THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA LIBRARY THE WILMER COLLECTION OF CIVIL WAR NOVELS PRESENTED BY RICHARD H. WILMER, JR. . / '>-! O/'/- GrrL, J ^^-- ^/-^. Digitized by tine Internet Archive in 2009 with funding from University of North Carolina at Chapel Hil http://www.archive.org/details/lostdispatchOOwilm THE LOST DISPATCH GALESBURG, ILL.: Galesburg Prixtixg and Publishing Company. 1889. Copyrighted 1889, By Galesbukg Prixtixg axd Publishing Company. xlll rights reserved. PREFACE. In adding- this account of the finding of the "Lost Dispatch" to the war literature of our country, I do so without further preamble or preface than to say that all persons connected with this narrative appear on the following pages under strictly fictitious names. For purely personal reasons, reasons that seem to me right and proper, I still desire to remain unknown. There are not more than twenty-fiv^e persons now liv- ing, who, on reading this account, will be able to recog- nize the writer. These I place on their honor not to reveal their knowledge. The Author. 603C21 THE LOST DISPATCH AN INCIDENT OF THE LATE WAR, CHAPTER I. The Union army lay impatiently waiting until the plans of the leader of the Rebel troops could be fathomed. His designs were shrouded in so much mystery that the anxious watchers could not determine whether the in- vasion of Maryland was only a feint to draw off the Union troops from the points they were protecting, or whether he really aimed to attack the Northern cities. It seemed absolutely impossible to obtain 6 THE LOST DISPATCH. authentic information. The stories brought in V>y the stragglers and prisoners were wild and improbable in the extreme. To have believed them would have been to have believed that the enemy had the power of marching in a dozen different directions at one and the same time, for each story gave the enemy a different starting point, and a different aim and purpose to their movements. Of the scouts who had been sent out to all points, many had been taken prisoner, or had met a speedy death. In spite of their untiring and daring efforts to obtain reliaVjle informa- tion, the reports brought back Vjy the few who did return were so unsatisfactory and contra- dictory that no dependence could be placed in them, for seeminsflv none of the soldiers and few, if any, of the officers of the invading army knew where they were going or for what. At the headquarters of General Foster, which that first week of September, ''62, were located in an open meadow, half a dozen offi- THE LOST DISPATCH. 7 cers were o^athered in a low -voiced consultation. Their faces were grave and marked with lines of anxious thought, as they poured over maps and compared conflicting dispatches. A young oflicer, Captain Guilfoyle, who sat writing at a table made up of rough boards, joined in the conversation only when questioned by his supe- rior officers, regarding some point in the topo- graphy of the country, which could not be determined from the imperfect maps they studied. An hour later all excepting the young officer had left the tent. Stopping only to light a candle as it grew too dark to see, he wrote steadily on until his work was finished and the papers lay folded on the table. He arranged them ready for inspection, then rose and walked back and forth across the narrow limits of the tent to stretch his tired muscles. At last, with an impatient sigh, he seated himself again and after waiting a moment drew from his pocket a long narrow book. 8 THE LOST DISPATCH. It fell apart, as if accustomed to being opened at one particular page, and the light from the candle shone over a thick, long curl of fair hair, which might have been cut from the head bending over it, so exactly the same was the color. At the sound of approaching foot- steps and voices outside the tent he hastily returned the book to his pocket. Some one was asking for General Foster. The next moment a man dressed like a team- ster entered. His clothes were ragged and dirty. One arm was wrapped around with a piece of blood stained cloth and hung limp and useless at his side. His face was pale under the wide brim of his torn hat, and the blood had trickled down one side from a fresh wound in his forehead, making a wide mark along his cheek. The man showed his utter exhaustion in every movement, and staggered from side to side as he went across the tent and dropped half fainting onto a stool. Captain Guilfoyle took a flask from off the THE LOST DISPATCH. 9 bed and held it to the man's lips, eyeing him closely, until recovering somewhat, he straight- ened up and removed the hat which partly shaded his face. As he did so the Captain recognized him as one of the scouts whose re- turn they were anxiously hoping would bring them the sorely needed intelligence and whose report- General Foster had ordered him to re- ceive if he got in during his absence. " Yes, Pm here at last,'' replied the man to Captain Guilfoyle's hurried interrogation, " and I've nothing to report but a total lack of success." ^' I left poor Dedrick and Allison over there, and barely succeeded in getting back myself. You know what they were, — the best scouts in the whole army. We did all men could do, but luck was against us. We have learned nothing except that the enemy are across the Potomac, something any straggler can tell. I have been four days getting back," said the new comer, going on to give a full account of 10 THE LOST DISPATCH. what he and his companions had tried to do. " I tell you/' he added wearily, " I doubt if any one can find out what they mean to do until they do it, for I don't believe they know themselves. They are .'' There the low voice stopped abruptly and the speaker\s head sank until it touched the table. Calling in an orderly waitinor outside, the officer applied restoratives, and as soon as con- sciousness returned the sufferer was helped away to a place where his wounds could re- ceive much -needed attention. Captain Guilfoyle returned to his seat by the table to await General Foster's return. After noting down some items in a well \vorn dispatch book, he leaned his head on his hand and gave himself to deep and serious thought, until, finally, a look of grim determination settled on his smooth, boyish face. When the General returned, Captain Guil- foyle rose to report his Avork finished. '' Mc- Clandish has come in without any news of THE LOST DISPATCH. 11 importance; the two scouts with him were killed and he is badly wounded,'" he reported further, after receiving orders relating to the disposition of the papers he had copied. The 2:rave, anxious look that settled over General Foster''s face as he listened, showed how he regarded the failure of an undertaking from which so much had been hoped. In obedience to a word from his superior, the young officer went on to give a full account of all he had learned from McClandish. When he had finished he made a moment's pause, then added quickly, leaning forward and speaking almost in a whisper, " If you will allow me to go, I V)elieve I can bring full and reliable information of the strength of the enemy's forces and of his plans and intentions.'' The General stopped his rapid pacing across the tent and looked keenly at the slim, boyish figure standing before him. '^If you could: if we knew the strength of the Rebel forces and where thev mean to strike, worn out and de- 12 THE LOST DISPATCH. moralized as our troops are, we could surely intercept them and turn them back," he said. " I can try," replied Captain Guilfoyle. '' You know the fate of the most of the men who have gone," said the General gravely. " But it may not be mine," returned the younger officer. " McClandish is one of our best lieutenants and the two scouts with him were old, both in experience and training. How can you succeed w^here they and all the others have failed ? " added General Foster after a long pause. " I believe I can do it." ^' How ? " " If you will accept my services and see that my destination is kept secret, and that I shall never be required to tell how I gain any infor- mation I bring back, I will be back at the earliest possible moment and I trust with a full knowledge of what the enemy mean to do," re- plied Captain Guilfoyle firmly. "I only ask that no person except yourself shall know for THE LOST DISPATCH. 13 what I have gone. Send me instead of Free- land to Washington with these dispatches. Let it be known I have gone thei-e, but after I have delivered them let me follow my own plan. I cannot tell just how long I must be away, but you may be assured not one day, not one hour longer than necessary." A low, earnest conversation followed, which ended in General Foster accepting the offer of his young aid. CHAPTER II. From this point I will drop tlje cloak of an observer and narrate events as they followed fast upon each other. After leaving General Foster's tent I went to inquire after McClandish. I found him with his wounds dressed, and though weak from loss of blood and exhaustion, he had recovered enough to give me some pieces of information I wanted. My preparations were not extensive, but in- cluded the writing of some letters to be left with General Foster and sent by him to various friends in case I did not i-eturn. Just as I was turning in for a few hours' sleep. Major Larrabee, who shared my tent, came in. We talked awhile on the outlook of affairs, then I told him that I had been ordered THE LOST DISPATCH. 15 to the Capital with dispatches and was to set out at dayljreak. Joe had a cup of coffee ready for me before daylight showed itself, and as I finished it he brought around Bagdad, ready saddled. I had not thou2:ht of it when ofivincr my orders the night before, but as the horse gave a glad wdiinny of welcome, I quickly decided to leave him to await my return and take a less valuable horse. I knew that in a few hours I would have to change to a fresh one and it would not be likely that once left I would ever see him again. I was soon on my way. I carried dispatches to General Pennington and Colonel Barbour, and important papers which I was to deliver to the Commander-in-Chief, wherever he might be. The sun was just up w^hen I reached the headquarters of General Pennington and de- livered the dispatches. I learned there that the troops had been moved; that the Com- 16 THE LOST DISPATCH. mander-in- Chief was near R , so instead of going on toward Washington I turned off and saved considerable time by going across the country. I found the general headquarters on a slope about three-quarters of a mile south of R — . Without hard ridino; I reached there before nine o'clock. As I dismounted an orderly took my horse and called another, who con- ducted me past the trim sentries and across the tent-outlined square to the tent of the Commander-in-Chief. He was ready to see me and in less than half an hour I had deliv- ered the papers and was on my way to Wash- ington, where Colonel Barbour was to meet me and deliver the dispatches which he and Gen- eral Pennington wished to send back to General Foster, so saving me the trip out to get them. I found the roads so filled with vehicles. of all sorts, mingled with cavalry and foot sol- diers, as to be almost impassable in any direc- tion, and at places they were completely ob- THE LOST DISPATCH. 17 structed, but by taking side paths I was able to keep my horse at a fair speed. At four o'clock I was to meet Colonel Bar- bour at Willard's and in the meantime I had enough to do. As soon as I reached the city I made my way to a restaurant for a nondescript meal, which might be called either a very late break- fast or an early dinner. From there I went to Willard's, where I took a room and a hot bath. Ever since I had decided to undertake the hazardous enterprise on which I was bent, I had had an intense desire to be off and avoid all delay, and it required more time than I cared to give to remove the traces of my long, hard ride and furbish myself up into a tit con- dition for calling, but the calls I was to make were the preliminary steps in my hastily con- structed plans and too important to be omitted. The bright sun of the morning was almost obscured by hazy clouds as I started out that warm September afternoon. 