S GF Adam r-r JOHNA.SEAVERNS TUFTS UNIVERSITY LIBRARIES 3 9090 014 554 378 l ^te bi l ui Faif% Ubfwy of Veterinary Iteeione ^ , — School of Veterinary Medidne at Tufts University 200 Westboro Road MofttiGiaftoa, MA 01596 :i»7fLL dt ^ft. SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES By ADAM LINDSAY GORDON HOW WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE Tseult THE POEMS OF ADAM LINDSAY GORDON T. N. FOULIS LONDON dr^ EDINBURGH 1912 PRINTED BY NKII.I. AND CO., LTD., EDINBURGH. THE TITLES OF THE POEMS SEA SPRAY & SMOKE DRIFT VAGE Podas Okus i Gone 9 Unshriven '3 Ye Wearie Wayfarer, His Ballad.— In Eight Fyttes : Fytte I. By Wood and Wold. A Preamble . i6 „ II. By Flood and Field. A Legend of the Cottiswold 17 „ III. Zu der edlen Yagd. A Treatise on Trees 21 „ IV. In Utrumque Paratus. A Logical Dis- cussion 24 „ V. Lex Talionis. A Moral Discourse . . 29 „ VI. Potters' Clay. An Allegorical Interlude 33 „ VII. Cito Pede Preterit .^tas. A Philo- sophical Dissertation ... 34 „ VIII. Finis Exoptatus. A Metaphysical Song 40 Borrow'd Plumes. A Preface and a Piracy ... 49 Pastor Cum. Translation from Horace .... 51 A Legend of Madrid. Translated from the Spanish . 53 Fauconshawe. A Ballad 60 Rippling Water 69 Cui Bono 73 Bellona 76 The Song of the Surf 80 Whisperings in Wattle-Boughs 83 Confiteor 86 Sunlight on the Sea. The Philosophy of a Feast . . 91 Delilah. From a Picture 96 From Lightning and Tempest 99 Wormwood and Nightshade loi Ars Longa. A Song of Pilgrimage 107 The Last Leap 1 1 1 Quare Fatigasti 114 HiPPODROMANIA ; OR, WHIFFS FROM THE PiPE.— In Five Parts : Part I. Visions in the Smoke 117 „ II. The Fields of Coleraine . . . .125 V THE TITLES OF THE POEMS HiPPODROMANiA — continued. page Part III. Crsedat Jud^us Apella . . . .128 „ IV. Banker's Dream . . . . -132 ,, V. Ex Fumo Dare Lucem. 'Twixt the Cup and the Lip 139 The Roll of the Kettledrum : or, the Lay of the Last Charger 150 BUSH BALLADS ^ GALLOPING RHYMES A Dedication . 167 The Sick Stockrider 172 The Swimmer 179 From the Wreck 185 No Name 194 Wolf and Hound 197 De Te 202 How we beat the Favourite. A Lay of the Loamshire Hunt Cup 207 Fragmentary Scenes from the Road to Avernus : Scene I. Discontent 216 „ VII. Two Exhortations . . . .218 „ IX. In the Garden 224 „ X. After the Quarrel .... 227 „ XI. Ten Paces Off 228 Last Scene. "Exeunt" 230 Doubtful Dreams 232 The Rhyme of Joyous Guard 239 Thora's Song. "Ashtaroth" 253 The Three Friends. From the French . . .255 A Song of Autumn 260 The Romance of Britomarte 261 Laudamus 277 THE LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS Reproduced from paintings by CAPTAIN G. D. GILES How we Beat the Favourite . . . frontispiece Iseult. Unshriven ...... page 8 Empty saddle on his back, broken bridle hanging slack, The steed returned full gallop to the stall. By Blood and Field 24 And one who rode on a dark brown steed, Clean jointed, sinewy, spare, With the lean game head of the Blacklock breed. And the resolute eye that loved the lead, And the quarters massive and square — A tower of strength, with a promise of speed {There was Celtic blood in the pair). Finis Exoptatus ...... 40 Once at Ephesus. In Utrumque Paratus . . . . . 56 In a rattling gallop with hound and horse. Banker's Dream . . . . . .136 "Banker wins," "Banker's beat," "Cadger wins," "A dead heat." The Sick Stockrider . . . . . .168 To wheel the wild scrub cattle at the yard, With a running fire of stockwhips and a fiery run of hoofs ; Oh ! the hardest day was never then too hard ! From the Wreck 184 And faster and faster across the wide heath We rode till we raced. Then I gave her her head. And she — stretching out with the bit in her teeth — She caught him, outpaced him, and passed him, and led. vii THE LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS Wolf and Hound page 200 Then the mouth of the cavern faced me fair, As I turned and fronted the rocks. How we Beat the Favourite . . . .216 She rose when The Clown did — our silks as we bounded Brush'd lightly, our stirrups clash'd loud as we lit. The Rhyme of Joyous Guard . . . .248 With her through the Lyonesse I rode, Till the woods with the noontide fervour glow'd, And there for a space we halted, Where the intertwining branches made Cool carpets of olive tinted shade, And the floors with fretwork of flame inlaid From leafy lattices vaulted. The Romance of Britomarte .... 264 But she clear'd by inches the oaken boards, And she carried me yards beyond the dyke. SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT PODAS OKUS Am I waking ? Was I sleeping ? Dearest, are you watching yet ? Traces on your cheeks of weeping Glitter, 'tis in vain you fret ; Drifting ever ! drifting onward ! In the o^lass the brio-ht sand runs Steadily and slowly downward ; Hush'd are all the Myrmidons. Has Automedon been banish'd From his post beside my bed ? Where has Agamemnon vanished ? Where is warlike Diomed ? Where is Nestor? where Ulysses? Menelaus, where is he ? Call them not, more dear your kisses Than their prosings are to me. Daylight fades and night must follow, Low, where sea and sky combine, Droops the orb of great Apollo, Hostile god to me and mine. SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Throueh the tent's wide entrance stream- ing, In a flood of glory rare, Glides the golden sunset, gleaming On your golden gleaming hair. Chide him not, the leech who tarries, Surest aid were all too late ; Surer far the shaft of Paris, Winged by Phoebus and by fate ; When he crouch'd behind the gable, Had I once his features scann'd, Phoebus' self had scarce been able To have nerved his trembling hand. Blue-eyed maiden ! dear Athena ! Goddess chaste, and wise, and brave, From the snares of Polyxena Thou would'st fain thy favourite save. Tell me, is it not far better That it should be as it is ? Jove's behests we cannot fetter, Fate's decrees are always his. Many seek for peace and riches, Length of days and life of ease ; PODAS OKUS I have sought for one thing, which is Fairer unto me than these. Often, too, IVe heard the story, In my boyhood, of the doom Which the fates assign'd me — Glory, Coupled with an early tomb. Swift assault and sudden sally Underneath the Trojan wall ; Charge, and countercharge, and rally. War-cry loud, and trumpet call ; Doubtful strain of desp'rate battle, Cut and thrust and grapple fierce, Swords that ring on shields that rattle. Blades that gash and darts that pierce ;- I have done with these for ever ; By the loud resounding sea, Where the reedy jav'Iins quiver, There is now no place for me. Day by day our ranks diminish, We are falling day by day ; But our sons the strife will finish, Where man tarries, man must slay. 3 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Life, 'tis said, to all men sweet is, Death to all must bitter be ; Wherefore thus, oh, mother Thetis ? None can baffle Jove's decree; I am ready, I am willing, To resign my stormy life ; Weary of this long blood-spilling, Sated with this ceaseless strife. Shorter doom I've pictured dimly. On a bed of crimson sand ; Fighting hard and dying grimly, Silent lips, and striking hand ; But the toughest lives are brittle, And the bravest and the best Lightly fall — it matters little ; Now, I only long for rest. I have seen enough of slaughter, Seen Scamander's torrent red. Seen hot blood poured out like water, Seen the champaign heap'd with dead. Men will call me unrelenting. Pitiless, vindictive, stern ; Few will raise a voice dissenting, Few will better things discern. 4 PODAS OKUS Speak ! the fires of life are reeling, Like the wildfires on the marsh. Was I to a friend unfeeling ? Was I to a mistress harsh ? Was there nought save bloodshed throbbing In this heart and on this brow ? Whisper ! girl, in silence sobbing ! Dead Patroclus ! answer thou ! Dry those violet orbs that glisten, Darling, I have had my day ; Place your hand in mine and listen, Ere the strong soul cleaves its way Through the death mist hovering o'er me As the stout ship cleaves the wave, To my fathers, gone before me, To the gods who love the brave ! Courage, we must part for certain ; Shades that sink and shades that rise, Blending in a shroud-like curtain, Gather o'er these weary eyes. O'er the fields we used to roam, in Brighter days and lighter cheer, Gathers thus the quiet gloaming, — Now, I ween the end is near. 5 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT For the hand that clasps your fingers, Closing in the death-grip tight, Scarcely feels the warmth that lingers, Scarcely heeds the pressure light ; While the failing pulse that alters. Changing 'neath a death chill damp, Flickers, flutters, flags, and falters. Feebly, like a waning lamp. Think'st thou, love, 'twill chafe my ghost, in Hades' realm, where heroes shine. Should I hear the shepherd boasting To his Argive concubine ? Let him boast, the girlish victor, Let him brag ; not thus, I trow. Were the laurels torn from Hector, Not so very long ago. Does my voice sound thick and husky ? Is my hand no longer warm ? Round that neck where pearls look dusky Let me once more wind my arm ; Rest my head upon that shoulder. Where it rested oft of yore ; Warm and white, yet seeming colder Now than ere it seem'd before. 6 PODAS OKUS 'Twas the fraud of Priam's daughter, Not the force of Priam's son, Slew me — ask not why I sought her, 'Twas my doom — her work is done ! Fairer far than she, and dearer By a thousand-fold thou art ; Come, my own one, nestle nearer. Cheating death of half his smart. Slowly, while your amber tresses Shower down their golden rain. Let me drink those last caresses, Never to be felt again ; Yet th' Elysian halls are spacious, Somewhere near me, I may keep Room — who knows ? — The gods are gracious ; Lay me lower — let me sleep ! Lower yet, my senses wander, And my spirit seems to roll With the tide of swift Scamander, Rushing to a viewless goal. In my ears, like distant washing Of the surf upon the shore, 7 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Drones a murmur, faintly splashing, 'Tis the splash of Charon's oar. Lower yet, my own Briseis, Denser shadows veil the light ; Hush, what is to be, to be is. Close my eyes and say good-night. Lightly lay your red lips, kissing, On this cold mouth, while your thumbs Lie on these cold eyelids pressing — Pallas ! thus thy soldier comes ! 2 ^ M ■ > Ws i—t W» o:; i-H ■■n . Z 1 D GONE In Collins Street standeth a statue tall, A statue tall on a pillar of stone, Telling its story, to great and small, Of the dust reclaimed from the sand waste lone ; Weary and wasted, and worn and wan, Feeble and faint, and languid and low. He lay on the desert a dying man ; Who has gone, my friend, where we all must go. There are perils by land, and perils by water, Short, I ween, are the obsequies Of the landsman lost, but they may be shorter With the mariner lost in the trackless seas ; And well for him, when the timbers start. And the stout ship reels and settles below. Who goes to his doom with as bold a heart As that dead man gone where we all must go. Man is stubborn his rights to yield. And redder than dews at eventide 9 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Are the dews of battle, shed on the field, By a nation's wrath or a despot's pride ; But few who have heard their death-knell roll. From the cannon's lips where they faced the foe, Have fallen as stout and steady of soul. As that dead man gone where we all must go. Traverse yon spacious burial-ground. Many are sleeping soundly there, Who pass'd with mourners standing around, Kindred, and friends, and children fair ; Did he envy such ending ? 'twere hard to say ; Had he cause to envy such ending ? no ; Can the spirit feel for the senseless clay. When it once has gone where we all must go ? What matters the sand or the whitening chalk, The blighted herbage, the black'ning log, The crooked beak of the eagle-hawk. Or the hot, red tongue of the native dog ? That couch was rugged, those sextons rude, Yet, in spite of a leaden shroud, we know lO GONE That the bravest and fairest are earth-worms' food When once they've gone where we all must go. With the pistol clenched in his failing hand, With the death mist spread o'er his fading eyes, He saw the sun go down on the sand. And he slept, and never saw it rise ; 'Tw^as well ; he toil'd till his task was done, Constant and calm in his latest throe. The storm was weathered, the battle was won, When he went, my friends, where we all must go. God grant that whenever, soon or late, Our course is run and our goal is reach'd, We may meet our fate as steady and straight As he whose bones in yon desert bleach'd ; No tears are needed — our cheeks are dry, We have none to waste upon living woe ; Shall we sigh for one who has ceased to sigh, Having gone, my friends, where we all must go ? II SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT We tarry yet, we are toiling still, He is gone and he fares the best, He fought against odds, he struggled up hill, He has fairly earned his season of rest ; No tears are needed — fill out the wine, Let the goblets clash, and the grape juice flow ; Ho ! pledge me a death-drink, comrade mine, To a brave man gone where we all must go. UNSHRIVEN Oh ! the sun rose on the lea, and the bird sang merrilie, And the steed stood ready harness'd in the hall, And he left his lady's bower, and he sought the eastern tower, And he lifted cloak and weapon from the wall. *' We were wed but yester-noon, must we separate so soon, Must you travel unassoiled and, aye, un- shriven. With the blood stain on your hand, and the red streak on your brand, And your guilt all unconfess't and unfor- given r '* Tho' it were but yester-even we were wedded, still unshriven, Across the moor this morning I must ride ; I must gallop fast and straight, for my errand will not wait ; Fear naught, I shall return at eventide." SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT '' If I fear, it is for thee, thy weal is dear to me, Yon moor with retribution seemeth rife ; As we've sown so must we reap, and I've started in my sleep At the voice of the avenger, ' life for life.' " '* My arm is strong, I ween, and my trusty blade is keen, And the courser that I ride is swift and sure. And I cannot break my oath, though to leave thee I am loth, There is one that I must meet upon the moor." • • • • • Oh ! the sun shone on the lea, and the bird sang merrilie, Down the avenue and through the iron gate, Spurr'd and belted, so he rode, steel to draw and steel to goad, And across the moor he gallop'd fast and straight. Oh ! the sun shone on the lea, and the bird sang full of glee, 14 UNSHRIVEN Ere the mists of evening gather'd chill and grey ; But the wild bird's merry note on the deaf ear never smote, And the sunshine never warm'd the lifeless clay. Ere the sun began to droop, or the mist began to stoop, The youthful bride lay swooning in the hall; Empty saddle on his back, broken bridle hanging slack. The steed returned full gallop to the stall. Oh ! the sun sank in the sea, and the wind wailed drearilie ; Let the bells in yonder monastery toll, For the night wrack nestles dark round the body stiff and stark. And unshriven to its Maker flies the soul. YE WEARIE WAYFARER HYS BALLAD IN EIGHT FYTTES Fytte I BY WOOD AND WOLD A PREAMBLE "Beneath the greenwood bough," — W. Scott. Lightly the breath of the spring wind blows, Though laden with faint perfume, 'Tis the fraofrance rare that the bushman knows, The scent of the wattle bloom. Two-thirds of our journey at least are done. Old horse ! let us take a spell In the shade from the glare of the noon-day sun. Thus far we have travell'd well ; Your bridle I'll slip, your saddle ungirth. And lay them beside this log. For you'll roll in that track of reddish earth, And shake like a water-dog. Upon yonder rise there's a clump of trees — Their shadows look cool and broad — i6 YE WEARIE WAYFARER You can crop the grass as fast as you please While I stretch my limbs on the sward ; 'Tis pleasant, I ween, with a leafy screen O'er the weary head, to lie On the mossy carpet of emerald green, 'Neath the vault of the azure sky ; Thus all alone by the wood and wold, 1 yield myself once again To the memories old, that like tales fresh told, Come flittino- across the brain. Fytte II BY FLOOD AND FIELD A LEGEND OF THE COTTISWOLD " They have saddled a hundred milk-white steeds, They have bridled a hundred black." — Old Ballad. " He turned in his saddle, now follow who dare, I ride for my country, quoth * * ." — Lawrence. I remember the lowering wintry morn. And the mist on the Cotswold hills. Where I once heard the blast of the hunts- man's horn. Not far from the seven rills. Jack Esdale was there, and Hugh St Clair, Bob Chapman, and Andrew Kerr, 2 17 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT And big George Griffiths on Devil- May- Care, And — black Tom Oliver. And one who rode on a dark brown steed, Clean jointed, sinewy, spare, With the lean game head of the Blacklock breed, And the resolute eye that loves the lead, And the quarters massive and square — A tower of strength, with a promise of speed (There was Celtic blood in the pair). I remember how merry a start we got. When the red fox broke from the gorse. In a country so deep, with a scent so hot, That the hound could outpace the horse ; I remember how few in the front rank shew'd. How endless appeared the tail, On the brown hill side, where we cross'd the road And headed towards the vale. The dark brown steed on the left was there, On the right was a dappled grey, And between the pair on a chestnut mare The duffer who writes this lay. i8 YE WEARIE WAYFARER What business had '' this child " there to ride ? But little or none at all ; Yet I held my own for a while in **the pride That goeth before a fall." Though rashness can hope for but one result, We are heedless when fate draws nigh us, And the maxim holds good, " Qiieni perdere vult Deus, elemental prius.'' The right hand man to the left hand said, As down in the vale we went, *' Harden your heart like a millstone, Ned, And set your face as flint : Solid and tall is the rasping wall That stretches before us yonder ; You must have it at speed or not at all, 'Twere better to halt than to ponder, For the stream runs wide on the take-off side. And washes the clay bank under ; Here goes for a pull, 'tis a madman's ride. And a broken neck if you blunder." No word in reply his comrade spoke, Nor waver'd, nor once look'd round, 19 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT But I saw him shorten his horse's stroke As we splash'd through the marshy ground ; I remember the laugh that all the while On his quiet features play'd : — So he rode to his death, with that careless smile, In the van of the " Light Brigade " ; So stricken by Russian grape, the cheer Rang out, w^hile he toppled back, From the shattered lungs as merry and clear As it did when it roused the pack. Let never a tear his memory stain. Give his ashes never a sigh, One of many who perished, not in vain. As a type of our chivalry — I remember one thrust he gave to his hat, And two to the flanks of the brown, And still as a statue of old he sat. And he shot to the front, hands down ; I remember the snort and the stag-like bound Of the steed six lengths to the fore. And the laugh of the rider while, landing sound, 20 YE WEARIE WAYFARER He turned in his saddle and glanced around ; I remember — but little more, Save a bird's-eye gleam of the dashing stream, A jarring thud on the wall, A shock and the blank of a nightmare's dream — I was down with a stunning fall. Fytte III ZU DER EDLEN YAGD A TREATISE ON TREES VINE-TREE V. SADDLE-TREE "Now, welcome, welcome, masters mine, Thrice welcome to the noble chase, Nor earthly sport, nor sport divine, Can take such honourable place." — Ballad of the Wild Htititsinan {free translation). I remember some words my father said, When I was an urchin vain ; — God rest his soul, in his narrow bed These ten long years he hath lain. When I think one drop of the blood he bore This faint heart surely must hold, It may be my fancy and nothing more. But the faint heart seemeth bold. He said, that as from the blood of grape. Or from juice distilled from the grain, 21 SEA SPRAY &' SMOKE DRIFT False vigour, soon to evaporate, Is lent to nerve and brain ; So the coward will dare on the gallant horse What he never would dare alone, Because he exults in a borrowed force, And a hardihood not his own. And it may be so, yet this difference lies 'Twixt the vine and the saddle-tree, The spurious courage that drink supplies Sets our baser passions free ; But the stimulant which the horseman feels When he gallops fast and straight, To his better nature most appeals, And charity conquers hate. As the kindly sunshine thaws the snow. E'en malice and spite will yield. We could almost welcome our mortal foe In the saddle by flood and field ; And chivalry dawns in the merry tale That *' Market Harborough " writes, And the yarns of " Nimrod " and '' Martin- gale " Seem legends of loyal knights. 22 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Now tell me for once, old horse of mine, Grazing round me loose and free, Does your ancient equine heart repine For a burst in such companie, Where " the Powers that be " in the front rank ride, To hold your own with the throng, Or to plunge at '' Faugh-a-Ballagh's" side In the rapids of Dandenong? Don't tread on my toes, you're no foolish weight, So I found to my cost, as under Your carcase 1 lay, when you rose too late. Yet I blame you not for the blunder. What ! sulky old man, your under lip falls ! You think I, too, ready to rail am At your kinship remote to that duffer at walls. The talkative roadster of Balaam. SEA SPRAY &' SMOKE DRIFT Fytte IV IN UTRUMQUE PARATUS A LOGICAL DISCUSSION " Then hey for boot and hor?e, lad ! And round the world away ! Young blood will have its course, lad I And every dog his day ! " — C. Kingsley. There's a formula which the west country- clowns Once used, ere their blows fell thick, At the fairs on the Devon and Cornwall downs In their bouts with the single-stick. You may read a moral, not far amiss, If you care to moralise, In the crossing guard, where the ash-plants kiss, To the words '' God spare our eyes." No game was ever yet worth a rap For a rational man to play, Into which no accident, no mishap. Could possibly find its way. If you hold the willow, a shooter from Wills May transform you into a hopper, And the football meadow is rife with spills. If you feel disposed for a cropper ; 24 BY FLOOD AND FIELD And one who rode on a d»rk browa steed, Clean jointed, lidcwjr, spare, With the lean g»mc bead of the BUckloctfc ^)reed, And the retolute eye that loved the lead. And the quarter? massiTe and •quarc— A tower of strength, with » promise of npc- : (There ws« '^'>:''"'' ^k^-^^ *n t'^-*^ rfi*r>. YE WEARIE WAYFARER In a rattling gallop with hound and horse You may chance to reverse the medal On the sward, with the saddle your loins across, And your hunter's loins on the saddle ; In the stubbles you'll find it hard to frame A remonstrance firm, yet civil, When oft as ''our mutual friend" takes aim, Long odds may be laid on the rising game. And against your gaiters level ; There's danger even where fish are caught To those who a wetting fear ; For what's worth having must aye be bought, And sport's like life and life's like sport, '' It ain't all skittles and beer." The honey bag lies close to the sting. The rose is fenced by the thorn, Shall we leave to others their gathering, And turn from clustering fruits that cling To the garden wall in scorn ? Albeit those purple grapes hang high. Like the fox in the ancient tale. Let us pause and try, ere we pass them by. Though we, like the fox, may fail. 25 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT All hurry is worse than useless ; think On the adage, '* 'Tis pace that kills " ; Shun bad tobacco, avoid strong drink, Abstain from Hollo way's pills, Wear woollen socks, they're the best you'll find, Beware how you leave off flannel ; And, whatever you do, don't change your mind When once you have picked your panel ; With a bank of cloud in the south-south-east, Stand ready to shorten sail ; Fight shy of a corporation feast ; Don't trust to a martingale ; Keep your powder dry, and shut one eye, Not both, when you touch your trigger ; Don't stop with your head too frequently (This advice ain't meant for a nigger) ; Look before you leap, if you like, but if You mean leaping, don't look long. Or the weakest place will soon grow stiff. And the strongest doubly strong ; As far as you can, to every man, Let your aid be freely given, And hit out straight, 'tis your shortest plan. When against the ropes you're driven. 