ſº. Sº -- - |- |- ---- |-|- ---- ---- |- ---- - |-|- --|- -- ----- |--|- - - F E IONS, R. | THE COAST B U S T O N : PUBLISHED BY GRAVES & BARTLETT. 1841. S K ET C H OF T H E LIFE OF ELIZABET H E MIMO NS, THE FEMALE SAILOR. WHO WAS BRUTALLY MURDERED WHILE AT SEA, OFF THE COAST of FLORIDA, FEBRUARY 3D, 1841. Second Edition. B O S T O N : PUBLISHED BY GRAVES & BARTLETT. 1841. [Entered according to act of Congress, in the year eighteen hundred and forty-one, by LYMAN GRAVEs and FREDERICK BARTLETT, in the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts.] P R. E. F. A. C. E. THE following sketch of the life of Elizabeth Emmons, the female sailor, is given in a very imperfect form. Not more than one-tenth part of her writings is here presented; indeed, so small a portion is published, that the many trials through which this young lady has passed, are hardly connected. It is gratifying to state, however, that her manuscripts have been placed in the hands of an individual in this city, who is preparing them for the press. They will probably make a duodecimo volume of 250 pages. This work will contain her “Log Book,” which she always kept after going to sea, the whole history of her eventful life, and nearly one hundred pieces of composition, among the number some excellent poetry. There is every reason to believe that this young lady was a Christian in the broadest sense of the word. She often speaks of the Bible that she received from the hands of her dying mother, and of retiring to some lone part of the vessel, and there pouring out her soul in fervant supplications to HIM who holds the waters as in the hollow of his hand, and directs the whirlwind and the tempest. A great portion of the time of this lady, after she was married, was employed in writing her own life. This was done at the solicitation of her husband, who, after examining her log book— looking over her numerous manuscripts—reading the many interesting Iv PREFA C E. incidents connected with her early days—the circumstances under which she left the home of her childhood, and learning that she had for some years acted in the capacity of a sailor, appeared very anxious that she should write a memoir of her own life, and in connection with her other writings, either sooner or later, to have it published. The narrative of this young lady, when given as a whole, cannot fail of gaining an extensive circulation. What is now published, as it has been already remarked, is but an imperfect sketch of her memoir. Boston, April, 1841. T H E FE M A. L E S A. I L O R. I was born in the city of Boston, Massachusetts, on the twenty-first day of April, in the year eighteen hundred and seventeen, and was the only child of Nathaniel and Jane Emmons. My father, by profession, was a jeweller, and my mother, for many years previous to her death, was an ardent and humble Christian. She died, however, when I was between five and six years of age. Well do I recollect the day and the very moment when her soul took its flight, from this world of sorrow and suffering, to an habitation “eternal in the heavens.” Yes—familiar is that moment to me, when I was summoned to the death-bed of my mother, to receive the last gift she had to present, and to hear her final gasp. As I entered her room, a smile of joy, mingled with sorrow, lit up her countenance,—joy, that she was about to exchange this earthly tabernacle of clay for a heavenly mansion—and sorrow, lest her only child might be left a prey to the thousands of temptations which are afloat in this vain world. That scene was truly one of reality; and as I approached her pale and death-stricken visage and stationed upon a chair by the sid.of her couch, 2 6 THE FEMALE SAILOR. she reached out her arms, and with all the strength that she could command, pressed me to her bosom, and in an instant her spirit returned to Him who gave it. The spectacle which presented itself in this chamber of death, can never be effaced from my memory. My father, who had watched by the bedside of my mother almost the whole time during her sickness, appeared as if in the agonies of despair, and for several hours after she died, his reason was dethroned, and it seemed that even death itself had taken hold of his frame. The next day after my mother's death, her body was committed to the earth, and her grave bedeved with the tears of her numerous relatives and friends. - The death of my mother occurred on the second day of August, in the year eighteen hundred and twenty-two. Several months after this melancholy occurrence, with the bible in my hand, which was presented to me by my mother when upon her death-bed, and in company with my father, I weekly visited her grave, and many times have Istrewed it with flowers. The willow, which was there planted in love, and which hung in weeping posture over her grave, I trust still remains; and should heaven ever permit me once more to visit that hallowed and consecrated spot, the tear of affection would again, as it had been wont to do in former times, course down my now sorrowful face. But that time, in all probability, never will happen. Fate—cruel Fate, has destined that I should pass the remainder of my days in places distant from that of my nativity, and among those who know me not. Why— why was I born ? Why was I ushered into this world of sorrow and of suffering, and for a short time permitted to float down the stream of life with bright and cheering prospects, and then to taste, to its very dregs, of the cup of bitterness? But heaven has decreed thus, and why mourn ? THE FEMALE SAILOR. 7 My father felt that the death of my mother had thrown upon him a double responsibility, and a great portion of his time was employed, for some months after the death of my mother, in conversing with me upon subjects which interested, not only my temporal but my eternal welfare. Would to heaven that he had always felt this responsibility No pains were spared on his part, to furnish me with every necessary qualification that would make me not only a worthy but an accomplished member of society. For nearly eleven years after my mother's death, her sister was connected with my father's family, during which time she bestowed upon me every possible attention. No reasonable request, either on the part of my father or aunt, was ever refused, and being an only child, I was looked after with the utmost interest. Painful, indeed, was the day that circumstances rendered it necessary for my aunt to leave the city, and take up her residence in the far west. She had been to me all but a mother ; and I felt that in separating from one so dear, I was parting with one of the best friends I had on earth. At the time my aunt left Boston I was in my seventeenth year, and I thought had arrived at an age when my father might reasonably expect some assistance from me in managing his house. I therefore proposed to him that I would take the lead in his family, which consisted of my father, three of his workmen, and myself. But he did not like this idea, and constrained me to continue at school, and spare no exertions to render myself equal to any of my sex in the various studies that assist in making one an accomplished individual. This I done, and was considered by my friends as among the foremost of my associates in almost every thing I undertook, and was flattered so much by my different teachers, that I was encouraged to persevere with all industry in the attainment S THE FEMA L E SA II, O. R. of any desirable good. In the art of composition I was exceeded by none. A number of my productions were published in the city papers, and copied into a number of the first literary publications in different parts of the United States. This circumstance, more than any other, encouraged me to press forward, and exert myself to the utmost, in gaining those accomplishments which every