Pal Tree.IJ Pine Eberle. GRAD BV 3 380.E16 M IV, C II..TES SCIENTIA VItlTA THE CIELLAR uOO StlCP DETOIT, MI CH. 4a22, U.S.A. -.~~~,890wv~,,, I Pal Tnree and Pine Stories of the Philippine Islands By EDITH EBERLE Powell & White Cincinnati, 0. Copyright 1927 POW,LL & WHITE Cincinnati, Ohio Printed in U. S. A. i i i To three dear girls, my nieces, MARIAN PATTY EDITH LENORE' FOREWORD I always said I would never write a book concerning my mission field until I had gone back for my second term and thus clarified and verified my impressions. But when it appeared that I could not return I yielded to temptation (for I have always wanted to do it) and urging of friends, thinking that if I dealt with my own impressions as merely impressions and not as established conditions, and my own and my friends' experiences I could not go far astray. So many unfair conclusions and erroneous impressions are given by those who write with too little contact and too fleeting glimpses. In these few sketches, given largely as I have told them to groups of people, I have attempted nothing of the problems and program of our mission group in the Philippines. I have not tried to discuss mission policy. I have not wished to enter into disputed questions. But offering even these simple sketches I feel I owe an apology to my missionary friends who have labored longer and more worthily than I. To them perhaps should have been given the privilege that has been mine. I love the Filipino people and their island home. I count my years of service there as richly privileged and blessed. It has been a real joy to share with friends in the homeland something of those days and service among a worthy nation. In the preparation of these sketches I owe much to my missionary friends whose experiences and stories I have told, to friends who have encouraged when I have hesitated. I owe most to my cherished friend Lucy King DeMoss at whose suggestion the work was begun, at whose insistence it has been finished. In the hope that you may learn to love the Filipino people as we missionaries love them, and that you may be stirred to a more sympathetic understanding and appreciation of them and their aspirations I give you my little book. CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE FOREWORD..................... 5 I PALM TREE AND PINE............. 11 II FOUR HUNDRED YEARS............ 19 III THESE THREE-IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER............ 29 IV FACTS AND FACES............... 47 V LOVE FOR THE BIBLE............. 73 VI ADAMSON HALL.................87 VII JUST GIRLS....................105 VIII HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS........125 IX DREADED DAYS..................143 X WHEN THE DEATH ANGEL COMES... 153 XI A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES.......161 XII SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU............181 I Palm Tree and Pine I PALM TREE AND PINE HALF way round the world they lie- those tropical Philippine Islands, just off the coast of Asia, between degrees four and twenty, north of the Equator. In area they are comparable to the combined areas of Michigan and Wisconsin, the largest island, Luzon, equal to the State of Ohio, the second largest, Mindanao, as large as Indiana. The seasons divide themselves into rainy and dry, the rainy season being in most places our United States summer months, and the dry season the rest of the year. Our homeland winter time is the coolest season of the islands, cool enough to need blankets at night and a sweater in evening and early morning. April and May are the hottest months of the year. In the rainy season it can rain in downpours that make our hardest American rains seem like quiet, summer showers (though Florida rains do seem to be truly tropical). Little streams or dry river beds can within a few hours become raging torrents impassible for days. Everything gets wet and wetter until one fears even one's spirits are dampened, and begins to wonder if one's mind is as moldy as the leather-bound books in the library. But the dry season comes and when an ardent tropical sun blazes all day long in a cloudless sky, and a strong wind laden with dust tears along, one merely endures until night time brings refreshing coolness and fits one for another day. 12 PALM TREE AND PINE Whatever the season, however, I'd like for you to see the Philippines, some seven thousand islands dropped into the sparkling blue waters of south China seas, whose waves ever beat and spend themselves on the coral beaches in ceaseless motion and thundering surf. Catch glimpses of those little inland seas, hemmed in by islands, many of which are mere rocky promontories thrusting themselves from the water. See the beautiful curving shore lines whose gleaming white sands are intensified by the blueness of the water and softened by the groves of cocoanut palms which reach down to the water's edge. See, too, the little protected coves and harbors dotted with fisherman's craft, villages tucked along the shore peeping from their wealth of tropical verdure. Wander along those coral beaches where great rocks like solid masonry thrust themselves into the sea, whose waves dash high against them, tossing up rainbow-hued mist and foam. Deep fissures and depressions in the coral, covered at high tide, at low tide reveal brilliantly colored fish and beauties of sea growth, anemonies, coral, dainty irridescent fragile things. Follow the highways and by-paths of the Philippines. Long winding roads gleam white under the noonday radiance of a tropical sun; roads fringed with tall, feathery, plumelike, gracefullybending bamboo; roads guarded by the tall, straight-standing, sentinel-like palm trees; roads bordered by brilliant tropical shrubbery, with alluring glimpses of the sea on one side, mountains on the other. Here and there a group of nipa or bamboo houses with thatched roofs are tucked into PALM TREE AND PINE I8 a hillside or nestled in a grove of banana trees. A bird with gayest plumage tilts on a bamboo fence. If it be your lucky day, a whole family of monkeys may scold at you from a near-by thicket. Turn into one of the many by-paths and follow its winding way, a mere shady lane or cart road crossing, perhaps, a stream or two, until you come to the cluster of bamboo houses that is a sort of precinct of the nearby village. If the season be right your breath will catch-mine did-when you see your first fire tree. Great trees they are, with mighty spreading branches and long, dainty, fern-like leaves. And in June they burst into an indescribable gorgeousness with clusters of large, glowing, velvety-red flowers with yellow centers-like glorified, manytimes-magnified nasturtiums. Pause on the summit of that high hill which you have climbed by means of a road twisting in hair-pin curves and look down on a river winding across the fertile valley and slipping into the China Sea, which sweeps in to meet valley, river and mountain. On the bank of the river stands the little Protestant chapel built by industrious farmers of the valley, "our people" we call them and if they have heard that we are coming today they will be waiting beside their chapel to wave their welcome to us on our ledge far above them. In the rainy season the vivid, living greenness of things charms one and so many shades of green, so alive, so marvelously blended. The rice paddy is always interesting but not exactly beautiful when, as a big muddy pool, it is being prepared for the plants which are transplanted 14 PALM TREE AND PINE stalk by stalk into the mud and water. Later its greenness delights. See the sugar plantations, rubber trees, a coffee tree, a great variety of fruit trees on one of which the fruit grows all around the trunk, one overlapping the other. On another tree one may find the fruit on trunk and roots. There are picturesque ruins of great stone churches and other old stone churches in splendid preservation with saints in every niche; convents, bell towers, beautiful white-porticoed government buildings with overhanging balconies and open court yard in the center; houses of masonry, houses of wood, houses of bamboo or nipa with thatched roof. The rich glory and prodigal profusion of colors of the sun rising over our Eastern mountains, you will see, and the calm quiet radiance of the sun dropping to rest in the China Sea, beauty of afterglow, swift falling darkness, and a swarm of birds around the tower; the reverent hush of the moment when a great moon rises behind a clump of bamboo and the mystic charm and brightness of moonlight, or perhaps just friendly twinkling starlight. And when you've seen enough of the lowlandsif ever that could be —you may leave the land of the palm tree and journey to the land of the pine. We'll go up to Baguio, where the pine trees grow and the cool breezes blow. Baguio is reached by two of the finest and most beautiful mountain roads, real feats of engineers' skill. The Benguet Trail is carved from the mountainside and built over deep gulleys. It follows the deep rocky gorge of a mountain river. Sheer rocky walls on one side, appalling depths on the other, and over be PALM TREE AND PINE 15 yond the gorge, gauzy, ribbon-like waterfalls. The Naguilian Trail lacks the rugged beauty of the Benguet but recompenses with greater sweeps and distances. The Ocean lies far below, rivers meandering seaward and valleys and other mountain ranges are ever beyond and higher. Each turn of the trail brings a new vista of wonder. And either trail charms one at sunset time with evening glow in the sky, gold in the ocean far below, light on the mountain tops, deepening mists in the valleys. A chill in the breeze, a whiff of ozone-filled air, a fern tree, a pine! The land of the palm is five thousand feet below. The land of the pine is a different world. Baguio is a beautiful and health-restoring resort for the white man in the tropics. And even Filipinos born to the equitorial regions find it very good. Roads everywhere yield new beautiesbeauties of nature and beauties man-made, for ih the early days of American occupation Baguio was a half-year summer capital. Our early and honored Governor General Taft could not, with his avoirdupois, endure twelve months of lowland heat. So government buildings were erected, houses built, gardens planted-Baguio grew into a place of rarest charm, not the least of which are strawberries eight months of the year and all kinds of American vegetables all the year. The colorful costumes and picturesque customs of the mountain people add to the pleasure. And then there are trails leading higher where the rice grows in marvelously terraced steep slopes, where the mountains are more 16 PALM TREE AND PINE and more rugged, the views wilder and more sublime. You may linger in the land of the pine or return to the land of the palm with the heat rolling up in waves to receive you as you descend the trail. There are beauties in the Philippines. To travel is a joy. But after all, the people claim our lasting interest. There is the real lure! Beauties of nature and beauties man-made cannot hold one for years from homeland and kin, or take one eagerly back after furlough days. The people do that! Living in their island homes, meeting life's problems, responsibilities and joys are a people to love, a progressive, able people but still a needy people. Under palm tree and pine they wait-the real beauty, the real charm of the islands. II-Four Hundred Years II FOUR HUNDRED YEARS ALL day long the lad of Genoa sat by the sea. The townswomen said "lazy, good-for-nothing fellow. Why don't they put him to work?" And the men tapped their heads with significant nod and implication. But he showed them how to make an egg stand on end, and after awhile he showed them how to find a new land. A new era was ushered in with Columbus' dreaming and courage. It was an age to quicken the pulse, captivate the imagination and lure the spirit. Men dared all! There was discovery, conquest, exploration, adventure and romance, new lands, vast oceans and mighty rivers, strange civilizations and dusky savages, silk, spices and cities of gold. No wonder men were athirst for the new, the untried. The world was a globe. And Magellan stepped on the scene as with valiant dare-all he cried, "I'll sail round it." And he did. More than four hundred years ago this courageous sea captain stood upon the deck of a small vessel. For days almost without number, it seemed to his resentful and frightened crew, no land had been sighted. Only the trackless wastes of the mighty Pacific. And then a little island. More islands. Smooth sandy shores. High rocky promontories. Sparkling blue waters, soft, fragrant breezes, palm trees. The lure of the tropics. Ma19 20 PALM TREE AND PINE gellan and his men landed. Friendly little brown men timidly offered gifts. Fresh water, luscious tropical fruit must have pleased the palate after days of musty water and dry, salty food. Soft, warm, sandy beaches must have felt good after those hard rolling decks. Small wonder Magellan and his men set up a wooden cross and kneeling there in the sand said the first mass in those islands, spoke for perhaps the first time the name of God in the presence of the pagan listeners. And beside the cross Magellan placed the flag of Spain as, with an all inclusive gesture he took possession of these islands, greater far than he knew, (for Magellan saw none of the larger islands) in the name of Felipe, king of Spain. Hence their name, Islas Filipinas, the Islands of Philip, the Philippine Islands. On a tiny island, beneath a stately monument at the end of a long avenue of palm trees, within sight and sound of ocean wave, Magellan sleeps, having given his life in combat for the friendly chief of Cebu, who with his followers had accepted Magellan's Christ. A pitiful remnant of Magellan's gallant expedition returned to Spain and their stories must have caused a nine days' court wonder and been forgotten. Meanwhile in the dimness of the four hundred years ago, a Malay race of many tribes dwelt in their island homes; living in little villages, each small village a complete social unit unto itself and its chieftain, such a closed corporation that if a curious visitor came from another village he left his head behind in lieu of calling card. Their beginning shrouded in gloom, we only know that once up FOUR HUNDRED YEARS 21 on a time a dwarf people were the only inhabitants (and of them a few remain today) until they were crowded back by migrations of Malay tribes, pagans all until the last migration which had embraced the Moslem faith before coming to these shores. These islanders were without written language, except a few crude symbols, or recorded history, with no rule but the patriarchal, with scarce a priesthood, temple, altar, ritual or Holy Book. Instead, a few priests and here and there, a hag of a priestess, a few caves for incantations, a confused, illdefined belief in evil spirits which must somehow he appeased. To such a people, fifty years after Magellan claimed the islands came the Spaniard, seeking wealth and power, his own and not another's good. For three and one-half centuries Spain ruled, sometimes wisely and well, more often cruelly and unjustly, exacting heavy taxes, making unfair demands, for the king and his henchmen must be enriched, his majesty's representatives must live in luxury and ease. Now the king of Spain was a transgressor in the Philippine Islands, for, according to the Pope's famous Line of Demarcation, these islands belonged to Portugal. So Philip, in order to appease the Pope, displayed great zeal in evangelizing. The times had seen, also, the organization of many religious orders, whose passionate fervor for keeping the cross apace with the flag was well nigh fanatical. To the Philippine Islands there came the friars in robes black, white or russet brown, according to their order. They went freely and friendlily among the Filipinos, learning to speak their languages, 22 PALM TREE AND PINE loving them, teaching them, and finally drawing them, sometimes compelling them, to the Christian faith. Much good they did, but wrong came with the right. Through enforced labor and heavy taxation they built the great stone churches, convents and bell towers, and a people with no well defined religion of their own were easily brought in. And so for three and one-half centuries these people sought a God whom they but little understood and a Christ so enshrouded in gloom and superstition, so difficult to approach, that they never thought of him as a daily companion, a friend who might walk with them on their "dusty way to Emmaus," but instead, as one shut up in a great stone church to be importuned by kneeling for weary hours on hard stone floors, telling their beads, burning their little homemade tapers, holding as sacred hideous images, marching in well nigh endless processions, torturing themselves with cruel flagellations, paying large sums of money for the required, though not fathomed ordinances of the church-the old story of a conquered people exploited by a wealthy church. Fattened shepherds and hungry sheep. But there were other priests who glorified their ministry and gave loving service, even life, for their flocks. Here and there all these years were Filipino patriots and Spanish friars who led revolts and uprisings, quickly quelled, with leaders killed and subdued followers dispersed. But every uprising, every death, meant advance until finally came the great revolt. For a short time with Spain a republic and a liberal governor-general in the Islands, FOUR HUNDRED YEARS 23 the Filipinos dared air their grievances against the friars. They spoke for the first time and waited in sullen silence for fire out of heaven to strike them dead. As boldness came with the speaking, so grievances grew with the telling. There grew a seething anger toward the friars, who gnashed their teeth in impotent rage and waited until Spain again became a monarchy and a new governor-general would once more allow them to wield a strong hand in governmental affairs. And in their own orgy of hatred, with power to wreak vengeance on Filipino subjects, the friars sealed their doom. There were persecutions, cruelties, deaths, imprisonments until filthy dungeons would hold no more, and then wholesale exilings. Jose Rizal, the versatile, cultured and greatest Malay of all times (one of the world's truly great) was unjustly sentenced to die. And the Filipino Revolution already organized through the Katipunan was launched. Stupendous courage of a scant six million people attempting to break chains three hundred and fifty years in the forging. We Americans, thirty years ago, knew little of the Filipino people and their wrongs. But Cuba was near home and we did know the conditions there. And when we could no longer endure Spanish inhumanities and treacheries in Cuba, we declared war. With our interest centered in the sunken "Maine" we hardly knew about Admiral Dewey and his Pacific Fleet in the Hongkong Harbor being ordered to Manila. And I have no doubt when the morning papers of May 1st, 1898, flashed with the news "Admiral Dewey sinks Spanish Squadron ', 24 PALM TREE AND PINE in Manila Bay" many an American breakfast was interrupted with a search for "The Atlas," or "Mary-where-is-your-geography?" and many a cup of coffee grew cold while the head of the house's finger traced the shore line of Cuba in a vain effort to locate Manila Bay. And, so, knowing neither inhabitants nor islands they, as President McKinley said "fell into our laps" and there was nothing for us to do but "take the islands, educate the Filipinos and uplift, civilize and christianize them, and by God's grace do the best we could for them." A new day of opportunity had at last dawned for that benighted people. Through almost thirty years reforms have been in progress-a modified penal code, prison reforms with one of the finest penal colonies in all the world, as well as Bilibid Prison whose cleanliness, spirit and system made it a "show place in Manila"; elective franchise, a splendid school system, closing of opium dens, checking lotteries and gambling, six thousand miles of good roads, concrete bridges, telephone, telegraph and postal systems, civil liberty; but best of all religious liberty, the complete severing of church and state, as Filipino leaders had declared must come, before even the American flag was run up. American government representatives, American missionaries, and trained Filipinos are now working together for the uplift of a people who are giving in large measure loyal support to the effort. A people who have lived in so much poverty, toil and emptiness, who have known so few joys and comfortsbut such a splendid, courteous, captivating people with great powers and possibilities for progress, FOUR HUNDRED YEARS 25 with such a clear grasp of Christian principles and so large a capacity for interpreting the Christ through daily living. The next forty years may be making brighter history than the last four hundred. I~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ j i i i i 1 III-These Three-Igorot, Moro, Christian Lowlander I~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~,I I I t I I III THESE THREE-IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER FAR up in the hill country of the Philippine Islands in a narrow little valley hemmed in by high rocky walls we chanced one day upon a quaint and unusual dwelling. Scarce more than a tiny hut or roof set upon the ground, the interesting thing about it all was that it was entirely covered with the flattened out tin cans in which the Standard Oil Company of New York sends to the far away Orient their products. In the doorway squatted the man of the house, clad only in the bright-colored loin cloth or G string of his tribe. To complete his costume he wore some tattooing, a basket of a hat almost lost in his tousled black locks, and earrings, without which the man of the mountain really has "nothing to wear" whether they be the established style, or, as once I saw, a paper clip in one ear and a safety pin in the other. Beautifully his muscles played under his satiny brown skin as alert brown eyes watched his unexpected and surprised-as-he guests. In his hand he grasped the long spear, constant companion of his kind. I looked at him, I looked at his house. Himself a product of the wilds, his house of a far away western civilization. Big business had penetrated far enough in the Philippine Islands to bring this man material for his house. But about the man I saw no evidence 29 30 PALM TREE AND PINE that we missionaries, representatives of the biggest business of all, had yet found him. He was once a hunter of heads, this man of the mountains. With his cunningly shaped axe he used to venture forth, returning after awhile with the head of an enemy. Between the times he helped his wife till the rice paddies, cleverly terraced up on the steep mountainside, and raise the camotes or sweet potatoes of which the entire family was so fond. He guarded the purity of his daughter, and maintained a rather high moral standard in all his living and dealing. He taught his son to follow game and hunt heads, for son must bring home a head or two before he could hope to win his lady love. On Sunday morning, or on Saturday night so as to be early enough, the entire family went to Baguio to the great market. And in Baguio on Sunday morning the Dog Market is the center of attraction. Some two hundred skinny, dejected looking specimens of dogdom sit about and howl a bit, kept at safe distance from their owners by means of a length of bamboo between collar and chain. The bargaining goes on. A dollar is enough to pay! After awhile our satisfied customer starts off over the hills leading his Sunday dinner. His wife trots along behind and whether it be up hill or down dale, she keeps up that same effortless pace, no matter how heavy the burden which she carries in a basket on her back, its weight suspended from her forehead by means of a band around her head. She is modestly dressed in a two-piece costume, a straight piece of cloth, knee length for a skirt, and a queer little jacket, charm IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 31 ing, gay, all made of layers of cloth of many patterns and hues and all her own weaving, as is her man's G string. But the Dog Market is a thing of the past, by edict of our Governor General, Leonard Wood. And the practice of head hunting rests in departed glory. Up in beautiful Baguio, five thousand feet above sea level, we Americans, taking refuge for a charmed month from the intense heat of the lowlands, delight in the colorful, picturesque life of these people. We go anywhere among them with no fear for our heads or our dogs. We haggle with them, friendly fashion, for the little pipe or knife they carry, exchange cheery greetings with them as we pass on the trails, employ them to carry our packs as we penetrate into the remoter mountains. A little tienda, or store where can be bought a can of sardines or salmon; Singer sewing machines in queer little houses; government buildings with the American flag waving over them; school houses, missionary institutions; but over on yonder steep hillside is the cave where the dead are buried after the manner of their ancestors. Here a church, there a hag of a priestess in the midst of heathen rites. Another old man of the mountains may be found along any of the steep trails or in the closely clustered huts of a village. He also was a hunter of heads, a mighty and valiant warrior. He also used to venture forth and return after a while with the head of an enemy. And, proud of his victory, he wanted all to know of his success. So whenever he cut off the head of an enemy he burned deep in his 32 PALM TREE AND PINE forehead a scar. The years passed by and the head hunter was greatly feared. In his forehead there had been burned seven scars. And then he came in contact with a Christian missionary itinerating along one of his beautiful mountain trails. He heard for the first time the story of the Christ, was convinced, baptized, and wanted to serve his new found Master. "I no longer want to hunt heads," he said "but I am going out to find hearts." He won after awhile his first man for the Christ. "I don't want to start marking my body" he thought, touching with shame those seven scars on his forehead. So deep in his right arm he burned a scar. He won his second man and he burned the scar in his left arm. He won his third soul and the scar marked the right arm. His fourth it was the left and the last we had heard of him, he had burned deep into his right arm seven scars, into his left six. That many souls he had won for his Master. Interesting folk, these mountain tribes! Too interesting perhaps, tempting many an American returning from those tropical Islands to give the impression that they are the typical Filipinos, forgetful, seemingly, of his cultured, refined, educated friends of the lowlands who are more truly the typical Filipinos both as to numbers and customs. But these mountain people, still needy, are there and of a friendly, approachable nature. Their lowland countrymen are helping them. Americans, too, are serving among them in ways commercial, governmental, educational and missionary. Much has IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 33 been done. Much remains to be done. I have seen many a mountaineer wriggle himself into his first shirt. I have seen him similarly struggling as he sends his children to the school, on to Manila and even to "The States" for higher education. I have seen him give up cherished, age-old habits and pagan practices for Christian ways and teachings. But I want to see more of him led from the old into the new. Far down among the Southern Island we had been traveling. Up at Lake Lanao, loveliest of the lakes, two thousand feet above sea level, we were visited by the Sultan or Datu of that district. All dressed up in American clothes was he when he came to call, white linen suit and shoes. With much ceremony he invited the American visitors to come to the Mosque next Friday for services. And that was one invitation to church neglected by no vacationing American. Friday noon found us in the Mohammedan Mosque, a lovely little building