^ LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. ©]^ju @0|O|rig]^t ;f 0. - /^^ UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ■jT^fcilX^^ ^.^ KL fe^*^#^^ #, 44 ^ ^^i.% »^i? :^ k BflLlRDS FBOn THE ST. JO. Af U. CRULL. 'The poet's license — 'tis the fee Of earth, and sky, and river, For him who loves them royally, To hold and have forever." — j. g. saxe. ^894- i i r^ ^ CHARLES B. HIBBERD, l^^l^^ f ^ ^ SOUTH BEND. IND. ^^ 1^9 V- TO MY MOTHER. Copyrighted 1894 by A. U. CruII. CONTENTS The Old St Jo. - - - - - - 7 I. MEMORIES. Farm Times in Youth _ _ _ . g Sweet Mary ------- 10 In Summer Time - - _ _ _ j^ Culled from Evening - - - - - 15 At The Blacksmith's - _ _ _ jy More Things of Summer - - - - 19 Boy Life ------- 21 The Bubbling Baugo ----- 23 The Place to be a Boy - - - - 26 II. Taken from The Moods and Experiences of George Divine. George Caught in The Meshes - - - 28 Indications ------- 30 George's Prayer _ _ _ _ _ 32 George Away but Soon to Return - - 36 Remembrance ------ 3^ Elegy for Karl Ardent - - - - 38 Celestine :.-____ ^2 George's Friend in- Trouble - -. - 44 Longing ------- ^Ct George's Lady - - - - - - 50 III. Miscellaneous. To A Little Girl ----- ^2 Life's Mixture ------ 54 Is Life Worth Living ? - - - - 56 The Best in The World - - - - 58 Farewell ------- 61 The Dark Side --._-. 03 The BricxHT Side _ _ _ _ . fs^ A Christian's Thanksgiving Prayer - - 66 New Year's Lines ----- 53 A Letter I Love ------ 69 Tribute ------- ^i To James Whitcomb Riley - - - - 72 Let's Be Happy ------ 73 Unparalleled ------ 74 Best Things ------ 75 A Face -------- 77 Song .--.---- 78 Another Letter - - - - - - 79 Evening in the City - - - - - 81 Lines - - - - - - - - 83 Spring Again _--__- 85 Hymn Addressed to Evening - - - 86 Rhyme Everywhere ----- 88 A Beautiful Kindness - -. - - - - 91 Musing - - - - - -- -93 The Glory of Women _ - - - g^ Lines __-.--. g6 The Old -The New ----- 97 The Poet ------- 100 THE OLD ST. JO. O RIVER, where boy-hood longed to know Of the larger world where you mystic went ; What music so wild as the changing flow Which the clouds to your bubbling eddies lent? O swashing stream, when the freshet pours And the snows of winter are melted away, When the threatening thunder cloud lowers. And your colors turn to a dirty gray. O hurry and roar o'er the shallowed place. And bubble and rest where the river runs deep ; O music of birds when the first rays erase The morning mist from branches that weep. O waters that crowd where the shore juts out So rocky and tangled with wild-grape vine ; Your wavelets and foaming go churning about, The shadows out on you so lazy recline. O stream, with a thousand youthful joys Strewn along the sanded and pebbly banks ; O laughter of rollicking, wondering boys With such measure of villainous pranks. FARM TIMES IN YOUTH. FARM TIMES IN YOUTH. Such rivers there are where I Come from, and the brightest blue sky, And the loveliest grass, and the greenest trees, And the croaking crows, and bumble-bees. And meadow larks, too, that flutter away And hide in the leaves and the new-cut hay. Oh ! isn't it wonderful fun To watch the red squirrels run On the fence, and the dog half crazy belo\v. And the boys with their faces all aglow ? Oh ! better to live where the cherry blooms edge As thick as the snow-flakes white, and pledge The richest puddings and cream and pies, Than to be in town with its smoky skies. Oh ! happier it was to climb on the plow Than to ride in a Pullman palace now ; And wilder my heart beat then to hear The Jew's-harp's rough tones drop into my ear. Than to sit while the church choir sings, And the tenor starts on his eagle wings. And the bass gets down so dismal and deep, While the young man close at your side falls asleep. Oh ! fairer it was to trembling meet The bonneted girls with their unshod feet ; To carry their books, and run and laugh, And bellow, and frighten the calf. FARM TIMES IN YOUTH. Than to level one's self to society's whims And go where the giddy waltz swims. O sunshine and meadow and lowing herd ! O flutter of swallow and humming of bird ! O dew - drops like crystals that swung in the sun ! And sun - set so golden when the day was dojie ! O apples and peaches and beechnuts too, And spider- wheels spun where the ragweeds grew! O strawberries red as the carpet flowers ! O days as short as the later hours ! O neighbors who joked me and made me blush ! O fellows who choked me and made me hush That nonsense ! Ah ! those were times about As rich in life as the world turns out. SWEET MARY. SWEET MARY. There are old friends that live although Their song is hushed, and all the glow Of life is gone : sweet Mary she Lives like a dream, and follows me With that wild laugh and taunting gaze — Her eyes were gems which song can praise So meagerly. How fawn - like, too. She ran and leaped the door way through When noon hour came, and shouts so shrill Of boys and girls swept o'er the hill. Her voice w^as sweet with girlish glee, And had such wondrous melody Of praise when morning school-hour came, And every body tried the same Old tunes which still are jostled out From childish lips that smile and pout. But Mary's seat one April day Was vacant : it was such awkward way To have the day's mixed tasks begin Unless her voice v/as mingled in The music ; and there was no laugh Upon our lips for almost half lO SWEET MARY. An hour. Some one had whispered round How such a moaning plaint, — the sound Of agony came through the wide Open door where sweet she lay inside. Her mother's kiss and touch so kind Could not allay the fevered mind ; The doctor with his morning smile In such a cheery, hopeful style, Was sure that soon our friend would grace Her seat again ; and sudden trace Of joy looked out from many a face. But as the days dragged weary on Another world began to dawn Upon the little sufferer ; The roses left her cheeks, and where Had been the laughing eyes so blue Such patient longing calm looked through ; No murmur of reproach for this Quick parting from youth's heaped - up bliss. The horses harnessed black came out From town, and men with arms so stout Caught up the wreck of what had seemed An angel in our lives. Tears streamed The mother's cheeks in her wild woe, And women whose lives were all aglow Sobbed as they looked and closer pressed Their babes so frail upon their breast. II SWEET MARY. Oh ! ^^ earth to earth and dust to dust," That startles me in spite of trust, Was trembling dropped from sacred tongue, And we who looked on Death so young Forgot the grief that had so wrung Our hearts ; for other lives touched ours, — And youth's deep griefs are like spring showers. IN SUMMER TIME. IN SUMMER TIME. The locust buzzes in the trees, And the cricket chirps and chirps at night, And the lazy, bumming bumble - bees On the sweetest clover light. The wagons creak and the horses puff And patient pull the loads of hay ; And at times the driver swears so gruff And frightens the children where they play. The robin breaks the noon - tide heat With his chirrup high on the maple twig, And the crow moves on with steady beat. While the bee - bird strikes a whirl - a - gig. A moan floats over the marsh and hill. Of the milk - maid's mooing, patient cows ; The breezes toss and gentle fill The tangled tree -top's leafy boughs. The house - wife sits between the doors And laughs as the sweetest children play ; Then a song of hope she playfuly pours As she sets the dinner dishes away. The turkey struts in his lordly style, The cardinal king of the barn - yard flocks ; The ducks jaunt off in single file, Aloft the mischief red - head knocks. IN SUMMER TIME. The chickens sit with open eye And ears all awake as the speckled hen Clucks soft and finds as she scans the sky That the hawk is floating up there again. The stable doors are open wide, And the dreamy pigeons sit and coo, While the horses' hoofs resound inside, And the hired - man sleeps the noon hour through. The clouds drift away in heaps of gauze Across the arch of the mystic dome, And the traveler starts from his resting pause And sighs again for his farm - house home. The watch - dog lazy lies before The barn where wagon and hay - rack stand, But bounds with a wish across the floors To catch the touch of his master's hand. The life of the farm is sweet to me, And the boyish passions still abide To return each year when from books I'm free Where my mother and sister reside. 