ambitious aspirant desires. But the death of my mother, and the parting with my beloved aunt, proved to be but a portion of those troubles which the providence of God had strewed in my pathway. In less than three months after my aunt left Boston, an awful calamity overtook my father. He was made a slave to the intoxicating cup, and all respect for himself, his family and his friends, were smothered in the fumes of the cursed bowl. It had been privately whispered to me by some of my friends, several weeks before I ascertained that such was in reality the fact, that he had mingled in the company of those who were known to be intemperate; and it was several times intimated to me that he had been seen when under the influence of ardent spirits. But I could not believe these startling insinuations. He was the same kind father that he had been in years past—daily looked after me with the same degree of tenderness that he ever did, and continued to indulge me in almost every request H made of him. But the time soon came when skepticism upon this matter could no longer be cherished. My father came home late one evening, and I soon discovered that he was disguised with spirits. He told me that he had been at a meeting of a few of his friends who were going to leave the city in the morning, and that he was induced to take a parting glass with each one of them. He soon retired to his chamber, and I to mine,—but no sleep came to my THE FEMALE SAILOR. 9 eyelids that night. Is it possible—can it be, I inquired of myself, that my father is going to bring disgrace on himself and his only child, by becoming intemperate 7 Heaven forbid! I arose early in the morning with all the cheerfulness that I could muster. During the day, my father's face wore a sad aspect. He was well aware that I knew the situation he was in the evening previous, and for several days after this he appeared like another person. The church to which my father belonged soon learned of his bad conduct, and measures were immediately taken by its members to dissolve their connection with him. This was done at once, and notice of the fact was communicated to him by letter. The communication came to him when he was at his dwelling, and at a moment when he was in possession of his right mind. The words it contained came upon him like a clap of thunder. Seated by the side of the fire, after reading the letter, he arose, tore it in pieces, and exclaimed: ** Have I come to this ſ” and left the house with all possible despatch. I was well aware what the contents of that letter were, as I had indirectly learned that the church were about considering the subject of dismissing him; and had understood that morning, that the committee were going to meet in the afternoon for the purpose of deciding what course it would be best for them to adopt in relation to this matter. The few hours after my father left the house, were those of agony, painful in the extreme. What, thought I, am I coming to Are my prospects in life so soon to be blasted? Is it possible that my father will ere long die a drunkard 7 Hour after hour, which seemed more like days, passed away, and my father returned not. For a time, I flattered 10 TIHE FEMAL E SAII, O. R. myself that he had left for the purpose of conversing with the committee who addressed him, and make an effort to atone for his past misconduct. I walked the room with breathless anxiety awaiting his return. The clock had struck eleven, and he was still absent. Tears Igladly would have shed, after this late hour, but I had drained the fountain. It was not till half past one o'clock in the morning that my father made his appearance. Never—never can I forget the heart-sickening scenes of that night. My father returned home a drunkard / He was so intoxicated that he was hardly able to get into the house, and it was with much difficulty that I seated him in a chair. Oh, what a heart-sickening scene was here presented to my view My father—man born in the image of his Maker, thus making his noble powers bow to the influence of the damning liquidſ My father had been seated in his chair but a few minutes, before his actions too plainly indicated that he had drank more than he could manage with safety, and very soon fell into a drowse. This was a spectacle that would have made, were it possible, the infernal spirits of the lower regions weep. It was then that I lifted up my voice to Heaven and implored divine interposition. My father remained in his chair till he had slept away the fumes of the alcohol, and then, without saying a word, retired to his chamber. Those, and those only, who have passed through similar trials, can experience the pain and mortification that thrills through one's very soul in such trying times. Even at this day, as memory calls to my recollection the scenes of that night, my blood courses sluggishly through my veins; and I not unfrequently wonder that I was blessed with sufficient strength to support me under this and many other severe trials which the THE FEMALE SAILOR. 11 providence of God has thought proper for me to pass through. My father did not make his appearance, as usual, at the breakfast table the next morning. The chair which he was accustomed to occupy, was vacant. He arose about eleven o'clock, drank a cup of tea, and again retired to his chamber. For several days after this, he was more or less indisposed, and at one time was considered by many as dangerously sick. He, however, soon recovered, and appeared in a measure as he was accustomed to appear in years past. But, too true A serious change had came over my only parent. He was no longer the same kind father to me that he once was. From this time he was very irregular in his habits—family prayer was dispensed with—his business was daily neglected—the Sabbath he transgressed, and very soon his name became a reproach among those who once knew and respected him ;-and but a few weeks had elapsed after this, before his house, the contents of his store, and every thing that could be taken, were attached and sold at auction, and my father was placed under the care of one of his friends, who did all in his power to bring about a reformation in his character. The father of a young man, with whom I had formed an attachment when quite young, and to whom I was engaged to be married, at this time invited me to his house, and very kindly offered me the use of one of his best rooms, where I opened a school for children, and in teaching which I succeeded very well. Time passed slowly away. The disgraceful conduct of my father was daily the cause of much pain to me. At times, he would appear quite rational; but in contrasting the position he once sustained in society with his present standing, he was overwhelmed with grief, and 12 - THE FEMALE SAILOR. for the purpose of drowning his sorrows, he would again and again fly to the cup. Many were the times that I visited him, for the purpose of prevailing upon him to taste no longer of the intoxicating bowl. Hour after hour have I sat by his side, pleading and conjuring him, with all the affection that a child could have for a father, as he valued his immortal soul—as he cared for his only child—to dash forever from his lips the soul-destroying draught. But entreaties, tears, and prayers, proved unavailing; and in less than three weeks from the day his house was taken from him, he found a drunkard's gravel These were the results of intemperance, brought about by associating with those who were in the constant habit of using ardent spirits, and of meddling with the first glass. Beware, O beware of that first glass As you value your best interests—as you seek the temporal and eternal happiness of yourself and yours—touch not the unclean thing. At this time I felt, as it were, alone in the world; and had it not been for the company of the youth with whom I had been intimate for years, who had in days past vowed to be true to me, and who at this time sympathized with me in my afflictions, I should hardly have been sustained. Our attachment continued with increasing love, till death parted us. I have every reason to believe that he died from grief, occasioned by an accident that occurred to me while in his company one day. We were riding out one afternoon in a carriage, when the horse after which we were riding became frightened, ran away with us, and I was thrown from the carriage upon the side-walk with considerable force. I was taken up and carried home in a senseless state, and remained bereft of my reason for some days. I soon recovered, but the sight of one of my eyes had gone forever. In the fall THE FEMALE SAILOR. 