with its walls all carved and painted in Arabian designs, and located at the water's edge. On the floor, closely crowded together, sat the worshippers, the hands frequently uplifted in the attitude of prayer only to fall again, empty, listless, it seemed. On an upraised sled-like platform sat the priests and all men who had made the long pilgrimage to Mecca. Two of them consented to entertain the visitors. And for this two fans must be borrowed. Each held his fan in front of his mouth and one of them let loose a most amazing sound which he held, on the same key, a most distressing length of time. When he weakened and was ready 34 PALM TREE AND PINE to catch his breath the other took up the refrain to be held until he too must "come up for air." Number one immediately caught the melody and so back and forth the duet struggled-a contest it seemed to me in who-could-hold-his-breath-the-longest and maintain the most unmelodious sound. The services ended, our courteous Datu invited us to his home. So we climbed the stairs of a large house near by and were in the harem of a sultan. Some of his wives we saw, to the favorite and most recent recruit we were introduced. She smiled at us, this buxom girl of eighteen or twenty, displaying her gleaming black teeth. White teeth are by no means desired, so advertisers of the best grade of beetel nut would claim interest with, "No. 1, for teeth hard to blacken," etc. We Americans "did" the house with true American tourist zeal. We gloried in its Mohammedan type of furnishings, beautiful wood carving, gorgeous hand-woven spreads and blankets, gleaming brass. We delighted in its American acquisitions, a sideboard in the sleeping room, several percolators and dishes on it. We were interested and amused in his way of combining his own furnishings and decorations with the American possessions he so much admired. The Datu was serving dinner to a mob of priests and other guests. A regular retinue of servants came and went with food on great brass trays which were set on a standard on the floor, the style of tray and standard reminding one of an old-fashioned cake dish, but several times larger. The guest squatting beside the tray ate his meal of curry, rice and other viands, IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 35 These Southern Island tribes of the Philippines were the last great migration of Malays and before going to the Islands they had come in contact with Moslem missionaries and embraced the worship of Allah. They were ever the enemies of Spain. Spanish friars made but slight inroads among them. Year after year dreaded expeditions of pirate boats invaded the waters north of them, attacking villages along the shore, pillaging, burning, killing and carrying into captivity. Along the shores of the northern Islands today stand the vine-covered grand old ruins of watch towers where in the long years ago watchmen gave warning of the approach of pirate fleets. In the same way that Spain had been withstood these unconquered, dauntless people made ready to resist the Stars and Stripes. Instead, they must have been surprised to find themselves not only conquered by, but staunch friends and loyal supporters of the American through wise, fair, kindly, though firm dealings. So when recently our Datu friend heard that his old hero-friend, Leonard Wood was coming back he went among his followers telling them that they no longer need send their children to the schools or obey the laws as upheld by Filipino authority. "For," swaggered he, "The Americans are coming back." But it was sedition and before he was through with it the Datu, having taken refuge with some followers in a remote mountain fortress, was dead. The Moro drapes his bright colored sarong about his shoulders and clutches it about his waist as he walks down street. He wears trousers that are extremely close fitting-skin-tight is the only adjec 36 PALM TREE AND PINE tive that will adequately describe them. Or his trousers might be very large and bell shaped at the ankles. She wears 'em too. There are also several styles of coats and blouses for both men and women, so while styles may not change there is variety to choose from. The hair of men and women is uncut and worn in long braids frequently unkept and not too recently plaited. Teeth have been blackened. Buttons are favored every season. We saw one man with American five dollar gold pieces used as buttons on his coat. We rather admired the style! The houses are well built and attractive with wood carving in gables and borders just below the roof, the designs stained with all the Arabian charm. The favorite sport of the men seemed to be spinning with amazing skill their beautifully made, highly polished and decorated tops. Again five dollar gold pieces served as decorations in the wood. In school the Moro displays ability and a ready mind. In trade he shows himself a shrewd bargainer. In human relationships he will be a dreaded enemy or a loyal friend. In religion he manifests fanatical zeal. To die killing Christians assures future bliss, so, the Mohammedan even under the American flag, armed with the angry looking knife, runs amuck and slashing, wounding, slaying as he goes, pauses not till death lays him low. Another of these Mohammedan people may be found in one of the beautiful sea port towns of the southern islands. Matias Cuadra as a child was taught the Koran at his mother's knee. Through various experiences and changes in his life he came IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 37 in contact first with the Catholic Church and then the Protestant. At first chosen for the Moro priesthood he found himself in training for the Catholic priesthood and ultimately in Manila in the Union Theological Seminary preparing for the Christian ministry. Graduated, ordained, married to a beautiful Filipino Christian girl, Matias Cuadra began to serve among his own people. From a Christian home this converted Mohammedan and his wife are reaching out to his people and bringing them to the Christ. Interesting folk, these Moro tribes! So again there comes to the American the temptation to dwell too long upon their customs more bizarre and foreign than those of the northern Christian tribes. Their islands lying almost upon the equator are so lavishly tropical in beauty. Never have I seen ocean water so clear, sparkling and entrancingly blue as the morning we tied up to the pier at Jolo, where whitest of sands met the water's blue and groves of cocoanut trees edged the dazzling sands. Never has landing in any foreign port been more exciting than among those strangely clad Moros who crowded the dock. Memories jostle one another. Rioting flowers, great lily pads, a drive among acres of cocoanut trees with flashes of the sea, pineapples dripping juice, boys diving far down into the incredibly clear water to bring up in the mouth the coins tossed from ships' railings, sentries beside fortress and walled city, a babble of color, confusion, customs and strange jargon. And the Mohammedans are still there, needy and difficult to approach. They admire and trust the American, 38 PALM TREE AND PINE they do not yield willingly to Filipino control. Among them there seems to be peculiar opportunity for the American missionary. Little is being done, but where stations and workers have been established, worthwhile results are being attained. The great majority of Filipinos belong, however, to the lowland tribes-the Christian tribes. Though we are attracted by the more colorful costumes, more unique customs of mountain tribes or Moros, still we must describe the man of the Christian tribes as the typical Filipino. I remember one old woman who used to pass my door. Such a pitifully stooped and wrinkled little old lady she was, her clothing faded and patched, but always clean and neat. Gnarled old hands grasped the cane on which she leaned so heavily. Bare brown feet lifted slowly in the dust. Thin, scraggling grey hair was twisted in a tight little knot at the back of her head and on her head, carried so straight for all her age, and trembling, was a basket holding the meager supplies for the day, a bit of fish or meat, an egg plant, bread, fruit perhaps, a few bananas, and sometimes o'er-topping the basket a few sticks of wood with which she would kindle a fire in the little earthenware stove at home. A long time it used to be before she rounded the corner and hobbled out of sight down the shady lane of a street. No more she comes to pass the door, for she was of that rapidly passing generation. But I shall never forget her. Yearning memory still recalls the humble everydayness of her existence. On her face lines of weariness, marks of toil, the cares and poverty of IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 39 living-no sign of hope, happiness or forward look to better days to come. Another old woman I saw asleep on the hard uneven bamboo slats of a porch floor-sleeping through the midday tropical heat, sleeping in the evening of life without the comfort of softening pillow or uplifting hope. But then there is Guillermo. He too is old, wrinkled and stooped. He has not known an abundance of life's goods, but what a radiant joy and forward-looking hope beams in his honest old face. Guillermo you see has found the Christ. Many a time I've stayed in his humble home. Very royally he receives his missionary guests as they climb the bamboo ladder-like steps into his home. With his own hands he serves them, giving of his best. He is dressed in the usual garb of the everyday Filipino, light striped cotton trousers tied around his waist, his other garment a combination shirt and coat which hangs outside the trousers. But to honor the house of God, Guillermo has other clothes. A white linen suit cut American style, shoes and socks too. These he lifts from one of the wooden chests around the wall and dresses for church, donning these layers of misery on top of what he already wore. We ought to know, for Guillermo visits with us as he makes his preparations for church in the one large room of the house, his trembling old hands fumbling with the white buttons as he fastens them into his military style coat. Proudly then he leads us down the dusty street to the little bamboo chapel where Guillermo with princely dignity presides over the communion table. And Tuburcio-I don't know his last name, but 40 PALM TREE AND PINE 1 do know that on monthly Conference day when preachers, Bible women and other workers come from all over the province for a day of fellowship together, Tuburcio's big gourd hat is early tucked into one corner of our proud front porch. Tuburcio has walked for miles, a wearying difficult tramp from the little mountain village where he ministers to a small congregation. With what timidity he shakes our hands, with what joy enters into the reports, business, lessons and fellowship of the day, with what dignity reports the happenings of his little flock and finally at evening starts the homeward journey loaded with whatever Sunday School papers and picture cards we were able to spare him. Typical all these four of the older generations, but yet not all the types. For there are also the wealthy, the educated, the high official, the social autocrat, the aristocrat-courtly, polished, delightful old people than whom you could wish none finer. Younger people too we might describe among this larger group of Filipinos. The trained clever lawyer, the school teacher, the college student or university graduate, the high school girl or the one in an office, the Red Cross nurse, the preacher with his seminary training, the agricultural expert, the new governor. All typical, all a part. Costumes among the men and boys may be the simple comfortable two piece arrangement and barefeet or it may work through various metamorphoses until it becomes a full fledged American production done in palm beach, khaki or white linen. Women may wear the elaborate national i i i I I I I IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 41 costume, a skirt with a long train held in the hand or wrapped round and pinned on the hip, a beautiful black net beaded overskirt, a low cut bodice of thin transparent material, rounded neck, big outstanding bell-shaped sleeves and a folded piece of the material about the shoulders. Or she may have (and practically all students have) adopted the American style which proves more convenient and serviceable for the active modem woman. Small children may wear "mighty nigh" nothing, or the same style clothes as their parents, or they may be as completely clothed and in the same style as any American child of ours. A meal may be eaten with the fingers, everybody squatting on the floor and dipping in the jars in which the food was cooked. Or it may be an elaborately served and bountiful eight course feast. The house may be a simple one-roomed affair of bamboo with thatched roof, quaintly set up on poles several feet from the ground and reached by means of bamboo steps which are more like a ladder than steps. Or it may be a large house of many big rooms, the lower walls of heavy masonry, the upper of hardwood, galvanized iron roof, floors of wide hardwood boards, beautifully stained and polished, windows of sea shells set in small squares of wood. Furnishings may be a row of wooden chests around the walls, a small table, straw mats for beds, or they may be great Spanish chairs, beds all carved and canopied, tables with fancy covers and ornaments, a piano, a harp, pictures, some images of saints. Traveling, one may see pedestrians walking long miles, the women with 42 PALM TREE AND PINE heavy loads on their heads and baby riding on the hip, people riding the water buffalo, whole processions of ox carts with covered tops, the little twowheeled carts and carriages drawn by small horses, bicycles, an occasional motorcycle, and automobiles of all makes and types. Sweeping statements of custom this, or custom that, cannot truthfully be made. The Philippines today are in a most interesting stage of transition. Standards of living are being raised, ideals are being lifted, social customs are being improved. Awakening, stirring, striving, ultimate attainments are felt. Interesting folk, these lowland tribes! So interesting it ought not be difficult to reveal them as the majority people of the Islands. They early win our interest, command our respect, demand our best, hold our love. The contrast of old and new is so vivid and startling. Noisy fish woman is greeted by her college cousin. Old grandmother is distressed over granddaughter's modern scientific way of caring for her baby. Old law makers rub elbows and match wits in the national legislature with young men trained in the best of American Universities. An old church procession halts beside the modern Protestant chapel with Teacher Training classes. New efficient ways and thought struggle to overcome the old which, deeply rooted, strive to retain their hold. A people newly awakened and alive to every opportunity. There is no more arresting country today, no more appealing people than the Christian tribes of the Philippines. These three in the Islands today-pagan, Mohammedan and Christian. Pagan and Moham I i i t IGOROT, MORO, CHRISTIAN LOWLANDER 43 medan people-the non-Christian tribes-are comparatively few in number, slightly more than a million, but a real challenge, a worthy opportunity. The remaining people, more than ten million are mostly Catholic, at least nominally so, for to be born in the Philippine Islands under the Spanish regime was to be born in the Church, so closely were church and state allied, so insistent the demands of the priests for the ordinances and so great the power of those priests. The Aglipay or Independent Church numbers near a million followers and the Protestant church after twenty-five years of opportunity numbers two hundred thousand. And as the old is being pushed aside in things of religion, there as much as elsewhere we need to be ready to offer our living Christ. We must not fail our friends in the Philippine Islands today; Pagan, Mohammedan and Christian, all three, needy, worthy, ready. I IV-Facts and Faces II r~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IV FACTS AND FACES ON a hot August day in 1901 while the city of Manila was taking its noontime siesta the Disciples of Christ entered the land in the persons of Mr. and Mrs. W. H. Hanna. They were closely followed by Mr. and Mrs. H. P. Williams and work was begun in Manila which has always been recognized as Headquarters and common territory for all Mission Boards operating in the Philippines. Many missionaries of other faiths had preceded them, but they found plenty of opportunities for service and before long they baptized in the sparkling blue waters of Manila Bay their first converts, among whom were some of our most influential Christians today-Simon Rivera, faithful pastor at San Pablo among the rich palm groves of Laguna Province; Leon Bana, wide-awake, consecrated pastor of one of our Manila congregations and Emiliano Quijano, a cultured man of high position and trust in the government, who, never forgetting the things of the Kingdom generously gives his time and influence to the church. Now the Protestant Mission Boards had early met in Manila and organized "The Evangelical Union" and in order that the Filipino people might hear the message as readily as possible and that the work might be carried on with as little overlapping of effort as possible, they divided the terri47 48 PALM TREE AND PINE tory among the different Protestant groups. It was before our arrival, but these first missionaries of ours fitted in. Feeling that the rich coastal plains of Northern Luzon were being neglected, as the Boards assigned there had not yet been able to enter that field, they made their way northward "by land and by sea" and opened work at Laoag, capital city of Ilocos Norte, three hundred and fifty miles from Manila. Another move opened work at Vigan, fiftyfive miles south of Laoag. Today we still name these three places, Manila, Vigan, Laoag as our Mission Stations. Aparri on the north coast, a seaport town at the mouth of the great Cagayan River, was long counted as one of our stations. But it was never possible to locate missionaries there and finally we not only gave up Aparri but all further evangelistic effort and supervision of churches in the entire Cagayan Valley. However, in giving up certain work there we assumed responsibility for other territory which because of its location we could more adequately care for. New missionaries came to help share the enlarging work which these of pioneer spirit were beginning. And missionaries have come and gone. Fifty have served on the field. One has died in service. Ten for one reason or another served but a short time. Others remained for one full term (five years) but were unable to return. Ill health is the most common reason for keeping missionaries at home. The tropics are not always kind to us. The longest terms of service belong to the Hannas and Picketts. Mr. and Mrs. Hanna gave four full terms, twenty years of energetic, efficient service and are I i FACTS AND FACES 49 now at home because of the educational needs of their family. Dr. and Mrs. C. L. Pickett (Mrs. Pickett is Dr. Leta) are now in their fourth term of service in Laoag, steadily working not only in their own department of the Mission for the physical well being of the people and training of nurses, but also working for the healing of the soul and training of the mind. Wherever there is work to do they are found. How well I recall a certain evangelistic trip that three of us newer missionaries made with Mr. Hanna just before the Hanna's return to the States. In one little remote village no word had been sent of our coming, so we tramped the hot dusty streets, Mr. Hanna calling out to the people as we passed their homes that he would meet them in the chapel soon. And eagerly they came. I shall never forget their eager joy as they greeted him, listened to his fatherly message, and crowded round him sorrowing because he was leaving them. I have always been able to get a more vivid picture of Paul in his missionary journeys since that day. We drove miles, held several services and late in the day while we were waiting for a time in a strange home, Mr. Hanna, still untired, talked to the host of his soul needs. I remember the return of the Picketts from a furlough. The officials of the town and province went to the little seaport town to meet them and escort them with all honor and ceremony, to Laoag. Then they co-operated with the missionaries in extending a royal reception in thePresendencia or "Town Hall," and within a day or two patients were coming from distant places. They had heard the 50 PALM TREE AND PINE Doctor had returned. One old lady came to ask for medicine-"like you gave me twelve years ago." Of course the Doctor would remember! Other missionaries now in the Islands are in their first and second terms of service. I should like to share with you something of my own happy association and fellowship with many of them and something of my thoughts of the others through seeing the work they are doing. But after all there isn't a missionary of us who wouldn't far rather have you know of the general service of the Disciples of Christ in the Islands. Each missionary has helped to build, has put the stamp of his personality on the work. Of the work as unified effort and accomplishment I want to tell you. Perhaps you are interested in figures and institutions, the number of Christians, names and value of our institutions. But I am not especially concerned about telling you the number of Christians, unless I can make faces live behind the figures. Neither do I care so much about describing buildings, unless I can make you see the busy stream of Filipino life constantly coming in contact with these institutions. First of all there is the Evangelistic Department. All missionary work is evangelistic but certain missionaries in each station are assigned specific evangelistic responsibility in oversight of churches, preachers, Bible women and evangelistic campaigns in the outlying territory contiguous to the station. There are ten thousand worshipping in the eightythree organized congregations. You will like to visit one of our churches on Sunday morning. FACTS AND FACES We will go out to Piddig, some miles from Laoag. The drive follows a beautiful winding road with two river crossings on bamboo rafts, or by fording, if the river is low. Finally we drive into the Public Square. On one side of this park-like plaza stands a ponderous stone church. But don't be too pleased with yourself, for that is the Catholic church! Facing the Plaza on another side is a humble little building, and over its door a sign, "Iglesia ni Cristo," Church of Christ. Its walls are of bamboo, its roof dry thatched grass, its floor only hard packed mother earth and its platform a layer or two more of the same material. The pulpit and communion table are the rudest sort, the pews narrow high benches, uncomfortable, perilous perches. We do have a few really worthy buildings, representing something of the beauty and idealism of our faith, but they are all too few. But you will forget the humble surroundings as you join with friendly, devout Filipino Christians in the service. Church is announced for eight o'clock and by nine enough people have gathered for the service to get under way, to continue till hot tropical noontide has come. Being an honored visitor someone is sure to bring you a chair saying, "I am ashamed to have you sit on these benches" so you will rest comfortably and rejoice in the heart-warming greeting and fellowship with these Christians who are so happy in worship and who seem to have so much capacity for religion. They sing in a dialect our Christian hymns, choosing most often those of wailing note and minor key, singing slowly and with feeling. The prayers 52 PALM TREE AND PINE are long, the reverence and devotion marked. Prayer is such a natural, spontaneous talking to a near Father. They expect and are not surprised to receive direct answer to their prayers. The sermon is lengthy but listened to attentively though confusion and interruptions which would shock or amuse an American audience are by no means lacking. A woman chewing beetel nut may go to the window to expectorate, some one may hunt a marauding flee (but that is forgivable where the flea is so much "abroad in the land"), or an elder, as once I saw, may compel a whole seatful of people to move because the bench is weak. The Communion Table is spread. Clean white cloths are used, decorated with some coarse machine-made embroidery-and this in a land where the women make the most exquisite needle work — which probably reaches only across the front and a bit around the corners. It is expensive and they had so little to spend. You are supposed to sit near the center and then you can't see the lack of decoration all the way round. The deacons may be barefooted old men dressed in the two-piece outfit of the every-day man, but always clean and neat, their faces shining with an inner radiance. Or the deacons may be youthful students, High School teachers, or government officials, but one feels no incongruity in the modern attire of these as compared with the older men. The elder on one side of the table may be the Governor of the Province and on the other a humble farmer who has worked all week in his rice paddies. Deacons and elders, whatever the difference in their station in life, education or FACTS AND FACES 53 costume, care for the service with quiet reverence and dignity. When the meeting is over there is handshaking and friendly greetings as the people freely mingle and start away in groups, young men seeking the companionship of young women along the dusty homeward street. There are Sunday Schools too, most of them with classes well organized according to ages but rarely with departmental exercises because of lack of room. Large classes of young people want English instruction and even junior boys and girls ask for it. The lessons you will notice are a year behind time. The quarterlies, papers and cards are the gifts of Sunday Schools in the homeland who send us their surplus supplies and used quarterlies. A birthday box, missionary and temperance talks, Bible drills, Rally Day, Contest, Cradle Roll, Home Departments, Teacher Training Classes, Easter, Children's Day and Christmas programs are regular features of the Sunday Schools. And on Sunday afternoons young people go out in small groups and conduct meetings everywhere in the outlying districts. The Sunday afternoon attendance in one large town often numbers two thousand. All over the Islands, wherever Christian workers are foind, these afternoon Sunday Schools are being held. There is evident enthusiasm, and what good mav be accomplished through the regular Bible teaching in the homes, on street corners, anywhere, and how much added joy is given when the teachers can distribute papers or cards at the close. There is such eagerness to receive that sometimes papers 54 PALM TREE AND PINE are torn in two that there may be sufficient to go around. The Church has its Every Member Canvass, its Conventions, Conferences, Board Meetings, Daily Vacation Bible Schools, Christian Endeavor Societies, Missionary organizations, Annual Meetings, Evangelistic services - rather a busy, modern church in spite of its tropical setting. Perhaps the outstanding characteristic of the church is its spirit of evangelism. The Filipino preacher is probably at his best in evangelistic appeal. Impassioned oratory is natural to him, he is capable of high emotion and the enthusiasm of revival carries him on in exalted mood. Evangelistic meetings are times of high resolve and consecrations on the part of Christians, as well as soul winning. Baptismal services at the close of a series of meetings are largely attended and often beautifully effective, in the river on the edge of town. Last year we reported nine hundred and sixteen baptisms but I should like to share with you the service as well as the number. Moonlight nights are frequently chosen when a mystical beauty clothes the ordinance, the soft, clear, mellow moonlight giving sufficient light to easily follow