JS9J. yn)y. THE QUEII. SACRED CLASSICS OR, &Mmi Sifcrata of Ufoittlts, EDITED BY THE REV. R. CATTERMOLE, B.D. AND THE REV. H. STEERING, M.A. v®%. $r. ifoljn ^atcf)artJ an* Son, ^(ccattflfo ; WHITTAKER & CO. AVE-MARIA LANE; SIMPKIN & MARSHALL, STATIONERS' COURT; TALBOYS, OXFORD; DEIGHTON, CAMBRIDGE ; OLIVER & BOYD, EDINBURGH ; AND CUMMING, DUBLIN. MDCCCXXXIV. LONDON : PRINTED BT JOSEPH RICKERBF, SHERBODRN LANE. £.neraifd iv J ' .Wclh. TREATISES, DEVOTIONAL AND PRACTICAL: VIZ. HEAVEN UPON EARTH ; THE CHRISTIAN; THE DEVOUT SOUL; SELECT THOUGHTS; MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST; AND THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH; SELECTED FROM THE WORKS OP JOSEPH HALL, D.D. J|jLjP!0|lN TO KING JAMES I.; BISHOP OK NORWICH, &C. tlN INTRODUCTORY ESSAY AND NOTES, BY THE REV. R. CATTERMOLE, B. D. LONDON: 3fo?in ^atdjartJ anti S&on, ^piccatftllp ; WHITTAKBR & CO. AVE-MARIA LANE; SIMPKIN & MARSHALL STATIONERS' COURT; TALBOYS, OXFORD; DEIGHTON, CAMBRIDGE; OLIVER & BOYD, EDINBURGH; AND CUMMING, DUBLIN. UDCCCXXXIV. W\eZl v-5 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. Were it possible to set aside every historical proof of the supernatural origin of Christianity, there would still remain, for the reflecting and philoso phic mind, a fund of powerful evidence — of evi dence, not perhaps less worthy of being brought forward, in these times, than that of prophecies fulfilled or miracles performed — in the astonishing adaptation of its principles to the needs and facul ties of mankind, in every period and under every variety of circumstances; as well as in the demon strated adequacy of revelation to form the highest and most angelic character which is consistent with our fallen condition, and attainable under the dis turbing pressure of those external circumstances in the midst of which we are placed. That the diffusion of the gospel was not gene rally followed, in the ages succeeding the apos tolical, by juster views of its nature, or more perfect examples of practical conformity with its spirit, tends rather to confirm than to impugn this position ; inasmuch as the principle advanced supposes that the seed of faith flourishes, whether b 2 viii INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. little or much, in exact proportion to the peculiari ties of the soil into which it is cast, and according to the succession of times and seasons. In the first centuries, during the period of persecution, and when as yet the gospel was chiefly embraced by the humble and oppressed classes, trained by their social position to patient endurance, — submissive fortitude, constancy, and resignation, were the pre vailing forms under which its divine principles were rendered visible and realized in action. With the accession of the learned — the philosophers of the pagan schools — to the Christian church, arose the passion for nice and subtle distinctions, and the notion that dreamy contemplation, and the austen retiredness that promotes it, were necessary to the attainment of that perfection which was to result from the discipline of revealed truth. Hence pro ceeded, on the one hand, those lamentable divisions, sects, heresies, and obstinate controversies, that so long deformed the church ; on the other, the misera ble folly which peopled the deserts of Egypt and Asia with those superstitious inhabitants of their solitudes, who, from dread of falling beneath the despotism of an over-indulged nature, wilfully em braced a degrading slavery to the miseries of a nature self-tormented. While this was going on in the east — while the technical disputes and unprofitable subtleties of Greek theology amused, for centuries, the degene- INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. IX rate swarms of an expiring empire — another spirit had begun to modify practical Christianity in the western world. Those hardy tribes who were now providentially brought into the centre of Europe, presenting a national character better qualified for the reception of the faith — a loftier imagination, and a purer moral sense — began soon to exhibit more sound and substantial results of the influence of the gospel upon mankind than had previously ap peared, except in a comparatively few instances in the earliest and purest times : they continued, never theless, too rude and uncultivated to receive the per fect impression of its divinity. As is ever the case with minds of limited cultivation, they brought down its principles to the level of their own con ceptions, feelings, and condition. We meet with an illustration of this, in the works which re main by the artists of the middle ages. The virgin Mary is there not unfrequently delineated in the habits of a nun, the Jewish high-priest ap pears arrayed like a mitred prelate of the period, while Joseph of Arimathea and the believing cen turion are represented as belted knights. In the same manner, the moral character, restored by means of redemption to its original likeness to God, as set before us in the inspired pages of St. John and St. Paul, was modified by a familiar adapta tion to the habitual notions and pursuits of the converts. The history of Europe, during many Missing Page Missing Page xii INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. vancement of social happiness, which may be traced up to Christianity as their originating principle, proved, by a providential reaction, subsidiary to its diffusion and efficacy. Simultaneously with the greatest ornaments of our secular history, arose the constellation (rather than the series) of our unri valled elder divines; and the pursuit of those sciences and forms of knowledge, which, by spiri tualizing, ennoble and bless mankind, was followed by its natural consequences. For the first hundred years which followed the un restrained use of the Bible and vernacular Liturgy, and the preaching in every village and hamlet, (not of the logical niceties of the schoolmen, but) of the unadulterated word of God, the national morals went on improving, and the national character con tinued to be elevated ; at the same time, we have also reason to believe, a corresponding increase took place in the number of those individuals, who, in the recesses of private life, expanded their hearts gladly and unreservedly to the beams of gospel light, and in mind, in will, and deportment, made near approaches to the Scripture model. Now it was, that the character of the Christian, in its gen uine proportions, began to be truly understood and rightly appreciated. Now did the servant of God, in the midst of an evil world, stand forth in his sim ple and native grandeur : delivered from the bonds of superstition and slavish ignorance ; fervent, with- INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. Xlll out intolerance or fanaticism ; contemplative, but not visionary ; courteous, meek, gentle, forgiving, yet fearless and persevering; not shunning the tumult of secular affairs, yet unsullied or rather pu rified by the trial ; living, under the constant influ ence of faith, hope, and charity, a life becoming the friend of God and man ; and, by the use of that precious alchymy, which is taught by the holy Spirit, and of which the principles are unfolded in the inspired documents of salvation, converting the polluted air of camps and courts, of commercial Strife, and all the Babel resorts of the followers of mammon, into wholesome elements and improving exercises of virtue. Now, in short, appeared, in the writings of the wise as well as in the practice of the holy, that " man after God s own heart," whom it is the design of the treatises placed before the reader in the following pages, at once to display and to recommend for imitation ; that character which only the gospel, honestly administered and duly accepted, can form ; and which their distinguished author has sketched with fewer touches, but with great beauty, in the subjoined portrait of himself, in his most favoured moods : " What a heaven do I feel in myself," writes the pious bishop, in a letter to a friend, " when, after many traverses of medi tation, I find in my heart a feeling possession of my God ! when I can walk and converse with the God of heaven, not without an openness of heart Xiv INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. and familiarity ; when my soul hath caught fast and sensible hold of my Saviour, and either pulls him down to itself, or rather lifts up itself to him ; and can and dare secretly avouch, 'I know whom I have believed ;' when I can look upon all this inferior creation with the eyes of a stranger, and am trans ported to my home in my thoughts, solacing myself in the view and meditation of my future glory, and that presence of the saints ; when I see wherefore I was made ; and my conscience tells me I have done that for which I came — done it, not so as I can boast, but so as it is accepted ; while my weak nesses are pardoned, and my acts measured by my desires, and my desires by their sincerity ; lastly, when I can find myself upon holy resolution, made firm and square, fit to entertain all events ; the good with moderate regard, the evil with courage and patience, both with thanks ; strongly settled to good purposes ; constant and cheerful in devotion ; and, in a word, ready for God, yea full of God." ' The excellent prelate, Joseph Hall, was among those numerous examples on record, of persons me morable for religious and moral worth, who have had reason to ascribe the formation of their characters, un der Providence, to the care of maternal piety. His mother, he says, was " a woman of that rare sanctity, that, were it not for my interest in nature, I dare say, 1 Epistles, Decade ii. Ep. 1. INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XV that neither Aleih, the mother of that just honour of Clair val, nor Monica, nor any other of those pious ma trons anciently famous for devotion, need to disdain her admittance to comparison. So had she profited in the school of Christ, that it was hard for any friend to come from her discourse no whit holier. How often have I blessed the memory of those divine passages of experimental divinity which I have heard from her mouth ! What day did she pass without a large task of private devotion ? Never any lips have read to me such feeling lectures of piety ; neither have I known any soul that more accurately practised them than her own. Shortly, for I can hardly take off my pen from so exem plary a subject, her life and death were saint-like.'' These lessons, by divine goodness, were not lost upon him ; for we find him, while yet a youth of fifteen, betaking himself most devoutly to prayer for guidance and protection in the ordering of his future life; and, many years afterwards, when pur suing his successful career at the university, " Never durst I," he writes, " appear in any of those exer cises of scholarship till I had from my knees looked up to heaven for a blessing, and renewed my actual dependence upon that divine hand."1 Would not such a habit of bringing devotion in aid of study, do much towards restoring the science of Theology in Eng land to its ancient dignity and practical importance ? 1 See also page xxxv. Xvi INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. Hall took the degree of Bachelor of Arts at Cambridge in 1592, when about nineteen years of age. He soon afterwards became Fellow of his col lege (Emanuel;) and, in 1596, was made a Master of Arts. His first preferment was the rectory of Halsted, in Suffolk, in the gift of Sir Robert Drury, the patron also of Donne ; shortly after his presentation to which, he married. In 1605, being invited by Sir Edmund Bacon, grandson of the celebrated Lord Bacon, to accompany him on a journey into the Low Countries, he embraced the opportunity with the view of making him self thoroughly acquainted with the actual state of the Roman Catholic church. The principal in cident relative to this journey, which he has re corded in the slight sketch left by him of his life, is a somewhat amusing conference with Coster, " a famous Jesuit ; an old man, more testy than subtle, and more able to wrangle than satisfy." In his humble benefice at Halsted, this accom plished divine, already favourably known to the public as an author, would have been content to pass his life, had not his patron, in refusing to give Up a trifling annual sum, his lawful due, and in dispensable to his support, obliged him to seek a competency elsewhere. Hall had little reason to regret a change thus forced on him ; nevertheless, he took leave of Sir Robert and his lady with many affectionate expressions of pastoral feel- INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XV11 ing. In his farewell letter, he thus writes to them : "With how unwilling a heart I leave you, He knows that searches the heart. You are dear to me as a charge to a pastor : if my pains to you have not proved it, suspect me. Yet I leave you. God calls me to a greater work. I must follow him. It were more easy to me to live secretly hidden in that quiet obscurity, than to be drawn out to the eye of the world. In this point, if I seem to neglect you, blame me not : I must neglect and forget myself. I can but labour, wheresoever I am. God knows how willingly I do that, whether there or here. I shall dig, and delve, and plant, in what ground soever my Master sets me. If he take me to a larger field, complain you not of the loss, while the church may gain." This observation proved happily prophetical. To the circumstances of his emerging from his retirement in Suffolk, to commence his more pub lic career in the church, a just prominency is as signed by Hall among those recorded events which he calls "specialties of Providence" towards himself. He was in London, endeavouring to obtain from Sir Robert Drury an engagement no longer to with hold any portion of the income of the living at Halsted, when he was recommended to an oppor tunity of preaching before the interesting and vir tuous Henry, Prince of Wales, son to James I. The prince had read and much admired Hall's XV111 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. " Meditations ;" the first eleven books of which were already published ; and, being no less pleased with him in the pulpit, immediately appointed him one of his chaplains. He was now presented, by Lord Denny, afterwards Earl of Norwich, with the do native of Waltham Cross, and by Prince Henry to a prebend in the collegiate church of Wolver hampton. An estate belonging to this church, illegally detained from it by Sir Walter Leveson, Hall succeeded in recovering to the establishment, and in restoring the neglected service. At Waltham he remained more than twenty years, (although frequently solicited by his royal patron to take up bis residence at court,) regularly preaching, as he had previously done at Halsted, three sermons in each week. During this long period, however, he was several times taken from home on public employment in his profession. In the year 1616, he accompanied the splendid embassy of Lord Hay to the court o'f Henry the Fourth of France. In March following he was among the clergymen chosen by King James to attend him into Scotland, when that sovereign revisited his native country, with a design to assimilate the religion of that por tion of his dominions to the forms of the Angli can church. His third employment of a public nature was his mission to the great Protestant council, the synod of Dort, with Davenant and other English divines ; from this charge, however, INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. xix he was compelled by ill health to retire, but not till he had done honour to the church he repre sented, by his learning and moderation. Although the object of this mission was to support the party opposed to the Arminian doctrines, yet that Hall was not strictly a Calvinist, (to make use of a term about that time first brought into vogue,) that his opinions in regard to the celebrated five points,1 which were discussed in that assembly, were moderated by practical wisdom and benevo lence, appears both from his conduct there, and from the course he pursued on his return. He now found the same controversy raging violently in England ; in order to the composing of which quarrels, he tells us, he wrote his prospect of paci fication, (entitled, " Via Media : the way of Peace in the Five busy Articles," &c.) wherein he endea voured to point out a safe middle way for moderate Christians between the two extremes. "These," he adds, " I made bold to present to his excellent majesty, together with an humble motion of a peaceable silence to be enjoined to both parts, in those other collateral and needless disquisitions." Scarcely had Dr. Hall — he had received the de gree of B. D. in 1603, and that of D.D. in 1612 — completed this well-meant, but, as it proved, una vailing service to the church, when he found himself engaged in a dispute with her more ancient enemies. 1 Predestination ;— the Extent of the Efficacy of Christ's Death ; — Freewill ; — Conversion ; — Perseverance. XX INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. Of his share in the Popish controversies of that agitated period, he gives the following account: — " Some insolent Romanists, Jesuits especially, in their bold disputations pressed nothing so much as a catalogue of the professors of our religion to be deduced from the primitive times ; and, with the peremptory challenge of the impossibility of this pedigree, dazzled the eyes of the simple; while some of our learned men, undertaking to satisfy so needless and unjust a demand, gave, as I con ceived, great advantage to the adversary. In a just indignation to see us thus wronged, by mis taking the question betwixt us ; as if we, yielding ourselves of another church, originally and funda mentally different, should make good our own erection upon the ruins, yea, the nullity, of theirs ; and, well considering the infinite and great incon- veniencies that must needs follow upon this de fence, I adventured to set my pen on work ; desir ing to rectify the opinions of those men, whom an ignorant zeal had transported, to the prejudice of our holy cause : laying forth the corruptions of the Romish Church, yet making our game of the out ward visibility thereof; and, by this means, putting them to the probation of those newly obtruded cor ruptions, which are truly guilty of the breach be twixt us.1 The drift whereof not being well con ceived, by some spirits that were not so wise as fervent, I was suddenly exposed to the rash cen- 1 In " The Old Religion." INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. xxi smes of many well affected and zealous Protest ants ; as if I had, in a remission to my wonted zeal to the truth, attributed too much to the Roman church, and strengthened the adversaries' hands and weakened our own. This envy I was fain to take off, by my speedy ' Apologetical Advertise ment,' and, after that, by my ' Reconciler,' l second ed with the unanimous letters of such reverend, learned, sound divines, both bishops and doctors, by whose undoubtable authority I was able to bear down calumny itself: which done, I did, by a seasonable moderation, provide for the peace of the church, in silencing both my defendants and challengers, in this unkind and ill-raised quarrel." Having some years previously ascended the usual intermediate step, by his promotion to the deanery of Worcester, Hall was, in 1624, offered a bishop ric. The see proposed was Gloucester : he declined it; but, in 1627, accepted that of Exeter. In those times of well-grounded jealousy on the part of the Church of England, in regard to the designs of the Puritans, the conciliatory demeanour of the new bishop could scarcely fail of bringing him under the charge of blameable indulgence to nonconformists : . in this light he was maliciously represented to the King ; an accusation which caused him much con- 1 " The Reconciler, an epistle pacificatory of the seeming dif ferences of opinion, concerning the trueness and visibility of the Roman church." XX11 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. cern, and placed him in a situation of some danger. Every succeeding year now added proof to the last, that the time was at hand when the sincerity of men's attachment to the ritual and government of the church would be severely put to the test. The omi nous aspect which public events bore towards the safety of these institutions, in the year 1640, — a year memorable for the commencement of the Long Par liament, and the first manifest breaking out of those rancorous divisions which in their course overthrew the establishment, and with it the monarchy, — called forth the suspected favourer of the noncon formists as the able champion of episcopal govern ment. His first publication, on this subject, — " Episcopacy by Divine Right asserted," — was fol lowed, before the close of the year, by a second, a beautiful and earnest address, entitled, " An Hum ble Remonstrance to the High Court of Parliament, in defence of the Liturgy and Episcopacy." The high ground taken by Hall in these publications, gave violent offence to the Presbyterian party. It was in reply to the latter work, that the celebrated treatise, called " Smectymnuus," was written ; a title which, as is generally known, was formed from the initials of the writers' names, (five in number,) who jointly contributed to its composition.1 This controversy, which was maintained for some time, 1 Stephen Marshall, Edmund Calamy, Thomas Young, Matthew Newcomen, William Spurslowe. INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XX1I1 on the bishop's side with learning and temperate vigour, and, as he truly says, on the part of his op ponents, " with much fierceness of spirit and asperity of language," was made yet more remarkable by the subsequent accession of the name of Milton to the . list of combatants. " Smectymnuus" was followed by Hall's " Defence of his Humble Remonstrance." And now, in a quarrel worthy of his " giant's strength" and " glittering arms," had he fought on the side of truth and antiquity, issued to the combat the poet of "lost" and "recovered Paradise." ' Milton's Treatise is characterised less by argument than by what its author expressively describes as " a certain grim laughter;" and is chiefly worthy of being remembered as showing how the highest intellectual endowments may be deprived of their angelic temper, when, by reversing the order of >.the divine promise,' they are employed, not, at the call of universal charity, as instruments to pro mote the welfare of mankind, but to havoc and destroy in the war of party passions. When the parliament of 1640 assembled, it was in the midst of a deep, expectant agitation of the national mind, which indistinctly but fearfully presaged the evils that followed. Hall's prophetic foresight of the important results, is thus expressed in the introduction to his " Humble Remon strance :" " It were but a narrow word, to say that 1 Isaiah, ii. 4. c2 XX1V INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. the eyes of all us, the good subjects of the whole realm, are fixed upon your success ; certainly there are not more eyes in these three interessed kingdoms than are now bent upon you. Yea, all the neighbour churches and kingdoms, if I may not say the whole Christian world, and no small part beyond it, look wishfully upon your faces, and with stretched-out necks gaze at the issue of your great meeting." 'Whether or not, that assembly opened with a fixed purpose, on the part of the Presbyterian and other sects, to overthrow the constitution in church and state, has ever since been, and is likely to continue to be, a question most unprofitably discussed : that such a design was, at least, soon after tacitly con ceived, seems rendered undeniable by the fact, that the measures, which originated with those par ties, were pushed on to the production of that fatal issue, with but a more determined spirit, after the entire removal of those grievances which were alleged as their original pretext. The first attack made by the Commons upon the episcopal order, was in an attempt to fasten an indict ment for high treason upon the bishops, and other members of the late convocation, founded on the subscription to a body of canons which had been promulgated by that assembly, for preventing in novation in the doctrine, discipline, and govern ment of the church. Upon the failure of this de sign, " petitions, accusatory," numerously, but, in INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXV many instances fraudulently, signed, were procured from all parts of the kingdom, and especially from the inferior classes inhabiting the metropolis, against episcopal government. In order to enforce these demands by intimidation, the populace were encouraged to collect in vast numbers at Westmin ster. The ears of the bishops, in their way to and from the House of Lords, were assailed with the >, coarsest invectives; and such, at length, was the violence used towards their persons, that attend ance upon their senatorial duties was no longer practicable. Thus circumstanced, twelve of their number, of whom Bishop Hall, now (on the decease of Dr. Montagu) translated to the see of Norwich, was one, with Williams, the Archbishop of York, at their head, resolved to petition the King and the Parliament for protection ; they, at the same time, adopted the more questionable procedure of pro testing against the validity of such laws as should be passed during their forced absence. The advan tage which this indiscreet step gave to their enemies, the latter were not the men to neglect ; the twelve prelates were instantly called to the bar of the House, on their knees, and committed on a second charge of high treason. This memorable protest was pre sented December 30th, 1641 ; and on the 13th of January, Hall and ten of his brethren were lodged in the Tower, where they continued in confinement till the following June. In the interval, they peti tioned to the Lords to be heard on their trial, and XXV1 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. were accordingly brought up ; but the Parliament finding nothing could be made of such an impeach ment, found a pretence for remanding them to a future day : that day, however, never came. They had been conveyed by water to avoid the mob ; and Hall, in his relation of these circumstances, feel ingly alludes to the inconvenience and danger to which these venerable fathers — learned, irreproach able, and gray-headed men, — were exposed on their return, in the darkness of night. Of the state of religion and public manners, and of the temper with which the imprisoned bishops submitted to restraint, and what use they made of it, we may form some conception from the follow ing passage in Hall's tract, the " Free Prisoner," which was composed in the Tower. " Is it a small benefit," he asks, " that I am placed there, where no - oaths, no blasphemies beat my ears ? where my eyes are in no peril of wounding objects ; where I hear no invectives, no false doctrines, no sermocina- tions of ironmongers, felt-makers, coblers, broom- men, grooms, or any other of those inspired igno- rants; no curses, no ribaldries; where I see no drunken comessations, no rebellious routs, no vio lent oppressions, no obscene rejoicings \s This strong Tower serves not so much for our prison as for our defence, what horror soever the name may carry in it. I bless God for these walls ; out of which I know not where we could, for the time, have been safe from the rage of the mis-incensed INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXvii multitude. Here we have well and happily ap proved, with the blessed apostle, that, whatever our restraint be, ' the word of God is not bound.' With what liberty, with what zeal, with what success, hath that been preached by us to all comers ! Let them say, whether the Tower had ever so many, such guests, or such benedictions; so as, if the place have rendered us safe, we have endeavoured to make it happy. Our troubles, through God's mercy, made us more active, and our labours more effectual." Upon Bishop Hall's release, which he now ob tained, on giving bail to the amount of 5,000/., he retired to Norwich, where he at first met with a better reception from the people than in those evil times was to be expected. But this lasted not long. In April 1643, he Was included by name in the order for sequestering the estates of notorious delinquents; the term then fashionable in Parlia ment for all those whom the leaders of that assem bly regarded as inimical to their arbitrary acts. His rents were stopped, and his whole property, real and personal, seized ; the inventory and ap praisement being made with such strictness, that there was not left to him, he says, so much " as a dozen of trenchers, or his children's pictures." Not only his present rents, but even the arrears due to him, being treacherously confessed to the seques trators, were by them called for and taken from XXV111 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. him. By the act for depriving the bishops of their revenues, it was provided that a yearly allowance for maintenance should be assigned to each, " ac cording to a proportion by them" (the framers of it) "set down ;" wherein, writes Hall, " they were pleased that my share should come to 400/. per annum." As no steps were taken for his support, he now applied for this allowance; and his claim was readily acceded to by the local committee, but immediately prohibited by the general committee appointed by the Parliament, who refused to grant any thing at all to the bishop ; but intimated, that on the application of his wife, a fifth part of his income would be allowed for the support of herself and family. This grant, however, was never rea lized. The concluding paragraphs of the simple and evidently guileless narrative, from which most of the foregoing particulars have been extracted, are so curiously characteristic of the period, that though familiar to those who have studied the eccle siastical history of the seventeenth century, they are here given without deviation from the language of the writer. ^ " Many insolencies and affronts," continues the bishop, " were in all this time put upon me. One while a whole rabble of volunteers came to my gates late, when they were locked up, and called for the porter to give them entrance ; which, being not yielded, they threatened to make by force; INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXIX and, had not the said gates been very strong, they had done it. Others of them clambered over the walls, and would have entered into my house : their errand, they said, was to search for delinquents ; what they would have done I know not, had not we, by a secret way, sent to raise the officers for our rescue. Another while, the sheriff Toftes and alderman Linsey, attended with many zealous fol lowers, came into my chapel to look for supersti tious pictures and relics of idolatry ; and sent for me, to let me know they found those windows full of images which were very offensive, and must be demolished. I told them they were the pictures of some ancient and worthy bishops, as St. Ambrose, Austin, &c. It was answered me, that they were so many popes, and one man amongst the rest would take upon him to defend that every diocesan bishop was pope." In the end, he says, " I obtained leave that I might, with the least loss and defacing of the windows, give order for taking off that offence; which I did, by causing the heads of those pictures to be taken off. " There was not that care and moderation used in reforming the cathedral church bordering upon my palace. It is no other than tragical to re late the carriage of that furious sacrilege, whereof our eyes and ears were the sad witnesses. What work was here ! What beating down of walls, — what tearing up of monuments, — what pulling XXX INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. down of seats, — what wresting out of irons and brass from the windows and graves, — what defacing of arms, — what demolishing of curious stone-work, that had not any representation in the world, but only of the cost of the founder and skill of the mason, — what tooting and piping upon the de stroyed organ-pipes ! and what a hideous triumph on the market-day before all the country ; when, in a kind of sacrilegious and profane procession, all the organ-pipes, vestments, with copes and sur plices, together with the leaden cross which had been newly sawn down from above the green-yard pulpit, and the service-books and singing-books that could be had, were carried to the fire in the public market-place ; a lewd wretch walking be fore the train, in his cope trailing in the dirt, with a service-book in his hand, imitating in an impious scorn the tune, and usurping the words of the litany used formerly in the church. Near the public cross all these monuments of idolatry must be sacrificed to the fire ; not without much ostenta tion of a zealous joy, in discharging ordnance, to the cost of some who professed how much they had longed to see that day. Neither was it any news upon this guild-day, to have the cathedral, now open on all sides, to be filled with musketeers waiting for the major's return, drinking and tobacconing us freely, as if it had turned ale-house. " Still yet I remained in my palace, though with INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. xxxi but a poor retinue and means ; but the house was held too good for me. Many messages were sent by Mr. Corbet to remove me thence. The first pre tence was, that the committee, who now was at charge for a house to sit in, might make their daily session there; being a place both more public, roomy, and chargeless. The committee, after many consultations, resolved it convenient to remove thither, though many overtures and offers were made to the contrary. Mr. Corbet was impatient of my stay there ; and procures and sends peremp tory messages for my present dislodging. We de sired to have some time allowed for providing some other mansion, if we must needs be thrust out of this ; which my wife was so willing to hold, that she offered, if the charge of the present committee- house were the thing stood upon, she would be con tent to defray the sum of the rent of that house of her fifth part ; but that might not be yielded ; out we must, and that in three weeks' warning, by Mid summer-day then approaching; so as we might have lain in the street, for aught I know, had not the providence of God so ordered it, that a neigh bour in the Close, one Mr. Gostlin, a widower, was content to void his house for us. " This hath been my measure." — This autobiographical sketch bears the date of May 29, 1647. Shortly afterwards, the deprived bishop secured a retreat from the storms that agitated XXX11 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. his declining life, (he had now reached more than the average allotment of a good old age,) which, if less honourable than it became his country to afford such a man in the close of a long life of public usefulness, during which he had presented the world with many precious volumes, such as " it will not willingly let die;'' yet afforded him the quiet which his years required, with leisure not only to practise that art of preparing for another state of existence, " wherein," says he, " after long profession of other sciences, I am still (why should I shame to confess ?) a learner, and shall be, I hope, whilst I live ;" but also, by his example, and by the further exercise of his indefatigable pen, to teach the same to others. The place to which he retired was the village of Higham, near Norwich, where he rented a small estate. He died at Higham, September 8, 1656, at the advanced age of 82, and was buried in the church-yard of that place, con formably to an opinion held by him, in common with some other pious and excellent persons, as thus expressed in his will : " I do not hold God's house a meet repository for the dead bodies of the greatest saints." Bishop Hall may be fearlessly named among the best and holiest persons that any age or country has produced. Ever earnest in exercising his charity to mankind by labouring for the spiritual INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXXlii benefit of his own and future generations, — his love to God in a zealous discharge of the duties of his high calling, and a fervent communion with the Spirit of light and truth ; he, in his own person, re alized that character which it was the design of his numerous works to form — a thorough Christian. That this harmony should exist between his life and the effusions of his pen is natural ; for no one can be come acquainted with the latter without perceiving that they contain the faithful results of his own ex. perience, and the genuine impress of his convic tions. His habits inclined to be ascetic; yet this was not from sourness of disposition; but partly because such was with good men the fashion of the times in which he lived, and partly that such habits were congenial with his apostolic simplicity of mind, confirmed by much retired study. If he despised the world, — and, speaking of himself, he says, " It were too great a shame for a philosopher, a Christian, a divine, a bishop, to have his thoughts grovelling here upon earth ; for mine, they scorn the employment, and look upon all these sublunary distractions with no other eyes than contempt," — this was neither the consequence of ignorance of society, nor of an unwilling seclusion from its pleasures ; for we possess abundant proofs that he was a keen and various observer ; while the amuse ments and pursuits of the court were open to him, and inviting his regard throughout the whole of that portion of his life, during which they are com- XXXIV INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. monly found to be most attractive. If, again, he was devoutly earnest in his preparation for a higher sphere of existence hereafter, it was not because his eye was insensible to the natural charms which earth presents to her intelligent inhabitants, or his heart incapable of human attachment — he was a poet,1 a friend, a husband, and a father ; but, be cause his earnest faith admitted him to clear views of the preciousness of that existence, and because the familiar experience he enjoyed of the daily-grow ing immortality within him endeared to his soul the anticipation of its full development. The reader will not fail to be pleased, if not improved, by the following account of Bishop Hall's daily habits, given by himself, as they appear to have existed through the greater part of his long life. " First, I desire to awake at those hours, not when I will but when I must : pleasure is not a fit rule for rest, but health ; neither do I consult so much with the sun, as mine own necessity, whether of body or, in that, of the mind. If this vessel could well serve me waking, it should never sleep ; but now, it must be pleased that it may be serviceable. " Now, when sleep is rather driven away than leaves me, I would ever awake with God. My first thoughts are for him who hath made the night for rest, and the day for travail ; and, as he gives, 1 His claim to this title rssts on his " Virgidemierum," a series of satires published in 1597, and on a metrical version of some of the Psalms. INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXXV so blesses both. If my heart be ear y seasoned with his presence, it will savour of him all day after. " While my body is dressing, not with an effe minate curiosity, nor yet with rude neglect, my mind addresses itself to her ensuing task ; bethink ing what is to done, and in what order, and mar shalling as it may be my hours with my work. " That done, after some while meditation, I walk up to my masters and companions, my books; and sitting down amongst them with the best content ment, I dare not reach forth my hand to salute any of them till I have first looked up to heaven, and craved favour of him to whom all my studies are duly referred, without whom I can neither profit nor labour. After this, out of no over-great va riety, I call forth those which may best fit my occasions, wherein I am not too scrupulous of age ; sometimes I put myself to school to one of those ancients whom the church hath honoured with the name of fathers, whose volumes I confess not to open without a secret reverence of their holiness and gravity ; sometimes to those latter doctors, which want nothing but age to make them classi cal ; always to God's book. That day is lost whereof some hours are not improved in those divine monu ments ; others I turn over out of choice, these out of duty. " Ere I can have sat unto weariness, my family, having now overcome all household distractions, XXXVI INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. invites me to our common devotions ; not without some short preparation. "These, heartily per formed, send me up with a more strong and cheer ful appetite to my former work, which I find made easy to me by intermission and variety. "Now therefore can I deceive the hours with change of pleasures, that is, of labours. One while mine eyes are busied, another while my hand, and sometimes my mind takes the burden from them both. One hour is spent in textual divinity, another in controversy ; histories relieve them both. Now, when the mind is weary of other labours, it begins to undertake her own : sometimes it meditates and winds up for future use; sometimes it lays forth her conceits into present discourse ; sometimes for it self, ofter for others. Neither know I whether it works or plays in these thoughts : I am sure no sport hath more pleasure, no work more use; only the decay of a weak body makes me think these delights insensibly laborious. " Thus could I all day, as ringers use, make my self music with changes, and complain sooner of the day for shortness, than of the business for toil, were it not that this faint monitor interrupts me still in the midst of my busy pleasures, and enforces me both to respite and repast. I must yield to both ; while my body and mind are joined toge ther in these unequal couples, the better must fol low the weaker. INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXXvii " Before my meals, therefore, and after, I let my self loose from all thoughts, and now would forget that I ever studied. A full mind takes away the body's appetite, no less than a full body makes a dull and unwieldly mind. Company, discourse, recreations, are now seasonable and welcome. These prepare me for a diet, not gluttonous but medicinal ; the palate may not be pleased, but the stomach, nor that for its own sake. Neither would I think any of these "comforts worth respect in themselves, but in their use, in their end, so far as they may enable me to better things. If I see any dish to tempt my palate, I fear a serpent in that apple, and would please myself in a wilful denial. I rise capable of more, not desirous , not now immediately from my trencher to my book, but after some intermission. Moderate speed is a sure help to all proceedings ; whereas those things which are prosecuted with violence of endeavour or desire, either succeed not or continue not. After my latter meal my thoughts are slight ; only my memory may be charged with her task of recalling what was committed to her custody in the day, and my heart is busy in examining my hands and mouth, and all other senses, of that day's be haviour. " And, now the evening is come, no tradesman doth more carefully take in his wares, clear his shop-board, and shut his windows, than I would d XXXV111 INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. shut up my thoughts and clear my mind. That student shall live miserably, which, like a camel, lies down under his burden. All this done, calling together my family, we end the day with God. Thus do we rather drive away the time before us, than follow it. " Such are my common days. But God's day calls for another respect. The same sun arises on this day, and enlightens it; yet, because that Snn of Righteousness arose upon it, and gave a new life unto the world in it, and drew the strength of God's moral precept unto it, therefore justly do we sing with the Psalmist, ' This is the day which the Lord hath made.' Now, I forget the world, and, in a sort myself; and deal with my wonted thoughts as great men use, who, at some times of their privacy, for bid the access of all suitors. Prayer, meditation, reading, hearing, preaching, singing, good confer ence, are the businesses of this day ; which I dare not bestow on any work or pleasure but heavenly. I hate superstition on the one side, and looseness on the other ; but I find it hard to offend in too much devotion, easy in profaneness. The whole week is sanctified by this day ; and, according to my care of this, is my blessing on the rest. " I show you what I would do, and what I ought : I commit my desires to the imitation of the weak, my actions to the censures of the wise and holy, my weaknesses to the pardon and redress of my merciful God." INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. XXXIX To a man so occupied, the loss of wealth, power, and public influence, must have been a considera tion but little affecting his real happiness. He has left, indeed, a record of his sufferings, written and entitled in the temper of one who felt that he had reason to complain. Yet we shall do him no more than justice, if we refer any severe expression it may contain rather to his sense of insulted dignity as a bishop, than to his injuries as a man : he was too good a citizen, and too sound a churchman, not to lament, amid the howlings of the political tempest, far less for his personal share of the prosperity it had swept away, than for the overthrow of the temple and the desolation of Jerusalem. In the very depth of the national miseries, however, he did not de spair; in faith and confident waiting upon Pro vidence, he beheld afar, through the surrounding gloom, the dawn of a brighter day;1 and he thought the only way in which those in his circum stances could hasten that happy period, was by promoting works of charity and peace, and that it was their duty in other respects to " stand still and see the salvation of God." Respecting his endea vours, at all times, to promote peace, he thus speaks : " It was ever the desire of my soul, even from my first entrance upon .the public service of the church, (according to my known signature,) with Noah's dove, to have brought an olive-branch to the tossed 1 See his " Revelation Unrevealed." d2 xl INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. ark ; and God knows how sincerely I have endea voured it. Doubtless our main errand to the world is peace ; and woe be to us if we do it not." To the discharge of this paramotmt duty of a Chris tian minister were especially devoted those nu merous treatises — some of them among the most valuable of his writings— which were composed by him in the interval between his retirement to his cottage at Higham, and his death. Amid the uproar of contending factions, by turns usurping the pulpit and monopolizing the press, the " still voice" of reason and religious contemplation, which issued from that obscure seclusion, continued to " find fit audience." That publications breathing so pure and tranquil a spirit, were received by so many with a fervent welcome, was a pledge that the heart of the distracted nation was yet sound. It proved that there was yet a remnant left in the land — the " elect, for whose sake the evil days shouW be shortened" — who loved mankind and feared God; men distinguished alike from trteerazy fanatic, the profligate among the royalists, and the selfish hypocrites whom present interest attached equally to any side, or to all by turns. It is to such that, in times of public commotion and disorder, nations owe their deliverance; and, whatever may have been the case in periods of convulsion in countries less happily constituted than our own, in England we need never despair that the proportion of " righ- INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. xli teous men" required to conciliate heaven for the common salvation, will be found. To be able to form the wish for such, is, as far as for this end is required, to be of the number. The writings of Bishop Hall have maintained, nearly down to our own times, (perhaps it may be said, they still retain,) a more extensive popula rity than those of almost any other of the great divines of an age abounding in examples of con summate theological learning and ability. We have no difficulty in accounting for this. Though replete with erudition, these works are familiar in style ; and while they possess much of the warmth and interest which belong to the produce of indi vidual thought, they likewise present the truth and the reality, which only the acute observer of mankind can impart to his delineations. It is also to be in part attributed to another quality of his style, be sides that which we have termed its familiarity. Notwithstanding his occasional use of terms now obsolete, this author has more of a modern air than any of his contemporaries. This is chiefly owing to the brevity of his periods. That broad and massive structure of sentences, which is not more characteristic of our writers of the highest genius, from the Reformation to the Revolution, than it is true to the nature of our language, and in harmony with the massive vigour of genuine English mind, Hall was among the first to discard ; and to intro- xlii INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. duce instead the modern laconic period, by break ing up his diction into fragments of more attractive brilliancy, and greater convenience for ordinary capacities. Upon the whole, we cannot better sum up the general claims of this admirable Sacred Classic to the reader's esteem, than by adopting the description given of him by his contemporary, Ful ler, that he was "our English Seneca, dexterous at controversy, not unhappy at comments, very good at characters, better in sermons, best of all in medita tions and contemplations." It is in the last, and, according to this testimony, his best character as an author, that Bishop Hall is introduced to the reader in the present volume. It yet remains the duty of the editor to add a few words, in regard to the following selection. In giving the preference, on this occasion, to the minor pieces of this admired writer, he had several reasons for his choice. The first and most obvious was their convenient length ; a second was the greater novelty of most of these pieces for the general reader, the greater individual importance of the author's more elaborate treatises having diverted atten tion from his shorter "tractates," as he calls them; and these again were confirmed by the equal but more varied excellence of the latter, rendering them, when methodically arranged, even more likely to prove lastingly profitable. For the contents of the INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. xliii volume have neither been thrown together at ran dom, nor are they placed in what, but for higher considerations, would have been a very appropriate order, viz. that of the dates of their original publi cation. It is believed they will be found to accord with the natural succession of the sentiments and needs of the Christian, in such a manner that he may, at every step in their perusal, derive that as sistance from them which he will require in the corresponding period of his course; while the whole together may be regarded as a manual of practical theology. Thus, in " Heaven on Earth" will be found set forth, with great power and brevity, the impor tance and the method of a religious life. In the " Christian," the principles before adduced are fully exemplified in a characteristic pattern for imita tion. We now rise by natural degrees to contem plate and pursue those pious thoughts and reflec tions, which accompany the Christian mind in its maturer growth; and these are supplied in the third tract, " The Devout Soul." The " Select Thoughts" lays open a wider sphere for the believer's walk and converse with God, in the midst of his duties in the world. Proceeding now to compositions of a loftier devotional character, we are taught to utter the praises of the Redeemer in the " Meditation on the Love of Christ," which we may regard as a sa cred Hymn, celebrating the redemption. Lastly, xliv INTRODUCTORY ESSAY. the whole series is appropriately closed with some pathetic effusions of piety and love to God, sug gested by the prospect of death and the assured hope of immortality, in "The Soul's Farewell to Earth." The numerous works of Bishop Hall appeared singly, at intervals, during a period of almost sixty years. The greater part of them were collected into three volumes folio, and published in his life-time, viz. Vol. I. in 1617, and again in 1624; Vol. II. in 1633; Vol. III. in 1634; a fourth volume, in 4to., entitled, " The Shaking of the Olive Tree," was added after the author's death, in 1660, and a fifth, containing " Divers Treatises," in folio, in 1662. The only modern edition was published in 1808, by the Rev. Josiah Pratt, B.D., in ten vols. 8vo. From this edition the present editor has, in great part, adopted the divisions into para graphs, and occasionally some improvements upon the old copies in the arrangement of the sections ; but the volume now before the reader has not been given to the public without a careful collation of all the known editions of the treatises it contains, and the use of the editor's best judgment in every department of his duty. R. C. London, April \Ath, 1834. TREATISES, DEVOTIONAL AND PRACTICAL. CONTENTS. Paee- Heaven upon Earth ; or, of True Peace and Tranquillity of Mind ..... 1 The Christian laid forth in his whole Disposition and Carriage . . . . 73 The Devout Soul; or, Rules of Heavenly Devotion . '103 Select Thoughts ; or, Choice Helps for a Pious Spirit : a Century of Divine Breathings for a Ravished Soul, beholding the Excellencies of her Lord Jesus . 163 An Holy Rapture; or, a Pathctical Meditation on the Love of Christ . . . . .283 The Soul's Farewell to Earth, and Approaches to Heaven 311 HEAVEN UPON EARTH OF TRUE PEACE AND TRANQUILLITY OF MIND 162^ TO THE RIGHT HONOURABLE HENRY EARL OF HUNTINGDON, LORD HASTINGS, HUNGERFORD, BOTREAUX, MOLINES, AND MOILES, HIS MAJESTY'S LIEUTENANT IN THE COUNTIES OF LEICESTER AND RUTLAND, MY SINGULAR GOOD LORD : ALL INCREASE OF TRUE HONOUR, AND HEAVEN BEGUN UPON EARTH. Right Honourable, I have undertaken a great task — to teach men how to be happy in this life. I have undertaken, and performed it. Wherein I have followed Seneca ; and gone beyond him : followed him, as a philosopher ; gone beyond him, as a Christian, as a divine : rinding it a true censure of the best moralists, that they were like to goodly ships, graced with great titles, the Safeguard, the Triumph, the Goodspeed, and such like ; when yet they have been both extremely sea-beaten, and at last wrecked. The volume is little ; perhaps the use, more. I have ever thought, according to the Greek proverb, jiiya /3i/3\iov fikya rclkov* What it is, even justice challengeth it to him, to whom the author hath devoted himself. The children of the bondman are the goods of the parent's master. I humbly betake it to your Honour's protection, and your Honour to the protection of the Highest. Your Honour's most humbly devoted, in all duty and service, JOSEPH HALL • A great book is a great evil. B 2 HEAVEN UPON EARTH SECTION I. Censure of Philosophers. When I had studiously read over the moral writ ings of some wise heathen, especially those of the Stoical profession, I must 'confess, I found a little envy and pity striving together within me. I en vied nature in them, to see her so witty in devising such plausible refuges for doubting and troubled minds : I pitied them, to see that their careful dis quisition of true rest led them, in the end, but to mere unquietness. Wherein, methought, they were as hounds swift of foot, but not exquisite in scent ; which, in a hasty pursuit, take a wrong way ; spending their mouths and courses in vain. Their praise of guessing wittily they shall not lose : their hopes, both th'ey lost and whosoever follows them. If Seneca could have had grace to his wit, what wonders would he have done in this kind ! What divine might not have yielded him the chair, for precepts of tranquillity, without any disDarag'e- ment ? As he was, this he hath gained— never 6 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. any heathen wrote more divinely ; never any phi losopher more probably. Neither would I ever desire better master, if, to this purpose, I needed no other mistress than na ture. But this, in truth, is a task which nature hath never, without presumption, undertaken; and never performed, without much imperfection : like to those vain and wandering empirics, which, in tables and pictures, make great ostentation of cures ; never approving their skill to their credu lous patients. And if she could have truly effected it alone, I know not what employment in this life she should have left for grace to busy herself about, nor what privilege it should have been here below to be a Christian : since this, that we seek, is the noblest work of the soul; and in which alone consists the only heaven of this world : this is the sum of all human desires ; which when we have attained, then only we begin to live, and are sure we cannot thenceforth live miserably. No marvel then, if all the heathen have diligently sought after it, many wrote of it, none attained it. Not Athens must teach this lesson, but Jerusalem. SECTION II. What Tranquillity is, and wherein it consists. Yet something grace scorneth not to learn of na ture ; as Moses may take good counsel of a Midi- anite. Nature hath ever had more skill in the end, than in the way to it ; and, whether she have discoursed of the good estate of the mind, which we call tran- HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 7 quillity, or the best, which is happiness, hath more happily guessed at the general definition of them, than of the means to compass them. She teacheth us therefore, without controlment, that the tranquillity of the mind is, as of the sea and weather, when no wind stirreth, when the waves do not tumultuously rise and fall upon each other ; but when the face, both of the heaven and waters, is still, fair, and equable : that it is such an even disposition of the heart, wherein the scales of the mind neither rise up towards the beam, through their own lightness, or the overweening opinion pf prosperity, nor are too much depressed with any load of sorrow ; but hanging equal and unmoved betwixt both, give a man liberty in all occurrences to enjoy himself. Not that the most temperate mind can be so the master of his passions, as not sometimes to over-joy his grief, or over-grieve his joy, according to the contrary occasions of both : for not the evenest weights, but at their first putting into the balance somewhat sway both parts thereof, not without some show of inequality; which yet, after some little motion, settle themselves in a meet poise. It is enough, that, after some sudden agitation, it can return to itself; and rest itself, at last, in a re solved peace. And this due composedness of mind we require unto our tranquillity, not for some short fits of good mood, which soon after end in discontent ment, but with the condition of perpetuity : for there is no heart makes so rough weather, as not some times to admit of a calm ; and, whether for that he knoweth no present cause of his trouble, or for that he knoweth that cause of trouble is countervailed 8 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. with as great an occasion of private joy, or for that the multitude of evils hath bred carelessness, the man that is most disordered finds some respites of quietness. The balances that are most ill matched in their unsteady motions, come to an equality, but stay not at it. The frantic man can not avoid the imputation of madness, though he be sober for many moons, if he rage in one. So then, the calm mind must be settled in an habitual rest : not then firm, when there is nothing to shake it ; but then least shaken when it is most assailed. SECTION III Insufficiency of human precepts. — Seneca's rules of Tranquillity abridged. — Rejected as insufficient. — Disposition of the work. Whence easily appears, how vainly it hath been sought, either in such a constant estate of outward things, as should give no distaste to the mind, while all earthly things vary with the weather, and have no stay but in uncertainty ; or in the natural temper of the soul, so ordered by human wisdom as that it should not be affected with any casual events to either part : since that cannot ever, by natural power, be held like to itself; but one while is cheerful, stirring, and ready to undertake ; another while, drowsy, dull, comfortless, prone to rest, weary of itself, loathing his own purposes, his own resolu tions. In both which, since the wisest philosophers have grounded all the rules of their tranquillity, it is HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 9 plain that they saw it afar off, as they did heaven itself, with a desire and admiration, but knew not the way to it : whereupon, alas ! how slight and impotent are the remedies they prescribe for un- quietness ! For what is it that, for the incon stancy and laziness of the mind, still displeasing itself in what it doth, and for that distemper thereof which ariseth from the fearful, unthriving, and restless desires of it, we should ever be employ ing ourselves in some public affairs, choosing our business according to our inclination, and prose cuting what we have chosen ? wherewith being at last cloyed, we should retire ourselves, and wear the rest of our time in private studies ? that we should make due comparative trials of our own abi lity, nature of our businesses, disposition of our chosen friends ? that, in respect of patrimony, we should be but carelessly affected ; so drawing it in, as it may be least for show, most for use ; removing all pomp, bridling our hopes, cutting off super fluities ? for crosses, to consider, that custom will abate and mitigate them ; that the best things are but chains and burdens to those that have them, to those that use them; that the worst things have some mixture of comfort, to those that groan under them ? Or, leaving these lower rudiments that are given to weak and simple novices, to examine those golden rules of morality, which are commended to the most wise and able practitioners; what it is, to account himself as a tenant at will ; to fore- imagine the worst, in all casual matters ; to avoid all idle and impertinent businesses, all pragmatical meddling with affairs of state ; not so to fix our selves upon any one estate, as to be impatient of a change ; to call back the mind from outward things, 10 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. and draw it home into itself; to laugh at and esteem lightly of others' misdemeanors ; not to depend upon others'opinions, but to stand on our own bottoms ; to carry ourselves in an honest and simple truth, free from a curious hypocrisy and affectation of seem ing other than we are, and yet as free from a base kind of carelessness ; to intermeddle retiredness with society, so as one may give sweetness to the other, and both to us, so slackening the mind that we may not loosen it, and so bending as we may not break it : to make the most of ourselves, cheer ing up our spirits with variety of recreations, with satiety of meals, and all other bodily indulgence, saving that drunkenness, methinks, can neither beseem a wise philosopher to prescribe, nor a vir tuous man to practise ? All these, in their kinds, please well, profit much, and are as sovereign for both these, as they are unable to effect that, for which they are propounded. Nature teacheth thee all these should be done ; she cannot teach thee to do them : and yet do all these and no more, let me never have rest if thou have it. For neither are here the greatest enemies of our peace so much as descried afar off; nor those that are noted, are hereby so prevented that upon most diligent practice we can promise ourselves any security : wherewith whoso instructed, dare confidently give challenge to all sinister events, is like to some skilful fencer, who stands upon his usual wards, and plays well ; but if there come a strange fetch of an unwonted blow, is put beside the rules of his art, and with much shame over taken. And for those that are known, believe me, the mind of man is too weak to bear out itself here by, against all onsets. There are light crosses, HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 11 that will take an easy repulse ; others yet stronger, that shake the house-side, but break not in upon us; others vehement, which by force make way to the heart; where they find none, breaking open the door of the soul that denies entrance : others vio lent, that lift the mind off the hinges, or rend the bars of it in pieces ; others furious, that tear up the very foundations from the bottom, leaving no monu ment behind them, but ruin. The wisest and most resolute moralist that ever was,1 looked pale when he should taste of his hemlock ; and, by his timor- ousness, made sport to those that envied his spe culations. The best of the heathen emperors,3 that was honoured with the title of piety, justly magni fied that courage of Christians which made them insult over their tormentors ; and, by their fearless ness of earthquakes and deaths, argued the truth of their religion. It must be, it can be, none but a divine power that can uphold the mind against the rage of many afflictions; and yet, the greatest crosses are not the greatest enemies to inward peace. Let us, therefore, look up above ourselves; and, from the rules of a higher art, supply the defects of natural wisdom : giving such infallible directions for tranquillity, that whosoever shall follow cannot but live sweetly with continual delight ; applaud ing himself at home, when all the world beside him shall be miserable. To which purpose, it shall be requisite, first, to remove all causes of unquietness ; and then, to set down the grounds of our happy rest. 1 Socrates. 