18 THE LOST DISPATCH. I sat ill four different parlors that afternoon, and my fair Rebel entertainers little dreamed that I, who had " looked them uj^ for old acquaintance sake while I had a few hours' leisure/' sat with every nerve strained, only waiting for an opportunity to put the seem- ingly trivial questions which were to gain me the information so necessary to the successful carrying out of my plans. All direct questions had to be most carefully avoided and it was discouraging to lead up to the subject and then have the conversation go over and around the point to which I had been so carefully striving to bring it. At the end of my second call I was ready to curse the luck which made further effort necessary. During the third call I began to get the desired enlightenment, and at the next house a few freely volunteered remarks rounded my scrappy knowledge. That I did not change countenance, I knew from the face of my entertainer, and she little guessed the THE LOST DISPATCH. 19 lov I felt when she causallv^ told me what I had been striving so hard to find out. My one desire then was to get away, and it required some eifort to keep up my part of the conversa- tion. If I had followed the predominant im pulse of the moment I would have sped away and " stayed not on the order of my going/' in- stead of drawing my call out to the proper, lingering length. When I again reached Willard's, I inquired if Colonel Barbour had yet arrived, and learn- ing that he had, I went directly to his room. There were three or four other officers there, all anxious to learn any news I could tell and eager to question, but as I was not personally acquainted with any of them, I cut all conver- sation as short as I could without actual rude- ness, and avoided beins: detained lono-. I ordered my horse, and feeling the necessity of eating while I had an opportunity, I went in to dinner. After a hasty meal I left the hotel. The so THE LOST nrsPATCII. street was full of moving troops. As I rode slowly along I had to draw up close to the pavement several times to avoid the crush, and several times came to a full halt, until the moving mass of troops, vehicles and pedes- trians had suro^ed past. I finally reached the small restaurant on a side street, where, as previously arranged, I met an orderly sent hy General Foster. I gave him the dispatches I carried, telling him to proceed at once with them to that General's headquarters. As soon as he was out of the \vay I was free to follow my own jolans. The streets were comparatively deserted in the direction I took on leaving tlie restaurant, and I met with no detention. After leaving the city fairly behind me, a sharp three- quarters of an hour's ride brought me to a small, old house standing somewhat back from the road. A decrepit negro took my horse and I went in at a side door opening onto the drive. THE LOST DISPATCH. ^1 It was dark when I left the house again, but even in daylight I do not believe any stranger would have recognized in me, the well gotten up young officer who had entered half an hour before. I had discarded all my accouterments and my uniform, which, notwithstanding the rough usage it had lately been through, still retained much of its new freshness and glitter of brass and gilt. In its place I had on a pair of blue trousers, a gray flannel shirt and a large, soft felt hat, all considerable the worse for wear. I had also changed to a fresh horse. The one I took was not much in the way of looks, but had considerable speed in him, and was not too valuable to abandon to the enemy, as I was well aware I might have to do at any moment. Leaving the place by a gate near the stables, which led into a grove, I threaded my way throu2^h it then turnins: ^vest I rode across a meadow and through another grove, where I came to a road which I followed until I 22 THE LOST DISPATCH. reached the Chesapeake and Ohio Canal. I in- tended to avoid observation as far as I could. I carried passes which would prevent any serious trouble if iny detainers were our own troops. But a meeting with any of them might require me to lose considerable time. There was, besides, the possibility that I might chance on a party of Rebels lurking around and I was particularly anxious to avoid such. Fortunately I met but few persons. Some passed without accosting me. Three times when approaching sounds indicated more than a single individual, I drew off into shelter and squads of four or five men rode rapidly past. Who or what they were I was too far off to distinguish. As soon as I was on the tow-path I put my horse to a gallop and passed rapidly over a number of miles. Several times I was oblig-ed to make my way up and down the steep banks to avoid being stopped. At one particularly forbidding spot, where the rocks overhung the THE LOST DISPATCH. 23 path, some guard at an exalted altitude sang out a question about my destination, which I did not stop to answer. He repeated his in- quiry and emphasized it by sending a bullet after me. Luckily it went wide of the mark. CHAPTER III. Another hour's riding, a ten minute's pause to reconnoiter, and I crossed to the other side of the Potomac by a rough and almost impass- able ford. Making the top of the rocks which faced the river, I" gave my horse time to get his breath, while I sat on a stone beside him. Night and darkness had almost shut in the view on every side. The moon was up but was obscured by clouds except for a moment or two at a time. I could hear the faint swish of the water as it flowed over the stones imme- diately below, but save for that an intense still- ness prevailed. Rising after a fe^v moments' contemplation of a landscape, which I could l)ut faintly see, I buried my passes and the one other valuable paper I carried under a huge stone. I then 24 THE LOST DISPATCH. 25 felt that I was fairly started on my perilous undertaking. I was on the Virginia side of the river, in a region known to he swarming with Rebels who asked nothing better than to catch a Union spy. I well knew that if I should run across any of them in such a way as to arouse their suspicions my life would not be worth the asking, and I wouhl share the fate of many who had tried before. As I no\v had no passes or any way of prov- ing my identity, I also had to guard equally against meeting any of our own troops, for unless I should chance on an acquaintance among them, they would be certain to hold me prisoner. My endeavor was to avoid every one, for a small foraging party or a few belated pickets might prove as disastrous to me as '' an army with banners.^' I had determined that it would be necessary for me to avoid all well- traveled roads and all towns, even the smallest villao;es, and to make mv wav throusfh the dense woods when ever I could, taking: advant- 2fi THE LOST DTS PATCH. age of such bridle-paths as I could find run- ning in the direction I wanted to go. Before I had rode many miles I became con- vinced that a s^eneral move toward the Poto- mac of some sort was going on. When ever I approached a road I could tell from the sounds that persons were passing along it, not rapidly / or in any large sized bodies, but mostly on foot and singly, or in small squads of six or eight. They seemed to be pressing on too steadily for ordinary skulkers, yet in a too " go as you please'' style for troops under command. At last I decided to gratify my curiosity, hoping to gain at the same time some informa- tion that would be of use to me. Some miles back I had struck a path which I had been able to follow. When it again crossed a road, 1 stopped a few rods back, slipped my horse's bridle ov^er a sapling and made my way to the edge of the road, which, as I soon made out at this point, ran along a sort of gully. On the side I was on the bank THE LOST DISPATCH. 27 was at least four feet above the road, and along the edge of the V)ank was a rough attempt at a rail -fence pieced out and propped up here and there with stones. I crept noise- lessl}^ behind this shelter and waited until two stragglers came along. When nearly opposite me they accosted a third who must have been restincr V>y the roadside. We all went on together; they on the road and I behind the fence. From their inter- change of confidences, scraps of which came up to me, I soon learned that they were Rebels and belonged to Knapp^s division, and that in the first advance it had been left behind on the James, but had just crossed the Potomac and gone on to join Luce. The men seemed to be stragglers who had dropped behind from pure physical inability to keep up. and their great anxiety, as well as I could judge from their conversation, was to p-et there before anybody ^'fit." Having learned all I was likely to from 28 THE LOST DISPATCH. them, I retraced my steps and mounted my horse. I had to keep him at a walk, for I was in a rough piece of woods and could not see two feet beyond my horse's head. I had not rode long when I heard faint sounds of mus- ketry in front of me and a little to my left, in exactly the direction I was traveling. I list- ened intently, and concluded it must he a chance brush between a party of our troops and some of the Rebels. The Uring was directly between where I was and the place where I intended to get break- fast and hoped to get a fresh horse. I did not want to miss stopping there, for it was the only Union man^s house I knew of any where near. I could not afford to circle around the fighting, as it might lead me considerably out of my road. A skirmish, even if a small affair, is a very unsatisfactory thing to go around, not being exactly station aiy. I carried an old silver watch which I had procured during my stay in the Capital, but it THE LOST DISPATCH. 29 was too dark to see the time without strikino- a match, which I did not care to do. I judged from the distance I had come it must be near daybreak. So, anxious as I was to get on, I knew it would be wdse to halt until it began to get light and the dispute ahead should be settled. I tied my horse to a tree and went as far away as I could to be within hearing distance of his movements. As soon as I discovered a log, w^hich I did at last by taking a header over it, I lay down behind it. Though in point of fact I did not know which to call the front or back, considering it as a barrier to an ap- proaching foe. I' was too weary to more than reach a recum- bent position before I was asleep. I had been asleep long enough to feel completely chilled from the cold fog when somethino- awoke me. I aroused with a start and a feeling that some one w^as near me. On the alert at once I waited with baited breath for some further 30 THE LOST DISPATCH. noise to indicate in which direction the distur- bance had been, Vjut none came and I linally concluded that I had })een mistaken or dream- ing. I went over to look at my horse and make sure that he had not pulled loose. He was where I had left him and had evidently spent his time nibbling off every tender branch in his reach. I determined to look around before mount- ing. It was barely daybreak and there was a light fog, \vhich made all excepting near objects indistinct. I made my way through a shallow, dry gully and across a wide flat cov- ered with trees. I knew I must then be near the road which I had been skirting the latter part of my ride, so I paused a moment before advancing further. Hearing nothing I went on around a jutting point of rocks on a thicket- covered slope and stopped at the head of a washout, made by the summer rains. As I stood listening the ground suddenly THE LOST DISPATCH. 31 gave way with me and I went down a steep bank, to find the road sooner than I expected, and myself in the company of two Rebel sol- diers and a broken down army wagon. 