; at any rate^ Eldridge mult be relieved." When the heart has will, the hands canfoon find means to execute a r000<^><>0<><><><>00— CHAPTER VI. AN INTRIGUING TEACHER. JVIadame Du Pont was a woman every way calculated to take the care of young la- dies, had that care entirely devolved on her- felf ; but it was impoflible to attend the edu- cation of a numerous fchool without proper afliftants : and thofe afiiftants were not always the kind of people wliGfe converfation and morals were exactly fuch as parents of de~ licacv and refinement would wifh a daughter to copy. Among the teachers at Madame Du Pont's fchool, was Mademoifelle La Rue, who added to a pleafmg perfon and infinu- ating addrefs, a liberal education and the manners of a gentlewoman. She was re- commended to the fchool by a lady, whofe humanity overflepped the bounds of difcre- tion : for though fhe knew Mifs La Rue had eloped from a convent with a young oiiicer, and, on coming to England, had lived with feveral different men in open defiance of all moral and religious duties ; yet, finding her reduced to the molt abject want, and believ- vol. 1. D 38 CHARLOTTE. ing the penitence which fhe profeffed to be fmcere, fhe took her into her own family, and from thence recommended her to Madame Du Pont, as thinking the iituation more fu it- able for a woman of her abilities. But Ma- damoifellc pofTefTed too much the fpirit of intrigue to remain long without adventures. At church, where fhe conftantly appeared, her perfon attracted the attention of a young man who was upon a vifit at a gentleman's feat in the neighborhood : fhe had met him feveral times clandeftinely ; and being invit- ed to come out that evening, and eat fomc fruit and paltry in a fummer-houfe belonging, to the gentleman he was vihting, and re- quefted to bring fome of the ladies with her. Charlotte being her favorite, was fixed on to accompany her. The mind of youth eafily catches at pro- mifed pleafure : pure and innocent by nature, it thinks not of the dangers lurking beneath tjiofe pleafures, till too late to avoid them ; when Mademoifelle aiked Charlotte to go with her, fhe mentioned the getleman as a relation, and ipoke in. fuch high terms of the^ elegance of his gardens, the fprightliiiefs of his converfaticn, and the liberality with which he ever entertained his guefts, that Churl cUe thought only of the pleafure fhe fhould enjoy in the vifit,...noton the impru- dence of going without her governefs's knowledge, or of the danger to which Hie CHARLOTT E. 8f expofed herfelf in 'vifiting the houfe of a gay young man of fafhion. Madame Du PSrti had gone but for the evening: ; and the reft of the ladies retired to reft, ivhen Charlotte and the teacher Hole out at the back gate, and in cr offing the field, were accofted by Montraville, as mentioned in the firft chapter. Charlotte was difappointed in the pleafure fhe had promifed herfelf from this viiit. The levit} T of the gentlemen and the freedom of their ccnverfation difgufted her. She was aftdnifned at the liberties Mademoifelle per- mitted them to take ; grew thoughtful and uneafy, and heartily wifhed herfelf at home again in her own chamber. Perhaps one caufe of that W r ifh might be," in eameft defire to fee the contents of the letter which had been put into her hand by Montraville. Any reader, who has the leaft knowledge of the world, will eafily imagine the fetter ■was made ur> of encomiums on her beautv, and vows of cverlafting love and constancy ; nor will he be furprifed that a heart open to every gentle, generous fentinient, mould feel iffelf warmed by gratitude for a man who profeffed to feel fo much for her ; nor is it improbable that her mind might revert to 40 CHARLOTTE. the agreeable perfon and martial appearance of Montravilie. In affairs of love, a young heart is never in more danger than when attacked by a handfome young foldier. A man of indiffe- rent appearance, will, when arrayed in a mi- litary habit, fhow to advantage ; but when beauty of perfon, elegance of manner, and an eafy method of paying compliments, are unit- ed to the fcarlet coat, fmart cockade, and military faJh, ah ! well-a-day for the poor girl who gazes on him : (he is in imminent danger ; but if fhe linens to him with plea- fure, 'tis all over with her, and from that moment fhe has neither eyes nor ears for any other object. Now, my dear fober matron, (if a fober matron ihould deign to turn over thefe pages, before fhe trufts them to the eye of a darling daughter,) let me entreat you not to put on a grave face and throw down the book in a paffion, and declare 'tis enough to turn the heads of half the girls in England ; I do fo- lemnly proteft, my dear madam, I mean no more by what I have here advanced, than to ridicule thofe romantic girls, who foolifhly imagine a red coat and a filver epaulet con- ftitute the fine gentleman ; and fhould that fine gentleman make half a dozen fine fpeech- es to them, they will imagine themfelves fo much in love as to fancy it a meritorious CHA&LdTTE. 41 action to jump out of a two pair of ftairs win- dow, abandon their friends, and truft entirely to the honor of a man, who perhaps hardly knows the meaning of the word, and, if he does, will be too much the modern man of refinement, to practice it in their favor. Gracious heaven ! when I think on the miferies that rauft rend the heart of a dcating parent, when he fees the darling of his age at firft feduced from his protection, and after- wards abandoned, by the very wretch whofe promifes of love decoyed her from the pater- nal roof . . .when he fees her poor and wretch- ed, her bofom torn between remorfe for her crime and love for her vile betrayer.... when fancy paints to me the good old man {looping to raife the weeping penitent, while every tear from her eye is numbered by drops from his bleeding heart, my bofom glows with honeft indignation, and I wiili for power to extirpate thofe monflers of feduclion from the earth. Oh, my dear girls.... for tofuch only am I writing — liften not to the voice of love, un- lefs fanclioned by paternal approbation : be allured, it is now paftthe days of romance : no woman can be run away with contrary to her own inclination : then kneel down each morning, and requeft kind heaven to keep you free from temptation, or, mould it pleafe to fuffer you to be tried, pray for fortitude to d 2 42 CHARLOTTE. refill the impulfe of inclination when it runs counter to the precepts qf religion and virtue. CHARLOTTE. 48 CHAPTER VII. NATURAL SENSE OF PROPRIETY INHE- RENT IN THE FEMALE BOSOM. li JL cannot think we have done exactly right in going out this evening, Mademoi- felle," faid Charlotte, feating herfelf when The entered her apartment : " nay, I am fure it was not right ; for I expected to be very happy, but was fadly difappointed." " It was your own fault, then," replied Mademoifelle : " for I am fure my coufm omitted nothing that could ferve to render th£ evening agreeable." " True," faid Charlotte : "but I thought the gentlemen were very free in their man- ner : I wonder you would fuffer them to be- have as they did." " Prithee, don't be fuch a foolifli little prude," faid the artful woman, affecting an- ger : "I invited you to go, in hopes it would divert you, and be an agreeable change of fcene ; however, if your delicacy was hurt by the behaviour of the gentlemen, you need not go again; fo there let it reit.'^ 44 CHARLOTTE. " I do not intend to go again, " faid Char- lotte, gravely taking off her bonnet, and be- ginning to prepare for bed : "I am fure, if Madame Du Pont knew we had been out to night, ihc would be very angry ; and it is ten to one but fhe hears of" it by ibme means or other." 1 'Nay, Mifs," faid La Rue, "perhaps your mighty fcnfc of propriety may lead you to tell her yourfelf : and in order to avoid the ccnfurc you would incur, fhould flie hear of it by accident, throw the bkine on me : but I cor.fcfs I defervc it : it y:ill be a very kind return for that partiality which led -me to prefer you before any of the reft of the la- dies ; but perhaps it will give you pleafure," continued fhe, letting fall fome hypocritical tears, "to fee me deprived of bread, and, for an a£lion which by the moil rigid could only be efieemed an inadvertency, lofe my place and character, and be driven again in- to the world, where I have already filtered all the evils attendant on poverty." This, was touching Charlotte in the nicfl vulnerable part ; me rofe from her feat, and. taking MaGernoifeuVs hand...." you know, my dear La Rue," faid (ha, " I love you too wen, to do any thing that would injure you inmv go vemefs\s opinion : I am onlvforrv we went otit this eVeninp * '6 A t ai CHARLOTTE. 45 u I don't believe it, Charlotte," faid fhe affuming a little vivacity ; " for if you had not gone out, ) r ou would not have feen the gentleman who met us crofiing the field ; and I rather think you were pleafed with his conversation." " I had feen him once before," replied Charlotte, " and thought him an agreeable man ; and you know one is always pleafed to fee a perfon with whom one has paffed feve- ral cheerful hours. But," faid fhe, paufmg, and drawing the letter from ker pocket, while a gentle fuSufion of vermillion tinged her neck and face, "he gave me this letter : What (hall I do with it :" " Read it, to be fure," returned Made- moifelle. " I am afraid I ought not," faid Charlotte : " my mother has often told me, I fhduld ne- ver read a letter given me by a young man, without firil giving it to her." " Lord blcfs you, my dear girl," cried the teacher fmiling, " have you a mind to be in leading 1 firings all your life time ? Prithee open tl>e letter, read it, and judge for your- f .'f ; if you (how it to your mother, the con- fequence will be, you will be taken from fchool, and a Uriel guard kept over you : fo you will Hand no chance of ever feeing the- fmart young officer again. 46 C H A R J L l O T T E. " I fliould not like to leave fchool yet," replied Charlotte, " till I have attained a greater proficiency in my Italian and munc. But )*ou can, if you pleafe, Mademoifelle, take the letter back to Montraviile, and tell him I wilh him well, but cannot, with 'any propriety, enter into a clancleftine correspon- dence with him." She laid the letter on the table, and began to undrefs herfeif. " Well," faid La Rue, " I vow you are an unaccountable girl : have you no ciirion- ty to fee the infide now ? For my part I could no more let a letter -addreifed to me lie itn- opened fo long, than I could work miracles ; he writes a good hand," continued fhe, turn* ing the letter, to look at the faperfcription. " 'Tis well enough," faid Charlotte, drawing it towards her. " He h a genteel young fellow," faid La Rue, carelefsly folding trp her apron at the fame time ; u but I think he is marked with the fmall pox." " O you are greatly mi Raken," faid Char- lotte, eagerly ';' : "he fra*s a remarkable' dear {kin and fine complexion." '"'His "'eyes, if l could judge bv what I faw," faid La Hue, " are g?zy, and want ex- prefnen." GHARL.OTT E. 47 "By no means," replied Charlotte; "they are the molt exprefiive eyes I ever faw." " Well, child, whether they are grey or black is of no confequence ; you have de- termined net to read his letter ; fo it is like- ly 3-011 .will never either fee or hear from him again." Charlotte took up the letter and MademoU felle continued " He is moll probably going to America : and if ever you fhouid hear any account of him, it may pombly be, that he is killed ; and though he loved you ever fo fervently, though his lafc breath fho.uld be fpent in a prayer for your happinefs, it can be nothing to you: you can feel Nothing for the fate of the man, whofe letters you will not open, and whofe fufferings you will not alleviate, by permitting him to think you would remem- ber 'him when abfent, and pray for his fafety." Charlotte ilill held the letter in her hand: her heart fwelled at the concluficn of Made* mqiielie's fpeech, and a tear dropped upon the wafer that clcfed it. " The wafer is not dry yet," faid fhe, " and fure there can be no great harm " She hefitated. La Rue was fiient. " I may read, it Macemcifelle, and return it after- wards." 