WMnnTon i iiw M i w iii nini a iinraw m ri i rfdw i M iiii i iii i ii i i i i H ii Willi George Washington Flowers Memorial Collection DUKE UNIVERSITY LIBRARY ESTABLISHED BY THE FAMILY OF COLONEL FLOWERS t^ ^ Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2011 with funding from Duke University Libraries http://www.archive.org/details/personalrecollec01camm JOHN HENRY CAM MACK- 1 843- 1920 Personal Recollections OF Private John Henry Cammack A Soldier of the Confederacy 1861-1865 Written at the urgent request of his family and friends, during the last years of his life, and published that the story may be read by those who knew and honored him. To which is added press notices and other papers con- taining final tribute to his memory. PARAGON PTS. S PUB. CO., HUNTIN6T0N, W. »A. So live that when thy summons comes to join The innumerable caravan, that moves, To that mysterious realm, where each shall take His chamber in the silent halls of death, Thou go not, like the quarry-slave at night, Scourged to his dungeon, but, sustained and soothed By an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave, Like one who wraps the drapery of his couch About him, and lies down to pleasant dreams. — Bryant. KtSK INTRODUCTORY The task of gathering up the scattered threads of John Henry Cammack's war experiences has been as arduous as it was pleasant. All through the years of his middle life, when friends would be present, particularly old comrades, stories of the war were one of the great means of en- tertainment. To his family certain of these stories grew very dear. They were told and retold. His large fund of innate humor threw around the whole of the bitter war story a sort of glamour which took away the harshness of the actual incidents and at times made the whole thrilling experience seem to the children who heard the stories to be only a matter of holiday sport. It was this fine sense of humor that stayed with him to his last day; which smoothed over the rough places, and lent radiance to the war stories that were told in the family circle. Ten years ago members of the family and friends began urging him to write out his personal story of the war. He demurred because he thought it would seem egotistic, then he claimed that he was a poor writer, that the events had happened so long ago that he could not recall them and that nobody would be interested in the affair anyway. But, after repeated urging, he began making his notations. These were written under widely varied circum- stances and it is a great wonder that there is any coherence to the narrative. Some notes were prepared on the front porch at home, some on trains, some at hotels in Florida, others on long trips, others at the office. Despite this wide variety the story as told is regular, consistent, coherent, chronological and lacks very little in giving exact dates and names, although most of the writing was done nearly a half century after the events transpired. It had been the firm intent of members of the family to get hold of these notes and publish them in pamphlet form while the writer was still living, but the long severe illness which culminated in his death May 6th, rendered this impossible. It is a plain and simple and straight-forward story of the Civil war from the standpoint of a private soldier. It has an intense personal interest from this very fact. The majority of histories are written from the view- point of the General, while this is the story of the fight- ing man from beginning to end, inspired only by loyalty to his State and a firm conviction that he was fighting for principle. No apology is given for the publication, because it is intended as a simple monument that will endure as long as a shaft of granite. It will circulate, naturally, only among the members of the family and those com- rades and friends who loved the man who wrote. — His Sons. MY EXPERIENCES IN THE CIVIL WAR Though a mere boy I was an active participant in the stirring scenes of 1861 to 1865. Naturally in the years before the war and as my family grew up the tales of the war were told and re- told. Friends and comrades would sit around the fire side and we would fight again the battles of the Civil War and the most of the instances became a part of our family history. I was repeatedly urged to make notations of my experiences during the war so that my children and grand children might have them in a more permanent form than mere memory. I am not a writer and never had many advantages of the schools, but, after repeated solicitation, and hav- ing retired somewhat from active business, I have de- cided to set down in order, purely from memory, my part in the Civil War. I have read many histories of the war. They cover a wide scope and go deeply into the philosophy of human events, but have been written mostly from the standpoint of the General who directed or of the his- torian who collected facts and arranged them for public use. As to the cause of the war, I have little to say. I was a Virginian as were my people, and when my state went to war, I saw no other course open but to follow the fortunes of the old Dominion. After fifty years 6 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF and a full survey of the events that have transpired I am led to believe that if the alternative were presented again, I should perhaps take the same course. Ancestors My father John C. Cammack was born December 23, 1814, in Spottsylvania County, Virginia. His father William Cammack was a Scotchman but was bom in America of Scottish parentage. His mother Cather- ine Cammack, was of English decent, a Miss Overton. Her father had kept what was known as the "Yellow Tavern" near Richmond, Virginia. It was at this point that General J. E. B. Stuart was killed in the latter part of the Civil War. My mother Margaret A. Cammack was the daugh- ter of Robert Gibbs, she was born at Winchester, Vir- ginia, December 17, 1820. Her father was from Done- gal, Ireland. My Grandfather Gibbs was educated at the Uni- versity of Edinburg but when 22 years of age, came to this country and went into business in Philadelphia, soon after marrying my grandmother. I was born on a farm near the town of Dayton in Rockingham County, Virginia, December 22, 1843. There were eight sons and two daughters in the family, two of the boys died in infancy. At the time these memoirs were begun, the rest of the children were liv- ing except my brother Lucius, who was mortally wound- ed August 9, 1862, in the battle of Cedar Mountain. Since that time my brother Algernon, who was for many years a great sufferer, has died. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK We Were Farmers My father was a farmer, then a stage driver and later an agent of a large Stage Line purchasing supplies for the company. In 1859 it seems that he had bought supplies for the company and they were charged to him. The company failed anc^ he had to pay as far as he was able. In the late fall of that year, we set out from Amherst County, Virginia, and moved to Harrison County, and went to farming again. Rumblings of War About the middle of the year 1860, the rumblings of the CIVIL WAR began to be heard. Almost all the country people were readers of the newspapers and they were right plentifully scattered among the people all over the County. In the stores, post offices, blacksmith shops, shoe shops and wherever men and boys would congregate to hear the news and discuss questions at issue they were found. In the community, where I lived Union and Non-LTnion sentiment was nearly equal- ly divided. At every school house there were debating societies formed, these societies taking up nearly all the live issues of the day. Sometimes these meetings and discussions made angry blood and often it was that boys and sometimes men, were engaged in disputes and even fights. Excitement ran very high all over our part of the state in the fall of 1860, when there were three tickets in the field for President — the Republicans with Mr. Lincoln for President. In Virginia only a few people PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF could by any stretch of the imagination be expected to vote for Mr. Lincoln. I remember after the election, when it was said, that two men down about Lumberport, voted for Lin- coln. There was a great surprise expressed that any man on the soil of Virginia would dare vote the Black Republican Ticket. A Personal Encounter On the day of the election I went down to the village about sunset, a little curious to see the crowd and hear the noises. I was there but a short time, had purchased a half gallon, open can of tar. Soon after leaving the village I was overtaken by about twelve young men of the neighborhood above me and I thought they all appeared to be under the influence of drink. They were headed by a young man by the name of Ratcliffe, who was riding a very fine mare. He rode up along side me and almost at once proposed to trade horses. I was riding a very good horse, but a farm horse and not near so valuable as his. I told him I did not wish to trade but, he insisted on me making a statement, finally I told him I would trade even. This angered him greatly and he swore if I did not go back — if I continued on that road a quarter of a mile he would kill me. He then went on and joined his companions. I confess that I was afraid of coming to harm if I followed that road home, but I knew of no other way home, so I risked it. A short distance from there I found them in line across the road. I rode over a low bank and got in a pig path down by the fence and PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK attempted to pass their line, which was formed en- tirely across the roadway. Seeing what I was trying to do, Ratcliffe spurred his mare down the bank and caught my horse's bridle, swearing that he would kill me now. I thought he was arranging to usQ a knife on me and I drew back the can of tar, all the weapon I had, and was about to strike him in the face with it, when to my surprise one of the young men spurred out of the crowd and rushing down, broke Ratcliffe loose from my bridle and took me by the arm, rode with me out into the road in front of the crowd. "Now" said he, "I have witnessed your actions towards this young man, we can whip all of you together" I have always felt very grateful to that young man for rescu- ing me. I have also, always been glad the crowd did not insist on seeing if we two could whip them all. I was doubtful about it then and have been so since, although I've been told, my friend was a champion fighter. The more I thought about it, the more angry I felt at Ratcliffe and so I persuaded father, about a week after that, to let me go up to Ratcliffe 's tannery to buy some leather. After buying the leather and seeing that the fellow did not recognize me, I invited him to walk down the road with me. He seemed sur- prised, but came with me. When we had gotten out of sight of the house I hitched my horse and told him I intended to give him a big thrashing. Then I told him why. If I had been looking for an apology and writing it up for him, I couldn't have made it any more lowly than he did. The fact is he had been drunk on election day. 10 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Inflammatory Speeches Excitement ran riot, not only in our own com- munity, but throughout all Virginia and in the South. The public men of both sections were heard and their speeches read with eagerness. There were giants in Congress at that time and everyone of them had his quiver full of speeches, many of them so full of angry and reckless charges and wild and unbrotherly threats that the people generally were much more excited and angry after 1861 came in than they had been before. There were a great many men on both sides of Mason and Dixons line not then in Congress, who were gifted with the power to move the people with fiery speech and a large number of the^, instead of trying to allay the excitement of the crowds that gathered to hear them, seemed determined to increase their lack of self control. One of our neighbors Avas a man by the name of Abraham Smith. He was at that time seventy years old, a strong Southerner from the valley of Virginia, a man of ungovernable temper, and it is needless to say a strong partisan. This man had two sets of children, six boys and a girl composed the last set. The girl was regarded as a great beauty and had graduated in one of the best colleges in Virginia. She married Dr. Mat Blair, who was afterwards Surgeon of the 20th Virginia Cavalry. Their marriage was not a happy one, owing largely to the fact tliat Blair was a very dissi- pated man. Kate, his wife, died soon after the war. I have mentioned Mr. Smith here because it was largely through him that I liad access to the papers of PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 11 that time, and the discussion had at his house almost daily filled me with interest and enthusiasm. I was sixteen years old in December of that year, two of the Smith boys, John and Dan, were older than I. Ed was about my age, Dan and I were almost in- seperable. John S. Carlisle, a member of Congress, who lived in Clarksburg, was a really strong man, a fine speaker and a politican. He was known to be a staunch Union man. He was elected to the Virginia convention, some- times called the "Secession Convention". The North Western part of the State sent a large majority of men to that Convention who were largely in favor of re- maining in the Union. I say largelj^ in favor of re- maining in the Union, I mean by that, that at this time scarcely two men out of a dozen were in favor of leav- ing the Union. There were some notable cases of vain talk. A certain magistrate, who was a rich farmer and a fine looking fellow seemed very anxious for a fight. He wanted "War ! War ! Red War ! Afterwards when a very fine opportunity came for him to occupy himself as a soldier, he refused and went away over into the mountains and never fired a shot during the war. Oil Excitement About January 1st, 1861 there was great excite- ment about oil being found at Burning Springs, in Wirt County. My brother Lucius S. Cammack soon went to that place and entered into a Company made up of men from our neighborhood, to bore for oil. My 12 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF brother was employed as "Augerman". I might re- mark here that this well when oil was actually found, in the middle of this same year, was next to the largest well ever struck at that place, yielding many hundreds of barrels per day, but Alas and Alack! only a few of the original owners ever received a penny for the out- put of oil. It happened that nearly all the owners came back and went to the Southern Army, as my brother did, and a very unscrupulous fellow, by buUdosing and deceiving most of the people who owned the stock bought the stock and run the well for himself, out of which he was said to have made a great many thousands of dol- lars. My father, during most of the war, kept up the assessments which he made with great regularity, although the well was said to be yielding a vast amount of oil. In the last part of 1864 the owner demanded of my father to pay him an assessment of $525.00 under pain of the property being confiscated. Not being able to paj' the money, he finally agreed with the man to sell the interest my brother had owned for $125.00, the amount, I believe, being paid in the shape of a horse. This man during the war that was coming on then, got a great reputation for himself for loyalty, he being Captain of the Home Guards of that part of the country. The excitement over the situation in the different states in the South and in tlie North as well, was of the sort that has never been equalled in this country. In the border states especially, Maryland, Virginia and Kentucky, much bitterness prevailed. Very often it was that father and sons of the same family differed in political opinions to the extent sometimes of making i PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 13 bitter enemies of those who were a little while ago of one family and one blood. The "Dred Scott Decision"" "States Rights" "Se- cession" filled the newspapers every day and every week. Argument and discussion of these and kindred questions took up nearly all the time of the people, and this condition of things was common to every neighbor- hood and to all classes of citizens. These discussions were not always in a friendly spirit. I remember that two men in the village near where I lived, were having an argument as to slavery. Mr. Monroe favored slavery and the other did not, in the heat of argument the other called Monroe a liar. They were both large men, but Monroe seemed the strongest and was very angry, he rushed up to his antagonist and grasped him by the chin whiskers and the nose, opened the mans mouth and spit down his throat. Not far from May 1st, Governor Letcher, sent Col. Porterfield to occupy Grafton. This being the end of a railroad division and having a large number of men in the shops as well, Porterfield found himself unable to hold his position owing to the great number against him. Meeting to Decide It happened that about this time we held a meet- ing of Southern people at Romine's Mill to decide whether we would volunteer and offer our ser\aces to the government. 14 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Although the Virginia Convention had passed the ordinance of secession it had not as yet been voted on by all the people. A beautiful day dawned on us as we gathered on the green at the school house at Romines Mills. John Hoffman, a lawyer, and afterwards a Brigadier General in our army, was there and made us a speech. He read several extracts from Horace Greeley's paper, which was not calculated to mollify us very much. We also had two or three drums and fifes. Several enthusiastic war speeches were made, interspersed with the inspiring drum. During one of these musical moments a young lady came riding by on a very spirited horse. The animal seemed not used to such music and pranced and plunged very much and had not the young lady been en excellent rider, she would certainly have been thrown from the horse. Finally she dismounted, about the time the musicians became aware of the mischief they were doing. This young lady was Miss M. J. Fox, I did not know her at that time, but I met her once in 1863 while on a scout in West Virginia and we were married in October, 1866. I must put down one thing that Col. Hoffman said that day: "Gentlemen, I am a volunteer. I am going with you. The trouble with me is that I am afraid I can't fight. I'm afraid I will run. I hope you will help me along and overlook my faults". As a matter of fact if John Hoffman was not the bravest, he was about the bravest man I ever saw. My brother L. S. Cammack and I volunteered that day in the service of Virginia. We expected to be or- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 15 "ganized iu a company with Maj. Armsby, as our Cap- tain. Maj. Armsby was a neighbor, right popular in the neighborhood, and knew something of military affairs. When we went home that evening and reported that we had volunteered, father and mother were greatly worried, especially about my going, only sixteen years and four months old. Well, they thought it over and finally mother said she would rather we went both to- gether than one alone, so finally to my great joy it was understood that when the company marched away, I would be with them. Three days later on the 18th of May, a horseman came rushing up the pike from Clarksburg and reported that an order had come from Col. Porterfield at Grafton for all the reinforcements that could be had — that the enemy were about to destroy his small force. Another messenger had been sent to West Milford, where we had some men. There was not time to or- ganize another company and we went down to Clarks- burg that evening with 18 men and boys and met the Milford Contingent and went into the Clarksburg Com- pany under the command of Capt. U. M. Turner, W. P. Cooper, First Lieut., Noval Lewis Second Lieut. Maj. Armsby, was afterwards made a Lieut, in our Companj' at Philippi. Enlisted at Clarksburg We were quartered and there during the night. I was at the home of Judge Lee. There were two com- 16 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF panies of Union men and one company of Confederates in Clarksburg. The next morning the Clarksburg men under Capt. Turner paraded in front of the principal hotel prepara- tory to marching to Grafton. One of the most remarkable things that I have ever known of occured there. The Union Companies came around, most of them willing to talk and such expressions as these could be heard: "Well Tom, you're going South I see. Well, goodbye, I guess the next time I see you will be in battle." "So long, you'll catch the devil when we do get to fighting, alright, all right." Neither side kept their guns the night before. By agree- ment the arms were locked up in the county jail. Many of the men shook hands with their foes and sometimes there were kindly expressions of good bye. Fifty years is a long period of time, looking back across the intervening years. I think there are only a few of the people that I knew then that are alive now, of the few that are, I know the whereabouts of only one here and there. Of the nearly one hundred, who left Clarksburg with us that morning in the long ago. there is but about a dozen of them on the earth today. Some were killed in battle, some died of wounds, some of sickness incident to camp life and of those who escaped the war, some have fallen all along the wayside and few yet remain. The Lord has been very gracious to me. I am in reasonably good health and have been successful enough in business to gather about me most of the comforts and necessities of life. The Company marched down the street to the home of the Hon. Beverly Lurty, who came to his veranda PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 17 and made a very encouraging- speech, bidding us God Speed. We then went on to Bridgeport and there listened to a fine speech of Mr. Johnston a venerable ex-governor of Virginia. Several miles below Bridgeport, one of our scouts came back and reported the enemy close in front. There was great excitement. Some of the men did not even have guns. One of the men from Milford got a small fence stake, saying that this was good enough to fight with. It is hardly necessary to say that there was no enemy at this time, but that some body got scared and imagined he saw one. Early Losses It was at this point that we lost two of our most war-like members in the persons of two big politicians who were well mounted and had been aching for a fight all day. When they thought the fight was imminent they suddenly remembered that they had important engage- ments back in Clarksburg, and they spurred their horses in that direction. I never saw either of them again until after the war. We halted late that evening at Fetterman, where we remained several days and were reinforced by Capt. Thompson's company, known as the Marion Guards, I do not remember the date of the state election on the matter of secession, but it occurred near this time. Secession carried from one extreme of the state to the other and preparations for war went on. 18 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF A Warm Reception One afternoon Col. Porterfield marshalled his little army and moved into Grafton. We had about 250 in line. As we were moving into the west end of town we heard a tremendous noise of shouting which we thought was joy at our coming. It was not. Nearly the whole population was out on the streets, but they were not cheering. They were shouting and cursing and abusing us dreadfully. There were about 30 men on horse- back, who followed immediately behind the infantry as we entered the town. My father road at the liead of this company of horsemen. When a short way in the town, some men ran immediately in front of the horse- men, carrying a very long United States Flag. They stretched it entirely across the street. The flag was held so that it was nearly five feet high. My father spurred his horse forward and jumped the flag. One hind foot of the horse caught as he jumped and one of the men let go of the flag. At the same moment a man on the top of the house threw a chair at my father, but missed him and struck the son of the ex-Governor on the head. It hurt him very badly, but not a shot was fired and no other harm done at that time. First Man Killed We were held for about an hour on the platform of the old railroad hotel and it seemed to me we had an officer for about every six men and all of them beg- ging the men not to shoot. Practically the whole town was out in the street above us cursing and calling us PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 19 Ugly names. I think that was about the longest hour I ever spent. Late in the evening we marched back to Fetterman. About nine o'clock that night our sentry was approach- ed by two men Wilson and Brown, coming along the railroad track. When within about sixty feet the sentry, Knight, ordered them to halt. For an answer one of the men fired a pistol, the bullet hitting Knight in the cheek. He immediately raised his rifle and fired, strik- ing Wilson in the breast, from which wound he died in less than an hour. There was a great deal of com- motion, especially, when it was known that the man who was killed was intoxicated and had sworn when he left Grafton, that he would have some Rebel blood that night or go to hell. I guess he went. A large number of Grafton men organized and came down on the opposite side of the river about two o'clock, intending to cross the bridge there and attack the garrison. I was one of the men on guard duty at the bridge. They came close, but they reflected and did not attack. Things Begin to Happen History began to make very rapidly after this. In two days we went to Grafton and occupied it. We had now nearly five hundred men. Someone arranged to reduce our number, by poisoning our bread at the bakery, but fortunately it was found out in time to save ourselves. About this time Gen. McClellan came down the railroad from Parkersburg with about 3,500 men. We 20 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF felt impelled to go away from Grafton, so we fell back on Philippi which was eighteen miles away. As we crossed the bridge, leaving Grafton in a hurry it must be confessed, the citizens came out and greeted us with such cheering messages as these. "Hello, fellows, why do you go off in such a hurry ? " " Stay a while longer. ' " "General McClellan won't do a thing but capture you and put you in jail." We arrived at Philippi late in the evening. Here our company was quartered in the courthouse. We were re-inforced by three or four hundred men. I was mustered into the service at Philippi and learned afterwards that my age was put down as 21. The officer putting it that way instead of 17, my real age, thinking that I would not get in if my real age were known. A Brave Talker While at Philippi, Capt. Stofer, a lawyer from up in Pocahontas, favored us with his presence. He was a broad, heavy-set man and quite fond of making speeches. He had a peculiar voice and a supreme con- fidence in whipping any force that could be brought against us. One evening being called upon for a speech, he mounted a store box and among other things de- clared : ' ' Gentlemen, I could take a peach tree switch and whip all of Lincoln's 75,000 Yankees if they invade Virginia." I might say here that the Capt. was no\ cut out for a military man. He was a little later cap- tured and then released, and then went back to the quiet of his home, and left his soldiering to the rest of us. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 21 McClellan Attacks Us Gen McClellan sent up a strong force, about 3,000 men, the first of June, dividing it into three columns. One was to attack us in front, one crossed the river some distance below to attack us in the flank, and the other to cross the river above us and form in the road and in the timber in our rear. It seems to me that if Col. Porterfield had set out to help McClellan he could not have done it any more successfully than he did. Early Sunday morning we were ordered to move. We were all ready before sunrise. Then he counter- manded the order and we were told to drop out of ranks and await orders. This we did, having scarcely any- thing to eat all day. That night he ordered all the pickets in at nine o'clock. There was a very heavy rainfall that night, but the enemy, in spite of this, marched from Grafton and at day light opened his artillery within 300 yards of our camp. Of course there was nothing left for us to do bufi to get out of town quickly. We would all have been captured that day were it not for the fact that the flanking columns missed their way and the attack on our flank and rear was not made. Some few years ago, some over enthusiastic citizens of Philippi decided that they would stage a big celebra- tion of this first battle at Philippi and they sent me a beautifully engraved invitation to be present. I like a celebration as well as anybody, but as I reviewed the events which transpired when I met, or almost met. Gen. McClellan at Philippi and when I went away from Philippi in something of a hurry, leaving a nicely cooked 22 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF breakfast for some Yankee to eat, I was unable to think of any reason why I should go back to Philippi and celebrate, so I did not go. We fell back to Beverly, thirty miles. I do not remember seeing Col. Porterfield after that day. I heard that he was court martialed and dismissed from the service. A Lawyer Leaves Us When the company got into line the morning of the attack at Philippi, George Lurty, a lawyer, was with us, being placed on the left of the company, where the short men were usually placed. George heard the order for Company C to cover the retreat. He had other plans. He took a sneak immediately in the direction of Beverly. Instead of covering the retreat, he broke for the rear, first throwing his gun over the fence. A passing Cavalryman gave him a lift after persistent requests to do so, but the saddle turned and they both fell off. Lurty was in so much of a hurry that he did not want to be bothered with a horse and he ran on. The cavalryman yelled for him to stop while he fastened the saddle on, but George would not stop. He climbed into a wagon driven by a countryman and told him for heaven's sake to whip up, that there were 17,000 Yankees right behind him. George reached Beverly six hours before the rest of us did and we really did not linger on the road any longer than was necessary. Incidents at Beverly At Beverly we went to an old Tavern and waited our turn at the supper table. We were all beastly hun- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 23 gry. I remember we stood behind the chairs, waiting for the men who were eating to get up. The next morning, early, an alarm was sounded, and everybody turned out into the streets, including the women and children. There was a tall young man, by the name of Armstrong, from Clarksburg, with us. He was out at the barn. When the alarm was sounded, he came bounding up through the garden. There was a fence and a stile, but Mr. Armstrong did not pay attention to either. He cleared the sMle at a jump. This was because he was excited. The enemy did not come and so we waited until nine o'clock that night, when we were ordered to fall back to Huttonsville, eleven miles. The mud was awfully deep and every little while we had to get down into the mud and lift the wagons out of a hole. About three o'clock in the morning, my brother and I turned aside into a barn, almost tired to death, covered with mud, and lay down on the barn floor, and slept until morning. A boy came into the barn yelling that the Yankees were coming, but we were so tired that we were almost willing to let them come. We went to a farm house where they furnished us with buck wheat cakes and we had a great breakfast. At Huttonsville we were joined by several new companies, among them Shoemaker's battery of artillery. It was here that Gen. Garnett joined us and took com- mand. Major Chenowith While at Huttonsville I got very well acquainted with a splendid and dashing young officer. Major Cheno- 24 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF with, who was on Gen. Garnett's staff. He spent some time testing- out the new recruits. I met him at close range one night when I was on picket duty. The Major was making the rounds of the guards. He came to me and entering into conversation, became exceedingly friendly. At last in a familiar way he asked me to let him handle my gun. This I refused, whereupon he went away, apparently very angry. He did get hold of the gun of two or more of the pickets while he stayed there, and they got into serious trouble about it. I was on guard with a number of men at the bridge one night, when some horsemen rode up and Chenowith seemed to be in command. He said he wanted to cross the bridge but had no written orders from the General. I refused to let them pass. He swore he would cross the river just above the bridge. I told him if he did I would fire upon him. He then demanded that the Officer of the Guard, Lieut. Galvin, be called. This was done but Galvin would not let him pass and they both grew angry. Finally the Major had to withdraw. Major Chenowith was a gallant soldier and was killed at the battle of Port Republic in 1862. Laurel Hill General Garnett ordered a forward movement to Laurel Hill, which was just across the mountain from what is now the town of Elkins. We had been joined by the 23rd Virginia Infantry and by the first Georgia Infantry. The first Georgia Infantry was made up largely of rich men's sons. They came richly dressed and some of PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 25 the boys were attended by two body servants, valet and cook. Some of the fellows got dreadfully homesick. It was here that one of them having a sharp hatchet in his hand was so homesick that he deliberately cut off three of his toes and otherwise mangled his foot, and being wounded and useless as a soldier was sent back home. We did a great deal of drilling here. Part of it under a dashing young officer, Lieut. Washington. We had also with us one of the finest looking young men I ever met, Lieut. Gatewood, he was from Bath county, Virginia. He was educated at the Virginia Military Institute at Lexington. He had one of the richest and strongest voices I have ever heard. Doing Picket Duty Gen. McClellan came up to Belington with 7,000 men and laid seige to our position. On our right flank, three-fourths of a mile from our camp, was an old mill held by the enemy. We had a picket post half way between the camp and the mill. One night I was on guard at that post. The position ordered by the sen- tinel was the most exposed and unmilitary one that could have been thought of. I had to pace 100 feet in an open clearing with the bright moon light shining down on me and a deep beech wood 200 feet away on all sides so dark and dense that my vision could not penetrate it. When I had walked my beat about an hour, I heard two menl in the woods near me. They walked entirely around my beat three times. I was in the open and on the post nearest the enemy. For some strange reason no harm came to me. When I was re- 26 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF lieved I told what had occurred and urged that a change be made. The officer of the guard only laughed. The next night the sentinel on tliat post was fired on by a couple of men in the woods near him. But fortunately the bullet only pierced his cartridge box and destroyed some of his ammunition. After that they put three men at this post. My Brother Lucius was four years older than I and was father andj brother to me while he lived. I found out afterwards that when my brother learned that I had been sent to this dangerous post he went secretly to the officer of the day and tried to take my post and have me recalled, but the officer declined to do it. Shot at by Mistake Generally when the Federals shot at us I am led to believe that it was intentional, that they really would have done us bodily harm if they could, but sometimes we were in danger from our own men. While at Laurel Hill, CJen. McClellan was at Bel- ington with about 7,000 men. One evening six com- panies of my regiment went down to relieve several com- panies on guard in the woods just in front of the center of the Federals. At a point in the road where we turned up the hill to relieve our men we met Col. Taliaferro who had become separated from his command. Just as we got in line we were fired upon from the top of the hill. We were immediately ordered to charge up the hill and to hold our fire until we could see the enemy. There was a man to mv left who did not like the idea PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 27 of charging up the hill, so he started and ran back. Lieut. Gatewood halted him and told him that he would shoot him if he did not make the charge with us. So he figured that since he would get shot either way that he might as well go up the hill, and he went with us. We soon found that the whole thing was a mistake, for we had been fired upon by four companies of the 23rd Regiment which we had come to relieve, they, in the twilight mistaking us for the enemy. So far as I can remember this was the only instance during the war that I was in such a dangerous place and was not the least bit afraid. The Laurel Hill Retreat General Pegram had moved forward from Beverly to Rich Mountain, about the time we advanced to Laurel Hill. McClellan attacked Rich Mountain and Pegram capitualated the day before we retreated from Laurel Hill. The Federals cannonaded and skirmished with us several days before the retreat. McClellan flanked us and would have gotten entirely in our rear, if we had not hastily retreated. For one hundred hours before the retreat, I was on continuous picket duty on the mountain not far from our camp, getting only snatches of sleep, ten minutes at a time. Several days before leaving Laurel Hill our Colonel and seven companies of the 31st was sent down to the old mill on our right flank. Col. Jackson gave very strict orders that we hold that position at all hazards. We had a large ill tempered fellow in the company, 28 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF a man by the name of Griffith. We were in an old mill race which was dry and made very excellent breast works, and we were told that the enemy was only 300 yards in front and would attack and charge. When Griffith got this news he adopted the motto of "Safety First" and retired up the hill behind a big tree. Up to this moment he had been very brave and let it be known as far as hisi voice would reach that he was a great fighter and was really yearning for excitement. A Long Hard Retreat I had been on picket duty for one hundred hours, as I have stated, McClellan had almost surrounded us. General Garnett found it necessary to retreat. It can be readily imagined that many of us were in poor con- dition to endure the hardships of what has since been known as the Laurel Hill Retreat, which took us over mountains and through rivers in rain and mud and underbrush with almost no food and no rest for six days and nights. We waded the Cheat river 24 times and had the battle named after that river on one of these six days. On t'he same day we lost our beloved commander Gen. Garnett. I sat on a rock and put on my shoes within ten feet of Gen. Garnett only a few minutes before he was killed. McClellan was in our rear pressing us. Hill was expected to attack us in front with 1,500 men. The 31st Regiment was sent forward to meet Hill, so my company was not engaged in the battle at the Ford. Gen. Garnett was sent for hurriedly to go back as the enemy was making an attack on our rear. The Federals PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 29 came across a bottom a third of a mile from the woods and attacked our men as they were crossing the river. We had Shoemaker's Battery and four brass guns posted on the opposite side of the river. One gun was put out of commission by a shot of the enemy striking it fairly in the muzzle. Gen. Garnett had crossed the river to the opposite side, but detailed 20 men of the 23rd Virginia to guard the balance of our wagons across the ford, while he went back to face the enemy. When the last group of wagons was about midway of the stream, Gen. Garnett, seeing that the enemy would kill or capture his guard, ordered them to cross the river behind the wagons. The guards refused to move unless he would go with them. This he would not do. When the men had gotten about half way over the river, the general was about to start in the water but was shot in the breast and killed. He had been an instructor at West Point to Gen, MeClellan, the Federal officer, whose men were just across the mountain pursuing him. Gen. MeClellan had Gen. Garnetts body prepared for burial and then sent it through the lines to his home for burial. The enemy, as a matter of fact, lost more men at Carrick's Fork than we did, although we were badly crippled. MeClellan did not push his advantage, be- lieving that Gen. Hill would give us battle at Red House, Maryland. This Hill did not do, although we lay badly crippled, tired, hungry and demoralized within 200 feet of his pickets. I understand that he was court mar- tialed for not doing so. At this time we had lost everything we had, except the artillery horses. 30 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF We arrived at Red House, Maryland, about one o'clock, Saturday night and laid down on the side of the road and slept until sunrise. "We then took up the line of retreat again and got back into Virginia at Rocky River bridge. Two incidents occurred that are worth mentioning. Our command had stopped on the Maryland side of the river guarding the rear. A num- ber of cows and calves were grazing near where we camped. We had had nothing to eat for three days and nights but two crackers each. Tom Reed, my bro- ther and myself, killed a calf, stripped the hide from a hind leg, cut out some meat and holding it over a fire with our rani rods began to broil it. We had neither salt nor bread to eat it with, but it tasted good. Even this meal was a short one. While we were cooking the meat some cavalry hurried in and told us the enemy was coming. We immediately crossed the bridge and set it on fire. A Comrade Divided up With Me We started on our way in a hurry. The road was dusty. The sun was hot and we had to climb a long hill after leaving the bridge. While going up the hill. I saw a young fellow eating a piece of raw fat side meat. The grease and dirt, where his fingers dug into the side meat as he held it, showed verj^ plainly, but I was not particular at that time. I did not know him, but I asked him if he thought he had eaten enough of that, and he said he had. He passed it over to me and I took it and ate quite a lot of it, notwithstanding the PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 31 marks of his fingers, and the dirt and grime from a dusty road, for I was hungry. More than twenty years after this incident, and after I had moved to Huntington I was standing in the store of Deacon, J. N. Potts, talking over experiences in the war. Dr. Wall and some one else was present. I told this story giving it plenty of color and not fail- ing to mention how dirty looking the man was who gave me the meat. They laughed about it, and then Deacon Potts gave me the surprise of my life when he said, "I was the man who gave you that meat." but he said, "Even now I feel like whipping you for the way in which you referred to my appearance. ' ' Brother Potts and I had been intimately associated from the day I came to Huntington and have been the closest personal friends up to this time and we will be to the end of the road and beyond. Another incident. ]\Iy brother Lucius had had whooping cough and was not very strong. Our shoes had given entirely out. During the march we were without food except a few crackers and the two meat dinners that I have just mentioned. My brother gave out and sat down by the roadside and encouraged me to go on with the Company. I refused to leave him. Capt. Cooper came along and finding that my brother could get no further asked him if he had any money. He said that he had spent his last cent the day before. "Well", said Capt. Cooper, "I am strong an,d will give you all I have." He turned his back to us and put a silver quarter in my brothers hand. It was all the money that Capt, Cooper had. He finally got strong 32 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF enough to travel slowly and we found our way through the woods to the home of a man who had nothing in his house to eat but a few small onions. He told us that if we would go to the big white house, about two miles away, that we would get something to eat, as his wife was up there cooking for the soldiers. We finally reached the big white house and found our cavalry rear guards there trying to get something to eat. The road in front of the house was a mass of men and horses. I went back to the kitchen and told an old colored woman that if she would get me some corn bread and buttermilk I would give her a quarter. "Well honey," she said, "you come into de kitchen and when I lifs up the top of the oven you grab." I did this three times and we had a royal meal. I never remember eating anything in my life that tasted as good. INIy brother was greatly strengthened for it was the first real food that we had had in about four days. In the strength of this food, we traveled skirting along in the woods and fields until two o'clock that night, when we caught up with our command. We Kept on Going Then we came to Petersburg in Hampshire County. Here we got flour and some of us thinking we had plenty of time, carried our flour away up in the town to have it baked. We got hold of a big chunk of beef and were having that baked but, before we had the bread baked or the beef cooked, those blamed Yankees came tearing down on us with a rush and we had to leave the place hungry and in a very bad humor. We waded across the PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 33 river, which at that point is about 150 yards wide and while not very deep, had a slippery bottom on account of the large boulders. The next thing I remember was a great crowd of friendly people who came in to see us at Franklin in Pendleton County and brought great loads of provisions to us. The men were nearly perished and certainly not very polite, and it finally ended by men getting in each wagon and throwing out meat and bread and pies and cakes, like a farmer throws corn to his hogs. We almost had a riot at this point when it was reported that some of the provisions brought in by the farmers were taken by the officers and sold to the soldiers. This may or may not have been true. I did not believe it, and think that it grew out of the imagination of a lot of half starved men. From this place, it was only about 25 miles to Monterey in Highland County, Virginia, the end of the retreat. We were joined here by the 3rd Arkansas Regiment, urder Col. Rust, a very brave and impetuous officer, also by another four gun battery and two com- panies of cavalry. After being there about two weeks we all moved forward to Greenbrier river at the west foot of the Alleghany mountains at a place which we named Camp Bartow. At Camp Bartow At Monterey we had a man about forty years old, belonging to our company, by the name of George Arbo, he was very untidy, not to say dirty and he had an enormous appetite. I do not know how much he really 34 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF could eat, but I remember one evening at supper, seeing him drink six pint tin cups of coffee. I think he liked coffee. While at Camp Bartow, Capt. Stofer, whom I have mentioned before as to making a speech at Philippi in which he said we could lick all of Lincoln's soldiers with a peach tree switch, came in to camp again. He was visibly subdued. He had been a prisoner and had just made his escape. He still wore his black, long tailed coat, or at least what was left of it. After run- ning as hard as he had for so many days to avoid meet- ing some of Lincoln's men, he was very docile. So far as I know after that, he took no active part in the war. Here we were increased in number by the 44th Virginia, the 12th Georgia, with Col. Edward