26 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Mere pluck, though not in the least sublime, Is wiser than blank dismay, Since " No sparrow can fall before its time," And we're valued higher than they ; So hope for the best, and leave the rest In charge of a stronger hand, Like the honest boors in the far-off west. With the formula terse and grand. They were men, for the most part rough and rude, Dull and illiterate, But they nursed no quarrel, they cherished no feud, They were strangers to spite and hate ; In a kindly spirit they took their stand. That brothers and sons might learn How a man should uphold the sports of his land, And strike his best with a strong right hand, And take his strokes in return. ** 'Twas a barbarous practice," the quaker cries, " 'Tis a thing of the past, thank heaven " — 27 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Keep your thanks till the combative instinct dies With the taint of the olden leaven ; Yes, the times are changed, for better or worse. The prayer that no harm befall Has given its place to a drunken curse, And the manly game to a brawl. Our burdens are heavy, our natures weak, Some pastime devoid of harm May we look for ? " Puritan elder, speak ! " " Yea, friend, perad venture thou may est seek Recreation singing a psalm." If I did, your visage so grim and stern Would relax in a ghastly smile, For of music I never one note could learn. And my feeble minstrelsy would turn Your chant to discord vile. Tho' the Philistine's mail could naught avail, Nor the spear like a weaver's beam. There are episodes yet in the Psalmist's tale, To obliterate which his poems fail. Which his exploits fail to redeem. Can the Hittite's wrongs forgotten be? 28 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Does HE warble '' Non nobis Domine,'' With his monarch in blissful concert, free From all malice to flesh inherent ; Zeruiah's offspring, who served so well, Yet between the horns of the altar fell — Does HIS voice the " Quid gloriaris'' swell, Or the '' Quare fremuertifit " ? It may well be thus, where David sings, And Uriah joins in the chorus, But while earth to earthy matter clings, Neither you nor the bravest of Judah's kings As a pattern can stand before us. Fytte V LEX TALIONIS A MORAL DISCOURSE *' And if there's blood upon his hand, 'Tis but the blood of deer." — W. Scott. To beasts of the field, and fowls of the air, And fish of the sea alike, Man's hand is ever slow to spare, And ever ready to strike ; With a license to kill, and to work our will. In season by land or by water, 29 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT To our heart's content we may take our fill Of the joys we derive from slaughter. And few, I reckon, our rights gainsay In this world of rapine and wrong, Where the weak and the timid seem lawful prey For the resolute and the strong ; Fins, furs, and feathers, they are and were For our use and pleasure created, We can shoot, and hunt, and angle, and snare. Unquestioned, if not unsated. I have neither the will nor the right to blame, Yet to many (though not to all) The sweets of destruction are somewhat tame, When no personal risks befall ; Our victims suffer but little, we trust (Mere guess work and blank enigma), If they suffer at all, our field sports must Of cruelty bear the stigma. Shall we, hard-hearted to their fates, thus Soft-hearted shrink from our own. When the measure we mete is meted to us, When we reap as we've always sown ? 30 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Shall we who for pastime have squander'd life, Who are styled '' the Lords of Creation," Recoil from our chance of more equal strife, And our risk of retaliation ? Though short is the dying pheasant's pain, Scant pity you may well spare, And the partridge slain is a triumph vain, And a risk that a child may dare ; You feel, when you lower the smoking gun. Some ruth for yon slaughtered hare, And hit or miss, in your selfish fun The widgeon has little share. But you've no remorseful qualms or pangs When you kneel by the grizzly's lair, On that conical bullet your sole chance hangs, 'Tis the weak one's advantage fair, And the shaggy giant's terrific fangs Are ready to crush and tear ; Should you miss, one vision of home and friend, Five words of unfinish'd prayer, Three savage knife stabs, so your sport ends 31 SEA SPRAY &' SMOKE DRIFT In the worrying grapple that chokes and rends ; — Rare sport, at least, for the bear. Short shrift ! sharp fate ! dark doom to dree ! Hard struggle, tho' quickly ending ! At home or abroad, by land or sea, In peace or war, sore trials must be. And worse may happen to you or to me, For none are secure, and none can flee From a destiny impending. Ah ! friend, did you think when the London sank, Timber by timber, plank by plank, In a cauldron of boiling surf, How alone at least, with never a flinch. In a rally contested inch by inch. You could fall on the trampled turf? When a livid wall of the sea leaps high. In the lurid light of a leaden sky. And bursts on the quarter railing ; While the howling storm-gust seems to vie With the crash of splintered beams that fly, Yet fails too oft to smother the cry Of women and children wailing ? 32 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Then those who listen in sinking ships, To despairing sobs from their lov'd one's lips, Where the green wave thus slowly shatters, May long for the crescent-claw that rips The bison into ribbons and strips, And tears the strong elk to tatters. Oh ! sunderings short of body and breath ! Oh ! '* battle and murder and sudden death ! " Against which the Liturgy preaches ; By the will of a just, yet a merciful Power, Less bitter, perchance, in the mystic hour, When the wings of the shadowy angel lower. Than man in his blindness teaches ! Fytte VI POTTERS' CLAY AN ALLEGORICAL INTERLUDE ** Nee propter vitam vivendi perdere causas." Though the pitcher that goes to the sparkling rill Too oft gets broken at last, There are scores of others its place to fill When its earth to the earth is cast ; Keep that pitcher at home, let it never roam, But lie like a useless clod, 3 33 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Yet sooner or later the hour will come When its chips are thrown to the sod. Is it wise, then, say, in the waning day, When the vessel is crack't and old, •To cherish the battered potters' clay. As though it were virgin gold ? Take care of yourself, dull, boorish elf. Though prudent and safe you seem. Your pitcher will break on the musty shelf, And mine by the dazzling stream. Fytte VII CITO PEDE PRETERIT JETAS A PHILOSOPHICAL DISSERTATION " Gillian's dead, God rest her bier — How I loved her many years syne ; Marion's married, but I sit here, Alive and merry at three-score year, Dipping my nose in Gascoigne wine." IVamda's Song. — Thackeray. A mellower light doth Sol afford. His meridian glare has passed. And the trees on the broad and sloping sward Their lengthening shadows cast. " Time flies." The current will be no joke. If swollen by recent rain, 34 YE WEARIE WAYFARER To cross in the dark, so I'll have a smoke And then Til be off again. What's up, old horse ? Your ears you prick, And your eager eyeballs glisten ; Tis the wild dog's note, in the tea-tree thick. By the river, to which you listen. With head erect, and tail flung out, For a gallop you seem to beg. But I feel the qualm of a chilling doubt As I glance at your fav'rite leg. Let the dingo rest, 'tis all for the best, In this world there's room enough For him and you and me and the rest, And the country is awful rough. We've had our gallop in days of yore. Now down the hill we must run. Yet at times we long for one gallop more, Although it were only one. Did our spirits quail at a new four-rail. Could a '* double" double-bank us, Ere nerve and sinew began to fail In the consulship of Plancus ? 35 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT When our blood ran rapidly, and when Our bones were pliant and limber, Could we stand a merry cross-counter then, A slogging fall over timber ? Arcades ambo ! Duffers both, In our best of days, alas ! (I tell the truth, though to tell it loth) 'Tis time we were gone to grass ; The young leaves shoot, the sere leaves fall, And the old gives way to the new. While the preacher cries, ** 'Tis vanity all. And vexation of spirit too." Now over my head the vapours curl From the bowl of the soothing clay. In the misty forms that eddy and whirl My thoughts are flitting away ; Yes, the preacher's right, 'tis vanity all. But the sweeping rebuke he showers On vanities all may heaviest fall On vanities worse than ours. We have no wish to exaggerate The worth of the sports we prize, 36 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Some toil for their church, and some for their state, And some for their merchandise ; Some traffic and trade in the city's mart, Some travel by land and sea, Some follow science, some cleave to art, And some to scandal and tea ; And some for their country and their queen Would fight, if the chance they had. Good sooth, 'twere a sorry world, I ween, If we all went galloping mad ; Yet if once we efface the joys of the chase From the land, and out-root the Stud, Good-bye to the Anglo-Saxon Race ! Farewell to the Norman Blood! Where the burn runs down to the uplands brown From the heights of the snow-clad range, What anodyne drawn from the stifling town Can be reckon'd a fair exchange For the stalker's stride, on the mountain side, In the bracing northern weather, 37 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT To the slopes where couch, in their antler'd pride, The deer on the perfum'd heather. Oh ! the vigour with which the air is rife ! The spirit of joyous motion ; The fever, the fulness of animal life, Can be drain'd from no earthly potion ! The lungs with the living gas grow light, And the limbs feel the strength of ten, While the chest expands with its madd'ning might, God's glorious oxgyen. Thus the measur'd stroke, on elastic sward, Of the steed three parts extended. Hard held, the breath of his nostrils broad With the golden ether blended ; Then the leap, the rise from the springy turf, The rush through the buoyant air, And the light shock landing — the veriest serf Is an emperor then and there ! Such scenes ! sensation and sound and sight ! To some undiscover'd shore 38 YE WEARIE WAYFARER On the current of Time's remorseless flight, Have they swept to return no more ? While, like phantoms bright of the fever'd night. That have vex'd our slumbers of yore. You follow us still in your ghostly might, Dead days that have gone before. Vain dreams, again and again retold, Must you crowd on the weary brain, Till the fingers are cold that entwin'd of old Round foil and trigger and rein. Till stay'd for aye are the roving feet, Till the restless hands are quiet, Till the stubborn heart has forgotten to beat. Till the hot blood has ceas'd to riot. In Exeter Hall the saint may chide. The sinner may scoff outright, The Bacchanal steep'd in the flagon's tide, Or the sensual Sybarite ; But Nolan's name will flourish in fame. When our galloping days are past. When we go from the place from whence we came. Perchance to find rest at last. 39 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Thy riddles grow dark, oh ! drifting cloud, And thy misty shapes grow drear, Thou hang'st in the air like a shadowy shroud. But I am of lighter cheer ; Though our future lot is a sable blot, Though the wise ones of earth will blame us, Though our saddles will rot, and our rides be forgot, •* DUM ViVIMUS, ViVAMUS ! " Fytte VIII FINIS EXOPTATUS A METAPHYSICAL SONG •* There's something in this world amiss Shall be unriddled by-and-bye."— Tennyson. Boot and saddle, see, the slanting Rays begin to fall, Flinging lights and colours flaunting Through the shadows tall. Onward ! onward ! must we travel ? When will come the goal? Riddle I may not unravel, Cease to vex my soul. 40 FINIS F.XOPTATUS Ontc at Ephcsus YE WEARIE WAYFARER Harshly break those peals of laughter From the jays aloft, Can we guess what they cry after, We have heard them oft ; Perhaps some strain of rude thanksgiving Mingles in their song, Are they glad that they are living ? Are they right or wrong ? Right, 'tis joy that makes them call so. Why should they be sad ? Certes ! we are living also. Shall not we be glad ? Onward ! onward ! must we travel ? Is the goal more near? Riddle we may not unravel. Why so dark and drear ? Yon small bird his hymn outpouring On the branch close by, Recks not for the kestrel soaring In the nether sky. Though the hawk with wings extended Poises overhead, Motionless as though suspended By a viewless thread. 41 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT See, he stoops, nay, shooting forward With the arrow's flight, Swift and straight away to nor' ward Sails he out of sight. Onward ! onward ! thus we travel, Comes the goal more nigh ? Riddle we may not unravel, Who shall make reply ? Ha ! Friend Ephraim, saint or sinner, Tell me if you can — Tho' we may not judge the inner By the outer man. Yet by girth of broadcloth ample, And by cheeks that shine, Surely you set no example In the fasting line — Could you, like yon bird, discov'ring Fate as close at hand, As the kestrel o'er him hov'ring, Still, as he did, stand ? Trusting grandly, singing gaily, Confident and calm. Not one false note in your daily Hymn or weekly psalm ? 42 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Oft your oily tones are heard in Chapel, where you preach, This the everlasting burden Of the tale you teach : ** We are d — d, our sins are deadly, You alone are heal'd " — 'Twas not thus their gospel redly Saints and martyrs seal'd. You had seem'd more like a martyr, Than you seem to us, To the beasts that caught a Tartar Once at Ephesus ; Rather than the stout apostle Of the Gentiles, who, Pagan-like, could cuff and wrestle, They'd have chosen you. Yet, I ween, on such occasion Your dissenting voice Would have been, in mild persuasion. Raised against their choice ; Man of peace, and man of merit, Pompous, wise, and grave, Ephraim ! is it flesh or spirit You strive most to save ? 43 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Vain is half this care and caution O'er the earthly shell, We can neither baffle nor shun Dark-plumed Azrael. Onward ! onward ! still we wander, Nearer draws the goal ; Half the riddle's read, we ponder Vainly on the whole. Eastward ! in the pink horizon, Fleecy hillocks shame This dim range dull earth that lies on, Tinged with rosy flame. Westward ! as a stricken giant Stoops his bloody crest. And tho' vanquish'd, frowns defiant, Sinks the sun to rest. Distant yet, approaching quickly, From the shades that lurk, Like a black pall gathers thickly Night, when none may work. Soon our restless occupation Shall have ceas'd to be ; Units ! in God's vast creation, Ciphers ! what are we ? 44 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Onward ! onward ! oh ! faint-hearted ; Nearer and more near Has the goal drawn since we started, Be of better cheer. Preacher ! all forbearance ask, for All are worthless found, Man must aye take man to task for Faults while earth goes round. On this dank soil thistles muster, Thorns are broadcast sown ; See not figs where thistles cluster, Grapes where thorns have grown. Sun and rain and dew from heaven. Light and shade and air. Heat and moisture freely given. Thorns and thistles share. Vegetation rank and rotten Feels the cheering ray ; Not uncared for, unforgotten, We, too, have our day. Unforgotten ! though we cumber Earth, we work His will. 45 SEA SPRAYS SMOKE DRIFT Shall we sleep through night's long slumber Unforgotten still? Onward ! onward ! toiling ever, Weary steps and slow, Doubting oft, despairing never, To the goal we go ! Hark ! the bells on distant cattle Waft across the range, Through the golden-tufted wattle. Music low and strange ; Like the marriage peal of fairies Comes the tinkling sound, Or like chimes of sweet St Mary's On far English ground. How my courser champs the snaffle, And with nostril spread, Snorts and scarcely seems to ruffle Fern leaves with his tread ; Cool and pleasant on his haunches Blows the evening breeze, Through the overhanging branches Of the wattle trees : Onward ! to the Southern Ocean, Glides the breath of Spring. 46 YE WEARIE WAYFARER Onward, with a dreamy motion, I, too, glide and sing — Forward ! forward ! still we wander — Tinted hills that lie In the red horizon yonder — Is the goal so nigh? Whisper, spring-wind, softly singing, Whisper in my ear ; Respite and nepenthe bringing, Can the goal be near ? Laden with the dew of vespers. From the fragrant sky. In my ear the wind that whispers Seems to make reply — '* Question not, but live and labour Till yon goal be won. Helping every feeble neighbour, Seeking help from none ; Life is mostly froth and bubble, Two things stand like stone, Kindness in another's trouble. Courage in your own." 47 SEA SPRAY &' SMOKE DRIFT Courage, comrades, this is certain, All is for the best — There are lights behind the curtain — Gentles, let us rest. As the smoke-wrack veers to seaward. From the ''ancient clay," With its moral drifting leeward, Ends the wanderer's lay. SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT BORROWED PLUMES A PREFACE AND A PIRACY PROLOGUE Of borrow'd plumes I take the sin, My extracts will apply- To some few silly songs which in These pages scatter'd lie. The words are Edgar Allan Poe's, As any man may see, But what a Poe-X. wrote in prose, Shall make blank verse for me. EPILOGUE And now that my theft stands detected, The first of my extracts may call To some of the rhymes here collected, Your notice, the second to all. 4 49 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Ah ! friends, you may shake your head sadly, Yet this much you'll say for my verse, I've written of old something badly, But written anew something worse. PASTOR CUM TRANSLATION FROM HORACE When he, that shepherd false, 'neath Phrygian sails, Carried his hostess Helen o'er the seas, In fitful slumber Nereus hush'd the gales. That he might sing their future destinies. A curse to your ancestral home you take With her, whom Greece, with many a soldier bold, Shall seek again, in concert sworn to break Your nuptial ties and Priam's kingdom old. Alas ! what sweat from man and horse must flow, What devastation to the Trojan realm You carry, even now doth Pallas show Her wrath — preparing buckler, car, and helm. In vain, secure in Aphrodite's care. You comb your locks, and on the girlish lyre Select the strains most pleasant to the fair ; In vain, on couch reclining, you desire To shun the darts that threaten, and the thrust 51 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Of Cretan lance, the battle's wild turmoil, And Ajax swift to follow — in the dust Condemned, though late, your wanton curls to soil. Ah ! see you not where (fatal to your race), Laertes' son comes with the Pylean sage ; Fearless alike, with Teucer joins the chase Stenelaus, skill'd the fistic strife to wage, Nor less expert the fiery steeds to quell ; And Meriones, you must know. Behold A warrior, than his sire more fierce and fell, To find you rages, — Diomed the bold. Whom, like the stag that, far across the vale The wolf being seen, no herbage can allure. So fly you, panting sorely, dastard pale ! — Not thus you boasted to your paramour. Achilles' anger for a space defers The day of wrath to Troy and Trojan dame ; Inevitable glide the allotted years. And Dardan roofs must waste in Argive flame. A LEGEND OF MADRID [translated from the Spanish] Francesca Crush't and throng'd are all the places In our amphitheatre, 'Midst a sea of swarming faces I can yet distinguish her ; Dost thou triumph, dark-brow'd Nina? Is my secret known to thee ? On the sands of yon arena I shall yet my vengeance see. Now through portals fast careering Picadors are disappearing ; Now the barriers nimbly clearing Has the hindmost chulo flown. Clots of dusty crimson streaking. Brindled flanks and haunches reeking, Wheels the wild bull, vengeance seeking, On the matador alone. Features by sombrero shaded. Pale and passionless and cold ; Doublet richly laced and braided, Trunks of velvet slash'd with gold, Blood-red scarf, and bare Toledo, — Mask more subtle, and disguise 53 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Far less shallow, thou dost need, oh Traitor, to deceive my eyes. Shouts of noisy acclamation, Breathing savage expectation. Greet him while he takes his station Leisurely, disdaining haste ; Now he doffs his tall sombrero, Fools ! applaud your butcher hero, Ye would idolise a Nero, Pandering to public taste. From the restless Guadalquiver To my sire's estates he came, Woo'd and won me, — how I shiver! Though my temples burn with shame. I, a proud and high-born lady, Daughter of an ancient race, 'Neath the vine and olive shade I Yielded to a churl's embrace. To a churl my vows were plighted. Well my madness he requited. Since, by priestly ties, united To the muleteer's child ; x\nd my prayers are wafted o'er him, 54 A LEGEND OF MADRID That the bull may crush and gore him, Since the love that once I bore him Has been changed to hatred wild. Nina, Save him ! aid him ! oh Madonna ! Two are slain if he is slain ; Shield his life, and guard his honour, Let me not entreat in vain. Sullenly the brindled savage Tears and tosses up the sand ; Horns that rend and hoofs that ravage, How shall man your shock withstand ? On the shaggy neck and head lie Frothy flakes, the eyeballs redly Flash, the horns so sharp and deadly Lower, short, and strong, and straight ; Fast, and furious, and fearless. Now he charges ; — virgin peerless, Lifting lids, all dry and tearless, At thy throne I supplicate. Francesca Cool and calm, the perjured varlet Stands on strongly planted heel, 55 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT In his left a strip of scarlet, In his right a streak of steel ; Ah ! the monster topples over, Till his haunches strike the plain ! — Low-born clown and lying lover, Thou hast conquer'd once again. JVzna Sweet Madonna, maiden mother. Thou hast saved him, and no other ; Now the tears I cannot smother, Tears of joy, my vision blind ; Where thou sittest I am gazing, These glad, misty eyes upraising, I have pray'd, and I am praising, Bless thee ! bless thee ! virgin kind. Francesca While the crowd still sways and surges, Ere the applauding shouts have ceas'd, See, the second bull emerges — 'Tis the famed Cordovan beast, — By the picador ungoaded, Scathless of the chulo's dart. 56 IN UTRUMQUE PARATUS In a rattli-Tjf gallop with hound ani horse A LEGEND OF MADRID Slay him, and with guerdon loaded, And with honours crown'd depart. No vain brutish strife he wages. Never uselessly he rages, And his cunning, as he ages, With his hatred seems to grow ; Though he stands amid the cheering. Sluggish to the eye appearing, Few will venture on the spearing Of so resolute a foe. Nina Courage, there is little danger. Yonder dull-eyed craven seems Fitter far for stall and manger Than for scarf and blade that gleams. Shorter, and of frame less massive, Than his comrade lying low, Tame, and cowardly, and passive, — He will prove a feebler foe. I have done with doubt and anguish. Fears like dews in sunshine languish. Courage, husband, we shall vanquish. Thou art calm and so am I. For the rush he has not waited, 57 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT On he strides with step elated, And the steel with blood unsated, Leaps to end the butchery. Francesca Tyro ! mark the brands of battle On those shoulders dusk and dun, Such as he is, are the cattle Skiird tauridors gladly shun ; Warier than the Andalusian, Swifter far, though not so large, Think'st thou, to his own confusion. He, like him, will blindly charge ? Inch by inch the brute advances. Stealthy yet vindictive glances, Horns as straight as levell'd lances, Crouching withers, stooping haunches; — Closer yet, until the tightening Strain of rapt excitement height'ning Grows oppressive. Ha ! like lightning On his enemy he launches. Nina O'er the horn'd front drops the streamer. In the nape the sharp steel hisses, 58 A LEGEND OF MADRID Glances, grazes, — Christ ! Redeemer ! By a hair the spine he misses. Francesca Hark ! that shock like muffled thunder, Booming from the Pyrenees ! Both are down — the man is under — Now he struggles to his knees. Now he sinks, his features leaden Sharpen rigidly and deaden, Sands beneath him soak and redden. Skies above him spin and veer ; Through the doublet, torn and riven, Where the stunted horn was driven, Wells the life blood — We are even, Daughter of the muleteer ! FAUCONSHAWE (a ballad) To fetch clear water out of the spring The little maid Margaret ran, From the stream to the castle's western wing It was but a bowshot span ; On the sedgy brink where the osiers cling Lay a dead man, pallid and wan. The lady Mabel rose from her bed, And walked in the castle hall, Where the porch through the western turret led, She met with her handm.aid small ! '' What aileth thee, Margaret ? " the lady said, '' Hast let thy pitcher fall ? ** Say, what hast thou seen by the streamlet side, A nymph or a water sprite ? That thou comest with eyes so wild and wide, And with cheeks so ghostly white ? " '* Nor nymph nor sprite," the maiden cried, '* But the corpse of a slaughtered knight." 