48 C II A R L O T T E. " Certainly," replied Mademoifellc. " At any rate I am determined not to an- fwer it," continued Charlotte, as ihe opened the letter. Here let me flop to make one remark, and truft me my very heart aches while I write it ; but certain I am, that when once a wo- man has ftifled the fenfe of fhame in her own bofom, when once fhe has loft fight of the ba- ns on which reputation, honor, every thing that fhould be dear to the female heart, refts, flie grows hardened in guilt, and will fpare no pains to bring down innocence and beau- ty to the. fhocking level with herfelf : and this proceeds from that diabolical fpirit of envy, which repines at feeing another in the fullpoflfeffion of that refpecl: and eileem which fhe can no longer hope to enjoy. Mademoifellc eyed the unfufpecYmg Char- lotte, as fhe perufed the letter, with a malig- nant pleafure. She faw that the contents had awakened new emotions in her youthful bofom : fhe encouraged her hopes, calmed her fears, and before they parted for the night, it was determined that (he fhould meet Montraville in the enfuing evening. CHARLOTTE. 49 — 3=>tC$€g>S&^^®3$QOGO&*- CHAPTER VIII. DOMESTIC PLEASURE PLANNED. 44 1 think, my dear," faid Mrs. Temple, laying her hand on her hufband's arm, as they were walking together in the garden, " I think next Wednefday is Charlotte's birth day : now I have formed a little fcheme in my own mind, to give her an agreeable fur- prife ; and if you have no objection, we will fend for her home on that day." Temple preffedhis wife's hand, in token of approba- tion, and Die proceeded — u You know the little alcove at the bottom of the garden, of which Charlotte is fo fond ? I have an incli- nation to deck this out in a fanciful man* ner, and invite all her little friends to partake of a collation of fruit, fweatmeats, and other things fuitable to the general tafte of young guefts ; and to make it more pleafing to Charlotte, ihe {hall be miftrefs of the feafl, and entertain her viiitors in this alcove. I know fhe will be delighted ; and, to com- yoL. 1. E 50 CHARLOTTE. plete all, they fhall have fome inufic, and finifh with a dance." " A very fine plan indeed," faid Temple, fmiling ; " and you really fuppofe I will wink at your indulging the girl in this manner ? You will quite fpoil her, Lucy, indeed you will." *' She is the only child we have," faid Mrs. Temple, the whole tendernefs of a mother adding animation to her fine counte- nance ; but it was withal tempered fo fweet- ly with the meek affection and kind compli- ance of the wife, that, as fhe paufed, expect- ing her hufband's anfwer, he gazed at her tenderly, and found he was unable to refufe her requeft, *' She is a good girl," faid Temple. " She is, indeed," replied the fond mo- ther exultingly, " a grateful, affectionate girl ; and I am fure will never lofe fight of the duty fhe owes her parents." " If fhe does," faid he, " fhe muft forget the example fctherby the belt of mothers." Mrs. Temple could not reply ; but the delightful fenfation that dilated her heart, fparkled in her intelligent eyes, and height- ened the vermillion on her cheeks. CHARLOTTE. 51 Of all the pleasures of which the human mind is lenfible, there is none equal to that which warms and expands the bcfom, when we are liftening to commendations bellowed upon us by a beloved object, and are con- fcious of havinsr defer ved them, o Ye giddy flatterers in the fantaflic round of diffipation, who eagerly feek pleafure in the lofty dome, rich treat, and midnight re- vel — tell me, thoughtlefs daughters of folly, have you ever found the phantom you have fo long fought with fuch unremitted affi- duity ? Has fhe not always eluded your grafp, and, when you have reached your hand to take the cup fhe extends to her deluded votaries, have you not found the long ex- pected draught ftrongly tinctured with the bitter dregs of difappointment ? I know you have : I fee it in the wan cheek, funk cye y and air of chagrin, which ever mark the children of diffipation. Pleafure is a vain iilufion ; fhe draws you on to a thoufand fol- lies, errors, and 1 may fay vices, and then leaves you to deplore your thoughtlefs cre- dulity. • Look, my dear friends, at yonder loveU- Virgin, arrayed in a white robe, devoid of ornament ; behold the meeknefs of her coun- tenance, the modefty of her gait ; her hand- maids are Humility , Filial 'Piety, Conjugal JJ'ccttd'i, Industry and Benevolence ; he? 52 C H A R L O T T E.. name is Content ; (he holds in her hand the' cup of true felicity, and when once you hare formed an intimate acquaintance with thei'e her attendants, nay, you muft admit them as your bofom friends and chief counfellors, then, whatever may be your iituation in life, the meek eyed Virgin w ( Bl immediately take up her abode with you. Is poverty your portion ? — fne will light- ten your labors, preiide at your frugal board, and watch your quiet (lumbers. Is your flate mediocrity ? — fhe will heigh- ten every bleffing you enjoy, by informing you how grateful you fhoulcl be to that boun- tiful Providence who might have placed you m the moft abject fituation ; and, by teach- ing you to weigh your blefhngs againft your deferts, fhow you how much more you re> ceive, than you have a right to expect. Are you poffefied of affluence ? — what an inexhauftible fund of happinefs will (lie lay before you ! To relieve the diitreffed, re- clrefsthe injured, in fhort, to perform all the good works of peace and mercy. Content, my dear friends, will blunt even the arrows of advcifity, fo that they cannot materially harm you. She will dwell in the humbled cottage : (lie will attend you even to a prifon. Her parent is religion ; her C H A R L O T T E 4 5JS lifters, Patience and Hope. She will pais with you through life, fmoothing the rough paths, and treading to earth thole thorns which every one mult meet with as thcv journey onward to the appointed goal. She will foften the pains of hcknels, continue with you even in the cold gloomy hour of death, and, cheering you with the fmiles of her heaven-born filter, Hope, lead you tri- umphantly to a blifsful eternity. I confefs I have rambled ftrangely from my ftory : but what of that ? if I have been ic? lucky as to find the road to happinefs, why fhould I be fuch a niggard as to omitfo good an opportunity of pointing o/ut the way to others ! the very bails of true peace of mind is a benevolent wifhi to fee all the world as happy as onc^s felf ; and from my foul do I pity the felfifh churl, who, remembering the little bickerings of anger, envy, and fifty other difagreeables to which frail mortality is fubjeci, would wifh to avenge the affront which pride whifpers him he has received* For my own part, I can fafely declare, there is not a human being in the univerfe, whofe proiberity I fhould not rejoice in, and to whofe happinefs I would not contribute to the utmolt limit of my power : and may my offences be no more remembered in the day of general retribution, than as from my foul I forgive every offence or injury received from a fellow creature. £ 2 54 CHARLOTTE. Merciful heaven ! who would exchange the rapture of fuch a reflection for all the gaudy tinfel which the world calls pleafure. But to return. — Content dwelt in Mrs. Temple's bofom, and fpread a charming animation over her countenance, as her huf- band led her in, to lay the plan fhe had form^ ed (for the celebration of Charlotte's birth- day,) before Mr. Eldridge. CHARLOTTE. 55 CHAPTER IX. WE KNOW NOT WHAT A DAY MAY BRING FORTH. V a mo us were the fenfations which agitat- ed the mind of Charlotte, during the day pre- ceding the evening in which fhe was to meet Moiitraville, Several times did fhe almoft refolve to go to her governefs, (how her his letter, and be guided by her advice: but Charlotte had taken one fcep in the ways of imprudence ; and when that is once done, there are always innumerable obftacles to prevent the erring perfon returning to the path of rectitude : yet thefe obllacles, how- ever forcible they may appear in general, exill chiefly in the imagination. Charlotte feared the anger of her gover- nefs : fhe loved her mother, and the very idea of incurring her difpleafure, gave her the greateit uneafmefs ; but there was a more forcible reafon fall remaining : fhould fhe ihow the letter to Madame du Pont, fhe mull confefs the means by which it came into her 56 CHARLOTTE. poiTefiiOii ; and what would be the confe- quence ? Mademoifelle would be turned out of doors. " I mull not be ungrateful,' ' laid fhe," La Rue is very kind to me ; befides I can, when 1 fee Montraville, inform him of the impro- priety of our continuing to fee or correfpond with each other, and requeft him to come no more to Chichefter." However prudent Charlotte might be in thefe refoiutions, ihe ccrtainlv did not take a proper method to confirm herfelf in them. Several times, in the courfe of the day, fhe indulged herfelf in reading over the letter, and each time (he read it, the contents funk deeper in her heart. As ^evening drew near, ihe caught herfelf frequently confulting her watch. " I vvilli this fooliifi meeting was over," faid fhe, by way of apology to her own heart, " I wifh it was over ; for when I have feen him, and convinced him that my refolution is not to be fhaken, I (hall feel my mind much eafier." The appointed hour arrived. Charlotte and Mademoifelle dueled the eye of vigr- lance ; and Montraville who had waited their coming with impatience, received them with rapturous and unbounded acknowledgments for their condefcention : he had wifely brought Belcour with him, to entertain Mfe CHARLOTTE. 57 demoifelle, while he enjoyed im uninterrupt- ed converfation with Charlotte. Belcoiir was a man whofe character might be comprifed in a few words ; and as he will make fome fissure in the enfuing pages, I lhall here defcribe him. He poiTefTed a genteel fortune, and had had a liberal edu- cation ; difiipated, thoughtless, and caprici- ous, he paid little regard to the moral duties, and lefs to religious ones : eager in the pur- fuit of pleafure, he minded not the miferies he inflicted on others, provided his own wifhes, however extravagant, w r ere gratified. Self, darling felf was the idol he worfhiped, and to that he would have facriiiced the in- tereft and happinefs of all mankind. Such was the friend of Montraville : will not the reader be ready to imagine, that the man who could regard fuch a character, mud be actuated by the fame feelings, follow the fame purfuits, and be equally unworthy with the perfon to whom he thus gave his confi- dence ? But Montraville was a different eharacler : generous in his difpofition, liberal in his opinions, and good natured almoft to a fault ; yet eager and impetuous in the purfuit of a favorite object, he ftaid not to reflect on the confequence which might follow the attain- ment of his willies ; with a mind ever open to conviction, had he been fo fortunate as to 58 CHAR L O T T E. pofTefs a friend who would have pointed out the cruelty of endeavoring to gain the heart of an innocent artlefs girl, when he knew it was utterly impomble for him to marry her, and when the gratification of his paffion would be unavoidable infamy and mifery to her, and a caufe of never-ceafing remorfe to himfelf : had thefc dreadful confequences been placed before him in a proper light, the humanity of his nature would have urged him to give up the purfuit : but Belcour was not this friend ; he rather encouraged the grow- ing paffion of Montraville ; and being pleafed with the vivacity of Mademoifelle, refolved to leave no argument untried, which he thought might prevail on her to be the com- panion of their intended voyage : and he made no doubt but her example, added to the rhetoric of Montraville, would perfuade Charlotte to 2ro with them. o Charlotte had, when (he went out to meet Montraville, flattered herfeif, that her refo- lution was not to be fhaken, and that, con- fcious of the impropriety of her conduct in having a clandeftine intercourfe with a ftran- ger, fhe would never repeat the indifcretion. But alas poor Charlotte ! (lie knew not the -deceilfulnefs of her own heart, or fhe would have avoided the trial of her liability. CHARLOTTE. 