the words of the' song. On dark nights an old-fashioned lantern or two furnish the only light and people cluster about the lantern that they may use their song books. One scarce can see, and hears only the soft splash of the water. Sometimes later afternoon is chosen when sunset glories light the sky and are reflected in the quiet waters, the beautiful afterglow casting a rosy radiance over all. FACTS AND FACES 55 But the baptismal service I like best to remember was held in the early morning before the missionaries must hasten on to other waiting churches. We had gone out to the little town of Banna, encircled with hills and held an evening service in a tiny chapel fitted up in the lower part of the home of one of the members and lighted dimly by one or two smoky little oil lamps. At the close of the service the Judge or Justice of the Peace, a man of importance in the town, came up the narrow aisle to make confession. If we had not been impressed with his seriousness we would surely have laughed at his funny appearance. Such a queer, grotesque figure of a man with such ill fitting clothes, but very, very earnest. Next morning before the sun was too hot we went down to the river. On the steep bank on one side gathered the Christians, tier on tier of them. Down in the river below was the busy Filipino life. Several girls were exchanging the village gossip as they filled their water jars at holes dug in the sand. A group of women were squatting in the water doing the week's washing, swishing the clothes about in the water, pounding them on flat rocks with wooden paddles and spreading them on the sandy bank to dry, fastening them with little pebbles. On down the stream small boys and girls were shouting with glee as they swam and splashed, their bare brown bodies gleaming in the sunlight. No clothes? Didn't I tell you mother was doing the week's washing. A man was bathing his horse-"The Filipino horse," says our clever missionary, "is only a vest pocket edition of a real horse"-and some carabaos were wallowing 56 PALM TREE AND PINE nearby, only horns and noses visible above the water. Out into all this busy confusion waded our evangelist and the Judge who wanted to be baptized. Even the children were quiet when the preacher spoke to them in his clear ringing voice. The Christians on the bank sang "Oh Happy Day," singing it there, "Naragsac nga aldao." And the Judge was baptized. Only a short time later he gave up his position. It was one of political appointment and much coveted. From that day to this he has lived in private life. No public office of his seeking is ever open to him. Just that he gave up that he might obey his Christ. Soon after the service at Banna I saw my second baptism. A young man, a senior in the High School, the first of his family to come to Christ, though later others also were won and the Christ is a very real presence in that home. Our way was lighted by a flickering lantern carried by the pastor. While we were singing at the water's edge a big truck crossed the bridge above us bringing into town a crowd of athletes who would contest that week in a big track meet in the town. And our young man is running well his race. He was soon president of our Christian Endeavor Society, then superintendent of the Sunday School. He graduated from High School the valedictorian of his class. He came to the States and the University of Illinois gave him his college training, the church at Champaign nourished his splendid Christian living. The last night of a big Student Conference in Laoag we went down to the river, our entire eightyfive registered delegates and missionary faculty. FACTS AND FACES 57 Almost half our students had made confession during the Conference days. It was a dark night, the water an inky, oily black reflected by our few lanterns, candles and flash lights. Two missionaries and one Filipino preacher stood in the water receiving and baptizing candidates. How well we remember! Three young people being led out, three uplifted hands and in succession "In the name of the Father" and soon three happy students coming ashore as three more were led out. Several of these students came from Pasuquin where neither missionary, Filipino preacher or lay member had ever been able to start a church. Pasuquin's reputation was not good. "Can any good thing come out of Pasuquin?" we used to wonder. But these new youthful Christians asked for songs, and Sunday School material. "We are going to start a church in our town," they said. And they did. Not long ago I read that Mr. Kennedy, now evangelistic missionary in the Laoag field had gone to the hills with some of his boys, scouting for wood to build a meeting house in Pasuquin. A group of newly baptized students had built the church. One beautiful late afternoon while sunset's glory touched sky and water, a hundred were baptized while five hundred above sang Christian songs and lingered in the fast descending darkness. Some of these baptisms come from the pagan tribes in the mountains east of us. Out of the old life of heathen rites and superstitions they come into life indeed. Mary Chiles Hospital in Manila, the Frank Dunn Memorial Hospital in Vigan and the Sallie Long 58 PALM TREE AND PINE Read Memorial Hospital in Laoag strive to carry on the work of Christ in the Medical Department. Dr. and Mrs. Pickett are the only missionary doctors on the field at the present time. They serve the Laoag Hospital. The other two hospitals have each a missionary trained nurse and the staff of doctors made up of Filipino physicians. The buildings are attractive and efficient looking, large and airy, ready to carry on the gospel of healing in a land where there are so many diseases and so much superstition to hinder proper care and treatment You will want to see one of our hospitals. In the early morning at the door of the Clinic stand the crowds waiting for treatment, stooped old men, wrinkled old women, mothers with undernourished babies on their hips, people marked with loathsome diseases, crippled-they wait. After awhile the doors are thrown open and they file in and join the entire hospital staff, servants, nurses, medical assistants in a half-hour chapel service led by the missionary doctor. Then the clinic. Patiently they sit and wait their turn to tell the doctor their tale of woe and go away after awhile with a little packet of medicine tightly grasped in the handhow they do love to have some pills to take-but better still with some word that is for the healing of the soul. Now it is a young mother with her first baby ailing because she has given it an ear of corn to nibble or some green fruit or has fed it a grownup's meal of rice and pork. The next patient waits to have his wounds dressed. He got the worst of it in a difference of opinion the other day and the result is an ugly, jagged knife wound in his side. FACTS AND FACES 59 Then there are several people who have come from a distant town. All of them are marked with tropical yaws, that repulsive looking disease. They have heard of the Doctor's success in curing it and they have come. So an injection of neosalvarsan into the veins of the arm is given each of them and they spend the day in a hospital room, commonly called the "Bubas Room" and before they leave some effect of the medicine is noted. Within three days the ugly sores are turning black and withering. Within three months the skin is fresh and clean. The cure seems miraculous. But the hospital has more than the clinic. There are the wards, the private rooms, all the usual hospital activity and paraphernalia. In one room lies the wife of a high government official and in a small bed nearby her small adorable brown baby. A fever patient in the next room, in another an American ill with dysentery or some other disease that attacks the white man in the tropics. I was called to the hospital in the dewy freshness of the very early morning. The father of one of my Dormitory girls lay dead. He was a man of prominent family and position in his home town. His children were receiving the best the school could offer. An enlightened family you would have said. He had been suffering from rheumatism and in order to let out the evil spirits imprisoned in his body and causing his sickness, he had bored deep in either arm a hole. He grew worse and was brought to the hospital. Tetanus set in and he was dead simply because superstition still holds sway. A small baby died because his mother refused to 60 PALM TREE AND PINE nurse him. It was not the custom of her tribe to do that. So the hospital staff combat superstition, evil customs and age-old habits. Then there is the Nurses Training School, a very vital part of our medical work. Each hospital serves as a unit of the school and the number of nurses in training ranges from sixty-five to seventyfive. It is a joy to see, a privilege to know these young women. They are a pleasing picture, these brown skinned girls, as they go about their work, busy in clinic, ward or private room. They wear crisp white uniforms and white caps perched on top their beautifully abundant black hair. They seem so radiant somehow, so eager to serve, and just as eagerly they sit in the class room for an hour of instruction. Their course includes regular Bible subjects as well as their nurses' curriculum. The same happy spirit of service marks their work outside the institution. They are called on to teach Sunday School classes, or to give health talks at Mothers' Clubs, to sing special music at a meeting or to act as reception committee at some big social affair. They are Christian girls. Rarely does a girl graduate from the course without having made her decision for Christ sometime during the training, if she had not done so before entering. One hundred and fifty have been graduated and gone out to serve. They hold responsible positions in hospitals( two of our head nurses are graduates of our own institution), they serve as government health nurses, school nurses, in puericulture work, in the leper colony, in far away needy and sometimes dangerous posts as Red Cross nurses. Some FACTS AND FACES 61 of them as wives and mothers are teaching whole communities what a home should be. Theirs are model homes, clean, sanitary, happy, Christian. Too much praise cannot be given this trained, efficient group of consecrated Christian nurses and those who have had the responsibility of their training. The Educational Department of the Mission strives also to bring the gospel story to the people of the Philippines. It has not been necessary for our missionaries to establish day schools as in many mission lands. The American government has given the Islands such a splendid system of public schools. So Mission Schools can look especially to the training of young people for definite Christian service. In Manila we are affiliated with union schools-High School, College and Theological Seminary. Mrs. Higdon of our Mission group was for a time Principal of the Union High School and did much in bringing the school under full government requirements. Mr. Higdon is now Acting President of the Union Seminary. Thus we furnish not only faculty members but heads of the union work. The High School requires in addition to the regular course of any High School one Bible subject each year, and thus the school brings many students to definite decisions for Christian service. Recently the Seminary moved into a handsome new building located just a few doors from our Albert Allen Dormitory. Young men from our churches who are preparing for the ministry must have completed certain preliminary courses and knowledge of the history of the Disciples of Christ. 62 PALM TREE AND PINE The Girls' Bible Training School in Laoag prepares young women for service as Bible Women. A three year course is offered and gives careful Bible study as well as courses in Sunday School work, story telling and dramatization, play-ground activities, music, homiletics and kindergarten work. We strive to so prepare the girls that they can serve not only as workers among the women and children but as pastors where needed. Arrangements are made whereby the students may pursue their High School course in conjunction with their Training School work. An average of twenty a year seems to cover the attendance record of the school. The largest class graduated has been eleven, the total number of graduates is upwards of thirty. They are making a very definite contribution to the church as they serve often times in lonely stations, and everywhere their services are wanted and appreciated. They are eager to return to the School for special institutes and seasons of instruction. They are happy in their chosen work. Another phase of the Educational Work is the Student Dormitories which are opened in educational centers as boarding houses for government school students. It is a type of missionary service peculiar to the Philippines and one of the most worth-while social service activities, as well as a vital factor in evangelization. We have three. In Manila, Albert Allen Dormitory is located in one of the finest sections of the city and in the very midst of the student life. It cares for one hundred young men, some of them our own Seminary boys, the others University men. The building will hold. FACTS AND FACES 63 with close crowding, one hundred, but I remember so well hearing the missionary in charge one year say he had accepted one hundred applicants and then turned away three hundred more who might have lived in that Christian home if there had been room enough. In Vigan our dormitory cares for the student nurses of the hospital and gives the remaining space to High School girls making application. In Laoag, Adamson Hall houses High School girls as well as our own Training School girls. The building accommodates eighty girls. The Vigan Dormitory cares for thirty-five. Mingle with the residents of any dormitory and catch the happy wholesome Christian atmosphere that prevails. Good times in the social hall, fun in the dining room, quiet chats in the rooms, busy hours in the study hall, inspirational meetings in the Chapel —these dormitories are building Christian character and bringing definite decisions for Christ. But we need more such institutions. In Manila we ought to have a home for girls. From Laoag and Vigan our Christian girls go to Manila to continue their education and since we have no student home for them they must seek quarters elsewhere. Protestant dormitories are crowded, so our girls sometimes settle in a Catholic dormitory and then are lost to our work. Often it is not merely that they do not attend our services but lose all interest in the work. One of our most faithful Laoag girls would not be persuaded to have any part in our work after a year in such a dormitory. When we opened our dormitory for girls in Laoag mothers 64 PALM TREE AND PINE and fathers came to see the quarters provided. Being pleased they were wont to inquire, "Don't you love our sons as well as our daughters? Why don't you give them a dormitory too?" And the young men came with the same question. It was not easy back in 1918 to answer the question. It has never been easy, though frequent repetition ought to have taught us how to explain why we do not enter all open doors of opportunity and answer all needs. Then there is the "Bible Chair" work. The students in the public schools are receiving no Bible training. The lack of it is felt. The need was recognized some years ago when the Y. M. C. A. sponsored special Bible Study campaigns. Hundreds of students would be enrolled for these short courses in educational centers all over the Island, wherever there were missionaries to conduct the work. About the same time a young High School student who was also preaching regularly for one of our churches came to me asking if I would teach a group of High School students a certain course which was being offered in our Girl's School. I replied that I would gladly do so if a convenient time could be arranged and enough students enrolled. "How many must I bring?" he quizzed. "0, Silvestre," I said, "if you bring a half dozen I'll be glad to give time to the class." The time was determined-two afternoons a week when High School classes would be over. Silvestre came, bringing not the six I had suggested thinking that would be as many as he could persuade to settle to an entire year's work, but thirty FACTS AND FACES 65 fine wide-awake students. Through the whole school year, two afternoons a week we used to work till dark stopped us, and sometimes an extra evening and Saturday morning for good measure. It was one of the happiest and most interesting classes I have ever taught. Next year through Mr. Stipp's planning four of us taught classes enrolling two hundred. Classes were arranged for free periods in the High School day and held in Mission homes and institutions most convenient to the school building furnishing the group. Three different buildings accommodated classes to the number of nine or ten, each class meeting twice weekly. Year after year these classes have gone on. The present "Bible Chair" is a well organized system offering a choice of courses and enrolling many students. Several thousand students have within the last ten years received instruction in these week day Bible classes. Many baptisms come from those who made their first contact with the Mission through such a class. Student Conference work is a part of the educational program and is being a very effective agency in bringing young people to Christ and training them for Christian service. Our missionaries take very active part in the Annual Student Conference, held at Christmas holiday time and participated in by all Christian agencies. Twice we have furnished the dean of the Women's Conference, Mrs. Stipp one year, Mrs. Higdon, another. Other lady missionaries serve regularly on the Faculty as do the men in the Young Men's Conference. We send or take large delegations of students. We have also 66 PALM TREE AND PINE conducted our own Student Conference on the same plans as the Young Peoples' Conferences of the homeland. The Press is a busy, business-like place and is the fourth department of our Mission organization. It is located in one end of the Albert Allen Dormitory on one of the most attractive and modern streets of Manila. The Press puts out a volume of printed matter, one English paper, two weekly dialect papers, hymn books, Sunday School helps, pamphlets and tracts. It serves not only our Mission and other Mission Boards but also does considerable commercial business. The printed page is a vital factor in evangelization and the work of the Press cannot be overlooked in any summary of our accomplishments. It is interesting to visit the print shop. The translator, a consecrated Christian youth, is busy putting English articles into dialect or dialect material into English. Most of the men at the presses and busy about the place are Christians and personally concerned with the success of the establishment. Follow the printed page as it leaves the printing room. The weekly paper "The Way of Peace" is eagerly read in two dialects, and is the only paper in many a home. The religious pamphlets and tracts distributed at services, in the Market Place or thrown to people one meets as the Mission Ford drives along are received with delight. I have seen many a person chase a pamphlet on "Baptism" or "The Evils of Alcohol" down the road as the wind carried it along just out of reach. Once I said I would never be a tract-distrib FACTS AND FACES 67 uting-missionary but it took just one cross country trip to convert me. In the pioneer days of Protestant work no great stress was laid on giving because the insistence of fees in the Catholic church had been such a burdensome thing. Giving among the Christians there has always been. But within recent years emphasis has been placed on regular giving. The Stewardship of Money has been taught until many of our Christians have become tithers. Our churches have their budgets and their Every Member Canvass for which careful preparation is made. A few churches have become self supporting. In the Laoag church several missionaries made pledges but when getting ready for their canvass the second year the Official Board suggested that the missionaries give their pledges to weaker churches in the province, that the Laoag church might be self supporting without any missionary giving. At the Annual Convention of the churches of each province where we have work missionary offerings are raised. Through the executive committee of the churches of each province these funds are distributed. Support is given to weak churches-State Missions we call it in the homeland. Foreign Missions have a place too. The Filipino Christians are helping evangelize their pagan brethren and are remembering the needs of other lands as well. In the Medical work fees are collected, the charge, as seems to be medical custom everywhere, 68 PALM TREE AND PINE commensurate with the patient's ability to pay. Charity is given only where necessary. Sometimes the account stands on the books a long, long while, but one is amazed at those who come to pay. Not always in money do they bring the fee, for their is very little money in circulation in most parts of the Islands. Sometimes the fee is paid in bananas, eggs or rice. Someone comes with a big fat hen or a hen that never got fat though she has been a long time trying. But they are making their returns for services received and are thus helping carry on the work. I wish you could see them coming to pay the fees required in our schools and dormitories. Our Girl's Bible Training School announced in its first circular that the fee would be a half cavan (nearly a bushel) of rice a month, or the equivalent value in money. We have found it a good custom. Often rice can be brought so much more conveniently than money so our students come "bag, baggage and rice." Some bring their entire year's supply at one time. Others explain that they could not bring it all now but, "father will come the fifteenth of next month." And sure as can be, the cart is at the door on that date. The School is not self-supporting but maintains a worthy percentage of its expenses. The dormitories must be self-supporting. No funds from the homeland are used for this work after building and initial equipment are supplied. So a fee must be asked which will cover expenses and in order to make this fee as low as possible careful watching and economy in expenditures are necessary. So well I remember worn, trembling old FACTS AND FACES 69 hands counting out in silver or well used bills the six or seven dollars that would give daughter opportunities and comforts the old mother never even dreamed of. And how often knowing the real labor and self denial that has made possible the sum turned over to me, I've wanted to say, "Here take it back and go buy yourself some luxury you've long wanted." But I didn't say it. It isn't the way we carry on missionary work. So from the various fields through the giving in churches, the fees in hospitals, schools and dormitories, the returns from the Press, come funds to more than meet the overhead expense of our homeland end of the work. Just a glimpse you have had into the work of the Disciples of Christ in the Philippine Islands, on the Island of Luzon. Chapels, hospitals, dormitories, mission homes with their tropical style of architecture and surroundings would claim your attention, were you sight-seeing there. But your most lasting impressions and your greatest delight would be in the fellowship with whole-hearted Christians in those churches, your glimpse of suffering being alleviated and the healing of bodies and soul in the hospitals, the consecrated eager students in training for Christian service, the modern wide-awake students in the dormitories and the cultured, friendly, warm-hearted missionary folks in their homes. Always the people make the most definite appeal. The Philippine Islands are a small field, perhaps not more than one little rice paddy in all the vast fields of a waiting world. But in the land today are more people than we are able to reach. A worthy challenge. A satisfying service. V-Love For the Bible N1 fic V LOVE FOR THE BIBLE A KNOCK at the front door and I am interrupted in my writing by a handsome lad all dressed up in American style clothes, his suit the whitest of linen, his shirt the gayest of silk. He wants to buy a Bible, says he never owned one and would like to study for "I have observed that it is a very good Book." He could not buy it today because he did not have the money but looked at them with great eagerness and will no doubt be back. I gave him paper-backed copies of John and Acts and he seemed pleased. We always keep a supply of Bibles on hand for sale, and sell them too. No Mission home or Institution would be complete without its shelf of Bibles. And no missionary, Filipino preacher or Bible Woman ever starts out on an evangelistic trip without a supply of Bibles and hymn books for sale. We usually take some medicines for sale too. Dr. Pickett loads us up with some of the common remedies and never fails to include a few jars of sulphur ointment, relief for the itch which spreads and endures so amazingly, and while he deals out the medicines the good doctor regales us with many a tale. We may not sell all the salve, he says, for the mothers will say "Yes, it's true our children have the itch, but we had the itch when we were young and our parents had it before us. Moreover if you cure them of this dis73 74 PALM TREE AND PINE ease a worse one may befall them." But we sell our Bibles. They seem so eager for the Book. Not so long ago we had a convention in Vigan. Vigan is that interesting and historic old Spanish town and Catholic stronghold of Northern Luzon. Conventions are no unusual thing. Our people thrive on them, but this one was a union affair, the first of its kind, Methodists, United Brethren and Disciples of Christ, the three Protestant groups in our part of the Islands. It was such a happy, helpful time. We missionaries sponsored this one but our Filipino brethren are carrying on and plan to have one every two years. They have already had their second and it proved more successful than the first. Well, the Bishop of the Methodist Church spoke at one session on-"The Bible the Greatest Book in All the World." He had to speak through an interpreter (or "interrupter" as someone more correctly called them), but his message seemingly lost none of its effectiveness, judging from its influence upon a certain poor, uneducated and devout woman in his audience. She listened and was so impressed that she said, "If that is the greatest Book in all the world I want one," though she could read never a word. So fumbling old fingers untied the tight little knot in the corner of her black apronlike overskirt-all hail to the ability of the Filipino woman; no knot of her tying or twisting ever comes loose, not even her abundant black hair securely twisted on the nape of her neck, and any part of her clothing is absolutely safe if twisted by her deft fingers-and brought out money enough to buy a Bible. LOVE FOR THE BIBLE 75 That night the convention ended. I must tell you about the closing session. The audience stood to sing together, "Blest Be the Tie That Binds." On the platform stood three Filipino preachers, Methodist, United Brethren and Disciples of Christ, splendid consecrated men, who in the uplift of the moment threw their arms around each other's shoulders. The audience, catching the spirit of that larger union of all-believers joined hands and I wish you could have heard them sing in a fellowship "like that above." But our old woman with her Book started home next day riding on one of the big trucks that do passenger service in the Islands. She touched the sleeve of the man beside her and said, "Here I have the greatest book in all the world," and the good Bishop would have been pleased if he could have heard how largely she quoted from his message, "but I can't read, please read for me." Now in the Philippine Islands you don't adopt the icy glare of cool aloofness with strangers. You just aren't strange! So he read to her as their truck followed the winding, dusty road, past sparkling ocean, rice paddies, banana trees, small children, dogs and pigs. (Somehow as I remember her and her reader I seem to see Philip as he ran beside a chariot in another tropic land). She reached her humble little village and climbed the ladder-like steps into her bamboo hut. House keeping isn't such a complicated thing in her country so she didn't need to open, dust and air her house. She didn't need to hurry to the kitchen and bake pie and cake and her flat little earthenware stove wouldn't bake if her 76 PALM TREE AND PINE family had cared for pie-pie is so American, you know. She could tuck her book under her arm and hurry down her bamboo stairs (though how anyone could hurry up or down them has always been a marvel to me. I waver, wobble and climb them rather than walk) over to her neighbor's house with, "Here I have the greatest Book in all the world and won't you read it to me?" And neighbor read and was interested. Up and down the grass-grown streets of her little village she went armed with the same Book, the same request. And everybody read. There is plenty of time. Time is "what you have nothing else but." Mahana is the most used word in the Filipino languages. Tomorrow was simply made to put things off into! After awhile a Filipino preacher came to town and before he had scarce reached the outskirts of the village he had sold his entire stock of Bibles. Back to the Mission Station he came for more and made several trips back before he had satisfied the demand for Bibles in that one village. A revival followed. Many were won to Christ, all because one devout old woman not being able to read was not ashamed to ask others to read for her. It's queer, isn't it, how unappreciative we are of the things we have, if no difficulty is connected with the having? Our richest blessings are often common places to us because we've always had them. But we appreciate the things for which we labor and suffer. Now the Filipinos were denied the Bible for so long a time. Do you suppose that is why they love it so? Or is it because they are naturally religious, "have a genius for religion" as one mis LOVE FOR THE BIBLE 77 sionary said? Anyway, through the almost four hundred years that Spain held sway the Bible was kept from the people. Scant teachings from the Book that the friars chose to give they received. But the Book was denied. And for the Book itself, "to have and to hold" there developed a great hunger and longing. To own a copy men dared greatly. Now and then copies were smuggled in, but until the American flag was run up no Customs Official ever o. k.'d a case of Bibles. A few Bibles were in circulation. One man kept his buried in a field and used to go dig it up whenever he wanted to read a chapter. I suspect folks at home might forget where it was buried before they were ready for the next chapter. Another kept his hidden under a bridge. Lots of men have served prison sentences because they refused to give up their book when black-robed friars demanded it of them. I've been thrilled with the stories our older missionaries tell of their earlier experiences in getting the Bible into the dialects and into the hands of the people. Three of the missionaries went to the Market Place of a large town with their supply of Bibles and as fast as they could hand out books and make change they sold portions of the scriptures or entire Bibles. Market Day came but once a week and four successive market days found them busy selling Bibles before they had satisfied the first demand. One day after the rush of selling was over they drew aside and began singing Christian hymns in the dialect and to preach. Even today when we missionaries are no longer a novelty we still attract attention when we sing and preach in the dialect. 