2 Antoninus Pius, in an epistle to the Asians concerning the persecuted Christians. 12 HEAVEN UP0"N EARTH. SECTION IV Enemies of inward Peace divided into their ranks. — The torment of an Evil Conscience. — The joy and peace of the Guilty but dissembled I find, on the one hand, two universal enemies of tranquillity — conscience of evil done, sense or fear of evil suffered. The former, in one word, we call sins ; the latter, crosses : the first of these must be quite taken away, the second duly tempered, ere the heart can be at rest. For, first, how can that man be at peace that is at variance with God and himself? How should peace be God's gift, if it could be without him, if it could be against him ? It is the profession of Sin, although fair spoken at the first closing, to be a perpetual make-bait betwixt God and man, betwixt a man and him self. And this enmity, though it do not continually show itself, (as the mortalest enemies are not always in pitched fields one against the other ; for that the conscience is not ever clamorous, but somewhile is silent, otherwhile with still murmurings bewrays his mislikes;) yet doth evermore work secret un- quietness to the heart. The guilty man may have a seeming truce; a true peace he cannot have. Look upon the face of the guilty heart, and thou shalt see it pale and ghastly ; the smiles and laugh ters, faint and heartless ; the speeches, doubtful and full of abrupt stops and unseasonable turnings; the purposes and motions unsteady and savouring of much distraction, arguing plainly that sin is not HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 13 so smooth at her first motions, as turbulent after wards : hence are those vain wearyings of places and companies, together with ourselves ; that the galled soul doth, after the wont of sick patients, seek refreshing in variety, and, after; many tossed and turned sides, complains of remediless and un abated torment, Nero, after,- so much innocent blood, may change his bed-chamber; but his fiends ever attend him, ever. are. within him, and are as parts of himself. Alas! what avails it, to seek out ward. reliefs, when thou,hast thine executioner within thee ? If thou couldst shift from thyself, thou might- est have some hope of ease : now, thou shajt never want furies, so long as thou hast thyself. Yea, what if thou woujdst run from thyself ? Thy soul may fly from thy body; thy conscience will not fly from thy soul, nor- thy sin from thy conscience. Some men, indeed, in the bitterness of these pangs of sin, like unto those fondly impatient fishes that leap out of the pan into the flame, have leaped out of this private hell, that is, in themselves, into the common pit; choosing to adventure upon the future pains that they have feared, rather than to endure the present horrors they have felt : wherein what have they gained, but to that hell which was within thenij a second hell . without ? The conscience leaves not, where, the fiends begin; but both join together in torture. But- there are some firm and obdurate foreheads, ' whose resolution can laugh their sins out of coun tenance. There are so large and able gorges, as that they can swallow and digest bloody murders, 1 A proverbial Latin idiom : a person lost to shame is said to be dura? et perfricatae frontis. — Ed. 14 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. without complaint ; who, with the same hands which they have since their last meal embrued in blood, can freely carve to themselves large mor sels at the next sitting. Believest thou that such a man's heart laughs with his face ? Will not he dare to be a hypocrite, that durst be a villain ? These glow-worms, when a night of sorrow encom passes them, make a lightsome and fiery show of joy; when, if thou press them, thou findest nothing but a cold and crude moisture. Knowest thou not, that there are those which count it no shame to sin, yet count it a shame to be checked with re morse, especially so as others' eyes may descry ; to whom repentance seems base-mindedness, unworthy of him that professes wisdom and valour ? Such a man can grieve, when none sees it ; but himself can laugh, when others see it, himself feels not. Assure thyself, that man's heart bleedeth when his face counterfeits a smile : he wears out many waking hours, when thou thinkest he resteth ; yea, as his thoughts afford him not sleep, so his very sleep affords him not rest ; but, while his senses are tied up his sin is loose ; representing itself to him in the ugliest shape, and frightening him with horrible and hellish dreams. And if, perhaps, custom hath bred a carelessness in him, as we see that usual whipping makes the child not care for the rod ; yet an unwonted extremity of the blow shall fetch blood of the soul ; and make the back that is most hardened, sensible of smart ; and the further the blow is fetched, through intermission of remorse, the harder it must needs alight. There fore, I may confidently tell the careless sinner, as that bold tragedian said to his great Pompey : " The time shall come, wherein thou shalt fetch HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 15 deep sighs ; and therefore shalt sorrow desperately, because thou sorrowedst not sooner." The fire of the conscience may lie, for a time, smothered with a pile of green wood, that it cannot be discerned ; whose moisture when once it hath mastered, it sends up so much greater flame, by how much it had greater resistance. Hope not then, to stop the mouth of thy conscience from exclaiming, while thy sin continues : that endeavour is both vain and hurtful. So I have seen them, that have stopped the nostril for bleeding, in hope to stay the issue ; when the blood, hindered in his former course, hath broken out of the mouth, or found way down into the stomach. The conscience is not pacifiable, while sin is within to vex it ; no more than an angry swelling can cease throbbing and aching, while the thorn or the corrupted matter lies rotting underneath. Time, that remedies all other evils of the mind, increaseth this ; which, like to bodily diseases, proves worse with continuance, and grows upon us with our age. SECTION V. Tlie Remedy of an unquiet Conscience. There can be, therefore, no peace, without recon ciliation : thou canst not be friends with thyself, till with God ; for thy conscience, which is thy best friend while thou sinnest not, like an honest servant, takes his master's part against thee when thou hast sinned ; and will not look straight upon thee, till thou upon God ; not daring to be so kind to thee, as to be unfaithful to his Maker. There can be no reconciliation without remis- 16 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. sion. God can neither forget the injury of sin, nor dissemble hatred. It is for men and those of hollow hearts, to make pretences contrary to their affec tions ; soothings, and smiles, and embracements, where we mean not love, are from weakness ; either, for that we fear our insufficiency of present revenge, or hope for a fitter opportunity afterwards ; or for that we desire to make our further advantage of him to whom we mean evil. These courses are not inci dent into an almighty Power ; who, having the command of all vengeance, can smite where he list, without all doubtings or delays. There can be no remission without satisfaction. Neither dealeth God with us as we men with some desperate debtors ; whom, after long dilations of payments and many days broken, we altogether, let go for disability, or at least dismiss them upon an easy composition. All sins are debts : all God's debts must be discharged. It is a bold word, but a true, God would not be just if any of his debts should pass unsatisfied. The conceit of the pro fane vulgar makes him a God all of mercies ; and, thereupon, hopes for pardon, without payment. Fond and ignorant, presumption, to disjoin mercy and justice in him, to whom they are both essen tial; to make mercy exceed justice in him, in whom both are infinite ! Darest thou hope God can be so kind to thee,. as to be unjust to himself? God will be just : go thou on to presume, and perish. There can be no satisfaction by any recompense of ours. An infinite justice is offended ; an infi nite punishment: is; deserved by every sin ; and every man's sins are as near to infinite as number can make them. Our best endeavour is worse than finite, imperfect and faulty : if it could be perfect, HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 17 we owe it all in present : what we are bound to do in present, cannot make amends for what we have not done in time past ; which while we offer to God as good payment, we do, with the profane traveller, think to please him with empty date-shells, in lieu of preservation. Where shall we then find a pay ment of infinite value, but in him, which is only and all infinite ? the dignity of whose person, being infinite, gave such worth to his satisfaction, that what he suffered in short time, was propor tionable to what we should have suffered beyond all times. He did all, suffered all, paid all : he did it for us ; we, in him. Where shall I begin to wonder at thee, O thou divine and eternal Peace-Maker, the Saviour of men, the Anointed of God, Mediator between God and man ; in whom there is nothing which doth not exceed, not only the conceit, but the very wonder of angels ; who saw thee in thy humiliation with silence, and adore thee in thy glory with perpetual praises and rejoicings? Thou wast for ever of thy self as God, of the Father as the Son ; the Eternal Son of an Eternal Father ; not later in being, not less in dignity, not other in substance ; begotten, without diminution of him that begot thee, while he communicated that wholly to thee which he retained wholly in himself, because both were infinite, without inequality of nature, without di vision of essence : when, being in this estate, thine infinite love and mercy to desperate man kind caused thee, O Saviour, to empty thyself of thy glory, that thou mightst put on our shame and misery. Wherefore, not ceasing to be God as thou wert, thou beganst to be what thou wert not, man ; to the end that thou mightst be a c 18 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. perfect mediator betwixt God and man, which wert both in one person ; God, that thou mightst sa tisfy ; man, that thou mightst suffer : that, since man had sinned, and God was offended, thou, which wert God and man, mightst satisfy God for man. None but thyself, which art the Eternal Word, can express the depth of this mystery, that God should be clothed with flesh, come down to men, and become man, that man might be exalted into the highest heavens, and that our nature might be taken into the fellowship of the Deity : that he, to whom all powers in heaven bowed, and thought it their honour to be serviceable, should come down to be a servant to his slaves, a ransom for his enemies; together with our nature taking up our very infirmities, our shame, our torments, and bearing our sins without sin : that thou, whom the heavens were too strait to contain, shouldst lay thyself in an obscure cratch ; thou, which wert at tended of angels, shouldst be derided of men, rejected of thine own, persecuted by tyrants, tempted with devils, betrayed of thy servant, crucified among thieves, and, which was worse than all these, in thine own apprehension, for the time, as for saken of thy Father : that thou, whom our sins had pierced, shouldst, for our sins, both sweat drops of blood in the garden, and pour out streams of blood upon the cross. Oh, the invaluable purchase of our peace ! O ransom enough for more worlds ! Thou, which wert in the counsel of thy Father, the Lamb slain from the beginning of time, earnest now, in fulness of time, to be slain by man for man ; being at once the sacrifice offered, the priest that did offer, and the God to whom it was offered. How HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 19 graciously didst thou both proclaim our peace, as a prophet, in the time of thy life upon earth ; and purchase it, by thy blood, as a priest, at thy death; and now confirmest and appliest it, as a King, in heaven ! By thee only it was procured ; by thee it is proffered. O mercy without example, without measure ! God offers peace to man : the holy seeks to the unjust; the potter, to the clay; the king, to the traitor. We are unworthy that we should be received to peace, though we desired it : what are we then, that we should have peace offered for the receiving ? An easy condition of so great a benefit ! He requires us not to earn it, but to accept it of him : what could he give more ? what could he require less of us ? * SECTION VI. The Receipt of our Peace offered by Faith. — A Corol lary of the benefit of this Receipt. — The vain shifts of the Guilty. The purchase, therefore, of our peace was paid at once ; yet must be severally reckoned to every soul whom it shall benefit. If we have not a hand to take what Christ's hand doth either hold or offer, what is sufficient in him cannot be effectual to us. The spiritual hand, whereby we apprehend the sweet offers of our Saviour, is faith; which, in short, is no other, than an affiance in the Mediator : receive peace, and be happy ; believe, and thou hast received. From hence it is, that we are inte rested in all that either God hath promised or 20 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. Christ hath performed : hence have we from God both forgiveness and love ; the ground of all, either peace or glory. Hence, of enemies we become more than friends, sons; and, as sons, may both expect and challenge, not only careful provision and safe protection on earth, but an everlasting patrimony above. This field is so spacious, that it were easy for a man to lose himself in it : and if I should spend all my pilgrimage in this walk, my time would sooner end than my way; wherein 1 would have measured more paces, were it not, that our scope is not so much to magnify the benefit of our peace, as to seek how to obtain it. Behold now, after we have sought heaven and earth, where only the wearied dove may find an olive of peace. The apprehending of this all-suf- ficent satisfaction makes it ours: upon our satisfac tion, we have remission ; upon remission follows reconciliation; upon our reconciliation, peace. When, therefore, thy conscience, like a stern ser geant, shall catch thee by the throat, and arrest thee upon God's debt, let thy only plea be, that thou hast already paid it : bring forth that bloody acquittance, sealed to thee from heaven upon thy true faith ; straightway thou shalt see the fierce and terrible look of thy conscience changed into friendly smiles ; and that rough and violent hand, that was ready to drag thee to prison, shall now lovingly embrace thee, and fight for thee against all the wrongful attempts of any spiritual adver sary. O heavenly peace, and more than peace, friendship ; whereby alone we are leagued with ourselves, and God with us ; which whoever wants, shall find a sad remembrancer in the midst of his dissembled jollity, and, after all vain strifes shall HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 21 fall into many secret dumps, from wnich his guilty heart shall deny to be cheered, though all the world were his minstrel ! O pleasure worthy to be pitied, and laughter worthy of tears, that is without this! Go then, foolish man ; and when thou feelest any check of thy sin, seek after thy jocund est com panions ; deceive the time and thyself with merry purposes, with busy games ; feast away thy cares ; bury them and thyself in wine and sleep : after all these frivolous deferrings, it will return upon thee when thou wakest, perhaps ere thou wakest ; nor will be repelled till it have showed thee thy hell ; nor, when it hath showed thee, will yet be repelled. So the stricken deer, having received a deadly arrow, whose shaft shaken out hath left the head behind it, runs from one thicket to another; not able to change his pain with his places, but finding his wounds still the worse with continuance. Ah, fool ! thy soul festereth within ; and is affected so much more dangerously, by how much less it arj- peareth. Thou mayst while thyself with variety : thou canst not ease thee. Sin owes thee a spite, and will pay it thee ; perhaps, when thou art in worse case to sustain it. This flitting doth but pro vide for a further violence at last. I have seen a little stream of no noise, which, upon his stoppage, hath swelled up, and with a loud gushing hath borne over the heap of turfs wherewith it was re sisted. Thy death-bed shall smart for these wilful adjournings of repentance ; whereon how many have we heard raving of their old neglected sins, and fearfully despairing when they have had most need of comfort ! In sum, there is no way but this : thy conscience must have either satisfaction or 22 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. torment. Discharge thy sin betimes, and be at peace. He never breaks his sleep for debt, that pays when he takes up. SECTION VII. Solicitation of Sin remedied. — The ordering of Affec tions. Neither can it suffice for peace, to have crossed the old scroll of our sins, if we prevent not the future : yea, the present very importunity of temp tation breeds unquietness. Sin, where it hath got a haunt, looketh for more, as humours that fall towards their old issue : and, if it be not strongly repelled, doth near as much vex us with soliciting, as with yielding. Let others envy their happiness, I shall never think their life so much as quiet, whose doors are continually beaten and their morn ing sleep broken with early clients ; whose entries are daily thronged with suitors, pressing near for the next audience; much less, that through their re miss answers are daily haunted with traitors or other instruments of viliany, offering their mis chievous service, and inciting them to some pesti lent enterprize. Such are temptations to the soul ; whereof it cannot be rid so long as it holds them in any hope of entertainment ; and so long they will hope to prevail, while we give them but a cold and timorous denial. Suitors are drawn on with an easy repulse ; counting that as half granted which is but faintly gainsay ed. Peremptory answers can only put sin out of heart for any second attempts : it is ever impudent, when it meets not with a bold HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 23 heart ; hoping to prevail by wearying us, and weary ing us by entreaties. Let all suggestions, therefore, find thee resolute : so shall thy soul find itself at rest; for as the devil, so sin, his natural brood, flies away with resistance. To which purpose all our heady and disordered infections, which are the secret factors of sin and Satan, must be restrained by a strong and yet tem perate command of reason and religion: these, if they find the reins loose in their necks, like to the wild horses of that chaste hunter in the tragedy,1 cany us over hills and rocks ; and never leave us, till we be dismembered, and they breathless : but, contrarily, if they be pulled in with the sudden vio lence of a strait hand, they fall to plunging and careering, and never leave, till their saddle be empty, and even then dangerously strike at their prostrate rider. If there be any exercise of Chris tian wisdom, it is in the managing of these unruly affections ; which are not more necessary in their best use, than pernicious in their misgovernance. Reason hath always been busy, in undertaking this so necessary a moderation : wherein, although she have prevailed with some of colder temper, yet those which have been of more stubborn metal, like unto grown scholars which scorn the ferule that ruled their minority, have still despised her weak endeavours. Only Christianity hath this power; which, with our second birth, gives us a new nature : so that now, if excess of passions be natural to us as men, the order of them is natural to us as Christians. Reason bids the angry man say over his alphabet, ere he give his answer; * Seneca, Hippolytus, Act. iv. — Ed. 24 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. hoping, by this intermission of time, to gain the mitigation of his rage : he was never thoroughly angry that can endure the recital of so many idle letters. Christianity gives not rules, but power, to avoid this short madness. It was a wise speech that is reported of our best and last cardinal, ' (I hope,) that this island either did or shall see; who, when a skilful astrologer, upon the calculation of his nativity, had foretold him some specialties con cerning his future estate, answered, " Such per haps I was born : but, since that time, I have been born again ; and my second nativity hath crossed my first." The power of nature is a good plea for those that acknowledge nothing above nature : but, for a Christian to excuse his intemperateness by his natural inclination, and to say, " I am born choleric, sullen, amorous," is an apology worse than the fault. Wherefore serves religion, but to subdue or govern nature ? We are so much Chris tians as we can rule ourselves ; the rest is but form and speculation. Yea, the very thought of our profession is so powerful, that, (like unto that preci ous stone,) being cast into this sea, it assuageth those inward tempests that were raised by the affections. The unregenerate mind is not capable of this power ; and, therefore, through the continual mutinies of his passions, cannot but be subject to perpetual unquietness. There is neither remedy nor hope in this estate. But the Christian soul, that hath inured itself to the awe of God and the exer cises of true mortification, by the only looking up at his holy profession, cureth the burning venom of these fiery serpents that lurk within him. Hast 1 Cardinal Pole. HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 25 thou nothing but nature ? Resolve to look for no peace. God is not prodigal, to cast away his best blessings on so unworthy subjects. Art thou a Christian ? do but remember thou art so ; and then, if thou darest, if thou canst, yield to the excess of passions. SECTION VIII. The second main enemy to Peace — Crosses. Hitherto, [we have considered,] the most in ward and dangerous enemy of our peace; which, if we have once mastered, the other field shall be fought and won with less blood. Crosses disquiet us, either in their present feeling, or their expectation : both of them, when they meet with weak minds, so extremely distempering them, that the patient, for the time, is not himself. How many have we known, which through a lingering disease, weary of their pain, weary of their lives, have made their own hands their executioners ! How many, meeting with a headstrong grief, which they could not manage, have by the violence of it, been carried quite from their wits ! How many millions, what for incurable maladies, what for losses, what for defamations, what for sad accidents to their children, rub out their lives in perpetual discontentment ; therefore living because they can not yet die, not for that they like to live ! If there could be any human receipt prescribed to avoid evils, it would be purchased at a high rate : but, both it is impossible, that earth should redress that which is sent from heaven ; and, if it could be done, even the want of miseries would prove miserable ; 26 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. for the mind, cloyed with continual felicity, would grow a burden to itself, loathing that, at last, which intermission would have made pleasant. Give a free horse the full reins, and he will soon tire. Sum mer is the sweetest season by all consents, wherein the earth is both most rich with increase, and most gorgeous for ornament ; yet, if it were not received with interchanges of cold frosts and pierc ing winds, who could live ? Summer would be no summer, if winter did not both lead it in and fol low it. We may not, therefore, either hope or strive to escape all crosses ; some we may : what thou canst, fly from; what thou canst not, allay and mitigate. In crosses, universally, let this be thy rule : make thyself none ; escape some ; bear the rest ; sweeten all. SECTION IX. Of Crosses that arise from conceit. Apprehension gives life to crosses; and, if some be simply, most are as they are taken.1 I have seen many, which when God hath meant them no hurt, have framed themselves crosses out of imagination ; and have found that insupportable for weight which in truth never was, neither had ever any but a fancied being : others again, laughing out heavy afflictions, for which they were bemoaned of the beholders. One receives a deadly wound, and looks not so much as pale at the smart; another 1 i. e. Though some crosses be such essentially in their own nature, the greater part are so, or not, accordingly as they are received. — Ed. HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 27 hears of many losses, and, like Zeno, after news of his shipwreck, as altogether passionless, goes to his rest, not breaking an hour's sleep for that which would break the heart of some others. Greenham, that saint of ours, whom it cannot disparage that he was reserved for our so loose an age, can lie spread quietly upon the form, looking for the chirurgeon's knife ; binding himself as fast with a resolved pa tience, as others with strongest cords ; abiding his flesh carved, and his bowels rifled, and not stirring more than if he felt not, while others trembled to expect, and shrink to feel but the pricking of a vein. There can be no remedy for imaginary crosses but wisdom, which shall teach us to esteem of all events as they are ; like a true glass represent ing all things to our minds in their due proportion; so as crosses may not seem that are not, nor little and gentle ones seem great and intolerable. Give thy body hellebore, thy mind good counsel, thine ear to thy friend ; and these fantastical evils shall vanish away like themselves. SECTION X. Of true and real Crosses. It were idle advice, to bid men avoid evils. Na ture hath, by a secret instinct, taught brute crea tures so much, whether wit or sagacity : and our self-love, making the best advantage of reason, will easily make us so wise and careful. It is more worth our labour, since our life is so open to calamities, and nature to impatience, to teach men to bear what evils they cannot avoid ; and how, by a well- 28 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. disposedness of mind, we may correct the iniquity of all hard events. Wherein it is hardly credible how much good art and precepts of resolution may avail us. I have seen one man, by the help of a little engine, lift up that weiglit alone, which forty helping hands, by their clear strength, might have endeavoured in vain. We live here in an ocean of troubles, wherein we can see no firm land ; one wave falling upon another, ere the former have wrought all his spite. Mischiefs strive for places, as if they feared to lose their room if they hasted not. So many good things as we have, so many evils arise from their privation ; besides no fewer real and positive evils that afflict us. To prescribe and apply receipts to every particular cross, were to write a Salmeron-like Commen tary upon Petrarch's Remedies;1 and I doubt whe ther so, the work would be perfect: a life would be too little to write it, and but enough to ,read it. SECTION XI. The first remedy of Crosses, before they come The same medicines cannot help all diseases of the body ; of the soul, they may. We see fencers give their scholars the same common rules of position, of warding and wielding their weapon for offence, 1 Salmeron, one of the earliest of the Jesuits, wrote a volu minous Commentary on the Gospels, the Acts of the Apostles, and the Canonical Epistles. — Among the Latin works of Pe trarch, at present so much and so undeservedly neglected, one of the principal is his treatise de llemediis utriusque Fortunes ; " Con ceming the Remedies of prosperous and adverse Fortune." — Ed. HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 29 for defence, against all comers : such universal pre cepts there are for crosses. In the first whereof I would prescribe expect ation, that either killeth or abateth evils. For crosses, after the nature of the cockatrice, die if they be foreseen ; whether this providence makes us more strong to resist, or by some secret power makes them more unable to assault us. It is not credible what a fore-resolved mind can do, can suffer. Could our English Milo, of whom Spain yet speak- eth since their last peace, have overthrown that fu rious beast, made now more violent through the rage of his baiting, if he had not settled himself in his station, and expected ? The frighted multitude ran away from that over-earnest sport, which begun in pleasure, ended in terror. If he had turned his back with the rest, where had been his safety, where his glory and reward ? Now he stood still, expected, overcame; by one fact he at once pre served, honoured, enriched himself. Evils will come never the sooner, for that thou lookest for them : they will come the easier : it is a labour well lost if they come not ; and well bestowed, if they do come. We are sure the worst may come ; why should we be secure that it will not ? Suddenness finds weak minds secure, makes them miserable, leaves them desperate. The best way therefore is, to make things present, in conceit, before they come ; that they may be half past in their violence, when they do come : even as with wooden wasters,1 we leam to play at the sharp.2 As, therefore, good soldiers exercise themselves long at the pale; and there use those activities, which afterwards they shall practise upon a true adversary ; so must 1 A kind of cudgels. — Ed. 2 The raDier. — Ed. 30 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. we present to ourselves imaginary crosses, and ma nage them in our mind before God sends them in event. " Now I eat, sleep, digest all soundly, with out complaint : what if a languishing disease should bereave me of my appetite and rest ? that I should see dainties and loathe them ; surfeiting of the very smell, of the thought of the best dishes ? that I should count the lingering hours, and think Heze- kiah's long day returned; wearying myself with changing sides, and wishing anything but what I ' am ? How could I take this distemper ? Now I have, if not what I would, yet what I need ; as not abounding with idle superfluities, so not straitened with penury of necessary things : what if poverty should rush upon me, as an armed man ; spoiling me of all my little that I had, and send me to the fountain for my best cellar — to the ground, for my bed — for my bread, to another's cupboard — for my clothes, to the broker's shop, or my friend's ward robe ? How could I brook this want ? I am now at at home, walking in mine own grounds, looking on my young plants, the hope of posterity ; consider ing the nature, advantages, or fears of my soil, en joying the patrimony of my fathers: what if, for my religion, or the malicious sentence of some great one, I should be exiled from my country ; wander ing amongst those whose habit, language, fashion, my ignorance shall make me wonder at ; where the solitude of places, and strangeness of persons shall make my life uncomfortable ? How could I abide the smell of foreign smoke ? How should I take the contempt and hard usage that waits upon strangers ?" Thy prosperity is idle and ill spent, if it be not meddled ' with such forecasting and 1 Mixed. — Ed. HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 31 wisely suspicious thoughts ; if it be wholly bestowed in enjoying, no whit in preventing : like unto a fool ish city, which, notwithstanding a dangerous situ ation, spends all her wealth in rich furniture of chambers and state houses ; while they bestow not one shovelful of earth on outward bulwarks, to their defence : this is but to make our enemies the hap pier, and ourselves the more readily miserable. If thou wilt not, therefore, be oppressed with evils, expect and exercise : exercise thyself with conceits of evils ; expect the evils themselves : yea, exercise thyself in expectation ; so, while the mind pleaseth itself in thinking, " Yet I am not thus," it prepareth itself against it may be so. And if some, that have been good at the foils, have proved cowardly at the sharp ; yet, on the contrary, who ever durst point a single combat in the field that hath not been somewhat trained in the fence-school ? SECTION XII. The second remedy of Crosses, when they are come : from their Author. Neither doth it a little blunt the edge of evils, to consider that they come from a Divine hand, whose Almighty power is guided by a most wise provi dence, and tempered with a fatherly love. Even the savage creatures will be smitten of their keeper, and repine not : if of a stranger, they tear him in pieces. He strikes me, that made me, that mode rates the world : why struggle I with him ; why with myself ? Am I a fool, or a rebel ? A fool, if I be ignorant whence my crosses come : a rebel, if £2 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. I know it, and be impatient. My sufferings are from a God, from my God ; he hath destined me every dram of sorrow that I feel : " Thus much thou shalt abide ; and here shall thy miseries be stinted." All worldly helps cannot abate them ; all powers of hell cannot add one scruple to their weight that he hath allotted me : I must, therefore, either blas pheme God in my heart, detracting from his infi nite justice, wisdom, power, mercy, which all stand inviolable, when millions of such worms as I am, are gone to dust ; or else confess that I ought to be patient. And if I profess I should be that I will not, I befool myself, and bewray mise-; rable impotency. But (as impatience is full of ex cuse) it was thine own rash improvidence, or the spite of thine enemy, that impoverished, that be- famed thee : it was the malignity of some unwhole some dish, or some gross corrupted air that hath distempered thee. Ah, foolish cur ! why dost thou bite at the stone which could never have hurt thee, but from the hand that threw it ? If I wound thee, what matters it, whether with mine own sword, or thine, or another's ? God strikes some immedi ately from heaven, with his own arm, or with the arm of angels; others he buffets with their own hands ; some by the revenging sword of an enemy ; others with the fist of his dumb creatures. God strikes in all ; his hand moves theirs. If thou see it not, blame thy carnal eyes. Why dost thou fault1 the instrument while thou knowest the agent? Even the dying thief pardons the executioner ; ex claims on his unjust judge, or his malicious ac cusers. Either, then, blame the first mover, ordis 1 Blame.— Ed. HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 33 charge the means ; which as they could not have touched thee, but as from him, so from him they have afflicted thee justly, wrongfully perhaps as in themselves. SECTION XIII. The third antidote of Crosses ; from their effect. But neither seemeth it enough to be patient in crosses, if we be not thankful also. Good things challenge more than bare contentment. Crosses, unjustly termed evils, as they are sent of him that is all goodness, so they are sent fbr good, and his end cannot be frustrate. What greater good can be to the diseased man, than fit and proper physic to recure him ? Crosses are the only medicines of sick minds. Thy sound body carries within it a sick soul : thou feelest it not, perhaps : so much more art thou sick, and so much more dangerously. Perhaps thou labourest of some plethory of pride, or of some dropsy of covetousness, or the staggers of inconstancy, or some fever of luxury, or con sumption of envy, or perhaps of the lethargy of idleness, or of the frenzy of anger : — it is a rare soul that hath not some notable disease : — only crosses are thy remedies. What if they be unplea sant ? they are physic : tis enough if they be whole some. Not pleasant tasted but the secret virtue commends medicines. If they cure thee they shall please thee, even in displeasing ; or else thou lovest thy palate above thy soul. What madness is this ? When thou complainest of a bodily disease, thou sendest to the physician, that he may send thee not D 34 HEAVEN UPON EARTH. savoury, but wholesome potions : thou receivest them in spite of thine abhorring stomach; and, withal, both thankest and rewardest the physician. Thy soul is sick ; thy heavenly Physician sees it, and pities thee, ere thou thyself; and, unsent to, sends thee not a plausible, but a sovereign remedy : thou loathest the savour, and rather wilt hazard thy life than offend thy palate ; and, instead of thanks, repinest at, revilest the Physician. How comes it, that we love ourselves so little (if at least we count our souls the best or any part) as that we would rather undergo death than pain ; choosing rather wilful sickness' than a harsh remedy ? Surely, we men are mere fools in the estimation of our own good : like children, our choice is led altoge ther by show, no whit by substance. We cry after every well-seeming toy, and put from us solid proffers of good things. The wise Arbitrator of all things sees our folly, and corrects it ; with holding our idle desires, and forcing upon us the sound good we refuse : it is second folly in us, if we thank him not. The foolish babe cries for his father's bright knife, or gilded pills. The wiser father knows that they can but hurt him ; and therefore withholds them after all his tears. The child thinks he is used but unkindly. Every wise man, and himself at more years, can say, it was but childish folly, in desiring it, in complaining that he missed it. The loss of wealth, friends, health, is some times gain to us. Thy body, thy estate is worse : thy soul is better; why complainest thou ? HEAVEN UPON EARTH. 35 SECTION XIV. The fourth antidote of Crosses ; from their issue. Nay, it shall not be enough, methinks, if only we be but contented and thankful, if not also cheerful in afflictions ; if that, as we feel their pain, so we look not to their end ; although, indeed, this is not more requisite than rarely found, as being proper only to the good heart. Every bird can sing in a clear heaven, in a temperate spring : that one, as most familiar, so is most commended, that sings merry notes in the midst of a shower or the dead of winter. Every epicure can enlarge his heart to mirth, in the midst of his cups and dalliance : only the three children can sing in the furnace ; Paul and Silas in the stocks ; martyrs at the stake. It is from heaven that this joy comes, so contrary to all earthly occasions ; bred in the faithful heart, through a serious and feeling respect to the issue of what he feels, the quiet and untroubled fruit of his righteousness ; glory, the crown after his fight ; after his minute of pain, eternity of joy. He never looked over the threshold of heaven, that cannot more rejoice that he shall be glorious, than mourn in present that he is miserable. SECTION XV. Of the importunity and terror of Death. Yea, this consideration is so powerful, that it alone is able to make a part against the fear or sense of the last and greatest of all terribles, death itself: d2 36 heaven upon earth. which, in the conscience of his own dreadfulness, justly laughs at all the vain human precepts of tran quillity ; appalling the most resolute, and vexing the most cheerful minds. Neither profane Lucre tius, with all his epicurean rules of confidence, nor drunken Anacreon, with all his wanton odes, can shift off the importunate and violent horror of this adversary. Seest thou the Chaldean tyrant beset with the sacred bowls of Jerusalem, the late spoils of God's temple ; and, in contempt of their owner, carousing healths to his queens, concubines, peers ; singing amidst his cups triumphant carols of praise to his molten and carved gods ? Wouldst thou ever suspect that this high courage could be abated ; or, that this sumptuous and presumptuous banquet, after so royal and jocund continuance, should have any other conclusion but pleasure ? Stay but one hour longer, and thou shalt see that face that now shines with a ruddy gloss, according to the colour of his liquor, look pale and ghastly, stained with the colours of fear and death ; and that proud hand, which now lifts up his massy goblets, in defiance of God, tremble like a leaf in a storm ; and those strong knees, which never stooped to the burden of their laden body, now not able to bear up themselves, but loosened with a sudden palsy of fear, one knocking against the other ; and all this, for that death writes him a letter of sum mons, to appear that night before him ; and, ac cordingly, ere the next sun, sent two eunuchs, for his honourable conveyance into another world. Where now are those delicate morsels, those deep draughts, those merry ditties, wherewith the'palate and ear so pleased themselves ? What is now be come of all those cheerful looks, loose laughters, heaven upon earth. 37 stately port, revels, triumphs of the feasting court? Why doth none of his gallant nobles revive the fainted courage of their lord with a new cup, or with some stirring jest shake him out of this un seasonable melancholy ? O death, how imperious art thou to carnal minds ! aggravating their misery, not only by expectation of future pain, but by the remembrance of the wonted causes of their joy ; and not suffering them to see aught but what may torment them ! Even that monster of the Caesars,1 that had been so well acquainted with blood, and never had found better sport than in cutting of throats, when now it came to his own turn, how effeminate, how desperately cowardous did he show himself! to the wonder of all readers, that he, which was ever so valliant in killing, should be so womanishly heartless in dying. SECTION XVI. The grounds of the Fear of Death. There are that fear not so much to be dead as to die ; the very act of dissolution frightening them with a tormenting expectation of a short, but into lerable painfulness. Which let if the wisdom of God had not interposed to timorous nature, there would have been many more Lucretias, Cleopatras, Ahithophels; and good laws should have found little opportunity of execution, through the wilful funerals of malefactors. For the soul, that comes into the body without any, at least sensible, plea sure, departs not from it without an extremity of 1 Nero. 38 heaven upon earth. pain ; which, varying according to the manner and means of separation, yet, in all violent deaths especially, retaineth a violence not to be avoided, hard to be endured. And if diseases, which are destined toward death as their end, be so painful, what must the end and perfection of diseases be ; since as diseases are the maladies of the body, so death is the malady of diseases ? There are, that fear not so much to die as to be dead. If the pang be bitter, yet it is but short: the comfortless state of the dead strikes some that could well resolve for the act of the passage. Not the worst of the heathen emperors ' made that moanful ditty on his death-bed, wherein he be- wrayeth, to all memory, much feeling pity of his soul, for her doubtful and impotent condition after her departure. Hoiv doth Plato's worldling bewail the misery of the grave ; besides all respect of pain ! " Woe is me, that I shall lie alone, rotting in the silent earth, amongst the crawling worms, not seeing aught above, not seen." Very not-being is sufficiently abhorred of nature, if death had no more to make it fearful. But those that have lived under light enough to show them the gates of hell, after their passage through the gates of death, and have learned that death is not only horrible for our not-being here, but for being infinitely, eternally miserable in a future world (nor so much for the dissolution of life, as the beginning of torment) those cannot, without the certain hope of their immunity, but carnally fear to die, and hellishly fear to be dead. For, if it be 1 Adrian. This emperor's address to his departing spirit, is beautifully adapted to the higher knowledge and assured hopes of Christianity, in Pope's admired od«^. 98 THE CHRISTIAN. SECTION X. His Sufferings. Every man shews fair in prosperity, but the main trial of the Christian is in suffering ; any man may steer in a good gale and clear sea, but the mariner's skill will be seen in a tempest. Herein the Christian goes beyond the Pagan's, not practice only, but admiration. 'We rejoice in tribulation,' saith the chosen vessel. Lo! here a point transcending all the affectation of heathenism. Perhaps some resolute spirit, whether out of a na tural fortitude, or out of an ambition of fame or earthly glory, may set a face upon a patient en during of loss or pain ; but never any of these heroic Gentiles durst pretend to a joy in suffering. Hither can Christian courage reach ; knowing that ' tribulation worketh patience, and patience expe rience, and experience hope, and hope maketh not ashamed.' Is he bereaved of his goods and worldly estate ? he comforts himself in the conscience of a better treasure, that can never be lost. Is he afflicted with sickness ? his comfort is, that the inward man is so much more renewed daily, as the outward perisheth. Is he slandered and unjustly disgraced ? his comfort is, that there is a blessing which will more than make him amends. Is he banished ? he knows he is on his way homeward. Is he im prisoned ? his spirit cannot be locked in : God and his angels cannot be locked out. Is he dying ? to him ' to live is Christ, and to die is gain.' Is he THE CHRISTIAN. 99 dead • he ' rests from his labours,' and is crowned with glory. Shortly, he is perfect gold, that comes more pure out of the fire than it went in ; neither had ever been so great a saint in heaven, if he had not passed through the flames of his trial here upon earth. SECTION XI. His Conflicts. He knows himself never out of danger, and there fore stands ever upon his guard. Neither of his hands is empty : the one holds out ' the shield of faith;' the other manageth 'the sword of the Spirit :' both of them are employed in his perpe tual CONFLICT. He cannot be weary of resisting, but resolves to die fighting. He hath a ward for every blow ; and as his eye is quick to discern temptations, so is his hand and foot nimble to avoid them. He cannot be discouraged with either the num ber or power of his enemies ; knowing that his strength is out of himself, in him in whom he can do all things, and that there can be no match to the Almighty. He is careful not to give advantage to his vigi lant adversary, and therefore warily avoids the oc casions of sin : and if, at any time, he be over taken with the suddenness or subtilty of tempta tion, he speedily recovers himself by a serious re pentance, and fights so much the harder because of his foil. H 2 100 THE CHRISTIAN. He hates to take quarter of the spiritual powers : nothing less than death can put an end to his quarrel, nor nothing below victory. SECTION XII. His Death. He is not so careful to keep his soul within his teeth, as to send it forth well addressed for happi ness ; as knowing, therefore, the last Drunt to be most violent, he rouseth up his holy fortitude to encounter that king of fear, his last enemy, death. And now, after a painful sickness and a resolute expectation of the fiercest assault, it falls out with him as in the meeting of the two hostile brothers, Jacob and Esau ; instead of grappling, he finds a courteous salutation ; for stabs, kisses ; for height of enmity, offices of love. Life could never befriend him, so much as death offers to do : that tenders him (perhaps a rough, but) a sure hand, to leac him to glory, and receives a welcome accordingly. Neither is there any cause to marvel at the change. The Lord of life hath wrought it; he, having by dying subdued death, hath reconciled it to his own ; and hath, as it were, beaten it into these fair terms with all the members of his mys tical body ; so as while unto the enemies of God death is still no other than a terrible executioner of divine vengeance, he is to all that are in Christ a plausible and sure convoy unto blessedness. The Christian, therefore, now laid upon his last bed, when this grim messenger comes to fetch him to heaven, looks not so much at his dreadful visage the christian. 101 as at his happy errand ; and is willing not to re member what death is in itself, but what it is to us in Christ ; by whom it is made so useful and beneficial, that we could not be happy without it. Here, then, comes in the last act and employ ment of faith (for after this brunt passed, there is no more use of faith but of vision) that heartens the soul in a lively apprehension of that blessed Saviour, who both led him the way of suffering, and is making way for him to everlasting glory ; that shews him ' Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who, for the joy that was set before him, endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right-hand of the throne of God ;' that clings close unto him, and lays unremoveable hold upon his person, his merits, his blessedness. Upon the wings of this faith, is the soul ready to mount up toward that heaven which is open to re ceive it ; and, in that act of evolation, puts itself into the hands of those blessed angels, who are ready to carry it up to the throne of glory.1 sic, o sic jovat vivere, sic perire ! 1 The reader can hardly have refrained from exclaiming, more than once, while perusing this brief but most expressive treatise, were the picture here drawn but moderately realized in every one of those whose profession binds them to the imita tion of such a model, not only would the world be free from the greatest portion of those evils which now afflict it, but human laws might be dispensed with as superfluous. — Ed. THE DEVOUT SOUL; OR, RULES OF HEAVENLY DEVOTION. 105 TO ALL CHRISTIAN READERS GRACE and peace. That in a time when we hear no noise but of drums and trum pets, and talk of nothing but 'arms and sieges and battles, I should write of devotion, may seem to some of you strange and unseasonable : to me contrarily, it seems most fit and oppor tune: for, when can it be more proper to direct our address tothe throne of grace, than when we are in the very jaws of death ? or when should we go to seek the face of our God, rather than in the needful time of trouble ? Blessed be my God, who in the midst of these woeful tumults hath vouchsafed to give me these calm and holy thoughts, which I justly suppose he meant not to suggest that they should be smothered in the breast wherein they were con ceived, but with a purpose to have the benefit communicated unto many. Who is there that needs not vehement excitations and helps to devotion ? and when more than now ? In a tempest the mariners themselves do not only cry every man to his God, but awaken Jonah, that is fast asleep under the hatches, and chide him to his prayers. Surely, had we not been failing in our devotions, we could not have been thus universally miserable. That duty, the neglect whereof is guilty of our calamity, must, in the effectual perform ance of it, be the means of our recovery. Be but devout, and we cannot miscarry under judgments. Woe is me ! the tears of penitence were more fit to quench the public flame than blood. How soon would it clear up abovehead, if we were but holily affected within ! Could we send our zealous ambassadors up to 106 heaven, we could not fail of a happy peace. I direct the way : God bring us to the end. For my own particular practice, God is witness to my soul, that as one the sense of whose private affliction is swallowed up of the public, I cease not daily to ply the Father of Mercies with my fervent prayers, thathe would at last be pleased, after so many streams of blood, to pass an act of pacification in heaven. And what good heart can do otherwise t Brethren, all ye that love God, and his church, and his truth, and his anointed, and your country, and yourselves, and yours, join your forces with mine ; and let us, by a holy violence, make way to the gates of heaven with our petition for mercy and peace ; and not suffer ourselves to be beaten off from the threshold of grace till we be answered with a condescent. He, whose goodness is wont to prevent our desires, will not give denials to our impor tunities. Pray and farewell. Norwich, March 10, 1643. THE DEVOUT SOUL. CHAPTER I. WHAT DEVOTION IS: — HABITUAL, THAT GOES THROUGH THE HEART AND LIFE OF A CHRIS TIAN; ACTUAL, OR A SPECIAL AND FIXED EXERCISE OF DEVOTION. Devotion is the life of religion ; the very soul of piety ; the highest employment of grace ; and no other than the prepossession of heaven by the saints of God here upon earth : every improve ment whereof is of more advantage and value to the Christian soul, than all the profit and contentment which this world can afford it. There is a kind of art of devotion, if we can at tain unto it, whereby the practice thereof may be much advanced. We have known, indeed, some holy souls, which, out of the general precepts of piety, and their own happy experiments of God's mercy, have, through the grace of God, grown to a great measure of perfection this way ; which yet might have been much expedited and completed, 108 THE DEVOUT SOUL. by those helps which the greater illumination and experience of others might have afforded them. Like as we see it in other faculties ; there are those, who out of a natural dexterity, and their own fre quent practice, have got into a safe posture of de fence, and have handled their weapon with com mendable skill, whom yet the fence-school might have raised to a higher pitch of cunning. As na ture is perfected, so grace is not a little furthered by art; since it pleaseth the wisdom of God to work ordinarily upon the soul, not by the immediate power of miracle, but in such methods, and by such means, as may most conduce to his blessed ends. It is true, that all our good motions come from the Spirit of God ; neither is it less true, that all the good counsels of others proceed from the same Spirit : and that good Spirit cannot be cross to itself; he, therefore, that infuses good thoughts into us, suggests also such directions as may render us apt both to receive and improve them. If God be bounteous, we may not be idle, and neglective of our spiritual aids. If you tell me, by way of instance in a particular act of devotion, that there is a gift of prayer, and that the Spirit of God is not tied to rules ; I yield both these : but, withal, I must say there are also helps of prayer, and that we must not expect im mediate inspirations. I find the world much mis taken in both. They think that man hath the gift of prayer, that can utter the thoughts of his heart roundly unto God, that can express himself smoothly in the phrase of the Holy Ghost, and press God with most proper words and passionate vehemence ; and, surely, this is a commendable faculty where soever it is : but this is not the gift of prayer ; vou THE DEVOUT SOUL, 109 may call it, if you will, the gift of elocution. Do we say that man hath the gift of pleading, that can talk eloquently at the bar ; that can, in good terms, loud and earnestly importune the judge for his client ? and not rather he that brings the strongest reason, and quotes his books and precedents with most truth and clearest evidence, so as may con vince the jury and persuade the judge ? Do we say he hath the gift of preaching, that can deliver himself in a flowing manner of speech to his hearers ; that can cite Scriptures or fathers ; that can please his auditory with the flowers of rhetoric ? or, rather, he that can divide the Word aright, interpret it soundly, apply it judiciously, put it home to the conscience ; speaking in the evidence of the Spirit, powerfully convincing the gainsayers, comforting the dejected, and drawing every soul nearer to heaven ? The like must we say for prayer ; the gift whereof he may be truly said to have, not that hath the most rennible ' tongue ; (for prayer is not so much a matter of the lips as of the heart;) but he that hath the most illuminated apprehen sion of the God to whom he speaks ; the deepest sense of his own wants ; the most eager longings after grace ; the feventest desires of supplies from heaven ; and, in a word, whose heart sends up the strongest groans and cries to the Father of mer cies. Neither may we look for enthusiasms,2 and im- 1 Fluent.