E. Johns- ton, and by Hanshaws battery of infantry, and by the 25th Virginia battery of infantry, with Maj. Rogers. Soon after this my brother Lucius was on picket at the foot of Cheat mountain, having some men on the post with him. Two cavalry . videttes were out in front of them and discovered about 60 men in blue at the top of Cheat mountain. These men rode by the post and yelled to the boys that the enemy was coming. Almost before they could get ready the enemy double quicked around the turn in platoon formation. Two of the pickets ran without firing, but my brother and a man by the name of Slocum fired at the enemy about 60 yards away. They then had to run to escape capture. Slocum escaped. My brother, who was sickly, could not run so well. He climbed a fence and started across a little meadow. The Federals rested their guns on the fence and fired at him. One bullet pierced his right PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 35 arm, two cut him across the right shoulder and one across the right hip. He was the first man in this regiment to be wounded. After a long time the wounds healed, but his right arm was crooked and there was only strength in his fingers to pull a trigger. He was taken to a hospital in Harrisonburg, Va. and even before his wounds healed he took typhoid fever, which nearly ended his life. But he recovered and soon after entered the 10th Virginia infantry, in Capt. Milhorn's company. The Cheat Mountain Expedition Shortly after my brother was wounded, 1,600 men volunteered under Col. Rusk, to go on what was known as the Cheat Mountain Expedition. The Federals were well entrenched and fortified on top of Cheat mountain. One group was to take a guide and go to the rear of the fortifications on Cheat mountain and a simultaneous attack was to be made by Gen. Henry Jackson on the front with 2,900 men. I was a volunteer with the 1,600 men who went in the rear of the enemy's camp and fortifications. "We were three days and nights getting into position in rear of the enemy's camp. Cheat mountains are a long range paralleling the Alleghanies and very close to them on the west. Our party (the 1,600) was made up of volunteers from all the commands and the hope was that we could take the summit of the mountain where the Parkersburg and Staunton pike crosses. The place was well fortified, having a block house, with heavj' guns in it in the center of the camp and heavy 36 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF rifle pitts entirely around. This place was defended by 3,200 men, when we started, but they must have gotten wind of ■ our movements, for the night before the attack they were reinforced by 3,000 men. We reached our position in the rear of the enemy, after a horrible trip in the mountains, probably 50 miles. We waded down the Cheat river, over five miles, because the laurel was so thick on the banks we could not get through. Sometimes the water was almost up to our necks. At nine o'clock, the night before the attack, we were a mile and one half from the enemy. Every thread of clothing on us was soaked by the rain and the river. It rained on us continually five days and nights. We lay down on the mountain, over a mile from the camp, having cut brushes off the trees to put under us. It was absolutely dark. There was not one ray of light. Not a word was spoken above a whisper, for two days and nights. When we moved forward that night, each man held on to the jacket or belt of his file leader. Many slipped and fell and some were right much hurt. My company, C of the 31st Virginia, com- manded by Capt. Cooper, was deployed a third of a mile west of the enemy's fortification. The enemy not knowing that we were there sent a large detachment down to relieve picket guard. Wlien they were opposite our company we fired. This alarmed the camp above us and they sent probably a thousand men and two pieces of artillery to attack us. There were only a few casualties, but we captured 90 men. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 37 Too Much For Us At this juncture a council of war was held and it was discovered that 3,000 men had come to the enemy the night before. Rusk and one other officer favored an immediate attack, but all of the others opposed it. Then Col. Rusk began to withdraw his men, but in his hurry he forgot our company. We came very near being captured. The enemy had a heavy column on each side of our flank. We got out and caught the rear of our forces, three fourths of a mile away. Col Rusk came back and finding that we did not have our knap sacks and equipment, asked where they were. We had strip- ped for the fight and had left them. He made a sharp order for us to go back and get them. We were in the extreme rear of the command and in single file. We about faced and started back, Seargent, Bill Taylor, being in advance. When we got down in sight of our baggage, I turned and looked back and there were only seven of us. Soon I looked again and everybody had gone but Bill Taylor and myself. The enemy was going up on either side of us and we would soon be entirely cut off. The Yankees were punching bayonets into our baggage and shooting holes in it. Taylor insisted on shooting at them, but I strongly urged that he should not do so. Finally I got Bill away and we caught up with the army. We lost the 90 prisoners we had captured and 40 of our own men. After almost incredible hardships, returning by the same route, wading this time up the river, as we had before waded down for over five miles, having lost 38 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF over 200 of our men, having lost our prisoners, thorough- ly dispirited, tired and hungry, we got back into camp. The main body of the army, under Gen. Jackson, had made at attack on the enemy's front but were re- pulsed. Jackson and his men got back to camp several days before we did. It would be impossible to describe the condition of our men when we returned to Camp Bartow, foot-sore, weary, half starved, ragged, dirty, discouraged and many of them sick. General Reynolds Attacks After recruiting, resting and drilling a long time, we were in pretty good shape when Gen. Reynolds at- tacked us on October 3, 1861. We had the 31st Virginia, 23rd Virginia, 1st and 12th Georgia, 25th Virginia Batt., two four gun batteries and two or three cavalry com- panies. General Jackson commanded. Reynolds attack- ed early in the morning. The largest part of the fight- ing was done by artillery. We had about 2,500 men and the Federals 3,500. They attacked us while we occupied a fine position on the foot hills of the Alleghanies. Two of our cannons fired over our heads about fifteen feet above us on the side of the mountain. The gun just above me fired 85 times, and the reports were deafening to me. My hearing was badly injured by the noise. A gunner in the company next to me performed a very heroic action during the fight. The enemy was throw- ing shells at us. One fell above the rifle pits and rolled down among the men before bursting. This gunner grabbed the shell and threw it out just 2 seconds be- fore it burst. Had he not done this it would probably have killed and wounded a large number of our men. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 39 During this engagement in the forenoon the camp guard had not been relieved. The men were pacing their beats in front of the regiment when a thirteen inch shell came across. It seems to have struck the commis- sary building at the foot of the hill, then, ricocheting, struck the ground once, then struck the gun of a sen- tinel. He was at support arms. The point of the shell struck the barrel near the last band and, reversing ends, struck the barrel just below the first band, doubling the gun in the shape of a hoop and knocking the sentinel about twenty feet. Strangely enough, the sentinel was not much hurt. He got up, found his gun, went up to the colonel's quarters and speaking as though he was greatly at fault in the matter, said, "Colonel, my gun is knocked all to pieces and I want to know if you will give me another one." I was present at the moment and Col. Jackson said, "Yes, indeed," but you send that old gun home to your people. Nothing like that has ever happened to anyone before." John, Dan and Ed Smith were in my company, but for two weeks, John had been away sick. When they heard the roar of the guns, during the fight, some- one notified Dan and myself, that Mr. Smith and John had come and were on our right in a ravine, being stopped there by an officer. We got permission to go to Mr. Smith, who was 73 years old, paralyzed on one side, had very little use of himself and had to be helped on and off his horse. When we got to him the old man was angry and was contending with an officer, who would not let him go into the fight. I said, "Mr. Smith, you must not go up that bank for you will be hurt." He said, "What do you mean, sir? My blood is as rapid 40 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF now as it ever was.'' "We could do nothing with him, and an officer compelled him to keep under the hill out of the range of musketry until the engagement was over. The fight lasted about eight and one half hours, and at its conclusion we held our position and the enemy retreated to his block house, ten miles away, on the top of Cheat mountain. My Cousin Willie Manly During our stay at Camp Bartow, my cousin, Wil- lie Manly of the 44th Virginia infantry, took typhoid fever and when the doctor found that he was going to die, they sent for his father to come to get him. The only means of transportation back over the mountain was in heavy army wagons. Uncle Peter got the boy in one of them and they reached Hightown at the end of the first day and camp- ed. Before morning the spirit of cousin Willie departed and Uncle Peter kept on home to Fluvanna County with the dead body of his boy. Willie was a fine, manly fellow and a good soldier. Once while he was sick in a big hospital tent, I went to see him and he said, "Cousin Henry, won't you bring me a canteen of that good cold spring water behind your camp." I said I would and I went and got it, but the doctors would not let him have the cold water and the nurse hung the canteen up. Poor boy, that night he watched the chance and crawled out of bed and drank so much water that the doctor said it would kill him and I suppose it did. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 41 Col. Edward E. Johnson Col. Johnson was a Georgian and an old Army officer before the war. He came to Virginia in command of the 12th Georgia. He was a man of undoubted courage and a good officer. One or two incidents will show his character. At Camp Bartow, while commander of the army, he used to ride about to his picket posts at very un- reasonable hours and often found his sentinels not ex- pecting him. One rainy night he went up the mountain road a couple of miles, unattended. When within 60 feet of the post, the sentry halted him and ordered him to dismount, hands up, bridle rein over arm, ad- vance and give the countersign. This was alright and the General dismounted and came up. He was halted within twenty feet of the sentry. "Halt, and counter-^ sign," shouted the sentry. "I have no countersign, I am Gen. Johnson." "I don't know who you are and I don't care who you are, mark time, march." The general was compelled to mark time while the sentinel sent the word out the line for the Officer of the Guard. The mud was deep, but the sentry kept the General marking time until the officer came and relieved him. The General complimented the sentry very much of his soldierly way of doing. The sentry told some of the boys later that he knew the old 'Son of a Gun' all the time but he wanted to get even because the General had put him in the guardhouse once for getting drunk. At the battle of Alleghany Mountain, Gen, Johnson was marching along the hill with the men and carrying 42 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF a stick about two feet long waving it before his eyes, and yelling, '^Give "em Hell boys, Give 'em Hell." At McDowell, the General was shot in the foot as he was leading his men up tlie hill into the fight. One of his old regiment, seeing him laying close to the lines as they went up the hill, turned out and said, "Oh, General are you hurt, can I help you?" "No Sir, Damn you, you go on up the hill into the fight, you are just trying to get out of it." At Camp Yeager About the 25th of November, we went back up the mountain to Yeagers, where we went into camp and fortified. On the 13th of December, our army was attacked by the Federals from the top of Cheat Mountain. The fight raged for nearly nine hours, but the enemy was driven back with very hea^n,- loss. Our losses, also were severe. Our Company C lost eighteen, killed and wounded out of about 42 men in the fight. Out of our commissioned and non-commissioned officers, everyone but myself was killed, wounded or missing. I was a Corporal at the time and the command of the company devolved on me for two weeks. We buried six of our men in one grave, and I commanded the firing party. We lost a great man there in the person of Capt. Anderson, a Captain of Artillery. He saw some men in the edge of the woods toward Greenbank. Supposing them to be our Greenbank pickets driven in, he rode out and called to them to come on in. The men raised their guns and fired, killing him instantly. It was a i PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 43 detachment of the enemy that had slipped up through the woods and impersonated our men. The Captain had been a soldier in Mexico and in the Indian Wars and was killed in his 58th battle. The night following the battle, I was dreadfully busy. We had to go over a field hunting for the wound- ed. I remember that up on the side of the mountain, about eleven o'clock, we found several wounded Yan- kees. One of them was shot through the thigh and groin. He swore frightfully, cursing every one of us and saying, "If our men had all fought like I did, there would have been none of you left to tell the tale. Poor fellow, he died the next day. Very many incidents might be related of the Battle of Alleghany Mountains and of camp life here that might be interesting, but I have not time to dwell on these things now. Fifty years have gone by and much has been entirely forgotten and some things though partially remembered are now hazy and indistinct. I find it especially difficult to remember names and dates of long ago. Men that I was familiarly acquainted with and some of them that I can see in my minds eye, almost as plain as a picture of them would be, are now entirely forgotten as to their names. Sent to a Hospital About January 1st, 1862, our surgeons said that if I could be taken to the hospital at Staunton, Virginia, I would probably get well again. Col. Edward John- son, mentioned above, in command of the brigade, swore that "No man strong enough to sit up in his bed and 44 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF pull a trigger should go." After considerable effort on the part of Brigade Surgeon Bland, and his assistant Dr. Buttermore, I was taken to Cow Pasture river, where they had to leave me for some days in order that I might be strong enough to go on to the hospital at Staunton. I think I remained at Staunton until April, when we were sent on to Lynchburg. Two incidents of my stay at Staunton come to me just now that I will relate. In the previous fall my trip in the attack on Cheat Mountain had caused me to take a dreadful cold and my fall in the river had brought a great sore on my left leg, which finally spread up to my body and down to the ankle. Among other troubles from this cause came an abscess on my neck on the left side, which grew as large as a pint cup. Dr. Minor, the chief Surgeon, fearing it would break inside, in which case he said I would die, decided to open it. Two surgeons came to do this and wanted to give me an anesthetic, which I refused. Then, said Dr. Minor, ''I shall arrange the matter by having three men hold you during the opera- tion. " This scared me worse than ever, and I declared I would not submit to this, but if he would allow it, I would sit on a chair and grip it strongly and be per- fectly still during the operation. Dr. Minor insisted that I could not do this and that if I flinched or at- tempted to evade the knife in any way, it would prob- ably be fatal to me. I do not know how I summoned enough nerve, but I did. They made two incisions of about two and one half inches across horizontally and there came out a quart of puss. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 45 The other incident was this : After I began to get better and was allowed to walk about the grounds, a comrade from Philippi and myself were often together and we agreed that as we were not given enough to eat, we would get some on the side. We bought a fat hen and some butter and flour and agreed with one of the cooks at the hospital to give him all he could eat of our pie for baking it. I remember Fred and I sat in front of the kitchen window and waited and waited for that pie to get done. Finally when we were nearly starved, the man came out carrying our pie in a big stove pan, just as he had taken it from the oven. We ate enough to kill us, but it didn't hurt us a bit. I have always thought well of myself for the part I had as to that chicken pie. At Lynchburg About 225 of us were taken to Lynchburg in April and put in an improvised hospital. The building had formerly been used as a tobacco factory. One morning I woke up in this place and found two dead men, one on either .side of me. The cots were about two and one half feet apart. There were about 160 patients in the factory, a large brick building with a partition running through the middle, the partition having arched openings between. One of our men, Geo. Lurty, had his jaw broken by Lieut. Jim Galvin on Alleghany Mountain in a drunken brawl. I had helped him by poulticing his jaw and otherwise doctoring him. He was also in Tjynchburg. By this time the wound in his jaw had 46 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF separated and had produced a round hole in the jaw I was on the street one day and heard George convers- ing with a very nice old citizen. George was telling him about the battle of Alleghany Mountain and how lie was shot through the cheek. I do not remember how long I stayed at Lynchburg. I was afflicted with a hurt I had received the previous summer at Cheat river, when we attacked Cheat Mountain stronghold. I had fallen in the river and hurt my knee, as mentioned. There came something like a blood boil on my knee. This developed into a sore, which extended up to my waist and down to my ankle. I suppose I must have taken cold, which caused this sore. In addition to this, I was worn out and run down to such an extent that the head doctor held a consultation with the surgeon and decided that I would not get well. So they decided that they would make me ward master in the building where I was, and if I declined that honor, they would discharge me from the service. I very promptly de- clined the position of ward master, which place I had not the physical strength to fill. Soon after that they sent me to my regiment for discharge. The oversight or meanness of sending me to my regiment for discharge, consisted in sending me off without furnishing me with either transportation or money, and I was so weak that I could scarcely walk a square. Soon after getting on the train, going from Lynch- burg to Charlottsville and realizing that I had no money, I curled up on a seat. "When the conductor came by he did not waken me or ask for fare. I heard him say "Poor Fellow, he is sick," and passed on. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 47 At Charlottsville, I changed to the Virginia Cen- tral, now the C. & 0. and came to Staunton. I had known this conductor from a boy. When I told him who my father was, he remembered him well and carried me without pay. At Staunton I cought a wagon going to camp, eight mile^ away and got back to the old Regi- ment again. They believed from the Surgeon's report from Lynchburg, that I "wauld not live long and gave me my discharge and pay. The pay was in confeder- ate money, but the depreciation at that time was not more than 25 per cent. I was getting $13.50 per month, and while I had four months back pay, it did not go very far. Soon after this, I went down to Uncle Peter Manly 's in Fluvanna County to get well. Back Into the Service I came back to the valley, after a little while, and met Jackson's forces (Stonewall) coming up from Win- chester, where he had achieved a great victory, had captured many prisoners and nearly 4,000 wagon loads of provisions and ammunition. My brother Lucius, who had been so badly wounded at the foot of Cheat Moun- tain, the fall before, was at this time in the Valley with Jackson and had ehargej of a large train of ordnance supplies, captured at Winchester. My brother was an Ordnance Officer on Stonewall Jackson's staff. 