78 PALM TREE AND PINE So the Filipinos left their bargaining and haggling over dried fish, egg plant or bright colored cloth and drew near to hear. Each missionary preached a sermon of considerable length and between the messages they sang. So you can know time passed! Filipinos like long programs and we missionaries seem to qualify. I prepared a Christmas program not long ago and presented it to a preacher for his approval. He looked at it and shook his head doubtfully. I had thought it rather good. He looked not at the quality but at the quantity. "It isn't long enough, senorita," he politely objected. I added a half dozen more numbers. "Very good, senorita," he smiled. Twenty-four numbers assured him we wouldn't go home until very near morning. But to my story. When the missionaries began singing and the crowd closed round them one man who had been an interested spectator but had not purchased a book asked a friend to borrow his copy. He squatted in the dirty street under the burning sun and began to read. He read on and on while the singing and preaching continued, while people came and went, commented and haggled over prices in the Market Place. Never once did he lift his eyes from the book as he turned page after page. Utterly oblivious to all else he read until the service was ended and his friend touched him on the shoulder, asking for his Book. I've often wondered-the missionaries say they never knewwhat part of the Word had so fascinated the man. In a remote town of the Cagayan Valley, Luis Gorospe got a New Testament. As he read he said, "Wife, this teaching isn't like what we get from the LOVE FOR THE BIBLE 79 Church and the padre." Later as he read on in Acts, "Wife, if this teaching is right we are wrong." "Wife," later still, "I'm going to the preacher at Aparri and find out what this means." That same night he started and all night he drove his ox cart through the mellow moonlight. Next morning when our preacher in Aparri moved the steps of his house against the threshold, thus indicating that his house was opened for the day, he saw Luis squatting in his clean-swept door yard. All day long the preacher taught him and other days until Luis was satisfied, bought some Bibles, returned to his own town, taught, converted, organized a church which through the years has been a staunch New Testament church. This love of the Filipino people for the Bible has very deeply impressed me and stories along that line have especially captured my fancy. The best one I know comes from a United Brethren missionary who has been long in service there. Arcadio de la Cruz was a humble, every day Filipino who lived in a little village on the bank of a river. Arcadio owned a Bible and daily read from it and rejoiced in his privilege. Then one day a black-robed friar climbed the bamboo steps into his little house and demanded the book. Arcadio courageously refused. When the priest had gone, Arcadio took his Bible and slipped down to the river seeking a hiding place. He did not intend to trust so precious a treasure in the house. Bibles had disappeared, well he knew. His wife, more fearful of the power of the priest than he, might give it up. There on the bank of the stream was a great rock 80 PALM TREE AND PINE and feeling around it Arcadio found a crevice just large enough to hold and hide his book. Day after day faithful Arcadio used to rise early in the morning, before his family was awake, or busy Filipino life was stirring at the river's edge, slip down to the river, find his Bible, read a chapter or two and hide it away for another day. And then one night there came, as frequently will come in the tropics, a torrential downpour of rain. The river rose rapidly, and Arcadio hearing the beat of rain upon his thatched roof wondered. In the dim light of early morning he hurried down to the water's edge. As he had feared, the rock in which his Bible was hidden was completely covered and when the waters receded the crevice was empty. His Bible was gone. Farther down stream where the river emptied into the ocean was a happy-go-lucky fishing village where lived a story teller. Wonderful stories he used to tell and great was his popularity among the children and grown folk too. He always had a crowd round him. No matter whether his stories were true or not. The morning after the big rain the story teller was poling his little bamboo raft across the swollen waters of the river. He spied a black object. Quickly and deftly he swung his narrow raft about and fished it in. A book! Always a treasured thing both then and now. He dried its pages and began to read and then to tell the stories. Marvelous stories. Greater and greater grew his fame as he delved deeper and deeper into the book. Of course no one thought about the truth of the stories. No one really expected the story teller to tell true stories, you know. LOVE FOR THE BIBLE 81 Times changed. A new flag flung itself against the tropical sky. New liberties were granted. And to the fishing village came a Filipino preacher who began to tell the people stories. As they listened they interrupted, "Why, the story teller has been telling us these same stories. Do you mean to tell us they are true?" So the preacher inquired for the story teller and how he convinced him of the truth of his stories and sent him out to tell them with new meaning and effectiveness would be another story of itself. But what of Arcadio de la Cruz longing for his book! Well, the preacher came to his village after while and need I tell you old Arcadio sat in his audience and heard the story of the story teller and his book found on the waters. His face all alight Arcadio cried, "0, I wonder if that wasn't my book?" "We'll go down and see," said the obliging preacher. Into the ox cart they climbed and along narrow, winding by-paths they found their way to the story teller's door and Arcadio's Bible. The representative of the American Bible Society is a delightful fellow. He loves the work. He is so eager to get the Bible into the hands of the people. He is practical and every-day in his work and ideas and yet with vision and idealism to lift the work to worthy levels. He is friendly with all. He takes his work seriously and yet a lively sense of humor saves the day. He is in fact a combination of qualities that make a good missionary. And by various ingenious devices he used to make his way where no other had been able to go, and prepare the way for the message. He came to Vigan, 82 PALM TREE AND PINE that staunch Catholic center. He rigged up his picture outfit, furnishing necessary power with the motor of his car. Night after night the people came in crowds to see the pictures and to listen to the messages which followed and to buy portions of the scriptures. And then behind high walls the priests bestirred themselves, announced a counter attraction in the Convent Gardens, the price of admission to be "one Protestant book." The people came. Can you blame them if in a far away place where things so rarely happened they paid the admission fee? Next morning in the convent gardens there was a bon-fire. The Protestant books were being burned. And yet they love their Bibles so! More recently still down in Dumaguete where the Presbyterians have such a splendid school many people were persuaded to bring their Bibles and other Christian books and burn them. I've wondered, is it the love for the Book that makes our Filipino Christians so strong and true? Did I ever tell you about Eustaquio? He is just a slender student lad of one of our towns. He began attending our Protestant services, grew more and more interested and wanted to follow his Christ. His father noticed his zeal and forbade the boy coming to church. So for some weeks he stayed home torn between loyalty to his parents and love for his new found Christ. After awhile there was trouble in the home and one of the missionaries called to see what she could do. The father said, "If this boy goes to follow you he is no longer my son." LOVE FOR THE BIBLE 83 "Eustaquio, what do you think about it?" asked the missionary turning to him. And he, that youthful student lad made brave answer, "But, ma'am, I have just been thinking that the Master said 'He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me' and I will go with you. But, father, if I go now with the missionary, can't I come back home once a week for a visit?" "No, if you go now you are no longer my son." And Eustaquio pulled his cap over his eyes and went out alone into the dark night. No goodbyes were spoken because, you see, Eustaquio was no longer the son of that house. From a Congregational missionary I learned the story of Balbino Lasado, whom we call "The martyr of Santandar." The persecutions of the Protestants in that part of the Islands have always been severe and when Balbino wanted to come to Christ his life was threatened. "Aren't you afraid?" someone asked him. "Yes," said honest Balbino "I am afraid but I must do what God wants." So he was baptized. As the years passed the Christians in Santandar were able to build a chapel. They asked for police protection on dedication day, but it was denied. The service was over and they were having their noon day meal of rice and roast pig when a cry "Kill the Christians" was heard and into the house rushed men armed with wicked looking knives and led by a priest. The Christians, I mean the Protestant Christians, made good their escape, all but one. In the dusty street below the T84 PALM TREE AND PINE house Balbino lay dead. When the missionary arrived to do what he could he found the little wife, a baby in her arms leaning over the dead body of her husband, protecting it from a pig that was nosing about. Over and over she was murmuring, "We must love, we must love even our enemies." What do you make of Christian grace like that? Isn't it close following that Book they so treasure? VI-Adamson Hall VI ADAMSON HALL IN January, back in 1918, the Laoag missionaries were house hunting with feverish impatience to find just what was needed. For it wasn't an ordinary house they wanted but an institution. It must accommodate a School, both class rooms and living rooms for the students, a Dormitory home for High School girls, assembly room for church services, reception and living rooms and quarters for two American girls. Something of a house was needed and houses of that nature had not been built on every corner of Laoag's streets. The houses we looked at! Native houses of bamboo with bamboo slats for floors-they just wouldn't do; big old Spanish houses ancient as the hills with rooms and rooms, some of them dark and dungeon-like, and great balconies-we fairly lost each other in looking at the oldest and biggest of these; houses that were too far from the High School; and the only house that would do, that we really wanted, we couldn't have. Months before it had been promised and the promise withdrawn, compromises were suggested, rent was haggled over, but it was not until March and we were well-nigh frantic that the good lawyer owner came to terms, mostly his terms, for he reserved some of the rooms for his own use and he set the price for rent, but we had the house we needed and late in May, Miss Adamson and I moved in and surveyed our realm. 87 88 PALM TREE AND PINE The lower part of the house was made of bricks, the upper story of wood, a big rambling house. One entered a wide, cool looking hall with cemented floor and walls painted white. At the farther end of the hall a wide, commodious flight of steps, of a dark highly-polished wood led to the upper floor. At the head of the stairs one entered a long room which served as reception and living room for missionaries and Filipino girls living there. Then a large room that would accommodate fifteen girls, two rooms that could be the personal domain of the missionaries in charge and a balcony that we called our own, another big room that served as dining room for missionaries and study hall for girls, an attractive little porch that transformed itself into a delightful private dining room when the weather was right, a kitchen, a private room for a High School teacher and several porches. And in the downstairs, reached by that aristocratic flight of steps in the front, by a flight of stone steps in the rear designed for a maximum of discomfort I always felt sure, and bv still another way, a regular bamboo ladder arrangement, called by courtesy "steps," were the dining rooms and kitchen for the girls, sleeping quarters for our school girls and the assembly rooms which were also class rooms. Repairs must be made, equipment assembled, house rules and courses of study arranged, servants hired -those were busy days. Furniture had been ordered months before and was in process of being made at various furniture makers' shops, and then the hurried placing of it upon its last-minute delivery to us. Trips to the Chinese stores resulted in ADAMSON HALL 89 needed dishes and a variety of things. And finally with many things lacking, but with sufficient supplies to really get along we were ready to receive the girls who were coming. Early in June our girls began to arrive-work for girls had at last been opened in Laoag! For such a long time the need had been felt for just such an institution and now we were starting. It is a privilege to be a pioneer in any field. It is a joy and blessing to start a new piece of missionary work, to receive the first students in a school. The first girl arrived two days before we had announced the opening, but then she had come from her rather remote home a year before and had been waiting, so naturally she was anxious to get located. Girls were arriving as the last pieces of furniture were being placed, or the last coat of varnish applied to some table. Some came "by walking" as they say, carrying loads of things on their heads. Others came in the native ox carts, and still others, more modern-minded and financially able, in automobiles-either the big trucks that do passenger service or in private cars. And with every girl came a host of relatives to see the place and to help get her settled in the new life. And there was much ceremony to properly receive and dismiss these guests. One simply must not seem hurried or lacking in any small courtesy, so no matter how long they stayed or how many others were waiting one must be smiling, unhurried with all. So many questions must be answered and repeated assurance given of this or that. More came than had made application and there was readjustment, effort to 90 PALM TREE AND PINE find room for more or striving to find excuse without giving offense. And then as parents and relatives left there was always the parting injunction, "She will be your daughter now," and other ceremonies of departure. So ended the first three busiest days of opening. Such confusion, such oddly assorted lots of baggage, such different kinds of girls, such trifling things to be considered as well as matters of real importance. Nightfall, all relatives gone home, brought new responsibilities. Girls choosing their beds and getting their own straw mats, pillows and blankets spread out, their big wooden chests which served as trunks located and then their lonesomeness and strangeness to be dissipated. Many of them that first night and other nights lifted up their voices and wept and would not be comforted. That first year we had fifteen High School girls for the dormitory and fourteen girls for our own "Christian Training School," just twenty-nine girls in the building with us. Scared little rabbit girls they were, never had been around "Americans" very much, and a Dormitory was such a new and strange experience. They sat around and looked at one another. We had to lead them to meals, put the food on their plates, urge them to eat and then slip away so they would do so. We taught them games and played with them, we talked with them and gradually they unbent and became real girls and began entering into the new life. High School classes were open and the girls came and went to classes there. Our own school opened. On schedule time, when there was such confusion that it seemed impossible to get ADAMSON HALL 91 going, Miss Adamson rang the bell and our girls came together for their first assembly. In that one respect at least, starting on schedule and in the midst of impossible confusion and unfinished things about the building, we resembled the historic openings of Mount Holyoke. And I have thought sometimes that Vera Adamson's spirit that morning and other days was comparable to that of the founder of the famous Massachusetts school. The servants were getting adjusted to the order of things and the old man who cooked the girls' meals was gradually getting the idea that we were attempting to live according to schedule and that we meant to have meals served on time. Things began taking on some semblance of order. The girls were learning to enjoy the life. The days were happy. For four years we opened each June at the same old stand. Girls came and went. The second year the number of High School girls more than doubled and we rented a house across the street to care for all. The second year there were more students in our school too. Instead of one year's course of study we now had to arrange our program and schedule to include both a first and second year class. It was a busy place. Chapel service daily, in the morning a dialect service for our own school and in the evening English for the High School group. There was a religious service and social hour for students every Friday evening. The assembly room was always crowded as Mrs. Stipp led a song service, Mr. Stipp taught a lesson, and all of us joined in the social feature. There were the student services on Sunday. Hours of study, hours of 92 PALM TREE AND PINE fun, new decisions for Christian living among the girls, better girls, happier girls, closer contact all the while with the student life of the big High School, the girls of the school busy in classes or in duties about the building, and going out to conduct services in the town or near by villages-the work was growing in the channels we wanted it to follow. The Christian Dormitory and Training School were making for themselves a place in the town and province. Disappointments and sorrows there were of course. Girls failed us and dragged down the Dormitory's ideals. Girls left us for one reason or another, chiefly because the Dormitory was too far from the High School. Girls did not like our school because it required some manual labor. But it takes all kinds of girls to make an Institution. And there are so many happy memories of those first years. Memories of girls who came to us as High School freshmen and after four years with us were graduated and went on. Memories of girls who came to learn how to become Bible Women and after three years in our halls and class rooms went out as graduates of our school to serve as successful Bible Women. Memories of girls who have been an honor and joy to us. Memories of quiet talks and confidential hours, of fun, parties, innocent pranks. Memories of friends who came to see us there. And the building itself. Friendly old place it was though inconvenient as could be in many respects. The roof leaked in so many places that on rainy days there were scarce kettles and pans ADAMSON HALL 93 enough to use in cooking. Every one sat round the floor catching the deluge of water that came through, and the closed up house was dark, gloomy and drippy. There were days so wet that it was necessary to put on rain coat and rubbers before going down stairs. On days like that one huddled furniture into dry spots and scooped out water as best as one could. But it was a happy place. I'd like to pat its good sheltering walls. That old Dormitory has many a happy memory of work begun and success fully carried on, of times gay and serious, frivolous and studious, calm and temptestous. In August, 1920, ground was broken for a new building in a better location. In September work was begun. How eagerly we watched it grow. In December, 1921, we moved in. Moving days had their own experiences. It is no simple task to move three American girls. Dale Ellis had joined us a year earlier and had made that last year in the old building easier and happier, with all the accumulated possessions, and a large group of school girls withall their paraphernalia, at the same time keeping meals served and enough things in one place to make living possible. But at last we were all moved in and on the evening of December twelfth life in the new dormitory had really begun and life in the old one was done. As I went down the steps of the old building for the last time, it was empty, so far as our living and working there was concerned and the landlord was already moving in. I went away a quieted, subdued soul. Dear old place where our work was begun, and our first girls 94 PALM TREE AND PINE had come, our first classes taught, our first problems and difficulties met, our first mistakes made and our first lessons learned, our first joys and thrills of the work felt. But we were "off with the old" and a few minutes walk brought me into the busy process of settling "into the new." There was a song of thanksgiving in our hearts. Four years we had been looking forward to the day when our dreams would be realized and we would be established in an adequate building, ready for a larger service. It is such a splendid place, this Adamson Hall, the generous gift of Mr. and Mrs. Alexander Adamson, of Akron, Ohio. A large building of re-enforced concrete, it towers above all surroundings and from its third story gabled windows affords a wonderful view of the town and mountains in the distance. It occupies a strategic location near the main building of the High School and the fine new Normal School, as well as a large Intermediate School. The building is designed to accommodate eighty girls. The first floor has a central reception room, dining rooms, kitchen, supply and bath room, office, reading room and class rooms which can be thrown into one large assembly room for services, programs or social affairs. On the eastern side are apartments for the missionary girls in charge. The verandas are spacious and inviting. Great arches and columns add to the beauty of the building. An attractive open stairway leads from the reception room on the first floor to the social hall on the second. This social hall, two large verandas, bath, and eleven sleeping rooms, designed ADAMSON HALL. 95 to accommodate ten, six, four, or two girls make the upstairs. The third floor is a trunk room, drying room for wet weather days and a general convenience place as well as retreat with a view over mountains beyond that rests the soul. It is a lovely place. Once I saw it through the eyes of two old men who came slipping up on our porch. Dale Ellis and I were in one of our rooms and did not go out to greet them as we would have only embarrassed them. So they removed their big hats, made of half a gourd and painted gorgeous colors, entered and walked all through the building upstairs and down, and after awhile we saw them leave. Their faces were alight with joy and surprise. I suppose they had never seen a finer place, and I think I went out to appreciate more the mission institution of which I was a part. As the years have passed, trees, plants, shrubbery and vines have added to the beauty of the place. And when two flags, American and Filipino, wave from their flagstaffs over the arches of the front porch, when student youth of the town come and go, "Adamson Hall" is as fine a mission work as could be desired. That is the building, but that isn't really Adamson Hall. To see and know the life of the place it will be necessary to live a day or two with that household of girls. At five-thirty in the morning the Chinese gong clangs the rising time, beds creak, sleepy girls roll out. A new day has begun. They are busy in preparation for the day. The girls of the School have duties about the building to care for, sweeping, dusting, table setting. The breakfast bell rings and they are coming down the broad 96 PALM TREE AND PINE stairs, standing in their places at the tables while the morning grace is said or sung. Hot rice, eggs and bananas make a customary morning menu. Then let us follow the girls of the school through a typical day. At seven-thirty the class room bell rings and with armsful of books they assemble for the morning chapel service. Sometimes it is led by a missionary, again by one of the students. It is a service enjoyed and entered into heartily by