59 Montraville was tender, eloquent, ardent, and yet refpectful. " Shall I not fee you once more," faid he, "before I leave Eng- land ? will you not blefs me by an alfurance, that when we are divided by a vail expanfe of fea, I fhallnot be forgotten ?" Charlotte fighed. " Why that figh, my dear Charlotte ? could I flatter myfelf that a fear for my fafety, or a wifli for my welfare occalioned it, how happy would it make me." " I fliall ever wifh you well, Montraville," faid Hie ; " but*we mull meet no more." " Oh fay not fo, my lovely girl : refiecl;, that when I leave my native land, perhaps a few fhort weeks may terminate my exiftence; the perils of the ocean... the dangers ofwar..' , " I can hear no more," faid Charlotte in a tremulous voice, " I mull leave you." *' Say you will fee me once again." " I dare not," faid fhe. *' Only for one half hour to-morrow even- ing : 'tis my lafl requeft. I fliall never trou- ble you again, Charlotte." 60 CHARLOTTE. " I know not what to fay," cried Char- lotte, ftruggling to draw her hands from him : " let me leave you now/' " And you will come to-morrow," faid MontravUle. " Perhaps I may," faid flie. *' Adieu, then, I will live upon that hope, till we m.eet again." He kiffed her hand. She fighed an adieu, and catching hold of Mademoifelle^ arm, haftily entered the garden gate. CHARLOTTE, 61 ~0c^ GH4PTEK X. WHEN WE HAVE EXCITED CURIOSITY, IT IS BV? AN ACT OF GOOD NATURE TO GRATIFY IT. IVloNTRAViLLE was the youngefl ion of a gentleman of fortune, whofe family being- numerous, he was obliged to bring up his fons to genteel profefiions, by the exercife of which they might hope to raife themfelves into notice. "My daughters," faid he, *' have been educated like gentlewomen ; and fliould I die before they are fettled, they muft have fonie provifion made, to place them above the fnares and temptations which vice ever holds out to the elegant, accomplished fe- male, when opprefTed by the frowns of po- verty and the fting of dependence : my boys* with only moderate incomes, when placed in the church, at the bar, or in the field, may- exert their talents, make themfelves friends, and raife their fortunes on the balls of merit. " vol. 1. s 62 CHARLOTTE. When Montraville chofe the profeffion of arms, his father preferred him with a com- mifiion, and made him a handfome provi- fion for his private purfe. " Now, my boy," faid he, " go ! feek glory in the field of bat- tle. You have received from me all I ihall ever have it in my power to beftow : it is certain I have intereft to gain yon promotion ; but be allured that that intereft fhall never be exerted, unlefs by your future conduit you deferve it. Remember therefore your fuccefs in life depends entirely on yourfelf. Th#re is one thing I think it my duty to caution 5 r ou againft ; the precipitaney with which young men frequently rufh into matrimonial engagements, and by their thoughtlefsnefs draw many a deferving woman into fcenes of poverty and diftrefs, A foldier has no bufi- ' nefs to think of a wife, till his rank is fuch as to place him above the fear of bringing into the world a train of helplefs innocents, heirs only to penury and affliction. If, in- deed, a woman, whofe fortune is fufficient to preferve you in that ftate of independence, which I would teach you to prize, fhouid generouily beftow herfelf on* a young foldier, whqfe chief hope of future profperity de- pended on his fuccefs in the field — if fuch a woman fhouid offer— every barrier is re-. moved, arid I fhouid rejoice in an union which would proniife fe much felicity. E mark me, boy, if, on the contrary, you rufh into a precipitate union with a girl of I C H A R L O T T E. 63 or no fortune, take the poor creature from a comfortable home, and kind friends, and plunge her into all the evils that a narrow in- come and encrealing family can inflict, 1 will leave you to enjoy the bleCfed fruits of your rafhnefs ; for by all that is facred, neither my intereft or fortune fhall ever be exerted in your favor. I am ferious," continued he ; " therefore imprint this converfation on your memory, and let it influence your future con- duel:. Your happinefs will always be dear to me ; and I wiih to warn you of a rock on which the peace of many an honeit Fellow has been wrecked ; for believe me, the difficulties and dangers of the iongeft winter campaign are much eafier to be borne than the pangs that would feize your heart, when you beheld the woman of your choice, the children of your affection, * involved in penury and dif- trefs, and reflected that it was your own folly and precipitancy had been the prime caufe of their funering." As this converfation paffed but a few - hours before Montraville took leave of his father, it was deeply impreffed on his mind : when, therefore, Belcour "came with him to the place of affignation with Charlotte, he di- rected him to enquire of the French woman what were Mifs Temple's expectations in regard to fortune. ' S 64 CHARLOTTE. Mademoifelle informed him, that thought Charlotte's father poffeffed a genteel inde- pendence, it was by no means probable that he could give his daughter more than a thoufand pounds ; and in cafe fhe did not marry to his liking, it was poflible he might not give her a hngle sous ; nor did it appear the leaft likely, that Mr. Temple would agree to her union with a young man on the point of embarking for the feat of war. Montraville therefore concluded it was impomble he lliould ever marry Charlotte Temple ; and what end he propofed to him- felf by continuing the acquaintance he had commenced with her, he did not at that mo* gjaient give himfelf time to enquire*. C H A R L O T T E. 05 CHAPTER XI. CONFLICT OF LOVE AND DUTY. Almost a week was now gone, and Char- lotte continued every evening to meet Mon- traville, and in her heart every meeting was reiblved to be the lait ; but alas ! when Mon- travilie at parting, would earneflly entreat one more interview, that treacherous heart be- . frayed her ; and forgetful of its refolutlon, pleaded the caufe of the enemy fo powerfully, that Charlotte was unable to refill. Another and another meeting fucceeded ; and fo well did Montraville improve each opportunity, that the heedlefs girl at length confeffed no idea could be fo painful to her as that of ne- ver feeing him agaiii. "• Then we will never be parted," faid he. " Ah, Montraville," replied Charlotte, forcing a fmile, " how can it be avoided ? My parents would never confent to our uni- on ; and even could they be brought to ap- prove of it, how fhould I bear to be feparated from my kind, my beloved mother :" " Then yo.i love your parents more than you do me, Charlotte ?" " I hope I do," faid (he, blufhmg and looking down, "I hope my affection for them will ever keep me from infringiiikg the laws of filial duty." s 2 $6 CHARLOTTE " Well,Charlotte,"faidMontraville grave- ly, and letting go her hand, " fince that is the: cafe, I find I have deceived myfelf with falla- cious hopes. I had flattered my fond heart, that I was dearer to Charlotte than any thing in the world befide. I thought that you would for my fake have braved the dangers of the ocean, that you would, by your affection and fmiles, have foftened the hardfhips of war, and, had it been my fate to fall, that your tendernefs would chear the hour of death, and fmooth my paffage to another world. But farewell, Charlotte ! I fee you never lov- ed me. I fhall now welcome the friendly ball that deprives me of the fenfe of my mifery."' "Oh Hay, unkind Montravillle," cried fhe, catching hold of his arm, as he pretended to leave her, " (lay, and to calm your fears, I will here proteft, that was it not for the fear of giving pain to the belt of. parents, and return- ing their kindnefs with ingratitude, I would follow you through every danger, and, in Ru- dy ing to promote your happinefs, infure my own. But I cannot break my mother's heart, Montraville ; I muft not bring the grey hairs of my doatinggrand- father withforrow to the grave , or make my beloved father perhaps cu rfe the hour that gave me birth."' She covered Iter face with her hands, and burft into tears., " All thefe diftreifing fcenes, my dear Charlotte," cried Montraville, " are merely the chimeras of a difturbed fancy. Your pa- sents might perhaps grieve at .fir.lt > bilk CHARLOTTE. 6T when they heard from your own hand, that you was with a man of honor, and that it was to enfure your felicity by an union with him, to which you feared they would never have given their affent, that you left their protec- tion, they will, be afiured, forgive an error which love alone occafioned, and when we return from America, receive you with o.pen arms and tears of joy," Belcour and Mademoifelle heard this laft fpeech, and conceiving it a proper time ta throw in their advice and perfuafions, ap- proached Charlotte, and lb well feconded the intreaties of Montraville, that finding Made- moifelle intended going with Belcour, and feeling her own treacherous heart too much inclined to accompany them, the haplefs Charlotte, commented in an evil hour that the next evening they fhould bring a chaife to the end of the town, and that ihe would leave her friends, and throw herfelf entirely on the pro- tection of Montraville. ct But fhould you," faid fhc, looking earneftly at him, her eyes full of tears, " fhould you, forgetful of your promifes, and repenting the engagements you here voluntarily enter into, forfake and ieave me on a foreign iliore.— "' u Judge not fo meanly of me," faid he.. ** The moment we reach our place of defli- nation, Hymen fhall fanctify our love : and when I fhall forget your gpodnefs, may he.a>- ^en forget me.." 63 CHARLOTTE. 44 Ah," faid Charlotte, leaning on Macle- raoii'eile's arm, as they walked up the garden together, " I have forgot ail that I ought to have remembered, in contenting to this in- tended elopement." 44 You are aftrange girl," faid Mademoi- felle : " you never know your own mind two minutes at a time. Juft now you declared Montraville's happinefs was whatyou prized moft in the world ; and now I fuppofe you repent having infured that happinefs by agreeing to accompany him abroad." 44 Indeed I do repent," replied Charlotte, 44 from my foul : but while difcretion points out the impropriety of my conducl, inclina- tion urges me on to ruin." 44 Ruin ! fiddleftick !" faid Mademoifelle ; 44 am not I going with you ? and do 1 feel any of thefe qualms ? ' ' 44 You do not renounce a tender father and mother," faid Charlotte. 44 But I hazard my dear reputation,' 1 re- plied Mademoifelle, bridling. 44 True," replied Charlotte, 4i but you do aiot feel what 1 do." She then bade her good night ; but ileep was a ftranger to her eyes, and the tear ofar.guifh watered her pillow. CHARLOTTE. 6* e H A P T E R XII. Nature's laft, beft gift : Greature in whom excell'd, whatever could To fight or thought be aam'd ! Holy, divine ! good, amiable, and fweet, How art thou fall'n i VV hen Charlotte left her reftlefs bed, her languid eye, and pale cheek, difcovered to- Madame Du Pont the little repofe ilie had tailed. *' My dear child," faid the aftectionate go- vernefs, " what is the caufe of the languor lb apparent in your frame ? Are you not well?'* 44 Yes, my dear Madam, very well," re- plied Charlotte, attempting to fmile, " but I know not how it was ; I could not Deep laft night, and my fpirits are deprefled this morning." " Come, cheer up, my love," faid the go- vernefs ; " 1 believe I have brought a cor- dial to revive them. I have juft received a letter from your good mama, and here is one for vourfelf." 