2,300 prisoners were brought in ahead of the army and sent to Richmond via Staunton. As before stated, I was sick and could hardly get about, but I had an oppor- tunity to ride a horse to Staunton and supposing that Jackson would follow right on to Staunton I went up 48 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF the valley. Next day I found that Jackson had turned off the Valley pike, south of Harrisonburg and taken the Fort Republic road. About one half mile from where Jackson left the pike there is a piece of timber land. A school house stood in this timber, and it was here that Gen. Turner Ashby was killed on the evening of the day I went up to Staunton. On the following morning, learning that Jackson's army had gone to Fort Republic, I turned and came down to Mt. Sidney, pushing on by a road Southeast of that point. I nearly ran into the soldiers of the opposing army, and into the battle of Cross Keys. I could not reach our forces by that route. The follow- ing morning I went down to the Virginia Central, some ten miles, on my way to Fort Republic. I got within a mile of town. Jackson had defeated the enemy at Cross Keys, had crossed the river that night and in the early morning had given battle to Gen. Shields, just below Port Republic. Wlieu I had gotten near the town, I had been meeting a lot of ambulances, wagons, men on horseback and a good many on foot, but everj^hing was in confusion. I could learn noth- ing of what was going on. Of course I could hear the booming of cannons and the rattle of small arms, but just at this point, two or three officers rode hurriedly from the direction of Port Republic and ordered every- one going in that direction to turn and hurry to the rear so as to give way to the retiring troups. It was probably nine hours later, after we had all turned back that I learned that Jackson had defeated Shields. There was no action during the war that I regretted not being in more than this one. To be sure PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 49 I was on the sick list and was under no obligations to be in it, but my brother was there and I wanted more than I can tell, to be with him. But I had no horse, and was scarcely able to walk. I shall always believe that the officers that came out of the town that morning and turned us back were getting out of the fight them- selves. Cross Keys and Port Republic It was at Port Republic in the early dawn of the morning, that Stonewall Jackson started across the bridge. Whether he knew the enemy was there or not I cannot tell. When he came within twenty feet of the muzzle of a gun, the men who manned it all being in their places, his quick wit and courage saved him. He demanded, "who ordered this gun placed here?" They supposing him to one of their own officers in authority, were put out by his question and for a moment fell away from the gun. Jackson spurred his horse and dashed away from the bridge, and, although they quickly discovered they had been sold out, they fired and missed him. These two battles. Cross Keys and Port Republic, showed magnificant generalship on the part of Jack- son. He came up the valley, apparently fleeing from the enemy. Fremont, with a large army, mostly Ger- mans, followed him up the Shenandoah Valley, while Shields came up the Massonetta Valley parallel to the other army, and not more than twenty miles apart. Their plan probably was to form a junction near Staun- ton and crush the Confederates. They evidently mis- 50 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF understood the kind of military brain that Jackson carried under that old grey cap. After Port Republic Jackson fell back to Brown's Gap. The second day after the battle of Port Republic, I went down the river on the East side of the Blue Ridge and up to Brown's Gap, where Jackson had fal- len back for safety and to rest his troops. Here I found my brother Lucius laying under some small trees and bushes, very sick and I think at times, unconscious. He had undergone great hardships in the previous four weeks. He had brought the captured stores out of Winchester and had safely gotten them out of the hands of the enemy. Taking My Brother's Place I think it was the day following my reaching the army that we had orders to move. Of course we did not know where. We had heard that Whitings Division from Lee's Army had gone on to Staunton by rail. Most of us had the notion that we would go after and destroy Fremont and Shields. Then when we were ordered East we felt sure that we would go up to Richmond to confront McClellan. When our part of the command reached Charlotts- ville, I was ordered to take my brother's place under Capt. Hugh Lee for the campain East and my brother was ordered to go down into Fluvanna County to Uncle Peter Manly 's to get well. At this point Gen. Whit- ing's one half division passed us on the way to Rich- mond. I think this division was sent up there to deceive the Federals. We felt that as these men were fresh, PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 51 having ridden from Richmond, only a few days before, that they should have walked and some of the other foot soldiers have ridden. But Jackson decided differ- ently, and probably he was right. The fight of the Seven Days Battle was opened by Jackson at Mechanisville early in June, 1862, and for seven bloody days the battle waged until its close at Malvern Hill. When our fellows went cautiously over the enemy's ground the next morning they were not in sight. They had moved off before daylight down to the river and had gotten themselves safely under cover of their Gun Boats, at Harrison's Landing. Terrible Scenes I am not writing a history of the war, but I am jotting down personal things that occurred during these four years. I sometimes think I saw more dead and wounded men and horses during these seven days that I have ever seen in my life. At Frazier's farm I looked carefully over about two and one half acres of ground, where a very large number of men had fallen. I think one might have walked over and over this ground from any direction and never put his foot on anything but dead men, I counted 32 corpses in a log stable not over twenty feet square, where they had been barricaded and were shoot- ing between the logs. For a great many years, following the war of the sixties, my stomach has been sensitive and if any filthy sight meets my eyes or unpleasant odor assails my nose. PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF I cannot eat, even though I be very hungry. But it was not always thus. Just after one of these battles and on a hot day I was surrounded by dead men and horses. Coming to a little ravine I sat down on the rump of a dead horse that really smelled very badly and ate a bit of lunch. Bei"ng very thirsty, I went to the rivulet and lying prone upon the ground took a big drink of water. Getting up from the ground and looking up the rivulet I saw a dead horse laying across the stream. A Message to Jackson The next day after the battle of Frazier's farm, I was sent with a dispatch to Stonewall Jackson with orders to go to a certain apple tree near the main house and deliver the message to him. This I was anxious to do, but not finding the General at his headquarters and the day being very hot, I put the bridle rein over the horse's head and lay down on a plank, one end of which was set up in the tree about four and one half feet from the ground. I was tired and so laid back on the plank with my feet on the ground. I do not know how long I laid there, but I awoke with a start which rapidly reached a great big scare. Before me stood a big Union soldier, with a gun in his hand. I pretended not to see him and closed my eyes again like I was still asleep. I was wondering what in the world I would do. I finally decided to blufl: it out, so I opened my eyes and apparently saw him for the first time. I shouted to him, though he was less than six feet away. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 53 "What are you doing here, sir?" "What do you want?" To my utter surprise he answered, "I came in to sur- render, bedad. ' ' I was greatly relieved and said, ' ' Give me your gun, sir." And when he handed it up to me I felt like thanking him. His explanation to me was. that he had been in the regular army for eight years, and when the war came on he was somewhere on the frontier. They promised not to send him East, as he would not fight against his own people. They evidently forgot this and his regiment was sent East. He said, "I have been in this seven days fight, begad, but I always fired in the air." He said he was lost from his regiment in the swamp the night before and was de- termined to come in and surrender. I turned him over to Gen. Jackson, whom he said he knew, as he had served with him in Mexico. I sup- pose that this must have been true because I was told that Jackson recognized him and gave him a parole. I have always believed that Gen. McClellan's mili- tary ability was of a very high order, else he never could have extricated as much of his army from the Chickahominy swamps as he did, and carried them safe- ly to Harrison's Landing. I cannot believe, even now, that he would have succeeded but for disobedience of orders on the part of Gen. Hughes, who I have always understood, was directed by Lee to throw his division across a certain main road on which McClellan was re- treating, and thus prevent his escape. Either from' misunderstanding of orders or some other cause Gen. Hughes did not move his division to the point indicated for 24 hours, and thus he allowed the Federal Army to escape almost certain capture or destruction. 54 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Malvern Hill The last of the Seven Days battle was in some respects the most desperate of the seven. The enemy was making a last grand effort to save himself, and the battle lasted until 9 :30 at night. The cannonading was absolutely terrific. The musketry was continuous and dreadful. The enemy fought as hard as they fought at any time during the whole war. Our men were thrown time and again at the hill, in the attempt to drive them off. After the most desperate efforts they were withdrawn a short distance to wait for morning. "When the morning light came, it was found that McClellan had retreated under the shadow of his Gun Boats, not daring to risk another daylight battle. Dur- ing the battle at Malvern Hill, some of our very best Brigades stormed the enemy lines and were beaten back time and again. Just after a desperate assault one of Jackson's brigades was driven back with fearful loss, and they were so much demoralized that by ones and twos and dozens they were leaving the field. Finally Jackson, seeing that many of his men were completely demoralized, threw himself among them and endeavored to halt them and turn them back, but there was no use. This was probably the only occasion during the war that this great soldier failed in stopping a rout among his men. As a matter of fact, the Union Army had been doing splendid fighting and had been ably led, but this fight was too much for them. When McClellan reached Harrison's Landing and placed his army in the shadow of the gun boats it was a worn and demoralized rem- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 55 nant of the magnificent hosts that stood before Rich- mond, when the fight opened at Mechanicsville. Some days after this my brother returned from Uncle Peter Manly 's and as I was worn out, I left the army and went through Richmond on up to Uncle Peter's. Uncertain Transportation Facilities Before leaving I got hold of a mule that we cap- tured in one of the last fights. This mule was about the ugliest quadruped that I ever saw. He had the hair rubbed off him in many places by the harness, but in other places on his body and especially on his belly the hair had grown from three to four inches long. His attitude was that of perversity. He threw me off three times the morning I left. When he could not get me oft' any other way, he would rush out into the bushes and trees and scrape me off. He succeeded in kicking my legs several times while I was in the saddle. I overtook a sick soldier from Alabama, lying on the road side resting. I felt like being kind to him and asked him to ride. I rather think he did not like the looks of that mule, but after some pursuasion he got on and started. He had not gotten over 25 feet when he was thrown off in the sand. I laughed at him and told him that he did not know how to ride. He bristled up and mounted again. The mule promptly threw him off the second time. Then he was mad at me and the mule. After much persuasion and kidding on my part he remounted after I had promised to lead the animal, which I did with a long rope. The rope 56 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF was 20 or more feet long, and this was necessary for safety, because, even at this distance, I had trouble in keeping out of the animal's way. It was about seven miles through Richmond from the Rockets to the West end of Broad Street and, there I was, leading that mule all the way, being constantly followed by a crowd from 50 to 150 boys yelling and jeering at me. Every little while the mule would amuse himself and the boys by either kicking me or them. Five miles from town I overtook a man driving a good looking sorrel mare. I must have inherited a tendency to trade horses. It is a weakness that one should try to overcome. I had only been with that feUow a few minutes when we began to trade. He explained that the slight limp which his horse showed came from catching her shoe in the planks of a bridge, a few days before, but that she was the gentlest animal he had ever known. We swapped. I went on a couple of miles and stopped for the night. That mare had the worst case of bone spavin and, in the fourteen years that she had lived, had de- veloped the most awful temper that I have even seen in a domestic animal. She also had a bad sore on her back that I had not noticed. I sold her for a very small figure to a farmer. He tried to make her plow, but it sometimes took three or four negro men to get her to go and then keep her going. Jackson's Tactics I have already stated that all of Jackson's foot soldiers were very indignant when Wilcox's and other PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 57 divisions were sent East by rail while they had to walk. In the first place these fresh troops were sent West as a strategic move to deceive the enemy. They were sent West as though Jackson contemplated a trip with his army to follow up the Federal forces around Win- chester. As a matter of fact it was arranged by Lee and Jackson to immediately double back these fresh troops to the front of Richmond and of course they reached there before Jackson's foot soldiers did. Another thing we never understood, and because of it were greatly worried. Just as soon as Jackson's Army reached North Richmond, one of his divisions opened the Seven Days battle at Mechanicsville. One incident is related of how Jackson was able to keep his own counsel. Stonewall was riding in front of the Army with several of his staff. In passing a large gate near one of those old Colonial Homes that are frequently seen in Virginia, a very pompous looking old gentleman rode out. He immediately saluted the General, rode along side and said, "my name is , I am very well and favorably known here in this State. I am a strong Southern man. I think I am perfectly reliable and I want you to tell me where your next battle with the Federals will take place." The General looked at him kindly and said, "Can you keep a secret?" "Yes sir," replied the gentleman, ' ' I can. " " Glad to know that, sir, ' ' said Gen. Jackson, "So can I." Around Richmond General McClellan had a large army, probably 180,000 men, on the peninsula. They were well equipp- 58 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF ed and I have no doubt that they were all, from Mc- Clellan to the rawest private, confident of going into Richmond within a few days. Lee had about 140,000 men including Jackson's army from the valley. This Army from the valley had, in less thaii^ 65 days, almost driven the enemy out of the valley. They came up and whipped the Federals under Cook and Reynolds, at McDowell, then hurried down the valley, driving the enemy before them. Near "Winchester they captured 2,200 prisoners and 4,500 wagon loads of commissary and ordnance stores. These he drew along with him and came up fighting the enemy at Cross Keys and badly defeating them. Then, the following day, he met the enemy under Shields at Port Republic, having prevented Fremont and Shields from forming a Junction. If they had succeeded in joining forces they might have beaten Stonewall's army and in that case McClellan would probably have entered Rich- mond. The Army Corps commanded by Jackson opened the fight just East of Richmond at Mechanicsville, but instead of Wilcox's division of fresh troops being sent in to open the fight it was begun by some of the worn out and wearied troups of the Valley Army, the same men who had fought and beaten the enemy at Cross Keys and Port Republic. AVhen they got near Rich- mond they were foot sore and weary. They were hur- ried into the Seven Days figliting, beginning in Mechan- icsville and ending at Malvern Hill. McClellan had withdrawn to the shelter of his gun boats. Throughout the Seven Days battle, including Gaine's Mill and Frazier's Farm and ending at Malvern Hill, I served PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 59 in my brothers place on Stonewall Jackson's staff as a Sargeant of Ordnance and throughout these battles I was kept busy issuing ammunition. Sergt. Wade was the ranking non-commissioned officer and Capt. Hugh Lee, formerly of Clarksburg, and a nephew of Gen. Lee was a Captain and Staff officer with Stonewall. Sometimes the Ordnance train was two or three mile* in the rear of the firing line, and sometimes right up against it. We had plenty of chances for being hurt by far reaching minnies or bursting shells. Good Generalship I have already mentioned that if it had not been for a mistake in orders or for wilful disobedience on the part of one of our commanders, McClellan would have been bottled up following the battle of Malvern Hill and his troops surrounded in the swamps. The action of our officers has always been severely commented on by Officers and privates. Failure to throw a division across McClellan's main avenue of escape permitted MeClellan to get to his gun boats. The general opinion, both South and North has been that MeClellan was lacking in Generalship in leav- ing the peninsula as well as in the conduct in the Seven Day battle. But I agree with many of our best military critics in the South, that not only in the disposition and management of his superb army, but also in his masterful retreat he showed that he had the brain of one of the best strategists on the continent. It seems to me that the retreat could not have been better man- aged. 60 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF At Green Springs Soon after the last mentioned campaign, Gen. Lee's Army reoceupied their lines in front of Richmond. Jackson moved his army to Green Springs, about 75 miles from Richmond in Louisa County. Here he rested and built up his command for about eighteen days. It was while the army lay here that I saw my bro- ther Lucius for the last time. He had gotten stronger and had reached our camp the day following the battle of Malvern Hill. He had asked to be relieved from Staff Duty in order that he might go back to his Com- pany. I have never believed much in dreams or super- natural warnings. My brother was a very practical man, but he evidently had a strong feeling that he would not survive; the next battle. He confided this to my Aunt Hettie Manly, but requested that she would not tell me. He told me just before the command marched, and the last time I ever saw him, that, "He did not believe the bullet had ever been moulded that would kill him. ' ' But I know now that this was pure bravado, and was said to keep my spirits up. On the morning that the battle of Cedar Mountain opened, August 9th, 1862, he told Lieut. Riddleberger, a personal friend of his and some years later a U. S. Senator, that he would be killed in the battle they were just entering. Riddleberger made light of his state- ments, of course not believing in premonitions. He told me later that my brotlier went into the fight with coolness and confidence as though there was so sort of danger. He was at the head of his Company and to I PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 61 all appearances, entirely indifferent. He had been wounded at times previous to this. Some hours after the beginning of that hard fight his regiment was sharply engaged with the enemy and was being supported by two new Alabama Regiments, which seemed unable to stem the force of the sttack, so fell back. The enemy then charged the 10th Infantry. It was a terrible situation. The Regiment had to re- tire. Col. Givens and a number of officers were killed. Large numbers of officers and privates were killed and wounded. When the order was given for the Regiment to retreat, my brother probably did not hear it, for he stood in his place firing a short rifle until he was finally shot in the right side and mortally wounded. As he fell he called to the boys not to let the enemy get his body. Capt. Melhom, Lieut. Eliddlebarger and two other men whose names I cannot remember ran back in the face of the enemy's fire and within twenty feet of their line and carried him off the field. He was carried to a house about 300 yards from where he fell. He lived about 27 hours, suffering most awfully. The ball had stopped after its course just below the skin. I have the bullet in my possession now. It seems a gruesome thing to keep, but I brought it home after the war and gave it to my mother. Before her death she gave it back to me with the request that I should keep it. My Brother My brother was as faithful, conscientious and brave a soldier as I ever knew. He was a sincere Christian 62 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF and was not afraid to die. In August, 1862, at the time of his death, he was in his 23rd year. He was about four years older than I, and had been a father as well as a brother to me. He kept nothing for himself, but gave without stint, whatever he had that would be of use to me. When I had been appointed to dangerous picket duty he would try to get the oflBcers to let him serve in my place. We always had our purse in common. I Tried to be With Him I was scarcely able to be about and was still re- cuperating at Uncle Peter Manleys, when I heard the booming of the guns, which announced the battle of Cedar Mountain. I knew that my brother would be in this fight and. weak as I was, I determined to go. Of course I did not know the exact point, but I knew that the fight must take place East of the Virginia Central railroad. About three o'clock in the afternoon, though scarcely able to sit on a horse, I mounted and rode until eleven o'clock that night. Being unable to stand it any longer, I stopped at a house and asked permission to spend the balance of the night, but met with a decided refusal. I then asked to bring my horse in and lay down in the yard. This was allowed and I rested on the ground until daybreak, when I started on and rode all day until nine p. m. I reached the Rapidan river, near Orange Court House and here met Jackson's army retreating from the field. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 63 I was entirely too exhausted to go any further East, even if I had been permitted. I went to a wheat stack, about 200 yards from the road and, tieing my horse's bridle rein to my foot, lay down to rest. The army was passing by all night. At daylight I went to the road and watched for someone I knew. After a while Capt. Hugh Lee, with whom my brother had served on Jackson's Staff rode by. He told me that he had heard from my brother after the battle and that he was not hurt. I was much encouraged by this state- ment, but waited for my brother's Regiment the 10th Infantry, which was covering the retreat of the army, to come up. Near nine o'clock, I recognized the Regi- ment coming and soon my brother's Company came on, and I knew some of the men and rushed into the line and asked about him. They were strangely silent at first, but finally one of the men told me that he was dead and buried. I could not believe it. Capt. Lee had told me that he was not hurt. I followed along with the men and questioned them until finally and very reluctantly I was forced to accept it as the truth. But for years afterwards I felt almost half of the time he was not dead. While on Sick Leave About the first of January, 1863, being sick at Uncle Peter Mauley's and unable for field service, I was asked by a Mr. Grant, who operated a large tobacco factory in Columbia, to help him out, by taking the management of the factory temporarily. I was not a practical manager, being only a boy, 64 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF and never having governed so large a number of work- men. There about 100 in all. There were all negroes, and all slaves. About half of them boys and men, and the other half women and girls. They made cheap grades of tobacco for the most part. I had charge of the factory for about six weeks. At this time the currency of our part of the country was getting to be very bad. On account of the blockad- ing of our ports we could get very little in by sea. Arms and ammunition were only obtained by taking the most fearful risks. Large numbers of men spent all their time in smuggling quinine through the lines. We probably lost thousands of lives in the swamp land of the peninsula for the lack of this drug and so the most strenuous efforts were made to obtain it. Running the lines was a very dangerous occupa- tion. To be captured inside of the enemy's lines meant certain death. Often times the men so caught, and shot had run the risk for no other reason than that tliej^ might relieve their suffering comrades. The surgeons in our ho.spitals ran short of quinine and they knew of no other substitute for it. About this time I went to LjTichburg and was there for about four weeks, working in a cigar shop to pay my board. On a Long Hike Learning that General Imboden contemplated a raid into North "West Virginia, and hoping to be able to join it in time, I set out for Staunton, Virginia, though I could get no certain knowledge of where the expedi- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 65 tion would start and really was not physically able to go, but I was so anxious to see my folks that I started. After reaching Staunton I learned that General Imboden was somewhere to the West. The next morn- ing I started out and on reaching Millboro, the terminus of the road, learned that Imboden was still West of there. His movements were uncertain so I pressed on, walking until I got to Lewisburg, nearly 100 miles over the mountains. I was very lame. There I found Im- boden, who had returned from the raid. He had gone as far as Buckhannon. There was some little fighting, a few lost, some prisoners and horses captured but after talking with the General, I judged from his conversation that the expedition was almost barren of results. The reason for my wanting to go on the raid was that I might have been able to see my people for a few hours and I could have gotten a good horse. Major Lady On the train from Staunton and on my way in hunt of Gen. Imboden, I met Maj. John B. Lady. He was a splendid young officer, who had served since the beginning of the war in the Shriver Greys, 27th Virginia Infantry, Stonewall Jackson Brigade. At the same time I also met Harry Caton, one of the most delightful young men I have ever known. He had been a member of Hood's 1st Texas Regiment. Harry was dreadfully shot to pieces at the battle of Seven Pines and left on the field for dead. I was destined to become very closely associated with the two men above mentioned. 