YALE UNIVERSITY
LIBRARY

A MEMOIR

MARY CAPPER,

LATE OP BIEMINGHAM,

A MINISTEE OF THB SOCIETY OF FEIENDS.

' The path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more aud more
unto the perfect day." Prov. iv. 18.

LONDON:
CHAELES GILPIN, BISHOPSGATE-STEBET, WITHOUT.
YOEK: JOHN L. LINNET, LOW OUSEGATE.
1847.

YOEK ; PRINTED BY JOHN L. LINNEY.

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PREFACE

The journals and other papers of Mary Capper were
entrusted hy herself to the care and revision of the editor,
with the understanding that any use inight be made of them
which, after her decease, should appear to be right. The
present compilation is, in consequence, now offered to the
public, with the hope that the cause of truth and righteousness —
that cause which was so dear to the subject of this memoir
through a long hfe, may be served thereby.
The character of Mary Capper is pretty fully developed
in the subsequent pages ; yet it may be aUowed to the
editor, who had the privilege of near intimacy with her for
almost haK a century, to remark, that in preparing this work
for the press, and consequently dwelling much on the life
and conversation of this devotedly pious individual, she has
been particularly impressed ¦with the cheerful contentment of
spirit, manifested under the varying circunistances of her life.
This is the more striking when the feebleness of her bodily
powers, the enlarged liberality of her mind, and her deep feeling
for hunian sorrows, are taken into account, together with her
limited pecuniary resources and small personal accommodations.
It is true, she was often entrusted with the means of re
lieving those in distress,, which was to her a source of

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genuine delight; but she steadfastly refused repeated offers
of increased comforts for herseK; preferring to dwell in com
parative obscurity, and in the close vicinity of those dear friends
whose society and kindness had largely contributed, for a long
course of years, to her enjoyment. Another object which she had
in view was, to be so situated as to occasion, to such friends
as inight be passing through the town, little inconvenience
in paying her a visit; for such was her modest estimate of
her own attainments, that she could not suppose her friends
would incline, or could suitably be expected, to come far to
make her a call.
Many, however, as wHl be seen in the following pages,
could bear their testimony to the solid satisfaction which such
visits afforded them; and this undoubtedly proceeded from
the conviction, that the chief pursuit of Mary Capper's life had
been to honour her Lord and Master; by this she gave the
strongest proof of her gratitude for the love of God, extended
to her in Jesus Christ her Saviour; whose peace was richly
shed abroad in her heart, and more especiaUy so as she
approached his heavenly kingdom, where aU is peace and love,
and joy in the Holy Ghost, and that for ever !
Kathaeine Backhouse.

Darlington, 1847.

CONTENTS.

Page.
CHAPTER I.
Parentage — Education, &o  1

CHAPTER II.
Sojourn in France  13
CHAPTER III.
Return home in 1777, and memoranda during her stay there — Removal
to Wilmington, and Journal while there in 1781 and 1782  52
CHAPTEE IV.
Residence in London till 1788 — Removal to Birmingham — Death of her
mother in 1793  64
CHAPTER V.
Travels during the years 1794 to 1801 — Visits at Stoke Newington, &c. . . 78
CHAPTER VI.
Marriage ofher friend Mary Beesley in 1803 — Removal into Monmouthshire,
&c.— Death of James Lewis, 1810  123
CHAPTEE VII.
Departure from Trosnant — Settlement with Mary Lewis, at Leominster —
Visits to London, &c. — Death of Mary Lewis.  158
CHAPTEE VIU.
Removal from Leominster and re-settlement at Birmingham — Death of her
Brothers William and Jasper — Religious Services, &c. to the end of
the year, 1820   1 74

VI contents. Page.
CHAPTEE IX.
Eeligious Services in Worcestershire, Her own Quarterly Meeting, &c.
Death of Anne Capper — Mary Capper returns home near the end of
1822  •  222
CHAPTEE X.
Services in and about London, in the years 1823 and 1824— Letters, &c. . . 271
CHAPTER XI.
Account of her last Journey with Certificate, as a Minister — Concluding
extracts from her diary  304
CHAPTER XII.
Memoranda — Extracts of Letters, &c. — Death of her friend H. Evans, and
of M, C.'s only Sister  332
CHAPTER XIII.
Death ofher Brothers John and James— Reflections — Extracts from Letters,
&c. from 1835 to 1838— Deep spiritual conflict— Eelief therefrom  370
CHAPTEE XIV.
Extracts from her last letters, and from some of those of her friends
respecting her — Last illness — Death  406

MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPER.

CHAPTER I.
paeentage, education, &c.
Maet Cappee -was born on the llth of the 4th month, 1755,
She was the daughter of "WiUiam and Eebecca Capper, of
Rugeley, ia Staffordshire. They had a very numerous famUy,
consisting of ten sons and four daughters ; some of whom
Hved to advanced age.
John, their first-born, was a merchant in London, where he
¦ died in 1835, after completing his 88th year; James also died
the same year in that city, at the age of eighty-one; having
been, during fifty years, Eector of Wilmington, Sussex.
The whole faimly were brouglit up by their parents as mem
bers of the Episcopal Church, to whicli they themselves were
conscientiously attached.
Mary, the subject of the following Memoir, possessed a mind
of no ordinary description; energetic and contemplative, she
seemed peculiarly prepared, as Divine Grace was allowed to
operate upon her gifted mind, to throw aside the prejudices
of education, and to stem the torrent of opposing opinion.
Her susceptible heart was, however, keenly alive to the
sorrows of others, and deep were her sufferings, when, for a
time, her reUgious views broke the harmony of the domestic
circle; but having taken up the cross of Christ, she was mer-
cifuUy enabled to foUow her Lord in simple obedience, and in
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fuU reUance upon his power to preserve and strengthen her
thiough every trial.
Much of- the account of her chUdhood was penned after she
had attained the age of eighty years; and a more Uvely de
scription cannot be given to the reader than in her own words.
"My dear Parents," she writes, "accustomed their children
to read the Scriptures. The reUgious instruction of my child
hood was, I think, received from my dear mother. 0 ! she
was a deeply tried Christian Mother.
I think that it was about my tenth year that I was sent to
my Aunt Langford, at Macclesfield in Cheshire. She was a
serious member of the National EstabUshment, a very respect
able, widowed, gentlewoman. Under her kind care, I was
instructed in the strict observance of reUgious forms; to re
member the text of every sermon that I heard; to write the
CoUects, &c. but I do not recoUect much serious impression
being made on my mind. Abont this time, there was a great
talk abont Methodism ; onr relations, the Eows, of Macclesfield,*
were said to have turned Methodists, and were lightly spoken of
and ridiculed. I weU remember that I felt sorry for this ; because
I thought, if they were good people, and only differed from others
in the way that they thought was right, they ought to be loved.
I was aUowed to go, with my young companions, to the
theatre and various other places of amusement; and I do not
recoUect that any remark was made, upon time being thus
squandered and mis-spent.
On my return home, some domestic changes had taken place ;
my second brother, Samuel, was settled in business at Birmingham;
and as he was stUl young, it was considered best for my
I'ather to be much with him; so that my dear Mother M^as
frequently left with my eldest brother, John, and the younger
chUdren, at Rugeley. Nursing and needlework were my proper
» One of these was H. A. Rogers, of whom an instructive little memoir is
published. — Ed.

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•employments, but I was fond of active play ; out-doing my com
panions at baU, jumping, sliding, &c."
The foUowing extracts from a diary kept by Mary Capper, abont
tbis period, show the manner in wMch her time was chiefly
occupied, and the unfoldings of her youthful mind.
" 'dtJi. My friend K. Barbor drank tea with me. How
deUghtful and improving is the company of a good and worthy
friend ! I think I have read that friendship is too noble a
passion for female minds ; but why so ? Have we not souls as
weU as men ? and as capable of the worthiest attainments !
\^t}i. Went to prayers with Mrs. Barbor; a truly good
woman. 17^,^. I have been out four days together; tliis will never do,
therefore I must tum over a new leaf.
18^/^. At home aU day, and very industrious, as though I was
resolved to make amends for my former loss of time ; but I don't
much Uke aU work and no play.
%th. Paid a mormng visit to Mrs. Parks ; please to observe,
I took my work with me !
\2>th. Mamma and Sister arrived weU.
Yhth. My Brother prevaUed upon Mamma to stay till to
morrow. I am grieved at the thoughts of leaving the country,
jnst now that everything is in perfection, to go and bury one's
self in Birmiagham, where one does not feel a refreshing breeze,
nor see a green leaf, except a few nasty withered things in the
church yard, once in the year. I have not patience to think of
it ! but Parents must be obeyed.
Yltli. Got safe to Birmingham.
Ith. I went in the evening to Mr. Bralesford's, to be examined
by the Eev. Mr. MckUn.
%th. Went to Church; we were very fortunate, as we got
there before it was much crowded ; when we were confirmed. I
walked with Miss Ereer, in a very grave and serious humour."
Eespecting this circumstance, she subsequently remarks, " At
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a suitable age, with great seriousness, and heart contriting im
pressions, I went through the ceremony of confirmation by the
Bishop ; a ceremony of no small import in my view ; as what
had been promised for me by my sponsors, I was, in accordance
witb this outward rite, bound to perform, as then of age to take
the responsibility myseU ; viz. to deny all pomp and vanity; to
walk in God's holy vriU and commandments aU the days of my
life. — Knowing that I came very short of tMs, I was distressed,
and mourned much in secret. I was afraid to mention my feel
ings, as they seemed strange, and I did not know of any one who
had the Uke.
lOiA. Mamma, &c. came from Rugeley.
lltA. Sister Rebecca and I were at the play, with Mr. MckUn
and brother Jasper.
13^^. A very good sermon, by the Rev. Mr. MckUn.
14^^. Mamma told me of a fault in my behaviour, a repetition
of which I wiU endeavour to avoid.
Novemher lOiA. Received a very poUte invitation from Miss
Capper to spend a few days at Castle Bromwich.
14<tL Arrived there.
19iL I do not know the meaning of it, bnt I never in my life
wished more sincerely to be at home.
Zlst. Mrs. Capper is so kind as to promise to take me to
Birmingham on Monday. I shaU be heartUy glad when I get
into BuU Street.
2&rd. Set ont for . home with a joyful heart. My Eather re
ceived a sensible and dutiful letter from brotber Jasper. 0 !
how my Father's eye gUstened with true paternal tenderness 1
That we may aU unite, and strive to give joy to the hearts of our
worthy Parents, is and shall be, my constant prayer.
The foUowing letter was addressed to Mary Capper by her
Mother, when left on one occasion as housekeeper at Bir
mingham : —

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"April 17th, 1769.
My Deae Molly,
You are a good girl for writing, agreeable to promise, every
week ; pray continue to do so. I observed what you said abont
Miss Ereer's riding-dress ; bnt, my dear child, consider yon are
not Miss. Ereer, but one of nnmber twelve ; therefore, no super
fluities can or ought to be expected. I was mnch pleased with
one of yonr letters, wherein you say, 'I have been strongly
solicited to go out tliis evening, but have withstood the tempta
tion.' O ! my dear girl, may yon have grace to withstand every
temptation to evil, or imprudent tlungs ; and that you may be
able to say, ' Get thee behind me, Satan ! for I am resolved
already; and my Jesus, who vanquished thee npon the cross,
vriU assist my weakness, and enable me to overcome thy temp
tations !' Assist and enable us He wiU, whenever we call sin
cerely npon Him; and I doubt not, my dear chUd, yon have
already experienced a pleasing satisfaction whenever yon have
denied yourself any amusement, though innocent, if it interfered
with what was right and necessaiy to be done.
Your Mother, Rebecca Cappee."
Ll adverting to these days, M. C. writes, " I was, at times,
and many times in early Ufe, very thoughtful as to the gemUne
effect of reUgion on the mind. My constitution was weak,
which I have considered one among otlier favours ; for my nature
was volatile, and I was much left as to ontward restraints ; and,
indeed, urged to go to pnbUc amusements, plays, dances, &c.
which were considered innocent. The first contrary impression
that I distinctly remember was once, wkUst on my knees, at my
accustomed evening prayers; my thoughts being confused and
dissipated, I lay down comfortless, believing that whatever dis
tracted and hindered prayer must be wrong. This impression
rested with me ; and from time to time, led to deep reflection

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and secret conflict. The witness for trath left me not ; and as
Uttle sacrifices, snch as decUning gay parties, seemed to yield a
peaceful cabn, I was favoured with resolution to persevere. O !
how I wept over my dear Mother's letter, though she knew not
aU the temptations I was subjected to. One occasion, I think, I
caimot forget, because it is sealed by inercy and by experience to
this day ; thongh the thing was, in itseK, comparatively little,
and I was then young. Being tempted to take some fruit, in a
garden where I was unobserved, and being on the point of
gathering it, a sudden check arrested me. I cannot distinctly
describe it, bnt I walked from the spot with a sweetness of inward
peace, indescribable, such as I think I had never before known ;
and it arose in my heart, and has remauied in my understanding,
this is the teaching of the grace of God ; or, in other words, of
the Holy Spirit ! This, we had been taught to believe, wonld
enable us to overcome evU ; but it is not sufficiently understood ;
and when gently developed in the stUl, small voice, it is
frequently not obeyed; and the quick sense of its secret monitions
becomes less discernible.
External objects, and the too general example of Christian
professors, entangle and aUure the mind; the doctrine of tbe
Cross of Christ, or the self-denial thereby taught, is rarely bronght
into view ; or possibly, little understood, farther tban as regards
strictly moral condnct, and a due observance of reUgions insti-;
tntes. TMs I write, not uncharitably, nor by way of censure.
Ab 1 no ; I was favoured with a sense of good, nnder snch
restraints as these, before I underwent the ceremony of conflrma
tion ; and for several years after tMs, during many Uttle flnctna-
tions in the domestic arrangements, I continued serious and
given to retirement. 0 ! how would the enemy of aU good,
sometimes come in like a flood, and almost terrify me with evil
thoughts and suggestions. It would be vain to attempt setting
forth the Mdden striving of nature with the Ught wMch manifests
the evil, separating the precious from the vUe. I was not

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obstinately rebellions, though my temper was naturaUy hasty and
impatient. On some occasions, my brother James was a gentle
reprover, and was iu example, kind. In after years, he became
my advocate, as a Cliristian brother ; for he beUeved me sincere,
though Ms reUgious views were not in accordance with mine.
My brother John married and settled at Rugeley, after wMeh
event the rest of the famUy went to reside at Birmingham with
our Parents."
TMs brings ns to a new era in the domestic circle to wMch
M. C. makes some aUusion in mentiomng the change wMch after
wards took place in ber reUgious views ; and as tMs change of
view and practice first became obvious in her brother Jasper, a
few particulars relating to lum may here be acceptable to the
reader, and useful, as a connecting Unk in the Mstory of M. C.
He was about fonr years older than she was, and tenderly
attached to her. When qmte yotmg, be was sensible of tbe
qmckening influence of the Holy Spirit visiting Ms soul, and it
became Ms practice reverently to read a portion of tbe Holy
Scriptures before he left Ms room in a mormng. On these occa
sions he frequently sat for a time in sUence, iu order to wait
upon Him, who, be felt persuaded, alone could open the sacred
writmgs to Ms understanding. WhUe a young man, he accom
pamed Ms brother James (who was abont to take orders as a
clergjrman) to London ; and during their stay there, they called
npon Mary Knowles, who was an acquaintance of the famUy.*
* As there is frequent mention made of this individual in the narrative, it
may not be irrelevant to remark, that she vvas eminent for her great intellectual
powers, and for her taste and skill in painting and in needlework ; in which
arts she excelled in her imitations of nature. Her conversational powers were
so great, aud so peculiarly fascinating, that her company was much sought, and
she was thereby induced to mix unprofitably, with many worldly minded persons,
to her own great loss. She outlived her husband many years, and attained to
advanced age. As she drew near the close of life, she was, through mercy,
permitted a long iUness, during which she was made to feel the burden of sin,
and to lament over her mis-spent time and mis-applied talents ; and there is
reason to hope that the cry of her penitent spirit was heard, and that she was
made a partaker of the salvation which is in Christ.

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[1776.

On being informed of James's prospects, she gave tbem a
description of the quaUfications which she deemed essential to a
true mimster of tbe gospel. TMs address, wMle it produced
Uttle effect npon the mind of James, sank deeply into that of
Jasper, and he was, in consequence, induced to go to a Eriends'
meeting. Earther reflection, enqmry and conviction were the
means of attracting Mm very closely to tMs religions society ;
but be had much suffering to pass tMougli, in various ways,
before he became a member of it.
His Parents, who appear scarcely to bave considered the
Society of Eriends to be Cliristians, from partaking in an ignor
ance of their principles wMch was then very prevalent, were, of
conrse, mnch opposed to Ms being umted to snch a body ; and
Ms Eather treated Mm with a severity wMcb was cause of great
sorrow to Ms affectionate heart ; yet he was enabled to contiaue
firm in what he saw to be required of Mm. He obtained some
employment in London, wbere be was kindly noticed by a few
Eriends, and the house of John Ery, in WMtechapel, was always
open to bim.
One day, wMle he was in mnch distress, on acconnt of Ms
Eatber's objectmg to assist, or even to see bim, be went to J.
Er/s and found several Eriends assembled ; among wbom was
Barbara Drewry, who was engaged in reUgions testimony. He
quietly took Ms seat near the door of the room ; when, without
knowing anything of Ms situation, she addressed him very re
markably ; expressing ber apprehension tbat he was under great
conflict respectmg some requiring of duty; and ber full
beUef that, if he became obedient to the wUl of tbe Lord
therein, thongh he migbt be called npon to give up aU that was
most dear to Mm, and every prospect of outward advantage yet
the Lord woiUd abundantly recompense Mm, and would ultimately
bless bim, not only with spiritnal, but witb temporal increase.
TMs proved to lum Uke a brook by tbe way, and con
tributed to strengthen Ms resolution to make surrender of

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Ms aU to Divine disposal. Being fuUy convinced of tbe neces
sity of a truly reUgious Ufe, he soon became sensible of a
sincere desire for the best weUare of Ms dear connexions, and
be ventm-ed to write to Ms sister Mary, endeavouring to awaken
in ber mind a serious concern for her eternal salvation. TMs
letter, however, • faUed m producing the effect designed, and be
received from Ms Sister an answer wMch was very unsatisfactory
to Mm ; the foUowing is extracted from Ms reply to it.
"To Miss Cappee, Birmingham.
London, 38M Septer/iber, 1776.
Deae Sistee,
It is not my mtention to enter into a reUgions controversy, or
to persuade yon or any one (for I have not myseU been persuaded)
into my errors of judgment ; if, as yon say, I have bUndly and
enthusiasticaUy faUen into them; but on the contrary, wonld
gladly acknowledge, my weakness and be thankful to be set right.
I desire to ask you tins question ; by what standard did yon
examine my letter ? Not by the doctrine of om- Saviour and
Ms apostles I am convinced, or yon could not have accused me of
enthusiasm; for, as I understand the word, enthusiasm is a
mistaken zeal ; bnt, wbere zeal is directed by truths handed down
to us for our direction, it cannot be too fervent. Onr misfortune
is, we cannot always maintain snch a zeal. If yon caU it a fit
because it is a frame of mind wMcb I am Ukely to faU from, I
agree to it ; bnt tins is owing to my own weakness, and for want
of steadfast faith and trust in Him who would support me ; but
to prove that I was, at tbe time of vmting to yon, under proper
impressions, conld I constantly maintam them, tbey would not
only warm my heart witb a contuinal sense of the gratitude dne
to my Redeemer, bnt render it impossible for me to do any one
an injury, or faU into tbe least sin. Ought tben these impres
sions to be stifled ? or ought we not rather to press after them ?

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If I remember right, I addressed myself to your heart before,
bnt yon have answered me in haste, and I am sensible never
asked your poor heart one question abont it ; but in tbe strength
of your own reason yon bave confided, and I wiU endeavour to
prove tbat yon have trusted to a broken reed ; therefore answer
me a question ; and if your heart does not give it tbe negative,
tben ask yourself, if yon do not deny yonr Redeemer, by making
the Gospel of none effect. Did your heart assent to tMs asser
tion in your letter ? viz. that yon ' look npon a sincere, humble
and uniform adherence to tbe rules of moral duties as the sub
stance of our faith and doctrine.' Surely not ! for this excludes
Christiamty ; as it is possible to be a strict moralist without one
grain of true reUgion ; for many of tbe Heathens were so, and
even Atheists may be so.
Our blessed Saviour Mmself condemned tbe Scribes and Phari
sees, wbo were strictly moral ; they carried themselves nprightly
as to tbeir moral characters, and were looked npon by tbe world
as the best of men ; they fasted twice in tbe week, and were not
(as one of tliem said) extortioners, nnjnst, &c. and they gave
tithes of aU tbat tbey possessed ; yet wbat does tbe Lord, who
knew tbeir hearts, call them ? Hypocrites, who prayed to God
witb tbeir Ups, bnt whose hearts were far from Him !
How is it frequently witb ns ? are not yon and I Uke unto
them? If I bave advanced, anytMng in my letter wMcb is unscriptural,
pomt it out to me ; if not, bow is it enthusiasm ?
If we beUeve tbat we ' mnst one day give an account for every
idle word ;' and that, ' whether we eat or drink, or whatsoever
we do, we mnst do all for tbe glory of God,' (wMch we must
beUeve, or deny onr professed faith,) can we watch too narrowly
over ourselves ? or endeavour, too carefuUy, to avoid wbat may
tend in the least to aUenate our affections from tbe things wMcb
are above ?
' To enjoy is to obey.' Was our Saviour sent npon earth as a

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pattern for ns ? Did He enjoy the good tMngs of tMs life in the
manner yon speak of ? We are told to nse tbe tlungs of tMs life
so as not to abuse tbem, bnt never to rejoice in them, that I re
member. Wlien the Apostles were beaten, and departed from
the presence of the conncU rejoicing, was it enjoying the good
tMngs of tMs Ufe ? No ! it was rejoicing in tbe Lord ; and I
beUeve, that to enjoy Ms presence, we mnst obey Ms leadings.
Read tbe first chapter of John, and tell me what yon can make
of it, without tMs beUef.^ In the Epistle to tbe CorintMans, the
mimsters of God are spoken of ' as sorrowful, yet always rejoic
ing.' Were not these, think you, caUed by those wbo did not
listen to them, a morose set of feUows ? Yet, were they not
enjoying and obeying ? Thus it is vrith almost all reUgions
people. I shall not wish for quite so sudden an answer as to my last,
bnt one more to the matter, and honestly produced by serious
judgment ; a Uttle farther from the siu-face than yonr other. My
intention was, not to accuse nor to dictate, bnt to warm yon with
a desire to enquire after these things.
In true brotherly love, being sensible of my own errors, from a
very sinful neglect. Your true friend and affectionate brotber,
Jaspee Cappee."
No remark is preserved respectmg the effect of this letter on
Mary Capper's mind, but it appears to have indnced her to reflect
very seriously npon her own condition, and to make some
enquiry into tbe faith and practice of the Society to wMch her
brotber bad become so mnch attached. She was, at tbat time, in
very delicate health, and ber Parents resolved (probably under
the influence of various motives) to place her in a fanuly in
Erance, for a time.
On tMs acconnt she was bronght mto new and trying circum
stances ; and it is thought that copious extracts from her journal

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at that time, wUl not be withont interest in many ways ; especiaUy
to those in early Ufe, wbo wiU see that she possessed a very Uvely
imagination and warm feeUngs ; and who may, by tbe perusal,
be tbe better prepared to appreciate tbe sacriflces wMch she bad
afterwards to make, in order to obtain peace of mind, and to
become the bumble disciple of a crucified Lord.

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CHAPTER II.
SOJOUEN IN FEANCE.
"Birmingham, October \Wi, 1776.
Yery busy making preparations to' set out for London, in the
diUgence, to-morrow mormng, with Mr. and Miss Bmgham ; the
latter purposing to accompany me to Paris, or some other part of
Erance, wbere I am going for the recovery of my health, wMch
bas been npon the decUne for some months.
London, Tuesday, %lst. — Jnst arrived at the Castle and
Ealcon ; mucb fatigued, having traveUed aU night withont sleep.
We arrived at Stratford at ten o'clock, and there met with several
of Bmgbam's friends, who were at the inn ; we supped together
very joviaUy, after wMch we resumed our journey witb fresh
spirits ; indeed we tben stood in need of our best courage, for it
was very dark and the roads bad ; tMs, with the fears that we
had of being robbed, was dismal enough. Jnst as mormng began
to dawn we reached Oxford ; tbe dayUght advanced with aU the
beautiful attendants of a fine morn, and it was most deUghtfuUy
pleasant. Breakfasted at Tetsworth; and heartUy rejoiced we were,
for we were reaUy hungry. I bore the journey better than I
could bave imagined ; after paying proper attention to the bread
and butter, we once again set forward; it was a glorious day, and
tbe country appeared beautiful, m spite of the rigorous season.
Immediately on my arrival at my journey's end, I wrote to my
brotber Jasper, and he came half an hour after. I fainted several
times, wMch is not surprising, as I was much fatigued.
Wednesday/, 22m^. Was taken to bed last mght very Ul. My
affectionate brother, wbo had never seen me in that way before,
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tolerably. Walked vrith my Brother and my friend Bingham,
into Cheapside. Dined with my Uncle SmaUwood, and spent a
rational, agreeable evemng witb Dr. and Mrs. Knowles, at their
bouse in Ingram Conrt. I admire tbe doctor more, I tMnk, than
any man I ever met witb. He strikes me ^s a man of learmng
and affabUity ; poUte withont ceremony ; perfectly good bumonred
withont the least tincture of levity ; charitable to aU, in thought,
word and deed. It is easy to imagine tbat no one could possess
aU these quaUties without being, in the true sense of the word, a
Christian. Though the doctor is, by profession, a Quaker, be is
far from endeavouring to mfluence tbe judgment of others. We
bad mncb serious conversation, and my heart felt interested in
every word tbat feU from the month of tbe worthy doctor. I
wish, if my stay in town permits, frequently to repeat these visits.
I do not wonder at my dear Jasper being impatient to introduce
me into sucb company, as be knew my incUnations too weU to
suppose that I should find it irksome. I wish I coidd prevaU
npon aU my acquaintance to lay aside aU tbeir trivial ways of
kiUing time, by playing at cards and sucb diversions; and in
their room, to institute improving, rational conversation ; it wonld
undoubtedly be better for society in general; we should then
enjoy ourselves in reabty. How far more praiseworthy those are
who spend tbeir time in searcMng after and admiring the wonder
ful power and goodness of the Almighty, tban snch as think of
Uttle bnt tbe gratification of the senses ; wbo scarcely know or
consider how or wherefore tMs grand imiverse is supported, or
whether governed by a Supreme, All-powerful Being !
Nancy Ery, a very pleasing young person, drank tea witb ns ;
I was struck with her appearance and vrish to be better acquainted.
The doctor does not approve of my intention of going into a
Convent, as be tMuks I sliaU be in great danger of havmg my
sentiments as to reUgion totaUy changed ; be remarked tbat the
transition from our form of worsMp to that of tbe Romish Cburcb
was very trifling, and might possibly be brought about, abnost

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imperceptibly, as tbey spare no pains to gain a proselyte. TMs
has quite unsettled my designs, as I Avould by no means tMow
myself into tbe midst of dangers, the nature of wMch I am
entirely unacquainted witb. We took our leave of these worthy
Eriends, with a promise, wUUngly made on my part, to dine with
tbem on Eriday, if notMng prevent.
Thursday, ZSrd. My brotber Jasper caUed and took us to dine
witb my brother WUUam, wbo Uves witb Mr. RaUton, Holborn
Bridge. RaUton appears to be a sensible worthy character.
After we had had coffee we called a coach, intending to go and
spend tbe evening with my Uncle Capper, in Berkeley Square ;
bnt an unaccountable whim entering the head of my brother
WiUiam, (prompted, I make no doubt, by Ms wish to give us
pleasure,) he asked if we should bave any objection to see the
Beggar's Opera, to be performed that mght. I was incUned to
refuse ; bnt fancying that my friend bad a desire to hear Miss
Catley, I accompamed ber without reluctance. My disappoint
ment and disgust are not to be described ; I bad heard mucb of
tbe sbimng quaUties of Miss Catley, and therefore expected some
tMng extraordinary ; but of aU the figures I ever saw, she is the
most miserable; and her impudence is inconceivable. In the
midst of my chagrin, I could not belp feeUng emotions of pity for
tbe poor unhappy wretch, who, in her serious moments, mnst call
to mind a Ufe spent in sucb a manner ; bow melancholy a retros
pect ! I may truly say, my intended pleasure was turned into
actual pain. I was very Ul afterwards.
Friday, 24<th. My brother Jasper caUed upon me ; be was not
pleased at my last mgbt's expedition ; in trath I was vexed at
myself. I could not help makmg a comparison between the
different feelings vrith wMcb I retired to rest last evemng and the
mght before ; one all burry and confusion, without one rational
idea ; the otber calm, serene and pleasing ; vrith a train of ideas,
deUghtful, qmet and composed. I very joyfully performed my
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agreeable as I expected. The doctor was at bome all the after
noon, and we had mncb serious conversation, in wMcb my heart
was interested, the doctor and Ms vrife explained tbe benefit
arismg from sUent meetings, wMcb I am convinced must be very
great ; we are then freed from all external objects, and wait npon
the Lord, in sUent submission ; wMch must doubtless be a far
more acceptable sacrifice tban tbose forms of prayer tbat are
repeated by the Ups when~the spirit is far from God. TMs sUent
meditation is certainly an exceUent preparation for vocal prayer.
Saturday, 1'oth. Nancy Ery caUed, and went witb ns to a Mr.
WiUiamson's, a person wbo keeps bees in a glass Mve ; it is very
entertaimng to see these industrious Uttle creatures aU busied in
their various occupations.
Sunday, 2Qih. Went, with my brotber Jasper, to tbe Quaker's
meeting, and was exceedingly pleased vritb one of the female
preachers. Tbere was sUence nearly an hour and a half, in wMch
time I was prepared to receive instruction, and I felt the force of
wbat I beard. Returned to our lodgmgs weU satisfied witb
sUent worsMp.
27 th. Bingham purposes going to speak to a Miss NichoUs, a
young person who is going into a Convent at Boulogne. Dmed
and spent a very agreeable day witb Nancy Er/s Parents in
WMtechapel. I admire tbe whole famUy exceedingly; snch
marks of sincerity and friendly civiUty I scarcely ever received.
I shall actuaUy venerate tMs society of people ; for among those
tbat I am acquainted vritb, tbere reigns snch a universal spirit of
affection, with a real desfre to -please, that I cannot help being
strongly attached to those sentiments wMcb are productive of
these social deUghts ; to me far more engaging than the pompous
parade that attends tbe proudly great.
29(h. Mr. Bingham and my brotber went with us to the
Tower, m orSer to look at the vessel in wMch we propose
embarking; the Captain is an elderly poUte man; be infonned
ns that Ms daughter would accompany ns to Boulogne, where Ms

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famUy resides. He could not say wben he should saU' ; as tbere
are ^ress Warrants out, a Protection is necessary, or it is possi
ble that aU the men may be taken. On expressing our desire to
see the curiosities in tbe Tower, our obUging conductors wUUngly
compUed ; and being informed that tbere were no beasts worth
seeing, tbe old lion, &c. being gone to the shades of tbeir noble
ancestors, we visited the Arsenal. I was much pleased witb the
regular form iu wMch aU tbe arms are placed. Could the mind
be divested of tbe idea of destruction, for wMcb these weapons
are designed, it would be possible to behold, with pleasing
' astomshment, the perfection wMch has been arrived at in the
manufacture. On our return we had some conversation with two
young gfrls who had just come from the UrsuUne Convent at
Boulogne, and were not discouraged by thefr account. About
five o'clock I took leave of my friend, as I had accepted of Mrs.
Morris's mvitation to spend a few days with her at Tottenham.
She received me witb tbat good nature and affabUity wMch
characterise ber. I cannot but spend my time agreeably bere, as
in tbe company of Mrs. Knowles and Mrs. Morris, it is impossi
ble to be otherwise than happy. Tery poorly and retfred to rest
early ; Mary Booth, an agreeable gfrl, was my companion.*
Friday, ^\st. Poorly all day. Mrs. Knowles was so obUging
as to read in tbe Ufe of WiUiam Penn, an eminent Quaker, who
suffered mucb from persecution, being imprisoned and crueUy
treated on account of Ms reUgious views and practices. He bore
aU with fortitude ; supported by the true spfrit of CMistiamty,
be overcame all difficulties.
Tuesday, November Mh. In tolerable health and spfrits ; have
famted but twice since Saturday. We had company to dinner,
Eriends, a new married couple ! The more I see of these
people, tbe more I admire tbem ; tbey receive each other with
sucb marks of sincere love and friendsMp that my heart partakes
* Mary Booth was afterwards the wife of John Fell.

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in thefr apparent satisfaction. Spent tbe afternoon in senons
conversation. hth. Read part of the Ufe of George Eox, and found myseK
interested in Ms sentiments, wMcb appear to me noble and fuU of
weight. I quit these kind friends to-morrow.
&th. Dined witb Nancy Ery at ber Eatber's, and slept in
Ingram Court.
Friday, Itl. Very poorly; soon after breakfast my friend
Bfrigham and a daughter of Mr. PoweU' s, caUed for me to go on
board the vessel, but the Captain was unable to saU on accoimt
of tbe fog.
%th. We embarked on board the " Eour Eriends," Captam
Merriton, accompamed by my brotber Jasper. Our feUow
passengers appear tolerably agreeable.
Wth. After a very tedious passage, landed at Boulogne, sur
rounded by a number of strange creatures ; but my attention was
fixed npon two deUcate figures, dressed most fantasticaUy, ' far
beneath tbat creature man, wbo is so proud of befrig rational 1'
Thefr coats were blue and purple, and thefr bats covered witt
various coloured feathers; a deUcate tmcture of rouge, and an
enormously large muff completed the whole. A poUte EngUsh
man stept from amid tbe tMong, and we wUUngly permitted Mm
to conduct us to tbe ' YUle de Londres,' a poor, dirty inn com
pared witb EngUsb bouses. After dinner we walked in tbe town.
I admfre the dress of tbe tradespeople, wMcb has an afr of decent
simpUcity, bnt wbat appeared tbe most diverting and extraordinary
was tbat aU men and women, rich and poor, bad eacb a muff; it
was very droU to see a miserable creature in rags and wooden
clogs, witb a large muff.
\2th. Between eight and nine o'clock, we were surprised by
tbe entrance of an old dame, pale and meagre as an inhabitant of
the grave, attended by two or tMee young gfrls. After our
astomshment bad a Uttle subsided, and tbe ladies were seated, we
took tbe Uberty of enquiring from wbat cause proceeded tbe

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honour of tMs early visit ; wMcb, in reaUty, gave us no satisfac
tion, as we were not dressed, having only left our beds a few
minutes before. They, bowever, made no apology for throwing
ns mto sucb consternation, but informed ns that tbey were come
for two young ladies, who came over witb tbe intention of enter
ing tbe Convent. Poor NichoUs and Powell did not seem over
pleased with tbe appearance of thefr future compamons ; bowever
they agreed to wait upon them after dinner ; npon wMch they
rose and took thefr leave.
A Uttle after four o'clock, we attended our feUow traveUers to
tbe UrsuUne Convent, and deUvered tbem into tbe bands of six
nuns, wbo were dressed perfectly neat and plam. We were
informed tbat the Pensioners rise at five o'clock aU the year. To
breakfast is not the custom of the country ; but at ten o'clock,
tbey dine npon soup, witb a morsel of coarse beef, boUed to strings.
TMs is served m a manner by no means elegant. After tMs frugal
repast, they are occupied in studies till five o'clock. Thefr supper
is roasted meat ; witb a salad, wben tbe season permits. The
hour of rest is seven. These particulars did not give my friend
and me any strong desfre to join tbem ; and what weighs stUl
more witb us is, that we should be under the necessity of sub
mitting to aU thefr customs and superstitions. They have mostly
fifteen prayers eacb day, wMcb would be a burden to those wbo
do not imagme tbat tbey sbaU be beard for thefr mncb speaking.
Retumed to our Auberge, and gave up aU thoughts of entering a
Convent. IBih. Are at a loss bow to dispose of ourselves, as our Convent
scheme is quite ont of tbe question. My Brotber has a letter
from a friend in London to a Mrs. Thomas, wMch be is gone to
deUver, and we wait the issue. — ^In half an hour after my
brother's return, we received an invitation to drink tea witb the
lady. We found ber alone ; she received us with tbe politeness
of a native, and assured us tbat she would do aU in her power
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Iith. CaUed on our friends in thefr prison, as it may justly be
termed; we were only aUowed to speak to them tMough an iron
grate; poor PoweU appeared dissatisfied witb her sitnation,
tbougb she was obUged to put on ber best looks, and to say that
she Uked it very weU, as tbe governess wbo was witb them under
stands EngUsb. We retumed to tbe inn by the ramparts, wMch
command an extensive view of tbe sea, and of distant MUs,
woods and vUlages. I observed a large crucifix, placed on an
eminence in the middle of tbe town, and was informed tbat the
people, on certain days, flock in great numbers, to offer thefr
prayers before tMs figure. Surely tMs is a zealous blindness,
wMch raises compassion in a tMnking nund !
Just after dinner, as we were peaceably seated at work, m flew
Mrs. Thomas, almost ont of breath witb impatience, to inform us
tbat we were tbe luckiest gfrls in the world ; tbat she had pro
cured a place for us wMcb could not be disagreeable, as the lady
keeps a coach, lives in genteel style, &c. &c. aU wMcb she related
in sucb baste that we scarcely knew wbat to tMnk ; but coUect
ing a Uttle presence of mind, we begged ber to be seated, that we
migbt taUc tbe matter cooUy over. To-morrow she wiU accom
pany us to Madame Brunei, tbe lady in question.
l?)tfi. Mrs. Thomas conducted us to one of the best looking
bouses in Boulogne, situated near tbe ramparts, m the High
Town. We were introduced, by a smart footman, into a pretty
parlour; and after a few minutes, Madame Brunet made her
appearance, in a neat mormng dress. I was mucb pleased with
ber, and we soon fixed upon terms. She was on tbe point of
going to spend some time at ber bouse in tbe country, and she
said tbe coach sbould come to tbe inn for us, in the course of
two hours. We bave therefore settled aU, and are in readiness.
Herdingben, Sunday, IQth of Novemher, 1776. We bad an
exceedingly pleasant ride last nigbt to tMs, tbe country residence
of Monsieur Brunet; it is fifteen nules from Boulogne ; the roads
are good, being paved vritb broad flat stones. The noise of the

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carriage in the court brought tbe whole famUy to the door.
Bingham and I appeared like walking statues, as we understood
not a word that was addressed to us. Madame Brunet speaks
EngUsb, which AriU be a great reUef to ns. The family consists
of Monsieur and Madame Brunet, Monsieur Dupont, a relation,
(neither young nor handsome,) two lovely Uttle girls, and a boy
about twelve years old ; tbey aU look agreeable. After tea we
went to choose our chambers ; it is a large handsome house, with
numberless apartments. We had a very genteel supper, of
various dishes. The Erench are, in general, very early risers ; I
bope we shaU foUow tMs good example. TMs morning we were
down stafrs at baU-past seven o'clock. Madame Brunet takes tea
for breakfast, wMch is pleasant. The famUy went to Mass, about
a mUe distant. We bad an elegant dinner ; I admfre some of
tbe Erench customs, but cannot say I am enchanted with thefr
manner of eating. In the afternoon we rode round the viUage ;
tbe sitnation is deUghtful ; pleasing and extensive prospects, and
woods and purUng streams in abundance. Tbere are two weU-
buUt houses near Monsieur Brnnet's; one of them inhabited by a
sister of Madame Brunet, so tbat Bingham and I pleased our
selves with tbe thoughts of having an agreeable neighbour ; but
we were informed tbat tbe famUies did not visit ; for reasons best
known to themselves 1 Tbe otber bouse belongs to a connexion
of the same family ; they, therefore, have dropped aU acquaint
ance. How distressmg it must be, to hearts that bave ever known
affection, to be thus at variance ! On our return, we were
astomshed to see the card table set out ; we were soUcited to play
but declined, and retfred to our chamber, where we found mucb
more real satisfaction.
nth. Spent tbe morning in studying tbe Erench Grammar, the
afternoon in writing. Played at cards in the evening, wMcb I
am sorry to find is to be our general custom; it is a very frksome
tMng to me ; but Mr. Brunet being extravagantly fond of it, I
comply witb Ms humour, mucb against my own. It is here
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mth. Monsieur Dupont took us to a manufactory just by, to
see tbem blow glass; we were mnch enteri;amed at the o
appearance of our gentleman, wbo was dressed in almost the
shabbiest coat I ever saw, tbe tattered remains of a fine waistcoat,
a bag wig, a very large muff, and to complete all, on tbe crown
of Ms bead, was a deUcate Uttle cap of wMte wooUen clotb, edged
witb gold; to be sure, tbere never was a more laughable figure !
I was fatigued, and so exhausted that I fainted on my return; the
whole famUy were very kind.
%lst. Rose early, quite recovered. Most tempestuous weather ;
many of tbe poor are great sufferers from tbe Mgb winds, some
of thefr habitations being laid level vritb tbe eartb ; mdeed they
are not calculated to stand against a storm, being made of notMng
but a sort of clay and sticks; tbe lower sort of people Uve
miserably in tMs country. They are in general very idle, and
consequently very poor; and thefr reUgion ratber encourages
thefr natural antipathy to labour.
22nd. Eridays and Saturdays we bave no flesb meat, wMct
tbey pretend is a mortification of tbe body; bnt for my own part,
I cannot consider it any merit to abstain from meat, wben tbe
whole art of cookery is exerted to prepare fish, roots, &c. in tbe
nicest manner.
Sunday, 2Brd. The whole famUy at Mass; as tbe road to thefr
place of worsMp is too bad for tbe coach, my friend and I bave
not tbe opportunity of going witb tbem. I know not whether I
ought to regret tMs, as a great misfortune ; for I sbould possibly
be under the necessity of submitting to their ceremonies ; at the
same time I feel a longing desfre to join in the assembUes of tbe
faitMul. Erom an idea of poUteness, the family desisted from
cards; but what was more disagreeable to us, as it prevented
our retfring, an optic glass was produced, in order, as tbey said,
to amuse us without wounding our consciences ; but tbey know
not our real sentiments. Madame Brunet gave us an entertaining
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much so, that she would certainly die at the vulgar thought of
Uving in tbe same honse witb ber husband ; ber nerves are too
deUcate to endure tbe noise of drawmg a cork from a bottle ; a
spider or any other poor innocent insect, produces violent agita
tion, and ber time is spent in bed, in visiting, &c. With aU
these absurdities, Mrs. Brunet says she bas fine abiUties, great
learmng and very elegant accompUsbments. How far more happy
are tbose who have only bread to eat and raiment to put on, tban
tMs rich Extravagant, wbo torments herself witb endeavouring to
find happiness in tbe vamties of the world.
24^^. I tMnk I never heard tbe wind so Mgh as last mght ;
tbe window shutters made such a loud noise tbat Bingham and I
imagmed tbat tbe bouse was beset with robbers, wbo were firing
guns ; so we rose and caUed my Brother to protect us. He con
vmced us of tbe real cause of our alarm, so tbat we retfred with
courage. Tbe rest of tbe family slept so soundly that tbey beard
notMng. I greatly admfre tbe method by wMcb Mrs. Brunet teaches ber
Uttle gfrls to read. She bas upwards of two thousand cards,
upon each of wMcb is written some sentence, or remarkable event
in Mstory ; the cMldren learn these, and it is done in so easy a
manner tbat it appears more Uke play tban instruction.
Wednesday, 26ih. A great feast; tbe famUy at Mass. We
walked out, but were glad to return, as it was insupportably cold;
we found an exceUent fire in our chamber, at wMcb we enjoyed
ourselves tUl dinner. Madame Brunet gave us some books to
read, teUing ns she should tMnk it a favour if we would conform
to thefr custom of not working on thefr hoUdays. TMs is dis
agreeable, as tbey are numerous, and I cannot find tbat laziness
promotes godliness. In tbe evenmg we played at cards. They
frequently ask wby it is not as great a crime to play at cards on a
Monday as on a Sunday ; to wMcb I reply tbat tbe action itself
is equaUy bad or good on aU days ; but we are taught that the
Almighty said, ' Tbou shalt keep holy the Sabbath day ;' from

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wMch we conclude tbat not oiUy aU manner of servUe work is
forbidden, but Ukewise aU diversions and actions wMch render
tbe mind incapable of prayer and meditation, for wMcb we con
sider that day as more entfrely set apart. They laugh at my
reasoning, and teU me I should make an exceUent preacher.
27th. Rose very unweU. Bingham is exceedingly kind and
attentive ; and notMng can exceed the tender affection of my dear
brother Jasper. I tluMc I can never be ungrateful to my. indul
gent friends.
28th. Much better. Mrs. Brnnet's son and one of her
brothers arrived.
Decemher 2nd. A most deUgbtful mornmg. Mrs. Brunet
obUgingly took us in the coach to a smaU viUage called Marqmse,
tbe curate of wMcb is related to her. I was greatly prepossessed
in bis favour, by observing the extraordinary attention wluch he
paid to Ms Eather, who is very old and infirm.
Zrd. Company to dinner ; never was I so tfred ! I bope
it is not customary to give many dinnerings ; if it is, I must
provide myself with a large stock of patience. I really seem to
pick like a sparrow among eating creatures ; four bours at table,
eating all tbe time ! Tbe dinner I thought extravagantly profuse;
served in tMee courses of mne or ten dishes eacb ; and afterwards
an elegant dessert; tben coffee, and to conclude, a glass of Uquenr.
There were four priests present, and all tbe company ate and
drank as if tbey thought that was the cMef end for wMcb tbey
were born.
Sunday, the &th. The mormng alone in my chamber. Ex
perienced a calm satisfaction wMch I would not exchange for aU
tbe world can give. We rode to Marqmse, and drank tea with
Monsieur le Cure ; he invited us to dine on Sunday ; I dread
dinners ! On Eriday, my brother Jasper went to see my brother
Charles, at Douay; wben be returns, he purposes taking Ms
leave of us. Madame Brunet is very desfrous that one of ber
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tMnk of tbis proposal, as I cannot beUeve it would be convement
to bave Mm in our numerous family.
14^^. Monsieur Dupont informs ns tbat tbere is a great talk
of war ; m short, I tMnk we bear of Uttle else tban wars and
rumours of wars. I know not when they wUl follow tbe advice of
tbe apostles, and beat their swords into plough shares, &c.
15^^. Very busy aU tbe mormng, as we purpose going to
Boulogne, and of course, bave put aU our finery in order.
Arrived about six, and found Monsieur Loms Brunet ready to
receive us.
IGth. Tbe whole mormng spent in giving orders to the mantua-
maker, &c. At six we went to Madame Corancan's, wbere we
staid tUl eight ; these risits are, I find, tbe daUy custom. The
time is spent at cards. Tbere was a large assemblage ; among
them Madame Joubert, accompamed by ber two sons, tbe deUcate
Uttle figures vrith wbom we were so much amused on our first
landing. 17i^^. CaUed at tbe Convent. Dined witb Madame Rentier, a
relation of Madame Brunet. After dinner Madame Dupont,
a sister of Madame Brunet came, accompanied by ber daughter,
a yonng gfrl apparently of my own age, of a pleasing figure,
and most engaging countenance, witb an afr of freedom wMcb I
bave not before seen in any of tbe Erench ladies. I feel an un
common desfre to be better acquainted with her, and bave been
informed tbat she goes very Uttle into company, being a great
lover of domestic employments, &c. My brotber purposes setting
out for London to-morrow, Mr. L. Brunet witb Mm.
IQth. Took a tender and affectionate leave of my dear brotber.
Spent tbe evenmg at Monsieur Dupont's. MademoiseUe appeared
more pleasmg tban before, and I am impatient to understand
Erench, that I may partake tbe pleasure of her conversation. Her
maimer of dressmg pleases me much, tbere is sometMng so simple
in it ; no dressing and frizzUng of tbe hafr ! but it bangs in care
less ringlets, as nature designed.

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Sunday, 2Uh. Went to my beloved Herdfrigben. Was agree
ably surprised to find MadamoiseUe Dupont of our party.
Sunday, 27th. Wben tbe card table appeared, retfred to my
chamber. Jammry, Uh, 1777. Sunday. A deep snow. My bealtb has
been so poor for some tfrne past, tbat I am reduced to a very weak
state ; but I think, if tbe happuiess of my friends were not as
dear to me as my own, I sbould be far from regretting my
present indisposition, as it incUnes my mind to a serious considera
tion of tbose tMngs that are necessary to salvation ; a considera
tion wMcb I might bave neglected, had I been in perfect health.
%th. Wbat tbey call a jorial day ! tbat is noisy mfrth, in wMcb
I found neither wit nor amusement, and therefore sUpped ont of
tbe room. During the month before Lent, tbey have no
meagre days.
Sunday, 12th. Boulogne. Arrived, after a most dismal ride.
Tbe whole evemng occupied in preparing our finery for making
visits to-morrow.
13 th. All tbe mormng receiving visits of congratulation on
our arrival. I must confess aU tMs parade fills my mind vrith no
very pleasing idea of tbe way in wMch we are to spend our time.
At four o'clock began our toUet ; after wMcb, made no less tban
fifteen visits in two bours. Was mucb fatigued.
14^^. Tbe ErencMnaster came; be is to attend ns daily.
Went to tbe play and was heartily tfred.
15^^. Began tbe day, as usual, witb our studies. Aiter dinner,
spent two bours at our toUet, and four bours in risiting ; a pretty
account tins, to give of the manner of spending our time. I am
actuaUy discontented witb myself ; as so many bours employed to
no purpose give me no satisfaction. We paid seven risits, and
spent tbe everdng witb Madame de la Cborice, wbere tbere was
a large company. Madame Brunet begs we wUl observe tbat
aU tbe names, preceded by du or de la, are famiUes of distinction;
but I have not patience to write them aU down.

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IGih. I spent tbe evenmg, after our usual ramble, with Madame
Corancon ; tbere is somethmg very pleasing in tbis lady ; she bas
tbe remains of fine features, but grief bas preyed upon tbe Ulies
and roses of ber complexion. I find she bas had many domestic
misfortunes ; losing ber husband when very young, and lately her
only daughter, in wbom all ber hopes and joys in tins Ufe were
centred. 17^^. Paid seventeen risits. I was so fatigued, and so dis
satisfied, tbat I did not inqmre tbe name or quaUty of a single
person. ISth. Am really iU; prevaUed on Madame Brunet and
Bingham to make risits without me ; employed my time, in my
own room, mucb more to my satisfaction. My brotber Charles
arrived from Douay.
22nd. Went to a baU ; I danced once, for wMcb I have suffered
mucb pain, and am fearful tbat I shaU be Ul, as I fainted on our
return. 2Srd. Very Ul, and very hoarse.
24;;.^. StUl speak witb difficulty; left alone, Madame and
Bingham haring gone to a concert.
Sunday, February, 2nd. Went to Vespers for the first time,
tbe Nuns sing deUghtfuUy; tbey are unseen, beMnd a curtain. I
was so mucb affected that it was with difficulty I restrained my
tears ; some few perverse drops did fall. I was very near the
door, and could not see aU the ceremomes, bnt I saw enough to
excite surprise. ' My God,' thought I, ' tbat sucb a number of
persons, seemmgly disposed to serve Thee, sbould imagine tbat
Tbou art pleased vritb the burning of incense, and tbe Uftmg np
of bands 1' The sacrifice of a bumble spirit is far more accept
able to our God, wbo designs tbat we sbould worsMp Him iu
spirit. But, in answer to all tbe objections you make to thefr
numerous forms and ceremomes, they tell you tbat tbey were
instituted by Moses, and commanded by God.
3rd. Madame Brunet received a letter from my Eather, with

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an account that ber son, wbo went over with my brother,
refused to go into any school, &c. I am reaUy vexed about
bim, as I am sure it must give my friends much trouble and
uneasiness. 4th. Had the happiness of seeing MadamoiseUe Carmet,
our opposite neighbour, return from Cburcb, after having
gone tMough the ceremony of marriage. The bridegroom looked
exceedingly gay. In tbe evening went to tbe play; was much
disgusted with tbe piece, and amazed that Madame Brunet,
wbo is a woman of sense and deUcacy, should be so amused vrith
tbe productions of thefr stage ; but I reaUy tMnk tbe Erench
bave not tbe same idea of delicacy tbat tbe EngUsb bave ; for if
you complain of thefr improprieties, tbey reply, ' 0 ! you should
appear not to understand tbem.' But tMs way of pleading for
wbat is offensive to female decoram is, I fear, a bad indication ;
for I do not think it possible to deceive tbe understanding,
tbougb tbe language employed may be tbe most elegant ; there
fore I tMnk aU company wbere tbis kmd of conversation abounds
ought to be avoided witb the greatest cfrcumspection, by tbose
wbo wish to be truly pure, in thought as weU as in appearance.
We sat in a box witb Lady Newark ; she talked mncb witb me,
and an English gentleman, who was with ber, was kmd enough
to explain to me tbe passages in tbe play, wMcb were worthy of
observation. 7 th. Spent tbe evening at our opposite neighbour's, tbe Mother
of the Bride. E.eceived a very serious letter; I mnst own, I
tMnk ratber too serious ; tbat is, there is in it a kind of melan
choly tbat I cannot make agree witb my ideas of reUgion ; wMch,
in my opimon, one sbould be careful to exMbit as botb simple
and pleasmg.
8th. Erost and snow ; intolerably cold. Received an inrita-
tion from tbe girls in tbe Convent, to see two nuns take the
veU to-morrow. CaUed, with Madame Brunet, at tbe Convent
of the Annonciades the Abbess being a near relation qi hers.

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She took the veU wben young and handsome, and forsook friends,
fortune, &c. Sucb a sacrifice mnst merit a reward ; but I think
it stUl more meritorious to support our trials, in tbe bustle of life,
witb patience and perseverance.
9th. Sunday. Went to tbe Convent, at the hour fixed ; thefr
grand Mass was not over ; but in about half an hour, the curtain
was taken from tbe gratmg, and we saw tbe nuns arranged on
eacb side of tbe room ; every one bad a Ughted wax taper in her
band. Tbe intended nuns gave a paper to tbe Priest, in wMcb I
was informed were tbe four vows of Chastity, Poverty, Obedience
and a Cloister. Tbey tben received tbe Sacrament, and went
tMough many mysterious and Uicomprebensible ceremomes ; tbe
concluding one was, that tbey were extended on tbe floor as if
dead ; tbey were then covered with a black cloth, and two or
tMee pretty Uttle girls, dressed m wMte, strewed flowers over
tbem. When tbey rose, tbey were clothed m tbe dress of nuns,
sainted by the Sisterhood, and received as pure, and unspotted
from tbe world.
10th. Company to dinner ! I do detest these dinnermgs ; one
loses more time tban it is possible for any reasonable person to
imagine. It is reaUy a melancholy consideration tbat so many
bemgs, witb faculties sufficient to render them useful and happy,
sbould content themselves witb eating, drinking and playing.
I bope these feastings wUl soon cease, as I sbould suppose tbey
pass Lent in a more serious and moderate manner. I shall re
joice beartUy wben we return to tbe peaceful Herdingben ; for
tbe more I see of tbe world, tbe more I am enchanted witb soU
tude, and its lovely train of innocent amusements, tbat prompt
the mind to gratitude and contemplation. Charles received a
letter from Jasper containmg exceUent adrice.
Shrove Tuesday. Am very undetermined about attending
Madame Brunet and a large party to the play and a masked baU.
Had I only my mcUnation to consult, I sbould not hesitate a
moment in refusing ; bnt my refusal is considered as a stubborn

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resolution to be smgular ; tMs is a character that I am by no
means desfrous of, and many ideas rusb into my mind, to vindi
cate a comphance with tbe wishes of others ; but on tbe other
band, I am, from experience, conrinced that these noisy diver
sions intoxicate tbe mind, enfeeble it, and render it incapable of
performing tbe duties for wMcb we were born. I presume not
to judge for others ; but for myself, I find it necessary to guard
against tbe tumultuous joys of tbe world. Nine o'clock. Not
at tbe baU, wMch is satisfactory, tbougb tbe cause gives me pain,
as it is tbe illness of Madame Brunet.
Ash Wednesday. Madame bas bad a bad nigbt, and is stUl Ul.
I think T never beard sucb a noise as tbere was in tbe streets
last night ; carriages roUing, music and singmg, screaming and
laugMng, &c. I am quite charmed tbat we bave not to accuse
ourselves of adding to tbe number of these thoughtless gangs.
My brotber Charles, who went for a few bours, assured us tbat
we migbt tMnk ourselves very happy in being quietly at bome ;
for it was impossible tbat we could bave an idea of the bustle,
noise and confusion wMcb be bad witnessed, or of tbe ribaldry
and indecorum wMcb were tbe result of sucb a mixture of charac
ters, being masked. Tbe Lord and tbe chimney-sweep were
npon equal footing.
We sat aU day in Madame Brnnet's chamber, and did more
work tban we bave ever done since we came to Boulogne.
13th. Madame is again very iU; poor Monsieur Brunet
arrived yesterday and has scarcely left her room. I never saw a
man more tender and attentive. She was better m tbe evemng.
IMh. Madame Brunet qmte free from pain. We have spent
some days in peace and tranquiUity ; no cards, no company.
l%th. Sunday. Received a pleasing epistle from Mrs. Knowles,
contaimng a few serious dfrections on tbe most important object
of our Uves. My heart melts witb tbe earnestness of my desfres
to become one of tbose few tbat labour after the perfection of
boUness.

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19th. We began to learn embroidery. Deep snow and very
cold. 20^^. We are qmte pleased witb tbe progress we bave made in
learmng tbe language, &c. smce Madame has kept ber room.
I am not sorry tbat Lent bas begun, as tbere are no balls, &c.
Tbey are not very strict in tMs family, as tbey eat meat once or
twice a week ; in short, I tMnk it is but a farce thefr pretending
to fast ; for though tbey do not eat flesb, tbey feast upon deUcate
fish, swimming in butter, &c. TMs, in reaUty, I prefer to thefr
days of Gras ; and although tbey scruple to eat a morsel of meat,
tbey do not scruple to give way to tbefr anger.
, 26^^. Walked round tbe ramparts ; tbe Castle is an ancient
pUe of buUding, now made nse of as a prison. Two or tMee
rooms, wMcb look upon tbe ramparts, are particularly reserved
for tbe confinement of young gentlemen wbo are extravagant, or
any way disobedient to tbefr parents. Every Eather or Mother
has power to shut up tbefr cMldren for any time tbey may think
proper ; for Ufe, if it is thought tbefr crimes deserve it. One of
tbe yonng officers tbat we saw on landmg, is now m confinement
bere. His Eatber is an officer wbo bas lost a considerable fortune
by gaming ; tbe son, baring a tincture of tbe same propensity,
was informed by Ms Mother tbat tbe first time she beard of Ms
playmg m a certain Coffee-house, she would confine Mm in tbe
Chateau ; notwithstanding this, tbe young man foUowed Ms m-
eUnation, and Ms Mother put ber tMeat in force. I think two
months is the time fixed for Ms punishment.
March 1st. Received an mritation from an English famUy,
named Price, to a baU and concert. Bingham, &c. went, but I
was not weU enough. Employed tbe time in reading Thomas a
Kempis, and felt more satisfaction tban I sbould bave done in
tbefr splendid assembly.
Sunday, March 2nd. Went to Vespers ; tbe nuns sang melo
diously, and my heart was Ufted up in secret to tbe Lord.
Bingham went out in tbe evemng, but as I have told Madame

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Brunet tbat I prefer staymg at home on the Sunday, she now
seldom proposes any tMng else to me.
3rd. A crowd of company. NichoUs and PoweU dined witb
ns. Tbe poor gfrls are mucb altered. NichoUs has lost ber fine
colour, and bas grovm very awkward. I tMnk if I bad twenty
gfrls, I would not send them to a Convent for education. I
cannot find tbat tbey learn anytMng but to repeat a number of
prayers by rote ; tbey speak scarcely a word of Erench, neither
is tbere mucb probabiUty of tbefr learning it, as most of tbe
Pensioners are EngUsb ; and of course, they chatter togetber in
tbefr native language.
5th. At our usual occupations. I worked a rose so prettUy
tbat I was quite charmed witb it ! Spent the evemng witb
Madame la Baronne, wbom I admire ; she is a woman of learn
ing and of refined wit; and is elegantly poUte to every one.
Madame Brunet's sister was tbere, but tbey did not even look at
eacb otber.
Gth. At tbe play; tbefr pieces are by no means to my taste ;
I think myself fortunate in having bealtb wMcb frequently
renders me incapable of complying witb tbe gaieties of tMs
place. 9tb. Simday. At Vespers, wMcb I prefer to Mass, as tbere
are fewer ceremomes, and tbe singing is not so lond. Passed
tbe evemng alone.
10th. A great deal of company; among tbem Madame la
Baronne, witb ber amiable son, a youth about twenty-four, who
nets and embroiders as deUcately as any lady ; visits witb Mamma,
&c. I cannot belp obserring bow very anxious Madame Brunet
is to make ns notice tbat aU tbe grand folks of tbe tovra visit her.
I must confess it is an ambition tbat I sbould not wish to share.
llih. Was exceedingly shocked to hear of tbe deatb of
Madame Mericoeur, tbe young lady whose wedding we saw, not
many weeks since ; she was taken iU on Thursday, and died tMs
mormng, learing a distressed husband and mother. Wbo, tbat

1777.] MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. 33
has any consideration, would be so anxious after tbe happiness
wMcb is so uncertain ! These daUy instances of the instabUity
of eartMy joys sbould certainly warn ns agamst a reUance
npon tbem. Wbat a melancholy cbange in tMs famUy ! tbe
otber day, aU gay, and flattering themselves with tbe prospect of
many succeedmg years ! Happy is tbe mind whose dependence
is not npon tbe fluctnatmg joys of tMs world! who can con
template all witb tbe eye of a passenger that is seeking rest in
another !
2Gth. CaUed on Monsieur Dupont, wbo is very Ul ; my heart
bleeds for tbe distress of Ms famUy. Poor MademoiseUe looks
terribly; she attends ber Eatber day and mght. Went with
Madame Brunet to witness a ceremony tbat takes place durmg
Lent, and that tbey call Tenebres. I was qmte alarmed at tMs
stiange performance. Just before the service fimshed, the candles
wMcb burn before tbe altar were put out, and tbe priests. Math aU
tbe congregation, began to rap witb tbefr books and tbefr feet,
wMcb made an inconceivable noise. I asked Madame for an ex
planation of tMs extraordinary scene, and she informed me that it
was to remind tbem of tbe darkness and confusion wMch took
place at tbe deatb of our Sariour !
27^^. Arrived at Herdingben. AU appears so mee, so clean
and so qmet, tbat I am qmte deUghted.
28^^. Retfred from table before Monsieur Brunet bad fimshed
Ms dessert ; I know tMs was a breach of good manners ; but
reaUy I bave not patience to sit tMee or four bours at table,
wMcb Monsieur Brunet does.
Easier Sunday. Smcerely wished myself witb my friends in
England, as I felt a strong desfre to be in tbe assemblies of tbe
faithful. 31st. None of tbe famUy do any kind of work but wbat is
absolutely necessary ; after dinner, being fatigued witb idleness,
I went up stairs, and tbere employed myseK as I thought proper.
April Isi. Tbe Brunets are in great affliction, having received

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the account of Monsieur Dupont's deatb. Poor Madame and
Mademoiselle Dupont, my heart tMobs with pity for tbefr dis
tress ; I wish it was in my power to reUeve it. Young Brunet
arrived from St. Omers, with one of tbe Dfrectors of L'Ecole
CMetien. Brunet appears good humoured, and a lad of genius.
Srd. The Brotber, or Erere, from St. Omers^ is a very obUging
good kind of a being. Branet is sensible, and I believe
learned; but be talks of notMng but tbe pleasures of tbe chase,
Ms dogs, &c.
4<th. Read to one of tbe Ereres, witb sUver locks. Tbey leave us
to-morrow ; I am reaUy sony, as they are tbe only risitors we have
bad, whose conversation I bave fonnd pleasing and instructive.
Sunday, Gih. Went witb Madame, in tbe cabriolet, to Vespers.
It was a deUgbtful day, and tbe road to tbefr cburcb is veiy
pleasant ; it was tbe first time tbat I bad been tbere.
7ih. A great Eeast-day. At Vespers, could not be so attentive
to myself as I wished, for tbere were a number of ceremonies
wMch I could not belp obserring. It is strange to me that so
many absurdities sbould be considered an acceptable sacrifice to
tbe Lord. I think tbe priest does Uttle but cbange Ms clothes ;
bnt I must say tbat tbe whole congregation seem to attend with
seriousness J mucb more so than tbe protestants; and I doubt
not tbe sincere in heart reap tbe benefit arising from true devo
tion. After Vespers, tbere was a grand ceremony of choosing a
Queen, wbo takes care of the cburcb, and is considered as the
head of tbe viUage ; tbere was a train of young gfrls, all dressed
in tbefr best, witb blue ribands across tbefr shoulders ; ber Majesty
was distmguished by tbe superiority of ber dress. TMs custom
is designed as an encouragement to keep the churcb clean, &c.
It is reckoned an honour to be chosen, as the Qneen is always
looked upon as tbe superior of tbe company. She holds a Ugbted
candle, wMle the priest preaches a long sermon of adrice ; telling
ber that she ought to be tbe light of bar compamons, by setting
tbem an example of vfrtue, prudence, industry, &c.

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April 10th. A most deUgbtful day ! We walked in tbe wood,
and fixed npon a romantic spot, to buUd a grotto in. Heard of
the death of Mr. Cbarment, a near neighbour, wbo dined with
us soon after our arrival. I tMnk it is remarkable tbat, out of
tbe families witb wbom we bave dined since we came to tMs part,
tMee of the principals are dead.
15^^. St. Omers. A fine day and pleasant journey.
IGth. St. Omers is deUgbtfully situated, and the streets long
and spacious. Went to tbe coUege wbere my brotber Charles
and Brunet are. Le Erere Anventin, who had spent some time
witb ns at Herdmgben was very poUte ; he attended us to tbe
noble stracture of St. Bertin's Abbey. Tbere are a number of
very fine paintings, wMcb I exanuned wbUe Madame Brunet and
tbe Erere repeated tbefr prayers; tMs tbey are obUged to do wben
tbey enter tbe cburcb, as tbey consider it a spot sacred to tbe
Lord; but in my opimon, aU places are alike to our God, who
dweUs not m temples made witb bands, but takes np Ms abode in
tbe hearts of tbe meek and bumble. Round tbe chapel are bimg
tbe arms of tbe Monks, as they are all descended from grand and
ancient famUies ; tbey bave large fortunes, wMcb tbey give np,
and bave all tMngs in common, forsaking tbe aUnrements of tbe
world. Tbey at least pretend to lead a Ufe of mortffication;
fasting and praying continuaUy ; but bow far tbey may be in
wardly detached from tbe foUies of Ufe is best known to themselves.
Cbrist and Ms disciples never excluded themselves from tbe eye
of tbe world ; and I sbould imagine it is not tbe design of our
Creator tbat eacb indiridual sbould Uve to MmseK. After bavmg
expressed our thanks to tbe poUte Monks, we made low curtsies
and departed. I felt a Uttle chagrin at quittmg tbe very civU
Monks ; as tbey were tbe only conversable men that I bave yet
met vritb, in tMs part of tbe world. I tMnk tbere is a Uttle
danger in tbe ladies baring such free access ; as numbers of tMs
society are men of wit, learmng and poUteness, botb young and
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18th. Made several risits, and then set out to the play; very
reluctantly on my part, for I was quite tfred, and sbould have
prefened peace and quietness to aU the plays in tbe world ; but
tMs would not be hearkened to, so I was compeUed to punish
myself. 19;!^. Reached Herdingben.
23rd. Bingbam received a large piece of beef for roasting.
EngUsb beef is a damty bere, and Monsieur Brunet intends
inriting some of Ms friends to partake of it.
24^^. My friend and I were very busy in making a plum-
pudding, but unfortunately we forgot tbe eggs ; of course, our
cookery gained us but little credit.
26th. St. Mark. A grand feast ! I tbink these people do
Uttle else tban feast ; we went witb Madame to Mass ; a long and
tedious ceremony. I beUeve tbey consider tbe bisbop as a being of
a superior order ; be walks to the cburcb, surrounded by almost
all tbe viUage, wbo join in singing psalms, &c. A canopy of
crimson, fringed witb gold, is supported by four old men ; and
under tMs, tbe great man sits or walks, in state. Tbey say he
is a man exemplary for Ms piety, charity, &c. T bope tbat aU
proceeds from tbe right spring. Education may so far bave in
fluenced Ms mind tbat tbe forms and ceremomes may to him
appear necessary; but I must acknowledge tbat I beheld them
witb an emotion wbicb I cannot describe. The bisbop wears a
Isffge ring upon Ms Uttle finger, wMcb tbe priest kneels to kiss ;
tbe servants kneel wben tbey present water to wash Ms bands.
I was so mucb affected by these strange, and as I thought, pre
sumptuous, ceremomes, that I could not restrain my tears ; and
bow earnestly did I wish tbat aU tbe world were acquainted
witb tbat gentle tranquiUity wMcb results from a bumble waiting
upon tbe Lord !
Sunday, 28th. Arrived at Boulogne. Tbe country is quite
enchanting, and it vexes me to leave it for tMs odious place,
where we do little but visit and play at cards.

1777.] MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPEE. 37
29i^^. Had tbe mortification to be set to cards. I could not
but make the secret comparison between these thoughtless people,
wbo meet for no better purpose tban to idle away tbefr time, and
tbose friends wbom I bave left m England. I daUy wish to be
again among tbem ; it would tben be my own fault if an hour
passed unimproved.
Sunday, May Hh. Passed tbe morning alone. I pity tbose
wbo are unacquainted vritb tbe sweet consolations resulting from
serious meditation ; and vrith tbat peace wMcb tbe world cannot
give nor take away.
7 th. After an elegant dinner at Madame Dupont's, we walked
in a garden belonging to tbe Monks ; it is a rural pretty spot,
by tbe sea. I found it bad been a famous place for receiv
ing and barbouring contraband goods, in wMcb tbe Rev. Eatbers
bad tbe cMef profit; but tbis bas, of late, been prevented by a waU
bemg buUt, &c. Had a deUgbtftd ride to Herdingben.
IGth. Had tbe mexpressible pleasure of receiving letters from
my kmd friends in England; an epistle from my dear Jasper
betrayed Ms affectionate partiality.
19^^. Dined at Agm; tbe day was spent agreeably. Was
pleased witb tbe moderation of tbe dinner, wMcb was only
frugally hospitable ; it reaUy gave me a very favourable opimon
of tbe mistress and fanuly.
23rd. Ramed aU tbe day ; very unwelcome weather to Madame
Brunet's servants, as tbere is a large wash on band; twelve
women are employed, besides bousebold servants. It is tbe custom
bere to wash only four times in tbe year ; and it is, of course, a
great undertaking, as tbey use a vast deal of table-Unen, &c.
28^;^. Boulogne. Arrived in tbe aftemoon. Dressed and
saUied forth to spend tbe evening at an EngUsb lady's; wben we
arrived all tbe party were at cards, to wMcb we also sat down.
WMle we played, a cu-cumstance occurred wMcb made me feel in
a, way tbat I caimot describe. The sacrament wbicb is carried to
tbe sick, and is always announced by tbe rmging of a hand-beU,

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passed by tbe wmdows. The company, being mostly Erench,
tMew down thefr cards, knelt and prayed for a few minutes, and
tben set to cards agam. I mean not to censure tbem ; tbey may
act up to tbefr judgment and feelings, but I must confess it would
appear to me very presumptuous to address tbe great Almighty
in a form of words, at a time when the mind was interested in
affafrs so trifling, so inconsistent witb tbat awful sense vrith wMch
we ought to present ourselves, wben disppsed to offer prayer.
On our return I found a very affectionate epistle from my
honoured Mother ; all friends weU, and kmdly anxious for my
health. Dr. Ash, as weU as Dr. Knowles, adrises my batMng in
tbe sea, wMcb I shall certainly do, but am quite undetermined
where to go for tbat purpose.
31st. Have bad a very restless mght, and am mncb indisposed;
very unfit to go into company ; but I must dress and put on my
best looks. We are going to Herdmgen in tbe evening.
June 1st. Sunday. Tbe greater part of tbe day in my chamber,
tbere being company ; and I bave neither spfrits nor incUnation
to join tbem. I bave tbe mortification to find tbat we are no
quieter here tban at Boulogne.
bik. A pleasant waUi, but I could not enjoy it. Objects
appear gay or gloomy, according to tbe state of tbe mind.
7th-. After dinner, tbe conversation turned on reUgion; tbey
were very severe upon me, and ralUed me unmercifuUy, giving
me tbe appeUation of Quaker or Trembler. NotMng could be
more unjust tban tbefr censures of tMs people, wbom tbey con
clude to be unworthy of tbe name of Christian. I beard all with
sUent patience. After having Ustened for some time, I declared
myself quite in favour of tbe real principles of Quakerism; and
retfred, leaving tbem to make wbat comments tbey pleased.
9ih. Our grotto is actuaUy begun ; Monsieur Dupont is inde
fatigable in Ms endeavours to obUge.
12;!-?.. The whole day at the grotto; we have Uned it with moss,
wMcb we employed the poor girls of the vUlage to gather for us.

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14#/<. Received a Uvely and obUgfrig epistle from Mrs. Capper,
of Eedland ; she speaks seriously of making a risit to tMs part of
tbe world, before tbe summer is over.
19th. Exceedingly busy aU tbe day, assistmg Monsieur Dupont
to paper tbe breakfast parlour.
22nd. Simday. To-monow we propose gomg to Calais.
23r^. Calais. Walked tMough the principal streets, wMcb
are not very numerous, nor elegant.
25th. Near tMee bours at tbe glass ; at last, satisfied witb our
ontward appearance, we set ont to take a riew of tbe Citadel,
wMcb witb its contents are, I tMnk, aU tbat is worthy of notice
at Calais. In tbe afternoon, we left it and came to Herdmgben.
30th. Wet, windy and cold ; mucb more Uke November tban
June. July 2nd. Uncommonly cold. Spent some time in my
chamber. *
4<th. Bingbam bad a letter from ber Eatber, wbo says tbat aU
our friends are weU, and tbat my brothers Jasper and James are
now at Bfrmingbam. My heart beats vritb affectionate desfre to
be among tbem.
Sih. Dmed at Marqmse ; never spent a more disagreeable day;
tbe gentlemen drank a great deal, and in consequence were very
noisy and troublesome. I was truly glad wben tbe coach was
ordered, but we were no sooner seated m it tban we perceived
that our coachman bad made as free vritb tbe bottle as Ms master,
and we were obUged to get out and march back, about half a
nule to Marqmse, wbere we again arrived at tbe Cure's. To our
great satisfaction we found tbe company dispersed ; beds were
ordered, and we soon retfred; but my spirits were so agitated
by tbe scenes I bad witnessed, tbat I famted several times. I
wished myseK m some secluded spot, wbere I migbt never more
be in company witb tbose who so sbamefuUy abuse tbe reason
tbey are blessed with. I am certain tbat, K others enjoyed these
extravagancies no more than I do, tbey would soon be excluded,

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as destroyers of our peace. Those recreations wMch vriU not bear
reflection are ill suited to rational, inteUigent creatures. A train
of sucb ideas kept me awake most of tbe mght. Arrived at
Herdingben, Wednesday mormng, tbe 9tb.
Mth. Am quite astomshed to find myseK, tMs evemng, in my
own room. TMs morning we went to Wissant, wbere I expected
to find every acconunodation for batMng, and wbere I anticipated
a time of happy tranquiUity, 'free from bustle, care and strife;'
however, aU my pleasing ideas vamsbed tbe very moment we
were intioduced to Madame, wbo received us witb a disrespectful,
vulgar air, m a miserable, dfrty bouse. She shewed us two filthy
rooms, for one of wMcb she made an exorbitant demand. I
therefore informed ber tbat things were not to my mind, and left
ber. I know not wbat to do ; bowever I am thankful tbat I
am safe from Wissant. Boulogne is my resource; Madame
Dupont's, K she do not object.
16^,^. Boulogne. Madame Dupont received me witb friendly
civUity. I bave no doubt tbat I sbaU find my situation agreeable;
all tbe inconvemence wMcb I apprehend is bemg obUged to see a
great deal of company. MademoiseUe Dupont is absent, but
expected soon. I think I sbaU find mucb pleasure in ber society,
as I ean now converse with more faciUty.
Sunday, 20th. Madame Eontier sent an inritation for us to
sup witb ber npon a roast leg of mutton. In England, we sbould
tMnk it ratber an extraordinary dish, bnt bere sucb suppers ai-e
not uncommon ; tbefr dinners, in general, consist of Ugbter food
tban thefr suppers. We obeyed tbe summons, and were agree
ably surprised by tbe entrance of Mademoiselle Dupont, wbo was
very kind.
22nd. After dinner, sat witb FeUcite Dupont m ber room,
wbere she spends tbe greatest part of ber time, reading, writing
and drawing, in wMcb latter art sbe excels. We bad much
serious conversation. I reaUy feel myseK strongly attached to her,
as sbe seems to be free from tbat affectation and levity wHch are

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generaUy so apparent m tbe Erench ladies. I tbink sbe bas
naturaUy a strong understanding, wMcb bas been improved by
extensive reading.*
24^^. Eead Erencb and EngUsb togetber; we reap pleasure
and advantage from these reciprocal endeavours to instruct eacb
otber. August 3rd. Sunday. Spent a few qmet bours, in my own
room. Walked into tbe country, wbere we partook of a fragal
repast, at a farm-bouse ; sittmg upon bay, witb a plank for our
table. Tbe clouds were remarkably beautiful, and I was disposed
to enjoy tbe calm contemplation wMcb tbe sunounding objects
seemed to mvite.
Mil. In tbe evenmg EeUcite and I took our book to tbe
garden, and seated ourselves under a clump of trees ; we stayed
nearly two bours, and enjoyed a pleasmg cabn ; aU nature glowing
around ns. I could not but regret tbe foUy wMcb leads men to
search for bappmess m crowds, and m pompous parade, wben real
satisfaction may be purchased at so cheap a rate. As a flower un
folds in tbe gemal warmth of the sun, tbe mind expands in
serious meditation and reflection.
9th. Dined at Madame Eontier's witb tMee Anglois. I was
not satisfied witb our amusements ; tbey were of a nature too gay
and noisy to contribute to tbe real deUgbt of tbe mmd wMcb
desfres sometMng more tban momentary enjoyment.
22nd. EeUcite and I took a ride to tbe Bois de Boulogne,
about four mUes off ; it is a deUgbtful spot. We sat under tbe
trees, and enjoyed the tranquUUty of tbe scene. Tbe disposition
of my friend seems formed to enter mto my tastes.
2Sth. Eeceived letters from my kuid Parents ; tbey are anxious
. and unhappy at my indisposition. Had a Une from Bmgham,
informing me tbat sbe purposes gomg to Calais, to meet Mrs. P.
* This amiable young person was afterwards married to Brissot de 'War
ville, who died under the guillotine during the Revolution in 1793. See sketch
of his life in Aikins Biographical Dictionary.

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Capper, who is going to fetch her chUdren from a convent at
Douay. 29th. Tbe palpitation at my heart retumed vritb great violence.
Tbe physician assures me tbat it is only tbe effect of the weak
state to wMcb I am reduced. I pass tbe nights abnost without
sleep, and have very Uttle appetite, therefore I cannot, at present,
expect to regain my strength. I bope I am not impatient under
these bodUy afflictions; tbey are Ught, in comparison with a
wounded spirit. I bave tbat trust and confidence in my God
wbicb makes Ms wUl my deUgbt. Though he afiUct me, yet will
I trust in Him ; and wMle Ms grace supports me, I can, as it
were, forget tbe present pain, and look joyfully forward to that
glory wMcb sbaU be revealed to tbose wbo persevere.
Septemher 1st. A comfortable day, vrithout pam or sickness.
Walked out and enjoyed the afr, tbougb winter begins to creep
upon us, and as Thompson finely expresses it, ' lets loose his
Northern blasts.' Eeceived a very cold and formal letter from
Mrs. Capper, infonmng me tbat sbe bas arrived at Herdingben
witb Mr. Bingbam, and wishes to know K I purpose returning
vritb ber to England.* Tbe abrupt proposal surprises me, and
as I bave received no sucb intunation from my friends, I shall
decUne giving a dfrect answer at present. My affectionate friend
EeUcite expresses great concern at tbe thought of our separation,
and I tMnk my own feeUngs are not less painful.
2nd. Mncb indisposed, but as it proved a deUgbtful aftemoon,
my friend and I went, in tbe cabriolet, to tbe Bois de Boulogne,
and reposed under tbe spreadmg branches of a fine old tree. As
we generaUy take our books on these excursions, reading and
conversation have tbefr turn, and we enjoy many

• The behaviour of her relative probably arose from reports of her being
inclined to become a Friend ; but this is not explicitly stated. It seems also
probable that the coldness and even unkindness of her conduct towards Mary
Capper operated to her disadvantage in the minds of those about her ; which
she keenly felt. — Note by Ed.

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moments, untasted by tbose wbo are engaged in a contmual
round of more expensive luxuries. How greatly are we mistaken
wben we consider riches as the only bappmess ! Tbe truly pious
mind exults in weU-grounded bope, and steadfastly fiices tbe eye
of faitb beyond tbe present scene.
Hh. Again visited tbe wood, and returned about sunset, wMcb
afforded ns many deUgbtful views. Tbey brought to my mind
those beautiful Unes begmmng, ' These are thy glorious works.
Parent of good 1' It is impossible to contemplate tbe wonders of
nature without feeUng the heart glow witb gratitude to the great
Author, whose goodness is but dimly seen in these Ms works.
Saturday, 13ih. A day of adventures ! WbUe engaged m a
serious conversation witb my friend, I was caUed down stafrs to
Bmgham and ber Eatber, tbe unexpected sight of wbom gave me
great pleasure. After I bad made some enquiries about my rela
tions, tbey told me tbat tbey expected Mrs. Capper m a few
minutes witb Madame Brunet. I tben begged leave to go and
make some Uttle addition to my dress, as I knew tbat these ladies
paid mncb regard to tbe appearance. Wben Mrs. Capper arrived,
I saluted ber witb pleasure, but sbe treated me baugbtUy ; and
seatmg herseK, began vrithout an explanation, to reproacb me
crueUy, I was confounded, and could not guess ber meamng,
tUl sbe was pleased to say tbat I was an ungrateful, undutKul
cbUd. I soon perceived tbat sbe bad been misinformed, or tbat sbe
bad very unjust notions of my real disposition ; bowever I calmly
sat by and beard aU ; for knowing my own mtegrity, ber accu
sations made no deep impression. Sbe, at length, became more
moderate, bnt I did not attempt seK-defence, as ber opimon is too
variable to be of any value. Sucb dispositions are too trifling to
be considered sufficient to disturb tbe mmds of tbose wbo act
from tbe unvarymg rules of virtue. It is a deplorable tMng thus
to let tbe passions overcome tbe reason, and sucb persons are objects
of pity. Happy tbe mind tbat is purified by bumiUty, gentleness,
and a meek dependence on a powerful and glorious Redeemer !

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Wben Madam was quite spent, she begged me to send for a
hafr-dresser; I was glad of tiie release, and almost flew to obUge |
ber. I tben went to pay my compliments to Madame Brunet, as
I recoUected bavmg neglected ber, wben I met Mrs. Capper.
Sbe did not receive me witb ber usual cordiaUty, nor could aU my
apologies restore ber wonted good bumour. TMs mortified me
exceedingly, and I could, vritb difficulty, suppress my pamful
agitation. Taking my leave, I retfred to my room, and suffered
my tears to flow.
Sunday, 14<ih. I intend going to Herdingben to-monow. I do
not expect a very agreeable reception ; bnt as I tMnk it due to
tbose from wbom I bave received civiUties, I sbaU not consult
my incUnation.
15^^. Set out early, witb Madame and MademoiseUe Dupont.
We met Madame Brunet and a party of gentlemen and ladies at
Marquise. Tbey were going to tbe chase, and we joined the
cavalcade, and passed tbe day as agreeably as I bad any reason to
expect. We dined npon tbe grass, wMle tbe sportsmen were in
pursuit of tbefr game. Mrs. Capper seemed to bave forgotten all
tbat sbe bad said to me, and was so officiously kind tbat sbe scarcely
left me a moment's Uberty. Tbe whole party were quite aston
ished at tbe cbange, as sbe bad declared tbat sbe would not speak
to me, K I came. I am sony sbe bas made berseK appear so
ridiculous. I regret to perceive tbat Madame Brunet bas been
prejudiced against me. Herdingben is a very different place
from wbat it was wben I first knew and admfred it. It was tben
free from noise and parade ; now tbe bouse is fuU of company.
NotMng is talked of but parties of pleasure. To-monow tbe
cbase again, and on Monday, a party on tbe water, witb music,
&c. My friend Bingbam looks fatigued and out of spirits, but
Madame Brunet enters into aU witb cbeerftdness. An EngHsk
famUy named ToU, two gentlemen from Paris, &c. are bere; all
seems buny and confusion.
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gaiety does not smt me. I feel Uke a stranger indeed ! I |bave
no mcUnation to familiarize myseK witb tMs mode of Ufe ; it may
do for others, but give me sobriety, witb a mind disposed for
reflection. A letter jnst received from my dear Jasper, informs
me tbat be bas some tbougbts of conung bere. I sbaU greatly
rejoice to see bim. I cannot but observe bow Ul-informed we
EngUsb females fmd ourselves, in comparison witb tbe Erencb
ladies ; tbey appear perfectly acquainted witb tbe rise and pro
gress of aU material events m tbe Mstory, botb of tbefr own
and otb6r nations. Tbis is certainly a part of education not
merely ornamental, wMcb migbt weU be substituted for more
tririal acqmsitions.
17^-^. Mrs. Capper and Mr. Bmgham left us. I walked to tbe
grotto, and found it improved in beauty, as tbe moss bas taken
root, and flourishes m aU its various colours. Boulogne ; evemng.
I can scarcely beUeve tbat I am now vpriting m tbe chamber of
my friend EeUcite ! — At dmner-time an anival was announced ;
I ran out of tbe room, and bad tbe satisfaction of embracmg tbe
most affectionate of brothers ; I readUy agreed to return bere vritb
Mm, as fresh company bad arrived."
It wUl here be needful to break off from tbe journal for a time,
in order to take a glance at tbe state of tMngs in tbe famUy at
bome. It appears tbat tbe decided attachment of ber brotber
Jasper to tbe principles and practice of tbe Society of Eriends, bad
awakened many fears in tbe mmds of Ms Parents, wbo were mucb
alarmed for tbe consequences of Ms influence among thefr numer
ous cMldren ; especially as tbey could not bnt see tbat Mary was
strongly attracted to imite witb tbe riews of Eriends. A letter,
written abont tMs time by Rebecca Capper, to ber son WUUam,
wiU depict ber feeUngs, m tMs trymg exigency, so as to excite tbe
sympathy of every susceptible mind. It may be premised tbat
WiUiam never made mncb, if any, cbange in bis reUgious observ
ances, and always remained a member of the Episcopal Cburcb.

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"Birmingham, Septemher ISth, 1777.
My Deae William,
A complaint in my eyes stiU remains ; but I am induced to run
the hazard of hurting my sight, to say a few words respecting a
letter wMcb your brotber Samuel put into my hand last night.
Your dear father (for be is indeed dear to me) bas not seen your
letter, nor K I can belp it, ever sbaU ; for tbe blow wMcb your
brotber Jasper bas given Mm, bas almost strack bim to the
ground, and I am apprehensive tbat be could not support another
sucb. As to my own feeUngs, I forbear to mention tbem; for I
know, and am fuUy persuaded tbat, grievous as tbey are, they
ought not to be beld in any estimation against tbat wMcb teacbetl^
' He tbat lovetb Eatber or Mother more tban me is not worthy of
me ;' and K it bas been your lot, my cMld ! (for so I iriU yet call
you) to be born of parents tbat were ignorant and ungodly ; that
neither by precept nor example taught you to serve God in spirit
and in truth ; but on tbe contrary, tbat it was enough to honour
Him witb the Ups, tbougb tbe heart was far from Him — but
stop, and examme, O ! my soul, dost tbou not, in tMs, stand
self-accused ? I bave indeed been gmlty of great neglect of my
duty, in tbat state in Ufe in wMcb it pleased God to place me ! in
caring too mncb for tbe tMngs of tMs world, and in neglecting
myself, and also in not instructing my cMldren, to seek after the
kingdom of God and Ms righteousness ; not remembering tbat all
these things would be added unto us. But sinful and wretched
as I am, weU knowing tbat as Ms justice, so Ms mercy is great;
and tbat, upon sincere repentance and amendment, wMcb, tMough-
Ms grace or Holy Spirit, tbat He hath promised to tbose wbo ask
for it aright, and without wMcb we cannot do tbe least good
tMng — ^I say, by tMs I hope, and wUl endeavour, to Uve better,
for tbe short, perhaps very short, time I bave to remain here.
Now in tbe midst of tMs grievous and very heavy affliction, Jhat
we your Parents are at tbis time under, on account of tbe sepa
ration wbich is afready made in the famUy, and more that are

1777.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 47
likely to be made ; I say, in tMs I can see a ray of comfort, and can
draw tMs from it ; tbat tbe Abmgbty Disposer of aU tMngs batb
permitted, for wise and good ends, tMs Ms affUctmg band to be
laid upon us ; tbat He chasteneth and correctetb tbose wbom He
lovetb and would draw unto Him ; tbat it batb afready mcUned
my heart more unto Him, and batb caused me to look more
strictly into my way and manner of Ufe, and batb raised in
me a bope tbat, by Ms divme and inspirmg grace, I shall be
enabled to bring forth good frmts ; to avoid those tMngs wMcb
are contrary to my profession, and to foUow aU sucb tMngs as
are agreeable to it. Now tMs I knew before to be my bounden
duty ; but we are sucb poor fraU creatures, (at least I find myseK
sucb) as to stand m need of frequent stining up ; and it may be
one among tbe various and mysterious ways of Providence, that
He permits so many different sects and opimons ; as I make no
doubt aU beUeve, at least, tbat tbey are gmded by tbe same
divine grace or Holy Spirit, faitb and Holy Scriptures.
You say you are incUned to attend tbe Meetmgs of Quakers by
stronger motives tban compUance to Jasper; tbat you find yourseK
enriched by tbe plain truths tbey deUver ; tbat you are charmed.
witb tbe love, sweetness, and tenderness of affection which appear
among tbem. Ob ! my cMld, you see not beyond tbe mask, nor
wby it is occasionaUy put on ; but to gam tMee proselytes aU at
once is a great acquisition ! — But stay ! wbere am I runmng ? or
wbere is my Cbristian charity, if tbey think tbey are m tbe right
way ? A crowd of ideas press upon my mind, bnt I wUl only beg
one favour of you; it wUl perhaps be tbe last I sbaU ever ask of
you ; it is tMs ; tbat you vriU, for a few Sundays, go to tbe
Church of wMcb you bave been a member, (tbougb perhaps an
unworthy one) and set your mind in a right frame of devotion,
remembering tbat you are, at tbat time, as weU as at all others,
immediately in tbe presence of that God wbo knowetb tbe secrets
of aU hearts ; and tbougb He regardeth not time nor place, yet
reflect and consider for what purpose you are come tbere ; and as

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mucb as Uetb in you, suppress aU vain and wandering tbougbts;
keep your eyes from looking on tbe faces of others ; and do not,
from tbefr look and manner, judge of what passes in tbefr hearts,
but be careful of your own ; and vritb fervent zeal and bumUity,
attend to tbose prayers, praises, and adorations, tbere offered to
tbe tMone of Grace ; and tbougb tbey may be uttered by a man.
of hke infirmities vritb yourseK, yet let not tbat binder you from
sincerely seeking for tbe assistance of God's Spfrit, to enableyou
to do that wMch is right in Ms sight ; and as I am sure you will
find wbat vrill suit yonr own feelmgs ; in tbem jom, witb sincerify'
of heart ; for tbougb God knowetb our necessities before we ask,
yet batb it pleased Him to command tbat we, Ms poor creatures,
sbould lay our wants before Him ; and if at aU times and in all
places, wby not wben we are gathered togetber ?
I bave reason to beUeve my dear Mary's bealtb is but veiy
indifferent at tMs time, and tbat ber old complaints return with.
greater force tban ever. I firmly beUeve tbat tbe agitation of 4
mmd sbe bas laboured under of late, bas greatly increased ber
bodily infirmity.
I tMnk it likely tbat sbe and I may never be permitted to meet
again in tMs world ; bnt tbougb by different roads, my sincere bope
is, tbat we shall aU meet agam in tbe next. I bad promised to myself
some pleasure in coming up to London, to meet your sister tbere,
and with joy to brmg ber bome, but I fear tbat is over ; ber
bome cannot be vritb us, ber Parents ; for weU I know, tbat would
be tbe cause of strKe and debate, wMcb I tbink it is best to
avoid ; and if we must be separated, may tbat Being wbo first
gave you aU to me, enable me vritb patient resignation to part
with you, in whatever way He sbaU tMnk fit ! but I find myseK a
poor fraU creature, and do indeed, at tMs moment fear and
tremble before Him.
I bad mucb more on my mind to say to you, but I bave lost
it ; so conclude, vritb sincere prayer for your present and eternal
weKare, your truly affectionate mother, Rebecca Capper."