all. No need for "compulsory chapel" with that group. Then come classes through the entire forenoon. A glimpse into one of the class rooms will reveal an interested group of girls intent on their lesson in "Life of Christ" or "Sunday School Methods." As alert faces watch the instructor, bare brown toes are curled round the chair's framework while native slippers stand in rows on the floor. As a girl is called on to recite she unwraps her toes from the chair rounds, slips them into the chinalees and stands to tell what she knows about Abraham or the proper way to conduct a Mother's Meeting. One hour a class is busy with a music lesson, the next they are preaching sermons of their own preparation, while another hour may find them deep in the study of kindergarten methods. Noontide brings dinner and a siesta hour which is used in resting, studying or perhaps crocheting, at least a quiet hour in the building. Then more classes and perhaps some setting-up exercises or group games that they are learning both for their own amusement and for use in their play ground work. Then they may go out in groups to conduct meetings for mothers and children, to sing at a funeral or to conduct special ADAMSON HALL 97 services in some home. Calls, trips to the Market or Chinese stores also are part of the late afternoon program. Evening brings study hour and at ten o'clock a bed time gong. One would think they were tired enough to welcome the summons but there come requests for "overtime," meaning privilege to have lights after the "lights out" warning has sounded. The other group of girls in the building are the High School girls. When breakfast is over they are off to their classes in the High School. They come and go throughout the day as their schedules require. After school a variety of interests take them here and there or keep them in reception room or class rooms entertaining friends. Evening finds them all home again and after the evening meal a summoning gong brings them together in the assembly room for evening chapel service. This service is held in English so they sing the same songs a similar group of American girls might choose. Then the study hour with the other group of girls. So while there are two institutions in one, two distinct groups of girls in the building, yet their life is similar and they are living under the same general house rules. So Adamson Hall serves the young womanhood of the province, a busy place all day long with its active girl life. Night time brings quiet, but Adamson Hall is still serving. Sleeping within its sheltering walls are girls, protected, cared for, guarded, taught right ideals and higher principles of living; girls who are living well regulated, orderly lives, who perhaps are for the first time 98 PALM TREE AND PINE going to bed and arising at regular hours, having meals at schedule time; girls who are learning how to live together, learning the give-and-take of group life, learning to curb the angry word and to think of others as well as self. If Adamson Hall did only that for these girls-it would be splendidly serving. But that is not all of its service. Located near the High School buildings, our dormitory is naturally a student center. Students come to use the reading room, to borrow books, to ask help in looking up references, or for suggestions for. debate or essay. At examination time there are crowds about the building, tucked into quiet nooks on porches or settled in class rooms deep in reviewing subjects in preparation for final examinations. Our assembly rooms have been turned over to the High School for several days at a time when they are used for these final examinations. And thus, since regular school work brings them, many students make their first contacts with the institution. Rarely regular High School classes have been conducted in the building. Literary Societies, Class meetings and a variety of School activities find their way to the hospitable dormitory. In the late afternoon after classes are done there are always groups of students about and the building rings with their merriment. The porches and class rooms as well as the reception room reveal groups of socially inclined young people. Some have come for serious purpose wanting to have some difficulty solved, to share some real problem or to ask about their soul needs. There may be Bible classes of High School students meeting at this late after ADAMSON HALL 99 noon hour just as they have met at other hours of the day. Finally the gong sounds, all visitors know what that means, meal time for the institution, so they say goodnight, loath to go. And I do not wonder that it is so. There are so few places where young people can come together in wholesome pleasant surroundings for good times like these. So many of them as they leave find their way to humble bamboo houses, poorly lighted and meagerly furnished. Instead of well set tables with clean white cloths such as they have seen in the dormitory dining rooms they sit on the kitchen floor in the house where they board and eat the evening meal hurriedly, without the gaiety of that other group. Young men have strolled home from school with the girls of the dormitory, carrying their books, they have stayed awhile for a pleasant chat with some congenial group and then they have gone on to less inviting quarters. If only there might be just such a Christian home open to them! Friday night brings a party of some sort or another. Perhaps it is a general invitation extended to all who care to come. Again it may be the Senior class or some other group from the High School, the Christian Endeavors from the church, the nurses from the hospital, or an invited affair of chosen friends. But whatever the group there is sure to be fun and whole hearted entering into the games. Refreshments are served at ten or soon after and another party is over when lingering guests have finally said their "good nights." For several years Friday night was time for a well attended religious service, followed by the social hour, Sat 100 PALM TREE AND PINE urday afternoon and evening are also given over frequently to some social function for the young people. I think I have mentioned the week day Bible classes that are conducted for the High School students. Twice a week they come at their regular hours and enter heartily and enthusiastically into the Bible instruction and discussion. Sunday morning brings the student services conducted in English as all student affairs. They use only English in the public schools, so naturally all affairs touching student life are English. There is a preaching service and communion with some of the Christian boys serving as deacons. Sunday School follows and is a time of interesting class periods. The superintendent of the Sunday School and other officers are students. When the morning services are over there is the same lingering in happy fellowship as characterizes all week-day visiting. Sunday afternoon brings together groups and in the evening there are services again. The Sunday morning attendance ranges from seventy-five to two hundred. So all week long the crowds come and go. I wish you might see for even one day the stream of students, splendid young people who came for this or that and linger awhile. There are eager wideawake discussions in Bible classes, good times, real fun, fellowship and understanding friendship between students and missionaries, companionship between girl residents and missionaries, free mingling of missionaries in any group about the building or grounds. Some come for serious counsel, ADAMSON HALL 101 others on pleasure bent. But they come. There are daily opportunities to touch young lives. Adamson Hall has a rich field of privilege and responsibility with all this golden opportunity. As the years pass, there ought to go forth an ever widening circle of good. Our hearts are grateful to those who gave the building, our prayers are that those who at any time carry responsibility may be equal to the sacred trust of caring for the girls who find a home there and in helping all who come in contact with the life there. Long live "Adamson Hall." VI-~Just Girls VII JUST GIRLS A WHOLE houseful of them-happy, cheery, funloving, healthy girls, living in Adamson Hall! Up in the early morning, getting ready for a busy day, going through the hours of study, play, and house duties, laughing and chatting over their experiences and scolding over some fancied wrongjust girls! All week the dormitory echoes their voices. Friday afternoon brings the stir of going home for vacation. Carts arrive at the door and automobiles also. Parents or other relatives come to take the girl. A group of students call to ask if some one is ready to go or a friend comes to ask if she may take some girl out to spend the week end in her home. Some girl rushes in all excitement. Her mother has come or some unexpected opportunity to get home has presented itself. Perhaps several students have decided to walk to their home town and there is considerable confusion as they get on their way. But finally all have gone who expect to go for that week end except some disappointed girl who tearfully explains that "her ride didn't come." Count is taken of those remaining so that tables may be prepared for the evening meal. Sunday afternoon brings the same excitement of return. Someone brings us a whole bunch of bananas, another has brought a certain native kind of 105 106 PALM TREE AND PINE candy. There is variety aplenty in the baggage brought back and generosity in the gifts made to the missionaries. On Sunday morning some go early to the Catholic or Independent church for Mass, starting out with prayer book and rosary, their heads covered with black lace veils which lend such charm to the face of the Oriental maiden. Other girls are preparing to attend the Protestant services either in our town church or in the Assembly Rooms of the dormitory where English services for students are held. Later all gather in the dormitory chapel for the big English Sunday School presided over by one of the students, though for several years one of the teachers who lived with us served as superintendent. After the Sunday School, boys linger to visit with the girls until the dinner bell calls them away. "East is East" but young people are very much alike the world over and the Filipino girl has more liberty than any other Oriental maiden. She is more like the American whose style of dress, customs and language she is adopting. If a new social custom is introduced, no matter how revolutionary, it passes muster it it has American approval. Perhaps they are invited to a party, and these dormitory girls are a popular lot. So they primp and powder, curl and fuss, and the result is eminently satisfying and pleasing to the eye. For school they usually wear the American dress, it is so much more convenient and economical, but for parties and any dress affairs they array themselves in the national costume. There is a long skirt with a train which is either draped artistically and pin IUST GIRLS 107 ned on the hip or is carried on the arm. Over the skirt is worn a black beaded net or lace overskirt. The blouse or camisa is of thin transparent material with low cut round neck and big bell-shaped sleeves stiffly starched and standing out from the arm. A folded piece of the material called panuelo around the neck and shoulders makes a pleasing finish. The skirt and blouse are rarely of the same material, though usually of the same color. Designs in the material of the skirt may be worked out in embroidered patterns on edge of sleeves and panrielo. Or these designs may be cut out of the cloth pasted on the camisa. The costume is often made of very soft, rich, materials, or of coarser cloth woven from some native-grown plant. And for the completed costume necklaces, rings, ear rings, fancy pins, bracelets, fancy fans, large brillant combs are added. The generous bit of lace which shows below the ingenious drape of the skirt, the bright, daring colors of the costumes and the variety of colors once the group is assembled make a very picturesque attire as well as a colorful picture. Oh, the time it takes this bunch of girls to dress! If many of them are going to an important function, for instance the inaugural ball of the new governor of the province, they suggest that the evening meal be served earlier than usual and after that every one falls to work in real earnest. Panuelos must be folded and laid on beds ready to be placed around lovely, brown shoulders, after all other preparations are made. They plan, arrange and rearrange, help one another and offer suggestions, and after a couple of hours they are ready, a charm 108 PALM TREE AND PINE ing attractive, gracious array of young womanhood. Their abundant black hair has been curled and arranged in the latest coiffure. No bobbing of those long tresses. Big, brown eyes sparkle. Faces and shoulders are the loveliest golden brown, skin soft and velvety. The shoulders are almost bare but the thin drape of the garment lends somehow a softening effect. The Filipino woman carries her head so beautifully. Her shoulders are so well molded. Perhaps the practice of carrying water jars on the head and walking long miles has given her that easy grace of carriage. And once arrived at the party these girls of our dormitory are much sought after. It is a satisfying, pleased feeling that comes to the person chaperoning so winsome a lot. As they live together in their dormitory home, they have their disagreements and misunderstandings, their little fusses and weeps, their fun and frolic, their jokes and pranks, their crushes and falling outs-just girls, you see. But with it all, there is a strong sense of loyalty to the institution. There has grown up a real feeling of pride in their dormitory, a desire to uphold certain definite dormitory ideals and to maintain certain regular customs. They are learning many new things; their lives are broader, better, more wholesome; they are making worthy decisions and trying to live up to them; they are forming the ideals and learning the things which will uplift, purify and complete the lives of these Island peoples. I love to think of those girls I lived and worked with during the years I was a part of that institution. I like to think of them in groups and of their JUST GIRLS 109 living together in the dormitory both in that first building where we started and for four years contiued the work. The very inconvenience of the building made for closer contacts and intimate relationships. Confidences were easily given and it was the natural procedure for the girls to turn readily for help to those who were living in such close contact with them. And then the new building, larger, finer, more convenient with the adjustment to different conditions. The years brought their own rewards in happy friendships, an opportunity to be of service to a constantly increasing group. I'd like to share them all with you. Plump, studious Encarnacion. Magdalena who came as a timid little freshman and under our very eyes grew into a beautiful young lady of poise and graciousness. Marie, who played her harp for us. Genoveva and Angela, sisters from an educated refined family. Impetuous Gregoria who when we doubted if we could find room for her, settled the matter by bringing her belongings with her when she came to hear our final decision. Sweet, confiding Manuela or spiritual Salvacion. Youngest of all Tereza. The Japanese girl who struggled with both English and dialect and tried so hard with both. The beautiful Esperanza whose American father brought her to me with the request that I "learn her manners." Madonna-like Antonina and Clotilde, the preacher's daughter. Remedios, Juana, Paz, Concepcion-that whole, interesting, lovable lot of girls, but each with her own weakness, need, charm and appeal. I loved them all. So would you. 110 PALM TREE AND PINE Lourdes was one of the first girls who came. I remember so well seeing her come in the wide front hall and up the stairs where I met her. I was at once impressed with her evident dignity, good breeding and taste in dress. Lourdes had such beautiful clothes. She came, I soon learned, from one of the wealthiest and most aristocratic homes in a nearby town. Her father had been shot by American soldiers as he carried water to their camp. Loudres was an only daughter and spoiled by the entire family and most especially by the proud, old, grandmother who lived in a great house and entertained in such lavish manner. She was a proud, wilful, selfish girl, difficult to deal with, a trouble maker among the girls. So, frequently disturbances and quarrels could be traced to her and after such outbursts, some friend would counsel, "Why don't you send her away? She only causes you trouble and you will never do anything with her anyway." But I couldn't let her go. Lourdes had won my heart and I knew she needed me, needed just what our institution had to offer to girls like her. So Lourdes stayed. She began attending our Sunday services and Bible classes and to manifest considerable interest. After awhile she wanted to come to Christ and be baptized. She came to me and we talked it over. Knowing the attitude of parents and grandmother and a host of relatives and friends, how angry they would be and how difficult they would make it for her to live a Christian life, I counseled waiting awhile. Perhaps in the waiting we could win them over and thus make new friends for the work as well as life easier for Lourdes. JUST GIRLS 111 Again and again she came to me and always thinking it was wise I suggested that she wait. Finally there came a Sunday afternoon before the closing of a week's evangelistic effort at night. Many students had come to Christ. Lourdes did so want to come. And so, feeling that I could no longer advise against it, I said, "Lourdes, do what you think best." Messages had come from her town that very afternoon, warning her against the step and reminding her of parental disapproval. When they had placed her in the dormitory it had been with the definite understanding that she was not to "follow the Protestants." That night in the chapel when the last invitation had been given and the last song was being sung and some of my dormitory girls had already come forward, Lourdes sitting in the second seat from the front suddenly came with the impetuous rush of those who come because they can wait no longer. We went down to the river that same hour of the night, and eight of the girls were baptized. With rejoicing and yet with subdued feeling we returned to our dormitory home. We all sat round and talked it over while the girls dried their hair. And next morning very early (I do not know who carried the news so quickly) the proud, old grandmother was in town to find out what it was all about. She would not come to the dormitory but established herself in one of the aristocratic homes of the town and like royalty ordered her grand-daughter to come to her. Lourdes went fearfully and yet so brave and determined in her decision. The whole town was stirred and from fifty miles away we 112 PALM TREE AND PINE heard reports of her coming and comments on it all. Well, she met all the persecutions and difficulties she had anticipated, and more. And though years have passed and Lourdes is now a college graduate she still meets persecutions. Obstacles are laid in her pathway. Temptations to lure her away from her faith and church are placed in alluring fashion before her. She has always been popular and suitors have never been lacking. But she turns from them. Their faith is not the same as hers. Callers in her home, invitations to take her elsewhere at time for services in the church are usual, but she shows the same determination and zeal of the earlier years. Lourdes remains faithful and true though I marvel whence comes the strength of her. How had she learned to rely so much on her Christ that she has been so victoriously carried through? Not so long ago in one of the treasured letters which come from her, Lourdes was recounting something of her difficulties and she closed with the naive statement, "But you will be glad to know that your Lourdes is a good girl." And somehow I know she is. Jesusa came to live in the dormitory. (Jesusa is the feminine name for Jesus). She too came from an aristocratic home and her family held high positions in their town. Jesusa was a treasured, carefully guarded daughter. Her parents and her beautiful older sister, all handsomely dressed, came to bring her to the dormitory. There was more ceremony than usual as they inquired about rules, conditions and made request to come and take her home each Friday evening for the week end. As JUST GIRLS 113 they left with the repeated injunction, "She will be your daughter now," I felt that a real charge had been delivered. Jesusa was a friendly, unassuming girl, younger and more child-like than most of the girls of the dormitory. Each Friday afternoon her courtly father would come for her and I always felt like a day out of the court life of Louis XIII, as he bowed himself in and out again, asking in soft musical Spanish, if there was anything he could do for me and could he "borrow his daughter" for the week end. Every Sunday afternoon the mother, richly dressed, would bring her back, accompanied by the handsome daughter, and possibly a small brother and sister or two. They all loved Jesusa so and there was always rivalry among the children as to which might accompany her back to the dormitory, driving in the family carriage. After awhile Jesusa was interested in the Christ life, as she heard the teaching and lived in the warm-hearted Christian atmosphere. She wanted to give herself to Him and was baptized one evening. That Friday afternoon no one came for her, and Jesusa went home accompanied by some hometown friends. When she reached the great house that was home, she rushed in the entrance door and shouted her "Apo, Apo," all eager to dash up the steps and tell the good news of her decision. But in that home the news was not good and had already preceded her. So from above she heard from her mother the cold response, "You needn't come upstairs, Jesusa." And so, though she begged and pleaded, Jesusa, the cherished daughter of that 114 PALM TREE AND PINE proud, aristocratic home slept all night alone in the downstairs of the house. The downstairs of the house in the Philippine Islands, you must know, is a fit place only for your pigs and chickens and things like that to live in. No self respecting Filipino family sleeps in the downstairs of their house. She came back to the dormitory a subdued little maiden-but a Christian soul none the less. Jesusa was reinstated in the family circle and affections. Her mother relented to the extent of insisting that the Bible girl whom we sent to hold services in the town stay in her home, and sometimes requested that the services be conducted in her own living room. But after that year Jesusa never came to live in the dormitory again. Pastora was another of my girls. Such a gracious, winsome girl, so very popular and yet so unaffected and unconscious of her charm. She was beautiful with that strange, alluring, brooding type of beauty sometimes found in the face of Oriental maidens. When first I saw her at some High School function I inquired her name. She attracted me at once and somehow I wanted her in my dormitory. So I was glad one day when I was told that Pastora's father was awaiting me in the reception room. He wanted me to take her and especially asked certain restrictions be made regarding her social activities. Pastora was too popular. She stayed. She seemed happy in the dormitory life and satisfied with her social life, even though parties were not nearly so numerous as they had been. There were frequent requests in the reception room, from well-dressed, dapper young men who wished JUST GIRLS 115 to call on Pastora. Often it was necessary for me to tell her of some flattering invitation which I must refuse for her. Yet she never minded and fitted so easily in the girl life of the building and all the dormitory affairs. As time passed she showed interest in the services we were holding, took active part in our student Sunday School and gave every evidence of being ready to accept her Christ. But when approached she was always reticent, made an excuse and seemed to draw away. When I returned to the homeland for furlough Pastora was still unwon. Then came a letter from a missionary friend, "You will be happy to know that your Pastora was baptized last week. It seems to be such a genuine conversion, more like the old-fashioned religion than we usually see nowadays." But all too soon there came another letter one paragraph of which burned itself into my very being and intensified my longing to return. Pastora had lost interest, there had been real trouble in the dormitory and Pastora was gone. The temptations of life and the lure of social popularity had drawn her away. Pastora too beautiful, too popular, was lost to us, lost to the life she had so recenty embraced with such marked enthusiasm. Angela was an adorable child when she came with her sister Genoveva to live in the Dormitory. Socially she was popular and enjoyed the parties as much as the more frivilous minded. At her books she worked with enthusiasm. Busy one week practicing an oration, the next she was haranguing the walls of the building with her debating speech. She was a leader in the class room always and her 116 PALM TREE AND PINE very love for her books made her a joy. The same whole-souled enthusiasm marked her decision for the Christ. Her radiant spiritual face uplifted to mine in the chapel hour was always an inspiration. She came from a refined, educated family. Her parents were among the few older people who learned to speak English after the Americans came. One sister was the most highly educated woman of the province and carried more degrees than I ever "dreamed of in my philosophy." She was Dean of Women in the University of the Philippines. Another sister was pursuing special training in Northwestern University, Chicago, having completed her college course in Manila. The sister in the dormitory was leading her classes in many ways. The mother died. I shall never forget Angela's agonizing sorrow. The day she received her High School diploma, she with Lourdes and Encarnacion, who also graduated that day, after three and four years in the dormitory, came to my room. Her grief at leaving was intense. They all wept at going, but so did I. Whatever Angela did she did with that same intensity. She is living in the dormitory again after several years away in the University, and now as a college graduate, she is one of the most popular members of the High School Faculty. And when they were looking for some one to head the recently organized Youth Movement who but my Angela was chosen? Class Day exercises on a December evening in 1920. An outdoor platform had been erected and tastefully decorated in the class colors and motto, JUST GIRLS 117 "Not to be ministered unto but to minister." They are dramatizing the story of Ruth. Salud with her quiet dignity and motherly face made a perfect Naomi. Josefa was fine as Orpah and there never could have been a more beautiful Ruth than Fulgencia. Paz, larger than the other girls of the class and with a natural hauteur of manner made a splendid Boaz. The costuming was easy and effective. Every girl seemed to fit so naturally into her part. Who were these girls? The first students and the first graduating class of the Christian Training School in Laoag. Eleven of them, trained, ready, eager to go forth and serve. Marie came from a comfortable genteel home in Laoag and went home for week ends and some in-between visits. She was popular, a leader in the social set of the town. We often wondered how she had decided to give up her assured place in society and come to our school. We were repeatedly amazed at her calm refusal to serve on reception committees of brilliant balls and her disregard of invitations from first citizens. Governor, Mayor, or whoever he was, only came again and again to request and be refused. Such was Marie's position. But her school and church came first. Salud had come from her distant home a full year before the school opened. She had heard of the plans, she had long wanted to prepare herself for Christian service and wanted to be sure to be on hand to enroll as a student. She mothered the girls and proved peace-maker and advisor to all. Her service as a Bible Woman after graduation was efficient and effective. 