66 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Maj. John B. Lady was just then starting out to form what became the Lady 's Battalion of Cavalry. This Battalion was afterwards enlarged and became the 20th Regiment of Cavalry, commanded by Col. Wm. Arnett, Col. John B. Lady and Maj. Evans. I Joined Captain HeiskelPs Company Camp was established on Buck Creek, about four miles above the town of Huntersville and was named Camp Northwest. At this time. Gen. Wm. Jackson, who had been Colonel of the 31st Virginia Regiment of Infantry, was forming a brigade of cavalry and the 19th Regiment was organized soon after reaching Camp Northwest. Col, Wm. E. Thompson, former Capt. of company A, 31st Virginia, was a Colonel. I cannot recall the names of the other field officers. I became a member of Capt. Heiskells Company I, a part of Lady's Battalion. I was elected Second Lieut, of this company and my commission came in from the Secretary of War, but strange to say I only served a few days in that capacity. A young man from Monroe County, who was a special friend of some of the officers and men of the regiment, had been very active in form- ing a command and had been promised a commission. Two weeks previous to the election of officers, he had been home and told his family and friends all about the matter, and no doubt posed as an officer. He was utterly disconsolate when he heard how the election had gone. He cried and wept sore about the matter and said he never could go home again. I felt very sorry for him. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 67 Col. Lady asked me if I eared very much for the place and if I would mind giving it to the sorrowing one. As a matter of fact I cared little or nothing about the position and readily agreed that if the matter could be arranged with the men and with the War Department, I would give him the place. I think this young man was the most grateful soul I ever saw. He overwhelmed me with thanks and promised me undying friendship. Poor fellow, he was dreadfully wounded at Droop Mountain and incapacita- ted for further service. Recruiting The summer of '63 wore away in recruiting, in drilling and in scouting. I think it was in July that I was sent by the Colonel to open a recruiting office in Richmond. I was there five or six weeks. I cannot remember the number of recruits I took into the service, but it was between 30 and 40. A few of these I got in Rockingham County, where I spent about a week. While at Harrisonburg, I was sent for by some men at the county jail. I went around there supposing that I would find some old Army acquaintances that had been arrested, but I did not find anyone that I knew. About fifteen men belonging to Maj. Harry Gil- more 's command had been caught drunk and the town authorities had arrested them and put them in jail. They all declared they would gladly enlist for three years in the 20th Regiment if I would promise to get them out. The fact is that I did not want them, for more than one reason. They were already mustered 68 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF into the service in Gilmore's Battalion and could easily be arrested and taken from us or they could as easily have deserted and gone back to the old command, and, after looking at them in jail, I did not think that they would add much lustre to the Confederate cause. A New Friend I made the entire trip from the Valley of Virginia with one of my new recruits by the name of Blain. He was a man about 43 years old, weighed about 215 pounds and had never served as a soldier. This man had an interesting family of a wife and five children and I think they were all girls, the oldest about eighteen. When we were at Hightown, before we had gotten to the Regiment, I went into a house and found Blain there under the influence of liquor. He was wild and about fifty men around the house and yard were going to kill him. They said he had made some insulting remarks in the presence of one of the ladies. I had promised to watch and take care of him. I had to shove him ahead of me and turn and keep the fellows back until I got him outside the yard. Blain was very willing to fight, but I kept them off him. After we got outside the fence I persuaded them to let him alone. I might say right here that Blain did not live a year, but it was whiskey that killed him and not an enemy bullet. On my way from Richmond after I got to Rock- ingham County, Blain and I came "West together to Hightown. He had a very good horse and I had none, so we "rode and tied", I had sent the other men on PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 69 before us in squads of from four to eight as rapidly as we could get them ready to start to the command. At Monterey Again When I reached Monterey, court was in session. There were a great many people in town and a con- siderable number of soldiers scattered about on leave of absense. I had a friend there John Seybert of our old regiment. His father kept the principal hotel in the town and John was home on furlough. I rode up in front of the hotel to speak to John, but did not in- tend to dismount. He insisted that I get down and eat dinner with him. It was 12 :30 and I was always hungry, but, for some reason or other, I declined. I never knew why I did, but I started on. When I got up on the side of the mountain and looked back on the town, 2000 Federal Cavalry had swooped down on the town and captured it. They came in unexpectedly, captured the town and the court and scattered soldiers and citizens almost without any resistance. I have never known any good reason for my not stopping with John for dinner, but if I had done so I would surely have been captured or maybe killed or wounded. A Run for the Gap I hurried on over to Hightown and found my Regi- ment under Col. Arnett in camp there. When I left the camp a month before this time they were at Camp Northwest on Buck Creek, three miles from Hunters- ville, the county seat of Pocahontas County and 18 miles from Little Levels. Between Monterey and Hightown 70 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF there is a mountain six miles across. It lays between the two and the only available crossing is a gap. The Federal Commander at Monterey knew that Col. Arnett was at Hightown with 500 men and if he could get to this gap first and cross and get in Arnett 's rear he ought to be able to capture the whole command. The Federals started for the gap as hard as they could go. They were probably 30 minutes ahead of us, but as soon as Arnett saw the situation he ordered the command to make the best run they could in order to beat the enemy to the gap. I think we galloped about six miles along the "West side of the mountain, while the enemy was coming down the East side of the mountain to the gap. We beat them to it and got away from them, but they came through the gap that night and the next day followed us down Buck Creek and in the afternoon we had a sharp fight with them. After Deserters While we were at Camp Northwest, Col. Lady sent for me one evening and told me that he had ordered Lieut. Steve Rice and mj^self to go that night up to the summit of the Alleghany mountain and catch and bring back six deserters. He thought that, as they were on foot, we might intercept them before they reached the summit of the mountain. To be plain about it, I did not like the job, for four of these men were old Louisiana Tigers who had joined after the Tigers were disbanded. I could not decline the honor, although we both expected to be shot from ambush as we went up the mountain. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 11 We reached the mountain top about 10:00 o'clock at night. The pickets said that they had neither seen or heard anything of our men. After waiting an hour we started back and when we reached camp, found that the deserters had decided to return to camp and had gotten back there before we did. These Tigers were bad men in almost every way and averse to any kind of discipline, but they could always be depended on in a scrap to do the most des- perate and fool-hardy things that could be thought of. A Bad Ford Following the gallop we made with Col. Arnett to reach the pass before the enemy reached it, we had almost a day of skirmishing with the same force that had followed us from just below Hightown. Late in the evening and when we were about 14 miles from Camp Northwest, Blain and I turned off the road to the left to find something to eat and a bed to sleep in if we could. Two or three miles away we found a very good place to stay and not only a good bed but an excellent and plentiful supply of food. I think I never have eaten more greedily than I did that night and next morning. There was a great rain during the night and next morning the creek banks were full. About three or four miles from where we staid all night we came to a ford. I was riding Blain 's horse and he went on down the creek to a foot bridge which was in sight. I rode boldly into the creek not knowing that the ground had been washed out of the road under the water at 72 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF the ford, and the second/ step my horse took into the water he went over his head and almost turned a sum- mersault. I was in a great torrent of water and was washed down fifty feet below the ford under a great bank in a whirlpool. I remember that the horse turned around in the pool three times before he could force his way out into the stream again. Finally we got out and made a landing on the other side. "We were soon joined by Blain. By this time I had taken a violent; case of colic and I know that for about eight hours my suffering was greater than I have ever ex- perienced in my life. My friend held me on the horse for one-third of a mile by which time we came to a very good farm house. This house had its gable to the road, but a long porch on the East side. Blain was going to take me in and lay me on the porch, but a middle aged woman came out and insisted that I should not come in the yard even, that I had small pox (my face was very red.) My friend took me on the porch in spite of what the woman said and laid me down and then started to Camp, which was about eight miles, for the surgeon of my regiment and an ambulance. I suppose I laid on the porch about an hour with- out any attention when a grand-daughter of the house came over on an errand and spied me lying there. The old lady forbid her going near me and told her she was sure I had small pox^ but the girl said to her. "It would be a shame to let one of our soldiers die here without giving all the attention we can." The young lady was a stout, good-looking girl, about eighteen years of age She put her hands under my arms after raising my head and clasped her hands under my neck and PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 73 dragged me in the house to the hearth of a big fire place. She soon had a great fire burning, had me wrap- ped up in blankets and was giving me several kinds of hot tea and continued to bring me to life. The Surgeon and nurse reached me about four o'clock. I was very much easier. I think without any doubt the young lady saved my life. After reaching camp it was several days before I was able to walk about. Not long after this and while we were still at Camp Northwest, I learned that about 25 of our fellows from Harrison County had just run the blockade and had come to join us. I got myself appointed to go down to Little Levels, eighteen miles below, to meet and bring the boys into camp. There was, as I remember, just eighteen. Among these men was a notable man from Wood county, about Parkersburg. He was a large, heavy man and weighed about 240 pounds. These men were a part of the force brought through the lines by Maj. Armsby, of Harrison county and who became the Maj. of the 17th Virginia Cavalry. Armsby was soon after this captured and sentenced to death as a spy. In some matters that occurred in 1864, I will tell how it came about that the Major was released. Trying to Get Back Home Some time after the battle of Droop Mountain, the command came back to Camp Northwest. I went to Gen. "W. L. Jackson and obtained permission to make ( a scout as far west as Harrison county, where my father PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF lived. I agreed to take nine men with me and get them mounts on the trip. Harry Caton, m}' old friend of the 1st Texas regi- ment was one of the men and the one I depended upon more than any of the others. He was a Wheeling boy and some three years before the war had gone to Texas and served in the Rangers for some time. When the war came on he was in Mexico City but immediately came back to Texas and joined Col. John B. Hood's 1st regiment and went to Virginia. I think I menti- oned this before. He had been spending the night before the battle of Seven Pines in Richmond, but early on the morning of the fight he went down to camp and finding that the regiment had moved forward toward the enemy, he hastened on and arrived just as they were lining up for the fray. He had not intended to see Col. Hood just then, but unexpectedly ran into the head of the command just as they were deploying. The Col. rec- ognized him at once and spoke sharply to him about being awaj' without leave. Harry made the best excuse he could and asked permission to take part in this little tea party. That day he was fearPully wounded, being shot in the breast and side. He was half mile from the road, when wounded, and after some hours he realized that he would die there or bleed to death before being found. He crawled through the brii^h and the woods suffering horribly until he reached a place where he could see or hear the wagons hauling the wounded off. He finally attracted attention and was carried to the field hospital, but when the surgeons saw him they PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK declined to dress his wounds, because they felt his case was hopeless and they had only time to give attention to men who might recover. Caton insisted that he would get well and finally had his wounds dressed. He was soon on the way to recovery and was sent up the James river where he got strong again. He was one of the bravest men I ever knew, a natural-born getntlemazi, kind and generous. I met him in the Spring of '63 as I have already mentioned and we became fast friends, so I got permission to go on this scout in order to see the home folks and inciden- tally to find some horses for the men, and I took Caton with me. We left Little Levels and were gone a month and five days. Incidents of the Trip I will only mention a few of the incidents of our trip. The whole trip had plenty of action and excite- ment about it. I might say now that we lost two of our number, captured, we supposed. In Lewis and Harrison Counties we were compelled to separate, though Harry and I stayed together except for five days once when I was sick and had a high fever. I had a map of the roads in two or three counties and they were quite intelligible to us. The principal roads were marked showing us the houses of Southern people and also a different mark on Union houses. Of course we were obliged to keep off the roads for the most part but we kept in sight of them. On one occasion, we had crossed a tall mountain and left the road a long way on our right, as we sup- 76 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF posed, but when we got over the mountam in sight of the valley and road we could not determine where we were. We saw a large farm house one half mile below us, but could not tell from our maps who lived there, nor whether it would be safe to go down. It was my turn to go and find out. I took off my uniform jacket and left my short cavalry rifle with Caton. When I started down I had on an old straw hat, pants and shirt, the pants held up by a pair of yarn galluses. I am sure I looked green enough. I went in the back way and found a woman churning. She was a very intelligent looking person and I felt that she was suspicious of men the instant she saw me. She inquired who I was and where I lived. I told her I worked for Mr. Smith on the other side of the moun- tain and that he had sent me down to the mouth of this creek to bring back a steer. The woman looked sharply at me and I knew that I was under suspicion. She told the girl to give me a cup of water, then told me to go out the way I came in, to go down the meadow and then cross over to the big road. I started, but decided to go up the hill the way I came. She called to me in a minute or two and asked me why I didn't go the way she told me. I told her that I thought the other way was closer. I am sure that she thought that I was a green boy and it didn't matter. I started again and went by the way of the front porch, the very thing I did not want to do. I found that on that porch sat two Yankee soldiers in uniform. However I was in for it and I slouched along across the yard and they did not speak to me. I thought at PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 77 the time that it was a close shave, for I had no arms to defend myself with but they happened not to suspect me. Two nights before this incident we stopped in front of a large farm house and we knew the man who lived there was named Wilson, a friend. It was about 1 :30 A. M. and the moon was shining brightly. I went up on the porch and tapped on the window several times before anyone answered. At last a rough voice called from an upper window to know who we were and what we wanted. We finally persuaded him down stairs and talked with him some time, but could not convince him that we were all 0. K. He told us we could go down to the barn and stay until morning, when he would come down and take a look at us and if he could help us he would. The fact of the matter was it was a ground hog case with us, we had to have assistance from him. We were finally forced to go to the barn and burro down in a haymow to keep warm. The next morning about sunrise, Mr. Wilson came down to the barn floor accompanied by two dogs. He wanted us to get down on the floor quickly. This we did and he looked us over critically. The dogs in the meantime appeared very friendly to us. Finally he said, ''come on up to the house to breakfast, I am satisfied you are alright, if you were Yankees I couldn't keep those dogs off you." We had a good breakfast and went up the hollow and laid under the trees until dinner. After dinner we got our bearings and went to the top of the ridge or mountain between the two small valleys. We were to follo^v the ridge about eight miles to near the mouth of Hacker's Creek. About four 7S PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF o'clock we decided that we had tramped far enough to have found this creek, but, as a matter of fact we were lost and did not know where we were. It was at this time that I went down in the valley and had the experience, disguised as a farmer boy, as before mentioned. After I had taken the route that the woman had pointed out to me, through the front yard, I went on to the road and down about a mile and crossed over making a long detour and reached my friend Caton again. My Father's House We reached a house of a friend of the South about eleven o'clock that night. We had little difficulty in convincing him as to who we were and after a hearty meal with him and his family he brought out a couple of horses and took us several miles on our road and within about six or seven miles of my father's house. We reached father's house about three o'clock A. M. He lived about a half mile from a little place called Johnstown. There were some 200 Yankees camping as close to the town as my father's house. They were not regular soldiers, but belonged to a set of men that were mean and cowardly in the extreme. They were not looking for soldiers to oppose, but sought every op- portunity to abuse women and children or helpless and crippled men. Thej'- often arrested such as these, took them to Clarksburg, appeared before the commandant preferring usually trumped up charges and had the poor victims sent to camp Chase. 1 PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 79 In this county of Harrison, a large number of people who were not guilty of any wrong doing, lost their lives from the inhuman treatment accorded by the Home Guards. I remember the incidents of this home coming as well as if it had occurred only yesterday. There was a beautiful September moon shining in all its cloudless brilliancy. We went very quietly, my comrade Caton and I, but when we had reached the barn, only about one hundred yards from the house, my dog Tige set up a furious barking. I knew his voice. This was the only dog I ever owned and the only one I was ever fond of. He was a white bull dog. I called in a low voice to the dog and after a short time he rec- ognized me. I never have known an animal to exhibit as much joy as he did when he found out who I was. "We finally went up to the house and I went to the door and knocked. I heard father and mother talking, she evidently trying to keep him from going to the door. Finally as I was persistent in wanting to get in, father got up and asked again, "who is there, what is your name?" I asked him if he had a son in the army and told him that I brought a message from him. Just then my mother said, ' ' Oh ! it is Henry. ' ' She knew my voice. I got in the house. They made no light because some soldiers were around the house an hour before and they were afraid. My brother George, was about 17 years old at this time, he surprised me by running in and calling to me, "Henry, are you a deserter?" I said that I was not. Then he said, "If you are there is the door, we don't so PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF want a deserter in this house." The reason he said this was that a good many fellows in the county had gotten tired and discouraged in the Southern army and had come back home and taken the oath of allegiance to the U. S. Government. This they were obliged to do or go to prison. An Unusual Introduction I greeted all the family most heartily and among them a young lady, Miss Mary Fox, who was teaching school in the village and boarding at father's house. She was a Southern girl, a native of Culpeper County, Virginia, the daughter of a widow then living a few miles from Johntown. She had a brother, Mr. T. S. Fox, in the 17th Virginia Cavalry. This lady became my wife after the war in the fall of 1866, October 7th. We have often laughed about my kissing her among others at home, before I ever saw her. In a few minutes my mother asked me where my brother Lucius was. I then realized that she did not know of his death, which had taken place more than a year before in the battle of Cedar Mountain. She had at different times heard of the death of both of us, but did not know that my brother had actually fallen. We slept about three or four hours in a thicket of trees not far from the house and my father came in the morning and brought out breakfast. We stayed there several days and nights, but never sleeping in the house and seldom spending an hour there because they were constantly watched and it would have meant prison or death for the whole family if we had been found there. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 81 Miss Fox, who is uow my wife, made me a pair of pants and father had me a pair of excellent boots made and in other ways my wardrobe was improved and we were well rested and better able for our trip back to "Dixie". We were about 150 miles from our lines. The children at home were all old enough to be told who I was but one, Nellie about four years old. She understood me to be Mr. Jones from Clarksburg. The night came for us to leave and Harry and I determined to eat supper with the family about 10:30. We had a delicious supper, but I had very little appe- tite, but at last the good bye and God Speeds were said and we started. We were compelled to tramp through the woods and fields so as to avoid meeting people. In a Nest of Yankees One incident that occurred about two weeks before we went to my father's house, I think is worth telling. Up in Lewis County near the edge of Webster, was a family by the name of St. John. We had their name on paper or map as good people for us to see. The father was dead, the only son was in our army in the 19th Cavalry. The family at this time consisted of the mother and two daughters. Before reaching their place, my friend Caton, had gone down near Milford and was taken sick. A sympathizer was taking care of him. I was up in the St. John's neighborhood, being in the great hollow of a burnt out poplar tree. I could not afford to ask them to keep me at the house because there was too much chance of being discovered. The Federals 82 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF had at this time 1000 or 1500 men camped within two miles of the St. John's home. I was taken sick with some kind of fever and was very bad. Both of the St. Johns girls came up in the woods and brought me food and bed cover and later such medicine as their mother thought might help me. I was there sick about six days. I began to feel much better and was so awfully lonesome there in the woods by myself, I was willing to risk almost anything to be with human beings again. About sundown one evening, when I was feeling this way, I slipped down through the woods and crosed the road and went to the barn. Mrs. St. John had seen me in the barn yard and as two soldiers had just called there to stay all night she slipped down to tell me to hide, as these men would soon be at the barn to put their horses away. They came down and fed their horses, I being in another part of the barn and very careful to not discover myself to them. About 9 :00 o 'clock, I went up to the house and looking in the window could see none but the ladies. I decided that these soldiers had gone to bed and I walked in to the sitting room. The ladies were fright- ened at my coming in. They were afraid the soldiers would come out in the room and finding me there, make trouble. I sat with the folks about one and one half hours and then went to bed in the room next to where these soldiers were sleeping, but they never suspected my presence. I remained in bed until after these men had breakfasted and left the place next morning. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 83 In a couple of days after this I got with Harry again and made the visit home, as I have already told. After leaving home, in a couple of nights we had gone into the upper part of Lewis county and not far from the head waters of Hackers Creek. Harry and I separated for a few days, about this time. He went a few miles from me to stay with a southerner who had invited him, and I was for several days about one mile from the farm house, where I had gone to seek information about our road. The woman's sons were still at home on furlough for I saw them both, although I did not think it necessary to tell them I was there watching them. When we first came into Upshur or Lewis counties, I can't remember which, we mounted six of the eight men we had with us. Two of the men were either cap- tured or deserted, we never knew which. I wanted the men we had brought from Camp mounted and sent back before we went into Harrison County to see my father. The six men we sent back arrived safely in camp some- time before we did. I was the guest of an excellent fellow, who fed me well and watched for me around the thicket where I was hidden. This would have been much more lonesome and trying to me, but fortunately my host had some confidential friends, who wanted to hear from some of the boys in our army, and he brought them to me. Finally Harry and I communicated with each other, agreed to leave for dixie on a certain night. At the same time a man by the name of Rinehart had seen us once and later sent us word he wanted to go with us to Dixie. I had arranged for my horse, which was 84 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF in fact a beautiful browu mare. I went after her about 8 :30 in the evening. I went to the place where the two soldiers were on a furlough. All the family seemed to be boiling sugar cane. The man I had with me went into the meadow within twenty-five yards of the group at the fire. "Borrowing" a Horse I do not now and have never defended the mor- ality of this act of mine except on the ground of neces- sity. We were almost literally surrounded by enemies at this time, we were about 135 miles from our lines and I think the chances for our escape from them de- pended almost solely on the horse that I borrowed of that farmer. I can truthfully assert in addition that I never took anything of value from a non-combatant except in this case. After getting my horse I rode her bareback about three quarters of a mile to a place where I found Caton and Rinehart, both of them well mounted. Rinehart had been hurried almost to death for six weeks, running from one cover to another to escape capture. I should have said that in going to our rendezvous, I had gotten into the main road about one half mile from the place where Caton was staying. Just before reaching the front of the house I heard horsemen on a trot meeting me. I could not afford to be captured, but I could not turn and ride away, because I did not know where the road would take me and I feared I would meet people I didn't want to see. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 85 The barn stood between the house and the road. Instead of a big gate there were old fashioned bars open- ing to the road and knowing that in another minute I would meet these men, the only safe thing to do was to get through into the barnyard thence into the meadow at the other end of which behind a clump of willows I was to find Caton and Rinehart. My mare jumped the bars without any difficulty. Before I was out of the barn yard the men behind me either didn't care to make the jump or decided to let me run down the meadow and catch me when I would attempt to come out in the road at the lower end of the meadow. I galloped down to the willows and finding the men ready, we hastened back and went through the bars and started South. Pretty soon the Federals found we had taken a turn on them. They about faced and followed. About a mile from the barn we turned sharp- ly to the left, but they continued to follow us. A mile farther on we turned off the road to the right and struck the mountain trail. Getting Back to Our Lines I have never known a man who was so good a woodsman as Harry Caton. The night had become dark and it was raining and we were following a mere trail. There was scarcely a path across the mountain, and yet this man seemed instinctively to know the way. The enemy was still following us, but I think on this mountain trail they were moving more slowly than we were. A few miles from where we struck the trail, w« ran into a big tree that had fallen across the path. PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Caton was riding in front. He dismounted and felt his way to me and gave me his bridle while he scouted around the tree to try to locate the trail. It was so dark that I could see nothing, but in about fifteen minutes Harry came back and reported that he had found the trail. About seven o'clock the next morning we found ourselves in front of a raging little river that had been swollen by recent rains until it could not be forded. We held a council of war and decided that the Yankees would in all probability be there in less than one half an hour and we thought it safer to swim rather than to risk a fight with them as there were too many of them. We plunged our horses into the river and finally succeeded in landing on the southern bank con- siderably below where we started in. We were then in a wild mountainous part of Up- shur or Webster county, I could not be certain which it was. We felt little fear of being pursued further than the river we had crossed as we believed they would not follow us until the water had gone down. W^ learned also in the community that morning that there was no big body of J'ederal soldiers in that part of the state, so we rode boldly along the public road toward the western line of Pocahontas County. We found our horses pretty much jaded before one o'clock but we rested them some and got some food for them early in the afternoon. We were in very good shape except that my mare was barefooted and began to go lame on me. I took part of the old quilt on which I was riding, cut off pieces and bound up her feet. They PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK were worn and almost bleeding. This had to be repeat- ed many times before we reached camp. We felt considerably worried about three o'clock when we heard that a band of about a dozen Yankees were at the foot of the mountain some fifteen miles in front of us and over which we were compelled to pass. We found that these fellows were not soldiers but a band of robbers, being deserters from both the Union and Confederate armies, banded together for robbery and murder. A Band of Robbers We stopped about five o'clock at the house of a friendly family and they insisted that we go back be- cause we could not hope to pass these robbers without losing our horses and money and possibly our lives. We got some supper and fed our horses and planned what we should do the next morning. Rinehart's horse had cast a shoe and as there was no blacksmith except right at the foot of the mountain we were in a quandary as to what to do. We finally decided to ride up there in the morning and Caton and I would dismount leaving our horses outside the fence and we would go up to the house and entertain these fellows as best we could until Rinehart would signal us he was ready. Then we were to leave if we could. I had a short cavalry rifle and a knife, Harry had a short rifle and a pistol. Rinehart had a splendid pistol which I tried to get but he could not be persuaded. Wlien we came near the house which set back about a 88 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF hundred yards from the road we saw four men walking about on the green in front of the huse. We knew that we could not afford to pass without stopping so when we came to the gate we told Rinehart to go on to the shop and have his work done and we would go up and see the boys and be ready when he was. We then dismounted, threw our bridle reins over a couple of fence posts and walked in and spoke to these fellows in a very jocular manner. They evidently were not expecting this sort of greeting. They doubtless knew in what reputation they were held and expected us to be scared (which we were). The morning was beautiful. We thought it was safe to venture a few pleasant remarks about the weather. It was the only topic which we could think of at the moment to speak about. We talked in just a casual and easy way though we did not feel easy. I thought then and do yet that I never saw a meaner looking set of men. They were large and well dressed and were literally walking arsen- als. None of them carried less than two pistols and some of them three, and each man had a big gun and a knife. And more than that they looked like they knew how to use them. They evidently did not know what to make of us. Anxious to know how many there were of them alto- gether I carelessly remarked that I would step in the house awhile and get some more breakfast. I turned with quite a swagger and went up to the house and found four of the party at breakfast. They were just as mean looking as the other three and were just as well armed. Just as I entered the door I took an inventory of the men an^ remarked pleasantly "hello boys". Al- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK most before they had time to speak a woman came in bringing one of the men a cup of coffee. I immediately reached the table and picked up the cup of coffee before the man had a chance to get it. I remarked as I picked it up that I thought I would like a cup of coffee as my breakfast had been rather light. I never saw a man look more surprised and they all looked in wonder at one another and then at me. They all got angry and left the table. Seeing that they were going out of doors I got out of the door, meantime blowing about having killed three Yankees that week and that I was mighty fond of the sport and that the boys with me liked it wonderfully well themselves. I had now found out how many there were of them, seven. Both of us knew they were too many for us even if we had been as well armed as they were. We also knew that we could not count on Rinehart and be- sides he was more than a hundred yards away at the blacksmiths, and we had no way of knowing whether the blacksmith was for us or against us. There seemed nothing else for us to do but bluff these robbers and we did it. We invented marvelous stories of fights we were having every day. It worked. I suppose that those fellows decided that if they at- tempted to kill us and take our horses some of their number would be killed. We kept on bragging and watching for Einehart to signal that he was ready. We were getting very tired and running out of stories, and we did not know what moment those fellows might de- cide to begin shooting. Finally, much to our relief we saw Rinehart 's signal. We knew that when we started 90 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF away it would be the crucial moment and we felt anxi- ous to have it over. We did not exactly back out of the yard but we talked jovially all the time moving slowly toward the gate. When we had gotten through and mounted our horses we started off laughing and calling back to them as though we were enjoying ourselves hugely, which we were'nt. To our great surprise they did not attempt to stop us. We found Rinehart ready and mounted and we were very glad to leave. I have often thought of this circumstance and be- lieve so far as personal danger was concerned, I have never experienced a worse situation than this one. I think our bravado and apparent unconcern helped us somewhat, but undoubtedly we were taken care of and protected by kind providence. These men were lawless, were deserters, and were known as the worst type of robbers. We were told that they did not hesitate to commit murder yet we made our escape without a scratch. Our return to camp occupied about two and one half days and was a hard and laborious trip for our horses and ourselves. We were almost, famished for food before we reached the Little Levels, and our horses were tired out and weak for lack of food and their feet were so sore that they were bleeding. In a couple of weeks after our return to camp, Harry Caton received word from his sister in Wheeling to come to that city. He got permission to make an- other scout into West Virgijiia. He was of a very ad- venturous disposition and he went alone. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 91 We know very little as to what happened to him before his capture (for he was captured) and almost nothing as to what occurred afterwards. He wrote a short letter to Miss Mary J. Fox, from Wheeling. It seems that he went to Wheeling to see his sister who was the wife of the Sheriff of the county. Then he went to Cincinnati and back by steamer. He started from Wheeling south and somewhere about Romney he was captured and sent to prison at Point Lookout. He was then carried to Fortress Monroe on the last vessel of exchanged prisoners before the war ended. I was near Richmond at the time and confidently expected to see him but did not. I advertised for him and tried every means in my power to find him but could not. He was a gallant gentleman and as good a soldier as I ever knew. A circumstance occurred when the whole party of ten of us were together on my trip into Harrison Coun- ty, detailed above. When we were in Webster County, we passed through the County seat one day, but the only building was the Court House' built of rails and small poles, a temporary building erected for the Court after the burning of the little town. This was the only instance I have ever known of the entire destruction of a town either big or little. I think it was on the same day we passed through Web- ster Court House that we found night very close upon us and it was raining and we were all wet and muddy and hungry and no place to stay. We came to a settlers house of about three rooms and several in the family. I asked if we could stay all night and get our suppers. 92 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF They told us they did not have any bread and if we would grate the meal, from the new corn they would make the bread. Several of the boys went to work and in the course of an hour we had plenty of meal. They baked as good broad at that house as I ever ate. I don't remember what else they had, but I do remember that we had a delicious meal and the principal thing we had was corn bread made from the new corn. New Recruits A short time after our return from this scout, we were told that M'aj. Thomas Armsby had just come through to the Levels bringing two or three hundred men to join different commands of our Army. I went down to meet them and quite a number of the men came up with me and joined the 19th and 20th Cavalry. Among these new recruits was a large splendid fellow by name of John Hammat, from Wood County on the Ohio River. He was a large man weighing about 250 pounds then. He and I became friends soon after he joined us. He was a gcod man and a trusty and faithful soldier. We lived neighbors after the war for many years. Soon after these men joined us, we moved to the east side of the Alleghany Mountains and about 13 miles from Huntersville. The commanding officer ordered 18 men sent on a scout down to Huntersville to feel out the enemy and find out how strong he was. This was a volunteer scout and I was in it. My horse had a sore back and I found one of the boys that had a good horse and expected PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 93 to go on the scout. I told him if he would take my horse and stay with the wagon train if they moved; that I would take good care of his horse on the trip. He agreed and we made r. temporary trade. We were commanded by a Captain and a Lieut, though there was another man, a Lieut. Williams with us. He went simply as a soldier in the party. My friend John Ham- mat was one of the eighteen. Hunting for Trouble We arrived at our old Camp Northwest, on Buck Creek, three miles from Huntersville, without incident worth mentioning. At that point five men were sent forward and ordered to go on until we found the Fed- erals. I was one of the five sent forward. The road was down a gorge and was very narrow, with the river or Buck Creek on one side often ten feet to the water and sometimes only* three feet. On the other side of the road was a steep bank. The understanding was that thirteen were to remain at Camp Northwest, as a reserve. The three commissioned officers remained with the reserve. We had gone perhaps one and a half miles down the gorge and had neither seen nor heard anything of the enemy, when we came to a sharp turn in the road. I was very tired and I dismounted and threw the bridle rein over my horses head and sat down on a log that was beside the road. I had no sooner struck the log than I heard a pistol crack and thundering of horses feet coming round the turn. I sprang on my horse as soon as possible, but our boys had passed me 94 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF and by the time I started back the Federal Cavalry were very close to me. We had a hard race for a mile and then suddenly met our reserves in that narrow road with their horses toward us. Of course it was confus- ing and difficult for them to get their horses turned and get out of the way and very valuable time was lost which gave the enemy time to be almost on us before we were nearly out of the narrow road and where the bank was only about three feet to the water. My horse struck a shelving rock in the road and went over the bank into the water. He landed on his feet however. Fearful of being killed or captured, I made every effort to get back into the road and urging him with spur and rein I lifted him for the spring into the road, which he made reaching just a little in front of the oncoming cavalry. I thought for a minute or two I was a "goner", because they were so close they were striking at me with their sabres and firing all the time. Near this point the road ran into the creek, and for one hundred yards the road was in the creek. The splashing of the water was such that I couldn't see very well, but I found at one point a horse which had been shot down and the rider Lieut. Williams struggling to keep his head above water. One of his legs had been caught under the horse. I feared my horse would fall over the man and horse and I urged him and he made the jump lengthwise of the animal and never touched him. We soon turned out of the creek and seventy-five yards further away came to a small bridge thrown over a little stream that poured into the creek. On this little bridge two horses had gone down in front of me. Mv horse cleared them both and I began to think I PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 95 could get away. One of the men who had lost his horse at the little bridge was running and he called to me to take him up. I could not. Had I paused to take him up, we would both have been captured or killed. T was now bearing to the left toward a little hill where I could see a few of our men had gathered. I reached the hill and found the Captain and a few men there. As soon as I got up we began firing and held them off for perhaps twenty minutes. I suppose I had only fired half a dozen times when the lock of my cav- alry rifle broke and I could not use it. We were obliged to rein our horses ovei* the brow of the hill and load, then move quickly on the ridge and fire, reining the horses back again while we loaded. There was a con- siderable number of the enemy, probably 300, right in front of us at the hill. As soon as my gun had broken I pushed up on the ridge and remained there while the fight lasted. I could not afford to stay over the ridge even if my gun was broken. I have always been glad that it happened that way because I had nothing to do but watch the enemy. There was about three hundred of them and half of them dismounted at the creek and were sent up through the woods to get in our rear. As the road at this point was in the shape of a horse shoe we were nearly at the point of the horse shoe. Seeing clearly what they were doing I told the Captain, but he was excited and he swore that we would give them a few more rounds anyway. I kept watching these dismounted men until they had reached the top of the hill and then they would have to go even a less 96 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF distance than we to cut off our retreat. Finally I show- ed the Captain what they were doing and that we had barely time by hard riding to get out. He did order a retreat very regretfully, but he ordered the retreat instantly and when we passed the point where they would have cut us off, we barely had time to save our- selves. "We lost in this little fight twelve or thirteen men killed or captured. There was only about six of us got back to Camp. I have always thought it was a great mistake on the part of the Commander to send so small a force so far in front of the Army, and then I think an officer should be able to keep his command under discipline. He should refrain from risking his men where nothing is promised but the excitement of the fighting. I was a witness that day of a very remarkable thing. One of these men, who was a first class soldier, became panic stricken after the fight was over and to my mind all, or nearly all, danger had passed. This man unbuckled his sword and pistol belt, and threw his weapons away and galloped to the rear as fast as his horse could go. I cannot give a continuous account of happenings during these four years. I did not keep a dairy and I have forgotten names and dates and in fact very many important events with which I was closely connected. I have deferred the writing