60 FAUCONSHAWE The lady Mabel summon'd straight To her presence Sir Hugh de Vere, Of the guests who tarried within the gate Of Fauconshawe, most dear Was he to that lady ; betrothed in state They had been since many a year. *' Little Margaret sayeth a dead man lies By the western spring, Sir Hugh ; I can scarce believe that the maiden lies — Yet scarce can believe her true." And the knight replies, '' Till we test her eyes Let her words gain credence due." Down the rocky path knight and lady led, While guests and retainers bold Followed in haste, for like wildfire spread The news by the maiden told. They found 'twas even as she had said — The corpse had some while been cold. How the spirit had pass'd in the moments last There was little trace to reveal ; On the still, calm face lay no imprint ghast, Save the angel's solemn seal, 6i SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Yet the hands were clench'd in a death-grip fast, And the sods stamp't down by the heel. Sir Hugh by the side of the dead man knelt, Said, ** Full well these features I know, We have faced each other where blows were dealt, And he was a stalwart foe ; I had rather have met him hilt to hilt Than have found him lying low." He turn'd the body up on its face, And never a word was spoken, While he ripp'd the doublet, and tore the lace, And tugg'd — by the self-same token, — And strain'd, till he wrench't it out of its place, The dagger-blade that was broken. Then he turn'd the body over again, And said, while he rose upright, ** May the brand of Cain, with its withering stain. On the murderer's forehead light. For he never was slain on the open plain, Nor yet in the open fight." 62 FAUCONSHAWE Solemn and stern were the words he spoke, And he look'd at his lady's men, But his speech no answering echoes woke, All were silent there and then, Till a clear, cold voice the silence broke : — Lady Mabel cried, '^ Amen." His glance met hers, the twain stood hush'd, With the dead between them there ; But the blood to her snowy temples rush't Till it tinged the roots of her hair. Then paled, but a thin red streak still flush't In the midst of her forehead fair. Four yeomen raised the corpse from the ground, At a sign from Sir Hugh de Vere, It was borne to the western turret round, And laid on a knightly bier, With never a sob nor a mourning sound, — No friend to the dead was near. Yet that night was neither revel nor dance In the halls of Fauconshawe ; Men look'd askance with a doubtful glance At Sir Hugh, for they stood in awe 63 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Of his prowess, but he, like one in a trance, Regarded naught that he saw. Night, black and chill, wind gathering still, With its wail in the turret tall, And its headlong blast like a catapult cast On the crest of the outer wall. And its hail and rain on the crashing pane, Till the glassy splinters fall ; A moody knight by the fitful light Of the great hall fire below ; A corpse upstairs, and a woman at prayers. Will they profit her, aye or no ? By'r lady fain, an she comfort gain. There is comfort for us also. The guests were gone, save Sir Hugh alone, And he watched the gleams that broke On the pale hearth-stone, and flickered and shone On the panels of polish'd oak ; He was 'ware of no presence except his own, Till the voice of young Margaret spoke : 64 FAUCONSHAWE " I've risen, Sir Hugh, at the mirk midnight, I cannot sleep in my bed, Now, unless my tale can be told aright, I wot it were best unsaid ; It lies, the blood of yon northern knight. On my lady's hand and head." " Oh ! the wild wind raves and rushes along, But thy ravings seem more wild — She never could do so foul a wrong — Yet I blame thee not, my child, For the fever'd dreams on thy rest that throng ! " — He frown'd though his speech was mild. ** Let storm-winds eddy, and scream, and hurl Their wrath, they disturb me naught ; The daughter she of a high-born earl. No secret of hers I've sought ; I am but the child of a peasant churl, Yet look to the proofs I've brought ; ** This dagger snap't so close to the hilt — Dost remember thy token well ? Will it match with the broken blade that spilt His life in the western dell ? 5 65 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Nay ; read her handwriting, an thou wilt, From her paramour's breast it fell." The knight in silence the letter read, Oh ! the characters well he knew ! And his face might have matched the face of the dead, So ashen white was its hue ! Then he tore the parchment, shred by shred. And the strips in the flames he threw. And he muttered, ** Densely those shadows fall In the copse where the alders thicken ; There she bade him come to her, once for all, — Now, I well may shudder and sicken ; — Gramercy ! that hand so white and small, How strongly it must have stricken! " • . . . . At midnight hour, in the western tower. Alone with the dead man there, Lady Mabel kneels, nor heeds nor feels The shock of the rushing air. Though the gusts that pass through the riven orlass Have scattered her raven hair. 66 FAUCONSHAWE Across the floor, through the opening door, Where standeth a stately knight, The lamplight streams, and flickers, and gleams, On his features stern and white — 'Tis Sir Hugh de Vere, and he cometh more near, And the lady standeth upright. *'^Tis little," he said, ''that I know or care Of the guilt (if guilt there be) That lies 'twixt thee and yon dead man there, Nor matters it now to me ; I thought thee pure, thou art only fair, And to-morrow I cross the sea. " He perish'd ! I ask not why or how ? I come to recall my troth ; Take back, my lady, thy broken vow. Give back my allegiance oath ; Let the past be buried between us now For ever — 'tis best for both. ''Yet, Mabel, I could ask, dost thou dare Lay hand on that corpse's heart, 67 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT And call on thy Maker, and boldly swear That thou had'st in his death no part ? I ask not, while threescore proofs I share With one doubt — uncondemn'd thou art." Oh ! cold and bleak upon Mabel's cheek Came the blast of the storm-wind keen, And her tresses black, as the glossy back Of the raven, glanced between Her fingers slight, like the ivory white, As she parted their sable sheen. Yet with steady lip, and with fearless eye, And with cheek like the flush of dawn, Unflinchingly she spoke in reply — ** Go hence with the break of morn, I will neither confess, nor yet deny, I will return thee scorn for scorn." The knight bow'd low as he turn'd to go ; He travel'd by land and sea. But naught of his future fate I know, And naught of his fair ladye ; — My story is told, as, long ago, My story was told to me. 68 RIPPLING WATER The maiden sat by the river side, (The rippling water murmurs by), And sadly into the clear blue tide The salt tear fell from her clear blue eye. ** 'Tis fixed for better, for worse," she cried, ** And to-morrow the bridegroom claims the bride. Oh ! wealth and power and rank and pride Can surely peace and happiness buy. I was merry, nathless, in my girlhood's hours, 'Mid the waving grass, when the bright sun shone. Shall I be as merry in Marmaduke's towers ? " (The rippling water murmurs on.) Stephen works for his daily bread. (The rippling water murmurs low.) Through the crazy thatch that covers his head The rain-drops fall and the wind-gusts blow. " I'll mend the old roof-tree," so he said, '* And repair the cottage when we are wed," And my pulses throbb'd, and my cheek grew red, When he kiss't me — that was long ago. 69 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Stephen and I, should we meet again, Not as we've met in days that are gone, Will my pulses throb with pleasure or pain ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) Old Giles, the gardener, strok't my curls, (The rippling water murmurs past), Quoth he, *' In laces and silks and pearls My child will see her reflections cast ; Now I trust in my heart that your lord will be Kinder to you than he was to me, When I lay in the jail, and my children three With their sickly mother kept bitter fast." With Marmaduke now my will is law, Marmaduke's will may be law anon ; Does the sheaf of velvet cover the claw ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) Dame Martha patted me on the cheek, (The rippling water murmurs low), Saying, ** There are words that I fain would speak — Perhaps they were best unspoken though ; I can't persuade you to change your mind, And useless warnings are scarcely kind, 70 RIPPLING WATER And I may be foolish as well as blind, But take my blessing whether or no." Dame Martha's wise, though her hair is white, Her sense is good, though her sight is gone — Can she really be gifted with second sight ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) Brian of Hawksmede came to our cot, (The rippling water murmurs by), Scatter'd the sods of our garden plot. Riding his roan horse recklessly ; Trinket and token and tress of hair, He flung them down at the door-step there. Said, " Elsie! ask your lord, if you dare. Who gave him the blow as well as the lie." That evening I mentioned Brian's name, And Marmaduke's face grewwhite and wan. Am I pledged to one of a spirit so tame ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) Brian is headstrong, rash, and vain, (The rippling water murmurs still), Stephen is somewhat duller of brain, Slower of speech, and milder of will ; 71 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Stephen must toil a living to gain, Plough and harrow and gather the grain ; Brian has little enough to maintain The station in life which he needs must fill ; Both are fearless and kind and frank, But we can't win all gifts under the sun — What have I won save riches and rank ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) Riches and rank, and what beside, (The rippling water murmurs yet), The mansion is stately, the manor is wide, Their lord for a while may pamper and pet ; Liveried lackeys may jeer aside. Though the peasant girl is their master's bride. At her shyness mingled with awkward pride, — 'Twere folly for trifles like these to fret ; But the love of one that I cannot love, Will it last when the gloss of his toy is gone? Is there naught beyond, below, or above ? (The rippling water murmurs on.) GUI BONO Oh ! wind that whistles o'er thorns and thistles Of this fruitful earth like a goblin elf ; Why should he labour to help his neighbour Who feels too reckless to help himself? The wail of the breeze in the bending trees Is something between a laugh and a groan ; And the hollow roar of the surf on the shore Is a dull, discordant monotone ; I wish I could guess what sense they express, There's a meaning, doubtless, in every sound, Yet no one can tell, and it may be as well, — Whom would it profit ? the world goes round ! On this earth so rough, we know quite enough, And, I sometimes fancy, a little too much ; The sage may be wiser than clown or than kaiser, Is he more to be envied for being such ? Neither more nor less, in his idleness, The sage is doom'd to vexation sure ; The kaiser may rule, but the slippery stool That he calls his throne, is no sinecure ; 11 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT And as for the clown, you may give him a crown, Maybe he'll thank you, and maybe not, And before you can wink, he may spend it in drink — To whom does it profit? — We ripe and rot! Yet under the sun much work is done By clown and kaiser, by serf and sage ; All sow and some reap, and few gather the heap Of the garner'd grain of a by-gone age. By sea or by soil man is bound to toil, And the dreamer, waiting for time and tide, For awhile may shirk his share of the work. But he grows with his dream dissatisfied ; He may climb to the edge of the beetling ledge, Where the loose crag topples and well-nigh reels 'Neath the lashing gale, but the tonic will fail, — What does it profit ? — Wheels within wheels ! 74 GUI BONO Aye ! work we must, or with idlers rust, And eat we must our bodies to nurse ; Some folk grow fatter — what does it matter ? I'm blest if I do — quite the reverse ; 'Tis a weary round to which we are bound, The same thing over and over again ; Much toil and trouble, and a glittering bubble That rises and bursts, is the best we gain ; And we murmur, and yet, 'tis certain, we get What good we deserve — can we hope for more ? — They are roaring, those waves, in their echo- ing caves, — To whom do they profit! — Let them roar. BELLONA Thou art moulded in marble impassive, False goddess, fair statue of strife, Yet standest on pedestal massive, A symbol and token of life. Thou art still, not with stillness of languor, And calm, not with calm boding rest ; For thine is all wrath and all anger That throbs far and near in the breast Of man, by thy presence possess'd. With the brow of a fallen archangel, The lips of a beautiful fiend. And locks that are snake-like to strangle, And eyes from whose depths may be glean'd The presence of passions, that tremble Unbidden, yet shine as they may Through features too proud to dissemble, Too cold and too calm to betray Their secrets to creatures of clay. Thy breath stirreth faction and party. Men rise, and no voice can avail 76 BELLONA To Stay them — rose-tinted Astarte Herself at thy presence turns pale. For deeper and richer the crimson That gathers behind thee throws forth A halo thy raiment and limbs on, And leaves a red track in the path That flows from thy wine-press of wrath. For behind thee red rivulets trickle, Men fall by thy hands, swift and lithe, As corn falleth down to the sickle, As grass falleth down to the scythe. Thine arm, strong, and cruel, and shapely, Lifts high the sharp, pitiless lance. And rapine and ruin and rape lie Around thee. The Furies advance. And Ares awakes from his trance. We, too, with our bodies thus weakly, With hearts hard and dangerous, thus We owe thee — the saints suffered meekly Their wrongs — it is not so with us. Some share of thy strength thou hast given To mortals refusing in vain SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Thine aid. We have suffered and striven Till we have grown reckless of pain, Though feeble of heart and of brain. Fair spirit, alluring if wicked, False deity, terribly real, Our senses are trapp'd, our souls trickdd By thee and thy hollow ideal. The soldier who falls in his harness, And strikes his last stroke with slack hand, On his dead face thy wrath and thy scorn is Imprinted. Oh ! seeks he a land Where he shall escape thy command ? When the blood of thy victims lies red on That stricken field, fiercest and last. In the sunset that gilds Armageddon With battle-drift still overcast. When the smoke of thy hot conflagrations O'ershadows the earth as with wings. Where nations have fought against nations, And kings have encounter'd with kings, When cometh the end of all things. Then those who have patiently waited, And borne, unresisting, the pain 73 BELLONA Of thy vengeance unglutted, unsated, Shall they be rewarded again ? Then those who, enticed by thy laurels, Or urged by thy promptings unblest, Have striven and stricken in quarrels, Shall they, too, find pardon and rest ? We know not, yet we hope for the best. THE SONG OF THE SURF White steeds of ocean, that leap with a hollow and wearisome roar On the bar of ironstone steep, not a fathom's length from the shore, Is there never a seer nor sophist can interpret your wild refrain, When speech the harshest and roughest is seldom studied in vain ? My ears are constantly smitten by that dreary monotone. In a hieroglyphic 'tis written — 'tis spoken in a tongue unknown ; Gathering, growing, and swelling, and surg- ing, and shivering, say ! What is the tale you are telling ? What is the drift of your lay ? You come, and your crests are hoary with the foam of your countless years ; You break, with a rainbow of glory, through the spray of your glittering tears. Is your song a song of gladness ? a paean of joyous might ? Or a wail of discordant sadness for the wrongs you never can right ? 80 THE SONG OF THE SURF For the empty seat by the ingle ? for children 'reft of their sire ? For the bride, sitting, sad, and single, and pale, by the flickering fire? For your ravenous pools of suction ? for your shattering billow swell ? For your ceaseless work of destruction ? for your hunger insatiable ? Not far from this very place, on the sand and the shingle dry, He lay, with his batter'd face upturn'd to the frowning sky. When your waters wash'd and swill'd high over his drowning head, When his nostrils and lungs were fill'd, when his feet and hands were as lead, When against the rock he was hurl'd, and suck'd again to the sea, On the shores of another world, on the brink of eternity, On the verge of annihilation, did it come to that swimmer strong, The sudden interpretation of your mystical, weird-like song ? 6 8i SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT " Mortal ! that which thou askest, ask not thou of the waves ; Fool ! thou foolishly taskest us — we are only- slaves ; Might, more mighty, impels us — we must our lot fulfil. He who gathers and swells us curbs us too at His will. Think'st thou the wave that shatters ques- tioneth His decree? Little to us it matters, and naught it matters to thee. Not, thus murmuring idly, we from our duty would swerve, Over the world spread widely, ever we labour and serve." IN WATTLE-BOUGHS Oh, gaily sings the bird, and the wattle-boughs are stirr'd And rustled by the scented breath of spring ; Oh, the dreary wistful longing ! Oh, the faces that are thronging ! Oh, the voices that are vaguely whispering ! Oh, tell me, father mine, ere the good ship cross't the brine, On the gangway one mute hand-grip we exchang'd, Do you, past the grave, employ, for your stubborn, reckless boy, Those petitions that in life were ne'er estranged ? Oh, tell me, sister dear, parting word and parting tear Never pass'd between us ; — let me bear the blame. Are you living, girl, or dead ? bitter tears since then I've shed For the lips that lisp'd with mine a mother's name. 83 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Oh, tell me, ancient friend, ever ready to defend In our boyhood, at the base of life's long hill. Are you waking yet or sleeping ? have you left this vale of weeping ? Or do you, like your comrade, linger still ? Oh, whisper, buried love, is there rest and peace above ? — There is little hope or comfort here below ; On your sweet face lies the mould, and your bed is straio;ht and cold — Near the harbour where the sea-tides ebb and flow. • • • • • All silent — they are dumb — and the breezes go and come With an apathy that mocks at man's distress; Laugh, scoffer, while you may ! I could bow me down and pray For an answer that might stay my bitter- ness. 84 IN WATTLE-BOUGHS Oh, harshly screams the bird ! and the wattle- bloom is stirr'd ; There's a sullen, weird-like whisper in the bough : ** Aye, kneel, and pray, and weep, but his BELOVED SLEEP Can NEVER BE disturb'd by such as THOU ! " CONFITEOR The shore-boat lies in the morning light, By the good ship ready for sailing ; The skies are clear, and the dawn is bright, Tho' the bar of the bay is fleck'd with white, And the wind is fitfully wp.iling ; Near the tiller stands the priest, and the knight Leans over the quarter-railing. ** There is time while the vessel tarries still, There is time while her shrouds are slack, There is time ere her sails to the west-wind fill, Ere her tall masts vanish from town and from hill, Ere cleaves to her keel the track ; There is time for confession to those who will. To those who may never come back." *' Sir priest, you can shrive these men of mine. And, I pray you, shrive them fast, And shrive those hardy sons of the brine, Captain and mates of the Eglantine And sailors before the mast ; Then pledge me a cup of the Cyprus wine, For I fain would bury the past." 86 CONFITEOR ** And hast thou naught to repent, my son? Dost thou scorn confession and shrift ? Ere thy sands from the glass of time shall run, Is there naught undone that thou should'st have done, Naught done that thou should'st have left ? The guiltiest soul may from guilt be won. And the stoniest heart may be cleft." *' Have my ears been closed to the prayer of the poor. Or deaf to the cry of distress ? Have I given little, and taken more.'^ Have I brought a curse to the widow's door ? Have I wrong'd the fatherless? Have I steep' t my fingers in guiltless gore, That I must perforce confess ? " *' Have thy steps been guided by purity Through the paths with wickedness rife ? Hast thou never smitten thine enemy ? Hast thou yielded naught to^the lust of the eye. And naught to the pride of life ? Hast thou pass'd all snares of pleasure by ? Hast thou shunn'd all wrath and strife?" 87 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT " Nay, certes ! a sinful life I've led, Yet I've suffer'd, and lived in hope ; I may suffer still, but my hope has fled, — IVe nothing now to hope or to dread, And with fate I can fairly cope ; Were the waters closing over my head, I should scarcely catch at a rope." ** Dost suffer ? thy pain may be fraught with grace, Since never by works alone We are saved ; — the penitent thief may trace The wealth of love in the Saviour's face To the Pharisee rarely shown ; And the Magdalene's arms may yet embrace The foot of the jasper throne." ** Sir priest, a heavier doom I dree. For I feel no quickening pain, But a dull, dumb weight, when I bow my knee, And (not with the words of the Pharisee) My hard eyes heavenward strain, Where my dead darling prayeth for me ! Now, I wot, she prayeth in vain ! 