o * k 
 
 5 9* 
 
 * 
 
 aS *£riffft?2? v 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 c 
 
 
 
 T* 
 -#*^ 
 
 
 #X* 
 
 
X 
 
 4 
 
 %^&?*J> 
 
 J? 
 
 V 
 
 »0^ • »\ 
 
 • • e r "**> 
 
 •SO' : ' 
 
 
 ra 
 
 Vi 
 • ■ • ♦ V 
 
 
 
 J * 
 
 •V 
 
 14, & 
 
 .c 3 ■ <s 
 
 B 8 1 ■ 
 
 « •* «0 
 
 <£ 
 
 4? 
 
 •" • « « 
 
 "A 
 
 ,o 
 
 i\» 
 
 
 T V 
 
 
iil Ea 
 
 1 1 
 
 i m 
 
 Wf 
 
 m 
 
 OF HIS 
 
 TRAVELS * LABORS 
 
 •) 
 
 In % Wmttb States, 
 
 AS A MISSIONARY, 
 
 IN PARTICULAR, THAT OF 
 
 IMfijjp Wtifon Sewjffrar® 
 
 # 
 
 LOCATED IN FMNKLIN CO, OHIO, 
 
 S FM 
 
 Since he purchased his Liberty in New Orleans, La,, &c, 
 
 ■ »»m »- 
 
 COLUMBUS, OHIO. 
 1861. 
 

 PREFACE, OR INTRODUCTION. 
 
 Columbus, Ohio, 11th of 11th Month, A. D. I860. 
 To the Christian Community, and the Public in general. 
 
 The writer has here thought fit, in compliance with the 
 request of his worthy friend Wright, the Conductor of the Wil- 
 berforce Institute, Ohio, to write out a brief Narrative, as the 
 nature of the case will permit, as it may be both interesting and 
 satisfactory to many of his loving readers. Even so, amen, 
 and selah. 
 
 £* 
 
Oh, ye lovely and tender brood, 
 
 May your mother ever find you food, 
 
 And may you ever to her arms prove true, 
 
 In all you act, or say or do. 
 
 And while you live upright in heart, 
 
 To you her bounty she is bound to impart. 
 
 Thus under her wings you may safely rest, 
 
 In leaning on her lovely breast ; 
 
 For surely to all her sons that's free, 
 
 She secures to them their liberty, 
 
 And faithfully administers her laws to all, 
 
 That does on her for justice call. 
 
 Therefore little flock you need not fear, 
 
 While her Love and Justice is near, 
 
 For her wings are large and truly strong, 
 
 To defend and shield you from every wrong. 
 
 Then to her banner may you in heart ascribe, 
 
 With it to live and ever abide ; 
 
 And not for silver or British gold, A 
 
 Like B. Arnold let your trust be sold. ^F 
 
And now, in the outset, the writer would notice in the first place 
 his having purchased his liberty in New Orleans, La. as strictly 
 set forth in the Midnight Cry, say on or about the 10th of 6th 
 month, A. D. 1835, and after that of his mother, in Petersburg, 
 Va. ; and he being then a member of the M. E. Church, he con- 
 tinued in said church as a local minister thereof, for some two or 
 three years. But by this he thought fit to meet with the Confer- 
 ence of the African M. E. Church, in Cincinnati, Ohio, say on or 
 about the 25th of 8th month, A. D. 1838 ; hence, it was then and 
 there he did join said Conference, under the administration of the 
 worthy head and Superintendent of said Church, namely, M. B. 
 of Philadelphia, Pa. Hence, he now having become a member 
 thereof, he was duly appointed by said Conference as a Missionary, 
 acting in a coequal sphere with their then Missionary in the West, 
 namely, W. P. Q., we being aided by our Brother, Gr. W. J. 
 Hence, be it known by all of his loving readers, that it was from 
 thence did the writer's unremitting labours of l<fVe commence, in 
 behalf of God's poor, in the establishing of Churches and Schools, 
 under the patronage of said Conference, say throughout the West, 
 yea, and even in the South, say as far down as New Orleans, the 
 writer's old and esteemed home. Even so, let God be praised in 
 this, for his aid on the part of his servants in their efforts to es- 
 tablish his holy cause, as in the case of his servants of old, namely, 
 Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, when exiles down in 
 Babylon. But oh! in this effort on the part of the writer, as to 
 his labours and great sacrifices, is it not strictly written out in his 
 major Journal, of about forty years history or more. 
 
 Hence, this great and glorious enterprise being thus accomplish- 
 ed, and that to the honor and glory of God, and of no little joy, 
 yea, inexpressibly so on the part of his Colored Brethren and 
 friends of said city ; and for which Christian privileges, may they 
 
 appreciate them, that God may be pleased to grant their continu- 
 ; yea, and to be watchful unto prayer, and to see that no 
 
 ..eWrom abroad, in sheep's clothing, enter into their midst to 
 _nnoy their peace again. Even, so, for why should your peace 
 be thus molested, oh, ye house of Israel, and little flock of the 
 Most High God ? Even as in the case of God's people of old, 
 when in exile from Jerusalem down to Babylon, &c, &c. 
 
Next, the writer was solicited by the Trustees of the African 
 M. E. Church, of Indianapolis, Ind., to act as an Agent for them 
 to solicit aid of the public to save, if possible, their church and 
 school-house from being sold for debt. And here, when upon re- 
 flection of their pitiful condition, he could not, it seemed, for his 
 soul, pass them by without letting them have his aid in this case. 
 Hence, he having concluded to act for them as before named, he 
 commenced on this his mission, say on or about the 20 th of 9th 
 month, 1842 ; hence it was after some fifteen months or more of 
 his hard labours in the cold and heat, he truly succeeded in secur- 
 ing of said property, safely into the hands of said Trustees, in the 
 behalf of said church. Even so, let God be truly praised for hav- 
 ing aided his servant thus, for otherwise, it seems to the writer, 
 that it would have been about his last effort in this world, of 
 trying to aid his fellow creatures in going about doing good, from 
 the fact that he got frost bitten some several times, and besides, 
 he had inward fever and a severe cough for several weeks ; yea, so 
 much so, that he was made to think that he was about done with 
 time and sense as to this world. But here it seemed to please God 
 that his servant's bodily affliction should not be in this case unto 
 death, nay, nay. Hence, he having recovered his health again, he 
 concluded to go over to the East, and there to join some one of 
 the Conferences, say probably that of Baltimore, Md., as said 
 city has ever been one of his most favored rights in all of the 
 Union, so far as it concerns his ministerial privileges, even so ; but 
 we pass by saying by this his daughter Julia was born on 28d of 
 8th month, 1843, say, and may she become as in the case of Re- 
 becca of old before the God of all the righteous, amen. 
 
 And now, having honorably acquitted himself of said Trustees, 
 before a Justice of the Peace, in this matter, he took his leave of 
 his loving friends of said city. But whilst on his way to the 
 East with his wife and child, namely, his dear little Julia, he met 
 with three certain brethren, namely, W. P. Q., M. M. C. and W. 
 R. R., at Cambridge, Ind., and there and then was I lie writer^ 
 most earnestly solicited by said brethren, not to leave the AVest yet, V 
 by any means whatever, stating as there was yet another and most ^ 
 worthy of all benevolent objects under contemplation, by the Ohio 
 Conference, namely, the establishing of a School upon a Manual 
 Labour plan, that should serve in three points of view, namely, 
 
i 
 
 a Home for the poor wornout Ministers of said Conference, as -well 
 as an Orphan Institute, yea, and besides these, where young men 
 who might feel themselves called to the Ministry, should have an 
 opportunity of Avorking out their board and education. Even so, 
 amen. And further stating that said Conference had already made 
 choice of the writer as a proper person to act for them as an Agent 
 and Attorney in fact, provided that he would serve as such. And 
 here it was, notwithstanding the writer had truly thought within 
 his soul that the mission before named should have been his last 
 here upon earth; but when upon due reflection of the said three 
 points, in view of which said Institute should serve, yea, and that 
 of the very plan adopted by the worthy and ever memorable John 
 Wesley, the Father and Founder of Methodism in its outset, in 
 the behalf of the Ministry, that there should be no reproach at- 
 tached thereunto in regard to the wants of the Ministers' families, 
 in case of their being absent on their circuits or missions, say, for 
 several months or more, as the nature of the case might be on their 
 part, as faithful and devoted heralds of the consecrated Cross of 
 Christ, in wrestling or resisting the powers of the Prince of this 
 World, or to be plain, the Arch Fiend of Hell, whose daily object 
 is to annul and bring to nought the kingdom of the Prince of 
 Peace and Everlasting Glory. Hence, to be successful in this, all 
 of said Ministers that would come and vow to serve thus, should 
 take their families to said Institute that was thus provided ; yea, 
 and there leave them all to share together, having all things in 
 common, as in the days of the Apostles, excepting those who might 
 have means of their own to do otherwise, even so. Hence, it was 
 after this very wise, it truly seems, did the good old time Method- 
 ism proceed in carrying out the vital piety and the true orthodox 
 principles of religion ; yea, and like unto the mighty stone that 
 Daniel saw cut out of the mountain, without hands, rolling and 
 crushing as it Avere everything that might oppose it, even so. But 
 oh ! where is said Methodism now, in teaching of said loving and 
 God-fearing principles, in this the year of our Lord, 1861 ? 
 
 Hence, he having here come to the conclusion to serve said Con- 
 ference in said mission, yea, though it might prove to him a life- 
 time effort ; even so, seeing that in so doing that, it was but a 
 strict religious act of duty on his part, provided, that he would 
 meet the sayings of St. James the Apostle, thus, thou shalt visit 
 
the widows in their affliction, and to take care of the Fatherless, 
 and walking unspotted of the world, and in this, says said Apostle, 
 is true and genuine religion. Even so, amen, and selah, responds 
 the writer, in attest of the fact thereof. Amen. 
 
 And now, he having pledged to said brethren, that he would 
 serve as before named, and taking his leave of them, he came next 
 to Richmond, Ind., where he found the Yearly Meeting of Friends, 
 commonly called Quakers, in session, and which he, of course, 
 could not well pass, until the adjournment of said meeting ; and 
 in so doing, he had the inexpressible pleasure of calling on many 
 of said Friends, yea, and in particular, that of his old time friend, 
 and family, E. C, yea, one from whose door he never departed 
 empty handed — nay, nay ; hence, of all the writer's loving friends, 
 said family is not surpassed, nay, even by one of his most warm 
 and worthy friends that now survives in New Orleans, La., namely, 
 the Ex-Attorney General, T. C, of Louisiana. Hence, to the 
 former and the latter named friends, the writer is here truly at a 
 loss for the want of words to express his lasting gratitude to 
 them; hence, let it suffice for him to say, may the Lord his God 
 ever bless them accordingly. Yea, and not forgetting all others 
 in the way of reckoning up his precious jewels, on his arrival in 
 our world the second time ; as it is written, that not a cup of cold 
 water that may have been administered unto one of his disciples, 
 should go unrewarded. Even so, God grant it. 
 