13 from the carriage, my head struck against the corner of a door-stone, and for a time fears were entertained by many that inflammation on the brain would ensue, and very soon put an end to my earthly career. Nothing could exceed the pain that filled the breast of my intended partner, when he was informed that I had lost one of my eyes, and after I had regained my senses, I found him prostrated upon a sick couch. He continued to grow worse, and by the time I had recovered from my rather severe accident, he was considered by many who visited him as dangerously sick, and doubtful whether he would be ever able to get up again. Unutterable anguish now took possession of my very soul. Although deprived of the sight of one of my eyes, and my person otherwise deformed, happy, thought I, was my situation; and if I could once more see the youth of my love restored to strength, thrice happy would be that hour. As I sat by his bed-side, day after day and night after night, watching with the most intense interest every movement, a thousand reminiscences crowded upon my recollection. Memory called to mind the many pleasant hours that we had whiled away in each other's company —the promises we had often made to one another, and the happy days we once anticipated of enjoying together at a future time, when not only our hands but our hearts should be united, weighed down my spirits, and seemed to add, if possible, to my mental sufferings. As one day succeeded another, I could see an alteration in the countenance of the youth of my fondest affections. His lamp of life was fast going out, and its feeble and almost imperceptible flickering, admonished me that a dissolution was soon to take place. I was daily told, however, by his attending physicians, that he was getting better. But this I never could believe ; and the sequel proved that this intimation was given merely for the 3 14 THE FEMALE SAILOR. purpose of alleviating my sufferings. In less than three weeks from the time I was able to move about, the youth was a corpse. As I bent over the lifeless body of him whom Ihad loved with a tenderness known only to myself and that Being who sustains us under every trial, I could not but believe that its spirit was singing hozannas in another and a better world,—and wished, more than once wished, that God would soon call me from this world of sorrow, and transport my spirit to the realms above. *k * * -k -k -k Soon after the death of the only true friend I had on earth, circumstances rendered it necessary that I should leave the house which had been my home for three months. The world all around me seemed a barren waste, and every thing looked sad and gloomy. Seldom did I retire to my pillow, without offering up a prayer, that before the light of another morning my eyes might be closed in the sleep of death. My next home was among those who, I soon discovered, took very little interest, either in my temporal or spiritual welfare. Although connected with a family in which I had several cousins, they seldom manifested any interest in my behalf. Instead of laboring to smooth my rugged pathway through this vale of tears, they threw every possible obstacle in my way, thus rendering my situation as uncomfortable as they could. Like a slave, I was continually compelled to work. I never was allowed to sit at the table in company with strangers, and was denied the privilege of joining in family worship, except upon the Sabbath. Alas! for such Christianity it is worse than mockery Probably one of the reasons why I was so little noticed, was because I had lost the sight of one of my eyes, which of course very much disfigured my personal appearance. THE FEMALE SAIL, OR. 15 My prospects in life were now gloomy in the extreme. I had followed to the grave, one after another, the only earthly friends I had, on whom I could rely with any degree of confidence. Those who had been my most intimate associates in the hey-day of my youth, seldom deigned to give me a call, and I felt, as I truly was, alone in the world. My only moments of relief were found in visiting the graves of those who, when alive, looked after me with tenderness, and there give vent to my feelings and my tears. Often have I seated myself upon the mound which covered the last remains of the youth whose eye once sparkled with brilliancy, and whose love for me was as pure as the crystal fountain. The inhuman treatment towards me, of those with whom I now lived, continued to grow more and more insufferable, till I made up my mind to leave them. But where could I go? What could I do? were questions which I found it extremely difficult to answer. After deliberating upon the matter for some time, I at last resolved, rather than longer submit to that kind of treatment which had been bestowed upon me since the decease of the youth whom Iso dearly loved, and in whose bosom I was wont to repose every thought of my mind, to bid farewell to the scenes of terra firma, and if possible to procure employment as a sailor—to go, I cared not where. I accordingly made arrangements to furnish myself with suitable apparel, and to leave the city as soon as possible. I communicated my intentions to a dealer in sailor's clothes, enjoining upon him the utmost secrecy, who furnished me with sufficient clothing, and rendered me every assistance in his power to forward the object I had in view. He even procured me employment on board of a vessel which was soon to sail for New Orleans, and whispered a good word for me to the captain of the 16 THE FEMALE SAILOR. vessel. In less than three weeks after I concluded to go to sea, I had perfected my plans for that purpose, and was to sail the first favorable opportunity. The numerous presents which had been given to me during my life, I collected together and placed in a small trunk. Among the choicest of these was the bible that I received from the hand of my mother when upon her death-bed, and a miniature likeness of the youth who, had he lived, would have made smooth my pathway through life. The day before I left Boston, I visited the graves of my mother and my father and my intended partner. For the last time, I dropped upon their graves the tear of affection, and for the last time, I strewed their graves with flowers. It was indeed sad to think of dying in places distant from the dust of my parents. But why not ? Mother, I had none—father, I had none—friends, I had none. :: sk sk º: sk The morning arrived for the departure of the vessel in which I was to leave the city. I left home under the pretence of visiting, as I had often done, the graves of my father and my mother. But I have never returned; and from the manner in which I was last treated by my friends, (if friends they can be called) I have ever consoled myself with the reflection, that they have never given themselves any uneasiness on my account. I left the city the third day of May, 1835, and was employed on board of a vessel named Swift, and bound for New Orleans. As the sails of the vessel were spread to the breeze, and as she moved slowly from the shore, a feeling of joy, rather than sorrow, animated my bosom. True—the scenes of by-gone days crowded thick and fast upon my recollection. The death-bed of my mother —the disgraceful death of my father, and the going out of the lamp of existence of the youth I so dearly loved, THE FEMALE SAILOR. 