14 CULLED FROM EVENING. CULLED FROM EVENING. Yonder where the fading glow Of sunset sinks so soft below The hills the bob -white used to sit And whistle for his mate, and flit Whene'er I tossed the wicked stone — I stand there now, it seems, alone And hear the wild -bird's mingled cry. Above, the black - birds flutter by. And softly comes the good - night coo Of turtle doves — I feel the dew Damp on the tender, spreading grass, And see the wild - cranes awkward pass Above the trees. The brook, whose praise Is sung in Tennyson's wild lays. Moves on between the logs and stops Within, the pools awhile, then drops In troubled accents o'er some steep. The early stars begin to keep Their vigil round a tired world ; The farmer's call to cows is hurled Across the fields until it wakes In yonder forest wall and takes Its backward bound. A soothing sound Which travels slow along the ground Is borne upon the cooling bree/e And niunnurs in the swaying trees ; 15 CULLED FROM EVENING. The great trunks form a line of black, And through its center runs a track Of light. The wagon with its wheels Grates harsh upon this peace, and steals Away the quiet of the hour With all its sense of hidden power. Day sinks itself in gathering night ; The last faint rays of western light Dip soft away. The heavy cars Roll dismally along ; the stars Are crowding in the arch above — The youth is wondering when his love Will be more than a rhyme - told song. The farmer, with his hand made strong By toil, sinks down upon his bed After his loved good night is said. O days ! beyond my poor recall, Linked to my soul with love, how small Thy griefs ! But in life's gathering hope Backward my memories ever slope; And while my faith grows firmer fixed I'll keep the doubts with courage mixed. i6 AT THE blacksmith's. AT THE BLACKSMITH'S To - DAY I stopped at the back swung door, And a feeling of sadness swept o'er The scene like the one I used to love When I was a boy, not yet above The bare -foot tramp around the fields. What a flood of delight remembrance yields As I sit again and hear the roar Of bellows, and see the iron once more, And hear the horses stamp. I applaud The bay with words as he stands half awed By the black - smith's quick and steady stroke As he pounds the nail and drives the joke. The sparks leapt aloft as the canvas swelled, And moaned on its lips where the hot waves welled, And groaned while a grimy hand so strong Pulled the lever down, and then came a song. The memory of the past abides As life leaps along in crimson tides. While youth grows fainter and farther away Still the boys are passing the place each day, And they stop and twitter, and strain their eyes With sights like those I saw. Surprise 17 AT THE blacksmith's. Creeps into their fevered brains and breaks In laughter and cheers, and rudely awakes The embers that hide in the black- smith's heart As he ply's his stroke and honors his art. Sometimes he smiles, and again a tear Creeps across his cheek while he stoops to hear The boyish clamor and questioning That touch life's harp on its delicate string. i8 MORE THINGS OF SUMMER. MORE THINGS OF SUMMER. Once more I sit in the shade and hear The bumble - bee buzz and the robin squeak, While across the road that runs so near The wood - pecker thumps with his ivory beak. And the breezes toss the golden grain And bend the tops of the maple trees ; The cows saunter slowly clown the lane And the wind - mill grinds as the currents please. The grass flattens out where I lie and muse And get back close to Heaven once more ; The boy thumps out with his stogy shoes And whistles and swings the old - barn - door. Thegeese gabble round and saucily hiss, And the guineas cluck ^^ pa - twrack, pa - twrack; " The doves flutter down and murmur amiss While the sob of the orchard floats back. The young apples hang in clusters on high And the leaves keep them company greenly rich; The boys look longing right up at the sky Where the tree - toad croaks in his hidden niche. Sweet scent of the meadow fills the day And tells of clover - blooms richest red ; The oriole swings and swings away And into the nest pulls hiick her head. 19 MORE THINGS OF SUMMER. My neighbor, the jolly and bare -foot man, Lies flat on his back in the front - door yard ; His head is lowered as far as it can, And his slumbers the dog's eyes guard. The punkins are big almost as my fist. And the vines are reaching all ways about ; While the melons begin to insist For room, and the corn-stalks get more stout. The potato - bugs climb up in the sun And sit as still as a practised shirk ; They eat and eat until they are done Or till the Paris - green does its work. BOY LIFE. BOY LIFE. Just to get a new and dainty fit Of clothes, and to catch the biggest chub, To astonish the boys with a little bit Of dexterous leaping across the fence, Without once touching your hands : to commence To make the hide on your fore -head rub. To stand at the head of the spelling class, And knock the ball so hard, till it flies As high as the maple trees ; to gas With the man who runs the heavy machine And keeps it Oh ! so nice and clean. And eats with his knife the freshest pies. And then it's a hero who can ride The iron -gray horses that champ the steel. Who can sit astride or on one side — High honor it is to drive the team And help the women churn the cream With the churn that turns by an iron wheel. And it enlarges the mimic's head To be requested to write his name In copy - books, with a pencil red ; And there is a thrill of pride and stir Of power when his neighbor calls him ''sir" — To be forgotten is the palm of shame. 21 BOY LIFE. When the school - mam smiles he colors quick, When the girls choose him he feels a thrill Of joy shoot into his heart, and thick Is his ready tongue for a little while ; And he is in his highest style When he .says a piece, and the crowd is still. But Oh ! he hears of the city and longs To see the towers that loom so high Aloft ; and he sings his sister old songs. And runs on errands to the neighbor folks ; But he eats green apples and nearly chokes As he lolls beneath the big blue sky. 22 THE BUBBLING BAUGO. THE BUBBLING BAUGO. Across the corn - field, past the trees The Baugo luns ; in galaxies Of waves he crowds among the shrubs That line his track ; he maddened rubs The banks of clay that shining turn And crook and meet the waters stern. He darts below J. Sticklers barn And spins away among the yarn Of calamus that mats the clay ; And here the shiners dart away As boys toss in the baited hook, And anxious, free from spelling book, They see the cork go bobbing down. Their faces catch the darkest brown In spite of straw - hats with broad brim. The swallows flit and float and skim So close beside the water's edge. Far out upon the rocky ledge The turtle sits and w^nks and fries His back against the sun, nor tries His skill at leaping, but creeps in THE BUBBLTNG BAUGO. And dives ^yhene'er you just begin To crawl upon him where he stays. Across the brook where cattle graze The fish - hawk screeches, seated on The limb from which the leaves are gone ; His murmur has a long - drawn cry Of woe for me when dog- days dry The brooks, and when the open sky Keeps on its garb of steady blue, And the mosquitoes half eat you. The king -fisher skims, and bold Darts by, and angered tries to scold ; He dips his breast in the whirling pool, Nor does he fly by any rule Of measurement, but probes his beak Into the stream, then goes to seek The hollow in the bank below The great oak tree, which late will throw The acorns in the waves and moan Beneath the moon when autumn's own Career has stripped the trembling twigs Of all their leaves, and frost - fall digs The greenness from belated corn. stream ! wiiere appetite was born In me for song of birds and bees ; Where panting on the matted leas 1 tossed myself and wondered what On earth could be a happier lot 24 THE BUBBLING BAUGO. Than mine, with all the wealth of love Which parents gave. The softening glove Of city scenes not yet had cooled My boy - hood loves, nor yet had ruled The fashion of my coats and shoes — So fast and strange life's current strews The early hopes, and sweeps us on The way where higher faith must dawn. 25 THE PLACE TO BE A BOY. THE PLACE TO BE A BOY. All right, I confess, to live in town Where the houses loom up so high, And steeples of churches look down As you pass where the street - cars fly. It is good, I admit, to get the news As it fills the papers and helps you wait ; To wear clean breeches and well - blacked shoes, And to hear the statesmen orate. These are fine, but by far the best And sweetest of life for boys. Is to live where the wild birds nest And to taste the country's unmixed joys; To climb the hickory trees for nuts, And to shake the butternuts on the ground ; To hold to the seat w^hile the wicked ruts Make the Avagon creak and crazy bound : To hunt the rabbit and wily fox. And leap across the brooks and the logs ; To ride the horses and drive the ox. And to watch the wiggling polly - wogs : To know where the ivy twines And the reddest June - berries grow ; To mix your feet with the melon vines, And to scent the blossoms before they go. 26 THE PLACE TO BE A BOY. Oh ! give me the fresh, pure breath Of the country, without a street In sight; where you can watch the death Of the year and be the first to greet The May - apples when- they sprout And push the leaves as they cautious come ; And I like the croak of the frogs about The time when the pheasants drum. And the tasks on the farm which they give To the boy. make him walk with the sheep and pig; And he trusts himself and learns to live While his muscles and lungs grow big. The horses that trot are better to ride Than electric cars that spin And shake and