88 CONFITEOR " Still I hear it over the battle's din, And over the festive cheer, — So she pray'd with clasp'd hands, white and thin, — The prayer of a soul absolved from sin, For a soul that is dark and drear, For the light of repentance bursting in, And the flood of the blinding tear. "Say, priest! when the saint must vainly plead, Oh ! how shall the sinner fare ? I hold your comfort a broken reed ; Let the wither 'd branch for itself take heed, While the green shoots wait your care ; I've striven, though feebly, to grasp your creed, And I've grappled my own despair." ** By the little within thee, good and brave, Not wholly shattered, though shaken ; By the soul that crieth beyond the grave, The love that He once in His mercy gave. In His mercy since retaken, I conjure thee, oh ! sinner, pardon crave ! I implore thee, oh ! sleeper, waken ! " 89 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT ** Go to ! shall I lay my black soul bare To a vain, self-righteous man ? In my sin, in my sorrow, you may not share, And yet, could I meet with one who must bear The load of an equal ban. With him I might strive to blend one prayer. The wail of the Publican." ** My son, I, too, am a wither'd bough, My place is to others given ; Thou hast sinn'd, thou sayest; I ask not how, For I, too, have sinn'd, even as thou, And I, too, have feebly striven. And with thee I must bow, crying, ' Shrive us now ! Our Father which art in heaven ! ' " SUNLIGHT ON THE SEA THE PHILOSOPHY OF A FEAST Make merry, comrades, eat and drink, (The sunlight flickers on the sea), The garlands gleam, the glasses clink, The grape juice mantles fair and free, The lamps are trimm'd, although the light Of day still lingers on the sky ; We sit between the day and night, And push the wine-flask merrily. I see you feasting round me still. All gay of heart and strong of limb ; Make merry, friends, your glasses fill. The lights are growing dim. I miss the voice of one I've heard, (The sunlight sinks upon the sea), He sang as blithe as any bird, And shook the rafters with his glee ; But times have changed with him, I wot, By fickle fortune cross't and flung ; Far stouter heart than mine he's got If now he sings as then he sung. Yet some must swim when others sink ; And some must sink when others swim ; 91 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Make merry, comrades, eat and drink, The lights are growing dim. I miss the face of one I've loved — (The sunlight settles on the sea) ; Long since to distant climes he roved ; He had his faults, and so have we ; His name was mentioned here this day, And it was coupled with a sneer ; I heard, nor had I ought to say. Though once I held his memory dear, Who cares 'mid wines and fruit and flowers. Though death or danger compass him, He had his faults, and we have ours, The lights are growing dim. I miss the form of one I know — (The sunlight wanes upon the sea) ; 'Tis not so very long ago We drank his health with three-times-three, And we were gay when he was here ; And he is gone, and we are gay. Where has he gone ? or far or near ? Good sooth, 'twere somewhat hard to say. 92 SUNLIGHT ON THE SEA You glance aside, you doubtless think My homily a foolish whim, 'Twill soon be ended, eat and drink, The lights are growing dim. The fruit is ripe, the wine is red, (The sunlight fades upon the sea) ; To us the absent are the dead. The dead to us must absent be. We, too, the absent ranks must join ; And friends will censure and forget : There's metal base in every coin ; Men vanish, leaving traces yet Of evil, and of good behind, Since false notes taint the skylark's hymn, And dross still lurks in gold refined — The lights are growing dim. We eat or drink or e'er we die, (The sunlight flushes on the sea). Three hundred soldiers feasted high An hour before Thermopylae ; Leonidas pour'd out the wine And shouted ere he drain'd the cup, 93 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT ** Ho ! comrades, let us gaily dine — This night with Plato we shall sup " ; And if they lean't upon a reed, And if their reed was slight and slim, There's something good in Spartan creed. The lights are growing dim. Make merry, comrades, eat and drink, (The sunlight flashes on the sea) ; My spirit is rejoiced to think That even as they were, so are we ; For they, like us, were mortals vain, The slaves to earthly passions wild. Who slept with heaps of Persians slain For winding-sheets around them piled. The dead man's deeds are living still — My Festive speech is somewhat grim— Their good obliterates their ill, The lights are growing dim. We eat and drink, we come and go, (The sunlight dies upon the sea). I speak in riddles. Is it so ? My riddles need not mar your glee ; 94 SUNLIGHT ON THE SEA For I will neither bid you share My thoughts, nor will I bid you shun, Though I should see in yonder chair, Th' Egyptian's muffled skeleton. One toast with me your glasses fill, Aye, fill them level with the brim, De moi^tuis, nisi bonwm, nil ! The lights are growing dim. DELILAH FROM A PICTURE The sun has gone down, spreading wide on The sky-line one ray of red fire ; Prepare the soft cushions of Sidon, Make ready the rich loom of Tyre. The day, with its toil and its sorrow, Its shade, and its sunshine, at length Has ended ; dost fear for the morrow, Strong man, in the pride of thy strength ? Like fire-flies, heavenward clinging. They multiply, star upon star ; And the breeze a low murmur is bringing From the tents of my people afar. Nay, frown not, I am but a Pagan, Yet little for these things I care ; *Tis the hymn to our deity Dagon, That comes with the pleasant night-air. It shall not disturb thee, nor can it ; See, closed are the curtains, the lights Gleam down on the cloven pomegranate, Whose thirst-slaking nectar invites ; The red wine of Hebron glows brightly In yon goblet — the draught of a king ; 96 DELILAH And through the silk awning steals lightly, The sweet song my handmaidens sing. Dost think that thy God, in His anger, Will trifle with nature's great laws. And slacken those sinews in languor That battled so well in His cause ? Will he take back that strength He has given, Because to the pleasures of youth Thou yieldest ? Nay, God-like, in heaven. He laughs at such follies, forsooth. Oh ! were I, for good or for evil, As great and as gifted as thou. Neither God should restrain me, nor devil, To none like a slave would I bow. If fate must indeed overtake thee, And feebleness come to thy clay, Pause not till thy strength shall forsake thee, Enjoy it the more in thy day. Oh ! fork't-tongue of adder, by her pent In smooth lips! — oh. Sybarite blind! Oh, woman, allied to the serpent ! Oh, beauty with venom combined, 7 97 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Oh, might overcoming the mighty ! Oh, glory departing ! oh, shame ! Oh, altar of false Aphrodite, What strength is consumed in thy flame ! Strong chest, where her drapery rustles. Strong limbs by her black tresses hid ! Not alone by the might of your muscles. Yon lion was rent like a kid ! The valour from virtue that sunders, Is 'reft of its nobler part ; And Lancelot's arm may work wonders. But braver is Galahad's heart. Sleep sound on that breast fair and ample ; Dull brain, and dim eyes, and deaf ears. Feel not the cold touch on your temple. Heed not the faint clash of the shears. It comes ! — with the gleam of the lamps on The curtains — that voice — does it jar On thy soul in the night-watch ? Ho! Samson, Upon thee the Philistines are. LIGHTNING &> TEMPEST The spring-wind pass'd through the forest, and whispered low in the leaves, And the cedar toss'd her head, and the oak stood firm in his pride ; The spring-wind pass'd through the town, through the housetops, casements, and eaves. And whisper'd low in the hearts of the men, and the men replied, Singing — " Let us rejoice in the light Of our glory, and beauty, and might ; Let us follow our own devices, and foster our own desires. As firm as our oaks in our pride, as our cedars fair in our sight. We stand like the trees of the forest that brave the frosts and the fires." The storm went forth to the forest, the plague went forth to the town, And the men fell down to the plague, as the trees fell down to the gale ; And their bloom was a ghastly pallor, and their smile was a ghastly frown, 99 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT And the song of their hearts was changed to a wild, disconsolate wail, Crying — ** God ! we have sinn'd, we have sinn'd. We are bruised, we are shorn, we are thinn'd, Our strength is turn'd to derision, our pride laid low in the dust. Our cedars are cleft by Thy lightnings, our oaks are strew'd by Thy wind, And we fall on our faces seeking Thine aid, though Thy wrath is just." WORMWOOD ^NIGHTSHADE The troubles of life are many, The pleasures of life are few ; When we sat in the sunlight, Annie, I dream't that the skies were blue — When we sat in the sunlight, Annie, I dream't that the earth was green ; There is little colour, if any, 'Neath the sunlight now to be seen. Then the rays of the sunset glinted Through the blackwoods' emerald bough On an emerald sward, rose-tinted, And spangled, and gemm'd ; — and now The rays of the sunset redden With a sullen and lurid frown, From the skies that are dark and leaden To earth that is dusk and brown. To right and to left extended The uplands are blank and drear, And their neutral tints are blended With the dead leaves sombre and sere ; The cold, grey mist from the still side Of the lake creeps sluggish and sure, lOI SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Bare and bleak is the hill side, Barren and bleak the moor. Bright hues and shapes intertwisted, Fair forms and rich colours ; — now They have flown — if e'er they existed — It matters not why or how, It matters not where or when, dear, They have flown, the blue and the green, I thought on what might be then, dear. Now I think on what might have been. What might have been ! — words of folly, What might be ! — speech for a fool ; With mistletoe round me, and holly, Scarlet and green, at Yule, With the elm in the place of the wattle, And in lieu of the gum, the oak, Years back I believed a little. And as I believed I spoke. Have I done with those childish fancies ? They suited the days gone by, When I pulled the poppies and pansies, When I hunted the butterfly, 102 WORMWOOD ^NIGHTSHADE With one who has long been sleeping, A stranger to doubts and cares, And to sowing that ends in reaping Thistles and thorns, and tares. What might be ! — the dreams were scatter'd. As chaff is toss'd by the wind, The faith has been rudely shattered, That listen'd with credence blind ; Things were to have been, and therefore They were, and they are to be, And will be ; — we must prepare for The doom we are bound to dree. Ah, me ! we believe in evil. Where once we believed in good, The world, the flesh, and the devil, Are easily understood ; The world, the flesh, and the devil, Their traces on earth are plain ; Must they always riot and revel While footprints of man remain ? Talk about better and wiser, Wiser and worse are one, 103 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT The sophist is the despiser Of all things under the sun ; Is nothing real but confusion ? Is nothing certain but death ? Is nothing fair save illusion ? Is nothing good that has breath ? Some sprite, malignant and elfish, Seems present, whispering close, *' All motives of life are selfish. All instincts of life are gross, And the song that the poet fashions, And the love-bird's musical strain, Are jumbles of animal passions, Refined by animal pain." The restless throbbings and burnings That hope unsatisfied brings. The weary longings and yearnings For the mystical better things, Are the sands on which is reflected The pitiless moving lake. Where the wanderer falls dejected, By a thirst he never can slake. 104 WORMWOOD ^NIGHTSHADE A child blows bubbles that glitter, He snatches them, they disperse ; Yet childhood's folly is better, And manhood's folly is worse ; Gilt baubles we grasp at blindly Would turn in our hands to dross ; 'Tis a fate less cruel than kindly Denies the gain and the loss. And as one who pursues a shadow. As one who hunts in a dream, As the child who crosses the meadow, Enticed by the rainbow's gleam, I — knowing the course was foolish. And guessing the goal was pain, Stupid, and stubborn, and mulish — Followed and follow again. The sun over Gideon halted, Holding aloof the night, When Joshua's arm was exalted. Yet never retraced his flight ; Nor will he turn back, nor can he. He chases the future fast ; The future is blank — oh, Annie ! I fain would recall the past. 105 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT There are others toiling and straining 'Neath burdens graver than mine — They are weary, yet uncomplaining — I know it, yet I repine ; I know it, how time will ravage, How time will level, and yet I long with a longing savage, I regret with a fierce regret. You are no false ideal, Something is left of you, Present, perceptible, real. Palpable, tangible, true ; One shred of your broken necklace, One tress of your pale, gold hair. And a heart so utterly reckless. That the worst it would gladly dare. There is little pleasure, if any, In waking the past anew ; My days and nights have been many ; Lost chances many I rue — My days and nights have been many ; Now I pray that they be few, When I think on the hill-side, Annie, Where I dream't that the skies were blue. 1 06 ARS LONGA A SONG OF PILGRIMAGE Our hopes are wild imaginings, Our schemes are airy castles, Yet these, on earth, are lords and kings, And we their slaves and vassals ; Your dream, forsooth, of buoyant youth, Most ready to deceive is, But age will own the bitter truth, '' Ars longa, vita brevis.'' The hill of life with eager feet We climb'd in merry morning. But on the downward track we meet The shades of twilight, warning ; The shadows gaunt they fall aslant ; And those who scaled Ben Nevis, Against the mole-hills toil and pant, '* Ars longa, vita brevisJ' The obstacles that barr'd our path We seldom quail'd to dash on In youth, for youth one motto hath, "The will, the way must fashion." 107 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Those words, I wot, blood thick and hot Too ready to believe is, But thin and cold our blood hath got, '' Ars longa, vita brevis^ And **art is long," and ''life is short," And man is slow at learning ; And yet by divers dealings taught, For divers follies yearning. He owns at last, with grief downcast (For man disposed to grieve is) — One adage old stands true and fast, '' Ars longa, vita drevis.'' We journey ! manhood, youth, and age. The matron, and the maiden, Like pilgrims on a pilgrimage, Loins girded, heavy laden : — Each pilgrim strong, who joins our throng. Most eager to achieve is, Foredoom'd ere long to swell the song, ^' Ars longa, vita brevisT At morn, with staff and sandal-shoon, We travel brisk and cheery, io8 ARS LONGA But some have laid them down ere noon, And all at eve are weary ; The noontide glows with no repose, And bitter chill the eve is. The grasshopper a burden grows, *' Ars longa, vita brevisT The staff is snap't, the sandal fray'd, The flint-stone galls and blisters, Our brother's steps we cannot aid. Ah, me ! nor aid our sister's ; The pit prepares its hidden snares, The rock prepared to cleave is, We cry, in falling unawares, ^^ Ars longa, vita brevisT Oh ! Wisdom, which we sought to win ! Oh ! Strength, in which we trusted ! Oh ! Glory, which we gloried in ! Oh ! puppets we adjusted ! On barren land our seed is sand. And torn the web we weave is. The bruised reed hath pierced the hand, '' Ars longa, vita brevis'' 109 SEA SPRAY & SMOKE DRIFT We, too, '* Job's comforters" have met, With steps, like ours, unsteady, They could not help themselves, and yet To judge us they were ready ; Life's path is trod at last, and God More ready to reprieve is, They know who rest beneath the sod, ^' Mors gratum^ vita brevis.^^ THE LAST LEAP All is over ! fleet career, Dash of greyhound slipping thongs, Flight of falcon, bound of deer. Mad hoof-thunder in our rear, Cold air rushing up our lungs, Din of many tongues. Once again, one struggle good, One vain effort ; — he must dwell Near the shifted post, that stood Where the splinters of the wood, Lying in the torn tracks, tell How he struck and fell. Crest where cold drops beaded cling. Small ear drooping, nostril full Glazing to a scarlet ring, Flanks and haunches quivering, Sinews stiffening, void and null. Dumb eyes sorrowful. Satin coat that seems to shine Duller now, black braided tress That a softer hand than mine III SEA SPRAY &• SMOKE DRIFT Far away was wont to twine, That in meadows far from this Softer lips might kiss. All is over ! this is death, And I stand to watch thee die, Brave old horse ; with 'bated breath Hardly drawn through tight-clenched teeth, Lip indented deep, but eye Only dull and dry. Musing on the husk and chaff Gather'd where life's tares are sown, Thus I speak, and force a laugh That is half a sneer and half An involuntary groan. In a stifled tone — " Rest, old friend ! thy day, though rife With its toil, hath ended soon ; We have had our share of strife. Tumblers in the mask of life, In the pantomime of noon Clown and pantaloon. 112 THE LAST LEAP ** With a flash that ends thy pain, Respite and oblivion blest Come to greet thee. I in vain Fall : I rise to fall again : Thou hast fallen to thy rest — And thy fall is best ! " QUARE FATIGASTI Two years ago I was thinking On the changes that years bring forth ; Now I stand where I then stood, drinking The gust and the salt sea-froth ; And the shuddering wave strikes, linking With the waves subsiding and sinking, And clots the coast-herbage, shrinking, With a hue of the white cere-cloth. Is there ought worth losing or keeping ? The bitters or sweets men quaff? The sowing or the doubtful reaping ? The harvest of grain or chaff? Or squandering days or heaping, Or waking seasons or sleeping, The laughter that dries the weeping. Or the weeping that drowns the laugh ? For joys wax dim and woes deaden, We forget the sorrowful biers And the garlands glad that have fled in The merciful march of years ; And the sunny skies, and the leaden. And the faces that pale or redden. And the smiles that lovers are wed in Who are born and buried in tears. 114 QUARE FATIGASTI And the myrtle bloom turns hoary, And the blush of the rose decays, And sodden with sweat and glory Are the hard-won laurels and bays ; We are neither joyous nor sorry When time has ended our story, And blotted out grief, and glory, And the pain, and the pleasure, and the praise. Weigh justly, through good and bad in The scales, will the balance veer With the joys or the sorrows had in The sum of a life's career ? In the end, spite of dreams that sadden The sad, or the sanguine madden. There is nothing to grieve or gladden. There is nothing to hope or fear. ** Thou hast gone astray," quoth the preacher, "In the gall of thy bitterness," Thou hast taught me in vain, oh, teacher ! I neither blame thee nor bless ; If bitter is sure and sweet sure, 115 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT These vanish with form and feature, — Can the creature fathom the creature Whose Creator is fathomless ? Is this dry land sure ? is the sea sure ? Is there ought that shall long remain, Pain, or peril, or pleasure, Pleasure, or peril, or pain ? Shall we labour or take our leisure, And who shall inherit treasure. If the measure with which we measure Is meted to us again ? I am slow in learning, and swift in Forgetting, and I have grown So weary with long sand sifting. T'wards the mist where the breakers moan The rudderless barque is drifting Through the shoals and the quicksands shifting — In the end shall the night-wrack, lifting. Discover the shores unknown ? HIPPODROMANIA ; OR, WHIFFS FROM THE PIPE Part I VISIONS IN THE SMOKE Rest, and be thankful ! On the verge Of the tall cliff, rugged and grey, At whose granite base the breakers surge. And shiver their frothy spray. Outstretched, I gaze on the eddying wreath That gathers and flits away. With the surf beneath, and between my teeth The stem of the "ancient clay." With the anodyne cloud on my listless eyes, With its spell on my dreamy brain. As I watch the circling vapours rise From the brown bowl up to the sullen skies, My vision becomes more plain, Till a dim kaleidoscope succeeds Through the smoke-wrack drifting and veering. Like ghostly riders on phantom steeds To a shadowy goal careering. 117 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT In their own generation the wise may sneer, They hold our sports in derision ; Perchance to sophist, or sage, or seer Were allotted a graver vision. Yet if man, of all the Creator plann'd, His noblest work is reckoned, Of the works of His hand, by sea or by land, The horse may at least rank second. Did they quail, those steeds of the squadrons light, Did they flinch from the battle's roar, When they burst on the guns of the Muscovite, By the echoing Black Sea shore ? On ! on ! to the cannon's mouth they stride, With never a swerve nor a shy, Oh ! the minutes of yonder maddening ride Long years of pleasure outvie ! No slave, but a comrade staunch, in this, Is the horse, for he takes his share. Not in peril alone, but in feverish bliss, And in longing to do and dare. ii8 HIPPODROMANIA ? Where bullets whistle, and round shot whiz, Hoofs trample, and blades flash bare, God send me an ending as fair as his Who died in his stirrups there ! The wind has slumbered throughout the day. Now a fitful gust springs over the bay, My wandering thoughts no longer stray, I'll fix my overcoat buttons; Secure my old hat as best I may (And a shocking bad one it is, by the way), Blow a denser cloud from my stunted clay, And then, friend Bell, as the Frenchmen say, We'll '*go back again to our muttons." There's a lull in the tumult on yonder hill. And the clamour has grown less loud. Though the Babel of tongues is never still. With the presence of such a crowd. The bell has rung. With their riders up At the starting point they muster, The racers strip't for the " Melbourne Cup," All gloss and polish and lustre ; 119 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT And the course is seen, with its emerald sheen, By the bright spring-tide renew'd, Like a ribbon of green, stretched out between The ranks of the multitude. The flag is lowered. " They're off ! " '' They come ! The squadron is sweeping on ; A sway in the crowd — a murmuring hum ! ''They're here!" ''They repast!" "They're gone I They came with the rush of the southern surf, On the bar of the storm-girt bay ; And like muffled drums on the sounding turf Their hoof-strokes echo away. The rose and black draws clear of the ruck, And the murmur swells to a roar, As the brave old colours that never were struck Are seen with the lead once more. Though the feathery ferns and grasses wave O'er the sod, where Lantern sleeps, Though the turf is green on Fisherman'sgrave, The stable its prestige keeps. 