 And now, said Yearly Meeting of Friends having adjourned, 
 sine die, the writer concluded to renew his sojourn for his destiny, 
 even to this the capital of the before-named State, and he having 
 arrived here, say on or about the 20th of 10th month, A. D. 1844, 
 and he having called the Committee together, that had been ap- 
 pointed by said Conference to act with him in this matter, namely, 
 Thomas Lawrence, M. T. Newsom, and LeAvis Adams, he found. 
 to his great surprise, that there had not been the first cent appro- 
 priated by said Conference, or even a book, with its preface setting 
 forth the object of their wishes, or claims upon a Christian com- 
 munity, by which they, the Conference, might be rightly repre- • 
 sented, &c, only stating that the writer, their brother, had been* 
 duly elected as their Agent and Attorney in fact, provided that 
 he would serve as such, simply stating a mere theory of their object. 
 as before named, &c. &c. Hence, to all of his loving readers, judge 
 
8 
 
 ye for yourselves in this case, and say, that if your humble pen- 
 man was not left as it were, to create a mountain solely with his 
 ten finger nails, or resort to his own pocket, and so equip himself 
 out for his mission that was conferred upon him by said Confer- 
 ence ; or to pass the whole matter by, and so go on his way, as 
 in the case of the Priest and the holy Levites, so called, when on 
 their way up to Jerusalem, being as does seem, in so great a haste 
 for the golden fleece, that they had not time to remember the poor 
 man whom they saw on the way, that was not only robbed of all 
 he had, but was beaten, as it seemed, until his very bones stared 
 him in the face. Say, and where are the Priests and Levites in 
 this our day and age of the world ? say 5864 years since the day 
 in which the morning stars sang together, and the sons of God 
 shouted for joy — in the formation of this, another new world ; even 
 so, amen, and selah. Say, are there no such characters as in the 
 pitiful case of said man ? and besides, thousands of poor widows 
 and orphans in this our so called Christian land, looking up and im- 
 portuning with tears in their eyes, yea, and crying for bread daily 
 in the streets of our cities, yea, even from Jackson's Monument, 
 New Orleans, La. to Bunker Hill, Boston, Mass., that would truly 
 like to have their attention, if said Priests and Levites be not too 
 much engaged in securing of farms, houses and lots, for themselves. 
 and that solely by the fleecing of God's poor ; say, loving readers, 
 and will not God, in his righteous judgments, speedily cleanse his 
 Holy Temple from all such infamous infamy? answer, he will, if 
 he has not commenced already in routing the lying spirit of that of 
 an Ananias and his wife Sapphira. Even so, amen ; and let all of 
 his humble saints praise Him for this his helping hand, in lifting up 
 their dejected heads, looking from whence their redemption shall 
 speedily come : even so, may God in his goodness let it come. 
 Amen. Hallelujah ! 
 
 And now, said Committee and the writer, having made choice 
 of a suitable tract of land of about 180 acres, located on the 
 waters of Darby, Franklin County, Ohio, it having some little 
 improvement thereon, and they now having contracted with the 
 owners thereof, namely, S. D. and G., say for ten dollars per 
 acre, with interest from date of the contract, hence the next thing 
 was for said Committee to be acknowledged before his honour, 
 'Squire M., as the proper Trustees, acting in the behalf of said 
 
Conference, and they, on their part, acknowledging the writer to 
 be their Agent and Attorney in fact. Hence, this being duly at- 
 tended to, the writer now calls on the Clerk of the Court of Com- 
 mon Pleas, namely, the worthy S., and here he having obtained 
 the Power of an Attorney, in order to act as before named, and 
 for all of said proceedings did he pay for out of his own pocket, 
 trusting solely to a future day for his pay, he having claimed of 
 said Trustees one-third of all that he might collect of the public, 
 and of said one-third, to defray all of his expenses, the same be- 
 ing ratified by the ensuing Conference agreeing that the writer 
 should have said amount for his services, so long as he acted as 
 before named — even so. 
 
 And now, the writer being duly equipped for his mission, he 
 commenced by opening his Book of Subscription in this city, and 
 afterwards, he made a general tour throughout the entire district 
 of said Conference. Hence, he having thus opened his Subscrip- 
 tion Book to the Colored community first, and this being done, 
 and having his subscribers all to understand, that for said sub- 
 scription he would call on them annually, until they had met their 
 obligation, &c. Hence, this being so far su ully attended to, 
 
 he saw nothing lacking further on his part, but time, patience 
 and perseverance to accomplish this object of no little merit, if 
 duly appreciated by whom the writer had thus obligated himself 
 to serve ; even so. Next the writer thought it best to hasten on 
 to the East, even to West Philadelphia, Pa., with his family, where 
 he happily situated them under the care of friends, namely, sister 
 N, M. But now C, B. H. & D. G. And here it was that his son Joseph 
 was born, say on or about the 20th of 12th month, Anno Domini, 
 1845 — And may the God of his father, yea, and that of good old 
 Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and of all the true and faithful to his 
 holy cause, bless the youth, as in the case of his servant Joseph, 
 when an exile down in the land of Egypt, and of that of his father 
 the writer, when an exile from his native land, even old Virginia, 
 down to New Orleans, La. — Even so mote it be — Amen. God 
 save the child, that he may be a comfort to his mother, a blessing 
 to his sister, and great honour to his dear old father, esteeming a 
 precious name more than all this low world can afford. 
 
 Now the writer having faithfully discharged his duty in behalf 
 of his domestic affairs, as before named, he returned for the West, 
 
10 
 
 and here, in his most punctual attention to duty, in having made 
 some two or three rounds, he came out among his colored friends 
 and subscribers, just as he thought, in subscriptions enough col- 
 lected to meet, say the first, second, third, and fourth notes — even 
 so — which of course went to encourage the writer much ; yea, so 
 much so, that he thought that he would now give his white friends 
 a call, on behalf of his Agency, having something on his Book to 
 show them of the liberal patronage of his colored friends, &c. 
 But here, to be successful in this, as there were so many imposters 
 out upon the good patience of the public, some to purchase wife 
 and children, and by the time they got the amount required, run 
 off with some other woman or man's wife, whilst others about ditto, 
 he concluded in the first place, to call on the worthy clergy of this 
 city, and have them endorse his credentials first, so that he might 
 have proper access to the pulpits when abroad — even so. And 
 this being done, he next thought fit to call on his Honour, Gov. 
 Z. F., and the worthy Ex Gov. W. B. being present, and he hav- 
 ing there and then rightly laid his mission before them, yea, and 
 having stated to them the many disadvantages under which the 
 colored population of this State had to labour, in particular, that 
 in not having access to the Public School Fund, and their testimony 
 in Court, whilst the writer, when at home in New Orleans, was 
 entitled to his in any Court thereof, yea, and besides, all the free 
 population throughout the State of Louisiana, and for which, may 
 the blessings of Almighty God ever rest upon such a Court of 
 Justice to the human family ; yea, and success, in that of peace 
 and lasting prosperity to the officials thereof. 
 
 But here, as to the great sympathy manifested in this, on the 
 part of those worthy gontlemen, and of the said Governor's in- 
 tention of what he would recommend in his inaugural address to 
 the Legislature. As touching said disadvantages, he need not 
 here name, only to let it suffice for him to say, and have ikey, the 
 3aid population, now got access to the said School Fund, and their 
 testimony in Court, or not ? answer, they have, and may said in- 
 expressible privileges be duly appreciated on their part, and not 
 forgetting to invoke God's blessing upon said Chiefs in office, 
 and the Assembly who have acted thus, in the behalf of God's 
 poor. Even so, amen, and selah. 
 
11 
 
 And now, having had his credentials also endorsed by said Go- 
 vernor and Ex Governor, will of course, attest the fact of said 
 interview, and of the moving cause of said privileges being 
 granted, &c. Hence, he being thus recommended, he now con- 
 cluded to make a trip East in behalf of his mission, say, com- 
 mencing at Washington, D. C. ; and whilst there, he called on the 
 Hon. C. D. and J. R. G., then Representatives in Congress from 
 this State, and they having frankly indorsed said documents, yea, 
 acknowledging all of the before-named signatures to be genuine. 
 Next he called upon one of his most distinguished friends of all he 
 claims in this world, namely, B , the District Attorney, yea, the 
 same who acted as counsel for the humble penman, in the eman- 
 cipation of his mother, he having purchased her, as before named, 
 free of all cost. And for said benevolent act, the writer is here 
 at a loss for the want of words to express his lasting gratitude to said 
 attorney ; therefore, let it suffice for him to say, may God reward 
 him accordingly. And having received counsel of said attorney, 
 whilst there, how he should proceed in his mission, &c, he con- 
 cluded that he would commence by giving a call upon the colored 
 churches in general, say, by beginning at the great Metropolis of 
 the United States, and so on from city to city, until he reached 
 Boston, Mass. But in this contemplated route, he is here truly 
 sorry to have it to record, that he met with no little opposition 
 throughout all Bethel, or said A. M. E. Church, excepting Wash- 
 inton and Baltimore. The excuse was on the part of the Minis- 
 ters thereof, that they wanted just such an institute for their poor 
 ministers and orphans. But here, if the writer may be permitted 
 to speak out his mind, it was rather their poor dirty pockets, that 
 seems in truth to have no bottom, from the very fact that their 
 wants were all duly supplied, in talking of it, sufficient to prevent 
 the proper access that the writer might have had ; yea, so much 
 so, that if it had not been for his friendly Baptist Brother Minis- 
 ters, and those of other denominations, he would have come far 
 short of his realization in collecting funds in said proposed route. 
 But here let God be praised for his present aid in the time of need, 
 from the fact that said opposition only went to create no little 
 sympathy, yea, and many friends on the part of the writer ; yea, 
 so much so, that on his return here he was enabled to lift the fifth 
 and last note due upon said property, yea, and besides, to pay up 
 
 
12 
 
 all the back tax that was due thereon, &c. — Even so, amen and 
 amen — to wit, Hanson Johnson, Treasurer thereof. And here the 
 concern became incorporated, and other Trustees appointed for 
 the Institute, &c. 
 
 And now, what next ? answer, Books for the use of said U. 
 Seminary, and materials for the erection of some several good 
 log buildings, in addition to those that were already on the farm ; 
 and besides, some several hundred dollars more was required in 
 the completion thereof, before the true and devoted penman 
 could consider himself honorably acquitted from his most arduous 
 field of unremitting labours, as already named. Hence, by this 
 his loving readers may all plainly see, that their humble and obe- 
 dient servant was left in this case to tread as it were, the wine- 
 press alone ; for of the brethren of said Conference, none was 
 found to aid of all the Itinerants thereof, but M. M. C, five dol- 
 lars in cash, D. S. fifty cents, and A. R. G. two dollars, in the 
 way of feeding of his horse, when in Pittsburg, Pa., on his agency, 
 which stands on the book of Subscription until this day, if it is 
 not expunged therefrom. Hence, we pass. 
 