1 found out with a vengeance what had aroused me, and as is sometimes the case with investiga- tors, learned more than was desirable. The men had evidently been half asleep, when my abrupt appearance brought them to their feet. A man has to think quickly in moments of danger. I took in the situation at a glance and in the same brief time decided to enter into conversation with them. '' What's up ? " I asked. " Broke down," replied the liveliest looking of the two, while both kept their muskets sug- gestively convenient and eyed me suspiciously. The wagon was heavily loaded and the back axle-tree had broken in two, letting down the end. I looked it over because I had nothing better to do. One of the men volunteered the 32 THE LOST DISPATCH. information that it ^va8 twice too niLK-li of a load. '' You dont expect to sit here with it all day, do you?'' I asked, intending to offer to go ahead and find some one to help them right matters as an excuse to get away. " No," said the man who had not spoken before. '* Holly, 'es gone on thar an' 'ell bring back some of our squad to help." As he spoke, faintly approaching sounds in- dicated that '' Hollv " was coming^ back with assistance. There was no chance for me to leave and nothino; better suo^o^ested itself than to act so that whoever came back would think I belonged there. I proposed to the men that we mio^ht as well see what we could do while we waited. When a dingy officer and eight men ap- peared on the scene, we were all three busy inspecting the damage and no awkward ques- tions were asked. So for a short space of time I served in the Confederate army, — at THE LOST DTS PATCH. 33 least I jDulled at the wheel of a Confederate army wagon, Avith a great sliow of work and no real exertion. The officer in command, it Avas impossible to tell his rank from his dress, l)nt as he assumed more airs than a Brio-adier- General, it is safe to sa}" he was not above a Sergeant, ordered the men around as if he were recon- structing an entire train. His obstancy was soon apparent to my very alert observation. No matter what one of the men began to do, he stopped him and set him to w^ork in another manner. This amiable trait of his character I turned to my own advantage. AVlien things were righted and he called out that one man must go back with a message and the rest follow him, I said audibly that I would " go on," and had my' expectations realized by his order- ing me to go back to meet Captain Shuman. Not being deeply impressed with the neces- sity of encountering that individual, I followed the road no longer than was necessary to take 34 THE LOST DISPATCH. me beyond sight and bearing of the men who, with the wagon, had started in the opposite direction. Entering the woods, I returned to my horse, mounted and hurried on. As I n eared the place where the firing had occurred, I kept a sharp lookout for a dead Confederate in decent clothes, intending to appropriate them. It is proverbially slow work waiting for dead men's shoes, and I found it considerably more tedious still try- ing to acquire a more extended outfit. In all the four miles to Petterbridge's there were no signs of a skirmish visible, saving a dead horse and a discarded musket or two. I wanted at the first opportunity to discard my blue trousers for a pair of the Rebel colors. Many of the men in the Confederate army at that time wore such parts of Union soldiers' clothes as they had been able to get to replace their own ragged and filthy garments. I knew the blue trousers I wore would not be likely to excite any suspicion, still I preferred to use every precaution. CHAPTER TV. Petterbridge's house stood in a small shel- tered v^alley into which the sun had not yet made its way, when I drew rein at the rail fence at the side of his house. As I was not known by the family, and might have had trouble o-ettino: what I wanted from anv of them, I was particularly glad when the old man himself appeared at the back door. In reply to his '^ What ere' want, stranger ? " I dismounted and convinced him who I was. As there was only the family at home, it was safe for me to stop. Here I got breakfast, a pocketfull of bread and meat to carry with me, a fresh horse, a pair of butternut trousers, and the news that several houses supposed to belong to Unionists had been burnt by Kebels during the night. 35 36 THE LOST DISPATCH. Petterbridge also said that quite a body of Confederate troops had passed down the valley a mile back the day before, and ga\'e me the agreeable bit of information that the country ahead was worse, if possible, than what I had just come through, being alive with raiders and bushwhackers as well as overrun with stragglers anxious to get to the front. Devotedly hoping that I might miss all these ill-regulated gentlemen, I left Petterbridge's and pushed on. The horse I had taken was only a fair traveler, but then he was not too valuable to abandon to the enemy. A number of times I met and was accosted by single stragglers and skulkers. They were a pitiful looking set of men, ragged as Lazarus, generally barefoot, and gaunt almost to emaci- ation. I always stopped at the least effort on their part to enter into conversation, and asked earnestly after a lost cow or a fictitious com- panion, varying the inquiry as 1 thought my interlocutor took me for one of the moun- THE LOST DISPATCH. 37 taineers indigenous to that region, or for one of themselves. I never willingly ran against them, but it was impossible to avoid them entirely, for they were making for the Potomac, and I was prac- tically following its course and going across their line of march. There was really little to fear from them. They could not know that I was a Union spy, and they were not a suspi- cious set of men anyway. It was the bushwhackers and raiders I was most in danger from, and more from the bush- whackers tlian the raiders. The latter, like the stragglers, kept on and near the roads, and there was always enouo-h of them too-ether to make me aware of their presence by their noise, so with due caution I would not be likely to encounter them. More than a dozen times I drew up into thickets and ravines to let a party of them pass, and several other times saw squads in the distance. From the bush- whackers I had no protection. Singularly 38 THE LOST DTS PATCH. eDough I did not actually encounter any, al- though I discerned a good many by the aid of my imagination and had plenty of evidence of their actual near presence. The whole country was an extremely pretty one to bush- whack in. I tried to let the fact slip my mind, but I had an unpleasant, ticklish sensation in my back the whole time and longed for an eye in the rear of my head to keep a lookout in the direction from which I particularly anticipated a bullet. I will here say I was in the bloodiest and most hopless battles of the war, and I have had a pretty steady diet of Indian fighting since the war, having been surrounded by half- frozen Indians of various tribes in Mon- tana and Dakota, and chased and been chased by red hot Apaches in Arizona and New Mexico, but never have I undergone such nerve -trying work as was that trip I made as a Union spy, the account of which I am telling. THE LOST DISPATCH. 39 There was never at any time more danger than I met afterward, but there was no let up. Every nerve was strung to its highest tension and kept there, every sense was held alert. There was never present the enlivening enthusiasm of battle, Avhich warms a man's blood to deeds of heroism; there was no emu- lation to keep up one's courage; there was always the demoralizing necessity of keeping out of the way of danger; there was ever present the fretting fact that self-preservation only could insure success. No man is anxious to be killed. No matter how strongly he is imbued with a sense of duty and honor and of love for his country, he is pretty certain to feel that her good will be better secured if he is on the boards to look after it, than it would be if he had laid down his life at her shrine. He prefers to live, but at the same time he does not ^v^ant his personal safety to be a matter of perpetual concern. I was not a coward, but I felt decidedly 40 THE LOST DISPATCH. averse to l^eiucr shot. I had started out to do something and I wanted to do it; I had already concluded that there was no " right time " for a spy to l:)e killed. He does not want to be shot until he has found out what he seeks to know, and then not until he has told it. It was about three oV-lock when I finally stumbled on an oat stack in an odd little clear- ing, far out from sight of the owner's windows. I let my horse take his dinner, while I kept guard and ate a sandwich. In order to let him make as good a meal as possible I delayed as long as my impatience would let me and then nearly made him Vjreak his neck and mine too, by trying to canter liim down a place about as steep as Jordalemet and nearly as slick, in order to make up for lost time. The country which liad been comparatively level and well settled for some distance back through the valley, became rough again as I neared the mountains, and I had to make my way more slowly and cautiously. THE LOST DISPATCH. 41 I seemed to have rim out of the stream of Rebels. I determined to question the first per- son I met. Before long I saw a weak minded looking man driving a few sheep along a narro^v path, and coming from the opposite direction. '' Howdy, stranger ? " I began. " Howdy ? '^ he returned. ^'You're pretty fortunate to get through with them sheep, without their l)eing turned into mutton." "Met nobody to turn ^em; ain't nobody up that way." From this I judged that the country ahead was free of both Rebels and Yankees as far back as he had come. He eyed me suspi- ciously while talking, but was evidently tell- ing the truth as far as he knew it. He seemed in a great hurry to get away from me with his sheep, and after asking him for minute directions for a road that turned to the right about four miles ahead and which I did not intend to take, we separated. 42 THE LOST DISPATCH. After parting from him I shortly turned to my left, having decided that as soon as I came to it, which I knew would be in a little time, I would avail myself of a road leading over the mountains. Riding slowly along through the dense for- est, wondering if I dared treat myself to a smoke, I turned full on a group of four men, in dirty butternut, camped in a laurel brake. They were chivalrous Southerners without doubt, but built on the plan of " He who fights and runs away.'' They evi- dently thought they had been discovered by Yankees and that the proper time to run had arrived. One man, who was lifting a bucket of coifee from the coals, ejaculated '* hell," and taking the bucket wdth him, fled, followed by the others. To my startled gaze they seemed to dis- appear in a dozen different directions at the same time. 1 ^vould have been extremely grateful to the leader if he had left the coffee behind. THE LOST DISPATCH. 43 Knowing that a short stop made by me might be lengthened out indefinitely if any of the fugitives chanced to return. I departed without much delay. As soon as I reached the road I turned into it and had a compara- tively easy time for the next few miles. CHAPTER V. I was 80 weary and Avorn out by my con- stant riding and so in need of sleep that it was only by determined effort that I could keep my eyes open. Several times I roused to the un- pleasant conviction that I had been asleep in my saddle. I knew that would not do, for I well knew that even in that seemingly quiet district constant watchfidness was needed and that later on fresh dangers would need fresh- ened faculties and renewed energy to meet them. So I decided to allow myself an hour's rest. As quick as I found a suital>le place, Avhich I soon did in the shape of a narroAV, rock-hung ravine, Avhieh branched olf at my right hand between t^vo almost perpendicular Avails of mountains, I stopped, and dismounting, led THE LOST DISPATCH. 