70 CHARLOTTE. Charlotte haftily took the letter : it con- tained thefe words : — " As to-morrow is the anniverfary of the happy day that gave my beloved girl to the anxious wifhes of a maternal heart, I have requeued your governefs to let you come home and fpend it with us ; and as I know you to be a good affectionate child, and make it yourftudy to improve in thofe branches of education, which you know will give moft pleafure to your delighted parents, as a re- ward for your diligence and attention, I have prepared an agreeable furprize for your re- ception. Your grand- Either, eager to em- brace the darling of his aged heart, will come in the chaife for you : fo hold yourfelf in rea- dinefs to attend him by nine o'clock. Your dear father joins in every tender wifh for your health and future felicity, which warms the heart of my dear Charlotte's affectionate modier, L. TEMPLE. " Gracious heaven !" cried Charlotte, forgetting where (lie was, and raifing her ftreaming eyes as in earned Amplication. Madame Du Pont was furprifed. " Why thefe tears, my love ?" faid fhe. " Why this feeming agitation ? I thought the letter would have rejoiced, infteacl of cliftreffmg you." CHARLOTTE. 71 " It does rejoice me," replied Chatlotte, endeavoring at coinpofure, " but I was pray- ing for merit to deferve the unremitted at- tentions of the beft of parents." " You do right," faid Madame Du Pont, " to a(k the affiilance of heaven that you may continue to deferve their love. Continue, my dear Charlotte, in the courfe you have ever purfued, and you will enfure at once their happinefs and your own." " Oh !" cried Charlotte, as her governefs left her, " I have forfeited both for ever ! Yet let me reikcl : — the irrevocable Hep is not yet taken : it is net too late to recede from the brink of a precipice, from which I can only behold the dark abyfsof ruin, {name and remorie !" She arofe from her feat, and flew to the fcpr.rtment of La Brie. " Oh Mademoifelle !" laid fhe, 4t I am fnatched by a miracle from defiruclion ! This letter has faved me : it has opened my eyes to the folly I wasfonear committing. 1 will not go, MademoifeUe ; I tvill not wound the hearts of thofe dear pa- rents who make my happinefs the w&o'le fludy of their lives." . " Well," faid Mademoifelle, " do as you jHeafe, Mifs ; but pray underftand that my reTolution is taken, and it is not in your 5 ?2 CHARLOTTE. power to alter it. I fhall meet the gentlemen at the appointed hour, and fhall not be fur- prized at any outrage which Montraville may commit, when he finds himfelf difap- pointed. Indeed I fhould not be afloniihed, was he to come immediately here, and re- proach you for your inftability in the hearing of the whole fchool : and what will be the confequence » ? you will bear the odium of having formed the refolution of eloping, and every girl of fpirit will laugh at your want of fortitude to put it in execution, while prudes and fools will load you with reproach and contempt. You will have loft the confidence of your parents, incurred their anger, and the feoffs of the world ; and what fruit do you expect to reap from this piece of heroifm, (for fuch no doubt you think it is ?) you will have the pleafure to reflect, that you have de- ceived the man who adores you, and whom in your heart you prefer to all other men, and that you are feparated from him for ever." This eloquent harangue was given with fuch volubility, that Charlotte couid not find an opportunity to interrupt her, or to offer a fingie word till the whole was finifhed, and then found her ideas fo confufed, that fhe knew not what to fay. At length fhe determined thatfhe would go with Mademoifelle to the place of aflignation, convince Montraviile of the neceinty of ad- CHARLOTT E. 73 'hering to the refolution of remaining behind 3 *uTure him of her affedlion,and bid him adieu* Charlotte formed this plan in her mind, •and exulted in the certainty of its fnccefs. " How (hail 1 rejoice," faid fhe, " in this triumph of reafon over inclination, and, when -in the arms of my affectionate parents, lift up my foul in gratitude to. heaven as I look back on the dangers I have efcaped P" The hour of affignation arrived : Made- moifelle put what money and valuables flic poifefled in her pocket, and advifed Charlotte to do the fame ; but fhe .refilled ; "my re- folution is fixed," .faid fhe ; " I will Sacrifice love to duty." Mademoifelle fmiled internallv ; and thev proceeded foftly down the back ftairs and out ■of the garden gate . Montraville aad Jielc ur were ready to receive them, " Now," faid Montraville, taking Char- lotte in his arms, "you are mine forever." "No," faid (lie, withdrawing from his -embrace, " I am come to take an everiafimg farewell." It would be ufelefs to repeat the conver- sation that here enfued ; fuffi.ce it to fay, that Montraville ufsd every argument that had vol. 1. G r#4 CHARLOTTE. formerly been TuccefsFul, Charlotte's refolu- " laid he,. u my chikl is betrayed ; ^thc Stf C H A R L a T T EV darlinsvthe comfort of my ao;ed heart, is loft,: Oh would to heaven I had died but yefterday." A violent gufh of grief in fome meafurc relieved him, and, after feveral vain attempts^ he at length aflumed fuffieient compofure to read the. note .. " And how fhall I return to my children ?" ' faid he ; " how approach that manfion, fo late the habitation of peace ? Alas ! my dear Lucy, how will you fupport thefe heart-rend- ing: tidings ? or how iliall I be enabled to confole vou, who need fo much confolation myfeif :"' The old "man returned to the chaife, but the light Rep and cheerful countenance were no more ; forrow filled his heart, and guided.' his motions ; he feated himfelf in the chaife, his venerable head reclined upon his bofdmj his hands were folded, his eye fixed on va- cancy, and the large drops of forrow rolled 1 filently down his cheeks,. There was a mix* ture of .anguifh and re fi gnat ion depiclcd in Bis countenance, as ii he would fay, hence- forth -who fhall dare to boafchis happinefs, or even in idea contemplate his trealure, left in the very moment his heart is exulting in its awn felicity, the object which conftitutes thatH felicity fhould be torn frcm.iiim I CHARLOTT E. *Ji e H A P T Z R XIV. MATERNAL SORROW. Q Oeow and heavy paffed the time while the carriage was conveying Mr. Eldridge home y and yet when he came in light of the houfe,. he wifhed a longer reprieve.from the dread- ful talk of informing Mr. and Mrs, Temple •f their daughter's elopements It is-eafy to judge the anxiety of thefe af- fectionate parents, when they found the re- turn of their father delayed fo much beyond, the expected time. They were now met in the dining parlour, and feveral of the young- people who had been invited were already arrived. Each different part of the company was employed in the fame manner, looking out at the windows which faced the road. — At length the long expected chaife appeared,. Mrs. Temple ran out to receive and wel- come her darling.... her young companions nocked round the door, each one eager to give her joy on the return of her birth day.. The door of the chaife was opened : Char- lotte was not there. " Where is my child ?"* cried Mrs- Temple, m breathlefs agitation*. 15 CHARLOTTE. Mr. Eldrido-e could not anfwer : he took O hold of his daughter's hand and led her into the houfe ; and linking on the firft chair he •ame to, bunt into tears, and fobbed aloud. " She is dead," cried Mrs. Temple. " Oh my dear Charlotte !" and clafping her hands in an agony of diitrefs, fell into ftrong hy- fterics. Mr. Temple who had Hood fpeechlefs with, furprize and fear, now ventured to enquire, if indeed his- Charlotte was no more. Mr. Eldridge led him into another apartment: and putting the fatal note into his hand, cried "Bear it like a Chriftian:" and turned from him, endeavoring. to fupprefs his own to®, vifible emotions.. It would be vain to attempt defcribirig- what Mr. Temple felt whilft he haftily ran oyer the dreadful lines : when he had finifh- ed, the paper dropt from his unnerved hand.. "Gracious heaven !"'faid he, "could Char- lotte acl: thus?" Neither tear nor figh efcap- ed him ; and he fet the image of mute for. row, till roufed from his ftupor by the re- peated fhrieks of Mrs. Temple. He rofe haftily, and milling into the apartment where ihe was, folded his anus about her and fay- ing — « Let us be patient, my dear Lucy,"' nature relieved his almoft burfting heart by/ airiendly gufli of tears. . C H A R L O T T E. S3 "Should any one, prefuming on his own ,-philoiophic temper, look with an e| T e of con- .tempt on the man who could indulge a wo- man's weakntfs, let him remember that man was a father, and he will then pity the anifery which wrung thofe drops from a no- ble, generous heart. Mrs. Temple beginning to be a little more compofed, but Hill imagining her child was dead, her hufband, gently taking her hand, cried../' You are miftaken, my love. Char- lotte is not dead." *' Then fhe is very ill ; elfe why did fhe not come ? But I will go to her : the chaife is ftill at the door : let me go inftantly to the dear girl. If I was ill, fhe would fty to at- tend me, to alleviate my fufferings,and chear me with her love/" "Be calm, my deareft Lucy, and I will tell you all," laid Mr. Temple. " You mull not go, indeed you muft not : it will be of no ufe." u Temple," faid fhe, affurnlrg a look o£ .frrwmefs and compofure, " tell me the truth I befeecu you. I cannot bear this dreadful ftifpenfe. What misfortune has befallen my child ? let me know the worft, and I wik endeavor to bear it as I Gu^ht. "*• m C H A R L O T T E„ "Lucy," replied Mr. Temple, "imagine: your daughter alire, and in no danger of death : what misfortune would you then dread I* " There is one misfortune which is worfe than death. But I know my child too well to fufpett — " •*■* Be not too confident, Lucy." " Oh heavens !" faid fhe, "what horrid images do you ftart/. .isitpoffible flic fhould forget. " < v She has forgot us all, my love ; fhe has 'preferred the love of a ftranger to the affec- tionate protection of her friends." " Not eleped ?" cried fiie eagerly. Mr. Temple w:as filent, - " You cannot contradict it," faid fiie. " I fee my fate in thofe tearful eyes. Oh Char- lotte ! Charlotte ! how ill have you requitted our tendernefs ! But, Father of mercies," continued fhe, finking on her knees, and railing her "flreaming eyes and clafped hands to heaven, " this once vouchfafe to hear a fond, a diilra&ed mother's prayer. Oh let thy bounteous Providence watch over and protect the dear thoughtlefs girl, fave her as C H A R L O T T E. from the miferies which 1 fear will be her portion, and oh ! of thine infinite mercy, make her not a mother, left flie fhould ore day feel what I now iuffer." The laft words faultered on her tongue, and ilie fell fainting into the arms of her huf- band, who had involuntarily dropped on his knees befide her. A mother's anguifh when difappomted in her tendereit hopes, none but a mother can conceive. Yet, my dear young readers, I would have you to read this fcene with at- tention, and reflect that }-on may yourfeive-s one day be mothers. Oh, my friends, as you value your eternal happinefs, wound not, by thoughtlefs ingratitude, the peace of the mo- ther who bore you : remember the tender- nefs, the care, the unremitting anxiety with, which ine has attended to all your wants and wiihesfrom earliefl infancy to the prefentday ; behold the mild ray of affectionate applaufe that beams from her eye on the performance of your duty : liften to her reproofs w ith ii- lent attention ; they proceed from a heart anxious for your future felicity : you muit lovelier; nature, all-powerfulnaturehasplant- e4 the feeds of filial affection in your bofoms. Then once more read over the forrows of poor Mrs. Temple, and remember, the mo- ther whom yjo'u io dearly love and veiera:-r VOA. 1. H 86 CHARLOTTE. will feel the fame, fhoulcl yon, forgetful of the refpect due to your maker and yourfelf, forfake the paths of virtue for thofe of vice and folly. CHARLOTTE. 