17 seemed but as events of yesterday. Beneath the sod rested those who once cared for me; and I then thought, and still think, that rather than have heaped upon me every day burdens which rendered my situation worse than a slave, I had rather roam about the world, and labor for those who knew me not. Little, however, was I aware of the many difficulties and trials with which I should have to contend in my new employment. Having never been at sea, I was taken sick very soon after leaving the shore, and remained more or less indisposed for several days. I made the best of my sickness, and summoned all the resolution in my power to aid me. The master of the vessel proved to be a man entirely destitute of moral principle, and very coarse in his address. I soon learned that the individual who had obtained me a situation on board of the vessel, had misrepresented my ability to perform the duties of a sailor—that he had told the captain that I had been at sea several times, and that he was evidently expecting more from me than I should be able to accomplish. This fact, in connection with the rough manners of the crew, rendered my situation extremely unpleasant, and I began to wish that I was once more on land. - We made but little progress for several days, having been becalmed a greater part of the time. I was treated in a most shameful manner by the sailors, and was not unfrequently made the object of ridicule by many of the passengers. This was a source of great mortification to me, and I often retired to my lodgings, and there prayed that God, who numbers even the hairs of our heads, would give me strength proportionate to my troubles. The fourth day after leaving the shore, the winds began to blow, the sea to rise, and the vessel to make considerable headway. I received an order from the captain to “go 3* 1S THE FEMALE SAIL, OR. aloft,” supposing that I had been at sea, but I did not dare make a move. To find me so stupid, at a time my services were most needed, excited his temper, and he paced the deck in a perfect frenzy, showering curses loud and deep, not only upon my innocent head, but upon the person who procured me a situation on board of his vessel. The sailors, and a great portion of the passengers, observing the treatment that I received at the hands of the master of the vessel, took every opportunity to impose upon me. The sea continued to rise till the passengers were alarmed for their safety. It was at this time that my services were necessary; but being a new hand, I was unable to afford the vessel any material assistance. Every hour matters grew worse. Sail after sail was ordered to be lowered. The captain ordered his crew to throw all the freight overboard; and so vexed was he to find that I could not lift as much as his other men, that he appeared more like a madman than a same and rational being. At this time all on board looked pale and frightened, and several female passengers were driven to despair in view of the prospect before them, as they believed they were destined soon to find a watery grave. The vessel was literally transformed into a “house of prayer,” and many whose mouths were the day before filled with curses, now were seen upon their bended knees imploring the mercy of heaven. In this situation we remained nearly thirty-six hours, driven to and fro, each and every one of us momentarily expecting to meet our God. The eyes of nearly all on board were closed, and many might be seen with clenched hands, yielding themselves up to the most frantic despair. The mother was seen pressing to her bosom the child of her love—husbands and wives were embracing each other with a determination, if death was their fate, THE FEMALE SAILO R. 19 to die in each other's arms. But He, who holds the seas in the hollow of his hand, came to our relief, and the master of the vessel soon found her at his command. The scene of horror which but a short time before presented itself on board of the vessel, and which baffled description, was succeeded by shouts of joy from the mouths of all. The vessel proved to be very much damaged—so much so, that the captain thought it the part of prudence to make for the shore with all possible despatch. He did so, and in twenty-eight hours we found ourselves safely landed in Philadelphia. As soon as the vessel struck the wharf the passengers lost no time in leaving it, and felt rejoiced to find they had escaped with their lives. I was determined also to leave, and did so, without even speaking to the captain. From the extensive damage which the vessel had received, I was well aware that it would be some weeks before she would be able again to sail. This fact, in connection with the dislike I had for the master of the vessel, as well as the sailors, induced me to leave in an unceremonious manner. Nothing daunted, however, by my first visit at sea, and everything on land appearing gloomy, I immediately made application to the captain of a vessel that was on the eve of sailing for Mobile, and obtained a situation as a waiter. We sailed the next day, having on board between fifty and sixty passengers. Every thing passed off smoothly, and in my new situation found no difficulty in meeting the expectations of the captain of the vessel. In less than eleven days after we left Philadelphia, we were within sight of Mobile. We remained in Mobile a few days, and then left for Philadelphia. I remained on board of this vessel for more than nine months, during which time we went to and from Philadelphia and Mobile several times, and visited many other ports in the United States, 20 THE FEMALE SAILOR. During these nine months nothing of importance occurred—they were the happiest days I had enjoyed for some time. The master of the vessel often remarked, that he never passed so many quiet months, at one time, in his life. But soon—very soon, a reverse of fortune came upon him. On our passage from Philadelphia to Mobile, in the month of April, 1837, we met with a series of accidents, which consigned to a briny grave a number of persons, and completely destroyed our vessel. The vessel left Philadelphia for Mobile with seventy-three passengers, among the number were nineteen females. All on board appeared cheerful and happy, and nothing occurred for nearly two days to mar the prospects of any one. On the morning of the third day, however, a young lady, who, by her beautiful looks and good deportment— her innocent appearance and childlike simplicity, had been noticed by all, was absent from the breakfast table. Her non-appearance was the cause of much inquiry by the passengers, and my office being that of chamber-maid as well as waiter, I was requested to inquire the reason why she was absent. I repaired to her berth, and asked her if she was sick. She answered, in a feeble voice, “Yes,” and appeared to be in much distress. I returned to the breakfast table, and reported that the absent lady was seriously indisposed, and that she needed assistance. At this announcement, every knife fell as if the hands of those who held them were struck with palzy, and, as many as were able, surrounded the couch of that lovely girl. But alas! in less than four short days after Heaving Philadelphia, the body of this once beautiful girl was committed to the unfathomable deep. In company with several other females, I watched by her side almost the whole time she was sick. All on board seemed to take a lively interest in her welfare, and THE FEMALE SAILO R. 21 every countenance wore a sad aspect in view of the probable dissolution of this blooming child. No