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Erom tMs letter and from some subsequent remarks m Mary
Capper's journal, it appears tbat sbe entered pretty fuUy into ber
brother's cbange of religious riew, and tbat tMs bad been so far
made known to ber Parents as to make them hesitate abont
aUowmg ber to return bome. Sbe deeply felt ber trymg position,
and sbe also sympathized tenderly witb her brotber, wbo was, at
tbat time, much distressed m mmd. He seems to bave been
sent, to convey ber back to England, without loss of time.
WbUe they were detained before saUmg, tbey were m tbe practice
of frequently retfrmg togetber, for tbe purpose of sUently waitmg
upon tbe Lord, that tbey migbt know Ms vriU, and experience a
renewal of tbefr spiritual strength; and tbey were often com
forted togetber, on these occasions.
Resuming the journal, Mary Capper proceeds :
"September ISth. My kmd friend expresses mucb satisfaction
at my qmck return. T reaUy feel greatly at tbe thought of leav
ing ber, it may be for ever ! Her tenderness and amiable dis
position bave gained my admfration and my warm affection, and
4iave greatly interested me m ber future weU-doing.
19^^. Mucb m my friend's room, either readmg or preparing
for my departure.
20^^. My Brotber and EeUcite accompamed me to tbe Bois de
Boulogne, and we passed an hour very pleasantly under tbe shade
of tbe fine trees, not m tbe least regretting tbe parties at Her
dmgben. Mere sensual deUgbts are very unsatisfactory to a mmd,
capable of tasting tbe pleasure wMcb results from contemplating
tbe wonders and tbe goodness of Him wbo created and preserves
tMs umversal frame. AU nature speaks forth Ms praise ; and shall
not bis intelUgent creatures admfre and extol Ms infimte wisdom
and excellence !
Sunday, 21st. My Brotber and I decUned gomg to Mass ; we
passed tbe time very agreeably ; and I experienced trae satisfac
tion in sUence.
2hth. My Brother and I rode out in tbe cabriolet ; be made

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me acq

cquainted with some cfrcumstances, relative to MmseK, that
are very far from giring me pleasure ; bowever I must not suffer
myseK to be cast down, bnt befirm m hope, trust and confidence.
Sunday, 2Sih. Did not go to Mass, but sat witb my Brotber.
Eeceived a letter tbat distresses me exceedfrigly. Went to
Vespers. Oetoher 1st. After a restiess nigbt, was very sick and low aU
day. My Brotber and I intend going to Herdingben soon, to
take leave of Madame Brunet, &c. I feel mncb at tbe thought,
and cannot but reflect on many pleasmg scenes wMcb I have
enjoyed, and on tbe many marks of more tban civiUty wMcb I
have received from Madame Brunet; also on tbe affectionate
esteem tbat I bear to my dear fiiend ; tbe idea of qmtting all
these, witb Uttle probabiUty of ever meeting again, reaUy gives
me sucb uneasiness as I never before experienced. My Brother
stiU seems unhappy.
2nd. Could not sleep, and rose early. Distressed at receiving
no letters from England.
Aiih. A poUte note from Madame Brunet ioforms me, tbat she
vrill be happy to see us next week ; therefore I am a Utile in a
burry, as we females cannot move without an encumbrance of
caps, ribands, &c. &c.
5th. Sunday. IU in tbe mgbt, and very poorly to-day, which
I have passed quietiy.
7 th. A very ciril reception at Herdingben.
11^^. StroUed about witb my Brotber. In tbe evening was
agreeably surprised by tbe arrival of Madame Dupont andmy
dear friend.
12^^. Sunday. My Brotber and I sat together.
13th. Madame Dupont and EeUcite left us. We bave not
detenmned when to go, but I bope soon, as tbe family are in a
confusion of gaiety, wMcb seems not to allow a moment for
serious reflection. My Brotber and I are considered stupid
mortals, for we cannot join in tbe vacant laugh, noisy song, &c.

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14<th. Walked, embroidered and read ; experienced sweet
satisfaction in my own mind. My brotber Charles anived from
St. Omer ; be bas grovm robust.
IGth. Took leave of Monsieur and Madame Bnmet. Tbe
rismg tears prevented my expressmg tbe acknowledgments wMcb
I thought due to tbem. I made several attempts to speak, bnt
my tongue seemed to refuse obedience, and I hastened to tbe coacb,
to Mde my emotion. We arrived at Boulogne about noon, and
I beUeve were welcome guests at Madame Dupont's.
18^^. It is vritb difficulty tbat I keep np an appearance of
cbeerfuMess, for my spirits are imcommonly affected. Tbe
thought of learing my friends bere, and of seemg tbose in
England, causes an agitation wMcb I can scarcely endure.
2^nd. On board tbe same vessel wMcb brought us to tMs
place ! I bave left tbe arms of a tender, affectionate friend, and
tbe tears stiU steal down my cheeks.
25ih. Saturday. Arrived safely m London last mgbt, after a
tedious voyage. We were botb very iU. TMs mormng we
landed from a smaU boat, and drove to my Uncle SmaUwood's.
I bad scarcely sufficient strength left to embrace the tenderest
of mothers !

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CHAPTER III.
EETUEN HOME IN 1777, AND MBMOEANDA DtTElNG HER STAY
THEEE.  REMOVAL TO WILMINGTON, AND JOUENAL WHILE
THERE IN 1781 AND 1782.

The return of Mary Capper to tbe paternal dweUing was the
occasion of mucb trial and difficulty botb to berseK and to her
affectionate Parents. Sbe thus vmtes, respecting tbis interesting
period of ber Ufe. " It was after my return from Erance tbat an
obvious cbange took place in my manners, &c. so as to attract
observation. Tbe ceremomes of tbe Cburcb, wben I attended
witb my Parents and tbe faimly, affected me in a very unusual
manner ; I do not know tbat I can say painfully, but witb a desire
to act more conformably witb wbat was preached. Sometimes I
wept, and sometimes bad to be taken out, nearly fainting ; but
could not describe my sensations. I bad tben no intentionof
making any cbange in my reUgious profession ; but my dear
Mother's disappointment was keen, wben, in process of time, I
felt tbat I could not conform to wbat I had been taught was
necessary to salvation ; and kept mucb retfred, vrithout attending
any place of worsMp."
About the end of tbe year 1777, ber brotber Jasper joined the
Society of Eriends, and in 1778, be married Anne Ery, the
daughter of John Ery, of WMtechapel. In regard to these im
portant changes, Ms Mother remarked tbat, i£ tbe thing were of
the Lord, it would stand ; K of man, it would come to nought. || j
Mary Capper appears to bave made very few memoranda during
ber stay at bome ; but tbe few wMcb bave been preserved, and
wMcb are here presented ; give proof of tbe continued seriousness

1780.] MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPER. 5S
of ber mind, and of ber desfre, under a compUcation of difificulties
and disadvantages, to foUow on to know tbe Lord for berseK.
"September Sth, 1779.
If men are born merely to Uve, or ratber breathe, a few short
years, and tben faU to notMng ; K virtue is only a name, or a
babit acqufred by certam modes of education, wby bave we a
secret, unconquerable knowledge of right and wrong ? If it be
possible to beUeve tbat anmbUation takes place, after tMs span of
pain and sonow, we are of aU creatures tbe most deplorable.
Brutes bave capacities to desfre and enjoy, but man bas a reasonable
soul, wMcb is not to be satisfied witb sensual gratifications.
How vain ! bow weak is the human heart ! Can a reflecting
mind be ignorant of its own instabUity ! Can tbe maxims of tbe
most learned sophistry fortKy us against tbe aUuring poison of
tbose temptations wMcb surround us ! Can speculation, or
gratffied passions, produce tbose cabn, happy effects wMcb result
from a firm dependence on a superior Power, wbo wUl reward our
bumble faitb, or assuredly punish our anogant pride! How
amiable is tbe bumble mmd, wMcb trusts not m its own strength,
wMcb is not above acknowledging its own weakness, and glories
only in its bope and confidence in tbe Uring God !
March 12th, 1780.
' Tbe Lord is my Eock and my fortress, and my DeUverer ; my
God, my stiength, m wbom I wiU trust ; my buckler and tbe
bom of my salvation, and my Mgb Tower !' 0 ! wbo is like unto
our God I ''
Wbat am I, 0 ! Lord, wbat am I, tbat tbou shouldst so
wonderfuUy extend thy love towards me ! Of myseK I am worse
tban notMng ; aU weakness and contradiction ! One moment,
fervent in desfre ; tbe next, cold and langmd m tbe performance
of tbe least of thy commands. 0 ! woe is me ; wbo sbaU deUver
me from tMs body of treachery! Tbe Lord HimseK! Tbe

54 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPEE. [1780.
mighty Lord who is my strength, and my help in the time of
need. He wUl graciously dart a ray of Dirine Light into my
soul ; tben sbaU I plainly perceive tbat He is the Ancient of days,
tbat was and is, and is to come ; tbe sure Eock of defence to
aU tbat trust m Him.
How comfortable are tbe dawnings of Divine Grace ! How
encouragmg are tby pronuses, my God ! Let me rest in tby
Truth ! Give me sure confidence in tby mercy! Suffer me not
to dweU in darkness I O ! turn not thy wratb upon ber wbo is in
sufficient to bear thy displeasure ! Let me not put any confidence
in my own strength ; for. Lord ! Tbou knowest my impotence ;
tbe secret thoughts of my heart are not Mdden from thee ! How
shall I stand K Tbou leave me to my own guidance ! but Tbou
art wonderful m goodness, and I wUl trust in tby mercy. I bave
tasted of tby loring kindness, and my soul aspfres to tbe fruition
of joy, at tby right hand for ever. Amen !"
Soon after makmg these memorandums, and wMle in a state of
much conffict of mind, Mary Capper was consigned by ber Parents
to tbe care of ber brotber James^ Conceming tMs event sbe
thus vmtes, "I went to WUmington, in Sussex, my dear
brotber James bemg married and fixed as Eector tbere. His
wife, wbo was a Biddulpb, was an interesting, inteUigent, pious
Cbristian, wbo bad ber own pecuUar scruples of conscience, on
various subjects ; and very tender was my dear brotber of her
feeUngs on these pomts ; so tbat tbe removal mto Ms fanuly was
some reUef to me. He affectionately enqufred into my reUgious
views, and sjTnpatbized in my distress.
I bad sometimes secretly attended Eriends' Meetmgs, at Bfr
mingbam, in wMcb I remember experiencing mucb brokenness of
spfrit; but wMle witb my kind brotber, I attended Ms UtUe
cburcb. Tbe private, as well as tbe more pubUc devotion to
wMcb I was witness, wrought mucb consideration and deep in
ward thoughtfulness; especiaUy as respected participating jn

1781.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 55
what is termed tbe Sacrament, or tbe Lord's supper, as it came
in usual course to be admimstered by my Brother. It bad been,
on former ^occasions, a solemn ceremony of pecuUar comfort to
my longing soul ; and I had mucb conffict and prayer tbat I
might be satisfied whether the outward and visible sign was im
portant to salvation. With reverence, deep humUity and fear, I
received tbe bread and wine. I do not recollect tbat any observa
tion was made on my bemg evidently agitated. I sought no
human counsel, but tbe satisfactory, abidmg mstruction on my own
mmd was, tbat tbe inward and spfritual grace, of wMch tMs was
only tbe risible sign, must be sometMng of a Mgber nature, not
dependent upon uncertain means. The best of teachers was
pleased to cabn and qmet my nund on tMs important subject, and
I no more repeated tbe ceremony; but these convictions and
changes were no Ught matters to me."
Upon leavmg bome for Wibmngton, Mary Capper resumed
ber journal, from wMcb tbe foUowmg extracts are given : —
"Friday, Novemher 9ih, 1781.
Haring passed a sleepless mgbt I rose early, to go by tbe
London coacb; tbe morning was glorious, and tbe rising sun pre
sented a beautKul autumnal prospect.
10^^. Saturday. Wben we reached tbe Castle and Ealcon,
London, I was rejoiced to meet my brotber John, wbo conducted
me to Gracecburcb Street, wbere my brotber Jasper Uves. He
and Nancy expressed tbefr satisfaction on seemg me, m terms tbe
most affectionate, and my heart beat responses. I was surprised
and pleased to meet with Miss NichoUs, wbom I bad known at
Boulogne. I enjoyed a comfortable evenmg, and was reUeved
from all sense of fatigue by tbe kmdness of my partial, indulgent
friends. Ylth. A seat bemg engaged for me in tbe Lewes coacb, to set
out early in tbe mormng, it was judged best for me to sleep at tbe
AdelpM Hotel, my brother WilUam, accompanying me as protector.

56 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1781..
12th. Monday. I was lucky fri my company in tbe coacb;
only two gentlemen; one a Mr. WMtfield, resident in Lewes,*
from wbom I received every possible civUity duruig tbe journey;
and upon our arrival at Lewes, be obUgingly introduced me to
Ms sister, a poUte, genteel woman, to whose friendly attention I.
am greatly mdebted. Being mucb in want of rest, I was pre
vaUed on to accept a bed tbere.
13th. Eose comfortably refreshed, and after a good breakfast,:
and making tbe best acknowledgments I could, for my enter
tainment, I set out for WUmington. I greatly admfre the
country ; tbe riews of tbe fine MUs diffuse a cabn, wMcb induces
sweet contemplation, and leads tbe mind to tbe Grand Source'
whence flows every pleasant stream. Tbe beautKul vaUeys are a
delightful contrast, and attract particular admfration. My ap
pearance at WUmington surprised Mrs. Capper and Miss Susan
Biddulpb,* as tbey were not apprized of my arrival. My Eatber
and Brotber were gone to tbe sea-side, and 'did not return tiU
late. My Eatber came loaded witb sea-weeds, and otber mariae
productions. Wben tbey perceived me, placed slUy in a comer, I
was saluted witb an appearance of joy on aU sides. Miss Bid
dulpb is very pleasing, and I bave reason to think myseK bappUy
situated. Iith. In tbe mgbt tbe wmd was very Mgb ; I Uke tbe awful
sound, and find it pleasing music. A fine, calm morning. This
place is deUgbtful ; tbe MUs are beautiful, even now ; covered witb
tbe finest verdure, and appear towering almost to tbe clouds. The
nortb aspect commands a most extensive view ; part of Kent, tbe
wUds of Sussex, &c. My Eatber looks remarkably weU and
cheerful. We enjoyed a comfortable fire-side in tbe evening;
my Brotber readmg to us.
16th. Tbe weather astomsMngly fine and warm. Assisted Mrs.
Capper to fimsb some necessary work ; am always pleased wben
I am considered of any use. Tasted tbe sweets of an bonis'
* Afterwards S. Greaves, of Stanton, Derbyshire.

1781.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 57
retfrement; tben jomed tbe fire-side, and enjoyed tbe pleasures of
friendly intercourse witb a mind at Uberty, glad, and confident
in tbe Uving God.
IGth. Walked witb Mrs. Capper m tbe garden. I admfre ber
many amiable quaUties ; sbe bas mucb genmne virtue, witb an
improved understandmg, and rare acqufrements. I anticipate tbe
Spring vritb pleasure, to explore vritb ber, each opemng beauty.
Miss Biddulpb, tbougb not so digmfied in deportment, is equaUy
estimable. Tbere is an interestmg deUcacy diffused over ber
whole person, vritb sweet manners, and unaffected piety.
21si. My Eatber talks of learing us to-monow ; we shall be
sorry to part vritb Mm, and Ms employments tum greatly to ad
vantage; tbe shady walk vriU be mucb improved by Ms labours.
22nd. Tbe day fine, tbougb cold. Rose early ; my Eatber set
off between mne and ten o'clock ; my Brotber accompamed him as
far as Lewes." Tbe origmal manuscript bas a note affixed to tMs
sentence; viz. " TMs was tbe last time I ever saw my dear Eatber!"
"25th. A fine mUd mormng ; travelled m idea witb my Eatber;
admfred vritb gratitude tbe beautiful scenes of nature.
27^^. Monday. MUd and clear as summer ; tbe sun shone on
tbe tops of tbe MUs, casting a dark shade on tbe vaUies below ;
tbe scene was picturesque, and I enjoyed it vritb the cabn satis
faction of a grateful heart. Rode witb my Brotber to East
Bourne. I was charmed witb tbe country; ridmg on tbe Downs
is pleasmg beyond aU that I could imagme ; tbe afr is, even now,
qmte fragrant witb WUd Thyme, &c. We bad an extensive pros
pect of rich pasturage, vritb smaU vUlages romanticaUy situated ;
and a fine view of tbe sea.
December ith. Eead Erencb ; in my closet, read Boyle. Witb
a thankful spirit, I bave confidence m tbe Uring God ; my soul
resteth in Ms pronuses, and sbaU be satisfied. Witb bope and
confidence I wUl wait tbe appointed time Be stedfast, 0 ! my
soul, for tbe Lord regardeth tbe smcerity of tby desfres ; weak in
tbyseK, be strong in faitb, and fear not !

58 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1782.-
Fehma/ry 1st, 1782. Mounted Windore HUl vritb my Brother;
I bad no idea of tbe beautKul view wMcb tbe MU affords ; nor
could I bave frnagmed tbat deep snow and cold wfrids bad such
cbanns. Never let us complain tbat Winter robs tbe plams of
thefr beauty ; eacb season is fraught vritb instraction and delight,
Sih. Friday. Miss Susan Biddulpb left us ; my Brotber ac-
compames her to London ; we cannot but be sensible of tbe loss
of thefr society.
2Sih. Had a charming walk before breakfast ; tbe sun shone
gloriously, and almost every spray was vocal witb tbe song of
joyous bfrds. Is it possible tbat tbe midmgbt dance, or tfresome
frolic, sbould exMlarate tbe spfrits, or afford tbe sweet cabn satis
faction wMcb arises from tbe contemplation of nature! Surely
no ! My soul now expands and breathes in sUence for tbe only
state fitted to enjoy perfect beauty !
March 2nd. Satv/rday. Walked near two bours before break
fast. Sat a few minutes witb our neighbour, Mrs. King. Poor
woman ! I am traly sony for ber ; sbe bas been afflicted with an
ague for several months, and ber cMldren are in tbe same pitiable
condition. Agues are frequent bere, and very difficult to remove.
Tbe poorer people live low, and pay Uttle attention to bealtb; ia
general ruimng tbefr constitutions by drinking spirits. Gin is
tbe universal Uquor, and introduced at abnost aU tables ; it is no
unusual thing to see ladies swaUow a glass or two of HoUands !
10^^. Sunday. Eose at seven; walked tiU mne. Went to
Cburcb. Wbom bave I m heaven, but Tbee, 0 ! God ; and
there is none upon eartb I would desfre in comparison of Thee !
19th. Bear patiently tbe infirmities of others; thou bast much
to be borne witb of other's I
27^^. Eetfred vritb my mind disquieted. How many and
various are tbe conflicts witb busy passions ! foUy and vanity rise
up daily, and gain strength from our too feeble resistance. My
King, and my God ! to Tbee I cry for strength. Humbled by
a sense of my weakness, to whom can I apply but to the Eountain

1782.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 59
of Grace ! StiU T bave faitb in Ms bounty. My soul waiteth for
tbe Uvmg God; and wben He shall have purified me by Ms
Spirit, aU sbaU be peace and joy ! Let none trust in tbeir own
strength, but let all praise and extol tbe Lord !
April 1st. In pain most of tbe day, but was thankful
for a calm fortitude of mmd, that disposed me to submit witb
patience. In tbe day of trouble I wiU trast in tbe Lord my
God. Had I tbe eloquence of angels, I would exhort aU nations
to trast in tbe Uving God. Tbougb be correct, be wiU never
forsake tbe faitMul !
Sth. Monday. Eose before seven ; it was quite an effort, but
I sbould be sorry to faU into my former custom, of losing in sleep
many bours wMcb I find, by experience, may be used witb pleasure
and advantage.
21st. Employed m preparing for my Brother's going to
Cambridge ; -be thinks of being absent a month ; we shall think
it a long time. In tbe evenmg I retfred to my closet, where I
indulged tbe sweet satisfaction of contemplation ; tbe beauties of
nature presented themselves in an extensive -view, and nature's
God was tbe object of my grateful praise.
23rd. Sunday. Walked to Ealkington with my Brother. Had
a letter from my friend EeUcite Dupont. To-monow we purpose
going to Lewes.
27^>^. My stay at Lewes was longer tban I expected, and I feel
pleased to return to my favourite scenes. Lewes, tbougb a pretty
town, is not m my estimation, comparable witb WUmmgton.
Tbe fasMonable modes and ceremomes of tbe poUte cfrcles, give
not tbe pure, simple deUgbts arising from the study of nature ; in
tbe former pursuits, tbe mind seems canied from itseK, and
wanders m confused trifles; on tbe otber band, the glowing
beauties of nature inesistibly lead to tbe great Almighty Power,
whose wisdom and goodness are inexhaustible.
May llth. Enjoyed my closet m tbe evemng. It is wonderful
tbat so few seem to be acquamted witb tbe value of qmet.

60 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER.

[1782.

18th. My Brother retiimed; our mutual satisfaction at meet
ing is easier imagmed tban described.
21st. Simday. Spent some time in my closet. It wUl not be
long ere tbe final end of all created tMngs sbaU come. Watch
therefore ! be steadfast in prayer, always aboundfrig in tbe work of
tbe Lord.
August Gih. Tuesday. Doctor Dodson and Mr. Tumer dined
witb us. Mr. Turner spoke in Mgb terms of a new botanical
pubUcation, by Curtis, embeUished witb beautKul plates ; and Dr.
Dodson mentioned a design of Dr. Darwm, to pubUsb a frans-
lation of Lmnsens's botamcal arrangement.
Sih. We made considerable progress vritb tbe Grecian his
tory; and read a very curious article in a Eeriew; an essay
on physiognomy, or tbe art of face reading, by Lavater, a
German. 2Gth. Eebecca informs us tbat tbe Magnanime, in wMcb our
dear George sailed, bas been engaged, for six bours, vritb a Erench
vessel of equal force. We bave received no satisfactory accoimt,
and tbe fate of our dear,boy is unknovm to us. Tbe Most High
guards bim, and saves us from desponding fears.
27th. My Mother and Miss Hubbersty unexpectedly arrived.
We bave tbe comfort of seemg my Mother in perfect bealtb, and
witb ber usual serenity of aspect.
29^^. UnweU, and my spirits depressed. I earnestly wish to
be patient, but I fail daUy; yet wUl I caU upon my God, my
stiength and my only bope.
Septemher 2nd. We bad a delightful walk to tbe top of Win
dore ; my Mother performed wonders ; as in general, sbe is but a
poor walker, and I bad scarcely an idea tbat sbe could ascend our
MUs. Sbe was pleased vritb tbe view of tbe sea, and tbe vessels
upon it, and witb tbe extensive prospect.
ith. A melancholy account in tbe paper of tbe Royal George
befrig sunk in Portsmouth harbour, and upwards of nine hundred
persons drowned ; Admiral Kempenfelt among tbe number. A

1782.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 61
victuaUing sloop was also carried down in tbe vortex, and aU ou
board perished.
9th. My Mother received a letter from my brotber WiUiam,
witb an account of Ms being fixed in a new situation. In tbe
evening we walked up tbe MU ; tbe weather was fine, and tbe sky
beautiful, yet was my mmd in a disposition not to be pleased.
In vain do I search for tbe cause wMcb frequently indisposes my
whole frame, and gladly would I lay aside every unamiable pro
pensity. Our happiness would be too great, sbould no mtemal
difficulties arise. Perfect seremty and peace of mind are foretastes
of future bUss, only permitted at seasons, to encourage our bope
and strengthen our faitb. Trials are necessary, that by faitb and
patience, we may obtain tbe prize of our Mgb caUmg."
Although Mary Capper does not seem to bave been fuUy aware
of tbe cause of ber frequent depression, during ber Mother's stay
at Wilmington, it appears probable tbat no small part of it migb^
be occasioned by tbe knowledge tbat ber Parent's disapproved of
tbe change of reUgious profession and practice wMcb her brotber
Jasper bad made, and to wMcb ber own convictions powerfuUy
attracted ber. Her Eatber bowever made affectionate mention of
Jasper m writmg to WiUiam, as appears by tbe foUowmg extract
of a letter to Mm : — " Birmingham, Septemher 9ih, 1782,
My Dear William;
T cannot say but John's letter gave me some pangs for your
disappointment, tbougb I think you judged right in rejecting tbe
offer at Norwich, Tbougb a suspicious temper is a disgrace to
human nature, yet as tbe world goes, it is prudent to be cfrcum-
spect. It gives me pleasure tbat your undertaking is witb tbe
approbation of all your friends; it was sure to bave mine, if
likely to be for your good. You may depend on your Mother
rendering you every service in her power, witb tbe utmost pleasure.

62 MEMOIR OF MAEY CAPPEE.

[1782.

Jasper may be of serrice to you, and it gives me pleasure to find
you speak so kmdly of bis brotherly love, &c. True affection,
love, and blessfrigs to you aU, from, dear WUUam, your most
affectionate Eatber, Willlam Cappee.^'
In ber jonmal Mary Capper continues :—
"13^. "Eorsake aU, and tbou sbalt find aU; leave tby inordinate
desfres, and tbou shalt find rest.' TMs is no easy task ; seK wUI
loudly plead ber own cause ; but as we keep low, and attend to
the voice of Truth, tbere wiU be a forsakmg of seK, and a wit-
nessmg God to be aU in aU. There is a cbarm m tbe very
dawmngs of virtue tbat frresistibly attiacts our admfration, and
leads sweetly on in the pursmt of true vrisdom.
Iith. Walked to MUton Earm, and found tbem preparing for
tbefr harvest supper, Tbe quantity prorided on these occasions
is reaUy astomsMng. We went to see our neigbbour King's
tables set out ; tbey bad t-fro boUed rounds of bee^ and several
roasted pieces, two quarters of mutton and six legs of mutton ;
vritb six plum puddings. Tbefr company consisted of men,
women and cMldren,
2Gth. My Mother and I went to Lewes.
27th. My Mother left me tbere ; sbe was in much better spirits
than myseK,
30^^ We called at Eriend Rickman's at tbe Bridge ; we also
went to Lambert's, tbe portrait and landscape painter. Mrs.
Lambert shewed us tbe plates designed for tbe first number of
Curtis's botamcal work ; tbey appear exceedingly weU executed.
Oetoher 1st. I bad a letter from my Mother, wbo got safe to
town, and found our fiiends weU. My brotber WilUam is very
desfrous to bave me wit^ Mm. I am distressed at tbe thought of
learing Mrs. Capper, nor can I persuade myseK tbat my poor
abiUties can be any advantage to my Brotber ; however I am
ready to try my best skUl in bis serrice.

1782,] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 68
Gth. Sunday. Went to Cburcb. Reflected witb gratitude tbat
I bad neither opportunity nor strong temptation to join tbe giddy
crowds, wbo seem to Uve wboUy strangers to tbe stUl, smaU voice,
. wMcb is not to be beard m tumult and confusion.
Sih. Letters from London. My Brotber expects me in a
fortmgbt, 9th. Wednesday. We drank tea at a friendly Quaker's, and
were treated witb freedom and simpUcity.
15;^^. I bave fixed to be in London tMs day fortmgbt; witb
reluctance I leave these scenes, wbere I bave felt calm, peaceful
deUgbt, and witb satisfaction bave contemplated tbe beauties of
simple nature; but tbe pleasures of tbe mind are confined to no
place; in every situation, I am persuaded tbe bountiful Haud tbat
enriches tbe field and tbe grove, ever affords subject for admi
ration, gratitude and praise.
17^^. My Brotber went among tbe sick; thoughhe cannot
admimster bealtb, I bope tbe balm of comfort wUl be permitted to
flow from Ms Ups. Tbe glad tidings of peace are sometimes
suffered to reach tbe afflicted, tMough tbe faithful servants of tbe
Lord. Sunday, 27th October, 1782. Tbe last day of my residence at
WUmington ! Words would faU to describe my feeUngs !"

64 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. [1782.

CHAPTER IV.
RESIDENCE IN LONDON TILL 1788.  ^EEMOTAL TO BIRMmGHAM.
DEATH OF HEE MOTHEE IN 1793.

In tbe sketch wMcb Mary Capper subsequently gave of her
early Ufe, sbe remarks;
" Erom tbe time tbat I went to Uve, vritb my brotber WUbam,
in London, I regularly attended Eriends' Meetings ; not tbat I
was acquainted vritb tbefr peculiar reUgious riews ; indeed tbere
seemed to be a proMbition of aught but simple eridence and
obedience. Tbe experience of others did not seem to reach my
case ; all was to be given up, tbat aU things migbt be new ; and
sucb were tbe sacrifices requfred, from tfrne to time, as none can
know or understand, save tbose wbo bave been led in a similar
way. Abont tMs tfrne, in consequence of my decided resolution to
attend tbe meetmgs of Eriends, my dear Eatber (no doubt in
faithfulness to Ms own reUgious views, and from tbe desfre to
rescue a poor cMld from apprehended error) requested me not to
return to tbe parental roof, unless I could be satisfied to conform
to tbe reUgious education wMcb be bad conscientiously given me.
TMs, witb a tender, beart-piercmg remonstrance from my dear,
dear Mother, was far more deeply felt tban I can describe; and
marveUous in my riew, even to tMs day, was tbe settied, firm
beUef tbat I must foUow on, to know tbe soul's salvation for my
seK; truly in a way tbat I knew not !"
In tMs time of deep affliction, sbe wrote, as foUows, to ber
only sister, —

17 83. J MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER. 65
"February llih, 1783.
My very Deae Rebecca,
Must I for ever give up tbe dear, pleasing bope of bemg
received mto tbe bouse and affections of my once kind, indulgent
Parents ! Ob ! my Sister, wUl you, can you despise me ? I bave
no firm consolation but m tbebeUef tbat I am gmded by a superior
Power. I bave exerted every faculty of my mind ; I bave resolutely
mortified my body, endeavouring to bring it into subjection, free
from tbe infiuence of passion and deceiving sense ; and I bave
a secret intimation tbat tbe kmgdom of heaven is witMu us;
tbat m tbe sUence of tbe creature, is tbe power of God made
known. O ! my Rebecca ; K you would examine tbe umform desfre of
my IKe, tbe earnestness of my suppUcations, and my present wish
of being bumble, pure, wboUy dependent upon God my Maker,
vrithout any confidence m man ; K you would thus consider me,
without prejudice, I think you would not, could not, reject me !
Of my own wilUngs, or seK abilities, I deserve Uttle ; but m my
heart and understanding, I submit to a perfect Teacher ; and in
Ms Light, is my Ufe and my bope. Think not, my Eebecca, that
I have contracted ideas, wMcb circumscribe salvation to any par
ticular sect. God forbid ! my heart is contrariwise enlarged in
umversal charity. Let eacb be satisfied in Ms own mmd, and
tbe censures or applauses of multitudes can only be a secondary
consideration, of no weight.
Would my dear Parents deUberately compare my conduct with
tbefr own principles, I think tbey would not find tbat essential
difference wMcb a superficial -new represents. I vrish, and really
mean to act as a reasonable creature ; redeemed, and born to new
ness of Ufe, tMougb tbe death, sufferings and resurrection of our
Lord and Saviour Jesus Cbrist ; by whose mtercession and prom
ised spfritual assistance, I am encouraged and strengthened tp
paU, and wait upon tbe Uring God. If tbere is presumption and
seK-exaltation in tMs faitb, I am utterly at a loss how to act ; for
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66 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. [1783.
I dare not trust in man, whose breath is in Ms nostrils. My hope
and my confidence are alone in tbe Redeemer of Ms people.
No eartMy satisfaction could equal tbat of being approved by
my dear Parents ; but indeed Rebecca, I cannot — cannot act con
trary to wbat I beUeve tends to my advancement in faithful
obedience to tbe law of God ; tbe law wMch I find vmttten in my
own heart ; for I beUeve, from tbat law sbaU a man be judged.
When faitMuUy foUowed, it cannot, wiU not, lead bim from the
Supreme Good. Every Une in Holy Writ tends to strengthen or
encourage our hopes, in humble confidence in tbe One only Good;
opening our eyes to tbe folly of triffing amusements, and to the
vain fasMons of the world. EareweU, my dear Rebecca ! believe
me, I never was more affectionately your sister Mary."
Tbe foregoing letter appears to bave been answered by the
foUowing from ber Mother. " Bfrmingbam, February 15th, 1783.
You bave kept me in painful suspense for some time, by not
answering a plain, simple question ; tbat is, whether jou wished
ever to return, to give comfort to a poor affUcted Parent or not.
You bave now answered fully to your sister ; but wby trouble her
witb a repetition of tbe same, or to tbe same purport, tbat you
bad written from Erance ? You did very weU m not sending the
letter you mention to bave written to me, K it run in the same
strain, and I am mcUned to beUeve it doth ; for my present inten
tion is, tbat I sbaU neither read nor bear any letter or writing
tbat shall come from you to myseK or others, K I can without
difficulty avoid it ; in consequence of wMch tMs probably may he
tbe last "rime I sbaU trouble you ; and tMs I intend to be very
short ; for what can be said to one under sucb strong, enthusiastic
delusion, as to declare against aU prescribed rules m worsMp,.&c.
and at tbe same time, batb entered into a Society wbo do not .act,
speak or move, or even conduct the most trifling affafrs but by

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prescript ? I mean, in anytMng that carries the form of religion ;
but you presume to bave an immediate call, or dfrection, from
that Supreme Being, whose positive commandment you dare to
break, for tbe sake of a few speculative opinions, made knovra to
you by tbose wbom you esteem ; not by persuasion ; no ! for that
way tbey disclaim, but by a far more sly and insinuating way.
0 ! my cMld, I could teU you by wbat means tbey bave worked
on your judgment, but I forbear, as I bave not a gUmpse of hope
tbat it woxdd be to any good purpose. O ! bow does my heart,
as it were, die witbin me, wben I tMnk of tbe effect it wiU bave
on your poor Eatber ! Wbat would I give tbat it could be kept
from Mm ! and tbat it may be, as long as possible, shall be my
care ; for my firm beUef is, tbat K be was to know tbe contents of
your last letter, wMlst be is under Ms present bodUy infirmity, be
would hardly long surrive it ; but of wbat consequence is tbat to
one wbo, I fear, fancies berseK under convmcement! but do reflect
a little, my dear cMld ; wbat is it tbat tbou art caUed upon to do,
or wbat to forego ? Our most fervent desfre and prayer is tbat
yon, and tbe rest of our dear cMldren, sbould, tMougb tbe Grace
or Light-that is afforded us by our all-gracious God, worsMp Him
in spirit and m truth ; without wMcb, most certainly, our prayers
become unprofitable, and only vain Up-labour. But there are
some forms, you wUl say, tbat you cannot assent to ; I wiU admit
it may be so, and perhaps tbere is no system at tMs time existing
tbat is entfrely perfect ; but I firmly beUeve ours to come nearer
to perfection tban any otber. You tbink otherwise; so did
Naaman wben be prayed, tbat wben be was performing Ms duty
in tbat state of Ufe to wMcb be was caUed, and bowed in tbe house
of Eimmon, tbat m tbat tMng, tbe Lord would pardon bim ; and
tbe Prophet said. Go in peace !
Wednesday, Three o'clock. I wrote tbe above last mgbt, after
your poor Eatber was gone to bed ; I thought bim better yesterday
than for some time past ; he wrote a letter to your brotber John,
and was in good Spirits ; but in tbe night, was seized witb a cold
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68 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1783.
sMvering, and batb ever since been very Ul. He bas not been up
to-day, and I am now attending by Ms bed side ; be is qmet and
seems more comfortable tban be bas been. Tbe great Disposer of
aU events only knows wbat may bappen ; but whatever it may be,
I earnestly pray tbat He wUl permit me sucb a measure of Dirine
grace, and assurance, as sbaU enable me to bear, in a Cbristian
manner, whatever may be laid upon me.
I bave run on mucb more tban I, at fitrst, thought to bave
done, wben I sat down to write. I intended it to be but a very
few Unes. My heart stiU dictates mucb more, but I vriU forbear,
as tbey wiU not let my cMld off; one convinced member, as tbey
term it, is of more esteem in tbat Society tban twenty bom and
bred in it ; bnt I bave done ; fareweU ! may you be happy, what
ever be aUotted for tbe short remains of your Mother's days !
Eebecca Cappee.
One otber word wUl drop from my pen, in spite of me. Eeturn;
retium, my cMld ! and I wiU receive tbee witb more joy tban I
did tbe first moment I beheld tbee !"
Deeply was ber Mother to be felt for, and great was the
anguish witb wMcb tMs letter was perused; mdeed tMs period
of Mary Capper's IKe was seldom, K ever, aUuded to by ber with
out mucb emotion. Tbe conflict was distressmg ; yet was she
strengthened to persevere in wbat was clearly mamfested to be the
path of duty ; and although ber Eatber recovered from tbat attack
of iUness, yet as be did not aUow ber to return bome; and as his
last iUness was botb sudden and short, sbe was deprived of tbe
consolation of again seeing bim, and of receiring from Ms own
Ups, an assurance of Ms affection. It may easUy be conceived tbat
tMs was mdescribably trying to ber; but sbe was enabled to Uft up
ber heart, and to commit ber cause unto Him, for wbom sbe was
thus forsaking ber eartMy bome and Parents; and He was
pleased to speak peace to ber affiicted sOul; snd in Ms own good

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time, to grant ber tbe hundred-fold, even in tbis Ufe. Tbe fol
lowing memoranda, and letter, wiU bear witness to tbe state of
her mind at tMs period, and for some time after.
"London, Gih of 9th monih, 1783.
Praise tbe Lord, 0 ! my soul, and be exceedmg glad in tbe
God of tby salvation; for He batb done great things for tbee,
and wonderful is Ms power ! He batb plucked tby feet out of
tbe mfre and clay, and batb set tbem upon a Eock ; tbe only true
foundation, tMoughout aU ages to the end of tbe world ! My
spirit is exceedmgly glad tbat tbe Lord batb beard tbe prayers of
Ms handmaiden, and in great mercy, granted my earnest request.
He batb strengthened me to part witb aU tbe nearest and dearest
of Ms gifts ; to sit loose from tbe tenderest connexions, tbat I
may be free to fulfil tbe great command of loring tbe Lord my God,
witb all my heart, witb aU my mind, and witb aU my strength.
0 ! let none tbink tbe terms bard ! our God is a God of inflnite
mercy ; He is not a bard master, reaping wbere He bas not sown !
My soul can testKy of bis bounty; and my desfre, and my
glory, is to adore, to praise and to magmfy Ms boly name !
Amen! Amen! 2iih of iih monih, 1784.
Tbere seems a state brought to tbe riew of my mind, as bemg
attainable even during our sojourn in tMs world ; a state free
from sin, wben Cbrist shall dweU in us, and we m Him. Tbe
righteousness wMcb He worketh in us must be perfect ; every
vriU and working of the creature being laid low, God sbaU reign
over aU, blessed for ever ! In tMs state of freedom from tbe
dominion of sm, temptations and trials may, and assuredly wiU
come; but as we keep close to tbe Ught of CMist, inwardly
manKested, I beUeve we sbaU be preserved blameless; without spot
or bMmisb, to tbe honour of our great and boly Teacher; to wbom
be ascribed power, majesty and praise, now and for ever. Amen !

70 MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1785.
2%nd of 7ih month, 1784.
Tbe ways of tbe Lord are wonderful and past finding out.
0! let none be weary of waiting upon Hfrn, for He vriU be
gracious to all tbose wbo faitMuUy caU upon Him ! My earnest
cries bave gone forth, and I beUeve tbe Lord batb beard tbe voice
of my prayer. My groans and my tears bave not been Md
fi-om Him. Glory, praise and honour be to Ms name ! Let
the creature Ue low, tbat the Creator may be aU in aU for ever
and ever. Amen! Iith of 1211 month. 1784.
O ! bow pure, how perfect is tbe Truth as it is in Jesus !
Keep to it, 0 ! my soul ; turn neither to the right band nor to
tbe left, but press forward, tMougb aU difificulties ; for tbe Ught
of Cbrist witMn tbee wUl break forth mto perfect day, K on tby
part tbou art steady, undaunted and of a right faitb ! — 0 ! my
God, help me ! leave me not to tbe delusions, tbe buffetings of
my soul's enemy ! Keep me in tbe patience, that I may watcb
tby coming, and be found of Tbee. Tbou art worthy to be
waited upon, 0 ! Lord, my God ! in Thee is my bope, and my
trust for ever!
As rest to tbe weary traveUer, so is true sUence to tbe deeply
exercised mind."
"M. C— To W, B.
llth of 3rd nu). 1785
Deae Eeiend,
With propriety I beUeve I may use tbe term, dear friend, as aU
in tbe Truth seem dear to me. Since our conversation tMs after
noon, I bave bad to remember, in a very Uvely manner, tbe
Lord's deaUngs witb my soul in early Ufe. I was at times visited
witb a sweet sense of purity and truth; but from my situation
and mode of education, I was at a loss bow to come at tbat which
my soul seemed to see at a distance. Eor several years tbe

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prospect was, as it were, closed, or very rarely opened. I thought
myseK a useless bemg, and I beUeve sometimes almost repined
tbat I was born ; but about tbe twenty-tlurd year of my age, tbe
Lord graciously re-visited my soul ; and it was, indeed, as tbe
dry and barren wUderness, refreshed vritb dew. I tMnk I cannot
forget tbe sweet incomes of Dirine favour. Tbe whole creation
seemed new to me ; all tMngs spoke tbe love and mercies of a
gracious God. Scarcely a day passed over vrithout some sweet
opemngs, some renewal of my Great Master's condescension. I
thought myseK the happiest of human creatures. Thus delectably
did tbe God of aU my mercies allure me into tbe wilderness !
Every requfred sacrifice seemed ready prepared by Ms own Hand,
and I bad only to wait Ms own time. Happy bave I thought it,
tbat He was pleased to stay my mind ! — ^When my dear, loved
Parents expressed tbefr concern at my cbange, it was suggested to
me, tbat for a time, it was my place to be subject in all tMngs
lawful, and way would be made where I saw no way ; and far
beyond my expectation, tMs bas indeed been verified. But wbat
seems more immediately to dweU upon my mind to commumcate
to tbee is, tbat I bave, in my measure, found tbat tbe Lord's
merciful deaUngs stfr up tbe envy and malice of our grand
Enemy, wben our gracious Eatber is pleased to Mde bis counte
nance and try our faitb, after bavmg sweetly led us in tbe right
way. Tben is tbe enemy as one triumpMng over Ms prey. 0 !
bow is be permitted to buffet, to terrify tbe poor, timid soul ! My
mind bas sometimes been as one almost without bope; and
bad not tbe band of tbe Lord been undemeatb, I bad surely
fainted ; bnt my spiritual eye was led to retrace tbe paths I bad
trod, and I was favoured to see tbe Lord's deaUngs, and tbat
tribulations were appointed to tbe faithful foUowers of a crucffied
Jesus. Witb affectionate wishes for tby prosperity in tbe Trath,
I am, sincerely,
Maey Cappee."

72 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1788.
The foUowing brief remark is among bet memoranda: —
"Onthe 2nd of tbe 4tb month, 1785, my dear Eatber died,
without my seeing bim 1 I beard tbat he enqufred witb affection
for a pair of garters wMcb I bad kmt for bim, and tbat be spoke
witb tendemess of me. 0 ! tMs was Uke precious babn !"
No special mention is made of a cbange in ber Mother's feeL
ings towards ber, but tbere is reason to beUeve tbat sbe graduaUy^
from tbe time of ber widowhood, became reconcUed to ber
daughter's proceedings ; being doubtless convinced of tbe recti
tude of ber motives ; so tbat tbe way was at length made for
Mary's returmng to tbe parental dweUing.
It appears tbat Mary Capper was received into membersHp
witb tbe Society of Eriends about tbe year 1785, also tbat
sbe spoke as a mimster in tbefr reUgions meetings soon after -tbat
event. Witb respect to tbe latter cfrcumstance, sbe writes : — " It
sometimes arose in my mind, tbat possibly I might bave to teU
unto others bow I bad been taught, and kept from tbe broad way
of destraction; and a few words arising, with sometMng of
unusual power, I think at tbe Peel Meeting, I stood up and spoke
tbem, and felt very qmet ; nor did I anticipate tbat sucb a tMng
might ever be requfred again ; and thus I was led on, from time
to time, not knowing bnt eacb time migbt be tbe last. About
1788, 1 came to reside witb my dear Mother, at Bimungbam,
and sbe did not object to my regularly attending Eriends' meet
ings." Tbe occasion of ber learing London, and gomg to reside
witb ber Mother, appears to bave been tbe indisposition of the
latter, and is briefly aUuded to in tbe foUowmg extract of a letter
to ber from ber brotber WUUam. "London, 17ih February, 1788.
My VEEY DEAR SISTEE,
I cannot delay vmting to you, since you say tbat my sUence
adds to tbe painful sensations of your heart. Indeed, my dear
Mary, K I could write anytMng tbat would alleviate one anxiety

1788.] MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER. 73
of tby dear breast, I would not let a post go without a letter.
You wUl be glad to bear tbat aU tMngs in tbe famUy go on as
tbougb you were present. I called tMs afternoon m Berkeley
Square ; uncle John bas bad a severe fit of tbe gout. I spent
Eriday evemng witb Jasper and Nancy ; tbey are weU and com
fortable. How could I vmte so mucb, and not once mention our
dear Mother ! I am mucb grieved at tbe account you give of ber,
and bope to bave a better in your next. Comfort ber, my
dear gfrl ! give ber my smcere duty and affection, and teU ber
I am happy that I bad such a sister as you, to send to ber
consolation. Eemember me in affection to brotber Samuel, to
Ms vrife, and to George. I am, dear Mary,
Tby truly affectionate brotber,
William Capper."
Though very Uttle allusion to tbe cfrcumstance is found in any
of Mary Capper's papers, it seems scarcely right wboUy to omit
tbe mention of a yet more costly sacrffice tban any tbat sbe bad
previously made, wMcb was caUed for at ber bands, before sbe
quitted London as ber bome. Sbe bad formed a stiong attach
ment to a young man Eriend, to wbom sbe expected to be married,
wben sbe discovered tbat be did not set a Mgb value on Ms mem-
bersMp m tbe Society of Eriends, and that be was incUned for
more Uberty in practice tban tbefr principles aUowed of. TMs
was a most painful discovery to ber ; and as farther commumca
tion witb hj-m proved to ber, tbat be was one wbo could not fuUy
enter into ber reUgious feeUngs and riews, sbe felt it to be ber
duty to break off tbe connexion, tbougb it nearly cost ber
ber Ufe ; and sbe could never afterwards entertam tbe prospect
of matrimony.
Tbe foUowing extiact from a letter of ber Mother's, wUl show
bow changed were ber feeUngs towards Mary, and towards Jasper
and bis wKe.

74 MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPEE, [1789,
"Birmingham, June IGth, 1788,
My deae Maey,
In answer to your last, I feel traly concemed tbat poor
*SmaIlwood bas fresh appearances of Ms disorder ; and sorry I
am at tbe disappointment wMcb Ms Parents must suffer. If
necessary I adrise, by aU means, tbat you sbould attend Mm ; for
whatever my own riews may bave been, I readUy give tbem aU
up, for the good of tMs poor afflicted cbUd, and tbe comfort
of Ms father and mother, to wbom give my most tender love,
Witb respect to tbe other proposal that your brotber and
sister bave sigmfied to you, I beUeve tbe bent of your own mind
must determme you ; tMs I verily beUeve ; tbat tbe goodness of
your own heart vriU incUne yon to undertake tbat wMcb is tbe
most needful for your fiiends,
I bave only to add tbat (wherever you may fix yourseK for a
time) wMlst you remain single, I would bave you to look upon
my habitation, so long as I Uve, as your fixed and settled bome.
Thank you brotber Jasper, in my name, for Ms attention to your
aunt Chase, Tibbattsf was bere on Sunday ; be says Eebecca
is weU. BeUeve me, dear Mary,
Your affectionate Mother,
Eebecca Cappee." -
Mary Capper does not appear to bave kept a journal regularly
tiU after the deatb of ber Mother, but a few remarks were peimed
occasionaUy ; and sometimes tbe petitions of an exercised soul.
Tbe foUowing wUl, it is beUeved, be acceptable to tbe reader.
"lOih of Gih monih, 1789.
My soul! wait tbou upon God; although heaviness and in-
sensibiUty may perplex and distress tbee, yet be not dismayed, nor
* The eldest son of J. and A. Capper.
t The husband of her sister Eebecca.

1791.] MEMOIE OF MART CAPPEE. 75
weary of well-domg ; for assuredly tbey tbat wait upon tbe Lord ;
tbat patientiy and quietly wait, shall renew tbefr strength, Tbey
sbaU mount upwards, tbey sbaU rise as upon eagles' wings, tbey
sbaU be raised above tMs groveUmg eartb ; but it may be needful
tbat tbey sbould feel bow necessary it is to wait upon tbe Lord,
and tbat, witb long patience and deep bumiUty. 0 ! Lord my
God ! K it be tby boly wUl, be pleased at tMs time to increase my
faitb and my patience, tbat I may more perfectly know and wait
upon Tbee ! llih month, 1790.
Tbou gracious Eountain of aU our mercies, 0 ! be pleased to
look down upon us, and save us from our sms ! Jesus, tbe
Eedeemer, bas died tbat we migbt be perfected tMougb Ms
atomng sacrifice; let us not tben make Ms suffermgs of none
effect to us ward, by an evU heart of unbeUef ! My soul feels a
weight of sorrow for my own msensibiUty ; and many, very many,
are my imperfections, particularly, 0 ! my God ! (may I caU
Tbee my gracious Eatber!) I bave to lament at tMs day, a
proneness to impatience and frowardness of spfrit. Gracious
Eatber ! I would confess my sins tbat I may be healed ; but Tbou
knowest aU my tbougbts, and tbe derices of my heart ; therefore,
with aU my burden of infirmities, weakness and folly, I bow at
tbe footstool of tby mercy, and bope to be kept m patient
humiUty, waitmg tby time to deUver me from my soul's enemies ;
for tbe power is tbine ! 1791.
At tMs period of my Ufe, my faitb is, tbat tbere is one God,
wbo is supremely good, and doetb good contmuaUy; that at
sundry times and in divers manners tMoughout aU ages of tbe
world. He bas been pleased to mauKest HimseK to tbe sons and
daughters of men ; tbat m tMs our day. He shews HimseK m tbe
glorious dispensation of tbe gospel ; baring sent Ms own Son to
be made flesb, and dweU among men for a time, in an eartMy
body.

76 MEMOIR OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1793.
Though mysterious Ms deatb and suffering, I beUeve tbat
Cbrist died to redeem us from sin ; and tbat, in and tMougb Hun,
believers bave access to tbe TMone of Grace. " Sih month, 1791,
My faitb being renewed in Cbrist Jesus, tbe Son and express
image of tbe Uving God, I bow in humility and bope, at tbe foot
stool of mercy, lookmg for redemption and remission of sm, 0 !
tbe malady of tbe soul ! bow foul it is !
Tbere is not, in nature, an antidote to so great eril ; but tbe
Lord of Ufe and glory came down from beaven, from tbe bosom
of Ms Eatber, to recover- lost mankmd, and tMow consolatary
bope mto tbe cup of human woe ; made a bitter cup by man's
disobedience and pride.
Gracious, boly Eatber ! open tbe bUnd eye ! unstop tbe deaf
ear ! tbat we may see and acknowledge tbe mystery of tby con
descending love!"
Towards tbe end of tbe year 1793, Mary Capper appears
to bave been absent from Birmingbam, attending upon a rick
friend; during tMs period sbe received tbe foUowing letters
from ber Mother: " Bfrmingbam, 18^;^ Septemher, 1793.
My dear Mary,
I bope tbey wUl not remove tbe young woman tUl tbe. doctor
tMnks it may be done vritb safety. Don't be uneasy on my
account, I continue tolerably weU, wben I am quiet ; and wbat
a blessmg it is tbat I bave it in my power to be so !
I am not so mucb alone as you may tbink, for my neigbbouTB
are kind in calling on me. Your brotber George dmes with
me most days, comes bome in good time at nigbt, and often looks
in, during tbe day,
EareweU, my dear Mary ! I sliall be truly glad to recrive

1798.] MEMOIR OF MAEY CAPPEE. 77
you, wben it is proper for you to come bome ; but I am not
impatient. BeUeve me, your smcerely affectionate Mother,
Eebecca Cappee."
"Colmore Eow, 23rd Septemher, 1793.
My dear Mary,
I am weU pleased tbat you think you may leave Park Gate,
vritb safety to your patient. W. Sbortbouse teUs me be intends
setting out to-monow to conduct you. He did mtimate, some
tfrne ago, a thought of taking you to Liverpool ; now K cfrcum
stances comcide, I wish you to embrace tbe opportumty, as
another may not offer. Don't hasten home at aU on my account ;
I seem at tMs moment qmte weU. I was out only once yesterday,
for tbe weather was rainy, and tbe wind very cold. I was very
mucb gratified, and I bope edffied, by a discourse on tbe words
of St. James, ' Let patience bave ber perfect work.'
I am, dear Mary,
Your truly affectionate Mother,
Eebecca Capper."
Eebecca Capper died m tbe 12tb month, 1793; but no
particulars are known of tbe iUness tbat terminated ber IKe, or of
ber closing moments.

78 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. [1794.

CHAPTER V.
TEAVELS DUEING THE YEAftS 1794 TO 1801.  VISITS AT STOKE
NEWINGTON, &C.

Mary Capper appears, from tbe time of ber Mother's decease, to
have devoted berseK to tbe serrice of ber Dirine Master ; being a
diUgent attender of reUgious meetings, and traveUmg mucb to
promote tbe spread of Truth and righteousness in various parts of
tMs country. Sbe was acknowledged as a mimster in tbe early
part of tbe year 1794. Her mimstry was sound and of a spiritual
character; baring berseK largely partaken of the conflict between
flesb and spirit, sbe was often concemed to encourage tbe sincere
hearted, patiently to submit to proving seasons, lookmg for
effectual belp to the Ugbt and power of our Lord Jesus Cbrist.
"1794. 3rd mo. Sih. I set out, vritb a minute expressive of tbe
concurrence of my own MontMy Meeting, to meet Mary Beesley
at Bromsgrove, in order to unite witb a committee of men friends
appointed by tbe Quarterly Meeting, to visit our MontMy and
Preparative meetings.
10th. After attending various meetings, retumed to Birming
ham, wbere tbe Meetmg for Mimsters and Elders was beld in the
evemng. Ruth EaUows and Sarah Stephenson were present.
22nd. Tbe friends of tbe committee met, and bad a solemn
opportumty of conference witb us, cMldren in tbe work ; to our
edification and encouragement. It was judged best to proceed in
tbe engagement, prerious to tbe Yearly Meeting.
24^^. Monthly Meeting at SMpstone; tbe gathering was
large, and measurably favoured witb solemmty ; to tbe comfort

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and encouragement of rightly exercised minds. We called upon
some famiUes, after wMcb we sat awMle togetber, under humbUng
feelings; tben separated to return to our several aUotments,
having fimshed the engagement; tMough wMcb we bad been
favoured witb tender unity of spirit, and we now part desiring
eacb others weKare and growth in tbe Trath. Yearly Meeting, 1794.
5ih month, 19ih. Martha Routh spread before tbe Meeting of
Ministers and Elders, a concem to pay a reUgious visit to Eriends
and others in America ; also John Wigbam, a simUar concem ;
these came under weighty consideration. In tbe aftemoon there
was a meetmg for discipUne, at the new meeting-bouse, for
Women Eriends ; tbe gathering, very large. Patience Cbester is
clerk, and Sarah Hustler assistant.
20^^. An affectmg epistle from Women Eriends in PhUadelphia
was read ; it set forth tbeir deep suffering and humUiation, wben
tbat city was awfuUy risited by tbe yeUow fever.
21s^. Attended tbe meeting for worsMp in White Hart Court,
to my refreshment and comfort. Mary Ridgway was particularly
favoured, on tbe words, 'Be stiU, and know tbat I am God !' I
was inwardly made sensible of tbe great need tbere is to keep on
tbe watcb, in these large meetings. O ! saith my soul, tbat we
Uttle ones may be preserved in tbe qmet, bumble, sUent, resigned
state ! Aware of the great importance of speaking in these assem
bUes, we sbould wait for tbat wMcb bums as a fire tbat wiU
hardly be restrained,
22nd. Certfficates were read, in tbe Select Meeting, expressive
of concunence witb tbe concern of tbe friends for visitmg America.
Some weighty counsel was given, recommending tbat tbey wbo
speak in these meetings sbould be careful only to speak from
necessity. The meetmg broke up under a covering of solemmty;
and my heart's desfre is tbat we may study to dweU in tbe stiU-
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I beUeve tbat some of us are tempted to tMnk, tbat unless we
appear to take some active part in Tratb's serrice, we may be
looked upon by others, and perhaps by ourselves, as useless, life
less members ; but far otherwise is my judgment at tMs tune.
Tbe bumble patient traveUer, wbo bears tbe burden of tbe word,
untu tbe right time comes for deliverance, (wben tbe message
vriU be accompamed by a measure of power and authority,)
assuredly works essentiaUy for tbe general good.
23rd. At Horslydown, gospel mimstry was dispensed tMougb
Mary Ridgway, a devoted servant. In tbe aftemoon, several
testimoMes conceming deceased mimsters were read, to tbe
tendering and bumbUng of some minds; raismg desfres to run witb
patience, the race set before tbem. One was from Wales, respect
ing Dorothy Owen ; and one from Ireland, relative to Job Scott.
24^;^. Our esteemed friend Samuel Emlen, accompanied by
another Eriend, made us a very acceptable risit. Tbe Men's
Meeting sent us, for perusal, a very interestmg commumcation
from Eriends in America ; some of wbom, in considering tbe late
awful risitation of some parts of tbat Continent, were so deeply
concerned for tbe general good, tbat tbey bad beUeved it requfred
from tbem, to represent to tbe Rulers and persons in power, tbe
necessity for tbefr exerting tbefr authority, to endeavour to
suppress all public amusements, gaming, stage entertainments,
and dram shops, as befrig sources of mucb immoraUty and pro
faneness, widely estrangmg tbe mind from God and godliness.
27^^. A caution was given to be especiaUy careful tbat our
conversation savour not of tbe spirit of tMs world ; that at a time
Uke tbe present, wben nation seems rismg against nation, and tbe
rumour of war sounds in our ears, we may get every one to our
tent, and tbere wait to be rightly prepared to meet the overtum-
ings wbicb may come ; not presuming to offer our own conjectures
upon events, but ratber studying to be quiet, and to mind our
own busmess ; tbe important business of knowing a preparation ,
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28ih. Answers to some of tbe epistles were read. A senti
ment ran tMougb my mmd, tbat a day may come wben we
shall feel some restrictions m our correspondence; at least in
tbe length of our communications ; refrafrung even from good
words. We bad a very acceptable risit from Thomas SMUitoe and
others, wbo exhorted us to keep to tbe power in wbicb our meet
ings were first established ; tbat no mouth sbould utter words
without Ufe ; but that in bumble waitmg upon God, we migbt
know a being baptized into tbe one Spirit, wherein all are
brought into true harmony.
Ann Tuke and otber women friends mentioned a concem to
risit tbe men's meetmg ; tbey bad tbe sympathy and concurrence
of feeUng minds. Susanna Row accompamed tbem, and on tbeir
return, sbe expressed her satisfaction in having been witb tbem.
Tbe meetmg concluded in awful, reverent sUence, and we separated
under bumbUng impressions. JOUENEY IN WALES,
1794. Sih mo. 3rd. Mary Beesley haring long felt a deep
concern of mmd, to pay a visit to friends m Wales, and in tbe
county of Hereford, my mind was, after serious consideration,
engaged to accompany ber; for tMs purpose we obtained
certfficates. On ffrst-day, after -attending a favoured meeting at
Worcester, we dined at Wick, witb tbe Parents of my friend, and
parted from tbem in mucb tendemess of spirit, and in a bumbUng
sense of our ovra inabUity for wbat we bad in prospect. TMougb
tbe care and Hndness of Eriends we were suitably provided.
Thomas Goode, of Bimungbam, was sent to accompany us
tMougb tbe journey, and Eobert Newman went witb us to Eoss.
Our first sta,ge was to Ledbury, wbere we lodged. One lonely
Woman Eriend, a widow, Uves in tbe town, and received a visit
from us very kmdly.
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Went on to Troy ; we bad to travel tbrough a beautKul country,
but the best Ufe was low vritb us.
3rd day. Before we left WiUiam Dew's, bad a Uttle gUmpse of
tbe Heavenly Eatber's love, on wMcb a few wprds were spoken,
and we separated in tendemess.
ith day. MontMy Meeting at PontimoU ; to wMcb place we
walked abont a mUe. Tbougb but few in number, tbere was
sometMng of Divine Power to be felt, wberein we seemed to be
owned as members of tbe Uving CathoUc Cburcb, wMch is of one
spirit, and is umted to tbe Head, Cbrist Jesus. My beloved
friend Mary Beesley was strengthened to open, in a weighty
manner, a concem to sit in tbe famiUes.
5th day. We came to James Lewis's, a remote situation
in a valley, at LaneUy, m BrecknocksMre. Rough and fatiguing
roads; we walked part of tbe way, tbougb heavy rain made it
difficult. Gih day. Set out in tbe mormng to visit Richard Harford and
Ms wKe, five nules off ; tbe road is bere esteemed good, and indeed
so tbe main road is ; bnt to ns tbe rocks and precipices were
alarming, tbougb to be admfred as awfuUy grand. It is a railroad
for tbe nse of a coal company : meeting witb tbefr wagons and
loaded horses was to me frightful ; bowever we were favoured to
get safely along. Eriends receive us witb mucb cordiaUty,
making plentiful provision for refresMng tbe body ; but ab ! a
few crumbs from our Master's table are stUl more desfrable to us,
for we are poor and stripped of inward consolation ; yet favoured
quietly to bope for a brighter season. After dinner we sat witb
tbe fanuly. If we are preserved from hurting others, or wounding
ourselves, it is no small favour. 0 ! Eatber, preserve us, and
leave us not ! for we cannot dfrect ourselves. In tbe evening,
sat witb James Lewis's famUy.
2nd day. Were favoured to leave Pontipool in peace, and came
to Penbow Castle, a good old farm bonse, wbere we were very
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not bom m our society, but conrinced by tbe secret power of
Truth in her own breast ; we did not see ber husband, wbo was
engaged in harvest work. In tins family lives a poor old man ;
bUndj and with locks as wMte as wool ; we spoke to Mm, and
bis remarks seemed to do us good, erinciug tbat Ms mind was
brought into cbUdlike simpUcity, as be, in a few words, described
Ms own weakness, and entfre dependence on Divine Goodness.
Tbe mistress of tbe bouse said be bad Uved witb tbem for many
years, and tbat sbe had seen Mm, at times, in tbe fields, apparently
in a retfred state of mind, witb tears trickUng down Ms cheeks.
Sbe accompamed us to SMre Newton, wbere was a small meet
ing. We sat witb tbe one Eriend's family, and some neighbours,
wbo seemed disposed to receive tbe Trutii in tbe love of it,
as ministered by very feeble instruments, who sought not tbefr
own exaltation. Retm-ned to Penbow, by a beautKul road, witb a
fine view of tbe Bristol channel.
3rd day. Tbe master of tbe bouse naade way for Ms men and
boys, vritb tbe maid servants, qmte a large number, to come and
sit down witb ns ; and I tMnk we may in humUity confess tbat
onr Heavenly Eatber favoured us, in mimstering, according to the
abiUty given, and we trast to tbefr edification. Staid all mgbt at
Newport. I note down, as a watchword for myseK, tbat I am tins day
made sensible tbat there is need to watcb ; and most especially in
times of favour, for bere is danger of sUding into a state of ease.
I bave this day felt tbe reproofs of instruction in my own mind,
for not being sufficiently guarded in my conduct toward strangers.
Tbere is a propensity in some natures to be open and unreserved ;
but I wish to be thankful for tbe gentle, internal monition, and
to remember tbat it is needful to be prudent, especiaUy wben
thus engaged in tbe service of tbe great cause of Truth ; even
innocent cheerfulness, if not strictly guarded, may lead into
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Isi day, 17ih. Attended tbe meetmgs at Swansea. A day of
humUiation and suffering. Eetumed to Neatb.
2nd day. Remained at our kind friend Evan Rees's; not being
fully satisfied in our minds, wMcb migbt be tbe right and safe
way for us to move; we were thankful in beUering tbat our
friends felt for us.
3rd day. Prepared to re-visit Swansea; Evan Rees accom-
pames us ; Eriends are very kind. We risited tbe few in tbefr
families. There are young people growing up, whose situation
seems to demand tender care.
5th day. Came to tbe bouse of Jane Lewis, Haverfordwest.
Gth day. Received tbe unexpected inteUigence of my brotber
Harry bemg called from tMs uncertain state of existence; Ms
iUness was short, and be bas left a young wKe, for wbom I
feel mucb. My dear Brotber was young, hardly past wbat is
termed tbe bloom of Ufe.
Isi day, 2ith. A low time in tbe meetmgs. In tbe famUy,
felt more IKe and Uberty ; tender counsel, caution and encourage
ment flowed toward tbe cMldren. Mary Beesley very poorly.
2nd day. It appears probable tbat we sbaU not feel clear of tMs
place without sitting in tbe famUies of Eriends. Jane Lewis
accompamed us into one family.
iih day. Came witb Damel Starbuck, to PUI, wbere Samuel
Starbuck and wKe, Ms son and daughter and tbefr Uttle ones
reside. Tbey were formerly from Nantucket ; and m tbe time of
tbe American troubles, were sufferers, witb many others.
5ih day. At meeting ; poverty of spfrit my aUotted portion.
After dinner, walked abont a nule to MUford, wbere Samuel Star-
buck, jun. Uves ; Ms wKe was sick, and we sat togetber m ber
chamber. We crossed tbe water, in a smaU boat, to risit a
serious woman wbo frequents our meetings ; ber husband is a
saUor ; tbe vessel lying near shore sbe sent for Mm, and I thought
we were favoured togetber, witb a Uttle sweet refreshment, tbougb
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mean ; but I thought tbere was sometMng to be felt, far preferable
to aU tbat tbe world could bestow. Returned to PiU.
7ih day. Damel Stai-buck and Ms wKe accompanied us to a
family wbo profess mtb us; but tbe female branches having
married ont of our Society, tbe spiritual Ufe seems to bave
received a check. Surely these maniages bave proved a great
Mnderance to our brightness as a people ! In these parts, in
particular, it seems to bave been tbe means of scattering. We
dined vritb these friends, and bad an opportumty to express tbe
desfre wMcb was raised, that the power of godliness might be
prefened to tbe form. Returned to Haverford.
1st day, 31st. At botb meetings. A day not without some
light and peace, tbougb intermixed witb bitters.
9th mo. 1st. Second day. We are yet bound bere. CaUed upon
a Morarian teacher wbo bad been to risit us ; truly a umting
power spread over us, and I beUeve we parted in tbat Cliristian
spfrit wbicb smcerely desfres eacb others growth in tbe real prin
ciple of Truth. Surely tbere stUl are different dispensations, as
to tbe outward, but one and tbe same spfrit ! In a few
words, deUvered in great simpUcity, H. S. exhorted us, 'as
we bad received Cbrist, so to walk m Hfrn.' In tbe aftemoon,
risited a serious family of Moravians, wbo seemed to receive us
witb open bouse and heart. We bad a soUd time togetber.
In tbe evening we bad an opportunity of solemn retfrement
witb Jane Lewis and five of ber cluldren; sometMng of tbe
Heavenly Eatber's love was felt.
3rd day. Very considerable was our exercise in not feeUng at
Uberty to go forward; after a season of some trial, and I trast
unfeigned supplication, we beUeved it right to bave an evemng
meetmg; wMcb, bemg mentioned in diffidence and fear, to
Jane Lewis and otber friends, we were encouraged to appoint
one. We particularly desfred tbe attendance of servants and
apprentice lads.
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is a tender, honest minded people in tbis place ; and assuredly
tbe Heavenly Eatber's love is over tbem, and vrill gather tbem
unto HimseK !
ith day. We attended tbe Women's MontMy Meeting; no
meeting for business beld by tbe men ; indeed tbe discipUne is
so low, tbat tbe very form is almost lost ; we wish tbat a rerival,
tMougb the power of Trath, may take place among tbem ; seeing
tbat many young people are growing up, wbo are mucb umn-
formed. We rather bope the American Eriends S. and A. Star-
buck, &c. wiU be umted, and add a Uttle strength, to these
feeble ones.
5th day. Parted from our kind friends Jane Lewis and others,
in an almost sUent feeUng of solemmty ; our spirits seeming stiU,
as it were, to hover round tbem, earnestly desiring tbefr growth
in tbe spiritual Ufe. We left tbem in a feeUng of sadness, and
pursued our journey in pensive quietness. Our kind and ancient
friend Samuel Starbuck, witb Ms valuable wife, accompamed us
on horseback. Came as far as Westmore, wbere we were com
fortably lodged in a Eriend's fanuly, after aniring late, as tbe
road was rough and difficult.
7ih day. Eeacbed Caermarthen. Tbe company of Samuel
Starbuck and Ms wKe, was a comfort and encouragement
to us.
Isi day, 9th mo. Gth. We went to meetmg in weakness and
fear; several sober people came in, and it proved a season of
favour. In the afternoon tbere was a large gathering, and tbe
power of Truth so far prevaUed, tbat aU seemed brought into a
degree of solemn stUlness. Some exhortations, and some plain
truths, were expressed.
2nd day. TraveUed tMougb a beautKul country to LlandUo ; we
met Job Thomas, wbo conducted my friend and me to Ms own
habitation, a very bumble, thatched dwelUng. We were kmdly
received by bis wife, a native of tbe mountains, wbo speaks no
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can afford, and we feel easy. It is bowever somewhat painful
tbat, as tbere is not room for our kmd friends Samnel Starbuck
and wife, tbey are obUged to ride a mUe farther.
3rd day. Om' kind, attentive friends came to breakfast with
us, and we went mne mUes, on horseback, mostly over tbe moun
tains, to visit a man Eriend; Ms habitation is mean, but Ms
hearty reception of ns, witb Ms soUd, innocent deportment, was
ample amends for tbe fatigue.
Our valued friends Samuel Starbuck and wKe left us tMs
evemng. Thefr company bas been very acceptable, and we feel
pam m parting from tbem, tbey bavmg been more like parents
to us tban any we bave met in our journey.
ith day. We took tea with Job Thomas's brotber and sister.
Some neighbours bad been mvited to meet at Job's bouse, and a
considerable number came. Job Thomas had sometMng to
express, bnt we sat sUent ; tbe people were qmet and soUd ; yet
I thought tbey were too mucb looking without, for that wMcb is
to be found witMn.
5th day. Went on horseback six nules to Newbouse, wbere
we attended a MontMy Meeting; tbere seemed to be honest
enquiring nunds, but too mucb outward. The members of our
Society are very few, and some of tbem appear not enough
separated from tbe language and conuptions of general custom.
Tbe meeting for business very small; tbe order of tbe dis
cipUne measurably preserved by Job Thomas; but tMngs are
low. In tbe evening came six mUes, fording tbe river Towey,
to Llandovery.
Gth day. Job Thomas accompamed us thirteen long mUes, over
rough mountam road, very difificult for a carriage ; we walked a
mUe or two and stopped at a very poor looking thatched house •
we bad a comfortable dinner, weU cooked, for wMcb tbey charged
only eightpence eacb. We afterwards forded tbe river Irvon
and came ten Welsh nules to Builtb.
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with us to Eees Bowen's quiet habitation. Tbe road was ragged,
and we were glad to reach tbe bouse of our kind friend, bemg
weary in body and mmd.
1st day, 13ih. WaUced to the Pales Meetmg.
iih day. Set forward, but it rained smartly, and we were very
wet before we reached tbe Eriend's bouse; appearances were ratber
discouraging, tbe master and mistress bemg from bome, and a
poor servant gfrl, witb tMee or four cMldren, seemed abnost
frightened at us ; tbe bouse very mean, but Uke many others we
bave seen ; and of tMs we bope never to utter a word of com
plaint; indeed we felt it to be cause for tbankfiUness to be
received; and after a time, tMngs became more comfortable.
Wben tbe woman friend retumed, sbe made up a good fire, and
gave us some tea, witb a hearty welcome, wMcb quite satisfied us.
Being fatigued, we soon retfred to rest, and were accommodated
far beyond our expectation, witb a good bed, dry Unen, &c.
5ih day. We bad a reUgious opportumty witb tbe famUy,
under a measure of our Heavenly Eatber's love. We tben set
out for Pencraigg ; a terrKying storm of vrind and rain came on,
sucb as we bad never experienced ; but at length, being some
times on horseback and at others waUdng, we safely reached our
journey's end, to our no smaU comfort. Poor, wet, dirty figures
we were ! so we went to bed wMle our clothes were dried.- We
bere met witb James Lewis, from Llanelly, wbo bad kindly been
from place to place, in order to join us; it is some encouragement
to our feeble minds, wben we find valuable friends so disposed to
belp us on our way.
Gth day. A season of reUgions retfrement in tbe famUy,
Walked to visit a poor man, witb wbom we bad an affectmg
time, under a sense of a tried, tempted state. Left hiTn in a
very tender frame of nund.
7ih day. Weather bound; wMcb is no little disappointment;
bowever we are preserved tolerably quiet in our nunds.
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being favourable, we returned to Rees Bowen's, and were
thankful to be once more quietly and comfortably accommodated.
2nd day. My dear friend mucb indisposed and very low, wMcb
is discouraging to me ; I strive after resignation, and bope for a
brighter day.
3rd day. Mary Beesley is better ; we went, on horseback, to
risit two famiUes, each consistmg of a man and wKe, and five
cMldren. In tbe evemng, Tunotby Bevington, Thomas CoUey,
Josepb Gurney Bevan, and Richard PMUips, arrived very un
expectedly at Rees Bowen's, appomted by tbe Yearly Meeting
to risit tbe meetings m Wales ; a service wMcb I bope wiU prove
edifying, for tbey are in want of belp.
ith day. Went to BuUtb, after baring a meeting.
Gih day. Tbe Week-day Meeting ; a comfortable season m
sUent waitmg.
Isi day, 27ih. Sat tbe meetmg in poverty, tbougb not without
some sense of good. Eatber of mercies ! K we are right,
strengthen us stiU in tbe right to stay ! K we are wrong, tby Ugbt
impart, to lead and teacb tbe better way ! Surely Tbou bast
raised m our hearts a smcere desfre to be tby obedient cMl
dren ! tbe desfre after good is thme, and tbe work of righteous
ness is altogether thme ; and tby power alone can carry on and
perfect tby own work !
Very unexpectedly, a Uttle Ugbt broke m upon us, as we were
sittmg togetber, retfred m spirit, after some Scripture readmg,
and a few words, spoken m tendemess by Rees Bowen. It was
a refreshment, to our droopmg minds, and we retfred to rest,
somewhat rerived.
2nd day. Rees Bowen accompamed us to tbe school, near
Llamdloes, where we were kindly received by Robert WMtaker
and Ms vrife.
3rd day. Sat witb one famUy. After dinner our certificates
were read, before tbe cMldren vritbdrew, and we bad an oppor
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a very pleasant walk to risit tbe family of Richard Brovm;
and another famUy, in a very poor cottage. Our minds were
comforted m these lowly cots. We had also a time of solid
retfrement in spfrit witb Robert WMtaker and wKe."
Extract of a letter from AbigaU Starbuck to M. C. and M. B.
received at R. B — 's. "Milford, 17th of9ih monih, 1794.
My DEAE Eeiends,
We were mucb pleased to bear from you, as you bave been
mucb tbe compamons of our conversation, since we left you in
this your arduous undertaking, sincerely wisMng you comfort
and encouragement in your passmg along; wMcb we bave no
reason to doubt, as I beUeve your mmds are engaged to discbarge
tbe trust tbat is committed to you. Dear Eriends, I may assure
you it was vritb reluctance we left you ; for tbe Uttle tfrne tbat we
were witb you bad made you feel very near to us, and we felt a
near sympathy witb you at parting.
We were obUged for your information of tbe committee's
intention of visiting us, and bope tbey may be a means of
strengtbemng tbe weak among us, for we have need of belp ;
tbougb I am sensible tbey cannot do tbe work for ns, (although
far more experienced) bnt tbat we must eacb look to our own
standing. It is my wish tbat we may ; and tbat we were worthy
to be remembered by you, and to umte in desfre after strength
to press forward. I beUeve you wiU be often remembered by us,
in our sequestered situation and lonely sittings. We are obUged
to yon for your care about our gettrng bome, and can say tbe
satisfaction we received in your company, more than compensated
for tbe Uttle fatigue of tbe journey. We found our cMldren weU.
Witb our united love to you, in wMcb they beartUy join.
Your affectionate friend, Abigail Staebuck."
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beUeve tbat Divine Love is extended, to gather tbe returmng
prodigal. Sat also witb a young woman wbo frequents our
reUgious meetings ; ber parents being present. It was a time of
renewal of strength. Had a satisfactory opportimity witb tbe
cMldren after dinner ; aU seemed attentive, and some tendered ;
as were our own spirits. Our mmds bave been a Uttle refreshed
m tMs place.
10^^ of Isi month. Fifth day. Left Llamdloes, and came eight
miles to Eskergocb, wbere we sat tbeir smaU meeting. Tbe
accommodations very lowly ; we bad a Uttle refreshment witb us,
after partaking of wMcb, and distributmg our morsel, came
twelve mUes, to MacbynUetb. Richard Brown accompanied us ;
Ms pleasant countenance and Ms soUd conduct, seemed to do us
good. Gih day. Tbe mornmg wet, but we set forward witb our
acceptable gmde; afternoon fine; got to Llwydee, and were
Mndly received at tbe bouse of Henry Owen, wMcb is sunounded
by huge rocks ; witb a grand riew of Cardigan Bay.
Isi day, ith of 10th monih. Tbe meetmgs were beld at Henry
Owen's ; some sober people attended.
2nd day. We set out, accompamed by Henry Owen and wKe,
and our pleasant guide, Richard Brown. I rode single ; the road
rugged and stony, surrounded by prodigious mountams, witb
precipices, and tbe sea roUing below ; tbe appearance awful, but
my mmd was preserved from apprehension of danger, wMcb was
no smaU favour. After emerging from between lofty rocks, just
at twiUght, Dolgelley appeared ratber a pleasant spot, tbougb it is
a poor mean town.
3rd day. Went to a meeting appointed at Tyddyn-y-garreg; but
few Eriends. After some conffict, we gave up to wbat we appre
hended might tend to peace ; and accompanied by Richard Brown,
proceeded to sit in tbe famUies separately, and were favoured to
get tMougb to satisfaction.
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mutual tendemess, from our kind guide Richard Brown. Tbe
country now open and beautKul, but my tbougbts were mucb
witb tbe inhabitants of tbe mountains. Reached SMewsbury.
BuUdings and signs of opulence, very different from wbat we bave
left. Our minds in a low spot ; though tMough condescending
mercy, no raUmg accusation disturbed our measure of peace.
Gih day. Tbe few Eriends met us bere. Received letters."
Among these was one from AbigaU Starbuck, of wMcb tbe
following is an extract. " MUford, lOih oflOih monih, 1794.
Dear and esteemed Eeiend, Maey Beesley,
We bave been anxious to bear bow you get along, and we bad
tbe pleasure to bear from you by tbe Eriends tbat risited tMs
quarter ; tbeir concern was to strengthen wbat remained, and to
endeavour to buUd up tbe waste places, and to encourage in us a
diUgent perseverance in tbe Truth. It appeared to me that tbefr
counsel and admomtion was dropped m mnch caution and
tenderness, and I bope it may be attended to by us all. Tbefr
risit was truly acceptable.
My dear friend, I feel myseK much obUged to tbee for tby
tender counsel and advice to our son Samuel, and hope it may
make lastmg impression on Ms mind. It is my desfre, for mine,
tbat tbey may be enabled to make straight steps, baring tbefr
eye single, to tbat wMcb is able to preserve from tbe snares and
temptations wMcb may present ; and as for us tbat are advanced
m years, tbougb we are far short of bemg as way-marks, it is my
desfre tbat we may so condnct ourselves as not to be stumbUng-
blocks; but tbat we may endeavour to press forward, tbougb
many times nnder a sense of our own weakness and unwortMness,
feeUng desfres to umte witb tbe living, and to be favoured to
partake of tbe crumbs wMcb fall from tbefr tables.
Samuel desfres gratefully to acknowledge tby kindness to Mm ;
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was pleased to bear of tbefr being at Llamdloes, and would be
obUged by tbefr opimon respectmg the school."
"7 th day. Set out for Coalbrookdale ; good road and fine
country ; tbe Severn winds beautKully. Not a Uttle gratffied m
meetmg witb our very kmd friend, Richard Reynolds, Ms wKe,
and dear P. H. Gurney.
Isi day, Ylth. Sat tbe preparative and otber meetings.
2nd day. CaUed at two schools, supported by tbe Dale Eriends,
for tbe instiuction of poor cMldren. It was pleasant to sit witb
tbe cMldren, and to observe the care exercised toward tbem.
We tben walked to the Cottage, a quiet retreat : we were
accompamed by dear P. H. Gurney, wbo bas an apartment at tbe
Cottage, for her own accommodation, furmshed in simpUcity.
ith day. Several Eriends accompanied us to tbefr MontMy
Meetmg, at SMewsbury. A small gathering.
Gth day. Came to tbe bouse of T. Warmg, at Leommster.
Our mare faiUng in strength, we judged it best to send ber to
Worcester, under tbe care of our attentive and constant guide,
Thomas Goode, wbom we also think it right to set at Uberty to
return bome. We bave to acknowledge Ms unKormly obUgmg
care towards us, throughout our long journey.
7 th day. Again set our faces toward tbe mountains, to attend
an adjourned MontMy Meeting, at tbe Pales, m Radnorsbfre.
WUUam Young was so kmd as to accompany us. Got to Eees
Bowen's about dusk.
1*^ day, 18ih. Agreeably surprised to see Eichard Brown, wbo
bad come to meet us. Several sober people attended tbe meet
ing, to our satisfaction, and we bope in no way to tbefr own
hurt. At tbe meeting for discipUne, most of tbe few members
and tbefr cMldren were present, and we bave some ground to tMnk
it was a favoured opportumty, to our encouragement. Tbe bands
of tbe very few rightly concemed Eriends in these parts stand in
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20ih. A beautKul day for our return to Leominster.
21si. At meeting. A weighty part of our concern remains to
be accompUshed ; that of sitting in tbe famiUes of Eriends of
tMs county.
23rd. Entered on tbe service; tbe company of our friend
WUUam Young is very acceptable to us.
24^/*. Simple obedience to apprehended requirings is no smaU
exercise; but worthy is the Lord to be waited upon, and in
humUity obeyed!
29^^. Came to meeting at Bromyard.
30;!^. A day of humiliation and poverty of spirit. Sat witb
tbe famiUes ; in tbe evening, favoured witb a peaceful cabn.
llih mo. 1st. Came to Thomas Pritcbard's at Eoss.
ith. A Uttle favoured witb tbat wMcb tenders and contrites
tbe bard heart; wbicb is not at our command, but is very
precious, and worth waiting for.
Gth. Went ten miles to risit a famUy ; very affecting was tbe
situation of tbe man Eriend; lamenting, in mucb contrition,
tfrne passed, witb faciUties abused ; an awful lesson !
10^.^. Eode on horseback to Cowkeny, and sat witb tbe fanuly.
this concludes tbe engagement bere. My mind is in a low
spot; bnt upon a retrospect, do not feel condemnation, but
encouragement to continued prayer to tbe Eatber of mercies, tbat
I may be a bumble, patient beUever, waiting at the footstool of
Divine Grace.
llih. We bave not felt at Uberty to leave tMs place, to-morrow
being the Monthly Meeting. If favoured witb a Uttle renewal of
strength to our edification, we shall not murmur, tbougb we
feel it desfrable to reach our journey's end.
12th. Sat tbe meetings under close exercise ; we trust tbat our
desfres were honest, and tbe rest we must leave ; but 0 ! may
tbe Eatber of mercies more and more mamfest of Ms own vrisdom
and pure righteousness, in tbe secret of our hearts ! and may we
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14^^. Eavoured at Worcester Meeting, with inward comfort
and peace."
Soon after tbe conclusion of tMs journey, Mary Capper went to
pay a visit to ber brotber Jasper, at Stoke Newington, during
wMcli sbe wrote as foUows : — " 1795,1«^ monih, Hh. Isi day.
As I rode tMs evenmg from London to Stoke Newington, it
came under my consideration whether it migbt not be profitable
to myseK, or in some measure to tbe dear cMldren witb wbom
my lot is now cast, to take some written account of my daUy
tbougbts and actions, witb tbe most prevaUing dispositions of my
mind. It is under humiUating apprehensions tbat I enter upon
tMs work, as I mean to be honest in tbe main, tbougb I often
tMnk it a favour tbat we are not obUged to teU all we tbink ; for
strange is tbe motley throng of human tbougbts !
TMs mornmg after walking to town witb my Brotber, Molly,*
and tbe cMldren, went to meetmg, wbere our friend Thomas
Scattergood was favoured, in gospel love and power, largely to
minister instraction, consolation and encouragement to tbe
devoted in heart ; particularly to tbe young and rising genera
tion ; and I tMnk tbat according to my measure, my desfres were
sincere and earnest tbat tbe dear chUdren (some of whose mmds
I am persuaded are favoured witb pious impressions,) may be
rightly encouraged to bold on tbefr way, in boly integrity.
In tbe afternoon, after some conffict of doubts and fears, I
ventured to express a few words ; whether under right influence
I must leave to Him wbo judgeth in mercy : but for tMs sweet,
consolatory word mercy, as a distmguisMng attribute of our
Creator and Redeemer, surely my heart would faint witMn me !
* Mary Whiting, afterwards Harding ; for thirteen years the faithful and
beloved nurse in J. C's family; and one to whom Mary Capper was much
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At the cMse of tbe day, wMle my Sister was readfrig tbe Scrip
tures, my nUnd was favoured witb a little overflowing tenderness.
2nd day. I attended tbe MorMng Meeting. I trust it was
not an unprofitable season; it is not pleasant, but I beUeve it is
weU for us, to be sKted as wheat.
3rd day. Eavoured vritb a renewed desire to walk in bumiUty,
simpUcity and faitMulness, under wMcb I felt affectionately
umted to tbe dear cMldren, tbefr beloved mother, &c.
Tbe cMldren went to tbefr Grandfather's, and EUzabeth Ery,
vritb ber daughter EUzabeth, took tea bere, I thought tbefr
company pleasant. In tbe evening my Brotber read some
chapters of tbe Bible to us, and my nund was comforted. In
bumble gratitude I may note tbat, during tbe greater part of tMs
day, I bave been, tMougb adorable mercy favoured, witb a secret
bope of preservation, and desfre after it ; of myseK notMng ; but
in mercy, not consumed !
ith day. Without mucb hesitation, left my bed soon after six.
Had a gentle reproof from my mece Rebecca, for bemg too long
m dressmg ; sbe seemed to tMnk I bad lost some time, wMcb I
migbt bave employed m improving myseK vritb ber, in tbe
Erencb language ; we read together before breakfast. Went to
town; it was MontMy Meeting. Desirous tbat I may be favoured
to distinguish tbe voice of tbe true Shepherd from tbe voice of
tbe stranger, and tbat I may be made bumble, wiUing and
obedient. 5th day. In tbe Scripture reading and solenm pause, my mind
was comforted. My Brotber was so kind as to read us a Uttle
account of tbe method, pursued by MmseK and my Sister, m tbe
instruction and edncation of tbeir cMldren. Witb some parts
my mind was mucb affected, even to tears ; and a languElge arose
in my heart, 0 ! tbat all parents were thus solidly concerned for
tbe good of tbefr offspring ! As I look toward my otber near
and dear relatives wbo stand in tMs important station, and
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reUgion, in its trae spirit and power, may so work upon tbeir
nunds as to open tbefr understandings in tbe way tbat is right,
and tbat wiU lead to peace, wben the world, and all its gaudy,
busy scenes, sbaU vamsb as a dream.
Gth day. Dear Rebecca shewed some disposition to self-will
and Ul-bumour at ber studies tMs morning ; in tbe evening, in
some tendemess of spirit, I ndngled my teai-s witb bers, I trust
to our mutual comfort, and renewed encouragement to strive
agamst tbe evU propensities of our nature, and to wrestle for tbe
everlastmg blessing. Experienced sweet reviving hope and faitb,
wMle my Brotber read a portion of tbe propbecies of Habakkuk.
Retfred to rest m peace.
Isi day, llih. At meetmg, my mmd ratber insensible to good,
but kept aUve m tbe secret bope and beUef, tbat none ever
sought tbe Lord m vain, tbougb He is pleased at times to Mde
tbe Ugbt of Ms countenance from Ms waitmg, dependent cMl
dren. In simpUcity, humility and faitb is our safety.
3rd day. StUl favoured witb desfres after preservation, and
witb some sense of my own weakness, and utter inabiUty to
belp or save myseK. Eelt also a strong and affectionate desire
for tbe best weKare of my near and very dear relatives.
5ih day. After tbe usual readmg, M. WMting walked witb me
to Tottenham meetmg. A Uttle act of obedience to apprehended
duty, in visiting a famUy under affliction, seems to bave reUeved
my nund from some oppression; and tbe kindness of some friends
was comforting to me. May tbe Eountain and Eatber of Uving
mercies be pleased, in Ms own free grace, to preserve me, witb
all Ms Uttle ones, in simpUcity and in true lowliness, and in
obedience to Ms own requfrmgs ; in condescending mercy, giving
us to distmgmsb wbat is Ms boly wiU concermng us !
Gih day. Tbe first breatMng of my spfrit was after preservation
from aU evil, and tbat I migbt more fuUy know tbe Power tbat
leads from every hurtful tMng. In tbe aftemoon the Uttle
gfrls and I visited some poor families, and bad a degree of sweet
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satisfaction in being empowered to give some reUef. Great are
tbe necessities of tbe poor at tMs day ; added to tbe extreme
severity of tbe weather ; every article of food is at a Mgb price;
a quartern loaf is Is. 5d. ; mucb is done by subscription, to
alleviate tbefr sufferings, and mucb is wanted.
7 th day. In my private cogitations, found seK still aUve, and
tbat its branches shoot in aU dfrections, and stUl want tbe
pruning knKe. One of the dear cliildren a little untoward ; but
npon retiring to rest, after lying awbUe upon tbe pUlow, tender
ness and contrition were granted. Precious are tbe evidences of
a broken heart and contrite spfrit ; it is my joy to be permitted
feeUngly to participate.
19ih. Second day. Another little gfrl added to my Sister's oUve
branches. My mece Rebecca, witb ber little sister Katharine,
went to Plasbett, vritb tbefr Aunt Ery. Tbe dear remaimng
cMldren were as qmet as migbt be expected, bnt I felt myseK a
very poor substitute among tbem, and was ratber uncomfortable.
I endeavoured to ffil my Sister's station, by attendmg to tbe Uttle
one's lessons. In tbe afternoon more at leisure, and enjoyed tbe
respite; in tbe evemng tbe subject of our reading was very
affecting ; relative to some of tbe grievous fruquities of tbe Slave
Trade. 0 ! bow cruel is tbe human heart, wben not changed by
tbe power of God ! I feel sad under tbe consideration.
Gih day. The mgbt was so intensely cold tbat I could
scarcely sleep ; wbat tben must be tbe sufferings of tbe baK-
clotbed and hungry poor !
A Erencb lesson before breakfast; read afterwards in tbe
Epistle to tbe Hebrews. Tbe cbUdren, at tbefr usual occupations,
did not give much trouble, bnt my nund was anxious and not
conKortable. I seemed to wish for more abUity to instruct
tbe young mmd, and felt myseK very ignorant in divers useful
tMngs. I thought it would be pleasant to be learned, without
tbe trouble of learning ; as in a higher concern, it is desfrable to
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25^7*. First day. Walked to town ; on our way tbere and back,
my nephew Samuel and I caUed upon some poor famiUes, and
gave a Uttle, tMougb tbe bounty of a Eriend in London. The
long contmued severity of tbe weather caUs for consideration of
tbe poor. Tbe river is so frozen tbat tbe bargemen cannot
foUow tbefr usual occupation. Coals are tMee sMllmgs per
busbel, and I am told tbat some of tbe poor buy tbem by tbe
quart. Thermometer twenty-one degrees below tbe freezing point.
A warm desfre bas been raised in my heart, on my own
account, tbat I may botb be preserved from offering tbe sacrffice
of fools" and from keeping back wbat may be compared to
tbe smaU tithes, wben tbey are really reqmred at my bands.
O ! for a right spirit, and a discermng judgment !
28ih. Tbe meeting proved a time of conffict. Surely our
spfritual enemies are lively ! StUl I bave bope in tbe promises.
Tbe Redeemer of men is my Captam and my Saviour. 0 ! may
my spfrit cleave unto Mm, tben ¦noil my soul be kept from the
jaws of the devourer. Elizabeth Ery took me back to Newing
ton. In tbe evenmg my mind was not m a desirable state. I
spoke to my mece Rebecca in a wrong manner ; wMcb upon cool
reflection, I was made wUUng to acknowledge and condemn. 0 !
tbe bumUiations wMcb faUen nature stands in need of.
29ih. Surely our Heavenly Eatber deals graciously with us,
wben He discovers to us our insufficiency, onr weakness and our
dependent state ! During tbe morning's reading and retirement,
my spfrit was raised in desfre to follow our spiritnal Joshua, that
I may witness all tbe poUuted inhabitants to be destroyed ; and I
wished tbe dear cMldren nught be fed witb the sincere mUk of tbe
word, and grow thereby, so as to become vaUant in resisting evil.
31si. A dawn of fresh comfort tMs morning, and tbe day
passed m more tranqmUity tban some preceding ones. It seems
probable tbat my Sister may soon be restored to ber important
station in tbe famUy. May sbe grow in spiritual strength !
2nd month, Isi. First day. MUd but gloomy morning. We
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walked to town ; tbe meetings were dull. If tbe great Lord and
Master sMne not in npon our souls, bow is our brightness
obscured ! yet tbougb be tany, let us wait for Him. I dined
witb Elizabeth Berington, and lodged vritb A. CMisty. In tbe
evemng we bad a time of retfrement, in wMcb I felt a glow of
desfre tbat tbe dear yonng people migbt press tMougb every
discouragement, and follow tbeir spfritual Leader. And 0,
gracious Sariour ! preserve and lead me also ; tbat wMle I
apprehend it right to speak unto others, I myseK become not a
castaway. 3rd day. Our usual engagements gone through witb calm
ness. M. WMtmg and I risited several poor, and relieved tbeir
wants, tMougb tbe bounty of others ; to our gratffication and
tbefr comfort. Coals and provisions stiU advancing m price, and
many are tMown ont of work by tbe frost.
5th day. My nephew Samuel accompamed me to distribute to
tbe sick and distressed ; afterwards I sat in my Sister's room ;
sbe, witb ber infant daughter Mary, is flnely. In tbe evemng,
as I was sitting by tbe bed-side of one of tbe dear cMldren, and
reflecting on tbe prevailmg disposition of my mind during the
day, I was favoured witb brokenness in tbe recoUection tbat
basty and impatient expressions bad escaped my lips, to my own
hurt and tbat of tMs dear cMld, wbo gently, and with becoming
diffidence, became my instractor. Sweet and very precious is
sucb a monitor, and my desfre is tbat I may reaUy profit.
Gih day. 'The word of tbe Lord is quick and powerful;' a
reprover of evil, discermng and mamfesting tbe tbougbts ; and I
bave believed it no smaU favour to be made sensible of such a
secret Power. TMs mormng, tbe dear cbUdren not quite so
well disposed for application as at some times; but wbo is
unKormly disposed toward good? Tbere is need of patience,
botb witb ourselves and others.
12if^. Very severely cold. At tbe mormng reading and
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our Heavenly Eatber was extended toward us. My Sister went
tMougb some of tbe cMldren's lessons ; tbey also studied with
tbefr master. A liberal and guarded education, under tbe eye of
judicious and weU informed parents or teachers, appears to me
no smaU pririlege, wbere the young mmd is preserved from
imbibmg false ideas, and is instructed as to tbe different nature
of tMngs, witb a foundation of useful knowledge, instead of
tbat superficial learmng wMcb puffs up, and does not profit.
Eebecca and I risited some poor famiUes, and bad tbe comfort
of finding tbem m improved cfrcumstances.
23rd. Second day. Tbe Mormng Meetmg was a time of
solenmity and instraction. Dined at Josepb Smith's, with T,
Scattergood and WiUiam Crotch. CaUed on a sick Eriend and
was comforted. Tbe frost seems again broken up ; dreadful bave
been tbe accounts of floods in various parts, and compUcated are
the distresses of many.
Srd duy. My Brotber far from weU.
5ih day. In tbe nigbt be was mucb worse, and our distress
was great, yet something of resignation was felt; my dear
Brotber expressed tbat K tbe time of separation was come, be
bad nothing to depend on but mercy ; and mdeed I beUeved tbat,
bad be tben breathed Ms last, be would bave been received into
tbe arms of condescending Mercy. He bas been very weak
to-day, tbougb in a favoured, tender frame of spirit. If we dare
desfre, it is for Ms restoration; nevertbeless resignation is our
lesson, and may tbe great Master give us abiUty to leam, Hun
self being our Teacher.
Gth day. My beloved Brotber is mucb better, and it appears
Ukely tbat be may be spared a little longer, to ffil tbe nnportant
stations of husband and father ; wMcb is no smaU favour. I
think my spfrit craves for him, as for my own soul, tbat we
may find a Redeemer's love and mercy, to strengthen and
sustain, in every succeeding combat witb flesb and blood, wMch
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leaving tMs famUy, so as to be at my own Quarterly Meeting at
Bfrnungbam, brings me into a strait; nor bave I yet .fully
determined. 7ih day. My Brotber continues to improve. In tbe evemng
we were favoured witb a little quiet waiting in Ms chamber;
wbererein my mind was affected witb a sense of our Heavenly
Eatber's love, and gracious design, in banding tbe cup of
affiiction. My dear Rebecca was particularly brought near to
my best feeUngs, and some remarks, made in our Uttle privW;e
retfrement together, affected me ; surely tbe dear cMld is under
tbe preparing, purifying Hand ! May all tbe dear cbUdren be
preserved from everytMng tbat can barm tbem !
Srd mo. Isi. London, Firsi day. I have tMs day thought it
matters Uttle wbat we suffer, K it bave but a tendency to stay
our minds upon God. Tbe two little girls and I rode to town ;
tbere was mucb snow. In tbe evemng we bad a time of retfre
ment. It is our design to stop a day or two witb my Brotber
and Sister in Martin's Lane, as I stUl tMnk of returmng to
Bfrnungbam soon.
Srd day. Tbe weather stUl cold and gloomy. I attended
Devonsbfre House Meeting ; a solid opportumty. My dear Uttle
gfrls ratber too mucb dissipated, to tbe hurt, as I thought, of
tbefr own peace, and to my dissatisfaction.
iih Srd mo. Fourth day. We attended Gracecburcb Street
MontMy Meeting. Went to see my dear brotber Jasper, and
were comforted to flnd bim better. I tMnk I feel desfres for our
growth in tbe Truth, and establishment therein. In tbe
prospect of learing, I may add, tbat my visit bas been some
belp, strength and encouragement, to my feeble mind."
Extract of a letter from Jasper Capper to Mary Capper.
"Stoke Newington, 10;!^ of Srd m^. 1795.
My deae Sistee,
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one sentence before me; wbicb is, tbat since our separation,
tbe Uttle sittings we were favoured to bave during tby visit,
bave retumed witb savom* to my recoUection ; and some words
tben dropped bave seemed to yield secret nourishment ; parti
cularly tbose recommending us not to look for great manifesta
tions, but to keep Uttle and low. I bave been, many times of
late, made prisoner under tbe cruel bands of Giant Despafr, tbat
is, so far as Doubting Castle ; yet tMougb mercy, not given over
into Ms power. Now and tben a dawn of bope revives my soul ;
and haring no otber refuge but mercy, tMougb Jesus Cbrist,
wbo ' came into tbe world to save sinners,' I endeavour to bold
fast tMs confidence."
No further memoranda occur tiU tbe summer of next year.
"Bfrnungbam, 1796. Gih mo. 21st. Returned to my lodgmgs,
after bavmg been absent two months or more, in wMcb time I
bave visited, agreeably and I bope not unprofitably to myseK,
some of my friends, attended tbe Yearly Meetmg, and staid
some time vritb my brotber Jasper's family ; setting my Brotber
and Sister at Uberty to make a Uttle excursion among tbefr
friends and relations in WiltsMre, &c.
27^^. CaUed at Bingley, and saw our suffering friend P.
Earmer, wbo appears near ber end; long and trying bas been
ber bodUy afiiiction, and exemplary ber patience, tMougb tbe aid
of tbat Dirine power tbat belpetb our infirmities.
7 th mo. Srd. I bave spent a few days agreeably witb T. and
E. Biddle. My mind is under an increasing weight of concem,
in tbe prospect of joimng some Eriends, in a reUgious visit to
the famiUes of our monthly meeting.
7ih. An Evemng Meetmg was beld, at tbe request of WUliam
Savery, from America,
Sih. Our confficting friend, P. Earmer, was released. Dmed
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sweet feUowship, Secretly and earnestly engaged m desfre for
preservation ; and K it be meet, enlargement m tby law, 0 !
my Heavenly Eather,
13th. Laid before tbe MontMy Meetmg my prospect of joining
in a reUgious visit to tbe families of Eriends,
Iith. We proceeded in tbe risit, and are encouraged to go
forward m tbe strength granted ; not looking to ourselves. John
SoutbaU and Mary Beesley are my compamons.
9th mo. Gih. Concluded tbe famUy risit. I bave Uttle to say,
but bave a humble bope tbat mercy wiU yet be extended to
myself, a poor unworthy servant.
Srd mo. 5ih, 1797. Our valued friend John Southall was
removed by deatb. I look back with comfort to Ms simple,
bumble dedication ; and I bave also felt a Uttle consolation m
baring accompamed Mm last summer in tbe risit to tbe famUies
of tMs MontMy Meeting.
22nd. Our friends Ruth EaUows and John Cash sat our
meetmg; examples of sUent retfrement in spfrit.
25^^. Euth EaUows left us. I wish instructively to remember
ber qmet example under suffering.
5ih month 12th. Having beard of tbe deatb of our mucb
valued friend Hannab Burgess, I tbink to set ont for Leicester
to-morrow, in order to be at tbe interment at Oakbam, and to
proceed to tbe Yearly Meeting.
ISth. Eeacbed Leicester, and was kindly helped forward by
John Priestman, to EidUngton Park, a bouse of solemn mourn
ing. John Cash and WiUiam and Henry Tuke, attended tbe
burial. London. Tbe Yearly Meeting was weU attended, and in
some of its sittmgs, much solemmty was to be felt ; to some of
us it was a very bumbUng time, but perhaps not unprofitable.
George DUlvryn, David Sands and WUUam Savery gave a satis
factory account of a reUgious visit wMcb tbey bad paid in some
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after tbe close of tbe Yearly Meeting, but my mind seemed, from
tbe Uttle I could feel, stiU bound to London. I bave attended
various meetings, and bope I bave from time to time been
instructed and strengthened to bold on ; in tbe renewed beUef
tbat it is good to wait, and quietly to bope, and to be patient,
when we are tried and sifted as wheat.
After some consideration, I thought I migbt be doing my
Brotber and Sister a kmdness by staymg witb tbefr famUy, and
setting tbem at Uberty to attend tbe General Meeting at
Ackworth, &c. Tbey were absent six weeks.
9ih mo. 2nd. I left Stoke Newington and came to Hertford.
Went to Special West's, m Ms Uttle cart ; found tbem in pretty
good bealtb, and in more comfortable outward circumstances
tban formerly. I beUeve tbefr concern for tbe weKare and
prosperity of Zion and ber travallers, is stUi aUve and daUy
cherished. Gih. A certfficate was brought m to tbe Monthly Meeting for
signature, expressive of umty witb Mary Pryor, in ber concem
to visit some parts of America.
Sih. Concluded it best to proceed homeward, baring for
some time bad a riew of accompanymg Mary Beesley m a risit
to some of tbe meetmgs of Eriends in Worcestersbfre and
Herefordsbfre ; witb wMcb I bad acquainted my friends. John
Ery was so Mnd as to bring me to Luton, m Bedfordsbfre.
I was very kindly received, entertained, and I may add com
forted, at tbe bonse of Damel Brown; tbefr son took me to
Dunstable. llth. Came bome by coacb) 'tis pleasant to return in safety :
for tMs favour I am thankful.
13ih. At tbe MontMy Meeting, spread my prospect before
my friends, witb a smcere desfre to bave tbefr judgment and
feeUng, and to submit thereunto.
25th. Quarterly Meetmg at Leicester. Some momes were
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and a good tMng to inspect, and cheerfuUy to reUeve, tbe
necessities of our poor.
lOih mo. 2nd. Arrived at Wick, and found my dear friend
Mary Beesley tolerably well.
Sth. Firsi day. We were at a meeting appomted at Almerly,
a spot wbere none of our Society now reside. We bope tbat
neither the Cause tbat we were engaged feebly to support, nor
tbe mind of any honest enqnfrer, was wounded. Tbe company
of our valued friend WUUam Young, vritb some others from
Leommster was particularly acceptable. We sat a meeting at
Leommster in tbe evenmg, witb Eriends and others.
lOih. Set out for Eoss and arrived late.
11^^. We attended tbe MontMy Meeting, and caUed on
Thomas Pritchard, wbo is very unweU, but in a Uvely, tender
frame of mmd; expressmg Ms bumble desire for daUy suppUes
of patience, tbat be may bear Ms affUction witb propriety. We
thought it a lesson of instruction.
IGth. At Stourbridge MontMy Meetmg. Apprehending it
right for ns to propose sitting vritb Eriends in tbefr famiUes,
it was concurred vritb ; Elizabeth Lowe jomed us, wMcb was
helpful to ns.
2ith. Proceeding witb tbe work. Tbere are seasons wben
these times of retirement in famiUes are made refresMng to
botb visiters and visited. Tbe main end m riew is, tbat aU
tbat would exalt itseK may be brought mto tbe dust; tbat all
within us may be bumbled, and our spirits contrited, and
sweetly umted in a harmonious labour for tbe prosperity of
Truth in ourselves and others.
25ih. Dudley. We bave been closely engaged; not loitering,
but humbly desirmg, as enabled, to belp and to be helped.
2Sth. Stourbridge. Visited two very poor creatures, from
misconduct and mismanagement. Tbey bave been disumted from
our Society, not manying members of it, nor shewing any
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sucb as these, tenderness and love sbould be extended; and
I thought we felt, in one of these opportumties, tbat precious,
sacred influence wMcb breaks tbe bard heart; and tMs con
descending favour is worth seekmg for. O, bow it unites !
bow it bumbles tbe families of tbe whole eartb, wben submitted
to ; without distinction of Mgb or low, rich or poor !
soth. Left Stourbridge; not without painful feeUngs, as it
did not seem a time for onr minds to obtam fuU relief.
llth mo. 2nd. Came to Worcester, and dined at T. Beving
ton' s, wbere we met witb Sarab Stephenson, Mary Jefferies,
Ann Hunt and Elizabeth Berington; tbe two former were
engaged in a visit to tbe famUies of Eriends in tMs place.
In tbe afternoon we came to Wick, and passed tbe evemng
qmetly togetber.
Sih. Mary Beesley returned ber minute to tbe MontMy Meet
ing. I concluded to remam awbUe vritb ber, as ber Mother
is from bome.
12;;^ mo. 2nd. Eetumed to my own comfortable bome.
Srd. Fjrst day. Sarab Lynes, a very young mimstering Eriend,
was at our meetmg.
13th. Sarab Lynes attended our MontMy Meetmg, and was
largely engaged in tbe mimstry. Ann Baker requested tbe
concurrence of Eriends m ber desfre to accompany Sarah Lynes.
ISth. Our Quarterly Meeting at Coventry. Sarab Lynes
engaged in stirring up tbe members of our Society to a closer
attention to tbe pure principle of Truth, as we profess it.
20^^. As S. Lynes bad a meeting in tbe evenmg, we thought
it nught be right for M. B. and me to stay bere, and endeavour
to strengthen ber bands. Tbe meeting was large.
22nd. Sarab Lynes was concemed to go into tbe market and
caU tbe people to amendment of Ufe, &c. During our stay
at Coventry, we attended several meetings appointed by ber, and
accompamed her to risit tbe prisoners in tbe County Gaol; an
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29th. We retumed to Birmingham.
1798. Isi mo. 1st. My beloved friend Mary Beesley left me.
Srd mo. 23rd. Attended tbe interment of Sarab Atkins, Jun.
at Chipping Norton. WUUam Savery was unexpectedly tbere.
Went to tbe Quarterly Meeting at Worcester, and afterwards
spent a few soUtary days at Wick, my dear friend Mary Beesley
being at Worcester, fitting up some rooms wMcb sbe bas taken
for a residence.
I staid several weeks witb M. B. in ber new bome, and found
tbe accommodations comfortable. Witb peace of mind, aU
places and aU cfrcumstances are made more supportable tban
we may anticipate."
WbUe at Worcester, Mary Capper thus addressed ber en
deared friends Ann Baker and Sarab Lynes, wbo were stiU
labouring togetber in tbe work of tbe ministry.
"Worcester, 29;!/* of iih month, 1798.
Dear loved Ann and Saeah.
How very often bave you been tbe subject of our tbougbts !
We bave spoken of yon, I beUeve, daUy, and yet more often
secretly breathed in spirit tbat tbe Eatber of mercies migbt be
witb you, tbe account of your exercises affects us witb an awful
sense of Dirine condescension and care, renewedly manifested
on your bebaK. We bave afresh to beUeve tbat it is your meat
and drink to do your Heavenly Eatber's wUl, and tbat you
bave, at times, to partake of food wMcb tbe world knows not
of; but we are ready to fear tbat natural strength must sink
under sucb exertions; nevertbeless we desfre to trust m tbat
Power tbat constrains, and also abiUtates, far beyond our
comprehension; so may you be dfrected, helped anid strengthened!
In unfeigned affection,
M.C.