45 my liorse in after nie. When we had pene- trated several I'ods I tethered my horse ])ehind some bushes, so that he could graze, and crawled into a leaf cushioned hole between two rocks. I have always had the faculty of waking at any predetermined time, and w^hen I roused from a heavy sleep of exhaustion I had ex- ceeded my hour's allowance by only ten min- utes. Passino; cautiously down the ravine before leaving its shelter, I tried to make sure by observation from a rock up the bank that there were no obstacles in view. A little spring a short way down the road made a most inviting halting place and I did not want to start out if it chanced to be occupied. As the coast was clear, I Avas soon on my way, and having the benefit of a fair road, made good time. As I turned a sharp corner I involuntarily drew a quick breath at the scene before me. 46 THE LOST DISPATCH. My suiToiiiidings were wild in the extreme. I was riding along a limestone ridge, which jutted out from the wall of mountains behind. Looking down I saw before me dark, dense forests covering lesser elevations. Looking up toward my right the rock-ci'ested mountains were outlined against a clear sky, from which the sun had just disappeared behind their fan- tastic peaks. As I gazed, the sun sinking- lower, left the depths at my left in twilight, the ravines became black lines and the thick o-rowth of cedar and other trees fringfincj- them looked only a shade less sombre. The whole picture was one of dee23 solitude and wild grandeur. Since the dissolving view of Southei*ners to which I had been treated I had not seen a human soul. Ahead of me about ten miles was the village of J and as all seemed quiet, I decided to stop there, if nothing turned up in the meantime, and get supper and some imformation by which to shape my plans for the next day. THE LOST DISPATCH. 47 The niglit, unlike the previous one, was beautifully clear, and the moon, full a few nights before, was up when I entered J . I kne\A' very well ^vhere a notorious Rebel b}' the name of Deputy lived, and thinking it would do him good to serve his country for once in his life by telling me what I wanted to kno^v, I made my way toward his house, which stood near the center of the village. I found him swinging a tow-headed boy on the grate, the urchin shriekinoc with delio;ht whenever the clumsy thing came to with a clap that threatened to dislodge him from his perch. As Deputy caught sight of me he stopped that interesting occupation and was ready to ply me with questions before I had drawn rein. He took me for one of Leonard's men at once, which gave me a hint that they, if not already in the vicinity, were expected. I fostered his mistake and told him that I was one of a foraging party sent on ahead and that I had lost my way. This information was 48 THhJ LOST DTS PATCH. rewarded by a cordial invitation to '' light and take supper/^ Going up to the open door he called to some one inside: ''Say, Sallie, hurry up supper, one of our boys is a stoppin'.'' Cominof back he put down a jj^ood l)undle of fodder and soiue oats for my horse outside the gate. I followed him in to the supper he had called his wife to hurry up for me. I gave that man more news about what had happened down below than he had liad for a lonof time. I did not care a hard tack about keeping to facts and no punctilio prevented me from arranofino; the stories to suit his taste. In return he told me all he kne\v about the late movements of troops, and as he had just re- turned that afternoon from M , he was pretty well posted in affairs across the river. Returning to the immediate vicinity, I soon discovered that the country in the direction I was going was clear. I did not care what high jinks they cut up down the other way just then, as long as I was not detained. THE LOST DISPATCH. 49 I also learned that word had been hrouo^ht in that afternoon that General Leonard and his troops were to pass through the town Vjefore morning, and that the red-hot Rebels which made up the population were planning to give them a loyal reception. I was tinishing an excellent cup of coffee when a shout from the little fellow at the gate took Deputy out. I heard a call or two and some hasty talking with passers by, then Deputy entered, much excited. " Lucky for you, some of Leonard's troops are just crossing the bridge and some in ad- vance have already stopped on the Square," was his astounding announcement. " Sure it's not some of the Yankees ? '' I asked. '' You bet it ain't ; Jim Buckner came in with them and that man I was talkin' to was Bill Stiver, hurryin' down to tell Jim's folks to go \x^ and see him, because they ain't goin' to 'tinner on long;." 50 THE LOST DISPATCH. I did not wait for a very formal leave taking. With a muttered excuse about my being obliged to report at once, I hurried out, untied my horse and was off. I could see a crowd in front of the tavern as I passed into a side street. When I turned into my road again I struck into a gallop. As I passed a road running into mine at an ol^tuse angle, a small squad of cavalry was coming down it at a leisurely pace. I saw plainly in the bright moonlight that there were not more than two dozen of them. They sang out a challenge, but I neither stopped or increased my speed. Looking back I saw them turn toward town when they entered the road I was on. They must have had their suspicions roused, however, and turned back almost immediately, for I soon heard the sound of fast riding be- hind me. I put my horse to his best speed, but he was jaded, while theirs were evidently fresh. The bullets soon came spattering against the rocks and trees around me with alarming THE LOST DISPATCH. 51 frequency. They certainly did their best to persuade me to stop, but did not haj)pen to touch a spot to make their coaxing effectual. The moment to lose my horse, which I had been anticipating from the first, had come at last. My pursuers were gaining on me and the question of which of them should have the pleasure of shooting me was merely a question of who should hit first. They were still too far behind and the moonlight too in- distinct in the narrow and wooded gorge, which the road had just entered, for them to see me, but they were drawing closer every moment. Freeing my feet from the stirrups, I gave my horse a cut with the whij^ and slipped to the ground. Lightened of his burden he flew on with accelerated speed, his hoofs ring- ing down^the rocky road and guiding my pur- suers past where I lay at the Ijottom of a ravine, down the sides of which I had tumbled with celerity and a series of somersaults of which a circus rider need not have been ashamed. CHAPTER VI. I was not in a very amiable frame of mind and passed a bad quarter of an hour while I sat down there on a stump, recovering myself and decidino; what to do next. I still had over thirty miles to go and instead of reaching my destination before morning, as I had just decided I would be able to do, I was left without a horse and in very poor trim to make good speed on foot. However, I started on, determined to investigate every place along my road and get a horse if possible without leave or license, but fearing that all not already confiscated were in too secure hiding for me to unearth. I had some hope of finding my own poor beast, but it was not realized. Every house I came to was dark and for- saken looking and all the inmates seemed to be THE LOST DISPATCH. 53 away or asleep. Ev^en the clogs made no dis- turVjanee, if there were any around. My search in stables, sheds and pasture lots only took up time, without gaining help, for not a sign of a horse did I find. At last, w^hile making a circuit to bring me around by the place of a man named Carter, thinking he might have something left in the way of horseflesh, as he had a remarkable way of holding on to everything belonging to him, I saw^ a light in a small cabin perched near a road. I had come on the place from the rear, as I w^as taking a short cut. Drawing near with much circumspection, I could hear the sound of voices and laughing. Evidently from the noise a good time of some kind was in progress. I crept up in the shadow of the house near enough to look around an angle and see into the room. Three officers in Confederate gray were seated at a table taking supper, and laughing and joking with a long, lean moun- 54 THE LOST DISPATCH. taineer, who seemed to be plying them with (jiiestions, while his wife served them. As I watched, a pretty girl entered from another room with a jug of cider, which she proceeded to pour out into tumblers. At the sight of the foaming liquid one of the officers trolled a verse of a rollicking drinking song. It did not take me long to conclude that they must be the very fellows who had been in such hot haste after me, to infer that they had given over pursuit and that their horses must be somewhere near. I retreated into the shadow of the trees and thus sheltered made my way around to the front of the house. To my exceeding joy, I found there three slick Confederate steeds tied to the fence. I hastily untied the halters, for while I did not intend to perform another circus act by riding all three at once, I did not care to leave any behind to aid in my pursuit. I led them as gently as possible down into the road and mounted one, a powerful black. The other two at first THE LOST DISPATCH. 55 made some resistance, but an energetic pull or two decided them to follow. The noise of my departure brought out the pleasure-loving cavalrymen in hot haste, but they were not quick enough to do any effectual work. I followed the obscure, little -used road, on which the house stood, for a short distance, then turning from it I made a cut between two hills and came out on a road running parallel with the one I had started from J on. After going several miles I turned the extra horses loose and they soon stopped to graze. My late acquisition was possessed of pro- digious activity and 1 soon made up the time I had lost. I had no further detention and as the gray dawn again a2:)peared I reached my destination. Turning from the road I walked my horse slowly up the w^ide, tree-lined avenue toward the mansion. Tired as I was and interested in but one object, the deserted, desolate appear- 56 THE LOST DISPATCH. ance of the place impressed me deeply, and I drew rein for a moment to look around. I knew the family had been away V)nt a com- paratively short time, yet the house and sur- roundings had already that uncared for, lonely look that soon hangs over a closed house. It was the first time I had ever seen that wide, hospitable mansion when it was not filled with life and mirth. It was the first time I had ever come to it without receiving a warm welcome. Leaving the lawn in front, I made my way to the quarters of the family servants beyond the house. To my surprise I found them emj)ty and deserted. I knew that Avhen the family went to G all except two of the servants had been left behind and I expected to find them there. I knew my aunt would not leave without making ample provision for their comfoi't and I felt certain they were too strongly attached to the family to run away, so I could not understand the vacant cabins. THE LOST DISPATCH. 57 I could not believe but what some of them were still around the place. I searched and called without unearthing a soul, and had just I'eturned from another tour around the house, and ^vas pondering how best to effect an en- trance into it when I caught sight of a gray- head peeping out of an oj^ening in the top of the kitchen, which stood a few rods from the house. It was instantly withdraw^n, but not until I had seen it Ijelonged to Ned, an old negro owned by my mother, but who made his home at S . He had evidently been watching me from his place of concealment, but had not recognized me in my rough clothes. Going into the kitchen it appeared as emj^ty as before, but I finally discovered the frightened old negro curled up on top of a wide set of shelves behind a barricade of cooking utensils, taking a reconnoissance from the ventilator just above. '' Come down, Ned," I called, but he made no sign of having heard. 