37 an AFTER XJ-* EMBARKATION. t was with the utmoft difficulty that the united efforts of Mademoifelle and Montra- rille could fupport Charlotte's fpirits during their fhort ride from Chichefcer to Portf- mouth, where a boat waited to take them im- mediately on board the fliip in which they v, ere to embark for America. As fconas (he became tolerably compofed flie entreated pen and ink to write to her pa- rents. This fhe did in the moil affecting, artlefe manner, entreating their pardon and bleilrag, and defcribing the dreadful fituation of her mind, the conflict fhe fuffered in en- deavoring to conquer this unfortunate atr tachment, and concluded with laving, het only hope of future comfort confifted in the" (perhaps cleluilvc) idea Hie indulged, of be- ing once more folded in their proteelmga; my. and heaiing the void* of peace and pardon from their lips. 8S C H A R L O T T E. The tears ftreamed inceffantly while fhe was writings and fhe was frequently obliged to lay down her pen ; but when the talk was completed, and ihe had committed the letter to the care of Montraville, to be fent to the poll-office, fhe became more calm, and in- dulging the delightful hope of foon receiving' an anfwer that would feal her pardon, fhe in fome lneafure afllimed herufual ckearmlnefs. But MontraviHe knew too well the confe- rences that mult unavoidably enfue, fhould this letter reach Mr. Temple : he therefore craftily refoivea to walk on the deck, tear it in pieces, and commit the fragments to the care of Neptune, who might or might not, as it fuited his convenience, convey them on ihore. All Charlotte's hopes and wifhes were now centered in one, namely, that the fleet might be detained at Spithead till fhe could receive a letter from her friends ; but in this fhe was djfappomted ; for the fecond morn- ing after fhe went on board, the fignal was made, the fleet weighed anchor, and in a few hours (the wind being favorable) they bid adieu to the white cliffs of Albion. In the mean time every enquiry that could be thought of was made bv Mr. and Mrs. Temple : for many days did they indulge the fond hope that me was merely gone off to CHARLOTTE. 33 fee married, and that when the indifibluble knot was once tied, ihe would return with the partner Hie had chofen, and entreat their blciUng and forgi\ enefs. "And fhall we not forgive her?" laid Mr. Temple. " Forgive her ■!"' exclaimed the mother.' *•' Oh yes, whatever be her errors, is ihe not our child ? and though bowed even to to the «arth with fhame and remorfe, is it not our duty to raife the poor penitent, and whifper peace and comfort to her defponding 'foul ? would ilie but return, with rapture would I fold her to 1113* heart, and bury every remem- brance of her faults in the dear embrace." But ftill day after day patted on, and Char- lotte did not appear, nor were any tidings to be heard of her : yet each riling morning was welcomed by fonie new hope the evening brought with it diihppomtment. At length hope was no more ; deipair ufnrped her place ; and the manfion which was once the manlion of peace, became the habitation of pale dejecled melancholy* The eke :.rful fmile that was wont to adorn the face ci Mrs. Temple, was fled, and had it not been for the fupport of unaffecled pie- ty, and a confeioufhefs of having ever fct e2 90 CHARLOTT E. before her child the faireft example, flie mull have funk under this heavy affliction. ** fence, 5 " faid fhe, "the fevcreft fcrutlny cannot charge me with any breach of duty, to have deferved this fevere chaftifement, I will bow before the power who inflicts it with humble renr-nation to his will ; nor fhall the duty of a wife be totally abforbed in the- feelings of the mother ; I will endeavor to ieem more chearful, and by appearing in fome meafure to have conquered my own ibrrow, alleviate the fufFerihgs of myhufband, and roufe him from that torpor into which this misfortune has plunged him. My father too demands my care and attention : I muft not, by afelfifti indulgence of my own grief, forget the ihtereft thofe two dear objeels take in my happmefs or mifery : I will wear a fmile on my face, though the thorn rankles in my heart : and if by fo doing I contribute in the fmailefl degree to relieve their peace of mind, 1 fhali be amply rewarded for the pain the concealment of my own feelings may oceaiion." Thus argued this excellent woman : and in the execution of fo laudable a refolntion we fhall leave her, to follow the fortunes of the naplefe victim of imprudence and evil counfellors; CHARLOTTE. 01 C-H A P T E R XVI. NECESSARY DIGRESSION. 1 n board of the fhip in wliich Charlotte and Mademoifelle were embarked, was an officer of large unincumbered fortune and- elevated rank, and whom I fhallcall Crayton. He was one of thofe men, who, having travelled in their youth, pretend to have con- tracted a peculiar fondnefs for every thing foreign, and to hold in contempt the produc- tions of their own country ; and this affect- ed partiality extended even to the women. With him therefore the bkifhing modefly and unaffected fimplicity of Charlotte palled unnoticed ; but the forward pertnefs of La Rue, the freedom of her converfation, the elegance of her perfon, mixed with a certain engaging^"? ne sais quoi, perfectly enchant- ed him. The reader, no doubt, has already deve- loped the character of La Rue ; dedgning, 92 C II ARLO T T E* artful and fern fh, fhe had accepDjd the devoirs of Belcour, becaufe £he was heartily weary of the retired life fhe led at the fchool, w iflied to be releafed from what fhe deemed a Have - ry, and to return to that vortex of folly and diffipation which had once plunged her into the deepeft mifery ; but her plan, fhe flatter- ed herfelf, was now better formed : fhe re- folved to put herfelf under the protection of no man, till fhe had firft fecured a fettlement ; but the clandeftine manner in which fhe left Madame Du Font's, prevented her putting this plan in execution, though Belcour fo- lemniy protefted he would make her a hand* fome Lctlement the moment they arrived at Portfmoath. This he afterwards contrived to evade by a pretended hurry of bufmefs ; La Rue readily conceiving he never meant to fulfil his promife, determined to change her battery, and attack the heart of Colonel Cravton. She foon difcovered the partiality he entertained for her nation ; and having impofed on him a feigned tale of diftrefs, re- prefented Belcour as a villain who had fe- duced her from her friends under promife of marriage, and afterwards betrayed her, pre- tending great remorfe for the errors fhe had nitted, and declaring that whatever her don might have been, it was now en- . v ly extinguished, and fhe wifhed for no- •• more than an opportunity to leave a c •■: • ■•"■ dxlch laer fauj abhored^ but -i.. ii . iius 10 a">.^.* tj , Ciiwj uou - •-•' CHARLOTTE. 93 denounced her, and guilt and mifery would undoubtedly be her future portion through life. Crayton was porTe fifed of many amiable qualities ; though the peculiar trait in his character, which we have already mentioned, in a great meafure threw a (hade over them. He was beloved for his humanity and bene- volence by all who knew him ; but he was eafy and unfufpicious himfelf, and became a dupe to the artifice of others. He was, when very young, united to an amiable Parifian lady, and perhaps it was his affection for her that laid the foundation for the partiality he ever retained for the whole nation. He had by her one daughter, who entered into the world but a few hours before her mother left it. This lady was univer- fally beloved and admired, being endowed with all the virtues of her mother, without the weaknefs of the father : flie was married to Major Beauchamp, and was at this time in the fame fleet with her father, attending her hufband to New-York. Crayton was melted by the affected con- trition and diilrcfs of La Rue : he would con- verfe with her for hours, read to her, play cards with her, liften to all her complaints, and promife to protect her to the utmoil of his power. La Rue eafily faw his character ; 94 CHARLOTTE. her fole aim was to awaken a paffion in his bofom that might turn out to her advantage ; and in this aim ihe was but too fuccefsful ; i for before the voyage was finifhed, the infa- tuated Colonel gave her from under his hand a promife of marriage on their arrival at New- York, under forfeiture of five thoufand pounds. And how did our poor Charlotte pafs her time during a tedious and tempeftuous paf- fage ? Naturally delicate, the fatigue and ficknefs which ihe endured, rendered her lb weak as to be almoft entirely confined to her bed : yet the kindnefs and attention of jNion- travilie in fome rneafure contributed to alle- viate her fufterings, and the hope of hearing from her friends loon after "her arrival, kept up her fpirits, arjd cheered many a gloomy hour. But during the voyage a great revolution- took place, not only in the fortune of La Rue but in the bofom of Bclcour : whilfl in pur- suit cf his amour with Mademoifclle, he had attended little to the intereftmg, unobtrufive charms of Charlotte ; but when, cloved by policfiion, and difgufted with the art ana dii- limulation of the one, he beheld the iimplicity and genllenef^ of the other, the contrail be- came too ftriking, not to fill him at once v. ith furprize and admiration. He frequently coa- veif^d with Charlotte ; he found her (eniible,' CHARLOTTE. f)5 well informed, but diffident and unafliiming. The languor which the fatigue of her body and perturbation of her mind fpread over her delicate features, ferved only in his opi- nion, to render her more lorely : he knew that Montraville did not defign to marry her, and he formed a refolution to endeavor to gain her himfelf, whenever Montraville fhould leave her. Let not the reader imagine Belcour's de= figns were honorable. Alas ! when once a woman has forgot the refpecl due to herfelf, by yielding to the folicitations of illicit love, fhe lofes all her confequence, even in the eyes of the man whofe art has betrayed her, and for whofe fake fhe has facrificed every valuable confideration. 3The heedlefs Fair, *»ho ftoops to guilty joys, A mas may pity. ...bat he aauft dsfpife. Nay, every libertine will think he has a right to infult her with his licentious paffion ; and fhould the unhappy creature fhrink from the infolent overture, he will fneeringljr taynt Her with pretence- of modeily. CHARLOTTE. 97 CHAP T $ R XVII. A WEDDING. vJn the day before their arrival at New- York, after dinner, Crayton arofe from his feat, and, placing himfelf by MademoHelle, thus addreffed the company :.... " As we are now nearly arrived at our deftined port, I think it but my duty to in- form you, my friends, that this lady," (tak- ing her hand,) " has placed herfelf under my protection. I have feen and feverely felt the anguith of her heart, and through every fhade which cruelty or malice may throw over her, can difcover the moll amiable qualities. I thought it but neceffary to mention my ef- teem for her before our difembarkation, as it is my fixed refolution, the morning after we land, to give her an undoubted title to my favor and protection by honorably uniting my fate to hers. I would wivh every gentle- man here, therefore, to remember that, her honor henceforth is mine ; and," cDnt$$&'ed he, looking at Belcour, "- fhould aay man, v©i. I. i 98 CHARLOTTE. prefume to fpeak in the leaft difrefpeclfully of her, I fnall hot hefitate to pronounce him a fcoundrel." Belcour caft at him a fmile of contempt, and bowing profoundly low, wifhed Made- moifelle much joy in the propofcd union ; and aiTuring the Colonel that he need not be in the leaft apprehenfive of any one throwing the leaft odium on the character of his lady, ihook him by the hand with ridiculous gra- vity, and left the cabbin. The truth was, he was glad to be rid of La Rue, and fo he was but freed from her, he cared not who fell a victim to her infa- mous arts, The inexperienced Charlotte was rffton-, jfhed at what fhe heard. She thought La Rue had, like herfelf, only been urged by the force of her attachment to Belcour, to quit her friends, and follow him to the feat of war : how wonderful then, that fhe fhould refolve to many another man ! It was certainly ex- tremely wrong. It was indelicate. She mentioned her thoughts to Montraviile. He laughed at her fimplicity, called her a little kleot, and patting her on the cheek, faid flic knew nothing of the world. "If the world Sanctifies fuch things, 'tis a very bad world, t think,' 1 faid Charlotte. " Why I always, underftood that they were to have been mar- CHARLOTTE. 