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"1798. 7ih mo. lliJi,. Eequested permission, from my
MontMy Meeting, to accompany" Mary Beesley m a risit to
Eriends of Bristol, &c.
22nd. Firsi day. After our Monung Meeting, I walked to
Wednesbury, Deborah Darby and Eebecca Young having an
evemng meeting; tbere, it was very fuUy attended, and proved
a solenm tfrne. 0 ! tbat aU migbt profit by opportumties like
these, and gather to God.
Sth mo. 22nd. At tbe MontMy Meeting at Atberstone;
received my certfficate. It is my desfre to bave tbe umty of
my friends, in aU these important concerns.
23rd. I thought our meetmg was favoured witb a renewed
sense of our Heavenly Eatber's regard; sucb seasons incite ns
to bope and persevere under discouragement, Mary Lloyd was
enabled to suppUcate at tbe footstool of mercy.
9ih mo. 17th. Mary Beesley and I bad a meetmg at Glou
cester, and tben proceeded to Bristol, wbere we were accom
modated at Thomas Pritcbard's, and attended tbe Quarterly
Meeting. 2ith. Were at tbe Quarterly Meeting at Melksbam, from
wTience we went to Exeter, and sat tbe meetmgs on Efrst day.
Our valuable friend Ann Byrd was with us at these meetings,
and at tbe Quarterly Meeting at Kingsbridge, wbere sbe was
a belp and strength to us. Tbe young men were, in a par
ticular manner, warned and tenderly exhorted, on tbe subject
of unbeUef. A dark and subtle spirit of scepticism seems,
as it were, let loose m many places. 0 ! may tbe God of Truth
preserve ns.
10th mo. 9ih. We were at Thomas Eox's, WelUngton; sat
vritb tbe famiUes tbere, and bad a meeting witb Thomas Eox's
work people. Went to MUverton ; sat in tbe famiUes, and bad
times of reUgious retfrement in tbe two schools; tbe cbUdren
were remarkably soUd, and some of tbem tendered in spirit.
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Capper, (tbe son of my brotber Jolm,) wbo was stationed tbere,
having enUsted under the banner of man. He appeared thought
lessly happy.
29th. Came to Bridgewater, indisposed from a cold, and
under trial of mind, having felt a secret impulse to risit tbe
prisoners in tbe Gaol at Ilcbester ; but a fear took bold of my
mind, lest we sbould undertake sucb a tMng without right
qualification; or that baring beard of others being so led, we
might mistake tender sympathy for a caU of duty. Under tMs
secret fear, I did not strengthen my beloved friend in ber
apprehension of dnty, bnt ratber desfred tbat we migbt again
try tbe fleece; so we went to Bridgewater, wbere we passed
a tried week, findmg our way closed up. We tben judged
it best to open our minds to a few Eriends, wbo, to my
admiration, felt for and witb us, and pointed out a way for our
relief. Eicbard BaU wrote to John Hipsley, wbo came to us
and accompamed us to Ilcbester. He spoke to tbe JaUer
and Under Sheriff, explafrung tbe nature of our request; bnt
no sucb i tMng was admissible. A Chaplain being employed,
it was aUeged tbat tbe prisoners' minds were comfortable;
so we left Ilcbester not mucb comforted. We went to Street,
wbere we met vritb Hannab Barnard and EUzabeth CoggesbaU,
from America.
llth mo. 22nd. Came bome, to tbe bouse of our kind and
fatherly compaffion and friend, Josepb Naisb, wbo bas been
witb ns a considerable time.
25th. At tbe MontMy Meeting at Claverbam, and sat in some
famiUes ; but receiving information from Worcester, of tbe
deatb of H. Beesley, and of tbe alarming iUness of Josepb
Beesley, after deUberate consideration, vritb tbe concurrence
of our friends, we concluded* to go to Worcester.
30;;^. At Worcester, bad tbe satisfaction to find our valued
friend better.
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12th mo. Slst. Went to Worcester. Visited the poor unhappy
prisoners in tbe castle. Mary Beesley's state of bealtb, a heavy
faU of snow, and otber impediments, detained ns long from om-
journey. 1799. Srd mo. 9th. We set forward.
Slst. At Glastonbury, Josepb Naisb joined us.
ith mo. 2nd. We went to Compton, passing tMougb Ilcbester.
We remembered our feeUngs tbere, and were depressed.
Srd. At tbe MontMy Meeting at Yeoril. Returmng to
Ilcbester, we gamed admittance into tbe JaU, to risit tbe tMee
poor unhappy men, wbo were to be banged in a few days.
O ! wretched, wretched man, wben separated from the love
of God in Cbrist Jesus !
9ih. Came to Bristol Quarterly Meetmg.
12^^. We went to Newgate, accompamed by several Eriends.
It proved a solemn time of warmng, exhortation and encour
agement, to tbe poor prisoners, 0 ! tbat men would fear tbe
Lord, and walk as m Ms presence.
ISih. Witb Samuel Dyer, Mary Dudley and others, we
visited tbe asylums for tbe bUnd, and for orphans; in both
places tbere were reUgious commumcations.
Dear Mary Beesley alarmingly unweU, wMcb occasioned a
painful delay of two weeks ; but every dispensation, K rightly
submitted to, is profitable. Wben sbe bad a Uttle recovered,
we ventured out togetber, and were at tbe smaU meetmg
of Lawrence Weston ; dmed at John Harford's, Blaise Castle,
and bad an opportumty of serious communication m tbe
fanuly. 30^^. At tbe MontMy Meetmg, at Bristol, wbere we proposed
gomg into tbe famiUes of Eriends in tbe city. After so doing
we felt our minds, tMougb condescending favour, humbly and
qmetly stayed, m tbe secret bope tbat we sbould be helped
forward in tbe Une of duty, tMougb aU discouragements.
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friend Josepb Naisb, wbo accompamed us to tbe families at
Claverbam, Yatton and Sidcot,
IGih. We came again to Bristol, wbere we met our dear
friends Sarab Harrison and Ann Byrd. Tbey, Uke tender,
nursmg mothers, entreated ns kindly, and cheered our drooping
mmds, witb tbe language of encouragement,
19;!-^, First day. We entered npon tbe serious busmess of
visiting the famUies, also tbe schools, and tbe bouse of recep
tion for tbe destitute and vagabond poor.
We remained in and about Bristol for tMee months, and on
tbe 27 th of Sih mo. left our kind friend Thomas Pritcbard's
vritb quiet and thankful minds,
9ih mo. ith. We reached Worcester ; and although we feel
poor and unworthy, yet we can humbly acknowledge tbat tbe
gracious Creator and Preserver of men is ever worthy to be
served. 10th. Returned to my own bome.
1800. 1st mo. 2nd. TMs year is ushered in witb dearness of
aU provisions. Tbe poor are helped by tbe estabUshment of
soup shops, and bave a quart of good soup for a penny ; some of
tbe respectable inhabitants attend, to serve it ont and keep good
order. TMs mode of relief gives mucb satisfaction.
12th. Firsi day. At Gracecburcb Street meetmg. Thomas
Scattergood was engaged in tbe mimstry, m language somewhat
prophetic of a trying day to come, and earnest exhortation to be
prepared for it. T saw and spoke to Sarab Lynes. Sbe con
tmues to exercise ber extraordinary gKt, and bas lately risited tbe
famUies of Eriends of tMs meeting with Susanna Home.
2nd mo. Isi. Mary Pryor and ber daughter Savory dined with
us, at Stoke Newington. Mary Pryor gave us a very affectmg
description of ber voyage, and preservation on ber passage, to
America; also permitted us to bear some recent letters from
thence, one of tbem contaimng a pathetic account of tbe deatb,
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Emlen, whose labours in tMs country are remembered, by some
of us, witb beart-felt tendemess.
lOih. Attended tbe Mormng Meetmg; these meetings are
often very mstructive times to young nUnisters, and I esteem it a
privilege to sit tbem.
24^^. Attended tbe select Quarterly Meeting, and went bome
witb Mary Stacey, to Lamb's Conduit Street, wbere I lodged,
and passed my time not unprofitably.
25th. Accompamed Mary Stacey to tbe Quarterly Meeting,
wMcb was very solemn and quiet. Awful and affectmg were
tbe exhortations and warmngs given by our friend Thomas
Scattergood. ith mo. ISth. First day. I attended tbe Peel Meeting; wMcb
is mucb altered since I resided witMn its compass, many bemg
deceased, &c. I dined witb Robert Webb, wbo is now mostly
confined to Ms bonse. I weU remember Ms kmd notice of me,
wben I first attended tbat meetmg. I also caUed on a poor
woman Eriend, wbo in days tbat are past, shewed me great
kmdness, wMcb I have not forgotten.
27th. First day. At botb meetmgs. Low seasons are some
times most lastingly profitable. Walked to an interment at
WMtechapel; was glad to meet witb Thomas SMUitoe, wbo
kmdly helped me along. Retumed to Stoke Newmgton m time
to partake of tbe benefit of tbe famUy-readmg of tbe Scriptures,
wbicb often proves a refreshment, after a trymg, fatigumg day.
5ih mo. 7th. At tbe MontMy Meetmg, Sarab Lynes returned
a minute. I dined witb ber at Josepb Savory's; sbe very
modestly gave some little account of ber arduous labours at
Leeds, &c.
' 19th. Tbe Yearly Meetmg of Mimsters and Elders began. It
was pleasant to see tbe faces of so large a number of valuable
Eriends, wbo, since tMs time last year, bave, many of tbem,
been diUgently and laboriously engaged for tbe spreading of
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tbefr risits more widely, as strength and abiUty were given, to '
go forth, and gather tbe people to tbe trae Shepherd. It was
also very precious to sit under some sense of tbe goodness of
tbat Power wMcli tmites m bannomous desfre for tbe weU-being
of immortal souls, and tbat tbe whole rational creation of God
may be brought to know, and truly to serve Him.
21si. Tbe Women's Yearly Meetmg opened. Solemnity was
afresh felt to spread over us, and a desfre was felt by some, to
be so watcMul as to keep our proper stations, whether in sUent
exercise or more active serrice.
2Gih. A memorial respectmg Martha Hawortb was read.
Sweet tenderness of spirit was felt, and a desfre raised, tbat
tMougb renewed mercy, our minds may be stimulated to dedi
cation. 27th. Eelt secret breathings tbat soUd edification migbt be
tbe blessed frmt of these our large assembUes. Some dis
couraging cfrcumstances did occur. By Mgb authority we are
taught tbat offences wUl come; but blessed are tbey wbo are
not offended in CMist! A letter, addressed to tbe Yearly
Meeting, by a Eriend in Wales, (probably Job Thomas,) now
confined to Ms habitation from mdisposition, was sent m from
tbe men's meeting and read.
28th. At Southwark Meeting, formerly caUed tbe Park; it
was a tfrne of refreshing, during tbe offering of suppUcation by
dear James Graham.
29^^. Our friend Pbebe Speakman, now about to return to
America, addressed us very affectionately. We received an in
structive risit from Samuel Dyer, David Sands, and Thomas
SMUitoe. 30^^, Mucb counsel was admimstered, encouraging individuals
to cfrcumspection in tbefr daUy walk ; and to a careful discbarge
of manifested dnty, in speaking tbe truth one to another, rather
tban one of another ; and after a sUent pause, we separated. ¦
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sense of reproof for uttermg words somewhat bastUy, tbougb I
did apprehend tbat I felt a gentle impulse to stand up ; but I
beUeve, from my own feeUngs (afterwards coffifrmed by my
friends) tbat I did not sufficiently weigh tbe necessity ; and I
did not reap tbe reward of sweet peace ; tins I wish to note
as a warning for tbe future.
Bfrmmgbam, Gth mo. 29ih. First day. At meeting tMs morn
ing felt soUtary, baring no compamon in tbe mfrustry; Ann
Baker being married, and gone to reside at Worcester; and
M. Lloyd being absent at tbis time. In tbe evemng Mary
Stacey and Sarab Lynes had a meeting with the inbabitants,
Sih mo. Gth. At our MontMy Meeting at HartsbiU, wbere I
asked leave to visit tbe Preparative Meetings ; and K tbe way
sbould open, tbe famUies of Eriends, in tbe South Division of
our Quarterly Meetmg, also some meetings in Oxfordsbfre, in
wbicb I expect to be 'joined by my dear friend Mary Beesley.
In tbe evemng I went to John Dearman's, as be and Ms wKe
bad gone from bome.
17^.^. First day. More tban a week has been passed in my
new occupations, wMcb take up much of my attention ; tbe dear
cMldren are very interesting.
2iih. My dear friend Mary Beesley came, to accompany me
in my journey; botb of us bavmg tbe concunence of our
friends i
25ih. We went to tbe bouse of our kind friend T. Hanis,
Long Compton.
27^^. Our kind friend took us, m a Uttle cart, to Stow, wbere
we attended a very smaU meeting. We were kindly entertained
by a widow, who does not profess witb ns, but wbo seems
sensible of the umting influenee of tbe one cementing Power.
After dmner, sometMng better tban ourselves seemed to clothe
our spirits ; and encouragement to the widow, and counsel to
her son, were expressed. Came afterwards to Camden.
2Sih. -Rode on horseback to meeting. Here tbey bave some
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true mothers among tbem, and agreeable young people, so tbat
tbe Preparative Meetmg is beld to some satisfaction. We
lodged at our friend Jeffrey Berington's, and were very kindly
cared for by Ms wKe, who is not only an affectionate, attentive
nurse to ber infirm, afflicted husband, but also ready and wUling
to entertam strangers.
After partaking of tbe refreshment of tbe table, and tMough
favour, of spiritual refreshment togetber, we considered it safest
for us, in order to find peace, to sit witb tbe otber famUies
of Eriends.
9th mo. Srd. Were at tbe Week-day Meetmg at SMpston ;
sat witb several famiUes, and vritb some in tbe station of
servants, not professmg witb us; for we sometimes feel bound,
in Cbristian love, to speak a word of counsel, warmng or
encouragement, as it may arise m our hearts, to tbose of otber
denommations ; weU knowmg tbat mere outward distinctions
are nothing.
5th. We went, to tbe meetmg at Eatmgton, Retfred to
rest under some feeUngs of discouragement, vritb many a fear
lest, tMougb ns, tbe cause of Truth sbould suffer, or any honest
mind be hurt,
Gth. Visited a famUy and expressed wbat seemed to be given
us, anud considerable intenuptions. Sometimes tbe bope is
raised, tbat although some risits of tMs nature may be pain
ful, witb little sense of good being present, yet, K of tbe Great
Master's ordering, tbey may return into remembrance, at a
future day. Before we left tbe bouse of our valuable friend
J, Berington, we felt a concem to ask Ms judgment on tbe
propriety of our sittmg witb Ms servants and workpeople ; after
a Uttle deUberation, it was encouraged, and tbe way made easy ;
no barm, we humbly bope, ensued, and our minds were at
Uberty to return to Tredington,
7 th. Firsi day. Sarab Lamley accompanied us to BraUs, where
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number came; we may thankfully acknowledge tbat sometMng
better tban ourselves was felt to gather our minds into a sweet
stUlness; and tbe people were, in tbe abffity afforded, recom
mended to seek tbe substance of religion. Went to an even
ing meetmg, at Long Compton; on tbe way, took tea witb a
fanuly, wbere to our bumbUng admfration, we received renewed
capacity to offer counsel, m a feeUng sense of secret belp, Tbe
meeting was large, qmet and orderly ; and may be remembered
as a time of favour,
Sih. A very stormy mormng ; wben tbe ram abated we set
out, witb our steady friend Thomas Harris, and usual equipage ;
viz. a little cart and a blue blanket to keep off tbe wet ; and we
reached CMpping Norton in time for tbe MontMy Meeting,
Dined at WUUam Atkins', and called on some friends, A
feeUng of sadness covered our minds, under wMcb it seemed
best to keep qmet, and not to strain our eyes, as in tbe dark,
to discover tbe cause.
9th. Sarab Lamley met us at Stow, wbere we attended a
marriage; several came m, particularly some young people,
and it was a serious time. Tbe young couple bad been
recently received into our Society; we dined witb tbem at tbe
young man's father's ; a bumble habitation, but we were afresh
conrinced tbat tbere is no respect of persons witb tbe Abmgbty
Dispenser of good unto tbe souls of men.
lOih. Came to Burford, and sat tbe meeting on tbe lltb,
wbicb did not fuUy reUeve our mmds, so we ventured to con
sult our friends on tbe propriety of mriting some of tbe neigh
bours, particularly tbe labouring people and servants, to meet
ns. We were encouraged to do wbat we migbt find to be
requfred, and to-monow evemng was fixed for tbe meetmg.
12^^. Had a meeting witb Eriends at Witney, and returned
to Burford. WiUiam Crotch and a Eriend from Cfrencester, on
tbefr way to Oxford, baring beard of tbe meetmg, and seemg us
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wMcb was helpful and encouraging to us. Tbe gathering
was very large, and many stood without ; tbefr behaviour was
very quiet and orderly, and a sweet, solemn covermg crowned
tbe whole, under wMcb we separated.
1 Sih. WUUam Crotch went witb us to CMpping Norton ; we
dined togetber at W. A.'s, and parted witb renewed desfre for
tbe good one of another.
Iith. Firsi day. WUUam GUlett kindly eame from BraUs, to
belp us forward, on horseback, to Sibford. We sat botb tbe
meetmgs tbere, and were enabled to exhort to watcMulness, and
to a real engagement of heart to foUow tbose tMngs wMcb make
for peace. In many places, tbere seems too mucb resting in
tbe mere profession of reUgion.
15ih. Came to a meeting at Adderbury. Very kindly we were
received at Thomas Wycberley's; botb be and Ms wKe are
frequently afflicted vritb Ulness, and tbefr minds seemed to be
kept low and tender. We bad a very comfortable mgbt's rest,
very sweet was tbe qmet we felt.
17^^. We kept witMn doors at Banbury, on account of a
tumult baring arisen about the Mgb price of prorisions.
23rd. Select Quarterly Meeting at Leicester; we bad tbe
acceptable company of Elizabeth CoggesbaU, wbo exhorted us
to renewed searcMng of heart. Tbe Quarterly Meetmg next
day, a low season.
2Gth. TMs mornmg, bad unexpectedly to utter tbe language
of tender exhortation, to a young man just recovering 'from a
dangerous Ulness; Ms behaviour was serious and respectful.
We afterwards learned tbat be is a Roman CathoUc.
29ih. Sarab Bm-gess and some men Eriends accompanied-
us to Oakbam, wbere we bad a meetmg with Eriends,
SOth. Came to our qmet quarters at Leicester, wbere we were
again received witb encouraging cheerfulness. Sometimes it
seems as K tbe mind would sink too low, K it were not for
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10^^ mo. Isi. At tbe meeting bere. Spent some bours
witb an old acquaintance in an enfeebled state of bealtb; I
bope tbe time was not unprofitably passed, tbougb notMng
more tban social conversation and secret weU-wisbing tran-
spfred. Gih, Visited the prisoners in tbe County JaU, m company
witb some of onr friends. After dining witb our kind friend
Sarab Heaford, we went to Damel Woodland's at Narboro',
be baring kmdly undertaken to belp us on our way to Sutton,
wbere we propose to bave a meetmg.
7 th. A large and serious gathering at Sutton; tbe people
behaved well, and we humbly bope it was not a profitless time.
We trast tbat some instruction bas been gamed by us, under
tbe various exercises in tMs our journey; wberein some unex
pected occurrences and detentions bave caUed afresh for dedi
cation, and tbe resignation of our wiU. We went to Sutton
and back, on horseback, being eacb provided witb a good horse
and steady rider, a sight somewhat unusual m tMs day; five
borses, eacb double-mounted !
9th. Eetumed to Leicester, and attended tbe MontMy Meet
ing. Afterwards bad a reUgious opportumty witb some friends,
in wMcb love and tendemess were felt, as weU as mucb sympathy
witb many now under affliction, from sickness, &c,
13th. Eeacbed Birmingham ; it felt very pleasant to return,
witb peace and tbankfuMess in our hearts,
ISth. TMs day's post conveyed tbe moumful tidmgs of tbe
deatb of our v^ued friend Josepb Beesley, at Batb. I purpose
accompanymg my dear Mary Beesley to Worcester, as she is
now stripped of aU ber near connexions.
11^^ mo. llth. Once more retumed to my pleasant bome.
PubUc distress is great ; flour and bread at a very Mgh price.
24^^. Elour is now six shillings per peck.
12^^ mo. 9ih. At our Meeting of Mimsters and Elders,
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of our dear friends Mary Eidgway and Susanna Appleby, tbougb
tbe spfritual Ufe seems low,
10^;^. At our MontMy Meeting our dear friend M. Ridgway,
was led to lament onr poor, low state, as to spfritual vigour.
17 th. Eelt thankful for a quiet retreat, unembarrassed witb
perplexmg cares.
1801. Srd mo. Sth. Ann Alexander and Martha Brewster
were at our meetings, wMcb were botb sUent.
9th. Spent part of tbe day vritb A. A. and M. B. at Samuel
Lloyds. -Tbey seem under consideraMe trial, in tbe prospect
of visiting famUies bere. Having beard tbat Thomas SMMtoe
bas a similar riew, tbey wait Ms arrival.
12ih. TMs mormng our friends commenced the risit, and
sat witb us. We bad a solemn pause of sUence, wMcb was
truly refresMng. We tben were exhorted to become as clnl^
dren; and in notbmgness of self, daily to look unto tbe Lord,
tbat our own wUls might become fuUy subjected. And surely
my heart is, at tbis time, truly desirous tbat it may be so, a
bard strife is at seasons witnessed tbere.
2Sth. Sarab Lamley spent part of tbe day bere, to my
belp and instruction. 0 ! tbe good Shepherd continues to be
mercKul. SOth. Thomas SMUitoe and tbe otber friends caUed bere,
and I spent some time vritb tbem. They bave now finished
tbefr arduous engagement bere. Parting witb tbose wbo, witb
meekness and patience, bave laboured among us, is not joyous.
iih mo. 12th. Fvrst day. Thomas SMUitoe laboured, witb
earnestness, in botb meetings, to dfrect tbe minds, of the young
people especiaUy, to fear God, and to take beed to tbe thing
wMcb is right.
5th mo, Mary Beesley and I went to tbe Yearly Meeting.
At tbat for mimisters and elders, Sarah Stephenson, in a
weighty manner, opened ber concern to risit America ; and Mary
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duty to accompany ber. Tbe Women's Yearly Meetmg con
cluded several days before tbe Men's ; tbey bad mucb important
business before tbem. We went to Hertford, and from thence,
vrith Special West and Ms wKe, m tbefr Uttle cart. Very
pleasant it was to enjoy the sweet, fresh air of tbe country,
in peaceful simpUcity, witb dear, valued friends, long known
and loved; and wbom I do stUl love, tbefr mtegrity not bavmg
faUed, tMougb a long course of years, and many close and
bitter trials. Tbefr latter days seem blessed witb a more plen-
tKul supply of tMngs needful for tbe body tban wben I first
became acquainted witb tbem ; and I thought I could partake
of tbe blessmgs, vritb grateful acknowledgment to the gracious
Giver of aU our comforts. We staid witb these friends some
days, attended Hertford meetmg, and came to lodge at John
Pry's, wbere we were treated witb great kindness. During a
time of reUgious retfrement in tMs famUy, a poor wanderer,
from tbe fold of trae peace, came in, and sat down witb us.
My dear friend Mary Beesley was led particularly to address
tbis unhappy young man, in a very affectmg maimer. Tbe call
was renewedly extended to Mm, to return unto Ms Heavenly
Eatber's bouse, and the stony heart was made capable of feel
ing, so tbat great tendemess was evmced.
Gth mo. 25ih. Arrived togetber, once agam, at my qmet,
desirable bome, and found tbe friend of tbe bouse, Mary Hands,
in a feeble state.
28^,^. .First day. Tbe first meetmg beld in sUence. I renew
edly beUeve tbat tbere is a Power altogether sufficient to
instruct tbe waitmg mmd, without a word bemg spoken.
29^^. My dear friend left me. We were favoured to separate
under a renewal of tender affection one for tbe otber, wMch
is very precious.
Sih mo. 17th. Our dear friend Mary Hands was released;
ber patience was remarkable to tbe last,
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notMng like sorrowing vrithout bope, tbougb tbe silent tear
was shed, to tbe memory of one wbo was most loved by
tbose wbo best knew ber Mdden worth.
lOih mo. Srd. Mary Beesley, wbo came to me lately, accom
pamed me to Samuel Lloyd's, to see Ann Byrd and Hannab
Stephenson. Tbe long-vrisbed for news, of a treaty of peace
witb Erance, was tMs day announced.
ith. A cold, wet morning, and our meeting very smaU;
Uttle difficulties sbould not keep us from assembUng togetber.
We stand in need of baring our spiritual strength often
renewed. 12;;^ mo. Gth. Firsi day. Our mormng gathering larger tban
sometimes ; to some of us it was an exercismg sUence, tbougb
perhaps not unprofitable. It is close work, at times, to be
resigned to learn m sUence.
25ih. Expect to go to Worcester to-monow; the prospect
ratber gloomy, it bemg uncertain wbere I may settle, as CorneUus
Hands intends to give np housekeeping.

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CHAPTER VI.
MAEEIAGE OF HEE PEIEND MAEY BEESLEY IN 1803.  EEMOVAL
INTO MONMOUTHSHIEE, &C.  DEATH OF JAMES LEWIS, 1810.

1802. 3rd mo. lOih. At our MontMy Meeting obtained leave
to umte with Mary Beesley, and Ann PumpMey in risitmg tbe
famiUes- of Eriends at Worcester, &c.
2Sih. We entered on tbe visit.
ith. mo. iih. Firsi day. Our valued friend Timothy Bevington,
witb difficulty got to tbe Monung Meeting, and was strength
ened, wben tbere, to deUver an instructive exhortation, in a very
tender and affecting manner. His bealtb is now so precarious
tbat it seems doubtful whether be may again be able to meet
Ms friends, m tbefr reUgious gatherings ; but Ms earnest desfre
tbat all may strive to enter m at tbe strait gate, may be
profitably remembered, when Ms voice sbaU be no more beard.
In tbe evemng, refreshed and encouraged by tbe renewed beUef,
tbat our Heavenly Eatber bmds tbe poor of tbe flock, tbe
cbUdren of tbe fanuly, togetber in sweet umon of spirit.
9 th. Dmed at John Bmlingbam's; were earnestly engaged
in mind, and bad to express our desfre, for tbe weKare of
parents and cMldren; four sons and five daughters bemg pre
sent, Eetumed bome m tbe evening, after our various engage
ments, wearied m body, but mercifuUy permitted to experience a
measure of tbat peaceful poverty, wMcb is more precious tban
tbe increase of corn, vrine or oU,
18^>^, Fi/rst day. Our mormng gathering, after a season of
close inward wrestUng, was favoured witb a measure of tbat
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19^^, The engagement nearly accompUshed, and we may say,,
witb lowly thankfulness, tbat our minds bave been renewed in
love towards our feUow traveUers in tbe Cbristian race. We
endeavoured to labour faitMuUy, in tbe abiUty afforded; some
seasons of favour were granted, in wMcb we not only felt " good
wiU to men," but could also ascribe " Glory to God in tbe
Mghest !"
2ith. TMs aftemoon died our valued friend and nursing
father in tbe Cburcb, Timothy Berington,
5ih mo. lOih. I retumed to Bfrmingbam, stUl finding acccan-
modation at my agreeable lodgmgs.
After attending tbe Yearly Meeting, and spending some time
witb my dear connexions near London, I came to Worcester,
witb tbe view of proceeding in our reUgion^ risit.
Gih mo. SOth. We came to Alcester, and sat in tbe famiUes.
7ih mo. Isi. Before we left, we sat in one famUy, m wMcb
tbe visit was not so comfortably accompUshed as we could bave
desfred; in consequence of a Uttle cfrcumstance having arisen,
from wMch our minds suffered, and were brought mto bondage.
O ! tbe great need of cfrcumspection and watcMuMess !
5ih. Eetumed to Worcester, after sitting in tbe famUies of
Evesham meetmg; we met witb some painful tMngs. Uffiess
tbe great Master be beard and obeyed, tbe servants seem unable
to lend a band of belp.
Gth. Our kind gmde and compamon, Eicbard BurUngbam,
Jun. conducted ns to Eoss, wbere we attended tbe Quarterly
Meeting for Mimsters and Elders.
7ih. Tbe Quarterly Meeting was a time of renewed mercy.
Afterwards risited tbe families.
Sih mx). 5ih. Came to Bromyard. Our mmds are often
brought into sorrow, apprehending tbe pure IKe of reUgion to
have gained but Uttle ground ; tbe cares of tMs Ufe, vritb otber
deceitful thmgs, seem to choke tbe good seed. 0 ! for our
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witb a wUUngness to suffer, wben tbe cause of Tratb suffers ;
or wben called upon, to step forward in tbe performance of any
duty. Sth. Firsi day. A considerable number of tbe inbabitants
came, by mritation to tbe aftemoon meeting; it proved an
open time for commumcation, and we were thankful, afterwards,
to feel at Uberty to return home. We reached Mary Beesley's
in tbe evemng ; and tMougb condescending favour, experienced
a sweet, peaceful, stUMess ; so tbat we could say it amply com
pensated for aU our trials. O ! tbe kmdness and long-suffering
mercy of our gracious Creator. How He aUures us to serve
Him! and to obey all Ms requirings.
Eor a time, we did sweetly enjoy our qmet, but our mmds
were soon brought mto thougbtfuMess. A Eriend from South
Wales, James Lewis, bavmg made a proposal of marriage to
Mary Beesley. Tbe subject remains under ber consideration, and
brings mucb weight witb it, bemg a matter of great importance.
9th mo. 2nd. Took leave of my endeared friend; endeared by
often suffering togetber, and bemg helped, by tbat wMcb far
surpasses aU the efforts of seK; and wMcb, m seasons of true
humUiation, umtes feUow-beUevers in closer bonds tban tbose of
natural affection. Tbe feUowsMp of suffering is a mystery to
the natural understandmg of tbe creature, but I beUeve opens
lessons of true wisdom to tbe resigned, dedicated followers of a
crucffied Eedeemer; tbougb we feel ourselves very cbUdren in
tMs Uvmg way, cast up for tbe ransomed to walk m.
I agam came to John Dearman's, to bave tbe oversight of
tbe Uttle flock, m tbe absence of tbefr parents. J. D. is at
Buxton, in a langmd state of bealtb. TMs afternoon bad tbe
affecting account of tbe death of Charlotte Phelps, at tbe
bouse of ber father, Sampson Lloyd. Sbe was a beautKul
young creature, married last eleventh month ; ber husband never
bad tbe satisfaction of takmg ber bome.
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solid meeting was afterwards held. Deborah Darby, CMistiana
Hustler and ber daughter, were with us.
9th. I bad the privUege of accompanying Deborah Darby in
ber consoUng, encouraging visits to several sick and tried
friends. TMs service, wben rightly engaged m, bas often
appeared to me to be tbe sweetest portion of tbe CMistian's
commission ; to comfort tbe mourners, and to dfrect tbe feeble-
mmded wbere to look for a renewal of strength.
15^^. In meeting, my faitb was renewed tbat tbey wbo wait
upon tbe Lord shall renew tbefr strength; and although ex
perience confirms tbe truth, tbat in tMs world, we sbaU bave
trouble, stiU peace is yet to be found in tbe Lord.
17^^. I account it a favour to be again permitted to retmn
to my old, quiet apartments, at C. Hands's, after an absence
of several months, m tbe course of wMcb time I bave seen
many changes, and distressing occurrences, witb perplexities
and dismay. Ab ! I bave thought, without a bumble bope,
tMougb faitb and obedience, of inheriting tbe promises, wbat
a vast, howling vrildemess is tMs world ! bow tossed and
troubled on every side ! but tbe simple, obedient cMldren of
tbe one Lord, are not long left in a state of sorrowful dis-
qmetude ; some sweet, calming influence is graciously permitted,
to rerive tbe drooping faitb, and to fix tbe hopes on a better and
more enduring portion.
9ih mx). 19th. Firsi day. Our meetings unusuaUy large. We
bad tbe company of Thomas Speakman, Edward Simkms, Mary
Beesley and Josepb G. and Mary Bevan; some of wbom
mimstered to our instruction and encouragement.
lOif^ mo. Iith. Went, witb James Lewis, to Ms bonse at
Trosnant, near Pontypool ; tbe bouse is under repafr, and tbe
roads being very dfrty, witb gloomy weather, conspfre to render
tbe situation, in its present state, rather unpleasant. Tbe com
pany and assistance of Mary PumpMey were particularly accept
able to me. Some substantial privileges are to be found, yet

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many tMngs are wanting, for neatness and convemence, accord
ing to our ideas. Tbere is a good new meetmg-bouse, very
near ; tbe number of Eriends is but smaU ; yet sometimes, botb
in and out of meetings, I bave thought tbere was tbat to be felt
wMcb strengthens to put our trust m tbe mercies of a gracious
Creator, whose care is over aU Ms creatures, bowever remotely
situated ; and tMs consideration sweetly cheers tbe soUtary scene,
and supports tMougb tbe trials of eacb succeeding day.
11^^ mo. 22rtd. Mary PumpMey and I took an affectionate
leave of tbe famUy, botb master and servants bavmg mamfested
great kmdness to us.
12^^ mo. Sih. At our MontMy Meeting I obtamed leave to
umte witb my fiiend Mary Beesley m some reUgious service
at Warwick, &c.
ISth. We went togetber to Tredmgton, wbere we bad tbe
satisfaction of finding our valuable friend Sarab Lamley restored
m good bealtb, to ber family, after an absence of several months,
on a reUgions risit to Eriends in and about London, accom
panied by Ann Asbby. It was very pleasant to find S. L.
serene and peaceful.
In tbe course of tMs engagement, we beld meetmgs at
SMpston and Eatmgton, wbere we visited tbe widow Martha
Berington, and were refreshed by obserring ber cabn resignation.
We attended Warwick meeting, and bad tbe inbabitants inrited
to one, which proved a large and solemn gathering. We also
sat vritb about sixty workpeople and cMldren m tbe cotton mUl,
and we risited tbe prisoners m tbe JaU. After attending tbe
Quarterly Meetmg we came to Birmingbam.
1803, Isi. mo. 9ih. Fi/rst day. A sweet, mward sUence pre
vailed, botb in and out of meeting, for tbe greater part of
tMs day.
12^^. Our MontMy Meetmg. A measure of true retfrement
of spfrit is yet graciously granted, m wMcb I feel refreshed,
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14^>^. In feeUng of very tender affection, wrote to my brotber
Jasper, from wbom I bave received a kind letter.
IGth. First day. Deborah Darby is bere on reUgious serrice;
sbe appears mucb wom down in body, but animated for tbe
cause of reUgion, Mary Lloyd is ber compamon.
1 9th. Eeceived an account, wMle at Worcester, of tbe deatb
of tbe vrife of my dear brotber John Capper."
"To Sarah Lynes.
Worcester, 2nd mo. 16th, 1803,
Dear Sarah,
Day after day tbou bast been brought to my remembrance,
witb very tender love ; and a favour I esteem it to be capable of
tMs one mark of disciplesMp ; I am thankful tbat sometimes I
can believe tbat I bave feUowsMp witb tbe living; and as I
apprehend, in some measure of tMs I now salute tbee. Smce
my coming bere, I bave bad tbe satisfaction to peruse tby
letter to Ann PumpMey; it was very sweet. I oft remember
tbee, and it is exceedmgly pleasant to my mind ; I may say to
our minds, including Mary Beesley and our dear Ann Pum
pMey, for we often speak of tbee togetber. Thy being excused
from some painful exposures,* tbougb possibly it may be but
for a season, tbat tbou mayst recover strength, seems to us a
present pririlege; although tbou bast found, and doubtiess, in
faithful dedication ever wilt find, belp sufficient for tbe day;
yet nature shrinks at sucb a bitter cnp, and we cannot but
fear tbe thmgs we may suffer; at least untU nature is over
come by Grace.
Tbou bast perhaps beard from Ann PumpMey or her
husband; tbey botb look ratber care-worn; yet dear Ann's
* Alluding to Sarah Lynes having before had publicly to address the
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precious gKt sometimes breaks tMough all, in renewed bright
ness. But, my dear friend ! is not tius a day wberein the trae
mimsters have ratber to mourn in sUence tban to proclaim
glad tidmgs ! It seems mucb tbe case bere. Great changes.
are likely to take place ; tbat of our dear Mary Beesley, tbou
wUt believe, comes close to me. Very sincere bas been ber
desfre to move rightly. It is proposed to solemnize tbe mar
riage in tbe 5tb month. In assured affection,
M. C.
1803. Srd mo. Gih. Firsi day. We bad tbe company at
meetmg, of our aged, honourable friend, Mary Eidgway, and
ber companion Susanna Appleby. Mary Eidgway was enabled
to bear testimony to tbe exceUence of Gospel Truth.
24^^. Mary Beesley and I went to Warwick, and visited a
young man in tbe JaU, tben returned to Bfrmingbam, and tbe
poor young man's mother supped witb us at Eicbard Cadbury's.
Mary Beesley bad to address ber m a very solemn manner.
25tk. We came to Worcester.
2Sth. Mary Beesley bad a letter from Hannab Evans, of
Warwick, infonmug us tbat tbe young man bad been sentenced
to five months imprisonment, instead of losing Ms IKe, as be
expected. 29ih. Mary Beesley received a very mteresting letter from tbe
prisoner, expressive of Ms tbankfuMess for tbe unexpected
mercy. Tbe busmess of tMs day was gone tMougb Under a
very precious Calm; my dear friends declared tbeir intention
of marriage; also Edmund Darby and Lucy BurUngbam.
iih mo. lOih. In a large assembly, mucb favoured witb
solenm qmet, my mucb loved friend entered into tbe engage
ment of marriage vritb James Lewis, under a sense of Divine
approbation. Sbe was afterwards enabled, in a very cabn man
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and Ms fidend, entered mto a sUnUar engagement, in tbe same
place. All tMngs were conducted with mucb order and serious
ness. We bad tbe company of Darid Sands, John Abbott, and
Deborah Darby.
ISth. At meeting we bad tbe company of Sarah Lynes, and
it was a time of favour, wherein our nUnds experienced some
preparation for setting out to attend tbe Yearly Meetmg.
15th. Firsi day. Attended tbe meeting at Wycombe, tbe
number of Eriends bnt small. We did not sit among tbem
without feeUng, and we ventured to express our soUcitude that
we migbt all become wbat we ought to be, and not deceive
ourselves or others, Tbe afternoon meeting was ratber remark
able, and I tMnk may be remembered at a future day. Came
on to Uxbridge, to our kind friends Ann Crowley and Sisters,
16^>^, Reached London m time for the Yearly Meeting of
Mimsters and Elders, Tbere was mercKuUy, a renewed sense of
awful solenmity; and some commumcations dropped Uke dew
upon tbe tender grass, to tbe revivmg of tbe drooping mind.
Our friend Ann Alexander informed us tbat a concern had long
been weigbtUy on ber mind, to pay a reUgious visit in some
parts of America, &c. wMcb concern was umted witb,
17 ih. Thomas SMUitoe, m a very bumble manner, opened
a concem to make a reUgions visit to HoUand, Germany, &c.
It was agreed to take up tbe consideration at a future sitting,
and the dear friend appeared to leave tbe result, witb mucb
calmness, 2Gth. Tbe busmess wMcb bas come before tbe Women's
Meeting, bas been soUdly attended to, and some very instruc
tive counsel given. We separated, after having experienced,
in sUence, tbat wMcb satisfies tbe waitmg, dependent soul,
27^^, Tbe concern of Thomas SMUitoe was again bronght
forward, and be was liberated for Ms journey on tbe Con
tment. Robert Eowler brought in the certfficates of our late
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the latter, in aUusion to tbe deatb of our mucb valued friend
during tbefr travels in America, acknowledged tbe gracious
support wbicb bad been granted her, under tbe trial.
John HaU retumed Ms certificate for risiting America, wMch
be bad been enabled to do, to Ms ovm relief. After a silent
pause, we separated in tenderness of spfrit.
Gth mo. Isi. Came to Isleworth, wbere we visited Sarab Lynes.
2nd. Reached Worcester.
21st. It was not without some inward struggle that we left
Worcester ; baring proved our friends, and found tbem kind, it
seemed trying to go and dweU among strangers, m almost a
strange place.
23rd. Reached Trosnant. The bouse in tolerable order,
though tbe workmen bave not fimshed.
7ih mo. 1st. Mary Lewis bas some serious tbougbts of attend
ing tbe Quarterly Meetmgs for HerefordsMre and Worcester
sbfre at Stourbridge. Tbe consideration seems important, not
only on account of tbe distance, but of learing tbe famUy,
after being so short a time at home.
Srd. First day. Some of tbe neighbours came in and sat our
meetmg very seriously ; there was a very quiet covering over us,
wbicb seemed to stay tbe mind. In tbe evemng tbe famUy met
togetber, and a Utttle refreshment of spfrit was felt. After
farther deUberation it was concluded tbat Mary Lewis and I
should go to tbe Quarterly Meetmg.
9th. We were favoured to return m safety and m peace.
13;!^. Tbe Monthly Meetmg beld bere, was attended by
nearly aU its members ; five men, five women and a lad !
22nd. Our endeared friends Deborah Darby and Rebecca
Byrd arrived on a reUgious risit.
2ith. First day. Tbe inbabitants were mvited to our meet
ing in tbe evemng. Tbe Baptist Teacher, a kind neigbbour,
bad proposed giring notice to bis congregation, and it was a
large gathering. At first it was favoured witb solemnity ; but
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as the people were unaccustomed to sUent waiting, several
withdrew after sometMng bad been expressed, so tbat tbe con
cluding part of tbe meeting was not so precious as often is tbe
case, wben we meet and separate under tbe sweet, umtmg
influence of a sUent sense of tbe love of God, raismg m our
breasts, love to Him and one unto another. It renewedly
appeared to me, as I sat in tMs gathering, a very serious
tMng to be rightly and traly interested for tbe salvation of
souls. Sth mo. 2nd. Sarab Beesley came. TMs evemng tbe few
Mimsters and Elders met; no meeting of tMs kmd has been
beld bere of late ; tbe revival of tMs practice felt to me very
satisfactory. Srd. Tbe MontMy Meeting was beld bere ; nme women and
six men. Mary Lewis spread before tbem a prospect of making
a reUgions visit in Hampshfre, Devonsbfre and SomersetsMre.
My mmd was not a Uttle affected witb tbe consideration of
accompanymg ber, but I felt very fearful, and reluctant to say
anytMng on tbe subject.
Gih. Tbis mormng, after mucb soUcitude to do right, I
ventured to address a few Unes to my own MontMy Meetmg.
10th. James Lewis is in mucb pain from an accident,
wMcb bas wounded Ms leg; no skiKul surgeon being witMn
reach, we feel perplexed.
Iiih. We sent for a doctor from Newport; Ms opimon is
reliering, tbougb tbe case is likely to be tedious.
20ih. I was mformed tbat tbe few lines wMcb I sent were
presented to tbe MontMy Meeting, but not recorded, as the
meeting was very smaU. Tbis is satisfactory, under our present
cfrcumstances, wMcb are frying to us aU. Tbe prospect of
learing bome is rendered very uncertain, by James Lewis's
Ulness. Mary Sterry and ber compamon arrived.
27th. As James Lewis seems gradually to mend, I think of
returmng to Birmingbam for a time.

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9ih mo. 2nd. Arrived at Bfrmingbam, and was very kindly
received at Richard Cadbury's.
5ih. It is pleasant to be kindly received by my friends, but I
feel tbe privation of accommodation, that I could call my own ;
yet T know not tbat I could adopt any plan of settlement at
present; and my earnest desfre is to be so engaged, whether
in one place or another, as to fmd peace, at tbe conclusion of
time. Iiih. Our MontMy Meetmg granted me a certfficate for the
proposed journey ; also addressed to Eriends in Monmouthsbfre,
wbere I wish to pass some time. My mind is now more settled
in a quiet bope tbat we may not bave done wrong, bowever
tbe present prospect may terminate.
16^y^. Had tbe gratffication of spending a few bours witb
Sarab Grubb, late Lynes, now married to John Grubb, of
Ireland, wbere sbe is gomg to reside.
10^^ mo. Srd. Went to Worcester.
iih. Proceeded to Leommster, where I met James and Mary
Lewis, to my satisfaction.
Gih. We bad a large pubUc meetmg at Ludlow.
lOih. Visited tbe famiUes of Eriends in Leommster, &c. and
came tMs day to Ross.
1804. Srd mo. 5ik. I bad a protracted confinement, by a
dangerous UMess, at tbe bouse of our kmd friend Thomas
Pritchard, of Ross. I seemed mgb unto deatb ; but was affec
tionately cared for by Dr. Lewis, Sarab Waring, Mary Lewis,
and my sister Tibbatts. I was, at length, once more raised up,
and came witb my dear friend Mary Lewis to Trosnant, wbere
I bave received every kmdness and attention, and am restored
to a good degree of strength, so tbat I purpose going to tbe
Quarterly Meeting at Bihmngbam.
12^;^. Arrived at Samuel Lloyd's.
Iith. At tbe MontMy Meeting, a sweet covering spread over
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and weak state as a mercKul dispensation, wberein I bad been
tenderly dealt witb ; and whereby I was in measure, fitted more
fully to feel with my fellow-creatures.
18^^. Firsi day. My nund was stiengtbened : and my Ups
were opened, to encourage tbe youth among us to seek after
tbe knowledge of God, and Ms power revealed in tbe mward
parts. 21*^. A letter from London brings tbe long-expected infor
mation of tbe deatb of my poor brother-in-law John Tibbatts,
26^^. Mary Lewis came bere, from Coalbrookdale, wbere sbe
bad been to risit our valued friend Deborah Darby, wbo is in
affUction, and in a precarious state of health.
iih mo. 2nd. We came to Worcester.
Srd. To our agreeable surprise, our dear friend Deborah Darby,
came bere, witb Susanna Appleby ; tbefr company was very re
freshing. I bave again been unweU, and my voice bas mucb
faUed me ; but, witb thankfulness, I may remark tbat my nund
is kept qmet and contented. Susanna Appleby gave us an
account of tbe sweet and peaceful close of our beloved friend
Mary Ridgway.
9th. We anived at Trosnant, and bad tbe satisfaction to find
James Lewis well ; I yet remam nearly mute,
10^^, My mind is tendered, under a lively sense of my
heavenly Eatber's mercies, of wMcb I largely partake, Sucb
tender friends ! sucb care and abundant accommodations, in a
time of long-continued weakness, far exceed what I bave any
right to expect, or could bave contrived for myseK,
17^^. My dear friend Mary Lewis bas been prevaUed on to
leave me; andto set. out, witb ber husband, for tbe haK year's
meeting at Brecon ; tbey travel in company witb Josepb Clark
and Ms wife, and Ann Metford. These friends bave been a few
days witb us, I beUeve to mutual satisfaction ; tbefr Uttie risits
to me, in my chamber^ were mucb so to me. My voice bas not
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20th. Mary Lewis came back; and Josepb Cloud and
R. GUkes arrived.
29^^. Our friends were at tbe meeting in tbe mormng; in
tbe aftemoon, in condescension to my weak state, Eriends met in
our parlour. ¦ Josepb Cloud was led to speak very clearly upon
tbe one essential baptism wMcb now saves. Although my powers
of utterance are yet sealed up, my heart was tendered and my
spirit contrited ; and I coffid secretly assent to wbat was declared
of tbe power whereby tbe soul is redeemed from sin.
soth. Our friend Josepb Cloud, having made one of our Uttle
family-circle for some time, it felt Uke parting from a beloved
relation, on Ms taking leave tMs mormng for London.
5th mo. 13th. First day. I went to meeting, for tbe first time,
since I left Birmingbam ; my bealtb being improved, tbougb I
can offiy speak in a wMsper. Dr. Lewis recommends a cbange
of afr and electricity. I consider it a great favour tbat I can be
calm and cheerfffi; my sitnation, witb my kind, affectionate
friends bere, being aU tbat I can wish.
Gth mo. lOih. I bave almost recovered my voice m tbe last
two days.
9th mo. 25th. Mary Lewis and I went to Warwick.
28i!;^. Came to WiUiam Fowler's, Alder MUls ; took tea witb
tbe aged Mother, a very valuable friend, wbo Uves surrounded by
ber cMldren and grandcMldren ; a lovely train of the latter,
twenty-six m number.
Z9ih. We breakfasted at Josepb Eowler's, and afterwards aU
tbe famffies were coUected togetber, and we endeavoured to feel
after tbat holy Power wMcb can direct aright. Reached Bfr
mingbam, and bad tbe satisfaction to meet James Lewis, whose
company was tmly acceptable.
lO^y^ mo. 2nd. James and Mary Lewis went home; I beUeve
we mutuaUy felt tbe separation, after so long a season of umtmg
intercourse ; but it is no smaU favour to part under tbe sweet
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peace of mind ; no friendsMp of tbe world is Uke tMs ! wMcb I
trast wUl yet bind ns togetber, though outwardly apart. My
aUotment is stiU uncertain ; tbe kindness of my friends suppUes
me witb present accommodatiom
7ih. First day. Tbe mormng meeting was large, and I thought
favoured with tbe overshadowing of tbat inrisible Power wMcb
woffid gather tbe mind from tbe lo ! beres, and lo ! tberes, and
stay tbe thoughts and wandering imaginations, bringmg aU into
captivity. I was thankfffi to feel tMs, bnt a fear possessed my
mind, m respect of some, that there was too great an anxiety
after worldly possessions. It is possible to pursue lawful tMngs
too eagerly; so as to be unfitted for Mgber and more noble
attainments. It is a good thing, and becoming our Cbristian
profession, to be content vritb sucb outward gain as may enable
us to procure things convenient for us, without tbe appearance
of grandeur or superflmty.
Sth. Heard of tbe deatb of onr valued friend Richard Dear-
man, of Coalbrookdale ; Ms son and wKe went tbere last Seventh
day, and did not find bim more tban usually indisposed, bnt the
next mormng he was found a corpse in Ms bed !
18^^. Set out for London.
21st. First day. My Brotber and Sister, &c. met me in town ;
my dear mece Rebecca looks weU, but tbougbtfffi, on tbe near
approach of ber marriage.
24^^. Tbe maniage company met. A very solemn feeUng was
experienced in tbe meeting, and our friend MaS-y Pryor spoke in
a sweet, feeUng, and encomaging manner. Tbe day was passed
pleasantly at Stoke Newington.
Slst. Went to meeting, witb my mind in a low state, yet
favoured witb a degree of resignation, and inwardly desfring to
be more fuUy wbat my gracious Creator woffid have me to be.
My brotber John and Josepb Gurney Bevan dined witb us.
Spent some bours witb a sick friend, wbo encouraged and
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mind. I beUeve it was mutuaUy pleasant to meet, and recall to
mind tbe mercies of our Heaveffiy Eatber toward ns.
llth mo. Sth. Mary Hardmg, wbo once Uved in tMs famUy,
and was ever affectionately kmd to me, spent the day witb us,
wMcb brought past days into pleasant remembrance.
19ih. Had a letter from my dear friend Mary Levris, with an
affecting account of ber husband's decUning bealtb, so that I am
in a strait wbat to do.
12^^ mo. IGih. First day. As I contmue to receive distressing
inteUigence from Trosnant, I intend to go to my dear friends in
tbefr troubles ; at least to partake, if I cannot alleviate.
19th. Accompanied my brotber WilUam to visit some of our
old acquamtance, wbom it was pleasant to find comfortably
settled, and serious m tbefr Uves and conversation.
20^^. Snow and cold deter me from undertaking my journey.
1805. 1st mo. 9th. WUUam Jackson was at tbe MontMy
Meeting, and was engaged to set forth, in a beart-tendermg
manner, tbe glory, honour and peace awaiting every faitlKffi soul.
17^^. CaUed at John Eliot's, took leave of several of my
friends, and feel rather moumfd. My sister Anne Capper, my
brotber WUUam, _&cc. spent tbe evemng witb us.
ISth. We parted under more tban usually tender feeUngs.
19th. Came to Thomas Pritcbard's, Ross, and found, to my
surprise, tbat James and Mary Lewis bad arrived at Wm. Dew's.
27ih. Firsi day. At botb meetmgs. In tbe evening, tbe
family came togetber to bear tbe Scriptures. These are often
times of refreshment and mstraction to tbose wbo hunger and
tbfrst after righteousness.
29ih. We left our kind friend Thomas Pritchard and famUy
nnder feeUngs of tender and serious soUcitude for tbefr weKare,
We rode pleasantly to Usk. Eound aU weU at Trosnant.
2nd mo. Srd. Firsi day. Tbe meetings were beld in sUence
but some of our minds were secretly engaged m desire tbat
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gathered to read tbe Scriptures, during our silent waiting on
God, a feeUng of awful seriousness spread over ns, and ten
dered our spirits, so tbat we all wept; and in brokenness, it
was acknowledged tbat tbere surely is encouragement to beUeve,
and under aU trials humbly to trust, in tbe Lord. It was a time
of renewed favour, and abiUty was granted to return vocal
thanks to tbe Giver of all our mercies.
IGih. We came to MeUingriffitb, Glamorganslifre, on a risit
to John Harford and bis Sister. Tbe ride is tMougb a pleasant,
romantic country, and tbe bonse is deligbtfffily situated, on
rising ground, witb tbe River Taff runmng, witb a fine serpen-
tme sweep, for nearly twenty mUes, along tbe valley below,
17;!^. First day. Tbe Uttle gathering was owned by a sense
tbat tbe Divme Presence is not confined to tbe many.
20th. Mary Lewis went, witb J. and E. Harford, about
twenty mUes, to seek out one or two poor wanderers, and to
endeavour to draw tbem within the fold, tbat tbey may find rest
unto tbefr soffis.
22«^. We retumed to Trosnant.
Srd mo. Gth. A solemn stfflness overspread us, at our smaU
.meeting. In seasons of inward instraction, tbe mind often
earnestly desfres tbat all professors of Christiaffity woffid embrace
every opportumty of waiting for tbat wisdom wMcb is pure and
comes from above. Tbey wbo wUl be taught of tbe Lord must
wait upon Him.
22nd. Came to Worcester.
2ith. Firsi day. I was at botb meetmgs, Sarab Beesley
kindly accommodates me, witb lodging, &c. I bave grate
fuUy to acknowledge tbe repeated kmdness of Eriends toward
me, wherever my lot bas been cast; and tMs I mention as
one of tbe many favours granted by a mercKul Lord, whom
it is my heart's desfre to obey; also to serve Ms cause upon
eartb, vritb tbe best abUity wMcb I bave, tbougb it be but smaU ;
yet a Uttle faitb, and faithfulness witb it, is a precious tMng.

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25^^. Came to Bfrnungbam, wbere I found comfortable
accommodations, vritb my own goods in ffice order, prepared for
me, at Thomas Sbortbouse' s, Great Charles Street; also kmd
friends ready to receive me, and to proride for me all tMngs
needfffi, upon reasonable terms. Can I be too gratefffi, under a
sense of tbe blessmgs of wbicb I am perraitted to partake !
How long I may be stationary I know not ; but I only desfre to
be bere, or anywhere, just so long as is best for me ; and I
did not leave Pontipool without mature deUberation.
28^^. I walked to see a Eriend wbo bas been very ffi. He
expressed Ms intention, K restored to bealtb, never more to
pursue busmess witb Ms former ardour, so as to leave no time for
more important concerns. A poor youth ffined witb us, wbo
seems nearly gone m a decline. I bope be was sensible of bis
true conffition.*
iih mo. 10th. At our MontMy Meetmg at Tamworth, it was
tbe exercise of my mind, tbat tbe lawfffi cares and concerns of
tbe present Ufe may not be uffiawfuUy pursued. I dined at John
Eowler's, Alder MUls, wbo is just recovering from a paralytic
seizure ; a man m tbe prime of Ufe, witb a young family, thus
warned to be prepared for eterffity !
14^.^. Firsi day. Tbe afternoon meeting more Uvely tban
tbe morffing. ' Tbe Ufe is tbe Ugbt of men,' and tbe crown of
our reUgious assembUes.
21*^. First day. Our mornmg meetmg was very fuUy attended,
and tbere was a sense of mercy being contmued to us, witb some
renewed abffity to mimster ; and to point out tbe difference
between the dispensations of tbe Law and tbe Gospel ; witb a
heart-felt desire tbat we migbt be so wise as to avaU ourselves
of tbe glorious privUeges of Grace and Truth, brought to Ugbt
by Jesus Cbrist,
22nd. Deborah Darby and Rebecca Byrd came to Samuel
»This young man died soon after; I understood that his last words were
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Lloyd's. I caUed on tbem, and found tbem under a weighty
concern to visit tbe families of Eriends m tMs place.
5th mo. iih. Received tbe risit of our dear friends, wMch was
particffiarly reviring and consolatory to me, having been in a
low state.
Sth. Eelt encouraged, at our Monthly Meeting, to request
leave to uffite witb Mary Lewis in some reUgious serrice, on our
return from tbe approacMug Yearly Meeting. Our dear friends,.
wbo bave been labouring among us, imparted sweet counsel, and
Deborah Darby was enabled nUgbtUy to petition for tbe dffierent
descriptions present.
12ih. First day. Tbis moming we bad tbe company and
labours of Rachel Eowler. Christ crucified, a suffering, dying
Saviour, was preached, as bemg incomprehensible to tbe natural
man, and stUl a stumbUng-block to tbe uncfrcumcised in heart,
and fooUshness to tbe seemingly wise reasoner ; but unto tbem
tbat beUeve, tbe power of God unto salvation. Tbe afternoon
meeting was held in a profitable sUence.
London, 19ih. At Gracecburcb Street Meeting, I experi
enced tbat soffi satisfying sUence "wMcb no language can
describe. 20th. Yearly Meetmg of Ministers and Elders. Mucb im
pressive counsel was banded to us.
22nd. Tbe Women's Yearly Meeting. A large and settled
gatbermg. 25^^. We received an instructive risit from WiUiam Jackson,
and some otber Men Eriends. Mucb was said to recommend
retrenchment, wMcb was summed np, in a few words, by J. G.
Bevan, before tbey left tbe meetmg, as foUows : — ' Eriends ! tbe
way is nanow ; contraction, not expansion, is tbe watchword !'
Mnch concurring advice was afterwards expressed by Women
Eriends ; perhaps tbere bas rarely been a time when more soU
citude bas been manKested for tbe belp and preservation of our
youth ; tbat tbey may beUeve in Jesus, and bow to Ms cross, in

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the subjection of tbefr own wUl, and in a life of self-denial ;
contrary to tbe false Uberty wMcli seeks to lay waste aU CMis
tian discipUne.
2Gih. First day. At Gracecburcb Street Meeting, an impres
sive exhortation went forth to tbe rich, tbat tbey trust not in
uncertam possessions, neither be Mgb-minded, but trust in tbe
Uvmg God. At RatcUff m tbe eveffing, CMist crucffied was set
forth as tbe Redeemer of man.
30^^. After vocal suppUcation and a solemn pause, the
conclndmg minute of tbe Women's Meetmg was read, and we
separated. Slsi. Tbe Meetmg of Miffisters and Elders met, granted a
returning certfficate to WUUam Jackson ; and baring concluded
its affafrs, separated under a covering of tbat silence wMcb pre
cludes expression.
Arrived at Binmngbam on tbe 24tb of 6tb mo.
soth. Firsi day. Our meetings botb sUent ; I thought tbat
sometMng was to be felt, excelUng words ; my own nund was
bowed m sweet, mward stillness ; witb a precious, renewed sense
tbat tbe spirit of tbe Lord teaches, m tbe secret of tbe soffi,
more powerfuUy tban any vocal sound, commufficated to tbe
outward ear.
7ih mo. Isi. A large meetmg at tbe mterment of John
Hawker. TMs day week be told me tbat be was m no pam ;
offiy waitmg the Lord's time.
Srd. Some of tbe Yearly Meetmg's Committee at our MontMy
Meeting. A very mterestmg coffierence took place, wMcb pro
bably wffi not soon be forgotten.
llth mo. 12ih. Reached Trosnant.
2ith. First day, Tbe meetmgs sUent; yet not without a
sense tbat tbe Eatber of Spfrits mstructs Ms cbUdren Himself.
2Gih. James Lewis bavmg long bad a desire to take a joumey
into Brecknock and Radnorsbfre, and Ms wKe not bemg weU

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enough to go, I set out vritb Mm. The roads were in fine order;
tbe sun shone gloriously, and tbe countiy looked beautiful,
tbougb ffisrobed of its summer mantle.
28ih. We accompUshed our purpose of risiting our long-
afflicted friend. Job Thomas ; wbo, many years ago, bad a faU
from Ms horse, whereby be was so greatly injured tbat be bas
since been m an affectingly crippled state. Tbe distance from
our inn at Llandovery is about six mUes ; we forded tbe Toway,
and reached our friend's bouse about ten o'clock in tbe monung ;
bis vrife received us witb hearty demonstrations of pleasure,
tbougb sbe can speak but Uttle EngUsb. We were soon
introduced to ber husband, wbo is an affectmg object ; baring
no nse of any of Ms Umbs, and Ms body beffig mucb wasted by
long-contmued, and as be said often mexpressible pams, endured
for mne years. Trffiy it is marvellous bow tbe poor frame bas
been sustained, and tbe mmd favoured Arith a daily renewal of
faitb, to beUeve tbat an Abmgbty band is stffi underneath.
30^;^. Came to Joan Bowen's.
12ih mo. 1st. First day. At meeting, tbat substantial
good wMcb refreshes the waitmg mind, was measurably spread
over us, under wMcb my faitb was strengthened in tbe per
suasion tbat our gracious heavenly Eatber is ffigh unto aU
tbose wbo diUgently seek bim, bowever tbey may be placed,
even K in lonely, dreary spots, separated from tbe cbeermg
society of tbefr feUow-believers. A Uttle snow fell.
2nd. A bright frosty moming. Tbe snow bad nearly vaffished,
and tbe surroundmg MUs, mostly covered witb smooth green
turf, witb tbe sbeep grazing on tbem in large flocks, formed a
sweet scene of simpUcity. We walked out to make a call, wben
a company of sportsmen and dogs appeared, eagerly scoutmg
about, to bunt a poor bare from its retreat. TMs seemed Uke a
breach of tbat sweet harmony and peace mto wMcb tbe creation
might be brought, were tbe hearts of men tborougbly redeemed.

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We bad some difficffit walking before we reached John Owen's
bouse; be and Ms wife received us kmffiy; tbey bave lately
joined our Society.
ith. We set out for bome, after takmg a tender leave of our
friends, wbo bave been affectionately kmd to us ; and tbe secret
exercise of my nund bas been, tbat notMng m my conduct
shoffid stumble or discourage tbe simple and bonest-bearted,
from earnestly seekmg, and foUowmg on to know, tbe perfect
way of God's salvation. Our dear friend Joan Bowen seems as
a tender Mother, in tMs dreary part of tbe heritage ; and sbe
bas been wonderfuUy supported m ber lonely situation.
Gih. We were favoured to reach bome weU ; and a pleasant
meetmg it was.
Sih. First day. Our Uttle gatbermg was, I thought, parti
cffiarly favoured witb solemffity. Tbe spfrit of suppUcation,
as vocaUy testffied tMougb Mary Lewis, was very sweetly vouch
safed ; and it proved a time of renewal of faitb and of bope. Tbe
aftemoon meeting was beld m sUence and seriousness.
19th. Received mteUigence of tbe alarming iUness of dear
Ann PumpMey.
21st. An affecting letter informs us tbat sbe was not Ukely
to live long, but sweetly enabled to resign all. Dear Ann, we
loved ber mucb, and beUeve tbat, tMougb many tribulations,
sbe bas been fitted for an entrance into rest, boldmg fast ber
mtegrity to tbe end.
2Srd. TMs mornmg brought tbe mounKffi inteUigence of dear
Ann PumpMey's deatb, on tbe twenty-first. Mary Lewis set
out witb me.
2ith. We reached Worcester, and were kmffiy received by our
friend EUzabeth WMtehead. I caUed at tbe bouse of mournmg,
and found a group of weeping friends, tbougb there seems
abundant cause to rejoice for tbe deceased, ber triumph over
deatb bemg glorious, for the stmg was taken away.
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31*^. At the Select Quarterly Meetmg; now but a Uttle
band. Last Efrst-day mormng, soon after be sat down m meet
ing, R Hudson, of Stourbridge, was very awfuUy summoned
away by deatb. Tbe concluffing events of tMs year are very
affecting. We bad, at tMs small meeting, tbe acceptable com
pany of onr valued friend Deborah Darby.
1806. Isf mo. 1st. The Quarterly Meeting was a solemn time,
and we were afresh counseUed to serve tbe Lord witb fuU
purpose of heart.
2nd. We accompaffied Deborah Darby to visit tbe prisoners
in tbe County JaU ; it was an affectmg season.
Gth. We were favoured to reach Trosnant safely.
22nd. I thought I suffered loss in our reUgious gatbermg tMs
morffing, from havmg been engaged in writing untU tbe very
time of going to tbe meeting.
2Gth. Firsi day. Mucb snow, and small meetings. Our even
ing reaffing and sUent waiting attended witb brokenness of spirit.
Srd mo. Iiih. Preparmg to leave my friends for a time ;
separation always seems a serious thing. Mary Lewis thinks of
accompanying me to Bfrnungbam.
19^,^. We came to Thomas Pritcbard's, Ross.
20ih. As we were about to leave, we were mucb affected by
bearing, from Imm Trusted, that Ms eldest son, a blooming
youtb of seventeen, had ffied after an UMess of offiy two days.
TMs solemn event caused us to ponder bow far it migbt be
best for us to proceed ; wMch however we concluded to do, after
a time of waitmg, in soliffity and tendemess.
22nd. I was received witb mucb kindness at my agreeable
bome in Bimungbam, and bave abundant cause for gratitude.
25;!/*. Quarterly Meeting of Miffisters and Elders ; tbe com
mittee and many strangers present. A very beart-searcMng time.
SOih. First day. Thomas Bigg, from Swansea, was at our
meetings; Ms deportment, and Ms weighty commuffications in
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ith mo. 1st. My beloved friend Mary Lewis having left me,
I feel low and stripped; we often suffer wben togetber, and
wben separated, an affectionate umon seems to bind us in a
tender fellowsMp.
Sih. Some weight of inward ffistress bas, at various times,
pressed upon my mind, relating to some inffividuals, engaged
m a trade wMcb seems to me connected witb a source manifestly
mconsistent witb tbe prmciple of purity. I bave been in some
measure, reUeved by one inffividual opening tbe subject, on Ms
own account. I bave also, after serious deUberation, sought
and found a smtable opportunity of speaking, in simpUcity and
in great tendemess, to a young man just entering upon a
branch of business wMcb seems to me very objectionable, and
contrary to our CMistian principle. I was treated witb mucb
civffity, and beard witb attention ; bnt alas ! mterest and false
reasonmg are strong barriers.
London, 5th mo. 19ih. Yearly Meeting of Mimsters and
Elders. Solemnity was mercKully spread over us as a canopy,
and vocal prayer was offered. Our aged friend John Kendall
earnestly recommended tbe reaffing of tbe Scriptures daUy in
families ; not to satisfy Ourselves witb perusmg them privately,
as mffividuals, but to collect tbe servants, &c. tbat aU may
partake. In tbe evenmg tbe precious gKt of prayer was again
vocaUy exercised, and we parted in solemn qffiet.
21st. Tbe Women's Yearly Meeting opened. After a solemn
pause, prayer was offered, before tbe business commenced.
Mucb stffiness prevaUed.
2Gth. Some memorials of deceased friends were read, and
some Uvely testimoffies were borne to tbe efficacy of that Grace
wMcb carries tbe bumble dependent Cbristian beUever safely
tMougb Ufe, and whicb is Ms support m death.
27^^. Several Epistles addressed to ffistant Yearly Meetings
were read; many seasonable remarks were made, and after
mucb deUberation and some alterations, tbe epistles were ordered
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to receive date and signature. It was profitable patiently and
attentively to observe tbe mutual condescension, in so large a
gathering, to tbe expressed judgment one of another.
soth. Our meeting separated after a very solemn pause. On
Seventh day eveffing tbe Meetmg of Miffisters and Elders beld
tbe concluffing sittmg; a favoured time, wMcb ended in a
stUMess tbat excluded and exceeded aU words.
I was afterwards confined, for many weeks, witb great weak
ness of body and tbe loss of my voice.^
During tMs time of prostration, sbe wrote as foUows, to ber
affectionate friend EUzabeth Cadbury.
" Stoke Newington, 7th mo. 1806.
Deae Eeiend,
Very gratefffi bas been tby kind sympathy. My long deten
tion m town, witb my weak, low state, bas been trymg; and
tbe continued loss of my voice sometimes brings my mind into
a deep and awfffi consideration, bow far I bave at any time abused
or misused tbe pririlege of speech. My low times, I trust, are
not altogether unprofitable, and at seasons I am favoured witb
mucb qffietness and resignation ; witb a tbankfffi ffisposition of
mind, tenderly gratefffi for tbe unmerited favours received, and
particffiarly, tbe kindness mamfested toward me, in these times
of reduction. At my brotber John's I bave been nursed witb
mucb affection, and wanted for notMng tbat UberaUty coffid
derise. Dr. Sims attended me daUy, and I am now greatly
restored and gaiffing strength. Yesterday I came bere for
cbange of afr ; tbe faimly is, at present, large ; but as tbere is
a spacious bouse, I can always retfre to a qffiet room. To-day
tbey are gone to Plasbett. I am a poor cipher among them ;
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that I am excused from much active duty, in tbe busy scenes of
Ufe ; tbougb I tMnk I bave learned to feel tenderly for tbose
who are caUed into tbe arduous, important station of mothers
and beads of famffies. 0 ! how these must sometimes be sensible
of tbefr cares and burdens, tbefr responsibUity, and tbefr in
sufficiency, without ffivine aid. How often must tbe heart of
these be moved witMn tbem; and bow frequent tbefr secret
suppUcation at tbe tMone of mercy ! Tbe soffi-sustaimng Grace
of our heaveffiy Eatber cheers and helps sucb, to take courage,
and humbly to seek for daily suppUes of pure Wisdom, tbat
tbey may order tbefr ways aright.
Accept my affectionate good wUl, flowing to yon and your
tender cbUdren. Mary Cappee."
"Wben I was sufficiently restored to travel, Mary Hardmg
accompamed me to Trosnant, wbere I was, as usual, well cared
for, and am stronger, tbougb yet subject to finctnations. These
I also observe m my dear friends. James Lewis is in a very
debffitated state ; but we bave some seasons of sweet consolation,
and spiritual refreshment; and are encouraged not to famt in
tfrne of trouble."
Tbe two succeeffing letters contain some aocount of tbe
Ulness and deatb of Mary Knowles.
Jaspee Cappee to his Sistee Mary Cappee.
"Stoke Newmgton, 1st mo, 22nd, 1807.
My dear Sistee Maey,
I have been, during a portion of tbis day, employed in lend
ing perhaps the last Uttie belp, it may ever be in my power to
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render, to our dear friend Mary Knowles. To-day she was too
ffi to be seen by me; but not many weeks since, I passed a
short time witb ber, wMcb seemed to rerive aU tbat tender
affection tbat we felt for eacb otber in years past, and wMcb, it
was pleasant to feel aU tbe mtervemng bffiows, of a troubled and
troublesome world, bad not been able to overwhelm or quencb.
Yesterday, my dear vrife was witb ber ; sbe is sensible of there
bemg but a step between ber and deatb. Tbe prospect is awfffi;
but sbe appears tender and resigned, and bas been greatly com
forted by a risit from John EUot and Robert Howard. Our
kmd sister Capper is indeed her good neigbbour ; I migbt abnost
say, nurse ; for sbe bas been at band and ready to afford ber
personal aid, as weU as ber valuable company.
Tbe attention of Mary Knowles's son bas been very com
mendable. Tby affectionate brotber, Jaspee Capper."
Anne Capper to Maey Cappee.
" Paraffise Row, 2nd mo. 9ih, 1807.
My dear Sistee,
Doubtless tbou bast beard of tbe deatb of our poor dear
Mary Knowles. Sbe was closely tried, untU near ber end, by
not bemg able to feel tbe presence of Him, wbom sbe sought
abffity to pray to and to worsMp ; and upon wbom sbe very
frequently caUed for forgiveness. 0 ! bow lightly sbe esteemed
all ber accompUsbments; 'what,' as sbe said, 'the world caUs
accompUsbments.' Sbe said to my Sister and me, ' I repent m
dust and ashes !' I saw ber tbe day before ber departure, wben
sbe appeared very desirous to feel an assurance of acceptance.
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you all to God. Possess Him, possess Him, if you can,
whatever becomes of me ! I bope I sbaU not be a cast-away for
ever ! I beUeve I shall not.' Sbe was quiet wben I left ber.
Early in tbe morffing tbe nurse beard ber say, 'Lord belp
me to pray; I cannot of myself;' these were ber last words.
I trust sbe found forgiveness and everlastmg mercy, for Jesns

" 1807. ith mo. We attended tbe General Meeting at Brecon,
wMcb was a time of instraction. I afterwards accompaffied
John Harford and Ms Sisters, on a risit to Job Thomas ; we
found bim in a state of more bodUy ease tban sometimes, and
remarkably animated and instructive in conversation; we were
some bours very pleasantly witb lum. Since tMs time it bas
pleased tbe gracious Disposer of Ufe and deatb to release bim
from an affUcted body. Tbe remembrance of our visit is sweet.
From Ms bouse we went to Swansea, wbere I passed a Uttle time
very satisfactorUy vritb Thomas and Mary Bigg ; also at Neatb.
After a sojourn at Trosnant, I came to Birmingham, m tbe ffintb
month. 10^^ mo. Iiih. I informed the Monthly Meeting tbat I expect
to winter in Momnontbsbfre. TMs I mentioned for my own
satisfaction, as I bave ever been desfrous, not to act contrary to
tbe judgment of my friends."
Joseph Gueney Bevaji to Mary Cappee.
"Catherine Hffi, near Worcester, 10th mo. 21si, 1807.
Dear Mary,
We finished our risit to tMs Quarterly Meetmg yesterday
evemng. As to myseK, I am leavmg tbis Uttle piece of service
nearly as poor as I entered on it, so tbat tby letter, wMch I

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received this morffing, at tbe breakfast-table, was trffiy acceptable
and refresMng ; and I read it witb emotions of tendemess.
We found it adrisable to recommend some tMngs wMcb seem
to be weU received, and wbicb we bope may tend to mutual
strength, K tbe active Members of tbe Quarterly Meeting are
desirous of doing tbe Uttle tbey are capable of, as m tbe sight of
tbe Lord. I tMnk not one of tbe MontMy Meetmgs is without
some feeUng Eriends ; and one may indffige a bope tbat tbere are
bere, at Worcester, some wbo, K tbey are preserved bumble,
may be tbe means of some rerival.
We were twice witb WUUam Young, wbo now keeps up stairs.
He seemed very mucb pleased to see us, but was low, and
lamentmg tbe absence of wbat be said be loved above every tMng
else. He put me in mind of tbe Apostle's words, 'Though now,
K need be, ye are in beavmess, tMougb maffifold temptations,' &c.
May be it is a cloud permitted to make tbe glory to be revealed
more glorious. Tby affectionate friend, J. G. Beyan."
" 10^^ tno. SOih. My sister Tibbatts and I came to Worcester,
and were kmdly received at Sarab Beesley's. Mary Naftel bemg
bere, sbe and I made a few caUs togetber, on tbose wbo were
sick and m trouble. TMs was pleasant to me.
11^^ mo. Srd. My Sister and I retumed to Trosnant, wbere we
were received witb a corffial welcome; our dear friends are m
precarious bealtb.
12th mo. 23rd. R. S. Harford and Ms son attended our Uttle
meeting. I thought it an unspeakable pririlege, wMcb I woffid
not barter for aU tbe world, to bave tbe opportunity of thus
meeting in compaffies, tbougb small, to retire from aU, even
lawfffi concerns, and witb tbe best ability tbat we bave, to wait
upon God, tbe eternal, inexhaustible Source of all good. 0 !
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to time, tbat tbe Rock of our salvation remains unshaken,
tbougb tbe floods, tbe vrinds and tbe ram may beat upon tbe
poor tabernacle. I do afresh beUeve, tbat if tMough faitMffi
deffication we grow m spiritual experience, we shall acknowledge
tbat tbere is no joy Uke unto tbe joy of God's salvation.
1808. 1st mo. 22nd. I set out for Bfrmingbam, in conse
quence of tbe affUctmg information of tbe sudden deatb of J.
P. Dearman ; a friend wbom I loved mucb, for the mtegrity of
Ms character ; and mucb affection I bear to tbose wbom be bas
left. 24^^. Arrived just in time to pay tbe last solemn tribute of
regard ; afterwards I went to Ms late residence, and found Ms
tender, afflicted wKe more cabn tban I coffid bave expected, and
a sweet seremty seems to overspread tbe famUy.
Srd mo. 29th. Arrived at Trosnant; dear James Lewis seems
decUffing. It is a great favour to meet in peace and affection,
tbougb a storm may occasionaUy arise to ffisturb tbe cabn, and
try our faitb. AU good is from above, and we are sometimes
permitted to feel our own weakness, and maffifold imperfections,
tbat no flesh may glory.
5ih mo. IGih. I came, in tbe maU-boat, across tbe channel to
Bristol, by eleven o'clock, a. m. Passed tbe rest of tbe day
vritb Josepb WMting and Ms sister Esther.
5ih mo. 17 ih. My nephew Samuel Capper conveyed me to
West Tovm, wbere be bas a qniet retreat.
21*^. Reached my brotber Jasper's, m London.
Gih mo. 2nd. Tbe Women's Yearly Meeting closed. Tbe
attendance bas been large and remarkably quiet. Several testi
moffies respecting deceased miffisters were read ; a very strikmg
one, concermng dear Job Thomas. His words, expressed
a Uttle before be departed, and taken down by Ms son, were
indeed an animating testimony to tbe power of Divine Grace ;
and extraorffinary was tbe effect wMcb tbe reaffing of tbem
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and weU I remembered my last visit to Mm, wben bis counte
nance seemed to bespeak Ms near approach to tbe Kingdom of
undeffled rest.
5ih. Firsi day. After tbe meetings, came to Stoke Newing
ton. , Staid awMle vritb my niece Rebecca Bevan, wbo is now
the carefffi mother of tMee cbUdren. Tbey are about removmg
to Tottenham.
Sih. Came to Trosnant. James Lewis is very weak in body,
but Ms mind is clothed witb love. I thought I never felt more
satisfaction and comfort in retmffing bere ; aU seemed pleasant
and peacefffi. To Saeah Geubb.
"Trosnant, Sth mo. IGih, 1808.
Dear Eeiend,
Although it is a very long time since we bad any risible proof
tbat we are remembered of eacb otber, yet I cannot tMnk former
days are forgotten. We hear tbou art tbe mother of two babes,
which doubtless claim tby maternal care and tenderness ; but
nevertbeless tby faitbfffi deffication of heart to a gracious
Redeemer continues. Ob ! tbis is precious to tbose wbo love
tbe God of tbefr salvation. It is a great thing tbat tbou art
happily umted to one of tbe Heaveffiy Eatber's cMldren and
servants, wbo can feel, unite and labour witb tbee. WbUe I
write, my heart seems warmed witb a salutation of love and
encouragement to you, dear labourers in tbe harvest of the
Lord. May notMng ever ffismay or ffiscomfit yon ! I am a
very poor, unworthy indiridual; but tbe God of my Ufe bas been
marvellous in mercy to my soffi. Wben tbe enemy bas pursued
as a lion, tbe power of tbe Lord bas appeared gloriously, so tbat
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vrithin me craves, tbat tbe cMldren of men may seek tbe Lord,
and know Him for themselves. Tbou probably knowest tbat,
since Mary Beesley's marriage, I have been mostly witb ber.
Sucb a quiet retreat, I bave considered a favourable asylum, as
my bealtb bas lately been precarious. Indeed I bave abundant
cause to be humble, and as dear Ann PumpMey used to say, to
be good, and to be tbankfffi. Dear Ann ! bow sweet is tbe
remembrance of ber !
Witb unfeigned affection, I subscribe, M. Cappee."
" Sih mo. Ylth. Martha Routh came to stay a few days, wluch
was very pleasant to us.
22nd. We accompamed our dear friend to SMre Newton,
wbere sbe bad a meeting witb a few serious persons, and then
proceeded to Bristol, witb John Grace. As Mary Lewis and I
returned bome, we felt tbe loss of our valuable friend's instruc
tive company.
29th. Josepb Clark, Josepb Naisb, and Ms Sister, and P. H.
Gurney came bere, to sit witb friends and attenders of our meet
ings, in tbeir famiUes. Thomas Evans is gone to MyrtMr, on
account of tbe fflness of Arthur Enoch. He returned witb tbe
afiflicting inteffigence tbat Arthur ffied before be got tbere,
learing a yonng widow and tMee helpless babes.
9th mo. 1st. TMs mormng, our dear risiting friends bad a
very contriting opportunity of reUgious retirement witb us ; our
spirits were bumbUngly umted m renewed faitb and bope in tbe
Eountain of mercy. We were refreshed togetber, and encouraged
to beUeve tbat our heavenly Eatber is stiU mgh unto us, and
unto aU wbo sincerely seek Him. In tbe eveffing, tbe corpse
of Arthur Enoch was mtened. A number of tbe neighbours
came to tbe meeting, wMcb was a solemn time. Tbose wbo
kinffiy assisted on tMs occasion, and some others, supped witb
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2nd. After experiencing a renewed sense of Dirine mercy,
extended to ns collectively, we parted from our endeared friends,
wbo pursued tbefr journey, in order to risit tbe scattered few m
Nortb Wales. After serious thought on tbe subject, I appUed
to my own MontMy Meeting to send me a certfficate of removal
into tbe MontMy Meeting of Monmouth.
11^^ mo. 19ih. We received tbe very affectmg account of
tbe deatb of Arthur Enoch's young widow.
23rd. Several neighbours came to tbe interment; it was
sorrowfffi to tbink of tbe tMee young cbUdren thus left.
1809. Srd mo. 5th. I came to Bfrnungbam.
23rd. Eeeling my mind secretly bound, and gently constrained,
in love to my friends, and under an apprehension of reUgious
duty, I joined Sarab Hustler and WUUam Eorster, in risiting
tbe famiUes of tbe Nortb MontMy Meetmg, wMcb engagement
we were enabled to perform, and separated one from tbe otber,
after experiencing a measure of tbat sweet feUowsMp wMcb
surpasses aU worlffiy friendsMp, or mere natural affection.
ith mo. 29th. Came alone to Monmouth ; tbe country was
beantKffi, and my nund was mercifffily clothed witb precious
peace, so tbat tbe ride was not teffious. Had tbe satisfaction
once more to join my dear friends at Trosnant. James Lewis,.
tbougb considerably effieebled, testffied Ms gladness on my
arrival, and I am thankfffi to be peacefuUy at Uberty to uffite in
tbe cares of tMs family.
1810. 2nd mo. 1st. Our long-afflicted, patiently suffering, and
endeared friend James Lewis, caUffiy breathed Ms last, having, a
short time preriously, exclaimed, ' Be Thou witb me, 0 ! Lord.'
On being asked K be were comfortable, be answered, 'Yes;
leave me to tbe Lord !' these were tbe last words be uttered.
His traly attentive, watchful, tender wife was enabled to assist to
tbe last; finaUy closing tbe eyes of tbis nearest and dearest
connexion in Ufe.
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James Lewis was a man of unusual simpUcity, and without
guUe ; bumble and of a retfred spirit ; yet hospitable and. affec
tionate toward Ms friends ; a lover of tbose wbo foUowed after
righteousness. Many a time, during Ms long decime, be said,
tbat be loved every body ; especiaUy tbose wbo loved tbe Lord
Jesns, out of a pure heart.
18^^. TMs day received tbe affecting intelUgence oftbe deatb
of our very dear and justly valued friend Deborah Darby. A
dedicated servant, and a messenger of glad tiffings to many, sbe
bas been in ber comparatively short day. Sbe was an example
of dffigence m ber apprehended duties ; and was pecuUarly fitted
by nature and by Grace, for tbe work whereunto, tbere is
abundant cause to beUeve, sbe was caUed. Surely it is allow
able to mourn tbe privation tbat we sustain ; though, no doubt,
tbe cbange to our precious friend is glorious.
Srd mo. 28th. Mary Lewis and I attended tbe Quarterly Meet
ing, at Birmingbam, bad tbe satisfaction of meetmg several of
our dear friends, and were refreshed togetber. Durmg our stay
at Binmngbam, we were affected by bearing of tbe deatb of
Edmund Darby, tbe offiy surriring cMld of our dear friend
Deborah Darby. He was about twenty-ffine years old, and bas
left a lovely family ; only out-Uring Ms valuable mother about
five weeks. He was married at tbe same time and place as Mary
Lewis, and offiy surrived ber husband seven weeks, tbougb so
young a man.
iih mo. 19th. We retumed to our habitation at Trosnant ; it
is a qffiet retreat, but we miss tbe dear bead of tbe fanffiy; for
although weak m body, be was Uvely m spirit, so tbat it was very
sweet to be vritb bim.
5th mo. 5th. Mary Levris, Thomas Evans, and I crossed tbe
channel, and were kindly received at Bristol, at my nephew
James Henry Capper's.
Arrived in London on tbe 18tb.
21st. Yearly Meeting of Mimsters and Elders. Though many

156 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPER. [1810.
dear and usefffi friends are removed by deatb since last year, and
tbefr loss is mucb felt, yet tbere is encouragement in tbe
assurance, tbat tbe Eoimtam of belp is still open, and tbat tbe
Head of tbe Cburcb wffi not forsake Ms people.
2Srd. Hannab Eisber was appointed clerk to tbe Women's
Yearly Meetmg. Tbe attendance was large, particffiarly of
young persons, many of wbom appeared serious ; and it was very
pleasant to observe tbefr settled attention to tbe business, wMch
is conducted in mucb condescension and harmony, witb a riew to
promote tbe good of tbe body. Benjamin WMte, from America,
came into our meeting, accompanied by Josepb Gurney Bevan.
He exhorted us to be bumble ; and witb mucb tendemess, be
particffiarly intreated mothers to be more carefffi to adorn tbe
minds of tbeir young cMldren witb meekness, bumffity and
vfrtue, tban to put upon tbem any outward adorning.
31*^. After many precious seasons togetber, and mucb instrac-
tive counsel being given, our Yearly Meeting concluded.
Gth mo. 2nd. Tbe last sitting of tbe Meeting of Miffisters and
Elders was beld, and we were favoured to separate under that
solemn covering of sUence, wbicb subdues imaginations, and
brmgs tbe tbougbts into captivity ; a marvellous power prevaU
ing over tbe mind, wMcb no words can fuUy set forth; it is
more precious and more refresMng to tbe immortal spfrit tban
words can be.
7 th mo. 7 th. Eetumed to Trosnant.
Ylth. TMs evenmg one wbo bad Uved in tMs fanffiy from a
Uttle lad until tMs day, wben be is a stout young man of twenty-
one, left us. Tears were shed on aU sides. It is no marvel
tbat sucb separations shoffid be felt, tbe young man having
Uved long under tbe same roof, and participated in many times
of favour, wben heaveffiy goodness bas tendered our hearts,
durmg our famUy retfrements, and in wMcb tbe late dear master-
of tbe fanffiy was frequently so broken in spirit, bumbled and
contrited, tbat tbe same feeling seemed to spread over all.