58 THE LOST DISPATCH. It was some time before I could convince him who I was, but as soon as he could get his scattered wits together his delight was unbounded, and he came down from his ele- vated perch to an accompaniment of rattling tinware. I soon learned that when my aunt found she would be detained indefinitely, she had sent back word for all the servants to go to a neighl>oring plantation, which they had all done with the exception of Ned, who had staid behind intending to make his way to me and beg me to keep him for my body servant, an office he had always desired. While Ned prepared and served me ^vith a breakfast, which I insisted on taking in the kitchen, he gave me the family news and told me all about the death of his wife, which had occurred a few weeks before. After I had finished my meal and Ned had fed my horse, he brought out the keys from their place of concealment, and if I would have THE LOST DISPATCH. 59 permitted him to do so, would have thrown open the whole house in my honor. Much to his disappointment, I dared not allow him to unclose a single shutter or even turn the slats, except at the back of the house. I explained to him that it must still present a closed ap- pearance to any chance observer, and that no one must know^ that I was there. We entered the house and proceeded through the long, dusky hall and up the wide stairs to the second story. After Ned had gathered everything necessary to my comfort into the room which I occupied whenever I was at 8 , and which was always left undisturbed in my absence, he left me. CHAPTER VII. Weary as I was I yet had something to do before I could take the needed rest, which every atom in my jaded frame was loudly demanding:. The time had come to test the feasibility of the j)lan which had flashed into my mind as I sat in General Foster's tent, and which I had thought ov^er and elaborated along the way. When the idea first entered my head that I could personate my cousin Salome, enter the enemy's lines, meet her Rel)el lover, and from him learn what the enemy were going to do, and by my own eyes determine the strength and position of their forces, I had only thought what a huge joke it would be. Had General Foster returned at once the idea might have died without further growth, but in the time of THE LOST DTSPATCH. fil waiting I had idly thought over and over how easily it could be done, and planned this and that detail until finally the project seized a firm hold of me, and I had determined, hazardous as it was, to attempt it. None knew better than I the dangers sur- rounding such a trip, but I realized our need of reliable information to take the place of the flying rumors that could not be trusted, and well I knew that I would stand every chance of succeeding where others had failed. My love of adventure, my ambition, my duty to my country, all urged me on. There was nothing to weigh against the last. I was acquainted with every inch of the country. 1 had gone more times than I can number up and down both sides the river, to and from Washington and places in the vicin- ity. I was almost as much at home at several places near Hagerstown and Frederick as I was at S , and every inch of the country be- tween was familiar to me. I had hunted over 62 THE LOST DTS PATCH. it and knew every cross road and rabbit path, every short cut and ford, and I was well aware that I could baffle pursuit from an enemy not so entirely familiar with the country. I had no fear but what I could successfully personate my cousin. My cousin Salome and I were within a few months of the same age. She had but one sister and I was an only child. We had been together so much that we rpiite looked on ourselves as brother and sistei', and I think our affection was strengthened by the ex- ceedingly strong likeness we bore each other. So strono; was the resemblance that when chil- dren we were constantly taken by strangers not only for brother and sister, but for twins. One of the favorite pranks of my boyhood had been to don one of Salome's dresses, and answerino^ the first call made for her, deceive even her own mother, until a closer view proved the fraud. Since Salome had grown to the dignity of long dresses and done up hair, and I to long THE LOST DISPATCH. 63 tailed eoats, the resemblance was not so strik- ing, and I, not liking to look so much like a girl, had done all I could to make it less so. Only the Christmas before, however, when we had all been together at S , ( I had not then joined the Union army), Salome and I had arrayed ourselves as two old ladies, with close-fitting, lace-frilled caps, and it had been a long time before any one could decide w^hich was which, although all the company present had known us both from childhood. I had never met Captain DeLacy. He had been a stranger to Salome until they had met three months before at the White Sulphur, where he was staying to recover from a wound. It was a case of genuine love at first sight, and the enc]!;ao;ement had been contracted on the eve of his departure for his regiment. At that time I had just entered the Federal army and Salome was feeling very sore over it, so I was pretty certain she had never confided to him that she had a cousin ficrhtinof aofainst him, or indeed told him anything about me. 64 THE LO^T DTSPATCH. I had learned in Washington that Captain DeLacy was with Dare's division, which had crossed the Potomac with Luce. My plan was to make my way across the Potomac, find the whereabouts of Dare's division, make my way beyond it, assume my disguise and turn l)ack toward the river so as to approach the Rebel lines after dark. I knew I would l)e stopped as soon as I encountered the first Confederate soldiers and an exhibition of my pass de- manded. I would account for its absence by saying I had lost it. When * permission to proceed was refused, as I knew it would be, I would insist on going on and finally de- mand an interview with Captain DeLacy to prove my identity. Once in his presence, I had little doul)t but that I could pass myself off for Salome. I would tell him I had been called to New York by the illness of my sister and was trying to get back home, which would be a plausible story and not likely to be questioned. THE LOST BTSPATCII. 65 I knew I would have to run great risks. There would be first and always a chance of being picked up and summarily finished in an unprepared moment. There would be the possibility that Captain DeLacy had been sent on temporary dut}^ to some other point than that where I expected to find him. And if I found him, there would be a chance of his having received a late letter from Salome, which would prove my story a falsehood. Of the latter, however, I did not think there would be much danger. In our army orders had gone into eftect some days previous that no letters or papers of any kind should be sent or received. It was most likely that mail was equally scarce among the Rebels. I thouo'ht it would be strano^e if I did not gleam a few facts, which would be of use to us, during my interview with Captain DeLacy and during the time required to make my way in and out of the Confederate camp, wherever it might prove to be. 66 THE LOST DISPATCH. I left my chamber and made my way through the darkened hall to the family rooms at the front of the house, my footsteps sounding loud in the unaccustomed stillness. Determined as I was to do what I had planned, I involunta- rily hesitated a moment before I opened the first closed door, then shakins: off the feelins: of reluctance, I went on with my work. A search of Salome's and my aunt's rooms soon secured me an outfit sufficient for. my pur- pose — a dark dress, several white petticoats, a pair of shoes, a long, black cloak and an em- broidered neck scarf, which I had often seen Salome wear, also a heavy black veil and a pair of gloves, odorous with the perfume Salome always had about her. I carried the clothes to my room to try the effect. After putting on the other things I muffled my head in the veil. The disguise was perfect. Even I was startled for a moment, so precisely did I look like Salome. I had drawn the veil enough over my face to entirely conceal my THE LOST DTSPATCiL 67 short hair and had contrived to fasten the curl of Salome's, which I always carried with me, to an inner fold in such a way that it showed below it at the left side, in exact imita- tion of the way Salome had worn one when I had last seen her. My training had left me deeply tinctured wath the idea that an army officer must have no inconvenient emotions, but I then and there, early in my career, proved that they do. It was absurd, but I could have wept. Salome's exact imao;e looked back at me from the mirror, and an intense lono^ino; to take the deceiving reflection \\\io my arms came over me. For a moment I lost all the pride and valor of a son of Mars. I was only a very ordinary mortal, to whom the war was hateful in the extreme. I had no more ambition than an assistant company cook. It did not last long. I swallowed away at the wretched lump in my throat and looked at myself, as reflected, with the critical eye of a person trying to penetrate a disguise. 68 THE LOST DISPATCH. I could pick no flaw and was soon viewing myself ^vith much complacency, for my exceed- ingly ladylike appearance meant that success was nominally certain. During that trip was the only time I ever blessed my then slight form and effeminate voice. Hard service during the war and years of army life on our Western frontier since, have changed all that, and lost me every trace of that hated " prettiness," which at that time had gained me from my associates the sobriquet I so detested, and caused me so much genuine anguish of soul and many downfalls of pride. Fully satisfied, I divested myself of my bor- rowed apparel and darkening the windows, just as the sun rose over the mountains, I was soon oblivious to everything around me. CHAPTER VIII. I was conscious of nothing more until Ned's voice sounded in my ears. I had ordered him to waken me at ten o'clock, no matter how soundly I was sleeping or how much I might expostulate with him at the time. I guess the poor fellow did have a rather hard time awak- ening me. Being on a civilized bed seemed to have obliterated the feeling of caution which had kept me on the qui vive since the be- ginning of my trip, and his voice in my ears at first roused me only to a semi -consciousness and faint impression of my surroundings, so accustomed was I to Ned's lingering awaken- ings. Not until his " Mars, you done said I wuz ter get you up, acaus' dis yer wa' " finally penetrated my dull ears did he rouse me effec- tually to present circumstances. 69 70 THE LOST DISPATCH. While thinking over my arrangements as I was dressing, I determined on taking Ned with me. It was the one additional item needed to perfect the plan I had originated, and I won- dered that I had not thought of it before. Ned belonged to our family, but during one of our long visits at S he had married a girl on a neighboring place and on our return home had been left behind. A high price had been offered for the girl, considerable more than she was worth, but her master would not part with her, so Ned had staid on at S from year to year. I doubt if he would have been willing to remain had we not been there so often, for he was deeply and honestly attached to our family. He was a particularly shrewd and intelligent old negro, and I well knew that I could trust him to any extent. He would die rather than betray me or any secret information I might find necessary to entrust to him. His in- telligence, quickness of wit and caution would THE LOST DISPATCH. 