— Ed. 2 Supernatural influences. Either the word had not yet sunk to that corrupt modern acceptation, which an eloquent contem porary, the author of the "Natural History of Enthusiasm" adopts and defends, or Hall was too correct a writer to coun tenance the incipient debasement, — Ed. 110 THE DEVOUT SOUL. mediate inspirations; putting ourselves upon God's Spirit, in the solemn exercises of our invocation, without heed or meditation ; the dangerous incon venience whereof hath been too often found, in the rash and unwarrantable expressions that have fallen from the mouths of unwary suppliants ; but we must address ourselves, with due preparation, to that holy work ; we must digest our suits, and fore-order our supplications to the Almighty, so that there may be excellent and necessary use of meet rules of our devotion. He, whose Spirit helps us to pray, and whose lips taught us how to pray, is an all-sufficient ex ample for us. All the skill of men and angels can not afford a more exquisite model of supplicatory devotion, than that blessed Saviour of ours gave us in the Mount ; led in by a divine and heart-raising preface, carried out with a strong and heavenly enforcement ; wherein an awful compellation makes way for petition, and petition makes way for thanks giving; the petitions marshalled in a most exact order; for spiritual blessings, which have an im mediate concernment of God, in the first place; then, for temporal favours, which concern ourselves, in the second. So punctual a method had not been observed by Him that heareth prayers, if it had been all one to him, to have had our devotions con fused and tumultuary. There is commonly much mistaking of devotion ; as if it were nothing but an act of vocal prayer, ex piring with that holy breath, and revived with the next task of our invocation ; which is usually mea sured of many by frequence, length, smoothness of expression, loudness, vehemence. Whereas, in deed, it is rather an habitual disposition of a holy THE DEVOUT SOUL. Ill soul, sweetly conversing with God, in all the forms of a heavenly, yet awful familiarity; and a con stant entertainment of ourselves here below, with the God of Spirits, in our sanctified thoughts and affections ; one of the noble exercises whereof is our access to the Throne of Grace in our prayers ; whereto may be added, the ordering of our holy attendance upon the blessed word and sacraments of the Almighty. Nothing hinders, therefore, but that a stammering suppliant may reach to a more eminent devotion, than he that can deliver him self in the most fluent and pathetical forms of elo cution ; and that our silence may be more devout than our noise. We shall not need to send you to the cells or cloisters for this skill ; although it will hardly be believed, how far some of their contemplative men have gone in the theory hereof; perhaps, like as chymists give rules for the attaining of that elixir which they never found ; for, sure, they must needs fail of that perfection they pretend, who are com monly in the object of it, always in the ground of it, which is faith, stripped, by their opinion, of the comfortablest use of it, certainly of applica tion. As there may be many resemblances betwixt light and devotion, so this one especially ; that, as there is a light universally diffused through the air, and there is a particular recollection of light into the body of the sun and stars ; so it is in devo tion : there is a general kind of devotion, that goes through the renewed heart and life of a Christian, which we may term habitual and virtual; and there is a special and fixed exercise of devotion, which we name actual. 112 CHAPTER II. REQUISITES TO THE EFFECTUAL PERFORMANCE OF DEVOTION The soul that is rightly affected to God is never void of a holy devotion. Wherever it is, whatever it doth, it is still lifted up to God ; and fastened upon him, and converses with him ; ever serving the Lord in fear, and rejoicing in him with trem bling;. Sect. 1. — The heart must be settled in a right appre hension of God. For the effectual performance whereof, it is requi site first, that the heart be settled in a right appre hension of our God: without which, our devotion is not thankless only, but sinful. With much labour therefore, and agitation of a mind illuminated from above, we must find our selves wrought to a high, awful, adorative, and constant conceit of that incomprehensible Majesty, in whom we live, and move, and are : One God, in Three most glorious Persons ; infinite in wisdom, in power, in justice, in mercy, in providence, in all that he is, in all that he hath, in all that he doth ; dwelling in light inaccessible ; attended with thousand thousands of angels ; whom yet we neither can know, neither would it avail us if we could, but in the face of the Eternal Son of his Love, our THE DEVOUT SOCL. 113 blessed Mediator, God and Man ; who sits at the riglnVhand of Majesty in the highest heavens ; from the sight of whose glorious humanity we com fortably rise to the contemplation of that infinite Deity, whereto it is inseparably united ; in and by him made ours by a lively faith, finding our per sons and obedience accepted, expecting our full redemption and blessedness. Here, here must our hearts be unremoveably fixed. In his light must we see light. No cloudy occurrences of this world, no busy employments, no painful sufferings, must hinder us from thus seeing him that is invisible. Sect. 2. — The Heart must behold God as really present. Neither doth the devout heart see his God aloof off, as dwelling above in the circle of heaven, but beholds that infinite Spirit really present with him. ' The Lord is upon thy right hand ; ' saith the psalmist. Our bodily eye doth not more certainly see our own flesh, than the spiritual eye sees God close by us; yea in us. A man's own soul is not so intimate to himself, as God is to his soul ; nei ther do we move by him only, but in him. What a sweet conversation, therefore, hath the holy soul with his God ! What heavenly confe rences have they two which the world is not privy to : while God entertains the soul with the divine motions of his Spirit, the soul entertains God with gracious compliances ! Is the heart heavy with the grievous pressures of i 114 THE DEVOUT SOUL. affliction ? the soul goes in to his God, and pours out itself before him, in earnest bemoanings and supplications ; the God of mercy answers the soul again, with seasonable refreshings of comfort. Is the heart secretly wounded and bleeding with the conscience of some sin ? it speedily betakes itself to the great Physician of the soul, who forth with applies the balm of Gilead for an unfailing and present cure. Is the heart distracted with doubts ? the soul retires to that inward oracle of God for counsel : he returns to the soul a happy settlement of just resolution. Is the heart deeply affected with the sense of some special favour from his God ? the soul breaks forth into the passionate voice of praise and thanksgiving: God returns the pleasing testimony of a cheerful acceptation. O blessed soul that hath a God to go unto upon all occasions ! O infinite mercy of a God, that vouchsafes to stoop to such entireness with dust and ashes ! It was a gracious speech of a worthy divine, ¦ upon his death-bed, now breathing towards heaven, That he should change his place, not his company. His conversation was now, beforehand, with his God and his holy angels : the only differ ence was, that he was now going to a more free and full fruition of the Lord of Life, in that region of glory above, whom he had truly, though with weakness and imperfection, enjoyed in this vale of tears. i Dr. Preston. 115 CHAPTER HI. OF HABITUAL DEVOTION. Now, that these mutual respects may be sure not to cool with intermission, the devout heart takes ALL OCCASIONS BOTH TO THINK OF GOD, AND TO SPEAK TO HIM. Sect. 1. — The heart takes all occasions to think of God There is nothing that he sees, which doth not bring God to his thoughts. Indeed, there is no creature wherein there are not manifest footsteps of omnipotence ; yea, which hath not a tongue to tell us of its Maker. ' The heavens declare the glory of God, and the firma ment sheweth his handy work : one day telleth another, and one night certifieth another.' 'Yea, O Lord, how manifold are thy works ! in wisdom hast thou made them all. The earth is full of thy riches : so is the great and wide sea, where are things creeping innumerable, both small and great beasts.' l Every herb, flower, spire of grass, every twig and leaf, every worm and fly, every scale and feather, every billow and meteor, speaks the power and wisdom of their Infinite Creator. Solomon 1 Psalm xix. 1, 2 ; civ. 24, 25. I 2 116 THE DEVOUT SOUL. sends the sluggard to the ant; Isaiah sends the Jews to the ox and the ass ; our Saviour sends his disciples to the ravens, and to the lilies of the field : there is no creature of whom we may not learn something. We shall have spent our time ill in this great school of the world, if in such store of lessons, we be non-proficients in devotion. Vain idolaters make to themselves images of God, whereby they sinfully represent him to their thoughts and adoration. Could they have the wit and grace to see it, God hath taken order to spare them this labour ; in that he hath stamped in every creature such impressions of his infinite power, wisdom, goodness, as may give us just occasion to worship and praise him with a safe and holy ad vantage to our souls : ' For the invisible things of God, from the creation of the world, are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead. ' ' And indeed wherefore serve all the volumes of natural history, but to be so many commentaries upon the several creatures, wherein we may read God ? and even those men who have not the skill or leisure to peruse them, may yet, out of their own thoughts and observation, raise from the sight of all the works of God, sufficient matter to glorify him.* Who can be so stupid as not to take notice of the industry of the bee, the providence of the 1 Rom. i. 20. 2 The learned Bishop says accurately, ' We may read God,' — i. e. meet with delightful illustrations of his power, wis dom, and goodness, admonishing us of our devotional duties. But we reason in a circle, when we attempt to form to ourselves the idea of God by inference from his works ; for were we not already possessed of that idea, we should never think of insti tuting such a process of reasoning. — Ed. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 117 ant, the cunning of the spider, the reviving of the fly, the worm's endeavour of revenge, the subtlety of the fox, the sagacity of the hedgehog, the inno cence and profitableness of the sheep, the labo- riousness of the ox, the obsequiousness of the dog, the timorous shifts of the hare, the nimbleness of the deer, the generosity of the lion, the courage of the horse, the fierceness of the tiger, the cheerful music of birds, the harmlessness of the dove, the true love of the turtle, the cock's observation of time, the swallow's architecture ? shortly, (for it were easy here to be endless,) of the several qualities and dispositions of every of those our fellow-crea tures, with whom we converse on the face of the earth ; and who that takes notice of them, cannot fetch from every act and motion of theirs, some monition of duty and occasion of devout thoughts ? Surely, I fear many of us Christians may justly accuse ourselves as too neglective of our duty this way ; that having thus long spent our time in this great academy of the world, we have not, by so many silent documents, learned to ascribe more glory to our Creator. I doubt those creatures, if they could exchange their brutality with our rea son, being now so docible as to learn of us so far as their sense can reach, would approve themselves better scholars to us, than we have been unto them. Withal, I must add, that the devout soul stands not always in need of such outward monitors ; but finds, within itself, sufficient incitements to raise up itself to a continual minding of God, and makes use of them accordingly ; and if at any time, being taken up with the importunate occasions of the world, it finds God missing but an hour, it chides itself with such neglect ; and sets itself to recover 118 THE DEVOUT SO0L. him, with so much more eager affection : as the faithful spouse in the Canticles, when she finds him whom her soul loved, withdrawn from her for a season, puts herself into a speedy search after him, and gives not over till she have attained his pre sence. : Sect. 2. — The heart speaks to God. Now, as these many monitors, both outward and inward, must elevate our hearts very frequently to God ; so those raised hearts must not entertain him with a dumb contemplation, but must speak to him in the language of spirits. All occasions therefore must be taken, of send ing forth pious and heavenly ejaculations to God. The devout soul may do this more than a hundred times a day, without any hinderance to his special vocation. The housewife at her wheel, the weaver at his loom, the husbandman at his plough, the ar tificer in his shop, the traveller in his way, the mer chant in his warehouse, may thus enjoy God in his busiest employment ; for the soul of man is a nimble spirit, and the language of thoughts need not take up time ; and though we now, for exam ple's sake, clothe them in words, yet in our practice we need not. Now these ejaculations may be either at large or occasional. (1.) At large: such as that of old Jacob; 'O Lord, I have waited for thy salvation : ' or that of David; ' Oh, save me, for thy mercy's sake.' ' Cant. v. 6. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 119 And these, either in matter of humiliation, or of imploration, or of thanksgiving. In all which, we cannot follow a better pattern than the sweet singer of Israel ; whose heavenly conceptions we may either borrow or imitate. In way of humiliation, such as these: 'Heal my soul, O Lord, for I have sinned against thee.' ' Oh, remember not my old sins, but have mercy upon me.' ' If thou wilt be extreme to mark what is done amiss, O Lord, who may abide it ?' ' Lord, thou knowest the thoughts of man, that they are but vain.' ' O God, why abhorrest thou my soul, and hidest thy face from me?" In the way of imploration ; ' Up, Lord, and help me, O God. ' ' Oh, let my heart be sound in thy statutes, that I be not ashamed.' ' Lord, where are thy old loving mercies ? ' ' Oh, deliver me, for I am helpless, and my heart is wounded within me.' ' Comfort the soul of thy servant, for unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul.' ' Go not far from me, O God.' ' Oh, knit my heart unto thee, that I may fear thy name.' 'Thou art my helper and re deemer, O Lord, make no long tarrying.' ' Oh, be thou my help in trouble, for vain is the help of man.' ' Oh, guide me with thy counsel, and after that, receive me to thy glory.' ' My time is in thy hand : deliver me from the hands of mine enemies.' ' Oh, withdraw not thy mercy from me, O Lord.' ' Lead me, O Lord, in thy righteousness, because of mine enemies.' ' Oh, let my soul live, and it shall praise thee.'2 1 Psalms xli. 4 ; lxxix. 8 ; cxxx. 3 ; xciv. 11 ; lxxxviii. 14. 2 Psalms ill. "J ; cxix. 80; lxxxix. 49; cix. 21, 22; lxxxvi. 4 ; lxxi. 1 2 ; lxxxvi. 11; lxx. 5 ; lx. 1 1 ; lxxiii. 24 ; xxxi. 15; xl. 11; v. 8; cxix. 175. 120 THE DEVOUT SOUL. In way of thanksgiving : * O God, wonderful art thou in thy holy places !' ' O Lord, how glo rious are thy works ! and thy thoughts are very deep.' ' O God, who is like unto thee ?' ' The Lord liveth ; and blessed be my strong helper.' ' Lord, thy loving-kindness is better than life itself.' 'All thy works praise thee, O Lord ; and thy saints give thanks unto thee.' ' Oh, how manifold are thy works ! in wisdom hast thou made them all.' ' Who is God, but the Lord ; and who hath any strength, except our God ?' ' We will rejoice in thy salva tion, and triumph in thy name, O Lord.' ' Oh, that men would praise the Lord for his goodness !' ' Oh, how plentiful is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee !' * Thou, Lord, hast never failed them that seek thee.' ' In thy presence is the fulness of joy ; and at thy right hand there is pleasure for evermore.' * Lord, what is man that thou art mindful of him ?' ' Not unto us, Lord, not unto us, but unto thy name give the praise.' ' (2.) Occasional ejaculations are such as are moved upon the presence of some such object as carries a kind of relation or analogy to that holy thought which we have entertained. Of this nature I find that which was practised in St. Basil's time, that, upon the lighting of candles, the manner was to bless God in these words, " Praise be to God the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Ghost ;" which that father says was an ciently used, but who was the author of it he pro- fesseth to be unknown. To the same purpose was iessem 10 oe unknown, xoine same 1 Paalm, lxviii. 35; cxii. 5 ; lxxi. 19; xvi cxlv. 10; civ. 24; xviii. 31 ; xx.5; cvii. 8;xs xvi. 11 ; viii. 4; cxv. 1. xviii. 46 ; lxiii. 3 ; • xxxi. 19; ix. 10; THE DEVOUT SOUL. 121 the Lucernarium, which was a part of the evening office of old. For which there may seem to be more colour of reason than for the ordinary fashion of apprecation1 upon occasion of our sneezing, which is expected and practised by many out of civility. Old and reverend Beza was wont to move his hat with the rest of the company, but to say withal, " Gramercy, Madame la Superstition." Now, howsoever, in this or any other practice which may seem to carry with it a smack of super stition, our devotion may be groundless and unsea sonable, yet nothing hinders but that we may take just and holy hints of raising up our hearts to our God. As when we do first look forth, and see the heavens over our heads, to think, 'The heavens declare thy glory, O God ;' when we see the day breaking or the sun rising, 'The day is thine, and the night is thine ; thou hast prepared the light and the sun;' when the light shines in our faces, 'Thou deckest thyself with light, as with a garment,' or, ' Light is sprung up for the righteous ;' when we see our garden embellished with flowers, ' The earth is full of the goodness of the Lord ;' when we see a rough sea, * The waves of the sea rage horribly, and are mighty; but the Lord, that dwelleth on high, is mightier than they ;' when we see the dark ness of the night, 'The darkness is no darkness unto thee ;' when we rise up from our bed or our seat, ' Lord, thou knowest my down-sitting and my up-rising; thou understandest my thoughts afar off;' when we wash our hands, 'Wash thou me, O Lord, and I shall be whiter than snow ;' when we are walking forth, ' Oh, hold thou up my goings in 1 Praying for, or wishing well to any body.— Ed. 122 THE DEVOUT SOUL. thy paths, that my footsteps slip not;' when we hear a passing bell, * Oh, teach me to number my days, that I may apply my heart to wisdom,' or, ' Lord, let me know my end, and the number of my days.' ' Thus may we dart out our holy desires to God, upon all occasions. Wherein heed must be taken that our ejaculations be not, on the one side, so rare that our hearts grow to be hard and strange to God, but that they may be held on in continual acknowledgment of him, and acquaintance with him ; and, on the other side, that they be not so over-frequent in their perpetual reiteration, as that they grow to be, like that of the Romish votaries, fashionable;2 which, if great care be not taken, will fall out to the utter frustrating of our devotion. Shortly, let the measure of these devout glances be the preserving our hearts in a constant tenderness and godly disposition ; which shall be further ac tuated upon all opportunities, by the exercises of our more enlarged and fixed devotion ; whereof there is the same variety that there is in God's ser vices, about which it is conversant. 1 Psalm, xix. 1 ; Ixxiv. 16; civ. 2 ; xcvii. 1 1 ; xxxiii. 5 ; xciii. 4 ; cxxxix. 12 ; cxxxix. 1,2; li. 7 ; xvii. *> ; xc 12 ; xxxix. 4. 2 Matters of form, or custom. — Ed. 123 CHAPTER IV. OF ACTUAL DEVOTION. There are three main businesses, wherein God ac counts his services here below to consist. The first is, our address to the throne of grace, and the pour ing out of our souls before him in our prayers; the second is, the reading and hearing his most holy word ; the third is, the receipt of his blessed sacra ments : in all which there is place and use for a SETTLED DEVOTION. Sect. 1. — Of our Address to the Throne of Grace in Prayer. To begin with the first work of our actual and en larged devotion. (1.) Some things are pre-required of us, to make us capable of the comfortable peformance of so holy and heavenly a duty ; namely, that the heart be clean first, and then that it be clear; clean from the defilement of any known sin, clear from all entanglements and distractions. What do we ,in our prayers, but converse with the Almighty ; and either carry our souls up to him, or bring him down to us. Now, it is useless to hope that we can entertain God in an impure heart. Even we men loath a foul and sluttish 12-1 the devout soul. lodging; : how much more will the holy God abhor a habitation spiritually filthy ! I find that even the ' unclean spirit' made that a motive of his re possession, that he found 'the house swept and garnished.' * Satan's cleanliness is pollution, and his garnishment disorder and wickedness ; without this, he finds no welcome. Each spirit looks for an entertainment answerahle to his nature : how much more will that God of spirits, who is purity itself, look to be harboured in a cleanly room ! " Into a malicious soul wisdom shall not enter, nor dwell in the body that is subject unto sin."2 What friend would be pleased that we should lodge him in a lazar-house ? or, who would abide to have a toad lie in his bosom ? Surely it is not in the verge of created nature to yield any thing that can be so noisome and odious to the sense of man, as sin is to that absolute and essential Goodness. His pure eyes cannot endure the sight of sin ; neither can he endure that the sinner should come within the sight of him. ' Away from me, ye wicked,' is his charge both here and hereafter. It is the privilege and happiness of the pure in heart, that they shall see God : see him both in the end and in the way, enjoying the vision of him both in grace and in glory. This is no object for impure eyes. Descend into thyself therefore, and ransack thy heart, whoever wouldst be a true client of devotion : search all the close windings of it with the torches of the law of God ; and, if there be any iniquity found lurking in the secret corners thereof, drag it 1 Luke, xi. 25. « Wis. i. 4. the devout soul. 125 out and abandon it : and when thou hast done, that thy fingers may retain no pollution, say, with the holy Psalmist, 'I will wash my hands in inno cence : so will I go to thine altar.' L Presume not to approach the altar of God, there to offer the sacrifice of thy devotion with unclean hands ; else thine offering shall be so far from winning an ac ceptance for thee from the hands of God, as that thou shalt make thine offering abominable. And if a beast touch the mount, it shall die.2 As the soul must be clean from sin, so it must be clear and free from distractions. The intent of our devotion is to welcome God to our hearts : now where shall we entertain him, if the rooms be full, thronged with cares and turbulent passions ? The Spirit of God will not endure to be crowded up together with the world in our strait lodgings ; a holy vacuity must make way for him in our bosoms. The divine pattern of devo tion, in whom the Godhead dwelt bodily, retires into the mount to pray ; he that carried heaven with him, would even thus leave the world below him. Alas ! how can we hope to mount up to hea ven in our thoughts, if we have the clogs of earthly cares hanging at our heels ? Yea, not only must there be shutting out of all distractive cares and passions, which are professed enemies to our quiet conversing with God in our devotion, but there must be also a denudation of the mind from all those images of our phantasy, how pleasing soever, that may carry our thoughts aside from those better objects. We are like to foolish children, who, when they should be sted- 1 Ps. xxvi. 6. 2 Exod. xix. 13. 126 the devout soul. fastly looking on their books, are apt to gaze after every butterfly that passeth by them. Here must be, therefore, a careful intention1 of our thoughts ; a restraint from all vain and idle rovings ; and a holding ourselves close to our divine task. While Martha is troubled about many things, her devouter sister, having chosen the better part, plies the one thing necessary, which shall never be taken from her; and, while Martha would feast Christ with bodily fare, she is feasted of Christ with heavenly delicacies. After the heart is thus cleansed and thus cleared, it must be in the next place decked with true humility, the cheapest, yet best ornament of the soul. If the wise man tells us, that " pride is the be ginning of sin,"2 surely all gracious dispositions must begin in humility. The foundation of all high and stately buildings must be laid low. They are the lowly vallies that soak in the showers of heaven, which the steep hills shelve off, and prove dry and fruitless : ' To that man will I look,' saith God, ' that is poor, and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.'3 Hence it is that the more eminent any man is in grace, the more he is dejected in the sight of God. The father of the faithful comes to God under the style of 'dust and ashes;'4 David, under the style of 'a worm and no man;'4 Agur, the son of Jakeh, under the title of ' more brutish than any man ; and one that hath not the understanding of a Fixedness. — Ed. 2 Ecclus. x. 13, Is. lxvi. 2. * Gen. xviii. 27. 5 Ps. x. 6. the devout soul. 127 man ;' ' John Baptist, ' as not worthy to carry the shoes of Christ after him ;'2 Paul, as 'the least of saints, and chief of sinners.'3 On the contrary, the more vile any man is in his own eyes, and the more dejected in the sight of God, the higher he is exalted in God's favour ; like as the conduit- water, by how much lower it falls, the higher it riseth. When, therefore, we would appear before God in our solemn devotions, we must see that we empty ourselves of all proud conceits, and find our hearts fully convinced of our own vileness, yea, nothing ness in his sight. Down, down with all our high thoughts ; fall we low, before our great and holy God, not to the earth only, but to the very brim of hell, in the conscience of our own guiltiness ; for, though the miserable wretchedness of our nature may be a sufficient cause of our humiliation, yet the consideration of our detestable sinfulness is that which will depress us lowest in the sight of God. It is fit the exercise of our devotion should begin in an humble confessiori of our unworthi- ness. Now for the effectual furtherance of this our self-dejection, it will be requisite to bend our eyes upon a threefold object; to look inward into our selves ; upward to heaven ; downward to hell. First, to turn our eyes into our bosoms, and to take a view, not without a secret self-loathing of that world of corruption that hath lain hidden there ; and thereupon, to accuse, arraign, and con demn ourselves before that awful tribunal of the Judge of heaven and earth ; both of that original 1 Prov. xxx. 2. 2 Matt. in. 11. 3 1 Tim. i. 15. 128 the devout soul. pollution, which we have drawn from the tainted loins of our first parents, and those innumerable actual wickednesses derived therefrom which have stained our persons and lives. How can we be but thoroughly humbled, to see our souls utterly over spread with the odious and abominable leprosy of sin ? We find that Uzziah bore up stoutly awhile against the priests of the Lord, in the maintenance of his sacrilegious presumption ; but when he saw himself turned lazar, on the sudden he is con founded in himself, and, in a depth of shame, hastens away from the presence of God to a sad and penitential retiredness. [ We should need no other arguments to loath ourselves than the sight of our own faces, so miserably deformed with the filthy and hateful scurf of our iniquity. Neither only must we be content to shame and grieve our eyes with the foul nature and condition of our sins, but we must represent them to our selves in all the circumstances that may aggravate their heinousness. " Alas, Lord, any one sin is able to damn a soul ; I have committed many, yea, numberless; they nave not possessed me single; but, as that evil spirit said, their name is Legion. Neither have I committed these sins once, but often. Thine angels, that were, sinned but once, and are damned for ever: I have frequently reite rated the same offences : where then, were it not for thy mercy, shall I appear ? Neither have I only done them in the time of my ignorance, but since I received sufficient illumination from thee; it is not in the dark that I have stumbled and fallen, but in the midst of the clear light and sun- 1 2 Chron. xxvi. the devout soul. 129 shine of the gospel, and in the very face of thee my God. Neither have these been the slips of my weakness, but the bold miscarriages of my pre sumption. Neither have I offended out of inconsi- deration and inadvertency, but after and against the checks of a remurmuring conscience ; after so many gracious warnings and fatherly admonitions; after so many fearful examples of thy judgments ; after so many infinite obligations of thy favours." And thus having looked inward into ourselves, and taken an impartial view of our own vile- ness, it will be requisite to cast our eyes upward unto heaven, and there to see against whom we have offended, even against an Infinite Majesty and Power, an Infinite Mercy, an Infinite Justice; — that Power and Majesty which hath 'spread out the heavens as a curtain; and hath laid the foundations of the earth so sure that it cannot be moved ; who hath shut up the sea with bars and doors, and said, Hitherto shalt thou come and no further, and here shalt thou Stay thy proud waves;'1 who doeth whatsoever he will in heaven and in earth; who commandeth the devils to their chains ; able, there fore, to take infinite vengeance on sinners ; — that merc-y of God the Father, who gave his own Son out of his bosom for our redemption ; that mercy of God the Son, who, ' thinking it no robbery to be equal unto God, for our sakes made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a ser vant; and, being found in fashion as a man, humbled himself and became obedient to the death, even the accursed death of the cross ;' 2 — that mercy of God the Holy Ghost, who hath made that Christ mine 1 Ps. civ. 2; Job, xxxviii. 4—11. Phil. ii. 6, 7, 8. K 130 THE DEVOUT SOUL. and hath sealed to my soul the benefit of that blessed redemption ; — lastly, that justice of God, which, as it is infinitely displeased with every sin, so will be sure to take infinite vengeance on every impenitent sinner. And, from hence, it will be fit and seasonable for the devout soul to look downward into that horrible pit of eternal confusion ; and there to see the dreadful, unspeakable, unimaginable tormentsof the damned : to represent unto itself the terrors of those everlasting burnings ; the fire and brimstone of that infernal Tophet ; the merciless and unwea- riable tyranny of those hellish executioners ; the shrieks and howlings and gnashings of the tor mented ; the unpitiable, interminable, unmitigable tortures of those ever-dying, and yet never-dying souls. By all which we shall justly affright our selves into a deep sense of the dangerous and woe ful condition, wherein we lie in the state of nature and impenitence ; and shall be driven with a holy eagerness to seek for Christ, the Son of the ever- living God, our blessed Mediator, in and by whom only we can look for the remission of all these our sins, a reconcilement with this most powerful, merciful, just God, and a deliverance of our souls from the hand of the nethermost hell. It shall not now need or boot to bid the soul which is truly apprehensive of all these, to sue im portunately to the Lord of Life for a freedom and rescue from these infinite pains of eternal death to which our sins have forfeited it, and for a present happy recovery of that favour which is better than life. Have we heard, or can we imagine some heinous malefactor that hath received the sentence of death, and is now bound hand and foot, ready THE DEVOUT SOUL. 131 to be cast into a den of lions or a burning furnace ; with what strong cries and passionate obsecrations he plies the judge for mercy ? We may then con ceive some little image of the vehement suit and strong cries of a soul truly sensible of the danger of God's wrath deserved by his sin, and the dread ful consequents of deservedi imminent damnation : although, what proportion is there betwixt a weak creature and the Almighty? betwixt a moment and eternity ? Hereupon, therefore, follows a vehement long ing, uncapable of a denial after Christ, and fer vent aspirations to that Saviour by whom only we receive a full and gracious deliverance from death and hell, and a full pardon and remission of all our sins; and, if this come not the sooner, strong knockings at the gates of heaven ; even so loud, that the Father of Mercies cannot but hear and open. Never did any contrite soul beg of God that was not prevented by his mercy : much more doth he condescend when he is strongly entreated. Our very entreaties are from him ; he puts into us those desires which he graciously answers. Now, therefore, doth the devout soul see the God of all comfort to bow the heavens, and come down with healing in his wings ; and hear him speak peace unto the heart thus thoroughly humbled : ' Fear not ; thou shall not die, but live. Be of good cheer : thy sins are forgiven thee.' He therefore comes in that divine grace of faith, effectually ap prehending Christ the Saviour, and his infinite satisfaction and merits ; comfortably applying all the sweet promises of the gospel, clinging close to that all-sufficient Redeemer, and in his most per fect obedience emboldening itself to challenge a k2 132 THE DEVOUT SOUL. freedom of access to God, and confidence of ap pearance before the tribunal of heaven. And now the soul, clad with Christ's righteousness, dares look God in the face ; and can both challenge and triumph over all the powers of darkness; for, 'Being justified by faith, we have peace with God through Jesus Christ our Lord.' l By how much deeper the sense of our misery and danger is, so much more welcome and joy ful is the apprehension of our deliverance; and so much more thankful is our acknowledgment of that unspeakable mercy. The soul, therefore, that is truly sensible of this wonderful goodness of its God, as it feels a marvellous joy in itself, so it cannot but break forth into cheerful and holy, though secret gratulations : ' The Lord is full of compas sion and mercy, long-suffering, and of great good ness : he keepeth not his anger for ever : he hath not dealt with me after my sins, nor rewarded me after my iniquities.' 'What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits towards me ? I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the Lord. 'I will thank thee; for thou hast heard me, and hast not given me over to death, but art become my salvation.' ' Oh, speak good of the Lord, all ye works of his: praise thou the Lord, O my soul.'2 The more feelingly the soul apprehends, and the more thankfully it digests the favours of God in its pardon and deliverance, the more freely doth the God of Mercy impart himself to it; and the more God imparts himself to it, the more it loves 1 Rom. v. 1. 2 Psalms, ciii. 8—10; cxvi. 12, 13; cxviii. 18, 21 ; ciii 22. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 133 him, and the more heavenly acquaintance and entireness grows between God and it. And now that love, which was but a spark at first, grows into a flame, and wholly takes up the soul. This fire of heavenly love in the devout soul, is and must be heightened more and more, by the addi tion of the holy incentives of divine thoughts, con cerning the means of our freedom and deliver ance. And here offers itself to us that bottomless abyss of mercy in our redemption, wrought by the eternal Son of God, Jesus Christ the just, by whose stripes we are healed ; by whose blood we are ransomed ; where none will befit us but admiring and adoring notions. We shall not disparage you, O ye blessed angels and archangels of heaven, if we shall say, ye are not able to look into the bottom of this divine love, wherewith ' God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.' ' None, oh ! none can comprehend this mercy, but he that wrought it. Lord! what a trans cendent, what an infinite love is this ! what an object was this for thee to love ! A world of sinners ! Impotent, wretched creatures, that had despited thee ; that had no motive for thy favour but deformity, misery, professed enmity ! It had been mercy enough in thee, that thou didst not damn the world ; but that thou shouldest love it, is more than mercy. It was thy great goodness to forbear the acts of just vengeance to the sinful world of man ; but to give unto it tokens of thy love, is a favour beyond all expression. The least gift 1 John, iii. 16. 134 THE DEVOUT SOUL. from thee had been more than the world could hope for ; but that thou shouldest not stick to give thine only begotten Son, the Son of thy love, the Son of thine essence, thy co-equal, co-eternal Son, who was more than ten thousand worlds, to redeem this one forlorn world of sinners, is love above all com prehension of men and angels. What diminution had it been to thee and thine essential glory, 0 thou great God of heaven, that the souls that sin ned should have died and perished everlastingly ? yet, so infinite was thy loving mercy, that thou wouldest rather give thine only Son out of thy bosom, than that there should not be a redemption for believers. Yet, O God, hadst thou sent down thy Son to this lower region of earth, upon such terms as that he might have brought down heaven with him ; that he might have come in the port and majesty of a God, clothed with celestial glory, to have daz zled our eyes, and to have drawn all hearts unto him; this might have seemed, in some measure, to have sorted with his divine magnificence : but thou wouldest have him to appear in the wretched condition of our humanity. Yet, even thus, hadst thou sent him into the world in the highest estate and pomp of royalty that earth could afford ; that all the kings and monarchs of the world should have been commanded to follow his train, and to glitter in his court, and that the knees of all the potentates of the earth should have bowed to his sovereign Majesty, and their lips have kissed his dust ; this might have carried some kind of appear ance of a state next to divine greatness : but thou wouldest have him come in the despised form of a servant. And thou, O blessed Jesu, wast accord- THE DEVOUT SOUL. 135 ingly willing, for our sakes, to submit thyself to naked ness, hunger, thirst, weariness, temptation, contempt, betraying, agonies, scorn, bufferings, scourgings, distention, crucifixion, death : O love above mea sure, without example, beyond admiration ! ' Greats er love,' thou sayest, ' hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends;' but, oh, what is it then, that thou, who wert God and man, shouldest lay down thy life, more precious than many worlds, for thine enemies ! Yet, had it been but the laying down of a life in a. fair and gentle way, there might have been some mitigation of the sorrow of a dissolution. There is not more difference betwixt life and death, than there may be betwixt some one kind of death and another. Thine, O dear Saviour, was the painful, shameful, cursed death of the cross ; wherein yet all that man could do into thee was nothing to that in ward torment which, in our stead, thou enduredst from thy Father's wrath ; when, ¦ in the bitterness of thine anguished soul, thou criedst out, ' My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me ?' Even thus, thus wast thou content to be forsaken, that we wretched sinners might be received to mercy. O love, stronger than death, which thou vanquished ! more high, than that hell is deep, from which thou hast rescued us ! The sense of this infinite love of God cannot choose but ravish the soul, and cause it to go out of itself into that Saviour who hath wrought so mercifully for it ; so as it may be nothing in itself, but what it hath, or is, may be Christ's. By the sweet powers, therefore, of faith and love, the soul finds itself united unto Christ feelingly, effectually, indivisibly; so as that it is not to be 136 THE DEVOUT SOUL. distinguished betwixt the acts of both. ' To me to live is Christ,' " saith the blessed apostle ; and, else where, ' I live ; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me : and the life, which now I live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.'2 ' My beloved is mine, and I am his,'3 saith the spouse of Christ, in her bridal song. O blessed union, next to the hypostatical, whereby the human nature of the Son of God is taken into the participation of the eternal God head ! Out of the sense of this happy union, ariseth an unspeakable complacency and delight of the soul in that God and Saviour, who is thus inseparably ours, and by whose union we are blessed; and a high appreciation of him, above all the world ; and a contemptuous under- valuation of all earthly things in comparison of him. And this is no other than a heavenly reflection of that sweet content ment which the God of mercies takes in the faith ful soul: 'Thou hast ravished my heart, my sister, my spouse ; thou hast ravished my heart, with one of thine eyes.' ' Thou art beautiful, O my love, as Tirzah ; comely as Jerusalem. Turn away thine eyes from me, for they have overcome me. ' How fair is thy love, my sister, my spouse ! How much better is thy love than wine, and the smell of thine ointment better than all spices?' And the soul answers him again in the same language of spiritual dearness : ' My beloved is white and ruddy, the chiefest among ten thousand.' ' Set me as a seal upon thy heart ; as a seal upon thine arm : for love is as strong as death ;'4 and, as in 1 Phil. i. 21. 2 Gal. ii. 20. 3 Cant. ii. 16. J Cant. iv. 9 ; vi, 4, 5 ; iv. 10; v. 10 ; viii. 6. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 137 an ecstatical fit of passionate affection ; ' Stay me with flagons, and comfort me with apples ; for I am sick of love.' ' Upon this gracious complacency will follow an absolute self-resignation, or giving up ourselves to the hands of that good God whose we are, and who is ours ; and an humble contentedness with his good pleasure in all things ; looking upon God with the same face, whether be smile upon us in his favours, or chastise us with his loving corrections. If he speak good unto us, 'Behold the servant of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word : if evil, it is the Lord ; let him do whatsoever he will.' Here is therefore a cheerful acquiescence in God, and a hearty reliance, and casting ourselves upon the mercy of so bountiful a God, who having given us his Son, can in and with him deny us nothing. Upon this subacted2 disposition of heart, will follow a familiar, yet awful, compellation3 of God and an emptying of our souls before him in all our necessities ; for that God, who is infinitely merciful, yet will not have his favours otherwise conveyed to us, than by our supplications. The style of his dear ones is, ' His people, that prayeth ; ' and his own style is, 'The God, that heareth pray ers.' To him, therefore, doth the devout heart pour out all his requests, with all true humility, with all fervour of spirit ; as knowing that God will hear neither proud prayers, nor heartless. Wherein his holy desires are regulated by a just method; first suing for spiritual favours, as most worthy, then for temporal, as the appendages of better ; 1 Cant. ii. 5. 2 Subdued.— Ed. 3 Calling upon.— Ed. 138 THE DEVOUT SOUL. and in both, aiming at the glory of our good God, more than our own advantage. And in the order of spiritual things, first and most for those that are most necessary and essential for our soul's health, than for secondary graces, that concern the prosperity and comfort of our spiritual life ; abso lutely craving those graces that accompany salva tion ; all others, conditionally, and with reference to the good pleasure of the munificent giver. Wherein, heed must be taken that our thoughts be not so much taken up with our expressions, as with onr desires ; and that we do not suffer our selves to languish into an unfeeling length and re petition of our suits. Even the hands of a Moses may in time grow heavy : so therefore must we husband our spiritual strength that our devotion may not flag with over-tiring ; but may be most vigorous at the last. And as we must enter into our prayers, not without preparatory elevations, so must we be careful to take a meet leave of God at their shutting up ; following our supplications with the pause of a faithful and most lowly adora tion, and, as it were, sending up our hearts into heaven, to see how our prayers are taken, and raising them to a joyful expectation of a graci ous and successful answer from the Father of mer cies. Upon the comfortable feeling of a gracious con- descent, follows a happy fruition of God in all his favours ; so as we have not them, so much as God in them; which advanceth their worth a thou sand fold, and, as it were, brings down heaven upon us. Whereas, therefore, the sensual man rests only in the mere use of any blessing, as health, peace, THE DEVOUT SOUL. 139 prosperity, knowledge, and reacheth no higher; the devout soul in and through all these, sees and feels a God that sanctifies them to him, and en joys therein his favour that is better than life. Even we men are wont, out of our good nature, to esteem a benefit, not so much for its own worth, as for the love and respect of the giver; small legacies, for this cause, find dear acceptation : how much more is it so betwixt God and the devout soul ! It is the sweet apprehension of his love that makes all his gifts blessings. Do we not see some vain churl, though cried down by the multitude, herein secretly applauding himself that he hath bags at home ? how much more shall the godly man find comfort against all the crosses of the world, that he is possessed of Him that possesseth all things, even God all-sufficient; the pledges of whose infinite love he feels in all the whole course of God's deal ing with him ! Out of the true sense of this inward fruition of God, the devout soul breaks forth into cheer ful thanksgivings to the God of all comfort ; prais ing him for every evil that it is free from, for every good thing that it enjoyeth ; for as it keeps a just inventory of all God's favours, so it often spreads them thankfully before him, and lays them forth, so near as it may, in the full dimensions ; that so God may be no loser by him in any act of his benificence. Here, therefore, every of God's benefits must come into account; whether eternal or tempo-. ral, spiritual or bodily, outward or inward, public or private, positive or negative, past or present, upon ourselves or others : in all which he shall humbly acknowledge both God's free mercy, and his own 140 THE DEVOUT SOUL. shameful unworthiness ; setting off the favours of his good God the more, with the foil of his own confessed wretchedness, and unanswerableness to the least of his mercies. Now, as there is infinite variety of blessings from the liberal hand of the Almighty, so there is great difference in their degrees ; for, whereas there are three subjects of all the good we are capable of — the estate, body, soul ; and each of these does far surpass other in value, the soul being infinitely more worth than the body, and the body far more pre cious than the outward estate ; so the blessings that appertain to them in several, differ in their true estimation accordingly. If either we do not highly magnify God's mercy for the least, or shall set as high a prize upon the blessings that concern our estate as those that pertain to the body, or upon bodily favours as upon those that belong to the soul, we shall show ourselves very unworthy and unequal partakers of the divine bounty. But it will savour too much of earth, if we be more affected with temporal blessings than with spiritual and eternal. By how much nearer relation then any favour hath to the fountain of goodness, and by how much more it conduceth to the glory of God, and ours in him, so much higher place should it possess in our affection and gratitude. No marvel therefore, if the devout heart be raised above itself, and transported with heavenly rap tures, when, with Stephen's eyes, it beholds the Lord Jesus standing at the right hand of God, fixing itself upon the consideration of the infinite merits of his life, death, resurrection, ascension, intercession ; and finding itself swallowed up in the depth of that THE DEVOUT SOUL. 141 divine love, from whence all mercies flow into the soul, so as that it runs over with passionate thank fulness ; and is therefore deeply affected with all other his mercies, because they are derived from that boundless ocean of divine goodness. Unspeakable is the advantage that the soul raises to itself by this continual exercise of thanksgiving ; for the grateful acknowledgment of favours is the way to more. Even amongst men whose hands are short and strait, this is the means to pull no further benificence; how much more from the God of all consolation, whose largest bounty dimi- nisheth nothing of his store ! And herein the de vout soul enters into its heavenly task, beginning upon earth those hallelujahs which it shall perfect above, in the blessed choir of saints and angels ; ever praising God, and saying, ' Blessing, and glory, and wisdom, and thanksgiving, and honour, and power, and might, be unto our God, for ever and ever.' Amen. Sect. 2. — Of our reading and hearing God's word. None of all the services of God can be acceptably, nor not unsinfully performed, without due devotion. As therefore in our prayers and thanksgivings, so in the other exercises of divine worship, especially in the reading and hearing of God's word, and in our receipt of the blessed sacrament ; it is so neces sary, that without it we offer to God a mere carcass of religious duty, and profane that sacred name we would pretend to honour. First, then, we must come to God's book, not 142 THE DEVOUT SOUL. without a holy reverence, as duly considering both what and whose it is ; even no other than the word of the ever-liviDg God, by which we shall once be judged. Great reason have we therefore to make a difference betwixt it and the writings of the holiest men; even no less than betwixt the authors of both. God is true; yea, truth itself; and that which David said in bis haste, St. Paul said in full deliberation: ' Every man is a liar.'1 Before we put our hand to this sacred volume, it will be requisite to elevate our hearts to that God whose it is, for both his leave and his blessing. ' Open mine eyes,' says the sweet singer in Israel, 'that I may behold the wondrous things of thy law.' 2 Lo, David's eyes were open before to other objects, but when he comes to God's book he can see nothing without a new act of apertion :3 letters he might see, but wonders he could not see, till God did unclose his eyes and enlighten them. It is not, therefore, for us presumptuously to break in upon God, and to think, by our natural abilities, to wrest open the precious caskets of the Almighty, and to fetch out all his treasure thence at plea sure; but we must come tremblingly before him, and in all humility crave his gracious admission. I confess I find some kind of envy in myself, when I read of those scrupulous observances of high respects given by the Jews to the book of God's law, and when I read of a Romish saint4 that never read the scriptures but upon his knees, and compare it with the careless neglect whereof I can accuse myself, and perhaps some others. Not that 1 Psalm cxvi. 11 ; Rom. iii. 4. s Psalm cxix. 18, 3 Opening.— Ed. * Carolus Boromaeus. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 143 we should rest in the formality of outward ceremo nies of reverence, wherein it were more easy to be superstitious than devout; but that our outward deportment may testify and answer the awful dis position of our hearts. Whereto we shall not need to be excited, if we be thoroughly persuaded of the divine original and authority of that sacred word. It was motive enough to the Ephesians, zea lously to plead for and religiously to adore the image of their Diana, that it was ' the image that fell down from Jupiter.'1 Believe we and know that the scripture is inspired by God, and we can entertain it with no other than an awful address ; and we cannot be Christians if we do not so be lieve. Every clause therefore of that God-inspired volume must be as reverently received by us, so seriously weighed and carefully laid up, as knowing that there is no tittle there without his use. What we read, we must labour to understand ; what we cannot understand, we must admire silently, and modestly inquire of. There are plain truths ; and there are deep mysteries. The bounty of God hath left this well of living water open for all : what runs over is for all comers; but every one hath not wherewith to draw. There is no Christian that may not enjoy God's book ; but every Christian may not interpret it. Those shallow fords that are in it may be waded by every passenger ; but there are deeps wherein he that cannot swim may drown. ' How can I without a guide ?' said that Ethiopian eunuch. Wherefore serves the tongue of the learn ed, but to direct the ignorant ? Their modesty is i.1 Acts, xix. 35. 144 THE DEVOUT SOUL. of no less use than the others' skill. It is a woeful condition of a church when no man will be igno rant.1 What service can our eyes do us in the ways of God without our thoughts ? Our diligent and fre quent reading, therefore, must be attended with our holy meditation. We feed on what we read ; but we digest only what we meditate of. What is in our bible is God's; but that which is in our hearts is our own. By all which, our care must be, not so much to become wiser, as to become better; labouring still to reduce all things to godly prac tice. Finally, as we enter into this task with the lift ing up of our hearts for a blessing, so we shut it up in the ejaculations of our thanksgiving to that God, who hath blessed us with the free use of his word. (2.) Our eye is our best guide to God our Crea tor; but our ear is it that leads us to God our Redeemer. ' How shall they believe, except they hear ?' Which that we may effectually do, our devotion suggests unto us some duties before we act, some in the act, some after the act. It is the apostle's charge, that we should be ( swift to hear ;' but heed must be taken that we make not more haste than good speed. We may not be so forward, as not to look to our foot when we go to the house of God ; lest, if we be too ready to hear, we offer the sacrifice of fools.2 What are the 1 The remarkable applicability of some passages in these writings to the state Of our own times we must ascribe, not merely to the comprehensive mind which gave them birth, but to an actual resemblance, in some habits of Slinking at least, be tween the present period and the nearly corresponding portion of the seventeenth century. — Ed. 2 Eccl. v. I. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 145 feet of the soul, but our affections ? If these be not set right, we may easily stumble and wrench at God's threshold. Rash actions can never hope to prosper. As, therefore, to every great work, so to this, there is a due preparation required ; and this must be done by meditation first, then by prayer. Our meditation first sequesters the heart from the world, and shakes off those distinctive thoughts which may carry us away from these better things. For what room is there for God where the world hath taken up the lodging ? ' We cannot serve God and mammon.' Then, secondly, it seizes upon the heart for God, fixing our thoughts upon the great business we go about ; recalling the great ness of that Majesty into whose presence we enter, and the main importance of the service we are un dertaking; and examining our intentions where with we address ourselves to the work intended : " I am now going to God's house ; wherefore do I go thither ? Is it to see, or to be seen ? Is it to satisfy my own curiosity in hearing what the preacher will say ? Is it to satisfy the law, that requires my presence ? Is it to please others eyes, or to avoid their censures ? Is it for fashion ? Is it for recreation ? Or is it with a sincere desire to do my soul good, in gaining more knowledge, in quickening my affections ? Is it in a desire to ap prove myself to my God, in the conscience of my humble obedience to his command, and my holy attendance upon his ordinance ?" And where we find our ends amiss, chiding and rectifying our obliquities ; where just and right, prosecuting them towards a further perfection. Which that it may be done, our meditation must be seconded by our prayers. It is an unholy 146 THE DEVOUT SOUL. rudeness to press into the presence of that God whom we have not invoked. Our prayers must be; that God would yet more prepare us for the work, and sanctify us to it, and bless us in it; that he would remove our sins ; that he would send down his Spirit into our hearts, which may enable us to this great service ; that he would bless the preacher in the delivery of his sacred message ; that he would be pleased to direct his messenger's tongue to the meeting with our necessities ; that he would free our hearts from all prejudices and distractions; that he would keep off all temptations, which might hinder the good entertainment and success of his blessed word ; finally, that he would make us truly teachable, and his ordinance the power of God to our salvation. In the act of hearing, devotion calls us to reve rence, attention, application. Reverence to that great God, who speaks to us by the mouth of a weak man ; for, in what is spoken from God's chair agreeable to the scriptures, the sound is man's, the substance of the message is God's. Even an Eglon, when he hears of a mes sage from God, riseth out of his seat.1 It was not St. Paul's condition only, but of all his faithful ser vants, to whom he had committed the word of re conciliation : they ' are ambassadors for Christ; as if God did beseech us by them, they pray us, in Christ's stead, to be reconciled to God.' 2 The em bassy is not the bearer's, but the king's ; and if we do not acknowledge the great King of heaven in the voice of the gospel, we cannot but incur a con tempt. When, therefore, we see God's messenger 1 Judges, iii. 20. 2 2 Cor. v. 20. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 147 in his pulpit, our eye looks at him, as if it said with Cornelius, 'We are all here present before God, to hear all things that are commanded thee of God.' '- Whence cannot but follow, together with an awful disposition of mind, a reverent deportment of the body ; which admits not a wild and roving eye, a drowsy head, a chatting tongue, a rude and inde cent posture, but composes itself to such a site as may best befit a pious soul in so religious an em ployment. Neither do we come as authorized judges, to sit upon the preacher; but as humble disciples, to sit at his feet. Reverence cannot but draw on attention. We need not be bidden to hang on the lips of him whom we honour. It is the charge of the Spirit, ' Let him that hath an ear, hear :' every one hath not an ear; and of those that have an ear, every one heareth not. The soul hath an ear as well as the body ; if both these ears do not meet together in one act, there is no hearing. Common experi ence tells us, that when the mind is otherwise taken up, we do no more hear what a man says, than if we had been deaf, or he silent. Hence is that first request of Abigail to David, ' Let thy handmaid speak to thine ears; and hear the words of thy handmaid:'2 and Job so importunately urgeth his friends, ' Hear diligently my speech and my decla ration with your ears.'3 The outward ear may be open, and the inward shut : if way be not made through both, we are deaf to spiritual things. ' Mine ear hast thou bored,' or ' digged,' saith the Psalmist ; the Vulgate reads it, ' Mine ears hast 1 Acts, x, 33. 2 1 Sam. xxv. 24. 3 Job, xiii. 17. L 2 148 THE DEVOUT SOUL. thou perfected.' ' Surely our ears are grown up with flesh ; there is no passage for a perfect hearing of the voice of God, till we have made it by a spiri tual perforation. And now that the ear is made capable of good counsel, it doth as gladly receive it ; taking in every good lesson, and longing for the next ; like unto the dry and chopped earth, which soaks in every silver drop that falls from the clouds, and thirsteth for more, not suffering any of that precious liquor to fall beside it. Neither doth the devout man care to satisfy his curiosity as hearing only that he might hear ; but reducts2 all things to a saving use, bringing all he hears home to his heart by a self-reflecting ap plication ; like a practicer of the art of memory, re ferring everything to its proper place. If it be matter of comfort : " There is for my sick-bed ; there is for my outward losses ; there for my droop ing under afflictions ; there for the sense of my spiritual desertions." If matter of doctrine, " There is for my settlement in such a truth ; there for the conviction of such an error ; there for my direction in such a practice." If matter of reproof, he doth not point at his neighbour, but deeply chargeth himself: "This meets with my dead-heartedness and security ; this with my worldly-mindedness ; this with my self-love and flattery of mine own estate; this with my uncharitable censoriousness ; this with my foolish pride of heart ; this with my hypocrisy ; this with my neglect of God's services and my duty." Thus, in all the variety of the holy passages of the sermon, the devout mind is taken 1 Psalm, xl. 6. 2 Reduces. — Ed. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 149 up with digesting what it hears, and working itself to a secret improvement of all the good counsel that is delivered ; neither is ever more busy than when it sits still at the feet of Christ. I cannot therefore approve the practice, (which yet I see commonly received,) of those who think it no small argument of their devotion to spend their time of hearing in writing large notes from the mouth of the preacher ; which, however it may be a help for memory in the future, yet cannot, as I conceive, but be some prejudice to our present edi fication; neither can the brain get so much hereby as the heart loseth. If it be said, that by this means, an opportunity is given for a full rumina tion of wholesale doctrines afterwards, I yield it ; but withal I may say, that our after-thoughts can never do the work so effectually as when the lively voice sounds in our ears and beats upon our heart : but herein I submit my opinion to better judg ments. The food that is received into the soul by the ear, is afterwards chewed in the mouth 'thereof by memory, concocted in the stomach by medita tion, and dispersed into the parts by conference and practice. True devotion finds the greatest part of the work behind. It was a just answer, that John Gerson reports,1 given by a Frenchman, who, being asked by one of his neighbours if the sermon were done : " No," saith he, " it is said, but it is not done ; neither will be, I fear, in haste." What are we the better, if we hear and remember not ? If we be such auditors as the Jews were wont to call 1 Serin, ad Eccles. Cautelam. 150 THE DEVOUT SOUL. sieves, that retain no moisture that is poured into them ? What the better, if we remember, but think not seriously of what we hear, or if we practise not carefully what we think of ? Not that which we hear is our own ; but that which we carry away. Although all memories are not alike ; one re ceives more easily, another retains longer. It is not for every one to hope to attain to that ability that he can go away with the whole fabric of a ser mon, and readily recount it unto others ; neither doth God require that of any man which he hath not given him. Our desires and endeavours may not be wanting where our powers fail. It will be enough for weak memories if they can so lay up those wholesome counsels which they receive, as that they may fetch them forth when they have occasion to use them ; and that what they want in the extent of memory, they supply in the care of their practice. Indeed that is it wherein lies the life of all religious duties ; and, without which, they are but idle formalities. That which the philosopher said of all virtue, I must say of true godliness — that it consists in action. Our Saviour did not say, ' Blessed are ye, if you know these things ;' but, ' If ye know these things, blessed are ye if ye do them.' The end of our desire of the sincere milk of the gospel is, that we may grow thereby in the stature of all grace unto the fulness of God.1 1 1 Pet. ii. 2; Eph. iii. 19. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 151 SECTION III. Of our Receipt of the Blessed Sacraments. The highest of all God's services are his sacra ments ; which therefore require the most eminent acts of our devotion. The sacrament of initiation, which, in the first planting of a church, is administered only to those of riper age and understanding, calls for all possi ble reverence and religious addresses of the re ceivers; wherein the primitive times were punc tually observant, both for substance and ceremony. Now, in a settled and perpetuated church, in which the virtue of the covenant descends from the parent to the child, there seems to he no use of our prepa ratory directions ; only it is fit that our devotion should call our eyes back to what we have done in our infancy, and whereto we are ever obliged; that our full age may carefully endeavour to make our word good, and may put us in mind of our sinful failings. That other sacrament of our spiritual nourish ment, which our Saviour, as his farewell, left us for a blessed memorial of his death and passion, can never be celebrated with enough devotion. Far be it from us to come to this feast of our God in our common garments ; the soul must be trimmed up, if we would be irfeet guests for the Almighty. The great Master of the Feast will neither abide us to come naked nor ill clad. Away, therefore, first with the old beastly rags of our wonted corruptions. Due examination comes in first, and thoroughly searches the soul ; and finds 152 THE DEVOUT SOUL. out all the secret foulness and defilements that it hides within it ; and, by the aid of true penitence, strips it of all those loathsome clouts, wherewith it was polluted. Sin may not be clothed upon with grace. Joshua's filthy garments must be plucked off, ere he can be capable of precious robes.1 Here may be no place for our sinful lusts, for our covet ous desires, for our natural infidelity, for our mali cious purposes, for any of our unhallowed thoughts. The soul, clearly divested of these and all other known corruptions, must, in the next place, instead thereof, be furnished with such graces and holy pre-dispositions, as may fit it for so heavenly a work. (1.) Amongst the graces requisite, Faith justly challengeth the first place, as that which is both most eminent, and necessarily presupposed to the profitable receipt of this sacrament ; for, whereas as the main end of this blessed banquet is the strengthening of our faith, how should that re ceive strength which hath not being ? To deli ver these sacred viands to an unbeliever, is to put meat into the mouth of a dead man. Now, therefore, must the heart raise up itself to new acts of believing, and must lay faster hold on Christ, and bring him closer to the soul ; more strongly applying to itself, the infinite merits of his most perfect obedience, and of his bitter death and pas sion, and erecting itself to a desire and expecta tion of a more vigorous and lively apprehension of its omnipotent Redeemer. Neither can this faith be either dead or solitary ; but is still really opera tive, and attended, as with other graces, so espe cially with a serious repentance ; whose wonderful power is, to undo our former sins, and to mould 1 Zech. iii. 4. the devout soul. 153 the heart and life to a better obedience ; a grace so necessary, that the want of it, as in extreme cor ruption of the stomach, turns the wholesome food into poison. An impenitent man therefore, com ing to God's board, is so far from benefiting him self, as that he eats his own judgment. Stand off from this holy table, all ye that have not made your peace with your God, or that harbour any known sin in your bosom : not to eat is uncom fortable, but to eat in such a state is deadly ; yet rest not in this plea, that ye cannot come because ye are unreconciled ; but as ye love your souls, be reconciled that you may come. Another grace necessarily pre-required, is cha rity to our brethren, and readiness to forgive ; for this is a communion, as with Christ the head, so with all the members of his mystical body. This is the true love- feast of God our Saviour; wherein we profess ourselves inseparably united both to him and his. If there be more hearts than one at God's table, he will not own them. These holy elements give us an emblem of ourselves : this bread is made up of many grains, incorporated into one mass ; and this wine is the confluent juice of many clus ters; neither do we partake of several loaves, or variety of liquors, but all eat of one bread, and drink of one cup. Here is then no place for ran cour and malice; none for secret grudgings and heart-burnings : ' Therefore, if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there rememberest that thy bro ther hath ought against thee, leave there thy gift, and go thy way ; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift.' ¦ Neither may we do as those two emulous commanders of Greece ' Matt. v. 23, 24. 154 THE devout soul. did, who resolved to leave their spite behind them at Mount Athos, and to take it up again in their return : here must be an absolute and free acquit ting of all the back-reckonings of our unkindness, that we may receive the God of Peace into a clear bosom. (2.) Besides these graces, there are certain holy predispositions; so necessary, that without them our souls can never hope to receive true comfort in this blessed sacrament. Whereof the first is a hungering and thirsting desire after these gracious means of our salvation. What good will our meat do us without an appe tite ? Surely without it there is no expectation of either relish or digestion. As, therefore, those that are invited to some great feast care first to feed their hunger, ere they feed their body, labour ing by exercise to get a stomach ere they employ it; so it concerns us to do here : and, as those that are listless and weak stomached, are wont to whet their appetite with sharp sauces ; so must we, by the tart applications of the law, quicken our de sires of our Saviour here exhibited. Could we but see our sins, and our miseries by sin ; could we see God frowning, and hell gaping wide to swallow us ; we should not need to be bidden to long for our Deliverer; and every pledge of his favour would be precious to us. Upon the apprehension of our need of a Sa viour, and so happy a supply thereof presented unto us, must needs follow a renewed act of true thankfulness of heart to our good God, that hath both given us his dear Son to work our redemp tion, and his blessed sacrament to seal up unto us our redemption, thus wrought and purchased. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 155 And with souls thus thankfully elevated unto God, we approach, with all reverence, to that hea venly table, where God is both the feast-master and the feast. What intention of holy thoughts, what fervour of spirit, what depth of devotion, must we now find in ourselves ! Doubtless, out of heaven no object can be so worthy to take up our hearts. What a clear representation is here of the great work of our redemption ! How is my Saviour, by all my senses, here brought home to my soul! How is his passion lively acted before mine eyes ! for lo, my bodily eye doth not more truly see bread and wine, than the eye of my faith sees the body and blood of my dear Redeemer: thus was his sacred body torn and broken ; thus was his pre cious blood poured out for me. My sins, wretched man that I am ! helped thus to crucify my Saviour ; and, for the discharge of my sins, would he be thus crucified. Neither did he only give himself for me upon the cross; but lo, he both offers and gives him self to me in this his blessed institution. What had this general gift been without this appli cation ? Now my hand doth not more sensibly take, nor my mouth more really eat this bread, than my soul doth spiritually receive and feed on the bread of life. O Saviour, thou art the living bread, that came down from heaven. Thy flesh is meat indeed, and thy blood is drink indeed. Oh, that I may so eat of this bread, that I may live for ever ! He that cometh to thee, shall never hunger: he that believeth in thee, shall never thirst. Oh, that I could now so hunger and so thirst for thee, that my soul could be for ever satisfied with thee ! Thy people of old were fed with manna in the wil- 156 THE DEVOUT SOUL. derness ; yet they died ; that food of angels could not keep them from perishing; but oh, for the hidden Manna, which giveth life to the world, even thy blessed self! Give me ever of this bread, and my soul shall not die, but live. Oh, the precious juice of the fruit of the vine, wherewith thou refreshest my soul ! Is this the blood of the grape ? Is it not rather thy blood of the New Testament, that is poured out for me ? Thou speakest, O Saviour, of new wine, that thou wouldest drink with thy disciples in thy Father's kingdom: can there be any more precious and pleasant than this, wherewith thou cheerest the believing soul ? Our palate is now dull and earthly, which shall then be exquisite and celestial ; but, surely, no liquor can be of equal price or sove reignty with thy blood. Oh, how unsavoury are all earthly delicacies to this heavenly draught ! O God, let not the sweet taste of this spiritual nectar ever go out of the mouth of my soul. Let the com fortable warmth of this blessed cordial ever work upon my soul, even till, and in, the last moment of my dissolution. Dost thou bid me, O Saviour, do this in remem brance of thee ? oh, how can I forget thee ? how can I enough celebrate thee, for this thy unspeak able mercy ? Can I see thee thus crucified before my eyes, and for my sake thus crucified, and not remember thee ? Can I find my sins accessary to this thy death, and thy death meritoriously ex piating all these my grievous sins, and not remem ber thee ? Can I hear thee freely offering thyself to me, and feel thee graciously conveying thyself into my soul, and not remember thee ? I do re member thee, O Saviour: but, oh, that I could THE DEVOUT SOUL. 157 yet more effectually remember thee — with all the passionate affections of a soul sick of thy love ; with all zealous desires to glorify thee ; with all fervent longings after thee and thy salvation ! I remember thee, in thy sufferings ; oh, do thou re member me, in thy glory ! (3.) Having thus busied itself with holy thoughts in the time of the celebration, the devout soul breaks not off in an abrupt unmannerliness, with out taking leave of the great Master of this hea venly feast ; but, with a secret adoration, humbly blesseth God for so great a mercy, and heartily re solves and desires to walk worthy of the Lord Jesus, whom it hath received; and to consecrate itself wholly to the service of him that hath so dearly bought it, and hath given it these pledges of its eternal union with him. (4.) The devout soul hath thus supped in hea ven, and returns home ; yet the work is not thus done ; after the elements are out of eye and use, there remains a digestion of this celestial food by holy meditation. And now it thinks, oh, what a blessing have I received to-day ! No less than my Lord Jesus, with all his merits ; and, in and with him, the assurance of the re mission of all sins, and everlasting salvation. How happy am I, if I be not wanting to God and myself! How unworthy shall I be, if I do not strive to answer this love of my God and Saviour, in all hearty affection, and in all holy obedience ! And now, after this heavenly repast, how do I feel myself? What strength, what advantage hath my faith gotten ? How much am I nearer to heaven than before ? How much faster hold have Itaken of 158 THE DEVOUT SOUL. my blessed Redeemer ? How much more firm and sensible is my interest in him ? Neither are these thoughts and this examination the work of the next instant only ; but they are such as must dwell upon the heart, and must often soli cit our memory and excite our practice, that by this means we may frequently renew the efficacy of this blessed sacrament, and our souls may bat ten more and more with this spiritual nourishment, and may be fed up to eternal life. Sect. 4. — Specialties of Devotion. These are the generalities of our devotion which are of common use to all Christians. There are, besides these, certain specialties of it, applicable to several occasions, times, places, persons. For there are morning and evening devotions ; devotions pro per to our board, to our closet, to our bed ; to God's day, to our own ; to health, to sickness ; to several callings, to recreations ; to the way, to the field, to the church, to our home ; to the student, to the soldier, to the magistrate, to the minister; to the husband, wife, child, servant; to our own persons, to our families : the severalties whereof, as they are scarce finite for number, so are most fit to be left to the judgment and holy managing of every Christian ; neither is it to be imagined, that any soul which is taught of God, and hath any ac quaintance with heaven, can be to seek in the par ticular application of common rules to his own necessity or expedience. the devout soul. 159 Sect. 5. — Recapitulation. The result of all is: A devout man is he that ever sees the invisible, and ever trembleth before that God he sees ; that walks ever, here on earth, with the God of heaven, and still adores that Majesty with whom he con verses ; that confers hourly with the God of spirits in his own language, yet so as no familiarity can abate of his awe, nor fear abate aught of his love ; to whom the gates of heaven are ever open, that he may go in at pleasure to the throne of grace, and none of the angelical spirits can offer to challenge him of too much boldness ; whose eyes are well acquainted with those heavenly guardians, the pre sence of whom he doth as truly acknowledge as if they were his sensible companions. He is well known of the King of Glory for a daily suitor in the court of heaven, and none so welcome there as he. He accounts all his time lost that falls beside his God, and can be no more weary of good thoughts than of happiness. His bosom is no harbour for any known evil ; and it is a question whether he more abhors sin or hell. His care is, to entertain God in a clear and free heart ; and therefore he thrusts the world out of doors, and humbly beseeches God to welcome himself to his own. He is truly dejected and vile in his own eyes : nothing but hell is lower than he ; every of his slips are heinous, every trespass is aggravated to rebellion. The glory and favours of God heighten his humiliation. He hath looked down to the bottomless deep, and seen, with horror, 160 THE DEVOUT SOUL. what he deserved to feel everlastingly. His cries have been as strong, as his fears just ; and he hath found mercy more ready to rescue him, than he could be importunate. His hand could not be so soon put forth, as his Saviour's for deliverance. The sense of this mercy hath raised him to an unspeakable joy, to a most fervent love of so dear a Redeemer. That love hath knit his heart to so meritorious a Deliverer, and wrought a blessed union betwixt God and his soul. That union can no more be severed from an infinite delight, than that delight can be severed from an humble and cheerful acquiescence in his munificent God. And now, as in a heavenly freedom he pours out his soul into the bosom of the Almighty, in all faithful suits for himself and others, so he enjoys God in the blessings received, and returns all zealous praises to the giver. He comes reverently to the oracles of God, and brings not his eye, but his heart with him ; not carelessly negligent in seeking to know the revealed will of his Maker, nor too busily inquisitive into his deep counsels; not too remiss in the letter, nor too peremptory in the sense ; gladly comprehend ing what he may, and admiring what he cannot comprehend. Doth God call for his ear ? he goes awfully into the holy presence, and so hears as if he should now hear his last ; catching every word that drops from the preacher's lips ere it fall to the ground, and laying it up carefully where he may be sure to fetch it. He sits not to censure, but to learn ; yet speculation and knowledge is the least drift of his labour. Nothing is his own but what he prac tises. THE DEVOUT SOUL. 161 Is he invited to God's feast ? he hates to come in a foul and slovenly dress, but trims up his soul so as may be fit for a heavenly guest. Neither doth he leave his stomach at home, cloyed with the world ; but brings a sharp appetite with him, and so feeds as if he meant to live for ever : all earthly delicacies are unsavory to him, in respect of that celestial manna. Shortly, he so eats and drinks as one that sees himself set at table with God and his angels, and rises and departs full of his Savi our ; and in the strength of that meal, walks vigor ously and cheerfully on towards his glory. Finally, as he well knows that he lives, and moves, and hath his being in God, so he refers his life, motions, and being wholly to God ; so acting all things as one that enjoys God in them, and, in the mean time, so walking on earth that he doth in a sort carry his heaven with him. SELECT THOUGHTS; OR, CHOICE HELPS FOR A PIOUS SPIRIT : A CENTURY OF DIVINE BREATHINGS FOR A RAVISHED SOUL, BEHOLDING THE EXCELLENCIES OF HER LORD JESUS. M 2 165 TO THE CHRISTIAN READER GRACE AND PEACE. It pleased the all-wise and Holy God, who orders all events to his own glory, to make use of my late secession for the produc tion of divers, not I hope unprofitable, tractates ; wherein I much rejoice that my declined age, even in that retiredness, might be in any measure serviceable to his church. Now I send these select notions after their fellows ; of which I wish you may find cause to say, with the wedding-guests at Cana, 'Thou hast reserved the best wine till now.' The intent of this labour is, to put some good thoughts, reader, into thy mind, which would not otherwise, perhaps, have tendered themselves to thee ; such, as I hope, may not a little further thee on thy journey to heaven. And if, in my labouring thitherward, I shall, through God's mercy, be a means of forward ing any soul but some steps up that steep way, how happy am I ! To which purpose, T know no means more effectual than those meditations which conduce to the animation and vigour of Chris tian practice : such I have propounded to myself as most behove- ful and necessary, especially for this age into which we are fallen ; an age of more brain than heart, and that hath almost lost piety in the chase of some litigious truths. And surely, had I known how better to have placed my hours, I should gladly have changed my task ; but, I must needs say, I have found this employment so useful and proper, as that I have looked upon those Polemical Discourses which have been forced from me, as no better than mere excursions. I wis, it will be long enough ere we wrangle ourselves into heaven : it must be 166 true contrition, pure consciences, holy affections, heavenly op positions, hearty devotions, sound regeneration, faith working by love, an humble walking with God, that shall help us thither ; and, whatsoever may tend to the advancing of any of these gracious works in us, is worthy to be dear and precious. Such passages, reader, if thou shalt, according to my hopes, meet with here, bless God with me, and improve them to the best advantage of thy soul. Thus shall our gain be mutual, and our account happy in the day of the Lord Jesus : in whom farewell. From Higham, near Norwich, Feb. 7, 1647. SELECT THOUGHTS. If miracles be ceased, yet marvels will never cease. There is no creature in the world wherein we may not see enough to wonder at ; for there is no worm of the earth, no spire of grass, no leaf, no twig, wherein we may not see the footsteps of a Deity. The best visible creature is man : now, what man is he, that can make but a hair or a straw, much less any sensitive creature ? So as no less than an infinite power is seen in every object that presents itself to our eyes. If, therefore, we look only upon the out- sides of these bodily substances, and do not see God in every thing, we are no better than brutish ; making use merely of our sense, without the least improvement of our faith or our reason. Contrary, then, to the opinion of those men who hold that a wise man should admire nothing, I say, that a man truly wise and good should admire every thing ; or, rather, that infiniteness of wisdom and omnipo tence, which shows itself in every visible object. Lord, what a beast am I, that I have suffered mine eyes to be taken up with shapes, and colours, and 168 SELECT THOUGHTS. quantities; and have not looked deeper at thee, with awful adoration and wonder, in every parcel of thy great creation ! Henceforth, let me see nothing but thee, and look at all visible things but as the mere shadows of a glorious omnipotence. II. Our affections are then only safe and right when they are deduced from God, and have their rise from heaven. Then only can I take comfort of my love, when I can love my wife, my child, my friend, myself, my pleasures, and whatsoever contentments, in God. Thus I may be sure not to offend, either in the object or measure. No man can, in God, love whom he should not, nor immoderately love whom he should: this holy respect doth both direct and limit him, and shuts up his delights in the conscience of a lawful fruition. The like must be said of our joy, and fear, and grief, and whatever other affection; for we cannot derive our joy from God if we place it upon any sinful thing, or if we exceed in the measure of things allowed ; we can not fetch our fear from heaven, if it be cowardly and desparate ; nor our grief, if it be merely worldly and heartless. And if our affections do begin from above, they will surely end there; closing up in that God who is the author and orderer of them. And such as our affections are, such will be the whole disposition of the soul, and the whole car riage of our actions ; these are the feet of the soul, and which way the feet walk the whole man goes. Happy is the man that can be so far the master of himself, as to entertain no affections but such as he takes upon the rebound from heaven. SELECT THOUGHTS. 169 III. Whence is this delicate scent in the rose and violet ? It is not from the root, that smells of no- i thing ; not from the stalk, that is as scentless as ', the root; not from the earth whence it grows, which ! contributes no more to these flowers than to the ' grass that grows by them ; not from the leaf; not from the bud, before it be disclosed, which yields : no more fragrance than the leaf, or stalk, or root ; yet here I now find it. Neither is it here by any miraculous way, but in an ordinary course of na ture, for all violets and roses of this kind yield the same redolence : it cannot be, but that it was po tentially in that root and stem from which the flowers proceed, and there placed and thence drawn by that Almighty Power which has given these ad mirable virtues to several plants, and educes them in their due seasons to these excellent perfections. It is the same hand that works spiritually in his elect. Out of the soil of the renewed heart, watered with the dew of heaven, and warmed with the beams of his Spirit, God. can and in his own sea son doth bring forth those sweet odours of grace and holy dispositions, which are most pleasing to himself; and if those excellencies be so closely lodged in their bosoms, that they do not discover themselves at all times, it should be no more strange to us than that this rose and violet are not to be found but in their own months : it is enough that the same virtue is still in the root, though the flower be vanished. IV. A man that looks at all things through the con sideration of eternity, makes no more of a man 170 SELECT THOUGHTS. than of a flower: that lasts some days — he lasts some years; at their period both fade. Now what difference is there to be made betwixt days and years, in the thoughts of an eternal duration ? Herein, therefore, I have a great advantage of a carnal heart. Such a one, bounding his narrow conceits with the present condition, is ready to ad mire himself and others for what they have or are, and is therefore dejected upon every miscarriage ; whereas I behold myself, or that man in all his glory, vanishing ; only measuring every man's feli city by the hopes and interest which he hath in a blessed eternity. V. When I am dead and forgotten, the world will be as it is ; the same succession and varieties of seasons, the same revolutions of heaven, the same changes of earth and sea, the like occurrents of natural events and human affairs. It is not in my power to alter the course of things, or to prevent what must be. What should I do, but quietly take my part of the present ; and humbly leave the care of the future to that all- wise Providence, which ordereth all things, even the most cross events, ac cording to his most holy and just purposes ? VI. The Scripture is the sun : the church is the clock, whose hand points us to, and whose sound tells us, the hour of the day. The sun we know to be sure and regularly constant in his motion : the clock, as it may fall out, may go too fast or too slow. We are wont to look at and listen to the clock, to know the time of the day ; but, where we SELECT THOUGHTS. 171 find the variation sensible, to believe the sun against the clock, not the clock against the sun. As then we would condemn him of much folly, that should profess to trust the clock rather than the sun ; so we cannot but justly tax the miscredulity of those who will rather trust to the church than to the Scripture. VII. What marvellous high respects hath God given to man above all his other visible creatures ! What a house hath he put him into ! how gorgeously arched, how richly pavemented ! Wherefore serves all the furniture of heaven and earth, but for his use ? What delicate provision hath that bountiful * hand made for his palate, both of meats and li quors, by land and sea! What rich ornaments hath he laid up for him in his wardrobe of earth and waters ! And wherefore serves the various music of 'birds but to please his ear ? For, as for the brute creatures, all harmony to them is but as silence. Wherefore serves the excellent variety of flowers, surpassing Solomon in all his glory, but to please his eye ? Mere grass is more acceptable to beasts. Yea, what creature but he, is capable to survey God's wonders in the deep ? to contemplate the great fabric of the heavens ? to observe the glorious bodies, and regular motions of the sun, moon, stars ? And, which exceeds all conceivable mercies, who but he is capable of that celestial glory which is within that beautiful consignation ? to be a companion of the blessed angels ; yea, to ; be a limb of the mystical body of the Eternal Son of God, and to partake with him of his everlasting and incomprehensible glory ? ' Lord, what is man, 172 SELECT THOUGHTS. that thou art thus mindful of him ?' And how ut terly unworthy are we even of common mercies, it we return not to our God more advantage of glory, than those poor creatures that were made for us, and which cannot in nature be sensible of his fa vours ! VIII. How plain is it that all sensitive things are or dered by an instinct from their Maker ! He that gives them being puts into them their several incli nations, faculties, operations. If we look to birds ; the mavis, the blackbird, the redbreast, have throats tuneable to any note, as we daily see they may be taught strains utterly varying from their natural tones ; yet they all naturally have the same songs and accents, different from each other, and fully according to their own kind, so as every mavis hath the same ditty with his fellows : if we mark the building of their nests, each kind observes its own fashion and materials, some clay, others moss, hair, sticks ; yea, if their very motions and restings they are conformed to their own feather, different from others. If [we look] to beasts, they all, untaught, observe the fashions of their several kinds.' Galen observes, that when he was dissecting a she-goat big with young, a kid, then ready to be yeaned, starts out, and walks up and down the room ; and there being in the same place set several vessels of oil, honey, water, milk, the new fallen kid smells at them all, and refusing the rest, falls to lapping of the milk ; whereupon he justly infers, that nature stays not for a teacher. Neither is it other in flies, and all sorts of the meanest vermin. All bees build alike, and order the commonwealth of their hive in one SELECT THOUGHTS, 173 manner ; all ants keep their own way in their hous ing, journeys, provisions; all spiders do as per fectly and uniformly weave their web, as if they had been apprentices to the trade. The same instincts are seen also in the rational creatures, although in most cases overruled by their higher faculties. What an infinite Providence then is this we live under, that hath distributed to every creature, as a several form, so several inclinations, qualities, mo tions, proper to their own kind, and different from other ; and keeps them in this constant uniformity and variety for the delight and contentment of man ! O God, that I could be capable of enough wondering at thy great works ! that I could be enough humbled under the sense of my own inca pacity ! that I could give thee so much more glory as I find more violence in myself! IX. When I saw my precious watch (now through an unhappy fall grown irregular) taken asunder and lying scattered upon the workman's shopboard, so as here lay a wheel, there the balance, here one gimmer, there another; straight my ignorance was ready to think when and ho w will all these ever piece together again in their former order ? But when the skilful artisan had taken it a while in hand, and curiously pinned the joints, it now began to return to its wonted shape and constant motion, as if it had never been disordered. > How could I choose but see in this the just emblem of a distempered church and state? Wherein, if all seem disjointed and every wheel laid aside by itself, so as an un knowing beholder would despair of a redress, yet if it shall please the great Artist of Heaven to put 174 SELECT THOUGHTS. his hand unto it, how soon might it return to a happy resettlement ! Even so, blessed Lord, for thy great mercy's sake, make up the breaches of thy Sion, and repair the ruins of thy Jerusalem. X. We are, and we are not, all one man's children. Our bodies once met in one root ; but our minds and dispositions do so differ, as if we had never been of kin. One man is so gentle and plausible that he would fain please all ; another is so churlish and dogged, that he cares not whom he displeases, and hardly can be well pleased with himself; one so sparing and pinching that he grudges himself ne cessaries; another so vainly lavish that he cares not how he squanders his estate : one is tenderly pitiful, another mercilessly cruel; one religiously devout, another wildly profane ; one cowardly fearful, another desperately courageous ; one jovi ally cheerful and lightsome, another sad and dumpish, even to stupidity; one petulant and wanton, another austerely continent ; one humble and low-conceited of rich endowments, another swollen big with a little. He did never read men to purpose, that is too much troubled with the harsh and unpleasing contrariety of humours which he meets with in the world ; and he shall be too un thankful to God, that finding himself better com posed than others, knows not whither to ascribe it ; and too neglective of himself, that finding his own distempered, labours not to rectify it. XL Nature, law, and grace divide all the ages of the world. Now, as it is in man, who is a lesser world, SELECT THOUGHTS. 175 that in every day there is a resemblance of his whole life ; the morning is his childhood, the mid way his youth, the evening his old age ; so is it in this greater world. The dim break of day was the state of nature ; and this was the nonage of the world, wherein the light of knowledge, both of human and divine things, was but weak and ob scure.1 The sun was risen higher in the state of the Law, but yet not without thick mists and shadows, till the high noon of that true Sun of Righteouness, who personally shone forth to the world ; upon whose vertical point began the age of grace, that still continues ; which is the clear after noon and full vigour of the world, though now in its sensible declination : after this there shall be no time but eternity. These then are they which both the prophets and apostles have styled the last days ; not only in respect of the times that went before them, but in regard that no time shall follow them. Neither have we reason to boggle at the large latitude of sixteen hundred years : there was neither of the two other periods of age but were longer than this. Besides, however childhood and youth have their fixed terms, which they ordinarily pass not, yet the duration of old age is indefinite. We have, in our youth, known some grey-heads that have continued vigorous till we have lived to match them in the colour of their livery. And if this be, as it is, the evening of the world, do we not 1 This was the opinion generally received in Bishop Hall's time, and it continues still the popular theory. The true state of nature for man, however, is not the savage or uncultivated state, but that in which the essential qualities of his humanity are fully developed, and its ends attained. Such appears to have been his first condition on earth, under the immediate care and tuition of the Almighty. — Ed. 176 SELECT THOUGHTS. see much difference of time in the shutting in of the light ? A summer's evening is a winter's day. But, if these were to the apostles the last days, how can they be other than in the last hour, yea, the last minute unto us? Why do we not put ourselves into a constant expectation of the end of all things, and set ourselves in a meet posture for the receipt of our returning Saviour? XII. It is a feeling and experimental expression that the apostle gives of a Christian, That he ' looks not on the things which are seen.' ' Not that his eyes are so dim, as old Isaac's, that he cannot discern them, or that his inward senses are so stupified that he cannot judge of their true value ; but that, taking an exact view of these earthly things, he descries so much vanity in them, as that he finds them not worthy to be looked at with the full bent of his desires : like as it is not the mere sight of a strange beauty that is forbidden, for a man may as well look upon a fair face as upon a good picture, but a settled and fixed aspect that feeds the eye and draws the heart to a sinful concupiscence. Thus doth not the Christian look upon the things that are seen, as making them the full scope and aim of his desires and affections : so far he takes notice of them, as to make his best, that is lawful and moderate, use of them ; not so as to make them the chief object of his contemplation, the main drift of his cares. It is well observed by St. Basil, that as there are two contrary ways, the broad and the narrow, so there are two guides as contrary — 1 2 Cor. iv. 18. SELECT THOUGHTS. 177 Sense and Faith. Sense presents to us the pleas ing delights on the one side ; on the other, the present afflictions and persecutions that attend a good profession. Faith lays before us the glorious things of a future life, and the endless miseries and torments abiding for sinful souls in the world to come. Now, it is not for every one to deny all credit to his sense (alluring him with all present and visible pleasures, and discouraging him with the terror and pain of present and visible afflictions,) and to yield himself, hood-winked, to be led by faith (fore-promising only better things afar off, and fore-admonishing him of dangers, future and invisible.) Faith only is that heroical virtue which makes a man with a holy contempt to overlook all the pleasing baits of the world, and with a brave courage and fortitude to despise all the menaces and painful inflictions of its present fury. This works our eyes not to look upon the things which we cannot but see — the present shews of the world, whether alluring or terrifying. Had Lot but looked back on Sodom, the pleasant plain of Sodom that lay like the garden of God behind his back, he had never escaped into the mountain. Had the glorious Protomartyr fixed his eyes only upon his persecutors, his heart could not but have failed to see the fire in their faces, the sparkling of their eyes, the grinding of their teeth, the bending of their brows, the stopping of their ears, their furious running upon him, their violent halings and drag- gings; and lastly, a whole volley of stones dis charged mortally upon him : he had been utterly daunted with such an impetuosity of death. But he, as not seeing any of this pomp and ostentation of horror, looks up stedfastly to heaven ; and there N 178 SELECT THOUGHTS. sees (that which might well make him blind to all other visible objects) the heavens open, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God ; and, upon this sight, he shut up his eyes and slept. The true Christian, then, hath, with holy Job, made a cove nant with his eyes, not to look upon either the cruel insolencies of the raging world with fear and dejectedness, or on the tempting vanities of the world with amorous glances ; but with a sober and constant resolution entertains the objects of both kinds. Very justly did Tertullian jeer that heathen philosopher who pulled out his eyes to avoid con cupiscence ; and can tell him, that a Christian can hold his eyes, and yet behold beauty unbewitched ; and can be at once open-eyed to nature, and blind to lust. And what the apostle said of the use, he can practise of the sight, of the world and earthly objects ; he . can so behold them as if he beheld them not. How oft have we, in a deep study, fixed our eyes upon that which we the while thought not upon, neither perceived that we saw ! So doth the Christian to these worldly glories, pleasures, profits ; while his mind and affections are on ' the things above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God.' ¦ There, Lord, let me behold those things which cannot yet be seen ; but shall once, in the sight of them, make me blessed. And let me ' not look on the things that are seen : for the things that are seen are temporary ; but the things which are not seen are eternal.' s 1 Col. iii. 1. 2 2 Cor. iv. 18. SELECT THOUGHTS. 179 XIII. There is not more strangeness than significance in that charge of the apostle, That we should ' put on the Lord Jesus Christ.' ' The soul is, as it were, a body ; not really and properly so, according to the gross error of Tertullian, but by way of allu sion. This body of the soul then may not be naked, but must be clad : as our first parents were ashamed of their bodily nakedness ; and so still are all their (not savage) posterity ; so may we of our spiritual. Every sinner is naked : those rags that he hath are so far from hiding his nakedness, that they are part of it : his fairest moralities are but glittering sins ; and his sins are his nakedness. Aaron 'had made Israel naked to their shame:'2 not so much in that they were stript of their ear rings, as that they were enwrapped in the sin of idolatry. No marvel if we run away and hide us from the presence of God, as our first parents did, while we are guilty to ourselves of our spiritual deformity. As then we are bodily naked when we come into the world, so we are spiritually naked while we are of the world ; neither can it be either safe or comely for us till we be covered. There is no clothing can fit the soul but the Lord Jesus Christ. All other robes in the wardrobe of earth or heaven are too short, too strait ; like those which the scorn of Hanun put upon David's messengers, reaching but to the hams ; for, though the soul of man be finite, the sin of the soul is scarce so ; and that sin must be covered, else there can be no safety for the soul; according to that of the psalmist, 1 Rom. xiii. 14 ; Gal. iii. 27- " Exod. xxxii. 25. N2 180 SELECT THOUGHTS. ' Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.'1 None, therefore, but the robes of an infinite righteousness can cover the soul so woefully dressed ; none, therefore, but the Lord Jesus Christ, who is God blessed for ever can cover the soul, that it may not appear un righteous, or can cleanse the soul, that it may not be unrighteous : and cleansed it must be ere the Lord Jesus can be put on. We shall wrong his per fect holiness if we think we can slip him on, as a case, over our beastly rags. It is with us as with Joshua the high priest: the filthy garments must first be taken off; and then the Lord shall say unto us ' Behold, I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee, and I will clothe thee with change of raiment.'8 We put on a garment when we apply it all over to our body, so as that part which is clothed appears not, but is defended from the air and from the eye. If we have truly put on the Lord Jesus nothing of ours is seen, but Christ is all in all to us : although this application goes yet deeper ; for we so put him on, that we not only put ourselves into him, but also put him into ourselves by a mutual kind ot spiritual incorporation. We put him on then upon our intellectual parts, by knowing him, by believing on him. ' This is eternal life to know thee, and whom thou has sent,' saith our Saviour ; and for faith, no grace doth so sensibly apprehend him, and make him so feelingly ours. We put him on upon our wills and affections, when we take plea sure in him, when we love him, delight in him, and prefer him to our chiefest joy. Thus do we put him on : as our Lord, in our humble and duti- 1 Psalm, xxxii. 1. - Zech. iii. 4. SELECT THOUGHTS. 181 ful subjection ; as our Jesus in our faithful affiance; as Christ the anointed of God to be our king in all holy obedience ; our priest in our willing con secration to him ; our prophet in our cheerful rea diness to be instructed by him. How happy are we if we be thus decked ! We prank up these poor carcasses of ours gaily with no small expence ; and when we have done, the stuff or the fashion, or both, wears out to nothing ; but here is a garment that will never be out of fashion: 'Jesus Christ yesterday, and to-day, and the same for ever ;' yea, the same to us : here we put him on in grace ; there in eternal glory. The Israelities were forty years in the wilderness, yet their shoes not worn, their apparel not impaired;' but this attire shall not only hold good in the time of our wandering in this desert, but after we are come into the Canaan of glory, and is best at last. Wherefore do we put on our choicest attire on some high days, but to testify the cheerfulness of our hearts ? ' Let thy garment be white,' saith the preacher, ' for now God accepteth thy works.' 2 Mephibosheth changed not his raiment since David went out, as one that would have the sorrow of his heart seen in the neglect of his clothes ; although many a one under a gay coat hath a heavy heart; but this attire doth not only testify but make cheerfulness in the soul. ' Thou hast given me more joy of heart than they had in the time that their corn and their wine in creased;'3 and, 'In thy presence is the fulness of joy.'4 What can this apparel of ours do, but keep us from a blast or a shower ? It is so far from safeguarding the soul, that it many times wounds 1 Dent. xxix. 5. 2 Eccles. ix. 7, 8. 3 Psalm, iv. 7. ' Psalm xvi. 11. SELECT THOUGHTS. that to the death. It was one of the main 3 against the rich glutton, that he was every -aay-clothed in purple and byss.1 How many souls shall once wish that their bodies had been ever either naked or clad with hair-cloth ! But this array, as it is infinitely rich and beautiful, so it is as surely defensative of the soul ; and is no less than armour of proof against all assaults, all mise ries.2 What a deal of cost and pains do we bestow upon these wretched bodies of ours, only to make them pleasing and lovely to the eye of some be holders, as miserable perhaps as ourselves! and yet, when we have all done, we are, it may be, no better than hard-favoured and unhandsome crea tures, and contemptible in those eyes from whom we desired most approbation. Jezebel, for all her licking, is cast out of the window and trodden to dirt in the streets. But this robe we cannot wear, and not be amiable in the eyes of the Holiest. ' Behold, thou art fair, my beloved ; behold, thou art fair, and there is no spot in thee.'3 Lo, in this case, the apparel makes the man. Neither is it in the power of any spiritual deformity to make us other than lovely in the sight of our God, while we Irave Christ put on upon us. Whatever, therefore, become of the outward man, let it be my care that my soul be vested with my Lord Jesus ; so shall I be sure to be safe, rich, amiable here, and hereafter glorious. It was part of our Saviour's charge upon the mount, ' Take no care what to put on ;' but it must be the main care of our lives how to put on Christ upon our souls. This is the prime stole, wherewith the father of the prodigal graceth his re- 1 Luke, xvi. 19. 2 Eph. vi. 13. 3 Cant. i. 15. SELECT THOUGHTS. 183 turned son. The heaven of heavens is not worth such another. When I have once got this on my back, I shall say, though in a contrary sense with the spouse in the Canticles, ' I have put on my coat, how shall I put it off? I have washed my feet, how shall I defile them.' ' XIV. With how devout passion doth the Psalmist call to all the works of the Almighty to praise him ! as well supposing, that every creature, even those that have no tongues to speak for themselves, yet have a tongue to praise their Maker : ' The heavens de clare the glory of God, and the firmament sheweth his handy work. Day unto day uttereth his speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge. There is no speech, where their voice is not heard.'2 Nei ther is the very earth defective in this duty ; every plant says, " Look on me, and acknowledge the life, colour, form, smell, fruit, force, that T have from the power of my Creator :" every worm and fly says, " Look on me, and give God the praise of my living, sense, and motion :" every bird says, " Hear me, and praise that God, who hath given me these various feathers, and taught me these several notes :" every beast, while he bellows, bleats, brays, barks, roars, says, " It is God, that hath given me this shape, this sound:" yea, the very mute fishes are, in their very silence, vocal in magnifying the infinite wisdom and power of him that made them, and placed them in those watery habitations : ' Let every thing that hath breath,' saith the Psalmist, ' praise the Lord.'3 Yea, the Cant. v. 3. 2 Psalm xix. 1, 2. 3 CI. 6. 184 SELECT THOUGHTS, very winds whistle, and the sea roars out the praise of the Almighty, who both raises and allays' them at pleasure. What a shame were it for man, to whom alone God hath given an understanding heart, a nimble tongue, and articulate language wherein he can express his rational thoughts, to be wanting to this so universal devotion, and to be as insensible of the great works of God, as the ground that he treads upon ! If others shall be thus un- thankfully dumb, yet, 'Praise thou the Lord, O my soul ; and all that is within me, bless his holy name. While I live, will I praise the Lord : I will sing praises to my God, whilst I have any being.'1 But alas, Lord, thou knowest I cannot so much as will to praise thee, without thee : do thou fill my heart with holy desires, and my mouth with songs of thanksgiving. XV. It may seem a strange errand upon which our Saviour tells us he came into the world : ' I am come to send fire on the earth.' • When the two fervent disciples would have had fire sent down from heaven upon but a Samaritan village, our Saviour rebuked them, and told them they knew not of what spirit they were ; yet here he makes it his own business to send fire on earth. Alas, may we think, we have fire too much already! How happy were it rather, if the fire which is kindled in the world were well quenched ! And what is the main drift of the Prince of Darkness, but fire ? if not to send fire down from heaven upon the inhabitants of the earth ; yet, to send the in- 1 Psalm cxlvi. 1,2. 2 Luke xii. 49. SELECT THOUGHTS. 185 habitants of the earth down to the fire of hell. As then we find divers kinds of material fire — celestial, elementary, domestic, artificial, natural ; so there is no less variety of spiritual fires. It was in fiery, cloven tongues, wherein the Holy Ghost descended upon the apostles in their Pentecost ; ' and even this fire, did our Saviour come to send down on the earth. 2 ' Thy word was in me as fire,' 3 saith the prophet ; and ' Did not our hearts burn within us,' said the two disciples, in their walk to Em- maus, ' while he talked with us ?'* this fire he also came to send. Heavenly love and holy zeal are fire: 'Many waters cannot quench love.'5 'My zeal hath consumed me,' saith the Psalmist. And these fires our Saviour came to send into the hearts of men. Holy thoughts are no other than the beams of celestial fire : ' My heart was hot within me : while I was musing, the fire burned ;' and these we know he sends: 'He maketh his angels spirits, and his ministers a flame of fire ;'6 these he sends forth to the earth, ' to minister for them that shall be heirs of salvation.'7 Besides these, afflic tions and persecutions are fire : ' We have passed through fire and water : ' ' Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial, which is to try you, as if some strange thing had happened to you;'9 and even these are of his sending: 'The Lord hath kindled a fire in Zion, and it hath de voured the foundation thereof.'9 There is no evil in the city, but the Lord hath done it : ' The Lord hath done that, which he had devised : he hath 1 Acts, ii. 3. 2 John, xvi. 7. 3 Jer. ,. 14. 4 Luke, xxiv. 32. 5 Cant. viii. 7- 6 Psalm, cxix. 139 ; xxxix. 3 ; civ. 4. Heb. i. 7. ' Heb. i. 14. 8 Psalm lxvi. 12. 1 Peter, iv. 12 3 Lam. iv. 11. 186 SELECT THOUGHTS. thrown down, and not pitied.' ' But this expres sion of our Saviour goes yet deeper, and alludes to the effect of separation which follows upon the fire of our trial. When the lump of ore is put into the furnace, the fire tries the pure metal from the dross, and makes an actual division of the one from the other : so doth Christ by his Word and Spirit. Even he, that is the Prince and God of Peace, comes to set division in the world. Surely, there are holy quarrels, worthy of his engagement ; for as the flesh lusteth and warreth against the spirit, so the spirit tightest against the flesh; and this duel may well beseem God for the author, and the Son of God for the setter of it : these second blows make a happy fray. Nothing is more properly compared, than discord, to fire.2 This, Christ (the first thing he does) sets in every heart: there is all quietness, secure ease, and self-content ment in the soul, till Christ come there. How should it be other, when Satan sways all without resistance ? But, when once Christ offers to enter, there are straight civil wars in the soul betwixt the old man and the new ; and it fares with the heart, as with a house divided in itself, wherein the hus band and the wife are at variance : nothing is to be : heard but unquiet janglings, open brawlings, se cret opposition ; the household takes part, and pro fesses a mutual vexation. This spiritual self-divi sion, wherever it is, though it be troublesome, yet it is cordial. It puts the soul into the state of Re- bekah's womb; which, barren, yielded no pain, but when an Esau and Jacob were conceived and struggling within, yielded for the time no ease; 1 Lam. ii. 17. s Judges, ix. 20. SELECT THOUGHTS. 187 yet this was that which caused her just joy, that she had not so much children as nations in her womb : even so the trouble of this inward conflict is abundantly requited with the joy of this assu rance, That now Christ is come into our soul, and is working his own desired ends in and upon us. Let vain and sensual hearts please themselves in their inward peace and calmness — there cannot be a greater sign of gracelessness and disfavour of God : ' When they shall say peace, peace, then shall come upon them sudden destruction.' The old word was, " No safety in war :" here, it is con trary. It is this intestine war of the heart, with fire and sword to our corruptions, that must bring us true rest for the present ; and hereafter, eternal peace and happiness. Now, Lord, since it is thy desire that this fire should be kindled, kindle thou and enflame my heart with a fervant desire and endeavour, that this thy desire may be accomplished in me. Set me at war with myself, that I may be at peace with thee. XVI. In all that we have to do with God, he justly re quires and expects from us an awful disposition of heart towards his infiniteness. Hereupon it was that he delivered his law in thunder, fire, smoke, and all dreadful magnificence ; and when upon the same day he would send down his Spirit for the propogation of the gospel, it was done with an astonishing majesty ; with a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind and with the apparition of cloven and fiery tongues. ] And as it was thus 1 Acts ii. 2, 3. 188 SELECT THOUGHTS. in the descent of the Holy Ghost in the miraculous gifts, so it is in the sanctifying graces ; seldom ever doth God by them seize upon the heart, but with a vehement concussion going before. That of St Paul's conversion was extraordinary and miracu lous ; but in some degree, it is thus in every soul ; we are struck down first, and are made sensible of our spiritual blindness, ere our full call can be ac complished. As it was with Elijah in the Mount of Horeb, there came first a strong wind that tore the rocks and mountains, and after that an earthquake, then a fire, before the still small voice ; so it is usually in our breasts, ere the comfortable voice of God's Spirit speak to our hearts : there must be some blustering and flashes of the law. It is our honour and his favour that we are allowed to love God : it is our duty to fear him. We may be too familiar in our love : we cannot be too awful in our fear. XVII. All valuations of these outward things are arbi trary, according to the opinion of their pleasure or their rarity, or the necessity of their use. Did not men's minds set a price upon metals, what were they better than some other entrails of the earth, or one better than the other ? If by public law the mint were ordained to be only supplied by our stannaries, how currently would they pass for more precious than silver mines. To an Indian, a bracelet of worthless beads is estimated above his gold; a hungry Esau values a mess of pottage above his birth-right. In the siege of Samaria an ass's head was sold for fourscore pieces of silver, and a cab of dove's-dung for five pieces.1 We have 1 2 Kings vi, 25. SELECT THOUGHTS. 