bounce ; and too, inside They charge you five cents to begin. More goodness sinks into the soul, More courage gets into the brain Where the sun - light streams, and the roll Of Nature sweeps on in her strain. GEORGE CAUGHT IN THE MESHES. GEORGE CAUGHT IN THE MESHES. Across my lady's face there runs A smile which I can't help adore ; The larger chase the little ones And then they all run back once more. Her lips are curved so fine, and tipped With rosy red ; and too, a kiss Is there. One time I slyly slipped And stole a few, which she don't miss. I never yet have penned a rhyme To celebrate my lady's worth, For when I try to, every time They mix too much w^ith things of earth. I can't make purest things more pure Nor add new beauty to the rose : Paper and pen I am quite sure Will fail to even half disclose. Something is prisoned in my vest — I wonder if the same will be When I am older and the best Of life eterne is gone from me ? The sweetest smiles that oftimes live On lady lips, or e'en a laugh Like giant's roar, could never give My secret all away, nor half. 28 GEORGE CAUGHT IN THE MESHES. Far stretched the prairies lie between, And miles of forest bar my eyes From sight of hers. The hills were green When last we parted, and the skies Were smoky all around the edge ; The black - bird beat his random way. And sparrows fluttered in the hedge — How sweet it would have been to stay I I will not vex myself with doubt To know if these pure joys can last ; Not now shall they be put to rout By sterner things — Fll hold them fast. Life is so strangely, deftly spun With mingling of the false and true. When once a joy unmixed IVe won Oh ! let me live it slowly through. Let Byron rage and strike his chain. Let cynics hug their wretched choice ; Let me strike up a little strain To suit my lady's trembling voice, ril seek the rose and not the thorn, And when the roses cease to grow And bloom Til hasten to adorn With other flowers — I hate old woe I 29 INDICATIONS. INDICATIONS. George left me just a little while ago : I asked him what was on again — you know That we are confidential friends, and they Are rather scarce along the world's high - way. But to-night my friend was silent, and the dart Of humor in his eye shut oat my heart ; But then it is plain that when I once confess That secrecy is mean — Yes, wretchedness — The boy will let me see what is inside His own heart's core ; I never yet defied Him when he challenged me to let him see My deepest plot of love and secrecy. And friendship is a jealous, fleeing thing. Nor will it stay where light doubts bring Suspicion ever so small : the heart must be As frank as morning sunrise and as free As holy Christian's love for Himx w^io fain Would humanly have missed dark Calvary's pain. But now the meaning of his eye I know — Soft ! listen while the moon is dipping low^ Into the lurid West ; the soft tones flow Along the street ; the crisp and midnight air Is freighted with a song — almost a prayer. It is the lover's strain, sweet serenade. And I am anxious, too, yes l.alf afraid 30 INDICATIONS. Lest she who sleeps in yonder darkened room May only dream that in the night's deep gloom A hero came and called in sobbing tone — But no, for they who worship from the throne Which love lifts up, not slowly recognize The voice which all through waking hours they prize. And now the song is gone, and with it, too, A youthful hope and fervor larger grew : Soft hands are used to send a girPs reply. And with the plauding George again will try. O these are little Juliet and Romeo ! It is the wide world's way : this overflow Of youthful bliss will never, never cease, Though lover's vows are broken and increase Of anguish comes with gathering years. How plain Why George would only smile ! he won't refrain From pouring out his secret now, and we Will laugh and celebrate right royally. 31 GEORGE'S PRAYER. Kind Father/ what hast thou not done To help the quickening pulses run With ecstacy ! What world could be More crowned with love than this I see About me ? Such childish laughs and pranks Are every where : no later clanks Of fear oppressed love they feel, But every moment starts a pe^l Of joy from off red lips ; the tear That transient griefs press out, is near Upon a smile, which latent lies And breaks before the sorrow dies. All this I lived one time, and yet There linger memories I can't forget. Of youth's own bliss of things possessed. Dear Lord, have not I been caressed By mother hands ? have not lips pressed To mine her fondest tear- wet kiss? Nor do I now once daily miss Her prayer for me, and when 1 take Long leave of her there is such ache In this full heart — could thy great thought Spare her least pain ; may never aught Of all I do rob her of sleep Or make the furrows sink more deep 32 George's prayer. Upon her cheek. My brothers are Grown men, but every little jar To us hurts those hard wrung heart strings Which loved us through the darkest things. Christ and God! Thou hast returned The blossoms to the trees and earned Such love from me ! I saddened yearned To see the meadow with its dress Come noiseless back, that I might press My heart upon the mother fair, Who with anemones set there And pansies sweet, outruns my prayer. And this deep frightened breath Swept out the wood, has banished death From every hill ; the swaying pine Is lost among the greener twine Of vines and tossing, fluttering flags Of foliage ; the little crags Of greenness spread across the hill Tempt me to stop. O God, I will Not ask for garlands better twined 1 han these whereon I fall, inclined To sleep and dream. But O ! I would The little girls in alleys could Breathe here the breath which tosses white The blossoms where I try to write. And if there were more loved in all The hearts that crowd to see the fall 33 GEORGE'S PRAYER. Of ashes on some fevered face Which lets this world of beauty go And meets the things almost we know ! O, Christ ! shall I profane these lips To ask thee for great things — high place Where manhood stoops and sullied slips ? Couldst Ttiou, O holy, holy One, Let all my heart's outgoings run With keener zest, to those who sit In darkness ? in whose face is writ The blush of shame ? And if it may Be so, help us to find the way To call the deadened virtue back To some dark - dealing soul. Unpack The selfishness which sits enthroned In hearts of those who Christ have owned Upon their lips, but never yet Have eager tried to soothing let The good deed find its patient way Where sorrow sits and scarce can pray. Father, befriend, O not forsake The ones unloved who maddened wake And scorn the sun - beams as they find The shadows in the filthy mind. And there are still forgotten things For which my heart so riven sings, — Loved ones on whom the curtain swings Of poverty, and cruel brings 34 George's prayer. The sleepless night of dread unrest. Need this be so ? Thou knowest best Which way all dutys should be learned, And how the common problem burned Into life's core. Be blessings on Me when the blithesome days are gone, Be my first love as pure and calm As when I earliest drank the balm Of kisses oif the willing lips. And mid all pain, through awkward slips Of life, may every effort lift Some one and make the shadows drift. 35 GEORGE AWAY ! BUT SOON TO RETURN. GEORGE AWAY! BUT SOON TO RETURN. The leaves are falling and softly float The laughter and ripple of waters, and in The night - time from the cuckoo's throat The wierd notes come ; and now begin To gather the frogs along the stream, And the marsh is dark and still, While the early fire - flies gleam Down below the silent mill. In this calm hour Clotilde Sits twining the tendrils and leaves Which her lap have carelessly filled ; And in her heart she silent grieves That I must away on the morrow's sunrise To the land where the cypress swings. And the summer never dies, And no winter - wind sings. Good night ! and farewell, O love, Until my errand is done ; With thee in my heart and God above. My labor will lightly be won And letters Til send and flowers Plucked off from the orange trees, To hurry the days and the hours Till again I kiss thy lips with these. 36 GEORGE'S REMEMBRANCE. GEORGE'S REMEMBRANCE. But O! for a pen that rightly might tell The secret I keep and save it so well, Of the love whose presence is ever near, Though the winter chills and the storm beats drear; And the times when we pressed the daisies sweet And crowded the sand down under our feet ; Of the things that we knew yet did not say As the stars turned round the arched way. Dear sunshine and shadow were all forgot ; The tremble of trees in the garden lot We saw, but the love that we worshiping knew, As pure as the dawn, as chaste as the dew, Filled full our hearts and calmly shut out The world that mixed - up was scattered about. ">! George's elegy for karl ardent. GEORGE'S ELEGY FOR KARL ARDENT. PRIEST, your words are dark with pain ; You try to tell me what his share Of bliss : but you forget the gain That I had in his face so fair. So many times we met and vied In friendly feats of earnest thought — Lm sure no ill can him betide, But such sincerity he brought. His picture hangs above my chair, Those eyes so steady scan my face, And in that deep, courageous air 1 see the type of manly grace. No trace of cowardice is here, No sign of choice for sensuous sin — My friend ! his love I had sincere, No maiden had essayed to win. Where is he now ? not long ago He gave me entrance to his heart ; My face is wet with streaming woe. My life has sore been torn apart. His sister does not moan, but I Can scarce be reconciled to fate — These tears would cease did I but try, But griefs would fast accumulate. 