 And now, in regard to the collections in said books, and ma- 
 terials for said contemplated Institute, he of course, in this called 
 on his white friends and neighbours, who did contribute liberally, 
 yea, some as high, in books, when collecting in Cincinnati. Ohio, 
 as $60 and $75, namely, from two book sellers, M. and S., Main 
 Street, and not forgetting his honour, T. C, of Lebanon, 0., who 
 donated from his own Library about $40 worth, in behalf of God's 
 p 00r — even so. Hence, be it known to all who may happen to 
 read this, the writer's Narrative, that it was after this wise did the_ 
 writer collect, say about four or five thousand volumes of books, 
 besides about four hundred dollars in materials — even so. But 
 here, in return in the way of thankfulness to his white brethren 
 and friends for this act of kindness to him in his efforts to do good, 
 whilst this side of yonder sleeping grave that awaits him, yea, 
 and the appointed house for all the living, he is at a loss for the 
 want of words to express ; therefore, they will please to let it suf- 
 fice for him to say, and may the God of all goodness bless them 
 all, yea, "individually and collectively — even so mote it be. 
 
 But alas, alas ! comes the winding up stroke of the writer's un- 
 remitting labours and hard struggling for six long years, in the 
 
13 
 
 completion of the most desired object for which he engaged his 
 services as before named, and for no other on earth would he have 
 laboured thus — nay, nay — only he having seen that the.greater 
 the object that was to be obtained, even so in proportion must 
 needs be the sacrifice ; even so — say, as in the case of the worthy 
 and immortalized George "Washington, when in battling six years 
 for the inexpressible liberties of this highly favored land and na- 
 tion, yea, even from Jackson's Monument, New Orleans, La. to 
 Bunker Hill, Boston, Mass., if duly appreciated by those on whom 
 it was conferred ; yea, that will tell for itself in ages to come — 
 even so mote it be. Hence, it was in this six years unremitting 
 struggling did it truly seem to please God, the author of all love 
 and liberty, to look down in compassion upon said noted Chief- 
 tain, and having taken the will for the deed, he crowned him with 
 the victory in a complete triumph, and so gave to him rest on the 
 seventh year from his many and bitter conflicts that awaited him 
 on every side, as his history will truly show ; hence, may his pre- 
 cious soul this day be at rest with God in heaven, and that it may 
 be written over his head thus: — "Write, Blessed are the dead 
 which die in the Lord from henceforth : Yea, saith the Spirit, that 
 they may rest from their labours, and their works do follow them." 
 Yea, in great blessings upon the human family, when duly appre- 
 ciated, &c. 
 
 Hence, there being yet another round of duty that awaited the 
 
 almost broken down agent, the collection of some several hundred 
 dollars for the erection of several good log buildings on said farm, 
 in addition to those already thereon ; so that "all of said ministers 
 of said Conference might move thereon with their families, and so 
 meet the great and inexpressible object for which it was truly in- 
 tended by the writer, and other fathers of said Conference, who now 
 lie sleeping in their peaceful graves, who would have no doubt re- 
 joiced to have seen the day of its completion, but died without the 
 sight. But in this his last winding up or finishing stroke, hear, oh 
 heaven, and bear record, oh earth ! of the deathly struggles of 
 one poor mortal who yet dwells among the living, in his battling 
 against the world, the flesh, and the devil, rather than a failure on 
 his part, knowing too well what would have been the awful result, 
 seeing that the reputation of said Conference, yea, and the whole 
 Connection besides, rested upon his soul in this thing. But this 
 
14 
 
 was not all, say, and where would have been, that of the consecrat- 
 ed Cross of Christ, his blessed Lord and Master, of whom he had 
 boasted so greatly in gone by days ; hence it was here all that the 
 writer regretted was, that he only had but one life to lose in bat- 
 tling in behalf of said Connection and his Lord, believing truly, 
 that if he lost it in this world, that he would find it again in hea- 
 ven : even so, amen and amen. Hence, we pass by saying, shall 
 Peter bear his cross alone, and all the saints go free ? answer, nay, 
 nay ; as it does truly seem that when there is no cross there can 
 be no crown obtained. 
 
 And now, having met said Conference, say, for the fifth annual 
 settlement, in Pittsburg, Pa., say on about the 20th of 10th month, 
 1849 ; but here it was, to the writer's best recollection on this 
 point, that whereas, the writer's last returns for said year had 
 been principally in that of books and materials, it went, of course, 
 to leave the Conference considerably in arrear, as to his portion 
 for services rendered in his agency, &c. But the understanding 
 was here with the writer, as he did not care to accept either books 
 or materials, to go ahead, and at the next ensuing Conference, to 
 have a final settlement with their faithful and obedient servant, 
 and so give him an honorable acquittal from his field of labour : 
 say, and that probably with an entire family suit of clothing, as 
 a mere compliment. Even so. 
 
 Hence, the writer having received his sixth and last annual 
 appointment, he departed for the West, say, to Newark, Ohio, to 
 his ever and esteemed friends, namely, H. R. and family, yea, and 
 that friends indeed, where he had left some few of his things, &c. 
 that he had need of for his winter tour ; but here it was, when he 
 was brought to reflect upon his pecuniary condition, really as it 
 was, without any further disguise before the public or his loving 
 friends, as follows : 
 
 First, as before named, in his collecting those books and ma- 
 terials, that required no little labour in packing and leaving them 
 at certain points where they could be readily shipped to this city : 
 yea, so much so, that his physical strength was well nigh done 
 out, from the fact that his limbs would pain him so severe of 
 niffhts, that he could not rest for weeks. 
 
 Secondly, and in keeping his books well posted up in regard to 
 his cash matters for some five years, without any aid whatever. 
 
15 
 
 only of his blessed Lord. Hence, judge ye, dear reader, how it 
 must have been with the writer's brain or nervous system. 
 
 Thirdly, and of his own pecuniary circumstances, they being 
 very limited by this ; and besides, he had not seen his loving little 
 ones for some several months, whilst the dreary winter was just 
 
 about set in. 
 
 Fourthly, and here having- made his calls generally throughout 
 the West on his friends, white and colored, in regard to his agency, 
 it of course, went to cloud his way, and so shut out from him the 
 last ray of hope, as it were, not leaving, say the very first star 
 of all the heavens by which he might only see to steer his poor 
 weather-beaten bark from the impending storm, yea, and from 
 running hard on to some dreadful rock or shoal. 
 
 Fifthly, and in addition to all this, he had to foot it, say, from 
 five to six thousand miles per year, or otherwise, he could not have 
 saved the very first cent towards the supporting of his dear little 
 family, of the amount allowed him for his services. But this was 
 not the painful part on this point, it was here he had by this of 
 the many years resorting to his own resources, say, and that of 
 his hard earnings in New Orleans, La., his old and fortunate 
 home, had well nigh failed him, say, as in the case of the poor 
 widow's handful of meal in the barrel, &c. Say, and will his 
 loving readers, right here, before we go further, only for a moment 
 imagine themselves to be in said pitiful condition, yea, and they 
 having no eye to pity, or confidential friend to whom they might 
 look to in said case, &c. But this was not all, for the dreadful 
 dagger is yet to be unsheathed ; hence, are you ready to hear it ? 
 and to know, yea, of a truth, that the way to heaven is not on 
 flowery beds of ease. Nay, nay. 
 
 Sixthly, and lastly, upon this most heart-rending crisis, and so 
 pass on to the dreadful battle-field, hence comes the fatal stroke. 
 It was this, his wife could not read writing, hence, before he would 
 let the left hand know of that of the right in this case, or be- 
 fore he would have his private letters read, and the contents 
 known by others, he would as soon die. Therefore, the dear 
 reader may plainly see where the dagger found its way to the 
 writer's heart, and there remained broken off, he having none to 
 whom he might in confidence pour out his heart and soul's com- 
 plaint. Hence, would it not be well for parents to know of a 
 
16 
 
 truth that their daughters can both read and write before they dare 
 consent to have them united to any worthy or smart man in mar- 
 riage, as the writer is perfectly satisfied that in said case, that it 
 is one of the most unequal yokes upon all the face of God's earth ; 
 yea, and from said unhappy fate, the very best and the most able 
 men in business upon earth, has been brought down to their un- 
 timely graves in sorrow, or otherwise to the Insane Asylum, say, 
 a mere hiss or sport for others, as in the case of poor Samson, 
 with his darling Delilah. Hence, we pass by saying, will all mo- 
 thers see to this, on the part of their dear daughters, and not to 
 be careful in their being dressed up in their hoop poles, whale- 
 bones, oyster shell bonnets, flying ribbons, rose bushes, and ear- 
 rings almost big enough for rats and mice to jump through, head 
 and tail, without touching, but rather regard them for the purpose 
 which God intended them. 
 
 Hence, to the battle field we go, 
 
 To measure arms with Satan, our greatest foe. 
 
 Nothing to wish, dread or fear, 
 
 If God in presence be ever near. 
 
 Not even to regard our children's cry, 
 
 For if in this we portray our trust we shall for ever die. 
 
 Hence, who with Peter can truly say, 
 
 Lord, I know thou art the way ; 
 
 Hence, of thy cup let me drink, 
 
 That I may be snatched from ruin's brink. 
 
 For now it is salvation's come, 
 
 That by the Cross it may be won. 
 
 Hence, on thy hand write my name, 
 
 For one who'll bear thy cross, despise the shame. 
 
 Even so, hallelujah, praise God all ye his loving saints, 
 
 For such a general in the field, 
 
 Who would sooner die than yield. 
 
 Now he having taken his leave of said family of Newark, he 
 made for Cleveland, 0., and some few other towns thereabouts, 
 and then to Buffalo, N. Y. And here he tarried for some several 
 days with his old time friend, namely, T. T., and made many calls 
 in the way of his agency, but hardly got five dollars. The ex- 
 cuse by some was, that the writer should have staid in Ohio ; whilst 
 others thought that each State should provide for her own free ne- 
 
17 
 
 vrroes, and not to have agents running all over the land under any 
 such pretence. So by this, the writer got tired of said city, and 
 did earnestly pray God to help him in strength to get out of it. 
 But by this there had fallen a deep snow, which made it no little 
 laborious, he being on foot from morning until night, say, and 
 from day to day. 
 
 But here, as to his failure in said city, he charged it all to sa- 
 tan, he being well aware of his intent in this his last round. 
 Hence, he having left said city, he thought fit to cross over to her 
 Majesty's province, namely, Upper Canada. But in this it was a 
 failure also, as he merely got his lodging, and about fifty cents. 
 So in this it would truly seem that satan had crossed over before 
 him, as he waits not for ferry boats, in order to accomplish his 
 hellish designs — nay, nay, seeing that he is the Prince of the air, 
 and rides thereon. 
 
 But here, without further disguise, say by this the writer was 
 well nigh done out, yea, from the very fact that his heart had be- 
 gan to swell with anguish and pain, not knowing hardly what coast 
 upon earth to steer up his poor tottering bark, or house of clay. 
 And here one thing that made it so hard, he had barely collected 
 enough to meet his real wants on the way, yea, and would some- 
 times have to go almost barefooted in the snow, about knee deep. 
 But he having crossed back again, he went on down to Niagara 
 Falls ; and here, in calling on a certain white family, and having 
 made known to them of his mission, and of his most severe suf- 
 fering in the cold, and that nearly to the death, the oldest daugh- 
 ter, it seemed, gave him a five dollar piece, and the other members 
 of said family about fifteen dollars, which went to create no little 
 thankfulness of heart, yea, so much so, that he could not refrain 
 from weeping, even in their presence, for such unexpected success 
 in one house, which of course, caused the writer to pour out his 
 very soul in blessings upon said benevolent family, whose names 
 he cannot here recollect ; but God in heaven will know them, even 
 in everlasting blessings upon their loving heads ; even so, amen, 
 and selah. 
 