99 ried when they arrived at New- York. I am fure Mademoifelle told me Belcour promifed to marry her." " Well, and iuppofe he did ?" " Why, he fhould be obliged to keep his word, I think." " Well, but I fuppofe he has changed his mind," faid Montraville, " and then, you know the cafe is altered," Charlotte looked at him attentively for a moment. A full fenfe of her own iituation rufhed upon her mind. She burft into tears, and remained filent. Montraville too well underflood the caufe of her tears. He kill '• i her cheek, and bidding her not make herfelf uneafy, unable to bear the fileilt but kccu remonitrance, haltily left her. The next morning by fun-rife they found thcmfelves at anchor before the city of New- York. A boat was ordered to convey the ladies on more. Crayton accompanied them ; and they were fhownto a houfe of public en- tertainment. Scarcely were they feated when the door opened, and the Colonel found him- fell' in the arms of his daughter, who had landed a few minutes before him. The iirfi. -tranfport of meeting fubfided, Crayton intro- duced his daughter to Mademoifelle La Rue.;, 100 CHARLOTT Sfc as an old friend of her mother's, (for the art* fill French woman had really made it appear to the credulous Colonel that Ihe was in the fame convent with his firlt wife, and though much younger, had received many tokens pf her eileeni and regard.) *' If, Mademoifelle," faid Mrs. Beauchamp, "you were the friend of my mother, you mult be worthy the eiteem of all good hearts." il Mademoifelle will foon honor our fami- ly.," faid Crayton, " by fupplying the place that valuable woman filled ; and as you are raaiTied, my dear, I think you will not blame " * " Hufh, my dear Sir," replied Mrs. Beau- champ : tl I know my duty too well to fcru-^ tinizc )-our conduct. Be allured, my dear lather, your happinefs is mine* I fnall re- joice in it, and fincerely love the perfon who contributes to it. But tell me," continued ihe, turning to Charlotte, " who is this love- ly girl f Is ihe your lifter, Mademoifelle ?" A blufh, deep as the glow of the carna- tion, fumifed the cheeks of Charlotte. u It is a young lady," replied the Colonel, " who came in the fame velfel with us from England." He then drew his daughter afide, ancTtoid her in a whifper, Charlotte was the miflrefs of Montraville, CHARLOTTE. 101 "What a pity !" faid Mrs. Beau champ foftly, (calling a molt companionate glance at her.) "But furely her mind is not de- praved. The goodnefs of her heart is de- picted in her ingenuous countenance.' ' Charlotte caught the word pity. " And am I already fallen fo low ?" faid fhe. A figh efcaped her, and a tear was ready to flart, but Montraville appeared, and Hie checked the riling emotion. Mademoifelle went with the Colonel and his daughter to another apartment. Charlotte remained with Montraville and Belcour. The next morn- ing the Colonel performed his promife and La Rue became in due form Mrs. Crayton, exulted in her own good fortune, and dared to look with an eye of contempt on the un- fortunate but far lefs guilty Charlotte, iuV£ OF THE FIRST VOLUME, efjatfotte Xtmplz* A TALE OF TRUTH, By Mrs, ROW SON, LAt'E OF 'THE NEW ?HEA?'5E, PHILADELPHIA 9 AUTHOR OF VICTORIA, THE INQUISITOR , F1LLE DE CHAMBRE, kfc. -^m»:®:^»~ two volumes in one, She was her parents' only joy : They had but ens— one darling child. ROMEO AND JULIE'. Her form was faultless ; and her mind, Untainted yet by art, Was neble, just, humane and kind, And virtue warmed her heart, But ah I ths cruel spoiler came* « VOL. II. FIFTH AMERICAN EDITION, HARRJSBUROJI, PENN3TL. fMNTED TOR MATREV/ CARET OF PHILADELPHIA,; BY JOHN wrE?lU AS Q2* Cijarlattc %tmplt. • II A P T E R XVIH. REFLECTIONS. ?« AND am I indeed fallen fo low," faid Charlotte, " as to be only pitied ? Will the voice of approbation no more meet my ear ? and fliall I never again poffefs a friend, whofe face will wear afmlle of joy, whenever I ap- proach ? Alas ! how thoughtlefs, how dread- fully imprudent have 1 been ! I know not which is moil painful to endure, the fneer of contempt, or the glance of companion, which is depicted in the various countenan- ces of my own fex : they are both equally humiliating. —Ah! my dear parents, eou.Hl. you now fee the child of your affeclions, the daughter whom you fo dearly loved, a poor folitary being, without fociety, here wearing out her heavy hours in deep regret and an- guifh of heart, no kind friend of her own fex to whom fhe can unbofom her griefs, no be- loved mother, no woman of character to ap- pear in her company ; and, low as your Charlotte is fallen, fhe cannot afibciate with infamy," 106 CHARLOTTE. Thcfe were the painful reflections which occupied the mind of Charlotte. Montraville had placed her in a fmall houfe, a few miles from New-York : he gave her one female at- tendant, and funplied her with what money fhe wanted ; but buiinefs and pleafure fo en- tirely occupied his time, that he had little to devote to the woman whom he had brought from all her connections and robbed of in- nocence. Sometimes, indeed, he would fteal out at the clofe of evening, and pafs a fevv T hours with her ; and then fo much was ihe attached to him, that all her forrows were Forgotten while bleft with his fociety : fhe would enjoy a walk by moonlight, or fit by him in a little arbor at the bottom of the gar- den, and play on the harp, accompanying it with her plaintive, harmonious voice. But often, very often, did he promife to renew his vifits, and, forgetful of his promife, leave her to mourn her difappointment. What painful hours of expectation would fhe pafs ! ihe would fit at a window which looked toward afield he ufed to crofs, counting the minutes, and {training her eyes to catch the firft glimpfe of his perfon, till, blinded with tears of difappointment, fhe would lean her head on her hands, and give free vent to her for- rows : then catching at fome new hope, ilie would again renew her watchful pofition, till the fhades of evening enveloped every object in a dufky cloud : fhe would then renew her complaints, and with a heart burfting with CHARLOTTE. 10T difappointed love and wounded fenfibility, retire to a bed which remorfe had ftrewecl with thorns, and court in vam that comforter of weary nature (who feldom vifits the un- happy) to come and lleep her/fenfes in ob- livion. Who can form an adequate idea of the for- row that preyed upon the mind of Charlotte ? The wife, whofe breaft glows with affection for her hufband, and who in return meets only indifference, can but faintly concerve her anguifh. Dreadfully painful is the fitu- ation of fuch a woman ; but fhe has many comforts, of which our poor Charlotte was deprived. The duteous, faithful wife, though treated with indifference, has one folid plea- fure within her own bofom : fhe can reflect that Hie has not deferved neglect- --that fhe has ever fulfilled the duties of her ftation with the flricleft exaclnefs ; fhe may hope, by conftant affiduity and unremitted attention, to recall her wanderer, and be doubly happy" in his returning affecllon ; fhe knows he can- not leave her to unite himfelf to another : he cannot call her out to poverty and contempt. She looks around her, and fees the frnile of friendly welcome, or the tear of affectionate confolation, on the face of every perfon whom fhe favors with her eileem; and from all thefe circumftances, (lie gathers comfort ; but the poor girl, by thoughtlefs paffion led aflray, yv'ho, in parting with her honor, has forfeited 108 CHARLOTTE. the efteem of the very man to whom fhe hae facrificed every thing dear and valuable in life, feels his indifference to be the fruit of her own follv, and laments her want of pow- er to recall His loft affection : fhe knows, there is no tie but honor, and that, in a man who has been guilty of feduclion, is but very feeble ; he may leave her in a moment to fhame and want ; he may marry and forfake her forever; and fhouid he do lb, fhe has no rcdrefs, no friendly foothing companion to pour into her wounded mind the balm of confolation, no benevolent hand to lead her back to the path of rectitude ; ilie has dif- graced her friends, forfeited the good opinion of the world, and undone herfelf. She feels herfelf a poor folitary being in the midft of furrounding multitudes ; fhame bows her to the earth, remorfe tears her diflrac\ed mind, and guilt, poverty, and difeafe clofe the dreadful fcene ; fhe finks unnoticed to obli- vion. The finger of contempt may point out, to forne palling daughter of youthful mirth, the humble bed where lies this frail filter of mortality : and will fhe, in the unbounded gaiety of her heart, exult in her own unblem- ifned fame, and triumph over the filent afhes of the dead ? Oh no ! fhe has a heart of fen- iibility, fhe will flop, and thus addrefs the unhappy viclim of folly :... "Thou hadft thy faults; but finely thy fnffcrings have expiated them : thy errors CHARLOTTE. 109 brought thee to an early grave ; but thou wert a fellow creature.... thou halt been un- happy. . . . then be thofe errors forgotten . " Then, as Hie Hoops to pluck the noxious weed from off the fod, a tear will fall, and -confecrate the fpot to Charity. Forever honored be the Hicred drop of humanity : the angel of mercy fhaH record its fource, and the foul from whence it fprang ihall be immortal. My dear Madam, contract not your brow into a frown of difapprobation. I mean not to extenuate the faults of thofe unhappy wo- men who fall victims to guilt and folly ; but furely, when we reflect how many errors we are ourfelves fubjecl; to, how many fecret faults lie hid in the recefTcs of our hearts, which we fhould blufti to have brought into open day (and yet thofe faults require the le- nity and pity of a benevolent judge, or awful would be our profpect of futurity) I fay, mv dear Madam, when we confider this, we furely may pity the faults of others. Believe me, many an unfortunate female, who has once ftrayed into the thorny paths of vice, would gladly return to virtue, was any generous friend to endeavor to raife and re-amrre her ; but alas ! it cannot be, you fay; the world would cleride ahd fcoi*. Thea VOL.. 2. K 110 CHARLOTTE. let me tell you, Madam, 'tis a very unfeeling world, and does not deferve half the bleffings which a bountiful Providence fhowers up- on it. Oh, thou benevolent giver of all good ! how fhall we, erring mortals, dare to look up to thy mercy in the great day of retribu- tion, if v/e now uncharitably refufe to over- look the errors, or alleviate the miferies, of our fellow-creatures. CHARLOTTE. in CHAPTER XIX. A MISTAKE DISCOVERED. ulia Franklin was the only child of a man of large property, who left her indepen- dent miftrefs of an unincumbered income of ieven hundred" a year, at the age of eighteen ; fhe was a girl of a lively difpoiition, and hu- mane, fufeeptible heart : fhe re fide d in New- York with an uncle, who loved her too well, and had too high an opinion of her prudence, to fcrutinize her actions fo much as would kave been neceffary with many young ladies, who were not bleft with her discretion : fhe was, at the time Montraville arrived