71 likely enaV)le him to get out of any ordinary danger or emergency that presented itself. To have him along would somewhat lessen my chances of escaping observation on the way, but he would add much to my disguise when amonsr the Confederates. Few, if any, outside the two families knew but what he belonged to the S plantation. He had made several trips with my aunt and cousin during the past two years and had been with them at the Springs. I knew that Captain DeLacy would recognize him again and that it would seem quite proper to him, or any person whom we should meet, that he had accompanied his young mistress. I did justice to the dinner which Ned, with great pride in his exhibition of culinary skill, had ready for me when I went down. I then told him where I was going and for what. He was horror struck at first and went off into lamentations, bemoaning these troublous times and prophesying that I would never get there 72 THE LOST DISPATCH. and back alive. But he gradually became used to the idea and was soon Ijegging me to take him along. As I had already decided to do so, I was glad to have him get around to the proposition himself, and readily gave my consent. I gave him a minute account of all that had occurred since I left the Capital. I thought wise to do this in order to make him familiar with what he w^ould be likely to meet with after we started, and I explained fully to him what I wanted to do, how I wanted to do it, and how 1 might have to do it, going into full details. I was much pleased at the correct grasp he seemed to get of the matter and felt I could dismiss all apprehension on his score. We were to go on horseback. If possible we were to keep together, but if necessary we were to separate at any time ^vithout any delay and neither Avas to pay any attention whatever to the safety of the other. I explained to him that, except when I was personating Salome, THE LOST DISPATCH. 73 any display of concern on his part about me would only increase my danger, and that in case we unexpectedly fell in with any troops on the road, he must act as if I were a total stranger whom he had just met, unless he first heard me make a direct statement to the con- trary. Ned knew, as well as I, that he run but slight risks of being interfered with. At that time the Confederates paid but little attention to the coming and going of the negroes. They AV'cre allowed to move from place to place, and run in and out the lines without ques- tion or detention, and their queries made from curiosity excited no distrust. Ned also was aware that he would have no trouble in get- ting a pass on any slight pretext if he should need one. I gave him a number of places along the way, where we were to meet after any en- forced separation if Ave could, but if by so doing either of us incurred the slightest risk 74 THE LOST DISPATCH. or delay, we were each to make our way separately to a point which I named and which I felt confident was beyond the invad- ing troops. I was to wait there until as late as nine oVdock that night for Ned, but in case he reached there iirst he was to stay until I came, unless I did not get there for three days, thus allowing for my possible capture, detention and escape. I also told him on what points I wanted him to get informa- tion, by observation or in any other way possilde. From my entertainer of the night before, I had learned enough about the movements of Luce's army to enable me to block out my plans with a considerable degree of confidence. If I did not know exactly where the particular division I wanted to strike was, I knew where it was not, and that was a good deal. Events sometimes follow each other with startling rapidity, but if no unusual hurry had occurred I felt quite sure my destination THE LOST DISPATCH. 75 would be l)etween t^V() points, and not more than twenty miles hack from the river. More explicit information as to their precise loca- tion must be obtained on the way, also exact knowledge as to Captain DeLacy's where- al)outs. All the preparation Ned made was to hide his few valuables and securely close the house. This done, he was ready to follow me to the ends of the earth if need be. It was barely twelve oVlock when we started on our way. Ned rode the horse he had pro- vided in anticipation of coming to me. The clothes had been done up into a compact roll, with the cloak outside, in order to look as much like a rolled -up blanket as possible, and I carried them like a huge rag baby on the saddle in front of me. I did not dare either trust them to Ned or fasten them to my saddle. I might have to part ^vith either, or both negro and horse on any sudden emero-encv, but I was determined to hold onto and make use of my disguise unless death or ca23ture prevented me 76 THE LOST DISPATCH. For obvious reasons we avoided all well- traveled roads and made our way through fields, along lanes, and as much as possible in the shelter of the timber. Our route was through a well-settled country until we neared the river. AVe crossed it by a ford that was little known and seldom used, but at that time, I, like the illustrious Susan, did not care for a crowd. CHAPTER IX. It was nearly six o'clock when we finally reached the point where I thought I could safely commence my retrograde movement. As soon as I would turn to the right, the division of Luce's army I wanted to reach would lay directly between the place I would be then and the Potomac. During the last of our rid^ I had, by a bold move or two, man- aged to get very definite knowledge of the disposition of the Rebel troops in the vicin- ity, and by a lucky accident, during an en- forced separation, Ned had discovered almost to a certainty that Captain DeLacy was where I had thought him. We had also in the middle of the afternoon each secured a fresh horse, and by far greater good fortune than I had dared hope for, they were fine, un- 77 78 THE LOST DISPATCH. jaded animals. That we took them without leave or license troubled us not a bit. Looking back now, it seems strange that we were able to make our way as rapidly as we did through that section, filled as it was with troops, without being taken prisoner, scientifi- cally bushwhacked, or picked off by a sharp- shooter. A number of times we did barely escape encounters which would have cost us dear. About the middle of the afternoon we had come near running into a body of the Rebel troops. We were on a hill not far from a road running directly northwest, when through an opening in the trees there l)ecame visible a cloud of dust, which meant either sheep or Rebels. Taking into consideration time, place and circumstances, I knew the chances were that it meant Rebels. Dismounting I ordered Ned to take the horses and himself into con- cealment in an adjacent ravine, and I made my way to a large tree I had noticed for THE LOST msPATcn. 79 some time. It bad been used by one side or the other as a signal station, and I thought it possible that it commanded a good view of the road along which the dust was advancing. It did, and I soon felt I was up a tree men- tally, as well as physically. The extent of the knowledo;e I o;ained was that a move of some kind was on foot, which I did not understand. I was near enouo-h to have thrown a stone down on the moving column, and I could recognize General Mid- dlesworth riding with his staff. Why he was angling away from the main part of Luce's army and toward the Potomac puz- zled me, and at a time when I did not care to solve any more enigmas than absolutely neces- sary. What General Middlesworth's move meant occupied my thoughts off and on all afternoon, as none of the intelligence I man- aged to gather could be made to explain it, and I determined to find out all about it when in the Eebel camp if possible. 80 THE LOST DISPATCH. Before turning back in the direction of the Potomac I gave our horses a short rest. They had made remarkable o^ood time and thouo-h comparatively fresh, they would, after we got beyond the Rebel lines again, have to be pushed to the full extent of their endurance. Besides, I did not care to start back too soon, for I wanted it to be dark when we would reach the vicinity of T . I knew the moon would not rise that night until a little after eight, and between dusk and that time I had planned to get beyond T , procure a vehicle of some kind and assume my dis- guise. That done, I was ready to encounter the enemy at any time, although I aimed to run against them later and further on. Ned made an excursion into a neio;hl)orino; field and brought back some feed for the horses. As soon as they finished their meal we started. Ned soon suggested that we might find a conveyance that would answer our purpose at THE LOST mSPATCIL 81 Goodhue's, a place on our left a little ways off. We made our way there, taking a short cut and a rough road through a lane, which ap- proached the place from the rear. The house, which faced a road beyond, looked deserted, but we did not go near enough to be certain. The stables stood off by themselves and we were well enough satisfied not to find anyone around them and did not investigate further. The carriage and horses were gone, but we found a good set of harness and an old fash- ioned light buggy, which suited our purpose admirably and were all we needed. We had left our horses in the woods across the lane. I went on ahead to reconnoiter. Ned fol- lowed, pulling the Iniggy. By the time I was arrayed in my disguise Ned had the horses harnessed to the buggy and my clothes and the saddles and bridles stowed compactly away under the buggy seat. It was an extra piece of luck finding a vehicle so near, for I could not assume my disguise 82 THE LOST DISPATCH. until one had been procured, but now, instead of going around T , I could pass directly tbrougli tlie village, which saved considerable time. I had on starting from S forbade Ned to address me except as Miss Salome, for I was afraid if he did not have some practice he would in any sudden fright forget and let slip the " Mars," which would be sure to rouse suspicion. I impressed on him that he must, until we were through with the rather unpleasant affair before us, act as if I were in reality his young mistress, whom he was trying to get safely to her home, and protect to the best of his ability in a dangerous and unsettled country. It was a decided chancre in our mode of progression for us to be speeding along over good roads in a comfortable buggy and not actually shunning observation, as I had been obliged to do until then. But while it was a rest, it was the kind of a rest one experiences THE LOST DISPATCH. 83 when awaiting a surgical operation, wliicli is to commence as soon as the surgeon comes, the exact moment of his arrival having been left mercilessly indefinite. CHAPTER X. " Hi, Miss Salome, look dar," whispered Ned suddenly. We had been drivino^ for some time at full speed when Ned's low tones roused me from an imaginary conversation with the Caj)tain. " Where ? " I asked. " Over dar,'' he returned, pointing toward his left, around the curve we were just making. A short distance ahead, in an open space between the road and the heavy timber be- yond, I saw the light of camp fires and a few moving figures showing dark against the glow, while a dark mass at one side looked like horses and wagons. Telling Ned to drive over toward them and ask the way to General Dare's headquarters, 84 THE LOST DISPATCn. 85 as soon as we came abreast of the nearest groups, I scanned the surroundings, anxiously trying to determine what we had run into. I had not expected to meet any Confederates for two or three miles yet. But I knew it could not be any of our own troops, for we were too near the Rebels for that. As we approached closer I saw several officers in gray grouped around a fire and about a dozen men cook- ing supper at other fires a little apart and nearer us. It looked like a topographical camp or something of that sort. One of the men, who seemed to be doing a sort of picket duty, and broiling a bit of bacon on the end of his ramrod at the same time, started up as soon as he saw us driving up and demanded what we wanted. Ned told him we were trying to get to Gen- eral Dare's headquarters and asked where they were, ):)ut before he had time to reply one of the officers advanced toward us, and Ned re- peated his question to him. Before answer- 86 THE LOST DISPATCH. ing the officer asked us a number of questions as to where we were going and where we were from, eyeing us keenly all the time, then drew off a little ways to confer with one of the other officers. They were near enough for me to catch most of their conversation. " It's all right, I believe," said the one who had been talking to us, '' or they would want to go the other way.