118 PALM TREE AND PINE Marie Miguel was already serving as a successful, popular Bible Woman before the school was opened but she was anxious to enroll and be a graduate worker. So as Bible woman for the Laoag church she also came to school and as student and teacher her grace and charm were added to the group. Marie served so well and after awhile married a worthy Christian gentleman. It has been some years since Marie, a young mother, died. Josefa was a delight, a clean, healthy, fresh, wholesome looking girl, attractive, quiet and clever. In her senior year she was helpful as an instructor of lower classes and gave conscientuous service. Josefa now presides over a home of her own. Like the nurses our Bible girls make their homes a constant object lesson and model for the community. Juana was studious and unassuming. Paz could work or shirk with equal vim but we rather enjoyed her moods. She was such a real girl! I visited the home of Mercedes one day. A cart road led from the main highway, winding round a hillside and following a dancing little river. Finally the cart road was merely a narrow foot path and ended in a shady nook on the hillside where stood the bamboo house whence Mercedes came. From its windows one could look out over the China Sea and glimpse the big ships steaming by. Fulgencia was a beautiful girl. Slender, fragile looking with deep sparkling brown eyes and a smile that lighted her face and yours with its radiance. The most attractive thing about her was that wonderful smile. Self-effacing, humble with a dignity and grace all her own and entirely unconscious of IUST GIRLS 119 her charm was Fulgencia. She came from Ladangit. No road leads to Ladangit. Across the rice paddies one must walk, following the wet, slippery, narrow ridges when the rice is growing or across the dry, rough, stubble stepping up and over these many dividing ridges after the rice is harvested. Then up and over the mountain-side to a cluster of small houses on a wooded slope, beside a ravine and a spring. A wild, beautiful, sylvan spot, where monkeys can sometimes be heard, chattering in the trees. That is Ladangit and Fulgencia's home. She wanted to come to school and prepare herself to serve the Christ she loved. Carrying the big, heavy wooden chest, which served as a trunk and held her wardrobe, on her head, balancing it securely there Fulgencia walked over the hillside trail and across the rice fields to the highway where it was easier going, the remaining miles into Laoag and the school. It took all my energy going to Ladangit with the mere walking and attempting to stay on the uneven precarious ridges and not fall into the water and growing rice below. How Fulgencia managed herself and that big box has always been a marvel to me. So Fulgencia came to school all eager for the experience and training. Perhaps a large part of her charm lay in her joy and her ready response. Laurina rushed into the building one day after school was begun. Her sparkling brown eyes danced with her eagerness to be there and begin, as she amazed us with, "I didn't have money enough to pay my share of the expenses and my family is not interested."-That didn't surprise us, it was too pitifully often the story but Laurina 120 PALM TREE AND PINE continued, "But I sold my rings and will you please take that money and let me stay?" Laurina stayed of course, proving a responsive student and an unusually able Bible worker and helper about the building. Mercedes (another Mercedes) has been serving as a Bible woman some years but was so anxious for training that adjustment of work was made so she could go out part time and also study. She was a devoted, consecrated soul and an untiring worker. It was her greatest joy to lay a flat little bundle of clothes on her head on Saturday afternoon and with one or two companions walk to some seaside village or elsewhere and bring strength and joy to the Christians there through her week-end service among them. And wherever Mercedes was stationed as Bible woman or pastor there was sure to come soon a call for a preacher or missionary to come and baptize her converts. Mercedes got results. She was so happy and interested in her work that I suppose she has never stopped to think how successful she has been. Nicolasa, valedictorian of her class, is the last of that eleven. She was not a prepossessing girl we thought as she presented herself to us a few days after the school first opened, but her story captivated us. A graduate of the Intermediate School and therefore at that time eligible to teach, her father had tried to force her to accept a position in the parochial school of her town. But she refused, and further angered him by her acceptance of the Protestant faith. And now she wanted to enter that school for girls just opened in Laoag and prepare JUST GIRLS 121 herself for Christian service. So she ran away from home, hid for several days in the home of relatives in a little fishing village and then came on to us. She was almost penniless, scant help could be expected from a married sister, none from her father though after a year or so he relented to the extent of having her home for vacation and even visiting the school at Commencement time. Through the three years she stayed, pursuing every course of study with enthusiasm and desire, making the highest grades, carrying off easily every honor. In order to help her meet the part of her expenses required of each student we put her to work. Nicolasa was a splendid teacher. We gave her classes in English, Arithmetic, History, Geography and after awhile, as her own course neared completion, we added Bible subjects to her schedule. Her knowledge of English was unusually good so she was helpful to the missionaries in charge of the institution as teacher, translator or interpreter. "Ask Nicolasa" became the natural thing to say and by the time she was graduated from the school with highest honors, of course, she had become so indespensible to us that we were loath to let her go. And Nicolasa wanted to stay four years more and go to High School. She served as an instructor in our school and helped pay her way. Today Nicolasa serves her Christ in a little village in the foothills among a tribe of people pagan and only partially civilized. Her education would give her a place in higher circles and a more lucrative position. But Nicolasa prefers to stay on among the people who need her. Nicolasa says, "The people 122 PALM TREE AND PINE here are so anxious to hear the gospel. They are really very good and I like to stay among them. I am getting practically nothing for they could hardly pay me the four pesos (two dollars) monthly, but I feel remunerated by their attitude toward the gospel and also their appreciation of the service I am giving them. They are using me at every moment they have time to hear about the gospel. It is a real joy to be a leader among people who appreciate your efforts. I feel like staying here long." Would you not like to see our educated Nicolasa sitting with those pagan people around their fire in the open air, the women busy with their spinning, all listening to her stories from the Bible? Just girls, such a splendid lot of them, a constantly increasing number as the years come and go. VIII-Holy Days and Holidays VIII HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS THERE are so many of them one can scarce keep count, these Holy Days in the Roman church, commemorating saints and events of which most of us have never heard. And the people themselves who keep the days often do not know for whom or why they go to Mass and have a holiday, for Holy Days are usually holidays. But not all holidays are Holy Days. The great patriotic day among the Filipino people is Rizal Day, commemorating the day Rizal was put to death because of the hatred and jealousy of Spanish friars and because of his recognition of the cruelties of the Spanish regime. Jose Rizal is the great patriot and hero of the Philippine Islands. There are parades with decorated floats, bands and marching organizations. There are programs with eulogies and national appeals. There are balls with queens chosen in popularity contests and coronated with brilliant ceremony. There are athletic contests and games. There are cockpits too with gambling and drinking. Rizal Day is a gala day. The Filipino people keep in similar style, though with less pomp and enthusiasm, our Fourth of July. The public schools parade, the High School cadets have military reviews and the United States is remembered from many a flag-draped balcony and platform. One year the invitations and programs 125 126 PALM TREE AND PINE announcing the day's activities proclaimed the day of the "independence of North America." Occupation Day, or the day the American government took over the Islands, is remembered. And our American Thanksgiving Day is also kept though not as Americans keep it, lacking our traditions and sentiment. This time is used for interschool athletics and festivities. Religious services are held in Protestant churches. But Americans in the Islands try to keep the day according to American custom. Turkey we can have and pumpkin pie made from squash or canned pumpkin ordered from Manila. Cranberries are lacking unless you live in or near Manila and can order from the supply brought over for that day. But where I lived the red flowers from a certain shrub made a very creditable substitute. In most places where there are several Americans the custom is to get together for a community dinner. The conversation is likely to run along the general line of "other Thanksgivings and where I spent them." Christmas is a happy festival and around that season the Filipinos have built their own customs. They have known the Christ four hundred years, so of course they have had Christmas. Christmas Eve on the streets of any town is a festival-lookina time. The streets are crowded with people dressed in their special day best. Children go from door to door and make frequent stops at the missionary's door. In the doorway they sing and dance and make effort to entertain. Then they shout, "Merry Christmas," or "Naimbag a Pascua" (the Jlocano Merry Christmas). They await your return greeting and con HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 127 tinue to wait, hoping you will bring a bright colored card, a Sunday School paper, a bit of candy or some other gift. If you answer their greeting you are expected to appear with some gift. If you make no reply you are not really expected to come out. After you have remembered them they go happily on their way, but judging from the number that stop at one's door on Christmas Eve, all day Christmas Day, on through the holidays and especially again on Three Kings Day one feels sure many of them must have come several times. Young people and older come, too, to extend their greeting and to leave Christmas cards. Some groups have rigged up stage properties and carrying their scenery with them they go about in costume and give little plays. They too call their greeting and expect their gift. Bands serenade and small groups are out on serenading trips and all expect some returns. The streets are made bright with paper lanterns. These have been made in the homes and are of fantastic shapes and bright colorings. Circles, squares, cylinders, triangles, stars, fish, aeroplanes all light the way carried by groups of merry makers or hanging in windows and doorways. People call gaily to one another as they pass on the streets or to those in the houses their, "Naimbag a Pascua" greetings, Beggars are on the streets adding their whining requests to the general din. Midnight finds the Catholic and Independent Churches crowded for the Mass. I went one year to the Midnight Mass in the Catholic Church in Laoag. We found the church packed with worshippers and onlookers. Because we were Ameri 128 PALM TREE AND PINE cans, way was made for us to reach the front of the building to a place near the altar. Women and children and a few men knelt on the floor, burning their candles and counting their beads. The majority of the crowd stood and looked on. Hundreds of lighted candles made the church bright and the air was heavy with the scent of burning tapers and the mass of humanity packed in. At twelve o'clock or as near the time as one expects anything to happen in the tropics, the bells rang louder than before, though they had been ringing at intervals all evening, the music increased in volume, noise-making devices were employed and in the midst of all this din and confusion, with several priests and helpers doing things at altars and before images, a picture of the Holy Family which had been hanging veiled high above the altar descended slowly and jerkily until it rested unveiled just over the altar. More clanging bells, holy water, prayers and chanting, and the crowds dispersed, though bands played all night long on the streets. Christmas Day finds the beggars very busy. They come in groups and wait patiently until a gift is forthcoming. This is dropped in the sack each one carries and they plod on. The children, too, come all day long with their greetings, though the strolling players wait for nightfall. Filipinos call on their friends and leave bright colored embossed cards or send servants to leave cards at your door. The missionaries receive many callers during the day. Christmas is kept in the Protestant Chapels with programs, trees, gifts and white Christmas observ HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 129 ances. Our Laoag Chapel was decorated year after year by the gifted pastor. Spreading palm branches were thrust into the woven reeds that made the walls. Banana trees were placed on either side the platform with the cluster of green fruit hanging over the platform steps. Feathery bamboo was everywhere. Potted plants and flowers made the church a bower of beauty. Gay paper lanterns all over the building and lighting the entrance from street to door added to the festive appearance. And a Christmas tree of course. Other years as the White Christmas idea grew he used festoons of white paper chains, draped native-grown tree cotton on bamboo branches and placed a white cross in the midst of the green on the platform. The program consists of songs, recitations, exercises, drills by the children, special music and plays by the young people. Both English and dialect are used. The White Christmas giving has been very generous among a people who have so little to give and most of whom are receiving nothing in the way of gifts. The children and most of the young people are dressed in white as they come bearing their white wrapped gifts. There are tropical fruits and vegetables, eggs and rice. The young women often bring gifts of clothing. The student nurses frequently bring small white baby dresses and thus with the gift demonstrate what is proper for baby to wear. There are gifts of money too. Gifts of service are sometimes called for and are collected by small white-clad children carrying white baskets. The invitation is given and some come forward with the gift of self. The gifts of substance piled 130 PALM TREE AND PINE about the cross are next day distributed to needy families about town. At the close of the program gifts are usually distributed, gifts that have been sent by friends in the homeland. Dolls, balls, toys of all sorts. Simple little gifts delight. Picture cards are eagerly received. Friends have sent post cards with paper pasted over the addressed side, or Christmas greeting cards similarly treated. It has been my joy to put her first dolly into eager brown arms uplifted to receive. And in the dim rear of the building where crowds stand closely packed in, hands and hands are extended and pleading voices say, "Me next," "Please give me one," fearful that the supply will be exhausted before their turn has come. Scrap books made and sent by American children are often separated into several parts that all children may have something. The program ended, the last card given away, the people separate and go their several ways through the moonlight night. Parting "Naimbag a Pascuas" are heard mingled with the noise and music of the merry-makers on the streets. And a religious procession or two may pass along the way with candles, fancy lanterns and a favorite image. Then there is Christmas Day for the missionaries. The Filipinos have little festivity or gift giving. The Chinese shops are sure to display Christmas toys. One year an enterprising Filipino merchant advertised, "Be patriotic. Patronize your own countryman. I have gone to Manila to lay in a supply of Christmas toys and will return to Laoag on December twenty-eighth." But the missionaries strive HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 131 to keep Christmas as a home day, the Mission group replacing the faraway family. Weeks before home packages have been mailed. But on Christmas morning there is sure to be the last minute rush of wrapping packages for the family tree. There is a tree and dinner in one of the mission homes, an evergreen tree may have been found, poinsettias grow in the dooryard. Nuts and candy have come from the homeland and possibly a sprig of mistletoe, apples and oranges have been ordered from Manila, a turkey from the native market. The day may end with a moonlight picnic and dip in the ocean, for Christmas is hot. To one new in the tropics it seems impossible to keep Christmas in the midst of heat, green trees, flowers and mosquitos. But one learns after awhile that it can be Christmas anywhere, though one always longs for gay shop windows, snow, ice, fire places and home. Late on Christmas the missionary, alone, looks over homeland gifts and greetings, writes home letters or makes hurried preparation to leave next day for a Student Conference or a Missionary Convention. Cool night breezes, soft night noises, beauty of night-time sky, fragrance of night-blooming shrub and in a nearby home a religious chant ends Christmas for the missionary. Every town has its Patron Saint and its town Fiesta or festival in honor of his saint. Fiesta time is holidaytime for all and lasts several days. In the "Plaza" or Public Square an open-air theater is erected and there hour after hour programs are rendered. There may be school programs and oratorical contests, plays put on by private 132 PALM TREE AND PINE groups or organizations, patriotic speeches and always the "Moro-Moro." These Moro-Moro plays center about the general theme of Moro pirates from the southern islands attacking Christian villages and the resulting captivity of some beautiful maiden. They are tedious and long drawn out. Frequently the actors do not know their lines but repeat as the prompter tells them, sentence by sentence. There is very little action but the interest of the people seems unfailing. A Moro-Moro play may run for a couple of hours, then give away to some other program only to later continue its performance. So at various times through the two or three-day festival the Moro-Moro occupies the stage. There are booths for exhibits both from the town celebrating and other towns. The schools show their workmanship, garden stuff, baskets, laces, embroideries, woven materials. Every one wears his best clothes and lingers about the Plaza, greeting his friends. There is entertaining in the homes, feasts, teas, receptions and balls. In the church the Patron Saint is remembered as well as in some evening processions. The greatest time of all the year in the Philippines is the Lenten Season. The greatest time of Lent is Holy Week which reaches its climax on Good Friday. The Catholic Church of the Philippines today is the medieval church of Spain. Processions, images, superstitions, all are there. Three hundred years and more ago from out thousands of bamboo huts, people came forth to march in the Lenten processions. And still today they come! The first Sunday in Lent is time for a great pro HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 133 cession. When the sun is low in the sky and the severe heat of the day is lessened the people begin to gather in the great church yard surrounded by its massive stone walls. Later when the sun is setting and the evening glow is in the sky the priest comes forth especially garbed for the occasion and preceded by several boys bearing emblems. Various images are wheeled out on rickety unpainted carts drawn by men. The Christ, the Virgin Mary in pale blue robes, Joseph, Saint Veronica, Mary Magdalene, Peter, John, San Roque, guardian of good health, and sometimes the Patron Saint of the town. The images are hideous and far from artistic, their heads jiggle as they are hauled along and as Easter draws nearer the number of the images in the procession increases. The people fall in behind the priest, the images are scattered along in the crowd. The old women wear long black enveloping capes with hoods drawn close over their faces. The girls wear black lace veils. Wee boys and girls, babies carried on hips, old men and women plodding wearily along, the young women grouped about the Virgin, chanting as they march and young men strolling along because attractive young women are there. All carry lighted candles. Many people place candles in their windows as the procession passes. At certain places the procession pauses and kneels for prayers. Regularly the priest used to stop for special chant on a corner with our Mission Hospital on one side and a missionary home on another. The strange glow which sometimes fills the air at sunset time lights the procession with a weird radiance. They march on and 134 PALM TREE AND PINE on, the sound of marching feet mingled with the chanting, the air heavy with dust and the smell of burning candles. Then they are lost from sight in the fast falling darkness, only the twinkling candles outline the long procession of people as they return to the great church yard. Every Sunday afternoon during Lent the procession forms and marches. And then comes Palm Sunday. Very early, long before it is day, we hear the people passing on their way to church. And on into the late forenoon they go carrying palm branches cut into fantastic shapes and decorated with paper flowers. The priest will bless the branch and then, hung above doorway or window, it will frighten away evil spirits and protect the home from disease. The procession on this afternoon is much greater than any preceding. It seems as though every one is marching. More images are brought out. Holy Week is the greatest religious week. There are processions on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Holy Thursday and Good Friday and Saturday following are legal holidays in the land. Schools, offices, stores are closed. All work and business ceases. People come from everywhere, even the most remote villages to have part in the religious observances. The images are more numerous than ever. On the little cart beside the image of Peter has been placed a big rooster that may crow lustily at the crowds. Saint Veronica carries the handkerchief with which she wiped the Master's face and the imprint of his features shows on the cloth. There are many images of the Christ; Christ HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 135 carrying a great black wooden cross and bending under the load of it; Christ on the cross; Christ in a big glass coffin. I have stood on a stone culvert and watched the people pass. So many people and such strange assortments of dress. Small children, mere babies, plod patiently, holding tight to the mother's hand, not knowing what it is all about and their feet so unaccustomed to the heavy shoes they wear. Babies riding on mothers' hips cry from weariness and hunger. Old men and women look ready to drop but push determinedly along. They are so sure this is right. They have been taught no other way to find Him. The Friday procession seems endless, the people crowded close together. Every one wears black. Even the Virgin Mary and other images are draped in mourning. A ghastly image of Christ in a glass case with blood running down his side seems the favored image on that day. In the churches the crucifixion has been enacted. An image of Christ hangs on a cross before the altar from nine in the morning till late afternoon, when it is taken down in readiness for the procession. Twelve men chosen to represent the apostles have met with the priest for the washing of feet and they wear special distinguishing garments in the procession. On Saturday all is quiet. The streets are deserted. The people still wear black. Easter morning early they come together in the church yard where a scaffolding has been erected. A basket is lowered from the highest part of the scaffold, in it a small girl to represent the angel come to bring the resurrection message. The Virgin Mary throws off 136 PALM TREE AND PINE her black garment and stands revealed in her usual blue. The people rejoice. In some places an image of Judas is hanged on a tree and burned. As the burning image falls to the ground the people shout in fiendish glee. Easter is over and for many the year's religious observances are at an end. The processions in Manila are beautiful, the images artistic and the lighting effects lovely. But throughout the Islands there are these crude images and well-nigh pagan practices. In the Protestant Churches on Good Friday afternoon there are held "seven word" services. Many of our Protestants wear black, it has been so long the custom of the land. And on Easter morning are Sunrise Prayer services. At Eastertime, in a few places in the Islands flagellations are carried on. Certain men have taken vows to remember Christ's suffering and death by torturing the body and thus lay up merit for themselves in Heaven. Thursday or Friday are the chosen times. I saw them one year in the dry rice fields back of a church near Manila. The man about to go through the ordeal wraps rope or chains about his legs. On his head he places a crown of thorns and covers his face with a handkerchief. His back is bare and he lies prone on the ground while a man in charge cuts his back in criss-cross designs with pieces of sharp glass-embedded in wood. Then he starts off across the rough stubble in the burning sun, following supposedly the way of the cross. And as he walks slowly along he constantly beats himself on the back with a cat o' nine tails which he swings from HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 137 side to side. He kneels with outstretched arms thus making the shadow of the cross on the ground. Someone pushes him and he falls heavily on his face where he lies for a time while some one whispers to him. Again he throws himself on the ground and is beaten with a leather strap. The blood flows from his lacerated back but he goes on until he comes to a little chapel where friends go inside and say prayers for him. Meanwhile he runs about, throws himself to the ground, rolls around in the dust or lies quietly face downward in the hot sun. The prayers finished he arises and goes to a nearby spring where he bathes his bloody back and spreads over the wounded flesh the leaves of a tree. These he has chewed into a pulp and believes them to have medicinal value. They seem to be at least antiseptic. The priest will tell you that the church does not encourage or sanction the flagellations. But at least the church has not sufficiently put its stamp of disapproval upon the barbarous custom to stop it. Easter in my homeland. Blading grass, blooming flowers, leafing tree, warm sunshine, soft south winds,-beauty, stirring of new life, promise of spring, gladness, resurrection. Easter in the Philippine Islands comes in the dryest, deadest, hottest time in all the year. After months of no rain the grass is dead, the dust lies thick on drooping bamboo, trees and shrubs look wilted and lifeless, the hot sun blazes all day long from a cloudless sky. In my homeland on Easter morning are soft, subdued lights in beautiful churches, tall lilies and