38 George's elegy for karl ardent. Oh ! life has so much lack of joy, And those in whom our trust is fixed Are ah ! so few : he kept the boy So sweetly with his manhood mixed. When sorrow dropped upon my hope He had such words of kind appeal That I could see the future slope Into the light. Almost I feel The pressure of that firm right hand Upon my- arm even as I write — How soldiery he used to stand And chafe me for my sighs ! he might Have stayed below and blessed me still As life runs swiftly to its end ; It was his constant aim to fill My joys — beneath this woe I bend. Shall I wear emblems of my grief To let the world know why my face Is sad ? could this bring least relief, And would it help to live and chase The shadows from my daily task ? I know what he would have me do — Those lips are ready now to ask, ^*Do you intend to live less true?" 39 George's elegy for karl ardent. Were it not best to stand erect, Whatever good or ill befall ? How well just now I recollect His morning greeting and call To follow when we heard the cry Of pain sweep down the burning street,— He did not hesitate to die To make some other life more sweet? How beautiful it is that such As he are vouchsafed to the world ! Around us moves and lingers much So lowly vile : men's souls are curled Within coarse mantles — weak as grass. They imitate and ape the throng And link themselves close to the class Who do not feel another's wrong. But this bold pioneer of mine Had shut his teeth, compressed his lips. And vowed that he would not resign Himself to empty gain ; the whips Which swing in Custom's coward hand He scorned as only valiant heroes can,— His life was calm, the day's command He kept, and stood a noble man. 40 GEORGE'S ELEGY FOR KARL ARDENT. Ah ! his was the frankest heart : He never quailed nor fear could know, And never tried the shameless art Which cowards train to meet a foe ; But like the cloudless sun at dawn — His face bespoke the hidden thought, And crystal clear the voice now gone His soul's expression sweetly wrought. Where is he now ? Oh ! Faith, I see The gold tints on the sun-set sky : Those beauties ! have they small degree Of lights which meet his sainted eye ? What could I w^ish for him — a rest Where pain and labor find release ? No I no ! for him it seemed the best To see the tasks begun, increase. Who is it longs for rest ? not souls Tvike his ; and where his spirit dwell, I know his throbbing brain patrols The wronged. And now, O Karl, farewell Had it been mine to make the choice, I would have chained thee to this heart ; But I submit : henceforth thy voice, Though gone, new courage shall impart. 41 George's celestine. GEORGE'S CELESTINE. To-day 1 looked into the past — It is a picture sad and vast ; Crime and intrigue are everywhere, Men lose themselves and lightly err To win renown ; soldiers are lost In bliss to see their brothers tossed Upon the earth, and scarcely ask How hearts will wring with woe ; they bask In smile of emperor whose least salute Quick wins the wavering recruit. I am not faint to know that through The years men rushed to arms and drew Heart blood without a tear or sigh : Mayhap because men dared to die Ourselves and loved are named the free, And breathe the air of liberty. But, O Celeste, thy beaming face And open heart and woman's grace. Are more to me than all the fame That lives about heroic name. Oh sw^eet ! to know that every hour. Afar or near, love's magic power Abides, and thy dear heart is true To our first pledge ; the mystic blue Of thy fair-speaking, modest eyes Is part of all I see ; surprise 42 GEORGE'S CELESTINE. Of song that came and went, as soft You touched the keys, and trilled the oft Repeated notes, lives on and gains In melody as other strains I hear. Celeste, thy voice was low When evening shadows fell ; the glow Of sunset kissed the hills, and tears Were on my cheeks ; unbidden fears Crowded themselves into my heart When it was ours to kiss and part ; But each day's toil is firmer writ In earnestness to make it fit Approval for thy coming smile. When I shall clasp thy hand, and style Thee queen of all that life may hold ; And were my honors thousand-fold As rich as ever came to gifted men, ril live the old joy oft again, Which thrilled me through, sublimely blessed When your full heart its love confessed. 43 George's friend in trouble. CxEORGE'S FRIEND IN TROUBLE. Two eyes he saw, and after that He forgot where he was, and slipped his hat On backward, and felt a thrill Of trembling get into his w^ill. And he went from the church all awake With something that made his big heart ache To see that face again and to rest His eyes unknown upon the crest Of her hat; and then a little more bold He felt somewhat like the lovers of old That his time had come. Asleep that night He dreamed as usual ; he blew out the light But saw in the darkness cold and deep The lips of red and the graceful sweep Of her head, and the chastest smile And dimples that played and stayed awhile, Then changed to new places in her cheeks. The hours after that stretched out into weeks, And his appetite grew slowly faint And in his slumbers there came the taint Of hope or despair : the rest of the fair Ones had grown strangely poor and bare 44 George's friend in trouble. Of beauty for him. And Oh ! this boy, My friend, so big and strong, like a toy On the ocean was tossed about With love : and he who had been so stout And had laughed at danger and darkness, grew weak And timid, and fearful, and afraid to seek What most he prized. I said '' Now, go Win the girl like the man you are, and show What mettle is in your nerve and blood '' — To-night the news came like a thud Of surprise ; for J. E. in the spring will marry And change the but not the Carrie. 45 LONGING. LONGING. George is guessing what will be The morrow weather, and if we Can set our light canoe askim On the river's eddying brim ; Wondering if the rain will pelt Round the water's edge where dwelt The droves of ducks we slyly slipped Upon, as noislessly the oars we dipped. And we figure when the flowers Will follow fast the warming showers, And the lilacs soft awake Such odors in the wind to shake ; When the grass will spread as soft As our boyhood pillows in the loft, And the north wind will forget For a season short to fret The maple trees that sigh and swing Like a war-encumbered king. We wonder if the well-sown field Will for the farmer plenteous yield. And if the mortgage hanging o'er The home can be released before It falls. George asks me when perhaps We can take a calm relapse 46 LONGING Out in the sunlight as it steals Across the hills amid the peals Of tree-top swinging bird and hum Of morning things : the distant drum Of pheasants in the tangled wood And hen-hawk's cry of hardihood. And sometimes, too, we whisper low About the future and the slow Approach of P'ortiine— skittish dame — Who in our youthful fancy came With palaces of art and sweet Release from toil, where weary feet And tired hands might rest and greet Our sisters and our brothers who Had been less happy, and slow grew In wealth and fame. And then we fret For swift return to her w^ho let Us go with tear-dimmed eye and breath That murmured some of fear lest death Should steal away maternal bliss Which comes when falls our greeting kiss. And O, we muse about the day When love shall come to us and stay No more to shy and live in books Alone : we question with what looks The spell will come to him and me — In loveliest, fairest modesty, Or taunting, dangerous co(|uetr}'. 47 LONGING Will it be eyes of flashing dark And cheek of marble with the mark Of pink ? or will the eyes unseen Be heaven's own blue ? and lips between Which pearls of whiteness gently show, While all the time they carry glow Of reddest red ? and when we meet With sadness and a strange retreat Of joy we find in prose or song, We wonder O, how far, how long Must be the way until new laugh Can be evoked, and lost the half Of all the heavy load that's flung Into life's scales so strangely swung. And many times there comes the guess When hearts will meet in tenderness To see the prodigal out-cast Find pity in men's love at last ; When worships of the rich shall be A thing of only memory, A shadow in the past so filled With wrong, which sweetest sweetness killed. And O, we count the little span Allotted to the full-lifed man, And see the days spin off so swift Into the realms where shadows drift ; And then we long for courage strong To help the right, make fail the wrong, 48 LONGING. To bring the day long shut from earth, To haste the time of that new birth Of man which shall bring in the reign Of love without such bitter stain Of self. And we look far across The stream, and see a gain in loss Of parting at the place called death — And catch new hope with every breath. 