 But now, the writer having taken his leave of said family, he 
 sought for some where to put up for the night, where he truly re- 
 alized more rest than he had nearly for three weeks before, 
 his heart having become assuaged of its anguish and grief ; and 
 
18 
 
 so next morning he left for Lockport, N. Y., from thence to Ba- 
 tavia, and so on to Rochester. But on all this route he done 
 mere nothing but wade through the snow from farm to farm on the 
 way ; as by this satan having become more and more intent in 
 meting out his hellish purposes, and so defeat the poor weather- 
 beaten herald of the cross of Christ, if possible, and accordingly, 
 did the writer become more fixed in heart and determined to re- 
 sist him by the grace of God to the very hatch gates of hell, or 
 his infernal regions of despair ; yea, and there and then to mea- 
 sure arms with him, as in the case of the immortalized Garibaldi, 
 at the battle of St. Angelo, or thereabouts, when upon having 
 met the great chieftain of the Neapolitan army, his opponent de- 
 manded of him to surrender, but in the place of him surrendering, 
 he met him with drawn sword in hand, and he having made a stroke 
 at said Garibaldi with the intention of cutting off his head, Gari- 
 baldi warded off the dreadful blow with his left hand, and with his 
 sabre in the right smote him down, even from his horse to the 
 ground. Hence, it is after this very wise must Lucifer be met, in 
 a spiritual point of view, by every chieftain or hero of the cross 
 of Christ, and by said cross the battle must be won or lost, then 
 it is that ye have fought the good fight of faith. Hence, this 
 dreaming, talking, singing, and shouting about God and Liberty, 
 all avails nothing. For instance, suppose the humble penman 
 had left his liberty to said airy imaginations during the absence of 
 his master, Richard Clague, Esq., of New Orleans, La., say to 
 old England eighteen months, and he had not redeemed said time 
 in working out his liberty, as strictly set forth in the Midnight 
 Cry, say, where might he have been now ? answer, probably in 
 some cotton field, sugar farm, or rice pond. 
 
 But here, lest we be tedious, or keep the loving reader in further 
 suspense, we hasten on to the great and most miraculous catas- 
 trophe that happened to the writer, as in the case of Job, &c. 
 Hence, he having left Rochester, he next called at Syracuse, and 
 from thence to Peterboro' where he called on his honor G. S. who 
 gave him five dollars. But here he having met with a friend from 
 Salem, Mass., who cordially commended him to go right on to 
 Boston, Mass., and to call on his Excellency, the Governor of the 
 State, namely, G. N. B., and if possible, procure a few lines of 
 him, that would go to give him access to the community throughout 
 
19 
 
 said State, and elsewhere down Eastward, &c. until he should be 
 fully enabled to realize the amount required to meet the great and 
 most desired object ; even so. He next called at Utica, but here 
 out of all his calls, he did not collect the first cent ; and besides, 
 by this, one of the very demons, probably Moloch, cried out dis- 
 tinctly, " Damn it, why don't thee give up the struggle, and go 
 home to thy family, and see to their wants, before they be dragged 
 off to the poor house ; and where will be thy heroism then, before 
 the community ? will it not be written against thee from every 
 pulpit throughout all Bethel, ' He that provides not for his own 
 house is worse than an infidel.' ' And right here, to tell the whole 
 truth, and lie not before his God, as he can profit nothing thereby, 
 he came well nigh of yielding within his heart to satan, on this 
 severe and sore point of temptation. But when upon fasting, and 
 steady prayer for about three days, in accordance with the adorable 
 Trinity, he was truly revived ; thus, by the inexpressible grace of 
 God, that he should only remember that he was to be thoroughly 
 sifted in this particular, as in the case of Job. Hence, it was to 
 conquer here the world, the flesh, aud the devil, or die, yea, and 
 that for ever, as a traitor to his trust, as in the case of Benedict 
 Arnold. Therefore, will all ye money-called and men-commission- 
 ed pulpit leeches, or as it is written in Job xii. 6, " tabernacle of 
 robbers," yea, so much so, that it is in the opinion of the ready 
 writer to be one of the most God provoking causes that now in- 
 vades this our Christian land, say, from Jackson's Monument, 
 New Orleans, La. to that of Bunkerhill, Boston, Mass., for what 
 care said robbers and pulpit fleecers for the oppressed of our land 
 and the cries of God's poor, whilst they are permitted to go on in 
 purchasing farms, houses and lots, and other real estate, annually 
 to the amount of thousands and thousands of dollars, and besides 
 the millions of dollars worth of unnecessary superfluity, that is 
 actually worn by professors in the house of God, which, if it was 
 only duly appropriated now as in the days of the Apostles, would 
 go to create, no doubt, a common fund, to the amount of some 
 several hundred millions of dollars, that might truly lead to the 
 salvation of this lovely land and nation ; seeing that salvation is 
 solely of the Lord, hence it must needs commence in bringing 
 about said deliverance right at the pulpit or the sacred desk, that 
 has been duly dedicated unto the God of all love and liberty. 
 
20 
 
 Sav, and will those to whom the writer has here truly appealed 
 see to the matter right now, and so have the trumpet of the great 
 and glorious Jubilee sounded throughout all our land, within twen- 
 ty-one years at most ; or shall the humble penman here let it be 
 written against them, as in the case of Eli's sons, namely, Hophni 
 and Phinehas. Read the first book of Samuel or Kings, second 
 chapter, and in particular the 29th verse thereof, and so on to the 
 final fate of said priest, and so pass on. 
 
 And now, having resolved fully in his heart to die rather than 
 to give up, or to leave the battle field, being cowardly whipped out 
 by satan, there was a sudden ray of light sprung up to his view, 
 thus thinking that if he could only reach Boston, and there only 
 to obtain a few lines from said Governor, that all would be well, 
 as he might then with the greatest propriety, yea, and an assurance 
 rely on his friends, commonly called Quakers, and others that might 
 happen in or on his way from meeting to meeting among said friends, 
 even so ; and for which the writer came to the conclusion as ad- 
 vised by said friend, from Salem, Mass., to take the cars right off 
 for Boston, if it took the very last cent he had collected, &c. But 
 here, in having taken the cars for said eity, it did truly seem to 
 him that satan must have taken the very next vacant seat, from 
 the very fact, of all the awful feelings that came upon the writer 
 he never felt so bad before, nay not since the day he made his 
 peace with his God, in Fredericksburg, Va., as strictly set forth 
 in the Midnight Cry, &c. Yea, his feelings became so terrific, 
 that his heart began again to swell with that degree of anguish 
 and pain that he became nearly choked or strangled for the want 
 of being able to breathe. But here, having arrived at Albany, 
 N. Y., say about sun set, he had to change cars, and in calling at 
 the Post Office, he found a letter, by some means or other, had 
 actually been mailed on to said city for him, in which he found 
 as satan had said, that his little ones were about to be taken to 
 the poor house for protection, if not otherwise provided for. Say, 
 dear reader, what now, seeing that your old war-horse and battle 
 axe, as it were, is truly here in a strait, or screwing vice, as it 
 were, and what shall be done now ? Do you say, hang upon the 
 promises of God's grace, or to curse him now, and die. Speak 
 out, all you his loving saints, that are battling for the kingdom of 
 God and everlasting life — as saith the poet. 
 
21 
 
 Am I a soldier of the cross, 
 
 A follower of the Lamb ? 
 And shall I fear to own his cause, 
 
 Or blush to speak his name ? 
 Must I be carried to the skies, 
 
 On flowery beds of ease ? 
 Whilst others fight to win the prize, 
 
 And sail through bloody seas. 
 
 But let us return to the point at issue, and say, was God's 
 grace all sufficient at this sore crisis ? answer, it was, more than 
 ever, from the fact that it came to the writer's mind thus, that if 
 his little ones did go to the poor-house, to remember that 
 they would be well provided for by his loving friends, namely, the 
 Quakers, who had fed and clothed thousands of the like poor and 
 destitute colored children, and that God would enable them to pro- 
 vide for many more, even so, and for which may God of his ever 
 goodness open the windows of heaven in lasting showers of bless- 
 ings upon them as a body, or branch of Zion. Selah. 
 
 And now, having left Albany for said city of his destination, be- 
 hold it came to pass, say on or about the 27th of 12th month, 
 A. D. 1849, in having passed the State line station between New 
 York and Massachusetts, say about eight o'clock, P. M. when a 
 most terrific shock smote him right upon the crown of his head, 
 and afterwards, a vivid ray of light of purple color, leaving an 
 awful sense of feeling upon the writer's person, yea, so much so, 
 that within about five minutes after, he found himself to be stiff 
 throughout all his whole body, yea, so much so, that he truly con- 
 cluded that it certainly was a stroke of death, whilst by this his 
 bones were all burning and aching within, and his hands were here 
 holding on to the seat front of him with a cold deathly grasp, yea, 
 so that he was here constrained to cry out from his inmost soul, 
 0, thou God of heaven ! is this death ? if so, I am done, and the 
 victory is won, even so, amen, and amen ; for to live is Christ, 
 but to die is gain. But right here the writer was made to know 
 sensibly from whence came the mighty shock, in an answer to his 
 interrogation, thus responded the infernal fiend : 
 "It is me!" 
 
 Question, " In the name of God who art thou?" 
 " Lucifer is my name, yea, the prince of the air, and the ruler 
 
22 
 
 of this low world, and hitherto have I come to attest thy love to 
 God and his cause, as in the case of Job : therefore, be it known 
 unto thee, that if thy fidelity in truth be more to thy espoused 
 Prince of Heaven than to all on earth, or any thing it can afford, 
 thou shalt this night be quit thy last claim upon earth, even to 
 thy ten finger nails, and a shaved head, or by all the several foul 
 powers of hell, thou art my prisoner !" 
 
 "Even so mote it be," replied the writer, only claiming as an 
 armistice, say until the midnight hour, when he should have re- 
 ceived an answer from his Lord and Prince of Glory, in grace, 
 and that he would in the name of Him that said, that " he that 
 will lose his life for my sake shall find it," meet the demand in 
 letter and to the spirit. Amen. 
 
 To this demand the proud fiend agreed, hence the writer here 
 became somewhat relieved of said inexpressible excruciating feel- 
 ings, as before named, until he came to Pittsfield, Mass., say on 
 or about the hour of ten o'clock, P. M., where he concluded to 
 get out and put up for the night, and so prepare to meet his fate, 
 yea, if it was to leave this for another world, only to go bedecked 
 with the scars of honor before the Throne of inspection of his 
 Royal Prince, and there be conducted to a seat, accordingly, in 
 the presence of all the olden time heroes of the cross of Christ 
 that we read of, too tedious here to mention. 
 