one was able to afford her even the most trifling relief, and her looks too plainly told that the hand of death had seized upon her frame. Her dying hour was to me a distressing—a painful one. I learned from the captain, who was partially acquainted with her, that there was no one in company with her, and that she was returning, from a visit at the north, to the bosom of her home in the south. She retained her senses to the last. Never can I forget the moment that her soul was called to a holier clime. Although she had no mother or father to smooth her death-bed pillow-no sister or brother to witness, for the last time, the closing of those eyes which, as but yesterday, beamed with intelligence and plainly told that she had virtues as pure as the crystal stream, as she bid a long farewell to the sorrows of this vain world, a smile of joy seemed to play upon her marble face as she lisped, in accents hardly audible—“Adieu !” She died, and her body was committed to the rolling and angry waters. It sank gradually beneath the waves, and very soon vanished forever. - - Little did those who gathered around the last remains of this fair lady, and who witnessed her lifeless form committed to the briny deep, suppose that they were destined soon to meet a similar fate. But too true ! In less than three days after the death of this lovely girl, no less than seventeen of the passengers lay prostrated with sickness, and all but two of this number were females. Not even a temporary relief could be afforded to any of those who were sick; and in twenty-four hours, and in some instances in fifteen hours after a person was taken down, death would ensue. Their disease was evidently the same as that with which the lovely girl died, but what 22 THE FEMALE SAILOR. it was, no one on board could tell. One after another, apparently with but little agony, fell asleep in death. At this crisis, it is impossible to describe my own feelings, or the sensations of those who were yet alive. Upon the deck of the vessel lay seventeen dead bodies. Mourners were seen standing in silent resignation, viewing the last remains of dear relatives, while the scene of horror which surrounded them surpassed description. Infants were seen reposing upon the breasts of their mothers, crying for that nourishment which they were no longer able to give. The dignified deportment and self-possession of a number of ladies, were worthy of all praise, and at one time I observed two of them upon their knees praying with a fervency rarely equalled. A few hours after the death of these individuals, the winds blew strongly, and the waves ran mountains high- Wave after wave continued to wash the deck of our vessel. The captain ordered every sail to be lowered, apprehensive that the gale, if it continued to increase in violence, would prove of a destructive character. The master of the vessel commanded his crew to throw overboard the dead bodies. At this order, the cries and sobs of those whose relatives were about to be plunged into the water, broke out afresh. The husband lay upon the deck embracing the lifeless form of his bosom friend, and the mother and father were mourning the unhappy fate of their children with indescribable anguish. The sailors were about obeying the command of the master of the vessel, when a huge wave came across the vessel, and swept into the ocean every movable article from the deck with the exception of the captain, sailors, and two or three of the passengers, who clung to a portion of the vessel. Thus went down into the briny waters twenty-one human beings—among the number were four males, who, though alive, were bereſt of their reason, and who went THE FEMALE SAILOR. 23 down into the deep clinging to the dead forms of their companions. Every wave now threatened our vessel with destruction. The sky was fearfully dark, and the cries and groans of all on board were increased in view of the chilling and fearful prospects before them. To add to the misery of our situation, we had lost a great part of our provisions, besides our quadrant and spy glasses. Our vessel at this time was entirely at the mercy of the waves, and in this situation we remained for many hours. So much exhausted were all on board, the second night after the gale commenced, and seeing no prospects of relief, the remaining passengers retired to their berths with the expectation of soon meeting their God. At about midnight our vessel was struck with great violence, and the shock was accompanied by a shriek of horror from every quarter of the vessel. The captain soon reported that the vessel was about sinking. As soon as we recovered our senses, we lost no time in making arrangements to leave our vessel which, in an instant, had been transformed into a wreck. The vessel which had overtaken us, proved to be a ship bound for Charleston, S. C. The captain of this vessel provided, to the utmost of his power, for the comfort of our despairing passengers and crew. We were taken on board of his vessel with all possible despatch, and in less than an hour after, the wreck that we had left sank into the ocean. In less than two days we arrived at Charleston. The captain, with whom I left Philadelphia, appeared very much dejected, having lost his vessel, and saved nothing but what was connected with his person. He was a man of fine feelings, and would often remark that his loss was nothing, in comparison with the reflection that he had commanded a vessel which had suddenly sent to an 24 THE FEMALE SAILOR. untimely grave so many human beings. At times he would weep like a child, and on recurring to the scenes, as we frequently did when conversing together, through which we had lately passed, the tears would course down his furrowed cheeks. A warm friendship subsisted between the captain and myself, as I had been in his employ for some months, and never had the least difficulty. He could not think of abandoning forever the idea of a sea-faring life, as he had been upon the water for more than forty years. He often remarked to me that he was at home in no place except upon the broad ocean. After deliberating upon the matter for a few days, the captain told me that he had resolved on going to sea once more, and that he should never enjoy himself till he did. He forthwith left for Philadelphia, for the purpose of procuring funds, telling me that he should soon return. He insisted that I should promise that I would go with him to sea, upon his return from Philadelphia. I told him that I would think of it, and if I could get no other employment during his absence, I would accompany him. When he left Charleston, he placed in my hands twenty-five dollars, and remarked, with a tearful eye, that he should expect to see me when he returned. During the time he was absent, I was unable to find any other employment. The money that the kind captain “presented me upon his departure, was stolen from my chamber soon after heleft, which deprived me of sufficient means to procure me victuals and lodging. I made known my destitute situation to the proprietor of the “Sailor's Home,” an institution which is supported by individual donations for the benefit of destitute seamen, and which was under the management of a kind-hearted woman, who did all in her power to make me comfortable. The captain soon returned, and was very much rejoiced THE FEMALE SAILOR. 