49 George's lady. GEORGE'S LADY. And she is fair as the early rose, As pure as the breath of the morning that blows From the hill where the mated flowers droop In sweetness, and the whitest lilies group. Oh ! she is lovely as the morn With its clusters of clouds upborne ; As the day when the shower has sudden left The sun-light look through the clouds, bereft Of the echoing thunder crash And the livid lightning's maddened flash. Oh ! she is whiter in soul than the flake Which eddys and sinks in the hidden brake Of the forest trees ; and her lips are still Unkissed by another ; her calm eyes fill With joy when my hand in hers is placed. And her life is as beauteous and chaste As the rain-drop which circles and sinks In the sunlight ; as the bell which clinks From afar as the timid herd climbs over The hills all wrapped in their mantle of clover. Oh ! she is as frank as the early star When the skies of curtains all spotless are ; 50 George's lady. As the maiden who trusting loves Her brother ; as sweet is she as the doves That cooing sit quiet and soften their voice Oh ! she is my love and I am her choice — Unworthy, too, of her gifted trust ; And the harshness all the notes encrust When I offer a song in the dead Of night as she sleeps in her snow-white bed Above me where I lie in the pallid light Of the moon, and around is the veil of night. 51 TO A LITTLE GIRL. TO A LITTLE GIRL. Such eyes ! jet black, and too, They sparkle and thrill me through. Your apron is tied as neat as the rose Fits into its place — such bows Only mothers can make. See here, little one, don't shake Your head so harshly nor cough. For the dimples might fall off. Your playthings are there on the sod, Left careless to answer a nod Of greeting that came from the man Who brings the berries and keeps the can Of milk in the cart, in front Of his feet, and drives the pigs that grunt, And whistles the dogs that hunt. Your blooming, bonnetted face Bears not the first little trace Of shame or grief, and the tears That gather for a few short years To come, will be light as the dew — So quick to depart and so to renew ! And the silvery tones of your tongue Like wood-bird notes, are flung With laughter's own careless pearls. Which sweetly jostle the curls 52 TO A LITTLE GIRL. About your ears. In the distant land The Master's gentle command To his followers by the sea Was the wish that they might be Like the children who came to him. Faces grow long and grim As the years crowd on and sweep With remorseless steps, and deep The voice gets, and carries a tone Of business. But I am prone Almost to wish that your Sweet self as you are might endure. O what would you like the best ? Your playthings lose sudden the zest Of daily pleasure for you : You need a toy or dolly that's new. Sweet one ! it pleases me so To steal a kiss ; and you don't know How much is the trouble your mother takes To butter your bread and cool off the cakes, To smooth down the pillow and curl your hair, And fix in your heart a little prayer. But we'll not vex us now and wonder What is to be, but ever soft under My vest remembrance of best kiss I'll keep — You are too perfect for this Crooked rhyme : and now we must say good-by Be just a girl and don't you dare cry. 53 LIFE'S MIXTURE. LIFE'S MIXTURE. Unsung men die ! but this has naught Of pain for me : such tears bedew My heart to see men still untaught In deeds of love and mercy too. Dear little children moan and press Thin lips to mother's sadly marred With shame, made sadder with distress : And love's fair gates are harshly jarred. The wheels of commerce grind and crush Fair childhood still in tenderest bloom, And over song they bring a hush, And into love a murderous gloom. Oh ! wealth of gold is empty spite Of drapery and jewels rare : Hearts are the home, and lives delight Where passion pure outrivals care. Such blighted lives in prisons droop And quiver at the faint recall Of her who smiling used to stoop And coo and let the kisses fall. The summer creeps into the year And brings the spring and flowers back, But cannot wake my loved so dear Who sleep beside the wagon track. 54 life's mixture. Nor does it heal the wounded hearts So foully seared with careless wrong ; It needs love's rarest art of arts To fill the soul with sweetest song. The year is steeped with wild delight, And autumn crowns it round with gold ; But sorrow's links the chain unite — Not half life's pain was ever told. O heart ! it is not fortune's thrust Of bitterness at thee I note ; But those I love life's woes encrust, And stop the music in my throat. But joy will come to them and I Will seal the sadness ere it slips And sets the tear drop in my eye And burns upon these fevered lips. 55 IS LIFE WORTH LIVING? IS LIFE WORTH LIVING? The smile of the girls and the jolly joke Of the boys as we meet and give and take Keen thrusts of humor, and gently poke A pun to set the laughter awake. There is a sweetness in the strain Of music that comes from the new church choir : As they sing the old tunes with soft refrain I feel myself borne higher and higher. And there is such joy in the dear sunrise As it mounts the towering steeples and hills, Streaks away on the scattered clouds and the skies, And awakes again the whistles and mills. And, too, it is so good to work All the day and scarcely note as flies The time fast away, and never shirk A duty till slumber bedews the eyes. Oh pleasant ! to watch the moon and the stars As they scatter across the blue, While below me hurry the passenger cars And carry their precious freight safely through. 56 IS LIFE WORTH LIVING ? Oh blessing ! to meet the ones who held To me fast when life was dark and cold, When through the sadness, so hardly quelled, Small hope of success was left to hold. High treasure of life ! to live for those Who silently sorrow and anxious wait For the good time to come when the beaten foes Of high effort their warfare abate. And, then, to know that true deed and word Of kindness forever endure and win New beauty wherever they are seen and heard, From the moment they first begin. 57 THE BEST IN THE WORLD ! THE BEST IN THE WORLD ! A SONG to-night, boys? Alas ! I would That I had music in my soul — Homer could If he were here. Suppose I try a toast ? ^^Our sweethearts?" you know that pleases most Young fellows anytime, by day or night ; But then you see Vm older and not quite So like to wander off on things like that — Don't leave us, Jim ; some one pull off his hat. Jim met with a misfortune late, 'tis said. Talk '^sweet-heart" to him, he gets as rich, ripe red As cranberries when they are nicely cooked. And it's whispered round that Charley hooked His girl from him down at the dance — The boy I he's got an uncle and two aunts With lots of money ; they keep him trim, And the sweetest girl in town will smile on him. But to-night there is a fairer one for me — You don't believe it? Wait. Do you see That letter over there ? my pen is wet. The ink is dripping from it yet ; Inside of that is the story of my love : A pretty theme ? Ah I yes, it is, but above 58 THE BEST IN THE WORLD ! The common songs that line our books — I see a face ! how sweet and pure it looks ! There is no error here ; fortune may never smile, Or if she come and fail, I know the while This love is fixed as yonder northern star ; And if I linger near or wander far. Wide open arms, caresses chaste, as sweet As angel smile are hidden there to greet, Oh ! those hands have cooled my fevered brow — How vividly I see the tears (you must allow Me time to be myself again) I felt A thickening in my throat ; 'twill quickly melt As other memories come streaming on : Of patient toil, blest deeds of love ; at dawn The day was ushered in by tenderest cares ; Sweet songs of cheer and oft-unuttered prayers ; And as the sun crept up his circled steep All worn with play safe-guarded I could sleep. Jt was her love tones, too, when shadows came Could put such sweetness in my rugged name ; And how it spurred my hope to know that she, In faith that never shook, could urge a plea Before the throne that guards the sparrow's fall. The world's mishaps might come, and through it all I saw a toil-worn hand held out to me Which chained and yet could always set me free. Yes; talk about your sweethearts, — their eyes Struck from the blue that rims these northern skies; 59 THE BEST IN THE WORLD ! Or, if perchance, you rather have them jet. Who knows whether they look upon another, w^et With weeping ? And, too, the arts which they essay May charm somebody else when you're away. IVe plucked the fairest lily on the lake — Send yours wherever you will, I vow to take This one, and with a kiss and accent low I'll crown the queen of womankind below ; And do you guess whose is such nameless worth ? It is my mother ! the sweetest name on earth. 