 So we pass to notice next the dreadful and most miraculous event 
 that occurred between the writer and Satan. But here, before 
 we enter the battle field, say, may the humble penman here en- 
 treat with his loving readers only to suffer him to speak, and after 
 he has spoken, if ye will mock, then mock on, only that ye mock 
 not to your own hurt or folly. Hence, he having arrived at said 
 town, and the cars having stopped, he here, in leaping from the 
 cars, was smitten to the ground, by an invisible stroke, into the 
 snow, about knee deep, and here, upon rising to his feet, he was 
 smitten down the second time, and when upon rising again, he 
 was here nearly crushed up against the stone wall, so by this the 
 writer was brought to tremble, yea, and to stagger around like 
 unto a drunken man. But here after a while he found his way to 
 the house of a colored family, where he was most kindly received 
 and entertained for the night, but their names he does not here 
 recollect, he having introduced himself to them in particular, when 
 
23 
 
 having named to them that he was on his way to Boston, to see 
 said Governor, on some particular business, which of course went 
 to entitle him to their confidence as a stranger. But dear souls, 
 little did they think of the dreadful conflict that was to befall their 
 poor visitor, even that night ; nay, nay. Hence, they having 
 blessed their stranger to a good warm supper, he had prayer with 
 them, and having sung a hymn, they kindly conducted him to his 
 retirement, that might be truly called a garden of Gethsemane 
 to him, as follows : Say, it being now about half past eleven 
 o'clock, leaving but a few more moments to decide the poor pen- 
 man's fate, therefore to prayer ; Israel pray whilst your young 
 David shall assault Goliath, the winged fiend of darkness, he hav- 
 ing nothing to fight with but Christ the Lord, yea, the little white 
 stone upon which are all the names of saints written since the day 
 that Adam fell. Hence, pray ye children, pray, believing that 
 God, your heavenly Father, has never left himself without living 
 witnesses of his power and saving grace. Even so, amen, and 
 halleluajh, praise his holy name. 
 
 And now, he having fell on his knees by the bed side, as truly 
 for the last time in this low world, before his God he prayed thus : 
 " thou God of all goodness, love and power, grant to this thy 
 servant even grace this night to answer grace, that he may in the 
 name of his Lord, and of his consecrated cross, conquer both 
 earth and hell by a celestial power, and for said victory will he, 
 on his part, meet the demands of satan to the letter and to the 
 spirit thereof, in even giving up his two dear children (himself 
 being understood), namely Julia and Joseph, as a living sacrifice 
 upon thy altar, God, and for which let it be recorded in heaven 
 and known to the ends of the earth. Even so, amen and amen, 
 and selah." And here, he having met the demands of satan fully 
 in heart, soul, mind and spirit, it was in this did the writer drink 
 of the cup of his Lord and master, in which was truly mingled 
 all of the very dregs of satan's last vial of wrath : yea, so much 
 so, that by the time he had barely rose from the floor, and laid 
 himself upon the bed, when in midst of his inexpressible anguish 
 of soul and mind, as is truly explained in his major Journal, there 
 occurred a sudden crash or explosion in his head, yea, and so 
 dreadful and terrific was the shock that he truly thought that his 
 skull was split wide open, and that his very brain was all out upon 
 
24 
 
 the neat snow white pillow cases, which was all the writer here 
 regretted, knowing that he had virtually sealed his life to the sup- 
 port of the cross of Christ. But in raising himself up in the bed 
 to feel for his brains, as he thought, in feeling out on the pillows 
 he felt none, and here upon feeling his skull he found it to be all 
 right ; and now, being entirely free from all fear, pain or anguish, of 
 soul, body, yea, and of mind and spirit, he was made to inquire 
 from his inmost soul, and what did this inexpressible sense of in- 
 ward joy and gladness mean ? The reply from heaven was, that 
 in his sacrifice upon the altar of his God, in the support of his 
 holy word, as in the case of Job, it had robbed all hell of its ex- 
 pectation, yea, and had disthroned satan of his cruel power, and 
 hence, the great and glorious victory may be chanted by all God's 
 saints, as follows, as set forth in the Midnight Cry : 
 
 IK*?L, Victory o'er the World, the Flesh, and the Devil. 
 
 By Faith we conquer earth and hell, 
 
 By a celestial power, 
 Hence this the grace that shall prevail 
 
 In a decisive or dying hour. 
 
 Hence, how dare any man to profane the sacred desk in preach- 
 ing Christ to be the power of God unto salvation to every one 
 that believeth, when he himself will not trust in Him south of 
 Mason & Dixon's line, as he should, as in the case of Daniel in 
 the lion's den, and Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, when in 
 the fiery furnace, in the city of Babylon ; or otherwise, is not his 
 services thus rendered in the house of God any thing less than a 
 sacrilegious performance, an offering unto devils upon their shrine 
 
25 
 
 or hecatombs, being works without faith, which are dead, yea, 
 truly so. Hence should not all such be called in question, for 
 why should our land be cursed any further, as in the case of 
 Jezebel and her 400 lying prophets. 
 
 It was just about the midnight hour, 
 When Jesus displayed his heavenly power, 
 And with his chariot drove along, 
 While Angels chanted the morning song. 
 
 His lightning played and thunders roll, 
 It shook the earth from pole to pole. 
 At this the devils took affright, 
 And left before the morning light. 
 
 As Zion's sons marched in and took the field, 
 Old Moloch of hell was the last devil to yield ; 
 And with a most tremendous yell, 
 He leap'd from thence down to hell. 
 
 And here with Job I was called to stand, 
 And show myself a worthy man ; 
 Thus born of God, I know I am, 
 And thou, deny it if thee can. 
 
 Hence, in compliance with God's command, 
 
 I'm certainly bound for Canaan's land ; 
 
 Even so — Salvation, the bleeding Lamb. Selah. 
 
 And next conies the recompense of the great reward, if faithful 
 until death, as follows : — Installed as a prince of Jerusalem, and 
 a warrior that of a knight of the consecrated cross of Christ, the 
 Prince of Glory, and that of eternal life. Amen, and amen. 
 
 Hence, judge ye by this ye little flock of heaven, if ye have 
 not one who has in deed and in truth measured arms with all hell, 
 and claims himself to be a Washington and a Garibaldi for his 
 King, the only heir of all heaven, yea, life and liberty ; though 
 he be left to wander up and down with a shaved head, owing to 
 said mighty shock, that satan left him as a sore scar in attest of 
 the battle fought ; yea, in being so severe that it actually shattered 
 the nervous system of the brain, as thought by his physician, pro- 
 bly for ever in this world, as the writer is now rather advanced in 
 years, say, in his 47th, as may be seen strictly set forth in the 
 Midnight Cry, yea, truly so, so we pass from this to a complete 
 
26 
 
 triumph in a temporal point of view, and we have done with the 
 proposed Narrative. 
 
 And now the writer having been duly crowned, as it were, with 
 a wreath of twelve stars, in token of the battle thus fought and 
 the victory won, as before named, he carrying the scars of honor 
 accordingly on his person until this day, say the 25th of 12th 
 month, A. D. 1860, since the Christian era had its origin, even 
 so, namely, a shattered nervous system of the brain, going con- 
 tinually with a shaved head, with a white spot of hair, in attest 
 of the severe neuralgia in the head, occasioned by said dreadful 
 shock upon the brain, he being now left to wander up and down 
 through all the land clad more or less with dead friends clothing, 
 as in the case of that of Elisha being truly clad with his father 
 Elijah's mantle, and with it did he truly whip out or cause to 
 to separate the water of the river Jordan, and conquered all 
 earth and hell besides, and so found his way up to the portals of 
 the skies, upon which Job's character may be seen written out, it 
 does truly seem in four large brilliant stars, entitled Job's Coffin; 
 he claiming not where of his own upon which he may rest the 
 sole of his foot, only as named in the Midnight Cry. Notwith- 
 standing all this, yet is his hope in the holy word of God, namely, 
 the 71st and 91st Psalms of King David, stronger than ever ; yea, 
 so much so, that he has truly come to the conclusion to patiently 
 wait upon the Lord, even his God, all of his appointed days, until 
 his change come, he believing without a shadow of doubt that all 
 things in the end thereof shall have worked together for his good, 
 even so may God in his promised mercy grant. Amen, and amen. 
 
 And now, he having truly drank to the very dregs of the hot 
 cup of satan's vindictive wrath, and the most dreadful feelings 
 having all as a mighty thunder storm passed over, he rested for 
 the remainder of the night as though he was reposing upon one 
 of the richest sofas all earth could afford him, whilst that of his 
 heavenly visions and conversation in heaven or the spirit world, 
 probably it would not be here right or lawful to name. So we 
 pass in saying that, having arose in the morning, his loving host 
 desired of course to know how he rested during the night ; he 
 gladly answered as to the latter part, but to the fore part he thought 
 it prudent not to let the left hand know of that of the right in 
 this case ; for instance, had not Samson revealed to his darling 
 
27 
 
 Delilah wherein his great strength lay, he might have escaped his 
 
 untimely death. 
 
 Hence, he having spent about the happiest first day here on 
 earth with said kind family, on second day morning he gave the 
 Episcopal priest a call in behalf of his mission, who did most 
 cordially, yea, and liberally aid him in advising as follows : that 
 all the free colored people of these United States should be ship- 
 ped off to Africa, but did not name what should be done with the 
 three or four millions of slaves of the South. As it seemed that some 
 of the clergy of the North, had not got tired out in supping of the 
 molasses of Louisiana, and of eating of the product of the sweat- 
 ened rice ponds of South Carolina, and other rich staples from 
 that source. Hence, if the writer may be permitted to judge in 
 this partiular, was it not the design to clear the United States of 
 all the free colored people, so that thousands of others might be 
 imported from the shores of Africa to the Southern market, and 
 so establish their belief that slavery on the part of that race is a 
 peculiar Divine Institution, and so nail said traffic, with all of its 
 inexpressible horrors, on to the cross of Christ, who truly said, 
 that thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and thy 
 neighbour as thyself, and afterward sealed it to his cross with his 
 dying breath, and so bade his loving flock adieu, until he shall come 
 again in his everlasting kingdom of grace, and those who have 
 faitfully adhered to said commandments, and none other, shall be 
 permitted to drink with him the cup of love anew. Even so, in 
 his holy name may it be, in token of his dying love written upon 
 the table of every true believers heart, and sealed with his blood 
 upon the cross. Even so, praise God, all ye his faithful children. 
 Amen, and selah. 
 