25 to see me. He immediately purchased a schooner, and after considerable urging, I concluded to accompany him Once more to Sea. [For more than nine months this female was in the employ of the above vessel, during which time she acted in the capacity of Mate, and visited, among other places, Apalachicola, in Florida, Galveston, in Texas, New Orleans, Mobile, and many other ports in the United States. Numerousinportant incidents are gathered from her writings, which happened during these months; but as our space is limited, we have room for only the last drama in which this vessel participated.] On our passage from Charleston to Mobile, in the month of March, 1838, nothing of importance occurred for the first three days. About the middle of the fourth day, however, the waves began to roll at a furious rate, and the sea continued to rise till the crew and the captain were alarmed for the safety of the vessel. The sailor, who had often sported with ordinary perils, now began to be convulsed with fear. The captain ordered every yard of canvass to be taken down, and there was nothing stirring to interrupt the almost deathless silence of all on board. Instead of the vessel making any headway, we were hourly driven back by the tempest. Masses of thick clouds were seen flying in all directions, and soon a report, like that of an artillery, and a deafening crash of timber, too surely told us that the vessel had been struck by lightning. I was on deck at this time, assisting my brother sailors in throwing overboard every weighty article. The fluid followed the mast, and, attracted by a chain, passed out at the bow, but not without doing considerable injury. Too true, the vessel was on fire, and for a short time the devouring element was confined to a particular spot; but the fire soon spread with alarming swiftness. The scene which now presented itself, on all sides, was truly heart-rending, and defies description. Upon the deck of 4. 26 THE FEMALE SAIL, OR. the vessel were more than fifty human beings, who saw no relief from their perilous situation. Husbands and wives, children and parents, were running to and fro, frantic with despair. Every possible exertion was made to extinguish the flames, but they proved unavailing. O, what a spectacle was at this time visible upon every part of the vessell All prospect for relief had departed. Some of the passengers were blessed with wonderful self-possession, and no one appeared more resigned to their fate than myself. The Bible—that dear Bible which I received from the hands of my dying mother, has proved many times to me a source of unbounded consolation. Some lay prostrate upon the deck—others were awaiting their fate with Christian fortitude—othersbewailing it with loud and bitter lamentations, cursing the hour they were born, and a part were engaged in reading the scriptures and offering prayer to heaven for relief. - We were many miles rom land, and beyond the reach of human aid, unless perchance some vessel should heave in sight. The flames continued to spread with alarming rapidity, and the smoke swept the deck in suffocating masses. What can be done?—was the cry of all on board. Fortunately, in these trying circumstances, the master of the vessel retained a presence of mind which seemed to increase, rather than diminish, with the iminence of the danger. His crew, however, were so much frightened, that hardly one of his orders were obeyed. All hope that we should escape an untimely grave, had now vanished. To lower the small boats, and to risk ourselves among the waves, would, in all probability, prolong our existence but a few moments. This however was ordered to be done; and as soon as possible, every human being was taken from the burning vessel, with the expectation of soon sinking into the “deep blue sea," to THE FEMALE SAILOR. 27 rise no more. Placing ourselves in the small boats was attended with a great deal of confusion, and with every prospect of not being able long to remain in them. Some were taken from the sinking vessel in a state of stupor, and remained in this situation for many hours. I received an order from the captain to take charge of one of the small boats, saying that he should manage the other. A removal of the passengers from the burning vessel seemed, if possible, to increase their agony. But a moment was occupied in the act; and as many of the passengers, were not in possession of their right minds when removed from the wreck, it was soon discovered that a father was in this boat and a child and mother in the other—that a husband was here and a wife there. O what agony did such a thought occasion in the breasts of those who were in the boat which I had charge of They had separated from one another under circumstances the most heart-rending and appalling, and without the distant probability of ever meeting again. But the ways of a just and righteous God are mysterious. In less than three hours after leaving the burning vessel, and a few moments after she sunk, the dark clouds above our heads broke away, and the sun shone in beautiful splendor. The sea very soon began to wear a more tranquil aspect, and in a few hours there was quite a calm. Our only hope then was that we might be picked up by some vessel, and thus our lives be preserved. For thirty-six hours we remained in this situation, during which time those who were removed from the burning vessel, gradually recovered their senses. The agonizing cries of those who had parted from near and dear friends, it was impossible to hush. The husband had been torn from the bosom of his wife—the mother had separated from the child of her love—and the wife, who had parted from her cherished companion, wrung 28 THE FEMALE SAILOR. her hands in indescribable anguish. In vain did I endeavor to console them—in vain did I pray with and for them. They felt as if the hand of the Almighty was outstretched to smite them. At last I discovered a sail in the far distance, and communicated the joyful news to my companions. At this announcement, joy beamed for a moment from every countenance. But the cries and sobs of those who had separated from their friends, did not cease. Where is my wife—where is my child—where is my husband 2–were questions which rent the air, mingled with the tears of devoted love. I watched the vessel with intense interest, and was sure that it was making towards us; and if we could manage to remain in our present latitude, in all probability we should be able to make known to her our distressed situation, and be saved from a watery grave. A ray of hope now buoyed up the withered spirits of our crew. A number of black cravats had been tied together, and raised upon a long stick as a flag of distress. Nearer and nearer the vessel approached. Soon her sails, one by one, were seen to lower, and I flattered myself with the idea, which, thanks to an overruling Providence, proved true, that she had overtaken the rest of our passengers, and was about rescuing them from a briny death. We soon noticed the sails of the vessel more distinctly, and in less than six hours she was within one mile of us. As the vessel approached us, we were satisfied, from the movements of those on board of her, that parted friends were about to meet. Gradually she neared us. The vessel was nearly covered with human beings, who were rending the air with shouts of joy and thanksgiving, which were responded to by those in company with myself. In a short time we were kindly taken on board, and received that kind of treatment which our distressed "THE FEMALE SAILOR. 