60 FAREWELL ! FAREWELL ! No revelry to-night While we sit, and talk, and tell Of the times when our hearts were light And no darkening shadows fell. The books are tossed away, While we turn the theme that suits Us best : the things of to-day. And hap'ly no one confutes. Who dare disturb as we sit, And hurl wild jokes, and guess Whom Cupid, the wily, will hit The first and so sore distress ? I go to-morrow to seek The southern sky where flowers Are mixed with the fruit, and the freak Of frost never stops the showers. Who w^ill live the best of us boys ? Who will keep these memories sweet ? Who will guard while the world employs Its arts to entangle his feet? Good by, now Karl and Jim, Till we meet with the gathered news — And Homer, we all love him, And wait for the tread of his shoes. 6i FAREWELL ! No cup dripping down with wine Do we lift to our laughing lips ; Our mothers like us to incline Away from the tempting sips. Our sweet-hearts wherever they be We long for and then suppress The secrets which trouble us three While our hand- grips tight we press. Adieu ! and ever keep From shame, and hopeing go That while the seasons sweep Our love may live aglow. 62 THE DARK SIDE. THE DARK SIDE. Father of light, thy children weep To-night in palace, hut and hall : Wherever stars their vigil keep The bitter tear-drops fall. Some hearts are seared with wildest pain, Some child is faint and sad alone ; And in the sunshine falls the rain The cypress swings and starts the moan. The tangled webs of life swift spin Away, and cheeks grow strangely pale ; In place of purity the tracks of sin Are marked, and strong hearts quail. Oh ! power for good is madly turned From what it needed, might have done ; Love's path-way, too, is coldly spurned And filthy wishes foul begun. Sits everywhere the widowed one. Her children sw^ept away so far ; And when the day's small tasks are done Her prayer goes after where they are. Talent and worth are nameless crushed, And hope droops down her head ; The sweetest song mayhap is hushed By poverty which weighs like lead. 63 THE BRIGHT SIDE. THE BRIGHT SIDE. To-night around the hearth fires sit United hearts, and in the glow From off the flames which shining flit. Sweet conversations ebb and flow. Joy beams from the eyes that I chance to meet, And happiness everywhere looks and lurks; While childish, pattering, unshod feet Are beating the sand like little Turks. The lip of the mourner sighing, stills The pain as it climbs from the heart below ; Across the meadow and over the hills Are coming the songs I used to know. The babies are cooing, and parent joy Is drunk with the speech of one-year-olds ; Young hands are tossing the latest toy. And an arm the wayward son enfolds. The lover is calm in the promise true Which his sweet-heart trusting gives ; Old age is hoping again to renew Its youth in the land which all time lives. 64 THE BRIGHT SIDE. Strong freemen are proud in spite Of poverty which grips them fast, While they court and do not shun the fight, And win the needed joys at last. And love is reaching out apace To succor the souls whose lives are dark, And sweetness is gathering in the face Where scowling had furrowed deep its mark. 65 A CHRISTIAN S THANKSGIVING PRAYER. A CHRISTIAN'S THANKSGIVmG PRAYER. Dear Lord, what prayer now shall I give ? *^ It is so beautiful to live ; '' And thou art O, so far away — Can this be true ? Thy word does say That as days come and quickly end, Forever thou dost near attend. Shall I thank thee in heart because No pain I bore, and rich applause Was mine ? Is it for joy we stay Within this tenement of clay ? Oh Christ ! thy steps across the plain Were dogged, but thou didst not complain ; Shall I then dare to inward plead That joy unstinted be my meed? The poet's heart, sore, crushed with pain, Has sung its sweetest, softest strain. And men who dropped time's golden sand Unused away, grow nobly grand Because some grief upon them sent Awoke to life the deep intent. Did rosy lips turn lily-white And death sink all my day in night? Mayhap it was thine own right hand Dropped dow^n to save a burning brand. 66 A CHRISTIAN'S THANKSGIVING PRAYER. Shall I thank thee for gain alone, Because my hopes have wildly grown By some unheralded success ? Or shall I join the throng and bless Thee for the providential dart Which pierced me through, laid bare my heart ? Father, for gain and loss I owe Thee song and prayer : how can I know With these dim-sighted, human eyes ? Grief may be good in dark disguise. 67 NEW YEAR LINES. NEW YEAR LINES. O LIFE SO sweet ! with joy so filled ! And O so brief ! The sunset tints Across the hills now gently gild The clouds ; down drop the darkness' hints. The vesper bell rings w^ildly loud And beckons me to look within ; Who has been false and vilely proud Come now and claim relief from sin. Father of all, to-night the year With its great freight of love and crime Must wrap the shroud mid winds so blear And sink into the tomb of time. We would not weep this hour unless The fainting heart and careless lip Have missed a chance to love and bless, And so have let some good deed slip. 68 A LETTER I LOVE. A LETTER I LOVE. Three letters to-night ; and the best Has come all the way from the West, Where the sunsets dip low in the sea, x\nd the Chinaman, sir Hop Lee, Wears his cue and laundries the shirts. Where the red-wood tree so stately skirts The hills. There the goat and the wild-sheep play, And the hunter beats the brush all day. O summer is there the long, long year While the frost and the snow are vexing here ; And the purple grapes cluster and cling In the leaves while the girls laugh and sing And taunt the boys with a dearth of smiles, While into their hearts come the aching wiles And wishes and hopes that sometime yet One manly and strong and brave will set Their love all aflame ; and their wishes lend A beauty to all they do, and send The red to their cheeks. But here svhere I Am threading my life's task through, the sky Is sullen sometimes and the breezes blow TJr.eir freight of ice, and the flakes of snow Toss about and catch in the curls that deck The school-girl's eyes and ringlet her neck. Here the woods are bare, and the songs of the winil Are mixed with moaning, and sad rescind A LETTER I LOVE. The joy that comes with the crowding night As the sun-set sinks in colors so bright. But summer is at my side, though thin Ice covers the marsh, and the skates begin To rest again : the seasons are in The heart and the brain, I guess, Whatever be the wide world's dress. 70 TRIBUTE. TRIBUTFl O BROTHERS ! who slecp in the camping ground Of the land which no drum-beat ever hears, Oh ! green be the grass which mantles the mound Unwatered by kindred^s bedewing tears. O nameless I wherever your couch is spread, Where the cypress swings and the stars look through, And the hills lift above your voiceless bed. Our loves still follow and cling to you. O comrades! now numbered with the roll which grows As the days dissolve in the longer span. May flowers as pure as the drifting snows Be scattered as only our sisters can. O veterans ! who linger and faint on the shore Of the stream that leads out to the uncrossed sea When the bark floats away, but comes back no more — What laurels shall we twine this day for thee ! O God of our fathers ! thou gavest to keep Such valleys and mountains, such wandering streams — The gem of the ages, with issues so deep. Fulfillment and more of prophet's wild dreams. O people ! whose banner with new-rising stars Floats the wave and matches in meaning the best, Who fails in devotion, thy purity mars, And has lost the pearlest of patriot zest. TO JAMES WHITCOMB RILEY. TO JAMES WHITCOMB RILEY. Thy passion may not be as deep As Burns', but 'tis so sweet In artless song : thy measures sweep In cadences along; the street Of crowded city does not win Applause the most from thee, But everywhere is written in The rural life unmixed and free. Why does the strong man bend and strain To catch the story as it showers Upon his heart? and children fain Would bring their sweetest flowers ! Life is a simple, tragic thing : Its joys drop wildly do\Yn, and then They start away on sudden wing. But poets bring them back again. Who lives the best? Is he that sings The songs of woe and death and crime — The tragic fate of haughty kings^ The prophet of the coming time ? Or is it they who lift to light Unnumbered sweets that waiting lie Long hidden and forgotten quite With those who live and love and die ? 