of these reminiscences too long. I find that I cannot recall the names of men with whom I was intimately associated. East of Warm Spring Mountain During the fall of 1863, we fell back to the East side of the warm Spring Mountain. The enemy in I PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 97 heavy force was following iis closely. When we came to the river three miles from Warm Spring's, Charley Martin and I were anxious to go up the river two or three miles to get dinner and to see two young ladies up there with whom we were acquainted. Col. Amett at first refused to let us go, but finally said, ''you can go, but if you are captured and ever return to the regi- ment, I will court martial you." We went, found the folks at home, got a lunch and found the whole family momentarily expecting the enemy. One of our boys in the Regiment had a horse there on pasture. I knew the Federals would capture him and soon after reaching the house I sent a colored man for him and had him hitched near the gate and close to my horse. The ladies and Charley and I came out to the gate or stile and were chatting when a negro boy ran up and yelled, ''the Yankees 'am a comin,." We looked down through the orchard and they were coming sure enough. Charley jumped on his horse and started, but, I decided to change saddles and lead my horse. It took two or three precious minutes to do this and when I mounted and started the Yankees were very close and my "led" horse was moving very slowly, and I was urging him to come on. I had to cross the river near the house and as soon as I reached the other side, I persuaded both horses into a gallop. We had more than one-half mile to run to the foot of the mountain. When we reached the woods and had gone a short distance I overtook a small negro boy riding behind some cattle trying to get them to a 98 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF place of safety. The little negro was crying with all his might and the tears streaming down his face. His master was off on the flank trying to keep the cattle up in the mountain road. I asked the boy what was the matter. He burst out afresh and said, "I wish to God I was in the woods som'whar. " I couldn't help but laugh, because the forest was absolutely so dense around us. We went a round-about way, but we got into Warm Springs about two and one-half hours after the Com- mand. Mr. Mayo, the proprietor of the Warm Springs Hotel, was very much alarmed, when Gen. W. L. Jack- son declined to stop and fight at Warm Springs. The General told him his force was not equal to that of the enemy and he would be obliged to go on. There were about 4,500 of the Federals and 1,800 of us. We crossed the Warm Spring Mountain just in front of the enemy, though they did not follow farther than the towns of Warm Springs and Germantown. We camped on the east side of the mountain that night. The next morning the General decided to cross the mountain and drive the enemy out of the Springs. The first detachment that went over the mountain was commanded by Col. Will Arnett. When we reached the west side of the mountain we turned into a small field. Hunting for the Enemy Presently volunteers were called for to go down into Warm Springs and Germantown and see if the enemy were still there. When no one responded, old I PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 99 Gen. Wiley got up from the ground and said, "1 don't think I am too old to go in the advance and find out." Instantly a number of us . volunteered to go. I "was g,mong the number, and seven of us went forward. We were more afraid of an ambush. However, the Feder- als had vacated the towns. We followed them almost to Hot Springs, about four miles from the Warm Springs. They felled a good many trees across the road to hinder the pursuit. After following them four miles we turned back and reported to the command, which had now moved forward and camped at the Springs. Dr. M'cChesney lived at Germantown. When we, the scouts or advance, followed close after the Federals, as they went out of town, nearly all thei women and children were out in the streets, shouting and laughing and rejoicing. When we were nearly opposite the Me- Chesney home, Mrs. McChesney came out into the street in front of us shouting and throwing her baby up and catching it in her hands. She was the mother of about six children. She was about 38 years old and I have often thought the hand- somest woman of her age I have even seen. She was the daughter of a celebrated family in Southwest Vir- ginia by the name of Moffett. General Jackson was ordered to move that evening to the Gatewood farm on Buck Creek to get in front of the Federal General who was being pursued by Mc- Causlands brigade. Our command for some reason un- known to us did not march until six hours later. Had we gotten the position we were expected to take at Gate- wood 's and with McCausland pressing them in the rear, 100 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF there is no doubt but that a great part of Averills army, with his Artiller\^ and wagon train, would have fallen into our hands. As it was we arrived at Gatewood in less than an hour after Averill's rear passed and about the time we arrived MeCausland came up. I have never heard the matter explained and there was doubtless a good reason for our not mo\aug on, but we always believed that, notwithstanding the fact that the Federal army was much larger and better equipped than Jackson and Me- Causland, his command would have fallen into our hands, after a sharp struggle, maybe, but, we felt that we could have done it. Anything to Get Grub A rather funny incident occurred the morning after we had crossed over Warm Spring mountain and some days before the march to Gatewoods. "We did not receive orders to camp until about 9 :30 P. M. and then found there was nothing to eat for either man or horse. I walked about a mile and a half to get a couple of sheafs of oats for my horse, then I lay down and slept without anything to eat. The next morning we had nothing to eat, but Lieut. Boggs came around where Charley Martin and I were standing, boasting that he had just enjoyed a good breakfast over at the house, pointing at a large farm house near, owned by a widow lady. Boggs said he represented himself as Colonel someone, I have forgotten who, and he made an impression on the widow. She gave him a good breakfast and he was invited to return. Charley Mar- PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK lOl tin and I were hungry and we went over to the house and insisted on seeing the widow. Martin very gravely introduced me as Maj. Cammack and I introduced him as Lieut. Martin. I asked the lady if a large man in good uniform had been there that morning represent- ing himself as a Col. and getting his breakfast. I told her I was very sorry that one of our young Lieut's should act so dishonorably and that I should have him punished. The lady was very indignant at the impo- sition practiced on her by Boggs. She finally thought of her duty as hostess to us and invited us to breakfast. After we had partaken heartily we were invited to come back whenever we could and eat with her again. We took our leave with many regrets and went back to camp and told Boggs. Battle of Droop Mountain The battle of Droop Mountain took place shortly after this. I had been ordered to Richmond, Virginia to recruit and to bring out the men to Jackson's brigade. The command moved to Droop Mountain, had the en- gagement, and had returned to Buck Creek, while I was away in Richmond. Soon after this time, as I remember it was near the first of December, 1863, my health became bad again and the surgeon of our Brigade insisted that I should go as far east as Richmond, Virginia, and join myself to some command there and remain through the winter. I am continually worried by a failure to remember interesting dates and names of people in writing these reminiscences, but, sometimes I cannot remember occur- 102 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF rences during a period of as much as two or three months, and then I have only very hazy recollections of happenings during this period. I kept no notes nor diary at all during the war. Now after fifty years have gone by I find I can only remember a part of the stirring things that occurred from sixty-one to sixty-five and I am very sorry that I did not write of these things soon after the war, when they were fresh in my mind. I went to Fluvanna County, Virginia, to Uncle Peter Manley's sometime in December, 1863. On the 1st day of January, 1864, I got into Richmond early in the morning, landing there on a James river canal boat. For many years this first day of January, '64, was spoken of as the coldest day Richmond ever had. Around Richmond I do not know what the strength of our army was that defended Richmond at that time. But the enemy were not investing the city as they did later in the year. At this time Gen. Braxton Bragg, had command of the Department of Richmond, which I suppose in- cluded Drewrys Bluff, and Chaffins Bluff, two strongly fortified places on the James river. We had a line of fortifications running around the city beginning three miles from the city on the west at the river and running a few miles out, entirely encompassing the city and going into the river just below Chaffins Bluff. This line of works was said to be thirty-five miles long. These earthworks were about 1 PRIVATE JOHN HENRt CAMMACK 103 fifteen feet at the base and something like seven feet thick at the top, except at intervals of about three hun- dred yards. There were redoubts built, which were much thicker and occasionally forts built. These forts and redoubts, and all the fortifications in this inner line were built of heavy timber and filled with earth. Every redoubt had guns mounted, the largest of these pieces were thirty-twos. When I came to Rich- mond the first day of January, 1864, I purposed to join Gen. Morgan, who was being lionized greatly at that time, he having recently made his escape from Camp Chase. His brother-in-law. Gen. Brazil Duke, was there also. I tried to join myself with Morgan's command, but as a matter of fact my health appeared to be so bad they were afraid to take me in. Hence it was that I entered the service there in the Tenth Artillery doing service at that time around the whole interior line of fortifications. The Captain of my Company C, was a man by the name of Barlow. He was a fine looking soldier about 36 years old. He had a company of men numbering 130. I went into the mess in which his brother Jim Barlow, and his half brother, a man by the name of Sam Pollock, were mem- bers. There were only about six of us in the mess. One of the first incidents that I remember after joining the company was when Capt. Barlow invited me to come to his quarters one evening. We talked about the field service and some occurrences in soldier experi- ences. During the conversation I was induced to make what I have always considered a bad break, or at best a very untimely remark. It was this. I told Barlow that the men in his command appeared as much afraid 104 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF of Lieutenants and Captains as other soldiers where I had been serving were of Generals. I saw at once that Captain Barlow did not like this remark. He was a strict disciplinarian and in fact a regular martinet, and was not willing that any soldier in his command should think of an officer other than as a great man that he must be entirely subservient to. Barlow liked me as a soldier, but he disliked my rather free way of looking at Commissioned Officers. The Captain evidently had it in for me, and whenever he had an opportunity he made me remember it. An Untimely Raid One of the first bouts with the enemy was, I think, in February '64, Gen. Gilpatrick and Gen. Dahlgreen of the Federal Army conceived the brilliant idea of making a raid inside our lines and releasing all the prisoners confined at Belle Isle, and other prisons, then looting the city and possibly capturing it. Our au- thorities were not aware of this movement until the federal cavalry were actually within our lines. We were double quicked, acting as infantry about eight or nine miles, from below the city to the north west where we met the raiders. I remember it was a very rainy night and at that season of the year not very warm. JMy shoes, which had been issued to me the day before this march, were made for the navj and were not sewed or pegged, but were put together with gum paste. Of course the slush and mud in which I was obliged to go soon caused them to come to pieces. The soles were gone, the uppers flapping about my ankles, but my feet in the mud. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 105 This was anything but pleasant to me. We made a pretty good fire when we halted, but there was only one fire for the whole company and as a matter fact I did not get close to it at all. The attack was made on the lines about two hours later and Gen. Dahlgreen was killed about three hun- dred yards to our left. The raid made by the enemy was successfully re- pulsed. We were ordered back next morning about ten o'clock. I think it would have been hard to find a more wet, muddy and forlorn command than we were as we marched back that day to our camp. Some, like myself, were actually barefooted, dragging along through the mud and water. Getting Shoes I made a request for a pair of shoes that day, but Capt. Barlow said none would be issued me because I had just had a pair. The next daj' I was ordered on guard duty up the line about a mile. I refused to go unless shoes were issued to me or that I be sent in command of the guard. In the latter event I would have no sentry duty to perform. I was a little surprised to be soon ordered to this redoubt in command of the guard, but the shoes were again refused. During the afternoon of that day the Colonel in command came as was the custom to make an inspection of the redoubt. The Colonel rode up and after the salute by the sentry, he asked for the officer in command. I immediately stepped out of the hut, dressed as follows: I think I wore a home-made straw hat, I do not know what sort 106 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF of shirt, a pair of old grey trousers with one suspender and barefooted. I carried an Enfield rifle, which I very properly brought to a Present Arms. The Colonel returned the salute and said, "I want to see the officer in command of this redoubt." I kept my face perfectly straight and answered, "I have the honor sir, to be in command here." I could see that he was very amused at my appearance as an officer, but we went through with the inspection, the Colonel remaining as dignified as only an Old Army officer knows how to be. When the inspection was over, the Colonel saluted and started away. I stopped him and said I had a small matter to talk about. He graciously gave me permission to talk and I explained my appearing before him barefooted, because my Captain declined to issue me a pair of shoes. The Colonel did not interrupt until I was through, he then said "I will see, sir, that the shoes are issued to you." I went down to Cam]) for a few minutes during the day and met the Captain. He had already heard of the matter and had been directed to issue me a pair of shoes. He said, "D— — it all, I hear you have been talking to the Colonel ! " I said, ' ' Yes, I have explained the matter to the Colonel and I think I will get the shoes." I got the shoes alright, but Capt. Barlow, did not get in a good humor with me. When I joined the company of Capt. Barlow, there was a verbal agreement tliat I should be transferred to the Cavalry and field service when the winter had passed. When the spring time came, I very naturally wanted to go back to the army in the valley or fronting PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 107 Western Virginia. This notion was opposed by Capt. Barlow. Then I found a good man to put in my place, who was a member of the 10th Virginia Cavalry and whose home was near Richmond. This, also, Barlow refused, although the soldier was a first-class one. Bar- low then told me plainly that "He'd be D d if he intended to let me go out of his Company." From that time on there was much dislike between us. I was very careful to give him no opportunity to use his authority against me. We had a little scrap of words one day and I told him that he might watch as closely as he pleased, but that he would never have a good reason for putting me in the guard house, or punishing me in any way. I think he watched for an opportunity to humiliate me in some way, but never found it. On one occasion though, he made the most of what he thought was a good chance at me. It was at inspection of Arms. This usually occurred just after Roll Call, early in the morning. There was about the full number, 130 present and the Captain in going through inspection examined my gun critically. After it was over, he stood in front of the Company and ordered a man by the name of Hubbard and myself to step three paces to the front. We did so and then he ordered us back to our quarters and to clean our guns. As a matter of fact my gun was clean but it was a bronzed barrel. I had traded my rifle to one of the company because the bronzed barrel did not need much rubbing. Of course Capt. Barlow knew my gun was clean, but all the Company could not know it and he intended the orders he gave as a reflection on me. 108 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Another Effort Sometime in February or March the enemy in our front, near Mechaniesville made an effort to break through our lines at that point and get into the city. Gen. Braxton Bragg, who was in command of the de- partment of Richmond at that time, brought his forces from several points on the interior lines where they could be spared and hurried them to the point on the Mechaniesville road. The engagement was of short duration, and the Federals were driven back. A rather queer incident occurred on this quick march. We had two men in our company, Haskin Brothers, one of them was an excellent soldier, but the other was not. On the march referred to we were within about seven hundred yards of the firing line, when one of these brothers took a violent pain in his stomach and laid down on the side of the road. A num- ber of us tried to get him to go on but he would not. Awhile after this we were hurrying down to Malvern Hill at night, having been ordered to move quickly. This man fell out of ranks and we soon heard the re- port of a musket and on investigating the case found that he had placed the muzzle of his rifle against the toe of his shoe nearly severing one toe on his foot and cutting his big toe badly. He said that he was clean- ing his gun at the time and that it went off accidentally. Farther on I will mention one more incident in regard to this man. Several gun boats had come up the river to Mal- vern Hill and landed some troops. Gen. Ewell with a portion of Anderson's division and some other troops PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 109 went down in a hurry to meet them. About five of the gun boats got our range about sundown and we held the hill until about three-fourths of an hour after dusk, when we were compelled to retire toward our breast works. Wliile at Malvern Hill, we were probably eight miles from our lines. Soon after we were ordered back, we were halted and ordered not to fall out of ranks. We were all nearly tired to death, but some fellow and myself decided that we would drop out of ranks and slip into some heavy pine timber through which the road ran and get a good rest on the heavy- bed of pine needles that covered all the ground. We slipped out of ranks alright and went into the timber a couple of hundred yards and were just about to laj' down, when several shells came over very close to us and tore into the trees, cutting the whole tops out of the trees and letting them down so near us we were afraid we would be killed. These shells thrown at us. were called by us "nail kegs", because they were about as large as nail kegs, and 18 or 20 inches^ long. We decided we would get out and move on, which we did, overtaking the command several miles further on. Now I don't imagine that the Federal gunners knew that my comrade and I were in that timber, but they knew that our little army was passing through on the road and they succeeded in making it very un- pleasant for us and we moved briskly to get out of the way. While we were camped below Richmond, we were very close to a large and beautiful plantation of an old friend of the Hon. John Minor Botts, who lived near Charlestown, Virginia. I knew this man verv 110 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF well. He became very much opposed to the Confeder- ate Government and had frequent cases of trouble with them. I have always thought that if the Confederate Government had treated Francis Stearns more kindly he would have been united to the cause with hooks of steel. One incident occurring before I knew him helps to confirm this opinion. Francis Stearns Early in the war a Cavalry Company was organ ized at Richmond and Mr. Stearns invited the whole company and their families to banquet with him in his beautiful home. The invitation was accepted and the company, one hundred strong, came. Now there was a servant who stood in front of every horse and tooJc them and fed them. The mothers and sisters of these men were also invited. Two great tables had been prepared, one for the ladies, presided over by Mrs. Stearns and the other for the men, where Mr. Stearns made a speech, commending the men for their patriotic response to the call of their country. Among other things he said was that "No soldier should ever pass his gate hungry, during the war." The State and con- federate States as well, seem to have resented the in- timate friendship between ]\Ir. Stearns and John Minor Botts, probably because Botts had stood with all of liis power against the state of Virginia in the matter secession. Stearns was a fiery man and when he thought the government had him somewhat under sus- picion, he got angry and allowed them to think the worst of him. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 111 He was arrested and imprisoned for disloyalty to Virginia. I have good reason to think that if he was an enemy, that he became one through unjust suspicioii and ill treatment. The summer of '64 was made up of drilling, roll calls and quick marches from one point to another along our tremendously long front. Grant Fails T think it was in June of that year that Gen. Grant tiring of his attempts to take Richmond from the north side, instituted his daring effort by the left flank march, after the battle of the wilderness. The intention of the Federal General was to cross the river some twenty miles below Richmond, but constantly as he moved by the left flank, he found Lee's army in his front. Finally a very bloody battle was fought at Cold Harbor, north- east of Richmond. I think that scarcely any ])attle of the war was more bloody. Grant had. force enough to withstand his dreadful losses there, and in a few days he took up his line of march again for the front of Petersburg. There was only a small force of men oc- cupying the interior line of defense around Richmond during '63 and until after the battle of Cold Harbor in '64. During the whole of eighteen hundred and sixt}^ four, my command was in front of Richmond. When the many scouts and spies located here and there, at dif- ferent points discovered that the enemy proposed break- ing through, then we were sent there. As the head of 112 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF Grant's column reached the James River and was pre paring to cross and invest Petersburg, our eomniarid was hurried to a point about four miles from the river but when we got there the enemy's camp fires were smoking, they having just cooked three days rations and moved toward the river. I think that Gen. Lee Avould have preferred for Grant to cross the river, rather than to have fought another general engagement at that time. Desertions Our army was fearfully reduced by the casualties of the many battles they had fought that year and with sickness, captures and desertion. I am sorry to say that desertion constituted a very serious loss to the army of northern Virginia, If the loss by desertion had been altogether of the worthless fellows in the army, we could have stood it better but, as a matter of fact. very many excellent soldiers received letters from their homes and received reports of the suffering and priva- tions of their families until their patriotism became entirely overshadowed by the love they bore their families, A large number of such men as these took "French leave", never returning. Some of the men who ran away from the army and went to their homes saw to their families the best they could and returned to the army. From what little history I know, my conviction is that the best army the whole world has ever seen was the Confederate Army. A very large number of the men were intelligent and refined. In almost everv PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 113 company there could have been found a number of privates entirely equal to and often superior to the man who commanded them. I have the opinion that this army was as well disciplined for fighting purposes as any that ever existed. There were men in it from every walk of life and yet the whole of them bore the worst privations and hardships including hunger and cold as if they enjoyed it. After the war I lived awhile at Marietta, Ohio. Several people wanting to make me feel comfortable said, "We don't blame you, we know that you had to go in the army and could not help it." I was obliged to tell them to not waste any sym- pathy on me, that I went into this army because I wanted to and that I never saw the day I couldn't have gotten away if I had wanted to. Libby Prison We did guard duty for about six or eight weeks at Libby Prison, Libby No. 2 and at Castle Thunder. I was also at Belle Island one night. I will explain that at Libby Prison, Union officers alone were kept. I do not know how many were there at any one time, but probably as many as 1,200. They were as comfortably fixed as they would have been in quarters arranged by themselves. The building was an old tobacco factory, two stories high, with a base- ment, or cellar underneath. The building was about three hundred and fifty feet long. It fronted on Canal Street and on Cary Street. I was ordered into the two floors of this officers building several times, when they would refuse to at- 114 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF tend roll call. I talked to a good many of them. They did not complain of the fare, only as to its cheapness. r have seen several bushels of corn bread at a time, thrown out of the windows of that second floor, and as you have seen hogs grabbing corn thrown to them, so I have seen children of the city, white and black, watch- ing for the throwing out of this bread, so they could grab it as pigs rush and grab ears of corn when they are being fed. Libby number two, was a prison, also a tobacco factory, where sometimes about 900 men were kept. The Irish Beat Me Two rather amusing things occurred here. One was a case in which I was one of the actors. I was sentinel at one end of this building. By some means a large hole had been made in the brick work and the prisoners would frequently come to that hole and talk to us. One night I was on guard duty at that point and I heard a rich Irish voice ''Sentinel, Sentinel," I answered him, going up close to the hole. He said, "I want to trade you a new all-wool navy blue shirt for some wheat bread." Well we dickered some and I agreed to give him so many loaves. I could not de- liver the bread until' I could go up town and buy it. but on my next turn of duty, I would deliver it and get the shirt. I bought his seven loaves, paying, I think 30 cents per loaf for it. When I went to ex- change the bread for the shirt, I said, ' ' Now remember, I won't have an old shirt." Then he swore that this shirt had never been on a man's back. "Now," said PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 115 he, "You take hold of part of the shirt and give me hold of part of the bread package." This I did and then he' let go of the shirt and I of the bread at the same time and the trade was made. The trouble about this matter came a little later. I stuffed my newly acquired, clean, navy-blue shirt into the bosom of my overcoat and, when relief came, I hurried back to the guard house and lay down to sleep. I was very un- comfortable and when daylight came, I found that my fine Irish friend had allowed me to have an old worn out blue shirt that had probably never been washed and was full of lice. It is needless to say that this old shirt had filled my clothing, not with gray-backs, but with the worst breed of blue-backs. The other incident I think of took place at this same prison. The guard room was directly under one of the prison rooms. The ceiling in the guard room was about 133/2 feet high : In the middle of the guard room was a trap door, about 3x31/2 feet wide in the ceiling, opening into the prisoners room. One of our men traded something, I don't remember what, to a Yankee up there for a blanket. Our fellow stood on a table and reached up catching hold of the end of the blanket. The fellow reached down and got hold of whatever was being traded him and then shouted, "hoist away". Three or four Yankees were holding onto the blanket up there and at the word they pulled away with a will. Our man, Gilman, had wrapped the end of the blanket around his wrist so that he couldn't let go very quickly, when his head struck the ceiling it was with considerable force, he let go of the end of the blanket and dropped to the floor. He was hurt 116 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF right much and lost out in the trade. He had been badly used by the prisoners but he could not complain because it was a violation of the military rules for him to even answer a question asked by a prisoner, much less to have a trade with one of them. The Famous Libby Canal It was in Libby Prison that the famous tunnel was cut, which allowed the escape of a large number of Union officers. The building stood on a corner. They seemed to have had easy access into the cellar of the prison and no one has ever told how long they were engaged in digging the tunnel. There could only one dig at a time and he would bring the dirt out in his pockets and scatter it, or more probably hide it in a dark corner of the cellar. It was said to have been an excellent piece of engineering skill. The tun- nel, large enough to admit a man's body, went down below and under the foundation of the prison, then east under the sidewalk, then under the street and out into a stall in a livery stable. I do not remember how many escaped, but I think about 270, nearly all of them were captured and returned to prison. I was fortunate in knowing a man at Libby pris- on, who was a very fine cook, and he had charge of the kitchen in the preparation of the meals for Capt. Turner and other officers of the prison. His name was Jesse Walker. He married a cousin of mine and was detailed from the 44th Virginia to this service. Jesse gave me very many good meals at their table during my service in front of Richmond in 1864. I PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 117 President Davis I remember a very exciting thing that occurred in front of the prison one day. Pres. Davis, went down on a vessel from Rockets to some point below to examine the river defenses and when he returned he got off the boat and walked up to his residence. He was alone and he came up Canal Street by the prison. When he stepped up on the sidewalk at the lower end of the building one of the sentinels posted on the walk to pre- vent people from walking close to the windows, halted him and directed him to walk in the street. Mr. Davis seems to have not known about the order to keep in the street and he was quite indignant at the man order- ing him out,' of the way, telling him that he was Mr. Davis, President of the Confederacy. The sentinel still refused to let him pass and Mr. Davis always carried a' sword cane. He was so angry that he sprung the sword and lunged at the man. The man was not sure that he was the President, but he feared that he was. He backed away from him and called the Officer of the Guard, who came running and had the sentry taken to Castle Thunder, which was the place where our own political prisoners and all spies were incarcerated. Mr. Davis, was unreasoning in his anger at the man who obeyed his orders to keep everyone off the side- walk at the prison. I think the sentinel would have been court martialed, but when the news of this out- rage reached our camp a large body of our men rebelled and were going up to attack Castle Thunder and take the man out. When this news came to the authorities some of them hastily looked into the matter and called 118 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF on the President and had the man released, thus ending a very unpleasant matter that bid fair to have a bloody ending. We had a man by the name of St. John, son of Bishop St. John of the Episcopal church in Richmond. This young man was a very clever bright' young man and a good soldier, but he was dreadfully afflicted with chronic diarrhoea. Up to almost the last of 1864 he was still a victim of the disease. I knew one man in this company who actually died of the "itch". This ailment is often laughed at by those who do not know how serious it may become. I had it a number of times myself and I have known scores of men who were sufferers from it. Once I got some mercurial salve and rubbed all over me. I got well soon after this, but I have known of men dying from the use of this ointment and then taking cold. During the summer of '64, we were hard put to it in getting enough to eat. In my mess there were six of us. Wm. Barlow, brother of the Captain of our Company and Tom Pollock, half brother of the Barlows, and three other men whose names have been forgotten. I remember we went down to the fields of Francis Stearns and gleaned after the wheat harvest and dried the heads of wheat on our blankets, then rubbed them in our hands blowing the chaff away. We thus gathered 1% bushels of wheat which we carried to a little water mill up the line and had it ground. We baked hot cakes with all the bran in it. We could not afford to lose any part of it. One of our mess was a man of great appetite. He was never known to have enough. We were compelled PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 119 in self defense, to divide the bread into as many parts as there was members in the mess so that we might share equally. We brought pumpkins up after night and put them in our tent, using them sparingly. Slim "Picking" The coffee berry was not to be had from the Com- missary except at long intervals. During this year there was three months from one issuance of coffee to the next, and then I counted the grains received for three days ration and found just thirty two (32) grains. We would get meat issued but about once in from two to three months. I have paid one dollar for a cold sweet potato. Our menu generally consisted of one-half pint of blackeyed peas, one gill of very weak sorghum and one pint of cornmeal unsifted and notwithstanding all of this, we, that is our company, seldom lost| a man by desertion. We had a man by the name of Abinoe that de- serted. He was a sharp, shrewd fellow, lazy and a natural born liar, if there ever was any such person. On one charge or another he spent about half of his time in the guard house. Close Together Along in October, '64, the Federal lines and ours were about two hundred and twenty-five yards apart and there was an agreement that if a man from either side got more than one-half the distance between the lines he must not be fired on. One morning Abinoe 120 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF was on duty as a picket. He picked up a paper and climbed out of the rifle pit and said that he believed that he would go out there and trade papers. No one objected and when he got half way between the lines he sprinted, and before anyone could shoot he was so close to the enemy's line that he went in safely. One other case of desertion came to my notice in this immediate part of our line. In this case about seven men and a Lieut, were involved. These men were all on the picket line one dark night and I suppose had persuaded themselves that this was the best opportunity they would ever have to go to the Yankees. They start- ed about 2:30 A. M. but had^ forgotten that our line made a sharp turn not far from where they started, so instead of walking into the enemy's lines as they had expected to do, they walked over and were received into the Confederate lines. The case was so clear against them that they made no denial nor defense. They were executed as soon as the formality of a court martial could be gone through with next day. While we were at this camp I went over to Mr. Franklin Stearns one day, hoping to get some fresh buttermilk. Mr Stearns was out on the porch and he was very clever to me and invited me in and I talked with him for half an hour. He urged me to come back and see him, which I did many times. John Minor Botts, the Congressman, was a particular friend of his and he was full of the opinions so often expressed by that statesman, in opposition to State Rights, Southern Rights and Secession, and it seemed to me every prin- ciple that Virginia stood for. One day, when we were talking about State Rights, and I had given that as a reason for the South going PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 121 into war, Mr. Stearns said, "D State Rights, I am going to send my boys to Europe as fast as they become old enough to go into the Army." Mr. Stearns became very objectionable to the Gov- ernment and on account of some of his utterances and acts, he was arrested and put in prison as a' disloyal Southern man. He got out of prison, but was verj^ much embittered against the Confederate Government. From what I know of him I think that he could have been retained as a warm and useful friend of the South had it not been for some illadvised things said and done by some ultra Southern men, who were not friendly to Mr. Stearns. He was a very rich man. The interior lines around Richmond were about thirty-five miles long and after General Grant made his famous flank movement to the left and crossed Petersburg, we had very few troops on the north side, except those on this interior line. Often we had a very thin line protecting Richmond. I have known our forces reduced to not more than one thousand to the mile. We had redoubts thrown up at intervals of about eight hundred yards along this line, mounted heavy with guns, especially on the east and south. We had been, hurriedly called out of this interior line one day and sent down on the Charles city road where we had some artillery to meet the enemy who were about to enter the city at that point. It happened that while we were in line not far from the Rockbridge Battery, I saw a group of officers on their horses close to us. I drew a little nearer and recognized Gen. R, E. Lee, President Davis and Gen. Ijawton. There were a number of other officers also. 122 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF A few minutes afterwards an orderly galloped up to Gen. Lee and saluting said, "The Colonel sends his compliments to Gen. Lee and says he does not need any infantry to support his battery." The Rockbridge Battery was one of the most fam- ous organizations in the army and the same battery that Bob Lee, the son of Robert E. Lee belonged as a private. It was not often the case that a battery of Artillery felt so able to take care of themselves that they could afford to decline the Infantry support offered them. Dr. Mary Walker During this year of 1864, our command was help- ing guard the prisoners in Richmond. I think I have mentioned this before, but there comes to me now an incident that I will relate. One morning I was sent to Castle Thunder, a prison in which spies, deserters and disloyal southern people were kept. Soon after going on duty I passed the door of a prisoner, a comely looking young woman, that was not very striking in appearance, except that she was dressed oddly. She wore a bloomer costume. She told me her name was Miss Dr. Mary E. "Walker. She had been arrested as a spy. I do not know how soon she got out of prison. I saw her on the street guarded by a policeman, who had taken her to the Provost Marshals office. He was very much ashamed to be seen on the street with her, when she had such a peculiar dress. Everybody guyed him a great deal. PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 123 Volunteers One evening about the middle of September, our company was ordered into line and we were told that eight volunteers were wanted from this company. No other explanation was given. I do not know how many responded, but I happened to be one of the men. We immediately got ready and marched to Rockets, the steam boat landing, where we went on board a boat with several hundred men. None of us knew where we were going. The river had boats sunk here and there and mines laid to prevent the enemy's vessels from coming up, but our pilot understood the river route alright and about two o'clock, we landed opposite Dutch Gap Canal at Signal Hill. Gen. Butler was cutting a canal through the bend, which would shorten the distance twenty or more miles. There were about 400 of us sent to this point to build bomb proofs, to prevent Butler from carrying out his purpose. We were constantly under the fire of his guns for a good many days and nights and all the time we were there one-half of the command worked on the bomb- proofs while the other half stood in line with our guns ready for action. At night I think we placed a guard and got what sleep we could. The great noise of the big guns firing over and around us was not easy to sleep through, al- though we got used to it. This 400 men was made up of volunteers from probably sixty different commands. The officer in cjiarge was a Major, I cannot recall his name. He was 124 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF a man about thirty-five years old, but not a pleasant person at all. He was very overbearing and was much disliked among the men. One morning about four o'clock we were all arous- ed and drew three day's rations and began a hurried march back toward the city. After marching several miles in the direction of Fort Harrison, which was just outside of our interior lines, and on a small hill, we found that the enemy had followed us with a large army corps. The Battle of Fort Harrison, Sept 29 We hurried along, feeling that Fort Harrison would be a good place in case of a fight. Bushrod Johnson's Brigade, now only about 350 men, having been badly used up during the summer by fighting and sickness, covered our rear. We entered the Fort which had about seven thirty-two pound guns mounted and some smaller pieces. By the time we entered the Fort the enemy's sharpshooters were within less than three hundred yards of the walls. The men who were in charge of the Fort that morning were a mere handful and when they saw Gen. Howard's corps crossing the plain behind the few of us in front of Johnson, they left their guns and nearly all the men went in the direction of Richmond. Soon after we had taken position in the Fort and commenced firing, the enemy formed several brigades, four lines deep and made a tremendous attack on the left wing of the Fort. The fighting was dreadful. We got most of the guns manned, but not all of them got PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 125 into action, because we did not have enough men who understood handling those big guns to work on them. I suppose we held the place about forty-five min- utes. We had, in the beginning of the fight, about six hundred and sixty men, including the remnant of Bush- rod Johnson's brigade. Johnson's men were few in number and were almost exhausted when they reached the Fort. The enemy finally captured the right wing of our Fort, thus driving us farther left. When we first came into the fight, I was carrying our bacon strung in small strips, like fish are carried. I threw it over on the parapet and we went to loading and shooting as fast as we could. When we were ordered to the left, Tom Pollard, my mess-mate, grabbed the meat and brought it along. I did not think of it. When we were in position over on the left, Tom said to me, ''Mac, what in the name of God will I do with the meat?" I said to him: ''To the devil with the meat, throw it in that shanty behind us. If we ever get out of this, we can get it and if we do not, we won't need it." The enemy came up to within about seventy-five yards of the parapet and I think they did not gain a yard for about ten minutes, but, there were too many. We could not hold nor drive them back. I was standing where there was an opening in the wall to let artillery ill and out of the fort. I knew it was not a pleasant place for me, but in the excitement and confusion of the night, I thought of nothing else to do than to stay there. About that time I heard some extra loud shout- 126 PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS OF ing and looking to my right I saw a color bearer with a number of his comrades on top of the fort about fifty feet from me. The man was jabbing the staff in the earth, trying to plant the standard. I fired at him as he was jabbing the staff in the ground. He fell for- ward on his knees and then backward. Two other men told me they fired at that color bearer at the same mo- ment that I did. I never knew to a certainty.' that I ever shot and killed anyone during the war. The Major of whom I spoke above as having com- mand at Signal Hill, was killed in this action. Col. Hughes took command. When the first Federal line was about thirty feet outside the parapet from where I was standing, Col. Hughes spurred his horse across this military road and almost into their line and emptied his revolver in their faces. As he reined the horse back they were grabbing at his horses bridle. Then he turned the animal and was jumping him across this military road. While the horse was making the leap he was shot and fell. The rider must have fallen fifteen feet. In the meantime I had started tc« the rear and as I ran past the Col., who had just fallen, I glanced down at him and at that moment he jumped up and we ran off together. Of course the Federals streamed into the place, many, many thousands of them. Too Much For Us As I ran off Tom Pollard called at me to not run so fast, he was lame and could not keep up. I glanced over my shoulder and told Tom I was sorry for him, but I didn't have time to stop. Some of these PRIVATE JOHN HENRY CAMMACK 127 big thirty-twos and fours had been loaded before the eannoniers were driven off and the Yankees turned them on us. I confess that the worst fear I had at that time was being shot in the back with some of that grape or canister. We had about 650 men in the Fort, and we were attacked by something over 16,000 men. We only car- ried about fifty men out of the fight, the others were killed, wounded and captured. There was a line of rifle pits from the interior line toward the river at Chafins Bluff. Those rifle pits started from the line about six hundred yards above Fort Harrison. I stopped at this place and with the help of a Lieut, from Georgia, succeeded in rallying a lot of the soldiers who had been driven from the Fort and the line at other points. I suppose we had close to 150 men together, when Gen. Ervel appeared and ordered us to go into Fort Davis, a redoubt not far from us. He said he would have 15,000 men there in twenty minutes and we must hold the line until they came. We rushed in there and found about 200 men and six pieces of light artillery. Just as we were en- tering the redoubts I looked over toward Richmonr) and saw about three batteries of artillery coming. In the meantime the enemy had extended their lines to the right and had opened fire on our redoubt. Gen. Howard concentrated twenty-four pieces of artillery on that redoubt. The Infantry, only a few hundred men, used all the cartridges we had and some of the men ran to the rear to ordnance wagons and brought ammunition in their handkerchiefs. During this fight I saw every man at the guns