189 heard that those of Angola have valued a dog at the price of many slaves. In all these earthly com modities, the market rises and falls, according to conceit and occasion ; neither is there any intrin- sical and settled worth in any of them : only spiri tual things, as virtue and grace, are good in them selves, and so carry their infinite value in them that they make their owner absolutely rich and happy. When, therefore, I see a rich man hug ging his bags and admiring his wealth, I look upon that man with pity, as knowing the poorness of that pelf wherein he placeth his felicity ; neither can I behold him with other eyes than those wherewith a discreet European sees a savage Indian priding himself in those trifles which our children have learned to contemn. On the other side, when I see a man rich in the endowments of mind, well fraught with knowledge, eminent in goodness, and truly gracious, I shall rise up to that man, how homely soever his outside be, as the most precious and excellent piece which this world can afford. XVIII. Should I but see an angel, I should look, with Manoah, to die no other death than the sight of that glory ; and yet even that angel is fain to hide his face, as not able to behold the infinite majesty of God his Creator. When Moses did but talk with God in the mount for forty days, his face did so shine, that the Israelites could not look upon the lustre of his countenance ; even the very prer sence of the Divine Majesty not only hath, but communicates, glory. Lord, that I could see but some glimpse of the reflection of those glorious beams of thine upon my soul ! how happy should 190 SELECT THOUGHTS. I be in this vision, whose next degree is perfectly beatifical ! XIX. As good, so evil is apt to be communicative of itself; and this so much more as it meets with sub jects more capable of evil than good. The breath of a plague-sick man taints the air round about him ; yea, the very sight of blear eyes infects the sound, and one yawning mouth stretcheth many jaws. How many have we known, that have been innocent in their retiredness, miserably debauched with lewd conversation. Next to being good, is, to consort with the virtuous. It is the most merciful improvement of a holy power to separate the pre cious from the vile ; it is the highest praise of a constant goodness for a Lot to be righteous in the midst of Sodom. XX. We are all apt to put off the blame of our mis carriages from ourselves. Even in paradise we did so : 'It was the woman,' saith Adam : ' It was the serpent,' saith the woman. How have we heard fond gamesters cast the blame of their ill luck upon the standers by, which intermeddled nothing but by a silent eye-sight. So the idolatrous pagans of old, though flagitiously wicked, yet could impute their public judgments to none but the Christians, whose only innocence was their protection from utter ruin. So foolishly partial doth our self-love render us to our own demerits, that all are guilty save ourselves. Yea, rather than we will want shifts, our very stars shall be blamed, which are no more accessary to our harms, than our eyes are to SELECT THOUGHTS. 191 the eclipses of their most eminent lights. As, on the contrary, we are ready to arrogate unto ourselves those blessings which the mere bounty of divine providence hath cast upon us; whereto we could not contribute so much as a hand to receive them, but by the mercy of the giver. It cannot be well with me till I have learned to correct this palpable in justice in both ; challenging to myself all my errors and guilt of sufferings, and yielding to God the praise of his own free and gracious benificence. XXI. How profitable and beneficial a thing is afflic tion, especially to some dispositions more than other ! I see some trees that will not thrive unless their roots be laid bare ; unless, besides pruning, their bodies be gashed and sliced : others, that are too luxuriant, except divers of their blossoms be seasonably pulled off, yield nothing. I see too rank corn, if it be not timely eaten down, may yield something to the barn, but little to the gra nary. I see some full bodies that can enjoy no health without strong evacuations, blood-lettings, fontinels. Suchis the condition of our spiritual part ; it is a rare soul that can be kept in any constant or der without these smarting remedies — I confess mine cannot ; how wild had I run if the rod had not been over me ! Every man can say he thanks God for ease ; for me, I bless God for my troubles. XXII. When I consider what an insensible atom man is, in comparison of the whole body of the earth; and what a mere centre-point the earth is, in com parison of the vast circumference of heaven ; and 192 SELECT THOUGHTS. what an almost infinite distance there is betwixt this point the earth, and that large circle the firma ment ; and, therewithal, think of the innumerable number and immense greatness of those heavenly luminaries; I cannot but apprehend how impro bable it is that those stars should, at such a dis tance, distinguish betwixt one man and another, betwixt one limb of the same body and another, betwixt one spot of earth and another, and in so great a mixture and confusion of influences should give any distinct intimation of particular events in nature, and much more of mere contingencies of arbitrary affairs. As for the moon, by reason of her vicinity to the earth and sensible predominance over moisture, and for the sun, the great magazine of light and heat, I acknowledge their powerful but impartial operations upon this whole globe of earth and waters, and every part of it, not without just wonder and astonishment ; the other stars may have their several virtues and effects, but their mar vellous remoteness, and my undiscernible nothing ness, may seem to forbid any certain intelligence of their distinct workings upon me. ' But whether these glorious lights give or take any notice of such an imperceptible mite as I, sure I am there is great great reason I should take notice of them — of their beauteous lustre, of their wonderful magnitude, of their regular motion, and be transported with admi ration of that omnipotent power, wisdom, provi dence, which created this goodly and mighty host of heaven, and guides them in their constant march without the least deviation from their first setting 1 The popularity of astrological studies in our author's time, accounts for these repeated allusions to the imaginary influence of the stars. — Ed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 193 out to the last moment of their final conflagration. Oh ! the narrowness of my wretched heart, that affords not room enough for wonder at that which I cannot but see. XXIII. It becomes not us to be niggardly where our Sa viour intends bounty. How glad should we be rather to ampliate the benefit of the great work of our Redeemer. But surely I cannot see upon what warrant that favour is grounded, that enlargeth the fruit of Christ's redemption to the angels ; the good needed it not, the evil were not capable of it; only mankind was captived and redeemable by that invaluable ransom. Doubtless those blessed spirits have their part in the joy and gratulation of the infinite mercy of our deliverance; for if they rejoice at the conversion of one sinner, what tri umph do we think there is in heaven at the uni versal redemption of all believers ! The propriety of this favour hath reason to engage us so much the more. Lord, thy mercy is free and boundless ; thou wouldst pass by the lapsed angels, and leave them in their sin and their chains, and only rescue miserable men out of their hell. Oh ! for a heart that might be in some measure answerable to so infinite mercy ; and that might be no less captived to thy love than it is freed by thy redemption. XXIV. Men do commonly wrong themselves with a groundless expectation of good, fore-promising to themselves all fair terms in their proceedings, and all happy success in their issue, boding nothing to themselves but what they wish. Even the man 194 SELECT THOUGHTS. after God's owu heart could say, ' In my prosperity I said, tush, I shall never be removed:'1 wherein their misreckoning makes their disappointment so much the more grievous. Had not David made such account of the strength and stability of his mountain, it could not have so much troubled him to have it levelled with the plain. On the con trary, the evils which we look for, fall so much the less heavily, by how much we are fore-prepared for their entertainment. Whatever by-accidents I may meet withal besides, I have two fixed matches that I must inevitably encounter with, age and death ; the one is attended with many inconveniences, the other with much horror. Let me not flatter myself with hopes of jollity and ease. My comforts for heaven shall, I trust, never fail me; but for the pre sent world, it shall be well with me if I can, without too much difficulty, scramble out of the necessary miseries of life, and without too much sorrow, crawl to my grave. XXV. Heaven hath many tongues that talk of it, more eyes to behold it, but few hearts that rightly affect it. Ask any Christian especially, whom ye shall meet with, he will tell you, thither he shapes his course, there he hath pitched his hopes, and would think himself highly wronged by that man who should make doubt of either his interest or speed ; but if we shall cast our eyes upon the lives of men, or they reflect their eyes upon their own bosoms, the hypocrisy will too palpably discover itself; for surely which way soever the faces look, the hands 1 Psalm xxx. 6. SELECT THOUGHTS. 195 and feet of the most men move hellward. If ma lice, fraud, cruelty, oppression, injustice, excess, uncleanness, pride, contention, covetousness, lies, heresies, blasphemies, disobedience, be the way thi ther, woe is me, how many walk in that wide and open road to destruction ! But even there, where the heart pretends to innocence, let a man strictly examine his own affections, he shall find them so deeply earthed, that he shall be forced to confess his claim to heaven is but fashionable.1 Ask thyself but this one question (O man, whatsoever thou art, ask it seriously:) "Might I this very hour go to heaven, am I willing and desirous to make a pre sent change of this life for a better ?" and tell me sincerely, what answer thou receivest from thine own heart. Thy judgment cannot but tell thee that the place is a thousand times better ; that the con dition would be infinitely advantageous, to exchange baseness for glory, misery for blessedness, time for eternity, a living death for a life immortal. If thou do now fumble, and shuffle, and demur upon the resolution, be convinced of thine own worldliness and infidelity ; and know, that if thy heart had as much of heaven as thy tongue, thou couldst not but say, with the chosen vessel, ' I desire to depart hence and to be with Christ, which is far better.'2 XXVI. There is no earthly pleasure whereof we shall not soon grow weary, and be as willing to intermit as ever we were to entertain it, and if the use of it continue, the very frequency makes it disregarded ; so as that which at first we esteemed rare and pre- 1 Counterfeit.— Ed. 2 Phil, i, 23. o 2 196 SELECT THOUGHTS. cious, is now looked upon as common and despi cable ; and if it be such as that our impetuous affection is too much transported with a present fruition, we are so much the more distempered with the loss. On the contrary, those painful yokes which at the first imposing seemed insupportable, grow tolerable by custom and long acquaintance : so as, I know not how it comes to pass, that time hath a contrary power both to aggravate and lighten evils. Those pleasures are only worthy to carry our hearts, which are measured by no less than eternity ; and those pains most justly formi dable, which know neither end nor remission. XXVII. The nearer our Saviour drew to his glory, the more humility he expressed. His followers were first his servants, and he their master; then his disciples, and he their teacher; soon after, they were his friends, and he theirs ; straightways after his resurrection and entrance into his immortal condition, they were his brethren: 'Go to my bre thren, and say unto them, I ascend to my Father and your Father ;' lastly, they are incorporated into him, and made partakers of his glory, 'That they also may be one with us,' saith he ; ' I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one ; and the glory which thou gavest me, I have given them.' ¦ O Saviour, was this done for the depressing of thyself, or for the exaltation of us, or rather for both ? How couldst thou more depress thyself, than thus to match thyself with us poor wretched creatures ? How couldst thou more exalt 1 John, xiii. 16 ; xv. 8, 14; xx. 17; xvii. 21, 22, 23. SELECT THOUGHTS. 197 us, than to raise us unto this entireness with thee, the all-glorious and eternal Son of God ? How should we learn of thee to improve our highest advancement to our deepest humility ; and so to regard each other, that when we are greatest we should be least ! XXVIII. How apt are we to misconstrue the spirit of God to our own disadvantage ! While the blessed apostle bids us to ' work out' our ' salvation with fear and trembling,' he doth not bid us to work it out with doubt and distrust. It is the Psalmist's charge, that we should ' serve the Lord with fear, and re joice in him with trembling :' ] so as there is a fear without diffidence, and a trembling that may con sist with joy. Trembling is an effect of fear ; but this fear which we must affect is reverential, not slavish, not distrustful. Indeed, when we look upon ourselves, and consider our own frailties and corruptions, and God's infinite justice, we have too just cause of doubt and dejection, yea, were it not for better helps, of utter despair ; but when we cast up our eyes to the power of him that hath under taken for us, and the faithfulness of him that hath promised, and the sure mercies of him that hath begun his good work in us, we can fear with con fidence, and rejoice in our trembling. For what are our sins, to his mercies ; our unworthiness, to his infinite merits ; our weaknesses, to his omnipo tence ? I will therefore so distrust myself, that I will be steadfastly confident in the God of my sal vation; I will so tremble before the glorious ma- 1 Psalm, ii. 11. 198 SELECT THOUGHTS. jesty of my God, that I may not abate of the joy of his never-failing mercy. XXIX. What a large and open hand hath our God! How infinitely doth his bounty transcend, not the practice only, but the admiration of man ! We think it well, if, upon often asking, we can receive small favours ; if, after long delay, we can be grati fied with a condescent ; and, if we have received one courtesy, that is a bar to a second : whereas, our munificent God gives us, not only what we ask, but what we ask not, and therefore before we ask. Yea, it is he that gives us to ask ; neither could we so much as crave good things, if he did not put into us those holy desires. Yea, he not only gives us blessings before we ask, but he gives us the best things, a right to eternal glory, before we are at all, yea,- before the world was. And, as he prevents us in time, so he exceeds our thoughts in measure, giving us more than we ask : Rachel would have a son — God gives her two ; Abraham sues that Ish- mael may live — God gives him to prosper, and to be the father of many princes. Yet more, he gives us what we cannot ask : the dumb demoniac could not sue for himself; his very silence was vocal, and receives what he would, and could not request. Yea, lastly, which is the great improvement of his mercy, he gives us against our asking : our igno rance sues against ourselves, requiring hurtful things ; he will not suffer our hearts and tongues to wrong us, but withholds what we unfitly crave, and gives us what we should, and do not crave ; as the fond child cries to his father for a knife, he reaches him a spoon, that niay feed and not hurt SELECT THOUGHTS. 199 nim. O the ocean of divine bounty, boundless, bottomless ! O our wretched unworthiness, if we be either niggardly to ourselves, in not asking blessings, or unthankful to our God in not acknow ledging them. XXX. Infidelity and faith look both through the same perspective glass, but at contrary ends. Infidelity looks through the wrong end of the glass ; and therefore sees those objects which are near afar off, and makes great things little, diminishing the greatest spiritual blessings, and removing far from us threatened evils : faith looks at the right end ; and brings the blessings that are far off in time close to our eye, and multiplies God's mercies, which, in a distance, lost their greatness. Thus the faith ful saw his seed possessed of the promised land, when as yet he had no seed, nor was likely to have any ; when the seed, which he should have, should not enjoy it till after four hundred years. Thus that good patriarch saw Christ's day, and rejoiced. Thus our first parent comforted himself, after his ejection out of paradise, with the foresight of that blessed seed of the woman, which should be exhi bited almost four thousand years after. Still, and ever, faith is like itself. What use were there of that grace, if it did not fetch home to my eye things future and invisible ? That this dissolved body shall be raised out of the dust, and enlivened with this very soul wherewith it is now animated, and both of them put into a condition eternally glorious, is as clearly represented to my soul in this glass as if it were already done. ' Faithful is he that hath promised, which will also do it.' 200 SELECT THOUGHTS. XXXI. Who can think other than with scorn of that base and unworthy conceit which hath been enter tained by some, that our Saviour lived here on earth upon alms ? He that vouchsafed to take upon him the shape of a servant, would have hated to take upon him the trade of a beggar : service is a lawful calling, beggary not so. He that gave life to all creatures, could take a maintenance from them without asking. He that did command the fish to bring the tribute money for himself and his disciples, and could multiply a few loaves and fishes for the relief of thousands, could rather raise a sustenance to himself and his than beg it. But here was neither need nor cause; even ordinary means failed not; many wealthy followers, who bad received cures and miraculous deliverances, besides heavenly doctrine from him, ministered to him of their substance.1 Neither was this out of charity, but out of duty : in the charge which he gave to his disciples, when he sent them by pairs to preach abroad, he tells them the labourer is worthy of his wages ; and can we think this rule doth not much more hold concerning himself? Had not himself and his family been furnished with a meet stock raised from hence, what purse was it which Judas bore ? and how could he be a thief in his office, if his bags were empty? He, therefore, that could say, ' It is a more blessed thing to give then to receive,' certainly would not choose, when it was in his power, rather to receive than give. ' The earth is the Lord's, and the fulness thereof ;' i1 Luke, viii. 2, 3. SELECT THOUGHTS. 201 and he distributes it as he pleaseth amongst the children of men. For me, I hope I shall have the grace to be content with whatsoever share shall fall to my lot ; but my prayer shall be, that I may beg of none but God. XXXII. What a madness it is in us, to presume on our interest in God's favour for the securing of our sin fulness from judgment ! The angels were deeper in it than we mortals can ever hope to be in these houses of clay, yet, long since, are ugly devils; and they who enjoyed the liberty of the glorious hea vens, are now reserved in everlasting chains of dark ness. And, if we look down upon earth, what darling had God in the world but Israel ? This was his firstborn, his lot, his inheritance ; of whom he said, 'Here I have a delight to dwell.' And now, where is it ? Oh, the woeful desolations of that select people ! What is it to tell of the suffos- sion1 of her vineyards;8 vastation of her tents;3 the devouring of her land;4 demolition of walls ;* breaking down altars, burning of cities, spoiling of houses, dashing in pieces their children, ravishing their wives;6 killing of their priests;7 eating of their own children of but a span long ; 8 and a thousand such woeful symptoms of war ? The Psalmist hath said a word for all, (in a just, but contrary sense,) ' Destructions are come to a per petual end :' what destruction can be more, when there is no Israel ? How is that wretched nation 1 Digging up. a Psalm, lxxx. 13. 3 Jer. iv. 20. 4 Isaiah, i. 7. 5 Psalm, lxxxix. 40. 6 Isaiah, xxvii. 9; xiii. 16. 7 Psalm, lxxviii. 64. B Lara. ii. 20. 202 SELECT THOUGHTS. vanished, no man knows whither ! So, as it was Jezebel's curse, that nothing was left whereof it could be said, ' this was Jezebel ;' so, there is not one piece of a man left in all the world of whom we can say, ' This was one of the tribes of Israel.' " As for those famous churches which were, since that, honoured with the preaching and pens of the blessed apostles, where are they now to be looked for, but amongst the rubbish of our cursed Maho- metism ? Oh, that we could not be high-minded, but fear ! XXXIII. What a woeful conversion is here ! The sting of death is sin, and the sting of sin is death ; both meet in man, to make him perfectly miserable. Death could not have stung us, no, could not have been at all, if it had not been for sin ; and sin, though in itself extremely heinous, yet were not so dreadful and horrible if it were not attended with death. How do we owe ourselves to the mercy of a Saviour that hath freed us from the evil of both ! having pulled out the sting of death, which is sin, that it cannot hurt us ; aud having taken such order with the sting of sin, which is death, that, instead of hurting, it shall turn beneficial to us. Lord, into what a safe condition hast thou put us ! If neither sin nor death can hurt us, what should we fear ? 1 The good bishop has here coloured his pathetic portrait too highly for literal truth. Israel, though degraded exists ; and is undoubtedly reserved for a glorious restoration. See Romans, xi. — Ed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 203 XXXIV. How unjustly hath the presumption of blasphe mous cavillers been wont to cast the envy of their condemnation merely upon the absolute will of an unrespective power ! as if the damnation of the creature were only of a supreme will, not of a just merit. The very name of justice convinces them : a punitive justice cannot but suppose an offence. It is not for us to rack the brains and strain the heart-strings of plain honest Christians, with the subtleties of distinctions, of a negative and positive reprobation, of causes and consequences — truths meet for the schools ; it is enough that all Christian divines, the synods both of Dort and Trent, agree in this, That never man is, was, can be miserable, but for sin ; yea, for his own sin. The prophet tells us so in terms : ' Why is the living man sorrow ful ? man suffereth for his sin.'1 Nothing can be more true than that of Bildad the Shuhite, 'Be hold, God will not cast away a perfect man.2 Thy perdition is of thyself, O Israel.' It is no less than rank blasphemy to make God the author of sin. ' Thou art the God, that hast no pleasure in wickedness ; neither shall any evil dwell with thee,'3 saith the Psalmist. Our sin is our own ; and the wages of sin is death ; he that doth the work earns the wages. So then, the righteous God is cleared both of our sin and our death : only his justice pays us what we will needs deserve. ' Have I any pleasure at all,' saith he, ' that the wicked should die ; and not that he should return from his ways and live ? wherefore return ye, and live.'4 What a 1 Lam. iii. 39. 2 Job. viii. 20. 3 Psalm, v. 4. * Ezek. xviii. 23, 32. 204 SELECT THOUGHTS. wretched thing is a wilful sinner, that will needs be guilty of his own death ! Nothing is more odious amongst men than for a man to be a felon of him self : besides the forfeiture of his estate, Christian burial is denied him ; and he is cast forth into the highway, with a stake pitched through his body, so as every passenger that sees that woeful monument, is ready to say, " There lies the carcase, but where is the soul ?" But so much more heinous is the self-felony of a wilful sinner, because it is imme diately acted upon the soul ; and carries him, with pleasure, in the ways of an eternal death. O Lord, ' cleanse thou me from my secret faults : keep thy servant also from presumptuous sins, lest they get the dominion over me.' ' XXXV. We are wont to say, That we ought to give even the devil his due ; and surely, it is possible for us to wrong that malignant spirit, in casting upon him those evils which are not properly his. It is true that he is the tempter, and both injects evil motions, and draws them forth into act ; but yet, all ill is not immediately his ; we have enough be sides of our own. ' Every man,' saith St. James, ' is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed. Then, when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin ; and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.'2 Lo, both the lust and the seducement are our own ; the sin is ours ; the death ours. There are, indeed, diabolical suggestions, which are immediately cast into us by that wicked one ; but there are carnal temptations, that are 1 Psalm, xix. 12, 13. 5 James, 1. 14, 15. SELECT THOUGHTS. 205 raised out of our own corrupt nature : these need not his immediate hand. He was the main agent in our depravation ; but, being once depraved, we can act evil of ourselves. And, if Satan be the father of sin, our will is the mother ; and sin is the cursed issue of both. He could not make our sin without ourselves : we concur to our own undoing. It was the charge of the apostle, that we should 'not give place to the devil :' lo, he could not take it, unless we gave it; our will betrays us to his tyranny ; in vain shall we cry out of the malice and fraud of wicked spirits, while we nourish their accomplices in our bosoms. XXXVI. I cannot but think, with what unspeakable joy old Simeon died, when, after long waiting for the consolation of Israel, he had now seen the Lord's Christ ; when I hear him say, * Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word ; for mine eyes have seen thy salvation.' Methinks I should see his soul ready to fly out of his mouth, in a heavenly ravishment ; and even then upon its wing towards its glory ; for now his eyes saw, and his arms embraced, in God's salva tion his own, in Israel's glory his own. How gladly doth he now see death, when he hath the Lord of Life in his bosom ! Or how can he wish to close up his eyes with any other object ? Yet, when I have seriously considered it, I cannot see wherein our condition comes short of his. He saw the child Jesus but in his swathing bands, when he was but now entering upon the great work of our redemption ; we see him after the full accom plishment of it, gloriously triumphing in heaven. 206 SELECT THOUGHTS. He saw him but buckling on his armour, and entering into his lists : we see him victorious : ' Who is this that cometh from Edom, with dyed garments from Bozrah ? this, that is glorious in his apparel, travelling in the greatness of his strength, mighty to save ?' He could only say, ' To us a child is bom, to us a son is given ;' ' we can say, * Thou hast ascended on high ; thou hast led cap tivity captive; thou hast received gifts for men.'2 It is true the difference is, he saw his Saviour with bodily eyes ; we with mental ; but the eyes of our faith are no less sure and unfailing than those of sense. Lord, why should not I, whose eyes have no less seen thy salvation, say, Now let thy servant depart, not in peace only, but in a joyful sense of my instant glory XXXVII. When I think on my Saviour in his agony and on his cross, my soul is so clouded with sorrow, as if it would never be clear again; those bloody drops, and those dreadful ejaculations, methinks should be past all reach of comfort ; but when I see his happy eluctation out of these pangs, and hear him cheerfully rendering his spirit into the hands of his Father ; when I find him trampling upon his grave, attended with glorious angels, and ascending in the chariot of a cloud to his heaven ; I am so elevated with joy, as that I seem to have forgotten there was ever any cause of grief in those sufferings. I could be passionate to think, O Savi our, of thy bitter and ignominious death; and, 1 Isaiah, lxiii. 1 ; ix. 6. 2 Psalm, lxviii. 18. SELECT THOUGHTS. 207 most of all, of thy vehement strugglings with thy Father's wrath for my sake ; but thy conquest and glory takes me off, and calls me to hallelujahs of joy and triumph 'Blessing, honour, glory, and power be unto him, that sitteth upon the throne and unto the lamb, for ever and ever.'1 XXXVIII. It is not hard to observe, that the more holy any person is, the more he is afflicted with others' sin. Lot vexed his righteous soul with the unclean con versation of the Sodomites; David's eye gushed out rivers of water, because men kept not the law. Those that can look with dry and undispleased eyes upon another's sin, never truly mourned for their own : had they abhorred sin, as sin, the offence of a God would have been grievous to them in whom soever. It is a godless heart that doth not find itself concerned in God's quarrel, and that can laugh at that which the God of heaven frowns at. My soul is nearest to me — my sorrow, therefore, for my sin must begin at home; but it may not rest there ; from thence it shall diffuse itself all the world over: 'Who is offended, and I burn not?'2 Who offendeth, and I weep not ? XXXIX. The world little considers the good advantage that is made of sins. Surely the whole church of God hath reason to bless God for Thomas his unbe lief: not in the act, which was odious, after so good assurances, but in the issue. His doubt proves our evidence ; and his confession, after his touch ' Rev. t. 13. ' 2 Cor. xi. 29. 208 SELECT THOUGHTS. had convinced him, was more noble than his incre dulity was shameful. All his attendance upon Christ had not taught him so much divinity as this one touch. Often had he said, 'My Lord,' but never 'My God,' till now. Even Peter's confession, though rewarded with the change of his name, came short of this. The flame that is beaten down by the blast of the bellows, rises higher than otherwise it would ; and the spring water that runs level in the plain, yea if it fall low, it will therefore rise high : the shaken tree roots the deeper. Not that we should sin that grace may abound, God forbid ; he can never hope to be good, that will be therefore ill, that he may be the better ; but, that our holy zeal should labour to improve our miscarriages to our spiritual gain, and the greater glory of that majesty whom we have offended. To be bettered by grace it is no mastery ; but to raise more holiness out of sin, is a noble imitation of that holy God, who brings light out of darkness, life out of death. XL. Every man best knows his own complaints : we look upon the outsides of many whom we think happy, who, in the mean time, are secretly wrung with the inward sense of their own concealed sor rows ; and, under a smooth and calmed counte nance, smother many a tempest in their bosom ; there are those whose faces smile, while their con science gripes them closely within ; there are those that can dissemble their poverty and domestic vexa tions, reserving their sighs till their back be turned ; that, can pick their teeth abroad, when they are fasting and hungry at home; and many a one forces a song when his heart is heavy. No doubt, SELECT THOUGHTS. 209 Naomi made many a short meal after her return to Bethlehem, yet did notwhine to her great kindred, in a bemoaning of her want; and good Hannah bit in many a grief, which her insulting rival might not see. On the contrary, there are many whom we pity as miserable, that laugh in their sleeve, and applaud themselves in their secret feli city ; and would be very loth to exchange condi tions with those that commiserate them : a ragged cynic likes himself, at least as well as a great Alex ander; the mortified Christian, that knows both worlds, looks with a kind of contented scorn upon the proud gallant that contemns him ; as feeling that heaven within him, which the other is not capable to believe. It is no judging of men's real estate by their semblance ; nor valuing others' worth by our own rate. And for ourselves, if we have once laid sure grounds of our own inward contentment and happiness, it matters not greatly if we be misknown of the world. XLI. For one man to give titles to another, is ordi nary ; but for the great God to give titles to a poor wretched man, is no less than wonderful. Thus doth the Lord to Job : ' There is none like him in the earth, a perfect and upright man.' Oh ! what must he needs be, in whom his Maker glories! Lo ! who would have looked for a saint in so ob scure a corner of the east, and in so dark a time, before ever the law gave light to the world ? yet, even then, the land of Uz yields a Job. No time, no place can be any bar to an infinite mercy. Even this while, for ought I see, the sun shined more bright in Midian than in Goshen. God's p 210 SELECT THOUGHTS. election will be sure to find out his own, any where out of hell; and if they could be there, even there also. Amongst all those idolatrous hea then, Job is perfect and upright : his religion and integrity is so much the more glorious, because it is so ill-neighboured — as some rich diamond is set off by a dark foil. Oh ! the infinite goodness of the Almighty, that picks out some few grains out of the large chaff-heap of the world, which he re serves for the granary of a blessed immortality ! 'It is not of him that willeth, nor in him that runneth ; but of God that hath mercy.' We might well imagine, that such a sprig must sprout out of the stock of faithful Abraham. What other loins were likely to yield so holy an issue ? And if his Sarah must be the mother of the promised seed, yet why might he not also raise a blessed seed from Keturah ? The birth doth not always follow the belly : even this second brood yields an heir of his father's faith. It is said, that ' to the sons of the concubines Abraham gave gifts, and sent them away to the east.'1 Surely, this son of the concubine carries away as rich a legacy of his father's grace, as ever was enjoyed by the son of the promise at home. The gifts that Abraham gave to Midian, were nothing to those gifts which the God of Abraham gives to the son of Midian ; who ' was perfect and upright, one that feareth God and escheweth evil.' I perceive the holy and wise God meant to make this man a pattern, as of patience, so of all heavenly virtues : he could not be fit for that use if he were not exqui site ; and what can be wanting to that man, of 1 Gen. xxv. 6. SELECT THOUGHTS. 211 whom God holily boasts that he is perfect ? And now, what metal is so fit to challenge the fire of affliction, as this pure gold ? and who is so fit a match for the great adversary, as this champion of God ? Never had he been put upon so hard a combat, if God had not well known both the strength that he had given him, and the happy success of his conflict. Little doth that good man know what wager is laid on his head, but strongly encounters all his trials. The Sabeans have bereft him of his oxen ; the Chaldees of his camels ; the fire from heaven, of his sheep ; the tempest, of his children; Satan, of his health: and had not his wife been left to him for his greatest cross, and his friends for his further tormentors, I doubt whether they had escaped. Lo, there sits the great poten tate of the east, naked and forlorn in the ashes ; as destitute of all comforts, as full of painful boils and botches, scraping his loathsome hide with a pot sherd ; yet, even in that woeful posture, possessing his soul in patience, maintaining his innocence, justifying his Maker, cheering himself in his Re deemer, and happily triumphing over all his mise ries ; and, at last, made the great mirror of divine bounty to all generations. Now must Job pray for his friendly persecutors ; and is so high in favour with God, that it is made an argument of extreme wrath against Israel, that though Noah, Daniel, and Job were in the land, they should deliver none but their own souls.1 O God ! this saint could not have had this strength of invincible patience without thee; thou, that rewardest it in him, didst bestow it upon him ; it is thy great mercy to crown thine own works 1 Ezek. xiv. U 20 P2 212 SELECT THOUGHTS. in us : thy gifts are free ; thou canst fortify even rriy weak soul with the same powers : strengthen me with the same grace, and impose what thou wilt. XLII. As it shall be once in glory, so it is in grace ; there are degrees of it. The apostle, that said of his auditors, they have received the Holy Ghost as well as we, did not say they have received the Holy Ghost as much as we. We know the apostles had so much as to give it to others : none besides them could do so. It is a happy thing to have any quantity of true sanctifying grace at all : every drop of water is water, and every grain of gold is gold ; every measure of grace is precious. But who is there, that when he is dry would take up with One drop of liquor, when he might have more ? or, if covetously minded, would sit down content with one dram of gold ? In such cases, a little doth but draw on a desire for more. It is strange to see that in all other commodities we desire a fulness ; if God give us fruit of our bodies, it contents us not to have an imperfect child, but we wish it may have the full shape and proportion ; and when God hath answered us in that, we do not rest in the in tegrity of parts, but desire that it may attain to a fulness of understanding and stature, and then, lastly, to a fulness of age. We would have full dishes, full cups, full coffers, full barns, a fulness of all things, save the best of all, which is the Holy Ghost. Any measure of spiritual grace con tents us, so as we are ready to say with Esau, ' I have enough, my brother.' There is a sinful kind of contentation, wherewith many fashionable Chris tians suffer themselves to be beguiled, to tfie utter SELECT THOUGHTS. 213 undoing of their souls ; for hereupon they grow utterly careless to get what they think they have already : who cares to eat, that is full crammed ? And by this means they live and die graceless ; for had they ever tasted how sweet the Lord is in the graces of his Holy Spirit, they could never think they had enough ; and while they do think so, they are ut terly uncapableof either having or desiring more. As there is a sinful, so there is a holy covetousness, which the more it hath the more it affects. Lord, make me thus covetous, and I cannot choose but be rich. XLIII. What a marvellous familiarity was this which Moses had with God> that ' the Lord spake unto Moses, face to face, as a man speaketh unto his friend!'1 and yet more, that Moses so spake to God ! What a bold and high request was that which Moses made to God : ' I beseech thee show me thy glory ; ' that is, as it is there interpreted, ' thy face ! ' that face which no man might see and live. Lo ; God hath immediately before spoken to Moses, even to his face, out of the cloudy pillar : that doth not satisfy his holily ambitious soul ; but as he heard the voice, so he must see the face, Of the Almighty. That cloudy pillar did sufficiently represent unto him the presence of the great God of Israel ; yet still he sues for a sight of his glory. This is no pattern for flesh and blood — far be it from our thoughts to aspire so high. 'Thy face, O God, will we seek : ' but in thy blessed ordinances, not in thy glorious and incomprehensible essence. It is not for me as yet to presume so far as to desire 1 Exod. xxxiii. 11. 214 SELECT THOUGHTS. to see that infinite light which thou ait, or that light wherewith thou art clothed, or that light inac cessible wherein thou dwellest ; only now show me the light of thy countenance in grace, and prepare my soul for that light of glory when I shall see as I am seen. XLIV. In the waters of life, the divine Scriptures, there are shallows and there are deeps ; shallows where the lamb may wade, and deeps where the elephant may swim. If we be not wise to distinguish, we may easily miscarry : he that can wade over the ford cannot swim through the deep, and if he mis take the passage he drowns. What infinite mis chief hath arisen to the church of God from the presumption of ignorant and unlettered men, that have taken upon them to interpret the most ob scure Scriptures, and pertinaciously defended their own sense ! How contrary is this to all practice, in whatsoever vocation. In the tailor's trade, every man can stitch a seam, but every man cannot cut out a garment ; in the sailor's art, every one may be able to pull at a cable, but every one cannot guide the helm ; in the physician's profession, every gossip can give some ordinary receipts upon com mon experience, but to find the nature of the dis ease, and to prescribe proper remedies from the just grounds of art, is proper to the professors of that science, and we think it absurd and dangerous to allow every ignorant mountebank to practice : in matter of law, every plain countryman knows what belongs to distraining, impounding, replevying; but to give sound counsel to a client in a point of difficulty, to draw firm conveyances, to plead effec- SELECT THOUGHTS. 215 tually, and to give sound judgment in the hardest cases, is for none but barristers and benchers : and shall we think it safe that in divinity, which is the mistress of all sciences, and in matters which may concern the eternal safety of the soul, every man should take upon him to shape his own coat, to steer his own way, to give his own dose, to put and adjudge his own case ? The old word was, That artists are worthy to be trusted in their own trade. Wherefore hath God given to men skill in arts and tongues ? Wherefore do the aptest wits spend their times and studies from their infancy upon these sacred employments, if men altogether inex pert in all the grounds, both of art and language, can be able to pass as sound a judgment in the depths of theological truths as they ? How happy were it if we could all learn according to that word of the apostle, to keep ourselves within our own line ! As Christians the Scriptures are ours ; but to use, to enjoy, to read, to hear, to learn, to medi tate, to practise, not to interpret according to our private conceit ; for this faculty we must look higher : ' The priest's lips are to preserve know ledge, and they shall seek the law at his mouth ; for he is the messenger of the Lord of hosts.' ' XLV. When we see the year in his prime and pride, decked with beautiful blossoms and all goodly varieties of flowers, cheered with the music of birds, and stated in a sweet and moderate temper of heat and cold, how glad we are that we have made so good an exchange for a hard and chilling 1 Mai. ii. 7. 216 SELECT THOUGHTS. Winter, and how ready we could be to wish that this pleasant and happy season might last all the year long ! But herein, were our desires satisfied, we should wish to our own great disadvantage ; for if the spring were not followed with an intention of summer's heat, those fruits, whose hopes we see in the bud and flower, could never come to any per fection ; and even that succeeding fervour, if it should continue long, would be no less prejudicial to the health and life of all creatures ; and if there were not a relaxation of that vigorous heat in autumn, so as the sap returns back into the root, we could never look to see but one year's fruit. And thus also it is spiritually; if our prosperity were not intermixed with vicissitudes of crosses, and if the lively beams of grace were not sometimes interchanged with cold desertions, we should never know what belongs to spiritual life. What should we do then, but be both patient of and thankful for our changes, and make no account of any constancy till we attain to the region of rest and blessedness ? XL VI. What fools doth the devil make of those men, which would fain otherwise be accounted wise ! Who would think that men could be so far forsaken of their reason, as to fall down before those stocks and stones which their own hands had carved ? to guide their enterprises by the fond auguries of the flying, or posture, or noise of fowls, or the inspec tion of the entrails of beasts ? to tie the confidence of their success to certain scrawls and characters, which themselves have devised ? to read their own or others' fortunes in their hands or stars ? to suffer themselves to be mocked with deceitful visions? SELECT THOUGHTS. 217 Neither are his spiritual delusions less gross arid palpable. Wise Solomon speaks of ' the wickedness of folly ;' ' and we may no less truly invert it, The folly of wickedness. The fool, saith our Saviour, ' builds his house upon the sand,' 2 so as it may Ve washed away by the next waves: what other doth the foolish worldling, that builds all his hopes upon 'uncertain riches,'3 ' momentary pleasures,' 4 ' deceitful favours.' 5 ' The fool,' saith Solomon, ' walketh in darkness;'6 the sinner walks in the darkness of ignorance, through the works of dark ness, to the pit of darkness. ' The fool,' saith the preacher, ' knowns not the way into the city ; '7 the worldling may perhaps hit the way through the golden gates of honour, or down to the mines of wealth, or to the flowery garden of pleasure; but the way of true peace he knows not; he no more knows the way to heaven than if there were none. ' The fool,' saith the psalmist, ' hath said in his heart, There is no God:' did not the wicked man say so, he durst not wilfully sin in the face of so mighty and dreadful an avenger. Lastly, the fool is apt to part with his patrimony for some gay toys ; and how ready is the carnal heart to cast away the favour of God, the inheritance of heaven, the salva tion of his soul, for these vain earthly trifles ! Holy men are wont to pass with the world for God's fools : alas ! how little do these censurers know to pass a true judgment of wisdom and folly! He that was rapt into the third heaven tells us, that ' the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God stronger than men ;'8 but this we 1 Eccl. vii. 25. 3 1 Tim. vi. 17. s Prov. xxxi. 30. 2 Matt. vii. 26. 4 Heb. xi. 25. e Eccl. ii. 14. 7Ib. x. 15. 6 1 Cor. i. 25. 218 SELECT THOUGHTS. are sure of, that wicked men are the devil's fools, and that ' judgments are prepared for scorners, and stripes for the back of fools.' ' XLVII. There are some things which are laudable in man, but cannot be incident unto God, as a bash ful shamefacedness and holy fear ; and there are some dispositions blame-worthy in men, which are yet, in a right sense, holily ascribed unto God ; as unchangeableness and irrepentance. Attributes and qualities receive their limitations according to their meet subjects to which they belong, with this sure rule, That whatsoever may import an infinite purity and perfection we have reason to ascribe to our Maker ; what may argue infirmity, misery, cor ruption, we have reason to take to ourselves. Nei ther is it otherwise in the condition of men ; one man's virtue is another's vice : so boldness in a woman, bashfulness in an old man, bounty in a poor man, parsimony in the great, are as foully unbeseeming, as boldness in a soldier, bashfulness in a child, bounty in the rich, parsimony in the poor, are justly commendable. It is not enough for us to know what is good in itself, but what is proper for us ; else we may be blemished with that which is another's honour. XL VIII. It is easy to observe that there are five degrees of the digestion of our spiritual food. First, it is received into the cell of the ear, and there digested by a careful attention ; then it is conveyed into 1 Prov. xix. 29. SELECT THOUGHTS. 219 the brain, and there concocted by due meditation ; from thence it is sent down into the heart, and digested by the affections; and from thence it is conveyed to the tongue, in conference and holy confession ; and, lastly, it is thence transmitted to the hand, and there receives perfect digestion in our action and performance. And, as the life and health of the body cannot be maintained except the material food pass through all the degrees of bodily concoction, no more can the soul live and prosper in the want of any of those spiritual de grees of digestion ; and, as where the food is per fectly concocted the body grows fat and vigorous, so it is with the soul where the spiritual repast is thus kindly digested. Were there not failings in all these degrees, the souls of men would not be so meagre and unthriving as they are. Some there are, that will not give so much as ear-room to the word of truth ; such are willing recusants : others will admit it perhaps so far, but there let it rest ; these are fashionable auditors : some others can be content to let it enter the brain, and take up some place in their thoughts and memories ; these are speculative professors: some (but fewer) others let it down into their hearts, and there entertain it with secret liking, but hide it in their bosoms, not daring to make profession of it to the world ; these are close Nicodemians: others take it into their mouths, and busy their tongues in holy chat, yet do no thing ; these are formal discoursers. But, alas ! how few are there whose hands speak louder than their tongues; that conscionably hear, meditate, affect, speak, do the work of their Maker and Re deemer ! 220 SELECT THOUGHTS. XLIX. Men that are in the same condition speed not always alike : Barabbas was a thief, murderer, seditionary, and deserved hanging no less than the two thieves that were crucified with our Saviour ; yet he is dismissed, and they executed. And even of these two, as our Saviour said of the two women grinding at the mill, one was taken, the other re fused : one went, before Peter, to paradise; the other went, before Judas, into hell. The providence and election of a God may make a difference : we have no reason, in the same crime, to presume upon a contrary issue : if that gracious hand shall exempt us from the common judgment of our consorts in evil, we have cause to bless his mercy ; but if his just hand shall sweep us away in the company of our wicked consociates, we have reason to thank none but ourselves for our sufferings. L. How sweet a thing is revenge to us naturally ! Even the very infant rejoices to see him beaten that hath angered him ; and is ready, with his little hand, to give that stroke to the bystander which he would have with more force returned to the offender ; and how many have we known, in mortal quarrels, cheerfully bleeding out their last drop when they have seen their enemy gasping and dying before them ! This alone shows how much there is remaining in our bosom of the sting of that old serpent, who was a murderer from the begin ning; delighting in death, and enjoying our tor ment : whereas, on the contrary, true grace is mer ciful, ready to forgive, apt to return good for evil SELECT THOUGHTS. 221 to pray for our persecutors.1 Nothing doth more clearly evince what spirit we are of, than our dis position in wrongs received : the carnal heart breathes nothing but revenge, and is straight Wring ing the sword out of the hands of him that hath said, 'Vengeance is mine:'2 the regenerate soul, contrarily, gives place to wrath, and ' puts on the bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, long-suffering, forbearing, forgiving;'3 and will not ' be overcome with evil, but overcomes evil with good.'4 We have so much of God, as we can remit injuries ; so much of Satan, as we would revenge them. LI. It is worth observing how nature hath taught all living creatures to be their own physicians : the same power that gave them a being, hath led them to the means of their own preservation. No Indian is so savage, but that he knows the use of his tobacco and contra-yerva.5 Yea, even the brute creatures are bred with this skill. The dog, when he is Sto mach-sick, can go right to his proper grass ; the cat, to her nep;2 the goat, to his hemlock; the weazel, to rue ; the hart, to ditany ; the sick lion can cure himself with an ape ; the monkey, with a spider ; the bear, with an ant-heap : to what pur pose should we instance, when the case is univer sal ? the toad hath recourse to the plantain-leaf, the tortoise to his pennyroyal ; and, in short, there 1 Col. Hi. 13. 2 Rom. xii. 19 ; Deut. xxxii. 35. 3 Col. iii. 12, 13. 4 Rom. xii. 21. 0 A plant which grows in the West Indies, used as an anti dote against poison or infection. — Ed. ° Nepeta, Lat. cat's-mint. — Ed. 222 SELECT THOUGHTS. is none but knows his own medicine. As for the reasonable creature, in all the civilized regions of the world, we may well say now of every nation as it was of old said of Egypt, that it is a country of physicians. There is not a housewife but hath an apothecary's shop in her garden, which affords her those receipts whereby she heals the ails of her complaining family. Only mankind is mortally soul-sick ; and, naturally, neither knows, nor seeks, nor cares for remedy. O thou, that art the great Physician in heaven, first cure our insensibleness ; make thou us as sick of our sins as we have made ourselves sick by sin, and then speak the word, and we shall be whole. LII. When I consider the precious ornaments of the high-priest, the rich fabric and furniture of the tabernacle, the bountiful gifts which the princes of the tribes offered at the dedication of the altar ; ¦ I cannot but think, what a mass of wealth Israel brought with them out of Egypt. These treasures grew not in the wilderness ; neither did Jacob and his sons bring them out of Canaan : they were gathered in their Goshen. It was a hard bondage, under which Israel was held by the latter Pharaohs ; yet, as if then, instead of the furnaces of bricks, they had been labouring in the silver mines to their own advantage ; they come out laden with precious metals. What should I say to this ? God said, ' Israel is my first born ;' and the first born was to have a double portion. What was Israel but a type of God's church ? Now, the church of God 1 Num. viii. SELECT THOUGHTS. 223 may be held down with cruel tyranny ; but, in spite of all opposition, it will thrive. And, ' though they have lain among the pots, yet shall they be as the wings of a dove covered with silver ; and her feathers with yellow gold.' ¦ And, if the spouse of Christ shall be stripped of her outward ornaments, yet the King's daughter is all glorious within — rich in those heavenly endowments of grace and holi ness which shall make her dear and lovely in the eyes of her celestial Bridegroom. Shortly, the church may be impaired in her external estate; but'if, the while, she gathers so much the more of those better treasures, what hath she lost ? Godli ness is great gain with contentment. If she have less of the world, and more of God, what cause can she have of complaint, or her enemies of insulta- tion. LIII. He that is a God of order, loves both to set and keep it. For the service of his sanctuary he ap pointed several offices, and in those offices several degrees. None of those might interfere with others. The Levites might not meddle with the priests' charge : nor one degree of Levites with another. The porters might not thrust in amongst the singers, though, perhaps, some of their voices might be more tunable; neither might the singers change places with the porters. The sons of Merari, that were to carry the boards, bars, and pillars of the tabernacle and the court, might not change with the sons of Gershon, for the lighter burden of the curtains and hangings : * nor those of Gershon, for ' Psalm lxviii. 13. s Num. iv. 21—33. 224 SELECT THOUGHTS. the more holy load of the vessels of the sanctuary, committed to the sons of Kohath ; ¦ neither might the sons of Kohath so much as go in to see the covering of those sacred utensils by Aaron and his sons, upon no less pain than death.2 So punctual was God in setting every man his proper station, and holding him to it without either neglect or change. And why should we think God less curi ous in his evangelical church ? It was the charge of him, who, next under the Almighty, had the marshalling of the church of the Gentiles; 'Let every man abide in the same calling, wherein he was called.'3 Perhaps there may be a better head for policy upon plebeian shoulders, than the gover nor's : shall that man leave his rank, and thrust into the chair of government ? Neither is it other in spiritual offices. It is no thinking, that the wise and holy God will be pleased with a well-meant confusion. For all our employments in the ser vice of the Almighty, we must consult, not with our abilities, but with our vocation. LIV. I see too many men willing to live to no purpose, caring only to be rid of time, on what terms soever, making it the only scope of their life to live ; a dis position that may well befit brute creatures, which are not capable of any other aim, save merely their own preservation; but, for men that enjoy the pri vilege of reason, for Christians that pretend a title to religion, too base and unworthy. Where God hath bestowed these higher faculties he looks for other improvements; for, what a poor thing is it, 1 Num. iv. 15. 2Ib. iv. 20. 3 1 Cor. vii. 20. SELECT THOUGHTS. 225 only to live ! a thing common to us with the most despised vermin that breeds on our own corrup tion ; but to live for some more excellent ends, is that which reason suggests, and religion perfects. Here, then, are divers subordinations of ends ; whereof one makes way for another, and all for the supreme. We labour and exercise, that we may eat ; we eat that we may live, and maintain health and strength ; we desire health and strength, that we may do good to ourselves and many, that we may be able to do service to God, our king, and coun try ; and therein we drive at the testimony of a good conscience, approving to God our holy de sires and endeavours ; and, in all these, at the glory and salvation of our souls ; and lastly, in that, as the highest of all ends, at the glory of our blessed Creator and Redeemer. This is indeed to live : otherwise we may have a being for a time upon earth, but a life I cannot call it ; and, when we must cease to be, we are necessarily swallowed up with the horror of either not being at all, or of being eternally miserable. LV. All our love is moved from some good, which we apprehend in the party loved — carnal love from beauty ; worldly from gain ; spiritual from grace ; divine, from infinite goodness. It must needs be, therefore, that, when the ground and motive of our love faileth, the affection itself must cease. Those that are enamoured of a beautiful face, find their passion cooled with a loathsome deformity ; those that are led by the hopes of profit, like wasps, leave buzzing about the gally-pot, when all the honey is gone ; those that could carry the rod familiarly in a 226 SELECT THOUGHTS. their hand run from it when they see it turned to a serpent. Contrarily, when that which attracts our love is constant to itself and everlasting, the affection set upon it is permanent and eternal. If, then, I love God for riches, for preferment, for my own indemnity ; when intervening crosses strip me of the hopes of all these, I shall be ready to say, with that distempered king of Israel, 'Behold, this evil is of the Lord : what should I wait on the LordLany longer ?' ' If my respects to my Saviour be for the loaves and fishes, my heart is carried away with those baskets of fragments; but, if I can love God for his goodness' sake, this love shall out last time, and over-match death. LVI. What a wretched narrowness of heart is this which I find in myself, that, when I may have all things, I take up with nothing ; and, when I may be possessed of an infinite good, I please myself in grasping a little thick clay ! It was a large word that the apostle said to his Corinthians: 'Whether Paul, or Apollos, or Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or things to come, all are yours.'3 What, shall we think they were richer than their neighbours ? or is not this the condition of all those of whom he can say in the next words, * ye are Christ's ?' There, there comes in all our right to this infinite wealth : of ourselves we are beggars ; in him, who is Lord of All, we are feoffed in all things : for, while he saith, • All are yours, and ye are Christ's, and Christ is God's ;' he doth, in effect, say, ' Christ is yours ; and, in him, God is 1 2 Kings, vi. 33. 