fragrant hyacinths, vested choirs, pealing organs, swelling 138 PALM TREE AND PINE anthems rising in earth's grandest most triumphant music. Over there even as I have told you the people dressed in black, the Christ in a tomb, a dead Christ, a marching, seeking people. Someone asks why we go to the Islands as missionaries when it is already a Christian land. But once you have seen those wearisome processions and crude images, the lack of joy upon faces you will not doubt the need of the "He is risen" message. The superstitions of the church bring other special days. May is the month of the Virgin. In Antipolo, a little town near Manila stands a large church in which is kept a sacred image of Mary, the Virgin of Antipolo. She was washed up on a shore by ocean waves long ago and is the special guardian of sailors on the deep. In a high niche above the altar she is kept. On an expensive metal base she stands. Her garments are heavy white satin embroidered in thread of gold. Real hair falls to her feet and she wears many diamonds of great value. All year long she is securely locked in her retreat, shown by the priest in charge to visitors who come. We climbed the winding stairs and saw her one day. But in Maytime twice daily she appears to the people. And the people come. From all over the Islands they make their pilgrimage to worship this sacred image. They enter the door and on bended knee traverse the length of the church to the altar where they await her appearance and the Mass. Candles are burning everywhere. Tall, beautiful decorated candles and small homemade tapers. In the churchyard a thriving business in candles is being carried on. HOLY DAYS AND HOLIDAYS 139 Candles are offered in various styles. If you are crippled or sick burn a candle image of the afflicted part, an arm, eyes, whatever you need most. Women wanting babies burn candle babies before the image. The beggars are also in the churchyard, finding it a profitable season. On the streets of the town stands and booths have been erected until the town takes on a carnival appearance and spirit. Very recently, because the interest in the Virgin seemed to be abating, she was brought to Manila, and with disgusting display and paganlike ceremonies crowned with a diamond crown. Other towns in many and lesser ways keep the Virgin month, young women especially leading in the observances. Of holidays and holy days in the Philippines there seem to be no end. I/ TX-Dreaded Days I IX DREADED DAYS I HAD quaked over Poe's "Mask of the Red Death," felt the hopeless horror of DeFoe's "Journal of the Plague Year," and had cause to remember both when in 1918 the Spanish Influenza in its round-the-world trip stopped off at Laoag in the Philippines. The epidemic began among the newly recruited National Guard boys who were waiting to be transferred to Training Camp near Manila in preparation for participation in the World War. Two hundred of them were sick and from them the disease quickly spread. It first laid hold of people on a Saturday. That Sunday not knowing of the strange disease we wondered why services were so poorly attended. Following that there were no services for several Sundays. Within our dormitory we began school that Monday with all girls present, by noon four were in bed, by Friday all but four were ill and classes had been closed for several days. The well girls, teachers and missionaries had turned cooks, nurses or whatever was most needed. Two girls might insist that they were well enough to go to Market, come home and go straight to bed. Some girls would be diligently serving others but within an hour could be found rolled in her blanket, a towel tied around her head. 143 144 PALM TREE AND PINE In our household of fifty all but two had their turn at the "flu." In the hospital, conditions were crowded, and rushed. Beds and floor occupied with patients, only two nurses able to be on duty, neither cook nor house-boy to help. People coming in crowds for help, medicines and other supplies were running low, insufficient help to wrap medicines, make bandages or care for the needs of the people. Our Dr. Pickett, spared from the disease when so needed, rushed from early till late looking after not only those who came to the hospital but calling where most needed about town. And two new missionary babies and their mothers to be cared for and protected from the sickness that was a plague. Everywhere the condition was serious. In a household of sixteen people everyone was sick and no help could be secured. This condition was duplicated in unnumbered homes. Peoples suffered from lack of food and water, and no one could be found to bring it to them. Or even with food in the home no one was able to prepare it. It was difficult to buy necessities in the market, for those who were accustomed to sell were too ill to be there. The Filipino home does not keep supplies of food but depends on daily trips to market. So when one cannot buy what is needed, when one's drinking water is supplied by girls bearing jars on their heads and they are sick; when one's fuel is brought by women carrying great bundles on their heads-and they, sick, then one is anxious for the morrow. But one buys or borrows a jar of water from a neighbor, splits up a box for fuel, DREADED DAYS 145 buys some meat and vegetables from passing market women. And tomorrow perhaps is a more fortunate day. Meanwhile from the homeland comes disturbing news of the same troubles. It was estimated that ninety-five per cent of the people of Laog were sick. The death rate ran high, as many as forty-five dying in one day. The American Superintendent of Schools was among the victims, the Governor of the Province another, one of our own school girls whose body we prepared for burial ourselves. And so it went. The funerals kept passing from morning till night and a few hurried by in the moonlight. Some were buried without coffins, some left hours in the cemetery awaiting burial. It was difficult to find anyone to make coffins, dig graves or carry the dead. And through it all the smallpox was spreading while health authorities were unable to be on duty. So smallpox took its toll from the town and country. Through the work of Americans and trained, enlightened Filipinos, smallpox epidemics had become almost a thing of the past. Somehow the watchfulness had abated, vaccination had been neglected, and while the influenza was occupying the central attention the smallpox crept in. Good vaccine could not always be obtained in sufficient quantity, people could not all be vaccinated in a short time, quarantine was ineffectual. A booth would be erected opposite a house where there was a case, a constabulary guard would be stationed but seemed not to prevent the passing in and out of the house of friends, neighbors and children. Sometimes the guard himself entered the house and t 146 PALM TREE AND PINE engaged in friendly conversation with patient and callers. But the uneducated mind thinks it foolish to deal in vaccination, quarantine and ordinary precautions when Fate holds sway. It is "dagsen gasut," hard luck, to be sick, to die. It is "caasi ni Apo Dios," mercy of God, to be spared. An evening candle-lighted procession when the image of San Roque, Patron Saint of Good Health, is carried about the streets amidst the chanting of the people, may bring good luck as well as stir up more dust to carry more germs! Pieces of water jars painted white and stuck on fence or door post help frighten away disease. So also there is power in painted skull and cross bones, in charms hung 'round the neck, and in paper or rag dolls dangling in the windows. It happened in this wise. Once upon a time in the midst of an epidemic a certain house was spared. And it chanced that the windows of that house were adorned with dolls. Neighbors wondered if the dolls might have power to frighten away disease. "No harm in trying it." So from that day to this at time of any epidemic, hundreds of dolls hang in the windows of bamboo houses. Faithful watchmen of health guarded the entrance of villages and threw buckets of antiseptic solution over the wheels of entering automobiles and carts. If the front wheels of your car were missed a sufficiently liberal amount applied to the rear might do the work as well. We entered a territory, striving to keep itself free from a certain disease, and while the car wheels were being cleansed we were asked to immerse the soles of our shoes in the an DREADED DAYS 147 tiseptic. But neither painted jars, processions, paper dolls, nor cleansing of automobile wheels stopped the ravages of smallpox. So there was many a scarred face and many a death before the epidemic was choked. And then came cholera. Perhaps no deeper apprehension or fear grips one in the tropics than the rumor of cholera. It strikes so unerringly, it attacks so many, it kills so quickly. One lives in constant dread at time of an epidemic of the unknown, powerful, unseen enemy. One knows not at what moment one may be stricken. No matter how great the precaution no one feels secure. My neighbor had gone to market to buy the day's necessities, some rice, fish, egg plant and bananas perhaps, ate some uncooked food-she never came home. The boy was not in the kitchen one morning making fire with his usual clatter but later a messenger came to say, "His wife is dead, he cannot come to work today." That evening after the funeral he returns. "But Marchianio," we sympathize, "we did not know your wife was ill. When did she take sick?" "Last night when it rained the cholera attacked her." We recall that it had rained a short time before midnight. "She died at daybreak," Marchianio volunteers. The terrors of the night time in dimly lighted bamboo houses, the heavy rain on the thatched roof, the losing fight against that dread enemy. She was such a beautiful Christian soul, so loyal to the church and its services, a student in the High 148 PALM TREE AND PINE school. She had gone home for the noonday meal, rested awhile, picked up her books and started back to school but turned and climbed the stairs, spread her straw mat on the floor, too sick all at once to do more. Before sunset she was dead, in a few hours more buried. But several days had passed before we heard of faithful Liberata's death. Awakened in the night time by weeping or the sound of saw and hammer, sleepily we murmur. "Someone has died, a coffin is being made across the street." Next morning we are told of the death of an old grandmother with whom we had exchanged greetings yesterday as she sat at her clumsy old loom weaving the cloth we wanted. Yes, she was all right yesterday. Today she is gone to the cemetery. They must hurry, others in the home are very ill. We miss the little girl who used to delight us with her cheery smile. At church we inquire for some friend, "Why didn't you know, he died last week." Slowly we learn of the missing, realize how great our personal loss, how much greater the loss among the Filipinos themselves. And what of the Institution of which I was a part in a time like that? A great building that housed fifty or sixty girls would be a responsibility! Coming in from school they were required to wash their hands and wipe their shoes with an antiseptic. Going into the dining room for a meal the hands must be cleansed in the saving solution. All drinking water must be boiled. All food thoroughly cooked. Even bananas must be dipped in boiling water before they are safe. All dishes and utensils used in serving or eating must be DREADED DAYS 149 cleansed before the dishes are used, and the hands that lift the dishes must be cleansed before the dishes are touched. And to be sure all this is done the American must be constantly on guard. You can't rely on cook or houseboy to boil that water. You use the word for "bubbling" or "cook" rather than "boil" in giving directions about the water, but you aren't sure it bubbled sufficiently unless you stayed by and watched. You can be sure about the bananas, for if they were properly treated the skins turn black. But even after the water is properly boiled you can't be sure your girls will not drink unboiled river water in the house of a friend. And even when every precaution is taken, danger and fear lurk everywhere. You go to bed at night with a bottle of cholera remedy within easy reach, so if any summons comes in the night you can hurry to the bedside and possibly thwart the disease by early treatment. And your missionary doctor will send a nurse or medical assistant at any moment, for a treatment has been found which if administered early enough may cure. Or the good doctor has promised to take any girl to the hospital since your dormitory is not provided with isolation rooms. And remembering this promise there was a frantic dash at the midnight hour to the doctor's home where Dr. and Mrs. Pickett from their bedroom window issued quieting instructions and soon a sick girl was being carried on her bed to the hospital. Next day she was back at her books, either a midnight scare or a light attack. After weeks of surveillance and dread but few scattering cases were reported and finally none. 150 PALM TREE AND PINE Cholera was gone but not before taking terrible toll in life. Reports of death, funerals passing the door so frequently, no coffins for the dead, no band and so small a procession. They were almost monotonously frequent. Sympathetic interest became almost apathetic. Again we were free from plague or epidemic but with discouraging regularity certain diseases return; others with tenacious persistency remain. Dark days, strenuous days, trying days, days that tax strength and courage pass. Houses are opened, streets are thronged, town and countryside return to former activity and life. The constantly increasing army of educated youth will rout old customs and observe necessary precautions. Patient teaching will gradually do away with superstition, neglect and blind reliance upon saints. Isolation, inoculation, vaccination, surgery and the saving grace of boiled water will come into their own! X —When the Death Angel Comes I x WHEN THE DEATH ANGEL COMES ARLY or late they pass by —these processions for the dead on their way to the cemetery. A band is heard. One hurries to the window, for mostly one doesn't outgrow the childish "follow the band" instinct. One is rewarded by seeing either a wedding or a funeral-the quality of the music had not revealed which it would be. But usually a funeral procession is sauntering along. These Oriental funerals, how fraught with interest and sadness they are! To one used to the beautiful, impressive, solemn service of the western world it is hard to become reconciled to the utter lack of these things in the East and in their place a matter of fact, get-it-outof-the-way attitude. But death is such a common thing in a tropical land, so many diseases which attack and kill so quickly. One day during a forty-minute class period two coffins were carried by my classroom door, and both were pitifully small. So many babies die, unable to survive the many diseases and lack of proper nourishment and care. One day in the midst of an epidemic I counted five processions in one hour, and ours was not the only street that led to the cemetery. The body is usually buried a few hours after death, either on the same day or the morning after. 153 154 PALM TREE AND PINE The law requires it and wisely, for the weather is hot and embalming is very unusual. So there is always confusion and hurry in the house of death. There is no undertaker to call in, so the family and friends prepare the body for burial. Neither are there undertaking rooms where a coffin can be selected, so someone must be set to work at once making the slender, shallow box, not rectangular but narrower at the foot than the head, the top fitted on and nailed in place at time of burial. I know of one instance where the coffin for a sick woman was made and kept at the foot of the stairs months before she died. In fact it was made before she was brought to our hospital for treatment and greeted her return, still sick but alive. A young man, a teacher in the public schools, being ill with tuberculosis made his own coffin which he kept under his bed. I asked his sister who was living in my dormitory if it was not disturbing to have the coffin there. "Oh, no," she said, "he is a Christian and very strong." The coffin for an older person is usually varnished or covered with black and white figured, or plain black calico. It may have some brass ornaments or painted skull and cross bones. A child's coffin is more often covered with bright colored paper and decorated much as childish fancy would adorn a May Basket or Valentine. Perhaps there is no coffin, the body wrapped in a home-woven bed spread or reed mat. Four or six men carry the coffin to the cemetery, swinging it low from the ground by means of strips of cloth passed underneath. Or it may be fastened to bamboo poles which rest on the shoulders of the WHEN THE DEATH ANGEL COMES 155 carriers. Sometimes a wagon is used as a hearse with men to draw it. The husband of the dead woman, or the small children of the deceased sometimes ride on the wagon with the body. Again a canopied Spanish bed is used, carried high on the shoulders. Its elaborately carved wooden canopy has coarse lace curtain draperies. The tiniest coffin I ever saw was carried on the shoulder of a man, another rested in the curve of a man's arm. If it be a Protestant funeral the services are held at the house. The body of the dead is placed on a bed (borrowed for the occasion if the family doesn't own one) in the center of the room. Several Filipino preachers or laymen, and Bible women, perhaps a missionary or two participate in the service which takes on more of an evangelistic note and exhortation to the living than memory of the dead. All present join in the singing. After the service the body is put in the narrow coffin. The shoes are removed from the feet but left in the coffin beside the body. The spirit will need them, but it is not customary to bury with the shoes on the feet, for if you do you will hear the spirit walking about, for walk the spirit will in his old haunts. A man's hat is placed in the coffin beside him too. If it be a Catholic or Independent funeral (the Independent or Aglipay Church is a split from the Catholic Church) the people go to the church, where for a fee the priest pronounces the simple service and gives permission to bury. For a larger fee the priest accompanies the procession and a 156 PALM TREE AND PINE very costly funeral may have elaborate services and several priests in the procession. I have seen groups of poor people squatting on the church floor, the coffin on the floor beside them, as they patiently awaited the priest's appearance. And in times past the dead have waited while poor relatives begged the required sum of money for the fee. And then the walk to the cemetery. The procession is rather straggling. The band has been called together earlier by the leader, beating out his summons in a sort of tom-tom on the drum. The carriers of the body lead the procession. Then comes the band playing music gay or solemn, "Over There," "Tipperary," "Hot Time in the Old town tonight," or some new popular States song. Then the family and friends, most everyone dressed in black, the women with long black capes which enshroud the body and hide the face. Someone carries the rude unpainted cross with name and date in uneven printing. Very poor people have no band, the few people hurrying by on their sad mission. Only the procession that lacks a band ever hurries. Once when the coffin was very small two men, probably the father and a neighbor, carried the box, a small boy with the cross followed, and still farther behind lagged a small girl. I doubt not but at home lay a mother too ill to go along. Oftentimes there seems to be little grief, the attention of the followers caught by this or that, the watching American at the window, the music of the band, friendly conversation. I had long wanted to follow a procession and get inside that high-walled Catholic cemetery Ii: t; j: ~i;. t WHEN THE DEATH ANGEL COMES 157 with a chapel at the farther end, queer old monuments near by and the niches for the dead in the walls. Passing by this cemetery one late afternoon the gate was open, a funeral group was inside, so we entered and drew near. The father of the dead child, his body bared to the waist was digging the grave. Nearby the mother had removed the lid from the coffin and was seated beside it gazing on the face of her little one. A little girl sobbed aloud, other people wandered about, some sat on the grass talking and laughing, some were indulging in a native drink which was being freely passed around, the man in the grave stopping frequently to refresh himself. Later the father, having finished his digging, drew near, he and the mother lighted their big cigars bending over the rude box to share the light. They fitted the lid in place, found a stone and nailed it fast. The grave was ready, having been measured so they were sure it was the law-required depth, the father and a helper lowered the coffin into the shallow grave and began throwing in the dirt, hurrying to finish the task. Everyone else turned away and left the cemetery. Even the mother squatting near the grave as the coffin was being lowered turned her attention to the Americans, watching them with blood-shot eyes as they stood by pitying, sympathetic, wondering. Not a flower, song or prayer. Laughter of those already leaving. Lighted candles on the graves of relatives or friends near by. But these would soon flicker out. The gloom of a fast descending night was closing in as we turned and followed the light 158 PALM TREE AND PINE hearted crowd through the great gates, away from the sunken, closely-crowded graves, children on the one hand, grown people on the other, all to be plowed up, I am told, after some years and the same plots re-used as a burying ground. The ninth day after the funeral is the time for a great feast and merry making. A large crowd is invited for the noonday feast and afternoon refreshments. Likewise one year after the death there is a feast, a dance, too, in the evening. The scale of entertaining depends upon the wealth and social standing of the family, but even the poor entertain so lavishly that we wonder, as course after course of meats of all kinds grace the feast. Years pass but still the dead are remembered in the annual feast. How these processions which pass so frequently appeal to one, stir the sympathies and arouse the impulse to help, to put beauty into them and to add to them the transformation which a resurrected Christ can give, a Christ who touches the bier at the city's gate, a Christ of understanding love and sympathy, not one all enshrouded in gloom and superstition and ignorance. No one watching as the funeral goes by can doubt the need of carrying the "good news" to the "uttermost parts." ii i XI-A Missionary's Memories 7, - % ~ ~ - - ~~I- I - - 1 I::: I: I - I: - I - - - I~ `;-W: —; -, -; I.-z -~ I~~\) 1 I,. I 1 l l v~ --, -, - - - I - --, I. 1 -I; m-. XI A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES IEMOIRS are fashionable again. Everyone writes them of this or that, no matter how recent or long past. No longer need one be old in order to be reminiscent. They have told me I must not go back at least for a time. The tropical climate was not kind to me so medical science discourages and a kindly Board decrees that I stay home, an exile in my own land, not loving home the less, perhaps loving it more having been for a time away, but feeling the irresistable call of that land afar. So naturally having loved the work and the people and having counted it a rare privilege to have lived and worked five years in the Philippine Islands I turn sometimes to my memories. And since I have so greatly appreciated the opportunity that was mine I have felt that I would like to share some of those thoughts with you, so I shall dig deep down into the rich store house of my memories and share a few of its treasures with you, they are such living, stirring things. I like to think of the roads of the Philippine Islands. Going out to Bacarra the road climbs a steep hill with severe rocky walls on either side. Suddenly the top of the hill is reached and a beautiful view is revealed, the rocks forming a rugged frame. Below, the winding river meanders seaward and beyond, the moss covered walls of the 161 162 PALM TREE AND PINE Roman Church and its sturdy bell tower are outlined against the blue, blue sky. Out from Sarrat the road twists and winds its way up a hill, each new turn revealing new interest. At one turn is a comfortable rambling Filipino house with trees all around. At the next sharp turn an old stone ruin all ivy grown and decayed, while at the curve on beyond the river appears and a spreading valley below. Along the road to Vigan stands the picturesque ruins of a church, some distance from the highway. A massive pile of stone in the midst of a stretch of pasture land, its very aloneness appeals. There is a road that follows high bluffs along the ocean, then darts between great rocks which tower above, creeps to the very water's edge and then twists back into the hills with backward glimpse of piles of rocks standing like sentinels in the water. Another road winds its shiny way among acres and acres of cocoanut groves planted in symmetrical rows and each new bend gives alluring view of sparkling blue ocean. A mountain trail leads upwards, severe and steep, twisting, winding, merely a ledge with perpendicular walls on one side, deep gulleys and valleys below. Begonias, Jack-inthe-pulpit, other flowers, vines, trees and finally at the mountain's summit, eight thousand feet above sea level, a mountain lodge, a roaring wood fire in a great fire place, hot, delicious food, a night's sleep and then, the glory of sunrise above the clouds. Highways, lanes, trails, all have their lure but their real interest lies more in the treasure at trail's end. The more clinging memories are of people and places found at the end of the road. A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 163 We went one evening, a group of us, for a picnic supper and a swim in the ocean. The rain began to fall, a strong wind to blow and the night was dismal and chilly as tropic nights will sometimes be. The ocean was wild, the waves dashed high and rolled far ashore. The clouds parted and a full moon rose majestically. We watched her mount high and higher over the lone palm which waved its fronds in the air and sail alone in the cloud heaped sky. And all at once as we sat around our beach fire preferring its warmth to the ocean's wave, we saw over the sea a mystic arch of moonbeams. At first the pale gleam was moonlight only and then all at once it brightened into rainbow hues gloriously revealed and soon faded into a weird moonbow and then disappeared as the clouds thickened and the rain fell. The roar of the breakers on the shore of the China Sea as I have stood in my window in the quiet nightime and listened, the fragrance of night blooming shrub and the moon rising in awesome grandeur over our own clump of bamboo, the great sand dunes along the water looming white and mysterious in the moonlight, the monotonous plaintive chanting of the Passion during Lent and the friendly call of the big lizard that lived in a tree across the way. These are among my memories. Down on the bridge which spans our Laoag River we stood one evening admiring the sheen of the moonlight on the quiet water and the beauty of the afterglow which still lingered in the sky over the sand hills down where the silvery river slipped in to the sea. And suddenly out into the path of sil 164 PALM TREE AND PINE very moonlight shot a canoe and a man standing in the bow with his guiding oar. A moment's silhouette and it was lost in the shadows at the water's edge. I sat one evening on the shore of the China Sea alone. Darkness was falling, the ocean waves rolled in and broke at my feet, the wet sands stretched far. One star twinkled in the sky, one bird circled overhead but was soon gone. I sat there alone in the fast gathering darkness for awhile, before I joined my missionary friends. We had made the trip north, two