1 20 HIPPODROMANIA ? Six lengths in front she scours along, She's bringing the field to trouble, She's tailing them off, she's running strong, She shakes her head and pulls double. Now Minstrel falters, and Exile flags. The Barb finds the pace too hot. And Toryboy loiters, and Playboy lags, And the bolt of Ben Bolt is shot. That she never may be caught this day. Is the worst that the public wish her. She won't be caught ; she comes right away ; Hurrah for Seagull and Fisher ! See, Strop falls back, though his reins are slack, Sultana begins to tire. And the top-weight tells on the Sydney crack, And the pace on "the Gippsland flyer." The rowels, as round the turn they sweep, Just graze Tim Whiffler's flanks. Like the hunted deer that flies through the sheep. He strides through the beaten ranks. Daughter of Omen, prove your birth, 121 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT The colt will take lots of choking ; The hot breath steams at your saddle girth, From his scarlet nostril smokinof. The shouts of the Ring for a space subside, And slackens the bookmaker's roar ; Now, Davis, rally ; now. Carter, ride, As man never rode before. When Sparrowhawk's backers cease to cheer, When Yattendon's friends are dumb. When hushed is the clamour of Volunteer — Alone in the race they come ! They're neck and neck ; they're head and head ; They're stroke for stroke in the running ; The whalebone whistles, the steel is red. No shirking as yet nor shunning. One effort, Seagull, the blood you boast Should struggle when nerves are strained ; — With a rush on the post by a neck at the most, The verdict for Tim is gained. Tim Whiffler wins. Is blood alone The sine qua non for a flyer ? 122 HIPPODROMANIA ? The breed of his dam is a myth unknown, And we've doubts respecting his sire. Yet few (if any) those proud names are On the pages of peerage or stud, In whose 'scutcheon lurks no sinister bar. No taint of the base black blood. Aye, Shorthouse, laugh — laugh loud and long, For pedigree you're a sticker ; You may be right, I may be wrong, Wiseacres both ! Let's liquor. Our common descent we may each recall To a lady of old caught tripping, The fair one in fig leaves, who d d us all For a bite at a golden pippin. When first on this rocky ledge I lay, There was scarce a ripple in yonder bay, The air was serenely still ; Each column that sailed from my swarthy clay Hung loitering long ere it passed away, Though the skies wore a tinge of leaden grey. And the atmosphere was chill. But the red sun sank to its evening shroud, Where the western billows are roll'd 123 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Behind a curtain of sable cloud, With a fringe of scarlet and gold ; There's a misty glare in the yellow moon, And the drift is scudding fast, There'll be storm and rattle, and tempest soon, When the heavens are overcast. The neutral tint of the sullen sea Is fleck'd with the snowy foam, And the distant gale sighs drearilie. As the wanderer sighs for his home. The white sea-horses toss their manes On the bar of the southern reef. And the breakers moan, and — by Jove, it rains (I thought I should come to grief) ; Though it can't well damage my shabby hat, Though my coat looks best when it's damp, Since the shaking I got (no matter where at), I've a mortal dread of the cramp. My matches are wet, my pipe's put out. And the wind blows colder and stronger ; I'll be stiff, and sore, and sorry, no doubt, If I lie here any longer. HIPPODROMANIA ? Part II THE FIELDS OF COLERAINE On the fields of Col'raine there'll be labour in vain Before the Great Western is ended, The nags will have toil'd, and the silks will be soil'd, And the rails will require to be mended. For the gullies are deep, and the uplands are steep, And mud will of purls be the token, And the tough stringy-bark, that invites us to lark, With impunity may not be broken. Though Ballarat's fast, and they say he can last, And that may be granted hereafter, Yet the judge's decision to the Border division Will bring neither shouting nor laughter. And Blueskin, I've heard that he goes like a bird. And I'm told that to back him would pay me, 125 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT He's a good bit of stuff, but not quite good enough, ** JVon licuit credere f ameer Alfred ought to be there, we all of us swear By the blood of King Alfred, his sire, He's not the real jam, by the blood of his dam, So I shan't put him down as a flyer. Now, Hynam, my boy, I wish you great joy, I know that when fresh you can jump, sir ; But you'll scarce be in clover when you're ridden all over, And punish't from shoulder to rump, sir. Archer goes like a shot, they can put on their pot. And boil it to cover expenses ; Their pot will boil over, the run of his Dover He'll never earn over big fences. There's a horse in the race, with a blaze on his face, And we know he can gallop a docker, 126 HIPPODROMANIA ? He's proved himself stout, of his speed there's no doubt, And his jumping's according to Cocker. When Hynam's outstrip't, and when Alfred is whip't, To keep him in sight of the leaders, While Blueskin runs true, but his backers look blue. For his rider's at work with the bleeders. When his carcassof beef brings "the bullock" to grief, And the rush of the tartan is ended ; When Archer's in trouble — who's that pulling double. And taking his leaps unextended ? He wins all the way, and the rest — sweet, they say. Is the smell of the newly-turn'd plough, friend, But you smell it too close, when it stops eyes and nose. And you can't tell your horse from your cow, friend. 127 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Part III CR^DAT JUD^US APELLA Dear Bell, — I enclose what you ask in a letter, A short rhyme at random, no more and no less, And you may insert it for want of a better. Or leave it, it doesn't much matter, I gueSiS ; And as for a tip, why, there isn't much in it, I may hit the right nail, but first, I declare, I haven't a notion what's going to win it (The Champion, I mean), and what's more, I don't care. Imprimis, there's Cowra — few nags can go quicker Than she can — and Smith takes his oath she can fly ; While Brown, Jones, and Robinson swear she's a sticker. But ""' crcedat Judceus Apellal' say I. There's old Volunteer, I'd be sorry to sneer At his chance ; he'll be there, if he goes at the rate 128 HIPPODROMANIA ? He went at last year, when a customer queer, Johnny Higgerson, fancied him lock'd in the straight ; I've heard that the old horse has never been fitter, IVe heard all performances past he'll outvie; He may gallop a docker, and finish a splitter, But ^' crcedat JudcBus Apella^' say I. I know what they say, sir, "The Hook" he can stay, sir, And stick to his work like a sleuth-hound or beagle ; He stays " with a hook'' and he sticks in the clay, sir, I'd rather, for choice, pop my money on Seagull ; I'm told that the Sydney division will rue, sir, Their rashness in front of the stand when they spy With a clear lead the white jacket spotted with blue, sir. But '' crcedat Judceus Apella,'' say I. 9 129 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT There's The Barb — you may talk of your flyers and stayers, All bosh — when he strips you can see his eye range Round his rivals, with much the same look as Tom Sayers Once wore, when he faced the big novice, Bill Bainge. Like Stow, at our hustings, confronting the hisses Of roughs, with his queer Mephistopheles' smile ; Like Baker or Baker's more wonderful Mrs, The terror of blacksat the source of the N ile ; Like Triton 'mid minnows ; like hawk among chickens ; Like — anything better than everything else; He stands at the post. Now they're off! the plot thickens ! Quoth Stanley to Davis, " How is your pulse ? " He skims o'er the smooth turf, he scuds through the mire, He waits with them, passes them, bids them good-bye ! I^O HIPPODROMANIA ? Two miles and three-quarters, cries Fligate, " He'll tire." Oh! '' crcedat JtidcBMs Apella^' say I. Lest my tale should come true, let me give you fair warning, You may '' shout " some cheroots, if you like, no champagne For this child. — " Oh ! think of my head in the morning," Old chap, you don't get me on that lay again. The last time those games I look't likely to try on, Says Bradshawe, *' You'll feel very sheepish and shy When you are haul'd up and caution'd by D — g — y and L — n," Oh! '' crcedat Judcmis Apella'' say I. This writing bad verses is very fatiguing. The brain and the liver against it combine, And nerves with digestion in concert are leaguing, To punish excess in the pen and ink line ; 131 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Already I feel just as if I'd been rowing Hard all — on a supper of onions and tripe (A thing I abhor), but my steam I've done blowing, I am, my dear Bell, yours truly, '*The Pipe." P.S. — Tell J. P., if he fancies a good 'un, That old chestnut pony of mine is for sale. N.B. — His forelegs are uncommonly wooden, I fancy the near one's beginning to fail, And why shouldn't I do as W — n does oft, And swear that a cripple is sound — on the Bible- Hold hard ! though the man I allude to is soft, He's game to go in for an action of libel. Part IV BANKER'S DREAM Of chases and courses dogs dream, so do horses — Last night I was dozing and dreaming, The crowd and the bustle were there, and the rustle Of the silk in the autumn sky gleaming. 132 HIPPODROMANIA ? The Stand throng'd with faces, the broadcloth and laces, The booths, and the tents, and the cars. The bookmakers' jargon, for odds making bargain. The nasty stale smell of cigars. We form'd into line, 'neath the merry sun- shine. Near the logs at the end of the railing ; ** Are you ready, boys ? Go ! " cried the starter, and low Sank the flag, and away we went sailing. In the van of the battle we heard the stones rattle. Some slogging was done, but no slaughter, A shout from the stand, and the whole of our band Skimm'd merrily over the water. Two fences we clear'd, and the roadway we near'd. When three of our troop came to trouble ; Like a bird on the wing, or a stone from a sling, Flew Cadger, first over the double. ^jj SEA SPRAY &P SMOKE DRIFT And Western was there, head and tail in the air, And Pondon was there too — what noodle Could so name a horse ? I should feel some remorse If I gave such a name to a poodle. In and out of the lane, to the racecourse again, Craig's pony was first, I was third. And Ingleside lit in my tracks, with the bit In his teeth, and came up "like a bird." In the van of the battle we heard the rails rattle, Says he, " Though I don't care for shunning My share of the raps, I shall look out for gaps, When the light weight's away with the running." At the fence just ahead, the outsider still led, The chestnut play'd follow my leader. Oh ! the devil a gap, he went into it slap. And he and his jock took a header. 134 HIPPODROMANIA ? Says Ingleside, " Mate, should the pony go straight, You've no time to stop or turn restive " ; Says I, '' Who means to stop ? I shall go till I drop " ; Says he, '* Go it, old cuss, gay and festive." The fence stiff and tall, just beyond the log wall, We cross'd, and the walls, and the water, — I took off too near, a small made fence to clear, And just touched the grass with my snorter. At the next post and rail up went Western's bang tail, And down (by the very same token) To earth went his nose, for the panel he chose Stood firm and refused to be broken. I dream't someone said that the bay would have made The race safe, if he'd stood a while longer ; y/he had, — but, like if, there the panel stands stiff- He stood, but the panel stood stronger. 135 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT In and out of the road, with a clear lead still show'd The violet fluted with amber ; Says Johnson, '' Old man, catch him now if you can, 'Tis the second time round you'll remember." At the road once again, pulling hard on the rein, Craig's pony pop't in and pop't out ; I followed like smoke and the pace was no joke, For his friends were beginning to shout. And Ingleside came to my side, strong and game. And once he appear'd to outstrip me, But I felt the steel gore, and I shot to the fore. Only Cadger seem'd likely to whip me. In the van of the battle I heard the logs rattle, His stroke never seem'd to diminish, And thrice I drew near him, and thrice he drew clear. For the weight served him well at the finish. 136 HIPPODROMANIA ? Ha ! Cadger goes down, see, he stands on his crown — Those rails take a power of clouting — A long sliding blunder — he's up — well, I wonder If now it's all over but shouting. All loosely he's striding, the amateur's riding All loosely, some reverie lock'd in Of a ''vision in smoke," or a ''wayfaring bloke," His poetical rubbish concocting. Now comes from afar the faint cry, " Here they are," "The violet winning with ease," " Fred goes up like a shot," " Does he catch him or not?" Level money, I'll take the cerise. To his haunches I spring, and my muzzle I bring To his flank, to his girth, to his shoulder ; Through the shouting and yelling I hear my name swelling. The hearts of my backers grow bolder. 137 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Neck and neck ! head and head ! staring eye ! nostril spread ! Girth and stifle laid close to the ground ! Stride for stride ! stroke for stroke ! through one hurdle we've broke ! On the splinters we've lit with one bound. And " Banker for choice" is the cry, and one voice Screams *' Six to four once upon Banker " ; '' Banker wins," '* Banker's beat," '* Cadger wins," " A dead heat " — " Ha ! there goes Fred's whalebone a flanker." Springs the whip with a crack ! nine stone ten on his back, Fit and light he can race like the devil ; I draw past him — 'tis vain ; he draws past me again, Springs the whip ! and again we are level. Steel and cord do their worst, now my head struggles first ! That tug my last spurt has expended — 138 HIPPODROMANIA ? Nose to nose ! lip to lip ! from the sound of the whip He strains to the utmost extended. How they swim through the air, as we roll to the chair, Stand, faces, and railings flit past ; Now I spring . . . from my lair, with a snort and a stare, Rous'd by Fred with my supper at last. Part V EX FUMO DARE LUCEM 'twixt the cup and the lip PROLOGUE Calm and clear ! the bright day is declining. The crystal expanse of the bay, Like a shield of pure metal, lies shining 'Twixt headlands of purple and grey, While the little waves leap in the sunset, And strike with a miniature shock. In sportive and infantine onset. The base of the iron-stone rock. 139 SEA SPRAY &f SMOKE DRIFT Calm and clear ! the sea-breezes are laden With a fragrance, a freshness, a power, With a song like the song of a maiden, With a scent like the scent of a flower ; And a whisper, half weird, half prophetic, Comes home with the sigh of the surf ; — But I pause, for your fancies poetic Never rise from the level of *' Turf." Fellow-bungler of mine, fellow-sinner, In public performances past. In trials whence touts take their winner, In rumours that circulate fast. In strains from Prunella or Priam, Staying stayers, or goers that go, You're much better posted than I am, 'Tis little I care, less I know. Alas ! neither poet nor prophet Am I, though a jingler of rhymes — 'Tis a hobby of mine, and I'm off it At times, and I'm on it at times ; And whether I'm off it or on it. Your readers my counsels will shun, 140 HIPPODROMANIA ? Since I scarce know Van Tromp from Blue Bonnet, Though I might know Cigar from the Nun. With *' visions" you ought to be sated And sicken'd by this time, I swear That mine are all myths, self-created. Air visions that vanish in air ; If I had some loose coins I might chuck one, To settle this question and say, " Here goes ! this is tails for the black one, And heads for my fav'rite, the bay." And must I rob Paul to pay Peter, Or Peter defraud to pay Paul ? My rhymes, are they stale ? if my metre Is varied, one chime rings through all ; One chime — though I sing more or sing less, I have but one string to my lute, And it might have been better if, stringless And songless, the same had been mute. Yet not as a seer of visions, Nor yet as a dreamer of dreams, I send you these partial decisions On hackney'd, impoverish'd themes, 141 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT But with song out of tune, sung to pass time, Flung heedless to friends or to foes, Where the false notes that ring for the last time May blend with some real ones, who knows? THE RACE On the hill they are crowding together. In the stand they are crushing for room. Like midge-flies they swarm on the heather, They gather like bees on the broom ; They flutter like moths round a candle — Stale similes, granted, what then ? I've got a stale subject to handle, A very stale stump of a pen. Hark ! the shufl^e of feet that are many, Of voices the many-tongued clang — ** Has he had a bad night ? " '' Has he any Friends left?" — How I hate your turf slang! 'Tis stale to begin with, not witty, But dull and inclined to be coarse, But bad men can't use (more's the pity) Good words when they slate a good horse. I/eu / Jieu ! qtiantus equis (that's Latin For ''bellows to mend " with the weeds), 142 HIPPODROMANIA ? They're off! lights and shades ! silk and satin ! A rainbow of riders and steeds ! And one shows in front, and another Goes up and is seen in his place, Sic transit (more Latin) — Oh ! bother. Let's get to the end of the race. • • • • • See, they come round the last turn careering, Already Tait's colours are struck. And the green in the vanguard is steering, And the red's in the rear of the ruck ! Are the stripes in the shade doom'd to lie long? Do the blue stars on white skies wax dim ? Is it Tamworth or Smuggler ? 'Tis Bylong That wins — either Bylong or Tim. As the shell through the breach that is riven And sapp'd by the springing of mines, As the bolt from the thunder-cloud driven. That levels the larches and pines, Through yon mass parti-colour'd that dashes Goal-turn'd, clad in many-hued garb, From rear to van, surges and flashes The yellow and black of The Barb. 143 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Past The Fly, falling back on the right, and The Gull, giving way on the left. Past Tamworth, who feels the whip smite, and Whose sides by the rowels are cleft ; Where Tim and the chestnut together Still bear of the battle the brunt, As if eight stone twelve were a feather He comes with a rush to the front. Tim Whiffler may yet prove a Tartar, And Bylong's the horse that can stay, But Kean is in trouble — and Carter Is hard on the satin-skinn'd bay ; And The Barb comes away unextended, Hard held, like a second Eclipse, While behind, the hoof-thunder is blended With the whistling and crackling of whips. EPILOGUE He wins ; yes, he wins upon paper, He hasn't yet won upon turf, And these rhymes are but moonshine and vapour, Air-bubbles and spume from the surf. So be it, at least they are given Free, gratis, for just what they're worth, 144 HIPPODROMANIA ? And (whatever there may be in heaven) There's Httle worth much upon earth. When, with satellites round them, the centre Of all eyes, hard press'd by the crowd, The pair, horse and rider, re-enter The gate, 'mid a shout long and loud. You may feel as you might feel, just landed Full length on the grass from the clip Of a vicious cross-counter, right-handed, Or upper-cut, whizzing from hip. And that's not so bad if you're pick'd up Discreetly, and carefully nursed ; Loose teeth by the sponge are soon lick'd up, And next time you may get home first. Still I'm not sure you'd like it exactly, (Such tastes as a rule are acquired), And you'll find in a nutshell this fact lie, Bruised optics are not much admired. Do I bore you with vulgar allusions ? Forgive me, I speak as I feel, I've ponder'd and made my conclusions — As the mill grinds the corn to the meal ; lo 145 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT So man striving boldly but blindly, Ground piecemeal in Destiny's mill, At his best, taking punishment kindly, Is only a chopping-block still. Are we wise ? our abstruse calculations Are based on experience long ; Are we sanguine ? our high expectations Are founded on hope that is strong ; Thus we build an air-castle that crumbles And drifts, till no traces remain, And the fool builds again while he grumbles. And the wise one laughs, building again. ** How came they to pass, these rash blunders, These false steps so hard to defend ? " Our friend puts the question and wonders. We laugh and reply, "Ah! my friend. Could you trace the first stride falsely taken, The distance misjudged, where or how, When you pick'd yourself up, stunn'd and shaken. At the fence 'twixt the turf and the plough ? ** In the jar of the panel rebounding ! In the crash of the splintering wood ! 146 HIPPODROMANIA ? In the ears to the earth shock resounding ! In the eyes flashing fire and blood ! In the quarters above you revolving! In the sods underneath heaving high ! There was little to aid you in solving Such questions — the how or the why. ** And destiny, steadfast in trifles, Is steadfast for better or worse In great things, it crushes and stifles. And swallows the hopes that we nurse. Men wiser than we are may wonder, When the future they cling to so fast, To the roll of that destiny's thunder, Goes down with the wrecks of the past." The past ! the dead past ! that has swallow'd All the honey of life and the milk, Brighter dreams than mere pastimes we've follow'd, Better things than our scarlet or silk ; Aye, and worse things — that past is it really Dead to us who again and again Feel sharply, hear plainly, see clearly Past days with their joy and their pain ? 147 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Like corpses embalm'd and unburied They lie, and in spite of our will, Our souls on the wings of thought carried, Revisit their sepulchres still ; Down the channels of mystery gliding They conjure strange tales, rarely read, Of the priests of dead Pharaohs presiding At mystical feasts of the dead. Weird pictures arise, quaint devices. Rude emblems, baked funeral meats. Strong incense, rare wines, and rich spices, The ashes, the shrouds, and the sheets ; Does our thraldom fall short of completeness For the magic of a charnel-house charm, And the flavour of a poisonous sweetness, And the odour of a poisonous balm ? And the links of the past — but, no matter. For I'm getting beyond you, I guess. And you'll call me "as mad as a hatter" If my thoughts I too freely express ; I subjoin a quotation, pray learn it, And with the aid of your lexicon tell us The meaning thereof, *^ jRes discernit Sapiens, quas confimdit asellus'' 148 HIPPODROMANIA ? Already green hillocks are swelling, And combing white locks on the bar, Where a dull, droning murmur is telling Of winds that have gather'd afar ; Thus we know not the day, nor the morrow, Nor yet what the night may bring forth. Nor the storm, nor the sleep, nor the sorrow. Nor the strife, nor the rest, nor the wrath. Yet the skies are still tranquil and starlit. The sun 'twixt the wave and the west Dies in purple, and crimson, and scarlet. And gold ; let us hope for the best. Since again from the earth his effulgence The darkness and damp-dews shall wipe, Kind reader, extend your indulgence To this the last lay of '' The Pipe." ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM OR THE LAY OF THE LAST CHARGER '* You have the Pyrrhic dance, as yet, Where is the Pyrrhic phalanx gone ? Of two such lessons, why forget The nobler and the manlier one ? " — Byron. One line of swart profiles, and bearded lips dressing, One ridge of bright helmets, one crest of fair plumes, One streak of blue sword-blades all bared for the fleshing. One row of red nostrils that scent battle- fumes. Forward ! the trumpets were sounding the charge, The roll of the kettledrum rapidly ran. That music, like wild-fire spreading at large, Madden'd the war-horse as well as the man. Forward ! still forward ! we thunder'd along, Steadily, yet, for our strength we were nursing ; 150 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM Tall Ewart, our sergeant, was humming a song, Lance-corporal Black Will was blaspheming and cursing. Open'd their volley of guns on our right, Puffs of grey smoke, veiling gleams of red flame, Curling to leeward, were seen on the height Where the batteries were posted, as onward we came. Spreading before us their cavalry lay, Squadron on squadron, troop upon troop ; We were so few, and so many were they — Eagles wait calmly the sparrow-hawk's stoop. Forward ! still forward ! steed answering steed Cheerily neigh'd, while the foam flakes were toss't From bridle to bridle — the top of our speed Was gain'd, but the pride of our order was lost. 151 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT One was there, leading by nearly a rood, Though we were racing he kept to the fore, Still as a rock in his stirrups he stood, High in the sunlight his sabre he bore. Suddenly tottering, backwards he crash't. Loudly his helm right in front of us rung ; Iron hoofs thunder'd, and naked steel flash't Over him — youngest, where many were young. Now we were close to them, every horse striding Madly ; — St Luce pass't with never a groan ; — Sadly my master look't round — he was riding On the boy's right, with a line of his own. Thrusting his hand in his breast or breast- pocket. While from his wrist the sword swung by a chain, Swiftly he drew out some trinket or locket, Kiss't it (I think) and replaced it again. 