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Thomas was, we bave reason to beUeve, a faithful servant;
dffigent, neat, qffick in Ms business ; affectionate to Ms Master
tMougb Ms long illness ; mgemous and cheerfuUy obUging ; so
tbat be was very valuable in tbe famUy. TMs Uttle testimony
seems dne to bim, from one wbo smcerely desfres Ms weKare,
and tbat be may be kept by tbe Good Shepherd, and find mercy
and peace.
21si. Again tbe trial of separation ! James Lewis's nephew,
wbo long partook, vritb kmdness and watcMffi attention, in tbe
necessary fatigue and care of Ms dear imcle, bas now left tbe
bouse, so tbat we are reduced to a small number. Serious
tbougbts bave arisen as to tbe propriety of qffittmg tMs lonesome
spot; but we shall not do it bastUy.
9th mo. I stffi find, tbat of myseK, I can do no good tMng,
but am weak and frail ; tbe Lord's lengthened ont mercy is my
offiy bope.

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CHAPTEE VII.
DEPARTUEE FEOM TEOSNANT.  SETTLEMENT WITH MARY LEWIS,
AT LEOMINSTEE.  VISITS TO LONDON, &C.  DEATH OP MARY
LEWIS.

1811. 1st mo. soth. Our kind friend S. Waring arrived bere,
for tbe purpose of once more lenffing her aid in tMs spot, wMcb
it seems Ukely tbat we may soon leave, being about to remove
to Leommster. Tbe prospect feels important.
ith mo. 5th. 1 took my leave of Trosnant.
Gih, On reacMug Bfrmmgbam, I found Thomas Sbortbouse ffi.
10th, Our poor friend very ffi. 0 ! it is weU tbat be can
say, tbat tbere is notMng but tbe pains of tbe poor body to con
tend vritb. No thought, be says, troubles bim ; tbe Lord bas
been witb bim aU Ms Ufe long, and is witb bim now.
12^^. Our dear friend Thomas Sbortbouse breathed Ms last.
17^^. A good meeting at tbe interment.
ISth. I went to Coventry, under an apprehension, tbat time
was particularly uncertain to our long known and trffiy beloved
friend, John Cash. I found bim confined to Ms room, and m a
very reduced state, bnt qffite sensible, and witb a solemmty of
countenance wMcb seemed to bespeak a spirit in great measure
gathered from tbe encumbering cares of time, in wMcb be bad
largely shared. His conduct was very exemplary as a man of
integrity. Towards tbe decUne of Ms Ufe, tbe finctnations of
trade having reduced bis property, be very prudently and steadUy
endeavoured to retrench bis expenses ; be appeared very cheerfffi,
and traly contented, having tbe sweet solace of tbose wbo

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do justly. It may be said be was, for many years, a preacher
of righteousness, by example and by exhortation ; as a minister
in our Society, be was traly esteemed, and be was zealous for
tbe ffiscipline and good order established among ns.
24^^. First-day. As I sat by bim, I thought under a very
precious sense of heaveffiy favour, I ventured to remark, tbat we
bad partaken of many profitable seasons togetber, under Ms roof.
'Ob ! ' be said, witb some animation, lookmg expressively round
on Ms faimly, ' I bope these dear cbUffien bave profited.'
Some Uttle time after, we corffiaUy took our last farewell of
eacb otber, no more to meet on eartb ; for m a few bours, be
qffietly passed from time to etemity.
5th mo. ISth. I arrived m Gracecburcb-street, London."
Extracts from an account of tbe Yearly Meeting, &c. sent by
M. C. to ber friend Mary Lewis.
"5th mo. 20th. My dear friend; it is my desfre to transmit
a Uttle to tbee of tbat wMcb mterests ns bere, as I may find
time and abffity. Susanna Naisb is my quiet compaffion;
sbe is separated from her cboice friend, P. H. Gumey, whose
bealtb does not aUow of ber umting witb ber fiiends at
tMs time, m entering mto tbe affafrs of tbe Cburcb; and I
being under Uke privation from tbe same cause, we often
tbink and speak of our absent yoke-feUows; and my dear
friend, tbe condescendmg goodness of tbe one Shepherd
bemg unbounded, surely be is witb tbe soUtary m all places,
and under every trial; belp is laid on One, mighty to save!
Yesterday I saw several of my relations; my brotber John
looks pretty weU, but bas many troubles; bis son Edward
remains m tbe army. My sister Jasper is mucb shrunk and
looks very langmd, but is yet, at times, m good spfrits and
active. My brotber WiUiam and Ms vrife seem happy m eacb
otber. Henry HuU was at tMs meeting yesterday, and power-

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fuUy counseUed us to keep tbe watcb, and to stand in our aUot
ments, m simple obeffience. TMs morffing tbe Yearly Meeting
of Miffisters and Elders met, and tbe business was entered on
by George Stacey and Dykes Alexander. Ann Byrd and Mary
Pryor are among tbe ancients bere. J. G. Bevan looks poorly;
Ms wife is unable to be out.
21si. A bumble petition for contmued belp was offered by
Eebecca Byrd. She is very imweU. Now my dear tried friend,
I tum to tby letter ; tby repeated attacks of Ulness are surely
a great trial, but I know not bow to do better tban to commit
tbee to tbe keeping of heaveffiy kmdness, and to crave for tbee
and for myseK, an increase of faitb and patience, tbat we may
steadfastly abide untU our measure be fiUed up. I mtreat tbee,
my dear friend, dweU not upon tbe gloomy side of tMngs,
ratber let us endeavour to contemplate witb gratitude tbe Power
tbat bas graciously qffickened us, and called us to vfrtne and to
glory ; wMcb raises tbe aspfration, make me wbat Tbou woffidst
bave me to be ! Give my love to H. and S. Waring. 0 ! my
tender friends, wben heaveffiy condescension reneweffiy bumbles
and contrites our spirits, bow we do long for, tbe barmoffiring
infiuence of CMistian love to spread over tbe whole world !
22?^^. Tbe Women's Yearly Meeting commenced, and tbe
gathering was so large tbat it was difficffit for aU to be accom
modated. Our defficated, aged friend Mary Pryor, was wonder
fuUy strengthened to proclaim tbe contmued goodness of tbe
Lord, and to encourage tbe bumble, exercised ones. Mary
Naftel was refresMng m prayer.
5th mo. 23rd. An mstructive testimony was read, concerning
John HaU, of Little Broughton, wbo on Ms dying bed, declared
Ms steadfast faitii in CMist Jesus, and was made triumphant in
deatb. A very affimatmg one was also read, respectmg Ann
Peny, of CoggesbaU. Sbe was a poor orphan wbo, in ber cMld-
bood, was placed m a cbarity-scbool, and afterwards removed
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was cast in tbe fanffiy of a Eriend. Here sbe became trffiy
religious, and was led to acknowledge tbe purity and efficacy of
tbe Truth, as we profess it, and to miite berseK to our Society,
wberein sbe became a preacher of righteousness in, word and in
deed. 2ith. Edward Sfrnkm and Mary Proud mimstered to us at
Eatcliff meetmg, wMcb I attended; and a prayer was put up
tbat tbe sons and daughters of men, tbe world over, migbt in
mercy, be brought under tbe sanctKying power of tbe Holy
Spfrit, and tbat, to tbe name of Jesus, every knee migbt bow,
and every tongue confess. In tbe afternoon, a testimony was
read, concermng Richard Jacob, of Ireland. It was particffiarly
remarked tberem, that bis steady endeavour was to overcome evU
witb good. An admirable attainment ! My heart longs after
it, but I come affectingly short ; yet I must press on.
28ih. Tbe gathering was favoured witb a particffiarly
solemn stiUness, wMcb was truly refresMng. It is a precious
tMng wben tbis is tbe case, — wben, after our meetmgs, either for
ffiscipUne or for worsMp, sometMng remains to do us good, — to
stay our minds npon God.
2Qth. A very sweet and affectionate letter was sent in from
tbe Men's Meeting, addressed to tbem by John KendaU; it
was expressive of mucb love, and a Uvely concem for tbe
welfare of tbe Society. He is in bis eighty-second year. It
was cheering, and seemed Uke tbe dew of youtb m old age.
SOih. Henry HuU, accompaffied by tbree friends, came to pay
a visit to our meeting ; Ms commumcation was very instructive ;
particffiarly cautioning against seK-activity, recommenffing us
to be as ready to receive as to give counsel, and to wait
reverently for tbe gentle constraimngs of tbe Spirit of Truth. He
remarked also, tbat diffident minds, to wbom tMs caution least
belonged, woffid be the most ffisposed to take it to themselves,
and thus, be feared, migbt let in discouragement. He patheti
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obeffience, tbat they migbt obtain tbe inestimable ornament of a
meek and qffiet spirit. He also supplicated sweetly for aU, tbe
absent as weU as tbe present. I felt afresh contrited, and tbe
language was sweetly raised, wbat sacrffice so acceptable as
reverent bowedness of spirit ! Our business being ended, a
solemn pause ensued. In pure silence tbere is fulness. What
a people shoffid we be, if all ffid but come fuUy under the
harmonizing influence of tbat bumbling Power, wMeb brings
even the tbougbts into captirity ! Trffiy my heart is pained
wben I ponder upon my short-comings. Ab ! I see that
it is inffividual watcbfffiness and cfrcumspection wMcb is re-
qffired, and I pray for boly help, Tbe unportance of constant
rigUance presses npon my spirit. I wish now to advert to tby
letter ; don't, my dear, be too soUcitons about tby young friend ;
tbe Power wbich bas mercKffily kept bim, is, I beUeve, stffi
near to Mm. ' AU is not lost tbat is out of sight !' let us
remember tMs. Never mind tbe breakage of tbe CMna bowl,
&c. My heart was not set upon tbem. Give my love to my
friends ; I love tbem, but my spirit is just now contrited within
me, under a desfre to be more fully wbat I shoffid be; more
meek and gentle, and more patient under Uttle trials ; tbere is
more in tMs tban we are always aware of, and I tMnk I never
felt it more forcibly tban now.
Witb dear love, affectionately, Maey Capper.
Slsi. I was witness to a very awfffi scene ; tbe sudden seizure,
in Bishopsgate Street, of Josepb Gibbins. He was apparently in
health, walking toward the meeting-bonse, wben be feU, was
canied to a Eriend's bouse, and soon expfred. Tbis trffiy affect
ing scene probably shook my weak frame; for in tbe course
of a few days, my voice was gone, and mucb debffity ensued.
In tMs reduced state, I was very affectionately cared for by my
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was graciously kept in a low, tender conffition, susceptible of
good. Towards tbe end of the sixth month, my bodily strength
was a Uttle restored ; and although tMs is desfrable, and to be
received witb tbankfffiness, yet tbe favour of Divine mercy,
sensibly perceived, m ffispensing tbe bread of IKe, is above aU.
Gth mo. SOth. First day. I left my dear relations in Ely Place,
and was removed to my dear, and equaUy kind relations at Stoke
Newington, where I am tenderly and affectionately attended by
my ffieces ; very sweet it is to be so cared for, m a time of
great weakness. My powers of voice are stffi suspended, but
I am mercifuUy kept from anxiety."
During ber tarriance at Stoke Newington, Mary Capper
addressed tbe foUowing letter to ber Brotber. "7ih mo. 1811.
My dear Beothee Jaspee,
It is difficffit for me to speak, but as it particularly impresses
my mind, I wish to teU tbee, tbat since my present great weak
ness and incapacity for joimng in conversation, I bave remem
bered early scenes; and particffiarly since I came bere, some
transactions between tbee and me, wMcb bave been of great
importance to myself; and I tbink, as I even now record it witb
tears, tbou mayst be conKorted by being remmded thereof; and
in low times, for I beUeve tbat even confirmed beUevers bave
tbefr stripping times, tbou mayst be encouraged to bold fast
tby confidence, and be tbankfffi that tbou hast been an instru
mental means of stfrring up tbe pure nund, or gift, in one poor
straying soffi, at least; yes, my dear Brotber, even though I
knew it not; and I believe thon wast far from knowing, tbe
work wMcb was at an early period begun, in tbe secret of our
hearts. And although many an impediment bas been permitted,
and we have more and more seen tbe evUs of the human heart,
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yet heaveffiy kindness bas been underneath, and helped us
Mtberto. To return to our early days ; it bas been revived, abnost Uke
a scene of yesterday, wben we were young, at Rugeley togetber,
tbat once, wben our Parents were out, and I was sittmg m tbe
Uttle parlour, tbou calledst me ; and wben I came to tbee, tbou
badst a paper before tbee, and badst been writmg. Witb a
serious countenance, tbou asked me K I could recoUect anything
tbat tbou badst done amiss, or coffid belp tbee to remember
wbat tbou badst said or done tbat was viTong, as tbou wished to
keep an account of tby actions. No doubt, I thought it
strange, and said sometMng m cbUffisb derision; at wMcb I
remember tbou lookedst grave, and saidst tbe Testament recom
mended watcMffiness; at wMch I fooUsMy laughed, and said
tbat tbat was an old-fasMoned book. Well I recoUect tbe
inward conviction wMcb I felt wben tbou saidst, ' Ob ! sister
Mary, K you begin to despise tbat book, I bave done !' Away
I ran, bnt felt mncb ffistressed ; and I know not, tbat from tbat
time, I ever dared to speak lightly of tbe Scriptures, or of
reUgipn. Although wben graduaUy becommg serious, it was not sud-
deffiy tbat I made any ontward cbange, and tbougb I bad
prejuffices to encounter, yet bere, my dear Brotber, tbou badst
as it were opened a door, wMcb step by step I entered. 0 !
tbou knowest not to tbe fffil, tbe strong holds of naughtmess,
perverseness, depraved mcUnations, petulance and impatience,
wMcb were in my unconverted heart, more bard and stubborn,
surely tban many others.
Have I not tben, great, very great cause to be bumble, and
to be tbankfffi to tbe Eirst Cause? and to be grateful, in
tender love, towards tbe instrument of my first awakemng?
Yes, my dear Brotber, heaveffiy Goodness bas dealt bountKuUy
witb me ; and may aU tby conflicts and aU tby trials be sanctified
to tbee ; and may we, in our different aUotments, be of one heart

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and one nund ; ascribing tbe marveUous mercy of Salvation unto
tbe redeemmg power of a Saviour's love. Often tbe secret
language of my heart is, ' a Redeemer, or I perish ! a Saviom-,
or I ffie !' Witb heartfelt affection,
I subscribe, tby Sister,
Mary Cappee."
" 9ih mo. After spendmg a considerable time among my rela
tives, from all of wbom, as well as from tbefr servants, I partook
of particffiar tendemess and care, durmg my long-contmued
weak and low state, I gradually recovered strength, and my voice
retumed, wMcb was very comfortable to me, and reUeving to
my friends.
17 ih. I left London, under tbe care of Mary Harffing, and
came to ber relations at Witney, Oxfordsbfre.
2ith. We were favoured to arrive safely at Leommster, wbere
we found Mary Lewis, comfortably settled in ber bouse.
10th mo. 29ih. Came to Birmingbam, in consequence of affect
mg tidings from thence. Our friends Charles and Mary Lloyd
bave had tbe affliction of tMee deaths m tbefr family, in about
six weeks. Two of tbefr sons have been taken away in tbe
prime of Ufe, and bave eacb left a young vridow and infant
fanffiy ; and tbefr lovely daughter CaroUne, twenty-one years old,
is caUed away from this Ufe of ricissitudes, meetmg deatb witb
cabn resignation and peacefffi assurance, tMougb tbe redeeming
love of CMist, tbe Saviour. Her IKe was exemplary, and sbe
was remarkably useful, m tbe care of tbe poor, and tbe education
of tbefr cbUffien. Her affable engaging and gentle manners,
also ber serious deportment, and ber reUgions observance of tbe
times set apart for waiting upon and worsMppmg tbe Eatber
of spfrits, in pubUc, are a very sweet memorial of ber, engraven
in our hearts.
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our meeting, and held a large and satisfactory one in tbe
evening." Erom tMs date it appears tbat Mary Capper was not so regffiar
as before, in notmg down remarks; tbe next memorandum
bemg an account of tbe Yearly Meeting, after wMcb tbere
is a consideraMe lapse. TMs continues occasionaUy to be tbe
case, untu tbe period wben sbe entfrely ceased to keep a journal.
Tbe omissions are supplied by extracts from letters, &c.
" 1812. 5th mo. ISih. Tbe Yearly Meeting of Miffisters and
Elders was larger tban for some years past ; and it was consoUng
to see tbe aged standmg ffim in tbefr- Heaveffiy Master's
cause. A very precious feeUng of solemnity was graciously
spread over us, and suppUcation was humbly offered at tbe
tMone of mercy. Tbe business was then opened by George
Stacey, J. G. Bevan, &c. Mary Pryor and John Bateman, as
solffiers vaUant in tbefr Master's cause, spoke weU of Ms Name,
and testffied tbeir tbankfffi sense of tbe continuance of Ms
mercKffi kmdness. Certfficates for friends traveUmg in tbe work
of tbe miffistry were read; among tbem, one for Stephen GreUet,
of tbe Umted States. He is a native of Erance.
19ih. 8. GreUet prayed, very impressively, for an increase of
true judgment, and the spirit of right ffiscemment among us ;
and tbat eacb nught be fonnd keeping tbeir ranks in righteous
ness. A desfre was afterwards tenderly expressed tbat notMng
among ns migbt prove a stumbUng-block to tbe simple and
bonest-bearted ; but tbat our whole conduct, conversation, and
deaUng among men, migbt manifest a consistent, seK-denying
life, as foUowers of a crucffied Lord, and as waymarks to the
flock. 20ih. The Women's Yearly Meeting commenced. Our
honourable, because firm and faitbfffi, mother m tbe cburcb,
Mary Pryor, testffied in a very Uvely manner, ber sense of

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heavenly favour being renewedly extended to us. EUzabeth
Joseph Ery suppUcated for heaveffiy belp, to keep our aUotted
places m tbe cburcb ; sbe afterwards requested leave to pay a
risit to tbe men's meetmg, and Rebecca Bevan diffidently ex
pressed a sisterly sympathy, and desfre to accompany her, K it
was deemed suitable. After soUd consideration, tbe way seemed
clear for tbefr hberation, and tMee elders accompanied tbem;
viz. Tabitha Bevans, Rachel Snuth, and Sarab PMUips.
21 5^. Several testimoffies were read, and some animating
remarks made on tbe encouragement to be derived from tbe
peaceful close of tbose wbo had been obeffient in tbe day of
tbe Lord's power, and who bad beld fast tbefr confidence to
the end.
29^.^. A very serious consideration of tbe state of our Society
spread among us, and one Quarterly Meeting seemed to claim
particffiar attention. Just at this time, information was received
from the Men's Meeting, that a deputation- was appointed for
risiting tMs Quarterly Meeting, witb a request tbat some Women
Eriends woffid uffite m tbe visit. TMs was an encouragement
to tbose wbo felt bound to go on tMs serrice ; tbe names set
down were Sarab Benson, Mary Stacey, and Sarab Hustler.
We were favoured with a visit from Henry HuU, wbo was led
to speak impressively to mothers ; recommending tbem to bring
up tbefr daughters to usefuMess, and to guard against tbose
mdffigences wMcb tend to pride and baugbtmess, Ufting up
above tbe cross of CMist. He also said tbat it bad been very
pleasant to bim, wMle m tMs land, wben Ms lot was cast in
famiUes wbere tbere was a mauKest care over servants, and a
tender regard to tbefr weKare ; not requfring more from tbem
tban was reasonable, and mamtaiffing a watcbfffi endeavour to set
tbem an example of meekness, forbearance and Christian hunffiity.
With mucb solenmity, be commended us to God and to tbe
word of Ms grace. He tben witbffiew, witb Ms compamons,
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o# spfrit ; somewhat like the early morffing of our visitation, and
stffi prized as a precious token for good.
In tbe aftemoon our business was completed, and tbe con
cluffing minute was impressively read ; importing tbat heaveffiy
Goodness bad been mercKully near, to help our feeble endea
vours. The covering of inexpressible cabn, wMcb spread over
many mmds, after baring borne tbefr aUotted portion of Mdden
exercise or active serrice for tbe promotion of righteousness
among us, very far exceeded tbe eloquence of language to set forth,
or tbe comprehension of tbe restless, unstayed mind. A stayed
ness of mind upon tbe object of worsMp is tbe solace of tbe soffi.
SOth. Tbe adjourned Yearly Meetmg of Mimsters and Elders
met under pecuUar impressions of sadness, and of sympathy witb
our beloved friend Henry HuU, wbo bas received iffiormation
tbat Ms wKe and son bave died of a malignant fever. He sent a
message, expressive of bis love to Eriends, and tbat, tbougb in
affliction, be durst not murmur ; for wben be left Ms bome, be
resigned aU into tbe Lord's band, wbo bad a right to ffispose of
Mm, and of tbem, A returffing certfficate wMcb bad been
ordered for Mm, was read and signed. We separated under tbe
sense of precious fellowsMp.
Mary Cappee to Kathaeine Cappee,
"Leominster, Sih mo. ISth, 1812.
My deae loved Niece,
Tby tender affection, tby uffity witb my poor spfrit, is trffiy
acceptable and sweet to me ; tbe ties of relatiousMp are sweet ;
but bow mucb more important, bow far more interesting, wben
we are permitted a Uttle to understand a feUowsMp witb tbe
Eather and tbe Son, and one witb another in Hun ! bow tMs
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for those wbo are out of tbe right way ! bow it teaches to bear
and forbear ! Mary Capper."
Mary Capper now made ber bome principally at tbe bouse of ber
friend Mary Lewis, at Leominster, and does not appear to bave been
engaged in mucb active serrice for some time. In tbe spring of
1814, sbe went to Bfrmmgbam before attenffing tbe Yearly Meet
ing. Erom Bimungbam sbe thus writes to two of ber friends.
"Bfrmingbam, Srd mo. 22nd, 1814,
Deae Eeiends,
I bave thought mucb of you smce I left, and tbougb my
tender affection towards my fellow-traveUers, in tbe time of
trouble, can avail Uttle to Ughten tbe actual pressure of grief,
whether opeffiy manKested or more secretly felt, yet I esteem it
a privUege to be made capable of mournmg witb tbose that
mourn. In my riew, CMistian sympathy enhances tbe im
portance of Ufe, and brings us nearer to tbe great Pattern of
Cbristian perfection, wbo was a man of sonows and acquainted
vritb grief, Tbe longer I Uve, tbe more I seem to see and
be conrinced, tbat human nature, witb aU its propensities,
must be subjected and refined through suffering. Marvel not
tben, my dear friends, wben your pleasant pictures may be
marred, or even what you may tMnk your reasonable hopes,
ffisappqjnted. As true Cbristian beUevers, qffickened by Dirine
Grace, you bave a new path to tread; banded in heart, and
united m Spirit, to serve tbe Lord and promote tbe spread of Ms
righteousness, my dear friends, tMougb aU your trials, let not
your faitb fail, bnt keep your eye steadfast to the Power tbat
can make you exemplary, and importantly useful, m your day;
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others of tbat belp and comfort wherewith you bave been
comforted. I beUeve it is tbe want of entfre subjection wMcb
keeps, us from tbe possession of tbat peace of nund wMcb
surpasses tbe natural understanffing of man, and is a precious
token of a Sariour's love. Tbink not tbat I write as
baring attamed ; ab ! no ; tbougb at times I am favoured witb
some foretaste of tMs Divme gKt, I find painfiil lets and
Mnderances ; but tbis one thing I desire to do ; to press forward
vrith an earnest, humble bope, tbat He wbo bas awakened my
spirit, and a little opened my understanding, wffi never leave me
to my own poor gffidance ; and I woffid encourage you, my dear
friends, to bold on a heaveffiy course, without fainting by tbe
way; ever bearing in nund, tbat it is not by outward obser
vation tbat we sbaU stand, bnt by the Grace of God.
Affectionately, Mary Cappee."
iih mo. Srd. Ann Burgess beld a meeting for tbose wbo bave
jomed tbe Society of Eriends, or are constant attenders of tbefr
meetings ; several were present from my native town of Rugeley,
for wbom my heart was trffiy interested. Received fresh accounts
of tbe continued weakness of dear Mary Lewis.
13^^. At tbe MontMy Meetmg at Tamworth ; bere is a large
company of young friends, wbo appear naturaUy lovely and
kinffiy ffisposed ; but tbere was a feeUng tbat sometMng more
is needed; tbat tbe heart mnst bow to tbe yoke of CMist,
and suffer tbe refinmg fire to consume tbe ffioss, and prepare
tbe vessel for usefffiness. There is a great want of sacrifices and
of pure offerings m tbe Cburcb.
nth. Firsi day. Dear Stephen GreUet expressed Ms uffity
witb tbe poor m spirit, and encouraged tbe bumble traveUers.
19ih. Set out for London.
2iih. First day. Was at Peel Meetmg, and bad in Uvely re
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unto wbom I trust, after many years of probation, I am now
steadfastly joined in Christian feUowsMp. My desfre is to be
brought into, and to be kept m humility, and goffiy fear, by tbat
wMcb ffid first enUghten me, and conrince me of tbe spirituality
of true reUgion. In tbe evemng came to my brotber Jasper's, at
Stoke Newmgton. It feels very pleasant to me to be once more
witb my dear relatives, and to be sensible of reciprocal affection
after long separation.
25^^. At tbe adjourned Quarterly Meeting, a precious memo
rial was read, relative to dear Mary Bevan.
26^^. Spent tbe mornmg pleasantly witb my dear ffiece
Rebecca Bevan ; sbe instructs ber two elder cMlffien, witb the
kind and important assistance of J. G. Bevan, wbo takes Ms
seat m tbe school-room, and appears to feel mucb mterest m tbe
cMldren's advancement. Dear man ! be seems graduaUy decUn
ing in bodUy vigour, but Ms company is very instructive.
27 ih. At tbe Week-day Meetmg, our aged friend Mary Pryor
was enabled sweetly to encourage tbe lowly ones, to hold on in
tbe path of obeffience.
28ih. We bad a qffiet day, m tbe peacefffi enjoyment of social
mtercourse. How precious and MgMy valuable is that feUow
sMp wMcb uffites famffies and relatives as in one nund ! Never
ffid I more fffily feel or prize it, as a heaveffiy blessmg.
5ih mo. 2nd. After tbe Scripture reaffing and a pause, wberein
tbe watchful, attentive mmd bas opportumty sUently to feel its
wants, and reverently to bow at tbe footstool of mercy, we
retfred to tbe school-room, wbere I sat at my needle, an observer
of tbe great pams taken by my dear Niece, assisted by J. G.
Bevan to mstruct tbe children ; it is very gratKying to me to sit
witb tbose wbo are quaUfied to teacb, and tbose wbo are ffisposed
to leam; but I perceive it is an arduous task for tbe mother of
a faimly, m adffition to ber otber cares, to defficate so large a
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3rd. Tbe morffing was fine, and we bad a Uttle stroU in tbe
garden before breakfast. At reading time, tbe dear cMldren
were very qffiet, and I tbougbt sometMng precious was to be felt.
I ventured to express my renewed sense of tbe value and import
ance of the practice of thus coUecting togetber, parents, cMlffien
and servants, for tbe purpose of reaffing tbe Scriptures, and in
order to experience a preparation of nund for pursffing our
.various occupations and duties, witb propriety, and patience.
There vriU be need of patience unto tbe end of tbe race.
After school-hours I accompanied my Niece to caU on tbe
poor and afflicted ; a deUgbtfffi employment, wben we bave tbe
wffi and abiUty to give pecuffiary reUef, or to instiuct tbem bow
to find tbe trae Comforter.
Gth. I left my endeared Nieces, and returned to Paraffise
Row ; dear Eebecca walked witb me and staid ffinner witb ns,
wMcb was very pleasant to us all; indeed it is precious to feel
tbe muting bond of love and increasmg feUowsMp ; as witb one
desfre, to be kept by tbe one Spfrit ; knowing our own imper
fections and incapacity to keep ourselves from faffing."
On tbe 12tb of tbe 9tb month J. G. Bevan snddeffiy expfred,
during Ms afternoon's sleep. In allusion to tMs cfrcumstance
Mary Capper wrote from Leominster, "He bad finished Ms
course ; and though survivors may mourn Ms loss, yet tbe great
Head of tbe Cburcb can raise fresh suppUes, and brmg thousands
and tens of thousands up and down to cast tbefr gKts mto Ms
treasury ; yea to defficate tbefr aU unto tbefr Lord's service ; and
let Mm do wbat He vriU witb tbem and tbefrs."
Tbe bealtb of Mary Lewis bad long been gradually giring
way; sbe was affectionately nursed by ber faithfuUy attached
friend, wbo was vritb ber to tbe last, and wbo thus vnrote,
on tbe occasion of ber deatb, to some of ber dear and intimate
friends.

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<' llth mo. 28th, 1814.
My dear Eeiends,
TMs day about twelve o'clock, I was enabled to resign witb
calmness, tbe immortal spfrit of tbe kmdest friend any mffiridual
coffid bave, into the bands of a faitbfffi Creator ; no more to
witness ber tender, affectionate care and attention to me. Dear
creature ! sbe slowly declmed, tbougb ber suffermgs bave been
great, and borne witb unusual cbeerfffiness. On Seventh day
monung a stupor or ffiowziness took place, witb laborious
breathmg untU towards tbe last, wben sbe caUffiy expfred. Sbe
bas unKormly expressed a desfre to be laid in ber husband's
grave ; it is therefore intended to convey tbe remains to Tros
nant ; tbe interment to be on Efrst-day mornmg. Dear friends,
farewell, I am as weU as can be expected, but I want rest.
Love to aU our dear friends, I subscribe myseK,
Maey Cappee."

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CHAPTEE VIII.
EEMOVAL FEOM LEOMINSTEE AND EE-SETTLEMENT AT BIRMING
HAM.  DEATH OP HER BROTHERS WILLIAM AND JASPER. —
EELIGIOUS SBEVICES, &C. TO THB END OF THE YEAR, 1820.

To KA.THAEINB CaPPEE.
"Leominster, 1st mo. 23rd, 1815.

Wben I can look into my own heart, and bave a sense of its
natural propensities from my youtb up, 0 ! bow marvellous
appears tbe mercy extended to me ; so tbat, my endeared Niece,
tbe secret acknowledgment of my soffi is, God is love ! and
wffietb not tbat any should perish. 0 ! tbat tbe whole rational
creation, tbe world over, woffid receive, own, and strive to
obey, Ms Dirine gKt of Grace in tbe heart ; tben migbt we, as
one large fanffiy, togetber praise tbe Lord for Ms goodness, and
Ms mercy wMcb endureth for ever. I bave long been a debtor
to my mucb loved ffiece E. Bevan, for a mee, affectionate letter,
I bave not been unnUnffiffi of tbe privation and grief tbat bas
been recently brought upon you, by tbe awfffi cbange wMcb bas
taken place in tbe cfrcle of your choicest friends, your justly
valued, much loved CMistian adriser baring fiUed Ms measure ;
bis pUgrimage ended, be bas left an example to tbose wbo loved
him, to foUow Mm as be foUowed CMist,
Maey Cappee."

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She tMs year again attended tbe Yearly Meeting, concerning
wMcb sbe made tbe foUowing memoranda : —
"London, 5th mo. 22nd. The select Yearly Meeting met.
Many are tbe vacant seats of tbose wbo bave been eminently
usefffi m tbefr day ; but witb bumble bope, and confidence in
redeeming, sanctKying Power, we look towards a rising genera
tion ; many of wbom appear to bave given up tbefr names, and
to be advancing m deffication and usefffiness.
WUUam Grover and George Stacey were at tbe table. Some
tender cautions were given, witb respect to tbose benevolent
associations, in wMcb members of our Society are now so con
spicuous. Tbere was a fear .m some minds, even wMle tbey
rejoiced in tbe spreadmg of knowledge, tbe ffistribution of tbe
Scriptures and the instruction of tbe poor, lest a danger might
secretly lurk m the pleasure received from eloquent speeches, and
flowing language, at tbe public meetmgs of these associations ;
especiaUy lest our dear young friends shoffid thereby lose tbefr
relish for simplicity, and be graduaUy ffiawn from tbe love of
sUent waiting m our meetings for worsMp ; tbat waitmg wberein
tbey may know Jesus to be in tbe midst, teacffing as never man
taught; and by wbom we bave access to tbe Eatber. Tbere
was mucb worthy of observation in these remarks.
2ith. Tbe Women's Yearly Meetmg began.
25th. A testimony concermng our valuable fiiend John
KendaU, deceased, was read. He was favoured vritb heavenly
wisdom, m Ms early years, and defficated a large portion of a long
Ufe, and mncb of Ms substance, to tbe promotion of righteous
ness. In Ms love to Ms fellow-men, and desfre to ffiaw tbem off
from mis-spendmg tbefr time, be occasionaUy entered pnbUc-
bouses, and twice tbe theatre ; in order to persuade tbose present,
wbo were Ms neighbours, to consider tbe importance of Ufe, and
of tbe soffi's salvation. In tbe afternoon, a testimony respecting
dear Mary Lewis was read.

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26ih. At Devonshfre-bouse meeting, some powerfffi testimo
ffies were borne to tbe Diviue mission of tbe Sariour upon
eartb, m Ms outward appearance, and to the operation of Ms
Spirit, revealed in tbe hearts of tbe cMlffien of men. Many
seemed to be seriously affected.
28^^. Firsi day. Martha Eoutb was enabled to preach tbe
glad tidmgs of tbe gospel ; and Jesus was set forth as a Sariour
and Eedeemer.
Slsi. Sarab Hustler gave in a written account of tbe money
entrusted to ber last year, wben sbe accompamed Elizabeth Cogge
sbaU into Germany and tbe South of Erance. Sbe also expressed
tbat sbe bad been tbankfffi to be tbe meffium tMougb wMcb tbe
UberaUty of Eriends, in tMs land, bad contributed to comfort
many ; and tbat, wMle employed in reUering tbefr ffistresses, sbe
bad often tbougbt of ber sisters, in ber native land, with desfres
tbat tbey migbt rightly appreciate tbeir pririleges, and be wUUng
to make sacrffices to supply tbefr suffering feUow-creatures.
E. CoggesbaU tenderly touched upon tbe superflmty observable
in clotMng, &c. and we were caUed upon to shew our gratitude
to tbe Author of aU our blessings.
Gth mo. Isi. Instructive counsel was given, relative to tbe care
wMcb shoffid be exercised over servants of every denommation ;
tbat notMng may exist in our families tbat can in any way barm
tbem; and tbat as mncb as in us Ues, we may encourage tbem
in tbat wMcb is good. Tbe clerk, in a very feeUng manner, read
tbe conclndmg mmute; and after a precious sUent pause, we
separated." Tbe mind of Mary Capper appears to bave been frequently
mucb exercised on behalf of tbat class of persons, who are
employed as haymakers, &c. m tbe neigbbourbood of London ;
and at tMs period sbe expressed ber interest for tbem in the
foUowmg adffiess, wMcb she bad prmted and cfrcffiated amongst
tbem.

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AN AFPECTIONATE ADDRESS TO THOSE WHO ARE EMPLOYED IN
HARVEST WORK, 1815.
How rich, bow beantKffi are tbe fields ! how promising are the
crops, to supply tbe wants of Man and of Cattle ! Shall we
behold tbem without one gratefffi acknowledgment to tbat
bountKffi Giver from wbom aU our mercies flow ? Tbe Eartb is
tbe Lord's, and tbe fffiness thereof ; and you, my fellow pUgrims,
wbo labour and toU in gathering tbe produce of tbe fields, and
in heaping up stores, you are partakers of the frffits of tbe eartb,
you eat of tbe bread tbat strengthens tbe heart of man; and tbat
it may continue to be given to you in abundance, is tbe desire of
thousands, wbo are themselves supplied witb it. Words can but
faintly set forth, how affectionately, bow earnestly, your Cbristian
friends wish, that tbe blessing of tbe Lord may be with yon, in
tbe fields, wben your bands are dUigently employed in bard
labour. Tbey earnestly desfre tbat wben tbe toU of tbe day is
over, peace, tbe inward peace of your mmds, may make your
rest sweet, and refresh your weary bodies, fittmg you for tbe task
of the succeeding day. Let affectionate soUcitude, for your
soffi's sake, prevaU upon you to avoid aU excess in drinkmg ; it
is an ungratefffi waste of tbe Creator's bounty. Drunkenness
unfits botb tbe mind and tbe body for aU tbat is innocent and
good, it is a shameful iffiet to bad and idle words, to profane
and ffitby communications, and to fooUsb jestmgs, wbicb things
are dangerous in thefr consequences, and often lead into serious
barms, tbat migbt not be even tbougbt of in tbe beginning of
famiUarities. Permit a stranger to put you in mind, tbat without serious
tbougbtfffiness and prayer, neither tbe Poor nor tbe Eich, tbe
Labourer nor tbe Master, is safe. We cannot m our own
strength resist temptation. Ob ! it grieves your friends, wbo are
mterested for you, wbo observe you wben you are not aware, it
grieves tbem, wben tbe old men amongst you commit foUy, and
the young men unbappUy follow tbe sad example. M

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Why wiU ye not accept a Sariour's redeeming love, wbo
suffered, was crucffied and ffied, to save us from our sins ?
Receive tMs exhortation in seriousness, and let it make some
impression for good on your hearts, as it is offered to you by a
fellow traveUer wbo bas your present and eternal bappmess in
riew. And yon, dear young CMldren of tbe Poor, wbo attend your
Parents and others m the labours of tbe fields ; remember tbat
your Heaveffiy Eatber careth for you ; tbat be pitieth you, even
wMlst you are ignorant of Him. TMnk npon Ms goodness and
mercy ; He would keep yon from sm, from aU wicked words,
from Ues and deceit ; take beed, dear cbUffien, tbat you leam not
these tMngs from tbose wbo are older tban you, and ought to
teacb you better tMngs. Love one another, be gentle, kind and
good ; then notMng can barm yon."
Mary Capper agam attended tbe Yearly Meeting in 1816 ;
ber ffiary thus continues.
" 5th mo. 20th. Tbe Yearly Meeting of Mimsters and Elders
met ; and after a time of reverent waitmg, very low as at tbe foot
stool of mercy, vocal prayer was offered. Jonathan HutcMnson
joined Wm. Grover, &c. at tbe table. Mary Naftel, in a weighty
manner, informed us of a concem to risit Eriends in America.
After mucb sUent deUberation, a beUef was expressed that tbe
meetmg imgbt safely sanction tbe movement, and' tbe language
of encouragement was beld forth.
21*^. Elizabeth Thomas Eobson opened to tbe meeting, in
mucb simpUcity, her apprehension tbat it was requfred of ber to
visit tbose under our name in Erance and Germany, Mncb
tender feeUng was expressed, and tbe decision was left to a
future sitting.
22nd. Soon after tbe Women's Yearly Meetmg gathered, a
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tMougb tMs sittmg; a gentle Mnt was given to be watcMffi
wben out of meeting, so tbat tbe beneficial impressions received
migbt be retained.
2Srd. Eour testimoffies were read, respectmg deceased nUn
isters, wbo bad been favoured to fiffisb their eartMy pUgrimage
in peace, and with a lively bope of acceptance, tMougb CMist
tbe Sariour, wbo redeemeth tbe believers in Him.
24^^. It was remarked, tbat wMle many are runnmg to and
fro in tbe eartb, in order tbat knowledge may be increased, tbe
retfred bumble CMistian beUever, wbo finds no power to go forth,
and can offiy rejoice witb trembling, may, by secret and sincere
prayer, be instrumental in tbe promotion of tratb and righteous
ness. 2Sih. Some very interesting accounts were sent in from
our Men Eriends, relative to tbe civiUzation and improvement
of tbe Indians in Nortb America. Eriends in tbat land stiU
extend mncb care towards tbem; schools are established, and
Eriends reside among tbem ; many of tbe women and gfrls bave
learned to spin, &c. Tbe report mentions that an ancient cMef
expressed the satisfaction wMcb tbey felt, m observmg tbe
stabffity of the Eriends wbo bad settled among them ; tbat even
wben tbe great guns shook tbe eartb tbey ffid not seem ffis-
turbed ; from tMs tbey concluded tbat the Good Spirit was with
tbem. soth. Counsel was expressed, tenffing to encourage and com
fort tbe lowly-minded, and to animate all to watcb unto prayer,
tbat spfritual nUndedness migbt increase among us, and tbat om-
worsMp migbt reaUy be m spirit and m truth; even though
without verbal miffistry. We received an acceptable visit from
Richard Phillips, accompaffied by Wffiiam Grover. In tbe even
ing we concluded our business, wMcb bas been transacted in
much harmony, and under a sense of tbat gracious, condescend
ing mercy, wMcb tbe CMistian beUever prizes above every eartMy
enjoyment. M 2

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^ 6th mo. 1st. Tbe adjourned Meeting of Ministers and Elders
opened witb a fi-esb manifestation of tbat Power wMcb draws into
solenm stffiness, and prepares tbe mind for secret or vocal
prayer ; tbe latter was offered on tbe bended knee. Tbe concern
of EUzabeth Robson was again seriously considered, and it
appeared right to Uberate ber for tbe service.
26^^. At tbe Quarterly Meeting for London and Middlesex,
Elizabeth Ery, of Plasbett Cottage, was Uberated to accompany
Elizabeth Robson.
9th mo. 2ith. Attended tbe MontMy Meetmg at Hereford,
and under a persuasion tbat it was a right movement, requested
a certificate of removal to tbe North MontMy Meeting of
Warwicksbfre. 10th mo. 7th. Requested permission to have a reUgious meet
ing witb some of the inbabitants of Leominster, before learing
tbat place ; and informed Eriends that I felt mcUned to pay
a visit to some families not professing witb ns, as way migbt
open for it. Tbe MontMy Meetmg concurred therein, and
appomted John SoutbaU to accompany me, wben desfrable.
Sih. Made one caU, wbere we were favoured witb a precious
sense of tbe tender mercy of tbe Lord.
10;^^. Sarab Waring accompaffied me to tbe bouse of a very
respectable widow, wbere we took tea ; an opportuffity was after
wards very wUlingly given, to bave tbe company of a faitMffi
servant, wbo bad been with ber mistress during many years of
affliction, and wbo, being sickly, bad received great j^Mndness
in return. After relieving my mind, we parted in mutual good
will. I afterwards called on several more of my neighbours, and
was always kindly received. As I found abffity given me, in
tenderness and love, I expressed my soUcitude for ibe weKare
of tbe immortal soul, which wiU bave an existence when we
shall no more meet, in these poor, fraU, mortal boffieS. Tbe
neighbours were invited to attend one of our reUgious meetings,
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some of us were enabled to wait on tbe God of all grace. Some
tMng was expressed in love to soffis. I had particffiar satisfac
tion, and felt great sweetness, in calling upon two Moravian
famffies. I thought tbe spfrituaUty of faitb in CMist, the Saviour
and Redeemer of men, was to be found among them.
I left Leommster in a low frame of spfrit, though I did not
feel condemnation for anything tbat I bad done, or wUfffily left
undone." To Katharine Capper.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. llih, 1817.
My dear Niece,
I was affected by tbe account of tby dear Eatber's sufferings,
and being sometMng of an mvalid myseK, I tbougbt very affec
tionately of my much-loved Brother, as I lay awake on my bed.
I remember tbe love of our youtb ; mutual endearment is even
more precious now, m my old age, tban in the morffing of my
day. TeU my dear Brotber tbat an increased sense of feUowsMp
binds me to Mm.
I call to mind tby dear Eatber's first commumcation respecting
Ms sense of tbe sinfffiness of sin ; and to tbe best of my recoUec
tion, it was tbe beginffing of serious tbougbtfffiness, upon the
nature of sin, m my mind ; though my fooUsb heart made Ught
of it, just at tbat time. Bnt Uttle as a beloved Brotber may
tMnk tbat be bad to do witb it, so it is, tbat I connect the in
cident, tbe love for Mm, and an awfffi reverence for tbe watcMffi
Shepherd of souls ; as tben and now working togetber for good ¦
even to tbe end designed, of mercKuUy redeemmg, fitting and
preparmg for a mansion of purity and blessedness.
Witb a large portion of love to you all, tby Aunt,
Maey Cappee."

182 memoie of MAEY CAPPER. 1817.J
"Birmingham, ith mo. 18th.
Dear M. S.
Doubtless tbou bast bad accounts of my weak state of bealtb ;
I am indeed agam reduced very low, but I see it as my place to
be qffiet and patient, wMcb is tbe petition of my spfrit more often
tban tbe day. Subjection of tbe wffi, and tbe reduction of aU
tbat is contrary to tbe righteous law of Cbrist, bowever secret
it may be, is tbe work and end of pure reUgion in tbe soul ;
whatever onr name, situation or rank in IKe. Sickness and
retirement do not exclude trials of faitb ; nor do I beUeve tbat
an active, busy scene, in tMngs lawfffi, precludes tbe precious
influence of tbat ffivine, heaveffiy Power, wMcb, if beUeved and
obeyed, leads out of enor, and opens tbe way of truth.
My voice remains suspended, so tbat it is a fatigue to make
myseK understood. I bave the great privUege of a qffiet, plea
sant, Uttle room, wbere I am mucb alone."
"Bfrmingbam, ith mo. 26th, 1817.
Dear W. E.
Though I am now in as poor and weak a state as tbou bast
heretofore seen me m ; yet being favoured to feel some UveUness
of spirit, and interest in tbose tMngs wMcb I am persuaded make
for peace, I earnestly desire tbe increase of spfrituaUty among aU
professmg CMistians ; tbat we may manifest of a tratb, tbat we
beUeve in God, and in Jesus Cbrist wbom He batb sent. To
experience tbe change from nature unto grace, is more to be
desfred tban kingdoms ; and is wortb enduring confficts and dis
tress, to know reaUsed m ourselves; and if so migbt be, to prepare
us, to strengthen, belp and encourage other burdened soffis.
I doubt not tby continued deffication is attended with many

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trials and sacrifices, but also witb many gracious helps, many
sweet mercies; and tbou knowst these cannot be bought too
dear ; in fact, what bas tbe most favoured servant to give, wMcb
bas not first been received ? The best enjoyment of every good
gift is a gratefffi sense of tbe bounty of the Giver."
Mary Capper ffid not attend tbe Yearly Meeting, but ber sister
Anne Capper sent ber tbe following particffiars.
"5th mo. llth. First day. We bad a precious company to
ffine ; our dear brotber and sister John Capper caUed, and sUence
ensued. Mary Proud and Mary Alexander spoke sweetly, and I
think our dear Brotber and Sister were comforted. My Brother
is seventy. 19^^. To-day my Jasper is sixty-six; upon looking back, I
find both tbe brothers mcreasingly desfrous of yieldmg them
selves to best gffidance, and preciously ffiawn from visible tMngs.
Tbe opening of tbe Yearly Meeting of Miffisters and Elders to
day was a time of refreshment to many. Elizabeth Robson gave
an account of tbe labours of berseK and compamons; also of
tbefr great trials in bavmg to leave WUUam AUen in bis afflic
tion, and m tbe deatb of Ms wKe.
20th. WUUam Byrd first broke sUence, in testimony ; then Ms
wKe in prayer. Tben Hannab Eield, from America, \ritb mucb
simpUcity, informed us of ber prospect of risiting tbose under
our name in Erance ; and EUzabeth Barker bers, to be the com
paffion of Hannah Eield. Mucb sympathy and unity were
expressed. 23rd. At the Meeting for worsMp we were comforted toge
tber ; bread was broken, blessed, and banded to tbem that were
brought low. The dear, simple-hearted American Eriends dmed
witb us ; eight of our cbUdren were witb us, and many others.
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E. Barker bad to exhort and encourage us. E. Barker also
appeared m suppUcation.
25th. Firsi day. Tby dear Brotber, Ann Crowley, and I, were
pririleged witb tbe company of tbe dear American Eriends, to go
witb us to attend tbe interment of my aged friend, Benjamin
AngeU, of Brentford. I tMnk be was eigbty-tMee. Tbe in
structive society of our friends was very precious to us. At tbe
funeral, Hannab Eield encouraged aU present to come from
shadows to tbe Uving substance. E. Barker and Ann Crowley
were engaged in reverent suppUcation, and several friends in
testimony. Slsi. Tbe select Yearly Meeting concluded nnder a very
solemn covering. My dear husband is very poorly, but we bave
bad to commemorate tbe Lord's tender dealmgs witb us ; be
is so favoured, m tMs time of sickness, that it is witb reverent,
bumble gratitude I perceive tbe mcrease of Ms faitb and love.
Surely goodness and mercy bave foUowed Mm all Ms days ! of
tMs I also bave largely partaken."
Rebecca Bevan also sent an acconnt of tbe daily transactions
of tbe Women's Meeting, to wMcb sbe subjoined tbe foUowing ;
ber last address to ber Aunt. "Tottenham, 1817.
I bave endeavoured, my dear Aunt, to keep a daUy account of
tbe proceedmgs of our Yearly Meetmg, but it is so iffierior to
what I coffid have wished, tbat I beUeve it must go, without any
otber recommendation than tbe affection which induced me to
begm it, and I bope tbou wffi accept it as a proof of my love. I
was gratified by tby kind letter, sent by one wbo appears to bave
grown so mncb m all tbat is good, as abnost to ffiscourage some
of ber compamons in tbe Cbristian race ; bnt wMle I bave been
writing tMs, tbe words, 'In my Eatber's bonse are many

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mansions,' bave afforded me a ray of encouragement, and renewed
my bope.
I tbink, K I conld sUp away from my engagements, I coffid
enjoy a few qffiet days witb tbee ; but at present, tbat is ont of
tbe question ; my dear boys are just coming bome, for a six
weeks' vacation, and our two youngest bave tbe boopmg cough.
I beUeve tbe rest bave aU bad it, and it is not very riolent. My
Eatber is but poorly. Tby very affectionate Niece, Rebecca Bevan."
Eebecca Bevan ffied tbe 9tb of tbe 1 Itb month of tMs year, in
tbe faitb and hope of a bumble CMistian, baring endured a very
suffering iUness witb mucb patience. — See Piety Promoted, Pari
XI, page 189.
Maey Cappee to John and Saeah Geubb.
"Bfrmingbam, Gth mo. 7ih, 1817.
My dear exeecised Eeiends,
I seem as tbougb I coffid not weU forbear to communicate a
Uttle of my feelmgs toward you, as tbey arise in freshness,
though it may be but in a very smaU measure tbat I can enter
into your tribffiated state. A petition sometMng Uke tMs bas
arisen on yonr behalf ; ' 0 ! Eatber, belp witb boly belp, tby
bumble, dedicated servants ; sustam tbem continuaUy tMougb
heights and depths. Thefr confficts are fffily known to tbee,
tbougb it may be, not unto any fellow mortal. 0 ! when tbe poor,
weak, human frame is overwhelmed, and seems ready to sink,
and tbe heart to faU, may it please tbee, tbou source of true
consolation ! to be tbe strength of tbe heart ; to pour in Gilead's
babn, and prove thyself tbefr Holy Physician.' Weak and

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soUtary as I am, yet I cannot count myseK dead, so long as I
am capable of feeling an interest in tbe labours of tbose who are
actively engaged. May tbe Lord of the harvest be in tbe midst,
and bless bis servants, and crown Ms own works ! I bope, K
it be best, tbat a Uttle respite wffi be given you, to recrffit your
health and spfrits. Depression is not unusual in bodily weak
ness; but doubtless tbere is a suffermg witb tbe Cburcb, spirit
uaUy, tbat goes yet deeper ; nevertbeless, my precious friends,
look forward ; tbe end wffi crown aU ; because you do know in
wbom ye bave beUeved ; and because your Eedeemer liveth, ye
shall Uve also.
Maey Cappee."
To E. C.
"Alder House, lOih mo. lOih, 1817.
My deae Eeiend,
Tbou canst better tbink tban I can tell, tbe feelings of my
heart, respectmg tbe alarming state and mexpressible sufferings
of my dear, much-loved ffiece Eebecca Bevan. Greatly wUl sbe
be nussed in ber fanffiy, and in that station wbere ber services and
abffities were caUed into action. Tbe inteUigence received gives
no reasonable bope of recovery. Dear creature ! wMle I secretly
participate m the present affliction, and mourn tbe privation tbat
wffi be felt by near and dear connexions, the cheering, precious
consolation of my soffi is, tbat tbe all-wise Disposer of events
sees fit to gather ber devoted spfrit from tbe trials and pains of
the body, at an early period of Ufe. The Dirine vriU, done m
us and tMougb us, is aU in aU. My riews extend to tbat blessed
time, when tbe kingdoms of tMs world shall become tbe kingdoms
of our heaveffiy Eatber and of Ms Christ. It seems tbat tribula
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over nature ; sustaiffing faitb, tbe gKt of mercy and goodness,
wffi, I humbly bope, uphold us tMougb aU. I seem strongly
incUned to return bome ; retfrement wffi better sffit tbe sympa
thetic sadness tbat clothes my spfrit, tbougb tbe friends bere are
tenderly kind. Stffi it is not my own Uttle apartments, nor so
mucb in tbe way of seeing you, as a part of our fanffiy connexion,
and hearmg almost every day or two some account of my dear
afflicted relatives. My love to all,
Mary Capper."

Mary Capper to her brother Jasper Capper.
"Binmngbam, 2nd mo. 7th, 1818.
My dear Brother,
Often in my soUtude I thmk of tbee ; my heart seems in
creasingly bound to tbee, as we descend tbe slope of time. In
some of my best moments, tbou seemst present witb me ; and m
my low strippmgs, I tbink of tbee. Wben Satan wMspers ugly
tMngs, and woffid fright my soffi from prayer, sometimes on my
knees, 'with teary face,' Uke tbe poor Inffian, benffing low, I seek
reUef ; and tbougb many a time no form of words presents, tbere
seenis a spiritual intercession, and a calm succeeds ; not always
immeffiately. Eaitb and patience are kept alive by exercise.
Tben, agam, I think of tbee, and my soffi takes courage. May
we not be thankful tbat we can, m tbe secret of our hearts,
beUeve, ' Tbe precious blood was shed, to cleanse tbis heart of
mine !' Yes, tMne and mine ! from aU sin ! tbat bemg justffied,
we may be glorified ; clothed in tbe fine Unen, wMte and clean,
as no fuUer on eartb can make it ! No skUfffi alchemist can so
separate the precious from the rile ! My beloved Brother, may

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we be more, and yet more, favoured witb joy and peace in be
Uevmg, is tbe prayer of tby Sister,
Maey Cappee."

To E. AND E. C.
"Worcester, ith mo. 27th, 1818.
My VEEY DEAR EeIENDS,
I don't know bow I can sufficiently prize tbe privilege of
baring your kind regard, and tbe love of your dear cMlffien,
wMcb is as a cordial in my advancmg days. I tMnk I sbaU
return on sixth day ; I am aware tbat I shall tben bave but a
very short time to rest before my journey to London, should my
health continue equal to tbe undertaking.
Dear Jesse is, I bope, better ; I beUeve be bas learned from
tbe best of teachers, tbe Spfrit of Cbrist manKested in Ms
heart, tbat it is good for us to suffer cheerfuUy, wben pain or
affliction is brought upon us. Please to express my tender love
to bim, and teU bim tbat I remember, wben I was young, tbat I
was often sick, and my Mgb spirits were brought low ; and now
I am mcreased in age, I am very sensible tbat these ffispensations
were blessings to me ; as tbey graduaUy led me to tMnk upon my
Creator, and tbat tbere is a beaven wbere purified spfrits live for
ever. Dear Jesse, I believe, often tMnks of this, and herein I
trust we bave sweet feUowsMp one witb tbe otber, tbougb we do
not often express it in words, and we may be personaUy separated;
but tbere is a precious uffion of spirits, sweeter to my mind tban
worldly possessions. Maey Cappee."
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of tbe old standard bearers stiU remain. Wm. Tuke, lively and
zealous for good order and ffiscipUne. Wm. Grover, Wm. Allen,
and Dykes Alexander at the table. Hannab Eield, in a very
bumble, simple manner, informed us tbat sbe beUeved tbe time
was drawing near for ber return to ber native land ; sbe spoke
very modestly of ber labours, but said, tbat for tbe encourage
ment of others, sbe could tbankfffily acknowledge, that she bad
been helped and sustained m aU her difificffities and trials ; witb
tendemess of spirit, sbe also mentioned tbe affectionate regard
and kindness wMcb sbe bad everywhere received.
19ih. A particffiar solemnity seemed to spread over ns, wben
Wiffiam Eickman, of Eochester, in a bumble, affecting manner,
laid before us a concem for visiting some parts of North
America, for wMcb service be was Uberated, after weighty
deliberation. 20;!.^. Tbe Women's Yearly Meeting, gathered in remarkable
stillness. Tbe meeting at large is mucb helped by tbe business
bemg conducted witb propriety, and so as to be clearly beard;
a prevailmg quietness contributing greatly to tbe advantage of
tbe whole. A memorial was read concernmg Special West;
it was very mteresting to observe bow heavenly goodness foUowed
bim tMougb IKe, and crowned bim in deatb.
22nd. A very large gathering, and again favoured witb a
settled stfflness. We are greatly privUeged witb a clerk and
assistants, fuUy competent to tbefr important office. A testimony
concerffing Martha Routh was read. Mucb exceUent counsel
was given.
24^^. First day. At Gracecburcb Street Meetmg, tbe cbris
tian doctrine of true self-demal was remarkably beld up to riew ;
viz. 'Art tbou slotMul? deny tbyseK! Art tbou covetous?
deny tbyseK ! Art tbou basty m tby temper, and prone to speak
wbat may pain others, and wound tby own soffi ? Deny tby
seK!' &c.
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Bevan. After bavmg endeavoured to fiU tbe stations of cMld,
vrife and mother, witb scrupffious propriety, sbe bad no anchor
of bope but in tbe mercy of God in CMist Jesns, m tbe love
and righteousness of ber Redeemer; and bere ber faitb was
ffitimately botb strong and ammating; so tbat we, wbo loved
ber mncb, bave abundant cause to rejoice in tbe beUef, tbat aU
is weU witb ber. Sbe was thirty-four years old. As sbe
attended tbe last Yearly Meetmg, tbe cfrcumstance of ber
early deatb seemed striking to many ; Hannab Eield particffiarly
aUnded to tbe soUcitude wMcb sbe tben expressed for tbe
guarded education of cMldren.
26th. A testimony concerffing dear Sarab Hustler was read.
Some beantKffi and impressive truths were declared, and encour
agement was expressed to such as were cast down.
27th. A recommendation was given to avoid proridmg more
tban is needfffi for tbe table, on Efrst days, tbat servants might
not be unnecessarUy engaged. A desfre seemed to prevaU that
we may aU be fervent in spirit, and alive to a sense of the
condescending goodness of our Heavenly Eatber.
29^^. Our Yearly Meeting closed, under the favoured covering
of a solemn sUence, which no description can fffily convey to
tbose who have never known its power. No words can so fuUy
calm and satisfy the soffi ! "
To R. AND E. C.
"Stoke Newington, Tih mo. Gth, 1818.
My deae Eeiends,
Your contmued kmdness towards me, raises a very grateful
feeUng in my mmd. I bave considered myseK largely mdebted
to dear S. ber watcbfffi attentions are not forgotten. I bave
moved abont bnt Uttle, as I yet remain weak and unequal to
those exertions wMcb I see others so actively get tMougb.

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Indolence does not seem to beset me, and I desire to move in
tbe path appointed to me ; sometimes I tMnk it amounts to
very Uttle active serrice. I bave spent some very pleasant time
witb my dear brotber Jasper; some days we bave been much
alone. I bope our reUgious experience bas in degree increased
with our years, and tbat now, in our decUffing days, we are
strongly umted in a bond tbat cannot be broken by tbe power
of tbe grave. Our bope, our confidence is anchored upon tbe
Lord of Ufe and glory. O ! tMs is precious, and calls for tbe
deepest sense, and tbe acknowledgment, of condescending good
ness and mercy toward tbe cbUdren of men.
Affectionately,
Maey Cappee."
To the same.
"London, 9ih mo. ISth, 1818.
My dear Eriends,
I came from Stoke Newington yesterday ; my dear brotber
Jasper bas long been a severe sufferer ; I never saw Mm anytMng
Uke so ffi, nor do I recoUect ever to bave seen any one in sucb
unremitting pam. You, my dear friends, weU know tbe anxiety
of watcMng over an endeared sufferer, wben all our efforts are
ineffectual to give ease ; my beloved brother's mind is eridently
fixed upon tbe Redeemer; these storms shake not tbe foundation,
though tbe poor tabernacle totters witb tbe vehemence of tbe
blast; but tbe Eock of ages stands sure; wbat a marveUous
mercy is tMs ! My very tender love is to your dear, precious,
suffering cMld ; though it woffid gratKy me to sit by Mm, and
to vritness tbe condescenffing goodness tbat keeps bim in peace,
wMle Ms poor mortal body contmues from day to day, to be in
mucb pain and affliction, I am satisfied tbat tbe pure Spirit, from

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the Eountain of aU good, often sweetly umtes us wben personally
separated. I esteem it a great privUege thus to beUeve. My
absence from you, dear friends, would be mcreasingly trying K I
ffid not apprehend tbat I am desirous to be jnst wbere I tMnk I
ought to be, although very Uttle, if any obrious benefit arises
from my smaU services ; I do not so mucb look at tbat as at tbe
gentle pointmgs and opeffings in my own mind.
Affectionately I subscribe, your Eriend,
Mary Capper."
"9ih. mo. I bave received an account of tbe deatb of dear Jesse
Cadbury, wbo was only a cMld in years. He expressed tbat be
was satisfied, be shoffid die in the Lord, and go to tbat better
country, wbere be shoffid sing AUelujab for ever. Dear, precious
cMld! Ms love to me now feels inexpressibly sweet.
Birmmgbam, 11^>^ mo. 13th.. I accompanied two friends on a
visit to tbe few remaimng at the Alder MUls ; tMs pleasant spot,
a few years ago, wore tbe appearance of an eartMy paradise.
Distress and separation of famffies, witb many strippings and
sorrows, bave now marred the pleasant picture ; and tbe tender
sympathy of friends is corffiaUy accepted.
18th. After our meeting, I accompanied EUzabeth Cadbury to
call upon some Eriends wbo are parents ; we took tbe Epistle on
education, issued by tbe last Yearly Meeting, and it was read witb
seriousness. Some observations were made, as an incitement to
watcb carefully tbe opening capacity of tbe infant mind, to receive
reUgious instruction ; and to cherish tbe first breath of the spirit
of prayer ; tbe gentle desfre to know tbe Author of tbeir days ; to
encourage tbem to tMnk of Him, to love Him, to fear aU tbat
migbt offend Him.
Good' impressions are often discoverable in young cMldren,
before tbe natural wiU and tbe bias of evU example, or strength
of wrong ffispositions, gains tbe ascendancy and precipitates them
into evU actions ; so tbat it is MgMy unportant for parents and

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instructors, to endeavour, with aU possible attention, to find
opportunities for instructing tbem in the principles of tbe CMis
tian reUgion, leading tbem to tbe Saviour, that tbey may receive
Ms blessmg, and be enabled to resist tbe tempter.
2Gih. Dined witb tbe young famUy of our deceased friends
John and Priscffia Dearman, wbo were both taken away in the
prime of IKe ; but tbere is a protecting Power extended to tbe
orphan; sucb bave an Almighty Eatber, wbo beareth and
answereth prayer. I bope tbe visit was not unprofitable.
12i^^ mo. Sth. CaUed on several friends witb tbe epistle.
Great openness appeared, even witb tbankfiUness tbat so much
care is manKested among us, and extended towards tbose whose
situations and cfrcumstances in IKe, mucb, K not wboUy, exclude
tbem from tbe pririlege of attenffing tbe Yearly Meeting, and of
otber interestmg intercourse witb tbefr friends. In tbe aftemoon
we sat witb some young people, a brotber and a sister, wbo were
early left motherless ; tbey manifested mucb tendemess, and tbeir
flowing tears seemed to do ns good; our minds were sweetly
brought under tbe influence of heavenly goodness.
16th. I umted with S. and E. Lloyd in caffing on some
friends in tbe station of parents ; tbe epistle on tbe subject of
education and early religious instruction, was s'eriously read to
tbem ; tbey were also recommended to introduce mto tbeir fami
lies, a pubUcation by Henry Tuke, settmg forth tbe principles of
tbe CMistian ReUgion, as professed among us ; witb Lindley
Murray's Compendium, on tbe same important subject. Tbe Book
of Extracts of tbe Yearly Meetings' nunutes, mucb elucidates
our ffiscipUne, and brings before us beautKul advice, tbat bas been
issued by successive Yearly Meetings, for tbe belp of tbe body ;
tbis, witb many otber exceUent pubUcations, were recommended
to be read in famiUes. We found tbat most parents coffid
acknowledge tbefr need of encouragement, in tbefr endeavours to
watch over themselves and tbefr dear cbUffien ; lest tbey shoffid
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and prayer. Our visits seemed to be accepted witb feeUngs of
unfeigned good wiU, Uke tbose wMcli prompted tbem. Tbat
wMcb mutes sojourners bere in one desfre to obtam tbe
blessmg of tbe proiffised land, was, in degree, felt from bouse
to bonse. To Katharine Cappee.
"Worcester, Isi mo. ']8ih, 1819.
It was very kind of tby Eatber, in Ms almost soUtary sitting,
wben Ms bealtb and spirits were so mncb affected, to turn Ms
tbougbts in tMs tendered frame towards me ; Ms free commum
cation is truly gratKying. I am often alone, and tben, wbat I
consider mental intercourse witb my beloved relatives is sweet ;
tbe confirmation tbat it is at times mutual is encouraging. Tby
beloved Brother's risit, I doubt not, was gratifying ; I think I
sbould bave participated witb you in the chaste joy of seeing dear
relations walkmg m tbe Truth. Real gratitude for sucb favours
is not tbe produce of our native soU; tbe happy cffiture of
Divine Grace brings first tbe blade ; and so, K not untimely ffipt,
comes tbe ripened crop ; but tbe husbandman, in nature's field,
bas long patience, and be is not dismayed at every dark and
gloomy day.. Mary Cappee."
"Birmingbam, 5th mo, 1st, 1819.
My deae Brother Jasper, &c.
To be basty in feeUng ffisappointments, and not prompt to
acknowledge gratffications, wffi not, I bope, be laid upon me.
TMs very morning I received a fourfold kindness, making ample

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compensation for my disappointed anticipations. Wrong, you
did me none, so to forgive tbere is nothing; and in the present
instance, I may consider myseK a gainer, by tby pen being caUed
into action, to tell me that you love me, &c. It is more to me
tban a Ubrary of books ! My dear Sister, tbe comparatively
transient pain, wbicb is past, is more than re-paid by present
feeUngs; arising from a spring afresh ffiscov ering itself from
beneath an accidental covering of some scattered fragments.
'Tis enough! tbe stream remains uudiminisbed, and I am now
in my own conKortable apartments, alone, without interruption
enjoying your kind commuffication.
How maffifold are my consolations ! I woffid not cbange
my imperfect sense of tbe mercy and tbe favours conferred daily
npon me, for tbe possession of worldly wealth and power. Witb
reverence, not with boasting, I write ; for I am sure it is of tbe
Lord's mercy.
My beloved Brotber and Sister ! it may possibly be our ex
perience in days to come, that, wbUe others in stronger bealtb, are
more actively and conspicuously engaged in promoting tbe right
tMng, and in beholding tbe maffifestations of tbe Lord's power
in tbe eartb, we may bave to taste of the pure water that flows
softly, in the low vaUey, wbere there is freshness and greenness,
and wbere tbe longing sonl is satisfied, even tbougb separated
from Cbristian friends, gathered together to belp one another.
Tbe great Helper of these, also ' setteth tbe soUtary in famiUes.'
I have to contemplate many distresses around me, in tbe pre
sent day of commercial troubles. Tbe gracious Creator of man
bas surely some wise, benevolent purpose, in tMs chastisement ;
Ms bumble cMlffien and dependent servants will submit witb
reverence, and crave for patience of soul, with wisdom to direct
tbeir steps. My dear Nephew and Niece I I ffid not know tbe
power tbat I seem to bave possessed, to cause sucb a muster of
your forces in your four-fold epistle. Tbere is strength in love,
wbich does as mucb execution as sUver trumpets and battering
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rams. In most corffial, sweet, affection towards every one of
you, mcluffing tbe lovely cMlffien, I subscribe your strongly
attached Sister and Aunt,
Mary Cappee."

To John and Saeah Geubb.
"Bfrmingbam, 10th mo. 1819.
My endeaeed Eeiends,
No human language can, I beUeve, fffily set forth, that qffick-
ening, Uvmg vfrtue, wbicb uffites tbe heart, soul and spirit of
tbose wbo love tbe Lord Jesus, and cherish Ms redeeming Power
in. tbe soffi. Surely I was favoured to feel somethmg of its pre
cious influence m bemg witb you ; and smce my return home, I
have often tbougbt of you, witb tbe same impression of your
deeply Mdden, and more opeffiy mamfested trials and engage
ments. Your Ufe, spiritual and natural, witb all tbat you are,
and aU tbat you bave, is tbe Lord's ; let Him do wbat seemeth
Him good ! A Uttle wMle and time shall be no longer ! Be of
good cheer, my mucb-loved friends ! press on, meekly and
steadUy, without over mucb soUcitude ; trust tbe whole rational
jireation, and your own soffis, as qffietly as you can, or may
obtam faitb to do, into tbe bands of a faitMffi Creator. He
worketh wonders in Ms uffiatbomable mercy.
In recurring to dear J. G.'s impressive exercise of spirit, as I
was at tbe time, so bave I since been, led to trace sometMng Uke
tbe deep and moumfffi travaUs of Isaac Penmgton, wben he
expresses bimself thus; '0! bow I bave prayed for tbe lost
world ! for aU tbe soffis of mankind ! bow batb my soul bowed
in unutterable breatMngs of spfrit before God, and could not be
sUenced, until He qffieted, or satisfied my spirit, of tbe righteous
ness and exceUency of Ms wffi, and bid me leave it to Him !'

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It woffid be precious, if so ordered, tbat you found your family
weU, whether you are permitted to rest and enjoy your domestic
comforts for a shorter or a longer time. May Israel's Shepherd
protect your tender lambs, and bless tbem with docUe spirits ; tbat
tbey may be kept witMn bis safe enclosure, and come to know
Him for themselves, as the good Shepherd, wbo careth for tbe
lambs, or tbe Uttle ones, wbo desfre to love Him, and to obey Ms
voice. To your dear Mother, please to express my tender love ;
advancing age bas its trying weakness ; but 0 ! tbe sustaiffing
comfort of lookmg to a Saviour's love ; tMougb wbom, even in
our weak estate, we bave access to God.
EareweU, my dear Cliristian friends ! accept tbe love of yom-
attached friend,
Maey Cappee."
To Hannah Evans, op Warwick.
"My dear Eeiend,
It is a reviring corffial to tbe Cbristian traveUer, when we can
feel umon of spirit by tbe way, eacb bavmg an appointed path to
tread, and pressmg toward tbe same mark ; yet tbe heart, sur
rounded by its feUows, often feels alone ; and none can fiU this
void, or satisfy tbe soul's desfre, but tbat Alnughty Power in
wbom we Uve, and move, and bave our being. It wffi perhaps
be matter of surprise, tbougb I bope not irreconcilable to tby
best feeUngs, tbat my mind bas been seriously impressed, for
some time past, witb a riew of a risit of a religious nature, to
the famffies of Eriends at Coventry ; to some m otber places not
in profession witb us, and more particffiarly to the County JaU
and House of Conection, at Warwick ; so impressive bas been
tMs prospect, tbat I concluded it best to consffit a few friends,
wbo encouraged me to lay it before our MontMy Meeting. A
certificate is ordered ; tbis must detain me tffl our next MontMy

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Meeting, unless, without iffiringing npon any rffie of good order,
I migbt go forward to Coventry, wMle tbe weather is somewhat
mild. I wait tbe decision witb qffiet submission. I tMnk I bave
no self cboice, in tbe time or tbe tMng.
Now, my dear friend, I claim thy help and sympathy. Long
as I bave been engaged in tbis way, tMs is tbe first movement I
bave made alone ; and I seem like a very child, in want of help
and ffirection. Let me bear from tbee soon."
To the Same.
"llih mo. 2ith, 1819.
Dear Eeiend,
How precious is it to feel the uffity of the Spfrit in the bond
of peace ! Although tbere may be, and tbere are, in our present
state, seasons, not a few, wben dark and cloudy days obstruct our
rision, surely I may, witb serious, contrite feeUng, say, tbat con
descenffing mercy bas graciously joined me to a people, in whose
reUgious principles my soffi finds full satisfaction ; and language
cannot set forth tbe precious feUowsMp, tbat in some favoured
times, solaces my poor spirit, in tbe company of tbose wbo are
spiritually alive, even m these trymg days, wben we are indeed
a mixed people, and tbe pure Ufe is often, to our apprehension,
trodden down. 0 I tbe sense of tins is surely a sign tbat we
are not spfrituaUy dead, nor Uving at ease in tbe midst of the
desolation tbat surrounds us. Our bumble trust is stiU in tbe
Lord, tbougb unbeUef abounds in tbe nation.
I am satisfied and confirmed by tby judgment, and strength
ened by tby sympathy, to wait tbe fuU time of tbe meeting's
approbation. I believe it is, in most, if not in all cases, safest
and best, to avoid giving occasion of offence or remark. I have
not a decided sight, whether I bad best move with or without a

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companion ; tbis I trust wffi rightly open in due time. I feel
satisfied tbe delay is no hurt to me ; and in all things, tbere is
instraction. In dear affection,
Mary Cappee."
Eeom Hannah Evans to Maey Cappee.
" llth mo. 27ih, 1819.
My deae Eeiend,
I received thme, and am pleased my last met tby approba
tion. In respect to tby having a compaffion, I tMnk tbat is a
very weighty consideration, except any Eriend shoffid feel a
simUar engagement of nund, and you coffid, in true gospel
feUowsMp unite ; tben it migbt be belpfffi, for I beUeve tbere is
strength in unity ; if not, in my simple opiffion, it wffi be best
to go without any constant, nominal compaffion ; for I do beUeve,
tbat in tbe frnportant work of risiting famiUes, especiaUy, except
it is one wbo is rightly brought under tbe weight of tbe service,
it is better to go alone. And be not ffiscouraged, my dear friend,
at tbe prospect of having no outward compaffion, for I bave no
doubt bnt He wbo putteth tbee forth wffi go before tbee, and
encamp round abont tbee, and tbat is enough.
WeU ! tbou bast my free sentiments, wMcb tbou must place to
tbe account of tiaie friendsMp ; I trust T am deeply interested m
tbat noble cause wMcb tbou art labouring to promote ; and tbat
it may please tby Divine Master to ' send tbee help from Ms
sanctuary, and strengthen tbee ont of Zion,' was tbe petition of
my spfrit tMs morning, before I left my pfflow."

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Erom Maey Cappee to Katharine Cappee.
"Dale End, 11;!^ mo. 29th, 1819.
My dear Niece, &c.
Tbe communications banded to me, one day last week, bave
not faUed to belp and cheer me. Tbere is strength in uffity ; and
very precious is tbat secret Power that joins tbe spfrituaUy Uring,
in one bope of salvation.
Tby dear Eatber's tender interest and kind concern for me, is
truly welcome to wbat I esteem some of my best feelings ; tbe
approbation of a mind, bumbled on a bed of languor, is Ukely to
be genmne, and is strengtbeffing to tbat in my heart which I
bope is pure and lowly, offiy desfrmg to do tbe wffl of my
heaveffiy Eatber. I feel Uttle and cbUdUke, and a sweet tender
ness of spirit keeps me calm ; like wbat I can imagme to be sub
jection to a Eatber's wffl. My dear love is to my Sister ; ber
exertions and patience are admfrable ; you aU bave mucb anxiety
and fatigue ; so it seems tbat, tMougb ffiverse ffispensations, we
are led, by tbe same Hand, in tbe path of subjection. I bope
we sbaU often tMnk of one another, wben duties, differing in
kind, caU for resignation and endurance."
Mary Capper to Hannah Evans.
"12ihmo. 7^^,1819.
Dear Eriend,
Very cordial is tby letter ! I tbink I feel gratefffi for sucb
free, sisterly kindness, and thankful for tbe confirmation tbat tbe
secret movements of my heart bave a spring, better and higher
tban self-will or seK-contrivance ; indeed I tbink my views are

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simply to do wbat is requfred at my bands, ere my natural day is
ended; my strength is smaU, but I dare not dweU on tbat,
tbougb it is ffiscouragmg. My heart's desfre is tbat patience,
bumUity and deffication may be perfected, in tbe way tbat my
Lord sees meet. Tbe time for my Uberation approaches qffickly.
I bave been a Uttle engaged about bome, so as to leave free from
debt. I tMnk of coming first to Warwick ; tbougb tbe concem tbere
is of less extent, yet it is important, and iu its near approach,
very weighty. I like to anticipate being under tby roof, in
simpUcity, qffietness, and above aU in CMistian sympathy ; and
bow very few feeUngly know wbat tffis is. 0! bow precious to
tbe poor exercised mind! I bave not beard of any one to
accompany me ; but that I leave, and subscribe, Maey Capper."
M. C. TO the Eamily at Stoke Newington.
"Warwick, 12^ mo. 18th, 1819.
My dear, loved Relatives,
I am desfrous to reUeve your affectionate soUcitude by iffiorm-
ing you, tbat I am cared for witb aU possible tenderness ; and my
weak body bas borne exposure to cold and fatigue without much
suffering. How sbaU I fffily set forth tbat condescendmg, merci-
fffi regard wMcb bas clothed my mind witb stabffity, and kept
me close to tbat Power, by wMcb I beUeve I was moved to leave
my own comfortable dweffing, m order to do whatever migbt be
developed for me, as a dutKffi cbUd.
I came, in simple obeffience to apprehended Cbristian duty, to
Warwick, on the 9tb, and was affectionately received by Hannab
Evans, whose mmd seemed prepared to feel witb me. WUUam
WMtehead, a kind, valuable Elder, of tMs meeting, entered into

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my views ; and being well acquainted witb tbe JaUer and Ms
vrife, be easUy obtained access for me to tbe prison, where,
accompamed by these two friends, I arrived about tbe time fixed
for tbe*risit. Tbe poor men prisoners were aU placed in tbe
chapel ; a great calm mercKuUy spread over us, and suppUcation
was offered, tbat heavenly mercy migbt, m truth, be felt to be
over aU. Tbe stfflness was admfrable ; and we were favoured to
feel a measure of our heaveffiy Eatber's love to be extended to us,
wberein belp and comfort were offered to tbe longing soffi.
On EKtb-day mormng, we were introduced to tbe women ; it
was an affectmg time, and many tears were shed. I do beUeve
Divine mercy was near to us ; and I know tbat Cbristian good-
wffl flowed towards tMs unhappy, misgffided part of our feUow-
creatures. How marveUous is tbe love of God ! bow it woffid.
gather aU ! Witb earnest soUcitude tbat we may be kept lowly
and patient in the day of trial, I very affectionately subscribe,
your closely attached relative,
Maey Capper."
Tbe following account of tbe visit to tbe female prisoners was
afterwards sent, anonymously, to Mary Capper; it was written
by a person wbo was present on tbat occasion, in a letter to a
friend of bers.
Visit paid by a Eemale Eriend to Warwick County Jail.
"Decemher, 1819.
TMs person bad a private interview about two months
since, witb tbe servant wbo murdered ber mistress. Sbe is
one of tbe Society of Eriends, Last week sbe paid a risit
to tbe female prisoners, and you must set ber before you, in
a dark brown gown, a bandkercbief pinned close up to the
cMn, and a plain musUn cap, covered witb a black sUk hood.