 And now, having left said village for Boston, and having made 
 some several calls in the towns or villages on the way, his success 
 was beyond all expectation, from the fact, that by the time he 
 had arrived at good old Cambridge, Mass., and there having called 
 on his Honor, E. E., who did most readily and liberally sign in 
 behalf of the support of the poor agent's Mission, which caused 
 others to subscribe who saw his name and donation, say about 
 $200. Judge ye by this, ye loving readers, how the writer must 
 have felt in body and mind in consequence of so miraculous a 
 change in favor of one poor mortal, say in this the age of our 
 
28 
 
 world 5864 years, since the day in which the morning stars sang 
 together, and the sons of God shouted for joy, as has been strictly 
 written out in the Midnight Cry, & c . Hence, may the blessings 
 of (rod await him throughout the remainder of his journey towards 
 his long home, namely, by the grace of God a peaceful grave. 
 And here, before we pass, in justice to his honor, of no liittle 
 merit and due qualification, in the opinion of the writer, had he 
 only been elected President, and a Vice President from Louisiana, 
 as captain and mate upon the old ship, that must soon start, as it 
 were for a four years voyage. Say, and in this, would not old 
 Bunker Hill, Mass., and Jackson's Monument, La. have shook 
 hands together ; hence, what could the body have done under 
 heaven but adhere, in obedience to the head and foot, in this all 
 momentous case before us ; and that probably with no little la- 
 mentation ere long, as none but God, in the humble opinion of the 
 writer, can possibly avert the impending storm, that does so black- 
 en the heavens, and cover the earth with thick darkness; yea, so 
 much so, that it is no little felt by every true and devoted lover of 
 his country. And for which will the writer here pray the 
 Lord, even his God, yea, and that of Elijah, that whereas, he has 
 truly stirred up the great bald Eagle's nest, as it were, even from 
 New Orleans to Boston, yea, and that to a true sense of their 
 danger, without thy helping hand to deliver them ; therefore, 
 thou God of all love and long forbearance, yea, and most gene- 
 rously waiting still to be gracious and merciful unto this thy peo- 
 ple, as thou hast been in the days of thy servant George, as in 
 the case where thou didst deliver thy people of old, even Israel, 
 by the hand of thy servant Moses, and wilt thou here, of thine 
 inexpressible, ever abounding love and compassion, spare this, thy 
 favored fig tree yet another and another year, so that thy faitliful 
 servants throughout this our land may dig about its roots, and so 
 lop off all the dead and unnecessary limbs, that doth so hurtfully 
 encumber it, that it cannot bear that sweet and most delicious 
 fruit of love and liberty to all men alike, without distinction as to 
 nation, climate or color ; and if it then bear said fruit to meet 
 the end for which it was truly intended by thy divine Providence, 
 that thou shouldest reserve it as an eagle's nest unto thy Christ,' 
 even our Lord and great salvation, well ; but if not, then thy 
 holy word for it. Even so, amen, selah. 
 
29 
 
 And now, having called on his excellency, the Governor G. N. 
 B., at the Adams House, Washington Street, Boston, on or about 
 the 14th or 15th of 1st month, A. D. 1850, and he there and then 
 having spread out all his credentials before his honour, and he 
 having seen the signature of his old school mate, namely, his 
 excellency, Governor Z. F. of Ohio, as before named, he was no 
 little amused and well pleased, yea, so much so, that he did most 
 readily endorse the same, which of course went to open the way 
 throughout all the old Bay State, in favor of his agency, yea, so 
 much so, though strange to say, yet in truth, the further he went 
 down East the more liberal he found the Friends to be, and others 
 whom he might happen to call on, they being on his way in keep- 
 ing in strict range with the meetings with said Friends, as far 
 down as Lubec, Maine, as follows : say, commencing at Lynn, 
 Mass., where, and in the neighbourhood, he collected about $160 ; 
 yea, and there and then did he deposit it in bank as fast as he 
 collected it, getting drafts for the same to the order of Hanson 
 Johnson, Treasurer of the said Institute, which his books here 
 will show in attest of the fact thereof. And here, to his still 
 greater surprise, when having reached Salem, the city from which 
 said friend hailed who did so kindly recommend that the writer, 
 when amidst his deepest distress, should call on said Governor, 
 and sure enough, it was just as he said. Hence, who here, of all 
 his loving readers, would doubt for a moment, that said friend or 
 messenger was not so ordered by an all-wise Providence to meet 
 his servant on the way in order to strengthen him, yea, and to 
 confirm his hope in his holy Word, as in the most noted case of 
 Abraham, when he was met by a friend and stranger right from 
 Salem, to bless and to comfort him, when after a most desperate 
 struggle in the behalf of Lot, his nephew, &c. For lo, here it 
 was to his inexpressible joy and gladness of heart, did he actually 
 collect in one day about 90 or 100 dollars, and for which may it 
 ever be a city of peace and brotherly love, as the Salem of old. 
 Even so, amen, and selah. 
 
 But here before we pass, the writer would merely ask the dear 
 reader, what think ye in truth of so great and miraculous a 
 change in his favor thus ? yea, so much so, that for joy he became 
 almost insensible to the cold and the snow through which he had 
 to wade from day to day, being about two feet deep, or up to the 
 
30 
 
 knees. For instance, when upon having got down in the State of 
 Maine say to Waterville meeting of Friends, on the Kennebec 
 river, and here he having become acquainted with some of the 
 members of said meeting, namely, J. D. L. and S. T., who did on 
 first day preach one of the most delightful discourses that he has 
 ever heard, since the discourse delivered by a Baptist minister. 
 Dr. McCall, under which he got converted from his sins, in Fre- 
 dericksburg, Virginia, say on or about the 10th of 8th month, 
 A. D. 1831, as has been duly set forth in the Midnight Cry, &c. 
 And here, he was most cordially received by them, and they 
 and others of said meeting became properly acquainted with 
 the writer and the object of his mission. But here, what went to 
 make his mission with them of no little importance, and highly 
 worthy of their liberal patronage was this, they having seen what 
 the several meetings of Friends of Ohio had done in cash, and 
 that of Pennsylvania, and good old New Jersey, say, beginning at 
 Mount Pleasant, Ohio, with his kind old friend and household, 
 namely, D. U., yea, and there were many others thereabouts who 
 were determined not to be left behind in this heaven-favored race 
 that was so plainly set before them in running for the kingdom, 
 seeing that in this race all might run, and obtain a prize in pro- 
 portion to their merits. Even so. Hence, judge ye by this, how 
 the loving Friends of said meeting and others thereabouts must 
 have felt in this matter, as the writer collected about $500. In 
 consequence of which, he became so overwhelmed with joy and 
 peace in the Holy Ghost, that he nearly became insensible to the 
 cold, as before named. But here, what do the loving readers say. 
 as regards God's grace and power on those whom he loves ? say, 
 and is he indeed a present help in the time of need on the part 
 of his little ones? Hence, we pass by saying, may God- ever 
 remember said meeting, and others, in lasting blessings upon 
 their loving and devoted heads. Even so, amen, and selah. 
 
 Hence, he being here advised to give the Friends a visit about 
 ten miles or so West of Augusta, the Capital of said State, before 
 he went further down, he started for said meeting accordingly, 
 early in the morning across the Kennebec, on the ice, on a 20 or 
 30 miles march, through snow knee deep, almost barefooted, as 
 his boots, being much worn, scarcely afforded any protection. 
 Having reached his destination about sunset, he called on A. S., 
 
31 
 
 ■who carries on about one of the largest oil cloth factories proba- 
 bly in the State of Maine, and who received him kindly, and 
 invited him to stay all night. So, after a good hearty supper, as 
 the writer had eaten nothing that day, having merely drank a 
 little good old rye, as a protection against the severe cold. His 
 host, having noticed the condition of the writer's boots, said to him : 
 
 "Friend Wilkerson, I would like to ask thee a question." 
 
 Reply.—" Say on." 
 
 Host. — " In looking over thy book, it seems that thou must 
 have collected some eight or nine hundred dollars ?" 
 
 Reply. — "Yea, say about one thousand dollars, as the last check 
 will show." 
 
 Host. — " Do thy employers allow thee nothing for thy services?'' 
 
 Reply. — " They do; but that is a future thought." 
 
 Host. — " But here, what I wish to get at is this, how is it, that 
 thou having all of said amount of money in thy possession, and 
 here I have been observing thy feet to be nearly bare ; say, how 
 ' is it ?" 
 
 Reply. — " It is thus : I am not soliciting aid of my Quaker 
 friends to purchase $30 cloaks, $20 coats, $5 hats, $7 boots, 
 shirts $12 per dozen, and to cap the climax, a horse and buggy 
 for $100 ; but rather to erect some several good neat log buildings 
 on the farm, that is truly intended as a shelter or an Orphan's 
 Asylum. To meet said object have I been laboring thus, for these 
 six long years, asking nothing more on earth than only to live to 
 see its completion, if afterwards I have to be buried with a dead 
 man's shirt on. Even so, amen, and amen." 
 
 Host. — " That is enough, I now see the drift plainly, therefore, 
 in the morning thou shalt have my boots to put on, until thine is 
 well mended." 
 
 Hence, in the morning the writer was directed where to go to 
 get his boots mended, and besides a number of names given him, 
 so that he might be collecting among the Friends whilst his boots 
 were being repaired ; in that day he collected about $20. Having 
 returned to said friend and reported his great success, he put his 
 hand in his pocket, and gave him a ten dollar bill. God bless 
 him and all his house, the fifty or sixty factory hands being un- 
 derstood. 
 
 Now, having taken his leave of said meeting, he went as far 
 down as Lubec, Maine, and in this place his success with the 
 
32 
 
 Friends in their meeting was about as heretofore, but by this time 
 their meetings had become small ; nevertheless, they were both 
 liberal and kind. Hence, will not God of his abundant grace 
 bless them for this act of duty towards his poor ? he will. There- 
 fore, loving Friends, who did so kindly and liberally sustain the 
 humble writer, as before named, you have his prayers and best 
 wishes, and he cannot find words to express his deep and abiding 
 sense of gratitude. 
 
 Perhaps some of his loving readers may here ask, why was 
 not the writer in all this long romantic tour heard from, either in 
 lecturing or preaching, or through some newspaper that might 
 be favorable to his mission ? Answer, because during said period 
 of his most bitter affliction, he was ever found occupying an hum- 
 ble position with the Friends in their meetings, in silence before 
 his God, in deep meditation of his inexpressible goodness in hav- 
 ing thus blessed his efforts ; besides, the mental powers of the 
 writer were somewhat impaired, and it was necessary that he 
 should keep as quiet as possible throughout this trying period of 
 his journey through life. 
 
 And now, he having arrived at Lubec, even down on the sea 
 coast, where he thought fit to embark for Eastport, and from thence 
 he shipped to St. Johns, New Brunswick ; and even here, to his 
 no little surprise, did he actually find friends who each gave one 
 pound, which of course, went to make the writer know, even here, 
 that if God was for him, who could be otherwise ; say, hear it, ye 
 God-fearing children, hear it. 
 
 And after remaining at this place several days, and meeting 
 with considerable success in his mission, he concluded to return 
 to the United States by the interior or land route, but not without 
 commending her Majesty's loving subjects unto God, and his ever- 
 lasting protection. Even so, amen. 
 
 Hence, he having left said city, he came next to Calais, Maine, 
 and here he met with the same friendship and success as heretofore. 
 By this time, the Spring had fully set in, it being about the 30th 
 of 4th month, 1850, when the writer suffered severely in conse- 
 quence of frosted limbs, which brought him to a true sense of his 
 danger, as the burning and misery was so severe just below the 
 knees, that he really thought that he should lose both legs. But 
 praise be to God, he soon recovered. He here made up his mind 
 
33 
 
 to change his mode of travel, by sailing around from island to 
 island, and in this manner he rested from such severe labour. 
 Yet his mental powers were still feeble : he being advancing in 
 years, he had little hope of an increase of strength thereof. 
 
 But here, injustice to his friends of Nantucket, though located 
 on a small island, yet they certainly done their part, particularly 
 the kind family with whom he put up, namely, A. W., who seeing 
 that he was nearly destitute of comfortable clothing, did amplv 
 supply his wants, particularly with some of the best shirts that he 
 ever had, and for which they, of course, have his thanks and 
 prayers to God in their behalf until this day. Even so, amen. 
 