29 situation required, from the master of the vessel, who assured us that our wants, so far as they could be, should be supplied. What a joyful meeting of friends was this! The deck of the vessel presented a spectacle which could hardly fail of melting a heart of adamant. The husband once more pressed his fond wife to his bosom, and the mother again greeted her child with the affectionate kiss. But alas! there was one sorrowing mortal among the happy group. It was a girl—a charming girl of the age of seventeen. A brother which had accompanied her from Charleston was gone—his face was not to be seen; and upon inquiry, I learned that shortly after they left the burning vessel, he lost his balance, and being very much exhausted, fell into the ocean and sank forever. That sister wept in solitude for days and nights. Oh how deep and pure is the love of a sister The vessel which came to our relief, proved to be a brig bound for St. Augustine, in Florida. The Captain informed us that he saw the smoke of our vessel, and forthwith set sail in quest of it—that we was within two days sail of Augustine, and did all in his power to render our situation as comfortable as possible. We soon landed at Augustine, and I felt rejoiced once more to set my feet on land, having resolved, if I could obtain any other employment that I would never again risk my life at sea. I was at this time in a very destitute situation, having lost every article of clothing that I had, with the exception of what I wore, and had saved nothing but a handkerchief which contained a few articles that I highly prized. My Bible I was still in possession of; and in poring over its pages, which I frequently did, could I forget the hand which presented it to me, or forbid my memory to revert to the scenes of my childhood Never ! Being thus situated, what to do I did not know. If I 4* 30 THE FEMALE SAILO.R. was disposed again to embark as a sailor, no opportunity occurred, as there was no vessel going to leave the city for some time. The captain of the vessel in which I was last employed, having lost every thing he was worth, was unable to afford me the least assistance. For more than a week I ate nothing but some sea biscuit, with the exception of some oysters which I took from the water, and my pillow I found in the corner of a building which had recently been burned. St. Augustine being the head quarters of the soldiers engaged in the Florida war; and learning that any one could enlist that was a mind to, as the only alternative, I concluded to make application at the arsenal. I did so, but they refused to enroll me, as I had but a single eye. Learning that several companies of volunteers were soon to leave the city in quest of the Indians, I made application to join them. In this I was successful, and was forthwith provided with suitable apparel. For several weeks after I enlisted, I remained in the city daily expecting to leave. The time soon came when we was called upon to shoulder our muskets and go in pursuit of the Indians. News reached the city late one evening that a party of Indians had murdered a family within a few miles of the precincts of the city. We were awoke from our slumbers, and immediately left the city. We soon reached the house of the murdered family, but no Indian was to be seen. All was as still as death. Too true—the Indians had murdered a family of five persons, consisting of a father, a mother, and three young children, one a babe of few months old. These beings were literally cut in pieces, and their remains were scattered for many rods about the house. One of the children was spiked, through its head, to the side of the door, and its body was warm when we arrived at the scene of death. From the papers found scattered about the house, we THE FEMALE SAILOR. 31 learnt that the occupant was originally from the town of Worcester, Mass. We collected together the remains of this family—made a box from the boards of the house, in which was deposited the fragments of a whole family —dug their grave, and committed their bones to the earth with all possible despatch, and resumed our march. This was the severest jaunt that I ever experienced. For five long weeks we travelled through the swamps and everglades which abound in that territory. Soon after leaving the city my feet were so much blistered that it was next to impossible for me to walk. Many times was I upon the point of laying down, and rather than longer endeavor to keep pace with my comrades—to die! Scarcely a night did we sleep more than three or four hours, and we had nothing but knapsacks for our pillows. The fifth week after leaving St. Augustine, we were more than one hundred miles from the city; and it was not till we commenced returning that we met with any Indians. The third day after we faced about, we surprised a party of sixteen, killing nine of them, and making prisoners of the rest. The Indians fought with the utmost desperation, and in the engagement, two of the members of the company to which I was attached, were killed, and several badly wounded. One of the individuals killed was a native of Vermont, whose bones now rest a thousand miles from the village in which he was born. His remains were committed to the earth the same hour that he died, and his shroud was none other than a soldier's dress. In his pocket was a letter directed to him at Augusta, Georgia, urging him to leave the south, and come home to the place of his nativity. But he fell a martyr, as many others have fallen, in endeavoring to bring to a termination the Florida War. [Nearly four months this female was engaged in this war, during which time she assisted in capturing and hanging forty-one Indians. 32 THE FEMAL E SAIL. O. R. As she never visited St. Augustine during that time, no opportunity was offered her for escape. A whole account of her “Floride Travels,” as she terms it, are found among her manuscripts; and a chapter des- canting upon the means employed in bringing to an end this protracted war, contains many gentle hints which it would be well for our gov- ernment to take in good part. At the end of four months, having taken a party of twenty-nine Indians, the officers concluded, instead of putting them to death, to march them to St. Augustine, and put them in confine- ment.] Fighting the poor, and, as I think, much abused Indians, I did not relish much. My sympathies were and now are decidedly with the red man. If there ever was a people wrongfully oppressed and persecuted, they have been the Indians of the United States. Driven by the white man from river to river, and from mountain to mountain, at the point of the bayonet, the breasts of ten thousand innocent beings have been made to heave with indescribable suffering. Humanity pleads with all her sympathies for the rights of the children of the forest, and the judgments of a righteous God will yet be visited upon those who have cruelly participated in driving them from their native and favorite hunting grounds. My blood boils within me, when my memory recurs to the time when I, in company with others, employed my time in seeking the lives of those whom it is our duty to protect. Gladly would I blot the cruelties of that portion of my pilgrimage on earth from my recollection—but I cannot. º For several days I remained in St. Augustine"daily looking out for another opportunity to go to sea. The sixth day after my return, in perusing one of the city papers, I noticed an advertisement for several persons who would like to engage as wreckers” I immediately * This name is given to those who are employed in raising from the water the remains of vessels which have been wrecked. Hundreds are engaged in this business on the coast of Florida, mostly in the vicinity of Key West. THE FE M A. L E SAILOR. 