2 1 Cor. Hi. 22. SELECT THOUGHTS. 227 yours;' for this right is mutual. How else should all things be ours, if God were not ours ; without whom all is nothing ? And how should God the Father be ours, without that Son of his love, who hath said, 'AH things that the Father hath are mine.' ' Thou, O Father, art in me, and I in thee.' ' No man cometh to the Father but by me.' ' If then Christ be mine, all is mine ; and if I have so oft received him, and so often renewed my union with him, how is he but mine ? O Saviour, let me feel myself thoroughly possest of thee, whether the world slide or sink, I am happy. LVII. God will not vouchsafe to allow so much honour to wicked instruments, as to make them the means of removing public evils. The magicians of Egypt could have power to bring some plagues upon the land, but had not the power to take them away. Certainly there needed a greater power to give a being to the frogs, than to call them off; yet this lat ter they cannot do, who prevailed in the first. Moses and Aaron must be called, to fetch off that judg ment which the sorcerers have brought upon them selves. Neither is it otherwise still: wicked men can draw down those plagues upon a nation which only the faithful must remove : the sins of the one make work for the others' intercession. Do we, therefore, smart and groan under heavy calamities ? We know to whom we are beholden : ' Thus saith the Lord to this people, Thus have they loved to wander ; they have not refrained their feet ; there fore he will now remember their iniquity, and visit 1 John, xvi. 15; xvii. 21 ; xiv. 6. «2 228 SELECT THOUGHTS. their sins. When they fast I will not hear their cry ; and when they offer burnt offerings and an oblation, I will not accept them ; but I will con sume them by the sword and by the famine, and by the pestilence.' ' Do we desire to be freed from the present evils, and to escape an utter desolation ' They are Moses and Aaron, that must do it. ' He said that he would destroy them, had not Moses his chosen stood before him in the breach, to turn away his wrath, lest he should destroy them.'2 When our quarrel is with heaven, it is not our force or our policy that can save us. Every faithful man is a favourite of the King of Glory ; and can do more than command legions. Then is a people in some good way towards safety, when they have learned to know their friends. While we have good men's prayers to grapple with wicked men's sins, there may be hopes of recovery. LVIII. The aiming at a good end can be no just excuse for an unlawful act or disposition ; but, if content ment did consist in having much, it were a sore temptation to a man to be covetous, since that con- tentation is the thing wherein the heart of man is wont to place its chief felicity ; neither indeed can there be any possible happiness without it. But the truth is, abundance is no whit guilty, so much as of ease, much less, of a full joy: how many have we known, that have spent more pleased and happy hours under a house of sticks, and walls of mud, and roof of straw, than great potentates have done under marbles and cedar ! And how many, 1 Jer. xiv. 10. 12. 2 Psalm, cvi. 23. SELECT THOUGHTS. 229 both wise heathen and mortified Christians, have rid their hands of their cumbersome store that they might be capable of being happy! Other crea tures do naturally neglect that, which abused reason bids us dote upon. If we had no better powers than beasts or fowls, we should not at all care for this either white or red earth ; and, if our graces were as great as the least of saints, we should look carelessly upon the preciousest and largest trea sures that the earth can afford. Now, our debauched reason, instead of stirring us up to emulate the best creatures, draws us down below the basest of them ; moving us to place our happiness in those things, which have neither life nor true worth ; much less can give that which they have not. It is not for the generous souls of Christians to look so low as to place their contentment in any thing, whether within the bowels, or upon the face of this earth ; but to raise their thoughts up to the glorious region of their original and rest, 'looking, not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen : for the things that are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.' ' LIX. The holy Psalmist knew well what he said, when tie called the thunder in the clouds, * The voice of the Lord; a voice, powerful and full of majesty.'3 The very heathens made this the most awful act of their Jupiter ; which the Spirit of God expresses in a more divine language : ' The God of glory thun- dereth.'3 Upon this dreadful sound it is, that the Psalmist calls to the ' mighty ones,' to ' give unto 1 2 Cor. iv. 18. 2 Psalm, xxix. 4. 3 lb. ver. 3. 230 SELECT THOUGHTS. the Lord glory and strength,' to ' give unto the Lord the glory due to his name ;' ' as it were ad vising the great commanders of the world, when they hear it thunder, to fall down on their knees, and to lift up their hands and eyes to that great God that speaks to them from heaven. No man needs to bid the stoutest heart to fear, when this terrible sound strikes through his ear, which is able to drive even Neros and Caligulas into bench- holes ; but this mighty voice calls for an improve ment of our fear, to the glory of that Almighty power whence it proceeds. Perhaps the presump tion of man will be finding out the natural causes of this fearful uproar in the clouds ; but the work ing by means derogates nothing from the God of nature.2 Neither yet are all thunders natural : that whirlwind and th under, wherein God spake to Job 3 — that thunder and lightning, wherein God spake to Moses and Israel in Mount Sinai4 — that thunder and rain, wherewith God answered the prayer of Samuel in wheat-harvest, for Israel's conviction in the unseasonable suit for their king5 — that thunder ing voice from heaven, that answered the prayer of the Son of God, for the glorifying of his name6 — the seven thunders, that uttered their voices to the beloved disciple in Patmos,7 — had nothing of ordi- 1 Psalm, xxix. ver. 1, 2. 2 This is a remark especially worthy to be remembered in an age like the present, when the wide diffusion of a superficial acquaintance with natural science is making practical atheists of so many ; who in the discovery of the laws of nature, willingly forget the Lawgiver. For a reflecting mind, however, second causes are rather guides and steps to the First Cause, than ob stacles to perceiving Him. — Ed. 3 Job, xl. 9 ; xxxviii. 1. 4 Exod. xix. s 1 Sam. xii. 17, 18. 6 John, xii. 28, 29. 7 Rev. x. 3, 4. SELECT THOUGHTS. 231 nary nature in them. And how many have we heard and read of, that for slighting of this great work of God, have at once heard his voice and felt his stroke ! Shortly, if any heart can be unmoved at this mighty voice of God, it is stiffer than the rocks in the wilderness : for, •' The voice of the Lord shaketh the wilderness, the Lord shaketh the wil derness of Kadesh.'1 For me, I tremble at the power, while I adore the mercy, of that great God that speaks so loud to me. It is my comfort, that He is my Father, who approves himself thus om nipotent ; his love is no less infinite than his power : let the terror be to them that know him angry; let my confidence overcome my fear : ' It is the Lord ; let him do what he will.' All is not right with me, till I have attained to tremble at him while he shineth, and to rejoice in him while he thundereth. LX. We talk of mighty warriors that have done great exploits in conquering kingdoms ; but the Spirit of God tells us of a greater conquest than all theirs: 'Whatsoever is born of God, overcometh the world : and this is the victory, that overcometh the world, even our faith.'2 Alas ! the conquest of those great commanders was but poor and partial— of some small spots of the earth : the conquest of a regenerate Christian is universal — of the whole world. Those other conquerors, while they pre vailed abroad, were yet overcome at home ; and, while they were the lords of nations, were no other 1 Psalm, xxix. 8. 2 1 John, v. 4 232 SELECT THOUGHTS. than vassals to their own lusts : these begin their victories at home, and enlarge their triumphs over all their spiritual enemies. The glory of those other victors was laid down with their bodies in the dust : the glory that attends these is eternal. What pity it is, that the true Christian should not know his own greatness ; that he may raise his thoughts accordingly, and bear himself as one that tramples the world under his feet ! ' For all that is in the world,' is ' the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life.'1 These he hath truly subdued in himself; not so as to bereave them of life, but of rule : if he have left them some kind of being still in him, yet he hath left them no dominion ; and therefore may well style himself the Lord of the world. Far, far therefore be it from him, that he should so abject and debase himself, as to be a slave to his vassals : none but holy and high thoughts and demeanors may now beseem him ; and in these spiritual regards of his inward greatness and self-conquests, his word must be, " Either Caesar, or nothing.'' LXI. I see so many kinds of phrensies in the world, and so many seemingly wise brains taken with them ; that I much doubt whom I may be sure to account free, from either the touch, or at least the danger of this indisposition. How many opinions do I see raised every day, that argue no less than a mere spiritual madness ; such as, if they should have been but mentioned seven years ago, would 1 1 John, ii. 16. SELECT THOUGHTS. 233 have been questioned out of what bedlam they had broken loose ! ¦ And, for dispositions, how do we see one, so ragingly furious, as if he had newly torn off his chains and escaped ; another so stu pidly senseless, that you may thrust pins into him up to the head, and he startles not at it! One so dumpishly sad, as if he would freeze to death in melancholy, and hated any contentment but in sorrow ; another so apishly jocund, as if he cared for no other pastime than to play with feathers ! One so superstitiously devout, that he is ready to cringe and crouch to every stock ; another so wildly profane, that he is ready to spit God in the face ! Shortly, one so censorious of others, as if he thought all men mad but himself; another so mad, as that he thinks himself and all madmen sober and well-witted ! In this store and variety of dis tempers, were I not sure of my own principles, I could easily misdoubt myself : now, settled on firm grounds, I can pity and bewail the woeful distrac tion of many ; and can but send them for recovery to that Divine Wisdom, who calls to them in the openings of the gates, and uttereth her words, saying : ' How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity ? and the scorners delight in their scorn ing, and fools hate knowledge ? turn you at my reproof.'3 ' O ye simple, understand wisdom : and, ye fools, be ye of an understanding heart.'4 ' Bles sed is the man that heareth me, watching daily at my gates : but he that sinneth against me, wrong- 1 How pointedly applicable this remark is to other times be sides the age in which it was called forth, is sufficiently ob vious. — Ed. 8 Prov. i. 22. 3 lb. via. 5. 234 SELECT THOUGHTS. eth his own soul: all they that hate me, love death.' ' LXII. Man, as he consists of a double nature, flesh and spirit, so is he placed in a middle rank, betwixt an angel, which is a spirit, and a beast, which is flesh; partaking of the qualities, and performing the acts of both. He is angelical in his understanding, in his sensual affections bestial ; and to whether of these he most inclineth and conformeth himself, that part wins more of the other, and gives a deno mination to him : so as he, that was before half angel, half beast, if he be drowned in sensuality, hath lost the angel, and is become a beast ; if he be wholly taken up with heavenly meditations, he hath quit the beast, and is improved angelical. It is hard to hold an equal temper ; either he must degenerate into a beast, or be advanced to an angel.2 Mere reason sufficiently apprehends the difference of the condition : could a beast be capable of that faeulty, he would wish to be a man rather than a brute, as he is. There is not more difference be twixt a man and a beast, than between an angel and a brutish man. How must I needs therefore be worse than beast, if, when I may be preferred to that happy honour, I should rather affect to be a beast than an angel ! Away, then, with the bestial delights of the sensual appetite; let not my soul sink in this mud ; let me be wholly for those intellectual pleasures which are pure and spiritual ; and let my ambition be, to come as near to the angel as this clog of my flesh will permit. 1 Prov. viii. 34. 36. 2 A momentous truth, admirably expressed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 235 LXIII. There is great difference in men's dispositions under affliction : some there are, dead-hearted pa tients, that grow mopish and stupid with too deep a sense of their sufferings ; others, out of a careless jollity, are insensible even of sharp and heavy crosses. We are wont to speak of some whose en chanted flesh is invulnerable : this is the state of those hearts which are so bewitched with worldly pleasures that they are not to be pierced with any calamity that may befall them, in their estates, children, husbands, wives, friends ; so as they can say with Solomon's drunkard, ' They have stricken me, and I was not sick ; they have beaten me, but I felt it not.' ' These are dead flesh, which do no more feel the knife than if it did not at all enter ; for whom some corrosives are necessary to make them capable of smart. This disposition, though it seems to carry a face of fortitude and patience, yet is justly offensive, and not a little injurious, both to God and the soul : to God, whom it endea vours to frustrate of those holy ends which he pro- poseth to himself in our sufferings ; for wherefore doth he afflict us, if he would not have us afflicted D wherefore doth the father whip the child, but that he would have him smart, and by smarting bet tered ? he looks for cries and tears, and the child that weeps not under the rod is held graceless : to the soul, whom it robs of the benefit of our suffer ing ; for what use can there be of patience, where there is no sense of evil ? and how can patience have its perfect work, where it is not? Betwixt 1 Prov. xxiii. 35. 236 SELECT THOUGHTS. both these extremes, if we would have our souls prosper, a mid-disposition must be attained : we must be so sensible of evils, that we be not stupified with them, and so resolute under our crosses that we may be truly sensible of them ; not so brawned under the rod that we should not feel it, nor yet so tender that we should over-feel it ; not more patient under the stripe, than willing to kiss the hand that inflicts it. LXIV. God, as he is one, so he loves singleness and simplicity in the inward parts. As, therefore, he hath been pleased to give us those senses double, whereby we might let in for ourselves, as our eyes and ears ; and those limbs double, whereby we might act for ourselves, as our hands and feet ; so those which he would appropriate to himself, as our hearts for belief, and our tongue for confession, he hath given us single ; neither did he ever ordain, or can abide two hearts in a bosom, two tongues in one mouth. It is then the hateful style, which the Spirit of God gives to a hypocrite, that he is ' dou ble minded.' In the language of God's Spirit, a fool hath no heart ; and a dissembler hath a heart and a heart : and surely, as a man that hath two heads is a monster in nature, so he that hath two hearts is no less a spiritual monster to God. For the holy and wise God hath made one for one, one mind or soul for one body ; and if the regenerate man have two men in one, the old man and the new, yet it is so as that one is flesh, the other spirit; the mind then is not double, but the law of the 1 James, iv. 8, SELECT THOUGHTS. 237 mind is opposed to the law of the flesh ; * so as here are strivings in one heart, not the sidings of two. For, surely, the God of unity can neither endure multiplication nor division of hearts in one breast. If, then, we have one heart for God, another for mammon, we may be sure God will not own this latter — how should he, for he made it not? Yea, most justly will he disclaim both ; since that which he made was but one, this double. And, as the wise man hath told us, that God hates nothing which he hath made ; so may we truly say, God hateth whatsoever he made not, since what he made not is only evil. When I have done my best, I shall have but a weak and a faulty heart; but, Lord, let it be but a single one : ' Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts ; and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.' 2 LXV. There is a kind of not-being in sin ; for sin is not an existence of somewhat that is, but a deficiency of that rectitude which should be : it is a privation, but not without a real mischief; as blindness is but a privation of sight, but a true misery. Now, a privation cannot stand alone, it must have some subject to learn upon : there is no blindness, but where there is an eye ; no death, but where there hath been a life. Sin, therefore, supposes a soul wherein it is ; and an act whereto it cleaveth ; and those acts of sin are they which the apostle calls the ' works of darkness :'3 so as there is a kind Rom. vii. 23. a Psalm, cxxxix, 23, 24. » Eph. v. 11. 238 SELECT THOUGHTS. of operosity in sin ; in regard whereof, sinners are styled 'the workers of iniquity.'1 And, surely, there are sins wherein there is more toil and labour than in the holiest actions : what pains and care doth the thief take in setting his match, in watching for his prey ! how doth he spend the darkest and coldest nights in the execution of his plot! what fears, what flights, what hazards, what shifts are here to avoid notice and punishment ! The adulterer says, that " stolen waters are sweet ;" but that sweet is sauced to him with many careful thoughts, with many deadly dangers. The superstitious bigot, who is himself besotted with error, how doth he traverse sea and land to make a proselyte ! what adventures doth he make, what perils doth he run, what deaths doth he challenge, to mar a soul ! So as some men take more pains to go to hell, than some others do to go to heaven. Oh, the sottish- ness of sinners, that with a temporary misery will needs purchase an eternal ! How should we think no pains sufficient for the attainment of heaven, when we see wretched men toil so much for dam nation ! LXVI. With what elegance and force doth the Holy Ghost express our Saviour's leaving of the world ; which he calls his taking home again, or his re ceiving up!2 In the former, implying that the Son of God was, for the time, sent out of his Father's house, to these lower regions of his exile or pilgrimage, and was now re-admitted into those his glorious mansions ; in the latter, so inti- 1 Luke, xiii. 27. 2 Ibid. ix. 51. SELECT THOUGHTS. 239 mating his triumphant ascension, that he passeth over his bitter passion. Surely, he was to take death in his way ; so he told his disciples in the walk to Emmaus : ' Ought not Christ to suffer these things, and to enter into his glory ?' ' He must be lifted up to the cross, ere his ascension to heaven. But, as if the thought of death were swallowed up in the blessed issue of his death, here is no mention of ought but his assump tion. Lo ! death truly swallowed up in victory. Neither is it otherwise, proportionally, with us; wholly so it cannot be. For as for him, death did but taste of him, could not devour him, much less put him over ; it could not but yield him whole and entire the third day, without any im pairing of his nature ; yea, with a happy addition to it, of a glorious immortality, and in that glori fied humanity he ascended by his own power into his heaven. For us, we must be content that one part of us lie rotting for the time in the dust ; while our spiritual part shall, by the ministry of angels, be received up to those everlasting habita tions. Here is an assumption therefore, true and happy, though not as yet total. And why should I not, therefore, have my heart taken up, with the assured expectation of this receiving up into my glory ° W hy do I not look beyond death, at the eternally-blessed condition of this soul of mine; which, in my dissolution, is thus crowned with im mortality ? So doth the sea-beaten mariner cheer up himself with the sight of that haven which he makes for. So doth the traveller comfort himself, when, after a tempestuous storm, he sees the sun 1 Lu':e xxiv. 26. 240 SELECT THOUGHTS. breaking forth in his brightness. I am dying; but, O Saviour, thou art ' the resurrection and the life ; he that believeth in thee, though he be dead, yet shall he live.' • ' Awake and sing, ye that dwell in the dust ; for thy dew is as the dew of herbs, and the earth shall cast out the dead.' 2 ' Blessed are the dead that die in the Lord, for they rest from their labours, and their works follow them.'3 LXVII. What need I be troubled, that I find in myself a fear of death ? What Israelite is not ready to run away at the sight of this Goliath ? This fear is natural ; and so far from being evil, that it was incident to the Son of God, who ' was heard in that which he feared.' Christianity serves not to destroy, but to rectify nature. Grace regulates this passion in us, and corrects the exorbitances of it, never intended to root it out. Let me, therefore, entertain this fear, but so that I may master it. If I cannot avoid fear, let it be such as may be inci dent to a faithful man. While my fear appre hends just terror in the face of death, let my faith lay fast hold on that blessed Saviour, who hath both overcome and sweetened it ; on that blessed estate of glory, which accompanies it : my fear shall end in joy, my death in advantage. LXVIII. It is too plain, that we are fallen upon the old age of the world ; the last times, and therefore nearest to the dissolution. And if time itself did 1 John xi. 25. s Isaiah xxvL 19. 3 Rev. xiv. 13. SELECT THOUGHTS. 241 not evince it, the disposition and qualities would most evidently do it : for to what a cold temper of charity are we grown! what mere ice is in these spiritual veins! The unnatural and un kindly flushings of self-love abound indeed every where , but for true Christian love, it is come to old David's pass ; it may be covered with clothes, but it can get no heat.1 Besides, what whimsies and fancies of dotage do we find the world possessed withal, beyond the examples of all former times ! what wild and mad opinions have been lately broached, which the settled brains of better ages could never have imagined ! Unto these how ex tremely choleric the world is grown in these later times, there needs no other proof than the effusion of so much blood in this present age, as many preceding centuries of years have been sparing to spill. What should I speak of the moral distem pers of diseases; the confluence whereof hath made this age more wickedly miserable, than all the former ?' for whenever was there so much pro- faneness, atheism, blasphemy, schism, excess, diso bedience, Oppression, licentiousness, as we now sigh under ? Lastly, that which is the common fault of age, loquacity, is a plain evidence of the world's declinedness ; for was there ever age guilty of so much tongue and pen as the last ? were ever the presses so cloyed with frivolous work ? Every man thinks what he lists, and speaks what he thinks, and writes what he speaks, and prints what he writes. Neither would the world talk so much, did it not make account it cannot talk long. What should we do then, since we know the world truly 1 1 Kings, i. 1. 242 SELECT THOUGHTS. old, and now going upon his great and fatal cli- macterical ; but as discreet men would carry them selves to impotent and decrepid age, bear with the infirmities of it, pity and bewail the distempers, strive against the enormities, and prepare for the dissolution.1 LXIX. There cannot be a stronger motive to awe and obedience than that which St. Peter enforceth: ' That God is both a father and a judge;'2 the one is a title of love and mercy, the other of justice. Whatever God is, he is all that: he is all love and mercy; he is all justice. He is not so a judge, that he. hath waved the title and affection of a father ; he is not so a father, that he will remit ought of his infinite justice as a judge. He is, he will ever be, both these in one; and we must fasten our eyes upon both these at once, and be accordingly affected unto both. He is a father, therefore here must be a loving awe ; he is a judge, and therefore here must be an awful love and obe dience. So must we lay hold of the tender mer cies of a father, that we may rejoice continually ; so must we apprehend the justice of a righteous judge, that we do lovingly tremble. Why then should man despair? God is a Father. All the bowels 1 The circumstances alleged by Hall in support of this fa vourite, but not very philosophical notion, are, in several in stances, unhappily chosen ; of such as have a juster applica tion, the greater part are no less prophetic than directly charac teristic ; proving that the march of society proceeds in cycles, and not in a direct line, as is implied in the idea that the terms youth, maturity, and old age, indicate, when thus applied, a close analogy. 2 1 Peter, i. 17. SELECT THOUGHTS. 243 of mortal and human love are strait to his : ' Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb ? yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee ; ' ' saith the Lord. That which is the title of his per sonality in divine relation, is also the title of his gracious relation to us Father : neither can he be other than he is styled. And contrarily, how dare man presume, since this Father is a judge ? It is for sinful flesh and blood to be partial : foolish pa rents may be apt to connive at the sins of their own loins or bowels, because theirs ; either they will not see them, or not hate them, or not censure them, or not punish them : the infinite justice of a God can not wink at our failings ; there is no debt of our sin, but must be paid in ourselves, or our surety. If then we call him ' Father, who without respect of persons judgeth according to every man's work;' why do we not 'pass the time of our sojourning here in fear ? ' 2 LXX. How terrible a motion was that, which was made ¦ by the two disciples, of commanding fire to come down from heaven and consume the inhospitable Samaritans ? Methinks I could tremble but at the imagination of so dreadful a judgment as they did not fear to sue for. Yet if we look to the offence, it was no positive act of indignity offered to Christ, but the mere not lodging of his train ; and that not out of a rude inhumanity, but out of a religious scru ple. What could they have said if these Samaritans had pursued them with swords, and staves, and 1 Isaiah, xlix. 15. i 1 Peter, i 17- r2 244 SELECT THOUGHTS. stones ? Whom shall we hope to find free from cruelty of revenge, when even the disciple of love was thus overtaken ? What wonder is it if natural men be transported with furious desires, when so eminent domestics and followers of our Saviour were thus faulty ? Surely nature in man is cruel ; neither is there any creature under heaven so bloody to its own kind. Even bears, and wolves, and tigers, devour not one another; and if any of them fall out in single combats for a prey, here is no public engaging for blood. Neither do they affect to enjoy each others' torment, rather entertain ing one anothers' complaints with pity : let but a swine cry, the rest of the herd within the noise come running in to see and compassionate his pain. Only man rejoices in the misery of the same flesh and blood with himself, and loves to triumph in his re venge. While we are thus affected, we know not of what spirit we are : we may soon learn ; we are even of that spirit who was ' a man-slayer from the begin ning.' ' As for the good spirit, his just style is, the 'preserver of men:'2 and the errand of the Son of Man was, ' not to destroy men's lives, but to save them;'3 and his charge to these and all other his disciples, ' Be merciful, as your Father also is mer ciful.'4 And how easily may you observe, that this very disciple, as if in way of abundant satis faction for this rash oversight, calls more for love than all the rest of his master's train ! telling us that ' God is love ; and he that dwelleth in love, dwelleth in God, and God in him;'4 and, ' Beloved, let us love one another ; for love is of God ; and 1 John, viii. 44. 2 Job, vii. 20. 3 Luke, ix. 56. 4 Luke, vi. 36. 4 1 John, iv. 16. SELECT THOUGHTS. 245 every one that loveth is of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not, knoweth not God ; for God is love.'1 Shortly then, what would not this holy disciple have given to have recalled this fiery mo tion ? The more mercy and charity is in us, the more we have of God ; the more fury and revenge, of Satan LXXI. Much caution must be had in our imitation of the acts of the holiest ; cautions, both in respect of the persons, and of the actions. God himself, yea God clothed in flesh, though the pattern of all per fection, is not for our universal imitation ; the most of their actions are for our wonder, not for our ex- ampling. And amongst men, how absurd were it in a peasant to imitate a king ! or one of the long robe a soldier ! If Moses climb up the hill of God, Sinai, shall another Israelite say, " Moses goes up, why not I ? " so he might have paid dear for his presumption : Moses was called up, the rest were limited ; and if a beast touch the hill, he shall die. That act may beseem one, which would be very in congruous in another : the dog fawns upon his master, and hath his back stroked ; if the ass do the like he is beaten. We are naturally apt to be carried with examples. It is one of the greatest improvements of wisdom, to know whom, in what, and how far, we may imitate. The best have then- weaknesses : there is no copy without a blur : ' Be ye followers of me,' saith the chosen vessel ; but how? 'even as I am of Christ.'2 It is safe fol lowing him that cannot err. 1 1 John, iv. 7, 8. ' Phil. iii. 17. 1 Cor. iv. 16. 1 Cor. xi. 1. 246 SELECT THOUGHTS. LXXII. God who is simply one, infinitely perfect, abso lutely complete in himself, enjoys himself fully, from all eternity, without any relation to the crea ture ; but knowing our wants and weaknesses, he hath ordained a society for our well-being; and therefore, even in man's innocency, could say, ' It is not good for a man to be alone.' And why, Lord ? why might not man have taken pleasure enough in the beauty and sweetness of his para dise, in contemplating thy heaven, in the command of thine obsequious creatures ; and, above all, in the fruition of thy divine presence, in that happy integrity of his nature, without any accession of other helps ? Surely thou, who knewest well what disposition thou hadst put into him, intendedst to fit him with all meet conveniences ; and thou, who madest him sociable, before he could have any so ciety, thoughtest fit to stead him with such a so ciety as might make his life comfortable to him. Wise Solomon observes it out of his deep expe rience, for ' a vanity under the sun, that there is one alone, and there is not a second ; ' and that, ' two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labour.' ' In the plantation of the evangelical church, the apostles are not reckoned single, but by pairs;2 and so doth their Lord send them upon the great errand of his gospel ; and when he seconded that work by a commission given to his seventy disciples, he ' sent them two and two before his face, into every city and place, 1 Eccl. iv. 7, 8, 9. 2 Matth. x. 2, 3, 4. SELECT THOUGHTS. 247 whither he himself would come.' l After this, when our Saviour had left the earth, Paul and Barnabas go together ; and when they are parted, Paul and Silas, Barnabas and Mark, are sorted. Single en deavours seldom prosper ; many hands make the work both quick and sure. They can be no friends to the happy estate of a family or church that la bour to cause distractions : division makes certain way for ruin. LXXIII. Under the law, there was difference, as of ages, so of sexes. Circumcision was appropriated to the male. In the temple there was the court of the Jews ; and without that, the court of the women ; neither might that sex go beyond their bounds ; and still it is so in their Jewish synagogues. But in Christ, ' there is neither male nor female.' As the soul hath no sex, so God makes no difference in the acceptation of either. As it is the honour of the one sex that Christ, the Son of God, was a man, so it is the honour of the other sex that he was born of a woman. And if the woman be, as she is in nature, the weaker vessel, yet she is no less capable of grace than the stronger; as the thinnest glass may receive as precious liquor as the best plate. Good Anna, as well as Simeon, gave glory to their new-born Saviour, ' to all that looked for redemp tion in Jerusalem.'2 And afterwards, the holy women were no less zealous attendants of Christ, both in his life and death, than the most forward disciples;3 yea, they followed him when his do mestic followers forsook him ; neither could be 1 Luke, x. 1. s lb. ii. 38. 3 lb. viii. 2, 3. 248 SELECT THOUGHTS. parted by either his cross or his grave. • And they were the first that were honoured with the notice and message of their Saviour's blessed resurrection and ascension ; ' 2 than which, what employment could be more noble ? ' The Lord gave the word,' saith the Psalmist, ' great was the company of the preacheresses;'3 the word is feminine. However, therefore, in natural and polite respects, the philo sopher might have some reason to bless God, that he had made him a man, and not a woman ; yet in spiritual, which are the best regards, here is no inequality ; so that it is the great mercy and good ness of our common Creator, that though he hath made a difference in the smallest matters, yet he makes none in the greatest; and that he so indif ferently peoples heaven with both sexes, that for ought we know, the greatest saint there is of the weaker sex. * LXXIV. There is nothing more easy than for a man to be courageous in a time of safety, and to defy those dangers which he neither feels nor sees. While the coast is clear every man can be ready to say with Peter, ' Though all men, yet not I ; if I should die with thee, I will not deny thee in any wise.'5 But when the evil hour cometh, when our enemy appears armed in the lists ready to encoun ter us, then to call up our spirits, and to grapple resolutely with dangers and death, it is the praise and proof of a true Christian valour. Aqd this is 1 " Last at his cross, and earliest at his grave." — Ed. 2 John, xx. 17. s Psalm, lxviii. 11. 4 King James's Preface Monitory. 5 Mark, xiv. 29, 31. SELECT THOUGHTS. 249 that which the apostle calls 'standing;'1 in oppo sition to both falling and fleeing ; falling out of faintness, and fleeing for fear. It shall not be pos sible for us thus to stand if we shall trust to our feet. In and of ourselves the best of us are but mere cowards ; neither can be able so much as to look our enemy in the face. Would we be perfect victors ? we must go out of ourselves, into the God of our strength. If we have made him ours, who shall, yea, who can, be against us ? ' We can do all things, through him that strengthens us;'2 all things — therefore conquer death and hell. If we be weakness, he is omnipotence. Put we on the Lord Jesus Christ by a lively faith,3 what enemy can come within us to do us hurt ? ' What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee, O God : in thee, O God, have I trusted ; I will not fear what (either) flesh (or spirit) can do unto me.'4 'The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer ; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buck ler, and the horn of my salvation : I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised ; so shall I be saved from mine enemies.' 5 LXXV. It is disparagement enough that the apostle casts upon all the visible things of this world, that ' the things which are seen are temporary.' 6 Be they never so glorious, yet being transitory, they can not be worthy of our hearts. Who would care for a house of glass, if never so curiously painted and gilded ? All things that are measured by time are 1 Eph. vi. 13, 14. 2 Phil. iv. 13. 3 Rom. xiii. 14. 4 Psalm, lvi. 5 Psalm, xviii. 2, 3. 6 2 Cor. iv. 18. 250 SELECT THOUGHTS. thus brittle. Bodily substances, of what kind so ever, lie open to the eye ; and, being seen, can be in no other than a fading condition. Even that goodly fabric of heaven, which we see and admire, must be changed, and, in a sort, dissolved.1 How much more vanishing are all earthly glories ! And, by how much shorter their continuance is, so much lower must be their valuation. We account him foolish that will dote too much upon a flower, though never so beautiful, because we know it can be but a month's pleasure ; and no care, no art can preserve it from withering : amongst the rest the hemerocallis2 is the least esteemed, because one day ends its beauty. What madness then were it in us to set our hearts upon these perishing contentments, which we must soon mutually leave; we them, they us ! Eternity is that only thing which is worthy to take up the thoughts of a wise man : that, being added to evil, makes the evil infinitely more into lerable ; and, being added to good, makes the good infinitely more desirable. O eternity ! thou bottom less abyss of misery to the wicked, thou indeter minable pitch of joy to the saints of God, what soul is able to comprehend thee ? What strength of understanding is able to conceive of thee ? Be thou ever in my thoughts, ever before mine eyes. Be thou the scope of all my actions, of all my endea vours ; and, in respect of thee, let all this visible world be to me as nothing : and, since only ' the things which are not seen' by the eye of sense, ' are eternal,' Lord, sharpen thou the eyes of my faith, that I may see those things invisible, and may, in that sight, enjoy thy blessed eternity. ' 2 Peter, iii. 7, 12. " The day-lily.— Ed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 251 LXXVI. What is all the world to us, in comparison of the bird in our bosom, our conscience ? In vain shall ; all the world acquit and magnify us, if that secretly condemn us ; and if that condemn us not, ' we have confidence towards God,'1 and may bid defi- ! ance to men and devils. Now, that it may not , condemn us, it must be both pacified and purged — pacified, in respect of the guilt of sin ; purged, in respect of the corruption. For so long as there is guilt in the soul, the clamours of an accusing and condemning conscience can no more be stilled, than the waters of the sea can stand still in a storm. There is then no pacification without removing the guilt of sin, no removing of guilt without remission, no remission without satisfaction, no satisfaction without a price of infinite value, answerable to the infiniteness of the justice offended ; and this is no where to be had but in the blood of Christ, God and man. All created and finite powers are but miserable comforters, physicians of no value, to this one. And the same power that pacifieth the con science from guilt, must also purge it from the fil thiness of sin ;2 even that blood of the Son of God, who ' is made unto us of God sanctification and redemption.' That faith, which brings Christ home to the soul, doth, by the efficacy of his blessed Spirit, purify the heart from ' all filthiness' both ' of flesh and spirit. Being justified by' this ' faith, we have peace with God.' 3 When once the heart is quieted from the uproars of self-accusation, and 1 John, iii. 21. 2 Heb. ix. 14 ; 1 John, i. 7. 3 Acts, xv. 9. 252 SELECT THOUGHTS. cleansed from dead works, what in this world can so much concern us as to keep it so ? Which shall be done, if we shali give Christ the possession of our souls, and commit the keys into his only hands: so shall nothing be suffered to enter in that may disturb or defile, if we shall settle firm resolutions in our breasts never to yield to the commission of any known, enormous sin. Failings and slips there will be in the holiest of God's saints, while they carry their clay about them : for these we are allowed to fetch forth a pardon, of course, from that infinite mercy of our God, who hath set a fountain open ' to the house of David, and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem, for sin and for uncleanness,' ' by the force of our daily prayers. But if, through an over-bold security and spiritual negligence, we shall suffer ourselves to be drawn away into some heinous wickedness, it must cost warm water to recover us.2 Neither can it, in such a case, be safe for us to suffer our eyes to sleep, or our eye-lids to slumber, till we have made our peace with heaven. This done, and carefully maintained, what can make us other than happily secure ? ' Blessed is he whose conscience hath not condemned him, and who is not fallen from his hope in the Lord.'3 LXXVII. We cannot apprehend heaven in any notion but of excellency and glory ; that, as it is in itself a place of wonderful resplendence and majesty, so it is the palace of the most high God, wherein he ex hibits his infinite magnificence; that it is the happy receptacle of all the elect of God ; that it is the 1 Zech. xiii. 1. a Tears of repentance.— Ed. 3 Ecclus. xiv. 2. SELECT THOUGHTS. 253 glorious rendezvous of the blessed angels ; that we have parents, children, husband, wife, brothers, sisters, friends whom we dearly loved, there. For, such is the power of love, that it can endear any place to us where the party affected is, much more the best. If it be a loathsome gaol, our affection can make it a delightful bower. Yea, the very grave cannot keep us off : the women could say of Mary, that she was gone to the grave of Lazarus to weep there ; and the zeal of those holy clients of Christ carries them to seek their (as they supposed still dead) Saviour, even in his tomb. Above all conceivable apprehensions, then, wherein heaven is endeared to us, there is none comparable to that which the apostle enforceth to us, that there ' Christ sitteth at the right-hand of God.' ' If we have a husband, wife, child, whom we dearly love, pent up in some tower or castle afar off, whither we are not allowed to have access, how many longing eyes do we cast thither! how do we please ourselves to think, within those walls is he inclosed whom my soul loveth, and who is inclosed in my heart ! But, if it may be possible to have passage, though with some difficulty and danger, to the place, how gladly do we put ourselves upon the adventure ! When, there fore, we hear and certainly know that our most dear Saviour is above, in all heavenly glory, and that the heavens must contain him till his coming again, with what full contentment of heart should we look up thither! How should we break through all these secular distractions, and be carried up by our affections, which are the wings of the soul, towards a happy fruition of him ! Good old Jacob, when 1 Col. iii. 1. 254 SELECT THOUGHTS. he heard that his darling son was yet alive in Egypt, how doth he gather up his spirits, and take up a cheerful resolution, 'Joseph my son is yet alive, I will go and see him before I die !' l Do we think his heart was any more in Canaan, after he heard where his Joseph was ? And shall we, when we hear and know where our dearest Saviour, typi fied by that good patriarch, is; that he is gone be fore, to provide a place for us in the rich Goshen above ; shall we be heartless in our desires towards him, and take up with earth ? How many poor souls take tedious, costly, perilous voyages to that land, which only the bodily presence of our Saviour could denominate holy, (their own wickedness justly styles accursed,) only to see the place where our dear Saviour trod, where he stood, where he sat, lay, set his last footing, and find a kind of content ment in this sacred curiosity, returning yet never the holier, never the happier ! • How then should I be affected with the sight of that place where he is now in person, sitting gloriously at the right hand of Majesty, adored by all the powers of hea ven ! Let it be a covenant between me and my eyes, never to look up at heaven, (as how can I look beside it ?) but I shall, in the same instant, think of my blessed Saviour, sitting there in his glorified humanity, united to the incomprehensibly glorious Deity, attended and worshipped by thou sand thousands of saints and angels, preparing a place for me and all his elect in those eternal man sions. " 1 Gen. xlv. 26. 2 The numerous pilgrimages of Roman Catholics to the Holy Land were comparatively recent matters of popular tradition in Bishop Hall's time.— Ed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 255 LXXVIII. How lively doth the Spirit of God describe the heavenly affections of faithful Abraham, that ' he looked for a city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God.' ¦ What city was this but the celestial Jerusalem, the glorious seat of the great empire of heaven ? The main strength of any building is in the foundation : if that be firm and sure, the fabric, well knit together, will stand ; but if that be either not laid, or lie loose and un settled, the tottering frame doth but wait upon the next wind for a ruin. The good patriarch had been used to dwell in tents, which were not capable of a foundation. It is like, he and his ancestors wanted not good houses in Chaldea, where they were formerly planted. God calls him forth of those fixed habitations in his own country, to sojourn in tabernacles, or booths, in a strange land ; his faith carries him cheerfully along, his present frui tion give way to hope for better things. Instead of those poor sheds of sticks and skins, he looks for a city ; instead of those stakes and cords, he looks for foundations ; instead of men's work, he looks for the architecture of God. Alas, we men will be building castles and towers here upon earth, or in the air rather ; such as either have no founda tion at all, or, at the best, only a foundation in the dust : neither can there be any other, while they are of man's making; for what can he make in better condition than himself? The city that is of God's building, is deep and firmly grounded upon the rock of his eternal decree; and hath more foun- 1 Heb. xi. 10. 256 SELECT THOUGHTS. dations than one, and all of them both sure and costly. God's material house, built by Solomon, had the foundation laid with great squared stone ; but ' the foundations of the wall of this ' city' of God are ' garnished with all manner of precious stones:'1 'glorious things are spoken of thee, O thou city of God.' Why do I set up my rest in this house of clay, which is every day falling on my head, while I have the assured expectation of so glorious a dwelling above ? ' For we know, that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dis solved, we have a building of God, a house not made with hands, but eternal in the heavens.'2 LXXIX. God, though he be free of his entertainments, yet is curious of his guests. We know what the great house-keeper said to the sordid guest: ' Friend, how earnest thou in hither, not having on a wedding garment ?' To his feast of glory none can come but the pure ; without this disposition no man shall so much as see God,3 much less be entertained by him. To his feast of grace none may come but the clean, and those who, upon strict examination, have found themselves worthy. That we may be meet to sit at either of these tables, there must be a putting off, ere there can be a putting on ; a putting off the old garments, ere there can be a putting on the new : 4 the old are foul and ragged ; the new clean and holy ; for, if they should be worn at once, the foul under-garment would soil and defile the clean ; the clean could not cleanse the foul. As it was in 1 Rev. xxi. 19. 3 2 Cor. v. 1. 3 Heb. xii. 14. * Col. iii. 9, 10. SELECT THOUGHTS. 257 the Jewish law of holiness, holy flesh in the skirt of the garment could not infuse a holiness into the garment, but the touch of an unclean person might diffuse uncleanness to the garment ; • thus our pro fessed holiness and pretended graces are sure to be defiled by our secretly -maintained corruption, not our corruption sanctified by our graces : as, in common experience, if the sound person come to see the infected, the infected may easily taint the sound ; the sound cannot, by his presence, heal the infected. If ever, therefore, we look to be welcome to the feasts of God, we must ' put off the old man with his deeds, and put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him.'2 LXXX. It is not for us to cast a disparagement upon any work of our Maker ; much less upon a piece so near, so essential to us; yet, with what contempt doth the apostle seem still to mention our flesh ! And, as if he would have it slighted for some forlorn outcast, he charges us not to 'make "provi sion for the flesh!'3 What! shall we think the holy man was fallen out with a part of himself? Surely, sometimes, his language, that he gives it, is hard. ' The flesh rebels against the spirit : I know that in me, that is in my flesh, dwelleth no good thing;'4 but how easy is it to observe, that the flesh sometimes goes for the body of man; sometimes for the body of sin ! as the first, it is a partner with the soul ; as the latter, it is an enemy ; 1 Hag. ii. 12, 13. 2 Col. iii. 9, 10. 3 Rom. xiii. 14-. 4 Rom. vii. 18. 258 SELECT THOUGHTS. and the worst of enemies, spiritual. No marvel, then, if he would not have provision made for such an enemy. In outward and bodily enmity the case and his charge is otherwise : ' If thine enemy hunger, feed him ; if he thirst, give him drink ;' ' but here ' make no provision for the flesh.' What reason were there that a man should furnish and strengthen an enemy against himself? But if the flesh be the body of the man, it must challenge a respect ; but the very name carries an intimation of baseness ; at the best, it is that which is common to beasts with us : ' There is one flesh,' saith the apostle, 'of men, another flesh of beasts;'2 both are but flesh ! Alas ! what is it but a clod of earth better moulded ; the clog of the soul ; a rotten pile ; a pack of dust ; a feast of worms ? But, even as such, provision must be made for it ; with a moderate and thrifty care, not with a solicitous ; a provision for the necessities and convenience of life, not for the fulfilling of the lusts. This flesh must be fed and clad, not humoured, not pampered : so fed as to hold up nature, not inordinateness : shortly, such a hand must we hold over it, as that we may make it a good servant, not a lawless wanton. LXXXI. What action was ever so good, or so completely done, as to be well taken of all hands ? Noah and Lot foretell of judgments from God, upon the old world and Sodom, and are scoffed at; Israel would go to sacrifice to God in the wilderness; and they are idle. Moses and Aaron will be go- 1 Prov. xxv. 21 ; Rom. xii. 20. ' 1 Cor. xv. 39. SELECT THOUGHTS, 259 verning Israel according to God's appointment: ' Ye take too much upon you, ye sons of Levi :' David will be dancing before the ark of the Lord ; ' he uncovers himself shamelessly, as one of the vain fellows :' • our Saviour is sociable ; he is 'a wine-bibber, a friend of publicans and sinners:' John Baptist is solitary and austere ; he doth it by Beelzebub, the prince of devils:2 he rides in a homely pomp through Jerusalem ; he affects a temporal kingdom, and he is no friend to Caesar that can suffer him to live : he is, by his almighty power, risen from the dead ; his disciples stole him away while the soldiers slept: the Spirit of God descends upon the apostles in fiery and cloven tongues, and they, thus inspired, suddenly speak all languages; they 'are full of new wine.'3 Stephen preacheth Christ the end of the law; 'he speaks blasphemous words against Moses and against God.' 4 And what aspersions were cast upon the primitive Christians, all histories witness. What can we hope to do or say, that shall escape the censures and misinterpretations of men, when we see the Son of God could not avoid it ? Let a man profess himself honestly conscionable ; he is a scru pulous hypocrite : let him take but a just liberty in things merely indifferent ; he is loosely profane : let him be charitably affected to both parts, though in a quarrel not fundamental ; he is an odious neuter, a lukewarm Laodicean. It concerns every wise Christian to settle his heart in a resolved con fidence of his own holy and just grounds ; and then to go on in a constant course of his well-war ranted judgment and practice, with a careless dis- 1 2 Sam. vi. 20. 2 Matt xi. 18, 19. 3 Acts, ii. 13. 4 Acts, vi. 11. 260 SELECT THOUGHTS. regard of those fools'-bolts which will be sure to be shot at him which way soever he goes. LXXXII. All God's dear and faithful ones are notably de scribed by the apostle to be such as ' love the ap pearing of our Lord Jesus;'1 for, certainly, we cannot be true friends to those whose presence we do not desire and delight in. Now, this appearing is either in his coming to us, or our going to him : whether ever it be, that he makes his glorious re turn to us for the judgment of the world, and the full redemption of his elect ; or, that he fetches us home to himself, for the fruition of his blessedness ; in both or either we enjoy his appearance. If, then, we can only be content with either of these, but do not love them, nor wish for them ; our hearts are not yet right with God. It is true that there is some terror in the way to both these : his return to us is not without a dreadful majesty; for 'the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat;'2 and the glorious retinue of his blessed angels must needs be with an astonishing magnificence; and, on the other part, our passage to him must be through the gates of death, wherein nature cannot but appre hend a horror; but the immediate issue of both these is so infinitely advantageous and happy, that the fear is easily swallowed up of the joy. Doth the daughter of Jephtha abate aught of her timbrels and dances, because she is to meet a father whose arms are bloody with victory?3 Doth a loving wife entertain her returning husband otherwise 1 2 Tim. iv. 8. 2 2Tet. iii. 10. •< Judges, xi. 34. SELECT THOUGHTS. 261 than with gladness, because he comes home in a military pomp ? Is the conqueror less joyful to take up his crown, because it is congratulated to him with many peals of ordnance ? Certainly then, neither that heavenly state wherein Christ shall re turn to us, nor the fears of a harmless and beneficial death wherein we shall pass to him, neither may nor can hinder aught of our love to his appearing. O Saviour, come in whatever equipage or fashion thou wilt, thou canst be no other than lovely and welcome. Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly. LXXXIII. Suppose a man comes to me on the same errand which the prophet delivered to Hezekiah, ' Set thine house in order, for thou shalt die, and not live,' 1 with what welcome do I entertain him ? Do I, with that good king, turn my face to the wall and weep ? or, do I say of the messenger, as David said of Ahimaaz, 'He is a good man, and brings good tidings?'2 Surely, nature urges me to the former, which cannot but hold dissolution her greatest enemy ; for what can she abhor so much as a not- being ? faith persuades me to the latter, telling me, that 'to die is gain.'3 Now, whether of these two shall prevail with me ? Certainly, as each of them hath a share in me, so shall either of them act its own part in my soul. Nature shall obtain so much of me, as to fetch from me, upon the sudden ap prehension of death, some thoughts of fear ; faith shall straight step in and drive away all those weak fears ; and raise up my heart to a cheerful expecta tion of so gainful and happy a change. Nature shows me the ghastliness of death; faith shows i 2 Kings, xx. 1. 2 2 Sam. xviii. 27. 3 Phil. i. 21 . 262 SELECT THOUGHTS. me the transcendency of heavenly glory. Nature represents to me a rotten carcass ; faith presents me with a glorious soul. Shortly, nature startles at the sight of death ; faith out-faces and overcomes it. So then I, who at the first blush, could say, ' O death, how bitter is thy remembrance !' * can now, upon my deliberate thoughts, say, ' I desire to depart, and to be with Christ.' 2 LXXXIV. In the carriage of our holy profession God can neither abide us cowardly nor indiscreet. The same mouth that bade us, when we are persecuted in one city, flee into another, said also, ' He that will save his life shall lose it :' we may neither cloak cowardice with a pretended discretion, nor lose our discretion in a rash courage. He that is most skilful and most valiant may, in his combat, traverse his ground for an advantage; and the stoutest commander may fall flat to avoid a cannon- shot. True Christian wisdom, and not carnal fear, is that wherein we must consult for advice, when to stand to it, and when to give back. On the one side, he dies honourably that falls in God's quarrel ; on the other, he that flies may fight again. Even our blessed Leader, that came purposely to give his life for the world, yet, when he found that he was laid for in Judea, flees into Galilee. The practice of some primitive Christians, that, in an ambition of martyrdom went to seek out and chal lenge dangers and death, is more worthy of our wonder and applause than our imitation. It shall be my resolution, to be warily thrifty in managing my life, when God offers me no just cause of hazard; 1 Ecclus. xii. 1. s PhiL i. 23. SELECT THOUGHTS 263 and to be willingly profuse of my blood, when it is called for by that Saviour who was not sparing of shedding his most precious blood for me. LXXXV. He had need to be well underlaid, that knows how to entertain the time and himself with his own thoughts. Company, variety of employments or recreations, may wear out the day with the emptiest hearts; but when a man hath no society but of himself, no task to set himself upon but what arises from his own bosom ; surely, if he have not a good stock of former notions, or an inward mint of new, he shall soon run out of all, and, as some forlorn bankrupt, grow weary of himself. Hereupon it is, that men of barren and unexercised hearts can no more live without company than fish out of the water ; and those heremites and other votaries, which, professing only devotion, have no mental abilities to set themselves on work, are fain to tire themselves and their unwelcome hours with the perpetual repetitions of the same orisons which are now grown to a tedious and heartless formality. Those contemplative spirits that are furnished with gracious abilities, and got into acquaintance with the God of heaven, may and can lead a life, even in the closest restraint or wildest solitariness, nearest to angelical; but those which neither can have Mary's heart nor will have Martha's hand, must needs be unprofitable to others, and wearisome to themselves. LXXXVT. There is nothing more easy, than to be a Chris tian at large ; but the beginnings of a strict and 264 SELECT THOUGHTS. serious Christianity are not without much difficulty ; for nature affects a loose kind of liberty, which it cannot endure to have restrained : neither fares it otherwise with it, than with some wild colt ; which, at the first taking up, flings, and plunges, and will stand on no ground ; but, after it hath been some- while disciplined at the post, is grown tractable, and quietly submits either to the saddle or the collar. The first is the worst: afterwards, that which was tolerable will prove easy; and that which was easy will be found pleasant. For, in true practical Christianity, there is a more kindly and better liberty : ' Stand fast,' saith the apostle, ' in that liberty, wherewith Christ hath made you free.' 1 Lo here, a liberty of Christ's making ; and, therefore, both just and excellent : for what other is this liberty, than a freedom ; as from the tyranny of the law, so from the bondage of sin ? ' Being then made free from sin,' saith St. Paul, ' ye be came the servants of righteousness.'2 Here are two masters, under one of which every soul must serve; either sin or righteousness : if we be free from one, we are bondmen to the other. We say truly, the service of God, that is of righteousness, is perfect freedom ; but, to be free to sin is a perfect bond age, and to serve sin is no other than a vassalage to the devil.3 From this bondage Christ only can free us : 'If the Son shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed;'4 and we are no Christians, 1 Gal. v. 1. 