*" **Only a feint most probably,^' replied the last comer and older of the two. "They may be spies and, as soon as they are out of sight, whirl off in another direction. There really does not seem to be anything very suspicious about them I must say,'' he added ; "still it might be wise to detain them here until morn- ing." "I think they are just what they say they are," returned the first officer. Just as I was wondering if it would not be best to make a run and leave them to decide THE LOST DISPATCH. 87 at their leisure whether or not we were spies, one of the men passing, called out : ''Hello, Ned," and stopped. Ned gave something between a grin and a gasj) in return. Then, stooping over as if to untangle the reins, he whispered barely loud enough for me to hear : •' It's Mars Furbish. He lived ober dar at E , and knowed Miss Salome.'' I caught the clue the quick-witted old negro had given me, and leaning forward, addressed a polite " Good evening, Mr. Furbish," to the man I had never seen before. He jjuUed off his cap in return. ''I am very anxious to get on without de- lay," I added. "Will you kindly tell those gentlemen who I am I I think you can assure them I am not a spy." His action had been noticed by the officers, and as I spoke, they called him over to them. " Do you know that lady ! " I heard them ask. 88 THE LOST DISPATCH. " Yes, and the nigger too. It^s Miss Salome Poillon, and she lives at 8 plantation, across the riyer," was the answer. " Then she is a resident here, and there is no danger of their being spies ? " put in the cautious one. '^ Lord, no ! Why, she's the biggest Rebel 'round. So's all the family, an' she's got a Rebel lover," replied my champion emphati- cally, adding the last fact as if it were a clincher. That settled it, and the two officers then came over to the carriage and told me I was at liberty to go on, and regretted that they had been obliged to stop me at all. I thanked them, and asked if I would have much diffi- culty in getting through. " I am afraid so," replied the one who had first met me. " This is your most direct route, is it not ? " asked the older officer, on whom the rest of the conversation devolved. " It is much the nearest way," I replied. THE LOST DISPATCH. 89 "It leads directly on, near where a consider- able body of our troops are, yet I think it will be safer for you to keep it than to try side roads, where you would be constantly stopped. I will give you a note to the general in com- mand, and a pass, which will aid you until you reach him. He will likely give you an escort for some distance," he added, writing as he spoke. When he handed me the papers, I asked him about the positions of the Yankees, and in an- swering he told me also something new about how Luce's army was located, which was one of the clues that I wanted to learn. I had no idea of using the papers unless I should fail in all efforts to find Captain De- Lacy. I told Ned not to refer to them in any way or to our encounter, while he should be separated from me, and impressed on him that he was not to get out of the buggy if he could help it, or leave the horses one moment unless dragged away by force. I re- 90 THE LOST DISPATCH. gretted that we had run into the camp, fur it took valuable time, and it did not make me feel any better about it to know that it had happened through my own carelessness. If I had been watching out, as I ought to have 1)een, I would have noticed the fires in time to have avoided them l)y making a detour, and I believed that I could have gotten later the valuable bit of information the talkative officer had given me. CHAPTER XI. The encounter had one good result, however. It got us over our stage fright, as it were, and rather raised us up to the grand climax. We had driven nearly three miles fai'ther before we ran into the Rebel camp again. When we finally found ourselves making our way under guard to General Dare^s head- quarters, we were far more composed than we could possiVdy have been had we not al- ready had some experience. When stop]3ed, I had insisted on being allowed to proceed, but as I expected and desired, the simple privilege of following my own way was denied me. My statements re- garding my identity were received with in- credulity. I insisted on the truth of my story, and I demanded that I be taken to headquar- 91 92 THE LOST DISPATCH. ters at once. After some parley, my request was acceded to and a couple of soldiers took their places at the horses' heads and slowly led them forward, while a guard walked at the side of the buggy until Ave reached a cluster of tents pitched somewhat apart, in front of which stood four or five officers con- versinii;. The officer who had brought us in advanced to the group, and I could hear him reporting the circumstances of our arrest. A handsome subaltern came forward to assist me from the buggy, and I was soon answering the curtly- put inquiries of the middle aged officer to whom I had l)een conducted. I re^^eated my story. He questioned and cross-questioned me severely, but I was too entirely familiar with my ground to be caught tripping. I felt a good deal as if I were an actor in a play, and while I must say that I did not particu- larly admire the setting, I began to have an intense interest in rendering my part well and having all go oif smoothly. THE LOST BISPATCn. 93 Ned was seated in the buggy witliiu hearino- distance and I saw he had assumed, or was really feeling, about the right amount of anxi- ety, and that no one seemed to be paying any attention whatever to him. I did not recognize the officer interrogating me, but I heard him addressed by one of tlie other officers as Colonel Soil eld. AVhen after telling him my story, he utterly refused to credit it. I asked to see the General in com- mand. Col. Sofield replied that General Sen- house had gone over to confer with General Leonard and miglit not be back until morn- ing, not for several hours certainly, and fol- lowed the explanation with an intimation that both myself and my servant would be well off under guard until his return. I was somewhat nonplussed when the officer said General Senhouse. I had looked on Gen- eral Dare only as a guide to Captain DeLacy, and had no interest whatever beyond that in him. At the same time I was a trifle sur- 94 THE LOST DISPATCH. j)rised that I had not been taken before him, and that reference had not been made to him instead of to General Senhouse. I began to wonder if it were possible that I had not reached Dare's headquarters, but I did not dare ask directly or betray more knowledge of army details than a girl would be likely to know. After pondering a moment, I said : " I ought perhaps to have stopped at A , as I was advised to do, but I was so very anxious to get on, that I could not make up my mind to delay there. Will you tell me what regiment this is ? I have friends and relatives with General Luce and there may be some one here who can identify me." An orderly was presenting a paper to Col. Sofield as I finished speaking, and another officer, who had come up but a short time previous and was standing near, in com23any with the others, answered : "This is General Dare's division, but Gen- eral Senhouse is in command at present. Over THE LOST DISPATCH. 95 on the left there is the Reo-iment, Brigade ; others are further on. If you will give the names of your friends, and they are here, they can be sent for." " Captain DeLacy is with General Dare. If I could see him, he would assure you that I am just who I represent myself. He is a very inti- mate friend of the family," I said, turning again to my first interlocuter. " Impossible," he replied, " Captain DeLacy has just started to inspect a position several miles from here. There is no telling when he will be back." '' Beg pardon. Colonel, but Captain DeLacy has not got off yet. lie passed us on the way over here, and I saw him go in Colonel Louns- bery's tent a few minutes ago," spoke up an- other officer. ^' There he comes now," he added, as a tall figure came out of a tent near by. Affairs progressed rapidly in the next few minutes. In less time than I could write it, 96 THE LOST DISPATCH. Captain DeLacy had been called over to iden- tify me ; had done it, even to the satisfaction of the obdurate Colonel, and heard the story of my detention, and my anxious request that I might go on at once. Captain DeLacy asked and received per- mission to take me into a neighboring tent, where I could wait, freed from the gaze of those who had slathered around to see what was going on, until he could procure the passes necessary to insure my safe conduct through their lines. Colonel Sofield, whose good man- ners had increased in proportion to the streng- thening of his convictions that I was not a spy, told him to take me into General Dare's tent, as it was the nearest one unoccupied, then to return to him for passes. A moment later I was alone with the only man of them all who could penetrate my dis- guise. His first words assured me that he had not heard from Salome lately enough to im- peril my statements. And his hurried whispers THE LOST DISPATCH. 97 of love and devotion, together with his grave concern at my having undertaken a journey through that section at so dangerous a time, proved that he accepted me in perfect good faith. Even at that desperate moment, at the touch of the Captain's lips I was filled with an un- holy glee. Fortunately, he had little time to play the lover. Love and war are an ill -matched couple, and except that both set at naught all interfering laws, they have nothing in com- mon. The latter never relaxes the grasp of a master and exacts that all who serve him shall fulfill their duty to the utmost, without delay or flinching, although by so doing all pleas- ures, affections, ties of kindred and life itself are yielded up. My expressed anxiety for his safety, and pre- tended impression that he was on some danger- ous raid, led Captain DeLacy to assure me that he was with Luce, and to tell me what forces 98 THE LOST DISPATCH. Luce had with him, but no more about his future movements than I had ah*eady gath- ered, which amounted to but little beyond a clue to the meaning of General Middleworth's movement, which I had witnessed that after- noon. I questioned as closely as I dared, but elicited nothing further. My shrewdest eifoits were a failure. I saw that he either had not been informed of the object of the campaign, or felt bound not to reveal it even to one whom he held as dear as he did Salome. CHAPTER XII, While conversing with Captain DeLacy, I had become as familiar with the interior of the tent as I could by the light of one in- ferior candle and the use of my eyes. There seemed nothino^ there to invite in vesti oration. Even after Captain DeLacy had reluctantly left me, a closer inspection revealed nothing more promising. I sat on a camp stool, in a corner ; near was a pile of blankets ; a rough camp chair stood between me and the bed ; a bayonet stuck in the ground did duty for a candlestick, and on an empty wooden box near me lay a paper-covered book. I had just had time to run a hasty glance through the book, when the fly was raised and an officer entered. As was only natural, he started when he saw me, then lifted his hat 100 THE LOST DISPATCH. with a half- spoken apology, tossed a news- paj^er carelessly on the bed, threw his over- coat over the chair and went out asfain. I recognized him instantly as General Dare. His actions and looks struck me as those of a man ^vho felt at odds with the world and who was nursing a grievance, but I was too deeply concerned about my own affairs to be more than casually impressed with what I learned afterwards was the case. It is a strange fact that in times of most intense suffering, deadly peril and deepest thought, the eye will be attracted by the most trivial objects. While I anxiously pon- dered my next move, my eye mechanically fol- lowed in and out the fantastically curved line made by the shadows cast by the pile of blank- ets, then by the edge of the coat cape as it trailed along the floor. I had followed it almost to the end when my gaze ^vas arrested by a spot of color differing from the rest. With a start, I realized that I was looking at THE LOST DISPATCH. 