at New- York, the life of fociety, and the univerfal toad. Montraville was introduced to her by the following accident. — One night when he was upon guard, a dreadful fire broke out near Mr. Franldin's houfe, which, in a few hours, reduced that and feveral others to allies ; fortunately no lives were loft, and, by the aftiduity of the foldiers, much valuable property was fave.4 m C'H A R LOT TE. from the flames. In the midft-.pf.the eon- fufion, an old gentleman came up to Mon- traviile, and, putting a fmall box into his hands, cried, " Keep it, my good Sir, till I come to yon again ;" and then rufhing again into the thickeft of the croud, Montravillc faw him no more. He ..waited till the fire was quite extinguished, and the mob dif- perfed ; but in vain : the old gentleman did not appear to claim his -property ; and Mon- traville, fearing to make an enquiry, left he fhould meet with impoftors who might lay claim, without any legal right, to the box, carried it to his lodgings, and locked it up : he n'linrally imagined, that the perfon who committed it to his care, knew him, and ■would in a day or two, reclaim it ; -but feve- ral weeks palled on, and no enquiry being made, he began to be uneafy, and refolved to examine the contents of the box, and if 'they were, as hefuppofed, valuable, to fpare no pains to difcover the owner, and reft ore them to him. Upon opening it, he found it con- tained jewels to a large amount, about -two hundred pounds in money, and a miniature piclure let for a bracelet. On examiningthe picture, he thought he had fomewhere feen features very like at, but could not recollect where. A few days after, being at a public affembly; he law 'Mifs Franklin, and the likenefs was too evident to be miilaken : he enquired among his brother officers if any of them knew 'her, and found one who was*- CHARLOTT E. 113 upon terms of intimacy with the family : *' then introduce me to her immediately," laid he, ^ for 1 am certain I can inform her of fomething which will give her peculiar pleafure." He was immediately introduced, found flie was the owner of the jewels, and was invited to breakfaft the next morning, in order to their reftoration. This whole eveninar Mon- O traville was honored with Julia's hand ; the lively fallies of her wit, the elegance of her manner, powerfully charmed him ; he forgot Charlotte, and indulged himfelf in faying eve- ry thing that was polite and tender to*|wia.. But on retiring, recollection returned,... *« What am I about?" faid he, " though I cannot marry Charlotte, I cannot be villain -enough to forfake her, nor mull I dare to trifle with the heart of Julia Franklin. I will return this box," faid he, " which has been the fource of fo much uneafinefs already, and in the evening pay a vifit to my poor melan- choly Charlotte, and endeavor to forget &is. fafcinating Julia." He arofe, drefFed himfelf, and taking the piaure out, " I will referve this from the rell," faid he, * l and by presenting it to her when flie thinks it is loft, enhance the value of the obligation." He repaired to Mr.. Franklin'^ and found Julia in 'the breakfaii p ; v:our alone. k2 114 C H A R L O T T £. "How happy ami, Madam," faid he, te that being the fortunate inftrument of far- ing thefe jewels, has been the means of pro- curing me the acquaintance of io amiable a> lady. There are the jewels and money all fafe." 44 But where is the picture, Sir?" faid Julia. " Here, Madam. I would not willingly part with it." ."It is the portrait of my mother," faid fhe, taking it from him : " 'tis all tjiat re- mains." She preffed it to her lips, and a tear trembled in her eyes. M-ontraville glanced his eyes on her grey night gown and black ribbon, and his own feelings prevent- ed a reply. Julia Franklin was the very reverfe of Charlotte Temple : Ihe was tall, elegantly Shaped, and poffeifed much of the air and manner of a woman of fafhion ; her com- plexion was a clear brown, enlivened with the glow of heal til ; her eyes, full, black, and fparkling, darted their intelligent glances through long filken lafhes ; her hair was fhining brown, and her features regular and ftriking ; there was an air of innocent gaiety that played about her countenance, where good humor fat triumphant. CHARLOTTE. ll£ N I have been miflaken," faid Montraville, " I imagined I loved Charlotte ; but alas 1 I am too late convinced my attachment to her was merely the impulfe of a moment. I fear I have not only entailed lalling mifery on that poor gir', but alfo thrown a barrier in the way of my own happinefs, which it will be irnpoffible to furmount. I feel I love Ju- lia Franklin wrih ardor and iincerity ; yet, when in her prefence, I am fenfible of my own inability to offer a heart worthy her ac- ceptance, and remain filent." Full of thefe painful thoughts, Montraville walked out to lee Charlotte : (he faw hint approach, and ran out to meet him ; me ban- ifhed from her countenance the air of difcon- tent which ever appeared when he was ab« fent, and met him with a fmile of joy. " I thought you had forgot me, Montra- ville," faid lhe, " and was very unhappy." " I fhall never forget you, Charlotte," he replied, preffing her hand. The uncommon gravity of his counte- nance, and the brevity of his reply, alarm- ed her. "You are not well," faid (he ; "your hand is hot ; your eyes are heavy ; you are very ill.' » 116 CHARLOTTE, "I am a villian," faid he mentally, as lie turned from her to hide his emotions. " But come," continued flie tenderly, *j you fhall go to bed, and I will fit by and watch you ; you will be better when you have flept." Montr&ville was glad to retire, and by pretending fleep, concealed the agitation' of his mind from her penetrating eye. Char- lotte watched by him till a latehour,and then lying foftly down by his fide, funk into a profound fleep, from whence {he awoke not till late the next morning. e H A R L O T T E. 1 W OVjI.PT EX. XX. Virtu-e ««ver appear* foamiibleas-vrhren reaching -forrii kffr kafld to raife a fallen lifter. «HAPfE* OF ACCIDENTS. W iTEar Chaf lotte awoke, fhemnTed Mon- traville ; :but thinking he might have -arifen early to enjoy the beauties of the morning, (he was preparing to follow him, when cast- ing her -eye on the table, fhefaw a note, and opening it haftily, found thefe words.... " My dear Charlotte muft not be furprifed if file does not fee me again for fome time : unavoidable foufmefs will prevent me that pleafure : be ami red I am quite well this morning ; and what your fond imagination magnified into illnefs, was nothing more than fatigue, which a few hours reft has entirely removed. Make yourfelf happy, and be cer- tain of the unalterable friendfhip of MONTRAVILLE." ' *' Friendship /" faid Charlotte emphati- cally, as fhe fmiihed the note, '* is it come to this at laft ? Alas ! poor forfaken Char- 118 CHARLOTTE. iotte ! thy doom is now but too apparent. --- Montraville is no longer interefled in thy happinefs ; and fhame, rernorfe, and difap- pointed love will henceforth be thy only at- tendants." Though thefe were the ideas that involun- tarily rumed upon the mind of Charlotte as fhe'perufed the fatal note, yet after afew hours had elapfed, the fyren Hope again took pof- fefiion of her bofom, and fhe flattered herfelf fhe could, on a fecend perufal, difcover an air of tendernefs in the few lines he had left, which had at firft efcaped her notice. "He ©ertainly cannot be fo bafe as to leave me^" faid flie ; " and in (tiling himfelf my friend, does he not promife to protect me ? I willnot torment myfelf with thefe caufelefs fears ; I will place a confidence in his honor, and fure he will not be fo unjuft as to abufe it." : Juft as fhe had by this manner of reafoa- ing brought her mind to fome tolerable de- gree of compofure, fiie was furprifed by a viht from Befcour. The dejeclion vifibie in Charlotte's countenance, her fwoln eyes and neglected attire, at once told him fhe Was unhappy : he made no doubt but Montra- ville had, by his coldnefs, alarmed her fuf- picions, and was reiblved, if poffible, to roufe her to jealoufy, urge her to reproach him, And by th?^- means occafion a breach between them. " If I can once convince her that flie CHARLOTTE. 119 has a rival," faidhe, " fhe will liften to my paffion, if it is only to revenge his flights." Belcour -knew but little of the female heart ; and what he did know, was only of thofe of loofe and diffolute lives. He had no idea, that a woman might fall a victim to impru- dence, and yet retain fo ftrong a fenfe of honor, as to reject with horror and contempt every folicitation to a fecond fault. He never imagined that a gentle, generous female heart, once tenderly attached, when treated with unkindnefs, might break, but would never harbor a thought of revcnsre. His vifit was not long, but before he went, he fixed a fcorpion in the heart of Charlotte whofe venom embittered every future hour of her life. We w T ill now return for a moment to Co- lonel Craytoh. He had been three months married, and in that little time had difcover- ed that the Conduct of his lady was not fo prudent as it ought to have been ; but re- monltrarice was vain; her temper was. vio- lent ; and to the Colonel's great misfortune he had Conceived a fmcere affection for her : flie few her own power, and, with the art of a Circe, made every action appear to him in what light (he pleafed : his acquaintance laughed at his biindnefs, his friends pitied his infatuation, his amiable daughter, Mrs : . Beauchamp, in, fecrel, deplored the leas- of 120 G H A R L O T T &. her father's affection, and grieved that h« fhould be fo entirely fwayed by an ariful and, flie much feared, infamous woman. Mrs. Beauchamp was mild and engaging:; (lie loved not the hurry and buflle gI a city, and had prevailed on her hufband to take a houfe a few miles from New- York, Chance led her into the fame neighborhood with Charlotte : their houfes Hood within a fhort fpace of each other, and. their gardens join- ed : fhe had not been long in her new habi- tation before the figure of Charlotte flruck her ; fhe recollected her interefting features; fhe faw the melancholy fo confpicuous in her countenance, and her heart bled at the refle&ion, that perhaps . deprived of honor, friends, and all that was valuable in life, fhe was doomed to linger out a wretched exift- ence in a., ftrange land,_. and ..fink broken- hearted into an untimely grave. " Would to heaven I could match her from fo hard .a fate," laid fhe : " but the mercilefs world has barred the doors of compalBon againft a poor weak girl, who, perhaps, had fhe one kind friend to raife and re-affure her, would gladly return to peace and virtue. Nay, even the woman who dares to pity, and en- deavor to recall a wandering filler, incurs the fneer of contempt .and ridicule, for an action in. which even angels are faid t* rejoice." C H A R L O T T £. 121 The. longer Mrs. Beauchamp was a wit- nefs to the folitary life Charlotte led, the more flie wifhed to fpeak to her ; and often as (lie few her cheeks wet with the tears of anguiili, (lie would fay — "dear fufferer, how gladly would I pour into your heart the balm of confolation, were it not for the fear of deriuon." But 'An accident foon happened, which made her refolve to brave e\en the IcoffV of the world, rather than not enjoy the heaven- ly fatisfaction of comforting a defponding fellow-creature. Mrs. Beauchamp was an early rifer. She was one morning walking in the garden, leaning on her hulband's arm, when the found of a harp attracted their notice : they liilencd attentively, and heard a loft melo- dious voice diitinclly ling the following ftanzas :--- Thou glorious orb, supremely bright, Just rising from the sea, To chear all nature with thy light, What are thy beams to me ? In vain thy glories bid me rise. To hail the new-born day ; Aliis ! .my morning sacrifice Is st ill to wee;) and pray. vol. 2. i 122 CHARLOTTE. For what are nature's charms combin'd, To one, whose weary breast Can neither peace or comfort find, Nor friend whereon to rest ? Oh, never ! never ! whilst I live Can my heart's anguish cease : Come, friendly death, thy mandate give, And let me be at peace. 