152 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM Burst, while his fingers reclosed on the haft, Jarring concussion and earth-shaking din. Horse 'counter'd horse, and I reel'd, but he laugh't, Down went his man, cloven clean to the chin ! Wedged in the midst of that struggling mass, After the first shock, where each his foe singled, Little was seen save a dazzle, like glass In the sun, with grey smoke and black dust intermingled. Here and there redden'd a pistol shot, flashing Through the red sparkle of steel upon steel ! Redder the spark seem'd, and louder the clashing. Struck from the helm by the iron-shod heel ! Overfallen riders, like wither'd leaves strewing Uplands in autumn, we sunder'd their ranks ; Steeds rearing and plunging, men hacking and hewing, Fierce grinding of sword-blades, sharp goading of flanks. I S3 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT Short was the crisis of conflict soon over, Being too good (I suppose) to last long ; Through them we cut, as the scythe cuts the clover, Batter'd and stain'd we emerged from their throng. Some of our saddles were emptied, of course ; To heaven (or elsewhere) Black Will had been carried ! Ned Sullivan mounted Will's riderless horse, His mare being hurt, while ten seconds we tarried. And then we re-formed, and went at them once more. And ere they had rightly closed up the old track, Webroke through thelanewehadopen'd before, And as we went forward e'en so we came back. Our numbers were few, and our loss far from small. They could fight, and besides, they were twenty to one ; 154 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM We were clear of them all when we heard the recall, And thus we returned, but my tale is not done. For the hand of my rider felt strange on my bit, He breathed once or twice like one partially choked, And sway'd in his seat, then I knew he was hit; — He must have bled fast, for my withers were soak'd, And scarcely an inch of my housing was dry ; I slacken'd my speed, yet I never quite stop't, Ere he patted my neck, said, '' Old fellow, good-bye ! " And drop't off me gently, and lay where he drop't ! Ah, me ! after all they may call us dumb creatures, — I tried hard to neigh, but the sobs took my breath, SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Yet I guess't, gazing down at those still, quiet features, He was never more happy in life than in death. Two years back, at Aldershot, Elrington mentioned My name to our colonel one field-day. He said, "Count," "Steeltrap" and ''Challenger" ought to be pension d ; — " Count " died the same week, and now '' Steeltrap " is dead. That morningourcolonelwasriding'' Theresa," The filly by " Teddington," out of " Mistake," His girls, pretty Alice and fair-hair'd Louisa, Were there on the ponies he purchased from Blake. I remember he pointed me out to his daughters, Said he, "In this troop I may fairly take pride, 156 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM But I've none left like him in my officers' quarters, Whose life-blood the mane of old * Chal- lenger' dyed." Where are they ? the war-steeds who shared in our glory, The '' Lanercost " colt, and the " Acrobat " mare. And the Irish division, " Kate Kearney" and " Rory," And rushing " Roscommon," and eager " Kildare," And *• Freeny," a favourite once with my master, And "Warlock," a sluggard, but honest and true. And ''Tancred," as honest as " Warlock," but faster. And " Blacklock," and " Birdlime," and " Molly Carew " ?— 157 SEA SPRAY ^ SMOKE DRIFT All vanish't, what wonder ! twelve summers have pass't Since then, and my comrade lies buried this day, — Old *' Steeltrap," the kicker, — and now I'm the last Of the chargers who shared in that glorious fray Come, " Harlequin," keep your nose out of my manger. You'll get your allowance, my boy, and no more ; Snort ! *' Silvertail," snort ! when you've seen as much danger As I have, you won't mind the rats in the straw. « « • • • Our gallant old colonel came limping and halting, The day before yesterday, into my stall, Oh! light to the saddle I've once seen him vaulting, In full marching order, steel broadsword, and all. 158 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM And now, his left leg than his right is made shorter Three inches, he stoops, and his chest is unsound ; He spoke to me gently, and patted my quarter, I laid my ears back and look't playfully round. For that word kindly meant, that caress kindly given, I thank't him, though dumb, but my cheer- fulness fled ; More sadness I drew from the face of the living Than years back I did from the face of the dead. For the dead face, upturned, tranquil, joyous, and fearless, Look't straip^ht from o^reen sod to blue fathomless sky With a smile ; but the living face, gloomy and tearless, And haggard and harass'd, look't down with a sigh. 159 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT Did he think on the first time he kiss't Lady Mary? On the morning he wing'd Horace Greville the beau? On the winner he steer'd in the grand military ? On the charge that he headed twelve long years ago ? Did he think on each fresh year, of fresh grief the herald ? On lids that are sunken, and locks that are grey? On Alice, who bolted with Brian Fitzgerald ? On Rupert, his first-born, dishonour'd by "play"? On Louey, his darling, who sleeps 'neath the cypress That shades her and one whose last breath gave her life ? — I saw those strong fingers hard over each eye press — Oh ! the dead rest in peace when the quick toil in strife ! i6o ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM Scoff, man ! egotistical, proud, unobservant, Since I with man's grief dare to sympathise thus ; Why scoff? — fellow-creature I am, fellow- servant Of God, can man fathom God's dealings with us ? The wide gulf that parts us may yet be no wider Than that which parts you from some being more blest ; And there may be more links 'twixt the horse and his rider Than ever your shallow philosophy guess't. You are proud of your power, and vain of your courage, And your blood, Anglo-Saxon, or Norman, or Celt, Though your gifts you extol, and our gifts you disparage. Your perils, your pleasures, your sorrows we've felt. II i6i SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT We, too, sprung from mares of the prophet of Mecca, And nursed on the pride that was born with the milk. And filtered through ''Crucifix," ''Beeswing," " Rebecca," We love sheen of scarlet and shimmer of silk. We, too, sprung from loins of the Ishmaelite stallions. We glory in daring that dies or prevails ; From counter of squadrons, and crash of battalions, To rending of blackthorns, and rattle of rails. In all strife where courage is tested, and power, From the meet on the hill-side, the horn- blast, the find, The burst, the longgallopthat seems to devour The champaign, all obstacles flinging behind. To the cheer and the clarion, the war-music blended With war-cry, the furious dash at the foe, 162 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM The terrible shock, the recoil, and the splendid Bare sword, flashing blue, rising red from the blow. I've borne one through perils where many- have seen us, No tyrant, a kind friend, a patient instructor, And I've felt some strange element flashing between us. Till the saddle seem'd turn'd to a lightning conductor. Did he see ? could he feel through the faint- ness, the numbness, While linger'd the spirit half-loosed from the clay, Dumb eyes seeking his in their piteous dumbness, Dumb quivering nostrils, too stricken to neigh ? And what then ? the colours reversed, the drums muflled. The black nodding plumes, the dead march, and the pall, 163 SEA SPRAY &> SMOKE DRIFT The stern faces, soldier-like, silent, unruffled, The slow sacred music that floats over all! Cross carbine and boarspear, hang bugle and banner, Spur, sabre, and snaffle, and helm — Is it well? Vain 'scutcheon, false trophies of Mars and Diana, — Can the dead laurel sprout with the live immortelle ? It may be, — we follow, and though we inherit Our strength for a season, our pride for a span. Say ! vanity are they ? vexation of spirit ? Not so, since they serve for a time horse and man. They serve for a time, and they make life worth living. In spite of life's troubles — 'tis vain to despond ; 164 ROLL OF THE KETTLEDRUM Oh, man ! we at least, we enjoy, with thanks- giving, God's gifts on this earth, though we look not beyond. You sin, and you suffer, and we, too, find sorrow. Perchance through jk^^^ sin — yet it soon will be o'er ; We labour to-day, and we slumber to-morrow, Strong horse and bold rider ! — and wko knoweth more ? • • • • • In our barrack-square shouted Drill-sergeant McCluskie, The roll of the kettledrum rapidly ran, The colonel wheel'd short, speaking once, dry and husky, "" Would to God I had died with your master, old man." BUSH BALLADS ^GALLOPING RHYMES By LINDSAY GORDON A DEDICATION TO THE AUTHOR OF " HOLMBY HOUSE " They are rhymes rudely strungwith intent less Of sound than of words, In lands where bright blossoms are scentless, And songless bright birds ; Where, with fire and fierce drought on her tresses. Insatiable Summer oppresses Sere woodlands and sad wildernesses, And faint flocks and herds. Where in dreariest days, when all dews end, And all winds are warm, Wild Winter's large floodgates are loosen'd, And floods, free'd by storm From broken up fountain heads, dash on Dry deserts with long pent up passion — Here rhyme was first framed without fashion, Song shaped without form. Whence gather'd ? — The locust's glad chirrup May furnish a stave ; The ring of a rowel and stirrup. The wash of a wave. 167 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES The chaunt of the marsh frog in rushes, That chimes through the pauses and hushes Of nightfall, the torrent that gushes, The tempests that rave. In the deep'ning of dawn, when it dapples The dusk of the sky, With streaks like the redd'ning of apples. The ripening of rye. To eastward, when cluster by cluster, Dim stars and dull planets, that muster, Wax wan in a world of white lustre That spreads far and high. In the gathering of night gloom o'erhead, in The still silent change. All fire-flush'd when forest trees redden On slopes of the range. When the gnarl'd, knotted trunks Eucalyptian Seem carved, like weird columns Egyptian, With curious device — quaint inscription, And hieroglyph strange. In the Spring, when the wattle gold trembles 'Twixt shadow and shine, 1 68 THE SICK STOCKRIDER To wheel the wild scrub cattk at the yird, With a running fire of stockwhip* and a fiery rua, of hoofs 5 Oh ! the hardest day was never then too har^i ] A DEDICATION When each dew-laden air draught resembles A long draught of wine ; When the skyline's blue burnish'd resistance Makes deeper the dreamiest distance, Some song in all hearts hath existence, — Such songs have been mine. They came in all guises, some vivid To clasp and to keep ; Some sudden and swift as the livid Blue thunder-flame's leap. This swept through the first breath of clover, With memories renew'd to the rover — That flash'd while the black horse turn'd over Before the long sleep. To you (having cunning to colour A page with your pen, That through dull days, and nights even duller, Long years ago ten ; Fair pictures in fever afforded) — I send these rude staves, roughly worded By one in whose brain stands recorded As clear now as then. 169 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES " The great rush of grey * Northern water,' The green ridge of bank, The ' sorrel ' with curved sweep of quarter Curl'd close to clean flank, The Royalist saddlefast squarely, And, where the bright uplands stretch fairly. Behind, beyond pistol-shot barely, The Roundheaded rank. " A long launch, with clinging of muscles, And clenching of teeth ! The loose doublet ripples and rustles ! The swirl shoots beneath ! " Enough. In return for your garland — In lieu of the flowers from your far land — Take wild growths of dreamland or starland. Take weeds for your wreath. Yet rhyme had not fail'd me for reason. Nor reason for rhyme ; Sweet song ! had I sought you in season. And found you in time. You beckon in your bright beauty yonder, And I, waxing fainter yet fonder, Now weary too soon when I wander — Now fall when I climb. 170 A DEDICATION It matters but little in the long run, The weak have some right — Some share in the race that the strong run, The fight the strong fight. If words that are worthless go westward, Yet the worst word shall be as the best word, In the day when all riot sweeps restward, In darkness or light. THE SICK STOCKRIDER Hold hard, Ned ! Lift me down once more, and lay me in the shade. Old man, you've had your work cut out to guide Both horses, and to hold me in the saddle when I sway'd All through the hot, slow, sleepy, silent ride. The dawn at ** Moorabinda " was a mist- wrack dull and dense, The sunrise was a sullen, sluggish lamp ; I was dozing in the gateway at Arbuthnot's boundary fence, I was dreaming on the Limestone cattle camp. We crossed the creek at Carricksford, and sharply through the haze, And suddenly the sun shot flaming forth ; To southward lay " Katiwa," with the sand- peaks all ablaze, And the flush 'd fields of Glen Lomond lay to north. 172 THE SICK STOCKRIDER Now westward winds the bridle path that leads to Lindisfarm, And yonder looms the double-headed Bluff; From the far side of the first hill, when the skies are clear and calm, You can see Sylvester's woolshed fair enough. Five miles we used to call it from our home- stead to the place Where the big tree spans the roadway like an arch ; 'Twas here we ran the dingo down that gave us such a chase Eight years ago — or was it nine ? — last March. 'Twas merry in the glowing morn, among the gleaming grass. To wander as we've wander'd many a mile, And blow the cool tobacco cloud, and watch the white wreaths pass, Sitting loosely in the saddle all the while. 173 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES 'Twas merry 'mid the blackwoods when we spied the station roofs, To wheel the wild scrub cattle at the yard, With a running fire of stockwhips and a fiery run of hoofs ; Oh ! the hardest day was never then too hard ! Aye ! we had a glorious gallop after '' Star- light " and his gang. When they bolted from Sylvester's on the fiat; How the sun-dried reed-beds crackled, how the flint-strewn ranges rang To the strokes of '' Mountaineer" and ''Acrobat"! Hard behind them in the timber, harder still across the heath, Close beside them through the tea-tree scrub we dash'd ; And the golden-tinted fern leaves, how they rustled underneath ! And the honeysuckle osiers, how they crashed ! 174 THE SICK STOCKRIDER We led the hunt throughout, Ned, on the chestnut and the grey, And the troopers were three hundred yards behind, While we emptied our six-shooters on the bushrangers at bay, In the creek with stunted box-tree for a blind ! There you grappl'd with the leader, man to man and horse to horse, And you roll'd together when the chestnut rear'd ; He blazed away and missed you in that shallow watercourse — A narrow shave — his powder singed your beard ! In these hours when life is ebbing, how those days when life was young Come back to us ; how clearly I recall Even the yarns Jack Hall invented, and the songs Jem Roper sung ! And where are now Jem Roper and Jack Hall ? 175 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Aye ! nearly all our comrades of the old colonial school, Our ancient boon companions, Ned, are gone; Hard livers for the most part, somewhat reck- less as a rule, It seems that you and I are left alone. There was Hughes, who got in trouble through that business with the cards, It matters little what became of him ; But a steer ripp'd up MacPherson in the Coora- minta yards, And Sullivan was drown'd at Sink-or-swim ; And Mostyn — poor Frank Mostyn — died at last a fearful wreck, In ** the horrors " at the Upper Wandinong, And Carisbrooke the rider at the Horsefall broke his neck. Faith ! the wonder was he saved his neck so long ! Ah ! those days and nights we squandered at the Logans' in the Glen — The Logans, man and wife, have long been dead. 176 THE SICK STOCKRIDER Elsie's tallest girl seems taller than your little Elsie then ; And Ethel is a woman grown and wed. I've had my share of pastime, and I've done my share of toil, And life is short — the longest life a span ; I care not now to tarry for the corn or for the oil, Or for the wine that maketh glad the heart of man. For good undone and gifts misspent and resolutions vain, 'Tis somewhat late to trouble. This I know — I should live the same life over, if I had to live again ; And the chances are I go where most men go- The deep blue skies wax dusky and the tall green trees grow dim, The sward beneath me seems to heave and fall; 12 177 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES And sickly, smoky shadows through the sleepy sunlight swim, And on the very sun's face weave their pall. Let me slumber in the hollow where the wattle blossoms wave, With never stone or rail to fence my bed ; Should the sturdy station children pull the bush flowers on my grave, I may chance to hear them romping over- head. THE SWIMMER With short, sharp, violent lights made vivid, To the southward far as the sight can roam ; Only the swirl of the surges livid, The seas that climb and the surfs that comb. Only the crag and the cliff to nor' ward. And the rocks receding, and reefs flung forward. And waifs wreck'd seaward and wasted shore- ward On shallows sheeted with flaming foam. A grim, grey coast and a seaboard ghastly. And shores trod seldom by feet of men — Where the batter'd hull and the broken mast lie, They have lain embedded these long years ten. Love ! when we wander'd here together. Hand in hand through the sparkling weather, From the heights and hollows of fern and heather, God surely loved us a little then. 179 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Then skies were fairer and shores were firmer — The blue sea over the bright sand roll'd ; Babble and prattle, and ripple and murmur, Sheen of silver and glamour of gold — And the sunset bath'd in the gulf to lend her A garland of pinks and of purples tender, A tinge of the sun-god's rosy splendour, A tithe of his glories manifold. Man's works are graven, cunning and skilful On earth where his tabernacles are ; But the sea is wanton, the sea is wilful, And who shall mend her and who shall mar? Shall we carve success or record disaster On her bosom of heaving alabaster ? Will her purple pulse beat fainter or faster For fallen sparrow or fallen star ? I would that with sleepy soft embraces The sea would fold me — would find me rest In luminous shades of her secret places, In depths where her marvels are manifest ; So the earth beneath her should not discover 1 80 THE SWIMMER My hidden couch — nor the heaven above her — As a strong love shielding a weary lover, I would have her shield me with shining breast. When light in the realms of space lay hidden, When life was yet in the womb of time, Ere flesh was fettered to fruits forbidden. And souls were wedded to care and crime, Was the course foreshaped for the future spirit — A burden of folly, a void of merit — That would fain the wisdom of stars inherit, And cannot fathom the seas sublime ? Under the sea or the soil (what matter? The sea and the soil are under the sun), As in the former days in the latter The sleeping or waking is known of none. Surely the sleeper shall not awaken To griefs forgotten or joys forsaken, For the price of all things given and taken, The sum of all things done and undone. i8i BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Shall we count offences or coin excuses, Or weigh with scales the soul of a man, Whom a stronof hand binds and a sure hand looses, Whose light is a spark and his life a span ? The seed he sow'd or the soil he cumber'd, The time he served or the space he slumber'd ; Will it profit a man when his days are number'd. Or his deeds since the days of his life began ? One, glad because of the light, saith, '' Shall not The righteous Judge of all the earth do right, For behold the sparrows on the house-tops fall not Save as seemeth to Him good in His sight?" And this man's joy shall have no abiding Through lights departing and lives dividing. He is soon as one in the darkness hiding, One loving darkness rather than light. A little season of love and laughter, Of light and life, and pleasure and pain, 182 THE SWIMMER And a horror of outer darkness after, And dust returneth to dust again. Then the lesser life shall be as the greater, And the lover of light shall join the hater, And the one thing cometh sooner or later, And no one knoweth the loss or gain. Love of my life ! we had lights in season — Hard to part from, harder to keep — We had strength to labour and souls to reason. And seed to scatter and fruits to reap. Though time estranges and fate disperses, We have had our loves and our loving-mercies ; Though the gifts of the light in the end are curses, Yet bides the gift of the darkness — sleep ! See ! girt with tempest and wing'd with thunder, And clad with lightning and shod with sleet. The strong winds treading the swift waves sunder The flying rollers with frothy feet. One gleam like a bloodshot swordblade swims on 183 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES The skyline, staining the green gulf crimson, A death stroke fiercely dealt by a dim sun That strikes through his stormy winding sheet. Oh ! brave white horses ! you gather and gallop, The storm sprite loosens the gusty reins ; Now the stoutest ship were the frailest shallop In your hollow backs, on your high arch'd manes. I would ride as never a man has ridden In your sleepy, swirling surges hidden, To gulfs foreshadow'd through straits for- bidden. Where no light wearies and no love wanes. -o O ^ ? H o w t w. ■»» 5 C w o « § il a S. ":3 « , g-2 ^ CO ^ •— T) o ^ « Z S ° 3 «^ (< bo O « o .£ -r 'S ^^.