 Having left said island, he sailed next for Long Island, 1ST. Y. 
 Having arrived at Jamaica, he next proceeded to Jericho where 
 he concluded to remain and reckon up all his books, and so pre- 
 pare to make his sixth and final Report of his stewardship, that 
 he might be prepared to rest on the seventh year from all his la- 
 bors. He found the amount collected to be $1375, and in order 
 to make it even $1400, he gave the meeting of Friends at this 
 place a call, and in a day or two, by divine aid, the object was 
 accomplished, and a few cents over. Praise God, ye saints, for in 
 this, has not the battle of the Lord been truly fought, and the 
 victory won, and the long desired object attained at last. Hence, 
 what remains but to praise the Lord, as in the noted cases of his 
 servants of old, even King David, the son and stem of Jesse, when 
 upon taking up the ark of the covenant from Shiloh up to Jerusa- 
 lem, the chosen city of the most high God, yea, the God of Abel. 
 Enoch, Noah, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Moses, Aaron. 
 Joshua, Caleb, Samson, Sarah, Rebecca, Hannah, Samuel, Elijah. 
 Elisha, Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, Abednego, Isaiah, Jeremiah, 
 Ezekiel, Paul, Peter, James and John, yea, and of the thousands 
 and tens of thousands of his saints, who by faith in God, through 
 Christ Jesus our Lord, conquered all earth and hell, and are now 
 seated at God's right hand. 
 
 In attest of the same the writer here sets his seal this 3d day 
 of 1st month, A. D. 1861, and of the World, 5865. 
 
 MAJOR JAMES WILKERSON, 
 Of New Orleans, La., Author of the Midnight Cry. 
 A Virginian by birth, born not far from Little York, a town of no 
 little renown, and as to his blood, he is of the Bengal of Africa, Anglo- 
 
34 
 
 Saxon of Europe, Powhatton of America ; but strictly the grandson of 
 Col. Wilkerson, who fought with one of the bravest of the brave, namely 
 General Gates, at the battle of Saratoga, N. Y. 
 
 And now, after some several -weeks of delightful rest of body 
 and mind, it being well on to the 1st of 9th month, and time that 
 he should make his return to the Conference, that met about the 
 20th of the same, he took his leave of said meeting of Friends, 
 yea, and so bade adieu to this ever memorable place of repose, but 
 not until he had first emptied his soul, as it were, of the very last 
 blessing upon said meeting of Friends, and others thereabouts, 
 who did so kindly entertain the writer, a stranger and pilgrim 
 among them. 
 
 Hence, he having left said island, he sailed for New York City, 
 where he had all of his checks duly attested by his worthy friend, 
 I. T. H., he having examined them all carefully, according to the 
 very latest Bank Detector, and so made his returns of the amount 
 collected in cash, $1060, besides a land warrant claiming 160 
 acres, the land warrant being the writer's, and upon which land 
 he truly intended to have established an Auxiliary to the Union 
 Seminary, at some future period, thinking that he might be the 
 means of providing a shelter for the fatherless, and so meet the 
 saying of St. James, as before named. But in this he was dis- 
 appointed, as will be seen in the conclusion. So we proceed by 
 saying, that all said amount and land warrant were duly received 
 by said Treasurer, as his books will show. Even so; so far so good. 
 
 This being settled, he now concluded, in order to improve his 
 health, that he would embark for Matanzas or Havana, Cuba, and 
 from thence on to Kingston, Jamaica, and then to Chagres, Cen- 
 tral America, where he had purposed to spend the ensuing Winter 
 with an old friend of his, namely, Joseph Prince, and for him to 
 have acted as recording clerk, for $100 per month and found, he 
 having received information to that effect by a particular friend. 
 But in this quite cheering expectation he was sadly disappointed, 
 from the very fact, that he having purchased the land warrant out 
 of his quota due him for services, and besides, he sent on $128 of 
 the remainder to make up the sum of $1060, as before stated ; 
 and further, having purchased for himself a suitable coat to travel 
 in ; so when he arrived at Havana, and met all the necessary ex 
 penses there, he found that he actually had not enough funds left him 
 
35 
 
 to get as far as Kingston, Jamaica. Hence, he concluded to have 
 his passport endorsed for New Orleans, La., where he landed, after 
 a most delightful sail, about the 1st of 11th month, 1850. But 
 he had not money enough to pay his passage on the packet Adam 
 Gray, being $30, for which purpose he pawned his lever watch 
 for five or six dollars. Now in order to get back his watch, and 
 means sufficient to go to Louisville, Ky., without asking aid of the 
 brethren or the church, he disguised himself, and went about the 
 city sawing wood, as a mere stranger, not letting the left hand 
 know the secrets of the right, lest his pecuniary condition might 
 become known throughout the city, and his loving sisters, who 
 knew him of old, and of his labours of love in behalf of the sa- 
 cred and loving cause of dear Zion, should become, as it were, 
 almost frantic in their efforts to raise the means to help him out of 
 his difficulties. They would also naturally be anxious to know 
 the cause of his long absence, say about eleven years, as may be 
 seen by his dear readers, by carefully observing the commence- 
 ment of this Narrative. Even so. Hence, we proceed, by say- 
 ing that in said disguised conditition, did he soon earn enough to 
 get his watch, yea, and besides, to pay his way up to Louisville, 
 Kentucky, on the steamer General Lafayette. But here, the 
 writer, before leaving New Orleans, would express his gratitude to 
 G. Smith and his dear family, where he stopped, who generously 
 gave him a five dollar hat, and some shirts. God bless them. 
 
 Hence, he now having taken his leave of his almost idolized 
 home, and having embarked upon said steamer for Louisville, he 
 was treated with no little kindness by both the captain and stew- 
 ard all the way up to said city. Even so ; may God bless them. 
 
 Having arrived at Louisville, he was received by the church • . I 
 brethren, and that without distinction as to sect or color, yea? 
 so much so, that he here having merely named his limited circum- 
 stances, when the worthy brother in charge, namely, H. K. R-, 
 took up a collection of about thirty dollars, in order to get him a 
 good suit of Winter clothing made ; and whilst this was being 
 done, the other kind brother over in Jeffersonville, Indiana, name- 
 ly, J. A. W., even put his very best over-coat upon his poor old 
 brother and fellow soldier, in order to defend him from the cold 
 and dreary Winter, until such time as his own should be ready. 
 Hence, he would pray that the Lord his God would bless his 
 
36 
 
 servants for such acts of kindness bestowed upon the chosen and 
 faithful standard bearer of His most precious and holy word, 
 throughout all this beloved land, as has been most faithfully set 
 forth in the Midnight Cry, as a truthful warning. And further, 
 he would pray with all his heart that peace may be multiplied unto 
 said city, and unto all the towns thereabout, that did participate 
 in this thing ; and that, as the hen gathereth her tender brood 
 under her wings to save them from the storm, ye may all be ga- 
 thered together under the protecting wings of the Almighty ; and 
 that the inhabitants of dear old St. Louis, Mo., may be included 
 in said blessing. Even so, amen, and selah. 
 
 He next visited Cincinnati, Ohio, where the dear children in 
 Bethel truly seemed as if they did not wish to be left behind in so 
 good a cause. Even so, come in, and share alike with all the rest 
 of the dear little brood, as you will not be excluded on account of 
 color. Nay, nay. 
 
 The writer next visited Wheeling, Virginia, where he made his 
 head quarters, it being one of the choicest of all the fig trees in 
 his heavenly Father's garden. |Here he tarried until properly 
 rested, about a year or so, as he did truly need it. What say ye, 
 loving readers ? think ye not, that if ever human being needed 
 rest, your humble servant did. 
 
 At this time he made a visit to Washington, Pa., and to Browns- 
 ville, in the same State, where he had a close interview with his 
 beloved friend, namely, Dr. A. S. a cousin to the Quaker lady, 
 namely, Lucy Harris, who educated the humble writer, when but 
 a youth, in Richmond, Va. 
 
 But here, it may be asked, " how was said female friend thus 
 permitted to instruct the writer, knowing that the laws of Virginia 
 forbid the like ?" answer, it so happened at the time, in the year 
 1826, that said friend was in prison for an unjust debt that she 
 would not consent to pay, whilst on the part of the humble scribe 
 
 was confined there also for having run away. Hence, as there 
 was no law on the part of said State forbidding that he should be 
 taught thus, there could be no transgression, of course ; seeing, 
 in the humble opinion of the writer, that said prison in this case, 
 was truly the end of the law for a most righteous and praiseworthy 
 act, on the part of said friend, even L. H. ; so the children were 
 iree. Even so, amen. For is it not reasonable to suppose that 
 
37 
 
 this ever to be remembered and highly esteemed friend should 
 Providentially be sent to prison for this very purpose, as in the 
 ease of Esther when called to the Persian Throne, and there in- 
 stalled as Queen ; and who afterwards became instrumental in the 
 redemption of her people Israel. Yea, and that said friend might 
 there and then light up a candle that should shine before this land 
 and nation, as of that of the great and worthy hero John Ptodgers, 
 in old England, that has never been snuffed out until this day. 
 Even so, amen ; yea, and let all God's saints say amen, and selah. 
 
 Said kind friend was educated in Weston School, Pa., about the 
 time the two worthy friends, namely, J. E. and his wife, were 
 teachers therein, say from about the years 1820 to 1830. But 
 we pass, by saying in all love and due respect to said female and 
 school, from which source he derived his four months learning, 
 may the God of all the good and righteous grant that a special 
 angel may ever abide within her walls, as one of the household, 
 to shield and defend them from all harm; yea, and that said 
 School may ever be as a fountain of light and knowledge, from 
 which may many of God's poor derive a portion therefrom, as in 
 the case of the writer. Hence, we take our leave of one of the 
 most Providential circumstances probably on record in this our 
 Christian land. 
 
 As to further particulars on this point, they are all written out 
 
 in his Major Journal. Therefore, let us sing unto the Lord as 
 
 follows : 
 
 God moves in a mysterious way, 
 
 His wonders to perform ; 
 
 He plants his footsteps in the sea, 
 
 And rides upon the storm. 
 
 Deep in unfathomable mines 
 
 Of never-failiag skill, 
 He treasures up his bright designs, 
 
 And works his sovereign will. 
 
 Ye fearful saints, fresh courage take 
 
 The clouds ye so much dread 
 Are big with mercy — and shall break 
 
 In blessings on your head. 
 
 Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, 
 But trust him for his grace ; 
 
38 
 
 Behind a frowning providence 
 He hides a smiling face. 
 
 His purposes will ripen fast, 
 
 Unfolding every hour ; 
 The bud may have a bitter taste, 
 
 But sweet will be the flower. 
 
 Blind unbelief is sure to err, 
 
 And scan his work in vain ; • 
 God is his own interpreter, 
 
 And he will make it plain. 
 
 The writer would here observe that some of the great self-styled 
 consequential of the day looked on the Midnight Cry as mere 
 speculation on God's holy word on the part of the truthful scribe, 
 who never dares to use his pen and ink except for the promotion of 
 the good cause of his blessed Lord 'and master. But here, lest 
 the inquiry should be made from New Orleans, La., to Boston, 
 Mass., "by whom was it so considered?" answer, by him to 
 whom he returned his piece of silver, and that not a thousand miles 
 from Flushing, Ohio. 
 