cars of us to Bangui where we were waiting the return of Mr. Stipp and Mr. Adamson-the Adamsons were visiting us from the homeland. They had been hiking for days in a long, hard itinerating trip in a province across the mountains and this last day had been a long stretch so they were late in coming. But finally they appeared out of the darkness and we started home. On the winding trial which leads over a mountain, the second car bumped into a carabao. He was not hurt but our lights were out of commission so we sat there in the darkness scarce daring to attempt the sharp curves of the road. And then far above us at the mountain's summit came the cheery halloo of Dr. Pickett. The first car missing ours had turned back to investigate. So we followed closely the other car until the road was easier. At a wayside house we stopped and bought candles and then when we came to the river which must be crossed on a raft, Mr. Adamson carrying a small candle, guided our way to the waiting raft. A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 165 That was one candle light procession that I felt was really worth while. After the long hot dry season I remember with what joy we welcome the first rain that heralds the approach of the rainy season. The loud patter of raindrops on the galvanized iron roof, the cooling breeze, the fresh smell of the rain, the stir of dust and the clean washed look of trees and plants. Along a narrow little road we traveled in a springless two-wheeled cart drawn by a cow. We passed the old Catholic cemetery with its high stone walls, tle Aglipay Church cemetery and the municipal burying ground where we remembered the grave of a wee missionary baby, on past an old stone building, long years ago the retreat of Spanish Friars, and then through rice fields, across a stream or two, through the back waters of an ocean tide and arrived at a seaside village, merely a cluster of houses of fisher folk. We left our cart and driver and just on the other side the village we began climbing a sandy knoll. At first it was matted with undergrowth, trailing vines and shrubs but as the sand grew deeper these gave way to barrenness. A short distance beyond we were in the midst of desolation. Valleys and mountains of whitest sands, beautifully rounded and softly curved, windblown in delicate designs and ridges. The dunes behind shut off all sight of the town, and as far as eye could see was only this bleak waste, desolate, powerful, fearsome, but full of strange brooding beauty. We might have been in the midst of a mighty desert and then as we plowed our way higher still, suddenly the sparkling blue ocean stretched before us, 166 PALM TREE AND PINE a small fishing shack and fishermen's boats on the beach. The rich, tropical beauty of land, sea and sky; the colors, customs and costumes; the sights, sounds and smells; the spirit of warmth, ease and repose all are remembered with delight but after all it is the memory of people that counts. These are the long, long memories. I like to think of my missionary friends, the fun we have had together, the sorrows we have shared, the way we have worked together, the missionary children and all they have meant to me. But if I began there would be no end to these memories. The Annual Convention of Missionaries is always a family reunion, a house party and a picnic as well as a strenuous convention. At Convention sessions there are reports made and commented on, new programs and policies outlined and discussed, business transacted, inspirational messages given. There is spiritual uplift in this happy fellowship together. Porch dinners, served cafeteria style at evening time, bring every one together in times of relaxation and fun. Late night visiting and breakfast table lingering is enjoyed in the homes crowded to capacity with guests from the other stations. From the Annual Convention missionaries return to their stations and responsibilities with renewal zeal for the task and deeper appreciation and love for fellow workers. I remember a sob in the night-time and I found my way among the closely crowded cots to Angela's bed. Angela, weeping for the mother who lay so ill in a hospital far away. And I remember the A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 167 smell of the burning candles we carried in that long procession to the cemetery some days later. And when Remedios' mother died. In the house there was confusion, drinking, smoking, loud coarse talking. On a bed in the center of the room lay the body. The women seemed to be taking turns at weeping. One would sit at the head of the bed, draw her black cape over her face or throw a black scarf over her head and start weeping, loud, shrill, moaning noises, and continue until her strength was exhausted. Then she would withdraw and another take her place. I sat beside the bed with Remedios, who no longer looked like my school girl friend but with hair combed straight back and twisted in a tight knot and dressed in the garments of an old woman, she looked a part with her mother's friends who were doing proper mourning. After a long time there was added confusion and louder wailing as the body was placed in the narrow coffin and the procession led by a band went to the Aglipay Church where the services were similar to those conducted in Catholic churches. And then the long, long walk to the Batac cemetery. I had been there often as many of my girls came from Batac and I had gone with them to bury loved ones. The narrow road, fenced and shaded with bamboo, led up over a hillside and there a circle of hills and the valley within made a beautifully quiet burying ground. It was marvelously green and fresh even in hot weather. We skirted the hillside, went across the valley and on the far side paused where a grave was being dug. It was a cool, restful retreat after the house, the church and the hot walk. The coffin 168 PALM TREE AND PINE was deposited on the ground while the grave was being finished. People engaged in conversation and frankly enjoyed themselves, almost one could say, "a good time was had by all." It was a lighthearted crowd that returned to the town. Even Remedios, walking along with me and the girls whom I had taken with me seemed her usual self. I remember so well the day, the aching of my head, and the greater ache of my heart. Gregoria was my lighthearted, impulsive girl. I went to her father's funeral one late afternoon. She had left the Dormitory only a few hours earlier summoned by a note which only suggested bad news. Gregoria came hurrying out of the little house where there was the hurry of preparation for burial and her greeting words were, "See, I am wearing my black already." She had been gone little more than a half day, her father had been dead but a few hours more but somehow she had made a black dress. I remember so well my first journey north to Laoag. I had recently arrived in Manila, spent a few days with the missionaries there and then one morning Mr. Wolfe and Dr. Lemmon took me to the train and started me on my way alone. I carried a letter which Mr. Hanna had written-how else would I ever remember the names of the places I was going-so that letter was guarded with exceeding care all day long as my train took its leisurely way northward. Stops were frequent and almost as long as the travel between. I had a compartment all to myself as not many people were traveling that day. An American Army officer and his wife oc A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 169 cupied another compartment. How I wished they would speak to me! A conductor came frequently to touch his cap, smile and punch my ticket which I must keep till the end of the trip and give up as I left the train. The beauty along the way! There is a mountain which lifts itself from the flat surrounding country and stands alone. A cloud had come down to rest on its summit. The railroad often followed near the ocean and I never wearied watching the waves roll in. Houses in the midst of groves of banana or cocoanut trees delighted me. People were at work in the fields, I remember one man who wore bright red knee-length trousers and a gay shirt. And the dust! Even though I closed the shutters and door and thus shut out the views I wanted, the dust came in great greywhite clouds. I ate my lunch that day "encompassed" by a cloud of dust. But next day still journeying north by automobile, I had my "cloud of witnesses," small brown children who crowded round to watch me. The end of the railroad was reached at last in the late afternoon and a small boy chosen from the mob who shouted at my compartment window, came in for my baggage which he deposited with me in a little two-wheeled cart. I rested on a precarious perch, a narrow board across the sides of the cart and we jolted down the town street and forded the river. I longed for someone I knew to see and enjoy my mode of travel. Several automobiles were waiting by the river's bank. In the dry season they wait at the depot but the river was too high for them to ford it. I succeeded in bargaining with one chauffeur who would take me on the San Fernando 170 PALM TREE AND PINE where my letter of direction said I would spend the night with United Brethren missionaries. I paid him I learned afterwards, three times the usual fare and though all the drivers had insisted that San Fernando was really much out of their way every one of them came on later to the same place. A case of getting all possible out of one who was so evidently new! I spent the night with missionaries there in a lovely mission station in a delightful old town along the ocean. Out in the harbor lay an American Army Transport. It had arrived unannounced that morning and received a load of Germans being deported. Those were early war days. It was not lighted when darkness came and only dimly could we trace its outline. Next morning it was gone. And that was as near as ever I came to the World War. The following day from San Fernando, north I traveled, enjoying the varied scenery, the old churches, the piles of ruins, the way we crossed rivers on bamboo rafts and the questions and comments of the chauffer of the car. In every town we stopped a crowd of children would miraculously appear to point at, and gaze on, the new "Americana." Circus elephant never received more attention than I that day. I remember the crowded passenger trucks and smaller cars which we passed going north and south, the people in ox carts or walking, others resting by the roadside. At evening-time we reached Vigan and I remember my first glimpse of Vera Adamson coming out of her home and hurrying down the path to greet me. The Higdons were there too, recently arrived from the A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 171 States, and full of enthusiasm and joy in the new experience. After two delightful days with them the three went with me to Laoag, where we were welcomed by the Stipps, at that time the only missionaries in Laoag. The Picketts were home on furlough. At the entrance to their home I met Adriano Guerrero, pastor of our Laoag church. I shall never forget his hearty courteous greeting and welcome. His handshake alone made me feel happy and glad to be there. That evening there was a great crowd in the chapel for a special program and to see and welcome the new missionaries (the Higdons and myself). Next day the Vigan missionaries left and as we saw them off and turned to go up the steps into the Stipps' attractive home I remember how Mrs. Stipp took my hand and said in her understanding heart-warming way, "You are home now, Edith." And through the years it was always home with the Stipps. How the girls of the Dormitory used to sing! Marie played her harp, and the girls would sit about, sometimes on the moonlighted balcony, sometimes in their cozy social hall or piled on the beds in one of the rooms. My last morning in the dormitory they sang. I was wakened before it was yet day and listened. And what do you think they sang on that last morning of mine? "God Will Take Care of You," "God Be With You Till We Meet Again." After breakfast they sat around and waited. It was Saturday so all were in the building and none went home for vacation that week end, as I was leaving. Later when the last of my packing was finished they asked for a service 172 PALM TREE AND PINE so we went to the chapel for a last' sing, talk and prayer. And they had waiting as a last surprise an enlarged picture of the lot of them. Then some one came to announce, "Your ride has come." Then I remember those clustered-around-me girls. Affectionate, lovable girls. We went to visit an old man who was very ill. I never knew who he was or where it was we went. I was very new and strange and just went along. A road led out from Laoag, and after awhile we left the car by the roadside and walked across the pasture land, circled the base of a gently sloping hill, an upward path and then a small house set in the midst of trees. He lay on a straw mat on the floor, so frail, so old, so ill. I have often wondered who he was but strangely I never asked. So there remains that wondering memory. We had gone out on an evangelistic trip of several days and were returning to Laoag late Sunday afternoon, eager to be at home again. Along a lonely road, a forest on one side, the ocean on the other, we were delayed with tire trouble so it was dark when we reached the Bacarra River which would be crossed on a bamboo raft. But the river was a torrent though the rainy season was over and we had anticipated no trouble. Just a half hour before we arrived, they told us, the flood of waters had swept down from the mountains, a cloud burst at the river's source. (And that was the half hour we repaired the tire). The men who cared for the raft refused to take us over. Pleadings, threats, offers of bribes were all of no avail. The current was swift, the ocean near. Home was A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 173 less than five miles away but we had come to a river "we couldn't get across." There was nothing to do but return to the nearby village and seek quarters for the night. We had but few Christians in Bacarra but we called our greeting at the house of one of them, a teacher in the public schools. The house was dark, all were in bed but hospitable voices answered our "Apo" and soon we were inside. Straw mats on which the family had been sleeping were hastily rolled out of the way. Some one hurried to the kitchen and kindled a fire in the flat earthenware stove. I followed to superintend the preparation of food for it was "cholera time" and every possible precaution must be taken. We boiled water and scalded the dishes we would use and boiled more water to drink. We still had with us some canned goods which we had carried along to help provide our meals in places where food was scarce. A can of Campbell's soup, another of Heinz Pork and Beans were soon heated and in the dimly lighted room we ate our meal. Meanwhile our host had gone out to call in the church people. It was late, the night was dark, rainy and chill. But soon a dozen were in the house. They wouldn't miss an opportunity for a service when missionaries had come. So there were songs, prayers and an encouraging message from Mr. Stipp. Next morning the river was still high and automobiles, carts, people afoot and on horseback were waiting their turn to be ferried across. We sent a message to the other missionaries telling them that we would be away one day more, and went to a secluded village where the evangelistic missionary 174 PALM TREE AND PINE had promised to come for a special meeting. I was always grateful that the river had held us back else I never would have made this trip. We left the car beside the highway and walked along a narrow, tree-lined lane. The flooding river had found an outlet this way so we removed our footwear and waded through to the waiting Christian friends. A service and then a community dinner of rice, chicken, fish, bananas and candies was spread on straw mats on the floor, pieces of banana leaves served as plates and we sat on the floor and ate. Our host and his wife sent their daughter to our school for a time and then called her home to marry a man of their choosing. I had been in the Islands but two weeks. We started out one morning, the Stipps and I for the Annual Convention of the churches of the province. A stop in one town was to see how the preacher's family was faring, another at the coral beech where we walked out to the sea over a wide stretch of coral. There we gazed down into deep, narrow fissures in the rocks and saw the sea water rise and fall, watched beautifully colored little fishes dart about, saw sprays of living coral and looked back at the great caves which ocean waves had hollowed out and trees which stood far above, their roots exposed in the caves. After another hour of interesting travel we arrived in the convention town. It was rather cold, a strong wind was blowing from the ocean. The preacher came hurrying out to meet us. He wore the customary everyday man's attire; thin garments and bare feet, but to protect himself from the cold, a pair of ear tabs. We had only A MISSIONARYS MEMORIES 175 lightweight summer clothing, and evenings we used to wear Turkish towels around our shoulders for warmth. Everybody among the Filipinos uses heavy towels like that for scarves, capes and head wrappings on cool evenings. We stayed in the home of the town treasurer, a small bamboo house. Big canopied beds with rattan bottoms were provied for us in a screened-off corner of the room. Straw mats, lightweight, starched coverings and hard pillows completed the beds' furnishings. The two beds had been placed end to end and a mosquito net provided all the privacy we had. But we stayed plenty of other places where we could have longed for this arrangement, places where we slept on the floor with the family and most of the Christians came to the house to stay until the missionaries had retired. No use trying to outsit them, they had to come to stay until we were safe on our mats on the floor. Then and then only would they say, "good night" and retire. We were tempted to say "good night" sometimes with other and more modern inflection and meaning! I piled my clothes on the foot of the bed and one night kicked them all off. They fell through a hole in the floor to the ground below. Remembering sundry animals and fowls that lived beneath the house I arose and threaded my way among the sleeping people on the floor. Most of the convention was sleeping there, and I only hoped I would not be challenged. I reached the doorway safely only to find that the bamboo ladder that functioned as steps had been removed from the threshold. Later I heard the patter of rain on the thatched roof. At daybreak 176 PALM TREE AND PINE I arose to find my rescued garments on a chair beside the screen. No questions were asked or explanations offered. The convention sessions began at eight in the morning and continued till noon, home for lunch and a little rest and back to the chapel to sit till dark when we would go home for another meal to return immediately to the church for an evening session which lasted till eleven. They fed us thrice daily on boiled rice and greasy pork. They had killed a pig in honor of our coming and evidently it was a "fatted one." And it lasted like the famous "cruse!" But I remember the happy fellowship and good times of that group of Filipino Christians who had gathered, and their generous giving to support weaker churches in their province. The chapel was a new one, dedicated the first evening of the convention. It was not larger than a usual living room. The walls were made of bamboo tied together. The roof was thatched grass, the windows plaited reeds. There was no floor and the seats were narrow benches. Chairs were brought in for the missionaries, without which I am thinking my missionary experience would have come to an early close! Returning from the convention we visited a tall lighthouse on a mountain rising almost out of the sea. From the lighthouse top we were given a majestic view of mountains and sparkling ocean. Waves dashed against rocky coasts and threw high their rainbow spray. Nicerata, my teacher and friend, and I stood on a narrow Spanish balcony and talked together. I shall never forget the beautiful, understanding words of comfort she spoke when my soul was cast A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 177 down. I am sure I received more from my Christian friends of the Philippines than I was ever able to give. One Easter morning before sunrise, a group of the Laoag Christians met on a hill in the eastern part of town for a prayer service. It was a rugged hill with rounded top but severely steep sides dropped from its table-like summit. There was the ruin of an old chapel where once Friars had gone for worship. The river flowed at the hill's base and the China Sea could be seen beyond the heaped up sand dunes at the river's mouth. There was such quiet joy and reverence in the group. And I remember how eager faces, several of them old women's wrinkled faces, were uplifted to mine as I talked of the early Easter visit of other women to the tomb. And as I talked a warm rosy glow brightened in the sky, grew deep and fiery and soon a great sun lifted itself over our range of mountains to the East. I remember not only that sunrise glory but the greater glory and radiance in the faces of the listening people. I was returning to Laoag after some months absence and anxious to be there I attempted night travel from the railroad's end to Vigan. I bargained for the front seat of a five-passenger Dodge with the understanding that the second chauffeur might sit there too. In the back seat by placing a board across from door to door eight people were crowded. The rainy season had begun and travel was difficult, the roads muddy, rivers high and streams of water covered the way. Progress was slow and almost dangerous so I felt relieved as 178 PALM TREE AND PINE darkness deepened to have the chauffeur suggest that we stop all night. But my heart sank when I saw the little wayside inn where he drew up. Several cars full of people had already stopped and there promised to be a gay night. I declined supper both because it didn't look interesting and because I wanted to get away from that jesting crowd. One big room with straw mats on the floor was the hotel's sleeping quarters, but a bed in the corner with a screen around it could be given the "Sefiorita." And it had a protecting mosquito net too, so I hastily retired while supper was still in progress. I was awakened in the night time by someone fumbling at my net, the landlord bringing a lighted lantern which he left beside my bed muttering something about trouble as he went away. I was uneasy and worried then and thought I wouldn't sleep much but only daylight awakened me and the noise of departing cars with their loads of passengers. Without my knowing when, the lantern had been removed. I was glad to be soon on the way again. The memory of that night is not one of my happy memories. I went to the Market one morning. We all rather enjoy visiting the big, clean native market with its interesting variety of native foods and products. A queer man from the mountains, scantily but gaudily attired followed me about laughing, pointing, getting real fun out of me as he repeated, "Amarillo ti boocna, amarillo ti boocna." Naturally I wondered as I did not understand his dialect. But someone enlightened me. He was saying, "She has yellow hair, she has yellow hair." The old A MISSIONARY'S MEMORIES 179 women used to like to hold their arms close beside mine, laugh and comment over the difference. They wanted too, to touch my cheeks and look at their fingers. The color wouldn't rub off them. It is something to have been a whole curiosity shop. Catalino is often in my thoughts. He was such a clean-looking, attractive lad, as winning a personality as one could wish to know. He was a senior in the High School, popular and gifted. He came regularly to our Student Services and weekday Bible classes. He was almost daily in and out and among those who tarried longest. Then we heard of trouble. Catalino had been accused of some earlier six and avoided us. Because of his ability and his father's high position Catalino ought to rise rapidly but instead an old sin was dragging him down. One day he sat with me in our dormitory office and we talked about it all, he with downcast eyes and a tremble in his voice. For just a moment he lifted pleading brown eyes to mine and all his heart was in his cry, "If only I had found your Bible Classes sooner." The appeal of that call is one of my memories. And it brings thoughts of other needs. And these are but the beginning of my memories. XII SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU W HILE the courage and determination of some of our Filipino friends inspire us and urge us on to more consecrated service, still I'm thinking the weakness and need of others of them hold us and take us eagerly back after furlough days. And with all their splendid progress and brave aspirations the Filipinos recognize this need. Often I have thought in the midst of busy days that a free hour was mine. No class to be taught, no youthful student desiring an interview, no girl of my dormitory needing counsel, not even a merchant woman squatting on the porch waiting to display her alluring pile of hand-woven things. I could slip away to my desk to the long neglected, accumulated duties there. But no sooner have I settled myself to the task than I hear the patter of bare feet on the floor or the shuffle of the foot clad in the native toe slipper of the Islands, and when a black head thrusts itself in the door a wave of irritation passes over me. I am so soon to be interrupted. But all irritation vanishes in a moment and I go gladly to answer the summons. Now you or I under similar circumstances would have said, "You have a caller," or "An agent is at the door." Not so the Filipino when he comes to make a request. Instead in his quaint English I hear, "Somebody needs you." And so I close my desk and the 181 182 PALM TREE AND PINE task, even though it be a letter to you, waits while I answer some new need, thinking to myself, "Just to be here, just to be needed, just to be able to answer when they call ought to be joy enough for one small person." And need there is in the Philippines! And if the need stopped there it would still be enough to challenge us to our best living and giving for Him. But it goes on to other places and peoples, chaotic China, mystic India, savage Congo land. It goes higher even than that. The Christ needs us too. He told us so. You remember? It is one of my favorite pictures in the life of my Master. I have always thought it must have been a cold, rainy, drippy morning (though the Bible doesn't have much to say about the weather) when He stood on the shore of a Galilean lake with a hot breakfast waiting on the coals for his weary fisherman friends. You remember how after they had eaten and were warmed and refreshed, not so much by the food as by that beloved presence among them, the Master turned to one of them with a soul-searching, thrice-repeated question. And I am sure He looks deep into our souls today, asking that same question, "Do you love me?" You and I, just as sure as was Simon Peter of our love for Him, answer, full-hearted, ready, "Yes, Master, you know that I love you." Then, says the Master, to Peter, to you, to me, "If you love me, feed my sheep." And, loving Him, it seems to me that we can best tell Him so in terms of service rendered to those who need us. The Christ has a right to expect of you and me the very best, the all we have. I know no better way to say SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU 183 it, I think there is no other thought that I would like most to leave with you than full-surrendered self-service, in the words of an old song, "When I survey the wonderous cross On which the Prince of Glory died, My richest gain I count but loss, And pour contempt on all my pride. Were the whole realm of Nature mine, That were a present far too small; Love so amazing, so divine, Demands my soul, my life, my all." 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