33 made application, and as men were scarce, I at once obtained employment; and as a compensation for my services, I was to receive a portion of the spoil taken. The next day we sailed, and in less than four days we landed at Key West, the head quarters of those who follow wrecking as an employment. Three out of the seven of those on board of our vessel were reared in New England, and one, a young man of twenty-five years of age, was a native of Boston. With him I became very intimate, and at the moment I am writing these lines, he looks over my shoulder with a pleasant countenance. Time and again have we sat upon the deck of the vessel, talking of the land of our birth— of our own New England. We remained in Key West but a single day, and forthwith engaged in our contemplated business. I followed this employment for more than eighteen months, during which time we met with very good success. The money which came to me I disposed of in purchasing a part of the vessel; and in less than eleven months after embarking in this new enterprise, I became the owner of one seventh part of the vessel and seven hundred dollars in money. At the suggestion of one of our crew—the young man from Boston—we concluded to visit New Orleans for the purpose of putting our funds in a place where we could rest satisfied they would be safe. We went to New Orleans—remained there nine days, during which time I made known, to the young man who attended me, that I was a female. This disclosure, on my part, took him by surprise; and upon relating to him a short sketch of my life, he appeared very much affected. The next day after this he offered me his hand and proposed to marry me. I accepted his offer, and in three days we were married. 34 THE FEMALE SAILOR. A new era in my life had now commenced. My husband proved to be a young man of the best of qualities, and one in whom I could place the fullest confidence. He related to me the history of his life—gave me an account of his early days, and toldme that he, too, was without father or mother. While in New Orleans, my husband purchased clothing for me to the amount of several hundred dollars. When we returned to Key West, however, I wore the same apparel that I had on when I left. My husband visited this place merely for the purpose of finishing some business which he left partly transacted. We soon returned to New Orleans. I put aside my sailor apparel, and assumed my rightful station in the community. My husband, soon after this, purchased a vessel, with the money which we made while in the wrecking business, and I again went to sea under very favorable circumstances. [This was in the latter part of the year 1839. The husband of this lady, whose name is Williams, commanded a schooner which plied between New Orleans and Philadelphia. He visited Boston in the month of March, 1840, but his wife refused to go on land. Writing seemed to be her favorite employment. While at Boston she composed some very pretty lines to the memory of her mother, and also some touching stanzas while reflecting upon the disgraceful death of her father. A description of the numerous places which she had visited during her life are found among her writings; and these, when published with a full history of her earthly career, and her numerous compositions, will make an interesting volume. We have only room to annex an account of the awful tragedy, in which the life of this innocent female was sacrificed—a husband bereft of an affectionate wife, and a child of a fond parent. The account we extract from a letter received by a gentleman in this city from an eye-witness of the horrid scene.] EXTRACT FROM. A. LETTER. KEY WEST, February 5th, 1841. My DEAR SIR:—I have to communicate to you the distressing intelligence that the wife of our old associate and much esteemed friend, George Williams, now lies in the cold embrace of death. The circumstances under which I write are heart-sickening and truly melancholy; and my spirits are so much depressed, that I am hardly able to give utterance to my feelings. We have just placed the last remains of Mrs. Williams in a coffin, and to-morrow shall commit them to the dust, * * * * * On the 30th of last month we left New Orleans for Philadelphia, having on board seven passengers, among the number two females. Captain Williams having lost one of his sailors by death, a few hours previous to his leaving New Orleans, he was obliged to employ an individual to whom he was an entire stranger. We were detained in that city a short time for the purpose of securing sufficient help, during which time the wife of our friend Williams remarked, with a smile, that she had some “sailor clothes that were not wore out, and that she had not yet forgotten the duties of a sailor.” This remark was the occasion of a good deal of interesting conversation, in which Mrs. Williams related many thrilling incidents which had occurred during her life, * * * * The captain having procured sufficient help, we left the city with a favorable breeze, and, to all appearance, a happy crew. The second day, however, after leaving the shore, some difficulty arose between the captain and the sailor which he last procured to complete his crew. This individual was a Spaniard—anunprincipled individual—entirely destitute of principle, and avery intemperate person. He was supplied with a quantity of liquor. The captain endeavored to coax it from him, but to purpose. The Spaniard ordered the captain to keep at a proper distance—would not obey any of the commands of Mr. Williams, and seemed to take delight in insulting the passengers, especially the females. * * * * Capt. Williams was determined to put an end to this kind of treatment on the part of the sailor. He accordingly, with three of his crew made an onset on the Spaniard–secured him fast, and put him in a straight jacket. His liquor was then taken from him and 36 THE FEMA LIE SAILO R. thrown overboard. Never did I behold a man that raved like this Spaniard. He even cursed the God who made him. * * In this situation the Spaniard remained till the next day night. His hands were tied fast, and it was supposed by all that it was impossible for him to disengage them. But too true! at the dead hour of night, when all on board were wrapped in the arms of sleep, with the exception of one sailor who was pacing the deck, this hell-hound of a Spaniard, in the shape of a human being, succeeded in liberating himself—loaded a pistol with a double charge, and with all necessary precaution proceeded to the berth of the captain, discharged its contents, and immediately cut his own throat. I was awoke from my slumbers charge of the pistol, and repaired to the spot from whence the report proceeded—when, horrid to relate, I beheld the body of the bleeding and dying companion of our worthy captain, and upon deck the lifeless body of the Spaniard. The report of the postolso stunned Capt. Williams that he appeared as senseless as a dead person. He soon recovered his senses, partially and for a time fancied that what he saw was a dream. But alas! there was too much—far too much reality in what he witnessed. His wife was in the last agonies of a cruel death; and nought proceeded from her lips but a feeble cry, in which she exclaimed with her last breath—“My God —My husband 1–My child.” The sails of the vessel were immediately lowered, and the passengers and sailors gathered around the murdered body of this fair lady with trembling limbs and tearful eyes. We proceeded to remove from the berth the body of Mrs. Williams, while her husband lay upon the floor of the cabin wringing his hands with indescribable anguish. * * * * Upon examining her body, it was discovered that two bullets and several buck shot had entered her side. She lived but seventeen minutes from the time she was shot, and the vital spark had fled before she could be taken from her bed. The infant—her only child, lay weltering in its mother's blood! * * + It was some hours before Capt. Williams fairly recovered his senses, and it was with much difficulty that we prevented him from throwing himself into the water. At times he appeared quite rational; but for the most part of the time, after the enactment of this brutal tragedy, till we arrived at this place, his appearance was more like a maniac. * * * * You can never forget the many interesting conversations that you enjoyed in her company, when she visited Boston a year ago last March; nor the remark that you made to me shortly after, in which you observed that she had a mind of a high order. The last remains of that dear lady now lies shrouded in the habiliments of the grave. * * * But I must close. S. L. C 2. A sete ee e e El ae Ernes S.