72 LET^S BE HAPPY; LET'S BE HAPPY. Sometimes a smile is on my lip, A beauty in each face I see, And then the wicked shadows slip Into life's joy and burden me. Sometimes it rains ^tid blows so coid At every crevice round the door, But hearth-joys fair our lives enfold, And we are rich nor ask for more. Who cannot see in c^arkest day Some loveliness though skies are chill. Has' missed the path where angels stay, — He slights the good and hunts the ill. Who finds a rose and then looks close To see the thorn that grows too near ; Who smiles so hard, yet is morose, He makes the dreary day more drear. I love the summer skies, the morn. When bird-songs wake the sleeping ear, When clover-blooms the fields adorn. And heaven seems Oh! so wondrous near. But weather-bureaus are vile things To make us cry or even laugh ; If these could guage heart flutterings, Our joy would not be whole nor half. 73 UNPARALLELED. UNPARALLELED. Eyes so fair and wondrous grace In every motion ; step so light And kindest smiles all o'er her face, And teeth so lily-white. Speech so like the river's flow, And glance of artless art ; Pity for all, while cheeks aglow Revealed the fawn-like heart. Among the flowers her laughter sweet Gave gentle challenge to the cry Of birds : the food tossed near her feet They caught nor made slight haste to fly. Ready she was to stoop and trace The grime and tears away From some besaddened face Which missed the wished-for play. No coquetry nor long-laid plan Was hers in things of love ; but just An open soul where you could scan Sweet purity and cautious trusts. 74 BEST THINGS. BEST THINGS. The sob of the sea is sweet to me, And the murmur of the sky blue lake ; Its echoes live on, increase in degree As I speed in the wide world's wake. The moaning of winds among the pines And the flutter of flags in the breeze ; The sobbing of prayer while an arm entwines The boy's neck as he pleads on his knees. The bay of the hound as he scents the trail. And the shout as it rings across the wood ; The whistle and whirr of the delicate quail As he flies from the place where he lately stood- The touch of a sweet-heart's hand, her talk, Her smile, her eyes of beautiful blue; Her step as light as a kitten's walk, And her laughter of happiness too. The jingle of coins when they are settled in This pocket of mine with such large space ; And slices of cake cut long and thin ; A man with a heart all aglow, and the grace 75 BEST THINGS. Of whose speech lingers on in my ear And sets me astir — half aflame Until I forget all traces of fear, And struggle to climb and cut my name In the scroll of those who loved, and died For the world, who suffered and won renown For noble deeds, oftimes defied Base leisure, and stooped to win a crown. But I like my mother, 1 guess the best, And my sister Alice she comes next ; Then the fields in wild flowers dressed ; Last the preacher who murders his text. 76 A FACE. A FACE. Two eyes all merriment, A mouth 'round which the grin Went racing ; and glance swift sent, On gentle mischief bent. Opened a door for sin. Kisses were poor enough To print upon those lips; They are sweeter with stuff Bought from the shop-man gruff, Which child hand tightly grips. Roses are blooming there. And curls are twining the ears ; Fairer than painting most fair, The treasure of mother's best care. All mingled with patient fears. From this that I now^ look on Is to be the woman for love Of someone when girl-hood is gone; And pure she must be as the dawn. Fit for the future above. 11 SONG, SONG. O TOSSING, wild willow, thy nerveless unrest Is soft as the touch of a snow-white hand ; The zephyrs thy branches so lightly invest — In memories so sweet all enraptured I stand. O evening, you turn me to dreaming awake! O sunset that sobers and sinks as the star Comes gleaming, you make my heart sadden and break To go where my love and her flowers are. O warble of sky-lark that circles and sings, You start me from sighing and set me aglow To sit at the feet of the maiden who brings Such music of laughter and whispers so low. O breath of the south land, how far do you fly? You swing through her tresses and travel the lea ; Do you steal the wild tear-drop that sits in her eye? O what is the message she sends now to me? 7^ ANOTHER LETTER. ANOTHER LETTER. To-night a message is mine From over the salt-sea waves Where the myrtle sings and twining vine Creeps over historic graves. The sunset is golden, I hear, In the fair Italian skies ; No winter creeps into the year And the sea-moan never dies. The flowers and grapes are set With colors dipped from the warm sun's rays; St. Peter's tall turrets fret In the heat, and feeble thought raise. And pictures are hung so fair From the masters of long ago ; Bewildered life loses its care As you live with Angelo. And beauty is around so calm In marble ; and mosaics rare Are under your feet ; the balm Of summer is everywhere. 79 ANOTHER LETTER. I want to go, too, but yet I love The sun-sets that sink down the lane, And the rainbows so placid above The trees set thrilling my brain. Oh ! beauty is starred in the night And strewn in the woods with the flowers ; It lives in the swallows' flight, And in the maple's high towers. And it presses so near on the street Where the children flock and laugh. Where brothers and sisters meet And increase their joys by half. 80 EVENING IN THE CITY. EVENING IN THE CITY. To-NIGHT is the last ere Sunday comes, And the city is all awake ; The street-car grinds and gloomily hums, And the window shutters shake. The locomotive shrieks, And its bell clangs brassy notes ; The drayman's wagon creaks, And the north wind blows our coats. The opera troupe is on the street. And the small boy threads his way Through the crowd; the dust is on his feet, And the marbles are put away. The tree-tops sigh and fret And lunge in the growing gale ; The band strikes a tune to get More money from the ticket sale. The peanut man gets hoarse From shouting to quicken his trade ; He'll give you good measure, of course — ^A nickel is all, don't be afraid." 8i EVENING IN THE CITY. The clatter of shoes is on the walk And laughter is wide awake ; The fakir begins his impromptu talk Which makes the lazy sides shake. The cab-man cracks his whip And speeds on his way to meet the train Where the drummer w411 come with heavy grip And fee and jokes to stagger your brain. 82 LINES. LINES. The pines moaned to me and swung In the breath of the nearing spring, The dead vines twisting clung To the porch where the heavens flung The drops of rain. The crumpled grass Was matted and turned to gray, And the blue-jay, king of his class, Kept clattering away. The winter-bird chirped and ate The seed-pods and crumbs from the stones. And fluttered away at a rate So careless and defied with his tones So cheery my near approach. From the barn came the call of the cows, And down the road wheeled the coach, And the children played in the mows. The dark clouds heavy crossed The dome where their edges lay In folds : in spots they tossed Apart, and the sparing ray Of the sun looked hopeful through. The echoes of spring-time will soon Be blent with the turtle's coo. And the trees will dip in a fairer moon. 83 LINES. The year has broken again Its fetters of snow and ice, And the hidden heart of men Is watching for new device Of mastery in the game Which we put into life ; The poet is building his fame, And the lover is wooing a wife. 84 SPRING AGAIN ! SPRING AGAIN ! The doves begin to coo and woo Again, and the robin chirps as though He had his mate and nothing to do But warble and watch the river flow. The sportsman is out again and waits For the ducks that light on the river and float Too near ] the fisherman longing baits His hook and pulls the perch in the boat. The farmer is knocking the corn-stalks down And sowing the yearly field of oats, And hauling his surplus grain to town. And counting his wabbling shotes. And bob-white is climbing the fence And whistling with joy that winter's host Is gone, and the waiters commence To serve less quail on toast. The thunder roars far along the sky And startles the women and girls ; The lightning-rod man is waiting to ply His trade, and save from Jove's angry hurls. Sweet spring time ! life bubbles again In wood and on street, and hearts grow big With gladness, and pessism's men Are softened and walk with a lighter jig. 8S AN EVENING HYMN. AN EVENING HYMN. The sky is decked with wondrous gems Of a wide-sweeping universe ; The ardor of the day is done, And distant from the bridge so terse Is swept the locomotive blast. The steps of 'lated labor glide Across the lane so eager — fast To reach the baby, and confide The day's report of things to her Whose love is still serene, aglow With that high earnestness it kept When they full twenty years ago Knelt down, and prayed, and solemn gave Their pledge before the world. High joys Are these where passion sweet lives on And kindlier arts each day employs. The plaintive song of hope is passed At random from the lips, and leaps In awkward strains : so eager flows The love w^hich gains, and secret weeps In anxious fear which no one knows. The watch-dog speeds the wagon on And whines and asks in snarling tones For his fair share of unused things, And eager grabs rejected bones. 86 AN EVENING HYMN. The children prance the room and coo And tussle wildly on the floor ; The father roars and mother warns, And into hope a prayer they pour. Unseen alas ! the shadows flit Across the future none can mark — O Providence, thy hand hath sealed The sunrise and the shadows dark. O sunniest hours that fill our span ! O place of pain and parent cheer ! The early roof that slopes across Where life began its dawning year. O seat of sweetest mysteries That twine the heart and press the tears ! Sweet home ! the jewel of the world The comforter of gathering fears. 