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There were thfrty persons assembled, wbo rose up to receive
ber, and remamed standmg, tffi sbe began to pray, kneeUng. Sbe
sat down witb ber eyes fised on tbe ground, as K in deep
tbougbt, and tben rose, saying nearly tbe foUovring words,
' Tbis sUence, no doubt, wffl be incomprehensible to your mmds,
but it is nevertbeless usefffi. I wish you to check your busy,
active imaginations, to be silent and to tbink ; to consider your
past ways and your present situation, witb aU tbat belongs to
you, temporaUy and spfritually; to remember tbe great God, wbo
although a God of power and justice, is also a God of mercy;
wbo wffl hearken to your prayers, K offered witb unfeigned
repentance, tMougb faitii in Ms Son, CMist Jesus. Tbink of
your sins, witb tbat humiliation wMcb becomes us aU; but parti
cffiarly, tbose, in your unhappy situation, wbo are placed bere
under locks and bolts and bars, for bavmg offended against tbe
laws botb of God and man. In tbe world, you bave practised
deceit, and sought a refuge in Ues ; and are you happy ? You
bave coveted and taken wbat was not your own ; and are you
happy ? No ! Yet you thought you should be, or you woffid
not bave done these tMngs ; you see tben tbat you were mistaken.
I pity your mistake ; and as a feUow-pUgrim in tbe journey of
Ufe, earnestly teU you, tbat tbere is no happmess on eartb, bnt m
tbat obedience wMcb is tbe evidence of our gratitude to God
tbe Eatber, and faitb in Him, and in tbe merits and sufferings of
Jesus Cbrist Ms Son.
Many of you bave been tempted to do wrong through poverty,
ffistress and bad company ; and wben you return mto tbe world
at large, as I trust many of you wffi, may you remember wbat,
before, brought upon you sonow and degradation ; and never faU
to pray for tbe Grace of God, to enable you to forsake your evU
ways; tbat, by honesty and staying at bome, not gomg from
bouse to bouse, bearing and telUng lies, you may obtain Mnd
friends, and be happy by leadmg a new IKe. I warn you agamst
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bere, by laugMng at sin and makmg Ught of your crimes ; but
may tbe care bestowed on you, by tbe exceUent mistress of tMs
estabUshment,* who is equally earnest with myseK for your soffis'
welfare, be hereafter rewarded by tbe knowledge, tbat sinners
bave been turned from tbe evil of tbefr ways, and tbat yon can
say, witb bumble tbankfffiness of heart, 'Our Eatber wbicb art in
beaven, hallowed be Tby name !' Sbe tben shook bands witb all
tbe prisoners, and adffiessed tbem mdividually. To tbe mur
derer, sbe said, 'May God Almighty bring conriction to tby
soffi !' and I could not belp adffiessing my mite of exhortation to
ber, by begging of ber to improve ber mind.
Tbe indiridual spoke for an hour and a half, so you wUl reaffily
beUeve, tbat this is only a very smaU part of wbat sbe uttered,
bnt I bave endeavoured to recollect tbe beads of tbe exhortation."
Mary Capper to Hannah Evans. 1
"Coventry, 12th mo. 2Srd, 1819.
My dear Eriend,
We parted peacefully ; may I not say sweetly ? tbougb feelmg
our mutual privation. I fancy tbee at bome missing tby nursling;
and I feel as weaned from a tender, nursing mother. WeU ! do
not let us dweU too mucb upon these pleasant tMngs by tbe way;
possibly it is best for ns to walk alone ! My strength is smaU,
bnt I beUeve it wffl revive as occasion requfres ; do not let us
doubt, but humbly beUeve from day to day. My nund, tMougb
marveUous condescension, is favoured witb stabffity and calm
ness ; witb a cMld-like tenderness towards aU tbe creation of our
umversal Eatber. TMs is from a Power, Mgber and better tban
anytMng of my own. I bope I am tbankfffily sensible of tbe
mercy, and not impatient nor ffismayed at tbe strippings and
* Esther Tatnal.

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secret plunges of my spfrit, again and again shewing me wbat is
in tbe human heart, and teacffing me that tbe sanctKying power
of CMist, revealed by tbe Holy Spu-it, beUeved in and obeyed, is
tbe only safe armour of tbe CMistian.
I subscribe, affectionately,
Mary Capper."
To THE Same.
"EosMl Lodge, 12^ mo. 28ih, 1819.
My KIND Eriend,
Tby sympathy is corffial ; I have bad my plunges and strip
pings, since I last wrote to tbee ; yet let me, witb reverence and
bumiUty, say, tbat my mmd bas been kept from sinking below tbe
confidence of a CMistian beUever, whose only sure reUance is on
tbe Rock tbat foUowed Israel, and tbat Rock is CMist. I bave
been into some famiUes ; and I am tbankfffi tbat thy judgment
strengthens my own, tbat it is safe, and best for me, to be alone ;
I trust it is m no presumption or seK confidence, but m tbat
measure of love and good-wffi wMcb daUy clothes my spfrit. I
bave bad no offer of a compaffion, so tbat I bave been spared tbe
trial of baring to decUne.
Tby tender feeUng for me wiU, I beUeve, be afresh excited
wben I teU tbee, tbat my precious brotber Jasper snddeffiy
breathed Ms last on tbe 24tb. He was trffiy a precious Brotber !
We were, I trust, jomed m spirit, so tbat deatb cannot separate
us. On tbe 9tb of last month, be very solemnly said, 'When my
tfrne is come, K I shoffid say little or mucb, anytMng or notMng,
I request it may be said, tbat I ffied, relying on tbe mercy of
God, tMougb CMist Jesus;' and on tbe lltb, 'None but Jesus
can do helpless sinners good, and I am one !' He was at tbat
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before Ms deatb, tbe pain, &c. having returned, be said, ' I never
saw myseK so lost and undone without a Saviour, as I bave done
in this ffiness. I bave suffered anguish of mind ; and but for
faitb in tbe Saviour, wbat sbould I have done ! He bas paid
our great debt !' On tbe day upon wMcb be ffied, be expressed
to Ms wKe, Ms beUef, tbat wben be shoffid be taken from ber,
God would be ber consolation. Tbe last conffict came on, just
after lying down in bed, and be peacefuUy expfred m tbe midst
of Ms family. We bave often bad sweet converse togetber ; tbat
is over, as it respects tMs state of existence, and it becomes us to
leave aU tbat is to come, in the ordering of a faitMffi Creator.
I came bere yesterday, witb a view to bave some rest, wMcli I
need. Tbe Unks wMcb bind me to eartii and to endearing
connexions, are gently loosemng one by one ; and my spfrit, in
some favoured moments, aspires to a more perfect uffion. Eare
weU, my much-loved friend, I subscribe, affectionately,
Mary Capper."
To THE Eamily at Stoke Newington.
"\2thmo. 29th, 1819.
My dear Mourning Relatives,
I am mncb affected by tbe inteffigence of dear Katharine's
letter. Although tbe event bas for some time been anticipated,
nevertbeless, now tbe spirit bas fled, wbat a void does the affec
tionate heart feel ! In my measure, as a sister, increasingly
muted to a brotber, eridently increasing in aU tbat is lovely, and
fitting for beaven and blessedness, I participate witb yon in
mourning our loss. Every day, for some time to come, wUl, I
seem aware, add to your sense of it. Necessary arrangements,
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sweet commumon almost forgotten, revive witb fresh interest.
Link after Unk seems to be rapidly breaking ; but tbere remains
a soffi-cbeering beUef, tbat although yet but faintly seen and im
perfectly understood, there is a umon which cannot be broken !
Wben you are sbedffing tears over tbe grave of our very dearly
beloved one, cabn resignation, and tbe assurance tbat Ms redeemed
spfrit is clothed, witb tbe righteousness of CMist, in wbom be
trusted as Ms Sariour, may be your stay and your strong con
solation. Long bave we known bim as disclaiming every rag
of seK-rigbteousness. How often was Ms spirit broken and
bumbled ! It is precious to remember these seasons."
To E. C.
"Warwick, Isi mo. 7th, 1820.
I bave bad no very late mteUigence from any of my dear
sonowing relatives. Mucb I tliink of tbem, but our mourning is
sweetened by bope ; bow widely different to a gloomy spfrit of
sorrow !
Witb heart solacmg satisfaction I recur to tbe last time I
spent witb my beloved Brothers, now both of them taken from
pain, sickness and sonow; their immortal spfrits, I assuredly
believe, sanctffied, redeemed, and admitted into tbe kingdom of
beaven ; wbere tbe ransomed of our Lord jom in tbe glorious
anthem of tbanksgiring and praise.*
I am not, bowever, insensible of my own privation. The
affectionate communications of my dear brotber Jasper, bave
now ceased, yet a precious sense remains of a umon never to be
broken, and bere every ffiscontent is swallowed up, m tbe perfect
frmtion of light, Ufe and love. It is very sweet to reflect, tbat
my present engagements were known and approved by my
beloved Brotber, at a time wben bis spirit was so ffigh to tbe
haven of rest and of pmity.
Mary Capper."
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To Rebecca Lamley.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. Iith, 1820.
My dear Eriend,
Witb tender love I remember tbee, and tMnk of tby lowly
diffident mind. Tbere is surely a possibffity of dweffing so mucb
upon our ovra. weakness and unwortMness, as to overlook, or smk
below, tbe heaveffiy gKt of Divme Grace, wMcb is given to every
one to profit withal. ' Tbe Lord preserveth tbe simple ;' and I
do beUeve, dear friend, tbat tMougb mercifffi kindness, tbou art
one of tbe simple m heart, desiring to follow a crucified Saviour.
Take courage tben, and tMnk upon a Redeemer's love more tban
upon tby unwortMness. It is not because of our righteousness,
but of mercy, that we come to know tbe mind of Cbrist, and
deUverance from tbose tMngs tbat grieve tbe Holy Spirit. Take
courage, I again say, my tender friend, and give no place to
ffistrust. I subscribe, mth endeared love.
Thy feUow-traveUer, and friend,
Mary Capper."
To Hannah Evans.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. 15th, 1820.
My dear Eriend,
I bope it may not be too mucb to say tbat tbe union tbat I
bave been favoured to feel witb tby spirit, brought me into a
measure of suffering wbicb bas not passed Ughtly over. These
secret dippings may possibly be among tbe "aU tMngs" that work
together for some good, we cannot now see ; and bere I do desfre
to leave wbat I do not understand.
Tby lines were corffial, and I am tbankfffi tbat .tbou coffidst

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feel sweet satisfaction in reviemng my little acts of dedication.
I may humbly say, tbat in deUvering up my certfficate on Eourth-
day, I beUeve tbere was a precious evidence felt by more minds
tban my own, tbat I bad been mercKuUy kept from hurting tbe
cause unto wMcb my heart is bound. My prevailing petition was
and is, ' Abba ! Eatber ; keep me from evil ; tbe evU of my own
heart, and tbe evil tbat abounds in tbe world; tMne is the
power, and tbe glory for ever !' — How very beautiful and instruc
tive are some of tbe mormng Portions; it seems belpfffi, con
soUng, and unitmg tbat we can read tbem, as if we were
personally togetber.
Tbou possessest tbe rare and happy art of compressing so
mucb m a Uttle, tbat I am abnost afraid, my lengthened scribbling
shoffid surprise, I wffl not say alarm tbee. Do not, my dear
CMistian friend ! K tbou canst avoid it, suffer tbyseK as it were
to catch at discouragements wben tbey present inwardly. Tbou
knowest wbat I tMnk on tMs subject.
Mary Capper."
To the Same.
"Birmingbam, 3rd mo. 7th. 1820.
I began to tMnk the time long since I received tby "multum in
parvo," but I am satisfied tbat we are umted in spfrit, even tbougb
mountains sbould rise up between us. How sweet and corffial it
wffi be to my feelings, to welcome tbee under my roof, is not for
me to express. I qmte approve tby note, and thank tbee for tbe
perasal of it ; it bas been deUvered. I am at no loss to enter
into tby feeUngs as therein expressed. Ah ! ' What is the chaff
to tbe wheat !' and what is outward conformity K unaccompanied
by trae spfrituaUty of mind ! Here it is tbat CMistians taste
and know tbe trae umty, and can feel one for, and one with
anotber, in tbefr pUgrimage, and in this painfffi mixture of
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tMngs, wbere faitb, patience and forbearance are often brought
mto exercise.
TMs evemng is our meeting of mimsters and elders. The
Duffiey and Stourbridge Eriends add to our Uttle number. We
are preserved in unanimity and affection, wMcb is better tban
increase of numbefs.
Sth. I bope I sbaU not improperly call for tby sympathy, but
it seems as K tbe smaU measure of my active serrices must be
fiUed up, without much delay ; so tbat, after a time of serious
consideration, and something I beUeve of tbat ffipping and
stripping, known only to tbose who bave trodden in tbe same
path, I bave tMs day laid before my friends, a concern to attend
tbe ensumg meeting for Eriends of tbe principaUty of Wales, at
Coalbrookdale, next month ; also to visit tbe fanUUes of Eriends
in SMopsbfre, &c. Thus I bave again tMown myself upon my
friends, and I feel Uttle, low and qffiet. Tbe approbation ex
pressed was encouraging, and my heart craves to be kept by tbat
sustainmg Power, wMch alone can effectuaUy keep from error, on
tbe right and on tbe left. My love to T. S. and to Ms wKe and
family; I do not forget tbem. A rising generation claim tbe
love and interest of tbose wbo are basteffing to tbe close of tbeir
earthly pilgrimage, and wbo wish peace, witb joy unspeakable,
to tbose wbo may fiU up tbe places of tbe faitbfffi.
EareweU, affectionately,
Mary Capper."
In tMs visit, Mary Capper was accompanied by ber friend Hannab
Evans, from wbosr memoranda tbe foUowing extracts are taken.
"1820. ith mo. 15ih. I went to Bfrmingbam, to accompany
my dear friend Mary Capper in a religious visit to tbe famffies of
Eriends in SMopsbfre MontMy Meeting.
17;!^. We went to Coalbrookdale, and were cordially received
at our valued friend Sarab Darby's.

1820.] MEMOIR OP MARY CAPPEE. 211
soth. Went to Horse-bay, wbere we were kindly entertained
by our friend Wm. Stanley and bis wKe.
5th mo. 2nd. In tbe eveffing, a meeting, appointed for tbe
workmen employed in the iron works, was beld in one of tbe
mffis. It was estimated tbat more than a thousand attended ; I
tMnk it may be said to bave been a memorable meeting, for tbe
feeUng mind must bave been sensible of tbe condescenffing good
ness of heaveffiy Love. It was tbougbt dear Mary Capper was
on ber feet near an hour and a baK, durmg wMcb time, as also in
time of silence, it was as qffiet, as tbougb aU bad been of our
own Society. It was trffiy a satisfactory meeting.
Iith First day. At meeting, mormng and eveffing ; tbe
last at Coalbrookdale. It was a precious time to us, wberein we
felt tbe oversbadowings of heavenly kindness and love, to tbe
reriving and strengtbeffing of our minds ; from tins meeting, we
came away, comforted and refreshed. Also in tbe eveffing, wben
tbe fanuly, &c. were collected to read, was a precious oppor
tumty. Divine goodness and merey were afresh extended. Tbe
spirit of prayer was felt, and vocal suppUcation offered.
Having gone tMougb tbe families in tMs MontMy Meeting, I
can in sincerity say, witb reverent gratitude, tbat I bave often
bad cause to be tbankfffi, tbat I was permitted to accompany my
endeared friend in ber arduous engagement ; and bave bad to
admfre tbe condescension of Dirine goodness and love, in
furnisMng and helping Ms faitMul, defficated servant, from day
to day, to ffivide tbe word aright, to tbe several states of tbe
visited. And although I bave bad Uttle to do in verbal commu
ffication, yet I trust I bave not been altogether an iffie, unfeeUng
compamon ; but bave often felt a deep secret, travaU of spirit,
and fervent breatMng, for tbe support of my beloved friend, and
tbat tbe Divine blessing may attend ber labours ; and I tbink I
may say our spirits were nearly uffited in tbe bond of gospel
feUowship. 19ih. Under a precious feeling of our heavenly Eatber's love,
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212 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPER. [1820.
we took an affectionate fareweU of our kind friends at tbe Dale,
and returned to Bfrmingbam, in tbe enjoyment of sweet peace.
21st. We parted under a sense of tbat umting love wbicb
remains to be a badge of ffisciplesMp, and I returned to my own
habitation witb tbankfuMess." To Hannah Evans.
"Polesworth, 9th mo. 5ih, 1820.
I am low, in mind and body, yet I dare not let go my con
fidence, tbat heavenly Mercy wffl not leave me to foUow a vain
shadow, or to kinffie a ffie, and warm myseK witb tbe sparks.
Tbere is notbmg tbat my soffi longs after witb so mucb earnest
ness as tbe real substance of tbe reUgion of Jesus, the soffi-
satisfymg bread of Ufe, daily nUnistered to nourish and keep
aUve tbe immortal spirit.
5ih day. I returned bome this morffing, a Uttle weary. Tbou
mayst rest satisfied, my dear and affectionate friend, tbat I take
as mucb nourishment as I conveffiently can, and my bealtb and
strength seem marveUously equal to tbe exertion requfred. Do
not let tbis subject occasion tbee soUcitude. I sbould prefer, K
tbou wilt indffige me, tbat we rarely advert to anytMng merely
personal. I subscribe, in a very feeUng sense of tby love,
Tby affectionate friend. Mary Capper."
Memoranda of a reUgious visit m HerefordsMre and Worces
tersbfre. "9ih mo. 13th. Our MontMy Meeting at Bfrnungbam. Tbe
sympathy and umty expressed, and tbe solenmity tbat spread over
the meeting, were precious and encouraging to me.

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17^^. First day. At Bromyard, we were a poor smaU company
at meeting. There is deep instruction, to a rightly waiting, exer
cised mind, in these low sittings; aU our dependence, for spiritual
refreshment, being simply upon Him wbo is tbe Spfritual Head
of Ms people. My heart does admfre, and gi-eatly desfre, tbat I
may reverently, and tbankfffily estimate tbe marvellous conde
scension, and mercy of our faitbfffi Creator.
18;!^. I caUed on a poor family wbo once belonged to our
reUgious Society ; but from causes weU known to themselves,
ffistress and perplexity bave been tbeir lot; nevertheless sucb
poor wanderers shoffid be, at times, sought after, risited and
invited to tum to tbe good Shepherd for belp. I came to
Leominster in tbe eveffing, and was very affectionately received
by my kind friends H. and S. Waring.
19^>^. S. Waring bad a minute wiffingly granted, to accompany
me tMough tbe famUies of Eriends in HerefordsMre.
20th. Tbe Quarterly Meeting large, and a time of spiritual
refreshment. 22nd. S. W. and I came to Hereford, on our way to the inter
ment of dear Rebecca Pritchard, sbe was about twenty-four years
old ; a lovely wife and mother.
2ith. First day. Ross. Tbe mterment was a solemn time ; it
was attended by the mournfffi husband, bis Eatber, and Roger
Merrick Ms Eatber-in-law, &c.
26th. We risited Roger Merrick ; tbe bouse of mournmg and
tbe cbUdren of affUction, often afford lessons of deep instruction,
and I thought it was so, on this occasion."
To Hannah Evans.
" 9ih mo. 28ih, 1820.
Tby corffial sympathy and encouragement are acceptable. In
tbis mixed scene, 0 ! wbat a favour is tbe sweet ffiop of love ;

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inducing tbe poor mind to look to tbe pure, undefiled source ;
tbence comes tbe trae umon of spfrit, which subsists tbrougb aU
low times; endurmg aU tbat may be allotted; trustmg and
beUering tbat we sbaU not be forsaken. Tbe designed end of
our trying times doubtless is, that we may be a praying people;
Mary Capper."

lOihmo. Gth. J. Newman kindly conveyed us in Ms carriage to
risit a fanffiy at a ffistance, some of wbom attend our meetmgs ;
two of tbe daughters bave joined our Society. We found thefr
father a serious, kind and Uberal-minded man, and our visit was
trffiy pleasant to us.
10^.^. Came to Hereford.
ISth. Some serious neighbours came to tea ; some weU-meant
enquiries were made, and I beUeve were cautiously answered;
Conversation on important subjects requfres, watcbfffi cfrcum
spection. ISth. We took tea to-day witb a Baptist teacher, witb wbom,
and Ms bumble, sweet spfrited wKe, I bad m years past some
acquaintance. It is precious to find, tbat uffity in the one Spfrit,
continues unchanged; we bad a Uttle sweet converse, aud
thought tbe time came too qffickly for our separation."
To Hannah Evans.
" Hereford, 10th mo. 18th, 1820.
My dear Eriend,
I desfre to be reaUy tbankfffi, tbat day by day, my nund is
measurably stayed upon tbe requfrmgs of tbe day, mtb Uttle of
unavaffing anxiety. Many times I do tMnk myseK a poor, weak
clffid, learmng to step alone ; being set npon my feet, I must

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creep or go as I can. TMs matters Uttie, if I be kept from
dangerous faUs.
I cannot yet fix a day for quitting this place, as I am in a
little suspense, as to tbe movements of my sister Anne Capper.
Shoffid sbe, in her return from tbe Nortb, pursue ber design of
passing some time at Bfrnungbam, I feel strongly incUned to
meet ber and ber daughters tbere ; my Sister's health is so very
precarious, tbat it impresses my -nund, tbat tMs opportunity
missed, I may see my dear Sister no more.
19^^. We bave several visiters, not of our Society, especially
some young women, wbo appear to bave seekmg, tender minds,
and tbefr behaviour is qffite agreeable. Two of tMs description
breakfasted witb us tMs morffing. The longer we stay here tbe
more we find of a spfrit of enqufry after tbe pure spfrituaUty of
reUgion and its effects ; yet ^re feel a fear tbat tbere is much
danger of some talking away wbat tbey feel, and wMcb is
mtended for tbefr own belp. As to my own steps, I am satisfied
it is not my proper busmess to dfrect tbem myself, but simply to
follow, as my heavenly gffide leads tbe way, and mercifuUy keeps
me cbUdUke enough to obey. EareweU, Mary Capper."
"19;!^. Two very serious young women took tea with us; they
bad been at our meetmg, and tbey appeared to be pleased vritb
tbe Scripture reaffing, &c. in the evening, also vritb tbe expres
sion of a Uttle affectionate counsel. SometMng is at work to
ffisturb tbe false rest and tbe indifference, wMch bas long beld
many CMistian professors, in a state of lukewarmness and of
dangerous security. May the work go forward, to tbe glory of
onr gracious Lord. O ! tbat the unsanctified actirity of tbe
creature may not Mnder its progress ! To my poor frame, tMs
was a wearisome day ; but I do not see it best to withdraw from
such society as may faU in our way, without our seeking it, or

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from tbose wbo may desire information, though maintaimug tbefr
own opiffions. My soffi craves tbe clotMng of CMistian can
dour, of meekness, lowliness and goffiy sunpUcity, that so
notMng may barm me, nor the increase of pure righteousness
be Mudered, tMougb me.
21st. Two young men called, and appeared serious and tender.
One of tbem, with wbom we had before conversed respecting
women's preacMng, to which be bad strenuously objected, as
contrary to Scripture injunction, expressed, witb gratifymg in
genuousness, tbat, after comparing tbe texts, be tbougbt be
might be mistaken, and tbat be bad maintained tbe argument
too warmly; a modest confession, more beantKffi tban any
victory !
25th. The MontMy Meeting at Ross was smaU ; every feeUng
witbin me seemed bowed, and bound to tbe suffering spfrit of tbe
tried and oppressed ones ; of wMcb number I beUeve tbere are
some m tMs place.
Slsi. I came bome; and my Sister and Nieces arrived at
Richard Cadbury's, in BuU Street.
llih mo. 5th. After having corffiaUy met, we bave now parted
in sweet affection ; my preciously endeared relatives set out for
bome tMs moming. Tbe separation was accompaffied vritb beart-
felt regret, but a sootMug cabn blunted tbe keen edge of pain;
for we feel a bumble confidence, tbat our spfrits, whether absent
or present in person, are anchored on tbe immovable Rock, the
soffi's best hope."
To Hannah Evans.
"Birmingbam, llth tno. Sth, 1820.
My VEEY DEAR ErIEND,
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interriew bas left feeUngs not easUy, I trust, to be forgotten.
My dear Sister is weak in body, and endures much suffering, but
ber strength of mind seems to raise her above human in&mities.
Her testimony to tbe power of Jesus tbe Redeemer was very
impressive and exceUent.
My mind now seems bound to pursue my own uncompleted
concerns, as soon as I weU can. I tbink of gomg ffist to
Bromyard. Maey Cappee."
" llth. A kmd friend accompaffied me to Bromyard.
12^^. First day. Several friends came, very Mnffiy, from
Worcester, as I bad mentioned to them a concem wMcb I felt, to
invite some of the inbabitants to sit down witb us in our reU
gious meeting ; the belp and countenance of my friends were
very encouraging. About tMee bunffied persons attended, and
tbefr behaviour was beconUng. My mind obtamed some reUef ;
but tbere is often a paUKffi sense bow poor our endeavours are to
arouse tbe lukewarm, and to induce a steady retfrement to the
gKt of Grace in tbe soiU. TMs mnst be left to tbe Great Physi
cian. Came to Leominster in tbe evemng."

To Hannah Evans.
"llih mo. Iith, 1820.
My kind and dear Eriend,
I now adffiess tbee from Leommster ; a place wbicb revives
many an interesting scene, finaUy closed as to tMs IKe ; yet it
remains to be a place of interest. Wbere indeed, can our lot be
cast tbat we do not feel an interest in tbe salvation of souls !
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tbe secret breatMngs of tbe spirit, witb sighs and petitions tbat
cannot be uttered, are not, I surely beUeve, unavaiUng ; at least
tbey tend to keep our own hearts tender, pitiful and bumble. I
left Birmingbam as intended, and came to Bromyard. I bad
mentioned to a few friends my view of inviting some of the
mhabitants to our meeting. Tbe prospect was ffiscouraging;
tbere is offiy one family under our name iu tbe place, and as a
reUgious body we are but Uttle known. However, 1 find it my
business to keep in as mncb simpUcity as I can, to tbe gentle mti-
mation of duty, and to leave aU the rest. Eriends were very kind,
tbougb some expressed tbat sucb invitations were rarely mucb
attended to, m tbat place. Information was also received tbat
tbe only female Eriend in tbe town was very Ul. TMougb all, my
view remained unchanged. An active, kmd, feeUng Eriend
accompanied me fi-om Worcester, and I lodged at G. KUsby's ;
Ms sister Ann was in a dying state, and finaUy closed ber earthly
pUgrimage on Second-day, I beUeve in tbe sweet and peacefffi
assurance of a heavenly inheritance. Several Eriends from Wor
cester jomed us on Efrst-day morning. Two o'clock was
appointed for tbe meeting vritb tbe inbabitants, and a fffil
attendance tbere was ; tbe people were serious and attentive, and
I trust tbat many were favoured witb a sense of tbe endming
love, and of tbe renewed mercKffi calls of our Heavenly Eatber.
I bave been thus particffiar in my detaU, m order to set forth
bow good tbe Lord is, and tbat we sbould rely upon Him, in aU
and tMougb aU. Tby affectionate friend, Mary Cappee."
"nth. Mary Watson, from Ireland, travelUng tbrough our
iand on a reugious visit, accompanied by ber daughter Jane,
wished to bold a meeting bere tMs mormng ; it proved a precious
season.

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20^^. S. Warmg and I went to Hereford.
21si. Our friend Mary Watson came to tbe Monthly Meeting.
Her company was encouraging, and tbe meetings were favoured
witb tbe renewed extension of tbat Power wMcb alone can do
tbe soffi abiffing and effectual good.
22nd. I retumed to Leommster.
2Gih. First day. Attended botb meetings; at these times,
wben met for tbe renewal of our spfritual strength, as we bave
no ontward dependence, tbe rightly exercised heart retfres as into
tbe inner temple, and patiently wrestles for tbe Divine blessing,
and for abffity to worsMp in reverence and in tratb ; so tbat each
may obtam tbe heaveffiy savour of goodness and mercy, cleave
thereunto, and daily Uve under its influence.
12^.^ mo. Srd. First day. I beUeve tbere is, among tbe Uttle
company bere, an exercise of spfrit mamtained, tbat wMle others
of our feUow CMistian professors may congregate in larger
boffies, and jom in outward performances, in prayers and songs,
&c. we may be found bumble, and acceptable worshippers. In
tbe eveffing, a young man, a stranger, came to my quarters, as
be said with a desfre to receive some reUgious counsel ; he seemed
to be simple-hearted, and I afterwards nnderstood tbat he is one
of a poor, ffissipated family, in tMs place. He is Uke a brand
plucked from destruction ; and is one wbo, with other lads here,
was apprenticed by tbe pMlantMopic Webb, who some years ago,
ffistributed a large amount in an extraorffinary way.
10th mo. Sth. Made a few caUs wMcb were reUeving to my
mmd. I also made a few purchases for ffistribution, witb a view
to benefit botb tbe seUer and the receiver. In tbe afternoon
visited at the bouse wMcb dear Mary Lewis inhabited.
9ih. Took tea with tbe Morarian teacher, named Cburcb. His
Mother's name was Cbase, and ber brotber married my Eatber's
sister. My aunt Cbase and ber daughter were of tbe Morarian
connexion, and ffied in London, witMn a few bours of each
otber. Our meetmg togetber at tMs time was satisfactory ; for

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notwitbstanffing some diversity of riew and of practice, true
unity is to be experienced in the one Holy Head.
lOih. First day. Tbe neighbours being invited to sit witb us,
more came tban coffid be accommodated. O ! the love of God
m tbe heart; bow it would gather the minds of all, and stay tbem
upon tbat teaching wMcb is truly profitable m all tMngs, as to
our social, relative, and reUgious duties. We must patiently
bear witb our own, and one another's ignorance. If good arises,
and is felt to flow among us, it is of tbe Lord's mercy ; may He
bave tbe glory, and tbe grateful praise for ever and ever ! In
tbe evening I was favoured witb a measure of lowly calm.
nth. First day. At botb meetings, and bad a parting oppor
tumty witb a few inffividuals. In tenderness of spfrit, and I
beUeve witb good desires we separated.
18th. Worcester. On leaving Leominster, heaviness clothed
my spirit, tbougb I know not tbat I brought it upon myself, by
wiKul omission or commission ; but I do mourn over tbe want of
real renovation and sanctffication in tbe human heart.
20ih. Tbe Quarterly Meeting. It is gratefffily to be acknow
ledged, tbat notwitbstanffing many in our Society bave adopted
tbe customs of tbe world, and ffinnk of its begffiUng spfrit, we
are yet a favoured people. In our reUgious assembUes may be
felt a gathering Power, tbat woffid belp us m our CMistian
pUgrimage, and increase our knowledge m Divine truths, settie,
stabUsb our Cbristian faitb, and sanctify our hearts, with all our
affections. 25ih. Tbis morffing, as I sat alone, a lowly calm covered my
mind, wMcb was very precious and encouraging ; and it seemed
to increase, wMle reading some beantKffi chapters in Isaiah,
descriptive of tbe peaceable kingdom and government of CMist.
29^^. My dear friend, and true CMistian helpmeet and com
paffion, Hannab Evans anived, to uffite witb me in a risit to tbe
famffies of Eriends, and otber service in this county ; tMs was
cordial and reriving.

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Slst. First day. In our reUgious gathering tMs morning, we
were favoured to unite in spirit, and were again enabled to
beUeve, tbat tbe Lord continues to be gracious, and to give Ms
waiting cMldren to taste of Ms mercies ; and at times feel
ingly to acknowledge tbat He is good, and ready to do good to
aU wbo seek Him. Tbe eveffing reaffing was mstructive. Thus
favourably closed tbe yeat.

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CHAPTER IX.
eeligious seevicbs in woecesteeshiee, hee own quaeteely
meeting, &c.  death of anne cappee.  maey cappee
eetuens home near the end of 1822.

"1821. Isi mo. Isi. Worcester. We began tbe visit to the
famiUes, being gently constrained to uffite m tMs work by a
measure of CMistian love.
iih. We bave sat in many families, we bope to some profit.
It is little, bowever, tbat we can do one for anotber, tbougb at
seasons, a constraint is felt to leave our own bome comforts,
and thus to visit the professors of tbe same religious faitb.
7ih. Firsi day. At meeting we were again favoured to ex
perience tbat it is good to wait for a renewal of spiritual
strength. 14^^. Firsi day. One of close reUgious engagement, and of
inward breatMng of heart to be kept in tbe path of duty.
Heavenly counsel can alone dfrect, and keep m safety, from
day to day.
18;;^. In our meetmg for worsMp, we bad renewed cause to
acknowledge tbat tbe Lord's mercies are botb ancient and new.
23r^. A fine, nffid day. We walked in tbe garden, and I
tMnk gratefuUy enjoyed tbe sun, in its brightness and cheerfffi
influence on aU around ; not forgetting tbe bountiful Giver of aU
we enjoy. Bless tbe Lord ! aU ye who partake of Ms mercies,
in aU places ; whether surrounded by tbe beauties of tbe country,
or supported by Ms daily Providence in tbe noise of tbe town.

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O ! the heart that trusts in Him can acknowledge bis power to
sustain in all lawfffi engagements.
28th. First day. Tbe afternoon meeting M-as largely attended,
an invitation having been given, more especiaUy to servants and
apprentices employed by Eriends. The intent was partly an
swered, but tbere was a mixed company, wMcb was not qffite so
reUeving to tbe minds of those, on wbom tbe weight of tbe
concern rested, as it migbt otherwise bave been ; bowever, wben
we bave done wbat we can, we must endeavour to be qffiet.
soth. Left Worcester and came to Netherton. We were
pleased witb the deUgbtfffi calm, and witb tbe beauties of nature,
surroundmg tbe habitation, and stffi more so witb our recep
tion from tbe fanffiy.
31,s^. We were conveyed to tbe smaU meeting, wbere
condescendmg goodness was in the midst. I thought in my
heart, how exceUent is a lowly, staid frame of mind, waitmg for
tbat spfritual refreshment, wMcb comes from tbe presence of tbe
Lord. 2nd mo. 2nd. My dear companion so unwell tbat we have bad
a restless ffight. In renewed times of provmg, and fresh trial of
faitb, tbe best we can do seems to be, to endeavour to be stffi,
botb m body and in mind, tbat tbe secret word of instraction
may be rightly distmgffisbed; either m reproving, bumbUng, or
opeffing new springs of belp and of pure knowledge, for our
own advantage, or tbat of others. In sometMng of tMs state of
mind, we sat down with tMs family ; it was a serious time, I
bope to mutual profit ; a Uttle spfritual refreshment was minis
tered to my own nund. I do crave tbis, from day to day, lest
I perish. ith. First day. We bad a very crowded meeting at Bewdley,
some inritation having been given. Tbe gathering was attentive
and was affectionately adffiessed ; may it be blessed of Him wbo
giveth tbe increase.
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of an affectionate fareweU, mingled witb some gentle caution to
tMs kmd fanffiy, most of wbom are young, was feeUngly ex
pressed, and we separated in mucb love. Arrived at Worcester.
2nd mo. Gth. Called upon a young woman, not of our Society,
wbom I bad before visited, wben she was under tbe reducing
effects of sickngss, and when ber nund was susceptible of good
impressions. Returning bealtb, youtMffi vivacity, witb an attrac
tive share of personal beauty, and mixing in gay, ffissipating,
fasMonable amusements, and tbose frivoUties wMcb aUure from
seriousness, and faU not to mar tbe growth of boUness, bave, I
fear, for a time at least, laid waste tbe engagmg loveUness of a
bumble and broken spirit ; tbougb tbere are stffi tokens of a
tender nund. Dear young woman ! my heart feels an interest in
ber true happiness, and I am well satisfied in having made tbe
call, wMcb sbe seemed to receive kinffiy, expressing ber sense of
tbe motive, witb rising tears.
7 th. We came to Evesham. Our minds were favoured witb a
peacefffi acqffittal, having gone tMougb our late engagements,
witb a sincere and watcMffi desire to be kept simple, bumble and
faitMffi in tbe Une of duty ; tbe offiy way of peace and safety.
Richard BurUngbam and Ms kmd wKe gave us a corffial welcome.
Sth. Tbe Monthly Meeting; a time to be acknowledged as a re
newal of condescenffing favour. Wbat sbaU we render to tbe Lord!
11^^. Firsi day. In tbe Morffing Meeting, Richard Bur
Ungbam spoke impressively; in tbe afternoon, a considerable
number of servants in Eriends' famiUes, labouring men, &c. came
by mvitation, and tbefr bebariour was beconung. Tbe nature of
sUent waiting, for tbe renewal of our spfritual strength, was a
Uttle explained ; it is but Uttle understood, among CMistian pro
fessors ; and to be fffily so, its incalcffiable benefits must be, in
some degree, experienced. Hearing or doing is too often rested
in, as reUgious worsMp; witb very little sense of tbat beart-
humbUng Power tbat contrites tbe spfrit, and prepares an accept
able sacrifice, tbougb no vocal sound be heard.

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ISih. In tbe eveffing, I read to tbe fanffiy an account of my
dear brotber Jasper's Ulness and close ; a very precious feeling
spread over us in contemplating the ffissolution of a brotber, so
beloved by me in Ufe. We separated under a tendermg sense of
heaveffiy goodness and mercy toward tbe cbUffien of men. 0 !
tbat every rational creature would seek to know tbe God of om-
salvation, that so aU nught praise Him.
14^^. Sat witb a young woman to wbom tender counsel was
given, witb sincere desfre tbat she migbt be preserved from tbe
strange notions of Uberty, and of alienation from tbe Cross of
CMist, wMcb seem to abound. Our safety is in bumffity and in
stiUness ; tbat we may be taught to know ourselves, and often to
resort to tbe place wbere secret prayer is wont to be made, wbere
tbe simple-hearted wait for an increase of understanding, to know
and to keep in tbe paths of uprightness, that tbey may be at
peace. These read tbe Holy Scriptures with reverence and
lowUness of mind, tbat tbey may come unto tbe Light, tbe
LKe and tbe Way, whereof tbe Scriptures do testKy, even Cbrist
the Lord. We bad our fears for tffis dear young woman, but
parted in tbe tender clothmg of CMistian love.
IGih. A day of mucb engagement. In tbe evening, sat witb
tbe beads of tffis famUy. How precious are tbe Lord's visita
tions ! wben received and cherished, bow wonderfffily does He,
bere and tbere, raise up servants and handmaids, to set forth Ms
praise, — to testKy of Ms power and mercy !
17^^. An uffiooked for opportuffity occurred to express our
interest for two young persons, for wbom we bad felt mucb wben
nnder tbefr father's roof. TMs seemed a time of tendemess not
to be lightly esteemed. Times of instruction, we may feeUngly
say, are in tbe band of Him from wbom aU our mercies flow.
Soon after ffinner we left tffis kind, interesting famUy, and Uttle
cfrcle of friends, witb hearts uffited, I beUeve, in a bond of love
and precious fellowsMp, strong and lasting ; to endure so long
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as we continue npon tbe immutable foundation of Cbristian faitb.
We came to Alcester.
18th. First day. In tbe afternoon a little company of serious
neighbours sat down witb us, and we may gratefffily acknowledge
tbat it was a precious season.
19^.^. Sat witb tbe beads of tbe famUy wbere we ffined; tbe
cbUffien were not present, though some of tbem old enough.
We tbougbt it a privation; m some risits of tbis nature, we
bave bad cause to beUeve tbat heavenly kindness was extended
to tbe dear young cMlffien. We retumed before tea, and sweetly
enjoyed tbe domestic comfort of tbe famUy. How precious is
Cbristian harmony, and qffietness of mind, wben either the toils
of Ufe, or tbe duties of a day, are drawing to a close, without a
bitter sting or restless anxiety ! 0 ! tMs is marvellous mercy !
soffi-satisfying reaUty ! no iffie tale ! no emiffingly-derised fable !
May my soul, in uffison witb every bumble beUever, bless tbe
Lord. 20^;^. I felt unwell, but set out, witb my dear companion and
helper, and I beUeve true burden bearer. We bad some distance
to walk, to sit down witb a widower and Ms sister,; our feeUngs
were tbose of lively sympathy ; but hope shone, as a cheering ray,
upon tbe way to obtain tbe crown immortal, at tbe close of tbe
eartMy pUgrimage, wben we sbaU no more mourn tbe separation
one from anotber. Tbe one redeeming Lord and Saviour worketh
Ms own righteous work, in tbe bumble, contrite beart.
21st. A precious meeting in tbe mormng. In our little even
ing company, we had some beautifffi Scripture reaffing ; the
concluffing chapters of tbe Gospel of John. How pathetic, bow
convincing, to minds wMcb resist not heavenly influence, is the
language ! setting forth tbe crucifixion, tbe resurrection, and tbe
re-appearance of CMist to Ms ffisconsolate ffisciples, as tbey were
assembled togetber, ' tbe doors being shut,' He manifested Him
self in the midst. 0 ! bow graciously were we enabled, at tbis

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time, to comprehend sometMng of tbis heavenly visitation, and to
close, with sweetness, tbe evemng of this day.
22nd. After taking a serious and affectionate farewell of our
kmd friends, and of a valuable female servant who bad waited
on us, we went to Warwick, wbere we arrived about noon, and
entered tbe neat, comfortable habitation of my endeared com
pamon and friend Hannab Evans. We were received witb snules
of welcome by ber sister and faitbfffi servant, and are tbankfffi
for sucb an asylum, being weary and in want of rest.
After a few days repose at tins place, my nund was unexpect-
effiy tried and brought low. I trust I am not apt to seek, or to
enter into important engagements, without seriously pondering
tbe subject in secret, ere I venture to open it even to my dearest
friend or compamon ; but after some time of trial, and I may say
ffistress, I thought it best to acquaint Hannab Evans, tbat I
believed I must visit four poor unhappy men, recently committed
to tbe County JaU, for robbery and murder. TMs ffisclosure did
not surprise my friend, for sbe bad bad a secret sense of the
coiffiict of my mind, and tMs was belpfffi and encouraging to
me. Thus I believe tbe defficated mind is renewedly prepared for
every fresh act of serrice, whether it be considered Uttle or great.
It is not bavmg been helped in times past tbat wffl sufifice or
sustam; but tMougb seK-reduction and abasement, our con
fidence is afresh fised upon tbe uffiafflng Helper of tbose who
seek Ms Divine dfrection and gffidance.
26^^. Smtable anangements having been made, my kind
friend Hannab Evans, and a few serious persons, accompaffied me
to tbe JaU, wbere we were freely admitted. Tbe nustress of tbis
vast fanffiy, Esther Tatnal, bemg unweU, we were attended by
ber daughter, and by tbe gentlewoman who was with us on a
former occasion. My mmd was under a weighty concern, as we
were conducted, by tbe head turnkey, mto a clean commodious
room, wbere tbe four poor men were seated on a bench. The
turnkey tben left us; it was a heart-affecting moment. Eirst sat
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the desperate ringleader; tben tbe brother of the unhappy
woman wbo was executed for the' murder of her mistress, and
wbom we visited tMee times witMn these walls ; this poor feUow
seems to bave been ffiawn in by wicked companions, he is abont
tweuty-five and ignorant, but not unfeeUng; be was greatly
agitated on reference being made to Ms sister. We have been
told that bis afflicted mother died, soon after bearing tbat be was
committed under suspicion of being guUty of tbe same awfffi
crime as Ms sister. Anotber of tbis wretched, deluded gang
also appears young ; the fourth is midffie-aged, and tbe father of
several cbUffi-en; wben Ms poor wife received tbe sad intelli
gence, sbe was taken Ul and soon ffied, leaving a new-born babe.
We understand tbat be was in au agony of distress, wben Ms
poor destitute, helpless infant was brought to Mm, and tbat be
said, ' Had I followed my wKe's adrice, I shoffid not bave been
in my present situation.' Tbey aU sat very qffietly, and seemed
to attend seriously to wbat was expressed. We tben took an
affecting leave of tbem, under a mourffiffi sense of human
depravity. We bad an impressive reUgious opportunity, in tbe
chamber of E. Tatnal, wbom I was concerned to find in a feeble
state, ber life bemg of pubUc importance, as weU as private
benefit. Sbe knows, bowever, wbere to seek tbat which can
sustain tbrougb every duty, and every affliction.
28th. Tbe MontMy Meeting, wben Hannab Evans returned ber
minute, Tbere is notMng of which seK can boast, but we can, in
lowUness of mind, speak weU of tbe gracious Power that helped
and kept us, as we went along togetber in tbe work. I continue
awbUe witb my dear friend, as my strength is mucb exhausted.
Very tender is ber care and attention, and I desire to be grateful
for tMs, among many otber favours bestowed.
Srd mo. iih. Firsi day. Tbe morning meeting was smaU ; our
numbers being few, and some of these few, not rightly estfrnating
tbeir privUeges, possibly uot fully knowing tbem, often neglecting
assembling witb tbeir friends for worsMp. Tbe aftemoon meeting

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was attended by many serious persons, wbo were invited to
sit down witb us, m our simple way. Tbe opportuffity was a
relief to some wbo often feel a solicitude for the more uffiversal
spread of that righteousness which, we read in Scripture, is to
cover the eartb as tbe waters cover tbe sea.
Sih. Many caffing to see us, it proved sometMng like taking
a solemn fareweU.
9ih. TMs morning I left tbe house of my dear friend and
companion, Hannab Evans, and ber domestic circle, from every
one of wbom I bad received aU tbe sootMug kindness and atten
tion wMcb my feeble state requfred. I bave now arrived safely
at my own comfortable apartments in Dale End, Bfrmingbam.
My heart craves a lowly, gratefffi and abiding sense of tbe
Lord's manifold mercies.
13th. I was mucb gratified witb tbe company of my dear ffiece
M. and ber husband ; tbey were returning from visiting tbefr
relations in tbe south ; it was to me an unexpected and interest
ing mterview, and I think it was mutually endearing ; my heart
owns, and my hand records it as very precious to me ; and I felt
tbankfffi for an apartment and a table furnished witb things need
ful to refresh my dear relatives on tbefr journey. We parted, as
we bad met, in tbe sweet feeling of love and harmony, but my
mind seemed to tarry witb tbem ; tbey are young, and may live
to see mauy days, and vicissitudes many. One immutable truth
wUl, I bope, be engraven on tbeir hearts; the invincible power of
God, revealed by grace in tbe heart, as brought to Ught by Jesns,
Clirist, tbe Redeemer, tbe Saviour, by whom we come to know
our own incapacity, and our need of a new heart, new tbougbts
and new affections ; a knowledge Mdden from tbose wbo are wise
in tbefr own conceits.
Iith. Our Monthly Meeting, wbere I delivered in my certi
ficate granted for tbe recent religions engagement. Tbe best
report I coffid give was tbe acknowledgment of heavenly con
descension ; unto wMch every faculty of my soffi desires to be m
subjection ; yea, evermore, so be it !

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Maey Cappee to a Young Man.

'3rd mo. 27ih, 1821.

Dear J. G.

It is a precious tMng to remember, and to be remembered by
one anotber for good. Oft times, dear youth, bave I remembered
tbee, and I am gratffied by tby sweet token of affectionate regard
toward me. If a umon of CMistian good-wUl can afford belp,
and surely tbere is strength in tbat love wMcb wishes well to
soffis, tbou art favoured. Tby dear Parents, tby Cbristian
friends, aU plead for tby estabUshment on tbe Rock, CMist Jesus,
tbe Saviour sent into the world, clothed witb bumaffity, to be
crucified for the sin of tbe degenerate human race, wbo died, m Ms
human nature ; was chastised, snUtten aud brffised, for our
sakes; bearing tbe iniquities of us all. 0 ! wbo shall understand
these things, except tbe Eather reveal tbem. A Saviour crucffied
for our sins 1 a Sariour glorified for our justffication ! Elesb and
blood cannot reveal tMs great mystery ; but heavenly condescen
sion opens tbe understanding of tbe babes, tbe lowly and tbe
simple in heart. It is not by human art and subtle reasoning,
but as we become subjected, and receive tbe kmgdom as Uttle
cbUdren, wUUng to be turned from tbe evil of our ways, our
self-wiU, our selfishness in aU its devices, tbat we can understand
tbe love of God in Cbrist Jesus.
Often I tbink of tbee ; tbou art not left to grope in tbe dark ;
tbe instruction of pious friends bas been as Une upon Une, pre
cept upon precept, extended towards tbee; and to crown all,
tbat Ught bas arisen in thy heart, wMcb is graciously given to
tbe cMlffien of men to profit withal. I humbly bope it may yet
shine more and more, unto tbe perfect day ; to shew tbee tbe
exceeffing great love of God in CMist Jesus, wbo is revealed
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I tMnk of tbee, I trust, witb a Cbristian interest ; I think of
tbee as in tbe dawn of human Ufe, fffil of warm energies ; glow
ing, at times, vrith rivid expectations, even of temporal enjoy
ment. Tby human nature points at this, and urges the natural
heart to press after tMs delusive happiness ; we may look round
about us, and see to wbat a mounfffi crisis tbis bas brought thou
sands of our fellow sojourners on tMs side tbe grave. Surely
we may cherish tbe consoUng belief, tbat a gracious God is
deaUng very mercKffily witb tbee; in pity for tby immortal spirit;
He sends the gentle consumption of tbe body, to teacb tbe heart
wisdom. Submit, dear youtb, to the power of tbe indweffing Word of
Ugbt and Ufe ; tbat searcMng, qffick and ffiscerning Word, unto
wMcb tbe Holy Scriptures do amply bear testimony, and of wbicb
we particffiarly read in tbe ffist chapter of tbe gospel records of
tbe Apostle John.
I need not say more, and I bope I bave not said too much, to
testify my real good wffl ; tbou bast mdeed a place in my best
love. My heart's desfre is, tbat tbe end of our faitb may be
crowned witb tbe salvation of our soffis. Thy dear Parents bave
a share in my best wishes. EareweU ! whether we see each other
again in mutabffity, or not,
I do corffiaUy and very affectionately subscribe,
Tby friend,
Mary Cappee."
To Hannah Evans.
"ithmo.2Srd, 182L
My deae and kind Eeiend,
Cherish not the apprehension that I bave any riew of tbe near
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my feeble frame may gently decay, without acute disease; nor
woffid I wilUngly be impatient under tbe bonds. Let tbe Lord
work Ms own work, for my fuU sanctffication, is my prayer. I
am recruiting, and my voice bas returned, tbougb as yet weak.
Dear E. S. witb ber afflicted daughter ! . I often tMnk of
tbem. It is in times of lowliness of mind, tbat we bave tbe
sweetest fellowsMp one witb anotber, in a measure of tbat blessed
uffion wMcb binds and bends tbe natural wffl to tbe Cross of
Cbrist. May our abiffing be bere; let others soar above, or wbere
tbey wffl ! Witb love, I subscribe,
Mary Capper."
To the Same.
"iih mo. 29th, 1821,
My peecious and endeaeed Eeiend,
Umted in tbe feUowsMp of tbe gospel, being partakers in
measure of eacb other's consolations and trials, may our soffis be
possessed in patience, tMougb ffiougbt and famine ! I dare not
for a moment harbour l;be tbougbt tbat heavenly kindness bas
forsaken us, bowever we may be tried, tossed and not comforted ;
it is doubtless a necessary ffiscipline, a salutary chastening. In
tMs I take courage, tbat notMng in beaven or eartb can compare
witb a Redeemer's love and power, and 'all tbe fitness He
requireth is to feel our need of Him.' Are we not tben, in tMs
sense, claimants on bis compassion, Ms mercy and bis love?
Never did I more fully feel it so. Tby friend,
Maey Cappee."

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To THE SAJttE. "5th mo. 28th, 1821.
My dear Eeiend,
Last week, I was incUned to accept an invitation to visit
a young woman wbo is a member of our reUgious Society, and
wbo sometimes attends our meetings, but whose appearance,
manners, &c. differ widely from tbe simpUcity of our profession,
and from tbat into which the pure spirit of Christiaffity leads.
TMs dear yonng woman was deprived of ber mother wben a
babe, left mucb to mconsiderate persons, and mucb indffiged.
No wonder tben, tbat submission to tbe restraiffing power of
religion, to tbe cross of CMist, formed no part of ber instiuction ;
but tbe good Shepherd leaves us not thus to stray, wander and
perish. Witb wbat heaveffiy kindness He seeketh that wMcb is
turned out of tbe way ! and healeth tbat which is wounded !
Yea ! batb long patience witb tbat wbich is crooked. In lowly
reverence, my heart ponders and admires tbe mercy and goodness
extended to us aU.
We bave now an encouragmg bope, tbat tMs young person -is
really under a deep consideration of things belonging to tbe
soul's salvation, and I was comforted in tMs Uttle visit. Sbe bas
made a decided stand, and determined no more to frequent the
theatre, or otber places of ffiversion, though solicited by ber com
panions, and even urged by tbose wbo ought to be tbe guarffians
of ber youtb. Instead of tbe fathers, cbUffien become teachers.
I observed, and perhaps a Uttle entered into tby mournfffi anti
cipation, of tbe execution of tbe sentence on tbe tMee nUsgffided,
unhappy men, who suffered on Sixth-day ; so abiding was tbe
feeUng, tbat on Seventh-day, I caUed upon tbe distressed widow
and family of B. I found her sonowfffi, but not violent in
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just in tbe way I coffid wish; sbe said, and I believe, sbe tbougbt,
it was very kind to call upon sucb a poor afflicted, deserted
fanffiy. Sbe hoped, that as ber husband bad told ber, be bad
made Ms peace witb God. She asked K I would Uke to see Ms
corpse. I secretly started, as it were, at tbe idea ; bowever, after
a Uttle pause, I accompanied a young man, who was tbere, into a
decent, clean chamber, where tbe coffin was. Tbe young man
appeared very serious, and ffiew aside tbe face-cloth. Tbe
countenance was in no way ffisfigured. I was satisfied in paymg
tMs Uttle visit, as following an impulse of humanity, and my
mind seems reUeved by it. I understand tbe poor family are left
in low cfrcumstances; a trifle which I gave, was thankfully
received. EareweU, my dear friend; may tby soul prosper, and
be in peace, prays tby friend, Maey Cappee."
7th mo. 2nd. I came to Warwick, from our Quarterly Meeting
at Leicester. My strength being unequal to mucb traveUmg, I
bave wtten to my MontMy Meeting, to inform my friends of a
concern, wMcli I bave long felt, to bold some meetmgs among
various reUgious professors in tMs county, Worcestersbfre, &c. as
way may open for it.
iih. I attended tbe MontMy Meeting bere, -and H. Evans was
Uberated to accompany me, shoffid my own meeting concur in
my riew. Thus it is comely to move in good order. ,
Sih. Firsi day. I accompaffied WUliam WMtehead and
Hannab Evans to a meeting for worsMp, beld annuaUy at
Berkswel ; tbe bouse was weU fiUed witb country people, wbo
behaved quietly. Tender counsel and serious exhortation were
expressed among tbem.
14;;^. I received tbe document from my MontMy Meeting.
15ih. First day. WUUam WMtehead and Hannab Evans
accompaffied me to Harboro', a viUage wbere Eriends bave a
meeting-bouse, but no meeting bad been beld there for several

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years ; it seems to be a populous neigbbourbood. Many serious
persons attended botb meetings ; some, I beUeve, were sensible of
a secret feeUng, wbicb bas no feUow, nor can tbe skffl of man
form anything Uke unto it.
We bad taken some prorisions witb us, but a poor man's table
was kinffiy spread for us witb refreshments, of which we cheer
fully partook ; and before we separated, our spirits were refreshed
witb sometMng better tban outward bread. Tbe father of tMs
family is a serious man, in tbe meridian of IKe, but so nearly
bUnd as to be incapable of doing anytMng for the support of
a wife and numerous cbUffien. His mind appears to be favoured
witb submission ; Ms eldest son, a steady, agreeable youth, wbo
attends our religious meetings, is an apprentice, at Warwick.
18th. A suspension of vocal utterance, with mucb weakness,
attends me. In unspeakable mercy, my nund is calm, and I bope
to be qffiet, m passive dutiej, or to be wUUng to do what may be
requfred, and I may be enabled to do, from tfrne to time.
19^^. Tbe coronation of George tbe Eourtb. My heart, it
may be witb many others, breathed an early moming desfre, tbat
our present king may receive tbe anointing, not symboUcally
alone, but tbat grace and boUness may be pomed into bis heart.
May Ms people thus pray for Mm, and may tbe King of Kings
answer tbe prayer by a blessmg upon us aU ! tbe cboice blessmg
of an increase of true goffiiness, and of peace one witb anotber !
20th. Health and vigour a Uttle revived, witb a qffiet bope
tbat some prospects may be fulfiUed. My friends are very kind
and helpful, for wMcb I desfre to be tbankfffi. The MgMy
respected mistress of tbe County Jail, Esther Tatnal, took tea
vritb us.
21st. My heart was affected by tbe coming of an interesting
old man from Harboro', to uKorm us, witb mucb simpUcity, tbat
be bad been soUcited by many of tbe people, to come over and
invite us to bave another meeting among tbem, and tbat tbe
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understood tbe labourers, particularly tbose now engaged in harvest
work. It is cause for tbankfuMess, tbat these, wbo Uterally gain
tbeir liring by tbe sweat of tbe brow, have a desfre to know, and
to feel that mercy, that goodness, and that power, whereby we are
brought to an experimental knowledge of sanctification and salva
tion, as testified of in the boly Scriptures, and unto wMcb the
Spirit of Truth bears witness in our hearts. We ffismissed the
poor old man with some tracts, and parted in mutual good wffi.
O ! it is precious when a savoffi of good is felt ; be tbe ontward
appearance ever so mean and lowly.
22nd. Firsi day. Had a meeting at Radford, wbere we were
Mndly and freely accommodated in a noble old mansion, now
occupied by persons wbo attend our meetings. About one
hundred and ffity people assembled, and great stUlness prevaUed.
Our hearts were thankful for sucb renewed favours. I crave
continual preservation, and that every act of deffication may be
sanctffied, and aU witMn me- kept from presumption, and from
whatever is contrary to tbat wMcb alone is our sanctffication.
These pubUc gatherings are very trying to my nature, and
often reduce me to a low state, and cause me to search, and to
re-searcb, wbo batb requfred them; but in my pondermgs on
my bed, I bave renewedly beUeved tbat I must not draw back,
whatever it migbt cost me ; my peace seems at stake, and all else
I must leave.
23rd. We took tea at J. Greaves's, at Barford; tbey very kindly
permitted a large room in tbefr bouse to be fitted up for tbe
reception of tbose invited to sit down with ns, in order to wait
for, and to feel after, tbe fresh manKestation of that heaveffiy
Power wMcb alone can do our soffis effectual good. We bad a large
assemblage ; tbe order and the qffiet were admfrable, as tbe beat
was oppressive. If Jesus was in any measure exalted, and bad
dominion in tbe heart, Ms glorious name be praised ! but the
reduction wMcb I feel is not to be described.
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helper, Hannab Evans, as it does not seem probable that sbe can
accompany me to a meeting appointed at LeanUngton.
After a time of inward breatMng for help, a strong cry or
prayer was raised for entfre resignation, and a lowly calm was
graciously granted. In our Uttle gathering at meeting, tbis
moming, tbe petition of my heart seemed answered; a sweet,
indescribable stfflness clotMng my spirit, as a token of assurance
tbat I shoffid not be made ashamed of my hope. It was a close
trial to leave my dear friend beMnd ; however, a kind feeling female
companion was found ; we took some refreshment witb a kind
friend, who is now at Leamington, witb ber daughters, for their
bealtb. Tbefr appearance, tbefr serious countenances, witb their
expressions of regard, also tbeir company and tbat of several
others, were a comfort, belp and strength to me. The gathering
was large, and a pecffiiar solemnity spread over us, during a con
siderable time of sUence. SuppUcation was tben offered, I bope
reverently and feeUngly, after wMcb abiUty was given to speak
of faitb iu CMist, as a renovating principle, designed to work a
cbange in tbe heart, to wMcb tbe Scriptures testify ; the Spirit
by wMcb tbey were penned, opening tbem to our understanffing,
tbat we may come unto Him of wbom tbe prophets and the
apostles ffid write, &c.
29th. Firsi day. My dear friend is mostly confined to bed, my
voice is again suspended, and my bodUy weakness is great ; yet in
marvellous mercy, we are kept in qffiet contentment, and even, at
times, can be cheerful; tbougb we are sometMng Uke a hospital
of infirm, deaf, lame, and temporarUy dumb ; for Hannab
Evans's nephew is bere, and is unweU ; and ber sister is very
deaf. Slsi. Last ffight was nearly sleepless, from an apprehension
tbat I coffid not be easy without proposing anotber meetmg at
Leamington. I tMnk I do not feel so mucb an unwiUingness to
submit to sucb a requfring, as a fear of mistaking, any apprehen
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Sth mo. 7 th. My dear friend continues so unweU tbat sbe bas
consented to bave meffical aid. ' All reUgious prospects seem
veiled for tbe present.
Sih. I was at the Uttle meeting ; I tbougbt we sat in low
places; these searcMng times are doubtless designed for our
good, that we may become grounded in tbat faitb and confidence
wMcb is not easily shaken.
lOih. I accompaffied an acquaintance from London, to inspect
tbe County JaU; tbe strangers were highly pleased witb the
cleanUness aud exceUent order of tbe estabUshment. But few
are now in confinement tbere ; one poor man is in, for stabbing
anotber, so that be died. It seems to bave been an act of
passion, not maUce, and tbe poor cffiprit excited our compassion,
by tbe deep traces of sorrow in Ms countenance, though he said
Uttle. We sat down witb bim, and I beUeve did enter a little
into Ms ffistress ; it was affecting to witness, but less so tban
tbe careless manner of some, who appeared unconscious of tbe
misery consequent on sin. Escape from confinement, too often
seems tbe main object witb these poor creatures.
12ih. First day. I was at botb meetings, wbere we were
favoured witb some renewed extension of heaveffiy good ; also in
our evemng reaffing and retirement in my dear friend's chamber;
sbe seems to be recrffiting.
Iiih. A thankful and contriting sense of mercies received,
continues to cheer, even under tbe sackcloth that covers some of
our spirits, wben, from day to day, we are led ffi a way tbat we
know not, and Mdden, inexpressible conffict is our aUotment,
doubtless for our farther purffication, being encomaged to
beUeve tbat we are branches engrafted into tbe Uring vine. We
know tbat tbe husbandman purgeth tbe frffit-bearing branch, tbat
it may bring forth more frffit.
IGih. Our dear invaUd came down stafrs. Tbe mind seems to
bave no better anchor tban resigffing aU unto Him wbo formed
us, and who knows ns altogether as we are. None otber can

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give patience, calmness and submission, to the poor confficting
spirit ; this my soul does witness, in self abasement.
19ih. Firsi day. My dear friend able to go to meeting this
mornmg, and in a feeUng manner to bear testimony to tbat
Power, wbicb, as it is received, cherished and obeyed, keeps the
soffi alive in times of trouble. In tbe aftemoon, we went with
her brotber Daffiel Evans, to Ms habitation, Goodrest Lodge,
wMcb is on a large farm ; in tbe evening, we bad a meeting witb
a considerable number of servants, labourers, &c. which ended
well. 20^^. After tbe Scripture reaffing, sometMng was expressed by
way of stimffiating tbe mind to meditate upon Scripture doc
trines and records, tbat we may receive a right understanding of
tbem, and guard agamst our own constructions or interpretations.
D. Evans conveyed ns to LeanUngton, wbere notice had been
given of a second meeting. Many came to it wbo were of a
serious description ; and it may be, tbe design was answered, and
tbe sacrffice accepted. We retumed to Warwick in peace ; my
dear compamon not bavmg materiaUy suffered from the exertion
and tbe excessive beat.
22nd. At tbe smaU meeting, a precious time of refreshment,
of spiritual feeffing upon tbat wbicb is meat indeed, and ffiink
indeed ! In tbe evemng, a meeting was beld for tbe servants of
Eriends, young persons, &c.
24^i. Moumfffily affected by tbe information, tbat, at tbe
assizes, several criminals were condemned to suffer deatb ; among
tbem tbe unhappy murderer. Mucb feeling tbougbtfffiness came
over us, as to tbe desirableness of visiting Mm or Ms com-
paffions ; bnt after a tfrne of deep consideration, and being satis
fied tbat our own wffi was given up, tbougb we were not ffisposed
to proceed Ughtly in so important a tMng, we were favoured to
rest, in a cabn and peaceful beUef tbat we were excused. Yet
CMistian concern, with a tender breatMng of spuit, tbat mercy

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might be extended to these our unhappy fellow-creatures, was
cherished in our hearts.
25th. We were kiudly received, at our former quarters, at
Alcester. 26th. Firsi day. In tbe morffing, several strangers were at
our meeting ; in tbe evening, in consequence of a general invita
tion baring been given, a very serious, well-behaved company
attended. It is gratefully to be acknowledged, that at tMs day.
Christians of dffierent names, and in various ranks of Ufe, can
corffiaUy meet together, in our meetings for worship, in a CMis
tian spirit, wbere Uttle or nothing presents to occupy outward
observation. Tbat a large, mixed company, sometimes incom
modiously seated, shoffid mostly be so stffi, so serious, during a
time of silence, is admirable ; and not a Uttle consoUng and belp
fffi, to tbe rightly engaged and truly spfritually-mmded among
us." Respecting tbis evening meeting, ber companion and friend,
Hannab Evans, thus writes, " My dear friend, Mary Capper, was
greatly favomed ; sbe was largely engaged, in gospel-love, botb
in testimony and supplication ; it was indeed a memorable time,
and brought to my remembrance ancient times, wben tbe power
of tbe Highest so eminently overshadowed tbe assembUes, to tbe
conrincement of many ; and I was ready to say in my heart,
surely some good will be experienced from tMs opportumty."
"2Sth. Had a meeting witb some of tbe manffiacturers of
needles, wbo are employed bere. Tbe qffiet behaviour of all was
very satisfactory, and we hope tbe time was not unprofitably
passed. MarveUous is tbe merey tbat woffid gather tbe wan
derers, and tbe forgetfffi ones, into tbe Shepherd's fold, and
protect tbem from tbe destroyer.
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to Evesbam, and were, as usual, cordially received by Eicbard
BurUngbam and family.
9th mo. 2nd. First day. In tbe eveffing, we bad a large
gathering of labourmg men, and of lads employed in naU-
making. Srd. We took tea at tbe next bouse, and bad a Uvely remem
brance of having been favoured togetber some time back, witb a
precious sense of heaveffiy Goodness ; since tMs time, tbe family
have been tried by tbe long iUness and death of a sister, in her
twenty-second year. She suffered much, from pain and weakness,
and from reflecting upon nus-spent time, and talents umm-
proved ; but sbe was favoured witb an evidence of tbe extension
of redeeming Love, and closed ber day in brightness. Some of
ber remarks were read to us tMs evening, and a bumbling sense
of tbe mercy wMcb foUows us aU our Uves long, drew our mmds
into stffiness and mucb sweetness. A Uttle expression foUowed.
5th. Attended tbe meetmg at Bewdley in tbe mornmg; and
in tbe eveffing, bad a very large one at Kidderminster ; about
fourteen hundred persons present, many of tbem employed in tbe
carpet-manffiactory. At tbe close of tbe meeting, many were
anxious to shake hands witb us, and blessings were pronounced
upon ns. In condescending mercy, tbe eveffing closed peacefuUy,
wMcb compensated for bodUy fatigue.
Gih. Exhaustion kept me late in bed; we were pernUtted to be
quiet, and sweetly retfred in tbe family tUl eveffing, wben we
attended a meetmg appointed for tbe neighbouring poor, at
Bewdley ; tbe feeUng when among tbem was very precious.
12^^. Tbe Quarterly Meeting at Eoss was weU attended;
many young persons were tbere, whose serious countenances were
corffial to tbeir well-wishers. I beUeve it was a time of spiritual
refreshment. IGih. First day. In tbe morning meeting, renewedly con
firmed in tbat faitb, wMcb, K we were bnt bumble enough to
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the heart. In tbe aftemoon many of tbe neighbours sat down
witb us, by inritation, and I tbink it was a time of profit. I am
satisfied tbat tbe Divine vrill is, tbat we shoffid come to a more
perfect knowledge of tbe exceeding riches, through Cbrist Jesus,
wbicb are in store for tbose wbo patiently seek, and faitMuUy
obey, tbe revelation of tbe Spfrit of Ufe and truth, in tbe secret of
tbefr hearts ; and wbo rest not in ontward and risible signs,
which fall short of the tMng sigffified.
nth. A day of social enjoyment witb our friends. TMs is
very gratifying, in its right time and place ; tbe mind being at
peace, tbougb in a lowly state, and being resigned again to suffer,
accorffing to tbe Dirine wiU.
18^^. We left Eoss, after being enabled to express, in
tbe famUy, wbat relieved our minds, and contributed to
wards our lookmg homeward with peacefffi hearts; not in
exffitation ; ab ! no ; but in bumble thankfulness for the mercy
and condescension tbat kept us from wfflffi disobeffience, and bas
brought ns, thus far, without condemnation. 0 ! it is an
unspeakable favour to know, and freely to acknowledge, tbe
heaveffiy power tbat keepeth tbe heart from being overcome of
evU. 19^^, Sat witb tbe few friends at Alcester in their meetmg,
wbicb was a precious time of reUgious retfrement, and tendemess
of spirit, 0 ! tbat tbe cbUffien of men, the world over, were
brought into a wUUngness to wait in stffiness, tbat they migbt
know tbe power of godUness, and go on from stature to stature,
increasing in boUness ; tbat sin and transgression migbt in very
truth be finished. We considered tbis meeting (in wbicb we bad
sweet umty witb- the trffiy waiting, lowly spUits, wbo bave no
outward teacMng to depend upon) as a gracious close to tbe
reUgious engagements wMcli we bad in view, wben we respectively
left our habitations. Unto our heaveffiy Guide, our boly Teacher,
our alone effectual Helper, and merciful Keeper, be all the
praise !"

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To H. Evans.
"Bfrmingbam, lOth mo. Srd, 1821.
My VEEY DEAR EeIBND,
Tbat we bave thought of each other, and moreover, with
tbe best abffity tbat we bave, bave prayed for eacb otber, is an
assurance consoUng to my feeUngs; thus our separations are
measurably sweetened, and our hearts encouraged to beUeve
firmly, and to watcb constantly; so tbat, whether togetber or
apart, our confidence in Him wbo is our Eock, may be sure and
steadfast. On entering my parlour, it seemed lonely, but peaceful,
and tMs is wbat our souls tbfr-st after. I bope we have both felt
tbankfffi for tbe favour of bemg led along m tbat path of deffica
tion wMeb opened before us, and for being brought back to
our habitations without any sense of condemnation. My spirit
was mucb tendered, and my heart mexpressibly affected witb the
consideration of these mercies, as I sat among my friends at
meetmg tMs mornmg. O ! tbe heart contritmg sense of heavenly
goodness is no cunningly devised fable, but a blessed reaUty,
sometimes granted to tbe poor, tbe bumble, tbe obeffient mind.
A taste of the precious favour is sufficient to encourage the
beUevmg soffi still to press onward, and not to tany in the dark,
dreary vaUey of perplexmg doubts and fears. EareweU, my
precious friend ! my heart salutes tbee.
Maey Capper."
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To THB Same..
" llth mo. 15th, 1821.
My very dear Eeiend,
Tbe first thmg tbat arises to communicate is, suffer not my
length of silence, at any time, to cause a crooked tbougbt to
perplex or ffistress thee. ' Eervent prayer and firm beUeving,' are
far better occupations, in times of doubt and uncertainty. Tbou
knowest we love eacb otber, or tMs freedom woffid not be comely.
I receive very affectmg accounts of tbe increased weakness and
protracted suffermgs of my dear sister Anne Capper ; at the same
time it is cause of gratitude, tbat ber faitb and ber prospects of
glory are so Uvely, and ber rational powers so strong. I tMnk
mucb of ber."
Her sympathy for tMs beloved sister, was soon to be ex
changed for tbankfffi rejoicing for ber deUverance. Anne
Capper peacefffily breathed ber last, on tbe 19tb of tMs
month.* Upon tMs occasion Mary Capper wrote to tbe faimly
as foUows : "Warwick, llih mo. 21st. 1821.
My PEECIOUS Rblativus,
Tbe acconnt of tbe release of my dear Sister reached me tbis
morning. Very cabn and lowly was tbe clotMng of my spirit,
witb an assurance tbat tbose wbo bave passed tMougb many
tribffiations, and wbo bave, tMougb faitb, endured to tbe end,
cease from tbeir labours, and enter into tbefr Master's rest, pure
and undeffied ! Ab ! my Brotber ; ab ! my Sister ; bow often
bave we conversed on subjects connected witb tMs incomprehen
sible theme ! My heart retraces tbe longing, thirsting desires of
• See an account ofher in "Piety Promoted," llth Part.

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our souls, even wMle clonds and fears and ffistresses intervened.
Tbe veil is now rent, or ffiawn aside, to tbose wbo are gone
from works to rewards ; to us wbo remain, surely it is a strippmg
season ; we must endure a little longer, I bope in patience.
A bright, instructive example bas been set before you, dear
cMlffien, of wbat tbe Lord does, for tbose wbo seek Him and
obey Him. EareweU, affectionately,
Mary Capper."

To H. Evans.
" Severn House, 12th mo. Srd, 1821.
My dearest Eeiend,
I feel a reverential tbankfffiness, tbat in tby present tried, low
state, heaveffiy mercy so evidently sustams tbee tMougb aU.
May we cherish tbe blessed bope tbat heavenly goodness wffi be
witb us aU our Ufe long ! Nothing short of tMs can keep tbe
soffi in patience, and give resignation, wben aU visible tMngs
speak, as it were, desolation and breaMug up. Wbat a stay to
tbe poor mmd to bave an immutable foundation ; even tbe sure
mercies of God in Cbrist Jesus ! A IKe of ease, and enjoyment of
earthly things, is in no vrise desfrable to tbe soffi tbat bas bad a
taste of tbe pure, sanctffied joys of redeenUng love. Hold fast
tby lowly confidence, my precious friend; and may tbe great
Restorer of all rigbteonsness be witb ns, at aU times and m aU
places ! Do not exert tbyseK to write ; I do not desire it. I am
well satisfied tbat we bave closely-attached hearts, and I trast we
are botb travelUng on towards tbe end of all sin and sonow ; no

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more to feel sickness, cloud or doubt, or even animatmg bope ;
bnt to enjoy Ugbt, Ufe, and purity for ever ! Maey Cappee,"

To THE Same.
"Bfrnungbam, 1*^. mo. Slst, 1822.
My very dear friend, and feUow-traveller towards a land of
pronused rest ; wbere human fraUty, sickness, sonow, and per
plexing tMngs, arismg from ourselves or others, vriU no more
offend. Let us press on ; not as bavmg yet attamed, bnt looking
forward, witb strong faitb in tbat mvincible Power, whereby all
our spfritual enemies may be subdued ; yea, Satan trodden under
onr feet. Peradventure tMs may not be shortly, but surely, in
dne time ; tMs my heart takes courage in beUeving ; and the
more we press after tbe pure river of Ufe, tbe more we shall drink
cf its refresMng streams ; nevertbeless tbere is a time to be
atbfrst, in order tbat we may know bow to estimate tbat wMcb
miffisters refreshment and strength. Sound faitii and love,
patience and perseverance, are tbe cardmal points of a Cbristian
traveUer, after boxing tbe compass from side to side ! "
To THE Same.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. 19th, 1822.
My dear Eeiend,
I cherish tbe gladdeffing bope tbat tbou wUt be bere ere long,
and am tMnking of baring a cleansing from tbe external deffier
ment of smoke, &c. tbat no ontward appearance may affright
thee. I think my soffi longs for inward wasMng, purffication, and
entire redemption from aU tbat deffies tbe mner temple of the

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heart, tbat tbe best of friends may dwell there. TMs entire
sanctffication tMougb tbe Holy Spirit, bow wonderful, bow
important ! yet bow neglected by many ! and bow slow in its
progress wben we tMnk we are earnestly desiring it I Day by
day, it seems in my view a marvellous work ; aud tbougb at
times I am cast down, I am not in despair, for I know in wbom
I bave beUeved ; although for a season He seems to Mde Himself
from our view, and tben our hearts are sad ; yet, are we not kept
from presumptuous sins, meek and lowly ? 0 ! my precious
friend, surely witb some measure of experience, we can say, it is
the Lord's domg ; for our soffis bave been sore vexed. Thus I
beUeve, in our different allotments, the Eatber of mercies, God
offiy-wise, permits Ms cMlffien to be exercised and discipUned.
To be bumbled, and to keep humble, is not tbe work of human
prudence. My dear love is to you all, as fellow-traveUers, pressing
after tbe mark. Doubtless we often tenderly sympathize with
eacb otber ; we have aU equal need to watcb and pray continuaUy ;
tbougb there is a difference in circumstances, situations and
tempers; nevertbeless all is summed up in tMs, a Saviour or
I ffie ! a Redeemer, or I perish ! Mary Capper."

To THE Same.
"Key Hffi, Srd mo. 12th, 1822,
My AFFECTIONATE FrIEND,
I have only been out once since I entered tMs hospitable dwel
Ung, but my cough is mucb reUeved. I tMnk of returffing bome
to-morrow ; our select MontMy Meeting is to be in tbe evemng ;
a poor Uttle few ! but wbat can we do better tban desire to keep
our places m bumUity and faitbfffiness ? tbe Power tbat bas raised
the few labourers can raise up and send more, bow and when He

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sees meet. I beUeve it is safer to look to tbe Eountain tban to
tbe streams ; yet, as the streams flow pure, and uffite, tbey may
form a broad river. Tby tender love and precious sympathy,
suggest sometMng like tMs, of an encouraging, cheering nature
to my exercised spirit. I know sometMng of depression tbat
seems to weigh me dovra ; my heart breathes a desire tbat we
may yet be kept from falUng, and finally be made conquerors,
tMougb a Saviour's redeenung, all-vanquisMng power.
In tender love, Mary Cappee."

1822. Gih mo. 12ih. After secret prayer for right dfrection,
and tbat a plain path might be opened before me, I ventured to
inform my friends at tbe Monthly Meetmg, tbat I had a view of
some reUgious services witMn tbe Umits of our Quarterly Meeting.
In reverence, my spfrit was bowed, and I beUeve tbere was a
feUowsMp of feeUng, and a desfre to Uberate me to pursue tbe
path of apprehended requfring.
I tMnk my heart's desfre is that aU my steps may be ordered by
tbat Power wMcb alone can keep me, so tbat tbe evU one barm
me not, and tbat no barm be done by me.
I passed some days qffietly, in my own comfortable apartments,
wbere I bave aU tbe accommodation I desfre, and wMcb I bope
I wiffingly leave, wben called npon so to do. I visited some poor
neighbours, gave away tracts, wrote letters, and arranged aU, so
as to leave witb cabn satisfaction.
2iih. Lodged at Sarab GUlett's, at SMpstone.
25th. My dear friend, Hannab Evans, from Warwick, joined
me, and we went to tbe select meetmg. Our number is small,
nevertbeless we may gratefuUy acknowledge, tbat tMougb Divme
mercy, we maintam the umty of tbe Spirit in tbe bond of peace ;
though we often sit as in tbe valley of bumiUation, and as in

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soUtary places. Tbe reports given by our friends wbo bad been
appointed to attend tbe Yearly Meeting, tbougb expressed in few
words, were very satisfactory and animating; somewhat com
parable to tbe odour of precious ointment, descenffing to tbe
outer skirts.
26^^. At tbe Quarterly Meeting, we bad Une upon line, and
precept upon precept. In tbe evSffing, we came to Sarab
LanUey's very pleasant dweffing at Treffington.
27^7*. W. Lamley kinffiy conveyed us to Warwick, where,
once more, I was favoured witb a peaceful feeling, under tbe roof
of my affectionate friend. It is a pecffiiar favom- to be uffited in
spirit, wMle we feel our own entfre dependance, at all times, upon
an invincible, tbougb to tbe natural eye, inrisible Power ; tMs is
more precious, and more to be desfred, tban any otber gratffication
we can bave in bemg togetber."
Tbe foUowing was written, about tMs time, to ber nieces, wbo
bad recently lost thefr last remaining parent. " Gih mo. 1822.
I feel tenderly for yon, my endeared ffieces, as being yet com
paratively m tbe mornmg of your Cbristian pUgrimage, and
natural day ; be tbankfffi tbat you can believe, tbere is a secret
gracious Power that keeps us from hardness of heart, and works
in us and for us tbat sanctffication which comes by tbe revealed
love of God, in tbe manKestation of Jesus the Redeemer, tbrougb
tbe Holy spirit. Keep lowly and watcMffi ; tbat your steps may
be rightly ordered, and tbe end wffl tben be peace. Temptations
gradually lose much of thefr power. Merciful kindness places
tbe poor dependent beUever, after a time of probation, in a state
of comparative quiet, wberein tbe fulfilment of tbe wffi of a
faitbfffi Creator is Ms paramount desire. I vrisb thus to express
myself, with real bumUity and caution ; nevertbeless tbis is my

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present view of Cbristian advancement ; and happy are tbey wbo
hold on tbefr way, tMougb every successive stage, and persevere
tMougb every trial.
I passed tMougb some exercise, in.the prospect of leavmg my
qffiet habitation, to be engaged for an uncertain length of time ;
but necessity seems laid upon me ; tbe rest I must leave.
I bope your visit to Sunderland wffl be mutuaUy beneficial and
conKortmg. I have twice read tbe very interestmg testimony
respecting your precious Mother ; and tbougb it appears long,
I do not know wbat part coffid well bave been omitted.
Wbat a Ufe of extensive usefuMess ! Wbat unfeigned love, and
wbat activity, to serve ber feUow-probationers, under every name
and circumstance ! Above aU, wbat an exemplification of tbat
wMcb tbe Spirit of CMist Jesus can work in tbe human heart !
subduing, sanctKying every tbougbt and imagination ; giving tbe
victory over all, with a fffil sense and acknowledgment, that not
unto us, but unto Ms Name belongeth tbe glory !
0 ! tbe bumffity, tbe wonderfffi patience, granted to your
precious parents ! May I reverently pray tbat our end may be
like tbefrs ! or, in tbe language of your redeemed mother, simply
petition, ' Tby will be done !' Here I desfre to stay my nund,
and be at peace.
Once more, my endeared relatives, may it be weU witb you in
Ufe, and in tbe bonr of deatb, fervently desfres your Aunt,
Maey Cappee."
"7 th mo. Srd. MontMy Meeting. The meeting for worsMp
was to me a time of deep secret feeUng. My dear friend
Hannab Evans obtamed leave to uffite witb me in my en
gagements. ith. We visited two females and tbefr brotber, wbo are in
tbe county prison for debt ; be is in a very suffering state, from
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prison more tban two years, and bave Uttle bope of Uberation.
We pitied tbem mucb ; especiaUy as one brother bas afready ffied
within tbe waUs.
5th. We again entered tbe prison doors, not unfeeUngly, nor
in a Ught mind ; we ffist bad a private interview with a poor
unhappy man, committed for kilUng Ms own son. He said it
was done in a fit of unguarded passion ; be appeared sonowfffi,
and spoke of Ms gffilt witb mournfffi self-condemnation; also
witb particular feeUng, of Ms aged mother, wbo Uved witb Mm,
wisMng me to caU on ber. It was truly affecting, aud tears of
sympathy flowed. Wm. WMtehead and Esther TatnaU were witb
ns ; tbe poor man was gratefffi for tbe visit. We afterwards sat
witb tbe women ; it was a time of serious feeUng, and of solemn
supplication. 7 th. First day. We beld two meetings for worsMp, at Har
boro', in a meeting bouse belonging to Eriends ; both gatherings
fiUed tbe bouse. Tbe clergyman of tbe parish said tbat he would
give notice ; and at tbe close of tbe mormng meetmg, Ms two
very agreeable looking daughters came up to us, and mrited us
to dme at tbefr father's, saying be woffid be pleased with our
company. TMs is worthy of gratefffi remark, as manifestmg the
dimmution of prejuffice ; and I tMnk we sbould be tbankfffi for
every increase of CMistian good-wffi, and in true lowUness of
heart, render tbe praise wbere alone it is due.
Unprofitable indeed is tbe labour of tbe servant, uffiess tbe
Lord grant Ms blessmg. May we watcb and pray continuaUy,
lest, wMle we seem zealous for tbe good of others, we neglect our
own hearts, and eril find an easy dwelUng tbere ! My spfrit is
often bumbled under a sense of the possibUity of thus falUng,
even after my heart may bave been effiarged m love to my
feUow-creatures, and my Ups opened, in some measure to set
forth tbe love of our heaveffiy Eatber, and to invite sinners to
repent, and to accept salvation. Much lowUness, and oft-times
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Sih. A calm day, under tbe roof of my dear friend. We bave
in contemplation anotber visit to tbe jail.
9th. Wm. WMtehead accompanied us to tbe prison, where
we always gam easy admission. We sat witb tbe men and boys
in tbe chapel, about one hundred and ffity in number ; it was
affectmg to see so many lads; some of tbem scarcely eleven
years old, wbo bad been guUty of theft. Poor S. D., committed
for tbe murder of Ms son, stffi excites our compassion, by Ms
moumfffi countenance. We bave reason to tMnk tbat our risit
was satisfactory. Tbe improvement in tbe discipUne of tbe
prisoners is very great ; tbere is wonderful order, obedience, and
cleaffimess. Tbe women and lads are employed, and many of tbe
men kmt, or stitch patten ties, &c. We left tbem witb tbe
heart-felt desfre tbat tbefr future days may be tbefr- best days ;
tbat, in repentance and amendment of Ufe, tbey may know
tbe way of peace.
10th. Our little meeting was a tfrne of sweet contrition;
with a precious, consoling beUef, tbat tbe Lord is on tbe side of
tbose wbo wait upon Him, and wbo can trffiy say tbat tbey bave
none wbom tbey desfre in comparison of Him. We afterwards
called upon a friend in trouble."
To R. AND E. C.
"Warwick, 7ih mo. 10th, 1822.
My DEAR Eeiends,
It seems long since we parted. My chief aim and desire is,
to fill up whatever may be requfred in tbe aUotment assigned. I
seem low aud dependent every way; my bealtb, my powers,
depend upon renewed strength and mercy every day. We bave
bad some beart-tendering opportunities in tbe county jail. The
worthy, kmd, and serionsly-nUnded mistress is particffiarly prompt
to promote whatever may tend to ber own information, or to the

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good of the great bousebold. Sbe may be considered a blessing
in ber important station ; sbe carries authority in her soUd, yet
gentle manners and countenance ; and seems to be loved as well
as obeyed. Maey Cappee."