§ c •- S. *> 3 *~ ± ti w o w • u FROM THE WRECK *' Turn out, boys " — *' What's up with our super' to-night? The man's mad — Two hours to daybreak I'd swear — Stark mad — why, there isn't a glimmer of light." "Take Bolingbroke, Alec, give Jack the young mare ; Look sharp. A large vessel lies jamm'd on the reef. And many on board still, and some wash'd on shore, Ride straight with the news — they may send some relief From the township ; and we — we can do little more. You, Alec, you know the near cuts ; you can cross The * Sugarloaf ford withascramble, I think ; Don't spare the blood filly, nor yet the black horse ; Should the wind rise, God help them ! the ship will soon sink. Old Peter's away down the paddock, to drive The nags to the stockyard as fast as he can — 185 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES A life and death matter ; so, lads, look alive," Half-dress'd, in the dark to the stockyard we ran. There was bridling with hurry, and saddling with haste. Confusion and cursing for lack of a moon ; ** Be quick with these buckles, we've no time to waste " ; "Mind the mare, she can use her hind legs to some tune." " Make sure of the crossing-place ; strike the old track, They've fenced off the new one ; look out for the holes On the wombat hills." '' Down with the slip rails ; stand back." '* And ride, boys, the pair of you, ride for your souls." In the low branches heavily laden with dew. In the long grasses spoiling with dead wood that day, Where the black wood, the box, and the bastard oak grew. Between the tall gumtrees we gallop'd away — 1 86 FROM THE WRECK We crash'd through a brush fence, we splash'd through a swamp — We steered for the north near " the Eagle- hawk's Nest" — We bore to the left, just beyond " the Red Camp," And round the black tea-tree belt wheel'd to the west — Wecross'd a lowrangesicklyscentedwithmusk From wattle-tree blossom — we skirted a marsh — Then the dawn faintly dappled with orange the dusk, And peal'd overhead the jay's laughter note harsh, And shot the first sunstreakbehindus, and soon The dim dewy uplands were dreamy with light, And full on our left flash'd '* the reedy lagoon," And sharply " the Sugarloaf " rear'd on our right. A smother'd curse broke through the bush- man's brown beard. He turn'd in his saddle, his brick-colour'd cheek 187 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Flush'd feebly with sundawn, said, '' Just what I fear'd ; Last fortnight's late rainfall has flooded the creek." Black Bolingbroke snorted, and stood on the brink One instant, then deep in the dark, sluggish swirl Plunged headlong. I saw the horse suddenly sink. Till round the man's armpits the wave seem'd to curl. We follow'd, — one cold shock, and deeper we sank Than they did, and twice tried the landing in vain. The third struggle won it, straight up the steep bank We stagger'd, then out on the skirts of the plain. The stockrider, Alec, at starting had got The lead, and had kept it throughout ; 'twas his boast 1 88 FROM THE WRECK That through thickest of scrub he could steer like a shot, And the black horse was counted the best on the coast. The mare had been awkward enough in the dark, She was eager and headstrong, and barely- half broke ; She had had me too close to a big stringybark, And had made a near thing of a crooked she-oak ; But now on the open, lit up by the morn, She flung the white foam-flakes from nostril to neck, And chased him — I hatless, with shirtsleeves all torn (For he may ride ragged who rides from a wreck) — And faster and faster across the wide heath We rode till we raced. Then I gave her her head, And she — stretching out with the bit in her teeth — She caught him, outpaced him, and passed him, and led. 189 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES We neared the new fence ; we were wide of the track ; I look'd right and left — she had never been tried At a stiff leap. 'Twas little he cared on the black. '' You're more than a mile from the gate way," he cried. I hung to her head, touched her flank with the spurs (In the red streak of rail not the ghost of a gap); She shortened her long stroke, she pricked her sharp ears, She flung it behind her with hardly a rap — I saw thepost quiver where Bolingbrokestruck, And guessed that the pace we had come the last mile Had blown him a bit(hecould jumplikeabuck). We galloped more steadily then for a while. The heath was soon pass'd, in the dim distance lay The mountain. The sun was just clearing the tips 190 FROM THE WRECK Of the ranges to eastward. The mare — could she stay ? She was bred verynearlyas clean as Eclipse; She led, and as oft as he came to her side, She took the bit free and untiring as yet. Her neck was arched double, her nostrils were wide, And the tips of her tapering ears nearly met — " You're lighter than I am," said Alec at last, '' The horse is dead beat and the mare isn't blown. She must be a good one — ride on and ride fast. You know your way now." So I rode on alone. Still galloping forward we pass'd the two flocks At M'lntyre's hut and McAllister's hill- She was galloping strong at the Warrigal Rocks — On the Wallaby Range she was galloping still — And over the wasteland and under the wood. By down and by dale, and by fell and by flat, She gallop'd, and here in the stirrups I stood To ease her, and there in the saddle I sat 191 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES To Steer her. We suddenly struck the red loam Of the track near the troughs — then she reeled on the rise — From her crest to her croup covered over with foam, And blood-red her nostrils and bloodshot her eyes, A dip in the dell where the wattlefire bloomed — A bend round a bank that had shut out the view — Large framed in the mild light the mountain had loom'd, With a tall, purple peak bursting out from the blue. I pull'd her together, I press'd her, and she Shot down the decline to the Company's yard, And on by the paddocks, yet under my knee I could feel her heart thumping the saddle- flaps hard. Yet a mile and another, and now we were near The goal, and the fields and the farms flitted past, 192 FROM THE WRECK And 'twixt the two fences I turn'd with a cheer, For a green, grass-fed mare 'twas a far thing and fast ; And labourers, roused by her galloping hoofs, Saw bare-headed rider and foam-sheeted steed ; And shone the white walls and the slate-col- oured roofs Of the township. I steadied her then — I 'had need — Where stood the old chapel (where stands the new church — Since chapels to churches have changed in that town). A short, sidelong stagger, a long forward lurch, A slight choking sob, and the mare had gone down. I slipp'd off the bridle, I slackened the girth, I ran on and left her and told them my news ; I saw her soon afterwards. What was she worth? How much for her hide ? She had never worn shoes. NO NAME "A stone upon her heart and head, But no name written on that stone ; Sweet neighbours whisper low instead, This sinner was a loving one." — Mrs Browning. 'Tis a nameless stone that stands at your head — The gusts In the gloomy gorges whirl, Brown leaves and red till they cover your bed- Now I trust that your sleep is a sound one, girl ! I said in my wrath, when his shadow cross'd From yourgarden gate to your cottage door, " What does it matter for one soul lost ? Millions of souls have been lost before." Yet I warn'd you — ah ! but my words came true — *' Perhaps some day you will find him out." He who was not worthy to loosen your shoe, Does his conscience therefore prick him ? I doubt. You laugh'd and were deaf to my warning voice — Blush'd and were blind to his cloven hoof — 194 NO NAME You have had your chance, you have taken your choice — How could I help you, standing aloof? He has prosper'd well with the world — he says I am mad — if so, and if he be sane, I, at least, give God thanksgiving and praise That there lies between us one difference plain. You in your beauty above me bent In the pause of a wild west country ball — Spoke to me — touched me without intent — Made me your servant for once and all. Light laughter rippled your rose-red lip. And you swept my cheek with a shining curl That stray'd from your shoulder's snowy tip — Now I pray that your sleep is a sound one, girl! From a long way off to look at your charms Made my blood run redder in every vein, And he — he has held you long in his arms, And has kiss'd you over and over again. 195 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Is it well that he keeps well out of my way ? If we met, he and I — we alone — we two — Would I give him one moment's grace to pray? Not I, for the sake of the soul he slew. A life like a shuttlecock may be toss'd With the hand of fate for a battledore ; But it matters much, for your sweet soul lost, As much as a million souls and more. And I know that if, here or there, alone, I found him, fairly and face to face, Having slain his body, I would slay my own, That my soul to Satan his soul might chase. He hardens his heart in the public way — Who am I ? I am but a nameless churl ; But God will put all things straight someday — Till then may your sleep be a sound one, girl! WOLF AND HOUND " The hills like giants at a hunting lay Chin upon hand, to see the game at bay." — Browning. You'll take my tale with a little salt, But it needs none, nevertheless, I was foil'd completely, fairly at fault, Dishearten'd, too, I confess. At the splitter s tent I had seen the track Of horse-hoofs fresh on the sward, And though Darby Lynch and Donovan Jack (Who could swear through a ten-inch board) Solemnly swore he had not been there, I was just as sure that they lied, For to Darby all that is foul was fair, And Jack for his life was tried. We had run him for seven miles and more As hard as our nags could split ; At the start they were all too weary and sore, And his was quite fresh and fit. Young Marsden s pqjiy had had enough On the plain, where the chase was hot ; We breasted the swell of the Bittern's Bluff, And Mark couldn't raise a trot. When the sea, like a splendid silver shield, 197 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES To the south-west suddenly lay On the brow of the Beetle, the chestnut reel'd, And I bid good-bye to M'Crea — And I was alone when the mare fell lame, With a pointed flint in her shoe, On the Stony Flats : I had lost the game. And what was a man to do ? I turned away with no fixed intent And headed for Hawthorndell ; I could neither eat in the splitter's tent Nor drink at the splitter's well ; I knew that they gloried in my mishap. And I cursed them between my teeth — A blood-red sunset through Brayton's Gap Flung a lurid fire on the heath. Could I reach the Dell ? I had little reck, And with scarce a choice of my own I threw the reins on Miladi's neck — I had freed her foot from the stone. That season most of the swamps were dry, And after so hard a burst In the sultry noon of so hot a sky She was keen to appease her thirst — 198 WOLF AND HOUND Or by instinct urged or impelled by fate — I care not to solve these things — Certain it is that she took me straight To the Warrigal water springs. I can shut my eyes and recall the ground As though it were yesterday — With a shelf of the low, grey rocks girt round The springs in their basin lay ; Woods to the east and wolds to the north In the sundown suddenly bloom'd ; Dead black on a curtain of crimson cloth Large peaks to the westward loomed. I led Miladi through weed and sedge, She leisurely drank her fill ; There was something close to the water's edge, And my heart with one leap stood still. For a horse's shoe and a rider's boot Had left clean prints on the clay ; Someone had watered his beast on foot, 'Twas he — he had gone. Which way ? Then the mouth of the cavern faced me fair, As I turned and fronted the rocks ; So, at last, I had pressed the wolf to his lair, I had run to his earth the fox. 199 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES I thought SO. Perhaps he was resting. Per- haps He was waiting, watching for me. I examined all my revolver caps, I hitched my mare to a tree — I had sworn to have him, alive or dead. And to give him a chance was loth. He knew his life had been forfeited — He had even heard of my oath. In my stocking'd soles to the shelf I crept, I crawl'd safe into the cave — All silent — if he was there he slept. Not there. All dark as the grave. Through the crack I could hear the leaden hiss ; See the livid face through the flame ! How strange it seems that a man should miss When his life depends on his aim ! There couldn't have been a better light For him, nor a worse for me. We were coop'd up, caged, like beasts for a fight, And dumb as dumb beasts were we. 200 & O X o z < c 2 u w u *-• d •«-■ o jO -a w 2 WOLF AND HOUND Flash ! flash ! bang ! bang ! and we blazed away, And the grey roof reddened and rang ; Flash ! flash ! and I felt his bullet flay The tip of my ear. Flash ! bang ! Bang ! flash ! and my pistol arm fell broke ; I struck with my left hand then — Struck at a corpse through a cloud of smoke- I had shot him dead in his den ! *. DE TE A BURNING glass of burnish'd brass, The calm sea caught the noontide rays, And sunny slopes of golden grass And wastes of weed-flower seem to blaze. Beyond the shining silver-greys. Beyond the shades of denser bloom, The sky-line girt with glowing haze The farthest, faintest forest gloom. And the everlasting hills that loom. We heard the hound beneath the mound, We scared the swamp hawk hovering nigh— We had not sought for that we found — He lay as dead men only lie. With wan cheek whitening in the sky Through the wild heath flowers, white and red. The dumb brute that had seen him die, Close crouching, howl'd beside the head, Brute burial service o'er the dead. The brow was rife with seams of strife — A lawless death made doubly plain 202 DE TE The ravage of a reckless life ; The havoc of a hurricane Of passions through that breadth of brain, Like headlong horses that had run Riot, regardless of the rein — '* Madman, he might have lived and done Better than most men," whisper'd one. The beams and blots that Heaven allots To every life with life begin. Fool ! would you change the leopard's spots, Or blanch the Ethiopian's skin ? What more could he have hoped to win, What better things have thought to gain, So shapen — so conceived in sin ? No life is wholly void and vain, Just and unjust share sun and rain. Were new life sent and life misspent Wiped out (if such to God seem'd good), Would he (being as he was) repent. Or could he, even if he would, Who heeded not things understood (Though dimly) even in savage lands 203 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES By some who worship stone or wood, Or bird or beast, or who stretch hands Sunward on shining Eastern sands ? And crime has cause. Nay, never pause Idly to feel a pulseless wrist, Brace up the massive square-shaped jaws. Unclench the stubborn, stiff'ning fist. And close those eyes through film and mist, That kept the old defiant glare ; And answer, wise Psychologist, Whose science claims some little share Of truth. What better things lay there ? Aye ! thought and mind were there, — some kind Of faculty that men mistake For talent when their wits are blind, — An aptitude to mar and break What others diligently make. This was the worst and best of him — Wise with the cunning of the snake. Brave with the she-wolfs courage grim, Dying hard and dumb, torn limb from limb. 204 DE TE And you, Brown, you're a doctor ; cure You can't, but you can kill, and he — *' Witness his mark'' he signed last year, And now he signs John Smith, J. P. We'll hold our inquest now, we three ; I'll be your coroner for once ; I think old Oswald ought to be Our foreman — Jones is such a dunce, — There's more brain in the bloodhound's sconce. No man may shirk the allotted work, The deed to do, the death to die ; At least I think so, — neither Turk, Nor Jew, nor infidel am I, — And yet I wonder when I try To solve one question, may or must, And shall I solve it by-and-bye, Beyond the dark, beneath the dust ? I trust so, and I only trust. Aye what they will, such trifles kill. Comrade, for one good deed of yours, Your history shall not help to fill The mouths of many brainless boors. 205 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES It may be death absolves or cures The sin of life. 'Twere hazardous To assert so. If the sin endures, Say only, *' God who has judged him thus, Be merciful to him, and us." BUSH BALLADS AND GALLOP- ING RHYMES HOW WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE A LAY OF THE LOAMSHIRE HUNT CUP "Aye, squire," said Stevens, '' they back him at evens ; The race is all over, bar shouting, they say ; The Clown ought to beat her ; Dick Neville is sweeter Than ever — he swears he can win all the way. *' A gentleman rider — well, I'm an outsider, But if he's a gent who the mischief's a jock ? You swells mostly blunder, Dick rides for the plunder. He rides, too, like thunder — he sits like a rock. *' He calls 'hunted fairly' a horse that has barely Been stripp'd for a trot within sight of the hounds, A horse that at Warwick beat Birdlime and Yorick, And gave Abdelkader at Aintree nine pounds. 207 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES " They say we have no test to warrant a protest ; Dick rides for a lord and stands in with a steward ; The light of their faces they show him — his case is Prejudged and his verdict already secured. *' But none can outlast her, and few travel faster, She strides in her work clean away from The Drag, You hold her and sit her, she couldn't be fitter, Whenever you hit her she'll spring like a stag. '' And p'rhaps the green jacket, at odds though they back it, May fall, or there's no knowing what may turn up. Themareis quite ready, sit still and ridesteady, Keep cool ; and I think you may just win the Cup." Dark-brown with tan muzzle, just stripped for the tussle, Stood Iseult, arching her neck to the curb, 208 WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE A lean head and fiery, strong quarters and wiry, A loin rather light, but a shoulder superb. Some parting injunction, bestow'd with great unction, I tried to recall, but forgot like a dunce, When Reginald Murray, full tilt on White Surrey, Came down in a hurry to start us at once. " Keep back in the yellow ! Come up on Othello ! Hold hard on the chestnut ! Turn round on The Drag ! Keep back there on Spartan ! Back you, sir, in tartan ! So, steady there, easy," and down went the flag. We started, and Kerr made strong running on Mermaid, Through furrows that led to the first stake-and-bound, 14 209 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES The crack half extended look'd bloodlike and splendid, Held wide on the right where the headland was sound. I pulled hard to baffle her rush with the snaffle, Before her two-thirds of the field got away, All through the wet pasture where floods of the last year Still loitered, they clotted my crimson with clay. The fourth fence, a wattle, floor'd Monk and Bluebottle ; The Drag came to grief at the blackthorn and ditch. The rails toppled over Redoubt and Red Rover, The lane stopped Lycurgus and Leicester- shire Witch. She passed like an arrow Kildare and Cock Sparrow, And Mantrap and Mermaid refused the stone wall ; 2IO WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE And Giles on The Greyling came down at the paling, And I was left sailing in front of them all. I took them a burster, nor eased her nor nursed her Until the black Bullfinch led into the plough, And through the strong bramble we bored with a scramble — My cap was knock'd off by the hazel-tree bough. Where furrows looked lighter I drew the rein tighter — Her dark chest all dappled with flakes of white foam, Her flanks mud-bespattered, a weak rail she shattered — We landed on turf with our heads turn'd for home. Then crash'd a low binder, and then close behind her The sward to the strokes of the favourite shook, 211 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES His rush roused her mettle, yet ever so little She shorten'd her stride as we raced at the brook. She rose when I hit her. I saw the stream glitter, A wide scarlet nostril flashed close to my knee, Between sky and water The Clown came and caught her, The space that he cleared was a caution to see. And forcing the running, discarding all cunning, A length to the front went the rider in green ; A long strip of stubble, and then the big double. Two stiff flights of rails with a quickset between. She raced at the rasper, I felt my knees grasp her, I found my hands give to her strain on the bit, 212 WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE She rose when The Clown did — our silks as we bounded Brushed lightly, our stirrups clash'd loud as we lit. A rise steeply sloping, a fence with stone coping — The last — we diverged round the base of the hill, His path was the nearer, his leap was the clearer, I flogg'd up the straight and he led sitting still. She came to his quarter, and on still I brought her. And up to his girth, to his breast-plate she drew, A short prayer from Neville just reached me, *'The Devil," He mutter'd — lock'd level the hurdles we flew. A hum of hoarse cheering, a dense crowd careering. All sights seen obscurely, all shouts vaguely heard, 213 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES ** The green wins ! " '* The crimson ! " The multitude swims on, And figures are blended and features are blurr'd. ** The horse is her master ! " *' The green forges past her ! " " The Clown will outlast her ! " ** The Clown wins ! " ''The Clown!" The white railing races with all the white faces, The chestnut outpaces, outstretches the brown. On still past the gateway she strains in the straightway, Still struggles, ''The Clown by a short neck at most," He swerves, the green scourges, the stand rocks and surges, And flashes, and verges, and flits the white post. Aye ! so ends the tussle, — I knew the tan muzzle Was first, though the ring-men were yelling " Dead heat ! " 214 WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE A nose I can swear by, but Clarke said '' The mare by A short head." And that's how the favourite was beat. BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES FRAGMENTARY SCENES FROM THE ROAD TO AVERNUS AN UNPUBLISHED DRAMATIC LYRIC Scene I "DISCONTENT" Laurence Raby Laurence : I SAID to young Allan M'llveray, Beside the swift swirls of the North, When, in lilac shot through with a silver ray, We haul'd the strong salmon fish forth, Said only, '* He gave us some trouble To land him, and what does he weigh ? Our friend has caught one that weighs double, The game for the candle won't pay Us to-day. W^e may tie up our rods and away." I said to old Norman M'Gregor, Three leagues to the west of Glen Dhu — I had drawn, with a touch of the trigger, The best bead that ever I drew — Said merely, *' For birds in the stubble I once had an eye — I could swear 216 HOW WE BEAT THE FAVOURITE She rose when Th€ CUwn did — our silks as wc hounded Brush'd lightly, our stirrups cUsh'd loud as wc lit. THE ROAD TO AVERNUS He's down — but he's not worth the trouble Of seeking. You once shot a bear In his lair — 'Tis only a buck that lies there." I said to Lord Charles only last year, The time that we topp'd the oak rail Between Wharton's plough and Whynne's pasture, And clear'd the big brook in Blakes- vale — We only — at Warburton's double He fell, then I finish'd the run And kill'd clean — said, ** So bursts a bubble That shone half an hour in the sun — What is won ? Your sire clear'd and captured a gun." I said to myself, in true sorrow, I said yestere'en, '' A fair prize Is won, and it may be to-morrow 'Twill not seem so fair in thine eyes — Real life is a race through sore trouble, That gains not an inch on the goal, 217 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES And bliss an intangible bubble That cheats an unsatisfied soul, And the whole Of the rest an illegible scroll." Scene VII "TWO EXHORTATIONS" A Shooting-bocz in the West of Ireland. A Bedchamber. Laurence Raby and Melchior. Night. Melchior : Surely, in the great beginning God made all things good, and still That soul-sickness men call sinning enter'd not without His will. Nay, our wisest have asserted that, as shade enhances light, Evil is but good perverted, wrong is but the foil of right. Banish sickness, then you banish joy for health to all that live ; Slay all sin, all good must vanish, good being but comparative. Sophistry, you say — yet listen : look you sky- ward, there 'tis known 218 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS Worlds on worlds in myriads glisten — larger, lovelier than our own — This has been, and this shall still be, here as there, in sun or star ; These things are to be and will be, those things were to be and are. Man in man's imperfect nature is by imperfec- tion taught : Add one cubit to your stature if you can by taking thought. Laurence : Thus you would not teach that peasant, though he calls you " father." Melchior : True, I should magnify this present, mystify that future, too — We adapt our conversation always to our hearer's light. Laurence : I am not of your persuasion. Melchior : Yet the difference is but slight. 