2 Rom. vi. 18. 3 This account of the freedom of the will is as philosophical as it is Christian. The will is free as long as it exists in self- determined submission to the absolute will of God ; but the mo ment it counteracts the divine, it ceases to be a free will, and becomes the slave of a corrupt nature. — Ed. 4 John, viii. 36. SELECT THOUGHTS. 265 unless we be thus freed ; and, being thus freed, we shall rejoice in the pleasant fetters of our voluntary and cheerful obedience to righteousness; neither would we, for a world, return to those gieves and manacles of sin which we once held our most dear and comely ornaments ; and can truly say, ' Thou hast set my feet in a large room.' l ' I will walk at liberty, for I seek thy precepts.' s LXXXVII. I cannot but pity and lament the condition of those Christians, who, for the hope of a little earthly dross, do willingly put themselves, for a conti nuance, out of the pale of God's church. What do they else, but cast themselves quite out of the Al mighty's protection ; who hath not bound himself to follow them out of his own walks, or to seek them out amongst Turks and infidels ? Well may he say to them, as to the chief pastor of Pergamus, ' I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan's seat is;-3 but, have they any reason to expect, that he should dwell with them there, under the reign of that prince of darkness? These men put upon themselves that hard measure, which the man after God's own heart complains to be put upon him by his worst enemies : ' Woe is me, that I am constrained to dwell with Meshech, and to have my habitation in the tents of Kedar.'4 That holy man could, in the bitterness of his soul, in veigh against his persecutors, for no other terms than these men offer to themselves : ' Cursed be they before the Lord, for they have driven me out 1 Psalm, xxxi. 8. 2 lb. cxix. 45. 3 Rev. ii. 13. * Psalm, cxx. 5. 266 SELECT THOUGHTS. this day from abiding in the inheritance of the Lord ; saying, Go, serve other gods.' ¦ I speak not of those who carry God along with them in his ordinance : all earths are alike to us, where we may freely enjoy his presence ; but of those strag glers, who care not to live without God, so they may be befriended by mammon. How ill a match these poor men make for themselves I send them to their Saviour to leam : ' What is a man pro fited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul ; or what shall a man give in ex change for his soul ?'2 God forbid, I should give their souls for lost ; but I must say, they are ha zarded : for herein, doubtless, they tempt God, who hath not promised to keep them in any other, than their just ways; and they do, in a sort, tempt and challenge Satan, to draw them on either to a love of error and impiety, or at least to a cooling of their care and love of truth. How unlike are these men to that wise merchant in the gospel ! He sold all that he had to buy the pearl of great price : 3 they sell the pearl to buy a little worthless mer chandize. As the greatest part of their traffic stands upon exchange, so I heartily wish they would make this one exchange more — of less care of their wealth, for more care of their souls. LXXXVIII. Even when Joseph was a great lord in Egypt, second to none but Pharaoh, and had the com mand of that richest country of the world ; yet then his old father Jacob thought his poor parcel of 1 1 Sam. xxvi. 19. 2 Matt. xvi. 26. 3 Matt. xiii. 45, 46. SELECT THOUGHTS. 267 Shechem worthy to be bequeathed to him, and embraced of him, as a noble patrimony ; because it was in the promised land, and the legacy of a dying father. How justly do I admire the faith, both of the father and son, in this donation ! Jacob was now in Goshen/ Shechem was in Canaan; neither was the father now in the present posses sion, nor were the sons in some ages to enjoy it : it was four hundred and thirty years, that Israel must be a sojourner in a strange country, ere they shall enter into the promised land ; ¦ yet now, as foreseeing the future possession, which his posterity should take of this spot of earth, so long after, Jacob gives Shechem to Joseph, and Joseph appre hends it as a rich blessing, as the double portion of the divided primogeniture. Infidelity is pur blind, and can see nothing but that which is hard at hand; faith is quick sighted, and discerns the events of many centuries of years, yea of ages to come. Abraham saw his Saviour's day, and re joiced to see it, a thousand nine hundred and forty years off; and Adam, before him, almost four thou sand years. As to God all things are present, even future; so to those that by a lively faith partake of him. Why do I not, by that faith, see my Saviour returning in his heavenly magnificence, as truly as now I see the heaven whence he shall come ? and my body as verily raised from the dust, and; become glorious, as now I see it weak and de crepit, and falling into the dust ? 1 Exod. xii. 41. 268 SELECT THOUGHTS. LXXXIX. True knowledge causeth appetite and desire, for the will follows the understanding ; whatsoever that apprehends to be good for us, the effective part inclines to it. No man can have any regard to an unknown good. If a hungry man did not know that food would refresh and nourish him, or the thirsty that drink would satisfy him, or the naked that fire would warm him, or the sick that physic would recover him, none of these would affect these succours. And, according to our apprehension of the goodness and use of these helps, so is our appe tite towards them ; for the object of the will is a known good, either true or appearing so. And if our experience can tell us of some that can say, with her in the poet, "I see and approve better things, but follow the worse," it is not for that evil, as evil, much less as worse, can fall into the will ; but that their appetite over-carries them to a mis- conceit of a particular good : so as, howsoever, in a generality, they do confusedly assent to the good ness of some holy act or object; yet, upon the pre sent occasion, here and now, as the school speaketh,1 their sensitive appetite hath prevailed to draw them to a persuasion that this pleasure or that profit is worthy to be embraced. Like as our first parents had a general apprehension that it was good to obey all the commands of their Creator ; but, when it came to the forbidden fruit, now their eye and their ear and their heart tell them it is good for them, both for pleasure and for the gain of knowledge, to taste of that forbidden tree. So then, the miscar- 1 The divines of the middle ages. — Ed. SELECT THOUGHTS. 269 riage is not, in that they affect that which they think not to be good, but, in that they think that to be good which is not : for, alas ! for one true good there are many seeming, which delude the soul with a fair semblance ; as a man, in a generality, es teems silver above brass, but when he meets with a rusty piece of silver and a clear piece of brass, he chooses rather the clear brass than the silver defaced with rust. Surely it is our ignorance that is guilty of our cool neglect of our spiritual good. If we did know how sweet the Lord is in his sure promises, in his unfailing mercies, we could not but long after him, and remain unsatisfied till we find him ours : would God be pleased to shine in our hearts by the light of the true knowledge of himself, we could not have cause to complain of want of heat in our affections towards his infinite goodness. Did we but know how sweet and delectable Christ, the heavenly manna, is, we could not but hunger after him ; and we could not hunger, and not be satis fied, and, in being satisfied, blessed. XC. Those which we miscall goods, are but in their nature indifferent ; and are either good or evil as they are affected, as they are used. Indeed, all their malignity or virtue is in the mind, in the hand of the possessor. Riches ill got, ill kept, ill spent, are but the mammon of iniquity ; but, if well, ' the crown of the wise is their riches.' ' How can it be amiss to have much, when he that was the richest man of the east was the holiest ?s Yea, when God himself is justly styled the possessor of heaven and 1 Prov. xiv. 24. Job, LI 3. 270 SELECT THOUGHTS. earth ? How can it be amiss to have little, when our Saviour says, ' Blessed are ye poor ?M And if from that divine mouth we hear a woe to the rich, himself interprets it of them that trust in riches.2 If our riches possess us, instead of our possessing them, we have changed our God, and lost our selves ; but, if we have learnt to use our wealth, and not enjoy it, we may be no less gracious than rich. If a rich man have a large and humble heart, and a just hand, he inherits the blessing of the poor ; if a poor man have a proud heart, and a thievish hand, he carries away the woe from the rich. ' Riches,' saith wise Solomon, ' make them selves wings : they fly away as an eagle towards heaven.' 3 So as we may use the matter, our souls - may fly thitherward with them; if we 'do good, and be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate, laying up in store for ourselves a good foundation against the time to come, that we may lay hold on eternal life.' 4 Let me say with Agur, ' Give me neither poverty nor riches ;' s but whethersoever God gives, I am both thankful and indifferent, so as while I am rich in estate, I may be poor spirit ; and while I am poor in estate, I may be rich in grace. XCI. Had I been in the streets of Jericho, sure me thinks I should have justled with Zaccheus for the sycamore, to see Jesus ; and should have blessed my eyes for so happy a prospect ; and yet I consi der that many a one saw his face on earth, which 1 Luke, vi. 20. 2 lb. vi. 24 ; Mark, x. 24 ; 1 Tim. vi. 17. 3 Prov. xxiii. 5. 4 1 Tim. vi. 18, 19. s Prov. xxx. 8. SELECT THOUGHTS. 271 shall never see his glory in heaven ; and I hear the apostle say, 'Though we have known Christ after the flesh, yet now henceforth know we him so no more.' ' Oh, for the eyes of a Stephen, that ' saw the heavens opened, and the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God ! ' 2 That prospect did as much transcend this of Zaccheus, as heaven is above earth, celestial glory above hu man infirmity. And why should not the eyes of my faith behold the same object which was seen by Stephen's bodily eyes ? I see thee, O Saviour, I see thee, as certainly, though not so clearly. Do thou sharpen and fortify these weak eyes of mine, that in ' thy light I may see light.'3 XCII. How gracious a word was that which God said to Israel, ' I have called thee .by thy name,' and ' thou art mine !' 4 He that imposed that name upon Jacob, makes familiar use of it to his posterity. Neither is the case singular, but universally com mon to all his spiritual issue. There is not one of them whom he doth not both call by his name, and challenge for his own. He that ' tells the number of the stars, and calls them all by their names,'4 hath also a name for every of these earthly lumina ries. He, who brought all other living creatures unto man to see how he would call them, and would make use of Adam's appellation, reserved the nam ing of man to himself.6 Neither is there any one of his innumerous posterity, whom he knows not by name. But it is one thing to take notice of their 1 2 Cor. v. 16. * Acts, vii. 55, 56. 3 Psalm, xxxvi. 9. 4 Isaiah, xliii. 1. 5 Psalm, cxlvii. 4. 6 Gen. ii. 19, 20. 272 SELECT THOUGHTS. names, another thing to call them by their names ; that denotes his omniscience ; this, his specialty of favour ; none are thus graced but the true sons of Israel. As God's children do not content them selves with a confused knowledge of a Deity, but rest not till they have attained a distinct apprehen sion of their God, as he hath revealed himself to man ; so doth God again to them ; it is not enough, that he knows them in a general view as in the throng, wherein we see many faces, none distinctly; but he singles them out in a familiar kind of severalty, both of knowledge and respect. As then, he hath names for the several stars of heaven ; Cimah,Cesil, Mazzaroth,1 &c. and for the several angels, Gabriel, Raphael, Michael, &c. and calls them by the proper names which he hath given them; so he doth to every of his faithful ones : of one he saith, ' Thou shalt call his name John ;'2 of another, 'Thou art Simon, thou shalt be called Cephas;'3 to one he says, ' Zaccheus, come down;'4 to another, 'Cor nelius, thy prayers and thine alms are come up.'s In short, there is no one of his whom he doth not both know and call by his name. What a comfort is this to a poor wretched man, to think, " Here I walk, obscure and contemptible upon earth, in a condition mean and despised of men ; but the great God of heaven is pleased to take such notice of me, as even from heaven to call me by my name, and to single me out for grace and salvation ; and not only to mention my name from above, in the gracious offer of his ordinances, but to write it in the eternal register of heaven. What care I to be inglorious, 1 Job, ix. 9 ; xxxviii. 31. * Luke, i. 13. 3 John, i. 42. 4 Luke, xix. 5. » Acts, x. 3, 4. SELECT THOUGHTS. 273 yea, causelessly infamous with men, while I am thus honoured by the King of Glory ?" XCIII. It is the great wisdom and providence of the Almighty, so to order the dispositions and inclina tions of men, that they affect divers and different works and pleasures; some are for manuary trades, others for intellectual employments ; one is for the land, another for the sea ; one for hus bandry, another for merchandise; one is for ar chitecture, another for vestiary services ; ' one is for fishing, another for pasturage ; and in the learned trades, one is for the mistress of the sciences, divinity; another for the law, whether civil or mu nicipal ; a third is for the search of the secrets of nature, and the skill and practice of physic ; and each one of these divides itself into many differing varieties. Neither is it otherwise in matter of pleasures : one places his delight in following his hawk and hound, another in the harmony of music ; one makes his garden his paradise, and enjoys the flourishing of his fair tulips, another finds content ment in a choice library ; one loves his bowl or his bow, another pleases himself in the patient pastime of his angle. For surely, if all men affected one and the same trade of life, or pleasure of recreation, it were not possible that they could live one by another ; neither could there be any use of com merce, whereby man's life is maintained ; neither could it be avoided but that the envy of the inevi table rivality would cut each other's throats. It is good reason we should make a right use ofthisgra- 1 Such occupations as that of a clothier. — Ed. T 274 SELECT THOUGHTS. cious and provident dispensation of the Almighty ; and therefore that we should improve our several dispositions and faculties to the advancing of the common stock ; and withal, that we should neither encroach upon each other's profession, nor be apt to censure each other's recreation. XCIV. He were very quick sighted that could perceive the growing of the grass, or the moving of the shadow upon the dial ; yet, when those are done, every eye doth easily discern them. It is no other wise in the progress of grace ; which how it in- creaseth in the soul and by what degrees, we can not hope to perceive ; but, being grown, we may see it. It is the fault of many Christians, that they depend too much upon sense, and make that the judge of their spiritual estate ; being too much de jected, when they do not sensibly feel the proofs of their proficiency, and the present proceedings of their regeneration : why do they not as well question the growth of their stature, because they do not see every day how much they are thriven ? Surely, it must needs be that spiritual things are less perceptible than bodily : much more, therefore, must we in these wait upon time for necessary con viction ; and well may it suffice us, if, upon an impartial comparing of the present measure of our knowledge, faith, obedience, with the former, we can perceive ourselves any whit sensibly advanced.1 ' The Editor would earnestly recommend these beautiful and sound observations to the attention of those anxious believers who are perplexed about their religious state, for want of that which it is an absurdity lo expect, viz. a sensible experience of the operation of the Spirit upon the soul. That which is spiritual can never be made the object of sense or sensation. See John, iii. 8. SELECT THOUGHTS. 275 xcv. The wise Christian hath learned to value every thing according to its own worth. If we be too glad of these earthly things, it is the way to be too much afflicted with their loss ; and, while we have them, to be transported into pride and wantonness : if we esteem them too little, it is the way to an un thankful disrespect of the giver. Christianity car ries the heart in a just equipoise; when they come they are welcomed without too much joy ; and when they go they part without tears. We may smile at these earthly favours, not laugh out ; we may like them, but we must take heed of being in love with them. For love, of what kind soever it be, is not without the power of assimilation : if we love the world, we cannot but be worldly-minded ; ' They, that are after the flesh, do mind the things of the flesh ; and, to be carnally minded, is death :' ¦ contrarily, if we love God, we are made partakers of the divine nature, and we are such as we affect. If we be Christians in earnest, certainly the inner rooms of our hearts, which are the holy of holies, are reserved for the Almighty; the outer courts may be for the common resort of lawful cares and desires; they may come and go, but our God shall have his fixed habitation here for ever. XCVI. Nature is sly and cunning, neither is it possible to take her without a shift : the light hussy wipes her mouth, and it was not she.2 Rachael had stolen her father's teraphim ; and the custom of women is 1 Rom. viii. 5, 6. 2 Prov. xxx. 10. T 2 276 SELECT THOUGHTS. upon her ; Saul reserves all the fat cattle of the Amalekites ; it is for a sacrifice to the Lord thy God. Neither is it so only in excusing an evil done, but in waving a good to be done : ' I am not eloquent,' saith Moses; ¦ send by him, by whom thou shouldest send; Pharaoh will kill me:' ' There is a lion in the way,' saith the sluggard ;' ' I have married a wife, I cannot come,' saith the sensual guest ; ' If I give, I shall want ;' ' If I make a strict profession, I shall be censured.' Whereas true grace is, on the one side, downright and in genuous in its confession; not sparing to take shame to itself, that it may give glory to God ; on the other side, resolutely constant to its holy purposes : ' I and my house will serve the Lord ;' * If I perish, I perish ;' ' I am ready not to be bound only, but also to die at Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.' It is not hard, therefore, for us to know what mistress we serve ; if our care and endeavour be, by witty evasions to shuffle off both evil and good, we are the vassals of nature; but if we shall with an humble penitence acknowledge our evil, and set ourselves with firm resolutions upon the tasks of good, we are, under grace, in a way to glory. XCVII. It is good for a man not always to keep his eyes at home, but sometimes to look abroad at his neighbours, and to compare his own condition with the worse estate of others. I know I deserve no more than the meanest, no better than the worst of men; yet how many do I see and hear, to lie groaning upon their sick beds in great extremity of torment, whereas I walk up and down in a compe- SELECT THOUGHTS. 277 tency of health ! How many do I see ready to famish, and forced to either beg or starve, whereas I eat my own bread ! How many lie rotting in gaols and dungeons, or are driven to wander in unknown deserts, or amongst people whose lan guage they understand not ; whereas I enjoy home and liberty ! How many are shrieking under scourges and racks, whereas I sit at ease ! And if I shall cast mine eyes upon my spiritual condition, alas, how many do I see sit in darkness and in the shadow of death ; whereas the Sun of Righteous ness hath risen to me with healing in his wings ! l How many lie in a woeful bondage under sin and Satan ; whereas my Saviour hath freed me from those hellish chains, and brought me to the glorious liberty of the sons of God ! How many are mise rably misled into the dangerous by-paths of error ; whereas he hath graciously kept me in the plain and sure way of his saving truth ! If we do not sometimes make these, (not proud, but thankful) comparisons, and look upon ourselves, not with direct beams, but by reflection upon others, we shall never be sensible enough of our own mercies. XCVIII. The true Christian is in a very happy condition, for no man will envy him, and he can envy nobody. None will envy him, for the world cannot know how happy he is — how happy in the favour of God; how happy in the enjoying of that favour. Those secret delights that he finds in the presence of his God; those comfortable pledges of love and mutual interchanges of blessed interest which pass between 1 Mai. iv. 2. 278 SELECT THOUGHTS. them, are not for worldly hearts to conceive ; and no man will envy an unknown happiness. On the other side, he cannot envy the world's greatest favourite under heaven, for he well knows how fickle and uncertain that man's felicity is ; he sees him walking upon ice, and perceives every foot of his sliding and threatening a fall, and hears that brittle pavement at every step, crackling under him, and ready to give way to his swallowing up ; and, withal, finds, if those pleasures of his could be constant and permanent, how poor and unsatisfying they are, and how utterly unable to yield true con tentment to the soul. The Christian, therefore, while others look upon him with pity and scorn, laughs secretly to himself in his bosom, as well knowing there is none but he truly happy. XCIX. It was a high and honourable embassy, whereon the angel Gabriel was sent down to the Blessed Virgin, that she should be the mother of her Saviour ; neither was that inferior of the glorious angel, that brought the joyful tidings of the incar nation and birth of the Son of God to the shep herds of Bethlehem ; but a far more happy errand was that which the Lord Jesus, after his resurrec tion, committed to the Marys ; ' Go to my brethren, and say to them, I ascend to my Father and your Father, and to my God and your God.' J Lo, he says not, I am risen, but I ascend ; as if he had forgot the earth whence he arose and thought only on that heaven whither he was going ; upon his Easter his mind is on his Ascension-day. As there 1 John xx. 17. SELECT THOUGHTS. 279 had been nothing but discomfort in death without a resurrection, so there had been little comfort in a resurrection, without an ascension to glory. There is a contentment in the very act, I ascend ; even nature is ambitious, and we do all affect to mount higher, as to come down is a death. But this height is, like the ascendant, infinite, ' I ascend to my Father;' there was the glory which he put off in his humble incarnation ; there was the glory which he was now to resume and possess to all eternity. And as if nature and adoption could give a like interest, he puts both together : ' My Father and your Father, my God and your God.' His mercy vouchsafes to style us brethren ; yet the distance is unmeasurable betwixt him, the Son of his eternal essence and us, the naturally wretched sons of his gracious election ; yet, as if both he and we should be coheirs of the same blessedness, though not in the same measure, he says, ' My Father and your Father:' first my Father, then yours; and, indeed, therefore ours, because his. It is in him that we are elected, that we are adopted; without him, God were not only a stranger, but an enemy : it is the Son that must make us free; it is the Son that must make us sons ; if we be his the Father cannot but be ours. O, the unspeakable comfort and hap piness of a Christian, in respect of his bodily na ture ! He cannot but say with Job, to the worm, ' Thou art my mother and my sister ;' ¦ in his spiri tual right, God the Son hath here authorized him to say to the Almighty, ' Thou art my Father;' and, in nature, in regard of our frail and dying condition, willingly say, " I descend to the grave.' 1 Job, xvii. 14. 280 SELECT THOUGHTS. Faith makes abundant amends in him, and can as cheerfully say, ' I ascend to my Father.' And what son, that is not altogether graceless, would not be glad to go to his father, though it were to a meaner house than his own ; and therefore is ready to say, " I will descend to my father.'' How much more, when his many mansions are infinitely glorious, and when all our happiness consists in his blessed presence, must we needs say, with a joy unspeakable and glorious, ' I ascend to my Father!' C. God made man the Lord of his creatures; he made him not a tyrant; he gave the creatures to man for his lawful use, not for his wanton cruelty. Man may therefore exercise his just sovereignty over the beasts of the field, and fowls of the air, and fishes of the sea ; not his lawless will to their need less destruction or torment. Had man made the creature, he could but challenge an absolute domi nion over that work of his hands ; but now that he is only a fellow-creature to the meanest worm, what an insolent usurpation is this, so licentiously to domineer over his fellow-dust! Yea, that great God, who gave a being to the creature, and there fore hath a full and illimited power over his own workmanship, takes no pleasure to make use of that power to the unnecessary vexation and torture of what he hath made. That all-wise and bountiful Creator, who hath put into the hands of man the subordinate dominion over all the store of these infe rior elements, hath made the limit of his command, not necessity only, but convenience too : but, if man shall go beyond these bounds, and will destroy the creature only because he will, and put it to SELECT THOUGHTS. 281 pain because it is his pleasure, he abuseth his sove reignty to a sinful imperiousness, and shall be ac countable for his cruelty. When the Apostle, upon occasion of the law for not muzzling the mouth of the ox, asks, ' Doth God take care for oxen ?' 1 can we think he meant to question the re gard for so useful a creature ? Do we not hear the Psalmist say, ' He giveth to the beast his food, and to the young ravens that cry.' 2 Do we not hear our Saviour say, ' that not a sparrow falls to the ground without our heavenly Father?3 And of how much more value is an ox than many thou sands of sparrows ! Is not the speech, therefore, both comparative and typical ? Is the main care that God takes in that law, for provision to be made for the beast ? and doth he not rather, under that figure, give order for the maintenance of those spiritual oxen that labour in the husbandry of the Almighty ? Doubtless, as even the savage creatures, ' The young lions seek their meat from God ;' so they find it from him in due season : ' He openeth his hand, and filleth every creature with good.' 4 Is God so careful for preserving, and shall man be so licentious in destroying them ? ' A righteous man,' saith Solomon, ' regardeth the life of his beast ;' a he is no better, therefore, than a wicked man that regardeth it not. To offer vio lence to, and to take away the life from, our fellow- creatures, without a cause, is no less than tyranny. Surely, no other measure should a man offer to his beast than that, which if his beast, with Balaam's, could expostulate with him, he could well justify to it; no other than that man, if he had been 1 Cor. ix. 9. s Psalm cxlvii. 9. 3 Matt. x. 29. 4 Psalm civ. 21, 27, 28. 5 Prov. xii. 10. 282 SELECT THOUGHTS. made a beast, would have been content should have been offered by man to him ; no other than he shall make account to answer to a common Cre ator. Justly do we smile at the niceness of the foolish Manichees,1 who made scruple to pull a herb or flower, and were ready to preface apologies and excuses for the reaping of their corn and grinding the grain they fed upon ; as if these vegetables were sensible of pain, and capable of our oppres sion ; but surely for those creatures, which, enjoy ing a sensitive life, forego it with no less anguish and reluctation than ourselves, and would be as willing to live, without harm, as their owners, they may well challenge both such mercy and justice at our hands, as that in the usage of them we may approve ourselves to their Maker. Wherein I blush and grieve to see how far we are exceeded by Turks and infidels, whom mere nature hath taught more tenderness to the poor brute creatures than we have learned from the holier rules of charitable Christianity. For my part, let me rather affect and applaud the harmless humour of that miscalled saint, who in an indiscreet humility called every wolf his brother, and every sheep, yea, every ant his sister, fellowing himself with every thing that had life in it, as well as himself; than the tyrannical disposition of those men, who take pleasure in the abuse, persecution, destruction of their fellow-creatures, upon no other quarrel, than because they live. 1 Among many strange tenets of this heretical sect, they held the doctrine of the metempsychosis, or transmigration of the souls of men into the bodies of the inferior animals, and other natures, as a means of expiating their guilt by a lengthened pro bation. Hence their excessive regard for animal and even vegetable life. — Ed. AN HOLY RAPTURE; A PATHETICAL MEDITATION THE LOVE OF CHRIST. A MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. SECTION I. The Love of Christ how passing knowledge ; how free, of us, before we were. What is it, O blessed apostle, what is it, for which thou dost so earnestly bow thy knees, in the be half of thine Ephesians, unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ ? even this, that they may know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge.1 Give me leave, first, to wonder at thy suit ; and then much more at what thou suest for. Were thine affections raised so high to thine Ephesians, that thou shouldst crave for them impossible fa vours ? Did thy love so far overshoot thy reason, as to pray they might attain to the knowledge of that which cannot be known ? It is the love of Christ which thou wishest they may know ; and it is that love which thou sayest is past all knowledge. What shall we say to this ? Is it, for that there may be holy ambitions of those heights of grace which we can never hope actually to obtain ? Or is it rather, that thou supposest and prayest they ' Eph. iii. 14, 19. 286 meditation on the love of christ. may reach to the knowledge of that love, the mea sure whereof they could never aspire to know ? Surely so it is, O blessed Jesu : that thou hast loved us, we know, but how much thou hast loved us is past the comprehension of angels. Those glorious spirits, as they desire to look into the deep mystery of our redemption, so they wonder to behold that divine love whereby it is wrought; but they can no more reach to the bottom of it than they can affect to be infinite ; for, surely, no less than an endless line can serve to fathom a bottomless depth. Such, O Saviour, is the abyss of thy love to miser able man. Alas ! what do we poor wretched dust of the earth go about to measure it, by the spans and inches of our shallow thoughts ? Far, far be such presumption from us : only admit us, O blessed Lord, to look at, to admire and adore that which we give up for incomprehensible. What shall we then say to this love, O dear Jesu ; both as thine, and as cast upon us ? All earthly love supposeth some kind of equality, or proportion at least, betwixt the person that loves, and him that is loved : here is none at all. So as, which is past wonder, extremes meet without a mean; for, lo, thou, who art the eternal and absolute Being, God blessed for ever, lovedst me, that had no being at all : thou lovedst me, both when I was not, and could never have been but by thee. It was from thy love that I had any being at all ; much more, that, when thou hadst given me a being, thou shouldst follow me with succeeding mercies. Who but thou, who art infinite in goodness, would love that which is not ? Our poor sensual love is drawn from us by the sight of a face or picture, neither is ever raised but upon some pleasing motive : MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 287 thou wouldst make that which thou wouldst love; and wouldst love that which thou hadst made. O God, was there ever love so free, so gracious, as this of thine ? Who can be capable to love us, but men or angels ? Men love us because they see something in us which they think amiable; angels love us because thou doest so ; but why dost thou, O blessed Lord, love us, but because thou wouldst ? There can be no cause of thy will, which is the cause of all things. Even so, Lord, since this love did rise only from thee, let the praise and glory of it rest only in thee. SECTION II. How free, of us, that had made ourselves vile and Yet more, Lord, we had lost ourselves, before we were ; and, having forfeited what we should be, had made ourselves perfectly miserable. Even ¦when we were worse than nothing, thou wouldst love us. Was there ever any eye enamoured of deformity ? Can there be any bodily deformity comparable to that of sin ? Yet, Lord, when sin had made us abo minably loathsome, didst thou cast thy love upon us. A little scurf of leprosy, or but some unsavoury scent, sets us off, and turns our love into detesta tion. But, for thee, O God, when we were become as foul and as ugly as sin could make us, even then was thy love enflamed towards us ; even when we were weltering in our blood, thou saidst, "Live ;" and washed st, and anointedst us, and clothedst us with a broidered work, and deckedst us with ornaments, 288 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. and graciously espousedst us to thyself, and re- ceivdest us into thine own bosom. ' Lord, what is man, that thou art thus mindful of him ; and the son of man, that thou thus visitest him ?' Oh, what are we, in comparison of thy once glo rious angels ? They sinned and fell, never to be recovered ; never to be loosed from those everlast ing chains, wherein they are reserved to the judg ment of the great day. Whence is it, then, O Sa viour, whence is it, that thou hast shut up thy mercy from those thy more excellent creatures, and hast extended it to us vile sinful dust ? Whence, but that thou wouldst love man because thou wouldst ? Alas! it is discouragement enough to our feeble friendship, that he, to whom we wished well is miser able. Our love doth gladly attend upon and en joy his prosperity ; but, when his estate is utterly sunk, and his person exposed to contempt and ignominy, yea to torture and death, who is there that will then put forth himself to own a forlorn and perishing friend ? But for thee, O blessed Jesu, so ardent was thy love to us, that it was not in the power of our extreme misery to abate it; yea, so as that the deploredness of our condition did but heighten that holy flame. What speak I of shame or sufferings ? hell itself could not keep thee off from us ; even from that pit of eternal per dition didst thou fetch our condemned souls, and hast contrarily vouchsafed to put us into a state of everlasting blessedness. MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 289 SECTION III. How yet free, of us that were professed enemies. The common disposition of men pretends to a kind of justice, in giving men their own ; so as they will repay love for love, and think they may for hatred return enmity. .Nature itself then teacheth us to love our friends; it is only grace that can love an enemy. But, as of injuries, so of enmities thereupon grounded, there are certain degrees : some are slight and trivial, some main and capital. If a man do but scratch my face, or give some light dash to my fame, it is no great mastery upon submission to receive such an offender to favour; but, if he have endeavoured to ruin my estate, to wound my reputation, to cut my throat ; not only to pardon this man, but to hug him in my arms, to lodge him in my bosom as my entire friend, this would be no other than a high improvement of my charity. O Lord Jesu, what was I, but the worst of ene mies, when thou vouchsafedst to embrace me with thy loving mercy ? How had I shamefully re belled against thee; and yielded up all my mem bers as instruments of unrighteousness and sin ! ¦ how had I crucified thee, the Lord of life ! how had I done little other, than trod under foot the blessed Son of God ; and counted the blood of the covenant an unholy thing ! how had I, in some 1 The pious writer must be supposed to personify mankind— the human race in general — as in a state of rebellion against God ; not to apply the whole force of his language to the case of every individual. — Ed. U 290 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. sort, done despite unto the Spirit of grace ! yet, even then, in despite of all my most odious un worthiness, didst thou spread thine arms to receive me ; yea, thou openedst thy heart to let me in. O love, passing not knowledge only, but wonder also ! O mercy, not incident into any thing less compre hensible. SECTION IV. The wonderful effects of the Love of Christ — His Incarnation. But, O dear Lord, when, from the object of thy mercy I cast mine eyes upon the effects and im provement of thy divine favours, and see what thy love hath drawn from thee towards the sons of men, how am I lost in a just amazement! It is that which fetched thee down from the glory of the highest heavens ; from the bosom of thine eternal Father to this lower world, the region of sorrow and death. It is that which, to the wonder of angels, clothed thee with this flesh of ours ; and brought thee, who thoughtest it no robbery to be equal with God, to an estate lower than thine own creatures. O mercy, transcending the admiration of all the glorious spirits of heaven, that God would be incar nate ! Surely, that all those celestial powers should be redacted to either worms or nothing, that all this goodly frame of creation should run back into its first confusion, or be reduced to one single atom, it is not so high a wonder, as for God to become man : those changes, though the highest nature is capable MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 291 of, are yet hut of things finite ; this is of an infinite subject, with which the most excellent of finite things can hold no proportion. Oh, the great mystery of godliness ; God manifested in the flesh, and seen of angels! Those hea venly spirits had, ever since they were made, seen his most glorious Deity, and adored him as their omnipotent Creator ; but, to see that God of Spirits invested with flesh, was such a wonder as had been enough, if their nature could have been capable of it, to have astonished even glory itself; and whether to see him that was their God so humbled below themselves, or to see humanity thus advanced above themselves, were the greater wonder to them, they only know. It was your foolish misprision,1 O ye ignorant Lystrians, that you took the servants for the Master : here only is it verified, which you supposed, that God is come down to us in the likeness of man, and as man conversed with men. What a disparagement do we think it was for the great monarch of Babylon, for seven years together as a beast to converse with the beasts of the field ! yet, alas ! beasts and men are fellow-creatures ;2 made of one earth ; drawing in the same air ; re turning, for their bodily part, to the same dust; symbolizing in many qualities, and in some mu tually transcending each others' : so as here may 1 Mistake. — Ed. 2 The bold language of Young — " Midway from nothing to the Deity" — more correctly expresses the union of the natural and the super. natural in man. It is only by wilfully yielding himself to the modifying influences of a corrupt nature, out of which it is his duty to seek emancipation, that man sinks so near to the beast as is here represented. — Ed. U2 292 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. seem to be some terms of a tolerable proportion ; since many men are in disposition too like unto beasts, and some beasts are in outward shape some what like unto men : but for him that was, and is, ' God blessed for ever,' eternal, infinite, incompre hensible, to put on flesh, and become a man amongst men, was to stoop below all possible dis parities that heaven and earth can afford. O Sa viour, the lower thine abasement was for us, the higher was the pitch of thy divine love to us. SECTION V. His Love, in his Sufferings. Yet, in this our human condition there are degrees : one rules and glitters in all earthly glory, another sits despised in the dust; one passes the time of his life in much jollity and pleasure, another wears out his days in sorrow and discontentment. Blessed Jesu, since thou wouldst be a man, why wouldst thou not be the king of men ? Since thou wouldst come down to our earth, why wouldst thou not enjoy the best entertainment the earth could yield thee ? Yea, since thou who art the eternal Son of God wouldst be the son of man, why didst thou not appear in a state like to the King of heaven, attended with the glorious retinue of angels ? O yet greater wonder of mercies, the same infinite love that brought thee down to the form of man, would also bring thee down, being man, to the form of a servant ! So didst thou love man, that thou wouldst take part with him of his misery, that he MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 293 might take part with thee of thy blessedness ; thou wouldst be poor to enrich us, thou wouldst be bur- thened for our ease, tempted for our victory, de spised for our glory. With what less than ravishment of spirit can I behold thee, who wert from everlasting clothed with glory and majesty, wrapped in rags ! thee, who fillest heaven and earth with the majesty of thy glory, cradled in a manger ! thee, who art the God of power, fleeing in thy mother's arms from the rage of a weak man ! thee, who art the God of Israel, driven to be nursed out of the bosom of thy church ! thee, who madest the heaven of heavens, busily working in the homely trade of a foster- father ! thee, who commandest the devils to their chains, transported and tempted with that foul spirit ! thee, who art God all-sufficient, exposed to hunger, thirst, Weariness, danger, contempt, po verty, revilings, scourgings, persecution ! thee, who art the just Judge of all the world, accused and condemned ! thee, who art the Lord of life, dying upon the tree of shame and curse ! thee, who art the eternal Son of God, struggling with thy Father's wrath ! thee, who hast said, ' I and my Father are one,' sweating drops of blood in thine agony, and crying out on the cross, ' My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me ?' thee, who hast the keys of hell and of death, lying sealed up in another man's grave ! O Saviour, whither hath thy love to mankind carried thee ? What sighs, and groans, and tears, and blood hast thou spent upon us wretched men ! How dear a price hast thou paid for our ransom ! What raptures of spirit can be sufficient for the admiration of thy so infinite mercy ? Be thou 294 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. swallowed up, O my soul, in this depth of divine love; and hate to spend thy thoughts any more upon the base objects of this wretched world, when thou hast such a Saviour to take them up. SECTION VI. His Love, in preparing Heaven for us. But, O blessed Jesu, if, from what thou hast suf fered for me, I shall cast mine eyes upon what thou hast done for my soul, how is my heart divided /betwixt the wonders of both ! and may as soon tell 'how great either of them is, as whether of them is the greatest. It is in thee that I was elected from all eternity, and ordained to a glorious inheritance before there was a world. We are wont, O God, to marvel at and bless thy provident beneficence to the first man; that before thou wouldst bring him forth into the world, thou wert pleased to furnish such a world for him, so goodly a house over his head, so plea sant a paradise under his feet, such variety of crea tures round about him for his subjection and at tendance. But how should I magnify thy mercy, who, before that man or that world had any being, has so far loved me as to pre-ordain me to a place of blessedness in that heaven which should be, and to make me a coheir with my Christ of thy glory ! And, oh, what a heaven is this that thou hast laid out for me ; how resplendent, how transcendently glorious ! Even that lower paradise, which thou MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 295 providest for the harbour of innocence and holiness, was full of admirable beauty, pleasure, magnifi cence; but if it be compared with this paradise above, which thou hast prepared for the everlasting entertainment of restored souls, how mean and beg garly it was ! O match too unequal, of the best piece of earth with the highest state of the heaven of hea vens ! In the earthly paradise I find thine angels the cherubim, but it was to keep man off from that gar den of delight, and from the tree of life in the midst of it ; but in this heavenly one I find millions of thy cherubim and seraphim rejoicing at man's bles sedness, and welcoming the glorified souls to their heaven. There I find but the shadow of that whereof the substance is here. There we were so possessed of life that yet we might forfeit it ; here is life without all possibility of death. Temptation could find access thither ; here is nothing but a free and complete fruition of blessedness. There were delights fit for earthly bodies ; here is glory more than can be enjoyed of blessed souls. That was watered with four streams, muddy and impetuous ; in this is ' the pure river of the water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and the Lamb.' ' There I find thee only walking in the cool of the day ; here, manifesting thy ma jesty continually. There I see only a most pleasant orchard,2 set with all manner of varieties of flou rishing and fruitful plants ; here I find also the city of God, infinitely rich and magnificent, the build ing of the wall of it of jasper, and the city itself pure gold, like unto clear glass, and the foundations 1 Rev. xxii. 1. — Ed. 2 Gardens were commonly so called in our author's time : they were, indeed, scarcely any thing else. — Ed. 296 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. of the wall garnished with all manner of precious stones. All that I can here attain to see is the pave ment of thy celestial habitation. And, Lord, how glorious it is ! how bespangled with the glittering stars ; for number, for magnitude equally admi rable ! What is the least of them but a world of light ? and what are all of them but a confluence of so many thousand worlds of beauty and bright ness met in one firmament ? And if this floor of thy heavenly palace be thus richly set forth, oh, how infinite glory and magnificence must there needs be within ! Thy chosen vessel, that had the privilege to be caught up thither, and to see that divine state, whether with bodily or mental eyes, can express it no otherwise than that it cannot pos sibly be expressed. No, Lord, it were not infinite if it could be uttered. Thoughts go beyond words ; yet even these come far short also. He that saw it says, ' Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.M SECTION VII. His Love, in our Redemption from death and hell. Yet is thy love, O Saviour, so much more to be magnified of me in this purchased glory, when I cast down mine eyes and look into that horrible gulf of torment and eternal death whence thou hast rescued my poor soul. Even out of the greatest ' 1 Cor. xi. 9. MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 297 contentment which this world is capable to afford unto mankind, to be preferred to the joys of hea ven is an unconceivable advantage ; but, from the depth of misery, to be raised up unto the highest pitch of felicity, adds so much more to the blessing, as the evil from which we are delivered is more in tolerable. O blessed Jesu, what a hell is this out of which thou hast freed me ! what dreadful horror is here ! what darkness ! what confusion ! what anguish of souls, that would, and cannot die ! what howling, and yelling, and shrieking, and gnashing ! what everlasting burnings ! what never-slacking tor tures ! what merciless fury of unweariable tor mentors ! what utter despair of any possibility of release ! what exquisiteness, what infiniteness of pains, that cannot, yet must be endured ! O God, if the impotent displeasure of weak men have devised so subtle engines of revenge upon their fellow-mortals for but petty offences, how can we but think thine infinite justice and wisdom must have ordained such forms and ways of punish ment for heinous sins done against thee, as may be answerable to the violation of thy divine Ma jesty ? Oh, therefore, the most fearful and de plored condition of damned spirits, never to be ended, never to be abated ! Oh, those unquench able flames ! Oh, that burning Tophet, deep and large, and those streams of brimstone wherewith it is kindled ! Oh, that worm, ever gnawing and tearing the heart, never dying, never sated ! O ever living death ; O ever renewing torments ; O never pitied, never intermitted damnation ! From hence, O Saviour, from hence it is that thou hast fetched my condemned soul. This is the 298 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. place, this is the state, out of which thou hast snatched me up into thy heaven. O love and mercy, more deep than those depths from which thou hast saved me, more high than that heaven to which thou hast advanced me ! SECTION VIII. Christ's Love, in giving us the Guard of his Angels. Now, whereas in my passage from this state of death towards the fruition of immortal glory, I am waylaid by a world of dangers, partly through my won sinful aptness to miscarriages, and partly through the assaults of my spiritual enemies ; how hath thy tender love and compassion, O blessed Jesu, undertaken to secure my soul from all these deadly perils, both without and within: without, by the guardiance of thy blessed angels ; within, by the powerful inoperation of thy good Spirit which thou has given me ! Oh, that mine eyes could be opened, with Elisha's servant, that I might see those troops of heavenly soldiers, those horses and chariots of fire, wherewith thou hast encompassed me ! every one of which is able to chase away a whole host of the powers of darkness. Who am I, Lord, who am I, that upon thy gra cious appointment these glorious spirits should still watch over me, in mine up-rising and down-lying, in my going out and coming in ; that they should bear me in their arms, that they should shield me with their protection ? Behold, such is their ma- MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 299 jesty and glory that some of thy holiest servants have hardly been restrained from worshipping them ; yet, so great is thy love to man, as that thou hast ordained them to be ' ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of sal vation.' ' Surely they are in nature far more excel lent than man, as being spiritual substances, pure intelligencers, meet to stand before the throne of thee, the King of Glory; what a mercy then is this, that thou, who wouldst humble thyself to be lower than they in the susception of our nature, art pleased to humble them in their offices to the guar dianship of man, so far as to call them the angels of thy little ones upon earth ! How hast thou blessed us, and how should we bless thee in so mighty and glorious attendants ! SECTION IX. His Love in giving us his Holy Spirit. Neither hast thou, O God, merely turned us over to the protection of those tutelary spirits ; but hast held us still in thine own hand ; having not so strongly defenced us without, as thou hast done within ; since that is wrought by thine angels, this by the Spirit. O the sovereign and powerful influences of thy Holy Ghost ; whereby we are furnished with all saving graces; strengthened against all temptations ; ¦ Heb. i. 14.— Ed. 300 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. heartened against all our doubts and fears; enabled both to resist and overcome; and, upon our victories, crowned. O divine bounty, far beyond the reach of wonder ! ' So God ' the Father ' loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have ever lasting life.'1 So God the Son loved the world of his elect, that he gave unto them the Holy Spirit of promise, whereby they are sealed unto the day of redemption ; whereby, according to the riches of his glory, they are strengthened with might in the inner man; by the virtue whereof shed abroad in their hearts, they are enabled to cry Abba, Father. O gifts, either of which are more worth than many worlds ; yet, through thy good ness, O Lord, both of them mine. How rich is my soul, through thy divine munificence, how overlaid with mercies! How safe in thine al mighty tuition ! How happy in thy blessed pos session ! Now, therefore, I dare, in the might of my God, bid defiance to all the gates of hell. Do your worst, O all ye principalities and powers, and rulers of the darkness of this world, and spiritual wicked nesses in high places, do your worst ; God is mine, and I am his: I. am above your malice, in the right of him whose I am. It is true, I am weak, but he is omnipotent ; I am sinful, but he is infinite holi ness : that power, that holiness, in his gracious application, is mine. It is my Saviour's love, that hath made this happy exchange, of his righteousness for my sin ; of his power for my infirmity. ' Who,' then, ' shall lay 1 John, iii. 1C. MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 301 any thing to the charge of God's elect ? It is God that justifieth. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword ? Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors, through him that loved us :' so as ' neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.'1 Lo, where this love is placed : were it our love of God, how easily might the power of a prevalent temptation separate us from it, or it from us ! For, alas ! what hold is to be taken of our affections ; which, like unto water, are so much more apt to freeze, because they have been heated ? but it is the love of God to us in Christ Jesus, which is ever as himself, constant and eternal. He can no more cease to love us than to be himself: he cannot but be unchangeable ; we cannot but be happy. SECTION X. Our sense and improvement of Christ's Love, in all the former particulars; and, first, in respect of the inequality of the Persons. All this, O dear Jesu, hast thou done, all this hast thou suffered, for men. And, oh, now for a heart that may be some ways answerable to thy mercies ! ' Rom. viii. 33, &c. 302 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. Surely, even good natures hate to be in debt for love, and are ready to repay favours with interest. Oh, for a soul sick of love, yea, sick unto death ! Why should I, how can I, be any otherwise, any whit less affected, O Saviour ? This only sickness is my health ; this death is my life ; and not to be thus sick, is to be dead in sins and trespasses. I am rock, and not flesh, if I be not wounded with these heavenly darts. Ardent affection is apt to attract love, even where is little or no beauty ; and excellent beauty is no less apt to inflame the heart, where there is no answer of affection ; but when these two meet together, what breast can hold against them ? and here they are both in an emi nent degree. Thou canst say even of thy poor Church, though labouring under many imperfec tions, ' Thou hast ravished my heart, my sister, my spouse ; thou hast ravished my heart, with one of thine eyes, with one chain of thy neck : how fair is thy love, my sister, my spouse !' ¦ And canst thou, O blessed Saviour, be so taken with the incurious and homely features of thy faithful ones, and shall not we much more be altogether enamoured of thine absolute and divine beauty ? of whom every believing soul can say, ' My be loved is white and ruddy ; the chiefest among ten thousand : his head is as the most fine gold : his eyes are as the eyes of doves, by the rivers of waters : his cheeks are as a bed of spices, as sweet flowers : his lips like lilies, dropping sweet-smelling myrrh, &c.'2 It hath pleased thee, O Lord, out of the sweet ravishments of thy heavenly love, to say to thy poor Church, '-Turn away thine eyes from ' Cant. iv. 9. ! lb. v. 10, &c. MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 303 me, for they have overcome me :' but, oh, let me say unto thee, " Turn thine eyes to me, that they may overcome me :" I would be thus ravished, thus overcome : I would be thus out of myself, that I might be all in thee. Thou lovedst me, before I had being: let me, now that I have a being, be wholly taken up with thy love ; let me set all my soul upon thee, that gavest me being; upon thee, who art the eternal and absolute Self-Being ; who hast said, and only couldst say, 'I am that I am.' Alas! Lord, we are nothing, but what thou wilt have us; and cease to be, when thou callest in that breath of life which thou hast lent us : thou art that incom prehensible glorious, and infinite self-existing Spi rit, from eternity, in eternity, to eternity ; in and from whom all things are. It is thy wonderful mercy, that thou wouldst condescend so low, as to vouchsafe to be loved of my wretchedness, of whom thou mightest justly require and expect nothing but terror and trembling. It is my hap piness, that I may be allowed to love a Majesty so infinitely glorious. Oh, let me not be so far want ing to my own felicity, as to less than ravished with thy love. SECTION XL A further enforcement of our Love to Christ, in re spect of our Unworthiness and his Sufferings and prepared Glory. Thou lovedst me when I was deformed, loathly, forlorn, and miserable ; shall I not now love thee 304 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. when thou hast freed me, and decked me with the ornaments of thy graces ? Lord Jesu, who should enjoy the fruit of thine own favours, but thyself? How shamefully injurious were it, that, when thou hast trimmed up my soul, it should prostitute itself to the love of the world ! Oh, take my heart to thee alone ; possess thyself of that which none can claim but thyself. Thou lovedst me when I was a professed rebel against thee ; and receivedst me, not to mercy only, but to the endearment of a subject, a servant, a son; where should I place the improvement of the thankful affections of my loyalty and duty, but upon thee ? Thou, O God, hast so loved us, that thou wouldst become the Son of man for our sakes; that we, who are the sons of men, might become the sons of God. Oh, that we could put off the man, to put on Christ ; that we could neglect and hate ourselves for thee, that hast so dearly loved us, as to lay aside thy heavenly glory for us ! How shall I be vile enough, O Saviour, for thee; who, for my sake, being the Lord of life and glory, wouldst take upon thee the shape of a servant! How should I welcome that poverty which thy choice hath sanctified ! How resolutely shall I grapple with the temptations of that enemy whom thou hast foiled for me ! How cheerfully should I pass through those miseries and that death which thou hast sweetened ! With what comfortable assurance shall I look upon the face of that merciful justice which thou hast satisfied ! But, oh, what a blessed inheritance hast thou, in thine infinite love provided for me ! ' an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled and that fadeth not MEDITATION ON THE LOVE 1>F CHRIST. 