" llih. We were conveyed a Uttle way into tbe coimtry, to see
some persons wbo bave separated themselves from tbe religious
Society of Eriends and joined tbe Uffitarians, and wbo are
bringing up a large family in tMs way. Mucb Cbristian
soUcitude bas been manKested by ffivers Eriends, towards
tbem; tbe parents more especially, as bemg responsible for
the instruction of the cMlffien. Little good seems, at present, to
resffit from tbe care repeateffiy extended, as respects tbe ground
and foundation of faitb. Tbere seems to be a subtlety in
argument, and in reference to certain Scripture testimoffies,
wMcb, as yet, fortffies tbe heart; and K we are right wbo have
strong consolation m beUevmg on Jesus, as a Redeemer who shed
Ms blood, a ransom for siimers, a propitiation for tbe siu of tbe
world, our Meffiator and Advocate with tbe Eatber, then tbere
surely must be a veU over tbe spiritual understanding of these
seceders ; and notMng short of heavenly Power can convmce and
convert tbem. To pray for one another, witb tbe best abiUty tbat
we bave, is a duty ever to be cultivated.
13^>^. CaUed on a poor old woman, wbo bas for some years
been in outward darkness ; ber placid countenance and Uvely sense
of mercies received, in tbe nudst of privations and sufferings,
seemed to do us good, and to confirm our beUef, tbat tbe
Eountam of pure light and of consolation is revealed, without
partiaUty, in tbe seeking, bumble heart. TMs beUef is precious
and cheering.
Iith. First day. Wm. WMtehead kindly accompanied us
mne mUes to BerksweU, wbere friends bave a meeting-bouse.
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if more bad incUned to come, to countenance and bold up tbe
bands of those who are concerned to labour for tbe spread of
religion. Tbe bouse was crowded, and many stood vrithout;
notwithstanding tbe heat and tbe pressure, tbeir behaviour was
becoming ; every serious nund may be encouraged, and tbank
fffily acknowledge tbat tbere is an evident improvement in the
manners of tbe people generaUy, particularly observable wben
invited to sit in our meetings, wbere tbere is Uttle to attract out
ward observation. Tbefr stiUness and sobriety are instructive to
those wbo are engaged, in Cbristian love, to visit tbem. This
opportunity was, I beUeve, favoured witb that condescenffing
mercy tbat is botb ancient and new.
Tbe meeting at Warwick was postponed tffl eveffing, and was
attended by a considerable number of the inbabitants. I bope it
was a profitable time of reUgious fellowsMp ; m the solemn feeUng
tbat, with our Heaveffiy Eatber, Mgb and low, rich and poor, are
equaUy tbe objects of Ms tender regard, and matcMess love.
How marvellously does tbe Almighty Eather remove every narrow
prejuffice, cause ffiscouragement to vanish, and from time to
time open the understanffing in things belonging to tbe soffi's
salvation; ffiawing aside tbe veU of human ignorance, and
sometimes opemng tbe lips to set forth a little of wbat the Lord
of Ufe and glory batb done, and in Ms faitMffiness wffi do, for
tbose wbo trffiy seek to know and to obey Him ! I tbougbt, as
far as it concerned myself, tbat T was sweetly compensated
for exertion and fatigue.
15ih. A day of rest ; witb Uttle interruption, save wbat often
occurs in tbe necessary attention to tbe common concerns of IKe ;
and these concerns may frequently be numbered among tbe
things wMcb may tend to the furtherance of our ^owtb in
CMistian experience.
16^^. We came to J. B. Lowe's, at Earington; a retfred spot !
ISih. An instructive time at meeting. Sat awbUe in serious
retirement witb W. B. in Ms almost soUtary dwelUng. We have

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some ground to believe tbat these visits from house to bouse,
witb a feeUng desfre after tbat wbicb is of more value tban
temporal prosperity and ease, are mutually profitable ; bringing
into view, and into deep consideration, tbe state of our own
hearts, and bow we stand, in tbe aU-seeing eye of a faitMul
Creator. 19^^. Visited a poor widow in affliction ; her calm resignation
was striking ; also ber confidence tbat ber heart wUl be sustained
in peace tMougb all ; and that, K bread aud water only be ber
lot, sbe shall be content, and commend ber fanffiy to tbe Lord.
Surely tMs is tbe blessed effect of tbe power of reUgion on tbe
mind ! We called on Wm. White, a friend far advanced in age ;
be Uves in great simplicity, witb a grandson wbo works as a
shoemaker ; without female aid, tbe bouse is comfortable, neat
and orderly. Tbe granffiatber is provider and head cook, and
tbey appear to eat tbefr bread m qffietness, and to be cheerfffi.
It was very pleasant to see a youtb, of really pleasing person and
manners, contented to follow a bumble occupation, m a retfred
vUlage, and to Uve in a very lowly way, witb Ms aged grand
father. 20 ih. After a day of retfrement in spirit, and of secret
prayer for renewed dfrection, and continued belp in our
Cbristian movements, I tbougbt we were favoured, in sitting
m tbe evening witb J. L. and Ms wKe, witb a sweet and
encouraging sense, tbat tbe stream of heaveffiy IKe flows soft and
sure, to tbe refreshment of tbe retfred, waiting soffi ; tbougb we
may again and again tbfrst and be weary.
21*^. First day. In tbe mormng, sat tbe smaU meeting. The
pure Eountam of Ufe is open for tbe few, as freely as for the
larger number. In tbe afternoon, many serious persons came, by
invitation, to sit down vritb us. We were favoured to meet and
to separate in mucb stffiness j tbe meeting closed witb prayer.
23rd. Sat witb tbe offiy two fanuUes, at Tredmgton, wbo
profess with us, and were favoured to feel that contritmg Power

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wMcb is ancient and new. Some part of tMs day was agreeably
and profitably spent in reaffing some very interesting writings of
Eriends, and tbefr sufferings for tbe testimony of a good con
science, and the promotion of universal righteousness, in tbe time
wben Eriends were first gathered to be a people, conscientiously
separating from established forms, and witb upright hearts,
seeking to possess tbe substance typffied in tbe shadows of good
things to come.
24;!^. At Meeting at SMpston, and bad a fanffiy sitting,
wberein we were uuexpecteffiy favoured witb a more tban
common sense of tbe extension of heavenly love; for wMcb
condescension to our low estate, bumble thanksgiving was
rendered. 25ih. After breakfast and reaffing, we bad a profitable
pause; some encouragement was given to dedicate a portion
of the morning to retirement, prior to entering iuto tbe occupa
tions of tbe day.. Eor men of business tins is especiaUy necessary,
iu order to keep tbe mind calm tbrougb tbe perplexities which
may occur ; without such a stay the miud is in great danger of
being estranged from God and godUness.
26^7*. CaUed on several; one large famUy wbere the mother
was deceased. It was pleasant to see tbe young people seriously
disposed ; encouragement flowed toward tbem, to keep out of tbe
mixtures, to be content in a plain way of Uving, and to seek tbe
Lord's blessing, wMcb is the best riches.
27^^. A day of close engagement. After ffinner we went to.
Stow; and on to Morton, to caU on a poor woman wbo was
born and educated iu our society, but wbo married out of it.
Eriends bad visited ber frequently, and kindly cared for her.,
Wben we entered tbe Uttle cottage, our surprise was great to find
tbat the poor woman bad breathed ber last about midnight ; and
tbat on tMrd day (tMs being seventh), ber husband, on commg
ont of Ms garden, wbere he bad been ffigging potatoes, feU from
Ms chair and expired, without speaking. It was an impressive

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scene, to behold a husband and wKe thus lying Ufeless in one
chamber ; tbey were about seventy-seven years of age, and bad
Uved harmoniously togetber about fifty years. We sat down
witb a few of tbe kmd neighbours, wbo bad waited upon tins
feeble pafr. Tbe Uttle religions opportuffity was consoUng ; for a
cabn beUef seemed to clothe my spfrit, tbat, as tbefr lowly hearts
bad been umted m Ufe, so, in deatb, tbeir spirits were not
separated. 28^^. First day. Went to Meeting at Stow. An invitation
was given to tbe townspeople to sit down witb ns at four
o'clock. It proved a crowded company, but very orderly, con
sidering the beat, thunder and ram. It was an instructive time.
After meetmg, my feeUngs were closely tried, iu having to give
up my dear companion, wbo was obUged to return bome ; bow
ever, we desfred properly to submit. 1 felt lonely, though my
nund was favoured witb quietness ; and tbis wonderfuUy sustains,
tMougb whatever comes upon ns.
29^^. Took an opportunity of expressing some tender counsel
and encouragement, to tbe elder daughter of tbe famUy wbere
I am staymg; her pecuUar circumstances caU for sympathy.
Tbose wbo dweU at ease, and are surrounded witb accommoda
tions, Uttle know the difficffities tbat many large families have to
encounter. Attended a very large meeting, at Stow, on tbe
occasion of tbe burial, in one grave, of tbe poor man and bis
wKe, wbo ffied at Morton. Vocal labour seemed called for. It
was a time of no small fatigue ; but tMs is tbe thing least to be
considered, K tbe blessed Name be exalted.
Sih mo. Hh. Went to Armscot, wbere a Eriend's Meetmg is
annuaUy beld ; it was large. My mind was in a tried state,
tbougb mercifuUy kept patient; and I was thankful for tlm
labours of some dear friends, wbo bad to speak of tbe efficacy
of tbe grace of God,, revealed in tbe heart to cleanse from
aU sin, wben beUeved in, cherished, and obeyed ; and purifying
from eril tbougbts, words and works. Cbrist died to save

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US from our sins, and not in tbem. 0, tbe importance of every
heart coming to know Jesus, in Ms spfritual appearance, sitting
as a Refiner with fire and as a EuUer witb soap ! It is moumful
tbat many religious professors seem to remain at ease, in a
nominal profession ; witb but Uttle of tbat sense of sin, in aU its
deceitfuMess, wbicb is ffiscovered by tbe sMffing of tbe tiue
Light in the heart. Many seem content to be tbougbt moral
ahd respectable ; but tMs faUs far short of coming unto Him
whose gracious consoUng inritation stands on Scripture record,
" Come unto me, all ye tbat labonr and are heavy laden ! " with
tbe precious promise, tbat tbey shall find rest. AU otber rest is
polluted. As I was bereft of my compamon, dear Sarab Lamley
Mndly joined me, in sittmg down to enter into feeUng witb a
man and Ms wife wbo came from a distance ; tbe poor woman
married ont of our reUgious Society, wberein sbe bad ber
birth and edncation. By tMs step sbe and others who have
come under my notice, bave brought upon themselves many
ffistresses wMch tbey migbt bave been spared. We bad anotber
sitting witb persons similarly circumstanced, having a large
fanffiy to bring up. We endeavoured to impress upon them tbe
necessity of seeking tbe Divine blessing, and tbat tbe parents
shoffid encourage one anotber to Uve a reUgious IKe, and to
be conscientiously dffigent in attenffing some place of public
worsMp. Gth. At Radway, I again met my Mnd and endeared com
panion, to our mutual comfort. Tbe MontMy Meeting was beld
bere, and afresh, we bad to acknowledge tbe mercy manKested
toward tbe cMlffien of men, and toward our Uttle reUgious band,
though scattered up and down, bere a few and tbere a few, witb
many deviations from rectitude. Mercy is stffi graciously ex
tended towards us, as a separate people, and stffi preserves
faitMffi standard-bearers, botb in advanced age and among
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sweet, clean, comfortable accommodation at the cottage of
H. Summerfield, a wonderfuUy active, kind friend, in very
advanced age, wbo has, for many years, gained a comfortable
income by ber industry.
7 th. Attended tbe Meeting, paid several famUy visits.
Tbere is mucb outward simpUcity in tMs Uttle group of cot
tagers, and in tbefr rustic manners; sometMng to be learned,
and yet sometMng wantmg ; viz. more earnestness, in many, to
experience tbe work of sanctffication,
Sih. A pleasing young friend procured a Uttle cart, to convey
us about tMee mUes, to tbe vfflage of Tyso, wbere we arrived
safely, after jumbUng over very rough roads. We sat in one
famUy, and tben called on anotber, consisting of a man, Ms wife
and tMee cbUffien, in a poor habitation. We tbougbt our
selves weU repaid for our exertions, for tbere seemed to be peace
in tbe dweffing, and heaveffiy kindness near us. These are
precious feeUngs, and I tMnk we are made tbankfffi for such
favours, extended to ourselves and others,
lOih. Had a very conKortmg time witb dear Hannab Pal
mer, in ber eigbty-ffintb year ; ber natural and spiritual faculties
Uvely. It was inexpressibly sweet and refresMng to feel an
imdoubted evidence, tbat tbere was no cloud m her way;
notMng to separate tbe soffi from God ; no ffistrust or unbeUef;
but confidence that, by the new and liring Way, CMist Jesus,
there was, aud is, free access to tbe Eatber. MarveUous
merey! tbe work of redeeming love! We took tea witb a
widow wbo. bas many trials; tbe Uttle circle of friends, in tMs
retired, qffiet spot, are not without tbefr ffistresses. It is well
to visit sucb in tbeir own dweUings; and possibly some good
may arise from passing a few days among them. This evening
we bad a precious Httle sitting vritb a poor man, at the close
of Ms bard day's labour, in tbe harvest-field ; Ms spirit was so
tendered tbat tbe floor was wet with Ms tears. Ab ! these are
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llih. At Meetmg in tbe morning we found tbe necessity
of deep labour, and of dUigent watcMffiness, in order to
¦experience tbe arisings of tbe fresh spring of Ufe. In tbe.
eveffing we bad a crowded meeting of tbe rillagers.
12ih. We left our very kind, aged friend, H. Summerfield,
with affectionate feeUngs, and in a gratefffi sense, tbat mercKul
condescension bad been witb us, under tbe humble roof of
tMs dear friend, whose earthly pilgrimage seems to be ffiawing
to its close.
13;!,^. We were conducted to Campden, wbere we were
cordiaUy received at tbe comfortable habitation of Mary Beving
ton. Sbe is a widow, in weak bealtb and advanced Ufe, yet
freely ffisposed to entertain and to belp those wbo, sbe beUeves,
are bound to promote tbe cause of righteousness. As our time
here was Ukely to be short, it seemed to impress our nunds, tbat
some steps shoffid be promptly taken for having an eveffing
meetmg with the inbabitants; this our kmd friend quickly
promoted ; tbe Town Hall was proposed, easily obtained, and a
carpenter set to work ; so tbat a neat and commodious room was
soon fitted up. It was a large meeting, but ver/ stffi ; and we
bad cause to be tbankfffi for tbe belp received, enabUng us to do
what seemed required."
Mary Capper's bumble-minded compaffion, Hannab Evans,
haring left a few memoranda respectmg tMs reUgious engage
ment, and particffiarly mentioning tMs meetmg at Campden, tbe
foUowing remarks are extracted therefrom, as showing how these
labours were appreciated by tbose wbo witnessed tbem.
"Although I kept no journal, wMle I accompanied my
endeared friend Mary Capper, in ber reUgious visits to friends
in tbe South MontMy Meeting of our county, yet I can now,
after tbe close of tbe work, say, tbat my heart was often clothed
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sense of tbe weakness and poverty wbich I often felt when sitting
by this dedicated servant ; yet I trust I was not an idle spectator,
but enabled secretly to umte with my dear friend in tbe important
work, witb earnest desfre tbat I migbt be enabled to be a help
meet, and bear part of tbe burden. I did often tbankfffily beUeve
tbat she was was greatly favoured, and instracted to divide tbe
word aright ; particffiarly so in a pubUc meeting beld in tbe
Town Hall at Campden ; where tbe Most High was graciously
pleased to honour us witb Ms presence. My beloved friend was
engaged, for nearly an hour and a half, in a beautiful testimony ;
during wMcb time I seemed, in an uncommon manner, to be
in tbe enjoyment of heavenly Goodness, so tbat I thought it
sometMng resembled a Pisgah sight of tbe holy land of rest and
peace, in a way rarely known by me. The people behaved with
great soUffity, and I tbougbt tbe opportunity was cause for
tbankfffiness." To return to Mary Capper's ffiary ;
" Sih mo. Iiih, We bad a time of lowly reverence of
spfrit, witb tbe dear, bumble-minded friend, under whose roof
we bave been kinffiy entertained and refreshed; soon after
we took our leave, apprebendmg it may prove a final fareweU.
15^^. We came to Long Compton, and were but a small
company at meeting ; bnt we had afresh to experience that tbe
spirit of tbe contrite ones is, from time to time, revived; so
tbat it remains to be a blessed tMng to be of tbe Lord's poor.
16^^. We risited au aged, iiffirm couple, in a very poor
dweUing; we may observe, that wben inffiriduals among us
Ughtly esteem tbefr privUeges, and tum tbefr backs upon tbem,
in tbe early period of Me, tbefr advancing years are often
marked witb distress, and tbe want of tbose comforts which
tbey migbt bave bad; nevertbeless, in tMs case, we bad to
admfre tbe enduring mercy, extended even to old age; the
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tbem, as m tbe eleventh hour, in tbefr poor desolate dwelUng ;
tMs is marvellous love mdeed ! We afterwards risited anotber
of these poor forlorn ones, m Ms old age. He Uves witb a
daugbter-m-law, wbo bas a large fanffiy, and wbo seemed to
bave ber bands and ber mind fffil of cares and encumbrances.
Sbe looked ratber shy upon us at first; but after a Uttle free ffis-
course, and some Uttle acts of Mndness, tbe clouds began to dissi
pate, and I felt a flow of tenderness toward ber ; riewing ber as
encumbered vritb many thmgs, and possibly unacquamted witb
" tbat good part," needfffi for keepmg tbe spfrit cabn, and aU
tMngs in subjection. After a time, sbe was informed, tbat tbe
object of our visit was, to sit down qffietly vritb ber fatber-in-law,
wbo was present ; and sbe was inrited to sit witb us, wMcb sbe
readUy ffid, vritb several of ber cbUdren. The free and un
changing love of our heaveffiy Eatber broke m upon us. Wonder
fffi is Ms mercy and goodness ! Tbe dear cMldren were qmet,
and tbe poor woman melted into tears. We left ber under
mucb feeUng, and upon our teffing ber, tbat tbere was likely
to be a meeting for tbe inbabitants on Efrst day eveffing, sbe
said sbe sbould be glad to attend. Thus can tbe precious love
of God soften obdurate hearts ! In tbe afternoon, we bad a
time of sweet retfrement witb James Bissel, in Ms humble
dweUing, wbere be bas Uved in soUtary widowhood upwards of
twenty years; be is eighty years old, and Ms cMlffien bave
settled at a ffistance. It is admfrable to witness tbe peacefffi
content, the conKort, neatness and order, of some of these
soUtary ones; and bow Uttle suffices for nature's real wants,
wbere tbe mind bas bappUy found tbe true anchor.
nth. I feel botb weak and low; but tMough adorable
mercy, I stiU go on, from day to day, m bowedness of spfrit, I
trust, so as to bring no condemnation, nor grieve tbe pure
mind in any. If tMs be tbe case, I may be content, and
render thanksgiving.
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gathering; there was seriousness and stfflness, but tbere ffid
not seem to be tbe prevalence of tbat Power wMcb con
trites tbe heart, nor tbe openness to receive its iiffiuence, tbat we
bave known in some places. The cause we desire to leave, except
as it induces a close beart-searcMng for ourselves ; tMs secret
work is, I am aware, needful; botb wben at bome, and still
more so, wben moring from place to place, as we are at present
engaged in doing.
22nd. We came to BraUs; botb of ns poorly, and low in
mind ; yet jiot without a cbeermg bope, tbat by and bye, it may
fare better witb us, and tbat we may be comforted witb a little
of tbat comfort, wherewith we bave sometimes been enabled
to comfort others.
23rd. We met, a large family party, at breakfast. One of
the little boys is about to leave bome for school; we bad a
sweet time of feeUng, witb Mm and Ms brotber wbo remains at
bome m deUcate bealtb; tbefr hearts seemed tendered at tbe
tbougbts of separation, and it was like sootMug oU, to participate
in tbe sense of tbeir brotherly love.
W. Gfflet and sons bave a manufactory in tMs viUage which
employs many poor people; some of tbem came yesterday, at
tbe request of tbe young bride, to take tea at tbe bouse.
Tbey were all neatly ffiessed. After tbeir repast, we beard
some young gfrls read in tbe Testament. J. G. bas a school
room fitted np, where be teaches these poor cMlffien to read
and write ; we saw some verses of thefr composition, wMch were
to be admfred for tbefr simpUcity and originaUty ; tbey cMefly
related to tbe beauty of nature's scenes around tbem; the
bfrds, fields, &c. Tbere seemed sometMng pecuUarly pleasant,
in tbe thought of these poor cMldren bemg encouraged to
observe objects around, and to cffitivate and improve tbefr
minds. We were told, tbefr essays were put into a certain
.place, to be examined by tbefr master, wbo opens the budget
once a month. TMs afternoon we visited a poor weaver, who

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has come to meetings for some time ; we went to Ms habitation,
wMcb we find tbe most satisfactory way, wben it can witb
propriety be so ; we found Ms wKe in a very decUning state
of bealtb, and in a feeUng frame of mind; an infant was
asleep in tbe craffie, and tbere was a Uttle girl, about seven
years old, wbo manKested susceptibffity of mind, by ber tears,
as we sat in solemn stiUness ; tMs was very precious to us, as
tbe effect of tbat Power which standeth not in words. Vocal
prayer was reverently offered, and we beUeve tbe risit was
acceptable. In tbe evening, in retfrement m tMs fanffiy, we were
refreshed togetber, in drawing ffigb to tbe true Source of
belp. As our minds are stayed bere, aU our wants are made
known ; and our pure desires are answered in due season, in
tbe measure best smted to our growth and estabUshment in tbe
Wisdom tbat comes from above. I trust these stoppings among
our friends are made mutuaUy profitable.
25th. Firsi day. Our minds were, I beUeve, afresh bumbled
witb tbe prospect of the day opening before us ; qmet resignation
is tbe best preparation for whatever may be brought upon us.
After breakfast aud tbe Scripture reaffing, I was constrained to
express sometMng, by way of stimulating to good order m
sitting down to meals ; tbat we may be favoured, in our short
pauses at sucb times, to participate also in renewed refreslnnent
of spirit. Paying but a sUgbt regard to these moments, aUowed,
in a famUy for inffividual, secret breathing to the Eountain of aU
our rich suppUes, temporal and spiritnal, is attended witb great
loss. Tbere is a danger of tbe lamp of Ufe, in a spfritual
sense becoming ffim, and even being extinguished, by tbe cares
of tMs Ufe. Tbe deep work of regeneration, redemption,
and entire sanctification is not sufficiently tbe object of CMistian
professors.-  ^Tbe meeting in the mormng was small; in the
e\ening tbere was a very large attendance, and the meeting

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closed nnder a reriring bope tbat mercy and goodness were
over us.
26ih. Once more came to SMpston, as it seems tbat tbe close
of our engagements bere away is drawing nigh. I tbink we
simply desfre to depart in peace ; to be willing to mvite some
of tbe inbabitants to sit witb us to-monow in our meeting
house, looks Uke tbe way to a peacefffi release. TMs fresh act of
dedication reqffires fresh submission.
27th. Tbe company of our Mnd friends from BraUs, and
of dear Sarah Lamley, was truly cheering. Tbe bouse was
pretty fuU, but want of i unctuaUty in coming, interrupted
tbat stffiness wMcb we consider a needful preparation for the
spfritual refreshment wMcb comes from the presence of tbe
Lord. I beUeve tMs meeting was tbougbt satisfactory, yet in several
of tbe last wMcb bave been beld, my mind bas not been so
entfrely relieved as on some former occasions. I desire bumffity
and patience nnder tbe trial, as I am not conscious of wUfffi
onussion, or of presumptuously engaging m service, without tbe
fresh constramt.
28^;^. After a night of close searching of heart, witb a desire
for right discernment and entire resignation, I concluded to
propose to my dear compaffion, K sbe could see it right, tbat
we sbould stay over Efrst-day, and bave anotber meeting.
Disappomting as tMs was to us, I was encouraged to beUeve,
tbat I sbould be helped tMougb tbis proving time. The
tMng was mentioned to a few friends, and no obstacles arising,
my heart was partly eased of a painful oppression, and we bad a
comfortable time at tbe meeting tMs morning. Afrerwards
we came to Sarab LanUey's, at Treffington ; a nice restmg place !
29^>^. These kind friends bemg freely ffisposed thereto, we
bad a meetmg tMs evemng in tbefr bouse, wMcb bas been
Ucensed for tbe purpose. A good sized room and large passage.

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were mcely fitted up with seats, and accommodated about one
bunffied persons. It proved a satisfactory time.
31s^. We bave been favoured with two days of rest, botb
of mind and body, m tMs rightly regffiated family, where tbe
cfrcumspect conduct of tbe mother seems to spread over, and
infiuence tbe bousebold. Our time was pleasantly, and not
unprofitably, passed in reaffing, writmg, and waUring in the
garden and frffitful orchard ; also in a stroll in tbe riUage, wMch
is a poor scattered place, vritb-very few good houses.
9ih ino. 1st. Firsi day. We were conveyed to SMpston in
Sarab LanUey's carriage ; tbe first meeting was a time of some
ratber remarkable counsel being expressed, especiaUy to the
young men, relative to tbe subtlety of tbe human heart. NotMng
short of Uring under tbe all-regffiating power of tbe Holy
Spfrit, maffifested witMn us, can keep from evU. In tbe
aftemoon a very large meetmg of tbe inbabitants gathered,
and sat becommgly witb us. It was a time of some openness,
and I trust ended weU.
2nd. Arrived at Warwick, witb peacefffi and tbankfffi hearts,
and in renewed confidence tbat aU wUl be weU tbat is ordered of
our gracious Lord.
iih. Tbe meeting was conKorting. In a close retrospect of
our late reUgious movements, I bope I bave been afresh instructed,
and confirmed in tbe belief, tbat tbe Lord teacheth Ms servants
to profit ; secretly instructmg, gently reproring, and seaUng Ms
counsel witb an evidence tbat no otber teacher can impart.
W. T. a soUd and agreeable friend, a nuffister, wbo is at
LeanUngton for Ms bealtb, spent tbe day witb ns.
11^^. Our Uttle gathering was favoured witb tbe fresh
extension of our Heaveffiy Eatber's regard. W. T. is stffi
bere ; Ms solid, waiting frame of spirit was belpfffi, and tbe
exercise of Ms gKt in tbe mffiistry, trffiy acceptable. He dined
witb us, and we tben went to tbe prison. It was ffistressing to
see so many fresh faces and wretched objects. Many bave

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come for a short term of imprisonment; some waiting orders
for transportation. Very trying to tbe keepers of tbe jaU is tMs
class of prisoners ; tbey are less subordmate tban tbe others, and
tbefr manners and language more Ucentious. Alas ! alas ! poor
unhappy men ! We sat down witb tbem, and prayer was offered
for tbem ; but we know tbat no efforts can avaU, uffiess tbe Lord
of IKe touch tbe bard heart. Tbe poor man is acqffitted of tbe
intentional murder of Ms son, and is offiy to remain a few
months in confinement ; but we bave reason to fear tbat be bas
not a right view of tMs mercy."
To ONE OP HEE Nieces. " 9ih mo. 12ih, 1822.
I bave no ffiscouragmg language to bold forth; very
marveUous in my view is tbe mercy tbat redeemed my Ufe from
destraction, and withholdeth not Ms goodness in my old age.
Prize your privUeges, my beloved relatives ! nurtured m the
pure principles of gospel Tratb, tbe unsophisticated reUgion of
Jesns ! My heart, my understandmg, my every facffity is satisfied
with tbe pure principles professed by tbe Society, in tbefr first
powerfffi promffigation, and as I now beUeve tbem to be, beld by
tbe honest, simple and pure m heart, and tbe faitMffi in word and
deed, among ns. To be united to sucb a society ; to know tbe
Eoundation and Uring Corner Stone ! ab ! my soffi, wbat is tbere
comparable to tMs ! not the mcrease of corn, wine or oU, or of
any worldly possessions I Witb these riews, my precious rela
tives, I do, at times, feel a gentle constraint to leave my own
bome comforts, wMcb I MgMy value, and to go from place to
place, and from family to fanffiy, with a heartfelt desfre, so far as
abffity is given, to stir up tbe pure mind, wMcb is Uable, you
know, to be oppressed; hardly rising at times above visible
objects. Alas ! bow few come clean out of seMsbness, and of

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the spirit and defilements of tbe world ! Ear am I from writing
thus, as having overcome, but my heart's strong desire is to press
on ; not looking too mucb at ffiscouraging tMngs, past, present,
or to come ; but witb a steady faitb to put my trust in tbat
Power which can subdue all tbat stands in tbe opposition. 0 !
bow does tbe Lord instruct us to live above perisMng tMngs,
even Ms gooffiy gKts. How are we led along, as we can bear it !
Thus, in all tMngs, we may gather instruction ; learing sucb as
we understand not to a future day. Maey Cappee."

" 9th mo. 22nd. First day. With tbe unfeigned desire to be
kept in my right place, I sigmfied my wish to bave some of the
neighbours invited to tbe afternoon meeting. In tbe morffing
several came, and I tbougbt a very precious sense of everlasting
love was spread over us, and gathered our spirits iuto tbat serious
calm, wberein tbe voice of the trae Shepherd is ffistingffisbed
from the voice of tbe stranger ; a blessed preparation for eacb
heart to receive heavenly instruction immeffiately opened therein ;
or, if so pernUtted, tMougb tbe meffium of words fitly spoken.
Tbe afternoon meeting was largely attended, and afforded me
some reUef.
2Srd, We once more entered the prison, and sat down witb
tbe women, most of tbem newly committed. I felt particffiarly
interested for a poor old woman, wbo seems likely to be executed
for coiffing, and wbo seems scarcely aware of ber awful sitnation.
Wben we were last among tbe women, sometMng impressive was
felt and expressed, to a poor old female, wbo was confined for
IKe. Sbe bas since died, we bear, in a favoured state of mind.
25th. Our Quarterly Meeting. It was to me a tune of
tenderness of spirit, and shedding of tears, not of sorrow, but of
precious feeUng, under tbe ministry of a friend from London,^
travelling witb certificate.

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SOth. I left Warwick, and my dear, affectionate and trffiy sym
pathizing helper and compaffion, in tbe work whereunto I believe
we were botb of ns bound ; tbougb her labour was frequently in
silence, an important belp it was, and my heart was made thank
ful for it. It is doubtless aUowable to feel tbe separation, and to
be sad for a season ; yet m our several aUotments, lowly peace
wiU be found. I arrived at my own comfortable apartments,
after an absence of more tban tMee months. The mercies and
comforts shed around me are very many, and I desire preservation
from evU, and tbat I may render praise and tbanksgiring to tbe
Eatber of Mercies. Now and ever be Ms glorious Name
magffified !
In tbe tenth month I risited the famiUes at Stourbridge and
Duffiey, and bad large pubUc gatbermgs in botb places, I beUeve
to satisfaction.
11^^ mo. ISih. DeUvered up my certfficate. Tbe retrospect
of an engagement so important, and in tbe latter part without a
compaffion, seems to contrite my spfrit, and agam to raise tbe
gratefffi acknowledgment, tbat m marveUous condescension,
strength is given to tbose wbo bave no might of tbeir own."

To ONE OP HBE Nieces. "12th mo. soth, 1822.
I do dot forget tbee, my beloved ffiece, as one desfrous to
be and to do just wbat tby Heaveffiy Eatber woffid bave tbee.
Conflict, doubt and fear may assaU, even after being favoured
vritb an eridence of tbe uprightness of our mtentions. TMs is
no new path. Do not bevrilder thyself, but try to be content
witb a Uttle ray of light. I commend tbee, witb my own spirit,
to tbe gracious care and gffidance of tbe great Shepherd of tbe
sbeep ! I am gratffied by Mary Hanbury's love and remem-

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brance. She bas no small share in tbe desfres of my heart, that
the cMldren in our Heaveffiy Eatber's famUy may be kept from
all tbat can hurt or destroy ; so tbat tbe holy plant may rise
into exceUency and domimon. In mucb affection, tby aunt, Maey Capper."

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CHAPTER X.
SEEVICBS IN AND ABOUT LONDON, IN THE YEAES 1823 AND
1824.  LBTTEES, ETC.
To K. C.
"Bimungbam, 2nd mo. 10th, 1823.
My dear Niece,
No cbange of cfrcumstances wUl, I bope, be permitted to
interrupt wbat I esteem a precious uffion of spirit; bowever
imperfect it is, I do bope it arises from a spring unpolluted. It
is a reUef to my mind, tbat tby important decision feels satisfac
tory, and tbat calmness seems giVen as an eridence of right
movement. In aU our stoppings, tMs token of higher approba
tion tban our best friends can give, is trffiy desfrable. I feel
affectionately ffisposed to receive tby friend as one I coffid love
for Ms own sake, because I beUeve tbere is a good work making
progress m Ms heart. 0 ! tbe condescenffing Power tbat begins
and carries forward sanctffication and redemption ; perfecting tbe
Divine image m tbe soffi. Mayst tbou, my precious ffiece, be
favoured witb a faitbfffi helpmate on tby heavenward journey !
May you freely defficate your talents to every serrice unto wMcb
you may be caUed ! whether separately or uffitedly. Close heart
provings strengthen tbe bond of true union. I love tbose wbo
can calnUy endure tribulation or conffict, best known to thefr
own hearts. Maey Capper."

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ith mo. 9ih, 1823. Mentioned at our MontMy Meetmg at
Stourbridge, a prospect of attenffing tbe Yearly Meeting, and of
some reUgious service in and about tbe city of London. A
certfficate of unity was granted.

"iih mo. nth, 1823.
Dear M. S.
I bave been concemed to bear of tbe sickness of tby dear
cbUdren and servants; tMs trouble, I trust, is passed over;
leaving tbe mind farther prepared by experience to encounter the
next. In vain do we look to Uve at ease, in a world of fluctua
tions and trials ; neither reUgion nor the nature of visible tMngs,
teaches any such doctrine. Tbe religion of Jesus, as promffigated
in the Gospel, urges the necessity of daily bearing the cross of
Cbrist, by wbicb we are kept in lowliness of nund, subjection
and patience, looking unto Him wbo bare our infirmities, and
our chastisement was upon Him. Please refer to tMs text ; it
does not occur correctly to me, tbougb tbe precious savour cheers
my heart. I bave been under a considerable weight and
depression of spfrits at the prospect, under I apprehend reUgious
constraint, of attenffing the Yearly Meeting, with a view to' some
otber engagements. I beUeve none can fffily enter into the
preparatory low ffippings, tbe bumffiating seK-abasement, tbe
searcMngs of heart at sucb times needful, but tbose wbo, in some
sort, bave gone tMougb tbe Uke sKtings, &c. to fit tbem for
inviting and encouraging tbeir feUow-beUevers to lay bold of
etemal Ufe aud be steaffiast unto tbe end. Every fresh dedication
is a fresh act of faitb ; no former experience will avaU for present
requfrings. Eor my own part, I fmd as mucb fear and ffifficffity
in decision and in speaking at tMs day as iu tbe earUer periods of
my Ufe.

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May it be well witb tbee, is the affectionate desire of tby
friend and fellow-probationer, Mary Cappee."

To R. AND E. C.
"Warwick, ith mo. 25th, 1823.
My dear Eeiends,
I tbink it wiU gratKy your affectionate soUcitude to bave
information of my safe arrival thus far, and tbat, tMougb con
descenffing mercies, which are new every day, I am favoured with
a calm, lowly frame of mmd, not pauKffily soUcitous as to how
I may be ffisposed of. In the simpUcity of a dependent clffid,
my heart bas craved entfre submission and deffication. Here
seems to be my strength, my peace, and my safety ; and bere I
strive to dweU from day to day.
I bave left many very dear, tried friends among you, unto
wbom I am bound m CMistian feUowsMp. AU bave tbefr secret
bitters, tbefr provings, humiliations and ffistresses. Tbefr Mdden
way is known to Him wbo sees in secret, and never forsakes Ms
poor suppUant cMlffien. Though our outward path differs, tbere
is a deep sense tbat tribffiation marks the way to tbe kingdom ;
it is tribulation that worketh experience, patience and hope;
and thus it differs widely from worldly sorrow. Jesus ffied for
smners ; to beal tbefr wounds ; to seal tbefr redemption !
EareweU, my dear fiiends ; may your peace be sure ;
Your friend, Maey Cappee."
5th mo. 7th. Tbe MontMy Meeting at Warwick was a time
of precious uffion of spfrit ; a sweet sense of Divine love was
felt among us, in wMcb tbere is trae fellowship.

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9ih. I left my dear friends under a degree of depression, in
tbe prospect of a long separation."
TMs visit to London and its neigbbourbood was attended with
many trials to ber affectionate feeUngs, in tbe blank occasioned by
the deatb of lier brothers, and of many dear friends, witb wbom
sbe bad been accustomed to take sweet counsel, and wbo bad
beeu removed from tMs fluctuating scene, smce ber former risit ;
so tbat it was evident tbat sbe often felt as one stripped and
alone ; yet tbe desfre to cherish a tbankfffi spfrit, enabled ber
often to be cheerfffi ; and tbe watcbfffi frame of ber mmd was
instructive to tbose where sbe sojourned, as sbe endeavoured,
from piace to place, to do ber Master's wffl.
"5ih m.o. 19ih. Reached London on the 14tb, and found my
dear eldest brotber in a weak state. Passed some days witb Mm,
and am now, witb my ffieces, wbo are in sorrow, on account
of tbe deatb of tbefr mucb loved friend Mary Haubmy, tbe offiy
cMld of WUUam Allen.
29^^. After tbe business of tbe Yearly Meeting was satisfac
torily concluded, a very impressive pause ensued, for a con
siderable time ; we seemed reluctant to separate, so precious was
tbe bond of uffion and of cordial affection, as one fanffiy. 0 !
tbat a growing umon or feUowsMp, in the Holy Head, may be
our inffividual experience; tben wffl tbere be a barmoffions
labour, in our various allotments, to promote tbe good of
tbe whole.
7th m-o. Iith.- Attended tbe Moming Meeting. A ffiary of
Robert Searle was partly read : it is tbe CMistian experience of a
poor man, m tbe station of a servant. Tbe recital of Ms
confficts, under tbe influence of Dirine grace in tbe soffi, mucb
affected, and I hope, botb instructed and encouraged me ; seeing
tbe figbt of faitb is to be maintained, tMougb tiials and provings,
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In tbe afternoon came to Peckham ; bere I find an interesting
famUy of cMlffien ; tbe more fanUliar we are witb sucb, the more
we become sensible bow mucb depends upon a patient, watcMffi
care over tbem.
nth. My niece and I took tea witb Margaret Hagen, a kind
friend, in tbe decUne of IKe. Her bouse is beautKully situated in
a garden ; tbe calm scene was gratifying, but a secret sense of
spiritual refreshment was more sweet and encouraging to my
soffi tban aU tbat the risible world can give. I imperfectly ex
pressed some of my feeUngs, and we separated pleasantly.
20^^. Firsi day. Tbe meetings were more refresMng seasons
tban I bave of late experienced. I dined at Mary Duffie/s, she,
dear woman ! is confined by weakness, and appears to be near
tbe close of her labours and exercises, wMcb bave been many.
22Kd. CaUed upon two young women, sisters; I tbougbt
there was a consoUng eridence of heavenly and protecting
goodness, while sitting witb these dear young women, and I was
tbankfffi tbat I bad bad courage to foUow tbe gentle pointing
to call.
23rd. After tbe usual moming Scripture reading, I bad to
express my desire for tbe growth of tbe root and frffit of boUness
in tMs fanffiy. I also took an affectionate and serious leave of
tbe servants, in a manner uuexpecteffiy impressive to myself, and
I believe not qffite unprofitable to tbem ; so tbat I may say, tbat
after many days of bumiUation and some secret ffistress, not
ffiscovered by outward sackcloth, my weak faith revives a little.
In reverence I note it, as a fresh token of mercy.
2iih. We went to meeting ; tbe retrospect is comfortable.
Wbat a privUege it is to retfre from tbe noise and burry of tbe
busy city, in order to meet, whether few or many, in reUgious
fellowsMp; reverently waiting on the unchangeable Source of
mercy, not being soon weary m mind.
Sth mo. 2nd. Accompamed Charlotte Duffiey to caU on a
friend ; in a time of reUgious retirement, renewed desfres were
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felt after tbat heavenly power wMch alone can do us good, and
direct us aright.
iih. Came to T. B.'s, at CamberweU. Tbis visit gave me tbe
opportunity of tenderly feeUng witb a faitMffi, female servant,
wbo bas Uved witb T. B. for twelve years, and wbo is about to
leave, from a sense of gratitude to a brotber, now in trouble, who
was Uke a father to her in early Ufe. Tbe prospect of poverty
and ffistress does not deter tMs affectionate sister from learing
comparative ease and plenty, to assist her brotber in tbe day of
trial. We bad a sweet time togetber, witb a fellow-servant, wbo
seemed of a tender spfrit.
11^^. Attended tbe Morffing Meeting, vritb my mece. In tbe
afternoon, prepared to leave ber dwelUng, as tbe household is
about to undergo a cbange; these vicissitudes are very im
pressive, and may be instructive.
13^,^. A very large gatbermg in Gracecburcb-street meeting
house, on the occasion of tbe maniage of my niece. It was a
time of solemffity and qniet. Comfort and counsel were
miffistered, and prayer was offered for belp, and wisdom to
direct, in all our various stations and duties tMougb Ufe. I
went to Tottenham m tbe evenmg.
14^,^. Went to meeting witb my nephew and Ms cMldren.
My mind was deeply affected witb a sense, tbat CMistian beUevers
mnst know a breaking down, ere tbey can experience a buUdmg
np, in tbe heavenly power, on Cbrist, tbe chief Corner Stone,
elect and precious. AU otber foundations must be razed ; not
one stone left !
15ih, I feel mucb at bome bere, being left free to pursue my
way, as seems best ; my dear mece having considerable domestic
occupation, and now, in early Ufe, fiffing up, as far as sbe can, I
think, tbe vacant place of ber precious mother,
19i!7*, After ratber a restless mgbt, comforted witb tbe thought,
wbicb arose witb mucb sweetness, tbat tbe kingdom of beaven,
wherein dwelleth' righteousness, will raake amends for aU,

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A variety of new pubUcations, on many subjects, not un-
interestmg, and it may be, instructive, are in circffiation in most
famiUes, It seems, as far as my observation goes, tbat these novel
ties induce mucb transient reading, if it may be so described ; but I
doubt whether abiding profit, in tbe usefffi and substantial
cffiture of tbe nund, is thus obtained,
21st. Observed vacant seats at meeting ; yet it is pleasant to
see tbat tbere are some, especially young men, wbo do leave
tbefr lawfffi concerns and attend week-day meetings. TMs
dedication wffi not surely be time lost, or vaiffiy spent !
2ith. F'irsi day. Botb meetings remarkably favoured, as
times of waiting for spfritual refreshment, and witnessing the
Uving Spring measurably to flow.
27th. Took tea witb a young couple, and was gratffied witb
tbe risit. It is very pleasant to observe young persons entering
upon the important duties of Ufe witb seriousness and ffiscretion.
9th mo. 5th. Deborah Stacey Mndly called witb me, upon a
few friends in tbefr comparatively poor habitations. It seems
right, and in my view, instructive, tbat tbose wbo abound in ease
and outward accommodation, shoffid visit the poor, and cheerfffily
give, ont of tbefr fffiness, a Uttle of tbe good things that they
possess. 11/^. Tbe MontMy Meeting. A day of some exercise of
mind, and considerable weakness of body. Wbat shoffid we do ;
wbere shoffid we find a cabn, lowly resignedness of heart aud of
wffl, K tbe Eatber of Spirits helped us not ?
My certfficate was read, and I informed Eriends how I bad
been engaged ; that my movements are not in the usual course of
a general visit to famffies, but cMefly among tbe poor, the lonely
and tbe afflicted; and tbat I bave m view, a meeting for servants,
before I leave tMs place.
13^^. TMs day mostly spent m serene qffietness, intermingled
vritb social converse. These are, m my estimation, some of the
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spirit, witb mutual cordiality, is traly gratifying and often
profitable, Iith. Firsi day. Tbe mormng meeting was a time of sweet
solemffity to me, m sUence; and in this I beUeve spiritual
strength is renewed, and a pure offering made, wMcb is accepted,
19!!^. Dined witb Hannah KUbam, wbo is preparing to saU
for Africa. Tbe meeting, for servants in tbe famffies of Eriends
was beld in tbe evemng, and was, I beUeve, satisfactory.
20th. Mary Harffing accompaffied me to WincMnore Hffi,
tMougb a beautifffi country, luxuriant in gardens, frffits, trees,
shrubs and flowers, wMcb tbe grateful mind may tbankfffily
admire. In our way we made a call at Palmer's Green, where
we met with' refreshment acceptable to tbe weak body, and a yet
more sweet and precious revival, in tbe fresh arising of that
wMcli strengthens the IKe of tbe soffi. How incomprehensible to
tbe careless, imwatcMul, worldly spirit, is tMs uffity, wMcb is to
be felt in the bond of peace ! We were very kindly received under
tbe roof of John Catcbpool, witb tbat plain, simple corffiaUty wMcb
gratffies wbat I esteem as some of my best feeUngs.
9ih mo. 22nd. A day of unusual fatigue and exercise !
L. C. accompanied me, in thefr convenient Uttle carriage, about
ten mUes, and we made seven calls. In tMs round, we met witb a
variety of character and of outward cfrcumstances ; some scenes
almost of poverty and distress, brought on tMougb want of
care, industry and prudence. Thus, wben we wffl mix our own
cup in Ufe, we increase tbe bitters !
23^1^. CaUed on a tender-spfrited, pious man, not professing
witb our Society ; be is afflicted witb boffily weakness, tbougb in
the meriffian of life ; bis wife and daughter were witb us, and we
bad a sweet little season of favour togetber ; in oneness of faitb
and of spfrit, I beUeve. 0, how precious is tbis ! strangers to
one anotber, dwelUng far apart on eartb, brought to acknowledge
together the wonderful power of our God !
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worMng days, to assemble for worsMp. Tbe meeting was to me,
and I beUeve to tbe few present, a very precious time of feUow
ship witb tbe faitMffi and simple-hearted, the world over ; also of
very tender compassion for tbose wbo rob tbefr own soffis of tbat
chaste joy, of tbat lovely, gentle spirit of peace, wMcb flows from
tbe celestial Spring. Retumed to Tottenham.
25ih. CaUed on a widow aud ber son; it was a time of
renewed favour ; condescendmg Mercy, wbicb continues to be
ancient and new, tendered our hearts ; and tMs, as I apprehend,
is the daily bread tbat we are taught to pray for.
27th. A favoured morffing at Wm. Eorster's. After tbe
Scripture reading we were sensible of an impressive sUence,
Dear Hannab KUbam, wbo is now on tbe point of leaving ber
native country and dearest connexions, for service m a strange
land, aud among strangers, expressed, in a very feeUng and
humble manner, tbat notMng short of confidence in her God
could sustam ber, in so painfffi and arduous an undertaking ; and
tbat gratitude clothed ber heart toward tbose wbo bad aided and
encouraged ber, whatever may be the result. We were all ten
dered and comforted togetber.
28^^. Firsi day. Tn tbe morffing meeting, I found reUef,
in tbe expression of my firm beUef in Cbrist crucffied, as tbe
ReconcUer of faUen man to tbe favour of God; tbat m Him,
our glorified Saviour, we bave redemption, and acceptance vritb
tbe Eatber; and tbat tbere is no otber foundation tban tbis
whicb is afready laid, &c.
29^^ and SOth. Attended tbe Quarterly Meetmg. Some
were absent, on account of tbe deatb of Mary Duffiey ; thus are
we stripped, from time to time ! Came to Clapham."

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To H. Evans.
"Clapham, 10^ mo. Gth, 1823.
My deae Eriend,
The love manKested in tby letter was never more acceptable.
My almost continual prayer is, tbat our faitb may not faU, even
wben bUnd and not ffiscermug tbe Hand tbat guides. To be kept
qffiet, and stffl looking to tbe offiy sure Helper, stript and
wbolly dependent is a safe tbougb humiliating state. Tbere are
times wben we desfre no other, tban to be kept m our right aUot
ments, bowever trying to our nature. Ah ! we know, in our
measure, that a glance of Dirine approbation, a ray of a Saviour's
love, makes up for aU privations ; for all that we can siffier, in
tMs our pilgrimage. TMs is not our rest ; we seek one to come ;
fffil, complete in Jesus, tbe resurrection, tbe IKe eternal, tbe Ugbt,
where darkness cannot enter ! As I awoke tMs morning, very
low and weak, my mmd in some perplexity as to my next
stoppings, and bow I am to creep tMougb tbe approacMug
wmter, tbe name of Jesns seemed to arise with uncommon
sweetness, and to bring witb it a calm, in wMcb I desire to keep
stffi, without attemptmg to "wake my Beloved, until He
please." It is consoUng tbat I feel assured tbou understandest
tMs, and a great deal more tban tMs, without my being more
expUcit. In tender love subscribes tby friend, Mary Capper."
"10th mo. Gih. Dined witb Thomas Brewster; a friend in
whose bouse I stayed a few weeks, many years back, at
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lived with Mm. His own famUy is now grown up. I felt
constrained to refer to days past, and to commemorate tbe
mercy tbat I trust bas kept us, tMougb many changes and
many trials, on Cbrist, our bope of salvation; tbe Rock tbat
standeth sure, in tbe midst of floods and storms ! May we,
witb reverent gratitude, tako courago and press on; not as
having yot attained, but reacMng forward to tbe mark !
Sth. At Gracecburcb MontMy Meeting, my mind was mucb
tried ; wo know not, at aU times, tbe cause of secret trials and
siftmgs. I do desfre an increase of patient endurance. I ex
pressed a Uttle, bnt I know not wby it is, I rarely obtain relief
in meetings ; yet I am not conscious of wfflffi onussion or com
mission. I desfre mstruction day by day, tbat I may not en, nor
hurt tbe right spfrit m any ; n&r wound it in myseK. 0 ! it
is a great tMng to be kept in a bumble and ffiscermug mind.
9th. Hannab Messor read to us a remarkable account of
a female, in a low station, at Yarmouth, wbo devotes some of
bor time to readmg tbe Scriptures, and mstructing tbe prisoners,
&c. It is wonderfffi bow mncb tMs inffividual bas been enabled
to do, in tbe reformation of tbose wbo bave come under her
caro. She gams ber own Uving by industrious labour, devoting
one day m tbe week to ber benevolent engagements.
12th. First day. Wandsworth. I cherish tbe beUef tbat our
reUgious meetmgs, whether consistmg of few or many, and
whether times of sUent exercise, of suffering humffiation, or
of secret rejoicing, are to tbe smcere, times of pure mstruc
tion. In tbe aftemoon mooting, I thought a Uttle Ufe arose
among us, toward tbo close ; we must over bear m mmd tbat
tbis best good must be patiently waited for. Erom time to
time, obstructions may arise ; nevertbeless K we famt not, there
surely will be a rich reward.
15th. At Croydon Mooting. A large proportion of young
persons. An earnest soUcitude is felt, tbat by tMs class m every
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of the world, may bo boUoved in, and received in every heart, as a
Saviour and a Redeemer; by tbo shedding .of whose blood
we are washed; aud by whom, as tbe now and Uving
Way, we bave access to tbe Eatber. Dmed witb the widow
of Eredoric Smitb ; sbe seems to be waiting, in bumffity and
faitb, to be soon united to tbose, who, having passed tMougb
great tribffiation, and had tbeir garments washed wMte in tbe
blood of tbe Lamb, are surrounffing tbe TMone, witb palms in
tbefr bands. — Eetumed to Wandsworth.
IGih. At meeting, on taking my seat, my spirit was clothed
with solemnity, and K I may so say, entered into deep, secret
exorcise, on account of tbose who walk in a tribffiated path,
mucb unnoticed; it may be, unknown. Tbis spfritual bap
tism seems to me, too little experienced, in these days of com
parative oase, and dwelUng as in ceUed houses, witb gratffication
in outward display. But tbere are an afflicted few, witb wbom
my heart seems to uffite ; and so I tMnk it was tbis day, botb in
and ont of meeting.
18th. Had a Uttle frienffiy commuffication witb tbe dear young
people at Ann Mastors's, also more privately witb some of tbem,
before takmg leave ; wMcb I ffid undor a sense of their kindness,
and a desfre to vritbbold notMng tbat I ought to make known to
tbem. I believe tbat friendsMp woffid be truly valuable, and our
mutual intercourse instructive, ffid we speak to, ratber tban of,
one another.
19^,^. First day. At Southwark meeting. O ! bow I
ffid desire tbat we migbt not be a superficial people, nor
be satisfied witb a nonUnal religion, but tbat we migbt, in
sincerity, humility and earnestness, seek and find Josus of
Nazareth, tbe crucffied Saviour of tbe world ; tbe Redeemer and
tbe Meffiator, by wbom alone we can ffiaw near to the Eatber.
Ob ! tMs important truth ; bow it presses upon my spirit, in
meetings and in many compames. I fear it is not sufficiently
pondered in tbo heart.

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22nd. At tbe Peel MontMy Meeting, The meeting for
worsMp was, I tbougbt, favoured witb an encouraging evidence,
tbat mercy is not witbffiawn from us, as a Society ; tbat tbe
bumble and dependent aro, from time to timo, spiritually
strengthened, I mentioned my prospect of visiting famffies.
My mind was favoured witb freedom from anriety as to tbe
future, 26^^, Firsi day. Dined in a family wbo profess vritb ns, but
no way opened for a reUgious visit ; it was therefore perhaps tbe
best I coffid do to be qffiet ; tbougb I felt sad, and mourned
over tbat indifference and dissipation wMcb stifle tbo good tbat
migbt arise. In tbe evenmg, I was iu a very different family ;
tbere was abiUty to express, and openness to receive, wbat arose
as counsel, caution or encouragement ; and we wore comforted
together. llth mo. 2nd. First day. Christ rejected was tbo awful
subject of contemplation ; and iu unison witb sometMng simUar
spoken by an exercised immster, tbe matter was farther enlarged
npon, vritb the smcere desfre that it nught impress every mind.
Srd. A favoured timo in a poor famUy ; in tbo fresh sense of
heaveffiy Mndness being maffifested without partiaUty, botb to
rich and poor. It was a time of prayer and contrition of
heart. ith. Tbougb unweU, I tbougbt it best to pursue tbe plan
laid out; as I woffid ratber suffer inconvenience tban give
tionble, or disappoint those wbo expect a call. Havmg to go a
considerable ffistance to a poor fanffiy, and tbe wind being vory
boisterous, I was conveyed tbere. Tbe mother and cbUffien wore
m waitmg, and tbe father, a laboming man, soon came from Ms
work. It is instructive thus to visit tbose wbo labonr for tbefr
broad, and aro honest, fragal and dffigent. Tbere seems a
blessmg npon tbose ; aud among tbem is granted a nearer access
in prayer, tban witb tbose who live at ease, in thefr sumptuous
dweUings.

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12ihmo. 28ih. A mooting was beld for servants and appren
tices employed in Eriends' famUies. AUusion was made to tbe
lowly bfrth, and to tbe example of tbe Lord of Ufe and glory,
who was, among men, as a servant ; also to tbe exceedmg great
love of God, and to tbe forgiveness of sins, tbrougb tbe sacrifice of
our Lord and Saviour Jesus CMist, the sent of tbe Eatber;
purifying our hearts from unrighteousness, by tbe sanctKying
power of tbo Holy Spfrit.
Thus close my very slow movements tMougb tMs MontMy
Meeting, and a qffiet assurance clothes my mind, so tbat I
tbankfffily bope tbat no presumption, or wfflffi negUgence, bas
boon permitted to take place. I desfre to come undor tbe
searching Power tbat knowetb all tMngs, and seeth me just as
I am. I covet no false covering, nor any subterfuge.
SOth. At tbe Quarterly Meeting, Sarab Grubb was led to
speak, with wonderfffi power, against tbe Babyloffish mixtures, in
wMcb, as a people, we are mourffiffily involved, at tMs day. We
bave faitMul testimony bearers."

To H. Evans.
"London, 12^ mo. SOth, 1823.
My ENDEARED EeIBND,
How fares it witb tbee ? It is long smce I bad a Une from
tbee, but I feel assured tbat tbou wilt unite in my feelings of
lowly tbankfuMess, wben I teU tboo tbat I bave been mercKffily
lod, in my soUtary path of apprehended duty, to close tbe pro
tracted engagement in the Peel meetmg ; tbe extent of tbe widely
scattered famffies far exceeded my expectation. A meeting was
beld for servants, &c. wMcb was well attended ; and my secret
bope is, that it was crowned witb tbe presence of our dear Lord

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and Saviour, and that a measure of Ms precious power was over
aU. Tbanksgivmg and praise be rendered, for Ms enduring
mercy and condescendmg love, wMcb is yot strotcMng forth tbe
Shepherd's crook, to gather tbe wanderers to tbe one true fold.
EareweU, my precious friend. Tby attached Maey Capper."

To THE Same.
"London, 1st mo. 2nd, 1824.
My beloved Eriend,
Tby affectionate salutation reached me, after I bad despatched
my last to tbee. I am now resting for a time witb my niece. I
send tboo my memorandums, wMcb are scarcely wortb perusal ;
I bave considered mysoK as a little ono, in leaffing-strings, merci
fuUy kept from " wills and wonts," from choosing or refusmg ;
going forward or stopt by tbe way, just as my tender, watcMul
Leader opened tbe path before me. 0 ! wbat shall I say of Ms
mercy and condescension to one of tbe least of Ms flock ! Let
Him, tbe good and gracious Shepherd, bo praised ! Do not, my
love, tbink tby honest deffication is unacceptable. O I tbat there
wero more, simple, defficated, faitMul servants, in aU places. How
woffid Zion's borders be enlarged, spfritual strength increase, and
those streams flow as a river, wMcb make glad the heritage !
WeU! we mnst do whatever we can, and possess our soffis
in patience.
I dare not name a time for qffitting tMs vicinity; when it
arrives, it wffi be baUed as a favour. TMne,
Mary Capper."

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" 1st mo. 1824, I am now favoured to partake of a peacefffi
calm, at my mece S. C.'s. Mucb spiritual enjoyment I look not
for ; many tMngs obstruct tbe feeling of joy ; but lowly peace,
.with tbe eridence of being kept by a gracious Lord, m a plain,
simple path, is enough to satisfy tbe poor, exercised travaUing
soffi. 13th. Visited Esther WMting ; sbe bas long been in a tried
state, and is nearly helpless; the earlier part of ber life was
passed in faitMul service, in tbe family of my brother Jasper, and
sbe now enjoys an annffity, from Ms UberaUty, wMcb is some
aUeviation. Her mmd is cabn, and sbe expressed a desire to be
patient, and to experience tbe operation of tbat redeeming,
sanctKying Power wMcb coffid prepare ber to ffie m peacefffi confi
dence in her Saviour's love.
19th. First day. Not without trials of faitb and patience.
Too few rightly prize tbe privilege of tbe timo set apart for pubUc
worsMp. So Ughtly, or frivolously, are some minds occupied, that
mir meetmgs for worship are often oppressed ; the Ugbt and Ufe
wMcb nught arise are pressed down, and we are not conKorted
togetber; nevertbeless tbe bumble, resigned and faitMffi ones
may be encouraged stUl to wait and to bope for tbe renewal of
tbefr strength. I tbougbt tbere was more Ufe to be felt in tbe
afternoon meetmg, wMcb mimstered some encouragement.
21 st. Accompamed Sarab Eoster to Plaistow MontMy Mooting,
whence EUzabeth Ery took me to Plasbet, wbere a room was
aUotted to me, to pursue my own occupations, or join tbe famUy,
as best smted me. Tbeir famUy-party is large, and tbefr dinner-
hour late. I usually ffined and took tea witb tbe cMldren, and
joined tbe family in tbo eveffing. I endeavoured to be present
at tbe morffing reaffing of tbe Scriptures, wMch was mostly an
impressive time. Sometimes I bad tbe privUege of EUzabeth Ery's
company in my apartment ; but almost every bonr of ber time is
importantly occupied, in benevolent exertions for tbe poor and
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Wliat sbould we do if tbe foundation on wMcb a beUever's
faitb is buUt wero not sure ! but it is con&mod to us by tbe
Uving Power tbat cannot faU ; 'the foundation of God standeth
sure.' Rest, 0 my soffi, in tMs; although storms may arise.
Ah ! yo poor beffigbtod sinners, may Light mercifffily beam on
your soffis, and bring conviction for sin !
2mo. Isi. First day. Plasbet Cottage. I have, for about a
week, been kmdly cared for, in tMs calm, lovely retfrement, tbe
habitation of Joseph Ery's sister. I was a Uttle reUeved by some
expression of my feeUngs, in meetmg tMs morffing ; bnt alas !
tbe anointing Power, tbe abidmg sense of redeeming love, seems
low ; patient suffermg is tbe lot of beUevers ; resignation gently
smoothes tbe way, and faitb is an anchor to tbe soffi in tbe day
of trial.Srd. Tbe weather is now vory fine and nffid; tbe spring
fiowers open tbefr cheering beauties, the little lambs are brought
forth in tbe fields ; these are interestmg objects.
Sth. First day. Tbe mommg meeting was a timo of close
exercise, m exhorting and endeavouring to arouse tbe careless
professors. 0 ! tbat there was an awakemng from a state of ease
and deadness, as to tbo spfritual Ufe ! tbe aftemoon meeting
lively ; tbe eveffing passed in a calm frame of mind.
llih. Was some bours alone witb Sarab Sheppard; tMs was
very sweet to mo, as tMs dear friend, bemg very deaf, seeems to
dwell as m tbe closet of prayer, tbe door bemg shut. It was
refresMng to sit witb ber, as witb one wbo is preparing for a
Mngdom wbere aU infirmities wffi be done away. I bope to
remember vpitb profit, tbe privUege of bemg admitted as a famffiar
friend under tbis roof. Tbis dear friend employs berseK mdus-
triously, in readmg, in workmg for ber numerous grand-cMlffien,
and in attenffing to abundant appUcations from tbe sunounffing
poor. 12th. Passed tbe day qffietly, enjoying mutual communication
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intervals are to mo gratKymg, even m my present increased
years ; tbougb not strongly bound to eartb or earthly tMngs, I
bave a pleasure in contemplating talents improved, inventive
powers and geffius rightly applied.
17^^. At tbe MontMy Mooting I produced my certificate,
and proposed gomg into tbe families of RatcUffe Meeting. A
feeUng, bumble-minded, valuable mmister, Mary Marsb, expressed
ber umty, and ber wfflingness to join me, which was acceptable to
tbe meetmg, and trffiy corffial to me.
19th. We bad tMee sittings, in wbicb wo were favoured witb
an encouraging bope, tbat our engagement was under tbe ffirection
of tbat Power wMcb keepeth out of error.
22nd. First day. I tbougbt more solemnity and settlement
of mind prevaUed in tbe meetmg, tban in some wbere there is
moro expectation of ontward miffistry. A precious feeUng clothed
my spfrit.
Srd mo. 1st. Wo bad several very interesting sittings, and
may trffiy say, bow various are tbo aUotments of individuals and
of famUies ! We certamly see tMougb a glass darkly, and can
make but a very imperfect estimate bow all things work togetber
for good to tbose wbo love God.
5ih. Great indeed is tbe variety, wbicb comes under, tbe
notice of tbose wbo thus go from bouse to bouse. Our Gffide
mnst be steadUy kept in view, tbat wo may not look on outward
things and judge thereby.
lOih. We bope to conclude our engagement tMs week. A
desfre daUy clothes my spirit, tbat I may bo led safely along ;
neither too mucb cast down, nor in any degree rising above tbe
rightly dfrecting gKt of Grace !
llih. We took tea witb Elizabeth Emmerson, a valuable
friend in advanced Ufe ; of a tender spirit ; encouraging to those
wbo are younger and less experienced. We also bad a time of
entering into sympathy witb a friend and Ms wife wbo are in
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in tbe envfrons of tMs vast City, wbo are so situated as to claim
tender care, and CMistian notice.
12^^. We were conveyed in a carriage, as far as it could
safely go, and thon walked, to the bumble dwelUng of a poor
friend ; and wbUe sitting witb bor, by ber Uttle fireside, I tMnk
we bad afresh to beUeve, tbat tbe great Giver of aU our mercies
condescends to comfort tbose wbo seek Him, and wbo trust in
.Him. Among tbo bidden ones, tbe poor and tbe lonely, we bave
at times been refreshed togetber witb wbat is far bettor tban aU
tbat tMs world can give. We also visited a fanffiy, somo of
wbom were not members of our Society ; we met with a
kmd reception, particffiarly from the husband whoso mind
is very susceptible of good impressions. It is not a name,
neither is it forms, nor tbe relinquisMng of outward
forms, wMcb can brmg us mto possession of tbe inward and
spiritual grace. A new IKe, a spfritual creation, a deatb unto sin
and a now birth unto righteousness, aro tbe genmne effects of
beUering in CMist, of cberisMug and obeying tbe teacMngs of
Ms Spfrit. We paid a very interestmg visit to an old man in
Trinity Almshouses, wbo bad been a pilot m early IKe ; be bas
a very neat, commoffious, qffiet retreat bere. I tbink be manied
out of our Society. He is mucb respected, and Ms appearance is
very strikmg ; be is eighty years old, a fine, maffiy figure, witb an
animated countenance; he has long been pauKuUy afflicted;
yet be appears patient and contented, and manKested tenderness
and feoUng, witb a gratefffi sense of tbe blessmgs continued to
Mm. He expressed tbankfuMess tbat be was remembered and
visited by Eriends, whose meetings ho attended, as long as bis
infirmities woffid allow. — In tbe eveffing, we sat down witb
J. E. and fanffiy. Tbere is a uffitmg power in reUgious feUow^
sMp, wMcb diminishes not witb timo. — TMs brings us near tbe
conclusion of our present engagement; no great tMngs bave
been attempted; K we bave been in tbe way of our duty, I
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beUeve we desire no more ; a peacefffi acquittal wffl be a suffi
cient recompense for our small labours.
Iith. First day. Low, but foeUng no condenmation. I con
sider it a favour to walk in tbe vaUoy of bumffity. At botb
meetings and in tbree reUgious opportumties, I thought tbe
best Ufe triumphed over human weakness.
15th. Dear Mary Marsb and I ffined in WMtechapel, witb
tbe friends wbo showed me so mucb kmdness at LeanUngton.
I parted witb my kind, bumble-mmded companion, under com-
fortmg feeUngs.
17 th. Attended tbe marriage of one of my dear ffieces, and we
dined at Clapton. Tbe day was very fine, and aU around was
pleasant, witb a calm cbeerfffiness becoming tbe occasion.
26^;^. Clapton. I bave been resting bere, m bodUy weak
ness ; tbis, under tbe sanctKying influence of beavonly Grace,
may be ono of tbo means whereby a dependent mmd is brought
into subjection, humility and trae resignation. Dear Esther
WMting's suffermgs bave now terminated; I wont one day
to see ber ; tbere was a sweet sense tbat heaveffiy Goodness was
near, tbougb tbe powers of nature woro faffing. May we seek
tbe Lord, in tbe days of bealtb and vigour, tbat He may be our
support, wben buman aid is of no avaU !
28^^. Firsi day. I walked to Tottenham, aud was favoured
to receive spfritual refresbment. Dined witb TaMtba Bevans and
ber sister. I tbougbt we were united in tbat feUowship wMcb
flows from a beUef in God, and in Jesus CMist, by wbom we
come to God.
29ih. Attended tbe Quarterly Meeting of Miffisters and
Elders, and spent tbe rost of tbe day very pleasantly, witb my
dear sister Rebecca Tibbatts ; it is satisfactory to see ber com
fortably settled witb ber son.
ith mo. 1st. On sitting down in tbe meeting-bouse at Tot
tenham, aftor tbe interment of Esther Wbiting, a precious feeUng
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deemed of tbe Lord wiU for ever uffite in thanksgiving and in
boly rejoicing.
iih mo. 2nd. Came to stay a few days at John Lister's, Stoke
Newmgton, in order to caU upon some of tbo fow remaining
bere, witb wbom I was formerly acquainted.
Srd. In our calls, met vritb scenes of sorrow ; saw WUUam
AUen's Uttle grandson, bereaved of a young and lovely mother,
and visited somo young friends, whose parents are botb deceased,
since I was last under tbo roof of my dear brother and sister in
this place.
ith mo. ith. First day. Attended tbe Meeting at Gracecburcb--
streot. A day of some fatigue of body, and trial of mind. If in
aU tMngs, we are taught to profit, whether by a fresh sense of
onr own imperfections, or a sight of weakness m others wbere we
ffid not expect it, it is no matter ; instraction may remain for
future benefit.
5th. Mary Lister caUed witb me on Margaret Allen. Sbe is
reduced to a very weak state, yet tbere seems a lively sense and
savour of tbat wMcb is better tban natural Ufe ; and my heart
beUeves tMs wffl reign triumphant wben tbe grave shaU claim tbe
poor, perishable body.
Gth. My usual hour of rising is now six o'clock. Tbe
mormngs are cold, but not unpleasant; a Uttle tum in the
garden, to observe tbe progress of Spring, in tbe vegetables and
flowers, seems refresMng.
15ih. Somo time was very agreeably spent in reaffing ex
tracts from the letters of Hannab KUbam and others, now
benevolently engaged in tbe instraction of tbe natives of Africa,
on tbe Gambia. Tbose people appear to be Uring m a disorderly
state, far from enjoymg domestic happiness. May sucb as are
more favoured tbankfuUy estimate tbeir own pririleges, and
contribute to the instruction of others !

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To H. Evans.
"Clapham, ith mo. 17th, 1824.
My beloved Eeiend,
I send thee J. J. Gurney's new publication on tbe pecuUarities,
&c. of our reUgions Society ; perhaps tbou hast not met witb
it. I wish our young friends may patiently read it, but it
"requires attentive perusal. I also send some extracts from
letters of Hannab KUbam, &c. I wish some Uberal-nunded
friends in tbe country, wbo derise Uberal tMngs, woffid read
tbe reports, and find tbefr hearts ffisposed to add tbefr names to
tbe subscribers, or transmit a donation. I tMnk it would be a
source of satisfaction, upon serious refiection, m days yet to
come. Never I tMnk my endeared friend, did 'I^more feel tbe force
of tbe words, ' rejoice witb trembUng.' Every returmng day and
hour brmgs some proof of weakness, somo ffisclosure of wbat is
Mdden in tbe heart ; uffiooked for cfrcumstances arise to ruffle or
ffisturb us. 0 ! bow pure is tbat calm, tbat peace wMcb descends
from tbo Spfrit of tbe Lord ! How different from tbe spfrit of
tbe world, from unsanctffied seK, from tbo unsubdued natmal
temper ! Tbe state of my own heart leads to these refiections,
and to tbe earnest prayer, tbat I may maintain tbe watcb against
the cmel enemy. EareweU, affectionately, my dear friend. TMne,
Maey Cappee."

nth. It renewedly impresses my mind, tbat wben a family
meet together in health and safety, to partake of the first

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morffing refreshment, there is a propriety in a serious pause,
and a gratefffi recurrence to tbe Source of aU our daUy mercies,
I am satisfied tbat we cannot too frequently recoUect, tbat evory
hour in tbo day, wo bave need of tbe extension of tbat Power, by
wMcb alone we can bo kept from evU, We separated tMs
day, from tbe breakfast table, I hope, under profltable im
pressions, ISth. First day. A day of serious engagement. Oh ! for
an increase of spirituaUty, aud more entfre sanctffication. My
anchor of bope is in tbe Redeemer, to cleanse from aU sin.
19th. Camo to Clapton. Tbe weather is mUd, and tbe
country beautifffi, yet my spirit seems sad, and I am poorly;
but I ever tMnk it right to cherish a Uvely bope and con
solation in the mercy of God, in graciously proviffing a
Meffiator, a Sariour ! Without this hope, tMs consolmg faitb,
what shoffid I, wbat coffid I do !
21st. In tMs young and growing fanffiy, tbere is ample
subject of mterest and serious occupation. I bad a deUgbtfffi
walk witb my young nephew, tbo eldest child.
22m^. Was gratified m walking, witb a Uttle party, to
Tottenham Meeting. Our long devoted and experienced friend,
Thomas SMMtoe, spoke witb feeling and earnestness, on tbe
subject of entfre resignation, or subjection, to tbe wffi of our
Heaveffiy Eatber ; tbat its effects were peace. Probably few are
better quaUfied to elucidate tMs subject; as Ms IKe seems
devoted to tbe fulfilment of apprehended duty.
27 ih. Came to WilUam Cawtborne's, at Somers Town, m
Westminster quarter, tMs being tbe offiy Mooting of our
Society, near London, tbat I have not attended. I cherish
the bope, tbat by and bye, I may return, without any painfffi
retrospect, to tbe enjoyment of my own homo, and more select
and endeared friends.
29th. The Meeting proved to me a time of coeKort, with
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knowledge of God, and faitb in Jesus CMist, as tbe Saviour,
by and tMougb wbom we are redeemed and accepted.
5ihmo. 10th. Left my kind friends at Somers Town; our
separation was mutuaUy felt, apprebenffing tbat we nught thus
meet no more, as dear WUUam Cawtbome seems in decUffing
health ; patiently and oven cheerfffily bearing Ms boffily weakness
and harassing cough.
17^^. Yearly Meeting of Miffisters and Elders. Though
many labourers in years past are now gathered to tbeir final
abode, tbere yet remains a faitMffi few. Among tbose wbo bave
soon many days, and kept close to tbat boly Power, which can
keep us from fainting by tbe way; it was cheering to see
WUliam Grover, stffi active and usefffi; also James Howarth,
&c. ; and among tbe mothers, Mary Proud, Rebecca Byrd, &c,
19^^. Women's Yearly Meetmg, A fffil gathering, and
somethmg Uke a fresh evidence tbat we are stffi a people waitmg
on tbe Lord for Ms blessing.
20th. A testimony was road concermng James Bfrcb. It set
forth a character remarkable for simplicity; faitMffi to tbe
Grace or Light of Cbrist maffifested in tbe soffi, wMeb, as
it is obeyed, vriU ever be found powerfffi to regffiate tMoughout,
and to sustain tbe soffi in every conffict in Ufe, and m tbe hour
of deatb, as tMs dear friend ffid experience. Tbere was also a
testimony respecting Elizabeth Eoster, I know her in former
years; she was of a Uvely turn of mind, wMcb, at tbat day,
almost revolted at tbe idea of tbe sufferings needful to subdue tbe
will, and bring all into subjection ; but tbe sanctKying power of
tbe Holy Spirit vrrougbt the great change, and brought low aU
tbat was Ufted up, or opposed to tbe cross of CMist, Sbe could
declare ber experience of tbe marveUous mercy of God, m CMist
Jesus, and sbe closed ber day m peace.
In tbo aftemoon an impressive testimony was read, setting
forth tbe early dedication, exemplary Ufe and peacefffi death of
Mary Hanbury, in ber tAventy-fifth year; the only child of

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WiUiam AUen. Many young minds seemed affected, and I
tbougbt tbo desfre prevaUed, tbat tbe purKying Word of Power
might do tbe samo great work of sanctffication for aU of us. A
precious time of stillness succeeded; and then a recommendation
to be serious and retired in spfrit, aud earnest in watcMffiness
and prayer,
21sf. Mucb was expressed, setting forth our faitii in the
Scripture doctrines, concerffing tbe propitiatory Sacrffice, &c.
27 ih. Our honourable and aged friend, Mary Proud, was
enabled, under mucb boffily weakness, in tbo strength afforded,
to kneel, and powerfffily to commend tbe keeping of our soffis
to tbe mighty power of a faitbfffi Creator. Tbo concluding
minute was read, and aftor a solemn pause, wo separated.
Gih mo. 2nd. My sistor Grace Capper convoyed me to
Snaresbrook, to spend a few days at tbe beantKffi country
residence of my kmd and mucb loved brotber George; for
whose umform affection I feel very gratefffi.
5ih. I tMnk my dear brother seems rationaUy and thank
fuUy to enjoy Ms bouse and grounds, on returmng from
business in tbo City. It is ono of my gratffications, to
find a tbankfffi mmd m tbe midst of worldly possessions and
prosperity. His carriage brought me tMs day to Tottenham.
Gih. Firsi day. Dined witb AUce Chorley ; a friend whose
long-proved mtegrity, and plain, honest deaUng and speaMug,
I do admfre and respect.
7th. Eavomod to feel tbe tbankfffi bope, that I have not
been forsaken, nor left to my own derices, in my soUtary
stoppings, in tbe course of wMch I have bad many searchings
of heart.9th. At Gracecburcb-street MontMy Meeting, I felt a concern
to go into tbe men's meetmg; G. Bfrkbeck kindly accom
panied mo. To myseK, it was a very serious time; I en
deavoured to open tbe riew then given me of tbe purity of
tbat life wMch is Md with CMist in God. I think I felt the

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awful import of tbe subject, and a sincero desfre tbat T
imgbt not exceed in words.

To H. Evans.
"London, Gih mo. lOih, 1824.
My VEEY PEECIOUS Eeiend,
I bave often tbougbt, smce separated from tbee, and tby dear
sister Lamley, (botb of you faitMul testimony bearers wbom
I dearly love,) tbat vast is tbe ffifference between fine speaking
and tbat bumble, lowly, seK-denymg IKo, shewn forth in tbe
sUont, persevering example of a meek, consistent walk, as in tbo
presence of tbe Holy One. Eor myself and for others, I bave
been ffistressed and oppressed; I bave bad close provings and
deep trials; but in abundant mercy, tbe tMck cloud, is in
degree, dispersed, and a renewed dawn of consolation and of
confidence arises. Tbat Divine Power wMcb delivereth my Ufe
from destruction, again gently breaks .forth. I note it .witb
reverent gratitude. Maey Capper."

" Gih mo. llih. Came to tbo bouse of my dear brother John,
wbere I tMnk of remaimng a short time ; and K pernUtted to
leave tMs great City in lowly reverence and peace, and charity
towards aU tbe world, I tbink I sbaU be tbankfffi.
14^>^. We bad some sweet portions of readmg after breakfast,
and a sUent desfre arose to be strongtboned to Uve and abide m
tbe purifying, redeeming spfrit of tbe Saviour. It seems a
growing experience witb me, tbat tbere are favoured seasons wben
a deep inward sense of tbe work of sanctification and redemption,
seals the lips in solemn silence.

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20ih. First day. Having made many calls last week, I at
tended tbo Peel Meetmg, and was enabled to express an affec
tionate farewell desfre, tbat tbe love of God migbt increasingly
abide in our hearts, in wMcb love we shoffid bave feUow
sMp one witb anotber, wben personaUy separated. My mind was
comforted, and a lowly cabn clothes my spirit. Dined at John
EUot's, wbo conveyed me to my brother's, where we passed tbe
remainder of tbo eveffing in serious readmg, &c. Wbat a favour,
tbat amid ffiversity of operations, a precious harmony prevaUs,
wbere tbe Redeemer is beUeved in, and Ms Spirit owned, and
permitted to work in us and for ns ; teacMng to bear and forbear,
in meekness and lovo.
21st. Several of my dear relations caUed on mo, and we
separated in mncb affection, wMcb sweetened tbo parting, oven
K wo shoffid moot no moro ! Spent most of tbe day m calmly
enjoying tbe company of my brotber and sister and dear ffiece
SeUna. 22nd. After breakfast my heart was renewedly ffiled with a
grateful sense of tbe mercKffi deaUngs of our Heavenly Eatber
witb us, as a fanffiy ; that in our different situations in Ufe, and
modes of maffifesting our reUgious faitb, we all agree in tbo
great, essential truth, tbat to know God and Jesus Cbrist,
so as to obey, is Ufe eternal. We bad a solemn timo to
gether, I bope m tbe uffity of tbe Spirit, wMcb may yield us
comfort and encouragement, at somo future day.
Accompanied by a kind friend, I left London in tbe afternoon,
and traveUed about twenty-four mUes, to W. L.'s deUgbtful
habitation, near Berkbampstoad. My mind is in a low, yet calm
state ; witb serious recollection of affectionate relatives, &c."

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To H. Evans.
"Gth mo. 23rd, 1824.-
My deae Eeiend,
Yesterday I reaUy turned my back upon tbe great city
of London, and was soon set down at tMs neat, Uttle dwel
Ung. Tbe transition from smoke, dfrt and noise, is vory
stiiking, but my spfrits aro low. I cannot snddeffiy rise above
tbe deep feeling, left by a solemn parting from mauy near
relatives ; yet I am thankful in being able to say I am without
paUKul accusations; and surely tMs is enough, in a world
whore offences wffl come, and wbere evU abounds on evory band.
Ob ! it is a mercy to be permitted to return towards my own
dear friends, oven thus far ; in a sound mmd and iu ratber an
improved state of bealtb. I 'do not puzzle mucb about tbe
means of getting forward, as way bas boon marveUously made for
me. I am now drawing ffigb to tbe completion of every object
I bad m view wben I left my home. I am bumbled in tbe
retrospect, and desfre no Mgber joy tban tbe peacefffi assurance
tbat tbe precious Truth as it is in Jesus, bas in no way
suffered tMougb me. Very affectionately, Maey Cappee."
" 28^^. Came to Banbury, wbere I was corffiaUy received by
J. and M. Gfflett, wbo have removed from SMpstone. Attended
tbe Quarterly Meeting of Mimsters and Elders. WiUiam Byrd,
Ms vrife, and George Witby were there.
soth. Tbe sight of myiriends at SMpstone, wbere I attended
meeting to-day, and tbefr kmd demonstration of affection, un-
ffiminisbed by long absence, was more affecting than I could
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proceeded to Warwick, where I enjoyed the long desired gratifica
tion of seeing my vory dear CMistian friend, and feUow -traveUer
in tMs probationary state.

To R. AND E. C.
"Warwick, 7th mo. Srd, 1824.
My dear Eriends,
I was safely convoyed Mtbor on Eourtb-day, and dear H. E.
received me witb corffial affection. She is lookmg wom and
poorly ; bor dear sister, R. Lamley, is m a weak stato, tbougb
somewhat revived. Hor countenance is wonderfuUy bright;
expressive, I tbink it may be said, of a spirit redeemed -from
evU ; bor conversation is sweetly innocent, about tbo place wbere
angels dweU, although sbe thinks tbat a cloud veUs those glorious
tMngs from bor. Ab ! it is precious to beUeve tbat tMs veil of
buman infirnUty wffl, ore very long, be rent, and an entiance
given mto tbe everlastmg City, wbere tbe Lord God and the
Lamb are tbe Ugbt thereof.
My mind is calm ; no ffistressing retrospect. I trust I may
safely say, I am satisfied witb tbe secret evidence tbat my
gracious Lord condemns me not. O ! 'tis Ms favour tbat
keeps m peace, resigned, and even thankful to be numbered
among tbose wbo partake of tbe tribffiations of tbe gospel, and
wbo are, at times, permitted to rejoice in bope tbat consolations
wffl more and moro aboimd, letting patience bave ber perfect
work. I coffid not mauKest to my dear friends wbat I felt, at
once more being pernUtted to see tbefr faces. It was not
msensibffity; it was not diminished affection, or dimiffisbed
interest in tbat wMcb bmds us as Unks m ono chain. Do tell
tMs to sucb of my dear friends as I nugbt seem tb overlook.
I bave no evil tidings to report ; whatever may be mingled in

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the cup of tbe true beUever in tbe mercy of God In Cbrist
Jesus, aU vriU be weU ; and in tbe ond, Ufe, Ugbt and glory
wffi arise and sMne for over ! EareweU, dear friends.
Your affectionate friend and fellow-sojoumer, Mary Cappee."
"Warwick, 7ih mo. llth. First day. Many days bave now
passed over, m tbe sweet enjoyment of .one another's company, as
a Uttle social band. Rebecca Lamley graduaUy gaiffing strength ;
'ber mind clothed witb simpUcity, gratitude and love. Sarab
LanUey is also, at present, one of onr favoured cfrcle ; for it is
a favour to me to make one witb tbe lowly, tbe poor in
spirit, wbo desfre to possess tbeir soffis in patience, and bold
fast tbefr integrity to tbe end. No joy is Uke unto bavmg tbe
evidence tbat tbe Lord is on onr side !
12th. My dear friend H. E. and I went to tbe county jail,
having learned from. our friend, E. TatnaU, tbat tbere wore some
female prisoners for wbom she felt considerable solicitude ; par
ticffiarly one in very precarious bealtb, wbo seems penitent. We
were introduced to tMee in ono ward. The poor young woman,
speciaUy aUuded to, was sitting, decently ffiessed, in an arm-
cbafr. It was trffiy affecting to see, witMn tbe waUs of a prison,
under locks and bars, a sister by creation, witb tbe appearance of
talents, and of delicacy above tbe common standard. Tbey were
aU committed for a misdemeanour. Enduring Mercy, wMcb
penetra;tes even prison waUs, yoa ! tbe strong bold of tbo bard
heart, was, I do tMnk, manKested, to tbe bowing of our spirits
togetber, and tbe prostration of our soffis in prayer. We, went
tMougb aU tbe female wards. In tbe aftemoon I took an
affectionate leave of my precious friends, and came to Bir-
nuugbam, where I was corffiaUy received at my ever kmd
friend's, Richard Cadbury's. Sweet thankfulness, .in mercy
clothes my spirit.

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14^^. I returned tbe certificate, granted me last year,
for service in and about London ; wMcb, having endeavoured to
perform to the best of my abUity, I am favoured to return
bome ffi a tbankfffi frame of nUnd ; fooUng, at times, something
like tbo sinjpUcity of a barnUoss cbUd, witb tbe approbation of a
tender, reconcUed Eatber. 0 ! mercifffi condescension ; with
wMcb no eartMy possession or gratffication can be compared."
To H. Evans.
"Dale End, 7ih mo. 29ih, 1824.
My VEEY KIND Eeiend,
Tby last commuffication bas been cbeermg to me ; to learn
tbat weakness and infirmities are borne vritb meek endurance and
resignation, is precious, as a confirmation tbat heavenly belp is
ffigb, even tbat power whereby Divine Grace triumphs over buman
nature. Doubt it not, my CMistian friends ; I dare not question,
or doubt it ; ' Tbat wMcb has helped us Mtberto, wffi belp us aU
our joumey tMough.' Naked faitb, without claim of merit in
ought tbat we can do, is tbe anchor of my soul. 0 ! wbat a
mercy, m old age, to rest in redeemmg love ; a Sariour crucffied !
a Saviour glorified ! May we happily be among tbose wbo
centre bere.
Wben tbou seest E. TatniUl, my Cbristian love is to ber, witb
tbe expression of tbe affimatmg bope tbat sbe will be helped to
hold on m weU doing. I remember tbo poor female prisoners with
very tender feeUng. Very affectionately, I subscribe,
Maey Cappee."

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To R. AND S * * * '*.
"llth mo. 19th, 1824.
My kind young Eeiends,
WbUe I decorated my vrindows and Uttle apartment witb tbe
yot remaimng beauties of a rich and luxuriant summer, bow
could I do otherwise tban tMnk of tbe great, benevolent Power
tbat UberaUy bestows, and fits the awakened mind to enjoy
tbe outward blessings tbat surround us ! Even in tbe smoky,
dense atmosphere of active commerce, and busy streets, tbere
aro times of cheering reflection, and transient views of happier,
purer scenes tban we can now see. I am sometimes favoured
to participate in a gUmpse of tbat renovation, tbat new creation,
wberein old tMngs shall bave passed away, and we, being born
agam, sbaU rejoice in tbo new heaven and tbe new eartb.
Thus I tbougbt of you, as your kind attention fumisbed me
witb the means of present gratffication. Tbe flowers are fresh
and beantKffi. Accept my very affectionate acknowledgment,
and my beart-felt desfre, tbat lowUness of mind, sweet peace,
and assurance for ever may crown aU.
Witb tendemess and love, I subscribe
Maey Cappee."
To M. S.
"Birmingbam, llth mo. 29th, 1824.
My long known and valued Eeiend,
Had tbou and tby dear connexions been mucb less in my
remembrance tban bas reaUy been tbe case, tbe receipt of
tMne woffid not bave failed to revive tbe sincere love, tbe
desire of my heart, for tbee in years past; wben I first saw
tbee in tbe simpUcity of a scbool-girl, and in tby growing

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usefffiness to tby precious mother, when she was stripped and
bereaved. Tbe after stoppings wMcb bave marked tby Ufe,
so far as tbey bave boon known to me, bave obtained my
tender regard, and I may perhaps safely say, my CMistian
soUcitude, tbat Grace, Mercy and Truth may be magffified in
and tMougb tbee.
Parental duties, &c. make a CMistian's Ufe serious and im
portant. Wbat, less tban a CMistian's own experience, can
quaUfy a parent to "brmg up a cbUd in the way be shoffid
go?" It is pleasant to caU to mind being witb you; wben,
notwithstanding busy, moring scenes around me, actirity
m wMcb it was not my personal concern to enter, I coffid
enjoy interior quiet, cheerfffi calm, witb a sense of good
wUl toward every Uvmg creature; and I feel a persuasion,
dear friends, tbat no lawfffi station, no honest pursffit, pre
cludes from tbe love of God; and tbat, tMougb tMs, aU tbe
toUs, tbe lawfffi cares, and the troubles of buman Ufe, may work
together for mstruction, correction, and perfectmg tbe Divine
Wffi. Wben, or K ever, I may again fiU tbo well-remembered
corner chafr, time must uffiold; as yet I bave no gUmpse of
it ; nevertbeless my love remains undimimsbed.
In tender affection, Maey Cappee."
P. S. I vrisb to have my Cbristian love expressed to
It is a great mercy to bo kept, by tbe power of

God, steadfast and without wavering, as to tbe object of our
faitb, tMougb aU tbe trials of our probationary state, to be
abased, to suffer want, and sometimes to witness Grace to
abound, and m aU tMngs to be mstructed, to be bumble, con
trited, tborougMy sensible of our dependent state, at all times,
and on aU occasions. TMs is mercy ! aU mercy !

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CHAPTER XI.
ACCOUNT OF HBE LAST JOUENBY WITH CEETlFICATE, AS A MINISr
TEE.  CONCLUDING EXTEACTS PEOM HEE DIARY.
To H. Evans.
"Bromyard, 2nd mo. llih, 1825.
My much LOVED Eeiend,
Tbou knowest tbat I may be reckoned among tbose wbo
see but a very Uttle way before tbem, scarcely knowing wbat
an hour may bring forth. Desirous, I hope I am, to possess
my soffi in patience, and to bo fouud watcMng wben our
Lord comotb. However weak, poor, and unworthy to be
esteemed a servant, my heart's desfre is to be made wffiing,
without unavaffing hesitation, to do tbe Master's wffl, to the
best of my understanffing and ability ; K I err, wben thus simply
surrendered and defficated, tbe stripes will be few and gentle.
On receiving tbe alarming inteffigence of Thomas Hughes's
fflness, it almost immediately sprang in my mind tbat I shoffid
go to Bromyard. In a prudent point of -nsw, it seemed
unUkely, and I said Uttle about it; but tbe event, tbe death
of a young man, wbo bad for years considered me as an
adopted mother, and for wbom I had felt tbe solicitude and
affection of a relative, seemed so decisive, tbat I ffid beUove it
requfred of me to look beyond bodily infirmities, fears and
ffiscouragements. Richard Cadbury, like a kind friend, and
sympatMzing brotber, offered to accompany mo, wMcb was a

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trffiy acceptable reUef, and tbe journey was performed with
less fatigue tban coffid have been expected. Tbe interment
took place tbe foUowmg morffing. Tbe attendance was large.
My long-suspended voice was restored, wben on my knees, m
tbe act of prayer. I remain but weakly.
EareweU, affectionately,
Mary Cappee."
To R. AND E. C.
"2nd mo. 17ih, 1825.
My deae Eriends,
I came safely to Leommster, in improved health, tbougb stffl
in a weak state, but I do not feel condemnation for making tbe
effort. I have, beforo this day, found tbat when tbe mind is
weightily impressed, and we can calmly look beyond surmise and
doubt, for belp and dfrection, tbere is a strength equal to tbe
day. My heart's desfre is to Uve close to tMs Power, in deep
bumffity, at aU times and under every ffispensation. My
low seasons aro doubtless profitable, and I desfre an increase
of every Cbristian vfrtue, to tbe praise of my Redeemer and
Lord. I am woll satisfied witb haring spent a few days at Bromyard,
under tbe roof of my mucb valued young friend. I felt tbe settled
assurance tbat all was weU with bim, and tbat there was mercy in
tbe ffispensation, imseen by mortal eye. It was gratifying to
leam tbo general estimation of Ms character for industry, in
tegrity and benevolence; also as a consistent member of our
religious Society ; prompt and usefffi in tbe station wbere Ms lot
was cast ; unassuming and exemplary. 'Tis consoling to tbose
wbo loved bim to contemplate Ms meriffian sun thus sot in
brightness. My love is to you aU, affectionately,
Maey Cappee."

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To M. S.
"Bimungbam, 3rd mo. 23rd, 1825.
My kind Eeiend,
I tMnk wo parted under reciprocal feeUngs ; my spirits were
ratber below tbefr usual key, so tbat tbe beauty of tbe bright
sunsMne ffid not cheer me, and I tbougbt I left tbee in
perplexity. It was not in my power to belp tbee, tbougb feUow-
feeUng may not be altogether useless. I beUeve tbere is in
ffividual profit m it; as far as respects myself, my mind is
bumbled, and my spirit tendered, in feeling witb tbe tried and
the afflicted ones. Tbe ways of Proridence are a great deep ;
we Cannot do better than submit, in reverence, as dependent
beings, wbo see tbrougb a glass darkly.
I was very pleasantly received; my apartments clean and
deUghtfuUy conKortable, tbougb surrounded by smoke, dfrt and
noise without ; bnt tbere is a favoured retreat wberem outward
ffisturbances cannot enter. TMs is tbe secret place, where my
spirit strives to enter and abide. Mary Cappee."
To H. Eyans.
Bfrmingbam, 5th mo. 2nd, 1825.
My beloved Eeiend,
My appetite and strength continue very weak; but wbat
shall I say of tbe mercy, tbe goodness aiid heavenly kindness
shed round about me ! Tbe enrious power of the evU one

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seems rebuked, and not a thought bas troubled me. It is
tbo Lord's doing ; and 0 ! may patience and resignation stffl
be granted.
I am sorry tbou art suffering from various causes ; but tby
mighty Helper, m wbom is tby trust, wffl never leave nor
forsake tbee. All tby troubles wffl, ere long, be taken from
thee, or tbou from tbem. My dear love to tby sister, and
to your faitMffi Mary. Hannab Simms is a great blessing to
me; I consider ber as tbo servant granted to my fervent prayers.
Tby affectionate friend, Mary Capper."

To H. Evans.
"5th mo. 12th, 1825.
My tender Eriend,
I bave been once out, but the exertion is ratber too much
at present, as I waUc very feebly; my spfrits are Uvely as
ever, and I do not pass my days iffiy. It seenis desirable to
sot many of my Uttle concerns in order, as I wish as Uttle
trouble as may be to tbose wbo surrive mo. I consider my
present restoration among tbe Lord's gracious deaUngs toward
mo ; and I am content ; yea ! I ought to be vory grateful, very
bumble, and resigned either to Ufe or deatii.
Tby affectionate
Mary Cappee."

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To M. S.
"Bfrmingbam, 5th mo. nth, 1825.
My deae Eriend,
Among other Mnd friends, tbou hast manKested a tender
solicitude in tbe time of my weakness. I beUeve tbe great
reduction of my strength occasioned some serious apprehension,
bnt it bas pleased tbat great Alnughty Power, m wbom is my
confidence and bope, again to revive, and daUy to recrffit my
poor frame, for tbe great end of farther sanctffication. Tbo days
of my pUgrimage I consider as not a few ; and though I bave
seen and felt mucb ovU, nevertbeless my quickened spirit can
often praise tbo Lord my Redeemer, and speak weU of Ms
name. His Light and Lovo is revealed in tbe heart, and bemg
obeyed, tbere is understanffing given, to walk in tbe way tbat
loads to puro peace, putting to sUence all unavaUing speculations,
doubts, and perplexities, wMcb ffisturb tbe wavering mmd.
Sweet is such a foretaste of rest, prepared for tbe people of God !
of evory age, nation and denonUnation, wbo are brought to receive
tbe heaveffiy gift of tbe kingdom, as docUe cMlffien ; in no wise
presummg to question. Why is it thus ? Tbe Abmgbty Power
can work tMs subjection in tbe heart; for marveUous is tbe
power of redeenUng Love ! Seek after it, my dear friend.
Maey Cappee."

To K- B.
" Bfrmingbam, 11^^ mo. 7th, 1825.
1 bave but little to say of my movements ; my socffiar concerns
aro few. I bave food and raiment convement for me. 0 ! I
bave conKorts befitting old age ; a cheerfffi fire, a good bed, &c.

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aU tbat my drooping nature wants ! My bodily health continues
beyond wbat nugbt be expected ; my mind — 0 ! bore is the
marveUous mercy ! my mind is kept lowly, calm and content ;
tbougb daily in tbe exercise of faitb and patience. I bave been
mucb from bome ; some little engagement, one way or other, bas
claimed my attention, and a wiUing mind bas boon granted. How
ever small, K any, the service, peaco and love bave been the
unmerited, froe reward ; and again I retfre, as for an uncertain
period,, to wait, and to be ready, como whatever may come.
Maey Capper."

To H. Evans.
"Bfrmingbam, llth mo. ISih, 1825.
My beloved Eriend,
Ere tbou receivest tMs, thou wUt probably bave heard of tbe
deatb of S. Burlingbam's amiable wKe ; tbe interment to take
place on Efrst-day afternoon. If tby boffily abffity permit, I
tbink our tender regard and sympathy would not admit of
hesitation to meet in tbe scone of sorrow.
I am not very woU, yet I dare not get from under tbo solemn
pressure on my spirit. Ease and qffiet seem desfrable, bnt
no ontward consideration can come in competition witb tbe
Uttle sacrifices we can make, m endeavouring to fffiffl our
apprehended duties, whether active or passive. I very often
tMnk, my dear friend, of tby comparatively soUtary, patient,
enduring exercise, and unfeigned soUcitude for tbe mcrease of
righteousness. Tby secret wrestUijgs and earnest prayers, in tbe
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as tbe obrious, active services, where sometMng of soK may be
intermingled, sometimes I bave thought more avaiUng.
In beart-bumbUng feeUngs on my own account, and endearing
love to tbee, I subscribe
Mary Capper."

To H. Evans.
"Birmingbam, Srd mo. 7ih, 1826.
My affectionately and truly-interested fellow-traveller in a
path Mdden from buman view, and witb wMcb the worlffiy
seMsb spirit bas no feUowsMp ! Tby feelingly commufficated
letter of sympathy, it is almost needless for me to say, is as a
refresMng stream, proceeding from tbe mexbaustible Eountain,
tbat sends forth its pure water, far and wide, into tbe low vaffies
and tMrsty ground. Mucb as I have been reduced, in body and
in mind, I am satisfied witb tbe lowly calm tbat is afforded, and
in wMcb T feel no discouragement, but am ready to say. It is
enough. Yet I feel a solemn seriousness, in tbe riew of opemng
my concern to my friends to-morrow at our Monthly Meeting. I
bave bad a Uttle conference witb my dear friend Rachel Lloyd,
wbom I esteem as a worthy elder and mother in tbe cburcb.
Tbougb, my beloved friend, I perhaps know but Uttle of tbe
pecffiiar cfrcumstances tbat are now permitted to try thy faitb,
yet can 1, dare I, doubt tbe sufficiency of tbat Almighty Power
tbat bas been witb tbee aU tby life long ? Did not Mercy watcb
over our cbUffisb days, and tbe yet moro dangerous years of
youtb, wben rivacity and inexperience ied towards evil, wMcb
migbt bave embittered our growing years ? Tbis Mercy foUovre
us still ; it is onr bope and stay to this day ; our all in all !
Wi. A certificate is ordered to be brought to our next Monthly

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Meeting for me, as friends have expressed umty witb my prospect ;
so far, my spirit seems reUeved.
In precious feUowsMp with tbee, my dear friend, farewell !
Mary Capper."

To K. B.
"Bfrmmgbam, Srd mo. llth, 1826.
Increase of years wears down tbo powers of nature, but some
times I marvel at tbe actirity of my Uttle, weakly frame ; shaken
as it bas frequently been, tMougb tbe long space of seventy
years ! and, even now, I seem Uke a clffid beginnmg to leam tbe
perfect vriU concerffing me. Sometimes Ugbt arises ont of
darkness, and simple deffication, witb the Uttle strength tbat I
bave, seems tbe way to obtam peace. Thus, after a time of
m.ucb reduction of nund and body, witb a Uttle rerival of
stiength, a prospect, wMcb I have bad at times for some years,
bas rerived; to visit tbe meetings and fanuUes of friends in
Derbysbfre, Notts, and some parts of Leicestersbfro. Tbe underr
taking seems great ; I bave indeed felt it so ; almost enough to
overwhelm my weak powers ; but I am not my own, and tbo
timo ffiaws on wben all sacrffices wffl be over, and redeeming
Love be aU in aU ! Tbe unity of my friends is belpfffi to me.
I bave received a very satisfactory account of tbe calm and
favoured close of dear Sylvanus Bevan, tbe son of my late
precious mece. O ! tbe mercy wMcb, m youtMffi days, as in old
age, is tbe crown at tbo end. WTio can desire human IKe, wben
redemption is complete ? My aocommodations, I know, are not
altogether wbat some of my Uberal friends desire; and some

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tMngs tbere are, not very agreeable ; but my dear ffiece, bere I
am, witb food and raiment, a faitbfffi servant, &c. &c. qffietness
vritMn my waUs ! and wbat can I expect better, shoffid I attempt,
m my own wffl, to make a cbange ? Sucb things as aro not to
my mind, I desfre my mind may be brought to bear, and tbat
I may bo tbankfffi.
Mary Capper."