219 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Laurence : I, even /, say, *' He who barters worldly weal for heavenly worth He does well " — your saints and martyrs were examples, here on earth. Melchior : Aye, in earlier Christian ages, while the heathen empire stood, When the war 'twixt saints and sages cried aloud for saintly blood. Christ was then their model truly. Now, if all were meek and pure, Save the ungodly and the unruly, would the Christian Church endure? Shall the toiler or the fighter dream by day and watch by night. Turn the left cheek to the smiter, smitten rudely on the right ? Strong men must encounter bad men — so- called saints of latter days Have been mostly pious madmen, lusting after righteous praise — Or the thralls of superstition, doubtless worthy some reward, 220 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS Since they came by their condition hardly of their free accord. 'Tis but madness, sad and solemn, that these fakir- Christians feel — Saint Stylites on his column gratified a morbid zeal. Laurence : By your showing, good is really on a par (of worth) with ill. Melchior : Nay, I said not so ; I merely tell you both some ends fulfil — Priestly vows were my vocation, fast and vigil wait for me. You must work and face temptation. Never should the strong man flee. Though God wills the inclination with the soul at war to be. [Pauses.) In the strife 'twixt flesh and spirit, while you can the spirit aid. Should you fall, not less your merit, be not for a fall afraid. Whatsoe'er most right, most fit is you shall do. When all is done 221 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Chant the noble Nunc Dimittis — Benedict- mur, my son. \_Exit Melchior. Laurence (alone) : Why do I provoke these wrangles ? Melchior talks (as well he may) With the tongues of men and angels. (Takes up a pamphlet!) What has this man got to say ? (^Reads,) Sic sacerdos fatur (ejus nomen quondam erat Burgd). Mala m.ens est, car o pejus, anima infirma, ergo I nunc, ora, sine mora — or at etia^n Sancta Virgo. ( Thinks. ) [Speaks.) So it seems they mean to make her wed the usurer, Nathan Lee. Poor Estelle ! her friends forsake her ; what has this to do with me ? Glad I am, at least, that Helen still refuses to discard Her, through tales false gossips tell in spite or heedlessness. — 'Tis hard! — Lee, the Levite ! — some few years back Herbert horsewhipp'd him — the cur 222 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS Show'd his teeth and laid his ears back. Now his wealth has purchased her. Must his baseness mar her brightness ? Shall the callous, cunning churl Revel in the rosy whiteness of that golden- headed girl ? ( Thinks and smokes. ) [Reads.) Cito certe venit vitce finis {sic sacerdos fatur), Nunc audite omnes, ite, vobis fabula narratur^ Nunc orate et laudate, laudat etiamA ImaMater, [Muses.) Such has been, and such shall still be, here as there, in sun or star. These things are to be and will be, those things were to be and are. If I thought that speech worth heeding I should Nay, it seems to me More like Satan's special pleading than like Gloria Domine. [Lies down on his couch.) [Reads.) Et tu quoque, f rater meuSy facta mala quod fecisti Denique confunditDeusomnes res quastetegisti. Nunc St unquam, nunc aut nunquam^ sanguine adjuro Christi. 223 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Scene IX "IN THE GARDEN" Aylmer's Garden^ near the Lake, Laurence Raby and ESTELLE. He: Come to the bank where the boat is moor'd to the willow-tree low ; Bertha, the baby, won't notice, Brian, the blockhead, won't know. She : Bertha is not such a baby, sir, as you seem to suppose ; Brian, a blockhead he may be — more than you think for, he knows. He: This much, at least, of your brother, from the beginning he knew Somewhat concerning that other made such a fool of by you. She : Firmer those bonds were and faster, Frank was my spaniel, my slave. You ! you would fain be my master ; mark you ! the difference is grave. 224 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS He: Call me your spaniel, your starling, take me and treat me as these, I would be anything, darling ! aye, whatsoever you please. Brian and Basil are " punting," leave them their dice and their wine. Bertha is butterfly hunting, surely one hour shall be mine. See, I have done with all duty ; see, I can dare all disgrace. Only to look at your beauty, feasting my eyes on your face. She : Look at me, aye, till your eyes ache ! How, let me ask, will it end ; Neither for your sake nor my sake, but for the sake of my friend ? He: Is she your friend, then ? I own it, this is all wrong, and the rest, Frustra sed anima monet, caro quod fortius est. She : Not quite so close, Laurence Raby, not with your arm round my waist ; 15 225 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Something to look at I may be, nothing to touch or to taste. He: Wilful as ever and wayward ; why did you tempt me, Estelle ? She : You misinterpret each stray word, you for each inch take an ell. Lightly all laws and ties trammel me, I am warn'd for all that. He {aside): Perhaps she will swallow her camel when she has strain'd at her gnat. She : Therefore take thought and consider, weigh well, as I do, the whole, You for mere beauty a bidder, say, would you barter a soul ? He: Girl ! that may happen, but this is ; after this welcome the worst, Blest for one hour by your kisses, let me be evermore curs'd. 226 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS Talk not of ties to me reckless, here every tie I discard — Make me your girdle, your necklace — She : Laurence, you kiss me too hard. He: Aye, 'tis the road to Avernus, fi est-ce pas vrai done, ma belle ? There let them bind us or burn us, mais lejeu vaut la chandelle. Am I your lord or your vassal ? Are you my sun or my torch ? You, when I look at you, dazzle, yet when I touch you you scorch. She : Yonder are Brian and Basil, watching us fools from the porch. Scene X "AFTER THE QUARREL" Laurence Ruby's Chamber. Laurence enters^ a little the worse for liquor. Laurence : He never gave me a chance to speak. And he call'd her — worse than a dog — %2rj BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES The girl stood up with a crimson cheek, And I fell'd him there like a log. I can feel the blow on my knuckles yet — He feels it more on his brow. In a thousand years we shall all forget The things that trouble us now. i Scene XI "TEN PACES OFF'* An Open Country. Laurence Raby and Forrest, Brian Aylmer and Prescot. Forrest : I've won the two tosses from Prescot ; Now hear me, and hearken and heed, And pull that vile flower from your waist- coat, And throw down that beast of a weed ; I'm going to give you the signal I gave Harry Hunt at Boulogne, The morning he met Major Bignell, And shot him dead as a stone ; For he must look round on his right hand To watch the white flutter — that stops 228 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS His aim, for it takes off his sight, and / cough while the handkerchief drops. And you keep both eyes on his figure, Old fellow, and don't take them off. You've got the sawhandled hair trigger — You sight him and shoot when I cough. Laurence (aside) : Though God will never forgive me, Though men make light of my name, Though my sin and my shame outlive me, I shall not outlast my shame. The coward, does he mean to miss me ? His right hand shakes like a leaf; Shall I live for my friends to hiss me, Of fools and of knaves the chief? Shall I live for my foes to twit me ? He has master'd his nerve again — He is firm, he will surely hit me — Will he reach the heart or the brain ? One long look eastward and northward — One prayer — '* Our Father which art " — And the cough chimes in with the fourth word, And I shoot skyward — the heart. 229 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Last Scene "EXEUNT" Helen Raby Where the grave-deeps rot, where the grave- dews rust, They dug, crying, " Earth to earth " — Crying, '* Ashes to ashes and dust to dust " — And what are my poor prayers worth ? Upon whom shall I call, or in whom shall I trust, Though death were indeed new birth ? And they bid me be glad for my baby's sake, That she suffer'd sinless and young — Would they have me be glad when my breasts still ache Where that small, soft, sweet mouth clung ? I am glad that the heart will so surely break That has been so bitterly wrung. He was false, they tell me, and what if he were? I can only shudder and pray, Pouring out my soul in a passionate prayer For the soul that he cast away ; 230 THE ROAD TO AVERNUS Was there nothing that once was created fair In the potter's perishing clay ? Is it well for the sinner that souls endure ? For the sinless soul is it well ? Does the pure child lisp to the angels pure ? And where does the strong man dwell, If the sad assurance of priests be sure, Or the tale that our preachers tell ? The unclean has follow'd the undefiled, And the ill may regain the good, And the man may be even as the little child ! We are children lost in the wood — Lord ! lead us out of this tangled wild, Where the wise and the prudent have been beguiled, And only the babes have stood. DOUBTFUL DREAMS Aye, snows are rife in December, And sheaves are in August, yet, And you would have me remember, And I would rather forget ; In the bloom of the May-day weather, In the blight of October chill, We were dreamers of old together, — As of old, are you dreaming still ? For nothing on earth is sadder Than the dream that cheated the grasp, The flower that turned to the adder, The fruit that changed to the asp ; When the day-spring in darkness closes, As the sunset fades from the hills. With the fragrance of perish'd roses. With the music of parch'd-up rills. When the sands on the sea-shore nourish Red clover and yellow corn ; When figs on the thistle flourish. And grapes grow thick on the thorn ; When the dead branch, blighted and blasted, Puts forth green leaves in the spring ; 232 DOUBTFUL DREAMS Then the dream that life has outlasted Dead comfort to life may bring. I have changed the soil and the season, But whether skies freeze or flame, The soil they flame on or freeze on Is changed in little save name ; The loadstone points to the nor' ward, The river runs to the sea ; And you would have me look forward, And backward I fain would flee. I remember the bright spring garlands, The gold that spangled the green, And the purple on fairy far lands. And the white and the red bloom, seen From the spot where we last lay dreaming Together — yourself and I — The soft grass beneath us gleaming. Above us the great grave sky. And we spoke thus, ** Though we have trodden Rough paths in our boyish years ; And some with our sweat are sodden, And some are salt with our tears ; 233 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Though we stumble still, walking blindly, Our paths shall be made all straight ; We are weak, but the heavens are kindly, The skies are compassionate." Is the clime of the old land younger. Where the young dreams longer are nursed ? With the old insatiable hunger, With the old unquenchable thirst. Are you longing, as in the old years We have longed so often in vain ; Fellow-toilers still, fellow-soldiers, Though the seas have sundered us twain ? But the young dreams surely have faded, Youngdreams — old dreams of young days — Shall the new dream vex us as they did ? Or as things worth censure or praise ? Real toil is ours, real trouble, Dim dreams of pleasure and pride ; Let the dreams disperse like a bubble, So the toil like a dream subside. Vain toil ! men better and braver Rose early and rested late, 234 DOUBTFUL DREAMS Whose burdens than ours were graver, And sterner than ours their hate. What fair reward had Achilles ? What rest could Alcides win ? Vain toil ! '' Consider the lilies, They toil not, neither do spin." Nor for mortal toiling nor spinning, Will the matters of mortals mend ; As it was so in the beginning It shall be so in the end. The web that the weavers weave ill Shall not be woven aright. Till the good is brought forth from evil As day is brought forth from night. Vain dreams ! for our fathers cherished High hopes in the days that were ; And these men wonder'd and perish'd. Nor better than these we faie ; And our due at least is their due, They fought against odds and fell ; " £n avant, les en/ants perdus ! " We fight against odds as well. 235 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES The skies ! Will the great skies care for Our footsteps, straighten our path, Or strengthen our weakness ? Wherefore ? We have rather incurr'd their wrath ; When against the Captain of Hazor The stars in their courses fought, Did the sky shed merciful rays, or With love was the sunshine fraught ? Can they favour man ? Can they wrong man ? The unapproachable skies ? Though these gave strength to the strongman, And wisdom orave to the wise ? When strength is turn'd to derision, And wisdom brought to dismay, Shall we wake from a troubled vision Or rest from a toilsome day ? Nay ! I cannot tell. Peradventure Our very toil is a dream, And the works that we praise or censure It may be, they only seem. If so, I would fain awaken Or sleep more soundly than so, Or by dreamless sleep overtaken The dream I would vain forego. 236 DOUBTFUL DREAMS For the great things of earth are small things, The longest life is a span, And there is an end to all things, A season to every man, Whose glory is dust and ashes. Whose spirit is but a spark, That out from the darkness flashes, And flickers out in the dark. We remember the pangs that wrung us When some went down to the pit, Who faded as leaves among us, Who flitted as shadows flit ; What visions under the stone lie ? What dreams in the shroud sleep dwell ? For we saw the earth pit only. And we heard only the knell. We know not whether they slumber Who waken on earth no more. As the stars of the heights in number. As sands on the deep sea-shore. Shall stiffness bind them, and starkness Enthral them, by field and flood. Till "the sun shall be turn'd to darkness, And the moon shall be turn'd to blood " ? 237 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES We know not ! — worse may enthral men — *' The wages of sin are death," And so death pass'd upon all men ; For sin was born with man's breath. Then the labourer spent with sinning, His hire with his life shall spend, For it was so in the beginning, And shall be so in the end. There is life in the blacken'd ember While a spark is smouldering yet ; In a dream, e'en now I remember That dream I had lief forget. I had lief forget, I had e'en lief That dream with this doubt should die — '^ If we did these things in the green leaf. What shall be done in the dry ? " RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD Through the lattice rushes the south wind, dense With fumes of the flowery frankincense From hawthorn blossoming thickly ; And gold is shower'd on grass unshorn, And poppy-fire on shuddering corn, With Maydew flooded and flush'd with morn, And scented with sweetness sickly. The bloom and brilliance of summer days. The buds that brighten, the fields that blaze. The fruits that ripen and redden. And all the gifts of a God -sent light Are sadder things in my shameful sight Than the blackest gloom of the bitterest night, When the senses darken and deaden. For the days recall what the nights efface, Scenes of glory and seasons of grace, For which there is no returning — Else the days were even as the nights to me. Now the axe is laid to the root of the tree. And to-morrow the barren trunk may be Cut down — cast forth for the burning. 239 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Would God I had died the death that day When the Bishop blessed us before the fray At the shrine of the Saviour's Mother ; We buckled the spur, we braced the belt, Arthur and I — together we knelt, And the grasp of his kingly hand I felt As the grasp of an only brother. The Body and Blood of Christ we shared, Knees bended and heads bow'd down and bared, We listened throughout the praying. Eftsoon the shock of the foe we bore Shoulder to shoulder on Severn's shore, Till our hilts were glued to our hands with gore, And our sinews slacken'd with slaying. Was I far from Thy Kingdom, gracious Lord, With a shattered casque and a shiver'd sword. On the threshold of Mary's chapel ? Pardie ! I had well-nigh won that crown Which endureth more than a knight's renown, When the pagan giant had got me down Sore spent in the deadly grapple. 240 RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD May his craven spirit find little grace, He was seal'd to Satan in any case, Yet the loser had been the winner ; Had I wax'd fainter or he less faint, Then my soul was free from this loathsome taint, I had died as a Christian knight — no saint Perchance, yet a pardon'd sinner. But I strove full grimly beneath his weight, I clung to his poignard desperate, I baffled the thrust that followed, And writhing uppermost rose, to deal. With bare three inches of broken steel, One stroke — Ha ! the headpiece crash'd piecemeal. And the knave in his black blood wallow'd. So I lived for worse — in fulness of time, When peace for a season swayed the clime, And spears for a space were idle ; Trusted and chosen of all the court, A favoured herald of fair report, I traveird eastward, and duly brought A bride to a queenly bridal. i6 241 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Pardie ! 'twas a morning even as this, (The skies were warmer if aught, I wis, Albeit the fields were duller ; Or it may be that the envious spring, Abash'd at the sight of a fairer thing, Wax'd somewhat sadder of colouring Because of her faultless colour). With her through the Lyonesse I rode, Till the woods with the noontide fervour glow'd, And there for a space we halted, Where the intertwining branches made Cool carpets of olive tinted shade, And the floors with fretwork of fiame inlaid From leafy lattices vaulted. And scarf and mantle for her I spread, And strewed them over the grassiest bed And under the greenest awning, And loosen'd latch and buckle, and freed From selle and housing the red roan steed, And the jennet of swift Iberian breed, That had carried us since the dawning 242 RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD The brown thrush sang through the briar and bower, All flush'd or frosted with forest flower In the warm sun's wanton glances ; And I grew deaf to the song-bird — blind To blossom that sweeten'd the sweet spring wind — I saw her only — a girl reclined In her girlhood's indolent trances. And the song and the scent and sense wax'd weak, The wild rose withered beside the cheek She poised on her fingers slender, The soft spun gold of her glittering hair Ran rippling into a wondrous snare, That flooded the round arm bright and bare And the shoulder's silvery splendour. The deep dusk fires in those dreamy eyes, Like seas clear-coloured in summer skies. Were guiltless of future treason ; And I stood watching her, still and mute, Yet the evil seed in my soul found root. And the sad plant throve, and the sinful fruit Grew ripe in the shameful season. 343 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Let the sin be mine as the shame was hers, In desolate days of departed years She had leisure for shame and sorrow — There was light repentance and brief remorse, When I rode against Saxon foes or Norse With clang of harness and clatter of horse. And little heed for the morrow. And now she is dead, men tell me, and I, In this living death must I linger and lie Till my cup to the dregs is drunken ? I looked through the lattice, worn and grim, With eyelids darken'd and eyesight dim, And weary body and wasted limb, And sinew slacken'd and shrunken. She is dead ! Gone down to the burial-place Where the grave-dews cleave to her faultless face ; Where the grave-sods crumble around her ; And that bright burden of burnish'd gold That once on those waxen shoulders roll'd, 244 RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD Will it Spoil with the damps of the deadly mould ? Was it shorn when the church vows bound her ? Now I know full well that the fair spear shaft Shall never gladden my hand, nor the haft Of the good sword grow to my fingers ; Now the maddest fray, the merriest din Would fail to quicken this life stream thin, Yet the sleepy poison of that sweet sin In the sluggish current still lingers. Would God I had slept with the slain men, long Or ever the heart conceiv'd a wrono- That the innermost soul abhorred — Or ever these lying lips were strained To her lids, pearl tinted and purple vein'd, Or ever those traitorous kisses stained The snows of her spotless forehead. Let me gather a little strength to think, As one who reels on the outermost brink. To the innermost gulf descending. 245 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES In that truce, the longest and last of all, In the summer nights of that festival — Soft vesture of samite and silken pall — The beginning came of the ending. And one trod softly with sandall'd feet — Ah ! why are the stolen waters sweet ? — And one crept stealthily after ; I would I had taken him there and wrung His knavish neck when the dark door swung, Or torn by the roots his treacherous tongue, And stifled his hateful laughter. So the smouldering scandal blazed — but he, My king, to the last put trust in me — Aye, well, was his trust requited ? Now, priests may patter, and bells may toll. He will need no masses to aid his soul ; When the angels open the judgment scroll, His wrong will be tenfold righted. Then dawn'd the day when the mail was donn'd. And the steed for the strife caparison'd, But not gainst the Norse invader. 246 RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD Then was bloodshed — not by untoward chance, As the blood that is drawn with the jouster's lance, The fray in the castle of Melegrance, The fight in the lists with Mador. Then the guilt made manifest, then the siege, When the true men rallying round the liege Belea,guer'd his base betrayer. Then the fruitless parleys, the pleadings vain, And the hard-fought battles with brave Gawaine, Twice worsted, and once so nearly slain, I may well be counted his slayer. Then the crime of Modred — a little sin At the side of mine, though the knave was kin To the king by the knave's hand stricken. And the once loved knight, washe there to save That knightly king who that knighthood gave ? Ah, Christ ! will he greet me as knight or knave In the day when the dust shall quicken ? 247 BUSH BALLADS AND RHYMES Had he lightly loved, had he trusted less, I had sinn'd perchance with the sinfulness That through prayer and penance is pardon'd. Oh, love most loyal ! Oh, faith most sure ! In the purity of a soul so pure I found my safeguard — I sinn'd secure. Till my heart to the sin grew harden'd. We were glad together in gladsome meads, When they shook to the strokes of our snorting steeds. We were joyful in joyous lustre When it flush'd the coppice or fill'd the glade. Where the horn of the Dane or the Saxon bray'd. And we saw the heathen banner display'd. And the heathen lances cluster. Then a steel-shod rush and a steel-clad ring, And a crash of the spear staves splintering, And the billowy battle blended. Riot of chargers, revel of blows, And fierce flush'd faces of fighting foes, From croup to bridle, that reel'd and rose. In a sparkle of sword-play splendid. 248 THE RHYME OF JOYOUS GUARD With her through the Lyonessc I rode, Till the -woods with the noontide fervour glow'd, And there for a spxc