87 RHYME EVERYWHERE. RHYME EVERYWHERE. Sweet song is in the lifted dome Of Peter's gilded church at Rome, And breaks O, so much nearer home ; And while it lives along Zermatt, It echoes where the wood-man sat Holding his ax which deftly hurls The trees ; and rythm is in the curls That wind the neck and toss about Fair cheeks where roses red flush out. It sobs along the ocean shore Where waves pile high and madly roar Across the sands, and crowd the shells Far out upon the beach. Sweet bells Swing soft in yon exalted tower — It is the call of vesper hour ; And hearts turn tender as the sun Sinks fast from sight, while mixed rays run Far out upon the arched sky, And night looks forth with star-lit eye. Sad verse lives on the pallid cheek. On lips that curse or softly speak 88 RHYME EVERYWHERE. Of love, and carry such a smile While dimples double round the while. High music sweeps among the stars And echoes as the railway cars Go pounding down the crooked track, And carry you and me straight back To lips we kissed but late, while tears Came with each breath, and horrid fears Lest parting there perchance no more To meet again. In days of yore Men sang of kings and set with these The melody of rills and trees. Avon's great bard loved humblest things. And while he sweeps heroic strings The moan of broken hearts is mixed Where tragic deeds of war are fixed. The brook leaps down the rocky steeps. Tosses itself o'er stones, and creeps Into the cool and restful pool, Murmurs, and wins the boys from school. And frets itself among the weeds, Then darts so swift and steady leads Out in the sun, and last is lost In larger flow, and madly tossed Into the lake, while here it moans And mocks the dismal sea-sick groans. The muse is dead ! but deathless song Has soothed this weary worKl so Icmg, 80 RHYME EVERYWHERE. And in the change of loss and love It lifts the bleeding heart above The pain of grief : with faith it soars, And into prayer it calmly pours New trust and sweeter tenderness As men look up and Deity confess. 90 A BEAUTIFUL KINDNESS. A BEAUTIFUL KINDNESS. His arms were long and his jaw was set — I can see his eyes flash wildly yet When just across the crowded street A brutal cabman in his seat Drove careless by and jostled hard A gray haired lady only a yard From the place where Rad calmly sent Havana whiffs aloft. He bent To set the ragged shawl aright, Then roared : ^^That was a barbarous sight; Because her dress is old and torn And her youthful beauty all outworn, That villain wanted to make a show — It's plain what men like him do know ! I had a mother; years ago Her hair was white as Christmas snow When last we parted ; her tear-dimmed eyes Are with me still, and the brightest skies At noon somehow I always love — Men folks forget how hard they shove These tottering grand-ma-mas around. I always count myself half bound 'J'o watch them when I come to town — I don't wear fasli ion's latest i^fown A BEAUTIFUL KINDNESS. Upon these arms, but they were trained To take the soaking when it rained At picnics where the crowd was thick : It did not bother to turn a little sick If I was sure it came because I saved somebody. No, sir, applause Was stale to me ; I wanted just To know that every woman could trust These hands if mishaps came. You see I go a little lame — I fought a brute so huge and wild One time that tried to gore a child ; She had no gift of gold, but stooped And Vound my neck she sobbing looped Her curls. I am coarse and rough, but I guess The holy Christ can't fail to bless Me for some things I did ; the pain Was sharp, but there w^as no trace or stain Of selfishness that I could see. I rather think that we two agree On some few points. You haven't said much, But there is a smile, and a little touch Of sadness in your patient face. If you should see my mother, please chase The sorrow from her brim-full heart — Your train? good by ! too bad to part." 92 MUSING. MUSING. I can't express what is mine to-day Of joy : sorrow itself is light, And every drop, the trembling spray, Is filled with beauty quite. Rhymes are so feeble, too, in tone To tell the ecstacy I feel ; And as I sit and muse alone The heart beats quick while memories steal. What can I praise? and need I ask In such a Avondrous world as this ? See ! under every human mask The God -like lives ; it is there I wis. Old sadness, too, has somehow turned Half sweetness, and the pain has merged Into feeling so strange ; things spurned One time I love, and life is purged. Nothing is vile : it is so sweet With chance to live for love's own sake. No day wings past but that I meet Some one who needs a good, firm sluike 93 MUSING. Of this hard hand of mine that picks The flowers and baits the crooked hooks For boys, and helps to do their tricks And digs the secrets from their looks. Were all the world to-night quite free From enmity and barbed desire, The kingdom of the Christ would be On earth, and satan would retire. 94 THE GLORY OF WOMEN. THE GLORY OF WOMEN. ^In her long hair/' said stern St. Paul — What was the measure of beauty then ? Was her loveliness in all Its wonder summed up by early men So lightly as that? It is, my George confesses, Entrancing to look on waving tresses ; But what of the lips with delicate curve, And teeth pearly white, and silky hands? And who would leave out the artful swerve In her motion ? And what commands Strong manhood more than an artless tone Of tenderness ? Leave us alone Without their voices and charms so rare And the earth would stop. But beauty is not All grace ; St. Paul, why over there In the city are women forgot, Who hold their husbands' sterling hearts With almost lack of beauty's arts. They never passed for belles in the days Far swept in the past, but there was O, such A purity and womanly ways That made up for the lack so much Of beauty that fades from the perfect face When no heart is left to live in its place. 9S LINES. LINES. I CAN not .tell, nor do I fret Because 'tis so and will not change ; The secrets of the soul are set All tenderly and passing strange. The dear recall of days swift sped Is mine to make : they live again ; The faces now so distant led Return when soft I set my pen. The sunshine ebbs across the hills, The stars come scattering in the blue. The joy of youth my own heart fills, And broken hopes again renew. And O, life's woof is knit with things All wrapped in shadow, steeped in doubt- Does that near bird which for me sings Trill even half her music out ? 96 THE OLD -THE NEW. THE OLD — THE NEW. The night winds sigh among the trees, A sable cloud shuts out the sky ; The hand of God is on the world — To-night another year must die. The priceless pearls of life drop off Into the deep and silent sea ; Nor sigh nor tear, nor wish nor hope Avails to bring them back to me. What is the year? to common thought One link of life's fast growing chain ; In bank accounts, in character, A summing up of loss and gain. Parental lips count one more span Since wedded sorrows first begun ; A little hand let loose its hold. And found, please God, a warmer one. The mists of time divide again As sorrow turns to fairer skies ; Touch the long record where you will, A new hope lives an old one dies. 97 THE OLD -THE NEW. Some list the music of yon bells And linger o'er the ebbing past; The throbbing pulses start again As bright dreams sweep that could not last If it were mine, what should I choose As this great year steals swiftly on ? Whence lure those chimes from lifting spires- To future or to time that's gone? If memory could have her choice, Reject the faintest weight of sin, How glad the old year might go out, How^ bright the new year would begin. Unroll the long-drawn scroll and look — What vice, what error left behind I What burdens broken all the way Racked body and compressed the mind I The hunger fiend and blackest sins Are in the open door-way still, But every annual midnight chime Exalts my faith in human skill. The future in the past I see — Ascent, a stairway in the dark — The time long sung to all will come. Each face will have the God-like mark. 98 THE OLD -THE NEW. Who are recruits? who will meet hands To speed the right, the world along ? The studied thought and fearless faith Together prove a legion strong. Peal on, O bells, I will not shrink As echoes long forgot you wake ; Mine is a cheerful hope to-night. New courage for the race I take. 99 THE POET. THE POET. He must not be too proud to touch The viler things of life — his strain Should echo sweetly just as much The longings of the poor, the pain They feel and bear all lone unknown : In these no recompense can be Like that which falls from kingly throne ; But thus he makes the world more free. His soul should wild elate, overflow With childish glee, and in his heart The early loves must keep aglow And sweeten all his later art. 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