44 'Tis poor Charlotte !" faid Mrs. Beau- champ, the pellucid drop of humanity Heal- ing down her cheek. Captain Bcauchamp was alarmed at her e-motion. "What Charlotte:''' faid he; 11 do you know her ?" In the accent of a pitying angel did fhe difciofe to her huiband, Charlotte's unhappy fituation, and the frequent wifhfhe had form- ed of being ferviceable to her. " I fear," continued ihe, " the poor girl has been baie- Iv betrayed ; and if I thought you would not blame me, I would pay her a viiit, offer her my friendfhip, and endeavor to reilore to her heart that peace (he feems to have loll, and fo pathetically laments. Who knows, ray dear," laying her hand affectionately on his arm, " who knows, but fhe has left fame kind, affectionate parents to lament her er- rors, and would fhe return, they might with rapture receive the poor penitent, and wafh away her faults in tears of joy. Oh ! wbit CHARLOTTE. 123 a glorious reflection would it be for me, could I be the happy inflrument of reiloring her. Her heart may not be depraved, Beau- champ." " Exalted woman !" cried Beauchamp, embracing her, " how doll thou rife every moment in my eileem. Follow the impulfe of thy generous heart, my Emily. Let prudes and fools cenfure, if they dare, aad blame a fenfibility they never felt : I wilrexultingly tell them that the truly virtuous heart is ever, inclined to pity and forgive the errors of its fellow- creatures.. " A beam of exulting joy played round the animated countenance of Mrs. Beauchamp, at thefe encomiums bellowed on her by a beloved huiband ; the mcfl delightful fer.fa- tions pervaded her heart, and, having break, foiled, ihe prepared to viiit Charlotte. CHARLOTTE. 12 CHAPTER XXI, A BENEVOLENT VISIT. Teach me to feel another's woe ; To hide the fault I fee : That mercy I to others (how, That mercy fhow to mc. -Pope. hen Mrs. Beauchamp was dreffed, (he began to feel embarraffed at the thought of beginning an acquaintance with Charlotte, and was diftrefTed how to make the firit vifit. " I cannot go without ibme introduction,'' faid ilie. " It will look like impertinent cu- riofitv. ' ' At length, recolleftinff herfelf, ftie ftepped into the garden, and gathering a [cw fine cucumbers, took them in her Jiand by way of anolosrv for her viiit. A glow of confeious fliame vermillioned Charlotte's face as Mrs. Beauchamp entered. I. 2 125 CHAR L O T T E. " You will pardon me, Madam," laid fee, u for not having before paid my refpecls to ib amiable a neighbor ; but we Englifh peo* pie always keep up, wherever we go, that re- serve which is the eharacleriftic of our na- tion. I have taken the liberty to bring you a few cucumbers ; for I obferved 3 ou had none in your garden." Charlotte, though naturally polite and well bred, v. as fo confuted me could hardly fpeak. Her kind vifitor endeavored to relieve her by not noticing her embarra{Tment. " I am come, Madam," continued {he, " to requcft you to fpend the day with me, I fhall be alone ; and as we are both Grangers in this country, we may hereafter be extremely hap- py in each other's friendfhip," " Yosr friendfhip, Madam," faid Char- lotte, bluihing, " is an honor to all who are fevered with it. Little as I have teen of this part of the world, lam no firangcr to Mrs, Beau champ's goodnefs of heart and knows humanity : but my friendfhip " She paufed, glanced her eye upon her own vifible fituaiion, and, fpite of her endeavors to fup? prefs them, buift into tears, Mrs. Beancharnp guefied the fmirce from. whence thofe tears flowed." " You feem un, happy, Madam," laid me : " mail I be fought worthy your confidence ? \\\\l \o\\ CHARLOTTE. 127 entruft me with the caufe of your forrow, and reft on my afTurances to exert my utmoit power to ferve you :" Charlotte returned a look of gratitude, but could not fpeak, and Mrs. Beauchamp continued...." My heart was interefted in your behalf the lirft mo- ment I faw you ; and I only lament I had not made earlier overtures,, towards an acquain-r tance ; but I flatter myfelf you will hence- forth confider me as your friend." << Oh, Madam!" cried Charlotte, "I have, forfeited the good opinion of all my friends ; I have forfaken them, and undone myfelf." " Come, come, my dear," faid Mrs. Beau- champ, " you mull not indulge thefe gioomv thoughts : you are not, I hope, fo unhappy as you imagine yourfelf : endeavor to be compofed, and let me be favored with your company at dinner, when, if you can bring yourfelf to think me your friend, and repofe a confidence in me, I am ready to convince you that it (hall not be abufed." She then iirofe and bade her good morning. At the dining hour, Charlotte repaired to Mrs. Beauchamp' s, and during dinner aiTum-, ed as compofed an afnecl as poiuble ; but when the cloth was removed, me fummonedt all her refolution and determined to make JVIrs. Beauchamp -Acquainted with every cii\ cumlknce preceding her elopement, and the 128 C II A RLOTT E. earned defire fhe had to quit a way of life fa repugnant to her feelings. With the benignant afpec\ of an angel of mercy did Mrs. Beauchamp liften to the art- lefs tale ; ihe was fhbcked to the foul to find hov» large a fnare La Rue had in the fcduc- tion of this amiable girl, and a tear fell when ihe reflected that fo vile a woman was now the wife of her father. When Charlotte had iinifhcd, ihe gave her a little time to 'collecl her fcattered i'pirits, and then - aiked her, if ihe had never written to her friends ? " Oh yes, Madam," faid (lie, " frequent- ly ; but I have- broke their hearts ; they are all either dead or have call me off forever, for 1 have never received a fingle line from them." " I rather fufpeeV' faid Mrs. Beauchamp, "they have never had your letters : but fup- pofe you were to hear from them, and they were willing to receive you, would yon then leave this cruel Montraviile, and return to them ? M " Would I !" faid Cliarlotte, clafpingher hands : u would not the poor failor, toil o» a tempefluous ocean, threatened every mo- ment with death, gladly return to the Ihore he had left to truil to its deceitful calmnefs ? Oh, my dear Madam, I would return, though CHARLOTTE. 129 to do it I v, ere obliged to walk barefooted and beg a fcanty pittance of each traveller to fupport my exiilence. I would endure it all cheerfully, could I but once more fee my dear bleffed mother, hear her pronounce my pardon, and blefs me before I died ; but alas ! I fhall never fee her more ; fhe has blotted the ungrateful Charlotte from her re- membrance, and I fhall fink to the grave leaded with her's and my father's curfe." Mrs. Beauchamp endeavored to footh her. " You fhall write to them again,' 1 faid fhe, " and I will fee that the letter is fent by the firfl packet that fails for England ; in the mean time keep up your fpirits, and hope for every thing, by daring to deferve it." She then turned the converfation, and Charlotte having taken a cup of tea, wifhed her benevolent friend a good evening* CHARLOTTE. 131 — ^Q0QQQQ&^>QG2Q&&G :smm QUA? T E R XXII. SORROWS OF THE HEART'. W hen Charlotte returned home, fhe en- deavored to collect her thoughts*, and took up a pen in order to addrefs thofe dear pa- rents, whom, fpite of her errors, fhe ft ill lov- ed with the utmofl tendernefs ; but vain was every effort to write with the leaft coherence ; her tears fell fo fall they ajmoft blinded her : and as fhe proceeded to defcribe her unhap- py lituation, fhe became fo agitated, that fhe was obliged to give over the attempt, and retire to bed, where, overcome with the fa- tigue her mind had undergone, ihe fell into a Humber, which greatly refrefhed her. She arofe in the morning with fpirits more ade- quate to the painful talk (lie had to perform, and, after feveral attempts, at length conclud- ed the following letter to her mother : 132 CHARLOTTE. To Mrs. Temple. Nhv-Tork. " Will my once kind, my ever-beloved mother, deign to receive a letter from her guilty, but repentant child ? or has ilie, juft- ly inccnfed at my ingratitude, driven the un- happy Charlotte from her remembrance ? Alas ! thou much injured mother ! ihoukiit thou even difown me, I dare not complain, becaufe I know I have deferred it ; but yet t believe me, guilty as I am, and cruelly as I have difappointedthe hopes of the fondell pa- rents that ever girl had, even in the moment when, forgetful of my duty, I Red from you and happinefs, even then I loved you mod, and my heart bled at the thought of what you would fuffer. Oh ! never, never ! while I have exiftence, will the agony of that mo- ment be erafed from my memory. It feem- ed like the feparation of foul from body.--- What can 1 plead in excufe for my conduct ? alas ! nothing ! That I loved my fcducer is but too true ! yet powerful as that paffion is, when operating in a young heart glowing with fcniibility, it never would have conquer- ed my aife'Slion to you, my beloved parents, had I not been encouraged, nay, ursred to take the fatal Hep by one of my own fcx, who, under the mafk of frie&dfhip, drew the on to ruin. Yet think not your Charlotte was fo loft as to voluntarily rufh into a life of infamy : No, my dear mother, deceived by CHARLOTTE. 133 the fpecious appearance of my betrayer, and every fufpicion lulled afleep by the moil fo- lemn promifes of marriage, 1 thought not? thofe promifes would fo eafily be forgotten. I never once reflecledthat the man who could Hoop to feduction, would not hefitate to for- fake the wretched obje&t of his pafiion, when- ever his capricious heart grew weary of her tendernefs. When we arrived at this place, I vainly expected him to fulfil his engage- ments ; but was at laft fatally convinced he had never intended to make me his wife, or if he had once thought of it, his mind was now altered, I fcorhed to claim from his humanity what I could not obtain from his love: I was confeious of having forfeited the only gem that could render me refpeclable in the eye of the world, I locked my for- rows in my own bofom, and bore my inju- ries in filence. But how fhall I proceed ?--- This man, this cruel Montraville, for whom I facrinced honor, happinefs, and the love cf nry friends, no longer looks on me with af- fection, but fcorns the credulous girl whom, his art has made miferable. Could you fee me, my dear parents, without fociety, with- out friends, flung with remorfe, and (I feel the burning blulh of fliame die my eheeks while I write it) tortured with the "par.p-s of difappointed love ; cut to the foul by the in. difference of him, who, having deprived me of every other comfort, no longer thicks it worth his while to footh the heart where he vol. 2, m 134 C H A R L O T T E. has planted the thorn of never-ceafihg regret. My daily employment is to think ofytou raid weep, to pray for your happinefs, and de- plore my own folly : my nights are fcaree more happy ; for if by chance I clofe my weary eyes, and hope fome fmall forgetful- nefs of lorrow, fome little time to pafs in fweet oblivion, fancy, ftill wakr^ft wafts me home to you : I fee your beloved forms : I kneel and hear the bleffed words of peace and pardon. Extatie joy pervades my foul ; I reach my arms to catch your dear embraces ^ the motion chafes the iliuiive dream ; I Make to real mifery. At other times 1 fee my fa- ther angry and frowning, point to horrid eaves, where, on the cold damp ground, in the agonies of death; I fee my dear mother and my revered grand-father. I ft. live to raife you ; you pufh me horn you, and fhrieking, cry tl Charlotte, thou hail mur- dered me !" Horror and defpair tear every tortured nerve ; I ftart, and leave my reiiicis bedj weary and unrefrefhed, " Schocking as thefe reflections are, I have, yet one more dreadful than the reft. Mo- ther, my dear mother ! do not let me quite break your heart when I tell you, in a few