101 a flat, long book. 1 could not tell then and I cannot tell now whether it fell from the over- coat or was lying there when I entered, but I do not see how it could have been there at first and escaped my observation. I determined at once to see the contents of that book. There was not one instant to be lost. I well knew that even then some one might be standing at the entrance and that the Captain would return at any moment. But examine that book I must, even at the risk of surprise, detection and death. It was the most critical moment I had yet encoun- tered. I had to think and act together. Throwing myself at full length on the grassy floor, with my head screened from the first glance of any one entering, intending to feign a swoon if any one did come, I extended my arm above my head, in the shelter of the chair, and had the book in my impatient fingers. Opening it hastily, I scanned it in the dim light which came over my shoulder from the 102 • THE LOST DISPATCH. flickering candle. I was confronted by a series of blank pages. General Dare^s name was on the fly leaf. Only the first three pages were written on, and they contained nothing except detached items of interest to him only. Evi- dently, the book had been newly purchased, for the dates ran but a few days back. Bitterly disappointed, I ran over the pages again, and a folded ]3aper slipped into view. Even to this day I can distinctly feel the wild bound of exultation my heart gave when I knew that I held in my hands a copy of Special Order No. 000, issued by the Kebel Commander in Chief only four days before, and regulating the movements of all the di- visions of his army for several days to come. At the sight of that paper every drop of blood in my body seemed to rush to my heart, only to leave it again with a wild speed that turned me faint and dizzy. The letters danced before my eyes, but even in that one hasty glance I took in enough to know that I need THE LOST DISPATCH. 108 seek no further information. I had succeeded even beyond my hopes and expectations. If I could get safely back with that paper, and whatever else I had learned, I felt check to the Rebels must be insured. Hastily concealing the paper, I pushed the book under the bed, and had barely regained my place when Captain DeLacy re-entered with the passes. There was no time for fur- ther private conversation between us, which I regarded as a piece of good luck. Captain DeLacy told me, while he hastily assorted the papers in his hand, that he was obliged to proceed without delay on the impor- tant duty for which he was preparing when Colonel So field had called him to me ; that as the first 2^art of our way lay the same as his, he could act as my escort until his road turned off from the one I was to follow. From where he had to leave me, to H was only ten miles, and he exacted a promise that I would remain there with friends until morninof. 104 THE LOST DISPATCH. I could not but be touched at his anxiety about me, impatient as I was at the delay which it caused. We started almost immediately. Captain DeLacy rode at the side of the buggy and the squad of men with him a short distance in advance. The road was clear, and we made excellent time. At last the moment of separation came. His real farewell had already been said, so before following his men down the dark path, into which they had turned, the Captain paused only for some cautions to Ned and a quickly spoken " good bye " to me, which held as much as was ever put in that simple word. I realized fully what the parting was to him. He had accepted me as Salome, without doubt or question, and to leave me with no other pro- tector than Ned tried liim sorely. I leaned out of the buggy and looked back after him, with a feeling of pain that surprised me. As he disappeared, a presentment that I THE LOST DISPATCH. 105 should never see him again crept over me, fol- lowed by an idle speculation whether it was he or I who was first to meet our fate, a feeling which I rembered well a few months later, when I received the news that Captain DeLacy had been shot in battle. CHAPTER XIII. Shaking off the dim sense of foreboding, I gave my thoughts entirely to the task before me. I had decided to make my way doAvn the side of the river I was then on. From what I had learned of the position of the enemy, I knew the risk would l)e no greater than if I crossed to the opposite shore, and I hoped to save many weary miles of travel. Being well aware of the extreme caution shown on our side, I thought the chances were that our army would be yet in the neighborhood of the place where I left them, and I aimed for that point. I told Ned that I had secured a paper of the utmost importance, and that if I were shot and he escaped, he was to take the paper from its place of concealment and carry it on. 106 THE LOST DISPATCH. 107 We turned to the left, down the first road we came to, after parting with Captain DeLacy and his men. Just before we reached it, we were stopped l)y a small party of Confederates on horseback. I offered my passes. Striking a match, an officer read them, and after a few questions, allowed us to go on. That was the only time the j^asses were of use to us, for as soon as I parted with my disguise they w^ere, of course, worthless. In order to make the best time possible, and avail ourselves of short cuts and bridle paths, it was necessary to leave the buggy and return to horseback. That we did at the earliest practical moment. As soon as we came to a rough bit of road, after our first turn, Ned drove the buggy to one side, and, knocking off a wheel, left it to its fate. When I was again in my own clothes, we made the harness and my disguise into several bundles, which Ned weighted and dropped into the first creek we came to. 108 THE LOST DISPATCH. That done, we hurried on. The night had turned cloudy and dark while we had been in the Confederate camp. It did not rain, but be- fore long we struck a place where it had very recently, and our horses for a short distance were obliged to plough through slippery clay. Frequently we would see the fires of some out- post, and often a picket shot, sometimes start- lingly near, would ring out on the murky night. Well as I knew the country, I finally made a false turn in the confusing darkness, and ap- proached the river when I thought Ave were still several miles away from it and follow- ing its course. Leaving Ned in safe hiding, I crept forward to reconnoiter. I made for a rock overhanerins: the water, at the head of a bend in the river, from the edge of which I hoped to be able to tell if the fires opposite were repeated down the side I was on. THE LOST DISPATCH. 109 As I gained a sheltered place near the top and in the rear of the rock, I heard a boat grate on the pebbles beneath, and two men ascended to the very spot I had started for. I lay low behind the scanty bushes, while they sat down near me. From what they said, I gathered that they had crossed from the Rebel camp over the river to investigate the bank up stream for some purpose, but not liking the looks of something that had attracted their notice, they had stopped there to decide what they should do. I was too near to move away without them hearing me. I was caught in a trap. Chaffing at a delay, when every moment was precious, and fearing that Ned, alarmed at my pro- tracted absence, might come to look for me, I was obliged to crouch, motionless in my hiding place, while the two men so near me idly discussed topics re-lating to everything but the duty they were on. While I waited, the 110 THE LOST DISPATCH. clouds began to break away, and once or twice the moonlight shone out full and strong, leaving me with little to shield me, had they chanced to turn ai'ound. Finally, after what seemed hours to me, one decided to go over for re -enforcements and de- scended to the boat. Cautiously rising, as the other advanced to the extreme edo-e of the rock, I saw that his back was toward me and that he was intently watching the pro- gress of the boat, then in mid -stream. It was possible then for me to have slipped away unnoticed, but I was exasperated beyond endurance. An uncontrolable impulse seized me. Even if I had been sure that the whole Confederate army would have started to his rescue, I could not have helped pushing that man into the water. Moving noiselessly be- hind him, with the end of my revolver I gave him a sharp punch in th^ middle of the back. Taken completely off his guard, without a THE LOST DISPATCH. Ill word, but with a wild whirl of arms and legs, he went straight down into the deep water beneath. I have wondered hundreds of times since, what that man thought was the matter with him. If he has lived to read this, he knows now. CHAPTER XTV. I returned to where Ned was, and we began retracing our steps. Although we made frequent attempts to get news, it was not until nearly morning that I learned that our troops had advanced to a point, nearer the place where I had made my way into the enemy's camp, and, consequently, nearer where I was then, but to my left. We immediately changed our route. From the moment the order had fallen into my hands, my one desire and aim was to get it where the information it contained, together with what other I had gathered, could be put to instant use. Every nerve throbbed with impatience. Every delay was intolerable. Yet that entire ride back was a series of vexatious and dangerous delays. I was beset on every 112 THE LOST DISPATCH. 113 side by dangers, which closed in on me at every point where I tried to evade them. Every mile counted for four in my eagerness to get on. I was obliged, time after time, to retrace my steps and make long detours to avoid running into bodies of skirmishers, to escape the vigilance of pickets, and to baffle the pursuers on our tracks. Twice that night we stood with our coats drawn tightly over our horses' heads to keep them from making a sound to betray our pres- ence to the enemy, passing so closely below that by stooping, we could have lifted the hats off of their heads with a ramrod. Shortly after daybreak, as the first rays of of the sun showed over a neighborino- hill, I lay in a hollow log, while a man from the column of passing soldiers sat on it to beat the dirt and stones from his remnants of shoes. The dust from the inside of the log, loosened by his pounding, choked me, until in my efforts to keep from coughing, I bit through 114 THE LOST DTSPArcn. the sleeve of my coat, and left the print of my teeth on my arm. About six hundred soldiers marched past me, as I watched them from a crevice in the log. Across the road and half way up the hill be- yond I could see where Ned crouched, keep- ing the horses back in the shelter of a low thicket. Knowing exactly where to look for him, he stood out with terrible distinctness to my abnormally keen sight, and I trembled whenever I saw a soldier turn his head in that direction. Even now, as I think it over, with all my increased experience and knowledge of hair- breadth escapes, it seems simply incredible that we ever got through. But get through we did. By eight o'clock, exhausted to faintness from hard riding, lack of food and loss of sleep, and with horses reeling from fatigue, we turned out onto a road which in a few min- utes took us beyond danger. Loyal hands THE LOST DISPATCH. 115 placed fresh horses at our disposal, and with little loss of time, we were covering the last ten miles of our ride. Soon the bit of paper, that " Lost Dispatch," which through all that long Ind fearful night had been the elixir that nerved me to my work, was in the hands of the proper ojSicer, and I had communicated to him the addi- tional information I had gathered. Both in- formation and dispatch, without delay, were carried to the Commander in Chief. I only did my duty. My responsibility ended there. But looking back now, it seems, as it did then, that better results should have been obtained through a quick action on the intelli- gence gathered. THE END. RARE BOOK COLLECTION THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA AT CHAPEL HILL Wilmer 729