To H. Evans.
"Bnmingbam, Srd mo. 26th, 1826.
My endeared Eriend,
It is a precious pririlege to bave spiritual uffity, and secret
feUowship, m Mdden trials and provings of faitb. CMistian
pUgrims bave tbefr sufferings ; bow else shoffid tbey bo ffisciples
of a crucffied Lord ? and K we look around, on tbose wbo tum
tbefr back upon spiritual sonows, is there any trouble Uke unto
worlffiy sorrow ? wave upon wave, a troubled sea ! and no
powerfffi Word, to speak. Peace, be stffl ! Every tender feeUng
witMn us may compassionate tbo various sufferers of tMs day ;
tbe moffied men, tbe manufacturer, and tbe labourer, are all
involved m tbe present far-spreadmg ffismay. Mary Cappee."
"1826. ith mo. 15th. Anived at S. Eox's, Nottmgbam.
18^^. Tbe Quarterly Meetmg large ; a considerable number
of serious Eriends ; though, as m otber places, tbe deeply
experienced fathers and mothers are but few. A rismg genera
tion must leam for themselves to sit at tbe feet of Jesus, and be
taught in tbe way of tbe cross.

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20^^. My very kind friend, E. Cadbury, left me; I
feel tbe privation, being now alone, among almost strangers,
tbougb friends aro very kind. Sarab Eox, tbe mistress of this
famUy, is very deUcate, and mostly confined up stairs just now ;
but tbere are young persons in tbe bousebold, wbo are very
active and affectionate.
26^^. PrivUeged witb a shelter witMn doors, from the rain.
Tbose wbo are to be visited aro so kmd as to come to me. I fool
weak and poorly ; but wonderfffi in my view, is tbe daily covering
of CMistian good-wffi, wMch condescenffing mercy spreads abroad,
m tbe midst of my poverty of spirit. I bope I am in my right
aUotment m tMs place, and tbat I may be, m my measure, instru
mental to stfr up tbe puro mind in tbe followers of Jesus. Took
toa witb J. Armitage and Ms wKe; surely it is for my own
instruction tbat I am brought among tbose friends.
29th. Sat witb two sisters in decUning years ; I tbougbt tbe
qffickoffing IKo or power seemed at tbe lowest ebb that I bad
known, in retfrement of tbis kmd, since I came bere. A young
mau afterwards sat down witb me, and I believe something arose
Uke Ufe answering to Ufe. Tbis is marveUous ! wben Ugbt is
thus permitted to shine out of darkness. In tbo eveffing, sat
witb a fanffiy, iu solemn, qmet waitmg for tbe renewed revelation
of tbe Ugbt and IKo of CMist m tbe soul. 0, bow dffierent tbis
from Ufeless form, or any outward dependence ! bow pure tbe
desire to acquamt ourselves witb tbat great and glorious Power
tbat worked out our salvation, in us and for us ! Yea ! bow
chastened are our sorrows, bow subdued our anxieties, our every
trouble and care, wben we can be trffiy resigned to tbe wiU of
Him wbo rffiotb over all, and doetb aU things weU ! TMs Uttle
season bas loft a sweet savour.
soth. Firsi day. Before I rose, a gratefffi sense of past
favours contrited my spirit, and raised tbe secret prayer tbat tbo
unseen but sustainmg Arm may continue to dfrect my steps ; tbat
no presumption, no unwatcMffiness, no neglect of prayer, may be

314 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1826.
permitted to misgffide or delude me. Wben we met, in our Uttle
cfrcle, to breakfast, tbere seemed a remaimng dew, after a time of
refresMng; and we bad agaffi a sweet token tbat tbe Lord's
mercies are new, every mormng. Our more pubUc gathering for
worship was, I hope, a spiritual benefit to some ; but tbe want of
uuited ffiUgence, and inward watcbfffiness, for tbe arising of
Ugbt, of life, and of prayer, is surely a hindrance from tbat
approach unto God, which tbe qffickoued soffi thirsts after."

To E. L.
"bih mo. 1826.
' 0 ! tbou tbat hearest prayer, uuto tbee sbaU all fiesli come ! '
AU have need of prayer. ' If my peoplcj wMcb are called by my
name, sbaU bumble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, I
vrill bear from heaven and forgive ! '
Josus, tbe Saviour, tbougb without sin, prayed oft-times, as we
read in tbe Scriptures ; He enjoined bis disciples, and all tbat
believe in, and foUow Him, to watcb and pray, tbat they enter not
into temptation. Tbe Spfrit of tbe Lord teacheth us to pray as
we ought, tbougb words may not be spoken. Maey Cappee."
" 5th mo. 7ih. First day. At botb meetings. Witb reverence
I record it ! my spirit was clothed^ witb lowly dependence on
tbat Power whence all our sure mercies come; and again
I thought a ray of light mUdly shone out of darkness,
and I saw tbat it was good to be patient under bumffia-
tion, wberein a wUUngness is wrought in us to suffer witb
tbose, who, in tbeir several stations in tbe spiritual famUy, are
labouring for tbe fresh arising of IKo and power in our meetings.
As we are a people who profess to have no dependence on

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outward ministiations, we, above all otber Christians, bave need
to cherish the spfrit of prayer, and an inward, reverent waitmg
for tbe renewal of our faitb, and for abffity to worsMp aright, and
to walk worthy of our profession from day to day ; otherwise our
meetings aro duU, heavy and vam pretensions.
11^^. I thought tbe meeting was favoured vritb tbe over
shadowing of that mercy which is ancient and new; but
bere, as in otber places, tbere aro comparatively few wbo make
tbe necessary sacrifices to attend these reUgious meetings in tbe
nuddle of tbe week ; of course, there is a great inffividual loss of
tbat spfritual consolation which would renew tho best Ufe.
13^^. Eervently prayed to be kept in tbe path of duty, bumble
and simple hearted, in no way presummg upon wbat I may
think I know, or over have known. — ^Paid a visit to an aged
man, in very precarious bealtb, yet cleaving to Ufe ; Ms eartMy
possessions, it is to be feared, are somewhat like chains, wbicb
fetter tbo spirit. 0 ! I hope those bonds may be loosed.
15^^. As my weak frame needs rest, I was convoyed about
tMee mUos. to S. R.'s, in a smaU, qffiet riUage. Tbe country is
beantKffi, bnt it is a cold, backward sprmg.
17^^. Surrounded, in tMs peacefffi spot, with rural sounds,
and simple variety, my bealtb seems to recrffit a Uttle.
19ih. Having bad about sixty sittings, it presses npon my
mind to have a meeting witb servants wbo live in Eriends'
famffies. 20th. Mentioned tbe subject to some friends, and notMng
discouraging arose ; but it ever seems a serious tMng to gather
an assemblage togetber. I desfre to keep lowly, and fearfffi, lest
in any wise, I shoffid do evil. Surely I do wrestle in prayer, as
far as I can understand wbat tMs means ; I do suppUcate, on tbe
bonded knees of my body, and in prostration of aU witMn me,
tbat fatherly compassion and mercy may keep me from enor, and
presumption, in thought, word and deed ! I bave no migbt or
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21st. First day. A large gathering. Love to souls, in tbe
offers of redemption from tbe bondage of sin, and of sanctffica
tion, witb access to tbe Throne of Mercy, by Cbrist, tbe new
and Uving Way to tbe Eatber, was a Uttle opened; and
counsel given to servants to be faitMffi in tbefr different stations,
not as eye-servants ; with some encouragement, to tbe sufferers
in tbe troubles of the present times, to endeavour after patient
subnUssion ; and tbat there may be a serious search, bow far
any bad Ughtly esteemed tbe Lord's mercies, m a day of
comparative prosperity. It may be, these very tMngs wMcb
seem against us, may eventuaUy work for good. I tbougbt
tbe meeting closed witb solemffity.
23rd. Walked a considerable ffistance, to visit a poor
family; I found the mother, an aged Eriend, witb two
daughters, in a smaU room, all tbat tbey bad, except a shop
below it ; tbey were wasMng. On entering tMs Uttle dwoUmg,
I tbougbt there was a sweet consoUng eridence tbat the Son
of Peace was tbere; more precious tban tbe odour of rich
perfumes, or tban tbo rare curiosities wMcb adorn tbe apart
ments of the affluent. I was tbankfffi, and well repaid for
boffily toU.
2ith. Early occupied m serious consideration. 0 ! who
can set forth tbe secret pondorings of a heart, quickened iritb
desfre to know God, and to obey Ms wUl, concermng the
rational creation wbicb He bas formed, to fiU tbe right place
and aUotted station therein ! May tbe Spirit help my infirmities !
tbat I may ask aright for wisdom and understanffing m tbe
tMngs belonging to salvation. Surely I do wrestle for the
heaveffiy Gift, tbat leadotb into all truth, as it is in Josus !
not trusting to my ovra poor comprehension, wbicb sometimes
troubles and perplexes me, witb wbat comes to tbe outward ear ;
nevertheless I dare not but rely on tbe mercy wMcli kept
me in my youtMffi days, from time to time mauKestiug a gUmpse
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the gracious design to complete the work of sanctification and
redemption. 29^7*. Firsi day. At tbe moming mooting, my mind was
undor an unusual sense of ffistress, comparable to a tMck,
dark cloud, obstructing tbe strong consolations tbat are in
tbo faitb, and tbe truth, as it is in Josus tbe Redeemer, the
atoning sacrffice, accorffing to tbe Scriptures, wMcb record
my heart believes in; and I can, at times, joy and rojoice
witb full confidence in tMs salvation, for my own soffi aud
for tbe souls of aU wbo aro reconciled to God tbe Eatber,
tbrougb tbe meffiatorial offermg of Cbrist Jesus, Ms Son.
TMs dark and ffistressmg feeling in measure passed by, as
in mucb brokenness of spirit, and in tbe abffity given, I
spread it before tbose present; expressing my desfre tbat,
K any tender mind might be thus tried by tbe assaffits of
Satan, sucb miglit, witb me, bo fervent in prayer, untU we
bad an eridence tbat our Lord rebuked tbe evU spfrit, and
m mercy, strengthened and mcreased our faitb. In tbe evemng,
at tbo bonse of a friend, tbe same subject presented itseK;
my mind was brought into deep sympathy witb tbe m-
experienced wbo might be so tried; and counsel was given
to be stffl, and to wait m bumUity and reverent sUence, upon
God, tbat He nugbt be pleased more fffily to open tbo spiritual
understandmg ; tbat He migbt reveal Ms wffi m us, and give
us tbe knowledge of tbe Son, by wbom wo bave access to
tbe throne of Grace, witb CMistian boldness. I have a lowly
confidence tbat God tbe Eatber does and wffi teacb Ms bumble
obeffient, praymg cMlffien, by Ms Spfrit in tbefr hearts ; tbat
Ho wffl deUver out of spfritual ffistress, wben we are simple
enough to trast in Him, without bewUdering ourselves witb
tbe notions and opinions that are abroad in tbe world; and
K we cannot contend, or give strong reasons, for our faitb
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suffer for Him, we sbaU m duo time reign or triumph over Ms
enenues and ours.
I accompaffied a reUgious neigbbour tMs day, to visit tbe poor
women in tbe Houso df Correction ; about twenty sat down witb
us. I was affected at tbe yonthfffi appearance of some ; tbeir
inffiscrotion, witb its consequences, was set before them, and
supplication offered on tbefr bebaK. We afterwards went to tbe
town gaol; I only saw the women, and I tbougbt tbey were not
past feeling. We returned from tMs Uttle visit of cMistian
charity, not ffissatisfied. Tbere is a committee of females wbo
visit these bouses of confinement, to read the Scriptures, &c.
80^^. At the MontMy Meeting, I was engaged to set forth
wbat bad appeared to me comparable to bonds and fetters,
keeping tbe pure Spirit from arising into dominion. My spfrits
remam oppressed, and lowUness of mind is my portion ; tbougb
I feel no condemnation, wluch I consider a special favour. All
I ask is a peacefffi acqffittal, in having endeavoured to do wbat I
coffid ; tbe effect I would humbly leave, even wben sadness may
be my portion.
31^^. Took leave of this kind family, from whose ser
vants, as weU as themselves, I bave received mucb attention.
Mary Armitage accompaffied me to Mansfield, wbere I was
kmdly received.
Gth mo. 2nd. One of my young friends accompaffied me to tbe
abnsbouses ; six occupied by Eriends, and six by females not of
om society. 'A place for everytMng, and everytMng in it's place'
seems here exemplified ; and tbat but Uttle room is actuaUy
neeffiffi, wbere tbere is good order. AU was neat and clean ;
and I tbougbt I coffid livo, content and tbankfffi, in sucb
a spot, witb tbe love of God, and a sense of bis mercy m
Cbrist Jesns.
ith. First day. In tbe meetings, painful apprehensions
arose tbat some woro not bumble enough; tbat tbey had
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cavils about Scriptm-e doctrmes, and the simple testimonies of
experienced christians, wbo declare tbe Truth as it is m Jesus.
Wben thus tried, it is woU to wait tiU discernment is granted, so
as to divide tbe word aright. I bope seasonable caution and
counsel weve feelmgly deUvered. I took tea witb a dear old
Eriend, and we bad a sweet refresMng time togetber. Tbo spirit
of prayer seemed to be poured forth ; now tbat I am retired to
my chamber, tbe close of tbe eveffing, in tbe outward, appears
beautifffi; tbe settmg sun is bright, and aU around is calm;
nature is clothed m tmts of glory and lovelmess. 0 ! for sucb a
final close, spiritually, wben tbe soffi sbaU quit these changing
scenes. Gih. The MontMy Meeting was a time of favour; we
shoffid learn 4o be bumble and patient in times of distress, for
sucb times are occasionaUy brought upon tbe CMistian.
7ih. Had tbe gratffication of seeing my nephew and niece
Backhouse, on tbefr way from tbe Yearly Meeting, witb tbeir
daughters, tbe interview was precious tbougb short.
Sth. Took tea witb one of tbe Eriends at the almshouses; these
Uttle, neat, qffiet dweUings and humble inhabitants, seem pecu
Uarly smted to my present frame of spfrit. GodUness vritb
contentment trffiy is great gam. Most of tbe inmates appear to
prize tbefr happy lot, and to Uve in peace and good wffi, assisting
one anotber, as need requfres, in sickness, &c. I called on two
iiffirm, affUcted women, not members of our society ; one of tbem
bad kept' ber bed for two years. TMs dear old disciple spoke,
witb tenderness of spirit, of mercies in tbe nudst of long con
tmued helplessness and pain, and said sbe woffid not exchange
her situation witb tbo young, tbe healthy, and tbe tbougbtloss ;
ber ffim boUef was, tbat wben tbe right time came, ber Lord
woffid take ber unto HimseK. Anotber poor woman appeared
patient under mucb suffering, and expressed ber desfre to be
resigned to ber good Master's wffi. Ho bemg very mercKffi, and
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of consolation is witb tbo poor, in tbefr soUtary dweffings. TMs
charitable institution is a noblo instance of UberaUty; having
been bffilt and endowed by a townswoman, wbo bad accumffiated
property by keeping an inn, and baring often entertained
Quakers at ber bouse, sbe generously prorided for some' of the
poor among tbem; she likewise appomted members of our
Society as Trustees.
13^;^. Sat witb tMs interesting famUy. A caution to
avoid ffisputation on Scripture doctrines was affectionately
expressed. TMs caution bas arisen in my mmd from place
to place, and I bave no reason to tMnk tbat my plain ad-
momtions bave given offence; whatever may be tbe notions
wMcb prevaU, or may in future prevaU, tMs must be loft to
a superior controUing Power.
14^^. I tMnk I bave endeavored to fiU np my Uttle serrices
here, and tbat I may be favoured to depart m peace ; a reward
sufficient to satisfy.
15ih. My kind friends conveyed me to Chesterfield, and
left mo under tbe kind care of A. Storrs.
ISih. First day. Scarcely twenty at meeting. It is con
soUng to bave tbe gracious pronUse fulfilled that, wbere two
or tMee are gathered in tbe name of Jesus, tbey witness
Him to be in tbe midst, as tbefr Teacher.
20th. Tbe Quarterly Meeting fully attended, and mucb
seriousness prevaUed. Aftor parting with our friends, I felt
desfrous of proceeffing witb tbe family-visit, and I "went to
ffine witb two valuable friends, Wffiiam and Rachel Brantiugham,
wbo are in tbe station of Elders. Wo took tea at tbefr
manied daughter's. I bope tbere are good desfres in tbefr
hearts ; witb tbe young, there must be time for tbe bud, the
blossom and tbe fruit. Witb watcMffiness and prayer tbe
work wffi go forward.
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refreshed ; to me it was comparable to a corffial ffiop of GUead's
balm; a short but precious time !
23rd. Had an opportumty of commufficating some caution
and encouragement, from my own experience, to a young man
wbo has joined our Society. After we bave tasted tbat the Lord
is gracious, tbe injunction remains, Watcb and pray ! — I was
favoured witb abffity, tffis evening, vocaUy to ask for preservation
from all tbat can barm, in decUning years, wben weakness
and infirmity may mcrease. I asked not from a sense of
desert or wortMness, but that fatherly compassion and mercy
migbt crown our last days.
25th. First day. WUUam and Martha Smitb, wbo ar
rived yesterday, expressed their gratefffi sense tbat heavenly
Goodness was near, in our Uttle gathering, tMs mom
ing. In tbe afternoon, we bad tbe company of a con
siderable number of serious persons, wbo bad been invited to sit
witb us. Strength was given to pomt out the ffifference between
more profession with tbe Up and tongue, and tbat conversion or
cbange of heart, wrought by tho Holy Spirit revealed in the
soffi. It is not enough to coMess that CMist died for sinners ;
we must receive Him, and own Him by obedience, as a
Saviour, a Redeemer from sin, and a Leader into all
righteousness. 27^^. Arrived at the bouse of Josepb Wooley, a pleasant
situation at tbe extremity of tbe extensive village of Blyth.
28ih. A long ffiy season, and a fervid sun, seem to cause
considerable languor in animal and vegetable nature. I walked
iuto tbo viUago, and sat down witb a widow and ber son, in a
cool, retfred room. I felt conKorted in the timo of waiting on
tbe Lord togetber ; and again I am con&med in tbo beUof, tbat
it is good for us thus to visit one anotber, under tbe gently
constraiffing influence of CMistian lovo, sometMng Uke iron
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30^^. Mary Duffiey mentions, in ber journal, a meffical man
wbo behaved witb great kindness; be sent a post-chaise
four miles for US, and received us very hospitably at Bawtry.
On my intimating a desfre to sit down witb tbe fanffiy,
every arrangement was wUUngly made. Servants and in
mates came, and aU seemed serious. Tbe lanffiady of tbe
Crown, wbo gratefully remembered Mary Dudley, also joined
us ; and I believe tbo sweet influence of our Heaveffiy Eatber's
love was felt among ns. It is tbis alone tbat can do us
any abiffing good ! it is tbe fresb sense of tMs tbat com
forts my heart, renews my faith, aud encourages me to bold
on my way.
7th mo. 1st. A day of some rest, grateful to body and
mmd. My lot is in a kind, amiable famUy ; tbe daily care of
Uttle cbUdren, and tbe weU-regffiated exertions of parents, may
evidently be so ordered as to harmonise a whole famUy, and
to cffitivate tbat watcMul frame of spirit which mauKests our
dependence on a superior Power to teacb and guide us; a
Power tbat keeps us from evU, and promotes a sweet union
and affectionate accordance, wben met in famUies or social
companies. 2nd. Firsi day. In tbe evemng, tbe neighbours having
beeu mvited, a large number came. I was particffiarly im
pressed witb the serious countenances of tbo men, wbo
mostly seemed of the class of labourers. Help was given to
declare our beUef m tbe doctrmes and testimonies of Holy
Scripture, concerning tbe bfrth, crucffixion, and resurrection of
tbe promised Messiah, tbe Sariour, and tbe propitiation for tbe
sms of tbe world, tbe sent of tbe Eatber, to redeem tbose wbo
boUove in Him, and wbo, tbrougb Ms grace, forsake tbefr sins.
Tbe gathering separated seriously, and thus, once more, my spirit
was reUeved.
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discipUne of tbe Society conducted witb so much good order,
where tbere wero so few.
Gth, At Meetmg, at Cbostei-field, I thought a sweet refresMng
silence ffid ns good.
7 th, Wiffiam and Eachel Brantingbam accompaffied me to
Ebenezer Bowman's, at One Ash, a remarkably secluded spot,
surrounded by tbe ffiversffied wonders of nature; tbe MUs,
the dales, and tbe caverns afford amplo scope for entertain
ment and instraction; tbis is in wbat is called tbe Peak
country. Although otber views occupy my mind, I cannot
but seo and admfre tbe beauties of nature.
Sth. Anotber day brmgs fresh dosfro to proceed m my
engagement. Some of.the more remote places, and ffifficffit
of access, soem to remain, and my strength is small; but I
bope for renewed belp.
9th. Firsi day. Attended tbe Mooting at Mony-asb.
Tbe vfflagers bavmg been invited to come in tbe evening,
tbe meetmg-bouse was fffied witb a qffiet company. I felt
tbankfffi in beUeving tbat there was a right sense of tbat whicb
alone can do our immortal spirits good, — tbe love of God in
Cbrist. 10th. Tbe friends bore are vory tenderly considerate and
Mnd. In tbe aftemoon, Ebenezer Bowman conveyed me to
BakeweU. 11 th. Eriends rose early, and wo set out, some on horseback,
and others in carriages, to attend tbe Monthly Meeting, beld at
tbe Bridge Inn, Matlock, about eight mUes off; tbo road is fine
and tbe country beautKul. I tbougbt tbe meetmg was a time of
encouragement, and of tender feeUng witb one anotber, in our
different aUotments. If I am but kept m reverence and goffiy
fear, fiffing up my appointed duties, domg neither moro nor loss
tban is requfred, and actmg under Dirine teacffing and power,
it is enough ; tMs is tbe daily concem of my heart, at bome
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We were somewhat disturbed by a noisy, indecorous party of
young peoplo ; and as tbey sat vritb tbe door open, I just stept
in and civUly asked K tbey woffid give mo leave to offer a few
tracts. Tbey wero civU in return, answering, 'Yes! surely;' but
tbey appeared young and thoughtless. I spoke a few yords
seriously to them, to wMcb tbey listened witb attention, and tbey
were afterwards moro qffiet in tbefr behaviour. On our learing
tbo inn, I observed some of tbem reaffing; possibly a little
Mnt dropped, even to tbe giddy, nnder feeUngs of tender com
passion, may not be altogether lost.
12;!,^. Visited a humble cottage, wbere a Eriend keeps a
Uttle school for tbe vfflage cMldren, some mUes from BakeweU,
TMs Eriend bas mado a largo coUection of tbe spars and minerals
wbicb abound in tbo neigbbourbood, and be kinffiy gave me
some specimens. I left this Uttle soUtary family with tbe
conviction that heaveffiy kindness is spread abroad, in a way not
to be circumscribed by our Umited apprehension. Came to One
Ash, in wbat seemed to me a boisterous blast, but wbat is bere
considered a refresMng breeze. Very diversified are our local
situations and our habits. There is instruction in aU.
13th. Two female Eriends, travelUng witb certificates, arrived
late, witb tbefr guides ; an adffition of four, besides thefr borses.
15 th. After tbe Scripture reaffing tMs mormng, a reviving
sense of mercy and goodness being near, shed a precious feeUng
over us, to wbicb L. S. bore ber testimony. I ventured to
inform E. Bowman tbat a tender foeUng toward tbe servants
employed botb in in-door aud out-door business, induced me to
inqufre if it woffid be easy to coUoct tbem, wbicb I left undor Ms
consideration. A poor woman walked five mUes, in order
to have an opportunity of sitting in reUgious retfrement witb us.
16th. First day. TMs morffing tbe servants were coUected,
and we sat down about fourteen in number. Tbe umversal love
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to rirtue, reveaUng tbe Spfrit of CMist, as a light, and a leader
out of darkness and ignorance, was spoken of. After attenffing
meetmg, on my preparing to leave this kind family, I was
pecuUarly comforted, cheered and encouraged, by E. Bowman and
Ms wKe proposmg to accompany and convey me, from place to
place, tMougb tbefr borders. — ^We traveUed slowly along
togetber, making ffivers visits, tffi we came to Thomas Hewitt's,
at Heanor.
21st. Tbe chapter in tbe Scriptures wMcb was read in the
morffing, was succeeded by a solemn pause, during wMcb the
truths tbat wo bad beard seemed to open a riew of tbo awful
effects of ffisobedience, hardness of heart, and unbelief, from
whence proceed aU imagmable wickedness and deeds of darkness ;
turffing from this dismaying scene to wbere Light, LKe and
Mercy sMno, and are foUowed by acts of obeffience, bow cheering,
bow consoUng is tbe hope set before us ! We came on
to Derby, having visited tbo scattered famUies of Eriends,
upon tbo way from Ono Ash, in tbefr solitary dweffings.
22nd. A day of weakness, but, I cherish tbo bope that all
wMcb may seem agamst us, may work togetber for tbe furtherance
of our faitb, &c. Just now, I seem entfrely ignorant as to my
futuro movements, tbougb I can soo no way of escape without
going into tbe famffies of Eriends bere.
24^^. I bave an affectionate invitation from Susan Greaves,*
of Stanton ; also ono from S.E. Cburcb, teacher in tbe Moravian
Congregation at Ockbrook. I feel gratefffi for tffis CMistian
attention, and disposed to accede to tbeir wishes; but other
engagements are now in riew. Came to Castlo Donmgton.
25^^. Several friends camo from Nottingham to tbe MontMy
Meeting. ' I beUove it was mutually gratKying to see eacb otber ;
and it was a yet greater favour to experience tbe renewed evidence
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of a Eedeemer's love, by wMcb tbe lowly-nUnded were refreshed
and comforted, on their pilgrunage to tbe promised land.
29a. I may thankfuUy say, I bave boon helped every
way, as occasion requfred; and I consider as a pecuUar
favour, tbe calmness wMcb clothes my nund. Tbere is
much instruction in tbo various deaUngs of our heaveffiy
Eatber, in order to convince ns of our siffiuMess, and of our
need of redemption tMougb tbe atomng sacrifice. How variously
and bow wonderfully, tbo work of repentance and faitb is begun
and carried on, if not wUfffily rejected, even in tbe heart of tbe
poor, tbe solitary, and tbe uffieamed in tbis world's wisdom ! Up
and down, wbere I bave been, sickness, affiiction and trouble
seem to bave been tbe means of spiritual instruction, by
looseffing tbe strong bond of natural attachment to eartMy
things. Sth mo. 2nd. In a soUd mooting for worsMp, I took
a CMistian fareweU of my friends, in, mucb tenderness. In
tbe evening, camo about six miles, to a place where I
was corffiaUy received, into a largo fanffiy of cMlffien and
grandcMldren. Srd. Accompaffied my friend to tbe rillage, to make calls on
tbe sick and poor. I tbougbt, as we sat to wait npon tbe Lord
witb a poor cottager, that tbere was a heart-bumbling sense of
heavenly kindness, as a token of acceptance of tMs almost soUtary,
and in tbe riew of Mgb professors, tMs despicable way of seekmg
tbe Lord.
ith. Tbe mormng cMefly occupied in private retfrement,
and serious conversation. TMs was succeeded by some
trial; tbere being a large mixed company at dmner. It was
ratber a thoughtless assemblage; and although not designedly
indecorous, mirth and lerity became frksome to some of us. I
ventured, witb deference to tbe master of tbo bouse, to ask leave
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then expressed my ideas of rational cheerfulness, and of a gratefffi
participation of tbe bounties liberally bestowed for our boffily
refresbment, wMcb no buman skffl conld produce, seemg tbat
no man can cause a grain of wheat to grow and fructify ; shall
we tben eat and ffimk, and forget tbe Power tbat suppUes
our need ! SometMng of tMs sort was said, and listened to
witb a degree of attention ; and possibly it may recur at a future
day. I felt mucb for my kind friend, whoso situation appeared to
mo vory trying. In tbe eveffing we went together to tbe vffiage
and sat down in a cottage ; many came m and behaved quietly,
and I felt an openness for expressing sometMng on tbe faitb and
practice of our Society. We parted in corffial good wUl.
5th. After an opportumty qf reUgious retfrement witb my
dear friend and some of tbo servants, I took my leave and
returned to Derby.
Gth. First day. Somo strangers wero at the meetings. Our
simple mannor of worship baring notMng of external attraction,
and reverent waiting on tbe Lord in sUenco being Uttle under
stood, tbose wbo como among us from curiosity, or in order to
bear, are Ukely to be ffisappointed.
7 th. Commenced risiting tbe families.
10^. I felt very low, and unfit to minister to others ; but in
sitting witb a poor, workmg man tMs eveffing, tbe UveUness and
tendemess of Ms spirit were a belp and comfort to me. Tho day
closed in a tbankfffi calm.
14^. Fi/rst day. Sat witb a pious poor man from tbe
country ; there aro several of tMs class wbo attend our meetmgs,
and I tMnk tbey belp to keep aUve tbe sacred flame of devotion
among us.
16^. Went six nules to visit tbe Morarian settlement at Ock
brook. S. E. Churcb is connected witb our fanffiy tMougb my aunt
Cbase ; be and Ms wKe were truly Mnd, ahd I felt a secret uffity
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separated in love, and a sweetness, best known to Cbristian
beUevers, as being one in heart, seeking tbe Lord Jesus.
nth. Tbe meeting at Derby proved a tune of solemn parting ;
my heart was contrited in a view of tbe steps tbat I bad been led
to take. Goodness and mercy bave kept me staid upon my best
Helper, etemal in tbe beavens ; and my spirit bows, in reverence
and tbankfffiness, as witb my mouth in tbe dust; beUeving
tbat it is of tbe Lord tbat no condemnation . disturbs my
lowly peace.
20ih. Firsi day. Loughborough. Tbe neighbours bemg
inrited, a large number came to meeting in the evemng. I was
surprised at tbe extension of condescenffing mercy, in opening
gospel doctrine, aud Scripture testimony, respecting tbe consola
tions wMcb are in Jesns, Ms redeeming love, and Ms atoffing sacri
fice, as well as Ms Ugbt, Ufe and power, now revealed in tbo hearts
of tbe cbUffien of men, to turn tbem from darkness unto Ugbt,
to create a clean heart and renew a right spirit witbin tbem. This
is tbe reUgion we profess ; K wo walk inconsistently, unmindfffi of
prayer and watcMulnesss, condemnation must rest upon us.
21si. Took tea witb a poor fanffiy ; I beUeve tbo IKe of pure
roUgion binds tbem togetber ; and we were refreshed in tbe sense
hereof, though tbey are among the lowly ones, having Uttle of
this world's goods.
22nd. Eeceived tbe affecting aocount of tbo deatb of dear
Mary Lloyd, formerly Dearman. A short time ago, sbe was
young and lovely, gentle and engaging. Her spfrit, I consoUngly
hopo, is now clothed with purity, and admitted into tbe kingdom
of rest, to join tbo redeemed. Occupied in visiting several poor
famffies, some of whom occasionally attend our meetings ; among
tbem is a tenderness of spirit wortb cherishmg. I wish tMs care
may ever be observed among us, as a people professing good-wUl
to aU.
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liberty to leave tMs place, I proceeded to Leicester. It is not
easy to set forth tbe thankfulness of my nund in being thus
brought m safety, and without a painfffi foeUng of wfflffi omission
or commission, tMoughout my many weary stoppings, and my
long absence from bome. Tbougb m a weak stato of body, my
mind seems to be resigned to enter into farther exercises, K sucb
bo tbe wffl of Him whoso servant I desire to be ; His wUl being
my sanctffication.
29i^^. Entered on a visit to tbe famffles at Leicester. I am
weU aware tbat tbere is no advantage in dwelUng witb or upon
my own weakness, or surely I fool unfit agam to enter on sucb an
arduous duty ; bnt tbe woKaro of my CMistian feUow-traveUers
is more important tban my own oase, my bealtb or my natural
Ufe, K I may offiy be enabled to band a Uttle help.
Slsi. We read tbat our Lord and Sariour often witbffiew
from tbo multitudo and prayed ; and tbat He condescended to
teacb bis ffisciples bow to pray. Wby is it, — bow is it, tbat wo
Uve so Uttle m tbe spirit of prayer ?
9ih mo. Srd. First day. A day of mucb exertion. In tho
mormng meeting tbere was an earnest pleading with tbose of our
religious Society, tbat tbe Ugbt, tbe Me, and tbe power of godUness
nugbt sbme, witb increasmg brightness, among us; that our
upright, conscientious deaUng, in aU our concerns, our cout
sistency and genmne plainness, tMoughout our IKe and manners,
might shew forth to others tbat we wore taught in tbe school of
CMist. In tbe aftemoon, many of tbe neighbours sat witb us,
when tbo mnversaUty of tbe mercy and love of our Almighty
Eatber was feebly set forth.
11^. Preparing to leave my Mnd friends hero, witb tbe
intention of bolffing a mooting, at Hinckley. I was favoured
witb an opportunity for freely commufficatmg, to a young meffical
man, some impressions on my mind, wMcb appeared to be woU
received ; tMs was an unexpected relief, and coiffirmed me in tbe

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persuasion tbat it is weU to wait, in tbe patient belief, tbat for
every right tMng, tbere is a right time.
12ih. Eavoured witb quietness, in looking towards my departure
bence; and before learing bad an opportunity of reUgious retfre
ment witb tbe servants, to my satisfaction. I feel for servants.
ISih. Ann Heaford kindly accompamed me to tbe Crown, at
Hinckley. She has long been acquainted vritb tbe landlady of
tMs large, weU regffiated establishment, wbo seemed to consider
it a pririlege to spend part of tbo eveffing witb us.
Iith. We also bad ber company at our Scripture readmg,
after breakfast, to our conKort. Somo sober people attended tbe
meeting, and our reUgious principles, as founded on tbe gospel
tidings of IKe and salvation, tbrougb Josus Cbrist, were in
measure set forth. After partiug from my friends iu tenderness
of spirit, I came to Coventry, baring accompUshed my en
gagement." Thus closed tbe labours of tMs devoted servant, as far as
regards travelUng in tbo work of tbo miffistry ; aud boro also
ends ber own ffiary ; but, as long as sbe was able to pen an
occasional memorandum, and to correspond witb ber friends, tbe
effusions of ber heart and pen gave undoubted proof of ber growth
m grace, wMle tbo genffine frffits of tbo Spirit were abundantly
brought forth in ber consistent, bumble, daUy walk.
Tbo reader is now presented witb such extracts from her letters,
&c., as appear best calcffiated to demonstrate ber progress in tbat
path wMcb sMnotb more and more unto tbo perfect day. Tbe
first extract is from a letter to one of ber nieces, written before
sbe reached ber bome, from tbe joumey tbe particulars of wMcb
have just been given. "Warwick, 9ihm,o. 2iih, 1826.
Tbou mayst surely tbink tbat I bave lingered on my way,
when tbou soest this date ; but I beUeve I may venture to say.

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I coffid not make basto. My attention was turned to tbe poor,
and abnost unknown ones, in soUtary dweffings and lonely
cottages. 0 ! bow condescenffing Goodness sMnos, at times,
Uke tbo onUvenmg snn, upon tbe pemtent, bumble, Mdden
CMistian believer ! Tbo retrospect of such times as tbose,
during my journey, is consoUng and encouraging; and now,
at tbe close of tMs engagement, reverence, tendemess and
lowUness of mind, are tbe sweet reward of tMs Uttle deffica
tion. It is enough ! I ask no more.
Maey Cappee."

332 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. [1827.

CHAPTER XII.
MBMOEANDA.  BXTEACTS OF LBTTEES, ETC.  DEATH OF HEE
FEIEND H. EVANS, AND OF M. C.'s ONLY SISTEE.
To M. S.
"14, Dale End, Bfrmingbam, 1st mo. Srd, 1827.
My long loved Eeiend,
We Uve to see various events and changes, but we do not
forget our dear, unseen feUow-sojoumers in a state of probation,
and in what is at times a weary pUgrimage. Although it is
ordered by our heavenly Leader, tbat our path tMougb tbe
wilderness Ues bidden from each other, surely tbere are favoured
seasons of sweet union in spfrit. While each is pursffing tbe
manKested way of duty, tbe port, tbo haven of rost, ever
aimed at, and sometimes in marveUous mercy opened to our
riew, seems to bind together tbe ffisciples of tbe one Lord.
My mental feeUngs have of late been various; I desire to
bear, witb patient, bumble submission, tbe purKying &o, tbougb
I may bo again and again cast mto tbe furnace. I am
satisfied tbat my Redeemer, tbe Son of God, Uveth, and
tbat, through Him, my soul will live also.
Maey Cappee."

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To K. B.
"Dale End, 2nd mo. 5th, 1827.
Many are tbe ponderings of my mind, on tbo important and
deeply interestmg subject of tbe Mdden evUs of tbo heart. My
late reflections bave been, tbat tbe subjugating power of Divine
Grace, as it does mncb for tbe obeffient soffi, gives a qffick sense
of evil ; mauKostmg tbe exceeffing sinfulness of sin, and separat
ing tbo precious fr-om tbe vUe.
Sih. I bave been prevented from foUowmg the tram of my
thoughts, so as to commumcate tbem to tbee, yet I desire to teU
tboo a Uttle of tbo path I now tread. SeK-reduction is a bard
lesson to most of us ; after years of reUgious profession, and even
sacrifices not a few, some natural propensities stUl cleave close ;
and we may not be fuUy aware of tbefr power uffiess occasion
stfrs tbem up. It is easy to conclude tbat aU is well, wben no
temptation presents, — no provocation of temper arises; but I
bope my late meffitations bave tended to increase my faitb, my
reverent, bumble confidence, in tbe mediatorial sacrifice of
redeeming love. Tbo unfathomable mystery I willingly leave;
and witb tbankfuMess, cling to tbo tMngs revealed to my under
stanffing. I tMnk I bave oven recently seen, tbat when we are exercised
in our Cbristian warfare, witb deep humffiations, in tbe coiffiict
of natme witb Grace, it is, at times, a preparation for some
unforeseen trial or privation. Tbe spfrit being hereby contrited,
and tbo heart bumbled, there is a submission wrought, a lowly
bending under the band tbat afflicts, and to tbe Power tbat for
giveth sins, tbat healeth aU our mental diseases.

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To M. S.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. 27th, 1827.
A short time back I bad not a tbougbt of so soon takmg my
seat by your fire side. I anticipate being in my old corner; bear
in mind tbat I am not a stranger, nor a visiter for a day offiy. I
hope it is not presumption, wben I tMnk tbat it is Cbristian
love wMcb gently constrains mo to leave my home and
my dear friends bore, in order to mamfest, m person, the
best desfres tbat I am capable of forming, for my young
friends, tbat in tbeir oarly stops, and in tbe progress of tbeir
pUgrimage, tbey may ever keep in view, tbe redeemmg, tbe
sanctifying power of God tbe Eatber, revealed tMough Cbrist
Jesus tbe Son ; as testffied of, in tbe Scriptures, from Genesis
to Revelation. MjWiy Cappee."
To THE Same.
"Bfrmingbam, 5th mo. 18th, 1827.
My DEAR Eeiend,
I bave not forgotten you ; I bave a pleasing recoUection
of tbe aftemoon spent, under your roof, vritb T. D. &c.
'Tis sweet ; yea ! like unto precious oil, wbicb gently flows
over all, and smooths tbe rough surface, wben we are favoured
to feel tbe influence of Cbristian lovo, tbat love wMcb tMnketb
no ovU, but hopeth all things, even in dark and gloomy
days, looking with an eye of faitb, beyond tbose troubles and
offences tbat do come, and wiU come upon us in tMs world.
I mucb vrisb to know bow dear Canffia BurUngbam is; sbe
is a patient sufferer, and I bave no doubt but tbat bor Lord

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is pmifying ber immortal spfrit, for an admittance into Ms
glorious kingdom, where notMng shall any moro offend. My
dear love to tbem all. To tby husband, thyself, and tbe dear
chUdren, witb tbefr kmd governess; I tMnk I need not say
mucb in order to assure you of my love unfeigned. WbUe I
write and tMnk of you, my spfrit breathes tbe petition, to the
Eatber of Mercies, tbat He would never forsake you, but lead
you in a plam path, keep you, witb my own soffi, from evil,
sanctify us tbrongbout, and clothe our spirits witb the fine Unen,
clean and wMte, tbat wo may be fit compaffions for tbe
redeemed. My soffi longs for tMs complete work.
EareweU, Mary Capper."
In tbo 12tb month Mary Capper attended tbe Quarterly
Meeting beld at^ Coventry, and went to Warwick, wbere sbe
"writes : — "12ihmo. 2iih, 1827.
Eound my dear friend, Hannab Evans, recovering from some
alarming symptoms of apoplexy ; wo secretly enjoyed our mutual
intercourse, in precious unity of spfrit."
On tbo last day of tbe year, Mary Capper wrote thus :
To HER Niece K. B.
" 12ih mo. Slsi, 1827.
My beloved Niece,
I am incUned to beUevo tbat wo botb accede to tbe tratb tbat
it is woU for tbose wbo can look back, uncondemned, on tbe past
year, and recount tbeir mercies. Witb bumffity and contrition

336 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPEE. [1828.
we may see, imd mourn over our omissions and commissions, our
defects and in&mities ; to tbis vory day I am as weak, of myself,
as tbe least babe ; by watcMng unto prayer, is my faitb renewed,
my bope of entfre sanctffication, and of salvation.
I dare not cherish ffismay or ffiscouragement, tbougb I secretly
mourn, in times of deep humffiation; but with reverence and
tbankfffiness, my heart owns tbo mercies of God in Cbrist Jesus.
O ! bow unspeakable is tbe favour wben we stumble not at those
tMngs, wMcb, as yot, wo do not comprehend, but with reverent
fear, keep low, and patiently wait for farther iUunUnation. May
presumptuous disputation ever be kept from us, and from
entering tbe thoughts of a rising generation !"
In the early part of 1828, Mary Capper visited her friend
Sarab Lamley, at Treffington ; and about tbe 14tb of 1st month,
went to Warwick, wbere sbe found ber long-loved friend Hannab
Evans mucb indisposed, aud concluded to remain witb her for a
time. It proved to be to tbo conclusion of ber course. Tbey wore
permitted many times of much enjoyment together, during
H. Evans's decUne, partaking of tbe sweets of true cMistian friend
sMp and love. Wliilo tbere Mary Capper beard of tbe deatb of
a friend to wbom sbe was mucb attached, respecting wMcb event
sbe wrote to R. and E. C. as foUows. "Warwick, 1st mo, 25th, 1828.
My kind Eeiends,
On aU occasions I witness your prompt exertions and affec
tionate desfres to serve aud gratKy me. Wbat sbaU I render for
tbo continuation of mercies wMcb I consider as flowing from a
far purer source than any good iu me ! I wrestle in tbe spfrit of
prayer, tbat a tbankfffi heart may crown every blessing so gra
ciously bestowed. Tbe details respecting our late, endeared
friend bave been perused with no common feelings, tbe tbougbts

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of my heart bave been nigbt and day occupied on the solemn
subject. 0 ! that ton thousand times ten thousand may be
gathered to tbo standard of tbe CMistian faitb, the faitb in wMcb
tMs, our MgMy favoured friend, lived and died ; in the glorious
hope of salvation, through CMist Jesus, wbo shed Ms blood
for smners ! To see bow a CMistian can die is a privilege ;
but to die tbe death of a cbristian, clothed witb tbe light,
and Ufe of our Mediator and Advocate witb the Eather,
0 bow glorious ! "
In a memorandum made at Warwick, Mary Capper says,
respecting H. Evans, " I was favomed witb strength to attend
my beloved friend in tbe last conffict of nature, which was suf
fering in tbo extreme, from sickness, &c. so that I was thankful
when it ceased. Sbe died on tbe 13tb of second month, 1828 ;
and although I bave to mourn the painful void, I am thankfffi
too for tbe retrospect of onr precious union and feUowsMp."
Mary Capper attended the Yearly Meeting tMs year, and
remained in and about London tffi tbe seventh month, visiting
hor friends and relations. Her offiy sister, Rebecca Tibbatts
was tben in poor health; and on tbe 5th of tbo 7th
month, ' she departed tbis Me, at tho bouse of one of
bor sons, who bad long mado her a conKortable bome, and
been affectionately attentive to ber. M. C. was mucb gratified
m being occasionaUy witb them, and in witnessing thoir mutual
attachment; she also was comforted in the belief, that it
migbt be said of her dear sister, wbo bad bad many sore tribu
lations, tbat ber last days were ber best days. Sbe ffied meoMy
confiding in bor Sariour, aud exclaumng, ' Happy, happy,
happy!' Thus rapidly was Mary Capper stripped of ber near relations
and friends ; but tbrough aU, sbe was enabled to confide, and
to rejoice, in Hun who bad attracted hor to Himself in early

338 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPEE. [1828.
IKe, and for wbom sbe bad been enabled to give up aU. He
proved Himself to be to ber a never-faiUng Eriend, abmgbty to
console and support.
Sbe was mucb tried, wbUe in London, by tbe serious UMess of
ber faitMffi servant, Hannab Simms, wbo bad Uved witb ber
eight years, and whom sbe bad taken to town witb ber as
ber attendant. H. Simms was, witb difficffity conveyed back to
Birmmgbam, to wMcb place Mary Capper also returned in tbe
8tb month; on tbe 23rd of tbat mouth, H. Simms breathed
ber last; mucb regretted by ber affectionate mistress, tbougb
sbe writes on tbe subject, " I was favoured witb a calm, lowly
resignation of my wffl to tbat Divine Power wbo reigns over
aU, and wbo orders all tMngs weU. My kmd and attentive
friends, R. and E. C. propose my being thefr inmate for a few
days, and E. C. witb tbe affection of a relative, came for me. I
have some consoUng ground to beUeve tbat dear H. Simms bas,
for somo time past, boon under tbe refining band and power of tbe
Redeemer, wbo prepares a place for all tbose tbat patiently abide
tbe fire and sword, sent to separate tbe precious from tbe vile.
Her bope of salvation was fixed on tbe immutable Rock of Ages,
and tMs Rock is CMist."
An awfffi visitation of fever was permitted tMs year at
Ackworth School, and many wbo attended tbe General Meeting,
wore made partakers of tbe affliction. Rebecca Dickenson, a
lovely young woman, tbe daughter of Barnard Dickenson, of Coal
brookdale, took tbe fever tbere, and died, after about twelve
days' Ulness, at Darlington, wbere sbe bad gone on a visit to tbe
bouse of John Backhouse, whose young people also took tbe same
complaint at Ackworth. WbUe tbey continued straggUng with
tbe fever, Mary Capper wrote to ber mece Katharine Backhouse
as foUows :

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"Bfrmingbam, 9ih mo, 5th, 1828.
My dear Niece,
Yesterday I received tbe affecting account of your trials ; my
own sink in tbe scale, as of minor weight, save offiy, as in some
sort, they fit my heart and spirit to outer into sympathy witb tbo
afflicted. 0 ! bow sweet and confirming wben tbe young
Cbristian beUever, thus caUed away by tbo Lord at tbe early
dawn of tbe day, can ompbaticaUy testKy ber offiy trust, ber
hope and ber joy, to bo m a Redeemer, a Saviour from sin and
its condemnation ; bow tMs encourages us to press forward, though
we may momn tbe privation ! Tbe dear friends wbo bave been
bereaved may aUowably indffige a tender sorrow, but I bope tbey
wUl bo comforted by tbo evidence of thefr dear cbUd bemg safely
landed. Eor you and your cMlffien, affecting as the event bas
been, and paiMul as is tbe uncertainty wMcb stffl rests on tbe
future, my faitb points to tbe Rock of our salvation, trusting
tbat tbe sustaiffing arm of Divine belp wiU be underneath, in tbe
trials of each succeedmg day. Your dear Ann, in her weak, low
and suffering stato, with sonow around, may prove a favoured
scholar in the school of CMist, ber Redeemer. TMs sickness,
not being unto death, may be to tbe manKestation of the power
and glory of God."
Ann Backhouse, ffid apparently recover from tbo fever, but
symptoms of consumption showed themselves oarly in tbe follow
ing year ; and Mary Capper thus writes to her afflicted parents :
" Srd mo. llth, 1829.
Vory many aro tbe trials, and various tbe provings of faitb and
resignation at tffis day ; but sbaU we caU in question tbe doaUngs
of Omnipotence, in whatever is brought upon bis servants?
y2

340 MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1829.
Rather may we unite in prostration at Ms footstool, suppUcating
tbat neither tMngs present nor yet to como may shake our
CMistian confidence. Entire reduction, perfect submission to
tbe Refimer's power, seems in my view a groat work, a work of
wonder, but a needfffi work; for bore mdeed, no flesb can
glory. My kmd nephew ! tby commuffication of affection and
imity is trffiy acceptable ; surely it is weU thus to encourage one
anotber. Tbe decUning health of your endeared cMld is mdeed
affecting ; a rose in tbe bud is no small sacrffice ; bnt to bloom
in perfect beanty sheltered from tbe storm and blast, O ! bow
cbeermg to tbe CMistian beUever is tbe prospect. We may
weep, but tbere is a balm to moUKy our wounds. Your precious
cMld is gently dealt witb, to be thus kept, by tbe power of
redeeming love, patient and calm, and no way ffismayed at tbe
apprehension of an early ffismissal from the world, ' witb life's
bitterness untried.' Tbe God of aU consolation, wbo comforteth
tbose tbat are cast down, be witb you, and mauKest bis power, in
a day of trouble."
To M. S.
" Bfrmingbam, 5ih mo. 1 1 a, 1 8 2 9 .
My kindly partial Eeiend,
I woffid reUovo tboo from tby soUcitude as to my health, wMcb
is improving. 0 ! for sanctffication of spfrit ; I fool far short of
tMs ; and no doubt it is safe to be bumbled at tbe Redeemer's
feet ; wbat else can keep us from faUing, tMougb tbe power of
temptation sffitod to our various temperaments. Let us pity the
fallen, and fear for ourselves. To tby dear husband's sister,
undor soUcitude for tbe sight of ber eyes, so precious a gKt, I
wish to express tho lovo and sympathy of a feUow pUgrim toward
the Celestial City, wbere tbere is no darkness at aU !
Maey Cappee."

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To B. C. AND M. C.
IN LONDON AT THE YEAELY MEETING.
"Warwick, 5th mo. 2Sih, 1829.
My kindly inteeested Eeiends,
WhUst you are mot in a large number, for tbe belp and
strengtbeffing of tbe different members, implormg tbat boaUng
babn, wMcb can comfort tbe mourners and cure tbo wounded, tbe
soUtary ones may also bave their portion of exercise m spfrit. I
believe my right place was witb tbose left at bome, stripped of
many, whose countenances and belp are missed ; bowever, it is
perhaps wisely ordered, as it breaks our dependence upon buman
aid, tbat our faitb may be increased. It is likely tbat you woffid
hear of the deatb of John Wbiteboad. I felt bound to attend
tbe interment, for wMcb purpose I camo to Warwick ; you, my
dear friends, may judge tbat it was no light matter to me, to sit
as ono alone, to be gazed at by a vory large concourse, but my
mind was kept calm. 0 ! bow condescenffing is our heaveffiy
Eatber. Can wo, Ms poor cMlffien, bo too bumble, too
watcMul ! I bope wbat was spoken was right ; no condemnation
rests npon my spfrit, wMcb I consider a great favour.
Maey Cappee."
To C. B. C.
"Leicester, 7ih mo. 1829.
I have abundant cause, witb reverence, to acknowledge tbat all
tlungs needfffi to my comfort are provided for me ; Uring as in
tbe bosom of affectionately attached friends, what can I desire
moro, but an mcrease of humility and of tbankfffiness, and of
watcMul obeffience to tbe beneficent author of aU our mercies.

342 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1830.
Tby love is very precious to me; it is a sweet corffial, in
lengthened years, to lovo and be beloved. May we continue
to look straight on, toward tbo mark for tbo prize of our Mgb
caffing, unffismayed by tbose tMngs tbat are brought upon
us, in our pilgrimage journey." To the Same.
"Dudley, llih mo. iih, 1829.
Tbe report from your dear parents is traly acceptable ; the
retrospect of years gone by, wben, in our youtMffi vigour, we
joyed togetber, and exchanged Uvely tokens of affection, seems to
touch a tender chord yet in tune, and raises tears ; not tears of
murmur or regret, ah no ! but of grateful recollection, tbat
endurmg Mercy bas kept us from tbe broad way of destruction,
and in adorable compassion, forsakes not in old age. In
sickness, weakness and suffering, when mental and bodUy powers
faU, 0 ! bow consoUng is tbe boUef tbat tbe arm of Omffipotenco
sustains us, sanctifies every dispensation, and prepares Ms cMldren
for a glorious immortaUty, — a purchased possession for tbo ran
somed and redeemed of tbe Lord. Mary Capper."
Early in the year 1830, Mary Capper went to Coventry, wbere
she was detained by a lingering iUness, tbe effect of a cold.
WbUe tbere sbe wrote. To J. AND K. B.
" Coventry, 2nd mo. ith, 1830.
I sbould not now, perhaps, call to mind your days of sorrow,
in the bereavement, and in tbo deposit of tbe remains of your
beloved cbUd among strangers ; but, witb you my dear relatives.

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I have a gratefffi remembrance of tbe mercy mixed witb
tbo ffispensation, by tbat gracious Being who fitted and
emancipated tbo soffi of tbe young Cbristian for heaven. T
seem gently impressed to commufficato tbe language wMcb
arose m my heart, ou readmg tby testimony, my dear ffiece,
corroborated by others wbo knew sometMng of tho Ufe and
maimers of your precious chUd; tbe language stffl arises with
freshness, Happy, happy spirit ! so early released from a mortal
tabernacle. May wo not say, favoured to know comparatively
Uttle of Ufe's bitters, and spared tbe many confficts wbicb, m tbo
aUotment of unerring Wisdom, tbe wrostUng spfrit bas to endure,
in IKe's protracted, lengthened span. But wbo sbaU say to
tbe righteous Judge of tbe whole earth, Wbat doest Tbou ?
O ! for a caUn and qffiet mind, to live by faitb, a simple faitb
tbat asks not wby or wherefore, nor requfres sensible tokens,
but receives tbe transient gleams of good, from tho most excellent
Glory, witb deep reverence aud gratitude. TMs is wbat my
spirit presses aftor, not as bavmg attamed, but I dare not
halt, tMougb unbeUef. Your lonely situation, m a foreign land,
may be blessed; you and your dear cbUdren may seek and
find, by patient waitmg for it, tbe refreshment wMch cometh
from tbe presence of tbe Lord. *
I am almost weary with writmg, and bave not yot noticed your
pleasant prospects, myrtles, orange trees, &c. tbe snow-girt moun
tams, and tbe volcano. Admfrable I doubt not ; bnt my Uttle bome
in Dale End sffits me bettor. I bope you may be favoured in due
time to return in peace to your own country and endeared friends."
On tbe tbe 29tb of tbe 3rd month, Mary Capper made tbe
foUovring memorandum :.
" I bave bad so mucb fever as greatly to reduce my strength,
* See notice of Ann Backhouse, in Memorials of deceased Friends, by
S. Corder.

344 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1830.
and am still nearly confined to my bod and chamber. TMs is a
trymg dispensation, tbougb made comparatively easy by many
mercies ; let mo gratefuUy acknowledge favours received !"
About tMs time sbe adffiessed these Unes to tbo friends where
sbe was staying :
To J. & S. C. while resident undor tbefr roof, in much
bodUy weakness. "Coventry, Srd mo., 1830.
As an individual incorporated into tbe Society of CMistian
beUevers, denominated Eriends or Quakers, not by education nor
mucb famffiar intercourse witb any of tbem, not in my minority,
but iu more advanced years of my IKo ; and having soon, witb
serious observation, it may be rather more variety of scenes and
manners tban falls to tbo lot of every private person, I may say,
tbat although I was ignorant and as easUy led into folly as my
associates, brought up in tbo same habits and ffissipations, tbere
were times wben I was led, in deep tbougbtfffiness, to query witb
myseK, Wbat is a profession of religion ? Hariug, at an early
age, gone tMough tbe forms of wbat is caUed our National
Cburcb, and witb reverence partaken of tbe outward and visible
sign of faitb in the blood of Cbrist, as an atonmg sacrffice,
oft-times it arose in my mind, Wbat has tbis done for mo ?
Does tbe inward and spfritual grace subdue my eril propensities,
and ffirect my steps into a path of circumspection and soK-denial,
consistent witb tbe promises mado for mo in my unconscious
iffiancy, and afterwards made Muffing, on my own responsibffity,
as I came of age to understand tbe nature and import of tbe
engagement ? I was aware tbat tbe ceremony was but a shadow
of tbe substantial good.
I simply relate my own experience, impUcating nono ; ' to our
own master, wo must stand or fall.' Without a laborious

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investigation of tbe opimons of tbe various denominations of
CMistians, but not without sacrifices, Mndrancos and ffiscourage
ments, by Uttle and Uttle, not rashly, but after mature deUberation,
in simple obeffience to apprehended duty, I attended the reUgious
meetings of Eriends. To me, solemn and reverential was that
stiUness, tbat silence, wMcb seemed to busb every tbougbt. I
boUeve, tbat in tbis stUl calm, tbere is a renewal of spfritual
strength to bo known ; yea ! an offiargement of spfritual under-
standuig, in commumon witb tbe Eatber of Spfrits, which surely
is trae, spfritual worsMp. Thus, as an inffiridual, I was led step
by step, and found no difficffity in comprebendmg tbe ground
and consistency of adopting plamness of speech, bebariour and
apparel ; aU seemed consonant witb apostoUc counsel, evangeUc
doctrine, and tbe example of tbe early CMistian converts. A
corraption of language and of manners bas crept in, and is
adopted by many CMistian professors, in tbo present day. Tbe
Society of Eriends bavmg soen tMs, and bemg gathered in early
times as a ' people turned to a pure language,' I marvel not at
tbefr settmg a cautious guard against innovations.
A friend to consistency tbougb no ffictator, Maey Cappee.
N.B. It bas been remarked tbat tbe Romans were particffiarly
careful to preserve tbo purity of tbefr language. Tbe state itseK,
it seems, tbougbt it a subject so worthy of attention, tbat no
mnovation was aUowed, in tbefr pubUc acts, without permission.
Seneca gives it as a certain maxim, tbat when a false taste m
style or expression prevaUs, it is a sign of corraption of morals m
tbe people. (See Pliny's Letters, Book tbe Efrst.) Wby not
apply tbis to our present instruction ?"
Mary Capper appears to bave retnrned bome in tbe 4th
month, whence sbe writes.

346 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1830.
To M. S.
"Bfrmingbam, ith mo. SOth, 1830.
Express my affectionate remembrance to A. E. To her tMs is
a moumfffi bereavement ; but wbat can we do better for ourselves
aud others, in tbo day of trouble, tban in tbe exercise of bumble,
tbougb firm confidence m prayer, to cherish bope! 0 ! bad we been
a rightly praying people, surely so mucb declension bad not spread
among us. May tbere be, tbrougb a rising generation, a revival
of true spfritual mindedness.
My long confinement, at Coventry, under tbe kmdest possible
care, bas left me somewhat reduced ; but, tMougb aU, I was
passive like a weaned cMld, and even cheerful and thankful.
Ab ! dear M. tMs was nature subdued ; and now, at a
lengthened out day, my heart's most earnest desfre is to Uve
near to tbe subjecting power by wMcb tMs is effected; tbo
power, K I understand aright, of the cross of CMist.
Maey Capper."
To THE Same.
"7ihmo. 2Gth, 1830.
My very deae Eeiend,
Do accept a short but grateful acknowledgement of tby friendly
commimication, witb tbe mstructive memofr accompanying it. O !
tbat I may die tbe deatb of tbe faitMul, and tbat my end may be
Uke Ms ; may my close be calm, lowly and peacefffi ; but even tMs
it is best to leave to a faitbfffi, just and wise Creator. Death has not
always been ffisarmed of terrors, even to tbe upright, and I wish
to leave it to the Lord ; to wbom I desfre to resign soul and
body, witb aU that I have and all tbat I am. Lowly obeffience

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has consolations in tMs IKo, aud tbe bright beams of bope sometimes
break forth out of darkness ; so the safe path is perseverance.
Dear John PumpMey callod tMs morffing; be is a pleasant
picture of old age.

To K. B.
Bfrnungbam, 9th mo. Iiih, 1830.
In these places there bas been great strippmg; elders and
standard-bearers bave been taken from tMs scene of trial and
probation ; somo of tbefr successors bave turned from tbe nanow
path, and by imprudent marriages and other deriations, have
defrauded tbefr own soffis, and mingled tbefr cup of Mo witb
many bitters; added to wMcb, I consider it a serious wrong
to cMlffien's cMlffien.
If tbe Good Shepherd wero not ondmingly merciful, wbat
indeed shoffid we do ? but when tbe sorrowmg heart is bumbled,
in tbe bonse of sore bondage and m tbo land of captivity, wbere
tbe cruel enemy of all good bas carried tbem, tben K tbey cry
unto tbe Lord Uke captive Israel, 0! then, m pity, heaveffiy mercy
deUveretb tbem out of tbefr distresses. Some cfrcumstances
bave vory seriously affected me ; for although my view of mercy
is largo, yet it bows down my soffi to see mercies received and
Ughtly, esteemed. Bnt let me tum to a brighter prospect. There
are, I bope, not a few, witMn tbe borders of our own reUgious
Society, wbo prize tbefr privileges, and wbo bave tbe beart-
bumbUug, tendermg belief of tbe forgiveness of sins, and sanctffi
cation from sm, tMougb tbo mercy of God in Cbrist Jesus.
Tbose, witb my ovra soffi, watcb unto prayer, endurmg bardsMp,
as solffiers engaged in combat."
Maey Capper,"

348 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPER. [1832.
To THE Same.
"Birmingbam, 2nd mo. Iith, 1831.
My mucb-lovod ffiece ! perhaps never being m more sweet union
tban at tMs day ; having our senses exorcised to discern good
and evU, tMough tbat measure of mercy wMcb bas not left us to
perish in ignorance or unbeUef. Since I last wrote to tbee, I
have been almost a prisoner, from debility and loss of appetite.
I was nearly ready to conclude tbat tbe remaimng springs of
natural IKe were gently wearing away ; but a cMlffiike, cbeorfiil
confidence kept my spfrit cabn and unffisturbed. O ! wbat sbaU
I say of tbe free mercy tbat thus sustains me in Uvely faitb and
bope ; not for any deffication or faitMuMess in me. Ab ! no ;
I am a poor weak cbUd, an unprofitable servant, K ever I bave
doue ought of serrice iu our boly Saviour's bouse. Mercy is
my only plea for favour hero, aud for acceptance hereafter.
Again my bodUy vigour is a Uttle revived; it is tbo great
Creator's wiU, so may it bo to Ms gracious purpose. I dare not
foster a wiU of my own, knowing tbat I am weak and bUnd.
Tbe religions prospect of your kinsman James Backhouse, Ms
affectionate mother, Ms dear bereft cbUffien, are subjects of mucb
interest ; bnt aU centers in tbo wiU of God. We may rest in
gospel pronuses, whatever is given up for tbe sake of fulfilling
tMs requfring ; but what coffid bo tbe happiness of a CMistian
in disobedience, tbougb possessed of bouses, lands and kinffied ;
yea, of all tbat tMs world coffid give ?"
To THE Same.
"Birmingbam, ith mo. 7ih, 1832.
On tbe eleventh of tMs month, if my IKe be lengthened to tbat
morning, I sbaU have soen the end of seventy-seven years. I stffl

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feel as a cbUd, depending upon a tender Eatber's daUy mercies ;
upon Him wbo has taken my eartMy parents to HimseK, I
assureffiy beUeve. 0 ! tbe goodness and mercy tbat follows
their chUdren, yea, I doubt not tbeir cMlffien's cbUdren. My
dear Mother was a woman of prayer, private prayer ; tbo remem
brance is precious to tbis day ; in my early days bor influence led
mo to bow at tbo footstool of mercy, at least often to retire in
secret ; and in somo favoured seasons, I bad to shed sweet tears
of tenderness, arising from tbe desire to be good, for I was
aware of eril in my heart. Wbo can set forth the compassion
wMcb bas foUowed me, and does yet belp, teacb and comfort me !
tbat bas united me to a People whose genffine reUgions principios
satisfy every facffity of my soffi, and are my strong consolation,
witb hope in a Redeemer's love and power ; even tbat He
wffi complete Ms glorious work, and own me among bis
ransomed ones.
Mary Capper."

To J. AND S. Grubb.
"Bfrmingbam, 5ih mo. 25ih, 1832.
Dear John & Sarah Geubb,
Tbo salutation of an old friend, K in any sort it may be in tbe
newness of Ufe, I soem constrained to boUove, you wffi not
reject. Many years and many events bave passed, dear Sarab,
since our personal intercourse witb eacb other, and witb dear
friends m tMs place, now gathered to tbefr rost ; tbo remem
brance arises in liveliness beforo mo, no bitterness mingled there
with. Tbou wast then engaged witb dear, faitMffi, lowly-
nUuded Ann Baker; in my Uttle measure I loved you tben;
and I cherish tbo bope tbat, m tbe school of experience, my best
love increases, witb tbo increase of my uffion and feUowsMp witb

350 memoie op maey cappee. [1832.
tbe long-tried, faitMffi labourers, iu tbe present day of sKting, and
of deep plunges, even as in tbe pit of darkness, tumult and
ffismay. WeU, dear J. & S. Grubb, is it not a marvellous
mercy, tbat, as a people, we aro not forsaken ! Prophets and
prophetesses are yet raised up among us. May these go on in
tbe strength of tbe Lord. Accept tMs my poor offering of
affection m the seventy-eighth year of my pUgrimage, and permit
mo to add, tbat witb reverence and beart-contriting tbankfuMess,
I acknowledge tbo mercy tbat umted me to a reUgious people,
whose genffine principles of faitb in CMist Jesus, as a Meffiator, a
sacriflce for sm, and recoucUer to God tbo Eatber, tMough
justffication and sanctffication, is fuUy satisfying to ^every faculty
of my soffi, as tbe glad tidmgs of salvation.
EareweU, friends beloved in tbe feUowship of tbe Gospel,
Mary Capper."
To M. S.
"Birmingbam, Gth mo. 7ih, 1832.
My kind Eeiend,
How inexpressible is tbo privUege of a retfred apartment, in
tbe vory nudst of contention ; bow pririleged we, as a Society
are, K we keep witMn tbe linUts of our reUgious profession.
I tMnk that " Hancock's Principles of Peaco," oxempUfled in
tbe condnct of tbe Society in Ireland, in 1798, cannot be too
attentively and generally read. Wbatovor may be tbe resffit of
tbo unsettled state of nations, kings and kmgdoms, tbere is a
raUng Power, above every other power. May tMs bo our belp
and our sMeld. Poor devoted Paris ! after tbe destructive
pestUence, foUows tbe more destructive desolation of sword and
bloodshed. 0 ! for an interceffing, praying spfrit, for ourselves
and for others, tbat a sure place of refuge may be known."

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To THE Same.
"Bfrmingbam, Sih mo. IGih, 1832.
I attended our Quarterly Meeting beld at SMpstone ; we were
favoured witb tbe company of some cboice, nUffistoring friends ;
John Dymond and wKe, &c. &c. SMpstone is a smaU mooting ;
I profess myseK a lover of society, and I tMnk tbere is an
advantage, especiaUy to tbe young, m Uving more in a body
together ; tbougb no earthly situation is secure from tbo venom
of sm; nor is there a soUtude wMcb excludes a Saviour's
redeommg lovo. I was absent longer tban I bad anticipated, as I
felt a Uttle bound, K I may so say, to attend tbe meetmg stffi
annuaUy held at Armscot, a vffiage not far from Tredington. I
accompaffied dear Sarab Lamley ; she is weU-known and bigMy
esteemed among tbe villagers thereaway; and sbe seems
pecuUarly qualffied to preach in plain, searcMng language to
tbem. A very large crowded meeting tbere was. I was also
at the small meetings at Camden, BraUs, &c. Tho over-
sbadowmg of Mercy is to be experienced everywhere. O !
bow it woffid flow, ffid every heart watcb and pray. Mary Capper."
To C. C.
"Bfrmingbam, 10th mo. 2nd, 1832.
My dear Eeiend,
I am concemed to bear that tbou art suffering, and I beUove
it wffl mterest tby affectionate fooUngs, to leam, tbat I am again
in tbo school of reduction, I bope not in ffispleasure, but for my
profit and purification. Wbat can we do bettor, my precious
friend, than resign body, soul and spfrit to tbe Power that formed

352 memoie of maey cappee. [1832.
us, and wbo best knows bow to fit and prepare us for a glorious
inheritanco. Cloudy days and an oppressive atmosphere may be our portion,
in our pilgrimage journey, and I was tMnking tbat we may even
look for boisterous gales at times ; but in our case, tbey may
offiy be permitted, I trust, to sweep away tbe chaff, leaving tbe
substantial grain to be gathered in security.
Accept the unfeigned love of
Maey Cappee."
To S. H.
"12ihmo. 18th, 1832.
Deae S. H.
Tbou art very often iu my affectionate tbougbts; and tMs
morning more especially, as my heart was tendered before the
Lord, I tbougbt of theo, with sometMng Uke tbe mterest of a
CMistian Mother. It is obvious tbat tby health is precarious,
a consideration that must be trying to a young man, in tbe
opening day of buman Ufe, witb tbe prospect of a settlement, as
to a maintenance. But, dear Samuel, tbe Power tbat mars these
prospects, can provide bettor things, for Ms cbUdron and people,
tbougb seen tMougb a glass darkly. Boar in mind, tbat how
ever kind and even amiable, any may be by nature, there must
be a cbange of heart experienced, termed in Scripture a new
bfrth, or new spiritual creation, tbrougb tbe secret operation of
Divine Grace in tbe soul. My measure of experience disposes
me to feel tenderly for those in wbom tbis work is begun, because
I am aware tbat it must be carried forward tMougb humffiations
and close provings and searchings of heart. Nature bas ber
strong holds; but be not ffiscouraged tbougb tbo triumph
of Grace be a great work. Tbe Divine Power is above every

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other power, and can complete as weU as begin that wMcli is our
sanctffication. I know tbere are times when our faitb is so weak
tbat we can scarcely read and understand tbo Scriptures ; tbis is
no new tMng ; pur prayers too may seem unavaUing, and clouds
of tMck darkness may appear to envelope us; but we mnst
persevere in earnest, wrestUng prayer, tbougb it may offiy be
^itb sighs, and conffict unutterable. And dear Samuel, I
would say, enter into no disputations. Tby affectionate friend,
Maey Cappee."

To  .
"12th mo. 26th, 1832.
1 seem gratefully constrained to acknowledge tby cordial
Cbristian Salutation; bow inexpressibly precious is Cbristian
fellowsMp ! it is a fooling wMcb bas no feUow. My heart was
tendered in reaffing thy Unes, at a time wben tho puro Ufe was
low, tbougb I may tbankfffily say it is yot preserved. No marvel
if tbere is a secret sense of sonow for tbe too general prevalence
of spiritual deadness, and for our own imperfect views of heaveffiy
tMngs, tbo ways of our God being past our fluffing ont. But wben
tbe redeemed, sanctified soffi sbaU be unclothed of tbe fraU body,
tben sbaU wo know as wo aro known, of Him wbo purchased
salvation for us. Groat and glorious is tbe new and Uving way
wMcb He has cast up for faitMul beUevers to walk in. Wben
pondering these tMngs, all tbat is spiritually alive witbin me
seems to be bumbled and contrited, nnder a sense of tbe infinite
condescension tbatbas turned my feet into tbis blessed way."
<.
Maey Cappee."

354 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1838.
To K. B.
"Bfrmmgbam, Hh mo. Hh, 1833.
I do not say short and evU bave been the days of my sojourn,
tbougb ignorance and foUy bave bad tbefr share therein. Never
ffid I riew heaveffiy mercy, fi-ee and pardomng Grace, brought to
Ugbt by our Redeemer and Sariour, more clearly, more consol
ingly, tban m these times of stiippings, wben self bas not a rag
to clothe itself witb. I beUevo tbat tbose are not our most
favoured moments wberein tbe subtlety of seK can take a part ;
but tbat wben tbe good leaven is deeply Mdden, it works tbe
designed end." To J. AND S. Geubb.
"Bfrmingbam, 5ih mo. 2Hh, 1833.
My dear Christian Eeiends,
Contenders for tbe faith, or tbe Truth, as it is in Jesus I stUl
ye are called to labour , the end not being yet, when the faitbfiil
shall receive tbefr fuU hfre. At tMs time of renewed exercise,
you are again fresb in my remembrance; tbere is fellow
sMp in the lowly vaUey of Miimliation, bowever differing in
degree and cfrcumstances.
In my soUtude, may I say it witb reverence, a spark of
spiritual Ufe is merdfuUy kept from total obscurity, tiiougb death
and darkness seem, at times, to hover round me. O \ tbe mercy
tbat gUmmers, ot arises out of darkness. Surely our Heavenly
Eatber deals gently witb tbe feeble of the flock. I can bear my
testimony to His protectmg power, tbe internal evidence,
maffifested in tbe soffi. O ! bow it checks, how it teaches, how
jt gffides from cbUdbood to the oldest age, just according to

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our state, obedience opening tbe way to an enlargement of
spiritual understanffing. Marvellous are the Lord's dealings
witb Ms bumbled, patient beUering cMldren. 0 ! tbat there was
a beUering beart in every cMld of man ; tbere woffid be no need
to puzzle and bowUder tbe mmd, in tMngs too Mgb for us ; secret
tMngs would be left to tbe Lord. I am set mucb as a soUtary
one, though in tbe bosom of Mnd friends. SbaU I be pre
sumptuous K I record, witb feelings of great seriousness, tbat
my prevaffing exercise in tMs my latter day, is secret, wrestUng
prayer, oft on tbe bended knees, in my qmet, secluded chamber.
My spirit craves for more evident marks of godly simpUcity
among tbe Quakers, so called. I am one of tbose wbo mark
tbo boasted 'March of inteUect' witb a jealous fear. The
refinements of our day soem, in my view, to draw tbe mind
from under tbo cross of Christ. Accordmg to my observation,
wo are not tbo plain, unfasMonablo people tbat, K faitMffi,
wo sbould be; wo are too generaUy intermingled witb tbe
manners and maxims of tbe times. Everlasting Mercy can yet
tum and overturn, and settle a faithful people.
EareweU, dear friends, subjoins
Mary Capper."

To C. B. C.
" Bfrnpngham, ^th mo. Slst, 1833,
My kindly apfectionate Eijiend,
As I sit soUtary, and contemplate tbe dose of timo, the
mind being measurably free from caro as to this Ufe (wMeb
lyitb tbaffisifiilness I may recxjrd is niercafuUy my aUetnafiut)
tfee tbfiu^s of the heart take a wide range, and I tMnk of
IBy %Uow-prob.atioQers, in tbefr diversified cfrcumstances. If
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356 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE, [1833,.
there were not a heaveffiy pilot, tMougb storijis and clouds,
wbat sbould we do ? Tbe most skUfffi buman mariner could not
steer tbe vessel aright, nor save ber from wreck.
I tbink, witb tender sympathy of tbee, and of tby dear
parents in tbefr suffermg ; but tbere is tbo consoUng evidence
of the buUdmg bemg on tbo sure foundation, tbe Rock of
Salvation, tbat cannot fail ; tbougb tbe body be ffissolved, tbe
redeemed soffi vrill return to God, as a glorffied spirit. Tbere is
strong consolation for tbo bumble believer, m tbe unalterable
mercies wMcb are in CMist Jesus ; tbougb bereavements are per
mitted, and we aro loft to mourn, but not without bope, nor even
without, at seasons, a transient riew, as it were, of tbe glorious
mansions prepared for tbose wbo bave bold fast tbefr confidence in
redeeming love and power, unto tbe end of tbe CMistian warfare.
Accept tbe grateful acknowledgment of tbe love of
Tby oft-obUged friend,
Maey Cappee."

EaoM Sarah Geubb to M. Cappee.
" Stoke Newington, Gth mo. lOih, 1833.
My deae Eeiend,
Tby salutation of lovo by letter is precious to us, as tbe long-
continued friendship tbou hast evmced has always been. How
encouraging it is to soe tbose wbo made many sacrifices m
oarly Ufe, for tbe Truth's sake, not satisfied to rest in past expe
rience even of the Lord's goodness, but as those wbo remember
tbat ' He tbat tMnketb be knowetb anytMng, knowetb nothing
yot as he ought to know ;' and even in old age are concerned
to go on learning of Hun wbo said, 'I am. meek and lowly in
bearti' I am glad that tbou canst so fuUy subscribe to tbe

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* Anointing, wMcb is truth and no lie ;' the Unction from tbe
Holy One, as an internal eridence, maffifested in tbe soffi. Wbat
sbaU we do K we suffer ourselves to be ffiawn from tMs blessed
Spfrit of tbe Saviour of mon, or from tbe measure thereof, wMch
is given to aU for our profit ! Whore, but witMn our own hearts
sbaU we fimd tbe Comforter and the safe Gffide ? Surely tbe holy
Scriptures dfrect us to Christ 1 * * * The Scriptures came
by inspfration of God ; yet, in my view, tbe same inspiration must
be witb us, to give us to comprebond tbefr spiritual meaning
and appUcation. The natural man, ovon tbougb be may compare
Scripture witb Scripture, and acknowledge to tbefr harmony, is
nevertbeless tbe natural or nmogenerate man stffl, without tbe
operation oftbe Spfrit in Ms soffi, oven tbat grace wMcb is tbe
Dirine gift to aU mon, and which I conceive brings aU, who
adhere to it, into a converted state, whether tbey be favoured
witb tbe inspfred writings wMcb teU of tho blessed and boly
Redeemer, or whether tbey be ignorant of thom. Must it not be
our experience, in order to partake of tbe benefit of tbe suffermgs
and deatb of Christ, to be brought mto obeffience unto righteous
ness ? and wbat can do tMs for u§ but tbe Power of God
immeffiately made known to us by tbe inward revelation thereof ?
In short, my dear friend, I feel alarmed in seeing tbat we, as a
commuffity, are m great danger of leaffing to tbe understanffing
of man ; and tbat for want of trusting in tbe Lord witb all tbe
beart, we are intornungUng indeed witb that wMcb is not
ffistmgffisbod by gospel sunpUcity, but wMcb bas a tendency to
bring us to be satisfied witb many tMngs, out of wbicb, as a
people, wo were brought by a strong band, and a stretched
out arm, wMch deUvered from tbe fron hand of cruel perse
cution, as weU as from aU false dependence in reUgion. AU
wffl not, bowever, thus return, either to tbe maxims or customs
of the world, or to the beggarly elements, to be again brought
into bondage ; a precious seed remaineth, and wiU rem&in, bow
ever Mdden, wbere tbe real Ufe of tbe crucffied Immanuel wiU be

358 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE, [1833.
found, and wbo wffl, by and bye, come forth, and sMne as tbe
cMlffien of Him wbo is Light, and in wbom is no darkness at
aU. Yoa, I beUove tbat it sbaU yet be tbe inqufry relative to
such as abide in tbe Tratb, ' Wbo is this that looketh forth as
tbe morffing, clear as tbe sun, fair as the moon, and terrible as
an army with banners ? ' Ab ! my long-loved friend, I am
persuaded tbat tbou dost know wbat tbou professest, and tbat tbe
possession of tbe Truth as it is in Jesus, bas been tby prunary
concem, in tbo different stages of Ufe ; tbou hast now, at times,
tbe certain evidence of baring been kept from following
' cunffingly devised fables;' and I humbly trust tbat the saying of
Him who enabled tbee to separate tbyseK unto Him, wffl
be realized to tbee, ' Lo ! I am with you alway ; even to tbe
end oftbe world!' Amen, saith tby ever affectionate friend,
Saeah Geubb."

To J. AND S. Grubb.
"Bfrmingbam, 7th mo. 5th, 1833.
My dear Eriends,
I seem constrained to acknowledge the receipt of your interest
ing commumcation. My feeble faitb stUl holds out, tbat tbe
Lord's own works wiU praise Him. 0 ! He bas done wonders, m
generations that were before our days ; tbat passed through tbe sea
and tMougb tbe cloud, and tbe Rock foUowed them, wMcb Eock
is Cbrist, revealed m tbe soffi, beUeved and cberisbed, as a
Leader and Teacher, made known to the sunple, faitMffi
bumbled beart. Happy, tbey who cherish this belief, and tiuly
desfre to know tbe Lord to be tbeir Teacher ; for He leadeth

1833.] MEMOIE OP MARY CAPPER. 359
gently along; He careth for tbe lambs, and He feedetb Ms
own sheep, in pastures convement for their growth ; the herbage
may be mingled with bitters, but this may prove a strengtbemng
portion. To yon, my mucb-loved friends, I need not scribble
thus ; but aUow me to say, do not be over mucb cast down ; 'tis
tbe cMld-like Mnt of simple cbUd-Uke lovo. It is among the
Lord's merciful deaUngs, tbat tMs poor tabernacle bas stood the
wear and tear of seventy-seven years, without violent ffisease,
though often shattered and reduced. TMougb aU, redeeming love
and mercy Ufts up a standard against tbe enemies of tbe soffi,
and my spirits are mostly cheerful. All the sacrifices made m
obedience to gentle requfrings, m tbe early part of my spiritual
warfare of faitb, 0 ! tbey bave been abundantiy repaid ; yea,
seven fold ! tbougb it was to tbe giring up of father, mother
and my father's bonse ; with ovon tbe man I loved ! I record
not tMs to boast ; O ! no, but, K it migbt be so, I woffid
encourage a rismg generation to obey tbe 'stffl small voice'
manKested witMn, tbe Word ffigb m tbe beart.
Accept my love. Affectionately,
Maey Cappee."

To K. B.
/' 7th mo. 9th, 1833.
I was gratffied witb tbe short visit of my nephew and mece ;
tbefr appearance and manners indicatmg tbat tbey are learners
in tbe school of Cbrist, tbe good old way. 0 ! it cquKorteth
me. I tbink I am not qffite ignorantly prejufficed against
inteUectual progress ; but I am jealous lest any shoffid depart
from under the yoke and cross of Christ j for wbat woffid then

360 MEMOIE OF MAE.Y CAPME. [1834.
bo tbe final event ! I long for CMistian beUevers, in and out
6f our oivn Society, to bo more spiritually minded, bound
togetber in true umty, and in tbe peaceable foUowsMp of tbei
gospel, in tbe boly Head. Every sacrifice of seK-love and
soK-wiU, of the unsanctified part in us, wffl bave au abundant
reward.
Mary Capper."

To M. S.
"Birmingbam, lOih mo. Iiih, 1833.
My paetial Eeiend,
I am not wbat I was, previous to the late severo attack, nor
do I anticipate full restoration ; surely my views rise upward,
I hopo not presumptuously, but witb entfre trust, reverent,
bumble confidence, in redeeming Mercy, in tbe atoning sacrffice
for sin, whereby the beUering beart cries, Abba ! my reconciled
Eatber ! Ab ! my beloved friends, wbat is there so consoUng ?
And it is sweet to love our feUow-pilgrims tMougb tMs our
vrildemess journey; but bow far beyond our present feeble
conceptions is tbo riew, tbat wben nnclotbod of those mortal
boffies, we sbaU be translated to tbe kmgdom of our Lord Jesus
CMist, and join tbe cburcb triumphant !
Maey Cappee."
To S. L. Jr.
"Birmingham, Srd mo. 20th, 1834.
Deae Saeah,
You aro all often in my tbougbts, witb tbe recoUection of
events and of years passed by, as ono of the ffist interesting

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' Quaker' famUies, with wbom I was famiUar. I bave a Uvely
remembrance of early impressions, and my spirit longs, at
tMs day, for a more prevailmg sense of wbat I tben felt ; but
dear S. we must be wilUng to walk by faitb and not by sight,
tbat patience may bave ber perfect work. I bave satisfactory
information from Worcester ; dear Candia and Sarab BurUngbam
subnUt witb Cliristian resignation to tbeir loss of a dear sister.
Maria was meek and lowly ; a patient, sUent sufferer from early
years ; tbe close exceeffingly sudden, and so calm as to be almost
unperceived. I was particffiarly interested in tbe long con
finement of Dr.  . I beUeve Ms views of salvation m Jesus
were correct ; but 0 ! bow a deatb-bod riew, witb eterffity before
ns, shews tbe wood, bay and stubble wMcb mnst be consumed by
fire — ^tbe fiery baptism of tbe Holy Ghost !
Maey Cappee."

To _,  .
" ith mo. ISih, 1834.
I do very tenderly sympatMse witb your deeply-tried relative,
bnt tbere is one unfailing remedy, riz. resignation to whatever a
God of mercy and compassion pleases to lay upon us. Surely it
is unavaUmg to struggle vritb ourselves about sms tbat we cannot
blot out. We shoffid ratber boar tbe condemnation, and sit at
the footstool of Mercy, witb our mouths m tbe dust. 0 ! tMs
entire, tMs sUent resignation ; I befreve tbe eril spirit' opposes
it, and seK-wffl opposes it, because it proceeds from simple, purp
naked faith m tbe redeeming power of Jesus, tbo Eriend and
Saviour of sinners, wbo gave Ms precious Ufe a ransom for us, to
deUyer us from sm. Here tbe rilest sinner may take refiige,
and be safe,"
Mary Cappee."

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To J. AND S. Grubb.
"Bfrmingbam, 5th mo. 18th, 1834.
Deae Eeiends,
Be not dismayed; tbe spiritual Head of Ms own cburcb
worketb, aud will work, in a way tbat human wisdom and
foresight knowetb not; He wiU bring Ms oavu glorious work
to pass, tbougb He leads Ms faitbful servants in a way tbey
know not. You, dear friends, are again entering the field of
Christian warfare; bear in mind you are one year nearer tbe
end tbat crowns aU, tban you woro twelve months gone by. Let
not go tbe right sMold, and tbe battle axe. Everlasting mercy
and belp is on tbe side of tbe bumble and devoted, tbougb tbey
bave to pass tMough many tribffiations.
As far as condescenffing favour has led me to ffiscem the
work of Divine Grace in tbo soffi, tbe intemal evidences of
Cbrist revealed as tbe true Light, tbe LKe, tbo Way to God
tbe Eatber, O! I dare not enter into doubtfffi disputation.
Often in tbe day my prayer is to be kept lowly, simple, dependent
as a helpless cMld. My old age, now in my eightieth year, is
calm, witb abundant cause to be content ; yea, very tbankfffi, for
innumerable blessings. I lack no eartUy accommodation.
Ye dear labourers wbo have yot to bear tbe beat and burden
of tbe day, surely your rest wffi be glorious! TMs is tbe
view rising before me. Affectionately,
Mary Capper."

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S. Geubb to M. Capper.
"London, 5th mo. 27th, 1834.
Dear and precious Eriend,
Tby lively communication bas done me good ; bow sweet is
tbe sympathy of a mmd regffiated by tbe pme principle of Dirine
Grace placed m our hearts ! Eow letters that come to my band
are fraught vritb so mucb encouragement as tMne ; so genffine is
tbe desfre breathed m thy expressions for our preservation every
way, and tbat tbo good cause may prosper m and tMougb ns ;
and so erident is it tbat He wbo was tby morffing Ugbt is now
thy evemng song ; as weU as tbat He remams to be Uke dew,
wMcb keeps tbee fresh and finUtfffi stffl. Yes ! tby address to
my dear husband and me, seems to invite us forward m tbe race
set before ns, wMle we often feel far from either swift or strong.
Sometimes I can offiy wade tMougb difiiculty and mucb impeffi-
ment ; yet, so far, my poor mind can acknowledge, tbat tbey wbo
wait upon tbe Lord renew tbefr strength ; tbat berom abffity is
received to mount upward too, at seasons, even witb wings as
eagles ; to run and not be weary ; to walk and not utterly famt.
Tbe present is a timo pecuUarly calcffiated to depress ; for yet,
witMn tbe borders of our reUgious society, we find tbere is, too
generally, a sUffing from tbat situation in wMcb Infimte Wisdom
and Power placed our early predecessors ; wben tbefr Ugbt shone
as from a MU, and men seemg tbefr good works, were induced to
glorify our heaveffiy Eatber.
I coffid say mucb more in a plaintive strain, but forbear. Let
me watcb weU over my own beart ! Besides tbere is room, amidst
aU our occasions of sadness, to be humbly thankfffi tbat tbe Sure
Eoundation is kept to, by a Uvmg remnant ; and also that a Uttie
firm faitb is vouchsafed, that the ancient testimonies of the

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immutable Truth wffi continue to be upheld by at least a few ;
and tbe standard raised m its own ffigmty and simpUcity. Tbat
wMcb bas stood the test of ages will yot stand tMougb all,
being tiuth and righteousness unfaiUngly, and it requfres not tbe
torch of buman reason to search it out.
Tby affectionate friend, Sarah Grubb."

To James Backhouse, then in AustraUa.
"Birmingham, 5th mo. SOih, 1834.
My valued EEiBiifD J. B.
I bave sometimes been privileged to see extracts from tby
¦letters to tby dear relatives, &c.
Tbo Good Shepherd knowetb tbe right time and place, wben
and bow, to feed tbe scattered fiock. He goeth before, and
leadeth tbe bUnd in a way tbey knew not, but of bis own
preparmg. AU tMs, and mncb moro, is well known to tbee ; I may add
to you, dear defficated servants ! I am personaUy a stranger
to thy compaffion G. W. Walker, bnt I feel no separation in tbe
best desfres of my beart, tbat tbe uffiversal Eatber of mauMud, to
wbom we aro reconciled tMougb faitb in Jesus CMist, tbe atone
ment for sin, tbo Saviour of the poor contrite sinner, wbo bas
no otber bope of salvation, may continue to bless you. May He
mcrease our true faitb, so tbat we may avoid aU doubts and vam
wrangUngs ; simple obeffience seems to me mucb wanting among
reUgious professors.
It is vory gratifying tbat tbou rememberest me in tbe bond of
¦CMistian affection; often, very often, do I think of tbee,

1834.] MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER. 365
especiaUy in my solitary sitting, in my own apartment. Wben
I call to mind tby report of your favoured retirements, I seem
m somo imperfect measure, gathered, by tbo One, eternal Power,
to tbe same footstool of Mercy wbere you are so enunently
favoured and comforted, — ^brought, as it wero, iuto tbe bosom
of your own dear absent friends, — pouring forth tbe spirit
of prayer, renewmg your spfritual confidence, and afresh re
sigffing aU! TMs is tbe Lord's doing, and He is greatly
to be praised.
I cannot but smUe, my Cbristian brotber, wben tbou
designates mo 'The ancient friend;' though it is true I
have Uved days and years not a few (fourscore years !), yet,.
beUevo me, I feel mysoK a very cMld ; havmg to leam a new
lesson every day, and to be thankfffi K tho eveffing bring no
condemnation for wfflffi omission, or any otber cause ; also tbat
tbe morffing Ugbt again arises witb renewed mercies.
. My health, though never robust, is sufficient for tbe exertions
requfred ; my spirits cheerfffi ; all my wants suppUed, and
crowned witb calm content. What can a Christian, drawing
to tbe close of timo, desire moro; save to press forward, to
tbe mark for tbe prize at the end of the race !
Accept the simple, sincere love of
Mary Capper,
in Old England; loved, tbougb not faultless."