 The writer being informed by said Physician, that in conse- 
 quence of the disordered state of his brain, it was absolutely ne- 
 cessary that he should retire to some remote place on the sea coast, 
 where he might be benefitted by the salt water. Even so, amen. 
 Otherwise, where would the writer have been this day ? 
 
 But here the writer would state to his beloved readers, that 
 worthy physician is no more here to advise or prescribe for his 
 fellow creatures. Nay, nay, for he himself has passed away like 
 a long Summer's day, seeing that with mortal here he could no 
 longer stay. Hence, God grant that it may be all well with his 
 soul. Even so, amen. 
 
 So farewell, loving friend, and all thy house, since thy servant, 
 in obedience to thy godly advice, must hasten on. 
 
 And now, the writer having faithfully promised to his physician 
 that he would strictly adhere to his directions in this particular, 
 .seeing that his only chance of recovery lay therein, he returned 
 to Wheeling, where his friends, white and colored, aided him most 
 liberally, Jlence, he made ready to go on to meet the Conference 
 that assembled at Cincinnati, on or about the 2Sth of 8th month, 
 
39 
 
 A. D. 1852. Having taken leave of his kind friend, namely, E. E. 
 and family, he set out from thence on foot, passing on through 
 several towns, namely St. Clairsville, Washington, Cambridge, 
 Zanesville, and here he tarried over first day, and gave the dear 
 children a missionary discourse, and they, on their part, gave 
 him a liberal collection of about eighteen dollars, to help him on 
 his journey. Even so, may God bless them, and ever save them 
 from false teachers. He also prays that the favor of the Lord 
 may rest "with his old friend, W. F., and all his dear family. 
 Here the writer would observe, that if any church in all Bethel 
 has been most grievously fleeced, said church has, as in the case 
 of that at New Orleans ; yea, so much so, that it has pleased the 
 Lord, even the writer's God, to save the latter from said infamy 
 in His Holy Temple, and for which has the humble scribe bowed 
 his knees three times, |yea, and kissed the very earth seven, in 
 thankfulness of heart. Even so, amen. 
 
 He next visited Newark, the town from whence lie left for the 
 battle field ; and here he had a most precious time with his friend, 
 H. R., and kind family, in relating all that happened to him dur- 
 ing his long absence. 
 
 From thence, the writer came to this city, and here he having 
 found his friend, H. Johnson and all his family well, and all things 
 pertaining to his trust, worthy, as a faithful Treasurer of the 
 Union Seminary, standing upright to the present time, which 
 of course went to create no little pleasing sensation upon the 
 much afflicted mind of the humble scribe ; yea, and for which he 
 was enabled to leave this city for Cincinnati, Ohio, with no little 
 satisfaction, where he met with said Conference. But here he 
 soon found, from the feebleness of his head and mind, that it was 
 really necessary for him to leave all his claims on said Conference 
 for service, and his domestic affairs in their hands, as a body of 
 brethren for whom he had labored thus, and that virtually to the 
 death, as has been stated, claiming nothing further, on the part of 
 said Conference, only reserving the right to attend to his land 
 warrant, and the purpose for which he intended it at a future 
 period, when his mind would permit him to attend to it. 
 
 Hence, for all further information, as touching said Orphans' 
 Institute, and of its progress, has not the writer published it from 
 year to year, in some several thousand copies, namely, the Epis- 
 
;v earn/, 
 
 -"$aoo 
 
 cu>. 
 
 625 
 
 ao. - - 
 
 Jt$0 
 
 do-, - - 
 
 J&0 
 
 ao-. 
 
 300 
 
 CIO, 
 
 300 
 
 40 
 
 ties, Addresses, and lastly, the Appeals to said Conference. 
 Hence, the writer having here had a final settlement with said 
 Conference, before named, as the minutes will show, he now of 
 course felt himself much relieved in mind, and was now at liberty 
 to act in accordance with the advice of his worthy physician. 
 
 But in the next place, how is the writer to be supported whilst 
 in this feeble state of body and mind ? answer, rather than depend 
 upon said Conference for support, he had struck off and sold of 
 
 jxsli own, <3B\tlvoqixi[uv, 3500, at -4-0 cent* eacti/, 
 SfMocjta^ of 'SB. SB. 2500, at 25 
 <$. SjiiAtfc*, .4-000, at 12 
 
 1U|^eto ( 4000, at 12 
 
 ©fcfyfiXt*, 2000, at \ 5 
 
 tBlviotle* ana ©voaclieaoe* 3000, at 10 
 
 SJofcaC ©kmoimt $35&5 
 
 Hence, be it known here on earth, as well as it is known in 
 heaven, that it was after this wise that the writer has duly minis- 
 tered unto his own wants, as in the case of the apostle Paul, 
 in the last several years of his travelling to and fro through 
 the United States, say from 5000 to 10,000 miles per year, going 
 about, as in the case of his Lord, doing good. Yea, he having 
 of the above sum faithfully divided about $3,300 in cash among 
 the poor widows and orphans, without distinction as to color. 
 Hence, in this particular, was he not a husband to the widow, and 
 a father to the fatherless ? 
 
 But alas, alas ! he has nothing now of all his loaves and fishes 
 left him, but a few copies of his Midnight Cry, that he disposes 
 of in going around. Well, even so, since he feels assured that he 
 will not die for want of bread, whilst his Quaker friends have a 
 shelter for the poor and needy, into which he may enter, and there 
 chop straw and stuff mats through the day, and to lift up his soul 
 by night in thanksgiving unto the Lord his God, for such a 
 8 helter in his old days ; yea, it being similar to that of his blessed 
 Lord and Master, when born in Bethlehem Judah, the city of 
 David. Even so, amen. 
 
 Seeing that said friends have some several shelters thus pro- 
 vided in the City of Philadelphia, yea, and one in particular, near 
 
41 
 
 Willow and Thirteenth Streets, containing annually some seventy or 
 eighty colored orphans, who are well provided for, yea, and be- 
 sides, they are all well educated. Say, beloved reader, is not this 
 an act of charity on the part of Friends in the behalf of God's 
 poor little brood ? 
 
 But here, as it might be asked by some one of the writer's 
 friendly subscribers to his Narrative, for what purpose shall the 
 profits thereof go to ? answer, if there should be any after all of 
 the necessary expenses are duly settled up, he may probably have 
 need of it himself, to subsist on in his cave, lest he might become 
 a pauper upon the community ; and that he would not like to be, 
 seeing that they have about their hands full already, it being solely 
 from neglect on the part of the clergy, as before named. There- 
 fore, should not every religions society within these United States 
 who may be found neglecting their poor widows and orphans, be 
 regarded nothing less than a nest of Infidels ? having denied the 
 faith and principles that were taught by the Prophets and Apos- 
 tles. Yea, a nuisance and a disgrace to the Commonwealth of 
 Israel, and ought to be broken up, accordingly. And, in the 
 opinion of the writer, if there could be some clause to that effect 
 in the Constitution of the United States, it would be no doubt the 
 salvation of this our dear land and nation. Even so, in God's 
 holy name mote it be. 
 
 And now, the penman and ready writer having here truly un- 
 cased his bosom, and poured out his soul in truth, he can now re- 
 tire to his cave in peace, yea, and of no little joy in the Holy 
 Ghost. Hence, may he not climb where Moses stood, and see the 
 blessed land, yea, there and then to read his name written upon 
 his Saviour's hand ; and with his holy presence bid, let him die as 
 Moses did. Selah. 
 
 Jpgp Do justly, love mercy, and to walk humbly before thy 
 God, oh man ! Even so, selah. 
 
42 
 
 And now, in conclusion, if the humble penman has any friends 
 in said Conference, rather than those of Job's comforters, namely, 
 Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite, and Zophar the Naam- 
 athite, say, may he here most respectfully ask of them in God'-; 
 holy name to do the right and clean thing. 
 
 XI@L, See that Green and Thompson lift their note of $600, with 
 interest thereon, so that there may be some two or three more good 
 log buildings erected on said farm ; and also, see that the differ- 
 ence between him and said Conference of $494 03 be paid over to 
 his two children and their mother ; and further see that those 
 Trustees in Vanwert, Ohio, give up every acre that was claimed 
 by said land warrant also, to said children and their mother, free 
 of all cost, excepting the tax due thereon to C. D. Young ; and in 
 particular, see that all those ministers of said Conference who 
 have gone to Canada, her Majesty's province, to reside, not to 
 concern themselves any further about the property of said Semi- 
 nary, but rather go to work there, and establish something of the 
 same, and so prove themselves truly worthy of her Royal Majesty's 
 protection ; or otherwise, should they be discarded, where upon 
 God's earth will they go ? 
 
 Oh ! thou Holy Dove, sweet messenger of rest, 
 That descends from above poor mortals to bless ; 
 Come strengthen thy saints in love and in power, 
 That they may stand and not faint in a most trying hour. 
 
 Selah. 
 
 But lastly, and now to all the saints of the most High God, you 
 are hereby notified, yea, and requested to separate yourselves from 
 any further connection with what is called Free Masonry, in the 
 
43 
 
 sacred desk, claiming no other discipline for yourselves in future 
 than the 13th chapter of Romans, for why should you be cursed any 
 further by said infamy in the house of God, that is so well calcu- 
 lated to starve out its thousand of widows and orphans, leaving 
 the oppressed of our land entirely out of the question. Yea, and 
 furthermore, has not said infamy even covenanted with death in 
 God's holy sanctuary, and gone into a written agreement with hell ? 
 and for which has not God been provoked to visit this our beloved 
 land and nation, in judgment, the end thereof who knows ? For 
 information on this point, let all who will read the 32d chapter of 
 Deuteronomy, and then answer the humble writer, should not the 
 church of God be found in spotless white, as the Lord of all may 
 soon appear. Hence to his sacred cross let all his loving saints 
 now draw near. Amen. And finally farewell, children. 
 
 ^S^From thy father and servant, for Christ's sake. Selah. 
 
 I>. $). % 4 «. 
 
 La). 
 
® 
 
 H 3^ 
 
 8 C 
 
*> 
 

 ^ 
 
 4 * • * * * 
 
 A*' ♦** c^ ♦>W/^° ^ A* ♦**' 
 
 
 
 
 o'' . .. ^ *"f.^*\< v 
 
 *••• A u .#. ^ 
 
 
 
 o . t 
 
 ? \W*'J> V^V v^*> *< 
 
 
 v o^ 
 
 
 4> 
 
 
 o* 
 
 r oK 
 
 .0 
 
 ^o 5 * 
 
 Ao, 
 

 
 
 
 i* 
 
 'tf 
 
 
 e • • , 
 
 
 
 ^ 
 
 °0 
 
 ^* Cr • 1 
 
 $*+, -J 
 
 
 ,o- 
 
 
 iP *i 
 
 vO 
 
 4 o 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 <r .. * #l 
 
 
 »& V 
 
 .-£- 
 
 o 
 
 • • • 
 
 \jt 
 
 
 
 ,* 
 
 
 .?■> . 
 
 : f^ 
 
 HECKMAN 
 
 BINDERY INC. 
 
 
 °^ 
 
 APR 89 
 
 N. MANCHESTER, 
 INDIANA 46962 
 
 ■* • • • 
 
 "^0* 
 
 "v*. 
 
 
 
 &