305 away, reserved in heaven for me ; so as when my earthly house of this tabernacle shall be dissolved, I have a building of God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.' ' A house ? Yea, a palace of heavenly state and magnificence. Nei ther is it less than a kingdom, that abides there for me ; a kingdom so much more above these worldly monarchies, as heaven is above this clod of earth. Now, Lord, what conceits, what affections of mind can be in the least sort answerable to so transcendent mercy ? If some friend shall have been pleased to bestow some mean legacy upon me, or shall have feoffed2 me in some few acres of his land, how deeply do I find myself obliged to the love and memory of so kind a benefactor ! O then, Lord, how can my soul be capable of those thoughts and dispositions, which may reach to the least proportion of thine infinite bounty ; who, of a poor worm on earth, hast made me an heir of the kingdom of heaven. Woe is me, how subject are these earthly prin cipalities to hazard and mutability, whether through death or insurrection! but this crown which thou hast laid up for me is immarcescible ;3 and shall sit immovably fast upon my head, not for years, nor for millions of ages, but for all eternity. Oh, let it be my heaven, here below, in the mean while, to live in a perpetual fruition of thee ; and to begin those hallelujahs to thee here, which shall be as endless as thy mercy and my blessedness. 1 1 Pet. i. 4; 2 Cor. v. 1. 2 Given in possession Ed. 3 Unfading. — Ed. 306 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. SECTION XII. The improvement of our Love to Christ for the mercy of his Deliverance, of the Tuition ] of his Angels, of the powerful working of his Good Spirit. Hadst thou been pleased to have translated me from thy former paradise, the most delightful seat of man's original integrity and happiness, to the glory of the highest heaven, the preferment had been infinitely gracious ; but to bring my soul from the nethermost hell, and to place it among the choir of angels, doubles the thank of thy mercy, and the measure of my obligation. How thankful was thy prophet2 but to an Ebedmelech, that, by a cord and rags let down into that dark dungeon, helped him out of that uncomfortable pit wherein he was lodged; yet, what was there, but a little cold, hun ger, stench, closeness, obscurity ? Lord, how should I bless thee, that hast fetched my soul from that pit of eternal horror, from that lake of fire and brim stone, from the everlasting torments of the damned, wherein I had deserved to perish for ever ? I will sing of thy power unto thee, O my strength, will I sing ; for God is my deliverer, and the God of my mercy. But, O Lord, if yet thou shouldst leave me in my own hands, where were I ? How easily should I be robbed of thee, with every temptation ? How should I be made the scorn and insultation3 of men and devils ! It is thy wonderful mercy, that thou 1 Guardianship.— Ed. 2 Jer. xxxviii. * Mockery.— Ed. MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 307 hast given thine angels charge over me. Those angels, great in power and giorious in majesty, are my sure, though invisible, guard. O blessed Jesu, what an honour, what a safety is this, that those heavenly spirits, which attend thy throne, should be my champions ! Those that ministered to thee after thy temptation, are ready to assist and relieve me in mine. They can neither neglect their charge, because they are perfectly holy, nor fail of their vic tory because they are, under thee, the most powerful. I see you, O ye blessed guardians, I see you by the eye of my faith, no less truly than the eye of my sense sees my bodily attendants ; I do truly, though spi ritually feel your presence, by your gracious opera tions in, upon, and for me ; and I do heartily bless my God and yours, for you, and for those saving offices, that through his merciful appointment, you ever do for my soul. But, as it was with thine Israelites of old, that it would not content them, that thou promisedst and wouldst send thine angel before, to bring them into the land flowing with milk and honey, unless thy presence, O Lord, should go also along with them; so is it still with me and all thine ; wert not thou with and in us, what could thine angels do for us ? In thee it is that they move and are. The same infinite Spirit which works in and by them, works also in me. From thee it is, O thou blessed and eternal Spirit, that I have any stirrings of holy mo tions and breathings of good desires, any life of grace, any will to resist, any power to overcome evil. It is thou, O God, ' that girdest me with strength unto battle ; thou hast given me the shield of thy salvation ; thy right hand hath holden me up ; thou hast also given me the necks of mine enemies.' x 2 308 MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. Glory and praise be to thee, O Lord, ' which al ways causest us to triumph in Christ; whocrownest us with loving kindness and tender mercies,' and hast not held us short of the best of thy favours. Truly, Lord, hadst thou given us but a mere being, as thou hast done to the lowest rank of thy creatures, it had been more than thou owest us, more than ever we could be able to requite to thy divine bounty ; for every being is good, and the least degree of good is far above our worthiness. But, that to our being thou hast added life, it is yet a higher measure of thy mercy ; for, certainly, of thy common favours, life is the most precious. Yet this is such a benefit as may be had and not perceived ; for even the plants of the earth live and feel it not : that to our life, therefore, thou hast made a further accession of sense, it is yet a larger improvement of thy beneficence ; for this faculty hath some power to manage life, and makes it capable to affect those means which may tend to the preservation of it, and to decline the contrary. But this is no other than the brute creatures enjoy equally with us, and some of them beyond us : that, therefore, to our sense thou hast blessed us with a further addition of reason, it is yet a higher pitch of munificence ; for hereby we are men, and as such, are able to attain some know ledge of thee, our Creator, to observe the motions of the heavens, to search into the natures of our fel low-creatures, to pass judgment upon actions and events, and to transact these earthly affairs to our own best advantage. But, when all this is done, woe were to us, if we were but men ! for our corrupted reason renders us, of all creatures, the most miserable : that, there- MEDITATION ON THE LOVE OF CHRIST. 309 fore, to our reason thou hast superadded faith, to our nature grace, and of men hast made us Christians, and to us, as such, hast given thy Christ, thy Spirit; and thereby made us, of enemies, sons and heirs, coheirs with Christ of thine eternal and most glorious kingdom of heaven ; yea, hast incor porated us into thyself, and made us one spirit with thee our God ; — Lord, what room can there be pos sibly, in these strait and narrow hearts of ours, for a due admiration of thy transcendent love and mercy ? I am swallowed up, O God, I am willingly swal lowed up, in this bottomless abyss of thine infinite love ; and there let me dwell, in a perpetual ravish ment of spirit, till, being freed from this clog of earth, and filled with the fulness of Christ, I shall be admitted to enjoy that which I cannot now reach to wonder at, thine incomprehensible bliss and glory which thou hast laid up in the highest hea vens for them that love thee, in the blessed com munion of all thy saints and angels, thy cherubim and seraphim, thrones, dominions, and principali ties, and powers ; in the beatifical presence of thee, the ever-living God, the eternal Father of spirits, Father, Son, Holy Ghost, One infinite Deity in Three, co-essentially, co-eternally, co-equally, glo rious persons : to whom be blessing, honour, glory, and power, for ever and ever. Amen. Hallelujah. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH, APPROACHES TO HEAVEN. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH, AND APPROACHES TO HEAVEN. SECTION I. Be thou ever, O my soul, holily ambitious, always aspiring towards thy heaven, not entertaining any thought that makes not towards blessedness. For this cause, therefore, put thyself upon thy wings, and leave the earth below thee ; and, when thou art advanced above this inferior world, look down upon this globe of wretched mortality, and despise what thou wast and hadst ; and think with thyself : " There was I, not a sojourner so much as prisoner for some tedious years; there have I been thus long tugging with my miseries, with my sins ; there have my treacherous senses betrayed me to infi nite evils, both done and suffered. How have I been there tormented with the sense of others' wickedness, but more of my own ! what insolence did I see in men of power ! what rage in men of blood! what gross superstition in the ignorant! what abominable sacrilege in those that would be zealous ! what drunken revellings, what sodomitical filthiness, what hellish profanations in atheous ruf- 314 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. fians ! what perfidiousness in friendship, what co zenage in contracts, what cruelty in revenges, shortly, what a hell upon earth ! Farewell, then, sinful world, whose favours have been no other than snares, and whose frowns no less than tor ments ; farewell for ever : for, if my flesh cannot yet clear itself of thee, yet my spirit shall ever know thee at a distance, and behold thee no other wise than the escaped mariner looks back upon the rock whereon he was lately splitted. Let thy be witched clients adore thee for a deity : all the homage thou shalt receive from me shall be no other than defiance; and, if thy glorious shows have deluded the eyes of credulous spectators, I know thee for an impostor. Deceive, henceforth, those that trust thee ; for me, I am out of the reach of thy fraud, out of the power of thy malice." Thus do thou, O my soul, when thou art raised up to this height of thy fixed contemplation, cast down thine eyes contemptuously upon the region of thy former miseries, and be sure ever to keep up in a constant ascent towards blessedness ; not suf fering thyself to stoop any more upon these earthly vanities. For, tell me seriously, when the world was disposed to court thee most of all, what did it yield thee but unsound joys, sauced with a deep anguish of spirit ; false hopes, shutting up in a heart-break ing disappointment; windy proffers, mocking thee with sudden retractions ; bitter pills in sugar ; poison in a golden cup ? It showed thee, perhaps, stately palaces, but stuffed with cares ; fair and populous cities, but full of toil and tumult ; flourish ing churches, but annoyed with schism and sacri lege ; rich treasures, but kept by ill spirits ; pleas ing beauties, but baited with temptation ; glorious THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 315 titles, but surcharged with pride; goodly sem blances, with rotten insides; in short, death dis guised with pleasures and profits. If, therefore, heretofore, thy unexperience have suffered thy feathers to be belimed with these earthly entanglements ; yet, now that thou hast happily cast those plumes and quit thyself of these miser able incumbrances, thou mayest soar aloft above the sphere of mortality, and be still towering up towards thy heaven; and, as those that have as cended to the top of some Athos or Teneriff, see all things below them in the valleys small, and scarce in their diminution discernible ; so shall all earthly objects, in thy spiritual exaltation, seem unto thee : either thou shalt not see them at all, or at least so lessened, as that they have to thee quite lost all the proportion of their former dimensions. SECTION II. It will not be long, O my soul, ere thou shalt ab solutely leave the world in the place of thy habita tion ; being carried up by the blessed angels to thy rest and glory ; but, in the mean time, thou must resolve to leave it in thy thoughts and affections. Thou mayest have power over these even before the nour of thy separation ; and these, rightly disposed, have power to exempt thee beforehand from the interest of this inferior world, and to advance thine approaches to that world of the blessed. While thou art confined to this clay, there is naturally a luggage of carnality that hangs heavy upon thee, 316 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. and sways thee down to the earth ; not suffering thee to mount upward to that bliss whereunto thou aspirest: this must be shaken off if thou wouldst attain to any capacity of happiness; even in this sense, ' flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God.' It behoves thee to be, so far as this composition will admit, spiritualized, ere thou canst hope to attain to any degree of blessedness. Thy conjunction with the body doth necessarily clog thee with an irrational part, which will una voidably force upon thee some operations of its own ; and thy senses will be interposing themselves in all thy intellectual employments, proffering thee the service of their guidance in all thy proceedings ; but, if thou lovest eternity of blessedness, shake them off as importunate suitors ; gather up thyself into thy own regenerated powers, and do thy work without and above them. It is enough, that thou hast, at first, taken some hint from them, of what concerns thee ; as for the rest, cast them off as un necessary and impertinent, the prosecution whereof is too high and too internal for them to intermed dle with. Thou hast now divine and heavenly things in chase, whereof there, cannot be the least scent in any of these earthly faculties. Divest thy self, therefore, what thou possibly mayest, of all materiality, both of objects and apprehensions ; and let thy pure, renewed, and illuminated intellect work only upon matter spiritual and celestial. And, above all, propose unto thyself and dwell upon that purest, perfectest, simplest, blessedest ob ject, the glorious and incomprehensible Deity ; there thou shalt find more than enough to take up thy thoughts to all eternity. Be thou, O my soul, ever swallowed up in the consideration of that in- THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. 317 finite self-being Essence, whom all created spirits are not capable sufficiently to admire. Behold, and never cease wondering at the majesty of his glory. The bodily eyes dazzle at the sight of the sun ; but, if there were as many suns as there are stars in the firmament of heaven, their united splendour were but darkness to their all-glorious Creator. Thou canst not yet hope to see him as he is ; but, lo, thou beholdest where he dwells, in light inaccessible, the sight of whose very outward verge is enough to put thee into a perpetual ecstasy. It is not for thee, as yet, to strive to enter within the vail ; thine eyes may not be free where the angels hide their faces. What thou wantest in sight, 0 my soul, supply in wonder. Never any mortal man, O God, durst sue to see thy face, save that one entire servant of thine, whose face thy confer ence had made shining and radiant ; but even he, though inured to thy presence, was not capable to behold such glory and live. Far be it from me, O Lord, to presume so high. Only let me see thee as thou hast bidden me ; and but so, as not to behold thee after thy gracious revelation, were my sin. Let me see, even in this distance, some glimmering of thy divine power, wisdom, justice, mercy, truth, providence; and let me bless and adore thee in what I see. SECTION III. Oh, the infiniteness of thine Almighty power, which thou not hast, but art, beyond the possi bility of all limitations of objects or thoughts. In 318 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. us, poor finite creatures, our power comes short of our will : many things we fain would do, but can not; and great pity it were, that there should not be such a restraint upon our unruly appetites, which would otherwise work out the destruction both of others and ourselves. But, O God, thy power is beyond thy will ; thou canst do more than thou wilt ; thou couldst have made more worlds, when thou madest this one; and even this one, which thou hast made, Lord, how glorious a one it is ! Lo, there needs no other demonstration of thine omnipotence. Oh, what a heaven is this, which thou hast canopied over our heads ! how immensely capa cious ! how admirably beautiful ! how bestudded with goodly globes of light ! some one whereof hath in it such unspeakable glory, as that there have not wanted nations, and those not of the savagest, which have mis-worshipped it for their God ; and, if thou hadst made but one of these in thy firma ment, thy workmanship had been above our wonder; for even this had surpassed the whole frame of this lower world. But now, as their quality strives with their greatness, so their magnitude strives with their number, which of them shall more mag nify the praise of their almighty Creator ; and these three are no less than matched, by the constant regularity of the perpetual motion of those mighty bodies, which having walked their daily rounds about the world above this five thousand six hun dred and sixty years, yet are so ordered by thy in violable decree, that they have not varied one inch from their appointed line, but keep their due course and just distance each from other; although not fixed in any solid orb, but moving singly in a thin THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 319 and yielding sky, to the very same point whence they set forth. And, if the bodily and visible part of thy hea venly host, O God, be thus unconceivably glorious, where shall we find room to wonder at those spi ritual and living powers, which inhabit those celes tial mansions, and attend upon the throne of thy Majesty; the thousand thousands of thy blessed angels, archangels, cherubim, seraphim, thrones, principalities, dominions, which in thy presence enjoy a bliss next to infinite ; any one of which, if we could see him, were enough to kill us with his glory ? Not one of those millions of mighty spi rits, but were able to destroy a world. Oh, then, how infinitely transcendent is that power of thine, which hast both created all this heavenly hierarchy, and so movest in them, that only in and by thee they are thus potent ! Yea, Lord, let me but cast mine eyes down to this earth I tread upon, and view thy wonders in the deep, how manifestly do these proclaim thy divine omnipotence ! When I see this vast globe of earth and waters, dreadfully hanging in the midst of a liquid air, upheld by nothing but by thy powerful word ; when I see the rage of the swelling waves, naturally higher than the shores they beat upon, restrained to their bounds by thine overruling command ; when I see the earth beau tifully garnished with marvellous variety of trees, herbs, flowers, richly stuffed with precious metals, stones, minerals ; when I see, besides a world of men, the numberless choice and differences of the substance, forms, colours, dispositions, of beasts, fowls, fishes, wherewith these lower elements are 320 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. peopled ; how can I be but dissolved into wonder 6f thine almighty power ? SECTION IV. Neither is thy power, O God, either more, . or more thyself, than thy wisdom ; which is no less essential to thee than infinite. What have we to do, silly and shallow wretches, with that incom prehensible wisdom, which is intrinsical to thy Di vine nature ? The body of that sun is not for our weak eyes to behold ; it is enough for me if I can but see some rays of that heavenly light, which shines forth so gloriously upon thy creature; in the framing and governing whereof, whether thy power or wisdom did and do more exhibit itself, thou only canst judge. Oh, the divine architecture of this goodly fabric of heaven and earth, raised out of nothing to this admirable perfection ! What stupendous artifice of composition is here ! what exquisite symmetry of parts ! what exact order of degrees ! what marvellous analogy betwixt beasts, fishes, plants, the natives of both elements ! Oh, what a comprehensive reach is this of thine omnis cience, which, at once, in one act, beholdest all the actions and events of all the creatures, that were, are, or shall be in this large universe ! What a contrivance of thine eternal counsel, which has most wisely and holily ordered how to dispose of every creature thou hast made, according to the pleasure of thy most just will! What a sway of Providence is this, that governs the world, over- THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. 321 ruling the highest, and stooping to the meanest piece of thy creation ; concurring with and ac tuating the motions and operations of all second causes of whatsoever is done in heaven or in earth ! Yea, Lord, how wonderful are those irradiations of knowledge and wisdom, which thou hast beamed forth upon thine intelligent creatures, both angels and men ! As for those celestial spirits, which see thy face continually, it is no marvel if they be illu minated in a degree far above human apprehen sion ; but, that the rational soul of man, even in this woeful pilgrimage below, notwithstanding the ppacity of that earth wherewith it is encompassed, should be so far enlightened, as that it is able to know all the motions of the heavens, the magni tudes and distances of stars, the natures, proper ties, influences of the planets, the instant of the eclipses, conjunctions, and several aspects of those celestial bodies ; that it can discover the secret trea-> sures of earth and sea ; and knows how to unlock all the close cabinets both of art and nature : O God, what is this, but some little gleam of that pure and glorious light, which breaks forth from thine infiniteness upon thy creature? Yet, were the knowledge of all men on earth, and all the angels in heaven, multiplied a thousand fold, how unable were it, being united together, to reach unto the height of thy divine counsels ; to fathom the bottom of thy most wise and holy decrees ! so as they must be forced to cry out, with that saint of thine, who was rapt into the third heaven, ' Oh, the depth of the riches, both of the wisdom and knowledge of God ! How unsearch- 322 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. able are his judgments, and his ways past finding out!'1 SECTION V. But with what a trembling adoration, O my soul, must thou needs look upon the infinite justice of thy God ; whose inviolable rule is to render to every man according to his works : Alas ! the little good thou wert able to do hath been alloyed with so many and great imperfections, that it can expect no retribution but displeasure; and, for the many evils whereof thou art guilty, what canst thou look for but the wages of sin, death ? not temporary and natural only, which is but a separation of thee awhile from thy load of earth; but the spiritual and eternal separation from the presence of thy God, whose very want is the height of torments. Lo, whatever become of thee, God must be himself. In vain shouldst thou hope, that for thyself he will abate aught of his blessed essence, of the sacred attributes : that righteous doom must stand, ' The soul that sins shall die.' Hell claims his due; justice must be satisfied : where art thou now, O my soul ? what canst thou now make account of, but to despair and die ? surely, in thyself, thou art lost ; there is no way with thee but utter per dition. But look up, O my soul, look up ' above the hills, whence cometh thy salvation :' see the heavens opening upon thee : see what reviving and com fortable rays of grace and mercy shine forth unto 1 Rom. xi. 33. the soul's farewell to earth. 323 thee, from that excellent glory; and out of that heavenly light, hear the voice of thy blessed Sa viour, saying to thee, ' O Israel, thou hast destroyed thyself, but in me is thy help.' l Even so, O J esu, in thee, only in thee, is my help. Wretched man that I am, in myself I stand utterly forfeited to death and hell ; it is thou that hast redeemed me, with no less ransom than thy precious blood. Death was owing by me ; by thee it was paid for me, so as now my debt is fully discharged, and my soul clearly acquitted. ' Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect ? It is God that justi- fieth : who is he that condemneth ? It is Christ that died; yea, rather that is risen again.'2 Lo, now, the rigour of thine inviolable justice is taken off by thine infinite mercy ; the sum that I could never pay, is, by the power of that faith which thou hast wrought in me, set off to my all-suffi-, cient surety, and, by thy divine goodness, graci ously accepted as mine : I have paid it in him ; he hath paid it for me. Thy justice is satisfied ; thy debtor freed ; and thy mercy magnified. SECTION VI. There are no bounds to be set unto thy thoughts, O my soul ; since whatsoever thy God either is or hath done, comes within thy prospect. There, besides the great work of his creation, thou mayest dwell upon the no less almighty work of his admi nistration of this universal world; whereof the preservation and government is no less wonderful 1 Hos. xiii. 9. * Rom. viii. 33, 34. Y2 324 the soul's farewell to earth. than the frame; there thou shalt see the marvellous subordination of creatures, some made to rule, others to obey ; the powerful influence of the celes tial bodies upon the inferior ; the continual trans mutation of elements, forsaking their own places and natures to serve the whole ; forms dying, mat ter perpetual ; all things maintained by a friendly discord of humours, out of which they are raised ; the circular revolution of fashions, occurrents, events; the different and opposite dispositions of men, overruled to such a temper, that yet government is continued in the hands of few, society and commerce with all ; shortly, all crea tures, while they do either naturally or voluntarily act their own part, doing unawares the will of their Creator. But that which may justly challenge thy longer stay and greater wonder, is the more than tran scendent work of man's redemption ; ' the mysteries whereof the holy angels have desired to look into ;'J but could never yet sufficiently conceive or admire. That the Son of God, the Lord of glory, co-eternal, co-equal to his Father, God blessed for ever, should take upon him an estate lower than their own; should clothe his Deity with the rags of our flesh ; should stoop to weak and miserable manhood ; and, in that low and despicable condition, should sub mit himself to hunger, thirst, weariness, temptation of devils, despite of men ; to the cruelty of tormen tors, to agonies of soul, to the pangs of a bitter, ignominious, cursed death ; to the sense of his Fa ther's wrath for us wretched sinners, that had made ourselves the worst of creatures, enemies to God, 1 1 Peter, i. 12. THE SOUL S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 325 slaves to Satan ; is above the reach of all finite apprehension. O never-to-be-enough magnified mercy ! ' Thou didst not, O Saviour, when thou sawest mankind utterly lost and forlorn, content thyself to send down one of thy cherubim or sera phim, or some other of thy heavenly angels, to un dertake the great work of our deliverance, as well knowing that task too high for any created power ; but wouldst, out of thine infinite love and compas sion, vouchsafe so to abase thy blessed self, as to descend from the throne of thy celestial glory to this dungeon of earth ; and, not leaving what thou hadst and what thou wast, to assume what thou hadst not — man; and to disparage thyself by being one of us, that we might become like unto thee, co heirs of thy glory and blessedness. Thou that art the eternal Son of God, wouldst condescend so low as to be man, that we, who are worms and no men, might be advanced to be the sons of God ; thou wouldst be a servant, that we might reign; thou wouldst expose thyself to the shame and disgrace of thy vile creatures here, that thou mightest raise us up to the height of heavenly honour, with thee Our God and thy holy angels ; thou wouldst die for a while, that we might live eternally. Pause here awhile, O my soul, and do not wish to change thy thoughts ; neither earth nor heaven can yield thee any of higher concernment, of greater comfort; only, withal, behold the glorious person of that thy blessed Mediator, after his victo ries over death and hell, sitting triumphant in all the majesty of heaven, adored by all those millions of celestial spirits, in his glorified humanity ; and, 1 Bernard. Serm. de Passione Domini. 326 the soul's farewell to earth. what thou mayest, enjoy the vision of him by faith, till thou shalt be everlastingly blessed with a clear and present intuition. Long after that day ; and be ever careful, in the mean time, to make thyself ready for so infinite a happiness. SECTION VII. And now, O my soul, having left below thee all the trivial vanities of earth, and fixed thyself (so far as thy weak eyes will allow thee) upon thy God and Saviour, in his almighty works and most glorious attributes ; it will be time for thee, and will not a little conduce to thy further address towards blessedness, to fasten thyself upon the sight of the happy estate of the saints above, who are gone be fore thee to their bliss ; " and have, through God's mercy, comfortably obtained that which thou aspirest unto. Thou that wert guided by their example, be likewise heartened by their success : thou art yet a traveller; they, comprehensors ; • thou art panting towards that rest which they most happily enjoy ; thou art sweating under the cross, while they sit crowned in a heavenly magni ficence. See the place wherein they are, the heaven of heavens, the paradise of God ; infinitely resplen dent, infinitely delectable ; such as no eye can be hold and not be blessed. Shouldst thou set thy tabernacle in the midst of the sun, thou couldst not 1 Who have already obtained. — Ed. the soul's farewell to earth. 327 but be encompassed with marvellous light; yet, even there, it would be but as midnight with thee, in comparison of those irradiations of glory, which shine forth above in that imperial region ; for thy God is the sun there ; ' by how much, therefore, those divine rays of his exceed the brightest beams of his creature, so much doth the beauty of that heaven of the blessed, surpass the created light of this inferior and starry firmament. Even the very place contributes not a little to our joy or misery. It is hard to be merry in a gaol ; and the great Per sian monarch thought it very improper for a cour tier to be of a sad countenance within the verge of so great a royalty.'2 The very devils conceive horror at the apprehension of the place of their torment ; and can beseech the over-ruling power of thy Saviour, * not to command them to go out into the deep.' 3 No man can be so insensate, to think there can be more dreadfulness in the place of those infernal tortures, than there is pleasure and joy in the height of that sphere of blessedness ; since we know we have to do with a God that delights more in the prosperity of his saints than in the cruciation and howling of his enemies. How canst thou then, O my soul, be but wholly taken up with the sight of that celestial Jerusalem, the beauteous city of thy God, the blessed mansions of glorified spirits ! Surely, if earth could have yielded any thing more fair and estimable than gold, pearls, precious stones, it should have been borrowed to resemble these supernal habitations ; but, alas, the lustre of these base materials doth but darken the 1 Rev. xxi. 23. 2 Neh. ii. 2. 3 Luke viii. 31 328 the soul's farewell to earth. resplendence of those divine excellencies. With what contempt, now, dost thou look down upon those muddy foundations of earth, which the low spirits of worldlings are wont to admire ! and how feelingly dost thou bless and emulate the spirits>of just men made perfect, who are honoured with so blissful a habitation ! ' But what were the place, O my soul, how goodly and glorious soever in itself, if it were not for the presence of him whose being there makes it hea ven ? Lo there the throne of that heavenly Ma jesty, which, filling and comprehending the large circumference of this whole, both lower and supe rior world, yet there keeps and manifests his state, with the infinite magnificence of the King of Eternal Glory. There he, in an ineffectible2 manner, com municates himself to blessed spirits, both angels and men ; and that very vision is no less to them than beatifical. Surely, were the place a thousand degrees lowei in beauty and perfection than it is, yet that presence would render it celestial : the re sidence of the king was wont to turn the meanest village or castle into a court. The sweet singer of Israel saw this of old, and could say, ' In thy pre sence is the fulness of joy; and at thy right hand are pleasures for evermore.' It is not so, in these earthly and finite excellencies. A man may see mountains of treasure and be never a whit the richer ; and may be the witness and agent too in another's honour, as Haman was of Mordecai's, and be so much more miserable ; or may view the pomp and splendour of mighty princes, and be yet still a beggar; but the infinite graces of that heavenly 1 Heb. xii. 23. 2 Inconceivable, incomprehensible. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 329 King are so communicative, that no man can see him, but must be transformed into the likeness of his glory. SECTION VIII. Even thy weak and imperfect vision of such hea venly objects, O my soul, is enough to lay a foun dation of thy blessedness ; and how can there choose but be raised thence, as a further degree to wards it, a sweet complacency of heart, in an appro priation of what thou seest ; without which nothing can make thee happy ? Let the sun shine never so bright, what is this to thee, if thou be blind ? Be the God of heaven never so glorious, yet if he be not thy God — be the Saviour of the world never so merciful, yet if he be not merciful to thee — be the heaven never so full of beauty and majesty, yet if thou have not thy portion in that inheritance of the saints in light — so far will it be from yielding thee comfort, that it will make a further addition to thy torment. What an aggravation of misery shall it be to those that were children of the kingdom, that from that utter darkness whereinto they are cast, they shall see aliens ' come from the east and west, and sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven ! ¦ Cease not then, O my soul, till, by a sure and undefeasible application, thou hast brought all these home to thyself; and canst look upon the great God of heaven, the graci ous Redeemer of the world, the glory of that celestial ' Matt. viii. 11. 330 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. paradise, as thine own. Let it be thy bold ambi tion and holy -curiosity to find thy name enrolled in that eternal register of heaven ; and, if there be any one room in the many mansions of that celes tial Jerusalem lower and less resplendent than other, thither do thou find thyself, through the great mercy of thy God, happily designed. It must be the work of thy faith that must do it; that divine grace it is, the power whereof can either fetch down heaven to thee, or carry thee beforehand up to thy heaven ; and not affix thee only to thy God and Saviour, but unite thee to him, and (which is yet more) ascertain thee of so blessed an union. Neither can it be but that from this sense of ap propriation, there must necessarily follow a marvel lous contentment and complacency, in the assur ance of so happy an interest. Lord, how do I see poor worldlings please themselves in the conceit of their miserable proprieties ! One thinks, ' Is not this my great Babylon, which I have built ?' ' An other, " Are not these my rich mines ?"> Another, " Is not this my royal and adored magnificence ?" And how are those unstable minds transported with the opinion of these great, but indeed worthless peculiarities, which, after some little time, moulder with them into dust ! How canst thou then be but pleasingly affected, O my soul, with the comfortable sense of having a God, a Saviour, and heaven of thine own ! For in these spiritual and heavenly feli cities, our right is not partial and divided, as it useth to be in secular inheritances ; so as that every one hath his share distinguished from the rest, and parcelled out of the whole ; but here, each one hath 1 Dan. iv. 30. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 331 all ; and this blessed patrimony is communicated to all saints, as that the whole is the propriety of every one. Upon the assurance, therefore, of thy God's gra cious promises made to every true believer, find thou thyself happily seized of both the King and kingdom of heaven, so far as thy faith can as yet feoff • thee in both ; and delight thyself, above all things, in these unfailing pledges of thine instant blessedness ; and say, with the holy mother of thy Redeemer, ' My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoiceth in God my Saviour.' 2 SECTION IX. From this feeling complacency, in the owning of thy right to glory and happiness, there cannot but arise a longing desire of the full possession thereof; for thou canst not so little love thyself, as what thou knowest thou hast a just title unto, and withal appre- hendest to be infinitely pleasing and beneficial, not to wish that thou mayest freely enjoy it. If thou have tasted how sweet the Lord is, thou canst not but long for more of him ; yea, for all. It is no otherwise even in carnal delights; the degustation whereof is wont to draw on the heart to a more eager appetition : much more in spiri tual ; the pleasures whereof, as they are more pure, so they are of the heavenly-minded with far greater ardency of spirit affected. The covetous man's heart is in his bags ; what he hath doth but aug- 1 Invest with possession or right. — Ed. 2 Luke i. 46, 47. 332 THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. ment his lust of more ; and the having of more doth not satiate, but enlarge his desires. ' He that loveth silver 'shall not be satisfied with silver ; nor he that loveth abundance, with increase ; ' ¦ but these celestial riches are so much more allective2 as they are more excellent than those which are delved out of the bowels of the earth. O my soul, thou hast, through the favour of thy God, sipped some little of the cup of immortality ; and tasted of that heavenly manna, the food of an gels; and canst thou take up with these slight touches of blessedness ? Thou hast, though most unworthy, the honour to be contracted to thy Sa viour here below ; thou knowest the voice of his spouse, 'Draw me, and we shall run after thee. Stay me with flagons ; comfort me with apples ; for I am sick of love. Make haste, my beloved, and be thou like to a roe, or to a young hart upon the mountains of spices.'3 Where is thy love, if thou have not fervent desires of a perpetual enjoy ment ? if thou do not earnestly wish for a full con summation of that heavenly match ? O my Lord and Saviour, as I am not worthy to love thee, so I were not able to love thee, how ami able soever, but by thee.- O thou that hast begun to kindle this fire of heavenly love in me, raise thou it up to a perfect flame ; make me not only sick of thy love, but ready and desirous to die for thee, that I may enjoy thee. Oh, let me not endure, that any worldly heart should be more enamoured of these earthly beauties, which are but varnished rottenness, than I am of thee, who art of absolute 1 Eccl. v. 10. 2 Attractive Ed. 3 Cant. i. 4; ii. 5; viii. 14. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 333 and infinite perfections, and bestowest them in being loved. Oh, when shall the day be, wherein thou wilt make up these blessed nuptials, and en dow me with a full participation of that glory, wherewith thou art invested, from and to all eter nity ? Whereto have all thy sweet favours and gra cious love-tokens tended, but to this issue of bless edness ? Oh, do thou crown all thy mercies in me, and me with immortality ! SECTION X. Upon this desire of fruition, if thou wouldst be truly happy, there must follow a constant prosecu tion of that desire ; for if thy wishes be never so fervent, yet if they be only volatile and transient, they shall be able to avail thee little : slight and flickering motions of good, if they be not followed with due endeavours, sort to no effect. Content not thyself, therefore, O my soul, that thou hast entertained into thyself some affective ' thoughts of thy beatitude, but settle thyself in firm resolutions to pursue and perpetuate them ; let them not call in as strangers, but dwell in thee as inmates, never to be by any secular occasions dislodged. These morning dews of holy disposi tions, which are ready to be exhaled with every gleam of worldly prosperity, as they find little acceptance from God, so they are able to afford small comfort to thee ; as whose condition is such, that they leave thee more disconsolate in their 1 Desiring, — Ed. 334 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. vanishing than they yielded thee pleasure in their momentary continuance. Be thou able to say with holy David, ' My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed";' and then thou mayest well add, 'I will sing and give praise;'1 otherwise, thy distracted thoughts will admit no cause of sound joy. In this case it falls out with thee, O my soul, as with some fond child, who, eagerly following a bee in hope of her bag, sees a gay butterfly cross his way, and thereupon leaves his first chase and runs after those painted wings; but, in that pursuit, seeing a bird fly close by him, he leaves the fly in hope of a better purchase ; but, in the mean time, is disappointed of all, and catcheth nothing. It mainly behoves thee, therefore, to keep up thy cogi tations and affections close to these heavenly ob jects, and to check them whensoever thou perceiv- est an inclination to their wandering; like as the careful huntsman, when he finds his hound offering to follow after a new game, rates him off, and holds him to his first scent. Whither are ye straying, O my thoughts ? What means this sinful and lossful inconstancy ? Can ye be happier in a change ? Is there any thing in this miserable world that can be worthy to carry you away from the hopes and affectations 2 of bless edness ? Have ye not full often complained of the worthlessness and satiety of these poor vanities here below ? Have ye not found their promises false, their performances unsatisfactory, their dis appointment irksome ? Away then, ye frivolous temptations, and solicit those minds that are low and empty like yourselves ; for me, I disdain your 1 Psalm, Ivii. 7. 2 Desires. — Ed. THE SOUL S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 335 motions, and being taken up with higher employ ments, scorn to descend to your base suggestions, which tend to nothing but mere earthliness. But as there is no fire which will not go out if it be not fed, it cannot be enough that thou hast en tertained these gracious resolutions, unless thou do also supply and nourish them with holy medita tions, devout prayers, continual ejaculations, and the due frequentation of all the holy ordinances of thy God ; without ^ which, if they .shall languish through thy neglect, thou shalt find double more work and difficulty in reviving them, than there could have been in maintaining and upholding them in their former vigour. Be not, therefore, wanting to thyself in the perpetual exercise and improvement of all those holy means that may further and perfect these heavenly longings after salvation ; thy God shall not be wanting to thee in blessing thee with an answerable success. SECTION XL It is the just praise of the marvellous bounty of thy God, O my soul, that ' he will fulfil the desires of them that fear him.'1 If, therefore, thou canst hunger and thirst after righteousness, if thy heart can yearn after heaven, he shall be sure to satisfy thee with goodness ; and not only shall bring thee home at the last to that land of promised blessed- 1 Psalm, cxlv. 19. 336 THE soil's farewell to earth.* ness, but, in the mean time, also put thee into an incohate fruition of happiness, which is the next degree of thine ascent toTieaven. That which is. complete may be the surest rule of knowing and judging of that which is imperfect. Wherein doth the perfection of heavenly bliss con sist, but in a perpetual enjoying the presence of God, in a clear vision of the Divine Essence, in a perfect union with God, and an eternal participa tion of his life and glory ? Now, as grace is glory begun, and glory is grace consummate, so dost thou, O my soul, being wrought to it by the power of the Spirit of thy God, even in this life, how weakly soever, enter upon all these acts and privi leges of beatitude : even here below thou art never out of the presence of thy God, and that presence can never be other than glorious ; and that it is not beatifical here, is not out of any deficiency in it, but in thine own miserable incapacity, who, while thou abidest in this vale of tears, and art clogged with this flesh, art no fit subject of so happy a con dition. Yea, that blessed presence is ever comfortably acknowledged by thee, and enjoyed with such con tentment and pleasure that thou wouldst not part with it for a world, and that thou justly account- est all earthly delights but mere vexations to that alone : ' Whom have I in heaven but thee ? and what do I desire on earth in comparison of thee ?'• Balaam could say, how truly soever, 'I shall see him, but not now : I shall behold him, but not nigh ;' 2 but, Lord, I see thee even now ; I behold thee so nigh me that I live in thee, and would rather die than live without thee. I see thee, though 1 Psalm, lxxiii. 25. 2 Num. xxiv. 17, THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 337 weakly and dimly, yet truly and really ; I see thee as my God all-sufficient, as my powerful Creator, my merciful Redeemer, my gracious Comforter; I see thee, the living God, the Father of lights, the God of spirits, dwelling in light inaccessible, ani mating, filling, comprehending this glorious world ; and do awfully adore thine infiniteness. Neither do I look at thee with a trembling asto nishment, as some dreadful stranger or terrible avenger ; but I behold thy majesty so graciously complying with my wretchedness that thou admit- test me to a blessed union with thee. I take thee at thy word, O dear Saviour, even that sweet word of impetration,1 which thou wert pleased to utter to thy co-eternal Father, immediately before thy meritorious passion : ' I pray not for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word ; that they all may be one, as thou, Far ther, art in me, and I in thee, that they may be one in us. - And the glory which, fhou gavest me I have given them, that they may be one even as we are one ; I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one ; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them as thou hast loved me.'2 I know thou couldst not but be heard in all that thou prayest, and there fore I take what thou suedst for as done. Lord, I do believe in thee ; unite thou me to thee ; make me one spirit with thee.3 It is no presumption to sue and hope for what thou hast prayed for and promised to perform. O, make me, according to the capability of my weak humanity, paitaker of Prayer obtained. — Ed. 2 John, xvii. 20 — 23. 3 1 Cor. vi. 17. 338 THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. thy divine nature.1 Vouchsafe to allow me, even me, poor wretched soul, to say of thee, ' I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine.'2 And, by virtue of this indissoluble union, why shouldst thou not, O my soul, find thyself endowed with a blessed participation of that heavenly life and glory which is in and with him ? In that thou art united to thy body, thou impartest to it vegetation, sense, motion, and givest it a share in the exercise of all thy noble faculties ; how much more entire and beneficial is the spiritual union of thy God and thee! Alas, that bond of natural conjunction is easily dissolved by ten thousand ways of death ; this heavenly knot is so fast tied that all the powers of hell cannot unloose it. And the blessings communicated to thee by this divine match are so much more excellent as the infinite giver of them is above thy meanness. Lo, now thou art actually interested in all that thy God is or hath ; his kingdom is thine, his glory is thine to all eternity. SECTION XII. And what now can follow, O my soul, upon the apprehension of thus enjoying the presence of thy God, and the vision of so blessed an object, and thine union with him and participation of him, but a sensible ravishment of spirit, with a joy un speakable and full of glory ? Heretofore, if some 1 2 Peter, i. 4. ¦ Cant. vi. 3, THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. 339 great friend should have brought me to the court, and, having showed me the splendour and magni ficence of that seat of majesty, should have brought me into the sight of the king's royal person ; and should have procured me, not only a familiar con ference with him, but the entire affection of a favourite ; and from thence there should have been heaped upon me titles of honour and large reve nues, and yet higher, a consociation of princely dignity ; how should I have been transported with the sense of so eminent an advancement ! how great and happy should I have seemed, not more in others' eyes than in my own ! what big thoughts had here upon swollen up my heart in the days of my vanity ! But, alas, what poor things are these, in compa rison of those heavenly promotions ! I might have been brought into the stateliest court of this world, and have been honoured, not only with the pre sence, but the highest favours of the best and greatest of kings, and yet have been most miser able. Yea, which of those monarchs that have the command and dispensation of all greatness, can se cure himself from the saddest infelicities ? But these spiritual prerogatives are above the reach of all possible miseries, and can and do put thee in some degree into an unfailing possession, both real and personal, of eternal blessedness. I cannot wonder that Peter, when, with the other two dis ciples upon mount Tabor, he saw the glorious transfiguration of my Saviour, was out of him self for the time, and knew not what he said ; yet, as not thinking himself and his partners any other ways concerned than in the sight of so heavenly a vision, he mentions only three tabernacles for z 2 340 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. Christ, Moses, Elias, none for themselves.1 It was enough for him, if without doors, he might be still blessed with such a prospect ; but how had he been rapt from himself, if he had found himself taken into the society of this wondrous transformation, and interested in the communion of this glory ! Thy renovation and the power of thy faith, O my soul, puts thee into that happy condition : thou art spiritually transfigured into the similitude of thy blessed Saviour, shining with his righteous ness and holiness;2 so as he is glorified in thee, and thou in him;3 glorified, not in the fulness of that perfection which will be, but in the pledge and earnest of what shall and must be hereafter. Oh, then, with what unspeakable joy and jubila tion dost thou entertain thy happiness ! How canst thou contain thyself any longer within these bounds of my flesh, when thou feelest thyself thus initiated into glory ? Art thou in heaven, and knowest it not ? Knowest thou not, that he who is within the entry or behind the screen, is as truly within the house as he that walks in the hall or sits in the parlour ? And canst thou pretend to be within the verge of heaven and not rejoice ? What is it that makes heaven, but joy and felicity ? Thy very thought cannot separate these two, no more than it can sever the sun and light; for both these are equally the originals and fountains of light and joy ; from whence they both flow, and in which both are complete. There is no light which is not derived from the sun, no true joy but from heaven ; as, therefore, the nearer to the body of the sun, the more light and heat, so the nearer to 1 Mark, ix. 6 ; Luke, ix. 33. 2 Rom. xii. 2; Eph. iv. 24. 3 John, xvii. 10; 2 Thes. i. 12. THE SOULS FAREWELL TO EARTH. 341 heaven, the more excess of joy. And certainly, O my soul, there is nothing but infidelity can keep thee from an exuberance of joy and delight in the apprehension of heaven. Can the weary traveller, after he hath measured many tedious miles, and passed many dangers both by sea and land, and felt the harsh entertainments of a stranger, choose but rejoice to draw near in his return to a rich and pleasant home ? Can the ward, after a hard pupilage, choose but 'rejoice that : the day is coming wherein he shall freely enjoy all l his lordly revenues and royalties ? Can a Joseph choose but find himself inwardly joyed, when out of the dungeon ne shall be called up, not to liberty only, but to honour ; and shall be arrayed with a vesture of fine linen, and graced with Pharaoh's ring and chain, and set in his second chariot, and in the next chair to the throne of Egypt ? And canst thou apprehend thyself now approaching to the glory of the heaven of heavens, a place and state of so infinite contentment and happiness, and not to be ecstasied with joy ? There, there shalt thou, O my soul, enjoy a perfect rest from all thy toils, cares, fears ; there shalt thou find a true vital life, free from all the incumbrances of thy miserable pilgrimage; free from the dangers of either sins or temptations ; free from all anxiety and distraction ; free from all sorrow, pain, pertur bation ; free from all the possibility of change or death : a life, wherein there is nothing but pure and perfect pleasure; nothing but perpetual melody of angels and saints, singing sweet hallelujahs to their God ; a life which the most glorious Deity both gives and is ; a life wherein thou hast the full fruition of the ever-blessed Godhead, the continual 342 THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. society of the celestial spirits, the blissful presence of the glorified humanity of thy dear Saviour : a life wherein thou hast ever consort with the glorious company of the apostles, the goodly fellowship of the patriarchs and prophets, the noble army of martyrs and confessors, the celestial synod of all the holy fathers and illuminated doctors of the church; shortly, the blessed assembly of all the faithful pro fessors of the name of the Lord Jesus, that, having finished their course, sit now shining in their pro mised glory. See there that yet unapproachable light that divine magnificence of the heavenly King ; see that resplendent crown of righteousness which decks the heads of every of those saints, and is ready to be set on thine, when thou hast hap pily overcome those spiritual powers wherewith thou art still conflicting ; see the joyful triumphs of these exulting victors ; see the measures of their glory different, yet all full, and the least unmea- sureable ; lastly, see all this happiness not limited to thousands, nor yet millions of years, but corn- measured by no less than eternity. And now, my soul, if thou have received the in fallible engagement of thy God, in that, having be lieved thou art sealed with that Holy Spirit of pro mise which is the earnest of thine inheritance until the full redemption of thy purchased possession;1 if, through his infinite mercy, thou be now upon the entering into that blessed place and state of immortality; forbear, if thou canst, to be raised above thyself with the 'joy of the Holy Ghost,'2 to be enlarged towards thy God with a joy unspeak able and glorious. See, if thou canst now breathe 1 Eph. i. 13, 14. ' 1 Thes. i. 6. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 343 forth any thing but praises to thy God, and songs of rejoicing : bearing evermore a part in that hea venly ditty of the angels, ' Blessing, and glory, and wisdom, and thanksgiving, and honour, and power, and might be unto our God, for ever and ever. ' ' SECTION XIII. And now what remains, O my soul, but that thou do humbly and faithfully wait at the gate of heaven for a happy entrance, at the good pleasure of thy God, into those everlasting mansions ? I con fess, should thy merits be weighed in the ba lance of a rigorous justice, another place, which I cannot mention without horror, were more fit for thee, more due to thee ; for, alas, thou hast been above measure sinful, and thou knowest the wages of sin — death. But ' the God of my mercy hath prevented' thee with infinite compassion;2 and, in the multitude of his tender mercies, hath not only 'delivered' thee 'from the nethermost hell,'3 but hath also vouchsafed to 'translate' thee 'to the kingdom of his dear Son.'4 In him thou hast bold ness of access to the throne of grace ; thou, who in thyself art worthy to be a child of wrath, art in him adopted to be a co-heir of glory, and hast the livery and sezin4 given thee beforehand of a blessed pos session, the full estating wherein I do in all humble awfulness attend. All the few days therefore of my appointed time • Rev. vii. 12. 2 Psalm, lix. 10. 3 Psalm, lxxxvi. 13. 4 Col. i. 13. 5 Delivery and possession. — Ed. 344 THE SOUL'S farewell to earth. will I wait at the threshold of grace, until my changing come, with a trembling joy, with a long ing patience, with a comfortable hope. Only, Lord, I know there is something to he done ere I can enter : I must die ere I can be capable to enjoy that blessed life with thee; one stroke of thine angel must be endured in my passage into thy paradise. And, lo, here I am before thee, ready to embrace the condition ; even when thou pleasest let me bleed once to be ever happy. Thou hast, after a weary walk through this roaring wil derness, vouchsafed to call up thy servant to mount Nebo ; and from thence aloof off to show me the land of promise, a land that flows with milk and . honey. Do thou but say, " Die thou on this hill," with this prospect in mine eye ; and do thou mer cifully take my soul from me, who gavest it to me, and dispose of it where thou wilt in that region of immortality. Amen, amen. Come Lord Jesu, come quickly. Behold, Lord, I have by thy providence dwelt in this house of clay more than double the time wherein thou wert pleased to sojourn upon earth, yet I may well say, with thy holy patriarch, ' Few and evil have been the days of the years of my pilgrimage;'1 few in number, evil in condition. Few in themselves, but none at all to thee, with whom ' a thousand years are but as one day.' But had they been double to the age of Methuselah, could they have been so much as one minute to eternity ? Yea, what were they to me, now that they are past, but as a tale that is told and for gotten ? 1 Gen. xlvii. a. THE SOUL'S FAREWELL TO EARTH. 345 Neither yet have they been so few as evil. Lord, what troubles and sorrows hast thou let me see, both my own and others ! what vicissitudes of sick ness and health! what ebbs and flows of condition ! how many successions and changes of princes, both at home and abroad ! what turnings of times ! what alteration of governments ! what shiftings and downfalls of favourites ! what ruins and desolations of kingdoms ! what sacking of cities ! what havocs of war ! what frenzies of rebellions ! what under minings of treachery ! what cruelties and barba risms in revenges ! what anguish in the oppressed and tormented ! what agonies in temptations ! what pangs in dying ! These I have seen, and in these I have suffered. And now, Lord, how willing I am to change time for eternity, the evils of earth for the joys of heaven, misery for happiness, a dying life for immortality ! Even so, Lord Jesu; take what thou hast bought, receive my soul to thy mercy, and crown it with thy glory. Amen, amen, amen. THE END i. 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