To M. S.
"Birmmgbam, Gih mo. 22nd, 1834.
Tby affectionate partiaUty wffl porase wbat is now sont witb indffi-
gence. I bave not made any particffiar remark respecting joimng
tbe Society unto wMch I at tMs day consider it an unspeakable^

366 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPER. [1834.
favour to be umted. Tbo reUgious prmciples professed by us, in
thefr purity, as set forth m tbe Scriptures, wMcb testKy of Jesus,
born of a vfrgm, as foretold, to brffise tbe bead of tbe serpent,
yea, mamfested m tbe flesb, and dymg to redeem tbe faUen
race of Adam, and to cast up a new and boly way of access to
God tbe Eatber-^tbese prmciples bave been, and are stffl from
time to time, so far opened to my spiritual understanding, tbat
my beart is at rest. As to tbe resffit of what conviction bas
vrrougbt m my Ufe and manners, since umted in your favoured
feUowsMp, my famUiar friends must testKy, I can offiy add, tbat
I am bound in gratitude to acknowledge tbe gentle band of
Mercy tbat bas gffided me Mtberto, and joined me in strong
affection to tbe Society, and satisfied my seeking nund as to tbe
genffine gospel principles of salvation, Mary Capper,"
It is probably tbe foUowing series of reflections to wMch
Mary Capper aUudes in tbe foregoing letter; as tbey bear
date about this time, "Bfrmingbam, Gth mo. 1834.
After a considerable lapse of time, now in tbe eigbtietb year
of my age, yet a sojourner and a pilgrim, pressing forward as
not having attamed all tbat my soul longeth after, I bave tMs
testimony to bear. Being lively, active and volatUe in my early
years, I account it not oue of tbo least of many mercies tbat
my natural frame was feeble, and tbat sometimes I was mucb
reduced by sickness. At these seasons, 0 ! marveUous mercy !
I was favoured witb much tenderness gf spirit, and shed secret,
sootMng, precious tears, in an mdescribable sense tbat God was
very good, and tbat He saw me ; an4 I think I did bpeatbe the
prayer that I migbt not be left to my own gffidanpe. When gifi
and sinfulness were set befpre jne, in the times of wy folly, and

1834.] MEMOIR OP MAEY CAPPEE. 367
I felt not tbe sweet, gentle balm of om- Heaveffiy Eatber's favour,
I ffid mwarffiy mourn, and ffid ignorantly, K not sinfully, wish
tbat I bad never been bom. Eor many years, under a variety of
outward changes or events, tbe secret, progressive work (may I not
say, tbe genffine power of pure reUgion) was preparing tbe way for
clearer riews respecting tbe soffi's salvation. In these babe-like
days, whatever I found to obstruct daily prayer — lowly suppUcation
at tbe tMone of mercy, seemed in my view sinfffi, and must be
overcome. Verily I bave fouud it, and I do still find it, a
AvrestUng warfare ! Tbe new birth is a marvellous work ; a
complete spiritual creation, with all tMngs new, is not wrought
by tbe reasonmg powers of tbe natural man. God tbe Eatber
reveals tbe Son m us, as tbe Light, tbe LKe and tbe Way ; and
gives us power to beUeve m Him also as tbe atomng sacrffice
fgr sm, whereby we bave access to a reconcUed God and
universal Eatber. TMs spiritual \iew of salvation, as set forth
in tbo Scriptures, and abundantly testified by tbe faitMffi of
former generations, — tMs atomng sacrffice, this way of redemp
tion, ( begun, carried on and perfected for me and m me,) is
tbe rock and ground of my cbristian faitb, and of my hope of
acceptance, wben tMs mortal shaU put on immortaUty, My
simple, yet reverent testimony is to tbe marvellous love of God,
in Cbrist Jesus, as the gffide of youtb, and the staff of length
ened years, to those wbo acknowledge Him m aU tbefr ways.
My beart rests m tbo beUef that tbose wffl not be left to perish
tMough ignorance. Obedience is tbe tost of our smcerity. Ac
knowledge God m aU tby ways, and He wiU dfrect tby stops
aright, from youtb to old age.
Mary Capper."

368 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1834»
To K. B.
Bfrmmgbam, Ssth mo. 27 ih, 1 834.
My much loved Niece and Relatives.
Shall I meet you witb tMs lotter, in tbe favoured shades of
a Eatber's planting ! as I bave understood tbat your annual
retreat is among trees cffitivated by a Parent's band. Whether
tMs may reach you tbere or not, sometMng aUvo witbin mO;^
better than naughty seK, seems as it wore to uffite vritb your con
trited spirits. The Saviour's gentle, sweet, marveUously kind and
feeUng, language of invitation to Ms faitMffi foUowers, presents,
as so beautKuUy appUcable, encouraging and consoUng, tbat I
tMnk I must refer to it, namely, ' Come ye yourselves apart into
a desert place, aud rest awhile !' I can hardly forbear to copy a
few Unes from a beaffiUffi comment on tbose words ;
" Gladly we catch the tender sound,
¦Which bids us come and rest awhile ;
Come, breathe with me the desert air !
Come, breathe to God the secret prayer !
"We come ! we come ! — the harrass'd soul
Longs to escape this war of words.
The clouds of care which round us roll.
And rest with thee, thou Lord of lords !
And once again, the bark refit,
Ere we the quiet haven quit ! "
My own ' dear Uttle home,' as tbou so justly termest it, is a
prepared place of rest for me. No buman contrivance or
foresight coffid bave so provided for my ease and accommodation ;
no anxious cares, no daUy soUcitudes, wMcb press witb even
lawfffi weight, in many situations; and wbat sbaU I say?
reverence and humbUng contrition clothe my spirit. Language

1834.] memoie of maey cappee. 3G9
woffid faU me to teU of the lowly cabn wberein my thoughts are
fixed on the mercy wMcb bas foUowed me from my cbUdbood
to tMs day. In my lowest estate I bave the anchor of hope,
and dare not cherish unbeUef, nor unprofitably dweU on tMngs
too Mgb for my present comprehension. Even my very weakness
proves an exercise of faitb and patience. These tMngs I write,
not so mucb for your instraction, as to sigmfy tbat we are
feUow-contenders for tbo ond of our faitb — ^tbo salvation of our
soffis. I mark tby observation on tbe too frequent and famiUar
mention of tbo name of tbe blessed Sariour, botb m pubUc and
private. TMougb faith in tMs name, my beUef is tbat wo shall
be saved ; bnt tbo solemn admomtion sometimes rises before me,
'Let every ono tbat nameth tbe name of Cbrist depart from
imqffity.' — 0 ! I long to depart from all imqffity ; tMs is a
marveUous work of tbe Lord's boginning, carrymg on, and
perfectmg.
Mary Capper."

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CHAPTER XIIL

death of hee BEOTHEES JOHN AND JAMBS.  EEFLECTIONS, 
EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, ETC, FROM 1835 TO 1338,  DEEP
SPIRITUAL CONFLICT.  RELIEF THEREFROM.
On THB Eluctuation op Thoughts,
Reflections, dated 1st monih, 1835,
It bas a Uttle opened to my understanding, tbat as involuntary
tbougbts are not at our command, we are offiy responsible as we
willingly cherish, and bring tbem iuto action. Secret evU
suggestions, wMcb we cannot prevent, arismg probably from tbe
yet-permitted power of an unsanctified spirit, aro not our tbougbts,
so long as tbey are a grief and burden to our hearts ; and trffiy
tbey aro bumUiating, permitted doubtless in order to bumble us,
and to shew us wbat yet remains of tbe unrenewed, ovU nature,
or it is possible, tbat after bavmg measurably experienced, yea !
testffied, to tbo power and efficacy of redeenung Love, we
might bo tempted to conclude tbat tbe groat work of sancti
fication was complete, and thus be luUed mto a false rest, and
forget, or neglect, tbe important injunction, ' Watcb and pray !'
"Memorandum, Srd mo. Hh, 1835,
TMs morning's post brought tbe affecting tidings that my dear
brother James Capper died in London ; be was a dearly loved
kind brother."

1835.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE, 37 1
To M. S.
"Birmingham, Srd mo. 12ih, 1835.
My KIND Eeiend,
Tby unfeigned sympathy is trffiy corffial to me; also tby
kindness m sendmg tbo lovely barbmgers of Spring, wMcb
now adorn my apartment and cheer mo. I thought, as I
separated tbem, (aud now tMnk witb a sigh of tender sadness)
coffid my beloved brother James bave entered my room, be
would have admired tbefr beauties, and said, witb Ms usual
courtesy, 'And bow nicely sister Mary bas arranged tbem!'
Ab ! bow memory brmgs to mind Ms gentleness in early
Ufe, bis patience witb my untowardness ; and in maturer days,
Ms UberaUty in pleadmg my cause, as being of an age to
judge for myself respecting tbo most acceptable way of wor
sMppmg God. I do not remember over to bave beard an
unkind word from Ms Ups, or a harsh censure, on any occasion.
My precious Brother was, for a season, deeply bumbled under
a sense of Ms unwortMness ; although bo bad preached Cbrist,
as tbe Saviour of sinners, be feared tbat be bad not done all
that be might bave done for tbose under Ms care. I bave
not yet received fffil particffiars, as tbe survivors bave been
occupied m tbe removal of tbo body to WUmmgton, where
be bad long boon known as a father aud. a CMistian counseUor,
But I bave not a doubt rogarffing tbe spfrit, redeemed and
sanctified by a Saviour's love and power; being stripped of
every rag of seK-rigbteousness, it wffi be clothed in tbe fine Unen,
clean and white. This is my bope and consolation for myself
and my dear friends. I do feel these privations, in my
lengthened Ufe; yot I sbould be an ungrateful receiver of
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372 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1835.
continued mercies aud privUeges, K a murmuring or ffiscontented
tbougbt wore cherished in my beart. Tby kind correspondent
brmgs my mouth to tbe dust, so to speak. 0 ! K a spark of
genffine good desfre has ever been kmffied, tMougb so weak
an instrument, tbe praise belongs to a higher Power.
EareweU, my dear friend! with aU whom tbe Eatber of
Mercies has given thee.
Thus subscribes thy affectionate friend,
Mary Capper."

To THE Same. "ith mo. nth, 1835.
The changeable weather is unfavourable to my fraU tabernacle ;
fourscore years is no short period, but marvellous are tbe gentle
deaUngs; tbo wearing down is gradual, without any violent
dilapidation; but witb mUd warnings, tbe great and mercKffi
Lord of aU is pleased to instruct me. My prayer is, ' Teach
mo TbyseK.' Yea, Lord ! permit me to be numbered with
tbo cMldren wbo are taught of Tbee, as an aged ffisciple,
sitting at tby feet, witb my mouth in tbe 'dust ; offiy in favoured
times, if it may so be, in my feeble way, settmg forth tby
condescending goodness toward tby rational creation, formed
for immortaUty and glory.' Thus my long-valued friend,
I bave desired to be led in a plain path, from my early years ;
far from ffisputation, or speculation on tMngs too bigb for
me, but in simple obedience ; and through tbo vicissitudes of my
long IKe, I bave been favoured witb a measure of inward
tranqufflity, a little foretaste of tbat peace wMcb tMs world
cannot give, but wMch is all of Mercy.
Mary Capper."

1835.] MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. 373

MEMORANDUM.

Received inteffigence of tbo final close of my dear brotber,
John Capper, tbe oldest of our largo famUy; tbe remaining
links of tbo chain are now only two ; my youngest brotber and
myseK. My dear brotber John died on tbe 26tb of tbe 4th
month, 1835.

To E. S. "5th mo. 9th, 1835.
My oft-remembered young friend, and fellow-probationer, in a
land of pits and snares ! I wish to give tbee a prompt assurance
tbat I bave read tby last commumcation witb very tender foeUng
aad interest. If my experience can avaU anytMng for tby help
and encouragement, I woffid say, Eret not tbyseK at tbe present
strKe of words ! It is nothing new. Controversies and strange
voices bave eristed over since tbo fall of man, disobeffience
baring maned tbe Dirine image. Enduring Mercy, in tender
compassion, made a new Covenant, in order to redeem manMnd,
according to tbo Scriptmes, wMcb testKy tbat tbe Son of God
was manKested in tbo fiesh, — a body prepared of tbe Eatber ; tMs
He laid down, as a sacrifice for tbe sins of tbo world ; suffering,
tbe Just for tbo unjust, tbat Ho nugbt bring us to God. And
in Ms spiritual appearance. He is made known to tbe simple,
obeffient beUever, wbo vrill not foUow the voice of tbe stranger ;
for tbe voice of tbe stranger he knows not.
As sbeep tben of tbo Good Shepherd's fold, may we, my
beloved young friend, press mto tMs safe enclosure, and qmetly
leave aU controversy to tbose whose food it is. Cultivate inward
¦stUlness, that tbou mayst be favoured to know tbe secret teacMng
of tbe Holy Spirit. Meddle not witb argument. What comes

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to tby ear, unsought, bear patiently ; guard against excitement ;
wrestle in prayer, botb for thyself and others, for strength, K
m tbe right, stiU in tbe right to stay; if not, tbat heaveffiy
Wisdom may teach tbe better way.
Mary Capper."

To J. AND S. Grubb.
"5th mo. 15th, 1835.
Ye DEAR Labourers,
Bo faitbful unto deatb ! Tbere is a rest, unpoUuted by tbe
strKe of words. Controversy bas no place in tbo heavenly
city. As one ffiawing ffigb to tbo end of time, wbo has
indeed been tenderly dealt with, I turn from tbo strange voices
of tbe present day, aud mtermedffio not. Yet I tMnk I do
a Uttle enter into feeUng, and Cbristian sympathy witb tbe
faitbfffi, exercised servants, wbo bave to preach tbe cross of
Cbrist, 0 ! may a Redeemer's lovo and power keep you, dear
friends, and every deeply proved, tried mind, from tbe tender
youtb to tbo aged sojourner on tMs side tbe promised land, tbat
ye faint not, nor grow weary in the Lord's work,
Mary Capper,"

To J. AND K, B.
"Bfrmingbam, 5^7* monih, 1835.
My beloved Relatives,
I contemplate yon in London, witb divers otber, as disciples,
or learners from day to day at the feet of Jesus, in the good old

1835.] MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER. 376
school, witb your mouths in tbe dust, wMle somo may be busy
around you, witb a zeal to do well, and to serve tbe Lord.
Gentle, yet impressive was the Saviour's rebuke, ' Martha !
Martha ! one tMng is neeffiffi ! ' O ! blessed privUege, to sit at
tbe Redeemer's feet, to know His voice, to learn of Him, in the
depth of humffiation, to come unto Him of wbom tbe inspired
Scriptures do amply testKy. My faitb increases in tbe promises
as tbey stand recorded tbere ; and m tbe gracious influence of
tbo Holy Spirit, to lead out of aU error and into all truth.
0 ! K we bad not a merciful High Priest, touched witb a feeUng
of our infirmities, and acquamted witb our temptations, wbat
mdeed sbould we do ! My spfrit is revived by a consoUng bope
tbat these clonds and storms, by shaking, to tbe very foundation,
aU tbat can be shaken, wffi work together for a good ond, yet
but dimly seen. And I do hope tbat no unprofitable dismay will
obstruct, in any beart, tbe benefit of tbe Yearly Meetmg. Of
course it is not for me, a soUtary ono, to presume upon my
feeUngs; nevertbeless I may stato, tbat in some favoured
moments of stfflness, — in a qffiet not to be formed by human
skffi, and undor a secret sense of tbat Power tbat brought mo
among you as a reUgious body, and tbat is stffl tho mercy of tbe
present hour, I have bad a beUef granted me, tbat tMs annual
gathering wffl, at times, be favoured witb tbe overshadowing of
Dirine Love aud Mercy."
Mary Capper."

"7ihmo. 1835.
MarveUous is tbe condescenffing mercy tbat bas brought me
Mtberto, tMougb a wUderness of pits and snares ; and in my old
age, provided all tMngs for my comfort; and above aU, settled
my beart in a peaceful state; no more tossed witb floating
opimons, but watcMng, waiting and praying to be perfected and

376 MEMOIR OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1835.
fitted for tbe kingdom of beaven. The Lord's own works can
alone praise Him !
: Had I tbe pen of a ready writer, or the gift of an EvangeUst,
wbat coffid I write more impressive tban wbat bas been afready
written and stands upon sacred record ! viz. ' Do justly, love
mercy, and walk humbly witb tby God. Watcb and pray, lest
yo enter into temptation.' AU tbe wit and learning of tbe most
learned men, can never equal tbe precepts of Scripture.

To S. L. Jr.
Binmngbam, 9ih mo. 21si, 1835.
Dear Sarah,
It seems long since we bad any commuffication. Months bave
passed away, not without solemn events and changes, witMn tbe
cfrcle of our own kmdred ; so at least it bas been permitted to
me, to experience Unk after Unk to bo broken.
My eldest brotber died a few weeks after tbe decease of my
dear brotber James, wbo was educated for a preacher in tbe
estabUshed mode of worsMp, and Uved, as a pastor, fifty years at
WUmington in Sussex, wbere be was beloved and lamented. In
Ufo and in death, aU Ms bope of salvation rested on tbo Rock of
Ages, wMcb Rock is Cbrist; Ms language in Ms UMess, was
'None but Cbrist ! nono but CMist ! I wish to embrace Him
in all Ms fffiness, to bo swaUowed up in Ms love !' Tbe enemy
of soffis endeavoured to persuade Mm (says Ms watcbfffi,
affectionate daugbt.r) tbat bo woffid never attain to wbat bo
so eamestly desfred, riz. a fitness to moot CMist; but be
said, ' Tbe waves of tbe sea are nugbty, bnt tbe Lord on Mgb
is mightier!' and at times, after a sore confiict, be woffid break
forth into praises. He was mucb in prayer for bimself and for

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others; petitioning Ms Heavenly Eatber to look upon bim,
and to bave pity ; often repeating, ' Mercy is aU my plea.' In
Ms dying moments, being asked K be was comfortable iu tbo
assurance tbat Jesus woffid receive bim, bo replied 'Yes;' and
with Ms usual tenderness, added, ' and you too ! ' These wore
Ms last words.
I bope tbis Uttle extract, so interesting to me, wffl not be
intrusive. I wish to convey, as far as expression can do it, my
very dear love to tby mother, wbo, witb my own soul, longs to
be found at tbe Mercy Seat, waiting for tbe fffiness of redeenung
love and power.
Maey Cappee."

Eragment on Prayer ; addressed to a Eriend.
" nth monih, 1835.
Witb diffidence, as ever becomes me, I am wUUng to attempt
expressing my ideas on tbe subject aUuded to in our late
conversation. I am aware tbat my understanffing is very Umited,
but I tMnk my simple views are not frreconcUablo with precept
and example in tbo inspfred records. Can tbere be anytMng
more imperative tban tbe command, 'Watcb and pray !' or any
language moro sweet and encomaging tban 'Pray unto thy
Eatber, wbo seeth in secret ?'
Doubtless CMistians shoffid Uve in tbe spfrit of prayer. ' It
is tbe CMistian's vital breath;' and marveUous is tbe privUege,
unto tMs day and hour, of communion witb tbe AMUgbty
Power, God over all, wbo breathed tbat breath of Ufe whereby
wo became Uring soffis ! By tbe same Alnughty Power, we are
kept from tbo path of destruction. Sweet is tho inviting
language of our Redeemer, wbo bas cast up a new and con-

•378 MEMOIR OP MARY CAPPER. [1836.
secrated way, by wMcb we bave access to tbe Mercy-seat.
'When ye pray,' said He, 'say. Our Eatber!' Glorious
pririlege ! tbat wbUe clothed witb buman nature, feeling aud
mourffing our omissions and our commissions, we may 'kneel
before tbe Lord our Maker,' in prostration of body, soffi and
spirit ! Although utterance may fail, tbere is an avafflng sigh, a
tear of contrition, and a Spirit, better tban our own, helping onr
inffimities ! I allude not to any forms, but to tbe real, bumble
breatMngs of tbe soffi, atbfrst for tbe Uving God. Maey Cappee."

On tbe 26tb of tbo 1st month, 1836, died Sarab Lamley, of
Treffington ; after a short and suffering iUness ; tMs event was
mucb felt by Mary Capper. In aUusion to it, and also to
a recent fflness witb wMcb sbe bad bersoK been tried, sbe thus
writes ;

To Sarah Lamley, Jr.
"Bfrmingbam, Srd tno. Isi, 1836.
Dear Sarah,
I bave abundant cause for tbankfffiness, having been tenderly
cared for in my weak state, and supplied with all tbe comforts
tbat I needed. Above aU, I bope I write it witb reverence, my
mind was mercifuUy kept in peace ; no doubts troubled me ; but,
marveUous condescension ! tbe spiritual Gffide of my youtb (so
far as I bave been an obeffient learner in tbe best of schools) bas
brought me Mtberto ; and witb my whole beart, I trust He will
be my Gffide all my journey tMougb ; tbe staff and stay of my
lengthened day !
Very often do I tbink of your dear valued mother; memory

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retraces tUe many calm and peacefffi bours in your little circle,
tbe pleasant stops in your garden, wben your precious mother
examined and admfred tbo opemng buds and flowers. These
liberal gifts wo contemplated as coming from Him wbo adorns
tMs lower world, and wbo cheers tbe gratefffi mind upon the
way to tbat glorious City, where anticipation shall be lost in
frffition. May your CMistian mother's blessing rest upon her
cbUffion's cbUffien !
Express my love to tby sistor, &c. EareweU, my dear friend.
Affectionately I subscribe,
Mary Capper."

To K. B.
"Bfrmingbam, Srd mo. Srd, 1836.
I lament tbe separation of some promismg ones ; tbeir b eing
driven by strange voices and tumffits from attention to tbo
stUl, smaU voice of tbe Good Shepherd. 0 ! my beart pities,
and wben enabled, breathes tbe secret prayer for tbo sheep
scattered from tbe true fold — tbo qffiet habitation. Never, my
dear relatives, ffid I moro appreciate tbo privUege of being joined
to a Cbristian peoplo, — ^to tbe Society to wMch I am favoured to
be united by increasmg conriction at tMs day, of its pure,
unsopMsticated, Gospel principles. Tbe Shepherd of tbo sheep
is mdeed good. O ! bow gently He leads tbe simple, as tbe
flock and tbe cMlffien can bear it.
Mary Capper."

380 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPER. [1836.
To A Relation. "Srd mo. ith, 1836.
Tbo secret language and aspiration of my spirit is, 0 ! that our
youtb, entering tbe field of faitb and of responsibUity, 0 ! that
tbey may be kept from tbe strange disputations of tbis day.
Bnt wby think it strauge ? Look at tbe Mstory of mankind
from tbo faU of Adam; disobedience bas marked every suc
ceeffing generation ; subtle device or open rebelUon bas drawn
aside thousands, and continues, in various ways, to allure and
deceive tbe cbUffien of men. The natural, uncontroUed, active
mind deUghts in doing sometMng tbat shall appear gooffiy ; yea,
can make sacrifices in its own vrill and way, and is gratffied in
seK-complacency, and it may be applause ; yea, in external acts
of reUgious worsMp. My long Ufo and observation, tossed and
sifted as I bave been, have given me a measure of experience
in tbe delusions of self. O ! bow different, bow widely different,
from tbo lowly, bumble waiting at tbe feet of Jesus, tbe highest
Teacher, as witb our mouths in tbe dust; feeUng our own
impotency, our ovra blindness ! Hero is subjugation indeed,
bearing the true cross. Ah ! my dear, say not in thine beart,
' Wbo shall shew us any good ? wbo shall ascend, or wbo shall
descend, to bring our best Teacher ? BeUeve mo. He is nigh
tbee ; tbo living Word ! writmg tbe new covenant on the tablet
of thy heart. BeUeve and obey this, and tbou wilt be led gently
along, as tbou canst bear it. Wben we are faitMffi in tbe Uttle,
tbe way is mado for farther mauKestations of the Divine wiU
concermng us. Avoid speculations, and vainly exercising tbyseK
in things too Mgb for tbee. If I know anytMng of true peace,
it is in simple, child-like obeffience to tbe stUl, smaU voice of tbe
Good Shepherd, wbo instructs the lambs and sbeep of bis
fold; a stranger's voice they will not know nor follow.

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TMs gracious, endm-ing Mercy was tbe Guide of my youth,
tuming my stops into tbe narrow way ; and it is tbe stay and the
staff of my old age ; and never did I more fffily appreciate wbat
I beUeve to be tbe genffine prmciples of tbe Society to wbicb I
am conscientiously uffited, than at tMs day.
Sacrffices not a few bave been called for, but not one wbicb is
not doubly repaid by sweet peace. Not ono painfffi accusation
is permttted to trouble' me; tbankfffiness and cbeerfffiness
clotMng my spirit, in tbe midst of groat reduction of bodUy
strength. Tbougb I know not tbo beart of a parent, I feel mucb for
tbe rising generation ; K there was not faith in an ovor-rffiing
Power, onr poor thoughts migbt trouble, K not overwhelm us ;
for wbat a sifting day is tMs, among professors of reUgion ! our
own Uttle favoured baud not exempt. Tbere seems a prevaffing
mama, a strKe of words and of strange voices ! But tbe Good
Shepherd knowetb Ms own sheep, and tbey foUow Him.

To M. S.
"Birmmgbam, Srd mo. 12ih, 1836.
My kind Eeiend,
Little less tban miracffious is tbe restoration of tMs poor
body ! it is marveUous in my riew, and I believe in tbe
view of tbose wbo witnessed tbe almost suspension of animal
Ufo. Eor wbat ond thus re-affimated, I know not ; it is enough
for me to know that tbe Giver of life is good, tbougb I am
blmd. I am stffl weak, tbougb I can walk alone from my easy
chair to my desk, use my pen as thou mayst perceive, and value
tbe privUege, as I can reUevo my affectionate friends from
anriety on my acconnt. I bave been very tenderly cared for ;
indeed tbe friends of my youtb bave been more than replaced.

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Wonderfffi favours and mercies bave been added to my lengtbened
days. Time would faU, and language be insufficient, to set fortii
tbe mercy tbat keeps my mmd calm, lowly, dependent as a
cbUd, disposed to learn at tbe feet of a crucified Lord. My
beart compassionates tbose wbo bave left tbe Gffide of tbeir
youtb, or wbo bave not yet known tbe witness for God in
themselves, tbe Spfrit tbat leadeth out of error into tbe plain
path of duty. 0 ! my precious friend, if we were faitMffi to tbe
ffictates of tMs Spfrit, bow many snares and entanglements
we shoffid escape; and bow woffid tbe bitters, mingled by
a Sovereign band, be sweetened ! Mary Cappee.

To J. AND K. B.
"Binmngbam, ith mo. 5ih, 1836.
The recent intelUgence of yom devoted Mnsman James
Backhouse, and Ms compamon, witb satisfactory accounts from
Daniel Wheeler, are consoling oridences tbat tbe Uffiversal
Eatber stiU regards Ms rational creation as ono family, bowever
circumstances may ffiffer ; our Umited capacities see ffimly, and we
too often lightly esteem our own mercies. With reverence, at
tffis day, I am ready to testKy, tbat although tbe surrender
of dear, very dear Parents (for I was proMbited tbo paternal
roof,) aud of a strong, heart-engaged attachment, lod mo indood in
a way .tbat I knew not, yet I was favoured witb an intemal calm
tbat coffid not argue tbe matter ; to all enqufries, I could only
answer, tbat my peace of mind seemed to depend upon simple
obeffience. And stiU, in tbis dependent, cMld-like state, bumbled
by a sense of my ovU propensities, wbicb brings me to tbe foot
of tbe cross, I can now say tbat every sacrifice made in obedience,
is 'rewarded an bunffied fold, infiffite adorable mercy crowning

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tbo poor wortMess offerings of Ms cMldren, witb tbe assurance
tbat He accepts tbem, and tbat Divine Grace sbaU be witb them,
in Me and in deatb.
It seems to me of great importance tbat tbere sbould bo
no self-complacency, nor creaturely glorymg, but true seK-
reduction, bearing tbe cross.
Mary Cappee."

To M. S.
"iih mo. 12th, 1836.
A bountiful Creator continues to allure us to love, obey
and praise Him. Had I tbo pen of a ready writer, bad I
the gKt of an evangeUst, my theme shoffid be. Praise tbe Lord !
Lot everytMng tbat batb breath praise Him ! The way to praise
tbat Almighty Power, wbo bas formed Ms rational creation
for immortaUty and glory, is obeffience. He bas not left us
vrithout an intemal vritness, to manKost our enors and our
sms, and to pomt and to load mto safe paths. I assureffiy
beUove tbat there was a consciousness of good and evil, even
before tbe Gospel ffispensation, wbicb is tbe fulfilment of prophecy
in a Saviour incarnate. Glad tidings indeed! Glory to God
in tbo Mghest ! Peace on earth ; good wUl to men ! ratified
by a now Covenant, written in tbe beart, and confirmed by
Scripture testimony, tbat Jesus CMist came into tbe world to
save us from our sins, — to redeem us from all iniquity. Wbat
can bo more convincmg ! Our restless wanderings arise from
tbe neglect of watcbmg unto prayer, and daily bearing the
subdffing cross.
Maey Cappee."

384 MEMOIR, OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1836.
To K. B.
"Bfrmingbam, ith mo. SOih, 1836.
My VEEY DEAE NiECB,
TMs doubtless is a time of mourffing, and of tenderly
sympatMzing in tbe bereavement of tby dear relations ; tbere
are other causes for mourffing also, of wMcb I doubt not
tbou art sensible. I woffid tbat I coffid comfort tbee, but
tbou bast a better Comforter. Tbo Spirit and Power pf true
consolation is ffigb, tbougb it may not always be discerned
by tbose wbo are cast down. 0 ! bow sweet is tbe beUef tbat
tbey wbo are kept tMougb tribulation, at tbe foot of the
cross, are in safe keeping ! It is my desfre tbat we may not
cherish anxiety witb regard to tbe tMngs wbicb are brought
upon ns, in tMs our day. Old tMngs revived, as respects our
Society. Misapprehension or misrepresentation, and want of
faitbfiUness among ourselves, bave assuredly brought about a
Babel confusion; but there is no diminution of tbat Power
wbicb can bring good out of ovU, and cause tbe vain efforts of
Ms creatures to promote Ms own gracious purposes.
I am endeavouring to look beyond tbe cloud, wben (if my
natural day bo not so prolonged) others may bo favoured to
see tbo Sun of Righteousness shine gloriously.
I remain affectionately, thy aunt,
Mary Capper."

1836.] MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. 8S.5
To J. AND S. Geubb,
"Bfrmingbam, 5th mo. ISih, 1836,
My beloved Eeiends,
SbaU I onco more greet you witb the language of affectionate
encouragement ? Though tbe sun, in tbe risible ffimament be
in ecUpse, it is not lost. Tbe creative Power tbat gave it for
an external Ught remains tbe same ; even tbe umversal Father
of mankind, good, very good to all wbo seek aright to know
and to obey Him, as Ms truly dependent cMlffien, He
wbo set tbe visible sun in tbe sky, bas not left Ms rational
creation, formed for immortality, witMmt a witness in tbe heart,
as tbo Scriptures amply testKy. Wbat mdeed sbould we do, if
left to doubtfffi ffisputation! If tbe true Ugbt in tbe soffi
become darkness, bow great is tbat darkness ! Watcb and pray
tbat tbe day-sprmg from on Mgh may again arise upon us as a
reUgions Society, somewhat scattered and shaken. Possessing
our soffis m patience, may we bave compassion one for another!
Tbe Eoundation standeth sure, though tbere may bo builders
thereon of wood, bay and stubble.
Well, my dear friends, after tMs unpromeffitated mtroduction,
I recur to wbat first arose in my tbougbts, in viewmg you
as contenffing, again and again, for tbe faitb, or unchanged
Truth, vritb fideUty and unwearied dffigence. Tbe Spirit of
Truth wffi guide into aU tratb. 0 ! it is a blessed thing to be
docUe, bumble learners at tbe foot of tbe cross.
14^^. TMs is tbe thfrd or fourth time tbat I bave takeq
the pen, for I bave boon cheered by some kind calls fronj. dear
labourers, on their way to the Yearly Meeting. Sadness clothes
the spfrit as we commune together on the things wMcb are
brought upon us. NotMng new ! old revfflngs ! After a time
Pb

386 memoie op maey cappee. [1836.
of lukewarmness, or Uving too mucb at ease, may it not be
said, a woo is brought upon us, that avaUing, spiritual sorrow
may spread, aud may arouse the dormant facffitios to a right and
true exorcise ; and tbat babes may be fed witb tbe pure milk,
prepared for tbeir nourisbment, tbat tbey may grow thereby, and
be able to bear stronger meat, so tbat tbey may ondure to tbe
end tbat crowns all, and experience tbe salvation of tbo soffi,
tMougb Him wbo was crucified for tbe sin of tbe world, — tbe
Son of God ? ' Elesb and blood batb not revealed tMs unto
tbee,' &c. May I not reverently say, tbe spirit within me prays,
witb increasing fervency tbat revealed truth may work tbe
work of rigbteousuoss, to tbe praise and glory of tbe Holy
One. I tMnk I must conclude witb what was in my mind as
a beginmng ; tMnking of you, dear friends, tbere was a sweet,
abiding impression tbat there is a rest, an undefiled everlasting
rest, prepared for tbe patient, faitMul labourer, in tbe Lord's
vineyard. Your work, my precious friends, may not yet be
fimshed ; this glorious rest awaits you, and every true labourer,
so beUeves. Maey Cappee."
Eeom Saeah Geubb to Maey Capper.
"London, 5ih mo. 2iih, 1836.
My deaely beloved Eeiend,
TMs day tby precious, sweet letter was banded me. 0 !
bow truly cheering it is to contemplate tbe state iu wMcb
Divine Goodness bas kept tbee to tMs day. I can look back to
/=my cbUdbood, wben I flrst saw, witb wonder, tbe tears flowing
from tby eyes in meetings ; wben tbou wast an example to many,
of nobly denying self, taking up tbe cross, and foUowing Him
wbo 'bore tbe contraffiction of sinners against Himself,' and

1836.] memoie op mary cappee. 387
who bas been pleased to lead about and instruct tbee ever
since. Yea! He bas kept tbee as tbe apple of Ms eye; and
so I humbly beUeve He will keep thee to tbe end ; guiffing tby
feet tbe few steps tbat remain, and ffitimately granting an
entrance mto tbose blessed regions wbere none can say, I am
sick ; where there is no more pain, neither any more sorrow ; but
tbe Lamb tbat is in tbe midst of tbe TMone doth lead to
livmg fountams of water, and aU tears are wiped from tbe
eyes for ever.
Some, m tMs day, are almost ready to adopt tbe language of
tho prophet, ' 0 ! tbat my bead were waters, and mme eyes a
fountam of tears, tbat I migbt weep day and ffight for the slain
of tbe daughter of my people !' for trffiy tbere is tbat among us
wMcb lays low tbo pure innocent IKe that ought to be in
tbe ascendency. Yet my faitb is tbat better times will come,
even to our reUgious Society. There is, I do believe, a Uving
remnant left, wbo bemg preserved tMougb tbe shaking wMcb bas
come upon us wiU sMne forth by and bye, even as tbo Ugbt,
and many wffl come to its brightness, so tbat tbere wffl be
Quakers still ; tbose wbo bold tbe precious testimoffies of the
Everlasting Gospel m tbefr primitive simpUcity and unmixed
purity. And surely it is unto tbe Truth, as it is m Jesus, tbat
tbe nations must come, m tbe fffifilment of tbe prophecy, 'The
kmgdoms of tMs world shall be tbe kingdoms of God, and of Ms
CMist.' We bave bad some favoured meetings at tMs our annual
Gathering. Yes ! at seasons^ tbe Lord's own blessed presence
and power bave been over all, to bis own praise ; to wbom aU
honour and glory now and ever belong.
My husband sends tboo mucb unfeigned Cbristian love, in
VMcb I tenderly unite, and remam,
Tby ever attached friend,
Sarah Grubb."
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388 memoir of maey capper. [1836.
To Hannah Watkin.
"Birmmgbam, 7ih mo. 1st, 1836.
Very dear Eeiend,
It sometimes seems marveUous in my view tbat our natural
Ufe is lengtbened for weeks, months, and it may be years, after
being brought as it were to tbe brink of tbe grave, looking- for
tbe salvation of tbe sonl, tMougb tbe redeeming love and power
of tbe Saviour, wbo was crucified for sinners. No otber name do
we own, or profess to beUeve, can save ns. TMs I consider as tbe
unchangeable foundation of genmne Quakerism ; and it is to be
accompamed by a consistency of conduct, not to be controverted,
agreeably to tbe Scriptural doctrine and precepts left upon
record by tbe Highest Teacher, and to tbe example and
testimony of boly men of old. As far as my spiritual under
standing bas been effiigbtened, tMs is wbat I apprehend to be
Tratb. Secret things belong to tbe Lord. My beUef is, tbat
sufficient is revealed for our instruction, and tbat, wMle
persevering in faitMffi obeffience, we shall find tbat lowly,
peaceful, spfritual poverty is a soffi-satisfymg reward. I beUeve
it is safe, and best in tbe present times, to leave judgment unto
tbe righteous Judge, as to tMs or tbat; and to take the
impressive counsel, 'What is tbat to tbee? follow tbou Me!'
I bope not to weary thee, dear friend. I tbink only to add, tbat
Cbristian union, love and feUowsMp, was never more preciousy
nor more binding to my fellow-professors in tbe Society to wMcli
I bave been conscientiously united for upwards of fifty years ;
and I am so far from being dissatisfied, that in my most favoured
.seasons, I daUy contemplate it as a mercy.
EareweU, affectionately,
Mary Cappee."

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Erom S. K. a cMld five years old, to Mary Capper.
My dear Eriend,
" I sboffid like to bear tbee talk to me about beaven, wbere
dear little cbUffien go wben tbey are good; and K tbou
wUt be pleased to soe mo, I shall be glad to see tbee ; please,
wben will it be a suitable timo ?
I lovo tbee, and am thy friend,
S. K."

Answer from M. C.
"Dale End, Sth tno. Iith, 1836.
Dear little Eriend.
I am qffite pleased witb tby Uttle letter, and I am glad
tbat tbou lovest me, for I have mucb love for cMldren ; and
I am glad wben tbey wish to be good, and to know sometMng
abont that Sariour, Jesus, of wbom we read in tbe Bible.
When I was a Uttle gfrl, I bad naughty tempers. I wished to
be good, and I often cried wben I was alone, because I wanted
to be good aU at onco. I was Uke tbee, dear cbUd, too young to
understand tbat I must be patient and bumble, and leam tbat
Jesus Cbrist came into tbe world to save us from our sins, and
our naughty tempers, and to make us gentle, patient and
obeffient. We cannot seo tbe blessed Jesus as He appeared
m tMs world m time past ; yet Ms mercy, love and power are
over us aU; to take away our perverse dispositions, and to
prepare us for heaven, tbat bappy place, where all are good,

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happy, and blessed for ever. Tbat tbou, dear S. mayst be
one of those who are eternaUy blessed, is tbe affectionate
desire of Tby friend,
Mary Capper."

To C. B. C.
"Birmingbam, Oth mo. 21st, 1836.
My kind and dear Eriend,
Tby affectionate communication was, as ever, very corffiaUy
accoptod; that thy precious mother wiU witness tbe best of
Comforters to be near, tMougb aU bereavements and trials, I
doubt not. My best love is to ber. Tbe foundation stands
sure that umtes the bumble followers of tbo Redeemer. TMs is
myJiope and my anchor. My soffi longs and breathes, m tbo
spirit of prayer, for preservation, in tbis day of sifting. Some
times I tMnk in my solitude, tbat perhaps I enter, in proportion
to what I can bear, intp what some dear feUowTprobationers havo
to sustain, in the present state of pur religious Society. My
begrt mourns ; but I know not wbat to do better tban to leave
all unto tbat Wisdom that ruleth over all. In our deep
humiUatipn, we may be dumb with sUence ; but 0 ! K we can
trace the bp,nd of the iiprd in it, we may take cpurage, and bold
on om lowly way, as disciples pf a crucffied Saviour, bearing
Ms cross from day tp day^ until we put off these conuptible
boffies, and rise triumphant over all opposition, tMougb that
Ppwer that conquers deathj boU and tbe grave. That I may
reaUy be a bumble waiter^ in patience, at my Saviour's feet, is
daUy tbe petition pf my spffi, apd that I may tenderly feel fpr,
and witb my conflicted friends.
Maey Cappee."

1836.] memoir op mary cappee. 391
To K. B.
"10th mo. 21st, 1836.
If it be from tbe Lord, doubtless Ms tender compassion will
bring me tMougb tbo searching trial wMcb bas brought me
very low, in mind and body, and yet keeps me so. As I write,
I feel a fear of taking mysoK out of tbe Lord's band; for
He alone can perfect Ms ovra work, — tbe great work of entfre
sanctffication.. On the receipt of tby letter, 0 ! how I wished
that I were worthy to mourn with those who mourn for the
state of tMngs among us. To boar a part in the sufferings
and afiUctions of the true ffisciples of a crucified Saviour
seems indeed a privUege. Mary Capper."
To THE Same.
"Birmmgbam, llth mo. 15ih, 1836.
My dear brother James usod to say of his vrife, tbat sbe
remained as a brffised reed ; so I tMnk I may say it is witb
me ; but witb tbe cbeermg hope, if not tbo abidmg beUef, tbat
endurmg Mercy wUl not break that wMch is brffised, nor quencb
tbe smoMng flax. My soffi longs for an increase, of faitb,
patience and resignation. If tho tender sympathy, and I boUeve
I may add, tho prayers, of dear affectionate friends are avaUing,
surely I may bo encouraged. I am greatly surprised at tbe
interest maffifested on my bebaK; it excites tbe strong cry
at the Mercy-seat, tbat I may not be permitted to bring sorrow
or ffismay upon the Christian beUevers, nor dishonour upon tbe
glorious cause of tbe Redeemer.
Maey Capper."

892 memoir of mary cappee. [1837'.
About this period Mary Capper bad to pass tMougb mucb
distress of mind, in consequence of the departure of some whom
she dearly loved, from that path of sunpUcity and seK-deffial
intp wbicb her own feet had been turned, iu early Ufe, and wbich
she stUl considered ' tbe more exceUent way.' Her sorrow on
bb^endng tbat some of these were counting Ugbt of those views
arid practices, wMcb it had cost ber mucb to adopt, was so deep
that it materiaUy affected ber health and spfrits for a time ; but
He who saw the integrity of her beart, and who watched over her
with a, Eathfe/s love, was pleased, after a season of proving, to
removfe tbe burden, and to grant ber a renewal of faitii and of
confidence, enabling ber again to go on ber way rejoicing. Sh6
thus describes ber state in a letter

To K. B.
"Birmingbam, Srd tno. 15th, 1837.
1 have abundant cause to take fresb courago and bo tbankfffi ;
for a coniolmg hope, and lowly confidence in redeeming, sanc
tifying Power, cheers tbe path-way before me. My general
bealtb gi-aduaUy improves, and my cough is abated ; and bow
sbaU I describe the favour of being permitted to Ue down in
peace, and to take rest in safety, undor a protecting Power!
Thus, my dear niece, I am tenderly dealt with. I go to our
reUgious meetings once in the day; and though faitb and
patience be tried, tbo hope of finaUy reaping the rich harvest
of promise, urges my spirit to press onward, tMough aU that
may at times cloud the beatific vision. I walk out most
mornings, rising about seven o'clock; my faithful, valued
handmaiden reads portions of Scripture to me; tbe day is
spent mostly in solitude, and closes with reaffing a chapter or
two in tbe Bible, wben I am early ready and thankful to retfre."

1837.] memoir op maey cappee; 393
About the same date, sbe thus writes
To A Eriend.
"Tbou wouldst no doubt bear, from time to time, of tbo
state of my health as precarious ; indeed I was much confined
to my apartments, and yet remain very feeble. But my spfrit
is reUeved, m mercy, from a ffistressing exercise, wMcb abnost
seemed to separate from tbe consolations of adoption through
the Sariour. Now, iu a bumble, lowly Calm, witb watcbfffiness
unto prayer, and tbat continuaUy, a plam path in tho strait
and narrow way seems set before me ; turmng neither to the
right nor to the left, to hear wbat others may say, but keeping in
view what ffist brought my wandering feet from the broad way."

To J. AND S. Grubb. "5ih month, 1837.
Ye deae Laboueees,
As ambassadors it may be, oft-times in bonds, it is in my
heart onco more to attempt to greet you, in a measure of
tbat love wMch, I cherish tbo hope, is a badge of disciplesMp.
I cannot say that none of the thmgs, brought upon us at
the present day, move me; in measure I tMnk I participate
in the clothmg of sackcloth and mommng; perhaps it is a
sign of Ufe, to mourn with those who rightly momn for
for tbe desolation spread among us. Eor my own part, I
dare not step out of the strait and narrow way, wbich
I beUeve is cast up as a safe path for me to walk in, by

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faith in the redeeming Power of a crucified, glorified Saviour,
manifested in tbo bumbled soffi, as tbe true light and Ufe,
wMch opens tbe bUnd eye, and leads in the way- of salva
tion. I am sonrible that consoling evidences may be veiled;
that bright vision may faU, in a long, dark and gloomy day ;
the cloud resting upon tho tabernacle. Is not tMs the
trial and proving of our faith, even at the present time ?
But with tbee and thy dear husband and fanffiy, I look
forward witb cheering bope tbat brighter days aro in store
for those, wbo in faitMffiness, hold fast thefr confidence m
tbo mercy and love of our Heaveffiy Eather, as a reconciled
God. Divino compassion can alone begm, carry on, and
perfect bis own glorious work; my impotence and ignorance
keep me, as I tbink, at tbe Saviour's foet.
Mary Capper."

To K. B.

"5th mo. 29th, 1837.

My beloved Niece,

Morffing by mormng my tbougbts seem to bring to my
view tbe dear exercised labourers of tbe present day. SoUtary
and useless as I apprehend myself to be, my best desfres, in
favoured seasons, are earnest, m the spirit of suppUcation,
that heavenly Mercy may be manKested to heal the wounded
spirit, to strengthen the feeble-minded, and to confirm our
faith m the one sacrifice for sin; that we may know
the effect of sanctKying Power, wMle passmg throngh this
time of probation. My heart seems to press after the ex
perience of a prepared state for a prepared place.
Mary Capper."

1838.] MEMOIR OP MARY CAPPER, 395
To THE Same.
"Binmngbam, 12th mo. Iith, 1837.
Cough and debUity keep me much confined, though I am
favoured to attend most of our reUgious meetings ; and vrith
tbe abiUty given, I think my heart bas united with tbose
who aro exorcised in desfre tbat wo may experience a revival
of spirituaUty, witb tbat faitb which produces a right pre
paration to worsMp in spfrit and truth. 0 ! for a more
powerfffi souse of tMs in aU our reUgious assemblies. Lowly,
persevering waiting at tbe Redeemer's foot, seems to me the
watchword for tbe present timo. My dear mece, may Israel's
Shepherd keep theo, and all wbo are dear to tbee, witb my
own soffi, ffigh to tbe mercy-seat, and finaUy complete Ms
own glorious work of salvation ! Tby aunt,
Maey Capper."

To B. and C. C.
"2nd mo. 22nd, 1838.
Much loved Eriends,
Tbere never was a day in wMch I so fuUy entered into
gympatby witb my fellow beUevers in the sure mercies of God
m CMist Jesus. Though these may have received, iu favoured
seasons past, sweet evidences of walking acceptably in tbe Divme
presence, yet at tbo present time (it may be for the accompUsM
mont pf tbe Lord's purposesj^^for tbe completion of Ms own
work) the poor, ffisconsolate traveller may seem to be forsaken.
I do know sometMng of tMs continued warfare ; but in adorable

896 MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPEE. [1838.
mercy, tho wrestUng soffi can hear the cheering language, ' AU is
not lost tbat is out of sight.'
With you, my precious friends, my desire and prayer is, to
look, beyond all doubts and fears, to a gracious Redeemer, whose
power is above all; for wo may feelingly adopt the language,
'TMs is mine frffirmity !' Very affectionately,
Mary Capper."

To

"Birmingham, 2-nd mo. 29th, 1838.
My pellow-probationer,
Eor whom I continue to feel an affectionate CMistian interest.
I tMnk thy letter woffid not have lain so long unacknowledged,
bad I anytMng to offor tbat coffid minister avaUing instruction.
My limited experience bowever, leads me to cherish tender
sympathy witb every one wbo is convinced of the sinfulness of
sin, and of our depravity by nature.
It is recorded in Scriptme, from tbe Highest authority, ' A
man must be born again, or bo cannot see, or enter, tbe kingdom
of heaven.' TMs new birth, or now creation, is a blessed cbange
of beart; all tMngs become new; now tbougbts, now desfres,
and now riews of ourselves. I may venture to say, tbat it
appears to me, that thy present bumffiating sense of gross
commissions, witb tby mounKffi retrospect thereof, and thy
turffing from tby unrighteous ways, are tokens of mercy, that
tbou art not forsaken, or given up to hardness of heart, so long

1838.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 397
as a secret spfrit of prayer, or good desire, is raised, and kept
alive in tbee.
Although, as yet, tbou art tossed and not comforted, remember
there must be a time of trial, ore the soffi can come to rest qu
tho Rock of salvation. We are assured, tbat ' To know the only
true God, and Jesus CMist wbom bo bath sent, is IKe eternal.'
TMs is a knowledge too high for the natural comprehension ; but
we are also assured, that the grace of God, or the Holy Spfrit, is
given unto us to profit withal, as testified by holy men of
old, and by faitbfffi Christians, from generation to generation,
Tbe Holy Spirit, the Sariour's gift, is to tMs day my Comforter,
carrymg on, as I humbly bope, the great work of sanctffication,
tMoughout, in body, soffi and spfrit. Erom my early years,
I bad a secret beUef tbat religion was pure and holy, and that it
led to purity and hoUness of Ufe ; and I was induced to consider
that tbe Society of Eriends manKested moro consistency of
manners and conduct, tban was ffiscoverable among others.
Tbe fundamental faith of tbe Society in a crucffied Saviour,
as a Redeemer, and a ReconcUer to God the Eatber, I bave
never doubted; and bad there been more faitMffi obeffience
to that Spirit wMcb leads out of error, I am inclined to beUeve
wo bad not beeu so scattered a people as we are at tMs day.
My enfeebled state of body and mmd ffisquaUfies me from
entering into argument. My peace seems to be in quietness,
and m bolffing fast my confidence; taMng a retrospective
view of tho way m wbich I have been kept and led Mtberto.
With an earnest desfre for tbe weKare of souls, for thee
and thy dear fanffiy, I remain affectionately thy friend,
Mary Capper."

398 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1838.
To J. AND S. Geubb.
"Birmingbam, 5th mo. 19th, 1838.
My precious Eriends,
Although my powers of communication are at a low ebb,
I woffid most wUUngly, mth unfeigned, uniting lovo, again
greet you. Your dear cMldren also seem to have place in
my best desires, that thoy may be safely kept in tbe lowly
vaUey, and patiently abide the sKtings and provings of tMs
day. I think I do enter into tender sympathy with a rising
generation, and witb my feUow pUgrims, wbo may be, at
seasons, tossed and not comforted. NotMng less tban enduring
Mercy and Goodness can keep alive an avafflng faith in the Rock
of Ages, — ^the Light, tho Lifo, tbe Power that leads to a Ufe of
hoUness. My soffi presses after tMs in my present weak estate.
Ye dear labourers and faitbfffi servants, may the bope set before
you be clear and steadfast. To bo wffiing to boar ono another's
burdens, to suffer with tbose who are tempted, buffetted and
grievously tried, is tbe work of the Good Spfrit, tbat clothes tbe
, Cbristian beUever with the mind tbat was in Cbrist, so far as
seems meet to Perfect Wisdom ; so tbat my endeared S. G.
I notice, with a measure of gratefiil admiration, tby wUUng
submission to a restoration of health, and renewed power to be
helpful in tby own dear family and to others, by encouragement
and example, that thoy faint not by tbe way, tbougb it seems
rough and thorny. Tby affectionate communications are very
welcome and cheering to me.
I was favoured to pass tMough tbe protracted winter witb as
little ailment as the generality of my aged fellow pilgrims, and
have been privUeged to get to our meetings for worsMp, almost
constantly, having tbe free use of my Umbs at tbe lengthened

1838.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 399
period of eigbty-tMee revolving years ! But a recent attack of
erysipelas has mnch reduced my mental and bodUy powers.
With aU my infirmities, tbe Good Spfrit is not whoUy witb
ffiawn, and I wrestle in prayer for resignation, faith and patience.
Accept my imperfect offering, in tbe lovo I bear to tbee and
those most dear to thee. Affectionately,
Mary Capper."

S. Geubb to M. Capper.
"Clapham, 5th mo. 1838.
Deaely beloved Eriend,
Thy sweet and precious letter has done me good. 0 ! how
delightful it is to soo tbat some hold on tbefr way, m tMs day of
backsUffing. TMs Yearly Meeting convmces us that we are stffi,
too generally, a revolting people, and my portion of labour has
been much iu the Une of laymg opon our conffition, and caffing
back the wanderers ; for it seems to me to be a day of renewed
visitation. Tbo Heaveffiy Wing is extended to gather into safety;
wMle yet many aro not prepared to come under it, for want of
bemg sensible of tbeir danger and of tbefr own helplessness.
There is nevertheless a Uttle band of humble, simple ones, who
feel thefr entfre dependence upon the Abmgbty Helper, and
these are very near and dear one unto another, wherever tbey are,
and howovor cfrcumstanced ; among such is thyself; kept,
tMough Divine mercy, m tho boly oneness, maintaining the
unity of tbe Spfrit, in tbe bond of peace ; and although some of
thy steps, now late in the race, may be paiffiul, I do beUeve thou
wUt find tbe end to be crowned with peace and satisfaction
for ever.
My dear husband let me come alone tffis time, be not being

400 MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1838.
vigorous enough to make Ms coming prudent. My children feel
the tender regard expressed for them in thy letters to me. We
seek not great tMngs for tbem, any more tban for ourselves,
either as to temporals or spfrituals, but true Wisdom, whose
ways are pleasantness, and her paths peace. Many are the
baptisms, even in youth, known by such as yield to the preparing
Power, wMch brings to a holy settlement, on tbe sure Eoundation.
It is very sweet, and confirming to some of us, to see Damel
Wheeler return safe and sound, in evory sense ; and to hear Mm
tell, in a few sentences, of wbat be has seen of tbe works of tbe
Lord, and Ms wonders in the deeps, aud testKy to the sufficiency
of Divine Grace, as be bas vritnessed it in MmseK and others.
Ho says tbat K he bad entertained any doubts before (wbich was
not tbe case) concerffing a measure and manKestation of the
Spirit being granted to all men, tbey woffid have been removed
by what be bas soon among those whoso situation in tbo world
left tbem in ignorance as to the outward, yot wbo acknowledged
to being sensible of the reproofs of the great and good Spirit in
thefr own hearts. Daniel is as tender and as humble as a child,
aftor all tbat tbo Lord bas wrought by him, as well as for Mm.
I may now take leave of thee, my very dear friend, and remain, I
humbly trust, in the fellowship of tbe gospel, and also a partaker
witb thee in tribffiation. Thy affectionate friend,
Saeah Geubb."

M. Cappee to K. B.
"Birmingham, 5th m,o. 22nd, 1838.
My spirit does hunger and thirst for an increase of boUnoss, —
for complete sanctification. We seem very mucb stripped in our
reUgious gatherings; may we cherish the hope tbat spiritual

1838.] MEMOIE OF MARY CAPPER. 401
sfrength and confidence may be renewed ! This is not a day
with us as a Society, to proclaim that our cup runneth over with
heaveffiy consolation; nevertbeless my earnest prayer is, that
I may be kept from turmng aside, and that Mercy may crown
all with the everlasting anthem of tbanksgiring."

To the Same.
"Bfrmingbam, 6^7* mo. 15th, 1838.
I have bad satisfactory reports of the Yearly Meeting, and
Elizabeth Robson caUed upon me, and confirmed tbe encou
raging inteffigence, tbat wo are not a forsaken people. I
beUeve that K there was more mffiridual faitbfffiness, we shoffid
be more conspicuously favoured with Ught, Ufe and power, as a
spirituaUy-minded people, who haring left tbe shadow, aro
pressmg after tbe substance.
Second day. I havo now had the gratffication of seeing my
dear nephew and ffiece Mounsey, and I hope we were mutuaUy
refreshed with sometMng better tban tbe wine of tbe best
grapes of Canaan.
Mary Capper."

To S. L.
' Bfrnungbam, Gth mo. 22nd, 1838.

Dear S. L.

Although a considerable lapse of timo may occur between our
commumcations, I am satisfied it enters not our thoughts, that
we aro forgotten by each other. Many a sweet and uniting
recoUection arises in tbe retrospect of days past, when we were
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402 MEMOIR OF MARY CAPPEE. [1838.
favoured to participate in that i;efroslimont which renews our
faith and our confidence in Redeeming Love and Power, wMcb
is unalterable, though we may witness so many changes, that we
may seem comparable to tho soUtary in a family. I am not a
stranger to a feeUng sometMng Uke tbis ; but tbe spirit of prayer
earnestly breathes in secret for patient subnUssion to tbe pre
paring hand of our Lord ; and whUe thus enduring tbe separation
of the precious from tbo vile, we may truly, and very tenderly,
feel with and for one anotber ; and wben so favoured, rejoice
together in a grateful sense of continued mercies. I understand
tbat at tbe Yearly Meeting, condescenffing Goodness and Mercy
woro measurably experienced ; so I was informed by a dear aged
friend, Alexander Craiksbank, of Scotland, bumble aud tender
in spirit. O ! tbat tbere wero more, of such consistency of Ufe,
and cfrcumspect conversation, under tbe gffidance of the Holy
Spirit ; then I do boUeve the genffine Eoundation of our faith
and hope of salvation woffid be more manifest. Tbo savour of
tMs dear friend's spirit seems to romain as precious odour
spread around. I understand tbat dear, aged Wm. Rickman was
a faitMul testimony bearer, in London tbis year, being upwards
of ffinety-two.
Maey Capper."

To K. B.
" Most Ukely tbou bast been informed tbat tby dear Brother is
in London, in obeffience to Ms reUgious duty. 0 ! wbat a
favom- that there are tbose yet to bo found among us, to preach
the gospel to tbe poor, tbe vretcbed ; yoa ! the most degraded
of the human race. I can scarcely credit tbo resffit of tby
patience, in arranging tbe abnost volunUnous scribbling consigned
to tby care. If ought of interest or usefffiness can be found,
I am most wiUing that tbou shouldst bave the selection, and

1838.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPER. 403
consider it very kind that thou art wilUng to tako the encum
brance. In concludmg these words, my dear Nieco, I am
¦reverentiy conscious that it would bo ungratefffi not to acknow
ledge the tender mercy of our Heaveffiy Eather, wluch bas kept
me, from my youth to tMs day, from foUowing on in tbo broad
way that leads to destruction. Eor this, Ms revealed power, and
redeemmg lovo, be rendered glory and praise ! Mary Cappee."
In explanation of tho foregomg remark, it may bo proper to
observe, that Mary Capper entrasted ber journals, &c. to the
editor, some years beforo ber decease ; and thon supplied some of
the earlier pages of tMs memoir ; but it is to be regretted that
her memory coffid not then furffisb somo connoctmg links
wMch woffid have been desirable and usefffi. It is hoped,
however, tbat the pious walk of tMs lowly-mmded hand
maiden of the Lord, is sufficiently mamfest in those pages, to
add one more to the many inducements wMch aro beld forth,
to foUow in tbe footsteps of tbe flock of CMist, — even of
those who obey the voice of the Good Shepherd, and walk in
Ms paths.

To K. B.
"Bfrmingbam, 10th mo. 25th, 1838.
In my eighty-fourth year, I seem but as a chUd; tbo sus
taining arm of Mercy is stffi undoruoatb, or faitb and bope woffid
faU, as I am in somo measure aUve to tbo exorcises brought
upon us, as a rehgious body, at tMs day. Surely tbere must
be a backsUffing from our genffine prmciples, — a departure from
tho faith, that Jesus Cbrist, the Son and Sent of the Eatber,
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404 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1838.
ffied for sinners ; that Ms atoning sacrifice, witb all its wonder
working effects, too Mgh for human comprehension, brought
Ught and Ufe, or grace into the dark beart of our fallen race,
and most mercifuUy put us, iuto a capacity to experience
salvation. 0 ! bow superior is tMs ffispensation to the Mosaic,
witb its types and figurative ceremomes.
How is it, my dear ffiece, tbat I bave ventured thus to pen
my riews? My heart, in uffison witb every bumble beUever,
longs and presses after tbe knowledge of God our Sariour ; wbom
trffiy to know is Ufe eternal ; and as a weaned chUd I am, at
times, qffieted. May I be tbankfffi for countless favours daUy
bestowed!"

To THE Same.
"Bfrmmgbam, 12th mo. iih, 1838.
As the end of my lengthened Ufe ffiaws ffigh, my bope of
salvation is stffi in tbe Saviour. Tby retrospect of tbe close
of time to tby precious parents is very impressive ; it is
consoUng to contemplate the mercy wMcb we have good
ground to beUeve, prepared, and has gathered thefr sanctffied
soffis into the kmgdom wbere sm, tbo root and germ of
sorrow, can no moro ffisturb, neither mtorrupt the undeffied
rest of the ransomed of the Lord! I cherish it as a token
for good, that we are brought to each other's particffiar re
membrance in our most favoured times. May we not accept
it as a sweet, encouragmg evidence of the Power that baptizes
into one Spirit! by tbe 'one baptism,' wMch is sometMng
beyond elementary wasMng or ffipping, or any tMng perishable.
10^^. Our Quarterly Meeting has appomted a Committee,
in concurrence with tbe adrice of the Yearly Meeting, to

1838.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 405
idsit friends in thoir famffies, and to offer affectionate counsel,
in that wisdom and ffiscemment whicb may bo granted, that
ffi may be mduced to press after holmess and godly sim
pUcity. It is weU to be stfrrod up to enter into soK-
Bxammation. I tMnk my confidence was somewhat renewed
by tbe visit of fom friends to myself.
Maey Cappee."

406- MEMOIE OP MARY CAPPER. [1839.

CHAPTER XIV.
EXTEACTS FROM HER LAST LETTBES, AND FROM SOME OF THOSE
OP HEE FEIENDS EESPECTING HEE.  LAST ILLNESS.  DEATH.
To J. AND K. B.
"Bimungbam, 1st mo, 21si, 1839.
My very dear Relatives,
Erom day to day I tbink of your kmdness toward me, and
my spfrit is bowed before tbe Source from whence all our
reciprocal CMistian good-wffi must flow. SometMng Uke a
glance of a precious futuro uffion seems to effiivon tbo present
moment, as I pen tbis, though my body and mind are m a
weak state ; but I tMnk it is ungratefffi to intrude my uffirmities
on your tender sympathy ; . rather, witb reverence, may I acknow
ledge a sustaiffing Power, tbat keeps the spirit of prayer aUvo
tMough aU. There is mucb to bumble us, and to mourn over ;
yet there is encouragement for the faitbfffi. Press forward !"
To T. AND M. S.
"Dale Eud, Srd tno. 6th, 1839.
My VEEY KIND Eeiends,
I cannot rost satisfied without attempting some acknowledg
ment of my gratefffi acceptance of a gKt, so instructively

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mteresting as the Ufe of your trffiy valuable relative Thomas
SMUitoe, witb whom I was favoured to be somewhat famiUarly
acquainted, in the early days of my attacliment to a religious
Society, unto wMcli, after upwards of fifty years' experience,
I am stffl conscientiously bound ; not as having attained, but as
earnestly pressmg after the mark, for tbe prize of our high caffing.
I am weU aware tbat consistency witb our profession loads to
mucb seK-bumffiation, and may ompbaticaUy bo designated the
strait and narrow way; but my faitb encourages me to-
beUeve tbat it wffl be crowned with enduring peace, when
the redeemed spirit shaU enter tbat undefiled rest wMch is pre
pared for the prepared soffi.
Accept, dear friends, my affectionate good-wffl, witb my best
desfres for your present and eternal blessedness, in tbe path of
obeffience to tbo sanctifying power of a Saviour. Witb a very
gratefffi sense of your UberaUty towards me,
I subscribo,
Maey Cappee."

To K. B.
Bfrmingbam, 10;!^ mo. ith, 1839.
I bave just parted with my endeared niece. I cherish tbe
bope tbat we bave been favoured to encom-age eacb otber, iu our
desfre to be submissive learners m tbe school of tbe Redeemer,
and to possess an mcrease of tbat avafflng faitb wMch is tho
root of boUness in aU its branches, workmg by love, to the
purifymg of the heart. I bope I do not presumptuously express
my thoughts on tMs important subject, or on that of prayer. I
bave pondered it mucb, and tMs mormng it bas opened in my
view, tbat to manifest by consistency of conduct, that we Uve ni

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the spfrit of prayer, may have an influence on tbose around us,
wMch we are not conscious of, though our fanffiy and con
nexions may not soo ns on our knees, nor witness our sup
plications m secret, wben the door being shut, we bow low, at the
feet of the Redeemer.
With regard to thy last communication, I bave thought, when
manKested duties succeed each other, how unspeakably great is
the Mercy tbat gives tbe wUUng mind m tbe day of power ! In
tMs, the subjugated heart has notMng to boast, but may
persevere, in lowly obedience, whether secret conflict be the
allotted portion, or a chastened joy be permitted, in the promo
tion of the Gospel of peace and salvation. I am daUy conscious
of dinUnisMng powers, but continue to wrestle for patience ; alid
in unison -with, or in answer to, tbe desfres and prayers of my
endeared relations, I experience the Comforter to be my help
and my sMeld.
Mary Cappee."

To C. B. C.
"llth mo. Srd, 1839.
My very deae Eriend,
There is a Uttle, aU-important word of four letters, that when
stamped on tbe tablet of the heart, is not easUy effaced. TMs is
Lovo. TMs sweet token of uffion I beUeve we do gratefuUy
accept and cherish as a precious boon, from the Author of all pure
feUowsMp. I am aware of divers obstacles to our personal
intercourse, and I consider, witb mucb tender feeUng, tby
domestic occupations, whicb claim tbe sacrifice of some gratiflca-
tions; but tbe place of duty is tho place of safety, and wUl

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»
be blessed ; so, my dear friend, we must not ffisturb ourselves,
but rather be thankfffi. In mucb affection,
Mary Capper."

To K. B.
"Birmingham, 12ih mo. lOih, 1839.
My VEEY DEAR NiECE,
Tby letters bring a grateful sweetness witb them ; it would be
gratKying coffid I diffuse the same; but length of days, witb
natural decay, now claims a contmuance of that affection wMch
can yet discern a Uttle Ufo in tho root. I tMnk we may cherish
tbe beUef that a good work is begun in the heart of our dear
kmsman ; and I do beUevo tbere is also a willingness wrought
by the same Power, tbat redeeming love and mercy may perfect
the wffl of our Heavenly Eather. As feUow-probationers, we
bave learned, in some measure, to sympathize with, and it may be
in favoured seasons, to pray for ono another; knowing that tbere
are many Uvely enemies, seeking to mar the good work ; mauy a
strong bold to be puUed down, and many a dark and cloudy
day, ere we obtain the blessmg in store for tbose who hold out
to the end.
My dear brother George's greeting, m my own apartment, was
abnost overwbebmng, as I had no previous information of Ms
visit ; but we were soon affectionately clasped in each other's
arms. I hopo bo is seriously ffisposed to look beyond tho
present scene. He visited tbo receptacle of the dead, whero the
boffies of our parents, &c. are deposited in a vaffit ; but I have
no desfre tbat my poor body shoffid be laid there. My soul
rather aspires to be fitted to join the ransomed of the Lord
in heaven.

410 MEMOIR OP MARY CAPPEE. [1840.
I apprehend tbat B. S.'s labours among us are drawing to a
conclusion; we have mucb bestowed upon us, in instruction,
reproof, warning and encouragement. I am afraid of taking
up a rost in consolations, as suffering seems the aUotment of tbe
present day ; and I do petition for patient submission to whatever
may be brought upon me, either by tbe conscious increase of
mental and bodUy weakness, or in a measure of CMistian
sympathy with my fellow-traveUers Zionward.
Maey Cappee."

To THE Same.
"Bfrmingbam, 1st mo. 18th, 1840.
My AFFECTIONATELY KIND NlECE,
I do desfre gratefully to acknowledge tbo mercy that produces
so mucb interest in wbat concerns my weKare. It is marvellous
in my view ; and in my present weak estate, I cleave to tbo
Power that thus condescends to uphold me, and to spread
tbe feeUng of sympathy far and wide. My bodUy frame is in a
very dobUitatod state ; but wben tbe cheering sun-beams break
tMough the mist, I almost long to be in tbo air, and again to be
privUeged to meet my fellow-CMistian professors, and unite in
waitmg upon tbo Lord. Mary Cappee."
Mary Capper ffid not again rise much out of the state of
feebleness wMch she here describes ; but she continued to enjoy,
during the remaiffing years of bor protracted Ufe, a conKortable
degree of bealtb, and was capable, to the last, of enjoymg the
society of hor friends, to whom she ever continued to be affec
tionately attached.
Some of ber relations, wbo visited ber in the spring of 1840,

1840.] MEMOIE OF MAEY CAPPEE. 411
among whom was the editor of this volume, found ber in a
striMngly happy and boly state of mind, — a state wMcb seems
best described by tbe word. Heavenly. She retained the power of
epistolary correspondence for somo time aftor tMs period, and
contmued to mamfest ber interest in tbe weKare of others, as tbe
foUowing extracts from ber letters wffl testify. Sbe thus adffiessed
her ffiece K. B. during tbe Yearly Meeting :
"Bfrmingbam, 5th tno. 22nd, 1840.
My ENDEAEED NiECE,
My tbougbts, with some of tbe best desfres tbat I am favoured
to feel in my soUtude, seem to bring mto mental riew, the dear
defficated Eriends, now sitting together ; m reverence aud lowUness
of mmd, waitmg for a renewal of strength to press on, toward tbo
unpoUuted rost, prepared for the redeemed, sanctified soffi;
patience havmg bor perfect work. Though my present abUity is
smaU, it is gratKying to myseK, even thus imperfectly, to groot
theo by the way. I hear tby dear Brother is Uberated to return
home aftor Ms arduous engagement in tbo envfrons of London.
I tbink it a privUege to feel tender sympathy witb such
labourers."

To THE Same.
"BiraUngbam, Wth mo. 2Sih, 1840.
My affectionate Niece,
In reply to tby kind inquiries, my general health is bettor tban
it was, and I am favoured to* have some reUsh for my food, and
abffity for caUn repose, when I retfre to my comfortable bed;
favoms indeed reverently to be acknowledged! Yet I momn
the low estate of my mental and spiritual powers, and I long to

412 MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. [1841
be more patient and resigned, trusting in tbe Rock of my
salvation. I take my Uttle rambles most days, though we bave fogs and
rain. I am not so painfffily sensible of the state of the
atmosphere as some afflicted inffividuals, who find great ffifficulty
in breatMng. 0 ! wbat tender deaUngs towards me, a poor
helpless creature."

To THE Same.
"Birmingbam, Isi mo. 9ih, 1841.
My beloved Niece,
Mercy sees fit to add anPtber opening year to my long life.
0 ! may tbo refining process go on, to perfect tbat wMch is stiU
wanting. I crept ont to mooting on Efrst-day mormng, and was
not so faitMffi as I possibly ought to bave been ; not from actual
unwUUngness but from very weakness ; but with gratitude may I
express it, endming Goodness clothed my spfrit with a lowly
calm. What condescending tenderness and compassion !"
To THE Same.
"Birmingham, 7ih mo. 20ih, 1841.
My deae Niece and Relations,
I woffid convey as impressively as I can, my affectionate
thoughts toward you, in tMs time of anticipating a personal
separation, mutuaUy and deeply felt, though under cfrcumstances
the most favourable, sanctioned by deUberate consideration and
prayer. I trust it is a movement under Dirine dfrection. In
this belief, may sweet peace clothe your spirits, and enduring
Mercy crown all ! Tbis, in my enfeebled state, is the secret

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breathing of my soffi for you. I feel au affectionate interest in
your dear daughter's present and future prospects; with the
consoUng beUef that He who has been her help and sMeld wUl
contmue so to be."

To THE Same.
"Bfrnungbam, 9th mo. Iith, 1841.
My beloved Niece,
The affectmg mteffigence of my^lear nepbevp's sudden Ulness is
deeply impressive, though thy few Unes aro reliering. 0 ! what
a crown, on all tbe blessmgs and favours received, is it, when in
the hour of deep affUction, every murmurmg thought is subdued,
and the Accuser rebuked.
I tMnk of you, my endeared relatives, as undor the humbUng
band of sorrow ; and I endeavour to cherish the sustauUng hope
that thus the Good Shepherd of the sheep is oxtonffing the crook
of Ms lovo, to gather, and to prepare tbe immortal spirit for a
place m the heaveffiy Mngdom, to be for ever witb tbo Lord.
With smcere affection, I subscribe,
Mary Capper."
Erom James Backhouse to J. & K. B.
"York, 2nd mo. 18th, 1842.
My dear Cousins,
I do not recoUect, that in my last, T mentioned your aged
relative Mary Capper, wbo appeared to me much enfeebled. She
spoke of tbe approach of her end, as foeUng an earnest desfre
to depart and bo with her Saviour, but said tbat sho could

414 MEMOIR OP MARY CAPPER. [1841.
nevertheless say, ' Not my wiU, but TMne be done,' and tbat
sho had many comforts to be thankful for, of tbe least of wMcb
sbe was unworthy. Sbe feeUngly expressed her sense of help
lessness, and of dependence on Divine support ; and ber heart
seemed overflowing witb love to her friends. Sho is an encou
raging example of the power of reUgion in old ago ; and whUo ber
heart expands in Cliristian love towards all, she retains a clear
and strong attachment to those views, or rather, I migbt more
properly say, to those experiences of CMistiaffity to wMcb
trae Eriends tMougb faith have attamed. I thought tMs Uttle
notice of your honourable relation was due to you; and sboffid
I see her no more, to ber memory.
Your affectionate cousin, ¦
James Backhouse."
On a subsequent occasion, James Backhouse, in writing of a
caU made ou Mary Capper, soon after Ms return from Ms labours
abroad, makes the foUowmg observations, — "In the course of
conversation, sbe iffiormed me, tbat she bad adopted tbe
priuciples of Total Abstinence as regards intoxicating liquors ;
that, though on the ffist mention of tbe subject, she bad doubted
its propriety, yet ou reflecting upon it, and considering the numbers
led away into inebriety, and tbat aU these began tbefr course of
drunkenness by taking intoxicating liquors, iu wbat had been
thought to be moderation, sbe came to the resolution, tbat no one
sboffid be able to plead ber example for taking thom at all. At
tbo time she left tbem off, sbe was upwards of eighty years of
age, and in tbe practice of taking a single glass of wine daUy witb
her ffinner; and baring been for many years unable to take
affimal food, tMs glass of wine bad boon thonght almost essential
to ber eristonce, especially as she had been accustomed to it from
an oarly period of her Ufe. She told me that she expected to
have something to suffer, iu making tMs change, and that she

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migbt probably have to endure a greater sense of feebleness
during the remainder of her days ; but tbe welfare of those by
whom she was surroimded, and on whom her example might have
some influence, sbe considered to be of much greater importance.
On makmg tbe trial, she was however agreeably disappointed ;
for tbougb sbe felt some languor for a few days, she soou became
sensible of an increase of strength, and was more vigorous without
tbe wine than she had been witb it ; so tbat she had cause to
commemorate the Goodness by wMcb she bad boon enabled to
make tMs Uttle sacriflce. And I beUeve that her example in tMs
respect, as weU as ber CMistian practico exMbited in a great
variety of otber points, bad a beneflcial influence on many."

Mary Capper, about tMs time, began to feel almost unequal to
use her pon, in order to cheer and animate ber friends to persevere
in their Cbristian race ; so that wMlo her interest iu the best
welfare of all continued unabated, sbe coffid no longer testify it
by her Uvely epistles. Tbe following is believed to be one of the
last that she was able to write ; it was addressed

To HER Niece K. B.
"Bfrmingbam, 9th mo. 16th, 1842.
My beloved Niece,
Gratitude constrams me again to attempt to acknowledge tbe
welcome reception of thy encouraging commuffication. It is an
unspeakable favom tbat a tune of rest is granted. My boffily
bealtb is measurably restored, yot mcreasing infirmities keep me
much confined, though, I do creep out a Uttle, but bave not, of
late, ventured to attend our meetmgs for worsMp, wMcb is a real

416 MEMOIR OF MAEY CAPPEE. [1843.
trial ; though I know I am not alone in trial, as you, my dear
relations, can testKy, in your deep sorrows.
Your affectionate aunt,
Mary Cappee."
Erom this time to the ond of ber days, she was most
affectionately cared for, as she bad long been, by the fanffiy
of Richard Cadbury, to all of whom she was strongly attached,
and wbo, in ber enfeebled state, added to tbefr former kmdnesses,
that of keeping her relations iffiormed of hor health, &c. A
fow extracts from these letters and from those of some other
friends who visited ber in bor decUffing days, will givo a better
idea of tbe manner in wbicb tbe remainder of her Ufe glided
away, tban any other ontlmo coffid do, and wffl doubtless be
acceptable to tbe reader, who may have, thus far, traced her steps.

Erom E. Cadbury to K. B.
"Edgbaston, ith mo. 20th, 1843.
I bave stffl to give tbee as favourable an account of thy dear
Aunt, as at her time of IKe, can be expected. Last week was our
Monthly Meeting, tbe whole of wMcb she sat, and seemed less
fatigued tban some of her younger sisters. She felt a lively
interest in the answers to the Queries, and spoke feeUngly upon
several subjects.
Tby letter deeply interested ber, respectmg the proceeffings of
some dear friends ; she trffiy rejoices in tbo offiargement of Zion's
borders, and iu tbe prosperity of her helpers."

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Erom R. E. to K. B.
"York, Sth mo. Oth, 1843.
My dear Cousin,
We caUod upon tby dear Aunt, who appeared feeble, but in
comfortable health ; and wbat gratified us most, was tbe sweetness
and UveUness of her spirit. Her mind seemed clothed witb love
to all, and I thought I bad seldom seen a more encouraging or
ammating example of a peacefffi old age. Sbe said tbat she felt
herself to be a poor unworthy creature, and often wondered bow
it was that she was so mercKffily dealt witb and cared for ; tbat
she was endeavouring patiently to wait ber appointed timo ; and
that, when bor Master called, she thought sbe sbould thankfuUy
receive tbe summons. It was au interriew tbat we shall long
remember." E. Cadbury to K. B.
"Edgbaston, 2nd mo. 5th, 1844.
My dear Cousin,
Thy dear Aunt was at meeting yesterday morning, also on
Eourtb-day, when she particularly wished to sit vrith those who
had not gone to our Quarterly Mooting at Coventry ; ber com
pany was very acceptable, and sbe expressed a few words, fuU of
love to her Heavenly Eatber, and to aU tbe human fanffiy. Sho
is ofteu favoured with ability to say a little to the dear cMlffien,
of wbom we bave a large number in this place; and hor
affectionate Mndness to tbem is such, that I think there is
scarcely a cbUd but wffl remember ber as long as tbey live. As
sho was about to leave my son's yesterday, the three little ones
followed her for the parting kiss, pffibng her gown, as described by
Goldsmith, 'To share the good man's smUe.' Hor servant continues
as attentive as ever, and I boUeve sbe has every comfort."
Dd

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Mary Capper contiuued mucb in tbo same state during tbe
remaining months of the year, and boro the winter's cold quitfe as
well as her friends had anticipated, as sbe was now in ber 90th year.
In the 5tb month, 1845, she had a troublesome cough, yot she con
tinued to get out, and was able to attend meetings, in which sbe
sometimes addressed her friends in encouraging language ; and on
Efrst-day, the 18th, she especiaUy noticed the dear chUdren in ber
ministry. Tbe next day her medical attendant requested
that she woffid remain in bed, witb wbich she reluctantly com
pUed. Indeed, so unconscious was she of the extent of her own
feebleness, that on tbe 21st sbe wished to be allowed to rise and
to go to mooting, that sbe might sit with the fow wbo were
gathered, many being absent at tbe Yearly Mooting. On
the 22nd fever increased, and her breatMng became mucb
affected, so as to ^arm tbo kind friends who surrounded her ;
but, as one of them remarks, " She seemed pecuUarly peaceful,
and fuU of love and gratitude. The exclamation, ' Goodness,
mercy and power !' was frequently on her Ups. Inthe evening sbe
took leave of tbe porson under whose roof she resided, evidently
under the idea tbat it might bo a last EareweU, expressing ber
desire tbat a blessing migbt attend tbe famUy for thefr kindness.
Previous to settUng for the mgbt, sbe requested ber faitbfffi
attendant to read in tbe Scriptures to bor, as usual. Tho 14th
chapter of John came in course, wbich was very congenial to
bor fooUngs, and she said tbat she could not have beard a
more beantKffi chapter, exclaiming, ' 0 ! how beautiful ! to go
to a mansion prepared for us !' and afterwards she appeared to be
fervently engaged in sUent prayer. Sbe tben spoke of her
unwortMness; that sbe bad no merit of her own, but thait it
was aU of the Lord's mercy.
During the nigbt sbe was mucb engaged in prayer, and the
words ' O ! Eatber ! ' often escaped her lips. She remarked to
ber servant, that she would be rewarded, for ber affectionate
kindness to her, botb here and in heaven.

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About eight o'clock in the morffing of tbe 23rd, she pro
posed having her knitting, and endeavoured to put on her
spectacles, but tbe powers of the fraU tabernacle were faiUng,
and she spoeffily and gently passed away; to enter, as we
reverently believe, into that mansion prepared for her by the
Saviour ; where, clothed in the spotless robe of his righteousness,
Tye humbly trust she is uttermg tbe anthem of praise.
To her last moments, love was tbe covering of ber spirit, aud sbe
continued to recognize her friends, and to mauKest it to tbem.
A feeUng of great solemffity was over tbose who wero privileged
to be present at tbe close of the life of this devoted servant of tbe
Lord, wMcb took place about eleven o'clock in the forenoon.
Having dono hor day's work in tbe day time, sbe was ready to accept
tbe gracious invitation, and to enter mto the joy of ber Lord."
Several of the poor to whom she had long been kind, desfred
to be allowed to visit the remains ; and one of her great nephews,
wbo was on the spot, and who had long been an attentive and
kmd helper to hor, remarks, that the feeUng shewn by tbose poor
neighbours proved tbat she bad been a Dorcas among tbem.
Tbe mterment took place on tbe 1st of the 6th month, 1845,
and was a vory solemn and instructive time.
In reviewmg tbo long IKe of tbis dear friend, the nund is
powerfuUy inpressed with tho truth of the Scripture declaration,
' Him tbat honometh mo I wiU honour ; ' for how do we see it
verified in every stage of her Ufe ! Sbe sotigbt to honour ber
Lord in aU thmgs, and He dignffied her with bis gKts and graces,
and enabled ber to glorKy Him wMle on earth; preparing bor,
tMougb Ms redeeming lovo and mercy to celebrate Ms praise
for ever in Heaven.

420 memoie of MARY CAPPEE.

A TESTIMONY
Of Waewickshieb Noeth Monthly Meeting, concerning
MARY CAPPER, deceased.
Oue late dear and valued friend Mary Capper was born in
1755, at Rugely, StaffordsMro. In a letter written to a relation
in 1835, from wbich most of the subsequent extracts bave been
taken, she commemorates the Dirine grace by whicb sbe was
preserved tMoughout tbo course of a long Ufe, in tbe foUowing
strikmg language : " In the present day it seems as K aU was
swallowed up in mercy, and in the marveUous watcbfffi care, wMcb
kept me in the days of my ignorance from wandering far in the
broad way, and has brought me Mtberto, tbrough a wilderness of
pits and snares, and above all, has settled my heart in a calm,
peacefffi, lowly state, no more tossed witb floating opinions, but
watcMng, waiting, and praying yet to be perfected and fitted
for the kingdom of Heaven." Her parents were members of the
national estabUshment, and brought ber up in tbe strict ob
servance of its rites and ceremonies : sbe says " My dear and
valued parents accustomed tbefr cMldren to read the Scriptures,
my beloved mother especiaUy, to wbom I often read, and asked
questions relative to some passages wben I was about eight or
ten years old." Whilst quite young sbe spent a considerable
time at Macclesfield, under tbe caro of an aunt, wbere sbe was

MEMOIE OP MAEY CAPPEE. 421
aUowed to accompany her young compaffions to tbe theatre, and
other public places of amusement, nor was she at that time
sensible of tbo evU tendency of such practices. Tbe first im
pression of a contrary natm-o ffistinctly remembered, appears to
bave been during a residence at Bfrnungbam, wMch she says
" was whUst on my knees at my accustomed evening prayers : my
tbougbts being confused and dissipated, I lay down comfortless,
beUering that whatever ffistracted or Mudered prayer must be
wrong ; tMs impression rested with me, and from time to timo
lod to deep reflection and secret coiffiict ; the witness for truth
left me not, and as Uttle sacrffices, such as decUffing gay parties,
seemed to yield a peacefffi calm, I was favoured witb resolution
to persevere." She also says, " I was at times, and many times,
in earUer IKe, very thoughtful as to the geuffine effect of reUgion
on the mmd ; my constitution was weak, wMcb I havo considered
a favour (amongst others), as my nature was volatUe, and I was
much left as to outward restraints." She graduaUy became
incroasmgly serious, but for several years made Uttle alteration in
her manners or personal appearance.
In 1776 sbe wont to Erance, on account of the pre
carious stato of ber health, and tbat she migbt be quaUfied
by education to obtain for herseK, K needfffi, a respectable
mamtenance. WMlst there she was mucb exposed to ffissipating
company, bnt appears to bave boon remarkably preserved : soon
after hor retmn an obvious cbange took place in ber reUgious
views, and sho remarks: "In process of timo I coffid not
conform to what I had been taught as being necessary to salva
tion ; I kept much retfred without attending any place of worsMp,
or having a view to any, although I tMnk I had been at a
Eriends' meetmg for worsMp at Bfrmingbam, but do not caU to
mind any particffiar frnpression, saving a tenderness of spfrit,
I tMnk to tears." It appears, howovor, from a manuscript
journal kept by our dear friend, tbat wMlst making a short stay

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in London on bor way to Erance, she was introduced to several mem
bers of our Society, from wbom she received considerable informa
tion relative to our principios, and iu whose company sbe attended
a mooting for worsMp in Gracecburcb-street, She resided for
some time with her brotber, who was a mmister of the episcopal
establishment : whilst under Ms roof, she was brought into very
close exercise of mmd respecting taking what is termed tbo
sacrament, whicb sbe says " was admimstered by my brother with
much solemnity;" but she adds, "Tho best of teachers was
pleased to cabn and qffiet my mind on a subject so important,
that I no moro repeated the ceremony."
About the year 1784 she wont to reside with one of her
brothers in London, and became a regffiar attender of our
reUgious meetings. She says, " On my decidedly going to
Eriends' meetings, my dear father, no doubt in faithfulness to Ms
own religious views, and the desire to rescue a poor child
from apprehended error, desired not my return to tbe parental
roof, uffiess I coffid be satisfied with the reUgious education he
bad conscientiously given me; this, with a tender boart-
pierciug remonstrance from my dear motlier, was far more
deeply felt tban I can describe, and marvellous in my view,
even to this day, was the settled, firm belief, that I must
follow on to know the soul's salvation for myself, truly in a
way that I knew not."
Mary Capper was settled witMn tbe compass pf Pool Monthly
Meeting, and was admitted into membersMp by tbat meeting
about the year 1788. WMlst residing in London sbe believed
berseK caUed upon to express a few words iu om- meetings for
worsMp, wMcb she thus describes. " I have no distinct
recoUection as to any serious thoughts of speaMng in a reUgious
mooting; it sometimes arose in my ^n.ew, tbat possibly I might
bave to tell unto others how I had boon taught and kept from
tbe broad way of destruction, but a fow words arising in my

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mind witb sometMng of unusual power, I tbink at the Peel
meetmg, I stood up aud spoke them, and was vory quiet, nor
ffid I anticipate or foresee tbat such a thing might ever be
again, and thus was I led on from time to tune, not knowing
but eacb timo migbt be tbe last." Our dear friend removed
to Bfrmingbam in 1789, and in 1794 she was recommended
to the Meeting of Ministers and Elders ; in reference to wMcb
sbe remarks, " I know not tbat I ever questioned the propriety
of sucb a step, yot really so simple, so like a chUdUke learner
to this day, I know not that I can claim the awful, important
character of a gospel minister." Her travels in the work of the
miffistry M'ere a good deal confined to ber own and the neigh
bouring quarterly meetings; iu many of ber reUgious visits
sbe uffited witb ber friend, Mary Beesley, of Worcester. In
adffition to several journeys nearer homo, they visitod in 1798,
Eriends of Bristol and Somersetshire, and in 1800 they united ina
visit to tbo meetings and famffies of Eriends in Oxfordsbfre. In
1803 sbe was Uberated to uffite witb tbe same friend, then Mary
Lewis, in a visit to HampsMre, Somersetshfro, and Devonshire.
In 1811 Mary Capper removed to Leominster, and was
recommended from tbence back to Bfrmingbam in 1816,
where she resided untU her deatb. In 1823 she was
liberated for service in and about London, and in 1826 sbe
visited tbe meetmgs and famffles of Eriends in Derbysbfre, Not-
tingbamsbfro, and part of LoicestersMre, wMcb appears to have
been her last engagement of this nature away from bome.
Her miffistry was sound and of a spiritual character ; having
herself largely partaken of tbe conffict between flesb and spirit,
she was often concerned to encourage the sincere-hearted patiently
to submit to these proving seasons, looking for effectual help to
tho Ught and power of our Lord Jesus CMist, and frequently
whUst suffering from a sense of the low state of tMngs amongst
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and bope towards a brighter period. She was accustomed both
in her miffistry and in conversation, to express the great ob
jection she felt to a disputatious spirit, particularly wben
exercised iu matters relating to doctrine, recommenffing ber
young friends, who were anxiously inquiring after truth, to
wait for the unfoldings of Divine Ught, wMch in due timo would
make known all tbat was needful for thefr salvation, K they
were faitMffi to that which was already manKested to them ; and
stating her belief tbat sucb woffid never be suffered to perish
for lack of knowledge. Our dear friend was very exemplary
in tbe attendance of our meetings for worsMp and ffiscipUne,
even in tbe latter part of her Ufe, wben ber bodily powers were
mucb weakened. Sho felt a lively interest m tbe spiritual
and temporal weKare of her friends, was ever ready to afford
advice or assistance to tbose wbo stood in need of it, and with
very limited means was an example of contentment, and
UberaUty to tho poor. Hor correspondence untU witMn a
few years of hor death, was extensive, and many of hor letters
wore adffiessed to tbose who wore in affUction, or who she
thought in some way needed her affectionate remembrance or
sympathy ; and for usefffiness in tMs way she appeared pecuUarly
quaUfied. Tbe natural cbeerfffiness of her ffisposition, and bor uffiform
kindness and courtesy, endeared her to aU who were acquamted
with ber and rendered her society both pleasant and instruc
tive. Sho was ffimly attached to tbo principios of our reUgious
Society, beUeving tbem to be in fffil accordance witb tbe New
Testament, but largely cherished Christian love and charity to
all tbose wbo conscientiously differed from ber. In a letter
written to a friend in tbe 8 Oth year of her age, sbe says, "I am
bound in gratitude to acknowledge tbo gentle hand of mercy
wMcb has guided me hitherto, and joined me in strong affection
to the Society, and satisfled my seeking mmd as to tbe genffine

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gospel principles of salvation." In a memorandum made about
tbe same time, after referring to the earUer part of her
Cbristian experience, she proceeds : " Tbe sinfffiness of sin in
all its subtleties is not ffiscovered all at once, neither is the
efficacy of Dirine grace manKested in its fuMess, but as we
can bear it, obeffience keepmg pace in deep abasement and
humffiation with tbe Spirit revealed, — God the Eather revealmg
tbe Son m us, the Light, the LKe, the Way, wberein we come
to a riew, tbougb yet faint and imperfect, of tho atomng sacrffice
for sm, with tbo now and Uring way cast up for the redeemed
to walk in, and whereby we have access to a reconcUed God
and umversal Eatber. My simple, yot reverent testimony is to
the love, the marvellous lovo of God, as tbe gffide of our
youth, and tbe staff of lengthened years, to those who acknow
ledge Him in aU tbefr ways."
Our dear friend was at meeting on tbe morning of the Efrst-day
previous to bor decease, and was enabled to address hor friends
in encomaging language, and spoke particffiarly to the dear
cMldren. Tbe day foUowmg sbe was so unweU that it was
thought desfrable to send for hor meffical attendant, and on
Eomtb-day mormng, bemg harffiy aware that ber weakness
rendered it impracticable, she -wished to be ffiessed that she
might go to meetmg, remarMng that many friends wore absent
attendmg the Yearly Meetmg, and she wished to assemble with
those who remained. To a friend who caUed upon her after
meeting she said, sbe hoped sho sboffid not be cast off in ber old
age ; tbe friend ropUed, sho beUevod sbe woffid not, that she had
done her work m the day. "Ah!" she remarked, adffiessing
berseK to those about her, " You vrill feel a comfort in such a
day as tMs, tbat you have been engaged in His serrice." On
Eiftb-day she became much worse, several friends caUod to seo
her, witb whom she conversed vory cheerfffily, and although
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parted from them very affectionately. Previous to settUng fpr
the mght, she said to ber attendant, " I tlUnk thon hast not
road to mo in tbo Bible to-day," and expressed a wish to
hear a portion of it; tbe chapter iu course was tbe 14th of
John, beginmng "Let uot your beart be tionbled," wMcb
seemed very consoUng to ber : as tbe reaffing proceeded she
responded to it, and spoke of the boundless goodness, mercy, and
power of God, saying, " How beautifffi to go to a mansion
ready prepared for us, and K such shoffid be my bappy experience
it wiU indeed be all of mercy, unmerited mercy." Sbe appeared
to be much engaged m prayer during the mght, Tn tbe moming
her bodily powers were evidently fast faffing; after tMs she
spoke but Uttle, and about eleven o'clock in the forenoon ber
purffied spfrit gently passed away, exchanging, we doubt not,
tMough tbe mercy and meffiation of our Lord and Saviour Jesus
CMist, an earthly for a heaveffiy habitation.
She ffied on tbo 23rd of tbe 5th month, 1845, in tbe 91st year
of her age, a minister about 55 years.

THE END.

JOHN ij. LINNEY PEINTEE, YOEK.

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